Man oh MAN I truly appreciate this post yo. I needed to see this; I can’t explain into words how much I needed to see this as a feminine gay black man. I knew I liked boys since I was 4 and now I’m 35 and nothing has changed. Not everyone understands the struggle so I appreciate this post. Being a feminine gay man growing up super religious is rough because we tend to get overlooked and most men don’t desire us at all. We’re looked down upon in the gay community and no one seems to like us except straight women. It’s so hard and I just want people to understand that we didn’t choose this. It’s not our fault. Try to love us before you hate it. Please! We have been called names for YEARS, from YOUNG. As a religious child, I was the LAST person to know that i was gay. I didn't know what it meant until people started calling me out and saying that I act/talk/walk like a girl. I used to beg god to make me straight when I was 8 years old. I begged so bad that I said “if you can’t make me straight then just kill me because you’re gonna kill me anyway on judgement day” and I meant every word. As the years went on in junior high school and especially high school became increasingly difficult because of constant teasing and physical bullying. I had no male influences in my life, and I was raised in a predominantly female environment and once again, I wasn’t called out on my sexuality until later on in life. When it came to my family and my home life, my mother started calling me out on my femininity when I was 13 and that’s when my shame and embarrassment ran much deeper, and I began to truly hate myself. Sure, I wanted to change and be masculine, but there was nothing I could do at that point. Family events became torturous because all my little cousins would see me and say “why do you talk like a girl” and my mother being the super religious person that she was not going to defend me… she would side with my little cousins and look at me and say “yes, why do you talk like a girl?” Anyway, I’ve done enough ranting. I once again appreciate this post and I hope people truly understand the pain that comes with being a feminine, gay black man.
Thank you, Sampson, for having me on your show and creating such a safe and open space for this conversation. This was one of the most vulnerable moments I’ve shared publicly, and I’m grateful for the opportunity to be real about my journey and experiences. To everyone watching: it’s taken me a long time to truly love myself, and I’m still learning every day. But I’m so grateful to God, who loved me even when I couldn’t love myself. I hope this conversation helps someone else feel seen and understood. Let’s keep showing up for one another in love and truth.
I relate to this video in so many ways. Thank you for sharing your story with us, it really does help to dispel the noise that surrounds and fortifies our isolation from the community as feminine gay black men. The more we love ourselves, the more we will be empowered to love others and build a greater community.
Most gay men are feminine. Femininity & masculinity are psychological- reflected in mannerisms and terms of thinking…not outward appearance. Most of the men interviewed on this platform are feminine including the host. Bi men are usually more masculine…but most gay men are femme. Many try to hide it by lifting weights, etc…it’s pathetic.
Love the space you have created here. It’s a welcoming gift for me to smile, laugh, tear up and still be fine. I’m so comfortable in my skin and so happy for the reassurance on a spiritual level for all videos. Love you brother ❤
I feel this so much. I’m holding it together. I wish I could have the smallest amount of what you and your father have. Thank you for your light and love and story. And for opening the veil for some of us black gay men.
Awesome interview Sampson! Love seeing 💗 you blossom. I will be sure to tell Brian how incredible you continue to be for the community. ❤And thank you for sharing your story Mr. O’Neal. I can identify with so many feelings you shared. Blessings to you both.
Any way to improve the sound quality? I find it difficult to listen to. Nonetheless, wonderful video. Your guest is so beautiful not giving in about his feminine soul. I’m blown away by his insights & his journey to self love & acceptance
Any way to improve the sound quality? I find it difficult to listen to. Nonetheless, wonderful video. Your guest is so beautiful not giving in about his feminine soul
Male or female is determined by gender located in the soul not sex characteristics. Jesus was a man that was female in gender. Jesus is already back as a woman and of course she is still female in gender because your gender never changes regardless of sex characteristics. Jesus will marry Elijah who also returned as a woman. Elijah is male in gender. True people of God never take money for the gospel and those are all the Satan worshipers that know their time left here is short. World Peace is coming for those that remain and God's real people will soon transfigure and never pass on again.
Man oh MAN I truly appreciate this post yo. I needed to see this; I can’t explain into words how much I needed to see this as a feminine gay black man. I knew I liked boys since I was 4 and now I’m 35 and nothing has changed. Not everyone understands the struggle so I appreciate this post. Being a feminine gay man growing up super religious is rough because we tend to get overlooked and most men don’t desire us at all. We’re looked down upon in the gay community and no one seems to like us except straight women. It’s so hard and I just want people to understand that we didn’t choose this. It’s not our fault. Try to love us before you hate it. Please! We have been called names for YEARS, from YOUNG. As a religious child, I was the LAST person to know that i was gay. I didn't know what it meant until people started calling me out and saying that I act/talk/walk like a girl. I used to beg god to make me straight when I was 8 years old. I begged so bad that I said “if you can’t make me straight then just kill me because you’re gonna kill me anyway on judgement day” and I meant every word. As the years went on in junior high school and especially high school became increasingly difficult because of constant teasing and physical bullying. I had no male influences in my life, and I was raised in a predominantly female environment and once again, I wasn’t called out on my sexuality until later on in life. When it came to my family and my home life, my mother started calling me out on my femininity when I was 13 and that’s when my shame and embarrassment ran much deeper, and I began to truly hate myself. Sure, I wanted to change and be masculine, but there was nothing I could do at that point. Family events became torturous because all my little cousins would see me and say “why do you talk like a girl” and my mother being the super religious person that she was not going to defend me… she would side with my little cousins and look at me and say “yes, why do you talk like a girl?” Anyway, I’ve done enough ranting. I once again appreciate this post and I hope people truly understand the pain that comes with being a feminine, gay black man.
Thank you, Sampson, for having me on your show and creating such a safe and open space for this conversation. This was one of the most vulnerable moments I’ve shared publicly, and I’m grateful for the opportunity to be real about my journey and experiences.
To everyone watching: it’s taken me a long time to truly love myself, and I’m still learning every day. But I’m so grateful to God, who loved me even when I couldn’t love myself.
I hope this conversation helps someone else feel seen and understood. Let’s keep showing up for one another in love and truth.
Thanks for sharing your story and your heart, Dwight. We appreciate you.
I relate to this video in so many ways. Thank you for sharing your story with us, it really does help to dispel the noise that surrounds and fortifies our isolation from the community as feminine gay black men. The more we love ourselves, the more we will be empowered to love others and build a greater community.
Most gay men are feminine. Femininity & masculinity are psychological- reflected in mannerisms and terms of thinking…not outward appearance. Most of the men interviewed on this platform are feminine including the host. Bi men are usually more masculine…but most gay men are femme. Many try to hide it by lifting weights, etc…it’s pathetic.
Love the space you have created here. It’s a welcoming gift for me to smile, laugh, tear up and still be
fine. I’m so comfortable in my skin and so happy for the reassurance on a spiritual level for all videos.
Love you brother ❤
I feel this so much. I’m holding it together. I wish I could have the smallest amount of what you and your father have.
Thank you for your light and love and story. And for opening the veil for some of us black gay men.
@@pearl3g877 sending you so much light and love… Time heals all wounds. Manifesting a better relationship for you and your father…
Awesome interview Sampson! Love seeing 💗 you blossom. I will be sure to tell Brian how incredible you continue to be for the community. ❤And thank you for sharing your story Mr. O’Neal. I can identify with so many feelings you shared. Blessings to you both.
Thanks for tuning in.
@@sunneepeace blessings
I really enjoyed this from start to finish!! ❤
Thanks my brother, so many of us must first learn to love and except ourselves. Stay strong in the Lord and the power of His might.
such a beautiful soul!!
The softer side of Sears 😂 ❤
Any way to improve the sound quality? I find it difficult to listen to. Nonetheless, wonderful video. Your guest is so beautiful not giving in about his feminine soul. I’m blown away by his insights & his journey to self love & acceptance
Loved Dwight in Christopher street
Very interesting.
Any way to improve the sound quality? I find it difficult to listen to. Nonetheless, wonderful video. Your guest is so beautiful not giving in about his feminine soul
At 17:10,I Done that Too,so Nobody Would Say Nothing!!
Right!
19:15 likkeeeee lmaoooo girl sameee
3? Boy stop now.
Matthew 19 12 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ says God prefers same-sex marriage and confirms transgender people are born that way.
Male or female is determined by gender located in the soul not sex characteristics.
Jesus was a man that was female in gender.
Jesus is already back as a woman and of course she is still female in gender because your gender never changes regardless of sex characteristics.
Jesus will marry Elijah who also returned as a woman. Elijah is male in gender.
True people of God never take money for the gospel and those are all the Satan worshipers that know their time left here is short.
World Peace is coming for those that remain and God's real people will soon transfigure and never pass on again.
Please stop. Ke not attach sexual tendency to heresy. You can be gay and Christian without being blasphemous.