I'm Struggling - Mystery Pain - Stage 4 Lung Cancer
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Jenny Appleford
7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Current Chemo Plan; ongoing
6 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
Carboplatin is now COMPLETE and I continue Alimta and Avastin
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
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The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.
I miss Jenny……what a special girl she was! She so impacted my life…her bravery, courage, determination……
I do too!! She really was a very special person wasn't she!!! I so wished I could have known her!! Just a lovely, lovely woman!! To watch this and know she isn't alive anymore is soul crushing for me. Even though technology doesn't come close to having the real thing, at least the kids can know what she was thinking, feeling, everything, when they watch all her videos one day!! I feel real, honest to goodness love for her and the whole family!! While I am more often than not, uplifted by watching these videos, they are heartbreaking as well!!
Dearest Jenny. You might not be able to be fun mom but you’re still the best mom. Whatever you can’t give Ellis and Winnie in physical capacity right now, you are giving them strength and inspiration by the tenacity and courage with which you’re fighting for them. That is something very precious. Keep fighting … one day at a time x
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From a single mom living with cancer...
I have SO much guilt...
I used to play with my son sooo much...
I'm on super strong painkillers to try to keep the pain under control...
I understand.
Stay strong...keep fighting.
We've got this. ❤
YES YOU BOTH DO JOEY. 💙💙🙏🙏💙
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE.🙏🙏
Are you part of tiffany think family? You're right you got this we got this!thus!! Lord is good
Hang in there you got it.
@@elypowell6797 you forgot how we get paid up to 25% more annually as well .
Jenny, you threw yourself into that 5klm walk. Your muscles and joints have been less active for a long time, and they are screaming for mercy.
Children have an amazing capacity to adapt. They just love being with you. They don't judge you for your illness or for you being less active. They feel loved and love you so much.
You have such a caring community here. Please don't stop sharing the ups and downs. It's helps others in your position and allows us the privledge of being your sounding board.
There are lots of us praying for you and I've been counting my blessings more because of you.
It sounds like a good plan to see what your doctors decide to do to help with your pain. You really are an amazing woman! No need to think you cannot talk to us on TH-cam. No matter what sure needing to talk about! None of us think this is easy❤❤❤❤❤❤ we support you we care about you, we care about Kyle, we care about your beautiful children, we care about your family members, we care about each other on this channel! You are safe with us here and we pray for you and for God to bless you and to help you heal yourself because you Or a deserving person in family❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Still praying and will continue!
I agree Jenny. Your muscles weren't ready for the 5km walk so they need some time to recover.You must keep positive, that is half the battle.
Create an image in your head, then declare war on the cancer cells.Picture yourself aiming and shooting and destroying each and every cancer cell.That is what I did 17 yrs.ago.and you can too Jenny.
Jenny you are truly amazing and we all love you
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE.🙏🙏
Don’t beat yourself up over limitations that cancer puts on you as a mother. Do you remember the things your mom did with you or the way your mother made you feel? We can take our kids on elaborate vacations, outings buy them expensive toys etc. However what they remember is how your hugs make them feel. How you smell. What your hair feels like on their faces. You are enough! You are doing absolutely amazing. You are the best mother your kids could ever ask for and that won’t ever change. Don’t let anyone tell you different. Especially yourself. If your friend would be sad about not being able to be an active mom/ playmate while fighting cancer , what would you tell her? You would give her much more credit than you are giving yourself. Tell that little doubtful thing on your shoulder that it needs to pack up and leave. You are a fantastic mother and that’s that.
I totally agree with you. Beautifully written. I hope Jenny reads this. Thank you🇬🇧💕
I feel for you so much I don’t have cancer but I do have a life condition it’s horrible please be strong
After my divorce I raised my kids on my own, Zero support from my ex-husband moneywise or physically.. the main thing my oldest daughter remembers is that I went to work provided a home we didn’t have much but it was clean and neat but my daughter always said she remembers us getting up going to a fair going out to eat walking up to the hill to the Chinese restaurant near us, we didn’t have a car. So yes it’s got nothing to do with elaborate, just the love and simple things..
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I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE.🙏🙏
Those sweet children lost such an amazing mom! Praying for you all in the days coming forward...
Dear Jenny, I have to share with you that my sister-in-law's nephew has had stage 4 lung cancer now for 10 years. He was 40 when initially diagnosed stage 4 and is now 50. There have been so many advancements made in treating this disease. Keep fighting the good fight and never lose hope! Prayers for God's healing hands to be upon you. 🙏🙏
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE.🙏🙏
Enough with spamming already.🙄
O beautiful Jenny never be embarrassed about how you are feeling, everyone of us here are your TH-cam family we are here to help you through your days when you are feeling down or scared we are here to get you through this and to brighten your days with love and support. You are so brave! my mum is 84 and has bowel and lung cancer for the last 10 years she has taught kids to swim her whole life and to this day is still teaching about six kids she says that's what keeps her going you got this Jenny 💜
What a lovely and beautiful comment ✌️💕
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE.🙏🙏
You are in my prayers.
I have a friend that over 30 years she had lung cancer and today she is cancer free. Her mother had cancer in her lungs and became cancer free.
I hope their stories can give you more hope.
Prayers and love
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE❤🙏❤
It's Thanksgiving in two days and you are no longer with us on earth. You are missed. My heart goes out to Kyle, Winnie and Ellis as they navigate the first holiday season without you. This video popped up in my feed so I watched to hear your voice.
Same. I'm finding myself doing that often...watching her videos to hear her voice. The deep sadness I've been feeling is utterly gripping. My heart just breaks and aches for her family. Rest in peace, beautiful Jenny. No mother or wife could've fought harder.
@@shoregirl4733 it also helps them financially when we watch, like, each video from beginning to end. I wish we could get them 1 million subs
We miss you so much Jenny!
Hope you are doing well where you are now with Leo and all the beloved family members who have gone before you 🕊🐞🌟
Jenny, I’m heartbroken seeing you cry. Please don’t feel guilty because you can’t do as much for your kids. They love you so much and know that you love them. I’m praying for you to heal from this terrible disease
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE❤🙏❤
They know you love them ❤️ and always will🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 JENNY YOU ARE TRULY BLESSED 🙏🙏💕💕 I am on a cancer journey as well but my only child Nathan passed away two months after turning 18 and I still miss him every day ☀️🐝 YOU PRAY FOR ME AND I'LL PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💕💕 Have a Great weekend my Friend Jenny 💕💕
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Deborah, I'll keep you in my prayers as well. I'm a cancer sister too. Sending hugs and healing prayers to you, Jenny and anyone struggling with illness. Hugs
Hello from France you are so brave ! I wanted to tell you that I know someone who had lung cancer with metas in the brain … 12 years ago !!! and she is still going strong 💪
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE❤🙏❤
That's amazing. What's her diet? Did she do chemo?
@@emmanuelking9988 yes she did chemo radiotherapy for brains metas and surgery for the lungs, Mediterranean diet she’s from south of France .
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Thanks for responding, God bless 🙏
That is an amazing story. Thank U. This will give Jenny & all of us much needed hope !
I came across your video and just thought I'd share the story of my aunt who lived with stage 4 long cancer. She lived with stage 4 long cancer for 14 years. She never god rid of it but with treatment it didn't spread or grow. She worked up until her last year.
She refused to quit and you have the same qualities as her. I can see it. She had days where she broke down and then she had good days. She told us all that cancer hurts! I believe you have a lot of time left on this earth and you're strong and we all are going to the same beautiful place when our time comes. For now just keep on truckin. Cause we all need to dream like we'll live forever but live each day like it's our last. If we have an illness or not, none of us know when we will go. So just keep on and from the way your children look- I'd say you're a VERY AWESOME mother as it shows in your babies faces. Their smiles say it all. Great job!
My aunt passed away September 12th 2003. She was on hospice and was 44 years old. She was in and out of a coma. One day her family sat with her and said... it's ok to go now, everything will be ok. Well she hadn't woke up for days and after her family told her,its ok to go... She woke up and said I cant! I'm waiting for the man in black. Then was back into coma again... 2 days later at 3:12 am on September 12th 2003 she passed away. Later we found out that on that very day at 2am Johnny cash aka the man in black passed away a hour before her. Her name is Shirley Salmon from Utah. She was waiting for Johnny Cash! Very cool. From that experience... We may go in groups? Also he died of respiratory failure as did she from stage 4 lung cancer. So i guess I'm just reaching out too say... we are not alone and i believe you have many many years ahead. God bless🙏
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God bless u n healing 🙏
Wowwww. What an amazing story to read, and an amazing perspective you have. You too are an awesome person:) ❤
Dear Jenny, I was shedding tears with you.Maybe it would be a good idea for you to see your pain control team,and get some relief like you mentioned? Please don't feel guilty that you can't do everything with Ellis and Winnie right now.
Doing the Halloween sticker book or reading stories together with Ellis and Winnie is wonderful!
Sending healing vibes and much love to you and your beautiful family.
Have any health threatening disease or virus?? No problem visit DREWI1 on TH-cam 💕🤞
Mate I don’t have cancer. I suffer from an autoimmune disease. I have a little girl. The guilt I feel as a mum is overwhelming. I totally hear you. I’m always sick too. Terribly so. I’m missing out on her childhood. So many precious moments. Every day has been a battle for as long as I remember. I hate it so much for my little girl. Hang in there dear Jenny. I think you are amazing, ❤️🙏❤️
My health challenges are EDS, SLE, Sjogren's, Scleroderma, RA, OA, Hashimotos Thyroiditis, and mild MS. I'm so thankful that the worst of it all didn't happen until my now adult child passed 18. Yes, looking back I can see how sick I really was, but it's a blessing that my youth overcame the health challenges. Until, as said, my child became a legal adult, able to be self supporting; my biggest fear. Jenny is making beautiful, quality of time memories with her children. God bless her as she overcomes every challenge ❤️🙏👍
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE❤🙏❤
I lost my mom 3 years ago and what you remember the most is how your mom made you feel. Your kids will always remember the love, feeling safe, and it will be the strength that gets them through tough times...no matter when you & your husband depart the physical world. You are an amazing mom! Best, Maria
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE❤🙏❤
Yes….you need pain med. No need to suffer when pain med is available to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
My heart is breaking for you Sweetie! I cried right along with you. I hope talking it out and shedding your tears helped you to feel better. You don’t have to be physically active with them, I saw how much they were enjoying sitting at the table writing in those books with you. Someone has to live past the statistics and it might as well be you. ❤️🙏🙏
My mom had depression when I grew up. I didn't mind her being sad or not perfect. I don't think that is how humans work. we don't give our parents scores for how many boxes they check or anything. What a child really needs is to feel loved and they will love you back.
My mom was always warm and loving towards me, she smiled at me, wanted to make me happy and comforted me when I was upset, so I loved her, and still love her back a lot. back then I knew that she was sad and I actually felt sorry for her and wanted her to be better. Not so that she can play with me more, just because "This nice person shouldn't have to suffer. she wouldn't want me to suffer either. I want her to feel good."
But this never made me hate her. It is just something you think sometimes when someone you love so much is not feeling well.
Anyway, this was rambly, but I am pretty sure that that is what your children feel about you as well, I am sure that they love you more than you could imagine, no matter how many physical things you do with them. I hope that you will be around for a long time, and feel better again one day.
hello Jenny, I'm so sorry you have had a rough time lately it probably was because you have overdone it on Saturday. I know what you mean by you don't want to look at the bad things I have learnt that the hard way. but please don't worry about you can't do what you used to do that you feel guilty about what you can't do what you are going through is beyond what anyone should have to go through all your friends and family know that you are trying your very best.so please don't even think that you will get through this just try to concentrate on your getting back to the Jenny we all know and love. saying that sending you lots of love from England and hopefully you will feel much better soon
@@phoenix72999 you comment was amazing and so true!
I had my first son at age 21, I could do everything with him. Had a lot of energy. I am now 54 years, my last son I can’t do a lot of things with him like going to the amusement park, swimming part, etc. I don’t feel guilty I can’t do everything with him. As we age, we have physical changes that we have limits. You are doing everything you can and in your power. I make sure he has friends to enjoy experiences, I can’t do. Don’t feel guilty and cry. As long you are present with the kids they will enjoy and ❤️ you. It is beautiful all these watchers of the TH-cam channel sending love and presents. You are a great mother.
Please don’t feel guilty. You can’t help that you’re sick. When your kids are older, they can watch these videos and see that you are a fighter and love them so much. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ll be praying for you and your family.
Kids remember the deep love you have for them and their dad. Not necessarily just fun times, although you do retain those memories too. I lost my mother while quite young and that is what I remember and cherish the most. Her love, caring and selfless devotion to her kids. You never forget that. Glad you are felling better now. 🙏❤️
I met a lady who battled cancer twice in her life. Once they told she she had six months to live. That was 40 years ago!!!
God writes the story.
Keep swimming. You never know whatever around that corner ❤️
Amen
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE❤🙏❤
Sorry indeed to see you not feeling well and worrying about your lovely children and most lovely caring Kyle. Sending you a big hug and much love from England. X
Jenny I’m stage IV breast cancer so I understand elements of what you are going through. Please see your medics regarding pain and nausea medication. I feel you are suffering more than you have to - you are a fighter and such a beautiful person. This is a constantly changing scenario but you need all the help you can to enjoy your life. I am a fighter but I’ve decided not to fight pain alone and suffer. I take alll the help available. Love you. 🇬🇧💕💕
It made me so happy to see that the kids enjoyed the stickers I sent 🙂🙂🙂 I have lots more I want to get rid of, so if you think they would like them, I would love to send them to you!!!! Sending you a big HUG, and I hope you're feeling better. Take care.
Honesty allows you release from pain in conjunction with OTC or prescription pain medication. There is something about being able to express how you are feeling to people who care very much for you. It is an honor to be in this on-line community of those who have learned your story and care so deeply for you. You are such a good mom and wife, giving what you can when you can. Kyle and the kids understand. Just loving them and letting them love you is enough. I'm praying for all of you. Oh yeah... we can't forget Flower !!
Jenny, I often don't comment as I'm in awe of you. Please don't feel any guilt, you did not choose this. Your an awesome Mom and I believe where you lack physical things with your children you well make up in emotional strength with them. They are so, so lucky to have a Mom like you. You have a beautiful husband, beautiful, children all a reflection of you. ❤️
Ohh Jenny!! I’m so sad watching this video. Your such a great mum and to think your feeling guilty about not being able to do the things you used to do breaks my heart. Your always engaging with your kids and being so loving and kind to them, that’s what children need!! Parents who care, and make them feel safe secure and loved. You are doing an awesome job and sometimes I wonder how you manage to do what you do with everything your going through. Don’t feel guilty about anything Jenny even parents who don’t have cancer don’t always give their kids as much as you do. Your awesome Jenny as is Kyle. I understand what your going through and how frightened you must be, but just remember the advances they make every day with cancer treatments and your achieving some amazing results. You’ve got this sweetheart and you are going to be around for a long long time. You have to be a wonderful grandmother next so just keep doing what your doing, we are all praying for you and sending you all our positive vibes and most of all my love to you and Kyle and your beautiful kids. Big big hugs beautiful Jenny xxx
Praying for you sweet Jenny🙏. I’m praying the pain is from the run . That was HUGE physical and emotional day for your body .When you have cancer all your focus tends to be related to that ( aches , pains , nausea) you forget that the “ normal “ viruses of this season still exist. So hopefully since you’re feeling better a couple days later you picked up a bug from your big day . God has your back and we love you too🙏♥️
Hi Jenny , I was going to say something dumb like' don’t cry' , but I’m sad with you.
I’m happy seeing you and your babies coloring and using ALL THOSE STICKERS!!!
Thank you for sharing your life with us, I’m amazed, humbled, comforted by you guys.
Hi Flower 😊
Oh Jenny, darling, thank you so much for showing us that piece of fears and tears. Thanks for sharing that with us. It can not be easy for you, but It helps us so much in our own personal processes.
I understood you so well, I could relate to every single sentence you said. You are making a difference in the way I see many things. Thank you Jenny so much!!!
Sometimes I wish I could meet you and give you (and Kyle) the biggest hug ever.
And yes, I spent many hours last night googling and reading and there are many stories of stage 4 lung cancer survivors who have beaten all the statistics. You are also with an amazing team in a top hospital, that is is very important.
But no matter what we tell you here, you have to be so tired of being sick. My dear Jenny, life is so pretty, but so brutal too!!!!!!!
Hugs & love to you dearest. So sorry you’re so sick, but was glad to see you enjoying those precious kiddos. Kyle is my hero as a husband & daddy! He does such a great job. GOD bless you all ❤🙏✝️
When your kiddos look back as adults on their childhood with you as their mom they’ll always remember your love foremost because that’s what you always give. You’ll always be a gift to them. What a blessing for you that you love being a mom so much. That’s beautiful! Sending love to you, Jenny♥️
Ciao Jenny,sei una persona ed una mamma stupenda!!Ti auguro di poter stare meglio,con tutto il cuore!❤️
I’m sorry your sad today. I was the same kind of mom when mine were little.I tell my kids it’s the hardest job you’ll ever do. But so rewarding. They don’t care if your running around. They’re happy just to be with you.
Thank you for your brutal honesty. We need to know this if by some chance we ourselves are forced to deal with it. The kids do know how Momma feels about them! I pray that you will get back to that life you loved. Hugs, Jenny and I'm hoping for a peaceful day without sickness or pain today and tomorrow!
Sweet darling Jenny please don’t be sad you need to keep putting your energy into fighting this terrible illness. Your children love you just for being there. You are an amazing mother and wife.
I pray for you every night and you will get through this. Know how much we love you here in 🇬🇧 Sending lots of our love and good intentions 🙏🙏🙏🥰
Jenny thank you for not editing how you're truly feeling out. Don't you know that you are an incentive for the rest of us. You being down and crying once in a while helps people like me who have cancer no it's all right to feel down once in a while and have a big cry. Bless you so much Jenny. You are an inspiration to us all. And just know that when you cry we cry with you. We're all mothers somewhere down the line we're all scared we all have down days and a good cry helps us cope. I'm still praying for you and your family
Hello 👋 how are you doing?
I am so sorry you are feeling so bad…please know we all love you and pray for a complete healing🙏🏼❤️ God has you🙏🏼❤️
Sweet Jenny
You are a beautiful soul and a great mother. You did not choose this battle but you are handling it with bravery and such grace. This is a personal matter and yet you are graciously sharing with others. My heart breaks for you. My son battled cancer and as a mom it crushes me to see you go through this. Continue to fight enjoying each day, moment of life. It's all we all have. many hugs and I will keep praying for you. ❤️
I've noticed the best remedy that helps you is being with your greatest support, your family. You light up when your all together. Your children are learning about life in a delicate way for their ages and lessons learned will help them in the future in some way. Your so thoughtful, loving and doing great. 😉🙏
Jenny, Jenny, Jenny…YOU are STILL a FUN mom and don’t ever think you aren’t. I think your babies have no doubt what-so-ever that you and Kyle love them SSSOOOOOO much.
You need to talk and get your feelings out. I feel like you released and it brings some comfort.
We all cried with you and we wouldn't have it any other way!
Love you 🫂
Hi Jenny, I m very touched by your video. I m a mom too, and I can completely relate to the guilt you can feel, whenever you think you're not giving your children what you think they deserve. But, as I was listening to you, I thought about me as a kid and my mom, and the best moments I remember now, are those where my mom was simple here for me and my siblings. For instance, she used to sit on a chair, looking at us play with our friends, outside our condo building, and she was the only mom here, and I loved it very much that she was there. What's important for kids is to know their parents love them : and we can immediately see that your kids know that 😊
I hope you're feeling better now, and am praying for you. Love from France!!
Patiently waiting to hear how you're doing. Me and my family pray for you daily. God Bless
You look better today, Jenny! Hugs and kisses to you and your wonderful family!🥰
Hello how are you doing?
Dear Jenny...never worry about what you say,we are here because we care for you...I will continue to pray for you and your family,you are so Loved.....much Love from New Zealand x
Blessing's, sweet Jenny, and love from MI. Never fear, your precious children are getting the best mom time with you, that's easy to see. You and your wonderful husband are the best parent's. Never doubt that your children understand this 100 percent 👍🙏❤️🤗
Hi don't give up I had breast cancer eight and half years ago and I'm still hear my son was 8 years old you will beat it you are strong and beautiful love martine from Wales in uk
Morning Jenny - how lovely seeing you open the gifts. People are so kind. I heard someone who is living with cancer (like you) the other day say to her frightened father who is dying that “we are all terminal, we just don’t know when”. You’re a thriver, you’re unique and why shouldn’t you defy the statistics. You ARE an amazing Mum, you do more with your children then so many other Mum’s so try not to beat yourself up, STOP the guilt (that’s an order from the Uk 🇬🇧😘) you’re awesome and so loved 🥰.
Sending love, hugs and prayers from across the pond ❤ xxx
I'm so excited. I finally got rid of my Herpes Virus 1&2 within just three weeks. Thank you DREWI1 on TH-cam. He also cures HPV, FIBROID, HIV and COLDSORE❤🙏❤
😘💔 so sorry for you Jenny, sending a big Scottish hug and praying plenty 🙏 ❤️
Hi 65D. I'm from Scotland too. Jenny is such a wonderful mum. 💖. They are such a close loving family.
You are everything they need. You pouring your love on them is all they ever need. You’re an amazing mother and an amazing fighter ❤
Dearest Jenny... It's okay to spend the time necessary to figure out where you are in your cancer journey. What is not okay is to set up house and stay in this zone for long periods of time. You are doing a great job of hanging in there and being positive. Know you are loved and are making a difference in so many ways with your family, friends and even your TH-cam followers. I totally get your concerns as I continue to follow my cancer challenge too. Know you are a very valuable person who is definitely making a difference.
💕 from one of your Prayer Warriors ~ Grammy Tessa xoxxo
You are such a beautiful mom, your babies know how much you love them! My Grandma is going through cancer now too, and we don't look at the prognosis whatsoever either, we pray and leave it with the Lord and just love each other every day. Something my Grandma has always done with me was help me understand heaven, and that our lives here are so very short in comparison. My mom passed away when I was little, but Grandma helped me know that I will have more days with her than I will ever have without her, praise Jesus. Sending you and your beautiful family love, I hope you are feeling better!
Poor Jen. Gosh I hope you feel better soon. It’s not nice feeling sick. Hugs and kisses from Australia.
Hello how are you doing?
You are still fun mom!! What was that I just seen playing with all the stickers! Oh honey you are so exhausted! I cant imagine being in your shoes! Hugs and prayers to you all!
i feel so bad to press the like button when you are feeling soooo sick. you are a great mum and wife,stay strong for yourself and they will love you for that forever💖😘💖😘
moms love is beyond description you make me love my mother more and more
Dear Jenny hope your aching etc goes soon and you start to feel better , sometimes it can happen when we overdo things , you take care and never forget how amazing and lovely you are ❤
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GM Jenny, glad, you feel a little better, walking a 5K is a long way for a very healthy person and you did it after chemo and not used to walking so much, that’s probably why you felt so bad,,, opening the presents put a smile on your pretty face, you are the best mom , your kiddos understand that you are having bad days, praying for you all the time, I am sure, you and your family feel the love from all of us
Prayers and thoughts with you jenny. My mum had non small cell lung cancer, she survived for ten months, but she was a heavy smoker. You are soo young, and your journey touches my heart. Stay positive.
Oh I pray you are feeling better soon.
I'm here for you Jenny!
I am so sorry Jenny. My heart goes out to you. You are the best Mom. Your children love you too. I am sorry you feel nauseous. You have some wonderful subscribers. Presents and family are good medicine.
Jenny you're an amazing mom and that's what c o u n t s. Your illness is not your fault. I think you were doing above and beyond. I pray for you everyday.
Hey Jenny. I hope you’re feeling a little better. I understand the love you have for your children. I was very fortunate to be able to be a stay at home mum. I had a daughter, then less than two years I had twin daughters. So I had 3 little ones under the age of 2. It was a difficult time, especially as the twins were constantly unwell. But fast forward… I had the most amazing time caring for my 3 little ones. It was the best time of my life. I am 58 now and my girls are 29 and the twins are 27. I still haven’t and never will stop caring, looking after them, spoiling them and having fun with my beautiful daughters. There are so many things you can still do with your 2 little ones. Arts and crafts, were one of our favourite things to do. My 2 year old, was reading, drawing, writing, painting, and helping with her 2 little sisters. So there are still things you can do, while sitting down and being comfortable. I see so much love in your family. Your husband has got to be the best husband I’ve ever seen. Writing your cards and letters for your children is such an amazing thing to do. All three are very lucky to have you. I’m sure, you will live for many, many years. I know you will, as you have a pure ♥️ heart. Take care my lovely and thank you for your amazing videos. It is important, to put the good and bad in your footage. It shows true life as a cancer patient. You will be a survivor Jenny. X🌸X much love from Wales in the UK.
God bless your gorgeous lady and I pray for your health, my fiancé passed away few days ago from brain cancer, he was hospitalized for three months,..he had never been sick before.
I am so very sorry for your loss! I can't know the emotional pain you are in, but know that I am lifting you and your fiance' up in prayer. God bless you both and may he bring you much comfort during this difficult time.
Hi Jenny. So sorry you are having to go through all this. I was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in 2016. I had a round of chemo then went on Keytruda. I was recently taken off Keytruda because the protocol for insurance has been met. I have been disease free for over two years. It took a few years to get there but I made it. I have nerve pain in my arm and drop foot with nerve pain. I go see a pain doctor every three months. He has really helped me live with this pain. My pain was so bad that I would moan and rock back and forth, break out in sweats and my blood pressure was high. It never went away til finally they got me on the right doses of pain medication. Maybe seeing a pain doctor would help. A lot of people look down upon people that take pain medication but sometimes it is the only thing that works. Some people say I would never take pain meds and my response is then you have never been in excruciating pain.
I hope your mental state gets better. Sometimes when we feel so bad we get weepy. I know I do. Also the first couple years I felt like in was in mourning for myself. Like I was going to miss my life and all that in compasses. Sounds silly maybe but not.
Anyway hope you feel better.
Jenny, your children love you no matter what.. you have great support and don't think your failing the children, rest up hun xx
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Jenny you and Kyle are great parents !!! Look at all the trips u all take and all the crafts you do together. They will remember all those great moments!! Continued prayers for strength and healing !! God is faithful and he has a plan!! Just trust him and talk to him like you do us!! He will give you peace 💜💜
Its ok to cry..we all do! Thank you for sharing all of the parts of cancer. You are brave. Prayers…🙏🙏
We are sending all our love and prayers for you. Please share all your feelings whenever you want to. You truly don’t need to be the constant happy face of cancer. Many of us share your vlog because we too face a tough diagnosis. Mine is extreme heart disease. I looked at the stats for mine. You’re right big mistake. I love your family life. I don’t have a family life so yours brings me so much joy. Please let us always be a part of it.
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Hi Jenny just wanted to say u are loved so much by us everywhere we understand u are telling us how u feel at all levels
Remember to take each day as it comes and always think about hope never forget that
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Takecare never feel guilty u are a strong women love steve from Sydney Australia xxx
You are such an inspiration so never feel embarrassed about letting your emotions show.
Jenny, you are an amazing mum. Active or inactive, they know how much you love them. ❤️
When you said "planning my departure" I thought how heartbreaking... but then I thought that it is entirely possible that one day you WILL be planning your departure, somewhere in the world that is beautiful and warm and relaxing, and you guys and the kids can create even more beautiful memories together ✌️💕
Jenny You are the strongest Woman I know, You give so much to the Kids and Your Lovable Husband ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
🙏 Praying for so many things for you and your family ... first, health and longevity, then all the things that come with that ... Including happiness. My heart goes out to y'all! 💞
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Oh sweet Jenny.....my heart breaks seeing you suffer. 💔 Praying for you!
THAT WALK GOT YOU JENNY, YOUR BODY IS CHANGING GETTING OFF THE STEROIDS, YOUR GOING TO BE OKAY IN A FEW DAYS, CRYING DOES US ALL GOOD SWEET FRIEND, NOW SMILE BEAUTIFUL YOUR A FIGHTER, YOUR WINNING 💪💪💯💕💕💕💕
Oh Jenny… your kids know. You are so incredibly sweet and you’re fighting the big fight. You have taken these changes with a grace that most people would not have. You have my heart and many hearts here.
You share exactly what you feel you should and what you want to share….it is all okay. I think you are right about the nerve pain in your back and the fluid drainage procedure….and the chemo causes your body to react differently than it had before….hang in there…..YOU ARE WARRIOR!
I have 2claws and a cane. Don’t listen or read any negativity people can be so cruel. ❤love only love you’re remarkable don’t fear rest!! 🤗🥰🙏😢
Oh my dear dear Jenny,I think you maybe did too much! Your face says it all bonnie lassie,hope you feel better soon x x love from Scotland 🏴
Jenny, even if you can’t be as “fun” as you were before, you are giving your children everything they need and crave - your love and attention! Opening gifts, playing interactively with the books and stickers - that is what they need. Your love and attention. I hope you can see that! 💖💖💖🌸🌺🌸
Nothing says love more than a claw! 💜 - you are doing so well keeping body and soul together for your family x
😢 you are just amazing, we all choose to watch these videos so don’t apologise as long as they are helping you I will keep watching. X😊
Cancer patients recovering from chemo cannot push their bodies, cannot. You must listen to your body a d give it what it needs. Your body will crave the foods it needs and the exercise it needs, just listen to it. Don't push. Your very very nice to your kids and kyle. Its amazing concerning how sick you are. You get an Aplus so settle down and concentrate on a lroject sitting down with them and making something fun. Halloween wreaths. Look on Pin-interest for ideas and have Kyle go shopping, My grandkids loved it!
Sharing means sharing everything … not leaving parts out. That’s not you Jenny. You’re authentic. You can’t help but be yourself and that’s what is so special about you. We love you for it. ❤ you’re our girl 👧💕🌷💕👏
Oh Jenny this is why we are here for you! Never feel embarrassed and know that Ellis and Winnie know how great a Mother you are, and they love you! We all know it too! I hope you will feel better soon, and are always here for you! Sending you a big hug!
talking about scary thoughts is a good thing. they're all part of life and help us cope. just like talking about good things.
my mom was sick most of my life... and all I remember truly, is how much she loved us. no matter how long we live, that's what kids remember.
that 5km walk took a lot out of your body, it's gonna take time to feel good. you've got this Jenny. Have faith, all our prayers are gonna get you through.
Hugs, Jenny. Stay strong. ❤️
Oh Jenny, my heart aches for you. You are a wonderful Mom I know it’s hard you are not alone in this journey please trust your heart try to put the negative thoughts out of your mind. One of my favorite saying is Don’t look back you’re not going that way. Love you to the moon and back 💕
'If the patient wants to live, medicine is sometimes helpless.' - as my oncologist always says.
You and your lovely family are always in my thoughts. ❤❤❤
Well, that is just stupid. If medicine is helpless, he is saying she should just walk away from treatment? If she dies, it's because she wanted to?
@@mimibee626 That's just a bit of onco-humour and encouragement for us, patients. Don't take it literally.
I'm so sorry Jenny. I'm daily lifting you up in prayer. It hurts my heart to see you're hurting so much.
Your strength is truly inspiring.
Ohhh Jenny, that’s the darn steroids you know better than that. You just inspired me so much when you said, “life is beautiful,” my ears perked up and I started listening. So, thank you for keeping it in the video, I needed to hear that right now. I’m in pain and can’t sit up (nerve pain)
I have been watching you for sometime now and for whatever reason never subscribed but I am now and just wanted to say I think you are an amazing woman,wife and mom. I pray for you and hope God gives you the miracle you and your family deserves. You are soo strong keep up the fight. God bless you my dear 🙏
Jenny, you must take what helps you in this journey and so if this you tube channel serves a purpose for you to help get it out of your system, then that is fine. Please don't apologise, just use this if it helps you.. You are so inspirational , I personally feel you have taught us all so much.. Please, please use this platform for whatever you need..xxx
I bimbi comprendono più di quel che pensiamo e sono sicura siano fieri e pieni d'amore per la loro mamma bellissima.Ti aspetto in Italia, è bellissima, dovete venire a visitarla!😍
Jenny it's OK to feel sad for your life as you knew it. You are still a fun woman, a fun wife and a fun Mother. You can still do fun things, it doesn't haven't to be spills, thrills and big adventures. Winnie & Ellis absolutely adore you - it's so plain to see. Cry it out, talk it out, let your feelings flow and know that we adore you as you are, as it happens. You didn't choose cancer Jenny, it found you, so you have nothing to feel guilty about. I love you so very much. Thanks for sharing. Mary from the UK 🌈🌟🙏💚💜❤💛🧡💕