Yes I am. I’m so sad I didn’t see these until Jenny was so sick. She did a wonderful job. Jenny couldn’t be a burden if she tried. I’m watching each and every one of these❤
I miss her beautiful spirit 🥲 Today I was painting the barn and found a bundle of ladybugs in a corner hibernating for the winter and thought of sweet Jenny and her family. 💜🤍
Yes, ever since our sweet Jenny beat cancer I have found a penny almost everyday!! Each time I pick it up I think of her. I usually always find them, but now, I always think of her! Miss your videos Jenny and your sweet spirit. No more pain and suffering, you beat it ! ❤ RIP Sweet Jenny Apple 🍎🍏 lol.. for the Apple's 😊 I think of you ❤
She was 1 in a million. A special, special lady. And so beautiful. Her TH-cam videos not only document her cancer journey but also remind us that there are good, kind, pure-hearted people in the world and that gives me hope. Fly free dear Jenny 🕊
Jenny’s time here was cut short, but Kyle, the way you proposed, your wedding vows, the excitement taking pregnancy tests, the kids’ birthdays…..You filled an entire lifetime into her time here. Right from the start, you gave her the fairytale girls only dream of, but you made it real. I’ve never seen a real life fairytale until now, it’s a love that’s rare, just to see how you look at each other…..that proposal, Cinderella. Out of this world Kyle, you filled her life with dreams come true. You love her, and you loved her more than a lifetime, you gave her what a lot of us wish for. It’s like God gave you to Jenny, because he knew her time was short, so he placed you in her life, a person that would give her a full life in a short time. I’m so sorry that you’ve lost Jenny, your best friend, your soulmate. You made her time here so special, you were by her side always, you filled her life completely. You’ll always feel her around you, she’ll show up subtle ways and you’ll know….that was Jenny. I’m praying that a blanket of comfort wrap around you and your family.❤
I found Jenny's videos and her journey at the very end of her life 💔 I've been going backwards and watching her cancer journey in reverse. She was so beautiful vibrant and relatable. She wasn't afraid to be vulnerable in front of her viewers, and she showed every real emotion and experience that comes with cancer. Even though she is in Heaven, when I watch her videos I feel like I'm sitting with a friend and she brings me comfort. Thank you for being a beautiful spirit Jenny
I miss Jenny , I didn’t know her, I wish I could have. She was such a beautiful woman and a wonderful mommy ,wife, daughter, and best friend to everyone around her. She was in so much pain yet still worried about everyone around her before herself. She managed to still smile even though she was so terrified. She had a special gift to make everyone around her feel good even though she was so sick. I miss this beautiful strong amazing woman ❤
These videos are a testament to what love truly is. Jenny has gone on to her just heavenly reward. I pray for Kyle, Ellis, Winny, and family every day.
I'm praying for you and your family, as well! Don't give up! Know that it's possible to beat this ugly disease! My mom is a 34yr breast cancer survivor and my dad is a stage 4 laryngeal cancer survivor! God bless! 💛
@@accordingtojoyce6651 I have endometrioid adenocarcinoma figo grade 1 stage iv, it’s in my lungs, a spot near my spleen. Diagnosed March or May of this year, all the testing, it gets blurry on the dates. Honestly it’s a shock to hear such news, I’m sure you’d agree.
Look into the Care Oncology Clinic. It’s completely remote. Protocol is outlined in the book How to Starve Cancer. 2nd edition is most current. I’m getting ready to enroll.
Blessings and best wishes dear, I survived cancer 3x the last a stage IV NHL. As a P.A I was aware of the grim outlook and was given slim chances. Yet my faith got me through the massive and invasive treatments and surgeries! Rooting for you!
It just doesn't seem possible that dearest beautiful Jenny isn't here anymore. She is sitting with the angels and our lord Jesus Christ. God bless her family. 😍
I feel so honoured “walking” alongside you. We are all here because we want to be supporting however we possibly can. There is no burden here at all! My hope is it gives you a sense of freedom to unload as desired. I walked with my Mum through cancer and she would always hold her feelings and fears inside to protect me. I tried to get her to open up but she wished to keep it at a distance. I thank God I found your channel.
What a wonderful thing you’re doing for your children. You are truly an amazing woman. I had breast cancer when my four sons were already grown, but the first thing I did was purchase four “nothing” books to write to each one of them in case I would not be around for long. I still write in them and have added books for my grandchildren, great grandchildren, husband, and DIL’s. Whew! It’s a task. I’m a nine-year survivor who prays that you will be able to say that one day, as well. You’re beautiful inside and out.
My Mother also refused to vent with me, she had a malignant Parotid tumour. She became an 11 year cancer survivor but sadly I lost her last year. Doctors ignored me for four years.
Oh I am watching Jenny again. She's so comforting to hear her journey. I have stage 4 metastatic breast and now just diagnosed with small cell lung cancer. I need to watch Jenny because I so get what she went through. I too am preparing to die. I am leaving comfort care kits i have made for my adult kids and my sister. Its the long goodbye that is sooo difficult and I cry every day without letting anyone see me. I am also doing the cards. I also have added grief books for my son and daughter.
Jenny you are like a friend I love, but have never met. I pray for you at least twice a day and think of you often. My son had surgery at John Hopkins 4 years ago for his Brain cancer on his brain stem. He has stopped getting scans, he said what is the point if it starts growing again there’s nothing they can do. He says he lives planning his future, not living to die. He is now 44 , his surgery was when he was 39. He has 2 wonderful kids, 12 and 14. I pray everyday for you and him.❤️🙏🙏🙏
My God-your heart is so pure! Your love for your children outshines everything. They are lucky to have a mother like you, with or without the sickness❤️
I’ve been following you since I was diagnosed with stage 3 triple negative breast cancer in March. I’m almost done with chemo then I have surgery and radiation. I already feel so burnt out after 6 months of chemo but my kids keep me in the fight. It helps to watch your videos bc I don’t feel so alone. I feel the same when it comes to feeling like a burden. Thank you for the idea for the cards. I will continue to pray for you and everyone that is fighting this fight.
Jenny we - ALL OF US - should be thanking you for the privilege of being with you on your journey. You are a kind wonderful soul - this shines out from all your videos. So many thoughts, good wishes and prayers for you from people who really care about you. Sending hugs and love from Torquay in south west England. X
I’ve been dealing with terminal cancer myself my kids are older and so far I’ve lived two years beyond what I was told and I’ve made it now to their 16th birthdays, they are twins. I understand exactly what you mean about that knocking on heaven store feeling. Every day you give them is a blessing and you know that just like I do, but so many other people do not, and so, in a way we are the blessed ones. Believe me, I cry every day, I am in no way minimizing your sorrow, I started writing journals for the girls and have been unable to get back to them because I get too sad. I think I will try the card idea because I can just do one card at a time.
Jenny, hang in there. This is a very hard journey. I have 2 terminal diseases and my difference is I am in my 60's. My heart goes out to you....we have some real challenges. You are doing so much the right way. Writing things for your kids is priceless.
I can't wait to celebrate when she beats this. I really believe that your positive attitude will lead to you beating this. Stay strong. Don't let your mind or thoughts go to dark places.
Love and light to you Jenny! And your family too. I'm Stage 4 also, and I can relate to trying to protect others from my dark side, especially to my daughter (20yo) and my mom. My mom will say "Don't say that! Don't even think that!", but how can we not? It's in our face every day. It's truly a one day at a time thing. And I've learned who I can be totally honest with and who I can't. Happy to be part of your sounding board as it helps me too. Today is a good day!
Jenny your a brave young women you have a beutiful family God will get you through this journey you have alot more life to live just look to God he the one that makes the different amen 🙏
Jenny, I don't usually write to YTubers and, in your case specifically, I feel there's not much I can say to encourage someone who's already moving forward in such a brave and elegant way. You're beautiful inside and out! As you already said yourself, I'm pretty sure you're already beating cancer because you're living your life to the fullest and you're such a big time winner! Keep fighting, we're here for you! Much love from Brazil!! 🇧🇷😘
Dear, sweet Jenny When you are cancer free, you should give parenting classes. Through all of this you are the most amazing parent to those two adorable , well behaved , happy kids who are so lucky to have you as their mother
Jenny, thank you for sharing your journey with us. There is another girl that I follow on TH-cam. Her channel is called Tiffany Thinks. She's young like you and is going through a lot of what you're going through. I pray for you both. God can heal. Hugs and prayers!
I was thinking the same thing, “Tiffany Thinks” has a lot in common with you Jenny. I think anyone going through this is so brave, all my love to you and your family
I agree. Tiffany Thinks and Jenny are the two people with cancer I am following right now. They are so much alike in that they are so kind and sweet. They make me care for them and how they are doing. They make me feel like they are a personal friend of mine and I want to check on them daily to know how they are doing. I really wish somehow Tiffany and Jenny can contact each other because I feel they will help each other so much with emotional support. Anyway, we all love you, Jenny! You also have the kindest husband I have ever seen in caring for his ailing wife!
I'm praying too! You are no burden, those of us who follow you do so because we want to help you carry this load. You are not alone. No guilt, please! You are surrounded with love, Jenny.
Jenny, I’m praying for you. Asking God to give you HIS peace right now. I’ve gone through breast cancer…8 rounds of Chemo…SO SO TOUGH! You mentioning all the ick of chemo, the smells and tastes…I get it! Keep leaning in to your feelings and support! You’re doing amazing! 💕🙏🏻
I, too, am a breast cancer survivor. Stage 3 triple negative breast cancer, to be exact. I had to have 3 rounds of verrrry aggressive chemo several years ago before I could even qualify for surgery! #UGH! Made me so, so sick and threw me into Frigging SEPSIS.🤒 It got to where I would start feeling violently ill just walking down the corridor on my way to the chemo room!! BUT it killed ALL my cancer cells, and today I have been cancer-free for a bit over 7 years! Here's hoping you are doing well also!💜
Such a unique and beautiful soul. Going to miss you and I don’t even really know you but I really appreciate you sharing your journey, all the ups and downs, you touched the hearts of many people watching. Rest in peace you fought a hell of a battle.. 🐞
What an amazing gift you are giving to your children with those cards. My Mom had some good results with fasting and lessening the effects of her chemo, perhaps something you could ask your doctors about. She is never a burden to us and I bet your family and friends feel the same way. 🙏
It's now well known, and we'll established, that marijuana kick's the butt of chemo side effects. It's the only reason I myself approve it's use to alleviate the suffering.
Don't ever feel guilty sweetie. We choose to be here and your brave journey helps us as much as we help you. Please know our prayers are for you and your family.
As a mom, I was crying right along with you. I just wanted to hug you and take some of your fears and heartache away. You are so brave. Hang in there and keep loving and living with your beautiful family. Sending you much love and support.
I’ve been praying for you and “Tiffany Thinks” Both of you are sweethearts that don’t deserve this horrible diagnosis. You have a beautiful heart and I just know you’re going to beat cancer. Big hug 🤗
Those are the 2 that I follow as well. Both of these ladies stories break my heart! Especially Jenny here because of the children! The thought of leaving this world is hard enough but leaving your babies so young?!?! The thought of that is heartbreaking X a million!!
These vlogs are such a gift. You are so good at communicating your experiences. This is so therapeutic for people who don’t know how to put words to what they’re feeling. So grateful that you are making these videos public for us.
It's so very hard to watch the anguish and emotional pain you're going through, but also a tremendous honour to be able to just be here with like minded people to hopefully offer you a shoulder to cry on. We all wish above anything else that you can beat this...you're strong and beautiful with an amazing family around you, and we're all rooting for you. ❤
Every time I complain, I think how irrelevant my petty grievances/annoyances are. Any yet you and Kyle manage to still somehow smile thru it all and appreciate life and your family.
There was a time when I had written letters to my children…during a very aggressive leukemia fight..that was 27 years ago Jenny! God be with you..I pray you can look back many years from now and say the same thing to someone else..💜🙏🏻💜
Jenny, the fear of the unknown is a normal thing but you have such an amazing support system with family, friends, all of us and your medical team. You inspire me to live life to the fullest and not to sweat the small stuff. When you struggle, praying for strength and peace and going to your happy place, both physically and emotionally, will help. We love you and will always be here for you! 🥰
My mom died when I was 6 years old and I wish that I had a video of her. I remember years ago I heard a tape recording of her voice on it briefly. All I have is pictures and not anything else like notes or anything to me but she does have a journal my dad had to hide it for me because my nightmares came back because I had nightmares for years after she passed away. I was always confused of where she was because my dad had four kids to take care of and we weren't properly told what happened. So good job writing those little notes and giving your children something to hear you and see you. I love the idea that but I do think that you're going to be able to tell them on those days. Stay positive you're amazing
I do choose to be here and support you. I just moved my mother in with me last year after an emergency gallbladder surgery and she is also a two time cancer survivor. We've been on this journey for 10 years. I've seen her very sick and miserable during those times. She is not in remission, but closely monitored ever quarter with scans and monthly shots, blood work. She is 68 and feeling really good, watching her diet, taking supplements, etc. Please know we pray for you. God bless you.
Oh Jenny y’all were just so darling together and I’m so saddened by the loss of you, I really hoped and prayed for you so many times during the day and night…Now I re-watch these older videos and I just cry for you and Kyle who looks so lost without you…your beautiful children are so precious and I still pray for them! 💔🕊️
JENNY! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL and beating cancer my friend! I'm watching your journey and I'm praying! This is part of your story and God is not withholding good from you...trust Him.
I loved how you said you are beating cancer by living your life to the fullest, wow, that was so powerful for me. Yes girl, you definitely are beating it. Sending you so much love and positive vibes., you wonderful inspiring woman x
Still the sweetest person I have been honored to meet, even if it was virtually. I feel blessed to have met Jenny and look forward to meeting her in spirit when the Lord calls me home.
I'm glad you get some relief being able to unload your feelings and thoughts here. I'm sure you don't feel strong, but you're stronger then you know. We're all here to support and listen to you. Hugs
I so totally understand your need to say "I'm fine" and go on! I am the same way - lung disease here, not cancer, but experiencing a tiny bit of your path. You are handling this with grace! You keep letting us be your sounding board, we are happy to be of service!
OMG Jenny - I’ve had a good cry with you this morning here in the UK 🇬🇧. You are kicking cancer and so, so brave. Writing cards for your little ones and making incredible memories with them at this time; they have a beautiful, courageous Mum and that can never be taken away. Sending love 💕, prayers 🙏 and hugs 🤗 from across the pond 😘.
I am going through these videos again. This has to be the most Loving and cutest couple ever! I am so sorry that Jenn’s body didn’t make it. Her spirit will live on. Each time I rewatch a video, it’s like she never left.
Jenny, thanks for sharing your feelings so eloquently. I'm a two-time survivor who's now NED. I feel like my purpose now is to support others who are going through it. I'm so glad I can be there for you, even If it's only in spirit. It's an honor to support someone with so much strength and grace. Sending you prayers, peace and light from Chicago!
Oh, Jenny, I cried with you and took deep breaths, too. I think you’re doing amazingly well emotionally even though you may not think so. I’ve had cancer twice so I am able to relate to some of your chemo experiences. It’s not easy. I’ll be praying for you as you go through this and for your family. You’re so blessed to have such strong, loving support from your husband. That touches my heart. Take care sweetie and don’t give up.
I will walk with you. I have breast cancer. I too feel the same things. Express yourself anytime you need and want to. I will be glad to listen. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. ♥️♥️♥️
Jenny, I can totally relate to the fear of « being a burden » to others. My experience is different from yours, but I get it. I validate your feelings, and I can tell you that your honest, heart-felt sharing of emotions and experiences isn’t at all a « burden » to me, or dare I say, to those of us who watch your videos. I’m just so very sorry that you have to go through so much pain! I’m relieved that you’ve got such a great support system. Your husband seems like such a supportive, wonderful companion to you, and your kids are just so intelligent and adorable! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Of course you can beat this! Those « milestone cards » are a great idea; and darn it, you’ll give them to your kids in person!!! You got this!
You are a complete role model on how to live with Cancer. Thank you for showing the way to any one suffering the same or similar diagnosis . You are helping so many people to realise you must live every day to the full. Life is precious. X
What a beautiful gift for your family to pre-write cards for them! Such a wonderful idea for any parent! I lost my mom when I was 17 and she had made recipe books for my sister and I. I treasure that book so much and still use it all the time, 39 years later. My kids sometimes ask for one of the recipes in it so I just take a photo and text it to them and i know they also treasure seeing those recipes, written in their grandma's own handwriting. I'm praying for you and your sweet family. Sending love from Manitoba, Canada.
I have watched a few of your videos recently. And I just want to say first I will keep you in my prayers and your family. Second I could not imagine what you must be feeling having two small kids. I pray god puts his healing hands on you. 🙏🏻❤️
Dear sweet Jenny I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏼 I think I can say for all of us that follow you we are here for you through this . You are loved and cared about by all of us. ❤️
You are never a burden to us. We are here to support you and pray for you. You have such a sweet spirit and I feel like I found a friend. You are precious in His sight. 💞🙏🏻
I am so THANKFUL to have come across your story. My daughter was just diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer matasazied to her lung she's 34yrs old. I have cried for DAYS. Now I have come to accept this and move her into my home to take care of her. She's vegan very active as yourself. I have to make everyday count I cannot lose myself I have to fight with her. I am praying 🙏 for you sweetheart my daughter cries like this as well. God bless you. Process your emotions as much as you can.
1st off thank you for sharing your lives with us, the good, bad, scary and happy. I think you are absolutely amazing. I know how scary this is cause when I was diagnosed I had 5 small kids and an amazing husband I didn't wanna leave. I think of you daily. You have touched my heart so much. I see so much of me in you when I went through it. You are so strong and so Beautiful and so very brave!!! You got this! Keep living the best life you can. Also remember it's ok to have all these feelings and allow yourself to go through each one.
UGH...itching and redness is a side effect of Prednisone. I remember suddenly finding my joints so stiff. I told my doctor I felt terrible on the Prednisone and I wanted to stop taking it. He told me that I just thought I felt bed...I needed the Prednisone. But the good news is...once you can wean off Prednisone, the side effects subside pretty quickly! Prayers for you and your family! Jenny, I remember how you feel about leaving your children. I pray that your outcome is like mine.
Anyone else here going over Jenny's video's to see her journey from then up to present day Comfort care? Peace and Blessings to the entire family.
Yes I am. I’m so sad I didn’t see these until Jenny was so sick.
She did a wonderful job. Jenny couldn’t be a burden if she tried.
I’m watching each and every one of these❤
I am😢 I just can’t believe she is gone😞 I’ve been following her for almost 2 years. I’m gonna miss her videos so much!!
I miss her beautiful spirit 🥲 Today I was painting the barn and found a bundle of ladybugs in a corner hibernating for the winter and thought of sweet Jenny and her family. 💜🤍
Yes, ever since our sweet Jenny beat cancer I have found a penny almost everyday!! Each time I pick it up I think of her. I usually always find them, but now, I always think of her! Miss your videos Jenny and your sweet spirit. No more pain and suffering, you beat it ! ❤
RIP Sweet Jenny Apple 🍎🍏 lol.. for the Apple's 😊 I think of you ❤
Yes me. Breaks my heart. 💔
Does anyone else go back to old videos just to see beautiful Jenny and Sweet Kyle together..a match made in Heaven..
Yes....doing it now...❤
Jenny was such a light. A little darker without her in the world.
She was 1 in a million. A special, special lady. And so beautiful. Her TH-cam videos not only document her cancer journey but also remind us that there are good, kind, pure-hearted people in the world and that gives me hope. Fly free dear Jenny 🕊
She is once in a lifetime.
Two weeks after Jenny passed, I find myself watching old videos so I can hear her voice, see her light shining 😊❤
same
Me as well. 😢
Me too
Yes
Me too! ❤️
Jenny’s time here was cut short, but Kyle, the way you proposed, your wedding vows, the excitement taking pregnancy tests, the kids’ birthdays…..You filled an entire lifetime into her time here. Right from the start, you gave her the fairytale girls only dream of, but you made it real. I’ve never seen a real life fairytale until now, it’s a love that’s rare, just to see how you look at each other…..that proposal, Cinderella. Out of this world Kyle, you filled her life with dreams come true. You love her, and you loved her more than a lifetime, you gave her what a lot of us wish for. It’s like God gave you to Jenny, because he knew her time was short, so he placed you in her life, a person that would give her a full life in a short time. I’m so sorry that you’ve lost Jenny, your best friend, your soulmate. You made her time here so special, you were by her side always, you filled her life completely. You’ll always feel her around you, she’ll show up subtle ways and you’ll know….that was Jenny. I’m praying that a blanket of comfort wrap around you and your family.❤
That my dear is simply BEAUTIFUL. The most wonderfully apt description of the life of Kyle and Jenny. she is his angel.- and he was hers. Bless you xx
So beautifully and perfectly said.
I'm watching
I found Jenny's videos and her journey at the very end of her life 💔 I've been going backwards and watching her cancer journey in reverse. She was so beautiful vibrant and relatable. She wasn't afraid to be vulnerable in front of her viewers, and she showed every real emotion and experience that comes with cancer. Even though she is in Heaven, when I watch her videos I feel like I'm sitting with a friend and she brings me comfort. Thank you for being a beautiful spirit Jenny
My god whyyyy does this woman have a chokehold on my heart… she’s just sooo angelic. The why is mind blowing
I miss Jenny , I didn’t know her, I wish I could have. She was such a beautiful woman and a wonderful mommy ,wife, daughter, and best friend to everyone around her. She was in so much pain yet still worried about everyone around her before herself. She managed to still smile even though she was so terrified. She had a special gift to make everyone around her feel good even though she was so sick. I miss this beautiful strong amazing woman ❤
These videos are a testament to what love truly is. Jenny has gone on to her just heavenly reward. I pray for Kyle, Ellis, Winny, and family every day.
Why god 😢there are so many who don’t appreciate life nature…Jenny am so so so sorry….you have beautiful family treasure every moment
I’m fighting stage 4 endometrial cancer, these vlogs are like group therapy to me. Thank you for making them. Praying for you and your family.
I'm praying for you and your family, as well! Don't give up! Know that it's possible to beat this ugly disease! My mom is a 34yr breast cancer survivor and my dad is a stage 4 laryngeal cancer survivor! God bless! 💛
I have stage 4 b endometrial cancer as well, it’s papillary serous . I was diagnosed 1 year ago.. I would love to talk to you
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I have endometrioid adenocarcinoma figo grade 1 stage iv, it’s in my lungs, a spot near my spleen. Diagnosed March or May of this year, all the testing, it gets blurry on the dates. Honestly it’s a shock to hear such news, I’m sure you’d agree.
Look into the Care Oncology Clinic. It’s completely remote. Protocol is outlined in the book How to Starve Cancer. 2nd edition is most current. I’m getting ready to enroll.
Blessings and best wishes dear, I survived cancer 3x the last a stage IV NHL. As a P.A I was aware of the grim outlook and was given slim chances. Yet my faith got me through the massive and invasive treatments and surgeries! Rooting for you!
It just doesn't seem possible that dearest beautiful Jenny isn't here anymore. She is sitting with the angels and our lord Jesus Christ. God bless her family. 😍
You did beat cancer Jenny. And now you are a sweet beautiful Angel 🙏🏻❤️🌈🌹
I feel so honoured “walking” alongside you. We are all here because we want to be supporting however we possibly can. There is no burden here at all! My hope is it gives you a sense of freedom to unload as desired. I walked with my Mum through cancer and she would always hold her feelings and fears inside to protect me. I tried to get her to open up but she wished to keep it at a distance. I thank God I found your channel.
I am honored as well.
Ditto 🙏🏼
Me too!!
What a wonderful thing you’re doing for your children. You are truly an amazing woman. I had breast cancer when my four sons were already grown, but the first thing I did was purchase four “nothing” books to write to each one of them in case I would not be around for long. I still write in them and have added books for my grandchildren, great grandchildren, husband, and DIL’s. Whew! It’s a task. I’m a nine-year survivor who prays that you will be able to say that one day, as well. You’re beautiful inside and out.
My Mother also refused to vent with me, she had a malignant Parotid tumour. She became an 11 year cancer survivor but sadly I lost her last year. Doctors ignored me for four years.
Jenny, you were never a burden. We loved watching your journey and family. We miss you so much!
Praying for you Jenny for peace of mind and comfort.
Oh I am watching Jenny again. She's so comforting to hear her journey. I have stage 4 metastatic breast and now just diagnosed with small cell lung cancer. I need to watch Jenny because I so get what she went through. I too am preparing to die. I am leaving comfort care kits i have made for my adult kids and my sister. Its the long goodbye that is sooo difficult and I cry every day without letting anyone see me. I am also doing the cards. I also have added grief books for my son and daughter.
I hope you can try new treatments and they will give you more time ❤
I am honored to be part of a sounding board for you. As someone living with cancer I am amazed by your strength
I feel exactly the same Donna. I'm going to pray for you too.
Me too!
Love and prayers always ur lovely ur strong u have an amazing husband and u have god love laugh live to best of yr ability
Ur husband is ur rock amazing husband father and ur best friend ur blessed with the best
Ur husbsnd rocks
Jenny you are like a friend I love, but have never met. I pray for you at least twice a day and think of you often. My son had surgery at John Hopkins 4 years ago for his Brain cancer on his brain stem. He has stopped getting scans, he said what is the point if it starts growing again there’s nothing they can do. He says he lives planning his future, not living to die. He is now 44 , his surgery was when he was 39. He has 2 wonderful kids, 12 and 14. I pray everyday for you and him.❤️🙏🙏🙏
My God-your heart is so pure! Your love for your children outshines everything.
They are lucky to have a mother like you, with or without the sickness❤️
I’ve been following you since I was diagnosed with stage 3 triple negative breast cancer in March. I’m almost done with chemo then I have surgery and radiation. I already feel so burnt out after 6 months of chemo but my kids keep me in the fight. It helps to watch your videos bc I don’t feel so alone. I feel the same when it comes to feeling like a burden. Thank you for the idea for the cards. I will continue to pray for you and everyone that is fighting this fight.
You a rock i wish you well
Sending you well wishes and many blessings. God is always with you!
Praying for you also!
You will do fine. 💐. Always be kind to yourself and don't rush you're recovery.
God bless from Scotland.. 🙏
Sending prayers and love
You beat cancer, sweet beautiful Jenny. 🐞🦋✨
Jenny we - ALL OF US - should be thanking you for the privilege of being with you on your journey. You are a kind wonderful soul - this shines out from all your videos. So many thoughts, good wishes and prayers for you from people who really care about you. Sending hugs and love from Torquay in south west England. X
I’ve been dealing with terminal cancer myself my kids are older and so far I’ve lived two years beyond what I was told and I’ve made it now to their 16th birthdays, they are twins. I understand exactly what you mean about that knocking on heaven store feeling. Every day you give them is a blessing and you know that just like I do, but so many other people do not, and so, in a way we are the blessed ones. Believe me, I cry every day, I am in no way minimizing your sorrow, I started writing journals for the girls and have been unable to get back to them because I get too sad. I think I will try the card idea because I can just do one card at a time.
Kellie. I will be praying for you. Those cards and letters will mean everything to your kids. Glad bless you for doing that for them.
Jenny, hang in there. This is a very hard journey. I have 2 terminal diseases and my difference is I am in my 60's. My heart goes out to you....we have some real challenges. You are doing so much the right way. Writing things for your kids is priceless.
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I can't wait to celebrate when she beats this. I really believe that your positive attitude will lead to you beating this. Stay strong. Don't let your mind or thoughts go to dark places.
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The nicest sweetest brave lady I have ever known. God Bless you and keep you. Jesus holds you in his hands.
Yes I say I'm hanging in there.But I don't have the support you had.Its a blessing.Right now the cancer in remission for me🙌🏼
Love and light to you Jenny! And your family too. I'm Stage 4 also, and I can relate to trying to protect others from my dark side, especially to my daughter (20yo) and my mom. My mom will say "Don't say that! Don't even think that!", but how can we not? It's in our face every day. It's truly a one day at a time thing. And I've learned who I can be totally honest with and who I can't. Happy to be part of your sounding board as it helps me too. Today is a good day!
Jenny your a brave young women you have a beutiful family God will get you through this journey you have alot more life to live just look to God he the one that makes the different amen 🙏
Jenny, you and Kyle are such an inspiration for young parents, your kids must be having their best times. 💖
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They are the best parents that ever lived.
We continue to pray 🙏 we ❤️ and miss you, and we are grateful to get to know you, sweet girl. You were an angel on 🌎
Jenny, I don't usually write to YTubers and, in your case specifically, I feel there's not much I can say to encourage someone who's already moving forward in such a brave and elegant way. You're beautiful inside and out! As you already said yourself, I'm pretty sure you're already beating cancer because you're living your life to the fullest and you're such a big time winner! Keep fighting, we're here for you! Much love from Brazil!! 🇧🇷😘
Dear, sweet Jenny
When you are cancer free, you should give parenting classes. Through all of this you are the most amazing parent to those two adorable , well behaved , happy kids who are so lucky to have you as their mother
You’ve got this Jen. You are so beautiful and so strong. You are a warrior for all of us.
Jenny, thank you for sharing your journey with us. There is another girl that I follow on TH-cam. Her channel is called Tiffany Thinks. She's young like you and is going through a lot of what you're going through. I pray for you both. God can heal. Hugs and prayers!
I was thinking the same thing, “Tiffany Thinks” has a lot in common with you Jenny. I think anyone going through this is so brave, all my love to you and your family
I agree. Tiffany Thinks and Jenny are the two people with cancer I am following right now. They are so much alike in that they are so kind and sweet. They make me care for them and how they are doing. They make me feel like they are a personal friend of mine and I want to check on them daily to know how they are doing. I really wish somehow Tiffany and Jenny can contact each other because I feel they will help each other so much with emotional support. Anyway, we all love you, Jenny! You also have the kindest husband I have ever seen in caring for his ailing wife!
I'm praying too! You are no burden, those of us who follow you do so because we want to help you carry this load. You are not alone. No guilt, please! You are surrounded with love, Jenny.
Jenny, I’m praying for you. Asking God to give you HIS peace right now. I’ve gone through breast cancer…8 rounds of Chemo…SO SO TOUGH! You mentioning all the ick of chemo, the smells and tastes…I get it! Keep leaning in to your feelings and support! You’re doing amazing! 💕🙏🏻
I, too, am a breast cancer survivor. Stage 3 triple negative breast cancer, to be exact. I had to have 3 rounds of verrrry aggressive chemo several years ago before I could even qualify for surgery! #UGH! Made me so, so sick and threw me into Frigging SEPSIS.🤒
It got to where I would start feeling violently ill just walking down the corridor on my way to the chemo room!! BUT it killed ALL my cancer cells, and today I have been cancer-free for a bit over 7 years! Here's hoping you are doing well also!💜
I'm glad to know being out here, as a viewer helped you in some small way.
Such a unique and beautiful soul. Going to miss you and I don’t even really know you but I really appreciate you sharing your journey, all the ups and downs, you touched the hearts of many people watching.
Rest in peace you fought a hell of a battle.. 🐞
What an amazing gift you are giving to your children with those cards. My Mom had some good results with fasting and lessening the effects of her chemo, perhaps something you could ask your doctors about. She is never a burden to us and I bet your family and friends feel the same way. 🙏
It's now well known, and we'll established, that marijuana kick's the butt of chemo side effects. It's the only reason I myself approve it's use to alleviate the suffering.
Don't ever feel guilty sweetie. We choose to be here and your brave journey helps us as much as we help you. Please know our prayers are for you and your family.
As a mom, I was crying right along with you. I just wanted to hug you and take some of your fears and heartache away. You are so brave. Hang in there and keep loving and living with your beautiful family. Sending you much love and support.
I’ve been praying for you and “Tiffany Thinks”
Both of you are sweethearts that don’t deserve this horrible diagnosis. You have a beautiful heart and I just know you’re going to beat cancer. Big hug 🤗
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Those are the 2 that I follow as well. Both of these ladies stories break my heart! Especially Jenny here because of the children! The thought of leaving this world is hard enough but leaving your babies so young?!?! The thought of that is heartbreaking X a million!!
I also follow Tiffany Thinks. She also is a sweet person that doesn't deserve to have cancer. I pray for both of them.
True true!!
@@franklinstephen3268 Beat it, freak. This is not the place to be trying to scam people. Shame on you.
These vlogs are such a gift. You are so good at communicating your experiences. This is so therapeutic for people who don’t know how to put words to what they’re feeling. So grateful that you are making these videos public for us.
I just love seeing Jenny . She's so pretty, inside and out and catching up on how she is doing.
she's dead
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Had posted. She was an amazing woman .😭🌹🌹
It's so very hard to watch the anguish and emotional pain you're going through, but also a tremendous honour to be able to just be here with like minded people to hopefully offer you a shoulder to cry on. We all wish above anything else that you can beat this...you're strong and beautiful with an amazing family around you, and we're all rooting for you. ❤
I know she hated her "moon face" during this period but she looks so healthy and glowing and her beauty shines through
Oh dear Jenny! What a sweet, brave, wonderful woman you are! RIP 🙏🏻
Every time I complain, I think how irrelevant my petty grievances/annoyances are.
Any yet you and Kyle manage to still somehow smile thru it all and appreciate life and your family.
I totally feel the same
There was a time when I had written letters to my children…during a very aggressive leukemia fight..that was 27 years ago Jenny! God be with you..I pray you can look back many years from now and say the same thing to someone else..💜🙏🏻💜
So happy that our comments help you in some small way. It's a privilege for me.
Jenny, the fear of the unknown is a normal thing but you have such an amazing support system with family, friends, all of us and your medical team. You inspire me to live life to the fullest and not to sweat the small stuff. When you struggle, praying for strength and peace and going to your happy place, both physically and emotionally, will help. We love you and will always be here for you! 🥰
My mom died when I was 6 years old and I wish that I had a video of her. I remember years ago I heard a tape recording of her voice on it briefly. All I have is pictures and not anything else like notes or anything to me but she does have a journal my dad had to hide it for me because my nightmares came back because I had nightmares for years after she passed away. I was always confused of where she was because my dad had four kids to take care of and we weren't properly told what happened. So good job writing those little notes and giving your children something to hear you and see you. I love the idea that but I do think that you're going to be able to tell them on those days. Stay positive you're amazing
I do choose to be here and support you. I just moved my mother in with me last year after an emergency gallbladder surgery and she is also a two time cancer survivor. We've been on this journey for 10 years. I've seen her very sick and miserable during those times. She is not in remission, but closely monitored ever quarter with scans and monthly shots, blood work. She is 68 and feeling really good, watching her diet, taking supplements, etc. Please know we pray for you. God bless you.
She is/was such a sweetheart. My heart totally hurts . I think about Kyle and the kids all the time. What a great family. 😢
Hell yes.. you're already beating cancer. You got this. You can cry and be sad. We love you Jenny
Jenny was one of the kindest souls I have ever known. Or not known. She is definitely in heaven at peace. God bless
Oh Jenny y’all were just so darling together and I’m so saddened by the loss of you, I really hoped and prayed for you so many times during the day and night…Now I re-watch these older videos and I just cry for you and Kyle who looks so lost without you…your beautiful children are so precious and I still pray for them! 💔🕊️
JENNY! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL and beating cancer my friend! I'm watching your journey and I'm praying! This is part of your story and God is not withholding good from you...trust Him.
I loved how you said you are beating cancer by living your life to the fullest, wow, that was so powerful for me. Yes girl, you definitely are beating it. Sending you so much love and positive vibes., you wonderful inspiring woman x
i just thought of you randomly today, how i miss your update videos! rest in peace jenny !
I love going back and watching these videos. Such a beautiful collection couple. So much love ❤️
Still the sweetest person I have been honored to meet, even if it was virtually. I feel blessed to have met Jenny and look forward to meeting her in spirit when the Lord calls me home.
R.I.P.❤
I'm glad you get some relief being able to unload your feelings and thoughts here. I'm sure you don't feel strong, but you're stronger then you know. We're all here to support and listen to you. Hugs
I so totally understand your need to say "I'm fine" and go on! I am the same way - lung disease here, not cancer, but experiencing a tiny bit of your path. You are handling this with grace! You keep letting us be your sounding board, we are happy to be of service!
Prayers for all the ladies on here that are fighting cancer, as am I. Iove you all as we are sisters in Christ. ❤🙏
OMG Jenny - I’ve had a good cry with you this morning here in the UK 🇬🇧. You are kicking cancer and so, so brave. Writing cards for your little ones and making incredible memories with them at this time; they have a beautiful, courageous Mum and that can never be taken away. Sending love 💕, prayers 🙏 and hugs 🤗 from across the pond 😘.
Thank you so much!
Hello 👋 how’re you doing?
Thanks!
Still praying for you sweet girl. God has got this. 🙏🏻❤️your husband is so sweet. Prayers for him also. The children are adorable. 🙏🏻❤️
I am going through these videos again. This has to be the most Loving and cutest couple ever! I am so sorry that Jenn’s body didn’t make it. Her spirit will live on. Each time I rewatch a video, it’s like she never left.
Jenny, thanks for sharing your feelings so eloquently. I'm a two-time survivor who's now NED. I feel like my purpose now is to support others who are going through it. I'm so glad I can be there for you, even If it's only in spirit. It's an honor to support someone with so much strength and grace. Sending you prayers, peace and light from Chicago!
I could watch this courageous woman all day, I hope she knew how much she was loved and now sadly missed 😢 😔 💔
Your beautiful soul I wish I could come from New York to California to give you a hug🥺
I miss you jenny x
Your husband is an Angel. Wishing you brighter days ahead. Healing is coming. 💕
Oh, Jenny, I cried with you and took deep breaths, too. I think you’re doing amazingly well emotionally even though you may not think so. I’ve had cancer twice so I am able to relate to some of your chemo experiences. It’s not easy. I’ll be praying for you as you go through this and for your family. You’re so blessed to have such strong, loving support from your husband. That touches my heart. Take care sweetie and don’t give up.
Thank you so much for your supportive words and you are so strong
I will walk with you. I have breast cancer. I too feel the same things. Express yourself anytime you need and want to. I will be glad to listen. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. ♥️♥️♥️
Hello 👋how are you doing?
Praying for you as well
I miss you so much, Jenny 😢
Jenny, I can totally relate to the fear of « being a burden » to others. My experience is different from yours, but I get it. I validate your feelings, and I can tell you that your honest, heart-felt sharing of emotions and experiences isn’t at all a « burden » to me, or dare I say, to those of us who watch your videos. I’m just so very sorry that you have to go through so much pain! I’m relieved that you’ve got such a great support system. Your husband seems like such a supportive, wonderful companion to you, and your kids are just so intelligent and adorable! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Of course you can beat this! Those « milestone cards » are a great idea; and darn it, you’ll give them to your kids in person!!! You got this!
Oh, Jenny! I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this! You are so strong a brave! Praying for you.
I wish we had all met her. She was and is an inspiration.
You are a complete role model on how to live with Cancer. Thank you for showing the way to any one suffering the same or similar diagnosis . You are helping so many people to realise you must live every day to the full. Life is precious. X
What a beautiful gift for your family to pre-write cards for them! Such a wonderful idea for any parent!
I lost my mom when I was 17 and she had made recipe books for my sister and I. I treasure that book so much and still use it all the time, 39 years later. My kids sometimes ask for one of the recipes in it so I just take a photo and text it to them and i know they also treasure seeing those recipes, written in their grandma's own handwriting.
I'm praying for you and your sweet family. Sending love from Manitoba, Canada.
I have watched a few of your videos recently. And I just want to say first I will keep you in my prayers and your family. Second I could not imagine what you must be feeling having two small kids. I pray god puts his healing hands on you. 🙏🏻❤️
You are not a burden to anyone so please don't feel guilty about anything. We love you so very much.🙂
We are praying for you! Stay strong and kick cancer’s butt!!!
There is so much dumb content on youtube, but I follow and subscribe to people with a positive message about love and kindness. ❤️
Dear sweet Jenny I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏼
I think I can say for all of us that follow you we are here for you through this . You are loved and cared about by all of us. ❤️
The way he melted when he made her happy …. My god.
Good news ,Good news, Good News,Jenny and family ! As long as it gets you to where we all want you to be!x x love from Scotland 🏴
You are never a burden to us. We are here to support you and pray for you. You have such a sweet spirit and I feel like I found a friend. You are precious in His sight. 💞🙏🏻
Love how strong you are for your children and husband,Prayers for you and your Family.
I am so THANKFUL to have come across your story. My daughter was just diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer matasazied to her lung she's 34yrs old. I have cried for DAYS. Now I have come to accept this and move her into my home to take care of her. She's vegan very active as yourself. I have to make everyday count I cannot lose myself I have to fight with her. I am praying 🙏 for you sweetheart my daughter cries like this as well. God bless you. Process your emotions as much as you can.
1st off thank you for sharing your lives with us, the good, bad, scary and happy. I think you are absolutely amazing. I know how scary this is cause when I was diagnosed I had 5 small kids and an amazing husband I didn't wanna leave. I think of you daily. You have touched my heart so much. I see so much of me in you when I went through it. You are so strong and so Beautiful and so very brave!!! You got this! Keep living the best life you can. Also remember it's ok to have all these feelings and allow yourself to go through each one.
You are not a burden! You have to vent to someone. Praying for you. Your family is the bomb.
UGH...itching and redness is a side effect of Prednisone. I remember suddenly finding my joints so stiff. I told my doctor I felt terrible on the Prednisone and I wanted to stop taking it. He told me that I just thought I felt bed...I needed the Prednisone. But the good news is...once you can wean off Prednisone, the side effects subside pretty quickly! Prayers for you and your family! Jenny, I remember how you feel about leaving your children. I pray that your outcome is like mine.
Thank you for showing the real. You are helping people long after you were here.
Sweet Jenny, miss you already. I hope you are being spoiled in Heaven.❤❤❤