Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this with us.. I don't even know where to begin.. I cried watching this because your life's story is so similar to mine in so many ways and how I never fully realized things that went on in my childhood until I got older.. I cried both sad and happy tears because as I listened to you speak you would laugh about something and your laugh sounded so much more beautiful now that I know everything you've been though, the fact that you are alive, have grown so strong mentally, physically, emotionally, and you've found someone who will never hurt you in Garrett is so beautiful. You've been through much more than so many people can even wrap their heads around yet you never gave up. I knew from the moment I found year about a year ago that there was something I could relate to when you would tell us little updates on your mom and this certain way you carry yourself that reminded me of myself and I instantly felt a connection with you! It's so incredibly heartbreaking yet inspiring to hear your story and know that such a beautiful soul has endured so much pain and come out so humble, kind, and loving. I want you to know that you have touched my life and every single person who watches this video's life. Jessica, I've said it before but I say it again, you are an angel on earth! I have so much love and respect for you! ❤️
kikigirl45 thank you girl! I'm glad it helped you as well! It's so humbling to know that we all go through our own struggles and can all learn from every heartache ❤️
I always say to myself, God I know you let me go through the things I'm enduring right now because one day I will be able to help someone going through the exact same trial or something similar.
I have never watched a youtube video through tears...only because I could relate. When you said, "I almost felt like I was a part of it" I hurt for you and me and all the kids that are put through this, because it is precisely how you are made to feel when you are so young. Thank you for sharing your story, I am positive it will help someone seek the help they might need to stop this cycle of abuse.
Didn't think I could look up to you any more...then this was published. Thanks for pushing me to be a better woman every day. You have made such a difference in my mindset and life.
You are honestly one of the strongest women I know. My admiration for you has grown more from watching your story. It warms my heart to see how successful you've become despite what you've been through in life. Life's tribulations have made you who you are today...a loving, giving, and all around genuine human being. You are truly amazing ❤ So much love for you, GorJess ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
You absolutely have a career in public speaking, I had goosebumps the entire time! You are honest, raw and so inspirational, especially for women. I just love you & you should be SO proud of yourself!
first of all, thank you for sharing. you're an amazing person! watching things like this really shows that you can't judge a book by its cover. not everything is as it seems and you never know what people go through no matter what they have or look like! this is so inspirational jessica!
I dont know where to begin but this video made me cry! 😰 you have become a strong women with all that has happen in your life I am very happy to who you are today...this video will help a lot of people out there... you will inspire so many! your story could change a lot of lives I'm a truly happy you shared your story today and continue sharing I wish I could meet you one day, you are truly a big inspiration to me. YOU GO GIRL ! :) XOX ❤️❤️❤️
Oh my gosh I was 2 mins in tearing up already. I'm so grateful you shared you're story I feel like we get to know you so much better through your channel. I can totally relate to hard times and having to deal with adult issues at such a young age. You've come such a long way and I'm sure you've built so much character from those experiences. I appreciate learning about people's story and being vulnerable to all of the TH-cam world . You've become a beautiful woman INSIDE as well as out. Wishing you as well as all the people commenting their stories on this channel a blessed day!💕
wow I'm speechless right now, this took so much courage! thank you so much for sharing your story. you are truly such a strong woman for making it where you are now lots of hugs ❤.
when I was a baby, my mom left. My dad sent me to live with my aunt and uncle who had a son who was about five years older than me. I loved my aunt and uncle so much! They were the best parents I could ask for. However, my great life came with a cost. Their son used me for all his exploring. I was so young that I didnt know what was wrong, and when I finally found out, he told me that if I told, I would go back to my dads. My dad was a single dad with women in and out of his life, and my siblings hated me! I was spoiled (to them) and they were so mean to me! My aunt was my mom and I couldnt leave her! So, I suffered through his abuse. I ended up going back to my dads house after a fight between him and my aunt, and it was so bad there. He was a drug user, and had a house full of even more teenage boys who tried to be handsy! But I grew thick skin and stood up for myself. I had a similar upbringing to you after that, with the responsibilities, fights, and craziness! I chose to learn from everyone else's mistakes, and never dwell on my past. I grew up to be a successful adult. I dont let what happened to me as a child break me as an adult. I am giving my children a different upbringing, with a stable home and family. I broke that cycle!!!! God Bless!!
For a year watching many different types of channels of TH-camrs. Your channel, your personalities, your stories are truly inspiring. Not many people are willing to tell so much of their past and still be smiling and all. But you are doing such a great job standing up tall, inspire the rest of us who doesn't have stories like yours that made us felt how lucky we are. Thank you for sharing. You make yourself looking strong beautiful with a beautiful heart.
It's so amazing that you can share your story. I always say "Iron is forged in the fire" your hardship and adversity is a direct result as to why you are so successful AND humble. You are so strong girl!
Oh wow Jessica... Thank you so much for sharing this with us!! I had no idea you're from the IE!! It takes so much courage to share this and I can't thank you enough. You've have come such a long ways and I am beyond proud of all of your accomplishments and success. May god continue to bless you Jessica. You have so many people behind you that love you. Xx ❤️❤️
I am with you on a couple of the major things that you went through ☹️ I look back now and think... how terrible! But I feel blessed that I had my dad in my life and there for me when everything seemed doomed. Thank you for sharing
To see how you are able to talk about your story without completely breaking down shows how much you have grown and how strong you truly are. I may not relate to all that you have been through but you have inspired me to always look for the light and to keep doing my best everyday
You've been one of my inspirations from the start. I'm glad you've shared your story, my childhood doesn't relate to yours 100% but been through some very similar things. It gives me hope for the future. I believe the people that have a struggled past are always going to be destined for something beautiful. You have such a golden heart, you truly are an amazing person Jessica ❤️
Jessica, I cannot even begin to tell you how moved I am from hearing about your personal journey. It gave me chills. I actually went through similar experiences during my childhood and into my high school years. My mom and I also lived in a trailer at one point, and we struggled financially. At one point, my mom worked three jobs just to make ends meet, yet she never once complained or made her frustrations apparent. Life definitely got much better for us both, and now we are that much more grateful for the things that we have. You have are such a beautiful woman, inside and out. I look up to a handful of people in the fitness industry, but you are, by FAR, my biggest inspiration. I am so happy to be able to connect with you on this social platform, even if we never meet in real life. I still feel like I know you on a more personal level. You should know that you inspire and motivate so many women (and men!) to get past hardships and to go after and achieve their goals. Thank you for sharing. You are a real gem. Love you, girl! Xx
Wow... jess... this is incredible. I've never felt so close to someone over TH-cam in my life. Jess you truly are a miracle, you are the girl who everyone wishes they could be. You are damn one of a kind, a heart of gold, a girl of talent, the happiest women, so genuine and smart and beautiful... with all this going for you and the success you have, you are the most humble person that I know. I am so incredibly proud of you, I have been following your Instagram for three years now, and your TH-cam since the videos were somewhat blurry... and every time I watch you or see your photo I feel as if I'm your friend, you are truly an inspiration and my biggest motivation. Jess, thank you for sharing your story, thank you for coming on to TH-cam and trusting us as your subscribers, your family... and telling us about your life, not only because sometimes it helps to vent but telling us so that some girls can see their is a rainbow at every heartache, a rainbow at every storm.. life was hard for you, but you are a damn queen. We love you jess, we are here for you anytime.. I am so truly blessed to be able to be apart of your fans. So truly blessed to be so excited to watch your channel ... so truly blessed to be able to watch you... in the days where I feel like all fails, you post and everything is different.. and I know every girl thinks the same, I know so many people live to see your videos, and feel some sort of comfort when you come on camera. You are real, the realest you-tuber. You deserve millions of followers....love you jess!!!!
You are an inspiration to all who have been through it, even me. I am a victim of abuse since I was 5 and i am now 17, It stopped when I was 14, but the abuse came from multiple people. This brought me to tears and I am so happy I found your page!!!
Ive been there and like you, I COMPLETELY repressed my memories that happened while I was in California around age 5-6.. (2 predators) something triggered the memory, and it all flooded back and i knew it wasnt a dream and it really happened. It is strange how we cope, isnt it? Im 46 now.. in recovery for drugs and alc, and now training for my first bikini fitness show. (Fitness helped my health). Im happy to share about my exp if it helps someone too- it is always nice to use our past hurts as a tool for compassion and understanding of another today and the process is healing. Thank you for sharing your truth and being you. ❤️️🎁
It's incredibly vulnerable & brave for you to do this video. It's very honest & raw & I'm sure so many people can connect with you even more. I've had very similar things happen to me & I have repressed memories too. It's the Lord protecting us! I hope you know how great you are! Love you Jessica! Btw, I workout with you all the time. 💜
Wow! You should be so proud of yourself. You've come so far!! I love seeing you so happy and now it makes me even happier seeing all that you've been through.
Strong women are the type who have been through the most. Everyone who knows me, knows me as the happiest girl, the one with jokes and laughs. No one truly know the adversity I've faced in life. Which is why I never judge anyone, bc you never know what their story holds. Love you and thank you so much for sharing!
You are so strong mentally and physically! I appreciate it very much that you took the time out of your busy life to post this very emotional video. I support you 100%!!
Jessica, I don't even know where to begin...Your story/your background is so touching! I wouldn't have ever guessed your childhood/teenage/early adulthood story...You are such an AMAZING BEAUTIFUL woman taking life one day at a time, rolling with the punches with your head held high. I couldn't be happier for you! Successful, Healthy, Beautiful, down to earth with an AMAZING man by your side to stroll through this journey we call "Life". I'm glad I found your channel & I love how open you are with your life in hopes of changing/ helping people who are in similar situations while being a role model on being healthier! much love from Denver, Colorado! 😙✌❤
I was molested at the age of 5. I didn’t come clean to my mom until recently I am 30. My mom pretty much brushed it off and now we don’t have much of a relationship. I feel liberated. That situation no longer holds power over me, everyday I make effort to become the best version of myself. I share a similar childhood with you, I think that’s why I’m able to open up. Ty for helping me and sharing you’re story. ❤️
Thanks for your story! I really respect this.. you're telling the whole world. I can barely tell my close friends my story. I can also relate, like I'm sure many others. Some parts are sad but it definitely builds character and makes us who we are today.
First off I want to say how beautiful you look in this video. Secondly, you are such an amazing woman and have made it through things I couldn't imagine. You are truly an inspiration for not only me but so many woman as you can tell throughout the comment section. I've loved watching you grow on this channel not only with fitness but in your life. I can tell how happy you are and I'm so happy for you and everything you've accomplished. Thanks for being so open and vulnerable in this video.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It's one thing to share your workouts, what you eat, or even your relationship with Garrett.. but it's a whole other level to share your life and families' story. Even just through your videos, we can all see how strong of a person you are!
Thank you for sharing something so painful, brave souls like you really give courage and strength to other people who are going through similar circumstances. God has a very important purpose for you. You have taken an experience so horrific and damaging, and turned it into a life with meaning.
Oh my goodness, Jessica! What a powerful story! You are seriously one of the strongest women I have come across, so much strength and love behind your words. I had goosebumps almost the whole time. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 you're such an inspiration with every aspect of your life fitness, advocating, and independence! I hope I get to meet you in person one day. 🙏🏽💕🙏🏽💕🙏🏽
She definetly shows that you can come from ANYTHING or anywhere and turn everything around to make your life beautiful and exactly what you want. So much love to Jess! 😍😍❤❤
Jessica- you are so brave and such a STRONG, amazing lady. By sharing your story, you are helping SO many people. More than you realize. Thank you for being so open and sharing struggles. Everyone has struggles. Overcoming them is one thing, but sharing them with the world to help others is a completely different thing. You are special soul🙏🏼❤️
Thank you for sharing this. Not only does it break my heart but it is so inspiring to see how much you have overcome and how much you have been able to turn things around for yourself despite what you've come from.
BEAUTIFUL. I love this side Garret has brought out of you- this raw you is absolutely beautiful/amazing/inspiring. everyone goes through things noone knows about & everyone has their struggles that make them who they are! xoxoxox
gaby6945 Yeah right, an ego boost in a wheelchair didn't bring this side out of her. I'm sure she would've shown this side of herself without him as well.
Jessica thank you for sharing! It takes a strong woman to open up and share to the world without feeling shamed by others. Thank you for being an inspiration and a light at the end of the tunnel for us women out here! You have an army behind you!
Jessicaaaaaa💔I'm freaking balling right now. Your story really touched me & I can't totally relate in so many ways! Ugh, I don't know if I can take part two 😩You're one strong athlete and you deserve it all!!!! God bless you're heart girl! 💕💕
You're strength is so beautiful. I can relate to your story so much. Thank you for allowing us to see your vulnerability. Being molested at a young age is so hard to deal with when you get older. I was molested by my grandfather when I was seven and it changed me. My parents abused drugs and alcohol and I was put into the a home with a Mormon pastor and he molested me when I was eight years old. My dad abused my mom and me. it was such a hard time but my past has made me stronger. I honestly respect your honesty so much. Thank you Jessica. You truly are an inspiration to so many!
I love that you have overcome and did not allow this to make you a victim. You are such an inspiration of overcoming a difficult childhood. Thank you so much for sharing your life in very intimate details with all of us.
Ugh. I cried with you. 😣💔 it's so crazy to see how similar our lives are and how our lives relate to one another and the hardships, that we have had to endure. 💔 I'm thankful for you to share this and you are so inspiring as the person you are today with what you've over come ❤ your strength is so moving ❤
No words. I'm so speechless. You're such a strong woman Jess. I respect you more now than I have every have and I didn't think that was possible. Thank you for being so raw and real with all of us. You have a such a testimony and a strong voice.
Well done for posting this video and being so open. You've been through a lot and are showing people the light on the other side. I don't know the laws over there but I hope your law enforcement get involved because the perpetrator could still be doing the same thing now and needs to be stopped and held accountable. Keep up the good work and I hope you vlog your big trip x
Like you I am sadly a victim of molestation at a young age. It is heart breaking, and something that I have to deal with on a daily basis. Thank you for opening up, especially since you are a public figure. I hope that one day both men and women with all have the strength to open up and realize that it is NOT THEIR FAULT!
Thank you so much for opening up your heart and being vulnerable. It takes an incredible and brave person to share this with the world. This topic is not talked about enough, I'm glad I have someone who's been through similar experiences and still came out strong and beautiful. You're such a inspiration. So thank you for being you.
Honestly, the parallels that are drawn between mine, yours and a lot of people's lives tells me a lot about why we're all attracted to you, Jess. Like, there's a reason that you've built this following, and there's a reason that you're so adored online. Thank you so much for telling your story, I cannot imagine how hard it was to talk about. I rarely talk about my own childhood, so I know how difficult it must have been to put yourself in such a vulnerable position, trusting that people still will accept you. So much love to you, girl.
I'm am so blessed that you decided to share your story with us. Thank you Jessica. You have definitely helped me get through hard time in my life. xoxo
You are so amazing. I can relate to ur story in many ways! It's nice to see how raw and vulnerable you can get with us! You truly inspire me to do better everyday and too see that you can truly overcome negative things in your life and come out better and stronger! Thank you sharing your story.
This shows what a strong person you are. The fact that after all this, you still care for your family. Many times this can lead to a distance between family, but you are strong, caring, and forgiving. It is amazing.
Jessica, you are really brave to share your story! Hearing your story made me cry! Thank you! It shows that by just looking at someones exterior doesn't mean anything! Women are quick to judge others I feel like, or anyone really. You don't know someones struggles. You are beautiful inside & out and it shows in every aspect. That is why you are such an inspiration!! You are real, raw, genuine & beautiful. You don't even need makeup!!! Thank you for being so courageous and sharing your story! You have come out so much stronger, you have succeeded!!
I've always thought you were such a strong woman and didn't realize how strong you actually are. You have come so far and I admire you for putting all of this out there. You are truly amazing!
Such a powerful story! You are a strong and beautiful women, who's past clearly has shaped her. You are a true inspiration, and putting yourself out there and being so vulnerable just shows how strong you really are 🙌🏻
I know you have probably heard this a bunch of times, but the quote "God gives the toughest battles to his strongest soldiers" applies to you so much. I seriously just want to hug you. And don't ever worry about your videos being too long. I will watch every single minute of anything you post. You are very brave and so kind and sweet to strangers and everyone around you even after everything you've been through. There needs to be more people like you in the world. ❤
Thanks for sharing your story with us. I can totally relate to some of it. My mother was mentally, verbally and physically abusive, on a daily basis. She was also very jealous of me. She wasn't a drug user but she did take everything out on me, and she seemed to get complete satisfaction from making me cry and breaking down my spirit. I know it must have been hard telling your story, but I know it will help so many. Love you
Alexandra Shaw so sorry this happened to you :( sadly alot of us go through fu@#ed up shit in life growing up my mom also verbally, and mentally abused me :( hope you and your mom are OK now.
You are honestly so inspiring, real, and strong. I think you are so amazing for speaking out and telling us your life story when you really don't have to. You are just always so raw and a "take me as you see me" type of person. You make us all connect with you on so many different levels it's just so awesome. I'm so incredibly thankful I found your instagram page and took the time to come over and check out your vlogs!! Never ever a video that disappoints Jessica💛💛💛💛
When I hear your story, I love you even more!! You're living proof that we can overcome anything and succeed and you are such an inspiration!! Thank you!
I cried with you Jess I can't believe how similar our lives are. You are such a strong person I look up to you so much I freaking love you I gotta go watch the rest of the video I'll be back lol love you! 💕
crystal martinez it's crazy to see how many other people are going or have gone through similar situations. You never see that during a hard time and then when light is shed on the topic you see you aren't alone at all. We are all here to support each other I truly believe.
omgosh... doing my makeup while listening to this was a mistake. 😢😭 Jess I love you more than ever! I can relate to your story in a lot of ways. thank you for sharing. it's a brave thing to do and also very cleansing for yourself and others. ❤
Headed to part 2! Thank you for sharing! I hope you know that you are and were not alone. But what you overcame and who you have become, just shows your strength and I admire that so much!
This is such a truly inspirational story... I had tears in my eyes watching this. I honestly just wanted to say thank you so much for sharing this with us, to see how far you have come and how successful you are is such motivation to stay strong and to never give up, you are a very powerful young women and totally would read your book if you write one which I truly think you should! Sending all my love your way💕
It's crazy because I look at you, what you've accomplished, what you stand for, how you carry yourself and I think, "Wow, this girl is my role model." As you're telling your story, I can't help but cry. There are a lot of ways your story is similar to mine. You have a lot of strength and courage to be so open and raw about yourself in front of so many. You have inspired so many women, including myself, a 24 year old still trying to figure herself out ❤
You are incredibly strong Jessica. You've been through the ringer and you came out on top, staying true to yourself, having forgiveness and learning from all of it. Thank you for sharing your story. You are so authentic and outspoken, being an inspirational speaker is totally your thing.
Thank you for sharing this part of your life. I know a lot of us have had these struggles and it is painful to open up and relive those memories but I believe it makes us stronger. Thanks Jess
You are the strongest woman I know. I know we don't know each other personally but you are an inspiration and motivation to me. Again, I talked to my boyfriend about you and Garrett and we spoke about how genuine and how whole hearted you guys are. We both follow you and Garrett on social media. I love your strength and genuine personality. You make me want to be a better person everyday ❤️
ooh gosh...Jessica you have gone through a lot, we thank you sincerely for your sincerity and that you open up to us as part of your family, it means a lot to those who have followed and supported you for so long. I hope that life returns you all that pain that one day caused you because people like you, you deserve it !!
Jess you are amazing! I was unfortunately taken advantaged of at a young age. Grew up in domestic violence and ending up suffering from anorexia and depression. I was also suicidal and self-harmed. You are an inspiration!
hit home for me. crying with you. been through so much in my life. unfortunately i am no where near read to be open about it like you. takes a lot of strength to do that. I wish I was there but just not yet. thank you for sharing. you are an amazing amazing woman jessica
Jess... Im someone who cant fully relate to this. I had an amazing childhood on a giant farm. The tough times didnt come for me until I was a teenager... but they did come and they were rough. They completely changed me as a person and my entire life afterwards. Its still the focal point where all of my problems as an adult go back to that one thing. It changed everything for a lot of people in my life. I find it absolutely beautiful that you even thought to share any of this with us. I think it allows us ALL to relate to you so much more fully. That we all stuggle with horrible times in our lives.... the really amazing part of this whole video is hearing about where you came from and how far you have come. That ANYONE can change their entire lives for the better. Can come out on the complete other side and give back so much to people you dont even know. ALL THE LOVE TO YOU! ❤❤❤❤
You are so so beautiful inside and out. Hearing this raw side of just blew me out of the water. I also knew that you were a great inspiration based on your other videos but now I finally know that you are beyond that. You are actually amazing, your story is breathtaking and powerful. You are a diamond in the rough! I can not say that I have a similar story but I have read quite a few of the comments and love that this is a community of strong women who are not their past and take what has come their way to make themselves a stronger person. Thank you so so much for sharing, thank you for being so relatable, stunning, real, honest powerful, inspiring.. the list goes on and on.
Jessica.. you have so much support behind you and we all love you so much, thank you so much for sharing your story, it is very important for women to know these kinds of things happen. This was so moving and definitely hit home for me, sending love to you and any other woman thats been through something along these lines. God bless you, thanks again for sharing
Isabelle Morrow I agree so much with you! It's so important for us to share this kind of stuff with each other so maybe we can all remember to empower each other before we automatically hate on each other or criticize one another! ❤️
Caroline Cooper that is so amazing!! I try to do the same! It takes a conscious effort but if you look for the good in people, you will find it and vice versa! So we choose to look for the beauty in the world! Keep spreading love girl! ❤️😘
Your vlog should be watched by all vloggers to inspire them like you've inspired me and everyone else. Your such a wonderful human being. God bless and good luck!
It is absolutely insane how similar my life story is to yours. I knew it was something about you that drew me to watch your videos. The first one i watched was the one where you were talking about your abusive relationships and at the time i was currently dealing with one. kinda still am but I'm just so glad you put this up because I thought I was the only one out here who has gone through as much as I have. it just feels good to know I'm not alone. ❤ thank you. your truly inspiring! I hope to meet you one day ❤
Jessica, you are one of the strongest women I know. It must have been very difficult doing this, you're sharing your whole life with the world and that's a scary thing to do. But you're so strong, and to overcome all of it is amazing. One thing I can relate to you is having a hard childhood moving back & forth from Bay Area to Reno, my mom constantly took my siblings and I away from my Dad. Having parents with a bad relationship is extremely hard. 🙁 You are very strong minded, to see where you are now is amazing. I'm so happy to see also in your other vlogs that you have a good relationship with both of your parents still after everything you've been through. Family is everything. 😊❤️
Jess you are so strong and we appreciate you opening up to us. You truly inspire people and putting this out there really brings us all closer. We love you!
When you feel closer to someone via TH-cam than you ever have with someone in your own personal life... I don't know if people realize just how selfless this is. Crazy sense of therapy through these videos... Thank you and I'm sorry for all of it- I know it moulded you into the person you are, but no one deserves this kind of pain. Thank you for showing me the kind of person that I can become
I don't usually post comments in TH-cam, but this one stood out & is very touching. I look up to you & have so much respect, Jessica! You're a strong woman! I take a lot of notes from your IG & TH-cam & I just wanted to say thank you for being so courageous & continue staying positive! I love you & Garett! ❤️❤️❤️
It's amazing you shared such personal events of your life. All I can tell you is I know exactly what you went through, I went through similar situations. Thank you for making them public and showing women they can overcome obstacles like these. We are WARRIORS for surviving such events. Keep influencing as many women as you can, you have a great platform and I am so thankful that you are using it to the best of your abilities. Thank you for all you do!
💔 I cried with you watching this!! What an incredibly strong woman you are to overcome everything you have been put through in your life. And to change your life outcome and not follow suit of your mother and grandmother in drugs and to make your life mean something! You are so strong and beautiful and such an amazing woman! We all love you dearly! 🙏🏽❤
I can relate to you. You are a prodigy, Jessica. That's the thing about the light in you... No one can take it. You built it. May blessings forever rain on you. One of the brightest souls to grace social media. Thank you for your presence.
You are amazing! In some of your videos I can see that pain you've been carrying. Not that it's my business, but now I understand. Your courage is exemplary, your vulnerability is beautiful, and your natural beauty is so pure. Jessica, I've been following you for a while, before you did TH-cam, and I am so proud of you. Most people want to act like their lives are peaches and cream all of the time. Especially as women, we should be sharing our experiences so that we can learn from each other and support each other. There are so many great things coming your way just from sharing this and following your purpose-I can feel it!
I've not even watched the second half of your story and still I have so many of my own memories and feelings flowing tgrough my mind. To hear your journey, but to see how strong you have become... there are no words.
I knew you mention life was tough growing up but I could have never imagined the extent. You are such a mentally strong person, and a great role model. Thank you for sharing your story with us ❤❤
If I saw you walking down the street, I would think wow what a beautiful woman, her life must be so easy. Judging on looks alone. I would never think we would have such similar paths. This story hit a little too close to home for me. I was never molested but I can relate to growing up having a mother addicted to meth. Leaving for days and weeks at time. Having to grow up too soon. Physical and mental abuse. The come downs, days when they do nothing but sleep. Thank you for telling your story. This brings up a lot of emotions I thought I was over. But sometimes it's good to remember the past, cry it out and move on. Thank you. You're absolutely beautiful inside and out.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this with us.. I don't even know where to begin.. I cried watching this because your life's story is so similar to mine in so many ways and how I never fully realized things that went on in my childhood until I got older.. I cried both sad and happy tears because as I listened to you speak you would laugh about something and your laugh sounded so much more beautiful now that I know everything you've been though, the fact that you are alive, have grown so strong mentally, physically, emotionally, and you've found someone who will never hurt you in Garrett is so beautiful. You've been through much more than so many people can even wrap their heads around yet you never gave up. I knew from the moment I found year about a year ago that there was something I could relate to when you would tell us little updates on your mom and this certain way you carry yourself that reminded me of myself and I instantly felt a connection with you! It's so incredibly heartbreaking yet inspiring to hear your story and know that such a beautiful soul has endured so much pain and come out so humble, kind, and loving. I want you to know that you have touched my life and every single person who watches this video's life. Jessica, I've said it before but I say it again, you are an angel on earth! I have so much love and respect for you! ❤️
I feel the same way. This video is really inspiring. I'm glad this video helped you.
Cristal Aldrete 😭😭😭😭😭❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Thank you! I love you!!XOXO
Jessica Arevalo omg! Youre such an amazing person Jessica😭❤️❤️❤️
Jessica Arevalo I love you toooo!!! You replying and knowing that you know how much you impacted me MADE MY WHOLE DAY! 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you!!!
kikigirl45 thank you girl! I'm glad it helped you as well! It's so humbling to know that we all go through our own struggles and can all learn from every heartache ❤️
I always say to myself, God I know you let me go through the things I'm enduring right now because one day I will be able to help someone going through the exact same trial or something similar.
God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. You're living proof of that ❤
just read through all the comments on this video and it's clear you've created a beautiful community of support for many people, love you queen
Yes, I agree!
We are here for you jess
Totally agree, thats such a great way to describe it
I have never watched a youtube video through tears...only because I could relate. When you said, "I almost felt like I was a part of it" I hurt for you and me and all the kids that are put through this, because it is precisely how you are made to feel when you are so young. Thank you for sharing your story, I am positive it will help someone seek the help they might need to stop this cycle of abuse.
l Anda hopefully people understand that this is just not OK, it makes me sick to my stomach that sick bastard's do this shit to vulnerable kids.
Yes - very moving story.
In life we will come across women who walked thru fire and weren't hurt by it they were made from it.
lvlytina22 I love this quote it's very inspirational
Didn't think I could look up to you any more...then this was published. Thanks for pushing me to be a better woman every day. You have made such a difference in my mindset and life.
Most definitely... Keep pushing for better :-)
Jazmine Alba agreed
You are honestly one of the strongest women I know. My admiration for you has grown more from watching your story. It warms my heart to see how successful you've become despite what you've been through in life. Life's tribulations have made you who you are today...a loving, giving, and all around genuine human being. You are truly amazing ❤
So much love for you, GorJess ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Brittney C Merry Christmas, love! ❤🎅🏼🎄
You absolutely have a career in public speaking, I had goosebumps the entire time! You are honest, raw and so inspirational, especially for women. I just love you & you should be SO proud of yourself!
first of all, thank you for sharing. you're an amazing person! watching things like this really shows that you can't judge a book by its cover. not everything is as it seems and you never know what people go through no matter what they have or look like! this is so inspirational jessica!
I dont know where to begin but this video made me cry! 😰
you have become a strong women with all that has happen in your life
I am very happy to who you are today...this video will help a lot of people out there...
you will inspire so many! your story could change a lot of lives
I'm a truly happy you shared your story today and continue sharing
I wish I could meet you one day, you are truly a big inspiration to me.
YOU GO GIRL ! :)
XOX ❤️❤️❤️
Katerina Kavouris I cried too. It was so raw so real
Katerina Kavouris the tears are real😭 shes so incredibly strong
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It was so hard not to go through all the feelings in this video that's for sure
Katerina Kavouris I cried too.
You can pick your friends, boyfriends, unfortunately you can't pick your family.. xoxoxo
Nacci Rehnn so true
Oh my gosh I was 2 mins in tearing up already. I'm so grateful you shared you're story I feel like we get to know you so much better through your channel. I can totally relate to hard times and having to deal with adult issues at such a young age. You've come such a long way and I'm sure you've built so much character from those experiences. I appreciate learning about people's story and being vulnerable to all of the TH-cam world . You've become a beautiful woman INSIDE as well as out. Wishing you as well as all the people commenting their stories on this channel a blessed day!💕
wow I'm speechless right now, this took so much courage! thank you so much for sharing your story. you are truly such a strong woman for making it where you are now lots of hugs ❤.
when I was a baby, my mom left. My dad sent me to live with my aunt and uncle who had a son who was about five years older than me. I loved my aunt and uncle so much! They were the best parents I could ask for. However, my great life came with a cost. Their son used me for all his exploring. I was so young that I didnt know what was wrong, and when I finally found out, he told me that if I told, I would go back to my dads. My dad was a single dad with women in and out of his life, and my siblings hated me! I was spoiled (to them) and they were so mean to me! My aunt was my mom and I couldnt leave her! So, I suffered through his abuse. I ended up going back to my dads house after a fight between him and my aunt, and it was so bad there. He was a drug user, and had a house full of even more teenage boys who tried to be handsy! But I grew thick skin and stood up for myself. I had a similar upbringing to you after that, with the responsibilities, fights, and craziness! I chose to learn from everyone else's mistakes, and never dwell on my past. I grew up to be a successful adult. I dont let what happened to me as a child break me as an adult. I am giving my children a different upbringing, with a stable home and family. I broke that cycle!!!! God Bless!!
For a year watching many different types of channels of TH-camrs. Your channel, your personalities, your stories are truly inspiring. Not many people are willing to tell so much of their past and still be smiling and all. But you are doing such a great job standing up tall, inspire the rest of us who doesn't have stories like yours that made us felt how lucky we are. Thank you for sharing. You make yourself looking strong beautiful with a beautiful heart.
It's so amazing that you can share your story. I always say "Iron is forged in the fire" your hardship and adversity is a direct result as to why you are so successful AND humble. You are so strong girl!
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Monique Skordas great way to put it, shes so inspiring
Oh wow Jessica... Thank you so much for sharing this with us!! I had no idea you're from the IE!! It takes so much courage to share this and I can't thank you enough. You've have come such a long ways and I am beyond proud of all of your accomplishments and success. May god continue to bless you Jessica. You have so many people behind you that love you. Xx ❤️❤️
The things she's overcome is just a blessing in disguise... another step for her to help others that need encouragement.
I am with you on a couple of the major things that you went through ☹️ I look back now and think... how terrible! But I feel blessed that I had my dad in my life and there for me when everything seemed doomed. Thank you for sharing
Even though you had a rough life you came out on top. You decided no one can keep you down. You are strongest person I have watched on TH-cam.
To see how you are able to talk about your story without completely breaking down shows how much you have grown and how strong you truly are. I may not relate to all that you have been through but you have inspired me to always look for the light and to keep doing my best everyday
You are so beautiful without makeup. Your skin looks amazing 😉 you should do a skin care routine before vlogmas is over 😘😘
Yes, skincare vlog would be great :-)
Makayla Malkerson i would love to see that!
I knowwww
You've been one of my inspirations from the start. I'm glad you've shared your story, my childhood doesn't relate to yours 100% but been through some very similar things. It gives me hope for the future. I believe the people that have a struggled past are always going to be destined for something beautiful. You have such a golden heart, you truly are an amazing person Jessica ❤️
Jessica, I cannot even begin to tell you how moved I am from hearing about your personal journey. It gave me chills. I actually went through similar experiences during my childhood and into my high school years. My mom and I also lived in a trailer at one point, and we struggled financially. At one point, my mom worked three jobs just to make ends meet, yet she never once complained or made her frustrations apparent. Life definitely got much better for us both, and now we are that much more grateful for the things that we have. You have are such a beautiful woman, inside and out. I look up to a handful of people in the fitness industry, but you are, by FAR, my biggest inspiration. I am so happy to be able to connect with you on this social platform, even if we never meet in real life. I still feel like I know you on a more personal level. You should know that you inspire and motivate so many women (and men!) to get past hardships and to go after and achieve their goals. Thank you for sharing. You are a real gem. Love you, girl! Xx
Wow... jess... this is incredible. I've never felt so close to someone over TH-cam in my life. Jess you truly are a miracle, you are the girl who everyone wishes they could be. You are damn one of a kind, a heart of gold, a girl of talent, the happiest women, so genuine and smart and beautiful... with all this going for you and the success you have, you are the most humble person that I know. I am so incredibly proud of you, I have been following your Instagram for three years now, and your TH-cam since the videos were somewhat blurry... and every time I watch you or see your photo I feel as if I'm your friend, you are truly an inspiration and my biggest motivation. Jess, thank you for sharing your story, thank you for coming on to TH-cam and trusting us as your subscribers, your family... and telling us about your life, not only because sometimes it helps to vent but telling us so that some girls can see their is a rainbow at every heartache, a rainbow at every storm.. life was hard for you, but you are a damn queen. We love you jess, we are here for you anytime.. I am so truly blessed to be able to be apart of your fans. So truly blessed to be so excited to watch your channel ... so truly blessed to be able to watch you... in the days where I feel like all fails, you post and everything is different.. and I know every girl thinks the same, I know so many people live to see your videos, and feel some sort of comfort when you come on camera. You are real, the realest you-tuber. You deserve millions of followers....love you jess!!!!
You are an inspiration to all who have been through it, even me. I am a victim of abuse since I was 5 and i am now 17, It stopped when I was 14, but the abuse came from multiple people. This brought me to tears and I am so happy I found your page!!!
Ive been there and like you, I COMPLETELY repressed my memories that happened while I was in California around age 5-6.. (2 predators) something triggered the memory, and it all flooded back and i knew it wasnt a dream and it really happened. It is strange how we cope, isnt it? Im 46 now.. in recovery for drugs and alc, and now training for my first bikini fitness show. (Fitness helped my health). Im happy to share about my exp if it helps someone too- it is always nice to use our past hurts as a tool for compassion and understanding of another today and the process is healing. Thank you for sharing your truth and being you. ❤️️🎁
It's incredibly vulnerable & brave for you to do this video. It's very honest & raw & I'm sure so many people can connect with you even more. I've had very similar things happen to me & I have repressed memories too. It's the Lord protecting us! I hope you know how great you are! Love you Jessica! Btw, I workout with you all the time. 💜
Tasha Kimp couldnt have said it better
Wow! You should be so proud of yourself. You've come so far!! I love seeing you so happy and now it makes me even happier seeing all that you've been through.
Strong women are the type who have been through the most. Everyone who knows me, knows me as the happiest girl, the one with jokes and laughs. No one truly know the adversity I've faced in life. Which is why I never judge anyone, bc you never know what their story holds. Love you and thank you so much for sharing!
You are so strong mentally and physically! I appreciate it very much that you took the time out of your busy life to post this very emotional video. I support you 100%!!
Jessica, I don't even know where to begin...Your story/your background is so touching! I wouldn't have ever guessed your childhood/teenage/early adulthood story...You are such an AMAZING BEAUTIFUL woman taking life one day at a time, rolling with the punches with your head held high. I couldn't be happier for you! Successful, Healthy, Beautiful, down to earth with an AMAZING man by your side to stroll through this journey we call "Life". I'm glad I found your channel & I love how open you are with your life in hopes of changing/ helping people who are in similar situations while being a role model on being healthier! much love from Denver, Colorado! 😙✌❤
I was molested at the age of 5. I didn’t come clean to my mom until recently I am 30. My mom pretty much brushed it off and now we don’t have much of a relationship. I feel liberated. That situation no longer holds power over me, everyday I make effort to become the best version of myself. I share a similar childhood with you, I think that’s why I’m able to open up. Ty for helping me and sharing you’re story. ❤️
Thanks for your story! I really respect this.. you're telling the whole world. I can barely tell my close friends my story. I can also relate, like I'm sure many others. Some parts are sad but it definitely builds character and makes us who we are today.
Nina Marie Its so courageous to be able to tell basically the entire world yoyr life story.
First off I want to say how beautiful you look in this video. Secondly, you are such an amazing woman and have made it through things I couldn't imagine. You are truly an inspiration for not only me but so many woman as you can tell throughout the comment section. I've loved watching you grow on this channel not only with fitness but in your life. I can tell how happy you are and I'm so happy for you and everything you've accomplished. Thanks for being so open and vulnerable in this video.
Well said... excited to see more "sit down" videos like this!
ME TOO!
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It's one thing to share your workouts, what you eat, or even your relationship with Garrett.. but it's a whole other level to share your life and families' story. Even just through your videos, we can all see how strong of a person you are!
Thank you for sharing something so painful, brave souls like you really give courage and strength to other people who are going through similar circumstances. God has a very important purpose for you. You have taken an experience so horrific and damaging, and turned it into a life with meaning.
Oh my goodness, Jessica! What a powerful story! You are seriously one of the strongest women I have come across, so much strength and love behind your words. I had goosebumps almost the whole time. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 you're such an inspiration with every aspect of your life fitness, advocating, and independence! I hope I get to meet you in person one day. 🙏🏽💕🙏🏽💕🙏🏽
Cassi Hartman me too! She is an incredibly strong women ❤️
Me too! Jessica inspires me everyday
me too! id love to meet her
She definetly shows that you can come from ANYTHING or anywhere and turn everything around to make your life beautiful and exactly what you want. So much love to Jess! 😍😍❤❤
She absolutely is. She has gone through so many hurdles and is such a role model for all
Jessica- you are so brave and such a STRONG, amazing lady. By sharing your story, you are helping SO many people. More than you realize. Thank you for being so open and sharing struggles. Everyone has struggles. Overcoming them is one thing, but sharing them with the world to help others is a completely different thing. You are special soul🙏🏼❤️
Thank you for sharing this. Not only does it break my heart but it is so inspiring to see how much you have overcome and how much you have been able to turn things around for yourself despite what you've come from.
BEAUTIFUL. I love this side Garret has brought out of you- this raw you is absolutely beautiful/amazing/inspiring. everyone goes through things noone knows about & everyone has their struggles that make them who they are! xoxoxox
gaby6945 I agree. Its honestly beautiful the sides of herself she shows us.
absolutely! shes so real
the best people in our lives are the ones that inspire us to rise up and be better!!! that's totally what GG is for her
gaby6945 Yeah right, an ego boost in a wheelchair didn't bring this side out of her. I'm sure she would've shown this side of herself without him as well.
Jessica thank you for sharing! It takes a strong woman to open up and share to the world without feeling shamed by others. Thank you for being an inspiration and a light at the end of the tunnel for us women out here! You have an army behind you!
You're so strong and I admire how calm you stay through all of this... it's really beautiful that you're able to tell your story this way
Brought me to tears! You really have been through it all.. and to see how inspiring and how up lifting you are is incredible!
Moving indeed
Jessicaaaaaa💔I'm freaking balling right now. Your story really touched me & I can't totally relate in so many ways! Ugh, I don't know if I can take part two 😩You're one strong athlete and you deserve it all!!!! God bless you're heart girl! 💕💕
You are incredibly amazing Jess! Thank you for sharing your story and opening your heart to us! Truly an inspiration and keep being you.
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same here, everyone deserves the best :)
You're strength is so beautiful. I can relate to your story so much. Thank you for allowing us to see your vulnerability. Being molested at a young age is so hard to deal with when you get older. I was molested by my grandfather when I was seven and it changed me. My parents abused drugs and alcohol and I was put into the a home with a Mormon pastor and he molested me when I was eight years old. My dad abused my mom and me. it was such a hard time but my past has made me stronger. I honestly respect your honesty so much. Thank you Jessica. You truly are an inspiration to so many!
I love that you have overcome and did not allow this to make you a victim. You are such an inspiration of overcoming a difficult childhood. Thank you so much for sharing your life in very intimate details with all of us.
Ugh. I cried with you. 😣💔 it's so crazy to see how similar our lives are and how our lives relate to one another and the hardships, that we have had to endure. 💔
I'm thankful for you to share this and you are so inspiring as the person you are today with what you've over come ❤ your strength is so moving ❤
No words. I'm so speechless. You're such a strong woman Jess. I respect you more now than I have every have and I didn't think that was possible. Thank you for being so raw and real with all of us. You have a such a testimony and a strong voice.
Well done for posting this video and being so open. You've been through a lot and are showing people the light on the other side. I don't know the laws over there but I hope your law enforcement get involved because the perpetrator could still be doing the same thing now and needs to be stopped and held accountable. Keep up the good work and I hope you vlog your big trip x
Like you I am sadly a victim of molestation at a young age. It is heart breaking, and something that I have to deal with on a daily basis. Thank you for opening up, especially since you are a public figure. I hope that one day both men and women with all have the strength to open up and realize that it is NOT THEIR FAULT!
Thank you so much for opening up your heart and being vulnerable. It takes an incredible and brave person to share this with the world. This topic is not talked about enough, I'm glad I have someone who's been through similar experiences and still came out strong and beautiful. You're such a inspiration. So thank you for being you.
Honestly, the parallels that are drawn between mine, yours and a lot of people's lives tells me a lot about why we're all attracted to you, Jess. Like, there's a reason that you've built this following, and there's a reason that you're so adored online. Thank you so much for telling your story, I cannot imagine how hard it was to talk about. I rarely talk about my own childhood, so I know how difficult it must have been to put yourself in such a vulnerable position, trusting that people still will accept you. So much love to you, girl.
Garrett has humbled you so much. Not that you weren't before but you're so different now which I'm loving. Keep up the inspiring videos.
I'm am so blessed that you decided to share your story with us. Thank you Jessica. You have definitely helped me get through hard time in my life. xoxo
My heart goes out to you for being such a strong individual! 💕
Yolie Rivas me too! shes incredible
You are so amazing. I can relate to ur story in many ways! It's nice to see how raw and vulnerable you can get with us! You truly inspire me to do better everyday and too see that you can truly overcome negative things in your life and come out better and stronger! Thank you sharing your story.
This shows what a strong person you are. The fact that after all this, you still care for your family. Many times this can lead to a distance between family, but you are strong, caring, and forgiving. It is amazing.
Jessica, you are really brave to share your story! Hearing your story made me cry! Thank you! It shows that by just looking at someones exterior doesn't mean anything! Women are quick to judge others I feel like, or anyone really. You don't know someones struggles. You are beautiful inside & out and it shows in every aspect. That is why you are such an inspiration!! You are real, raw, genuine & beautiful. You don't even need makeup!!! Thank you for being so courageous and sharing your story! You have come out so much stronger, you have succeeded!!
Definitely courageous for sharing this on the TH-cam world
I've always thought you were such a strong woman and didn't realize how strong you actually are. You have come so far and I admire you for putting all of this out there. You are truly amazing!
Such a powerful story! You are a strong and beautiful women, who's past clearly has shaped her. You are a true inspiration, and putting yourself out there and being so vulnerable just shows how strong you really are 🙌🏻
I know you have probably heard this a bunch of times, but the quote "God gives the toughest battles to his strongest soldiers" applies to you so much. I seriously just want to hug you. And don't ever worry about your videos being too long. I will watch every single minute of anything you post. You are very brave and so kind and sweet to strangers and everyone around you even after everything you've been through. There needs to be more people like you in the world. ❤
Thanks for sharing your story with us. I can totally relate to some of it. My mother was mentally, verbally and physically abusive, on a daily basis. She was also very jealous of me. She wasn't a drug user but she did take everything out on me, and she seemed to get complete satisfaction from making me cry and breaking down my spirit. I know it must have been hard telling your story, but I know it will help so many. Love you
Alexandra Shaw so sorry this happened to you :( sadly alot of us go through fu@#ed up shit in life growing up my mom also verbally, and mentally abused me :( hope you and your mom are OK now.
I'm so sorry :( I hope your spirit is higher now. Keep your head up gorgeous!
You are honestly so inspiring, real, and strong. I think you are so amazing for speaking out and telling us your life story when you really don't have to. You are just always so raw and a "take me as you see me" type of person. You make us all connect with you on so many different levels it's just so awesome. I'm so incredibly thankful I found your instagram page and took the time to come over and check out your vlogs!! Never ever a video that disappoints Jessica💛💛💛💛
When I hear your story, I love you even more!! You're living proof that we can overcome anything and succeed and you are such an inspiration!! Thank you!
I cried with you Jess I can't believe how similar our lives are. You are such a strong person I look up to you so much I freaking love you I gotta go watch the rest of the video I'll be back lol love you! 💕
crystal martinez 😭🙏🏼 Love you too!
crystal martinez 🖤🖤🖤
crystal martinez it's crazy to see how many other people are going or have gone through similar situations. You never see that during a hard time and then when light is shed on the topic you see you aren't alone at all. We are all here to support each other I truly believe.
omgosh... doing my makeup while listening to this was a mistake. 😢😭 Jess I love you more than ever! I can relate to your story in a lot of ways. thank you for sharing. it's a brave thing to do and also very cleansing for yourself and others. ❤
OH absolutely. The tears were rolling
Headed to part 2! Thank you for sharing! I hope you know that you are and were not alone. But what you overcame and who you have become, just shows your strength and I admire that so much!
Definite admiration
This is such a truly inspirational story... I had tears in my eyes watching this. I honestly just wanted to say thank you so much for sharing this with us, to see how far you have come and how successful you are is such motivation to stay strong and to never give up, you are a very powerful young women and totally would read your book if you write one which I truly think you should! Sending all my love your way💕
It's crazy because I look at you, what you've accomplished, what you stand for, how you carry yourself and I think, "Wow, this girl is my role model." As you're telling your story, I can't help but cry. There are a lot of ways your story is similar to mine. You have a lot of strength and courage to be so open and raw about yourself in front of so many. You have inspired so many women, including myself, a 24 year old still trying to figure herself out ❤
You are incredibly strong Jessica. You've been through the ringer and you came out on top, staying true to yourself, having forgiveness and learning from all of it. Thank you for sharing your story. You are so authentic and outspoken, being an inspirational speaker is totally your thing.
Thank you for sharing this part of your life. I know a lot of us have had these struggles and it is painful to open up and relive those memories but I believe it makes us stronger. Thanks Jess
You are so strong to share your story with the world. So impressed with your strength. You have made an impact on so many.
You are the strongest woman I know. I know we don't know each other personally but you are an inspiration and motivation to me. Again, I talked to my boyfriend about you and Garrett and we spoke about how genuine and how whole hearted you guys are. We both follow you and Garrett on social media. I love your strength and genuine personality. You make me want to be a better person everyday ❤️
ooh gosh...Jessica you have gone through a lot, we thank you sincerely for your sincerity and that you open up to us as part of your family, it means a lot to those who have followed and supported you for so long. I hope that life returns you all that pain that one day caused you because people like you, you deserve it !!
Jess you are amazing! I was unfortunately taken advantaged of at a young age. Grew up in domestic violence and ending up suffering from anorexia and depression. I was also suicidal and self-harmed. You are an inspiration!
hit home for me. crying with you. been through so much in my life. unfortunately i am no where near read to be open about it like you. takes a lot of strength to do that. I wish I was there but just not yet. thank you for sharing. you are an amazing amazing woman jessica
Jess... Im someone who cant fully relate to this. I had an amazing childhood on a giant farm. The tough times didnt come for me until I was a teenager... but they did come and they were rough. They completely changed me as a person and my entire life afterwards. Its still the focal point where all of my problems as an adult go back to that one thing. It changed everything for a lot of people in my life. I find it absolutely beautiful that you even thought to share any of this with us. I think it allows us ALL to relate to you so much more fully. That we all stuggle with horrible times in our lives.... the really amazing part of this whole video is hearing about where you came from and how far you have come. That ANYONE can change their entire lives for the better. Can come out on the complete other side and give back so much to people you dont even know.
ALL THE LOVE TO YOU! ❤❤❤❤
You are so so beautiful inside and out. Hearing this raw side of just blew me out of the water. I also knew that you were a great inspiration based on your other videos but now I finally know that you are beyond that. You are actually amazing, your story is breathtaking and powerful. You are a diamond in the rough! I can not say that I have a similar story but I have read quite a few of the comments and love that this is a community of strong women who are not their past and take what has come their way to make themselves a stronger person. Thank you so so much for sharing, thank you for being so relatable, stunning, real, honest powerful, inspiring.. the list goes on and on.
Candice Janeczko 😭😭❤️❤️🙏🏼🙏🏼 Thank you!!!!!! Love you!!
Jessica Arevalo love you too!!!! ❤️
Jessica.. you have so much support behind you and we all love you so much, thank you so much for sharing your story, it is very important for women to know these kinds of things happen. This was so moving and definitely hit home for me, sending love to you and any other woman thats been through something along these lines.
God bless you, thanks again for sharing
Yes, definitely a lot of support on TH-cam alone with all the positive comments I read from the ladies (and gents)
Isabelle Morrow I agree so much with you! It's so important for us to share this kind of stuff with each other so maybe we can all remember to empower each other before we automatically hate on each other or criticize one another! ❤️
Caroline Cooper that is so amazing!! I try to do the same! It takes a conscious effort but if you look for the good in people, you will find it and vice versa! So we choose to look for the beauty in the world! Keep spreading love girl! ❤️😘
to be the person you are today and have the last that you do is completely inexplicable. You're truly an amazing woman Jess ❤
I love everything about this, thank you💕 you are so strong! Also, you're STUNNING without makeup
It takes so much strength to share your story. Thank you for your openness.
I hate you had to go through that but you are a strong woman and look at you now. You're an inspiration to so many people !
Yocheka Goff totally agree! she looks very happy now :)
Your vlog should be watched by all vloggers to inspire them like you've inspired me and everyone else. Your such a wonderful human being. God bless and good luck!
It is absolutely insane how similar my life story is to yours. I knew it was something about you that drew me to watch your videos. The first one i watched was the one where you were talking about your abusive relationships and at the time i was currently dealing with one. kinda still am but I'm just so glad you put this up because I thought I was the only one out here who has gone through as much as I have. it just feels good to know I'm not alone. ❤ thank you. your truly inspiring! I hope to meet you one day ❤
No one should have to go through what you did. You are so strong and inspirational.
Monika Panova she is really brave for holding on tight until she got through her hard times
Jessica, you are one of the strongest women I know. It must have been very difficult doing this, you're sharing your whole life with the world and that's a scary thing to do. But you're so strong, and to overcome all of it is amazing. One thing I can relate to you is having a hard childhood moving back & forth from Bay Area to Reno, my mom constantly took my siblings and I away from my Dad. Having parents with a bad relationship is extremely hard. 🙁 You are very strong minded, to see where you are now is amazing. I'm so happy to see also in your other vlogs that you have a good relationship with both of your parents still after everything you've been through. Family is everything. 😊❤️
Jess you are so strong and we appreciate you opening up to us. You truly inspire people and putting this out there really brings us all closer. We love you!
When you feel closer to someone via TH-cam than you ever have with someone in your own personal life...
I don't know if people realize just how selfless this is.
Crazy sense of therapy through these videos... Thank you and I'm sorry for all of it- I know it moulded you into the person you are, but no one deserves this kind of pain. Thank you for showing me the kind of person that I can become
I don't usually post comments in TH-cam, but this one stood out & is very touching. I look up to you & have so much respect, Jessica! You're a strong woman! I take a lot of notes from your IG & TH-cam & I just wanted to say thank you for being so courageous & continue staying positive! I love you & Garett! ❤️❤️❤️
It's amazing you shared such personal events of your life. All I can tell you is I know exactly what you went through, I went through similar situations. Thank you for making them public and showing women they can overcome obstacles like these.
We are WARRIORS for surviving such events. Keep influencing as many women as you can, you have a great platform and I am so thankful that you are using it to the best of your abilities.
Thank you for all you do!
💔 I cried with you watching this!! What an incredibly strong woman you are to overcome everything you have been put through in your life. And to change your life outcome and not follow suit of your mother and grandmother in drugs and to make your life mean something! You are so strong and beautiful and such an amazing woman! We all love you dearly! 🙏🏽❤
Definitely takes a strong person to overcome all that she has
Jovie Kelton so strong!! That's quite a rough life she started with! And to not fall through the cracks is soo impressive!❤🙌🏼
I can relate to you. You are a prodigy, Jessica. That's the thing about the light in you... No one can take it. You built it. May blessings forever rain on you. One of the brightest souls to grace social media. Thank you for your presence.
LETTUCE BREATH love this and completely agree! She is by far my favorite TH-camr or any social media influencer by far! ❤️
You are amazing! In some of your videos I can see that pain you've been carrying. Not that it's my business, but now I understand. Your courage is exemplary, your vulnerability is beautiful, and your natural beauty is so pure. Jessica, I've been following you for a while, before you did TH-cam, and I am so proud of you. Most people want to act like their lives are peaches and cream all of the time. Especially as women, we should be sharing our experiences so that we can learn from each other and support each other. There are so many great things coming your way just from sharing this and following your purpose-I can feel it!
I've not even watched the second half of your story and still I have so many of my own memories and feelings flowing tgrough my mind. To hear your journey, but to see how strong you have become... there are no words.
Agreed - speechless
I feel extremely sad. You're so strong for sharing this. Going to watch part two now. ONLY because I know you've got a happy ending...
Yes, definitely watch the second video :-)
I knew you mention life was tough growing up but I could have never imagined the extent. You are such a mentally strong person, and a great role model. Thank you for sharing your story with us ❤❤
If I saw you walking down the street, I would think wow what a beautiful woman, her life must be so easy. Judging on looks alone. I would never think we would have such similar paths. This story hit a little too close to home for me. I was never molested but I can relate to growing up having a mother addicted to meth. Leaving for days and weeks at time. Having to grow up too soon. Physical and mental abuse. The come downs, days when they do nothing but sleep. Thank you for telling your story. This brings up a lot of emotions I thought I was over. But sometimes it's good to remember the past, cry it out and move on. Thank you. You're absolutely beautiful inside and out.