Your insight into our relationship is intuitive. I was pulling away because of safety emotionally due to past traumas. I needed something more tangible, more real to confirm our feelings for one another.
I will not do social media anymore because of what happened in the past, all I have left is Tumblr. I know it's not your favorite. I miss you very much. Love you always. There is no one else. I've tried reaching out in the past. No response.
I have stoppen posting things. Since you intiated the silence it's up to you to restart the contact! I am ready and willing to reunite physical contact! 🌹
I know you love me. I can't quit thinking of you now I feel crazy. Brian, I'm so sorry for losing control at you. Forgive me I had to tell you forgive me. I would feel so bad if something happened to you or me. I need you to forgive me. I just couldn't let you go and not to say something to you my dear. You really do have my heart ❣️ the feeling I'm having is just like I can't let go. What are we going to do about our heart❣️ . We do have to learn to let go. I'm here not to far from you. I know it feels very far. I didn't lied to you about my age. You probably didn't listen to me. if the age makes the difference we can tryed very hard to let go. I'm not a middle age female I'm older I was when we met each other. I'm at a battle too. I do know what is best for you is let you go because of everyone. Even for me don't you remember I left telling you I need someone close my age to you. Don't you remember me telling you for your good and myself too. I can feel you that really scared me. Don't you think I don't care for you I always did. I always thought that I need to let you go for your good because of my age. You know I was tryed to let you go you know I did. I don't want you experienced what I might come my way because of my age. Your not ready for that in your life. You need to be happy Brian. They keep saying saying to what I'm experiencing with you the bad strengths me make me stronger. I don't want to go this in our life. You need to be with someone who loves you and you love her. My life is close to the end of my life. I do care what happens to you. You know that even those how angry I get. I can't never seen to forget you. I'm so sorry we can't let go. To live our life when it comes to your life. I just can't see us having a happy life here. I never can see it my dear peoples don't understand what we are going through. I can't asked them too. I feel like what did I got myself into. Where the world 🌍 don't understand us. I feel like I'm losing it with this relationship my dear.
I am not moving an inch toward them , they want teach me something they are already lack , you learn from me i didnt anything from you only you are not suitable
I don't have my whole life to waste because you can't leave all the women alone. I've been sick with allergies and you don'take me feel any better saying oh I love you.i can't live without you.save the crap for someone else.you just want what you can get off of a old woman.
I know it's just the way you can only do it right now. I know you. Have you justifiable reasons if I'm really still not feeling well, I'm just getting out of the hospital. I'm very weak. So let's just keep it short. I'm good. Everything looks good. My vitals and I'm now in bed two more days. Maybe three. Anyway, it is going around New York so I want to say I love you. Get back to work. Stay busy and keep praying for me. I love you. Till then I'll get a hold of you. I'll go on to Instagram and see if you're there in a little while. Okay. Love you!❤
I hope i wont have to see his narcacist nd devik face and aweful fake acting for the rest of my life. He just like a dog shit to me now so i will avoid to walk pass to each other. Really i couldny beleive a man like him coud do in the most traumatising me emotionally and sexually non stoo in the way even my last narcacist ex rapper still way behind his advance .
When you want to meet me honey ?i always here my love text to me and tell to me when do you want to meet me sweetheart! Yes I will see you and Talk with you!
Why do you wait and stay quiet when you desire. It is exhausting and unhealthy! No illusion or right moment you wait! You have a weak heart that can never win your fair lady and reach your goal of happiness. Now reach out to me in reality, so I can pull you up and run in God’s plan of our destiny. Be strong in Jesus Name and Decide! Don’t wait for the right time. NOW is the eleventh hour or miss the boat!
I already forgive you as with me now you have same level of trash, hurtful worth same with my HIV narcacist ex. I just work on my best get enough money to get out of this city and not causing any more hatefulness toward my still alive present in same citywitg u
Your insight into our relationship is intuitive. I was pulling away because of safety emotionally due to past traumas. I needed something more tangible, more real to confirm our feelings for one another.
I reached back outvto you only to realize you had matured and realized what we had was genuine.
And now we are reconciling and our relationship is moving up to the next level.
Yes, i never stopped loving you but felt you were hiding behind the comfort of online comms vs face to face time.
Have patience sometimes no words at all is all that os needed. It gave him the time he needed to resolve his issues which were holding us back.
Love goes two ways and need to be balanced. You haven’t invested in me as you should have. So yes a bitter sweet result.
The dwellers of the heart do not abandon their abode ❤❤❤
I don't do social media I only look in your TH-cam pages I love you and an eagerly awaiting your apology and conversations that we need too have xx
Why not? Let's meet--I'm ready to see you. Love you too!!
Bring It On Babe❣️🌅🌊❤️🔥
Am Ready to Listen, Am Ready to forgive,I accept an Apologise, God has being Faithful to us
Let's fight together, so we can take next step Babe...enjoy..❤❤
I will not do social media anymore because of what happened in the past, all I have left is Tumblr. I know it's not your favorite. I miss you very much. Love you always. There is no one else. I've tried reaching out in the past. No response.
I don’t mind meeting with my person but they have to give me a time , date and place
I am waiting for them to come back and talk to me I am ready for them to come back I miss you and I love you I never move on.
Im sorry i never meant to hurt you i just wanted you to catch up and realize how much you meant to me.
It could be easier you made choices live with it shifting blame will not help you , that lesson you haven't learned you and your associates
I have stoppen posting things. Since you intiated the silence it's up to you to restart the contact! I am ready and willing to reunite physical contact! 🌹
I know you love me. I can't quit thinking of you now I feel crazy. Brian, I'm so sorry for losing control at you. Forgive me I had to tell you forgive me. I would feel so bad if something happened to you or me. I need you to forgive me. I just couldn't let you go and not to say something to you my dear. You really do have my heart ❣️ the feeling I'm having is just like I can't let go. What are we going to do about our heart❣️ . We do have to learn to let go. I'm here not to far from you. I know it feels very far. I didn't lied to you about my age. You probably didn't listen to me. if the age makes the difference we can tryed very hard to let go. I'm not a middle age female I'm older I was when we met each other. I'm at a battle too. I do know what is best for you is let you go because of everyone. Even for me don't you remember I left telling you I need someone close my age to you. Don't you remember me telling you for your good and myself too. I can feel you that really scared me. Don't you think I don't care for you I always did. I always thought that I need to let you go for your good because of my age. You know I was tryed to let you go you know I did. I don't want you experienced what I might come my way because of my age. Your not ready for that in your life. You need to be happy Brian. They keep saying saying to what I'm experiencing with you the bad strengths me make me stronger. I don't want to go this in our life. You need to be with someone who loves you and you love her. My life is close to the end of my life. I do care what happens to you. You know that even those how angry I get. I can't never seen to forget you. I'm so sorry we can't let go. To live our life when it comes to your life. I just can't see us having a happy life here. I never can see it my dear peoples don't understand what we are going through. I can't asked them too. I feel like what did I got myself into. Where the world 🌍 don't understand us. I feel like I'm losing it with this relationship my dear.
By coming to see some one else at work.he don't want to make things right.he wants to stress me out until my health gets worse and I die
I am not moving an inch toward them , they want teach me something they are already lack , you learn from me i didnt anything from you only you are not suitable
Honey I love you so very much
You werent ready to take it to face to face yet i didnt know what to do so i stopped communicating waiting for you to reach out to me offering more.
I don't have my whole life to waste because you can't leave all the women alone. I've been sick with allergies and you don'take me feel any better saying oh I love you.i can't live without you.save the crap for someone else.you just want what you can get off of a old woman.
Bertrandrassell ?? 😊😊
I know it's just the way you can only do it right now. I know you. Have you justifiable reasons if I'm really still not feeling well, I'm just getting out of the hospital. I'm very weak. So let's just keep it short. I'm good. Everything looks good. My vitals and I'm now in bed two more days. Maybe three. Anyway, it is going around New York so I want to say I love you. Get back to work. Stay busy and keep praying for me. I love you. Till then I'll get a hold of you. I'll go on to Instagram and see if you're there in a little while. Okay. Love you!❤
No more silent
Im leaveing social media,because of all the lies
I try talking to you but now you're letting everyone else make your decision for you
Wann meet you .....❤
I hope i wont have to see his narcacist nd devik face and aweful fake acting for the rest of my life. He just like a dog shit to me now so i will avoid to walk pass to each other. Really i couldny beleive a man like him coud do in the most traumatising me emotionally and sexually non stoo in the way even my last narcacist ex rapper still way behind his advance .
When you want to meet me honey ?i always here my love text to me and tell to me when do you want to meet me sweetheart! Yes I will see you and Talk with you!
❤
Why do you wait and stay quiet when you desire. It is exhausting and unhealthy! No illusion or right moment you wait! You have a weak heart that can never win your fair lady and reach your goal of happiness. Now reach out to me in reality, so I can pull you up and run in God’s plan of our destiny. Be strong in Jesus Name and Decide! Don’t wait for the right time. NOW is the eleventh hour or miss the boat!
Yeah you come talk to me or I'm calling g u out on it
Hurry up
I already forgive you as with me now you have same level of trash, hurtful worth same with my HIV narcacist ex. I just work on my best get enough money to get out of this city and not causing any more hatefulness toward my still alive present in same citywitg u
Hh