Reading all these comments makes me realize I'm not alone. I'm not the only one who feels like this. I knew that from the start, but I didnt know all of u were this close.
I'm sick of crying myself to sleep every night. I'm tired of my boyfriend not putting in effort. I'm tired of hearing the words I love you when they have no actions tied to them. I'm tired of being the only one who cares. I'm tired of not feeling loved even though I love him so much. I can't even cry anymore
This was me 100%. then I had to cry for a different reason because he broke up with me. he lost feelings while still constantly telling me he loves me. it sucks, and hurts so bad. I wish I could say im better but even after all these months I still cry every night. I wish I could give you some encouragement but im just the therapy friend who can't even fake a smile anymore. I wish I could help you, but to be honest I can't help myself. the only thing I can do is wish for happiness. it will come, for the both of us. I love you.
@@rebeccawilliams1739 It really sucks doesn't it (my bf just broke up w/ me over text). Everything they ever said or did starts to feel like a lie. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that, you deserve better. Life is full of suffering, but deep down I know it will get better, it really will, though it's so impossibly hard now. Thank you, it's so reassuring to know you're not alone. I'll keep you in my prayers
I remember when my ex and I were still together, and he was pulling this too. it's gonna hurt, but leave. It's abusive and you're hurting yourself even more by giving your all out to him and he's not giving even 25%.
I’ve been in that position where I cared so much about people that it would hurt and it messes up my mental health so much and now I’m on top of my life and trust me!! Everything gets better
Imagine crying for 30 minutes straight, reading over the texts, knowing that nothing will ever be the same, and your life is just falling apart one problem with another, and that one person you keep thinking about, is not thinking about you, and you try to help everyone with their problems but no one will ever care for you unless you say something, and your bestfriend since 1st grade lies just to not talk to you. So now you feel alone and stupid. To everyone your the happy girl, the “funny friend”, the only one single. Yeah. Fucking mint.
it's hard to be seen as the "joke of the group" since your always laughing and talking, smiling. shit hurts and we have feelings too. people are so inconsiderate and think of only themselves, wanting to be what they're not. i'm sorry.
I feel the same. I'm always smiling and always joking and always playing it off but I feel so fucking empty. I got my heart broken for the second time this year, on March 20th, 2020. It was the first day we had to do this stupid covid lockdown schoolwork in my state and I'm honestly happy about being at home. It makes me sad and makes me want to die that much more but I'm glad I'm not looking at him every day. It doesn't make it hurt any less though.
i miss him. i shouldn't miss him, but i do. i miss his laugh, i miss his smile, i miss his jokes. i thought it would last longer. maybe not forever, but i thought that i would have more time. he broke me, he told me he never loved me. and i was walking around blindly, living a lie. i hope he's happy. i know he's moved on. but i just fall back into the same loop. i can't get rid of these feelings that i've tried so hard to numb. the whole world is moving so quickly and i feel so behind, i know i should just forget. but i can't. and it's so hard. my mom says i'm fine. she says that there's nothing wrong with me. i really hope so. i miss what we had.
i relate to you so much,,,it’s been two years since then and he’s already dating someone else (for like a year now). but it definitely gets better with time! i love you, ya beautiful stranger ^w^
"When I Was Older" by Billie Eilish, but you're at the bottom of the ocean, and you're coming to the realization that you've turned into a person you don't want to be
she’s my best friend. i moved away three years ago. we’re still best friends. i’m tired of crying over her knowing that she’s not crying over me. but i understand. i left everything i every knew. she didn’t. i’m tired of crying because i know that i won’t be with her when she graduates. i know i won’t be there when she’s at her lowest. but i love her. and it hurts that i can’t show it as much as i want to.
it’s been months since i’ve had a good cry. i might shed a tear here and there but i haven’t truly let out my emotions. i used to be able to let out my emotions by crying but now i feel nothing, i feel numb. i hate to admit it but being in quarantine is making it worse. i can’t stand being alone with my thoughts. i used to be able to keep myself distracted but now since there is nothing to do, my mind cant help but go to those dark places. my mom is making things worse. it’s hard to explain but she just is. my sleep schedule is so messed up. i can’t fall asleep at night even when i’m exhausted. i sleep into around 2 because my mom yells at me but i don’t care anymore. i can’t get out of bed. my diet is so messed up. i haven’t eaten a real meal in like a week. i’m very unmotivated everyday. when i try to do a task, i can never finish it. i don’t now how much longer i can take it.
Hello stranger. You feel very familiar because that's exactly how I'm doing in the past time. Hang in there and lets hope the better times will come to us eventually
hey, hope you're doing okay. i've been struggling too, and I don't mean to undermine your struggles or anything. just hope you keep trying, just keep swimming. sometimes the fact that you tried is all that counts; it's all that matters. try doing something that made you happy a long time ago that you haven't reconnected with, in a while. i hope you do better
to anybody that can relate: i used to be just like you. i was in love with this one boy who made my heart soar, made everyday worth living through. it was the first time i can genuinely say that i was in love with someone. i couldn’t figure it out until i learned that he was in love with a friend of mine. i was in denial for a while; it couldn’t be her. but when you find out something like that, you observe more than you ever thought you could. the lingering stare, the soft smile, the light blush. it was 5 am, freezing cold, and i was buzzed off of my dad’s beer on the porch. looking up at the moon, i realized i was in love with him. nothing had ever hurt so bad. id cry everyday for weeks on end, id stay in my room whenever possible. i couldn’t escape him. no matter how many times id ignore him, not talk to him or my friend, he just kept coming back. i hated him. i hated her. her for not loving him back, for not treating him well, for making him hurt. it was all too much for me to bear. i cared so much about him, but he frankly didn’t seem to give a shit about me. but i didn’t care, as long as he was still there i was fine. it was killing me inside. i was SO frustrated; why can’t i get over him ? why can’t i forget about him ? i hated that i cried so much about him, wasted so much time on him. but i was so in love. i just.. couldn’t let it go. it’s been months since i felt like that. i told him; he was understanding. it gave me clarity. it took a lot of time to fully get over it. to forget his dimples smile, to not think about his laugh, to realize i didn’t deserve to be treated that badly. it took time, but it is over. i know how hard it is to even think it will end, but i promise you; this feeling fades. it ends, and the sun will rise again. it’s hard, i know. the circumstances may be out of your control, they may be. whatever you choose to do is your decision. but please know; you deserve love. maybe it’s not them. you deserve respect, and YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH. please never think otherwise. i know this was long and i don’t know if anyone will actually read this, but if it helps any one of you, the pain i went through is worth it. you’re not alone in this world i promise it on everything i have
one day you will meet someone who gives you the true definition of two sided love, one day you will be happy and it may not be soon but it will never be too late. it will come to you one day i promise you
Gryff Boi yeah we could all go on a fabulous wonderful trip to find our way back, everybody helping each other. We won’t let anybody behind this time, it’s over, death won’t have anything anymore, all this is OVER
my brother commited suicide lastnight, he was 16 and my best friend. and him and i used to sing this so much we would just make it a habit after we said i love you to eachother to start singing the rest. i wish i could make this story up, and i wish this wasnt true, and i wish i was making this for likes.💔
hey i know its been a while, how are you doing? i hope everything is better, u deserve it. im sure your best friend is resting well! please reach out when u can
x panrose awww b. it’ll get better soon. i promise. i did this too. it lasted for 2 months. it was so painful. and sometimes it came out of nowhere. but it got better. and i promise you it will for you as well❤️
I remember when I went to the club , it had been 6 months after a break up that destroyed me . I still loved him. That's when I saw him - across the room. With another girl. Suddenly all the memories , feelings and pain came right back to me . Seeing him with another girl made me realise that I was not over him like I thought I was. I went into the bathroom and cried for what was atleast 2 hours. Literally just crying my eyes out in the bathroom stall and didn't come out. Then I booked a taxi home at about 4am and didn't leave my house for a month . Fyi - I'm still in love with him. This hurts so much . I just don't know what to do. Everything reminds me of him and no matter what I do , I can't get over him.
This happened to me but at the gym. I thought I was happy after not seeing him... then it felt like the very moment we broke up, all the I love you s came back, all the kisses, but it’s funny to think it never meant nothing to him yet I still can’t get over him.
I had this friend. I felt like I could tell him anything. We laughed together so much, and he made me so happy. He never knew, and still doesnt know that I have the biggest crush on him. We stopped talking and, I see him around school and I just wanna cry. I dont want to but I love him and I cant get him out of my head. I know I'll never find another guy like him, but hes totally out of my league anyways.
talk to him. I'm going through something similar... And for some reason I think he's ghosting me... We go to the same class and he talks a lot to my best friend but whenever it comes to me... He barely says “hi”. But, I'm going to try talking to him a lot more myself. If I do it, promise me you'll give it your best too. :)
Seriously what esme said. Just talk to the man. The worst thing that can happen is a no but not trying at all is infinitely worse than a rejection. You miss 100 percent of the shots you don't take. Life lesson right there.
i felt that man 😔 but my friends would say i'm wayyy out of his league :( it's hard being friends w friends that judge being way too easily. they aren't toxic, they're the most supportive people ever, but they don't see beneath the surface of people and judge way too fast.
*The Night We Met by Lord Huron but you’re in the bathroom crying over your ex* *Dancing On My Own by Calum Scott plays as you run out of the school disco and get hit by a car after seeing your crush and your best friend dancing together* sorry that one was kinda deep but idk i feel like the ambulance sounds and maybe rain and stuff would be kinda nice w that* and also this is beautiful, this video had me sad in different ways
The timing of this popping up in my recommendations is... strange. A small vent, since nobody will see. My girlfriend called a break almost a month ago saying she was dealing with family issues. I was fine with that and was okay with it. But... just a few days ago she began to talk to me about... her crushes on these two guys... ...It... hurts... a lot... and sometimes I even wonder... was I not good enough to be kept in her heart? Did I not do this right? Did she ever really... like me? And to be honest? I already knew about one of the crushes long before she even told me... but I tried not to think of it... It just feels so silly now, to believe all those little times on how we wold say we were going to marry each other, live together happily, all that little cutesy stuff. I forgot the harsh reality and got too attached to a fantasy and ended up tearing my own heart apart in the process. And yes, I acknowledged the reality and was always... weary about if she really liked me but... in the end, it wasn’t enough to keep me from breaking... and I hate that I wasn’t really prepared... She was my happiness... She made me happy when I didn’t want to be. And... I lost her when I felt sad the most. Lately I’ve been feeling down... a lot of things, life, over worry, stress, so much... and... I haven’t been... okay? No, I’m not depressed. At least I don’t think I am... everyone... the people I talk to about how I feel... makes it SEEM like I am... but I’m not. I just overthink myself to the point that... I want to turn my head off. Everyone gets like that, right...? ...Anyway... it’s hard... extremely hard... it’s like... she doesn’t even have to do anything and I just love her even more and it irritates me so much... I just wish... that I could forget how I loved her... how much she made me happy... how much she means to me... how she was my everything. Love is complicated and it hurts a lot... but it’ll get better over time, right? I hope it does... life will get better over time. Everything will get better with progress... I just have to keep having hope... Anyway, that was my small... vent. Sorry to bother anyone ^ - ^
I don´t usually read a lot of comments on videos like these, I just like to let the video itself take me away to other times, but I just couldn't with this exact comment. Almost exactly a year ago I faced a strangely similar situation: She wanted some time because family, I said yes, month later she talked about a crush on a friend of mine... thing is a year later they're together... and even though I made my peace it still hurts from time to time... I like to make it seem like it doesn't, as far as my friends and family are concerned I forgot completely about her, and I kinda did, but on some times you just get sent back to "the good ol' days" and there's nothing you can really do about it... but it does get better, people will understand your feelings and help you take the pain away, even when you feel like it will never stop... it gets better.
Feel ya man . It hurts so much to be so deeply connected with someone and end up being strangers. It does get better... with time we will heal. In the end of the day we lived something beautiful at some point and thats what matters. But in order to heal you gotta feel the pain ,let the tears flow ,mourn. But also go out with your friends have fun ,laugh, you can enjoy your life and be happy and complete on your own ,i know easier said than done >.
I just want to make sure you know you are not a bother. You are not a weight. You are not irritation. You are you, we all are. You are useful and a beautiful creature. You are where you are for a reason. You are strong and capable. You can get through anything. No matter who or what is involved. Yes, it might hurt. Yes, it might seem like 20 steps back. But you, you can do it. You’ve always been able to. This heartache won’t last long. This pain won’t paralyze you. You can do it. I know you can.
This entire set of comments is beautiful, and made me cry. I push a lot of people away so I don't really have a story like that (probably because I haven't given myself the chance) but I can emphasize, because there are some people I used to be friends with that practically abandoned me when other people came into their lives. It wasn't on purpose (and I don't think that catching feelings for someone when you're in a bad place should be considered purposeful either) But it still hurts and mourning is healthy.
It’s hard having to let go of someone you’re in love with when you know they don’t feel the same anymore, but made you believe that at some point they did. Having only SOME of someone you wanted ALL of is a horrible feeling. Letting them go when you don’t want to but NEED to is even worse.
I'm deeply in love with someone. They know it, and they use my feelings in a manipulative way to get things he knows I don't want to give him. I don't understand why I'm attracted to him, and even attached, he's my best friend, but a horrible person. He uses me all the time and annoys me all the time for his own entertainment. We absolutely hate each other while we both love each other, well I love him he just likes me to be around. I make him sound like a terrible person but he really isn't as bad... Yet I think he's the worst person I've ever met though it's weird because he's the first person I've probably ever fell in love with in years. Yet he still doesn't understand how much I do love him. This is a vent, because this situation has left me broken and upset doing nothing but moping, cutting, crying and just being in pain. Hopefully someday I'll tell him these exact words and make sure he actually understands, but until then this will be here for people who have experienced the same.
Thank you guys so much! I'm completely over him and he understands how upset I was. Hopefully we'll work things out.. He still tries to manipulate me though..
My English teacher: *HaVE u ReaD?* Me:Yes Ma’am My English teacher:*WHaT HaVe U ReAD HuH?* Me: sad paragraphs about others peoples lives on TH-cam My English teacher: *VisIble confusion *
Amari R. Thank you so much, I needed that too LO I’m glad I could help you, if you need to vent here you can! I’m happy to help with any situation! (Same goes for anyone else who is going through a hard time or just wants to talk honestly
Dialogue for the soul "Did you know?" "Hmm?" "I thought you were the most beautiful person on this God forsaken planet." ".. Do you still?" ".. I don't know." ".... Why?" "Because I'm so tired of crying over you. I'm so tired of forgiving you for something you should be ashamed of. I'm so tired of seeing you smile while I cry when you leave." .... "I love you. I always have." "I know." "Then why did you do it?" .... "Do you still love me?" "... Do you still want to be loved?" .... "I'm tired of you." "And you think I'm not tired of myself?" .... "Why are you crying?" "Because I can see love in their eyes and it's not for me." .... "Do you want to leave?" "Do you want me to?"
Put your head on my shoulder by Paul Anka cover by Alaina Castillo but your going through your old messages with that person while it's 2:14AM, crying and it's storming outside
@@rowanedwards4925 Yes, I have done this a few times. I like to see how happy I was with that person and how cold and heartless I am now without that person. And thank you 😌💗✨
-Virchonity I feel you. I understand how it feels. I have 3 ex best friends. And they all ended badly. In each of them it was partly my fault, and partly theirs. And I’m the one who ended 2 of em.
-Virchonity and I just couldn’t help but daydream about the good memories we shared, and how beautiful the friendships were. And scroll through the old messages we had. I deleted all communication with one of em. I liked this one girl. And she was totally cool and understanding that I’m bisexual. And I kept on hinting at who I liked because she was really interested. But it was her who I liked. So I told her. Worst mistake of my life. And then things just got awkward. And didn’t get fixed properly. The other friendship ended mostly because of my selfishness, and expectations that were too much for her. Because of her personality, and anxiety. She always wanted to take breaks from me and her friends. And I just couldn’t deal with that. So I ended it The last one is extremely complicated. We were dating in a way. Then he moved. And I just was in a really tough time (this was the time I lost the 2nd friend). And I felt like he didn’t care for me. So I would constantly disappear and reappear for a couple. And so would he for months. Then we just never talked again.
I'm not in love or anything, but this song really reminds me of a friend who commited suicide earlier this year. This song played in my head over and over during her funeral. This makes me miss her even more. Edit: thanks for the support. I'm doing better. Not 100% recovered, but I'm alright
hey, if you’re lonely, i’m here for you. i love you. please don’t cry anymore, because you are a good person, beautiful inside and out, i promise everything is going to be okay if you need help you can write me dear
love can be different, you will find your man sooner or later, bt i’m just a man who wants to support you. i love you for coping with life’s difficulties, your patience. yep, it’s love too, but you can disagree with me or consider it nonsense (sorry for my english, hope you can understand me)
Regina's World oh, it’s sounds bad. i can understand you. hope you will be happy. try to let him go, you can find a person with whom will feel comfortable. don’t worry, i’m with you💛
When love isn’t reciprocated, it is the worst feeling a person could experience. I use to be every one in the comments too. All my years in high school, my heart belonged to another person. I chased him, reaching my arm to ask for his... but he never gave me them. We dated for 3 months in sophomore year and he was my first with everything. It was until he told me.. that I just loved him because I loved the idea of having a boyfriend. On that day, I was numb. But, I remember the many nights listening to this type of music, crying until I couldn’t feel those cold tears. My throat dry, my eyes swollen, and my heart feeling empty. My chest feeling pain..it was my first heartbreak. The tears felt like they were piercing me every time I thought of him. The worst thing was that he was in my group of friends, so I still saw him every day. I loved him, he was the first guy to treat me right. He would often fool me by flirting with me as we walk home together. Teasing me by using his height or picking me up and making me laugh uncontrollably... I couldn’t resist him. As we grew up and went to college, it was then, he realized his faults. He finally asked me to become his girlfriend. After those restless nights and nightly car rides, it was all worth it. I am now unbelievably happy with him.
I am somewhat going through the same thing right now. My boyfriend I was dating for 10 month broke up with me and within a few weeks moved on and now he “loves” another girl (who used to be my friend) I’m really happy for you and that everything worked out in your favor. I hope you’re both really happy together ❤️
my dad wasn't around most of my life and lashes out at me and my mom, so I understand...but it's okay, you are strong and beautiful, and you are your own person and this is your life ❤️ even if family doesn't see your worth, you have it and should be with the people who see it ❤️❤️ (message from someone who also has a bunch of family issues) stay strong 😊
I’m tired of crying over this girl that I met a couple years ago. I loved her so much, I still do, and I miss her. She’s amazing. She’s incredible. I’m really gay for her. But one day I just.. I feel like she lost interest somehow, even though I’d been talking to her. Made me feel like it was something I did wrong. She left me for months, didn’t say anything. Then told me she didn’t like me anymore. It hurt so much. I cried every night for weeks and sometimes I still do cry. It’s really hard to recover because I just thought she was the girl for me. We still talk sometimes but seeing her name in my discord makes my heart ache and my chest tighten. Whenever I saw I got a message from her I smiled but now I just feel dread. I’m scarred. I can’t look at her the same way. I love her so much. It hurts and I’m just leaving her alone, only having pleasant chats sometimes. She lives so far away anyway, it’s stupid that I fell so far in love for her. She literally made my life happier. I thought that I was going to finally have purpose, and that purpose was to meet up one day and just... kiss her, I don’t know. I feel so dumb talking about this, thinking about the happy memories we had together makes me smile but then I come back to reality. If you’re dealing with rejection, please don’t shut yourself away and cry like I did. Talk to someone, stay open, and recover. You can do it. I’ll miss you Lola.
I've gone through the same thing too even if it's been almost 2 years I still cry and feel like I was worthless and felt like I gave my love to someone that didn't want it and just wasted it
I have a crush on a guy I feel so happy around him His smile is so wide and amazing His personality is one of a kind He knows how to always brighten up the place His life is sad. His parents are separated, he does everything by himself. Hes so brave to overcome the anxiety and sadness I like him I love him. I dream about him, Its gotten so bad for me that everyone is trying to seperate me from him at all costs. I cant stop. I dream about marrying him. I get jealous when he even looks at a girl. Hes my drug. I cant stop my heart from loving the wrong guy. He feels so right. My mind, But he doesn’t love me back.
What if I tell you a joke and you laugh. And then I tell the joke again and you don’t laugh as much And then I say the joke again and you don’t laugh. You don’t laugh at the same jokes over again So why do you keep crying over the same people over and over again?
when the party’s over by Billie Eilish but you’re crying outside a party waiting to get picked up or ilomilo by Billie Eilish but you’re looking for your lover
he's my best friend. he knows me inside out, and i feel like i can tell him anything. we both know that we have feelings for each other, it's just that things are very complicated right now, and he said that it is best for us both to move on. i've been liking him for 2 years now, and i've tried everything to stop. nothing works. i still want him in my life as a friend, yet i just can't deal with the pain that comes with it. i feel lost and trapped by my own emotions. he's the one i wanna be with, and it just sucks that despite the feelings mutually being there, things won't work out:/
same. I have a document on my computer I have to sneak at night because I can't talk to anyone. I listen to sad music and cry about everyone slowly leaving me.
MCRpancake / me too. i cry and cry over someone who _doesnt exist_ . why? why did i have to fall for someone who i cant touch? to talk to? to feel? why? i hate it. i hate it so much.
"You should go." "Please just listen to me-" I cut them off again, my eyes ached it see like I had been crying for days. "Go." My voice hoarse from all the yelling, from all the arguing. "I know I messed up, but please I'm sor-" "sorry.." I finished for them. "It seems like you're sorry alot these days." I smiled, looking them in their eyes. "I should hate you." They tensed, I could tell they were holding their breath. "But I don't, it would hurt me too much to do so." They relaxed. I chuckled softly as they held out their hand as if reaching for you. I shook my head and distanced myself from them. "Go. and..-" i paused as my voice broke. "Don't come back...." it felt like knives being twisted into my chest but I knew this had to happen. "I'm sorry.." they whispered as the turned around and began to walk away. "I know.." I spoke softly, the rain drowning out the words into the night.
Wow this literally made me cry so much at 2am because this is literally the last words my best friend said to me before the last hug . It’s been a year and it still hurts. Knowing that nothing will ever compare to that bond we both shared for one another. So if you are reading this: please express yourself and show them that you care. Be careful of the words you say and actions you do. I know it’s to late for me but you still have a chance to make anything better. Don’t give up the beautiful bonds you build with others.
this is actually a mood and im happy i found this. i dont cry to sad songs anymore because im just getting sick of feeling upset. its been over the same person for a while now
"mom, he broke my heart into a million pieces to the point i'm so tired of crying over him, but the tears still won't stop" "shh everything will be alright, i promise, sweetie" "what was wrong with me, mom? my face? my body? my personality? why did he break up with me?! he just ended it as if i was someone so... insignificant" *"honey, you know, you can be the whole package and still end up at the wrong address. when this happens, the receiver will mishandle you because first, they don't know what to do with you and second, they weren't meant to have you in the first place."*
it hurts when you know you should move on, but you can’t. there’s too many memories to let go of and you’ve never met anyone like them. you always think of them no matter what and you know they probably forgot you existed by now
these videos mean so much to me, thank you. i am not diagnosed since my parents don't want to do anything about it, but i suspect i suffer from severe anxiety and depression. While crying or panicking i listen to some of your edits of songs and it helps a lot. I may just be one out of billions, but i really appreciate this.
Person who left me not so long ago really liked billie and now it's kinda painful for me to listen to her Tho i love the edit, it's awesome as every other video on your channel
stigma subs ;; I’ve never seen a comment so relatable😔 That stuff hurts when that person you love leaves and your best friend comes in and takes them and your love for them. You just got to move on with the people that hurt you and focus on yourself and that helps you to become happy again🥺
Kinda gonna vent... So a guy I rlly liked actually liked me back and we dated for about 4 months. His parents were abusive and he attempted suicide. I was so worried for him. He ended up being ok and just needed to recover but after that it was hard to talk to him and we stopped talking for a while. He broke up with me and I was honestly devastated. I still loved him... Anyways 3 months later he texted me again and that rlly fucked me up tbh. I responded and he is still so sweet but he said there is another girl who likes him but he doesn't rlly like her back. I talked to him that night and the next day I said hi but he hasn't responded and it's been a while. I don't know what to do I still love him and miss him a lot but I can't rlly do anything...
I'm sorry, I tried to click show more but instead it hit the thumbs down button. I don't mean it at all. And Im so sorry about that. I can kinda relate
if u love him, go out of ur way to show him that- that attention and affection he possibly needs. but don't blindly chase after him if he isn't reciprocating those same emotions to you and showing/ giving u that mutual attention and love that u do him. pls acknowledge your worth and your potential- you can do just what you imagine if u don't hold back and stop contradicting your ability to find happiness. tell him to let you know when he's made up his mind- whether its on you (or whomever he decides) or not bc you can't go on like this. you must tell him this- no matter HOW sweet he is- in order to move on (maybe not over him) but to yourself and give yourself more time of the day like u so deserve, and less to those around you who possibly have no interest in pertaining to your life and cant make up their minds. i hope this helped x please contact me if u need anything and pls at least have taken one thing away from this advice even if it was not wanted. :)
It’s crazy I’m going through the same situation. The best you can do is respect yourself. Things like this can destroy you if you don’t pay attention to what’s best for you♥️
I’ve liked a boy for 5 years, and he’s my best friend. I’m so deeply in love with him but even as friends he is so distant. It hurts to watch him suffer, and I find myself constantly taking my anger out on him without meaning to. This song helps. A little.
Hello random person scrolling through! Life can get pretty tough sometimes. Sometimes you think it’ll never end. But I can promise you with every fiber in my body that it will be okay. It might not get much better, but it will be okay. Now go drink water you beautiful human.
I'm in love with him, hopelessly in love with him. And he won't tell me how he feels, just changes the subject quickly when I ask. But he's my soulmate, I just, he's the only person I've ever wanted to grow old with, ever seen a future with. Even if he likes me, he won't date me because his family is strict and he doesn't want to disappoint them.
ik you may say that he is your soulmate but (and pls hear me out on this) if he were then wouldn't u feel that same energy from him? now, im not saying that he doesn't feel mutual towards you- who knows, maybe he is just running away from his feelings or avoiding the subject in respect for his family. don't make the boy choose between either you or his family, BUT you must ask him (sit him down and seriously chat with him ab how u feel) how he feels ab you and if he wants the same thing you do- however maybe don't rush into telling him that you want to grow old with him and have a future with him bc if he is not ready for that, then you might be throwing this at him much too soon and possibly scare him away (especially if he is a young boy and you're both young and he has not told you that he plans to marry anytime soon)- however if you are both grown and at the mature age, and he is running away at this idea, then i'd suggest maybe not pushing the idea on him too much anymore but don't give up something you want that u have a right too just bc he may be too scared to do so w you. although, from what you say, i have reason to believe that he is a young boy and u are young as well. all i can say...is just give it time- he'll talk to you eventually ab it. don't hopelessly wait for him though. go on as u would and if he has any interest in you, he'll come to u. if not, pls don't feel discouraged or upset w him, his family, or urself. you have the right to have a soulmate, as does everyone, but maybe you're jumping the broom a little too quick and he is not that. i don't want to invalidate your feelings or tell you that you're wrong but maybe just take it slow bc there are plenty more guys other than him (and i understand that, to you, he may seem like the only one) but pls just give it all time, talk it out, and take some time to yourself to maybe think over everything and just enjoy some time to yourself overall! hope this helps!! gl
It's not true Tell me I've been lied to Crying isn't like you Oh-oh-oh What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Oh-oh-oh Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Oh-oh-oh Up all night on another red eye I wish we never learned to fly I-I-I Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie I didn't mean to make you cry I-I-I Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Oh-oh-oh The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dying We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothing you could do or say I can't escape the way, I love you I don't want to, but I love you Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
I love you guys.
l0user we love you boo 💙💙💙💙😍😍😍😍😍😘😘😘😘😘😘
we love you too
We love you
We really love u too
l0user I LOVE YOU DOG ;-; I’m sry it reminded me of da dog vine ;-;
Love u too!
I did not need my feelings to be harassed like this.
@ZTiesto the information sheet did not say this would cause intense emotions. I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR SUCH A FEELS TRIP😭😭😭😭
ikr
Ok but I love ur profile picture plz send it to me lolz
Yeah same...
i clicked on this and immediately said out loud “oh this is gonna hurt”
It do be like that. 👊🏻😔
Woah me too.
me too
It be like that sometimes 👉👈😔
Same, I said "I'm gonna cry" and now i'm here sobbing
billie eilish - listen before i go but you're on the titanic and it's sinking
Omg yessss
Yes please
Yesss
they’ve already done listen before i go
oh yes
I feel like I’m slowly turning numb, like I’m on the verge of tears with a straight face.
yeah me too... i cant cry anymore
Phoebe Sparey thank you. i appreciate it.💕
its okay, even if you turn numb, there is still a chance for you to get better
same
This is stupid, I cry with a straight face normally, dont act like it's different, it's not, I rarely cry with a reaction
Lmao youtube is not even trying to hide they're spying anymore , literally got dumped a few hours ago and this gets recommended
I got dumped today after being ghosted for like 2 weeks. Got on yt to distract myself and idk, the timing of this vid popping up tho 👌🏼
Ur 100th like :))
@@amys4008 thank you ?
@@fatumaliquid6919 np :))
@@fatumaliquid6919
Sorry to hear that, keep your head high, though... we don't want you to drop your crown, yk
“Bury a friend” but you’re getting buried alive
bro- that’s lowkey scary
imma have nightmares about this forever THANKS A LOT 😂
Valid
Sophia the Phoenix NO HAHAHAHA
When I get buried alive, If “bury a friend” isn’t being played, I’m suing
I love this so much.
Creep by Radiohead but it’s 2 am on a cliff side by the ocean and you’re missing out on a party.
Yessssssssss
o my god yes
again, i will second this until it’s reality 🥺
Isnt..
This a bit personal lol
YESSSSS
Reading all these comments makes me realize I'm not alone. I'm not the only one who feels like this. I knew that from the start, but I didnt know all of u were this close.
mia ufk is that kaede-chan? :3
@@aiea8673 😁
I love you
Yes ur not alone we are all together suffering ily Kay stay home stay safe 🥺💜💜💜💗💗💗
Were all here for you dude
"Get better together" as my friend might have put it, though... shes kinda why im here
I need my whole playlist with this rain sound in the background
same
Ikr
666th like
@@Gustavoenderdragon you scared me !!
@@dorothea9252 **boo**
I love you by Billie Eilish but you survived the car crash and they didn't
Sammy Sue
:((((
💔
Sammy Sue omg are you ok
@@whatanexpensivefate2112 yeah I'm fine!
Fuck
this hits different when he doesn’t know you exist
Facts. Never related so much to something....
and this is why im here
Yep fr tho
It hits diferent when you’re crying over who used to be
*kpop fans have entered the chat
The soft noises of the rain ar always kinda comfortable
these titles are always so specific yet i relate to all of them
major oof bro no lie I read tittes 😂
Ashley Amateco ME TOO
ina hahaha
@@trashxy1735 Ahh I did too
My tears can’t even come out anymore..
Nicole Chen me too.
costco freezer I cried so much my eyes physically hurt
crybby Azza i’m sorry. i was there once. but i have no tears left to cry anymore.
Same I tried so hard to cry but it’s like the pain is there but my tears won’t flow ..
yeah same here
I'm sick of crying myself to sleep every night. I'm tired of my boyfriend not putting in effort. I'm tired of hearing the words I love you when they have no actions tied to them. I'm tired of being the only one who cares. I'm tired of not feeling loved even though I love him so much. I can't even cry anymore
Hey, how are you doing now? Are things better?
This was me 100%. then I had to cry for a different reason because he broke up with me. he lost feelings while still constantly telling me he loves me. it sucks, and hurts so bad. I wish I could say im better but even after all these months I still cry every night. I wish I could give you some encouragement but im just the therapy friend who can't even fake a smile anymore. I wish I could help you, but to be honest I can't help myself. the only thing I can do is wish for happiness. it will come, for the both of us. I love you.
@@rebeccawilliams1739 It really sucks doesn't it (my bf just broke up w/ me over text). Everything they ever said or did starts to feel like a lie. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that, you deserve better. Life is full of suffering, but deep down I know it will get better, it really will, though it's so impossibly hard now. Thank you, it's so reassuring to know you're not alone. I'll keep you in my prayers
I remember when my ex and I were still together, and he was pulling this too. it's gonna hurt, but leave. It's abusive and you're hurting yourself even more by giving your all out to him and he's not giving even 25%.
thats me but with my best friend
Love of my life by queen but the love of your life just died in your arms (edit: I watched it chapter 2 and this is even more depressing now)
I'm so BoReD omg yes
YES PLEASE
I'm so BoReD this is a concept
I'm so BoReD yo
We need this
Honestly I am tired of crying over the same person, I needed this rn
same here wanna talk
Anime Shipper omg, you okay? Do you need to talk
Thanks for caring friends I’m good tho, are you guys okay?
I think people need to be asked that more
I’ve been in that position where I cared so much about people that it would hurt and it messes up my mental health so much and now I’m on top of my life and trust me!! Everything gets better
Yeah but this is making me wanna cry about that same person,fuck him honestly.. what an asshole..
Funky town but you're running away from Shrek
Alexis BAHHAHA I LAUGHED WAY TOO HARD AT THIS
I’m laughing so hard , oh god I started choking 😂🖐
*s t o p* 🤣
YESOMFG
Reading all these sad comments and seeing this made me giggle
Imagine crying for 30 minutes straight, reading over the texts, knowing that nothing will ever be the same, and your life is just falling apart one problem with another, and that one person you keep thinking about, is not thinking about you, and you try to help everyone with their problems but no one will ever care for you unless you say something, and your bestfriend since 1st grade lies just to not talk to you. So now you feel alone and stupid. To everyone your the happy girl, the “funny friend”, the only one single. Yeah. Fucking mint.
it's hard to be seen as the "joke of the group" since your always laughing and talking, smiling. shit hurts and we have feelings too. people are so inconsiderate and think of only themselves, wanting to be what they're not. i'm sorry.
I felt this..since m goin through the same..
you. absolutely. described. my. life.
I really felt this...
I feel the same. I'm always smiling and always joking and always playing it off but I feel so fucking empty. I got my heart broken for the second time this year, on March 20th, 2020. It was the first day we had to do this stupid covid lockdown schoolwork in my state and I'm honestly happy about being at home. It makes me sad and makes me want to die that much more but I'm glad I'm not looking at him every day. It doesn't make it hurt any less though.
Good old fashion lover boy, but you're heart is racing because you're about to ask out your crush.
I love that sooooo much
YES PLEASE
I love that song
YESSS
yes omg i love these queen ideas
Listen before I go but you're on top of a building, listening to the noises of the city one last time
ur dad yo I need that...
ur dad
Best idea ever
@@aliensubs__ thank u💕
the song already contains that vibe and effects tho
That is exactly what i think about every time i listen to it
Me- I’m going to stop worrying about depression, stress anxiety and boy-
TH-cam- no no no
No no no
I don’t think so
This is like: I love you by billie eilish but she's in a concert few blocks away from your house
anasui is definetely listening to this
@@dhhruvsingh3245
Yeah, definately
Do you really think you would be able to hear her with all the fans screams?
Oh god that would honestly be a dream...
@@creebi3305 i do think so, if all her fans are crying with this song and that isnt impossible hshshsh
I love you by Billie Eilish but you’re crying because you love louser’s videos too much
i agree
Camila Lee-Diaz fact, liked
pumped up kicks but it’s playing during a school lockdown
THIS SHOULD NOT HAVE SENT ME THE WAY IT DID
oh
i-
Even better: Pumped up kicks but it's played through the intercom while on lockdown
Yeehaw
This is something you'd listen to at 5 in the morning while watching the dawn from your bed after a rainy night, your feelings still a tangled mess.
this comment is so underrated I-
Literally rn
Hii army
@@Lovevix3n omg shit i didnt notice,, hello army
@@yujistonguepiercing9971 hello 👋
i miss him. i shouldn't miss him, but i do. i miss his laugh, i miss his smile, i miss his jokes. i thought it would last longer. maybe not forever, but i thought that i would have more time. he broke me, he told me he never loved me. and i was walking around blindly, living a lie. i hope he's happy. i know he's moved on. but i just fall back into the same loop. i can't get rid of these feelings that i've tried so hard to numb. the whole world is moving so quickly and i feel so behind, i know i should just forget. but i can't. and it's so hard. my mom says i'm fine. she says that there's nothing wrong with me. i really hope so. i miss what we had.
Really, I can relate so much. Take your time, when you will be ready you will follow the world rhythm and you will be on top. I support you
damn bro someone tell my why i thought of tanjiro when i read the first 3 sentences
Same thing different person :/
This made me cry because I’m still in the same loop..
i relate to you so much,,,it’s been two years since then and he’s already dating someone else (for like a year now). but it definitely gets better with time! i love you, ya beautiful stranger ^w^
"When I Was Older" by Billie Eilish, but you're at the bottom of the ocean, and you're coming to the realization that you've turned into a person you don't want to be
slow dancing in the dark by joji but your alone at the roller rink after your date left you
I felt that
this ^
she’s my best friend. i moved away three years ago. we’re still best friends. i’m tired of crying over her knowing that she’s not crying over me. but i understand. i left everything i every knew. she didn’t. i’m tired of crying because i know that i won’t be with her when she graduates. i know i won’t be there when she’s at her lowest. but i love her. and it hurts that i can’t show it as much as i want to.
I was crýing bcz u
Relatable
my best friend moved away 3 years ago
wouldn't it be crazy if it was you
probably not though.
I feel u
How can I take you seriously with that pfp
it’s been months since i’ve had a good cry. i might shed a tear here and there but i haven’t truly let out my emotions. i used to be able to let out my emotions by crying but now i feel nothing, i feel numb. i hate to admit it but being in quarantine is making it worse. i can’t stand being alone with my thoughts. i used to be able to keep myself distracted but now since there is nothing to do, my mind cant help but go to those dark places. my mom is making things worse. it’s hard to explain but she just is. my sleep schedule is so messed up. i can’t fall asleep at night even when i’m exhausted. i sleep into around 2 because my mom yells at me but i don’t care anymore. i can’t get out of bed. my diet is so messed up. i haven’t eaten a real meal in like a week. i’m very unmotivated everyday. when i try to do a task, i can never finish it. i don’t now how much longer i can take it.
:0 mmm keep trying. it’s hard, but you’ve made it this far, who says you can’t make it further?
Hello stranger. You feel very familiar because that's exactly how I'm doing in the past time. Hang in there and lets hope the better times will come to us eventually
Ur not alone , im going through the same thing
hey, hope you're doing okay. i've been struggling too, and I don't mean to undermine your struggles or anything. just hope you keep trying, just keep swimming. sometimes the fact that you tried is all that counts; it's all that matters. try doing something that made you happy a long time ago that you haven't reconnected with, in a while. i hope you do better
this is my life right now, we’re gonna get through this rough time together hun ❤️
to anybody that can relate:
i used to be just like you. i was in love with this one boy who made my heart soar, made everyday worth living through. it was the first time i can genuinely say that i was in love with someone. i couldn’t figure it out until i learned that he was in love with a friend of mine. i was in denial for a while; it couldn’t be her. but when you find out something like that, you observe more than you ever thought you could. the lingering stare, the soft smile, the light blush. it was 5 am, freezing cold, and i was buzzed off of my dad’s beer on the porch. looking up at the moon, i realized i was in love with him. nothing had ever hurt so bad. id cry everyday for weeks on end, id stay in my room whenever possible. i couldn’t escape him. no matter how many times id ignore him, not talk to him or my friend, he just kept coming back. i hated him. i hated her. her for not loving him back, for not treating him well, for making him hurt. it was all too much for me to bear. i cared so much about him, but he frankly didn’t seem to give a shit about me. but i didn’t care, as long as he was still there i was fine. it was killing me inside. i was SO frustrated; why can’t i get over him ? why can’t i forget about him ? i hated that i cried so much about him, wasted so much time on him. but i was so in love. i just.. couldn’t let it go. it’s been months since i felt like that. i told him; he was understanding. it gave me clarity. it took a lot of time to fully get over it. to forget his dimples smile, to not think about his laugh, to realize i didn’t deserve to be treated that badly. it took time, but it is over. i know how hard it is to even think it will end, but i promise you; this feeling fades. it ends, and the sun will rise again. it’s hard, i know. the circumstances may be out of your control, they may be. whatever you choose to do is your decision. but please know; you deserve love. maybe it’s not them. you deserve respect, and YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH. please never think otherwise. i know this was long and i don’t know if anyone will actually read this, but if it helps any one of you, the pain i went through is worth it. you’re not alone in this world i promise it on everything i have
Omg thank you for this 😭 I'm going through the same situation rn 😔
You're giving me hope ❤️
Thank you so much for this. I really needed to read something like this
honey i love u.
one day you will meet someone who gives you the true definition of two sided love, one day you will be happy and it may not be soon but it will never be too late. it will come to you one day i promise you
i love you by Billie Eilish but you are star gazing with that special someone even though you know they are cheating on you
the biggest of yike
bean poll omg amazing idea, you’re so creative
bean poll been there (‘:
This is how I feel in my current relationship and it’s making me want to die it hurts
u good sis
Wow so many people being lost...guess being lost together makes us less alone
And being lost together means we can help eachother find our way back
We’re all alone together
Betrayed Sackofflour well that means we are not completely alone...pretty comforting
Gryff Boi yeah we could all go on a fabulous wonderful trip to find our way back, everybody helping each other. We won’t let anybody behind this time, it’s over, death won’t have anything anymore, all this is OVER
being lost is okay
my brother commited suicide lastnight, he was 16 and my best friend. and him and i used to sing this so much we would just make it a habit after we said i love you to eachother to start singing the rest.
i wish i could make this story up, and i wish this wasnt true, and i wish i was making this for likes.💔
Sending all the hugs your way!! ❤️❤️❤️
hey i know its been a while, how are you doing? i hope everything is better, u deserve it. im sure your best friend is resting well! please reach out when u can
baby I'm so sorry, I hope that even though it's only been a few months, I hope you feel a little bit stronger
I'm rlly sorry for ur loss heaven gained another angel
It’s been a year, I hope you’re doing better. ❤️❤️❤️
Tag you're it by Melanie Martinez but you're a girl walking alone at midnight
louise Silva lmao Tag you’re it but you’re a girl running away from a crazy ex boyfriend
louise Silva YESS
@@adriiianaiis good idea lmao
YESSSS
louise Silva
YESSSS
Am I tired to crying for the same person? Absolutely
Am I gonna stop? I don't think so
x panrose awww b. it’ll get better soon. i promise. i did this too. it lasted for 2 months. it was so painful. and sometimes it came out of nowhere. but it got better. and i promise you it will for you as well❤️
Big fat mood
been crying over the same person for three months now🤠🤠🤠
@@kaisenlins for me it lasted a year and a half(I still am crying)
man, do i love crying in the middle of the night :’)
frl tho, same
low-key it's therapeutic, depending on why
Omg no, y’all! Why are you crying? :(( it’ll all be okay!! you can talk to me if you need y’all
You know same :) please help me
fashionbuzz msp whats wrong?
I remember when I went to the club , it had been 6 months after a break up that destroyed me . I still loved him.
That's when I saw him - across the room. With another girl.
Suddenly all the memories , feelings and pain came right back to me . Seeing him with another girl made me realise that I was not over him like I thought I was.
I went into the bathroom and cried for what was atleast 2 hours. Literally just crying my eyes out in the bathroom stall and didn't come out.
Then I booked a taxi home at about 4am and didn't leave my house for a month .
Fyi - I'm still in love with him. This hurts so much . I just don't know what to do. Everything reminds me of him and no matter what I do , I can't get over him.
Are you better now??
This happened to me but at the gym. I thought I was happy after not seeing him... then it felt like the very moment we broke up, all the I love you s came back, all the kisses, but it’s funny to think it never meant nothing to him yet I still can’t get over him.
@@jasmine-boo alot better thank you ❤️
@@ilovefreddie9574 ♥️♥️♥️
i know what you feel like but its going to get better i promise its just going to take time... i love you and i hope you have a great day
I had this friend. I felt like I could tell him anything. We laughed together so much, and he made me so happy. He never knew, and still doesnt know that I have the biggest crush on him. We stopped talking and, I see him around school and I just wanna cry. I dont want to but I love him and I cant get him out of my head. I know I'll never find another guy like him, but hes totally out of my league anyways.
talk to him.
I'm going through something similar... And for some reason I think he's ghosting me... We go to the same class and he talks a lot to my best friend but whenever it comes to me... He barely says “hi”. But, I'm going to try talking to him a lot more myself. If I do it, promise me you'll give it your best too. :)
Seriously what esme said. Just talk to the man. The worst thing that can happen is a no but not trying at all is infinitely worse than a rejection.
You miss 100 percent of the shots you don't take. Life lesson right there.
i felt that man 😔 but my friends would say i'm wayyy out of his league :(
it's hard being friends w friends that judge being way too easily. they aren't toxic, they're the most supportive people ever, but they don't see beneath the surface of people and judge way too fast.
go for it, fuck everything just go for it there is nothing to lose
tell him
*The Night We Met by Lord Huron but you’re in the bathroom crying over your ex*
*Dancing On My Own by Calum Scott plays as you run out of the school disco and get hit by a car after seeing your crush and your best friend dancing together* sorry that one was kinda deep but idk i feel like the ambulance sounds and maybe rain and stuff would be kinda nice w that*
and also this is beautiful, this video had me sad in different ways
Bruh my dad is obsessed with that Calum Scott song that’s all he pLays
The timing of this popping up in my recommendations is... strange.
A small vent, since nobody will see.
My girlfriend called a break almost a month ago saying she was dealing with family issues. I was fine with that and was okay with it.
But... just a few days ago she began to talk to me about... her crushes on these two guys...
...It... hurts... a lot... and sometimes I even wonder... was I not good enough to be kept in her heart? Did I not do this right? Did she ever really... like me? And to be honest? I already knew about one of the crushes long before she even told me... but I tried not to think of it...
It just feels so silly now, to believe all those little times on how we wold say we were going to marry each other, live together happily, all that little cutesy stuff.
I forgot the harsh reality and got too attached to a fantasy and ended up tearing my own heart apart in the process. And yes, I acknowledged the reality and was always... weary about if she really liked me but... in the end, it wasn’t enough to keep me from breaking... and I hate that I wasn’t really prepared...
She was my happiness... She made me happy when I didn’t want to be. And... I lost her when I felt sad the most. Lately I’ve been feeling down... a lot of things, life, over worry, stress, so much... and... I haven’t been... okay?
No, I’m not depressed. At least I don’t think I am... everyone... the people I talk to about how I feel... makes it SEEM like I am... but I’m not. I just overthink myself to the point that... I want to turn my head off. Everyone gets like that, right...?
...Anyway... it’s hard... extremely hard... it’s like... she doesn’t even have to do anything and I just love her even more and it irritates me so much...
I just wish... that I could forget how I loved her... how much she made me happy... how much she means to me... how she was my everything.
Love is complicated and it hurts a lot... but it’ll get better over time, right? I hope it does... life will get better over time. Everything will get better with progress... I just have to keep having hope...
Anyway, that was my small... vent. Sorry to bother anyone ^ - ^
I don´t usually read a lot of comments on videos like these, I just like to let the video itself take me away to other times, but I just couldn't with this exact comment. Almost exactly a year ago I faced a strangely similar situation: She wanted some time because family, I said yes, month later she talked about a crush on a friend of mine... thing is a year later they're together... and even though I made my peace it still hurts from time to time... I like to make it seem like it doesn't, as far as my friends and family are concerned I forgot completely about her, and I kinda did, but on some times you just get sent back to "the good ol' days" and there's nothing you can really do about it... but it does get better, people will understand your feelings and help you take the pain away, even when you feel like it will never stop... it gets better.
Feel ya man . It hurts so much to be so deeply connected with someone and end up being strangers. It does get better... with time we will heal. In the end of the day we lived something beautiful at some point and thats what matters. But in order to heal you gotta feel the pain ,let the tears flow ,mourn. But also go out with your friends have fun ,laugh, you can enjoy your life and be happy and complete on your own ,i know easier said than done >.
youll find someone better...youll just have to look more...
I just want to make sure you know you are not a bother. You are not a weight.
You are not irritation.
You are you, we all are.
You are useful and a beautiful creature.
You are where you are for a reason.
You are strong and capable.
You can get through anything. No matter who or what is involved.
Yes, it might hurt.
Yes, it might seem like 20 steps back.
But you, you can do it.
You’ve always been able to.
This heartache won’t last long.
This pain won’t paralyze you.
You can do it.
I know you can.
This entire set of comments is beautiful, and made me cry.
I push a lot of people away so I don't really have a story like that (probably because I haven't given myself the chance) but I can emphasize, because there are some people I used to be friends with that practically abandoned me when other people came into their lives. It wasn't on purpose (and I don't think that catching feelings for someone when you're in a bad place should be considered purposeful either)
But it still hurts and mourning is healthy.
It’s hard having to let go of someone you’re in love with when you know they don’t feel the same anymore, but made you believe that at some point they did. Having only SOME of someone you wanted ALL of is a horrible feeling. Letting them go when you don’t want to but NEED to is even worse.
I'm deeply in love with someone. They know it, and they use my feelings in a manipulative way to get things he knows I don't want to give him. I don't understand why I'm attracted to him, and even attached, he's my best friend, but a horrible person. He uses me all the time and annoys me all the time for his own entertainment. We absolutely hate each other while we both love each other, well I love him he just likes me to be around. I make him sound like a terrible person but he really isn't as bad... Yet I think he's the worst person I've ever met though it's weird because he's the first person I've probably ever fell in love with in years. Yet he still doesn't understand how much I do love him. This is a vent, because this situation has left me broken and upset doing nothing but moping, cutting, crying and just being in pain. Hopefully someday I'll tell him these exact words and make sure he actually understands, but until then this will be here for people who have experienced the same.
Wow. I'm so sorry. Take things slow and I know you'll make the right decisions. I have faith in you. 😊
Leave him in 2019
Thank you guys so much! I'm completely over him and he understands how upset I was. Hopefully we'll work things out.. He still tries to manipulate me though..
Good job I’m proud of you getting over him
Trinidad Salazar
Thank you, thar means a lot to me.
Me: falling asleep
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Unlucky Potato YT 💀💀
When the party’s over by Billie Eilish but you’re still in the yard after the party’s over
My English teacher: *HaVE u ReaD?*
Me:Yes Ma’am
My English teacher:*WHaT HaVe U ReAD HuH?*
Me: sad paragraphs about others peoples lives on TH-cam
My English teacher: *VisIble confusion *
Teacher: don--don't cry at school
hey.
always remember to tell the people you care about how you feel
and if you feel lonely, just know
i love you
supernovas _ aw thanks for this
hey, i might be needing some help, do u have ig?
@@Rayane-hi4ns maybe we can help each other out, could need some too (@throughmiriamsview)
I love you too :,(
Whoever’s reading this I love you loser. :)
I've never fallen in love.. sometimes i just feel emotionless
Falling in love is amazing, scary, and out of control. Just make sure the person you fall for will fall with you. Mine didn't 😔
James Hall
Aw I’m sorry :(
Are you feeling better now tho?
@@neptune4984 No. I feel empty and cold all of the time.
I’m almost positive I’m in love with someone. But he’s my ex so I’m probably never gonna get him back.
Me too..
Everyone listening to this, just know that I care about you and love you, have a nice day and talk to me if you need to
Lenny Offenderman I LOVE YOU TOO AND THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A KIND AND CARING PERSON 🤧❣️💕🌻💖💞💝✨☀️❤️💗🌈🍬🍭🍑💓🎊🍉
Lynnette Doves THANK YOU ILY3 AAAAAA THANK U, U KIND INDIVIDUAL BEAT SADNESS’S BOOTY ❤️🖤💜❤️🖤💜
Thank you I honestly needed that so much
And the same goes to you ❤️
Amari R. Thank you so much, I needed that too LO
I’m glad I could help you, if you need to vent here you can! I’m happy to help with any situation!
(Same goes for anyone else who is going through a hard time or just wants to talk honestly
i’m tired of trying
i’m sick of crying
Yeah im smiling,
but inside i’m
T R A C T O R
THIS MADE ME LAUGH LMAO THANK YOU
I´m so unhappily in love..
Not because the person I love is a bad human..
Not because he does not love me back..
But because I can´t be with him
🥺 you literally took those word straight out of my mouth 😔HAHAHA EDIT THAT PERSON ENDED UP BEING TOXIC AND SHITTY
lmao same but hey that’s life right? were gonna get through this even though this was like 5 months ago- still i hope ur doing good :)
well my love is straight so like :/
I felt that on a personal level,,
That hit me right in the heart :D💔
two years of being together in minecraft....
why did he have to be my uncle
😭
😔😓
😩😭
T_T
🤧😭
Not about Angels by birdy
But you’re in the hospital holding your friends hand as they die slowly from cancer
Dialogue for the soul
"Did you know?"
"Hmm?"
"I thought you were the most beautiful person on this God forsaken planet."
".. Do you still?"
".. I don't know."
".... Why?"
"Because I'm so tired of crying over you. I'm so tired of forgiving you for something you should be ashamed of. I'm so tired of seeing you smile while I cry when you leave."
....
"I love you. I always have."
"I know."
"Then why did you do it?"
....
"Do you still love me?"
"... Do you still want to be loved?"
....
"I'm tired of you."
"And you think I'm not tired of myself?"
....
"Why are you crying?"
"Because I can see love in their eyes and it's not for me."
....
"Do you want to leave?"
"Do you want me to?"
Put your head on my shoulder by Paul Anka cover by Alaina Castillo but your going through your old messages with that person while it's 2:14AM, crying and it's storming outside
-Virchonity that sounds oddly specific and an extremely good idea! Did something like this happen to you? Cause it sounds kind of specific
@@rowanedwards4925 Yes, I have done this a few times. I like to see how happy I was with that person and how cold and heartless I am now without that person. And thank you 😌💗✨
-Virchonity I feel you. I understand how it feels. I have 3 ex best friends. And they all ended badly. In each of them it was partly my fault, and partly theirs. And I’m the one who ended 2 of em.
@@rowanedwards4925 🥺❤️ I'm sorry you lost ur friends. I lost a few of my friends because of me and mostly them ish. 🥺
-Virchonity and I just couldn’t help but daydream about the good memories we shared, and how beautiful the friendships were. And scroll through the old messages we had. I deleted all communication with one of em.
I liked this one girl. And she was totally cool and understanding that I’m bisexual. And I kept on hinting at who I liked because she was really interested. But it was her who I liked. So I told her. Worst mistake of my life. And then things just got awkward. And didn’t get fixed properly.
The other friendship ended mostly because of my selfishness, and expectations that were too much for her. Because of her personality, and anxiety. She always wanted to take breaks from me and her friends. And I just couldn’t deal with that. So I ended it
The last one is extremely complicated. We were dating in a way. Then he moved. And I just was in a really tough time (this was the time I lost the 2nd friend). And I felt like he didn’t care for me. So I would constantly disappear and reappear for a couple. And so would he for months. Then we just never talked again.
I'm not in love or anything, but this song really reminds me of a friend who commited suicide earlier this year. This song played in my head over and over during her funeral. This makes me miss her even more.
Edit: thanks for the support. I'm doing better. Not 100% recovered, but I'm alright
Raphael Macedo I’m sorry for your loss, I hope that you’re feeling better and more at peace.
That must've hurt u.. a lot
i’m sorry for your loss, hope your doing okay❤️
Im so sorry for your loss. Hope you’re doing better ❤️
so sorry for your loss :(
hey, if you’re lonely, i’m here for you.
i love you. please don’t cry anymore, because you are a good person, beautiful inside and out, i promise everything is going to be okay
if you need help you can write me dear
love can be different, you will find your man sooner or later, bt i’m just a man who wants to support you. i love you for coping with life’s difficulties, your patience. yep, it’s love too, but you can disagree with me or consider it nonsense
(sorry for my english, hope you can understand me)
Regina's World
oh, it’s sounds bad. i can understand you. hope you will be happy.
try to let him go, you can find a person with whom will feel comfortable.
don’t worry, i’m with you💛
Thank you, i really hope things get better in my nightmarish life
Bruh this made me cry
i don't even know if this was a vent or talking to us.... but thank you. this comforted me
When love isn’t reciprocated, it is the worst feeling a person could experience. I use to be every one in the comments too. All my years in high school, my heart belonged to another person. I chased him, reaching my arm to ask for his... but he never gave me them. We dated for 3 months in sophomore year and he was my first with everything. It was until he told me.. that I just loved him because I loved the idea of having a boyfriend. On that day, I was numb. But, I remember the many nights listening to this type of music, crying until I couldn’t feel those cold tears. My throat dry, my eyes swollen, and my heart feeling empty. My chest feeling pain..it was my first heartbreak. The tears felt like they were piercing me every time I thought of him. The worst thing was that he was in my group of friends, so I still saw him every day. I loved him, he was the first guy to treat me right. He would often fool me by flirting with me as we walk home together. Teasing me by using his height or picking me up and making me laugh uncontrollably... I couldn’t resist him. As we grew up and went to college, it was then, he realized his faults. He finally asked me to become his girlfriend. After those restless nights and nightly car rides, it was all worth it. I am now unbelievably happy with him.
This was beautifully written. I'm happy for you x
S aww omg 😞
I am somewhat going through the same thing right now. My boyfriend I was dating for 10 month broke up with me and within a few weeks moved on and now he “loves” another girl (who used to be my friend) I’m really happy for you and that everything worked out in your favor. I hope you’re both really happy together ❤️
i hope u both are living ur best life
oh darling...
I actually just cried abt the same person to this exact song so like wow I love u so much thank u
same
everybody here cryin 4 an impossible love but i'm here cryin bc my dad hates me
my dad wasn't around most of my life and lashes out at me and my mom, so I understand...but it's okay, you are strong and beautiful, and you are your own person and this is your life ❤️ even if family doesn't see your worth, you have it and should be with the people who see it ❤️❤️ (message from someone who also has a bunch of family issues) stay strong 😊
:(
@@Carrot_Top_ i don't
Sarah Smith i love you
Same its hard😢😭😭
Am I lonely: yes
Am I ok: no
Has it been like this for years: yes
Am I depressed: no
Do I love this: yes ❤️
Amarie I can relate
Amarie yes I love him 😭 s h r e k
i like ur pfp and same
You aren't depressed but not okay. Logical.
Damn....relatable right now..
I’m tired of crying over this girl that I met a couple years ago. I loved her so much, I still do, and I miss her. She’s amazing. She’s incredible. I’m really gay for her. But one day I just..
I feel like she lost interest somehow, even though I’d been talking to her.
Made me feel like it was something I did wrong. She left me for months, didn’t say anything. Then told me she didn’t like me anymore. It hurt so much. I cried every night for weeks and sometimes I still do cry. It’s really hard to recover because I just thought she was the girl for me. We still talk sometimes but seeing her name in my discord makes my heart ache and my chest tighten. Whenever I saw I got a message from her I smiled but now I just feel dread.
I’m scarred. I can’t look at her the same way. I love her so much. It hurts and I’m just leaving her alone, only having pleasant chats sometimes. She lives so far away anyway, it’s stupid that I fell so far in love for her. She literally made my life happier. I thought that I was going to finally have purpose, and that purpose was to meet up one day and just... kiss her, I don’t know. I feel so dumb talking about this, thinking about the happy memories we had together makes me smile but then I come back to reality.
If you’re dealing with rejection, please don’t shut yourself away and cry like I did. Talk to someone, stay open, and recover. You can do it.
I’ll miss you Lola.
went through the same thing, she was the first girl i actually had feelings for & i still love her sm
I've gone through the same thing too even if it's been almost 2 years I still cry and feel like I was worthless and felt like I gave my love to someone that didn't want it and just wasted it
I have a crush on a guy
I feel so happy around him
His smile is so wide and amazing
His personality is one of a kind
He knows how to always brighten up the place
His life is sad.
His parents are separated, he does everything by himself.
Hes so brave to overcome the anxiety and sadness
I like him
I love him.
I dream about him,
Its gotten so bad for me that everyone is trying to seperate me from him at all costs.
I cant stop.
I dream about marrying him.
I get jealous when he even looks at a girl.
Hes my drug.
I cant stop my heart from loving the wrong guy.
He feels so right.
My mind,
But he doesn’t love me back.
This hurts.
I felt literally every word of this
Hey, you commented this 6 months ago, how are you? How do you feel abt him? What happened in that 6 months?
can relate 😭
r u better now?
i really wish i could hug u
iloveyou
xoxo
Feb 14 by Cavetown but your eating strawberries loudly and aggressively
Eye-
I love and hate that I understand this
god.hates.cassidy. 666 I want that-
Material girl but youre running through starcourt mall with your bestie
I legit sat there watching him eat strawberries. 😅😆😶
“Listen before I go, but your standing in the rain crying”
when you’ve been in love with someone for a year now and they just told you they don’t want a relationship with you
What if I tell you a joke and you laugh.
And then I tell the joke again and you don’t laugh as much
And then I say the joke again and you don’t laugh. You don’t laugh at the same jokes over again
So why do you keep crying over the same people over and over again?
Deathly Sunset damn that hit me hard
Deathly Sunset going forward i want this to be my new ideology
to live life by.
Deathly Sunset then there’s me... laughing at the same joke like millions of times
Thanks you
Ouch🥺
when you’re in love with your best friend
i don’t care anymore ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Me too...
Dollhouse-Melanie Martinez while you're in your room and your parents are arguing in the living room
i relate.
Drawing with the Pink Jelly Bean me too...
Story of my life
a nightly occurrence for me.
it hits different when he’s a fictional character you’ll never be able to meet and you just love them so much but they’re not even real
hunty feel u..
when the party’s over by Billie Eilish but you’re crying outside a party waiting to get picked up
or
ilomilo by Billie Eilish but you’re looking for your lover
he's my best friend. he knows me inside out, and i feel like i can tell him anything. we both know that we have feelings for each other, it's just that things are very complicated right now, and he said that it is best for us both to move on. i've been liking him for 2 years now, and i've tried everything to stop. nothing works. i still want him in my life as a friend, yet i just can't deal with the pain that comes with it. i feel lost and trapped by my own emotions. he's the one i wanna be with, and it just sucks that despite the feelings mutually being there, things won't work out:/
you'll never know ahhh I relate so much
I don't even know what to say, except that I typed how I relate and then deleted it because.. just because
Trees by Twenty-One pilots but your sitting on your balcony over looking the city
chimkin nugget child my heart
so relatable. this hits waaaay too close to home.
Sick Of Losing Soulmates but you’re standing outside of a cafe watching your best friend hold his hand
YES PLEASE
I love you and everything you do is freaking superb you funky li’l wizard
@Victoria Strauss haha sure of course dude!
thats so sweet
BroccoliTomato solid compliment right there
i love how i was crying for the same person for a week then this pops up in my recommended. how did yt know
I keep getting ignored by my family. My phone gets taken away so I can’t talk to anyone. I’m alone.
same. I have a document on my computer I have to sneak at night because I can't talk to anyone. I listen to sad music and cry about everyone slowly leaving me.
Why am I relating to this? I’ve been crying about a fictional character
ME
YOU ARE A MOOD ILY
Aren’t we all fictional characters in someone else’s mind?
Mood
MCRpancake / me too. i cry and cry over someone who _doesnt exist_ . why? why did i have to fall for someone who i cant touch? to talk to? to feel? why? i hate it. i hate it so much.
"You should go."
"Please just listen to me-"
I cut them off again, my eyes ached it see like I had been crying for days. "Go." My voice hoarse from all the yelling, from all the arguing.
"I know I messed up, but please I'm sor-"
"sorry.." I finished for them. "It seems like you're sorry alot these days." I smiled, looking them in their eyes. "I should hate you."
They tensed, I could tell they were holding their breath.
"But I don't, it would hurt me too much to do so."
They relaxed. I chuckled softly as they held out their hand as if reaching for you. I shook my head and distanced myself from them.
"Go. and..-" i paused as my voice broke. "Don't come back...." it felt like knives being twisted into my chest but I knew this had to happen.
"I'm sorry.." they whispered as the turned around and began to walk away.
"I know.." I spoke softly, the rain drowning out the words into the night.
I don't know why this is not one of the top comments, this is beautiful
@@AdeenaHussain-nl1hb thank you :)
jungkook and y/n 💔🖤
I shouldn’t be laughing but
Wow this literally made me cry so much at 2am because this is literally the last words my best friend said to me before the last hug . It’s been a year and it still hurts. Knowing that nothing will ever compare to that bond we both shared for one another. So if you are reading this: please express yourself and show them that you care. Be careful of the words you say and actions you do. I know it’s to late for me but you still have a chance to make anything better. Don’t give up the beautiful bonds you build with others.
I can't help falling in love (Haley Reinhart cover) but it's playing in the distance as you hold your dying lover in your arms for the last time.
this is actually a mood and im happy i found this. i dont cry to sad songs anymore because im just getting sick of feeling upset. its been over the same person for a while now
i find this odd how this was on my recommend when i’ve literally been crying for 30 mins straight now. thank u for this
"mom, he broke my heart into a million pieces to the point i'm so tired of crying over him, but the tears still won't stop"
"shh everything will be alright, i promise, sweetie"
"what was wrong with me, mom? my face? my body? my personality? why did he break up with me?! he just ended it as if i was someone so... insignificant"
*"honey, you know, you can be the whole package and still end up at the wrong address. when this happens, the receiver will mishandle you because first, they don't know what to do with you and second, they weren't meant to have you in the first place."*
disliked this because i have mommy issues.
Mom has been my true strength I get you🥺❤️
it hurts when you know you should move on, but you can’t. there’s too many memories to let go of and you’ve never met anyone like them. you always think of them no matter what and you know they probably forgot you existed by now
these videos mean so much to me, thank you. i am not diagnosed since my parents don't want to do anything about it, but i suspect i suffer from severe anxiety and depression. While crying or panicking i listen to some of your edits of songs and it helps a lot. I may just be one out of billions, but i really appreciate this.
A teenagers romance by Ricky Nelson and you're learning how to love.
Person who left me not so long ago really liked billie and now it's kinda painful for me to listen to her
Tho i love the edit, it's awesome as every other video on your channel
I loved him so much. But he's now with my bestfriend. I miss him a lot. Hurts like hell.
stigma subs ;; I’ve never seen a comment so relatable😔 That stuff hurts when that person you love leaves and your best friend comes in and takes them and your love for them. You just got to move on with the people that hurt you and focus on yourself and that helps you to become happy again🥺
*sighs and tears start forming* relatable 😞😣
wait did she know you loved him?
i love this community. i love how people can open up here,get advice,feel loved more than they probably have in their homes by family and friends🖤
Kinda gonna vent...
So a guy I rlly liked actually liked me back and we dated for about 4 months. His parents were abusive and he attempted suicide. I was so worried for him. He ended up being ok and just needed to recover but after that it was hard to talk to him and we stopped talking for a while. He broke up with me and I was honestly devastated. I still loved him...
Anyways 3 months later he texted me again and that rlly fucked me up tbh. I responded and he is still so sweet but he said there is another girl who likes him but he doesn't rlly like her back. I talked to him that night and the next day I said hi but he hasn't responded and it's been a while. I don't know what to do I still love him and miss him a lot but I can't rlly do anything...
i'm so sorry, since you commented this 2 months ago i really wonder what happened, i hope you're doing well
@@noname-tz7vo aww thanks that means a lot. Things have gotten a lot better! Thank you for caring!
I'm sorry, I tried to click show more but instead it hit the thumbs down button. I don't mean it at all. And Im so sorry about that. I can kinda relate
if u love him, go out of ur way to show him that- that attention and affection he possibly needs. but don't blindly chase after him if he isn't reciprocating those same emotions to you and showing/ giving u that mutual attention and love that u do him. pls acknowledge your worth and your potential- you can do just what you imagine if u don't hold back and stop contradicting your ability to find happiness. tell him to let you know when he's made up his mind- whether its on you (or whomever he decides) or not bc you can't go on like this. you must tell him this- no matter HOW sweet he is- in order to move on (maybe not over him) but to yourself and give yourself more time of the day like u so deserve, and less to those around you who possibly have no interest in pertaining to your life and cant make up their minds. i hope this helped x please contact me if u need anything and pls at least have taken one thing away from this advice even if it was not wanted. :)
It’s crazy I’m going through the same situation. The best you can do is respect yourself. Things like this can destroy you if you don’t pay attention to what’s best for you♥️
I’ve liked a boy for 5 years, and he’s my best friend. I’m so deeply in love with him but even as friends he is so distant. It hurts to watch him suffer, and I find myself constantly taking my anger out on him without meaning to. This song helps. A little.
Hello random person scrolling through! Life can get pretty tough sometimes. Sometimes you think it’ll never end. But I can promise you with every fiber in my body that it will be okay. It might not get much better, but it will be okay. Now go drink water you beautiful human.
U mean alcohol. Imma go drink some alcohol now. Thanks for your nice comment btw
GUYS IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. I CRIED TODAY. AFTER WEEKS OF NOT SHEDDING A TEAR OR FEELING AN EMOTION.
I PROUD OF YOU TOO !
I'm in love with him, hopelessly in love with him. And he won't tell me how he feels, just changes the subject quickly when I ask. But he's my soulmate, I just, he's the only person I've ever wanted to grow old with, ever seen a future with. Even if he likes me, he won't date me because his family is strict and he doesn't want to disappoint them.
ik you may say that he is your soulmate but (and pls hear me out on this) if he were then wouldn't u feel that same energy from him? now, im not saying that he doesn't feel mutual towards you- who knows, maybe he is just running away from his feelings or avoiding the subject in respect for his family. don't make the boy choose between either you or his family, BUT you must ask him (sit him down and seriously chat with him ab how u feel) how he feels ab you and if he wants the same thing you do- however maybe don't rush into telling him that you want to grow old with him and have a future with him bc if he is not ready for that, then you might be throwing this at him much too soon and possibly scare him away (especially if he is a young boy and you're both young and he has not told you that he plans to marry anytime soon)- however if you are both grown and at the mature age, and he is running away at this idea, then i'd suggest maybe not pushing the idea on him too much anymore but don't give up something you want that u have a right too just bc he may be too scared to do so w you. although, from what you say, i have reason to believe that he is a young boy and u are young as well. all i can say...is just give it time- he'll talk to you eventually ab it. don't hopelessly wait for him though. go on as u would and if he has any interest in you, he'll come to u. if not, pls don't feel discouraged or upset w him, his family, or urself. you have the right to have a soulmate, as does everyone, but maybe you're jumping the broom a little too quick and he is not that. i don't want to invalidate your feelings or tell you that you're wrong but maybe just take it slow bc there are plenty more guys other than him (and i understand that, to you, he may seem like the only one) but pls just give it all time, talk it out, and take some time to yourself to maybe think over everything and just enjoy some time to yourself overall! hope this helps!! gl
“Crying isn’t like you” “the smile that you gave me even though you felt like dying” hits different
It's not true
Tell me I've been lied to
Crying isn't like you
Oh-oh-oh
What the hell did I do?
Never been the type to
Let someone see right through
Oh-oh-oh
Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to
Oh-oh-oh
Up all night on another red eye
I wish we never learned to fly
I-I-I
Maybe we should just try
To tell ourselves a good lie
I didn't mean to make you cry
I-I-I
Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to
Oh-oh-oh
The smile that you gave me
Even when you felt like dying
We fall apart as it gets dark
I'm in your arms in Central Park
There's nothing you could do or say
I can't escape the way, I love you
I don't want to, but I love you
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Thanks ❤️
I tried so hard to cry, to let the tears flow but here i am empty, yet filled with heaviness.