I Was Molested, Had Sex Before Marriage, but JESUS Healed Me! (Testimony)

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  • Elia Cruz is a worship leader, wife, and lover of Jesus. Today, she is sharing her testimony of Jesus and how He led her through healing after experiencing molestation, sex before marriage, and abandonment problems as she stumbled through relationships with men.
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  • @daritykane7
    @daritykane7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +578

    amazing testimony. I lead worship too and also struggled with sexual immorality. I was raped at 17 by two guys so I completely feel everything she said. Jesus helped me forgive those guys and break the chains of sexual immorality. it's the most freeing feeling ever. God is so forgiving and so good and worthy of all the praise

    • @hersheymaeinductivo898
      @hersheymaeinductivo898 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Amen! God is really good and very gracious. HALLELUJAH!!!

    • @jadawilliams3808
      @jadawilliams3808 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Wow You are so brave, so strong. The fact that God gave you that strength to forgive. God Bless You!

    • @roz4747
      @roz4747 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Did you send them to prison?

    • @daritykane7
      @daritykane7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@roz4747 no I didn't I never said anything I was scared

    • @J_a_s_o_n
      @J_a_s_o_n 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Very TRUE.
      GOD is a JUST Judge.
      He also hates SIN

  • @winniexo263
    @winniexo263 2 ปีที่แล้ว +893

    “Having someone forgive you every time.. only for you to hurt them over & over again.” This one is deep.. thank you for sharing your testimony Elia🤍

    • @angelakern9606
      @angelakern9606 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I can't help but feel he should forgive for allowing her to be molested or allowing so many other things to everyone else.

    • @divinam4478
      @divinam4478 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Why are people mad at God for setting rules and free will, when its people who can't obey and do bad things to others. If He would intervene every time, would people still have free will to choose good rather than bad?

    • @divinam4478
      @divinam4478 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@angelakern9606 I understand what you mean, sometimes we cant help but think that way. But its not the right thought and mindset.

    • @yeessoonjireennajiruu1214
      @yeessoonjireennajiruu1214 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jesus is love us!

    • @promiseuwase8443
      @promiseuwase8443 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I also went through that..when I was 6yrs...grandpa's dad used me...I kept silent and didn't tell my parents..but now Jesus healed me ....Amen

  • @MarkyMarc89
    @MarkyMarc89 2 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    _“He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on Him, and by His wounds we are healed.”_
    - Isaiah 53:5

    • @Tomas-uh1ml
      @Tomas-uh1ml 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Amen ❤

    • @Thebig_KC
      @Thebig_KC หลายเดือนก่อน

      Amen!

  • @martingarr4560
    @martingarr4560 2 ปีที่แล้ว +251

    Whenever we sin against the Lord, we feel guilt and shame, and when we repent, we feel joy right away. That tells us that Jesus loves us, and nothing can separate us from his unconditional love, but the Lord wants us to be genuine about our repentance. Roman 6:23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

    • @tamarar7156
      @tamarar7156 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      We recieve conviction from God when we realize our sins. The devil is the one who gives us guilt and shame. Also a lot of Christians don't like hearing that there are demons assigned to destroy our lives with certain agendas to steer us to blame God. But we have the power in Jesus name to break curses over ourselves and our children!

    • @martingarr4560
      @martingarr4560 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@tamarar7156 Amen

  • @Heavenlyhealing7
    @Heavenlyhealing7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +348

    God healed me and my husband from fornication. We decided to stop having sex and then we got married when GOD had put it on our hearts. That was the best decision we ever made💛🙏🏽

    • @SimplySami13
      @SimplySami13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      how long did you stop for and did you just go to the courthouse to flee from fornication or did you plan a whole wedding while being celibate? i’m in this situation currently and don’t know what to do lol

    • @ark198989
      @ark198989 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Congratulations 🎈🎉🎊 JESUS bless you and your Kingdom family!!! 🙌🏾🌹☺️ This gives me hope.

    • @Heavenlyhealing7
      @Heavenlyhealing7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@SimplySami13 if you want you can personally inbox me and we can talk about through there☺️

    • @Heavenlyhealing7
      @Heavenlyhealing7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@ark198989 thank you 💛🙏🏽 you got this!

    • @elliotsoto8508
      @elliotsoto8508 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      🤣🤣🤣

  • @dennisburton7178
    @dennisburton7178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +392

    Never stop sharing your testimony because your story is the key that opens the door 🚪 for the freedom that others are crying out for😊😊😊😊

    • @faithfulwhispers333
      @faithfulwhispers333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's crazy because I have been having it SO heavy on my heart to continue in sharing my testimony....I thought maybe I've shared it too many times , but the Lord said to keep on going!!!

    • @faithfulwhispers333
      @faithfulwhispers333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I shared it in the comment section and plan on posting a video to my channel speaking about it in the future 🙏

    • @renatalove5212
      @renatalove5212 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes Amen Gurl You got Angels Around You!!!!!!

    • @renatalove5212
      @renatalove5212 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@faithfulwhispers333 yes we all need to. So MANY lost sick suffering. I need especially heroin testimonies aND CLEAN UP OF LIFE testimonies and also CPS bizarre evil attacks on families testimonies GOD BLESS YOU ALL

    • @denisestone7589
      @denisestone7589 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hallelujah 🙌🏻🙌🏻

  • @Golden_oree
    @Golden_oree 2 ปีที่แล้ว +320

    I love her honesty it really is hard sometimes
    And I have felt at times that I don't want to worship or pray but that's when I go harder because the devil shall not win
    Beautiful testimony

  • @julietterincon4053
    @julietterincon4053 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    “It gets better but it’s also ur choice” “you gotta choose the lord even when u don’t want to”

    • @Tomas-uh1ml
      @Tomas-uh1ml 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Its better to choose Lord than anything the world can offer

  • @faithfulwhispers333
    @faithfulwhispers333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +201

    I remember when I was so addicted to porn I started doing it as a "job" , I was heavy into drinking and drugs....I rejected God All the time and made a mockery of Christians.... There was So many times people tried sharing the gospel with me and I rejected them time and time again, I had so much anger, so much darkness within me, I was a slave to the enemy and I didn't even know it, I thought I was living "free".... Long story short , it took me to be at my Lowest when I was more suicidal then ever before, I was crying out to my dad on the phone and he begged me to pray, I was angry at his response and hung up....moments letter I fell to my knees and was So desperate and cried out to God.....not even knowing if I was being heard or not.....SO much poured out of my spirit, I don't even remember half of what I said....all I know is after that moment, something hit me, I felt something I never felt before....I was Never the same again, I felt God....I didn't even know what that meant, but now I know it was fully God, I felt a sense of peace and like I wasn't alone ... I felt in my heart that God was really true....he was really....Real....I couldn't explain it, but from that day forward I have Never been the same, over time I gave up all of my addictions and repented for all of my ways ... I now have been completely sober for 3 years and stopped doing / watching porn for over 5....God IS TRUE he IS, the GOD OF MIRACLES!!!!!!!!! If he could change me from the wicked woman I once was...I'm telling you, he can do a mighty work in ANYONE!!!!! I thank the Lord everyday that I'm Not who I used to be, ALL GLORY TO GOD!!!!!🙏💜

    • @angelicagallegos3397
      @angelicagallegos3397 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Praise the Lord!!

    • @CajunRemnant
      @CajunRemnant 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I love reading others testimony’s ! Thanks for sharing ! It helps others grow faith and plants and waters seeds

    • @melbreazeale1534
      @melbreazeale1534 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you for sharing your testimony. This is so awesome to hear about your deliverance!
      All Glory to God! I pray He continue to use your past and your pain for His purpose 🤍

    • @alexslater6456
      @alexslater6456 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Amen. Awesome.

    • @aprilvojtek8007
      @aprilvojtek8007 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Praise God
      Hallelujah

  • @kimmieM0927
    @kimmieM0927 2 ปีที่แล้ว +229

    I was also raised in church and molested at 10. I tried to tell people in the church and was called a lying dirty little girl. I do understand your testimony. 🙏🏼❤️

    • @ShanyiaFerguson
      @ShanyiaFerguson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      I’m sorry no one believed you. May you truly be restored and regain your innocence that was taken from you, in Jesus name.

    • @robertbarrasa1018
      @robertbarrasa1018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I also I'm sorry that no one believed you I also was molested at 11 years old God bless you for restoring your life I have also done the same thing in the process of getting past it and has made me stronger than ever cuz all everything I have been through only can do it with God!

    • @joanneponnappa
      @joanneponnappa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I’m sorry you went throught that. But you sound so healed from it and I’m so happy for you ♥️

    • @change4thebetter211
      @change4thebetter211 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m sorry that happened to you. I’m praying for justice over your life

    • @simbaking6338
      @simbaking6338 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      wow!

  • @dorian5881
    @dorian5881 2 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    When you think you’re the only one who went through this. Thank you for your testimony!

  • @arelismargarito5283
    @arelismargarito5283 2 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    The flesh is weak but the spirit is strong! No matter how many times we fall God is there to pick us back up!!! 😇🙏🏽Thank you for being real 🙋🏻‍♀️May the Lord continue to bless you! 🤍🕊

  • @yourstrulyeb
    @yourstrulyeb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    I never heard a testimony almost so identical to my own. This testimony in itself is a blessing and even she said “having someone forgive you over & over again just for you to hurt them over & over again” I felt that same way. It’s scary how similar me and this woman is. This truly just blessed me. I would love to connect with her. Is there a way to do so? (Social media)

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Yes, her social media is in the description box!

  • @FlowersandCake
    @FlowersandCake 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    This was very honest, deep, raw, and she was vulnerable. I really respect her for being so open and appreciate hearing her testimony. Thank you for sharing, Elia, and thank you for posting, Delafé.

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for watching we appreciate it ! God bless you!

  • @shamarmiddleton
    @shamarmiddleton 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    "I would be going to new places in the Lord while I worship" THAT'S SO POWERFUL! I pray and speak that over our lives that we go to new places in God every time we worship Him in spirit and in truth! 💘

  • @jordanschwabe4409
    @jordanschwabe4409 2 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    I got choked up and hit by the Holy Ghost atleast 7 times during this testimony! 🔥 praise God

    • @taniatucker7064
      @taniatucker7064 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      me too ✋

    • @morganmillar6989
      @morganmillar6989 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      SAME!

    • @Terra.TJT.
      @Terra.TJT. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      me too!!!

    • @Terra.TJT.
      @Terra.TJT. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      when she said “peace in the name of jesus” i got hit and my ear started ringing!!! and i’m full of peace rn!!

    • @Terra.TJT.
      @Terra.TJT. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      it literally made me turn my head. i’m in shock still

  • @WeCanDoAllThingsThruChrist
    @WeCanDoAllThingsThruChrist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    Your testimony resonates with me. I pray the Lord continues blessing you with breakthroughs in Jesus name!

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      AMEN!

    • @mayraortiz2955
      @mayraortiz2955 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Stephanie O don't risk your salvation for a human being. God has someone better for you just ask him and fallow his Will

  • @becca.n
    @becca.n 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Elia’s testimony made me tear up a few times, this video shows how wonderful His grace is in your life. thank you for your transparency🤍

  • @DLo-vc9ut
    @DLo-vc9ut 2 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    This one hit a little. Although I didn’t experience her same traumas, I can absolutely relate to the on and off relationship with God. Thank you 🙏

  • @gabby8796
    @gabby8796 2 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    We are all sinners,including myself. No sin is bigger than another sin. We shouldn’t judge, act a certain way, or deny someone praising God just because they sin differently than we do. NONE of us are worthy to be up in the altar blessing Gods name. (I too am a worship leader) While she lead worship and struggled with lust The Holy Spirit would still come down and God would still use her. That is purely Gods grace and mercy. God Bless her abundantly.

    • @amandavalentino3818
      @amandavalentino3818 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This comment👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾💛💛💛

    • @yeseniarivera124
      @yeseniarivera124 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yup exactly like David

    • @SweetCocoaBunny
      @SweetCocoaBunny 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beautifully said preach the truth!💪❤️🥹🕊🔥🙏✝️🌻

    • @marykwari902
      @marykwari902 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish I can like your comment a million times 😊

    • @SD_Chosen
      @SD_Chosen ปีที่แล้ว

      So Someone who Molested Someone, And Regrets It and Gives their Life over to Jesus, Is He Forgiven?
      Should I Forgive them?
      They have been Trying to Make Amends and it's Hard, But I Want to Love and understand people are imperfect and Messed up.

  • @eLLBdotmusic
    @eLLBdotmusic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I love Jesus so much! I cannot believe I waited so long to truly say yes to him. I cannot live without his love. Thank you for sharing. Your story resonated with me. I am inspired to go even deeper with my Lord and Savior. God bless you.

    • @azuriebluette4637
      @azuriebluette4637 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hallelujah! Let's crave more for God's love and grow in our realationship with him💕

  • @fionalynskeyy
    @fionalynskeyy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    So deep. When she said it’s uncomfortable to not be in sin, I get that. The Lord transforms and I am so thankful for what he has done in me so far. We share similar past history and interests. Praise God and bless your walk with Jesus Christ

  • @mileycyrus201198
    @mileycyrus201198 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    its refreshing in a way to hear someone who still struggled with sexual immorality even after giving their life to christ. whenever i watch testimonies they always say they managed to stop it altogether and im like how do you all do it but yeah , god is merciful

    • @evaschroeder4020
      @evaschroeder4020 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I struggled as a teenager ofcourse with puberty hitting me.

    • @Jesus_Savess
      @Jesus_Savess 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      God deal with everyone differently leading to the same purpose if that makes sense . Some people when they come to Christ and get to know him they stop sinning right away and they don’t go through the process because the Holy Spirit works with them right there and then, but then there’s others that struggle even when they come to Christ and so right there is where the process begins. The Holy Spirit works with them little by little going through the process of sanctification until they are perfected . Is crazy

    • @mileycyrus201198
      @mileycyrus201198 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Jesus_Savess yeah that makes sense

    • @armaniguzman3015
      @armaniguzman3015 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don’t be fooled by lukewarm Christian’s. If you love god how he loved us enough to die on the cross for our sins. you will let your convictions drive you from this sister . As Christian’s we will always sin but it’s important to repent and really not do these things again . We will all fall short to the glory of god but if you keep doing it your not sorry you’re lukewarm. Don’t ever be deceived by the enemy.
      “Or do you not know that wrongdoers will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor men who have sex with men “nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.”
      ‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭6:10‬ ‭

    • @Jesus_Savess
      @Jesus_Savess 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@armaniguzman3015 *God*

  • @michelesoares6016
    @michelesoares6016 2 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    After being sexualy abused throughout your life you start to believe that it's all your worth. I can relate to that. God help us all.

  • @foreverbless11
    @foreverbless11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    You're my voice. I've been through simular situations and a couple days ago I was saying to myself one day God will have me testify when the time is right. I stepped down as a worship leader because I was converted knowing that you're hurting God by your sins feelings like someone is taking your life away. After a very long time, this Sunday I went to church and it felt like God has finally forgiven me like I'm renewed. God is a great God he is merciful and just to forgive us from all our sins. Just believe.🙏🏾

  • @esther4482
    @esther4482 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    My exact situation with my bf. I literally just prayed that “God if I’m supposed to be with this man and if we can restore our relationship back to a relationship that glorifies you, please give me a sign.” And then this video pops up when I go on TH-cam. Like Elias, I can’t bear the thought of being without him and hope to get married to him, but I don’t want us to lead each other astray (fornication). I was afraid because similar situations I’ve heard of with Christian couples suffering from sexual immortality usually end up with them separating, but I believe with this video God is showing me that my relationship can be restored, only through firstly restoring our relationship with The Almighty! I’m so relieved and pray for our deliverance and the deliverance of anyone reading this comment 🙏🏾

    • @mercurialshift5793
      @mercurialshift5793 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I really don’t think god cares if you have sex before marriage. I think that’s your decision and you do what you feel is comfortable and right for you and your partner.

    • @Alyssalovesjesus214
      @Alyssalovesjesus214 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@mercurialshift5793 please don’t say that. God is clear in the Bible that fornicators will not inherit the kingdom of God.

    • @mercurialshift5793
      @mercurialshift5793 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Alyssalovesjesus214 That’s not god. That’s just some dude saying his words are divinely inspired by god. The entire bible is written by men. Not god. And it’s been edited and interpreted by various men throughout the centuries. You have to remember, they didn’t have cops or birth control. They needed people to behave. Lol. But they used it to control people as well. Nobody really knows for sure what god wants so I say use your own best judgment. Marriage was also invented by humans so why would god have any strict laws upon something we created? A lot of it is motivated by this ridiculous idea of keeping women ‘pure’ for their future husband. As if having sex ruins it for him and he doesn’t get the pleasure of banging a virgin. Which all sounds a little pervy to me. I think this is something men want. Not god. God is still a mystery. God wants us to love and respect each other. That’s all I know for sure. I wasn’t even sure if god existed for awhile but I waited for years then suddenly I experienced inexplicable things and when I prayed to god, I was filled with light. I had direct experience. The kind the Bible says only a handful of designated saints and mystics are capable of. I call bs on that too. The church just wants to be the intermediary so they can control what you believe. Why would god want that? I mean think about it. Really think about it. People lived for thousands and thousands of years before the Bible and they had their own relationships with god. Wouldn’t god create is in such a way that we can figure things out for ourselves? The church will tell you everything else is evil but people aren’t evil and they had their own religions before the church forced Christianity upon them. These are the thoughts that led me away from the church as a teenager. I’m not saying it’s all bad but there is corruption in every powerful institution. The teachings of Jesus, even if retold by men hundreds of years later, resonate some truth that people instinctively recognize as good because compassion, kindness, and love are universally understood to be divine.

  • @dennisburton7178
    @dennisburton7178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Young lady your story needs to be put to printed paper.I sensed the anointing as you were sharing your testimony 🙏🙏🙏😊

  • @kevinclint7588
    @kevinclint7588 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    NEVER EVER GIVE UP ON OUR LORD AND SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST,……….. WHY?,………BECAUSE HE NEVER GAVE UP ON US,……….. AMEN

  • @daileenramize
    @daileenramize 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I have a very similar testimony. I’m stuck in a sinful relationship and try so hard to get out. Thank you for sharing yours

    • @amandavalentino3818
      @amandavalentino3818 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Walk away for God. The goodness that will come from that is unbelievable. You’ll feel so much better. Those actions and that relationship is blocking so many blessing-Beautiful time with God, peace, hope. Walk away from that relationship. If you haven’t done it, do it now. Don’t listen to the devil making you doubt the goodness of God or positive messages tell you to leave. Walk away. There’s no good thing in that. You don’t be guilted thinking you have to help that person or get them saved and it’ll all be alright…God can do that himself. You just get away or resist that act if you have no where else to live.

    • @a.m.thomas9366
      @a.m.thomas9366 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Jesus said, " these kinds of demons can only be cast-out by FASTING & PRAYERS, " and that must be done constantly. Sometimes you may need to pray WHILE you are sinning. Cry out to Jesus, ask Him to save you. Amen !

    • @Luis-229_
      @Luis-229_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah I was in one as well but I left too follow God

    • @Pastorsun
      @Pastorsun 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@amandavalentino3818 hi

    • @Pastorsun
      @Pastorsun 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@a.m.thomas9366 hi

  • @jeanettem99
    @jeanettem99 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This testimony made me cry. We so often think we have crucified the flesh by asking for forgiveness but we still go back and sin. And when she said it's like having forgiven someone for them to hurt you all over again... It hit home like a C4 bomb. Thank you for sharing... You have given me so much encouragement because I too grew up in the church and everyone is served in the church but the secret sin is what torn me away from God.

  • @ISUNDERSTOOD
    @ISUNDERSTOOD 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    she's so awesome so many people will be blessed by her testimony and we need more people who would be bold and share their story

  • @davids5980
    @davids5980 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    The best relationship you can ever have is with Jesus Christ. God bless you.

  • @beatricemartin6658
    @beatricemartin6658 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Elia! I have been searching everywhere for someone who has had a testimony like me surrounding sexual sin!!!!!!!!!! I feel so seen and understood to finally hear another woman bring the sexual sins that were once shameful into the light. Thank you so much for being open and honest about your trauma as well. Praise Jesus for your story and faith. You have a powerful testimony!!!!!!!

  • @blessedbythebest1003
    @blessedbythebest1003 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I like how real and opened these kids are. Brave helping others out here.

  • @biblechannel.
    @biblechannel. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    JESUS healed me from the demon of obsessive lust (which i suffered for 11years) on 11/11/2021, by touching my stomach, and he removed it clean. im clean past 5months. i could never do it by my own efforts, He is the one true spirit GOD and his nature and priority is Holiness. Amen

    • @Tomas-uh1ml
      @Tomas-uh1ml 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Praise the Lord

  • @servantofGod32
    @servantofGod32 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    These testimonials are powerful it shows how real God is in his transforming love and power and the need for redemption for all.

  • @morganmillar6989
    @morganmillar6989 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I am just like her. It feels so relieving to know that there is so much hope. I always felt like something was missing in my life and I always felt so empty.. I was sexually assaulted over 3 times, my dad hasn’t been very present but was actually abusive, and I’ve been sexually immoral since I was 12. There are times where I feel like I’ve gotten it all under control and I don’t have to worry anymore because Im strong in the faith with Jesus, but then I fall again. It’s so frustrating. Im so thankful for this lovely woman’s testimony. It’s good to know there’s light on the other side of these struggles. Im glad im not alone. Just like the bible says in 1 Peter 5:9 “Stand firm against him, and be strong in your faith. Remember that your family of believers all over the world is going through the same kind of suffering you are.” The Lord is slowly helping me heal. He is a restorer for sure and He is so patient. God bless. ❤️ thank you for this.

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Amen!! Thank you so much for sharing Morgan

    • @eliamcruz
      @eliamcruz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ♥️ thank you for sharing Morgan, stay encouraged!

    • @superquasigalaxygamer6297
      @superquasigalaxygamer6297 ปีที่แล้ว

      Been there too, sister. But it gets better. Don't give up, that's the main thing! I'll be praying for you, God bless! 🙏❤️

  • @icecol22
    @icecol22 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is a beautiful testimony. My heart goes out to her.She's remorseful and she wants to please Him.She's very transparent. HalleluYah!! Deliverance from sin comes in layers like an onion. HalleluYah!!!💛❤️

  • @evaschroeder4020
    @evaschroeder4020 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    But don't let Satan make you feel unworthy. I feel so unworthy at times. What's safe is often comfortable.

    • @Pastorsun
      @Pastorsun 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi Eva

  • @jonathanmabrahams8178
    @jonathanmabrahams8178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is so heavy , many young people go through and struggle with these things...pray for deliverance from all this .
    Also really proud of her for sharing this 🙌❤

  • @narutogaming1395
    @narutogaming1395 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's wonderful that you had a superior that would confront you. There are so many Churches that people are doing the same thing leading worship or being a part of Ministry and the Pastor knows they are living a different life but there is no intervention. Deliverance is just now starting to be an option but lacking in many Churches. Your honesty is great. Keep seeking his Grace. Powerful testimony ❤️

  • @alyssaortega2332
    @alyssaortega2332 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Beautiful testimony Elia! Thank you for sharing. As a young women your words of encouragement have touched my spirit.

  • @shaniece6789
    @shaniece6789 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I really needed this, thank you for being obedient and still choosing God even when it gets hard. To anyone reading this it gets better I promise you.❤️🥺

  • @sakura1044
    @sakura1044 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow....this is me 100 percent. I was molested as a child too and had a rough family life. I seeked love and attention from men.

  • @jesusiscomingback13
    @jesusiscomingback13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    wow… our testimonies are so much alike. i whole heartedly feel for you. Even me and my husband went through the exact same thing.🙏🏽❤️🙌🏽 I really pray that we both are set free from our chains and strongholds that hold us back from our breakthrough. In Jesus Mighty Name! 👏🏽❤️ The old man has died and our new man shall come out. Greater is the one living inside of me, then he who is living in the world. 🙌🏽❤️❤️

  • @paulmelisa5566
    @paulmelisa5566 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Bless her for the truth. The scripture says the truth will set you free. It didn't just set her free but me too and others

  • @AutumnLuvsJesus
    @AutumnLuvsJesus ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It’s amazing how many grew up in good homes or church homes. So wild. The enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy…

  • @elibenGodson
    @elibenGodson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Praise God for your courage to give your testimony and I thank God for your liberation liberation . I understand the battle with sexual immorality may God continue to keep you

  • @dominiquedozier2588
    @dominiquedozier2588 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My sister in the LORD Elia is very brave and beautiful. She is Beautifully broken for the LORD. To be beautifully broken before the LORD means surrendering everything to HIM and allowing HIM to break up the hardest of your heart and break off every stronghold. Heal you from the inside out and blossom into the beautiful flower that HE always designed for you to be . That is whom my sister in the LORD is !!!! Thank you for sharing your testimony sis💜💪🏽🥲🌺

  • @neethathomas5711
    @neethathomas5711 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You are truly a blessed witness to Jesus Christ. Praise God.

  • @youcanbefree9698
    @youcanbefree9698 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Thanks for sharing these testimonies I love how honest she was and how she is sharing her experience with deliverance which is something the church should be talking about and doing more

  • @christelleeloi
    @christelleeloi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I love your transparency. Thank you for sharing this 🤍🤍🤍🤍

  • @anandajeevavasahan3853
    @anandajeevavasahan3853 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It's so amazing to hear your transparency of your personal life, one side leading worship and the other side you are addicted to sinful life for quite a long period. But Jesus Who died for our sins has raised you up and given complete freedom from all your hidden sins. This is not only you but many Christians suffer from this but they don't tell publicly. May the Gracious Lord Jesus use you mightily amongst the young generation to lead them unto Jesus fully and to follow Him in our everyday life! God bless you so much!!

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen YESSS!!! Thank you for your empowerment and encouragement!

  • @OloladeOlowononi-gj3hz
    @OloladeOlowononi-gj3hz 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "Having someone forgive you every time, only for u to hurt then over and over again" That hit me deep its amazing how relatable this is to me. Thank u Jesus for ur love, peace and forgiveness hallelujah

  • @tokiohotelx3er
    @tokiohotelx3er 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I appreciate this testimony and your transparency Elia. ❤️

  • @jenn8341
    @jenn8341 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Oh my gosh I stumbled upon this channel, abd this was the video that God showed me, i know it is him!!!! And it love it!!!! I have been saved by the Lord and have been free for 8 months. I am still sinning but less and less; and i trust in him for everything. Girl you touched my heart. God bless you.

  • @lapdianghunkharbuli2956
    @lapdianghunkharbuli2956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you Jesus for giving me Hope through this testimony 🥺🥺🥺

  • @evaschroeder4020
    @evaschroeder4020 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    As long as we're in a physical body we will struggle. Here's some encouragement the saints are not faultless souls who never fall but keep getting up every time they do.

  • @martynabanczyk
    @martynabanczyk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I feel you girl ! Jesus will be always by your side !

    • @eliamcruz
      @eliamcruz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ♥️♥️

  • @bryanspetit-paul5542
    @bryanspetit-paul5542 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Just wow ✨ No, seriously, this is one of my favorite channels🙌. I like the videos and, the quality is very good. I came across this channel 3 or 2 days ago and I can assure you that I am blessed and that I am learning more through these testimonies and especially this one. May God continue to bless this ministry and may nothing stop you in Jesus name. 🙌

  • @GajuanaBaker
    @GajuanaBaker 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    This is a beautiful testimony of just how far GOD’s love goes… and how he loves us each exactly where we are ….is there a place to submit inquire for testimonies ?

  • @angprawn
    @angprawn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Praise God. Your testimony was so good, thank you and thank you Delafe testamonies. Yay team Jesus, You are King! Amen

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen thank you for your support! We appreciate you

  • @johannadiaz6927
    @johannadiaz6927 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for this testimony… I know exactly how she feels. I’m in tears after watching this.. God is too good to us..

    • @delafetestimonies
      @delafetestimonies  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wow, glory to God!! Thank you for watching!

  • @RoamingnomadRN
    @RoamingnomadRN 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I understand what she is going through. It's been 4 months and only been delivered once and it's hard. I'm hard on myself because I can feel certain temptations come back and I cannot rush this process. I have no desire to do what I originally wanted to do before and I don't know what God wants me to do. I've been tested multiple times, it's hard doing this alone and I feel stuck. I don't want to compromise more than I currently am. It sucks

    • @daritykane7
      @daritykane7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Always remember you can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens you

    • @nanyummyify
      @nanyummyify 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Do you have a local community of grounded believers? You said you were alone so just wanted to know. If you aren't I really recommend trying to get plugged in with other brothers and sisters.

  • @stacyodhiambo1074
    @stacyodhiambo1074 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I bumped into this at the right time. Thank you for sharing Elia.

  • @gloriachukwu7551
    @gloriachukwu7551 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is a cycle I can really relate to
    ...the desires took over ... It is a struggle , an addiction but with Jesus ,we can get restored , overcome and free.

  • @OakyAfterBrth
    @OakyAfterBrth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Absolutely Love these testimonies. Elias is beautiful bright young woman and now her testimony can help so many people. Very courageous of her to step out in faith this way. God bless you Elia!

  • @vanessabelen1986
    @vanessabelen1986 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    God bless you. Thank you for your testimony, I experienced the same things you had and so I can say I know how hard it had been for you. But you're right, Jesus is always there for us, for all girls out there who are also lost.

  • @artman6976
    @artman6976 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Accountability is so crucial. What an awesome church that she goes to that held her accountable to prevent her from sinning. More people of God and churches need to do this.

  • @jenniferlewis5508
    @jenniferlewis5508 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    God healed me too..I had to give God my all and forgive people myself and have no hate or I don't like on my soul or heart..I heard him and his angels fighting for me...

  • @Goodliving22
    @Goodliving22 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It’s all about sonship. Just be his child. The past is cleansed with the blood of Jesus. I was very very molested too as a child, raped 3 times, severely rejected and awe fully bullied, got too depressed, very suicidal,sick to the point of death, called on him when I thought I was going to die, he showed up, healed me. No, made me whole. GOD...but God through Jesus 😭😭😭 ...Jesus is super good.
    Now I am in the US, not only that but a US citizen. God himself introduced me to himself, to Jesus then to Bible school and then to a great church I currently go to. I am born again, speak in tongues, Bible school graduate, overcoming my flaws by the Holy Spirit’s help, soaked into the word, now laughing hard at the devil who thought he had me, and just letting Jesus have his way in me that I may be full of him for his very glory.
    Hallelujah! Glory to God! Jesus is worth it.

  • @fallonangel7919
    @fallonangel7919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    What a strong testimony

    • @Pastorsun
      @Pastorsun 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi Angel

  • @kays3599
    @kays3599 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Wow, God loves us so much. Thank you so much for sharing. 😭

  • @beastman245
    @beastman245 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This young lady mentioned no inner work of the spirit or distaste for the sin, no new birth. When you're born again you are no longer a slave to sin. You don't have to keep falling in sin .God told you to STOP He gives power and place for you to quit , make your flesh submit today not later . He said do righteousness now ,if sin is conquering you , you are letting it . We are conquers in Christ not slaves to sin.

  • @kay3-q8d
    @kay3-q8d 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    She’s literally so cute Jesus loves us all so equally and hearing the stories on this page are so moving imma share mine one of these days because hearing these are so beautiful. The Lord will take the bad things that happen to us and use it for good praise Jesus❤️

  • @deb9784
    @deb9784 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "Being a child of God is our inheritance." So powerful! Giving ourselves grace-time to heal from the trauma!
    Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful story of redemption and the hope HE infused into your heart! HIS POWER to not only save but DELIVER!
    Isaiah 61:3
    To console those who mourn in Zion, To give them beauty for ashes, The oil of joy for mourning, The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; That they may be called trees of righteousness, The planting of the LORD, that HE may be glorified.”

  • @jules3135
    @jules3135 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Im a Raised Catholic. Adopted and Molested by family starting around the age 8 from what I can remember.
    Thank you for sharing your testimony.

  • @vanessascanlan940
    @vanessascanlan940 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow amazing testimony!!! Thank you for sharing and for being so courageous! 👏

  • @robertbarrasa1018
    @robertbarrasa1018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I shared it with my mom less than a year ago now I didn't want to tell her but she was talking about it it happened to my sister and I boarded it out and not only going through that we had just lost my grandma my grandpa luckily my dad is here he was gone for so long and I was 4 years old when he went to prison for 25 years and he's been home 6 years now but it's something that I needed to let out else I hit it because I was protecting my mom and you want her to feel like you know it was her fall and at the same time I was blaming her in my anger but I love my mom so much and now that my mom and dad know it's peace you know I don't have to hide nothing anymore God!

  • @jessicad8345
    @jessicad8345 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I relate to Elia so much down to our career paths and singing, I want to be her friend 😂 this was a blessing. Thank you

    • @Pastorsun
      @Pastorsun 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi Jessica

  • @wavidavi
    @wavidavi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this was such an awesome testimony.nThank you Elia for being so open and sharing your testimony. You've given me fuel and fire to keep on pushing and let God take control.

  • @miriamgonzalez5121
    @miriamgonzalez5121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    So impactful ❤️❤️
    Thank you for sharing your testimony

  • @evelynfrederick
    @evelynfrederick 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Wow. You can see the purity in her soul. God is so good. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @Pastorsun
      @Pastorsun 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi Evelyn

  • @jesseeharris6639
    @jesseeharris6639 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm sorry you went through that evil. It takes a lot of courage to share these things. Remember the struggle is good, it's fighting the good fight, so don't give up the struggle. Thanks very much your an inspiration, God bless beautiful 🙏❤️

  • @cleopetersen232
    @cleopetersen232 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I needed this message. I'm experiencing the same thing. Please help me pray. I need deliverance 🙏

  • @sakura1044
    @sakura1044 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The things that happened to her also happened to me...I am in awe.

  • @kyeronbanton2659
    @kyeronbanton2659 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Listening to this was so inspiring for me. I am going through a very trying time and I have to put my faith in God's plan for me as it pertains to my future! Thank You for the word and know that it has truly changed my life and helped me want to strengthen my relationship with God!

  • @bastje
    @bastje 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I struggle with addiction since puberty. Would love to experience this as well and be set free of wrong desires..

  • @amaliafelix6993
    @amaliafelix6993 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love this 🥰 praise the Lord for being patient with his children 🥺

  • @mrgonzales5683
    @mrgonzales5683 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I recently went to a new church. However, I had to leave early. The worship portion of the service was so loud and full of lights I couldn't pray!

  • @Jesus_Savess
    @Jesus_Savess 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful testimony, I just wanna say that I have been touched by this testimony from that young woman may God bless her, protect her and her family all days of their life. God is beautiful cause God works in a way that we would not expect, I love how God works with everyone differently but all with the same purpose. The Holy Spirit is amazing because he will work on you until you’re perfected that’s when you come to Christ.

  • @inherited4512
    @inherited4512 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you so much for sharing! I have so much in common with this testimony this is definitely from God! Thank you for your bravery and obedience!

  • @dianaespinoza7644
    @dianaespinoza7644 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I feel like guys were an idol in her life, I'm glad she is married but it still looks like she still struggles with that idol. God bless this young woman and her marriage and I pray that this marriage can glorify God. Also when you are in sin and then you get married the sexual demons always try to come back this time in taking the sexual drive AWAY. The devil always wants to destroy what God does so he wants us to have sex outside of marriage and not have sex in marrige.

  • @benmoore4529
    @benmoore4529 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Jesus Christ is the only way ♥️

  • @robertbarrasa1018
    @robertbarrasa1018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Embrace the good the bad you have to take it all even in the bad you still able to smile and put a smile on your face that's how you know you have God in your life we're not perfect God was without died for us so we don't have to be perfect but we must we must repent and forgive!

  • @sylvestermolumi123
    @sylvestermolumi123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Being a child of God is an inheritance. Thank you for sharing your testimony. 🙏🙏🙏

  • @georgedotse3340
    @georgedotse3340 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is healing to the world. All glory to God

  • @Wegothacked
    @Wegothacked 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’ve known many people like this I grew up in a religious church as well so many fornicators with ministries that ended up getting exposed…

  • @jamiewilding6979
    @jamiewilding6979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I've been a Christian a long time and have struggled with secret sin. It doesn't sound like you have the victory over this. It seems that you want to lead worship so you repent and then fall back into sin. That is a miserable way to live, I know I've done it. I would suggest that you lay down your role in worship and seek the Lord. Feed on the Word of God. There are little steps that lead to sin. What kind of movies and TV shows are you watching? If you feed the carnal nature it will win over the spiritual nature. God is gracious to forgive, but sin hardens our heart and we will quit seeking Him. Jesus said, "Whoever desires to come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his cross, and follow Me" Mark 8:34
    There is a place of freedom in Jesus that can be reached. Where you love and worship Him more than the sin.

  • @vanessagreene1791
    @vanessagreene1791 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    That the best thing about GOD ....He is so awesome
    He holds nothing over us and once we truly repent and asked forgiveness of Him ... He does forgive us
    God bless you for sharing
    I pray for healing,strength,forgiveness towards those that hurt you
    Continue to seek God and I hope you have the right people around you to help you on this journey getting closer to God😊

    • @Pastorsun
      @Pastorsun 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi Vanessa