We’re here for Celina. All of us. No matter what. Rain or shine and we will stand by you and comfort you and always, always will be. We love you. Please, never forget it.
Yes this story is very powerful!! until an ad pops up right when she mentions the death of an 8 year old girl… I understand everyone needs to pay their bills but it just took everything meaningful about this video an turned it into dollar signs.. an that honestly made me sad, who would even care about making ad revenue off of this story? If it was going towards the little girls family that’d be different.. but bringing a little girls murder that happened 11 years ago back up for the views & money is far from powerful an closer to disgusting…
@alexandriaa44 shut up Celina did not do it for views she put it out there to make everyone know that even if a person seems kind or a good person online doesn't always mean that they r in real life so don't try guilt tripping her because you didn't go through what she Celina went through
@@alexandriaa44 TH-cam will put ads in any video they want regardless of monetization. Especially long videos. I would doubt that this was done for anything other than to get this information out there.
@@rebeccawoodard653 No they don’t.. they only can if they aren’t in the TH-cam partner program, which I’m pretty sure she is since she has an ad at the very beginning before the video even starts.. I mean there’s an easy way to remove all ads from a video in TH-cam studio.. so yea they’re on for a reason..
@@rebeccawoodard653 listen I’m not hating on that! as someone who’s strugglin with money I understand.. but I atleast would’ve said something in the video an been straight up about it! I’ve been through a lot in my life an if I ever choose to use it for a story time video, id be honest an say I need the money… that doesn’t mean I don’t care about what happened or that it hasn’t effected my life! Like I KNOW celina has had a hard time dealing with this, I believe her! But she could still use the story for money & views.. it’s just the fact that it made the story hit different & that she can definitely afford to take ads off of one video..
It is also part of her story, it’s her trauma from this person that’s connected to this murder. She was asked to help him with something an hour and a half before he took a little girl. It was either going to be Celina or that little girl or another person. It’s not her fault at all. I think she feels the need to say “it isn’t even my story” because of the judgement of those in her hometown. It is her story. She was apart of this guy’s plot as another victim.
For people who are starting out working, here is a little work place safety. DO NOT give phone numbers of co workers out to customers. Don’t even tell them if your co worker is working a certain day or even that same day. I work retail, and unfortunately some of my co workers have dealt with stalkers that were customers. Please stay safe everyone, and keep your co workers safe
THIS. I used to cashier at Walmart and anytime non-employees asked if so-and-so was around I always said I didn’t know them (which if they weren’t a cashier or longtime employees was usually true) or that “I’m not sure/I haven’t seen them today.” Especially if it was a guy asking about minors or other girls in their 20s. He might be fine or he might be a creep, you never know.
This is very true! The person asking could be a stalker, trafficker or an abuser your co-worker got away from. Giving out people's numbers or any contact info could put their life at risk so just don't, ever. Even if it's their mom asking! If it feels hard to say no you can always blame it on a company policy.
My coworker gave my number to another employee who worked at the mall. What resulted was 3 years of nonstop harassment from this person. I was only 16 at the time, but to this day I hate how there were no consequences for both my coworker or that employee.
This! Never give any info about your coworkers. You do not know if that person is safe to give information to. It's not your information to give. It is no one else's business when they work, when they usually arrive, when they usually leave, their email, their phone number, etc. It's so, so dangerous to give that info. It does not matter if the person asking is attractive to you. Your matchmaking moment may get someone killed. Say "I'm not legally able to share information about employees of this establishment for liability purposes." Make your work place inhospitable to this dangerous sharing of personal information with strangers. If they are asking about underage coworkers, alert security and management. Have them deal with them. If they push, get the higher ups and security involved. There are boundaries that need to be upheld for safety reasons.
This a case that has haunted me for years. I remember seeing her sweet face on those missing person flyers and sharing the post everywhere I could. I thought that because she was last seen with a woman that maybe this was just going to be one of those cases where the child is found unharmed, perhaps with someone she knew. It was very wrong to assume that, because the woman who took her and led her straight to that monster is nothing short of evil.
My sister Rachell was Tori's best friend. They were always together. I will never forget how hard she'd cry when the radio would mention her being missing. We love you.
A quote that means so much to me: “It is okay to be afraid of the monsters. It is never okay to become one.” As a survivor, that quote gets me through day by day, and keeps me strong.
In my opinion, you can become a monster, but only when you need to. There's a quote, and I can't remember who said it, but it goes, "It's better to be a warrior in a garden than to be a gardener in a war." Which means learn to be ruthless, but keep it under control. It could save your life one day.
In my experience, you can either become what hurt you or fight against what hurt you (it's of course understandable to be afraid). It's not fair since the knowledge is forced on us. But once you can see the monsters that hide among people clearly; you can never not see them again.
I'm 13, and my friends and I have been getting stalked for the past 2 years. He would fly A drone at our windows, fly over our heads when we left our house,and left notes on out porches. They finally had enough evidence to arrest him a couple weeks ago. I still don't feel safe in my own home or anywhere.
Good you are safe now. I am sorry you had to go through that, being that young. I dont knw if you live with your biological family but keep trusting the people close to you. The ones that helped you are the ones you should trust. I was attacked once by someone I dont know. I did not realize he was after me at all.. Iswear to you, if you keep on living your life in a good way you will get past it. By living in a good way I mean dont do drugs or alkohol bc that will put you in a position of vulnerability. Never stop talking about it, share your story and you will heal! ❤❤❤❤
"It's not even my story", it is your story. The most gut wrentching thing about this is that if the police had done more when it was first flagged that he was stalking you, the fallout wouldn't have occurred. I'm so sorry you have been carrying this with you all this time. Don't delete this; it needs to be out there and those who are trying to gatekeep your trauma and story do not get to do that.
The issue with the police...even if they're upstanding in their jobs, they're limited by the laws they serve on what they can do. I've reported illegal stuff. One situation is adults drugging and having sex with minors on camera. These minors want their high, well, most do. Some felt violated and ashamed. PD either didn't believe me or couldn't nail them. It never dawned on me how crazy it sounded until my employer asked me to stop, then asked "have you ever thought that the police don't believe you? It does sound crazy." Actually, that never crossed my mind. I've given up on law enforcement. If they do care, again, they're limited. Secondly, if you are honest 💯 I feel like people think you're more likely a liar.
The law and our society is extremely misogynistic and women and children don't matter! Until we finally make men responsible for their actions, with real penalties nothing will ever change! However the police, judges, teachers, cult clergy... all have pedophiles in their ranks, it has no socioeconomic or cast these men exist in all aspects of society and most go unpunished and cause so much damage it is irreparable!
Why the hell would people in your town give you hate or backlash for speaking your truth? This is the reason victims are so scared to speak up. Disgusting. YOU ARE SAVING LIVES BY MAKING AND KEEPING THIS VIDEO UP. I’m so sorry this happened, you are an inspiration to me.
Honestly it sounds like a trauma response for the town itself. She mentioned how this affected everyone on a deep level. This was a town where everyone knew each other and never locked their doors, but this changed that. If I had to guess, because of how just.. Earth shattering and shocking the experience was, they all collectively tried to pretend like it didn't happen as a way to protect themselves from the harsh reality that not everyone is a nice person, and bad things can happen to anyone anywhere. Does that justify it? Of course not, it's a very inappropriate response and shouldn't be excused. But maybe this will help put things into perspective, humans do a lot of weird and stupid things when they're scared or uncomfortable. It's easy us from the outside looking in to judge them, but if you lived in that town and went through it.. You'd most likely have a very similar mentality. The point of this story isn't to judge anyone, it's to let the story of an innocent child be heard and carry on her memory.
"I was just having fun on the internet talking to strangers" that hit hard. When I was 15,16, 17 I did the same thing and had no fear of someone coming to murder me. Im now 30 and tell kids all the time dont do what I did. The world is so scary. Im so sorry this happened to you and my heart goes out to the little girls family.
I have selective mutism in real life so the internet really is one of the only ways I can truly get my feelings across, but some people really just be leaking their social security numbers, age and height on here like it's nothing! Kust for some attention, I don't care how old you are it's not a smart thing to do, it's not the victims fault but people need to be more aware lol
I was stalked back in 1986. I was 16 yrs old and working. This grown man started stalking me. Calling my house. Coming to my job. One night he tried breaking into my home to get to me. The cops could never catch him. It was a nightmare.
As an abduction survivor, I thank you for sharing your story. I am sorry you felt you had to delete your story in the past, people can be cruel. You made comment on how this isn’t your story, this is Tori’s story… but you also have your own story…One which became entwined with Tori’s tragic story. Don’t allow anyone to silence you, to take your voice or shame you for telling your story. You have shown the utmost respect for Tori and her family. I am sure they would be thankful for your strength, sharing your story in hopes of protecting others ❤
@@Hibbg123 thank you 💛 I owe being okay to our families dog. The man took our dog Mugsy, (a docile geriatric English sheep dog) from in front of our house. The man knew I would try and retrieve our dog, which I did. After he managed to grab me, he kept our dog in his possession as well…I am assuming to maintain control of me, but this wound up being my saving grace, and his ultimate take down. When the man had reached his destination (an alley way in Surrey bc) he began to hurt me. My screams sent mugsy into a complete frenzy and despite his age, he began attacking the man, who was absolutely no match for a geriatric English sheep dog, especially while his pants where stuck down around his ankle! This allowed me time to scream for as long and loud as I could to alert good samaritans who came to my aid. The man got away, and unfortunately they never caught him for what he did to me… but I take strength from knowing he will always have more scars from what he did to us, than me or Mugsy. While I have scars, I am fully healed and my scars aren’t visible…Where he has a constant reminder and has to look at his daily, to remind him of the dog that took him down!
What a disgusting man. He was either targeting you too, or trying to recruit you like his accomplice, and it's gross. The people who are gatekeeping your trauma have invalid opinions. Survivor's guilt is truly real and painful. I'm sure Tori is up there and is happy you've done your best to keep positive memories of her. 💕
That was my first thought -- I just used target for both. & the fact she had younger siblings - without a doubt, that was what he was trying to do. & I wouldn’t be surprised if she wasn’t the only one
Agreed. He was likely trying to groom her so that she would bring girls from the Boys & Girls club to him. A psychopath. @Celina, keep living everyday for you and extra for Tori. There was nothing that you did wrong. You don’t think like a psychopath so you never ever would have been able to guess what his true intentions were. xoxo My daughter got me into watching you and Kris. I’m so sorry this happened to you.
That is a good point. I think he may have been trying to groom Celina to be a recruiter. He is a horrible, awful creep hiding in human form. The school that released Victoria to a stranger failed her and the law failed to protect Celina, another minor from a stalker.RIP Victoria
We need actual anti-stalking laws. It's frightening how lenient justice system is about it. No matter which country. Well, i guess that is patriarchy for us.
i agree, so many murders happened cause of stalkers and the victims know it’s gonna happen. they tell the police they tell who they need to tell but nothing is ever done until it’s too late for the victim. it’s just nuts to me
@@BIGGESTAAFANN44 the police probably just tell the victim that they can get a restraining order, right? What good is that going to do? This reminds me of a scene in the movie Enough starring Jennifer Lopez. I don't know if you've seen that movie or not. In the movie, Jennifer Lopez plays a woman whose husband beats her. So she goes to the police department seeking help. But instead of telling them that it's her husband that is beating her, she tells them that it's a friend of her's that is being abused. A police officer tells her that her friend can get a restraining order against her husband and she says "What's that? A little piece of paper that says he can't come around? And when he comes around... what does she do? Throw it at him?" It's probably the same for stalking victims. A piece of paper isn't going to stop someone who intends to harm someone.
This is why I passionately teach women's self defense and firearm training! Stalking laws in the US are a joke! Its asinine how many ppl have died as a result of their stalker! Celina, this story, and the way you told it, not only dpoke for Victoria but it brings a new level of awareness to stalking and online safety! Ive been in law enforcement for 18 yrs and I want you to know that you did nothing wrong! You are not in any way to blame! Please know that! You are a beautiful woman with a beautiful heart that showcases your passion in the way in which you share this story! Please never stop being you. I also have bad PTSD from things I have experienced over a long career. And it never really gets easier, you just learn to work your life around it! I also carry with me a lot of guilt over the children I wasnt able to save. And the anniversaries of the deaths is sometimes unbearable! Please keep that support system and dont ever allow the feelings and emotions to overtake you! Stay beautiful and stay kind! 💜
Even if nothing actually happened it brings the person so much mental distraught to have that happen to them. The more the police looks over these actions the more they enable that behavior and even tho they didn’t do anything to this person, they might do something to the next.
@@the_genius_idiot thank you, and me today wouldn’t let you apologize to me bc now I fight for those who can’t or never got the chance. I appreciate the support and I’m happy to be alive but I live for them and to help save them
@@binkiegunn1135 i appriciate and respect that more than you know, even as a stranger online im proud of you that thru all that pain you want to help people not live thru the same pain. As someone who has crawled thru hell, i too want to help people that are in the same posisition where i was, what ever would it be thru making videos on my english channel, to give people atleast a spark of joy and hope to their lifes, or just going out and helping people. You are strong, more than you probably gredit yourself to be. Never let anything come between you and your hopes and dreams. i hope you have a wonderful life.
She also gave herself a good paycheck from bringing this story back up after 11 years.. personally if this happened to me I wouldn’t have put ads in such a serious, sad, emotional video, I wouldn’t have even thought about the money or views for a second while Editing this… I was honestly so happy that she was opening up about it until I got hit with 3 ads, that took alll of the power away from this video an turned it into dollar signs… I’m not mad I understand everyone needs money for bills! but it would’ve felt more genuine an real if she didn’t use this little girls murder to get it..
@@alexandriaa44 CONGRATULATIONS on being the 1st Karen that has to complain about some stupid sh** in the comments. 👏 👏 👏 👏 No one cares how u would have done it different. Just jog on............
@@alexandriaa44 youtoube can put ads on vids that aren't monetized by the creator without informing them of it. yeah, the topic is morbid but let's not pretend that true crime and horror content isn't super big on this platform and they know it. not to mention that celina is a popular creator, and this vid itself has a lot of likes and views, so it seem probable, especially since situation like this happened to other ytubers already. i'm not saying with certainty that this is the case here, but it feels more likely honestly
@@alexandriaa44 As explained by other's this is not a monetized video. TH-cam can put in ads without creator's consent, and creators DO have the ability to non-monetize videos. It's like you live under a rock.
Honey that's survivor guilt. What they did isn't your fault. Your innocence @ 17 is normal-what isn't is him shattering that. You're a loving awesome woman who has been thru alot but you're a strong smart silly survivor-just be your wonderful self💞
You need to remember that its not your fault. You were 17, he targeted you. You had no idea what he was up to. I think you're suffering from survivors guilt. And to know that you honor Victoria everyday is so beautiful. When Victoria met you in your dream she wanted you to know its not your fault. Thank you for sharing your story,
YES! Surviving such a tragedy knowing the one that didn't was a small and innocent child must be extremely difficult. It's a real thing, I have a family member with it.
Celina, you were definitely targeted by that man, but your intuition to break it off saved you. And the purple balloon you saw right after your dream was real confirmation that you had a visit with Tori. It sounds like you were suffering from survivor’s guilt and she told you not to let yourself do that any more. Amazing story. Hugs to you. ❤️
As someone who has survived being abducted and r-ped, Someone finally talking about something that has to do with it, and telling their story, I thank you strongly. You are genuinely one of the best human beings i've ever run into on this app. I'm only 16, and I have been through a lot, But this video, it gives me hope that I can have the courage to tell my story like this some day, but for now I keep it hidden from people I know in real life. Thank you, Celina.
I'm 33 now, but I am a survivor of multiple abductions and r-pes that all occurred between the ages of 16 and 20. Let me tell you, you can absolutely heal from all of that pain and shame and go on to live whatever life you want. It takes times, and some hard work, but you have the strength and the courage to heal, and you can even be someone who publicly shares their story if you so choose. Not everyone needs to share, going through this comment section it is just woman after woman sharing their similar experiences, or just saying "same", and that makes the world a little smaller for each of us and lets us know that we aren't alone in these things. But, like with Celina, and myself, and many others, these things that happen to us when we are young do not have to stop us from living our lives and being successful women or having loving relationships in the future. It doesn't have to define you and you don't have to live with that pain forever, or live with it alone. Much love to you ❤
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this with us. I’m so sorry that happened to you! I’m so glad you survived and got away. You are such a strong, beautiful soul! And I wish you the absolute best in your healing journey. 🥺
I hope you find the same courage and strength as I have been through allot through my younger years .. and adult life, I found chakra, and reiki and I became a reiki practitioner it cha gee my life. Manifesting out my negative thoughts for my self and was able to even get pregnant, luckily not by rape .. such a good chance out if that, I didn't even think I could be after everything I've been through but after taking those negative thoughts out and finally treating my self , I always separated myself from the father , because I am not going to allow some one or even my own family to disrespect me and tell me negative things about me while I have this child inside. I really hope I can manifest me moving out of Tennessee to Arizona . I have been here too long I'm not even from here this place is so draining. The people here are stuck and it's like their trying to keep me here . I won't allow it. Also , that's an affirmation. I do not allow you to have authority over my power. I do not allow any negative entities that wish to harm me or my child . I have a ring , it's a crown with the evil eye in it, to remind me that I am of royal blood and I am protected at all times by my ancestors.
Sending you all my love, Celina. I’m a therapist, and I wish they would have had a victim advocate there for you. Survival guilt is so complex and yes, that murder is her story, but you have your own story too and what you went through was also scary and your feelings are valid. I am so glad you’re here today. I wish you all the peace and love. Toris memory will live on with all of us ❤
so much this, survival guilt is wild. and Celina I am sending all the light and love to you to help you heal. The what ifs are endless. But IT"S NOT YOUR FAULT. while your story is different from mine, know that you are not alone. No one can predict an evil persons moves.
Tori made a change to the Amber Alert system. This is sadly not the first, (nor the last I'm sure)case I've seen where police did not act fast enough and failed an innocent. RIP Tori. ❤Thank you for telling your story Celina ❤
A girl in my town made a change in the amber alert system when she was killed years ago too. Her name was Kimmy. Everyone called her little kimmy. She was the first story that changed my life and made me aware of my surroundings. Multiple of my neighbors were her family members. My mom never even let me cross the street alone for years after what happened. The terrible things that happened to her significantly impacted how I think whenever I leave the house.
I did horrible things as a young kid/teen online. I was groomed. And one day I actually met someone and bad things happened. Internet safety is no joke. I live with so much guilt. I understand. Edit: I just wanted to sincerely thank everyone for the kind comments. This is something I think about daily and still haven't gotten over with therapy. I was expecting mean comments but the kindness made my day. Thank you.
The 90s internet landscape was truly a horrible place. There was no "dark web" it was all on the surface for innocents to find and fall into. Even now there are bold predators on the surface but kids are a little more cybersecure minded than we were back then. We knew nothing, it was just fun to talk to people from around the world and didn't think about sharing personal info. I've been involved with the worst sorts so I thank you Celina for your warning to people. I applaud your courage for speaking. Your overflowing love is evident so don't listen to anyone who says you're telling this story for any selfish reason. You're processing trauma and healing. Your fans love you and stand with you.
We do things that are hurtful when we feel disempowered. You felt very disempowered. It sounds like you don't anymore. What an amazing feeling! So glad you found it.
Oh hun, I hope you can release that guilt. Children/teens are innocent. The adults who groom are the monsters. I, too, had guilt over things I went through as an innocent. It took me years to realize that it was never my fault. Forgiving yourself is so freeing.
Tori's story is your story, your story is Tori's story. They are forever intertwined so don't ever feel bad for telling it. Your message is important and so is Tori's memory. I have a little girl and when I saw Tori on the news I seriously contemplated keeping my daughter out of school. We are from Sask but when a child goes missing it hits home, there was massive outrage when the female perpetrator was sent here to serve her sentence. Everyone who has ever loved a child in this province was ready to riot in the streets.
That must've felt terrifying. It infuriated me that Karla Homolka was actually allowed to receive facial reconstructive surgery in order not to be recognized on release. And that she wasn't sterilized while in her kushy prison. This is when the system absolutely fails. I don't care that she said 'yes my husband did it' SHE WAS THERE FILMING and should've spent every last moment in prison as well.
I am a 29 year old guy. In January this year, I invited a guy whom I had seen several times to see a movie, we were on walks, for coffee. I trusted. In the night after he drank a lot, even though I insisted not to exaggerate... he started choking me and he wanted to rape me. Ironically, he was 2 years younger than me. Despite my age, I've never felt so scared, angry, and helpless as I did then. Who knows if I wasn't a person who doesn't drink alcohol, I would be here with you right now. Take care of yourselves, darlings. You never know who is who, so be careful. Celine I hug you tight. Greetings from Poland- 29 yo man.
I am so so sorry you went through that! I hope you are getting the best support to help you heal & I am sending my love to you. I too have been in very similar situations… sadly also with people I trusted. We do always have to take good care of ourselves and be safe. 💜💜💜
I'm really sorry that you have become a member of this awful club that absolutely no one wants to be a member of. There are online support group for men who have been assaulted, and there need not be a sexual component to the assault. Good luck in your future, and stay as safe as is possible. ✌️&🖖 from ❄️🇨🇦❄️
I am so sorry that you went through such a scary thing. Who would know someone you’ve actually been out on dates with would end up doing that, I mean you begin to trust someone. I am sending you a huge hug because I know you need one. Thank you so much for sharing your story, you never know just doing that might give someone else that is suffering in silence the courage to share their story. I wholeheartedly believe the more we tell our stories the stronger we get, it gives the remembrance less power upon us. XOXO
Celina, thank you for sharing your story. I often think my involvement with a murderer is something I can’t relate to with a lot of people, and to hear this from you shook me but also made me feel less alone. When I was 15, I had a crush on a guy who ended up being very dangerous. He brought guns to school and made bombs, and I had my first kiss ever with him before I figured him out. After I had separated myself from him, he killed his dad maliciously, and became the front page news story of several papers as his trial went on. He was sentenced to prison for 30 years with another 15 eligible for parole for the weapons and bombs he had. This man is in prison and somehow still tries to add me on Facebook maybe once or twice a year, and it creeps me out that he even remembers me because I was such a blip in his radar of women he was with. I sometimes still have nightmares that when he’s 48 that he gets parole and he comes to find me and murder me. It’s something that makes you scared of strangers for the rest of your life, and scared of dating. Scared of trusting. Thank you again for sharing your story. I’m sorry this happened to you. And I’m glad you followed your gut when you knew something wasn’t right.
I know this is late, but you absolutely deserve to tell your story. PTSD and survivors guilt are strong forces to live with. This man tried to victimize you as well. He stalked you and tried to groom you, either to target you or try to make you his accomplice since you had access to young children and were from the town he was lurking in. You did the best you could and honestly, if the police had done more about the stalking investigation on your end, there could have been a different outcome. A lot of people failed Tori, but you were not one of them.
💔❤ the police really don’t take stalking seriously. They basically tell you to deal with it in court and don’t bother them unless something is already physically happening. And even then sometimes they’re dismissive. I know there are many good officers and detectives, I think it’s the justice system that is flawed and idk if that’s why sometimes these things aren’t handled seriously by police because they feel like they aren’t backed up. But it’s very sad no matter what the excuse ❤
@@gigiamour oh you don't know how many people died because of police not doing anything when people asked for help due to stalking or that someone is dangerious and might commit a crime. Many children died by the hand of their parents due to social workers failing to take the children away for their safety, having visible bruises and still not caring. Way too many stories sadly...
The police is so mean. But when it comes to money they do their jobs. I ask myself “Why do they want to be a police man when they don’t do their jobs?” So weird.
I remember listening to a woman who had an out of body experience. She was talking about people that die in horrific ways. She said that sometimes the angel that escorts the dead will snatch their soul/spirit out of their body early so that they do not remember the trauma. When you were at the arcade in your dream, and she said, I don’t know what happened to me. I totally believe that. I think you had a visitation. She wanted you to know that she is OK and she wants you to be too. 🦋 Thank you for uploading this video.
I've heard that too. A psychic told my mom that right before my step brother hit the car in the accident that took him from us, all he saw was bright bright lite and he was not on his motorcycle anymore, he was in a new, peaceful place. She also said his job now is when someone passes unexpectedly and quick, he's there to help them. His gentle soul fits that job perfectly, I can see him grabbing someone and saying hey, it's ok, I got u ❤
@@niecydeleon759I've heard that too, that people are "taken" before the impact. I love the way you describe ur brother being there to help others. I dunno what it is about what you said but it really got me in the feels, I can just imagine him waiting to help. Sounds silly writing it out, I hope I'm making sense lol
Love you, Celina. My best friend was murdered when we were in our early twenties. She was engaged and pregnant and her fiance strangled her (and technically the fetus) to death. Then several years later, another close friend of mine was murdered because of a road rage incident and was shot to death. Please everyone, from a random older lady on the internet, please be careful and aware at all times. Always tell someone you can truly trust where you're going and who with and plan to check in afterwards. I can't stress that last part enough. It doesn't matter if it's someone you think you're in love with or a complete stranger, they could end your life.
@Sarah Coletti Wow I can’t imagine going through the MURDERS of two of my friends, i am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story and reminding everyone that it doesn’t matter if it is someone you love or if it’s a complete stranger, tragedies like this can happen to anyone anytime so we have to do everything we can to protect ourselves. My cousin (Andre Fuqua) was shot while driving home (Corpus Christi) from a running marathon on January 22, 2017 by an unknown assailant before eventually dying on the 26th. it’s still unsolved.
@@moviemelody2210 Thank you for your kind words. I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin. I hope the authorities are still actively pursuing his murderer because if not, that's seriously messed up. I hope Andre is resting in peace and power. 💖
@@sarahcoletti6946 thank you. The police are still looking…sort of (the last I heard there were no new leads, so it’s kind of gone cold). Did both of your friends murders get solved?
@@moviemelody2210 I just wrote a super long response but it disappeared. They were both caught but in my opinion, neither of them got the punishment they truly deserved.
Survivors guilt is a very difficult thing to endure. PTSD is as well. You are so brave and so strong. Thank you for sharing this story and for giving Victoria her voice. She definitely visited you and wants you to be well. I am sure she is grateful for how you helped bring her killers to justice. Well wishes and love always.
I hope that a lot of teens see this. Internet safety is so important. Young people often don’t think about what they post. Sending love to you ❤ RIP Tori 🕊️ ❤
As someone born and raised in Ontario, Canada I think that using your platform to bring awareness to Tori’s memory is amazing. What was done to her by those monsters is something I hope no other parent has to go through. That being said you were also a victim of that monster and by no means should you ever blame yourself for what happened or feel guilt that you survived. His mind was made and if it wasn’t her it would have been you or someone else. The way you are honouring her memory and pushing for internet safety is saving lives and protecting others that may not realize how dangerous the internet is. Our justice system needs to protect our children better and both of those monsters should never see daylight again. Thank you for speaking your truth and also thank you for keeping Tori’s memory alive. 💜
That was sooo well said 🥹 and yeah. Celina you do not have any blame in this. You were also just a teenager and as much of a victim. This video was so moving and thanks for sharing this. Stay healthy and take care of yourself and be that Shining light that you are 🫶🏻
At 17 girls don't realize how dangerous social media can be, until the last couple of decades everyone pretty much trusted anyone, like not locking doors ect. It's never the victims fault, just like it isn't your fault. The guy is a monster. You bringing awareness is saving lives everyday.
17? I met someone on the internet when I was 15. 28 years old. Disgusting and I can't blame my parents because they didn't really know how bad it could be and neither did any of us 90s babies. Keep the awareness from the age they start using any smartphones, tablets, etc. ❤️
@@kbar_03_54 that's the issue. People up there freaking 13 + 14 + 15 year olds use the internet unattended. I'm a 90s baby in my mother and father never allowed us on the internet without them knowing what we were doing. More parents should have been like that and should continue to be like that. They shouldn't be buying their damn kids smart phones until the kid is old enough to work and even then... Put restrictions on the internet portion. It's unreal.
I used this story to teach my kids about internet safety. I had them watch it because they got a phone for first time and I wanted them to hear firsthand what can happen to really good people who don’t even make bad choices. Thank you. Your story is powerful. And can and will save alot of people. Never delete this. Evil wants silence from good people.
Celina please don’t delete this. It is so very important to share these stories. It IS our responsibility now to let the younger generations know that these type things aren’t okay. When you’re young you feel so flattered by some actions when in reality those actions are GIANT red flags. Love you Cel. Survivors guilt is horrible horrible horrible.
As a young person around 17, I listened to your story and will promise to be safe and learn from your experience. Thank you so much for your vulnerability and openness with all of us
Always a public place and do not leave before them…. Or leave with them…. Especially if you have a bad feeling. AS a young woman, ALWAYS trust your gut instinct. It will never ever steer you wrong. And as you get older and wiser that intuition will gain wisdom as well.
My advice to you is, at 17….22 doesn’t seem too old but it is. It’s a whole different headspace. Don’t let 20 year olds manipulate you into thinking they’re close to your age. They’re not. They want more than friendship from you.
You can never blame your decision. You didn’t know what he was capable of , or what he would do. You didn’t choose to protect yourself knowing that Tori would be the victim. Because of your experience you were able to be a part of the trial that ultimately got justice for Tori. You are forever changed. Sending you love from Barrie Ontario 🖤
For Tori, and every child who doesn't get to grow up, I will live my life full of love and bring happiness and safety to anyone I can. You're doing amazing, Celina. 💜
You're so strong for posting this Celina, the title seems very serious. I hope whatever happened is better now. We love you so much Celina. Thank you for all you do and risking your safety for us, you're an amazing person and a warrior.
This is such a bizarre comment. Why don't you first watch the video before commenting? It's like that "I'm happy for u tho. Or sorry that happened." meme.
Please never delete this... it is such an important power you are giving to people in scary situations. This video would have helped me so much if I was still being abused. ❤
You were a child as well, Love. This monster knew what and how to manipulate others. He looked for someone specific to manipulate, your gut instincts are and were 100% and thank goodness you listened. 💕 So much love to Tori's family and all that love/ed her. Thank you for sharing her with us all. 💖💖💖
I made some very dangerous decisions on the Internet, including meeting an older man when I was 13 who did horrible things. I absolutely cannot stress enough how important Internet safety is. Celina, you are so so strong for telling this story. We all love you so much and you have the support of hundreds and thousands of people ❤️❤️❤️
Oh sweet girl, my heart is so proud of the courage you exude to tell your story. Bravery shines in your words! I hope sharing gives you a small bit of healing!
I'm 14 and live in constant fear of stuff like this people who do that are disgusting. To Tori and any other kids who's life's were cut short and couldn't live to the fullest, just like Celina ima live life extra in your honor. And to Celina, I'm so sorry this happened to you you're so brave for posting this and you are helping to many people. Just know that Tori would be proud of you. We all are we love you and we're all so proud❤
I - I honestly now realise why, why you are so empathic, you live life to the fullest because of Tori ❤️ I respect that so much, and I would not be able to live like that. I have just so much respect for you. Do not feel guilty for what you did. You are so brave for posting this. Just remember, we are all here with you. Love you Celina ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
I'm so sorry that this is the reality for our world's children and women. However please try to have a healthy awareness; don't live in fear. Since you understand what can happen, you can take action to do your very best to prevent it: Take a self-defense class. Never go anywhere alone at night. Be cautious in parking garages. Always share your travel plans with friends and family. Carry a whistle, assault alarm, or pepper spray on your keychain. And never, ever be ashamed to speak up if your intuition tells you that something doesn't feel right. This is YOUR life! You deserve to live it with hope and confidence, not fear. The best way to do that is to arm yourself with knowledge and skills. Much love from a woman who still battles her own fears daily and wants better for future generations. 💪
@@Yeehaw0588girl be scared for yourself don’t be a fool. The little girl in this story was at school, eight years old and didn’t become a victim because of the internet. Any girl or woman needs to live in a paranoid state, IT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU, and the best way to avoid that is to always assume it’s going to.
Listening to this broke my heart. Not only for Tori, but for you as well. You are not responsible in any way for that awful person's choices. Thank you for bringing awareness to the fact that it's not always safe talking to others on the internet.
My pastor told me “the devil is a scheme artist. He wraps the truth with lies”. So when you sit there and blame yourself for happened to Tori, tell yourself “what happened is true, but it was NOT caused by me”. You’re so strong for what you’ve been through and I’m so glad that you shared this with us. You’re being a voice for Tori and it’s going to help a lot of people ❤️
Exactly!! The devil just wants you to think all these horrible things so he can have you, but what’s done is done and like you said you’ve learned and your so much stronger now and each day your healing. I’m sure she’s with you everyday, but it’s least now she’s in heaven so happy and free. You have a lot of guilt with this situation and I’m so sorry.
This needs to be shared. Its scary how the younger kids ARE NOT being taught about "online safety". EVERYONE needs to know about how to keep themselves safe! Also always trust ur instincts!
My school teaches us about online safety every year. This is real stuff and its not ok. I am SO glad that my school teaches us about how to avoid this stuff. Praying for Tori ❤
As a stalking victim myself, I want to say I am so proud of you for apeaking up and sharing this story! I am sending you so much love and light as well as the family and friends of that lil sweet girl, Victoria. This is such an important message for kids to hear. Internet safety is so important!!!
@joarou3385 Yes, I have my youngest daughter, a nephew, and a grandbaby now. I won't let my daughter do online games or social media. She has an alias online and the email account connected to her device is connected to my device too. Plus the Bark app. When she is a teenager and wants social media it will only be parent run accounts. Too many human trafficking victims these days. The likes aren't worth the risk.
I remember this case, I was living in Burlington at the time - about an hour and a half away from Woodstock. When she was missing, there was always the hope that she was ok, like when you hear about any child that goes missing and then unfortunately a few days/weeks later they find a body. It's heart breaking. Celina, there is NOTHING you could have done differently. NOTHING. Think about all the people that were closer to her. No offence to Tori's mom but can you imagine how she feels? I'm sure she feels a lot of regret for the mistakes she has made. From what I recall it was the grandmother that ended up being the one to call the police. You followed your gut instinct that something was wrong with this guy. What if you hadn't? What if you let him into your life completely? What if he got away with Tori's murder and then used you knowing you were a "Big Sister". Maybe you should look at it like you prevented others from being a murder victim. Sorry this is so long.
Being a person from this town, it hits. You never know how that day could have played out for you. It’s so sad, you are so strong & I can hear it in your voice how it holds to you. I watched your long video telling the in depth of everything and that is the scariest thing of life. We all love you Celina and keep using your voice❤️ always praying Victoria rip sweet angel. My husband and I drive by home where she lived & we are always reminded of her beautiful smile.
I was a little younger than Victoria and I remember when she disappeared and seeing it on the news. We lived on the other side of town… I didn’t grasp it as a child what was happening or what it meant but knowing now is so hard. I feel like after this happened, the town was way off.
This story is heartbreaking. I don’t know why anyone would believe you have ill intentions when telling it. It is so extremely important for young people to be safe on the internet. Not everyone is your friend, and not everyone is who they say they are. Please be careful, and that goes for everyone.
It's an important message to all of us. Young, old, child, parent, grandparent, everyone. We all need to be a LOT safer on the internet. We never know what could happen.
I know so so many people want to say “oh I would never do that” including me but MOST people would, I’m 16 now and I know I’m smart but at the same time I would be flattered too, this is a story people NEED to know. Im a terrified person, but I’m so so scarred something like this will happen to me or someone I know, Thank you for being brave and sharing this
Baby idk if you will read this but I’m case you do, it is NOT your fault (i know believing that is easier said than done). You are so strong and the fact that you’re using this story to spread awareness about internet safety speaks volumes to your character. You are such a light in so many of our lives and we all love you SO much. Thank you for everything you do, whether it’s videos like these or just being your funny self and bringing smiles to so many. Sending you so much love and prayers 🖤🖤🖤
Celina, this is horrible that you had to experience this. We are all here for you, and Celina you are the bravest, coolest person. we are all here for you ❤
Celina, the only people responsible for this are the people who did it. It's so understanding that this horrible experience has given you PTSD. You're so strong; don't lose that indignation! Not all anger is bad...sometimes it helps drive you to do good things to help rebalance the Universe. Keep being you. You are so loved. Xxx
My God this is so similar to what I went through years ago. I was a bartender and this older man would come in and get one beer and not drink it at the end of the bar my whole shift. I'd casually talk to him like I did everyone, assuming he was in AA or something and this is how he tested himself. He paid one of my coworkers for my phone number then started calling me multiple times a day. I didn't know the number so I didn't answer. He started leaving me nasty messages telling me to talk to him. I answered once and asked who it was and why he was calling. He said he loved my vibe and wanted to hang out. I said no, and to lose my number. He didn't. I started getting threatening messages until one day after getting home from work there were photos in my mailbox taken through my blinds of me. I lived by myself in a first floor apartment. My family said I was exaggerating and that it was probably nothing but I was really freaked out so i went to the police by myself and showed them the photos and played them the messages. They laughed it off, called him and told him to leave me alone. That made him MAD. He started calling me all day, nonstop. He would follow me home from where I worked and park in the parking lot and take photos of me when I wasn't paying attention. He'd stick them in my mailbox, bang on the door and take off. I was TERRIFIED. I didn't know this man, but the police thought I antagonize him and lead him on. I didn't. It wasn't until I was at dinner with my dad when the phone wouldn't stop ringing that they started to believe me. "Whos that that keeps calling?" My dad said and I told him it was the stalker from work so he answered. The man said nothing... until I got home. He texted me and described what my dad looked like. I didn't respond. Then he left a message saying he was going to kill me. I went back to the police station with my dad. Only then did they take it seriously. They show up and arrest him... apparently he had a warrant for kidnapping for 6 states away. It still gives me nightmares almost 20 years later.
O man that upsets me the police thought you "lead him on"? BULLSHIT UGHHH ITS NOT THEIR PLACE TO MAKE THAT CALL "PROTECT AND SERVE" AND THEY DIDN'T THEY ACCUSED AND HUMILIATED! that's not ok! Even if you did flirt or whatever "leading him on" might entail, shouldn't even be a factor NOBODY DESERVES TO BE HARASSED, STALKED, MADE TO FEEL UNSAFE, OR ANYTHING ELSE THAT WOULD CAUSE ANY TRAUMA RESPONSE! But at least they finally did take it seriously there's so much crazy crap going on wow 😳
At 17, I probably would have started out feeling flattered by the attention, too. Our minds work differently at that age. Everything seems more fairylale-ish when we are young & haven't seen the worst of the world. 17 is still a kid & you were manipulated. I'm an adult mom of an 8 year old daughter, so that story terrifies me. Even so, I can clearly see that you were a victim, too. I was 17 once & I can totally see how a creep could manipulate a naive, romantic 17 year old mind. It's not your fault! Don't give those criminals that kind of power. You are not their victim anymore. You are strong and they are trash.
Crimes like this traumatize not only the victims families but anyone nearby as well. Please don’t feel bad for telling your story. I’m glad you were able to survive encounters with this monster, and I’m glad you’re able to use your story to bring more awareness to Tori’s memory. Wishing you and anyone else affected all the best in healing ❤️
I have survivor's guilt too. It never goes away, it just gets a bit easier to cope with eventuality. Everyone heals differently and different and in their own time. Could be weeks, months, years, or decades. The pace is different for everyone. You take all the timd you need to heal. 💗
💜💜💜 Survivor's guilt is horrible. I was 14 yr old when my best friend was brutally murdered. I was supposed to walk home with her after school that day. I went home sick before lunch. A mutual friend told me that she had been wanting to talk to me. I, even 37 years later, wished that I would've been there to talk to her. I still feel guilty for being sick that day. Maybe there could've been the safety in numbers thing and she'd still be here. 37 years have passed and I still have PTSD, and survivor's guilt. I have not been able to trust anyone other than my husband and my son. I keep a wall up because one of the two people that took my best friend away, was at one time, a friend of mine. I've tried going to counseling, but, again, I don't trust anyone to be able to get that close to help me. Celina, I'm so sorry that you've had to go through what you have. I pray you can find peace. I'm still trying to find it myself. 💜💜💜
That is such a heartbreaking experience to have gone through and that continues to isolate you. PTSD is a brutal beast. I don't really believe in predestination or premonitions, but sometimes the odds of things shaking out the way they do feels so bizarre. There is no guilt in being sick or even just choosing not to do something based on your gut feelings. It's a real shame that people can do such horrible things, but that isn't your shame to carry. You had no control in that situation and there is no way you could have. Even if you had been there with her, you may have only changed the way the situation happened. As a friend, I can't imagine that she would want you to suffer in her honor. I hope you find a soft spot for yourself and your grief.
Survivor’s guilt is a very real very terrible thing to live with. You can’t blame yourself for something like this. You are here for a reason and helping to spread awareness is very much a part of it.
I remember when Tori went missing. Living in Ontario it was all over the news. I am so sorry that you went through all this and that you had this experience. You are helping her memory to live on by sharing your story. Thank you for sharing this with us, and for being so brave.
I’m very familiar with this story as I live only a couple towns over. My hope for YOU is that you will soon feel free from the trauma of this whole thing, and feel peace within your mind and heart. No more fear, survivor’s guilt, and no more replaying it over and over in your mind. Thank you for putting this message out to the world, it can save lives. Continue to live your life extra. Sending you so much love & healing ❤️
Tori was a year younger than me exactly, we share a birthday. I was nine when this took place. I don’t remember much of my childhood, but I will never ever forget the absolute fear I felt when I heard she was missing. I grew up less than 1/2 hr away from Woodstock. You never think something like this is going to happen so close to home. I remember being so afraid before they were caught that me or one of my siblings or friends would be taken next. I don’t think that fear ever left me to be honest. Thanks for sharing Celina, this is a very important story with very important lessons.
I am so sorry Celina. There’s nothing I can say to express how badly I want to hug you. You can’t blame yourself for what happened. You have to know that we are here for you. We may not know you in person, but I know that I will always be here to listen.
We love you so much, Celina. You are so brave and strong for posting this. This WILL save lives! You WILL save lives! I’m 38 with two children. We watch you together. This day in age with the technologies absolutely terrify me and we need more influencers like you bringing awareness to us all. I’m so so sorry this happened to you. I can’t imagine. I hope you know it’s not your fault and hope at some point this will feel more like a faded scar. Hopefully you continue to talk about this with someone you trust. We love you so much!
Sweet girl, this is your story. Thank you for sharing it. Thank you for the warnings. I can hear how painful this was for you to make but I am grateful you are being a voice to those who don't have one, or get silenced. Thank you for being here to share this. The world and people (as much as we hope and want different) can be very cruel and unpredictable. You can be a light in the darkness.
My 4 daughters and i lived in Woodstock when this happened. My kids went to the same school. Celina, i am so sorry this happened to you in your young life... I am however incredibly proud of the wise and mature adult you have become. I know it has to be horrific to learn to live with, but please let me say... You're leading by example, and the young people who are your followers and fans hear your voice... They hear your message. Don't stop. You do Tori honor by the telling and by trying to keep other kids safe. I will pray for your peace honey... and send you love and support always. RIP Miss Tori... In the arms of the angels.
I feel your pain. I introduced someone I worked for, to the kids at a youth group I volunteered at, when he collected me from there on weekend, and waited with me, while we were waiting for the parents to pick up all the children. The last two were there quite some time waiting for their parents, and we chatted, and laughed, and joked between us all. I didn't think anything of it. Four months later, one of the girls went missing. It hit the national media, with a search campaign.... And when what transpired came to light, I vomited over and over, and screamed in a way that at first I didn't think was coming from me. He had taken her and killed her, and not only that, but he had killed other people too. He is in prison now, claims he's now found faith, but will never be released.... But it has left me in my own prison. One of guilt, and I wish I had never introduced him. Everyone tells you "it's not your fault", but you cannot help but wonder in this situation, "what if". ... That is the legacy of pain and burden, we live with. It is called Survivors Guilt. It will always be a part of us now. And it will haunt us for the rest of our lives. Celina... I'm not glad it was her, but I am glad, that it wasn't you. You give so much to people. You make a difference to people's lives. You've made a difference to mine....... and most of all... you are not alone in your pains and feelings. There are many of us our here, who hear you - and we understand. Sending love and hugs. From someone who truly understands. ((((HUGS)))) XxxxxX
I used to live in Fergus, ON. My step sisters cousin was great friends with Tori’s mom. I remember the days between when she went missing and was found. There’s no words to describe how horrible it really was. Thank you for sharing your story and being so strong ❤️
I remember you telling this story on tiktok right before you started to go viral. You are incredibly strong and brave, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! ❤️
It breaks my heart hearing stories like this. I'm a mother of a 19yr old and an 11 yr old. To think about how real monsters do exist is so scary. The people that committed this unforgivable crime and others like them are monsters. But as long as there are people out there like you, who show love, kindness, and try to change the world for the better...then we still have hope. Thank you for being strong and brave enough to share yours and Tori's story. Love goes out to all victims and survivors. STAY STRONG 😘
Hi! I´m nobody really but I just wanted to say thank you for doing your best with your children. I think if mine did I wouldn´t have gotten into some of the things that happened to me online by grown adult men all over the world. (But also; I am okay today and I was never in physical danger, I was manipulated and groomed online by people in other countries. One was a married dad of 3, and he´d send me gifts like jewelry and perfume. I felt so special that an older man (He was over 40) was interested in 16 year old me but I am 26 now and it is INSANE. So I´m sorry for this rant but what I wanted to say was thank you. You´re doing great.)
I remember this case as I’m not to far away please keep this story up not only does it show the danger of online talking it brings light to a situation that needs to be remembered and your story could save someone in the future thank you for sharing and God bless you
I'm disturbed by the amount I do know about that case. It's truly repugnant and I am so sorry for your dear friend's traumatic loss. I don't know why someone would do such horrific things to a kid, but I do know that there's a place in hell for those two repulsive monsters
Always knew there was Trauma behind your personality and the sleep walking... Girl, tell your story....all of it. Verbal Vomit your story left and right.....the good, the bad, & the ugly. One day you'll be ready to heal and this video is the beginning of that. 🙏🏼♥️. 1 year of EMDR got me further in my CPTSD healing than 10yrs of PTSD therapy... You should give it a try. Good luck in your healing. 💜
She’s fakes the extent of her sleep walking I’m sure she does sleep walk, but it’s nothing like she portrays it to be it’s painfully obvious.. that aside I feel bad for her.
Also good luck in your healing journey too, I'm so glad you found a therapy that works for you, and I'm sorry you had to go through something so awful 💜💜💜
From one survivor to another, telling your story is powerful medicine to you and all who listen. Regardless of how they receive it and react to it the fact remains that it is your truth. Tori might be the main character but that monster had you in his web as well. I am so proud of you for having the strength to share your story. I'm also proud/touched by your will to live life extra on purpose despite how being involved in this at any capacity has affected you. It is not an easy thing. Sending love and light to you, Adam, and the aminals.💜
Hugs. You are brave for sharing this story. Internet safety is absolutely important, not just for children, for everyone. Thank you Celina for being you.🌻
I am so proud to be someone who considers you a role model. This story is terrifying and so heartbreaking. You are a strong woman for posting this, but also, the steps you took to support her and her family make you so much more. Thank you for sharing the dangers of online dating and life online period. Stay safe, and know that you are an inspiration and can change so many when you share things like this . Love you, Celina.
I hold guilt from a situation in my life that resulted in the death of an innocent, beautiful 3 year old girl. I was only 12 when it happened and I’m 27 now. When I go back to that place mentally now as a mother myself, it still brings me to tears. I still have a little bag she packed with her toys..I have never been able to part with it and opening it just overwhelms me. It’s not our fault, I know. But it’ll always feel like we could have changed it. I’m so sorry.
you are a beautiful soul, love. i wish you the utmost peace from all the pain you must carry. i just know she’s grateful that you’ve kept the bag of toys, because those brought her happiness, and still do because you keep them protected.
no child should ever go thru that, and its easy said than done that you shouldnt beat yourself up so much about it. you could have not done anything different and its pointless to think what if you could have. it might sound harsh but im just saying what comes to my mind at this moment. its a terrible and tragic thing ofcourse but now you know. you know the pain and the danger. i dont blame you, anyone who has any sense in their mind wouldnt blame you. Stay strong and life your life whit love not regret. i hope the best for you.
💜🦋 R.I.P Tori. We love you. 🦋💜 and Celina, don’t be afraid to use your voice. Some people are disgusting but we have to power through it and learn more for our safety.
I’ve listened to a podcast about this story. The perpetrators had connections with the victim’s family so there’s nothing you could have done to cause this, and there’s nothing you could’ve done differently. That doesn’t change how scary and traumatic this experience was for you, you’re so strong for using this experience to raise awareness and honor Tori’s memory. I’m an abduction survivor myself, so it personally means a lot to me that you’re raising awareness about detecting red flags in predators.
@@jasmineryce217 i think she means the part that they had a connection to the family they weren’t friends they had like met once for drugs or something like that. So saying they had connections to the family is false. I wouldn’t call meeting someone once or seeing them here and there around town a “connection” or “ties”.
I gasped when you said Tori's name. I've watched it over and over covered on different channels. Thank you for your story and I hope you continue to spread the message. I know it is so hard to not feel like you have some sort of part in this. Tori was called home too early. But you are doing exactly what you said. Living life to the fullest and "extra" in her memory. You seem to love Halloween, purple, etc. I'm sorry for the burden this has put on your life, but we are all so happy you are here and appreciate what you share with the world. We love you Celina. 💜
Celina, you are so strong and I want to thank you for telling this story. Victoria's story is heart wrenching and, together with your nightmare, is the reason internet safety should never be ignored. You are such a breath of fresh air and absolutely live "extra". Knowing you do that for Tori makes me love you just that much more. I love you, Spooky Boo. Stay strong and keep being extra!
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Please always love extra for Tori 💜
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Lots of love to you both. I am so, so sorry
We’re here for Celina. All of us. No matter what. Rain or shine and we will stand by you and comfort you and always, always will be. We love you. Please, never forget it.
PLEASE don't ever delete this.... there's so much power in this story
Yes this story is very powerful!! until an ad pops up right when she mentions the death of an 8 year old girl… I understand everyone needs to pay their bills but it just took everything meaningful about this video an turned it into dollar signs.. an that honestly made me sad, who would even care about making ad revenue off of this story? If it was going towards the little girls family that’d be different.. but bringing a little girls murder that happened 11 years ago back up for the views & money is far from powerful an closer to disgusting…
@alexandriaa44 shut up Celina did not do it for views she put it out there to make everyone know that even if a person seems kind or a good person online doesn't always mean that they r in real life so don't try guilt tripping her because you didn't go through what she Celina went through
@@alexandriaa44 TH-cam will put ads in any video they want regardless of monetization. Especially long videos. I would doubt that this was done for anything other than to get this information out there.
@@rebeccawoodard653 No they don’t.. they only can if they aren’t in the TH-cam partner program, which I’m pretty sure she is since she has an ad at the very beginning before the video even starts.. I mean there’s an easy way to remove all ads from a video in TH-cam studio.. so yea they’re on for a reason..
@@rebeccawoodard653 listen I’m not hating on that! as someone who’s strugglin with money I understand.. but I atleast would’ve said something in the video an been straight up about it! I’ve been through a lot in my life an if I ever choose to use it for a story time video, id be honest an say I need the money… that doesn’t mean I don’t care about what happened or that it hasn’t effected my life! Like I KNOW celina has had a hard time dealing with this, I believe her! But she could still use the story for money & views.. it’s just the fact that it made the story hit different & that she can definitely afford to take ads off of one video..
“It’s not even my story.” Celina, you’re telling it for the right reasons. We hear you.
So much this ^^^
@@JennicaDuncanWhat does that mean? "SO MUCH THIS" ?
@@east1128 It means I agree with missyresinger and am bolstering her comment.
It is also part of her story, it’s her trauma from this person that’s connected to this murder. She was asked to help him with something an hour and a half before he took a little girl. It was either going to be Celina or that little girl or another person. It’s not her fault at all. I think she feels the need to say “it isn’t even my story” because of the judgement of those in her hometown. It is her story. She was apart of this guy’s plot as another victim.
@Lostgirl205why does that matter right now?
For people who are starting out working, here is a little work place safety. DO NOT give phone numbers of co workers out to customers. Don’t even tell them if your co worker is working a certain day or even that same day. I work retail, and unfortunately some of my co workers have dealt with stalkers that were customers. Please stay safe everyone, and keep your co workers safe
THIS. I used to cashier at Walmart and anytime non-employees asked if so-and-so was around I always said I didn’t know them (which if they weren’t a cashier or longtime employees was usually true) or that “I’m not sure/I haven’t seen them today.” Especially if it was a guy asking about minors or other girls in their 20s. He might be fine or he might be a creep, you never know.
This is very true! The person asking could be a stalker, trafficker or an abuser your co-worker got away from. Giving out people's numbers or any contact info could put their life at risk so just don't, ever. Even if it's their mom asking! If it feels hard to say no you can always blame it on a company policy.
My coworker gave my number to another employee who worked at the mall. What resulted was 3 years of nonstop harassment from this person. I was only 16 at the time, but to this day I hate how there were no consequences for both my coworker or that employee.
This! Never give any info about your coworkers. You do not know if that person is safe to give information to. It's not your information to give. It is no one else's business when they work, when they usually arrive, when they usually leave, their email, their phone number, etc. It's so, so dangerous to give that info. It does not matter if the person asking is attractive to you. Your matchmaking moment may get someone killed. Say "I'm not legally able to share information about employees of this establishment for liability purposes." Make your work place inhospitable to this dangerous sharing of personal information with strangers. If they are asking about underage coworkers, alert security and management. Have them deal with them. If they push, get the higher ups and security involved. There are boundaries that need to be upheld for safety reasons.
This, at my last 2 jobs this was literally a rule. You can not do this because sometimes could be stalking the coworker
This a case that has haunted me for years. I remember seeing her sweet face on those missing person flyers and sharing the post everywhere I could. I thought that because she was last seen with a woman that maybe this was just going to be one of those cases where the child is found unharmed, perhaps with someone she knew. It was very wrong to assume that, because the woman who took her and led her straight to that monster is nothing short of evil.
My sister Rachell was Tori's best friend. They were always together. I will never forget how hard she'd cry when the radio would mention her being missing. We love you.
omg thats heartbreaking rip!!:((xx
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Your sister knew tori! I'm so sorry!! ❤️
A quote that means so much to me: “It is okay to be afraid of the monsters. It is never okay to become one.” As a survivor, that quote gets me through day by day, and keeps me strong.
Hmm. Where is that quote from? Sounds nice. Thanks for sharing that.
Yes, who said this? I tell myself something similar every day.
In my opinion, you can become a monster, but only when you need to. There's a quote, and I can't remember who said it, but it goes, "It's better to be a warrior in a garden than to be a gardener in a war." Which means learn to be ruthless, but keep it under control. It could save your life one day.
Amen
In my experience, you can either become what hurt you or fight against what hurt you (it's of course understandable to be afraid).
It's not fair since the knowledge is forced on us. But once you can see the monsters that hide among people clearly; you can never not see them again.
I'm 13, and my friends and I have been getting stalked for the past 2 years. He would fly A drone at our windows, fly over our heads when we left our house,and left notes on out porches. They finally had enough evidence to arrest him a couple weeks ago. I still don't feel safe in my own home or anywhere.
Hun, u need to report that.
@@Ireland7did u read all
@@Ireland7hun, you need to read it all
Good you are safe now. I am sorry you had to go through that, being that young. I dont knw if you live with your biological family but keep trusting the people close to you. The ones that helped you are the ones you should trust. I was attacked once by someone I dont know. I did not realize he was after me at all.. Iswear to you, if you keep on living your life in a good way you will get past it. By living in a good way I mean dont do drugs or alkohol bc that will put you in a position of vulnerability. Never stop talking about it, share your story and you will heal!
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You're way too young to have to go through something as traumatic as that, I'm so sorry.
"It's not even my story", it is your story. The most gut wrentching thing about this is that if the police had done more when it was first flagged that he was stalking you, the fallout wouldn't have occurred. I'm so sorry you have been carrying this with you all this time. Don't delete this; it needs to be out there and those who are trying to gatekeep your trauma and story do not get to do that.
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The issue with the police...even if they're upstanding in their jobs, they're limited by the laws they serve on what they can do.
I've reported illegal stuff. One situation is adults drugging and having sex with minors on camera. These minors want their high, well, most do. Some felt violated and ashamed. PD either didn't believe me or couldn't nail them. It never dawned on me how crazy it sounded until my employer asked me to stop, then asked "have you ever thought that the police don't believe you? It does sound crazy." Actually, that never crossed my mind. I've given up on law enforcement. If they do care, again, they're limited. Secondly, if you are honest 💯 I feel like people think you're more likely a liar.
Ya, when tf are they going to make stalking illegal? 😡
The law and our society is extremely misogynistic and women and children don't matter! Until we finally make men responsible for their actions, with real penalties nothing will ever change! However the police, judges, teachers, cult clergy... all have pedophiles in their ranks, it has no socioeconomic or cast these men exist in all aspects of society and most go unpunished and cause so much damage it is irreparable!
@@catherinebeatific535um wtf
Why the hell would people in your town give you hate or backlash for speaking your truth? This is the reason victims are so scared to speak up. Disgusting. YOU ARE SAVING LIVES BY MAKING AND KEEPING THIS VIDEO UP. I’m so sorry this happened, you are an inspiration to me.
Honestly it sounds like a trauma response for the town itself. She mentioned how this affected everyone on a deep level. This was a town where everyone knew each other and never locked their doors, but this changed that. If I had to guess, because of how just.. Earth shattering and shocking the experience was, they all collectively tried to pretend like it didn't happen as a way to protect themselves from the harsh reality that not everyone is a nice person, and bad things can happen to anyone anywhere. Does that justify it? Of course not, it's a very inappropriate response and shouldn't be excused. But maybe this will help put things into perspective, humans do a lot of weird and stupid things when they're scared or uncomfortable. It's easy us from the outside looking in to judge them, but if you lived in that town and went through it.. You'd most likely have a very similar mentality. The point of this story isn't to judge anyone, it's to let the story of an innocent child be heard and carry on her memory.
That’s how some people are, some people in my hometown are toxic and like to talk trash about anyone
No such thing as ‘Your truth’. There’s the truth and someone’s perspective but yeh no one should be giving her shit for speaking about her experience.
It's not *her* truth or *your* truth it's simply *the* truth
@@lazyvipurr4698 yes!
There’s a show on HBO Max, ‘signs of a psychopath’ Tori’s case is Episode 6, Season 1
May she rest in peace.
Aww. I need to watch it because I feel so terrible and need to know what happened to this poor girl.
"I was just having fun on the internet talking to strangers" that hit hard. When I was 15,16, 17 I did the same thing and had no fear of someone coming to murder me. Im now 30 and tell kids all the time dont do what I did. The world is so scary. Im so sorry this happened to you and my heart goes out to the little girls family.
I have selective mutism in real life so the internet really is one of the only ways I can truly get my feelings across, but some people really just be leaking their social security numbers, age and height on here like it's nothing! Kust for some attention, I don't care how old you are it's not a smart thing to do, it's not the victims fault but people need to be more aware lol
@Yeehaw0588 I'm glad you have somewhere, to speak
I was stalked back in 1986. I was 16 yrs old and working. This grown man started stalking me. Calling my house. Coming to my job. One night he tried breaking into my home to get to me. The cops could never catch him. It was a nightmare.
im so sorry u had to go through that
That is so horrific
Are you ok? I'm so sorry that happened to you.
That’s terrifying. Your entire family must have been terrified. I’m so sorry that happened
I'm sorry you experienced that. I'm sorry the laws have failed you and so many for so long.
As an abduction survivor, I thank you for sharing your story. I am sorry you felt you had to delete your story in the past, people can be cruel. You made comment on how this isn’t your story, this is Tori’s story… but you also have your own story…One which became entwined with Tori’s tragic story. Don’t allow anyone to silence you, to take your voice or shame you for telling your story. You have shown the utmost respect for Tori and her family. I am sure they would be thankful for your strength, sharing your story in hopes of protecting others ❤
I so greatly agree.
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I'm glad Ur ok!!!💗💖💗💖🕊️🙏🕊️🙏✝️✝️✝️✝️
agreed, fully agree
@@Hibbg123 thank you 💛 I owe being okay to our families dog. The man took our dog Mugsy, (a docile geriatric English sheep dog) from in front of our house. The man knew I would try and retrieve our dog, which I did. After he managed to grab me, he kept our dog in his possession as well…I am assuming to maintain control of me, but this wound up being my saving grace, and his ultimate take down.
When the man had reached his destination (an alley way in Surrey bc) he began to hurt me. My screams sent mugsy into a complete frenzy and despite his age, he began attacking the man, who was absolutely no match for a geriatric English sheep dog, especially while his pants where stuck down around his ankle!
This allowed me time to scream for as long and loud as I could to alert good samaritans who came to my aid. The man got away, and unfortunately they never caught him for what he did to me… but I take strength from knowing he will always have more scars from what he did to us, than me or Mugsy. While I have scars, I am fully healed and my scars aren’t visible…Where he has a constant reminder and has to look at his daily, to remind him of the dog that took him down!
What a disgusting man. He was either targeting you too, or trying to recruit you like his accomplice, and it's gross. The people who are gatekeeping your trauma have invalid opinions. Survivor's guilt is truly real and painful. I'm sure Tori is up there and is happy you've done your best to keep positive memories of her. 💕
Well said ❤️
I had that same thought when she got to that part of the story. She was at least smart to try and get rid of him.
That was my first thought -- I just used target for both. & the fact she had younger siblings - without a doubt, that was what he was trying to do. & I wouldn’t be surprised if she wasn’t the only one
Agreed. He was likely trying to groom her so that she would bring girls from the Boys & Girls club to him. A psychopath.
@Celina, keep living everyday for you and extra for Tori. There was nothing that you did wrong. You don’t think like a psychopath so you never ever would have been able to guess what his true intentions were. xoxo
My daughter got me into watching you and Kris. I’m so sorry this happened to you.
That is a good point. I think he may have been trying to groom Celina to be a recruiter. He is a horrible, awful creep hiding in human form. The school that released Victoria to a stranger failed her and the law failed to protect Celina, another minor from a stalker.RIP Victoria
We need actual anti-stalking laws. It's frightening how lenient justice system is about it. No matter which country. Well, i guess that is patriarchy for us.
i agree, so many murders happened cause of stalkers and the victims know it’s gonna happen. they tell the police they tell who they need to tell but nothing is ever done until it’s too late for the victim. it’s just nuts to me
@@BIGGESTAAFANN44 the police probably just tell the victim that they can get a restraining order, right? What good is that going to do? This reminds me of a scene in the movie Enough starring Jennifer Lopez. I don't know if you've seen that movie or not. In the movie, Jennifer Lopez plays a woman whose husband beats her. So she goes to the police department seeking help. But instead of telling them that it's her husband that is beating her, she tells them that it's a friend of her's that is being abused. A police officer tells her that her friend can get a restraining order against her husband and she says "What's that? A little piece of paper that says he can't come around? And when he comes around... what does she do? Throw it at him?" It's probably the same for stalking victims. A piece of paper isn't going to stop someone who intends to harm someone.
This is why I passionately teach women's self defense and firearm training! Stalking laws in the US are a joke! Its asinine how many ppl have died as a result of their stalker! Celina, this story, and the way you told it, not only dpoke for Victoria but it brings a new level of awareness to stalking and online safety! Ive been in law enforcement for 18 yrs and I want you to know that you did nothing wrong! You are not in any way to blame! Please know that! You are a beautiful woman with a beautiful heart that showcases your passion in the way in which you share this story! Please never stop being you.
I also have bad PTSD from things I have experienced over a long career. And it never really gets easier, you just learn to work your life around it! I also carry with me a lot of guilt over the children I wasnt able to save. And the anniversaries of the deaths is sometimes unbearable! Please keep that support system and dont ever allow the feelings and emotions to overtake you! Stay beautiful and stay kind! 💜
Even if nothing actually happened it brings the person so much mental distraught to have that happen to them. The more the police looks over these actions the more they enable that behavior and even tho they didn’t do anything to this person, they might do something to the next.
Yes
As a human trafficking survivor I really appreciate you sharing and trying to help and spread awareness ❤
I'm so sorry you had to go through that ❤
You’re an amazingly strong person, and I’m SO happy that you are here! 💕
@@the_genius_idiot thank you, and me today wouldn’t let you apologize to me bc now I fight for those who can’t or never got the chance. I appreciate the support and I’m happy to be alive but I live for them and to help save them
@@binkiegunn1135 i appriciate and respect that more than you know, even as a stranger online im proud of you that thru all that pain you want to help people not live thru the same pain. As someone who has crawled thru hell, i too want to help people that are in the same posisition where i was, what ever would it be thru making videos on my english channel, to give people atleast a spark of joy and hope to their lifes, or just going out and helping people. You are strong, more than you probably gredit yourself to be. Never let anything come between you and your hopes and dreams. i hope you have a wonderful life.
As another survivor- I second this 1000%
You gave that little girl a voice and aren't letting people forget. That's important, don't ever stop.
You're a beautiful human 🖤
Facts 💯❤️🙌
She also gave herself a good paycheck from bringing this story back up after 11 years.. personally if this happened to me I wouldn’t have put ads in such a serious, sad, emotional video, I wouldn’t have even thought about the money or views for a second while Editing this… I was honestly so happy that she was opening up about it until I got hit with 3 ads, that took alll of the power away from this video an turned it into dollar signs… I’m not mad I understand everyone needs money for bills! but it would’ve felt more genuine an real if she didn’t use this little girls murder to get it..
@@alexandriaa44 CONGRATULATIONS on being the 1st Karen that has to complain about some stupid sh** in the comments. 👏 👏 👏 👏
No one cares how u would have done it different. Just jog on............
@@alexandriaa44 youtoube can put ads on vids that aren't monetized by the creator without informing them of it. yeah, the topic is morbid but let's not pretend that true crime and horror content isn't super big on this platform and they know it. not to mention that celina is a popular creator, and this vid itself has a lot of likes and views, so it seem probable, especially since situation like this happened to other ytubers already. i'm not saying with certainty that this is the case here, but it feels more likely honestly
@@alexandriaa44 As explained by other's this is not a monetized video. TH-cam can put in ads without creator's consent, and creators DO have the ability to non-monetize videos. It's like you live under a rock.
Honey that's survivor guilt. What they did isn't your fault. Your innocence @ 17 is normal-what isn't is him shattering that.
You're a loving awesome woman who has been thru alot but you're a strong smart silly survivor-just be your wonderful self💞
You need to remember that its not your fault. You were 17, he targeted you. You had no idea what he was up to. I think you're suffering from survivors guilt. And to know that you honor Victoria everyday is so beautiful. When Victoria met you in your dream she wanted you to know its not your fault. Thank you for sharing your story,
YES! Surviving such a tragedy knowing the one that didn't was a small and innocent child must be extremely difficult. It's a real thing, I have a family member with it.
Celina, you were definitely targeted by that man, but your intuition to break it off saved you. And the purple balloon you saw right after your dream was real confirmation that you had a visit with Tori. It sounds like you were suffering from survivor’s guilt and she told you not to let yourself do that any more. Amazing story. Hugs to you. ❤️
perfectly said 💛. came to say this ! celina you are strong ! and you are here to speak for that precious baby ! 🫶🏽 #forevertori
As someone who has survived being abducted and r-ped, Someone finally talking about something that has to do with it, and telling their story, I thank you strongly. You are genuinely one of the best human beings i've ever run into on this app. I'm only 16, and I have been through a lot, But this video, it gives me hope that I can have the courage to tell my story like this some day, but for now I keep it hidden from people I know in real life.
Thank you, Celina.
You are strong and you are so worthy of all the good things and love in this world. You did not deserve what happened to you.
I'm 33 now, but I am a survivor of multiple abductions and r-pes that all occurred between the ages of 16 and 20. Let me tell you, you can absolutely heal from all of that pain and shame and go on to live whatever life you want. It takes times, and some hard work, but you have the strength and the courage to heal, and you can even be someone who publicly shares their story if you so choose. Not everyone needs to share, going through this comment section it is just woman after woman sharing their similar experiences, or just saying "same", and that makes the world a little smaller for each of us and lets us know that we aren't alone in these things. But, like with Celina, and myself, and many others, these things that happen to us when we are young do not have to stop us from living our lives and being successful women or having loving relationships in the future. It doesn't have to define you and you don't have to live with that pain forever, or live with it alone. Much love to you ❤
I don't know you but I send my love to you. I'm also a survivor of SA. Too many of us are.
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this with us. I’m so sorry that happened to you! I’m so glad you survived and got away. You are such a strong, beautiful soul! And I wish you the absolute best in your healing journey. 🥺
I hope you find the same courage and strength as I have been through allot through my younger years .. and adult life, I found chakra, and reiki and I became a reiki practitioner it cha gee my life. Manifesting out my negative thoughts for my self and was able to even get pregnant, luckily not by rape .. such a good chance out if that, I didn't even think I could be after everything I've been through but after taking those negative thoughts out and finally treating my self , I always separated myself from the father , because I am not going to allow some one or even my own family to disrespect me and tell me negative things about me while I have this child inside. I really hope I can manifest me moving out of Tennessee to Arizona . I have been here too long I'm not even from here this place is so draining. The people here are stuck and it's like their trying to keep me here . I won't allow it. Also , that's an affirmation. I do not allow you to have authority over my power. I do not allow any negative entities that wish to harm me or my child . I have a ring , it's a crown with the evil eye in it, to remind me that I am of royal blood and I am protected at all times by my ancestors.
Sending you all my love, Celina. I’m a therapist, and I wish they would have had a victim advocate there for you. Survival guilt is so complex and yes, that murder is her story, but you have your own story too and what you went through was also scary and your feelings are valid. I am so glad you’re here today. I wish you all the peace and love. Toris memory will live on with all of us ❤
"that murder is her story, but you have your own story too" that's exactly what I thought watching this too
so much this, survival guilt is wild. and Celina I am sending all the light and love to you to help you heal. The what ifs are endless. But IT"S NOT YOUR FAULT. while your story is different from mine, know that you are not alone. No one can predict an evil persons moves.
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Tori made a change to the Amber Alert system. This is sadly not the first, (nor the last I'm sure)case I've seen where police did not act fast enough and failed an innocent. RIP Tori. ❤Thank you for telling your story Celina ❤
A girl in my town made a change in the amber alert system when she was killed years ago too. Her name was Kimmy. Everyone called her little kimmy. She was the first story that changed my life and made me aware of my surroundings. Multiple of my neighbors were her family members. My mom never even let me cross the street alone for years after what happened. The terrible things that happened to her significantly impacted how I think whenever I leave the house.
I did horrible things as a young kid/teen online. I was groomed. And one day I actually met someone and bad things happened. Internet safety is no joke. I live with so much guilt. I understand.
Edit: I just wanted to sincerely thank everyone for the kind comments. This is something I think about daily and still haven't gotten over with therapy. I was expecting mean comments but the kindness made my day. Thank you.
The 90s internet landscape was truly a horrible place. There was no "dark web" it was all on the surface for innocents to find and fall into. Even now there are bold predators on the surface but kids are a little more cybersecure minded than we were back then. We knew nothing, it was just fun to talk to people from around the world and didn't think about sharing personal info. I've been involved with the worst sorts so I thank you Celina for your warning to people. I applaud your courage for speaking. Your overflowing love is evident so don't listen to anyone who says you're telling this story for any selfish reason. You're processing trauma and healing. Your fans love you and stand with you.
If you were a child or teen nothing you did was your fault. I understand, I got groomed online too. I’m sorry it happened to you.
We do things that are hurtful when we feel disempowered. You felt very disempowered. It sounds like you don't anymore. What an amazing feeling! So glad you found it.
@@raraysaya 90's internet was a very scary place for young teens to explore and we all learned the hardest way possible.
Oh hun, I hope you can release that guilt. Children/teens are innocent. The adults who groom are the monsters. I, too, had guilt over things I went through as an innocent. It took me years to realize that it was never my fault. Forgiving yourself is so freeing.
Tori's story is your story, your story is Tori's story. They are forever intertwined so don't ever feel bad for telling it. Your message is important and so is Tori's memory. I have a little girl and when I saw Tori on the news I seriously contemplated keeping my daughter out of school. We are from Sask but when a child goes missing it hits home, there was massive outrage when the female perpetrator was sent here to serve her sentence. Everyone who has ever loved a child in this province was ready to riot in the streets.
That must've felt terrifying. It infuriated me that Karla Homolka was actually allowed to receive facial reconstructive surgery in order not to be recognized on release. And that she wasn't sterilized while in her kushy prison. This is when the system absolutely fails. I don't care that she said 'yes my husband did it' SHE WAS THERE FILMING and should've spent every last moment in prison as well.
So heartbreaking:((((💖💗💖💗
I am a 29 year old guy. In January this year, I invited a guy whom I had seen several times to see a movie, we were on walks, for coffee. I trusted.
In the night after he drank a lot, even though I insisted not to exaggerate... he started choking me and he wanted to rape me. Ironically, he was 2 years younger than me. Despite my age, I've never felt so scared, angry, and helpless as I did then. Who knows if I wasn't a person who doesn't drink alcohol, I would be here with you right now. Take care of yourselves, darlings. You never know who is who, so be careful. Celine I hug you tight.
Greetings from Poland- 29 yo man.
I’m so sorry that happened to you. I hope your feeling better and are living a great life :)
I am so so sorry you went through that! I hope you are getting the best support to help you heal & I am sending my love to you. I too have been in very similar situations… sadly also with people I trusted. We do always have to take good care of ourselves and be safe. 💜💜💜
I'm really sorry that you have become a member of this awful club that absolutely no one wants to be a member of. There are online support group for men who have been assaulted, and there need not be a sexual component to the assault. Good luck in your future, and stay as safe as is possible.
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I am so sorry that you went through such a scary thing. Who would know someone you’ve actually been out on dates with would end up doing that, I mean you begin to trust someone. I am sending you a huge hug because I know you need one. Thank you so much for sharing your story, you never know just doing that might give someone else that is suffering in silence the courage to share their story. I wholeheartedly believe the more we tell our stories the stronger we get, it gives the remembrance less power upon us. XOXO
@Caitlyn A right. It takes a lot of courage to share a story like that.
Celina, thank you for sharing your story. I often think my involvement with a murderer is something I can’t relate to with a lot of people, and to hear this from you shook me but also made me feel less alone.
When I was 15, I had a crush on a guy who ended up being very dangerous. He brought guns to school and made bombs, and I had my first kiss ever with him before I figured him out.
After I had separated myself from him, he killed his dad maliciously, and became the front page news story of several papers as his trial went on.
He was sentenced to prison for 30 years with another 15 eligible for parole for the weapons and bombs he had.
This man is in prison and somehow still tries to add me on Facebook maybe once or twice a year, and it creeps me out that he even remembers me because I was such a blip in his radar of women he was with.
I sometimes still have nightmares that when he’s 48 that he gets parole and he comes to find me and murder me.
It’s something that makes you scared of strangers for the rest of your life, and scared of dating. Scared of trusting.
Thank you again for sharing your story. I’m sorry this happened to you. And I’m glad you followed your gut when you knew something wasn’t right.
I know this is late, but you absolutely deserve to tell your story. PTSD and survivors guilt are strong forces to live with. This man tried to victimize you as well. He stalked you and tried to groom you, either to target you or try to make you his accomplice since you had access to young children and were from the town he was lurking in. You did the best you could and honestly, if the police had done more about the stalking investigation on your end, there could have been a different outcome. A lot of people failed Tori, but you were not one of them.
100% if anyone is to blame it’s the law and those cops that did nothing regarding the stalking report.
💔❤ the police really don’t take stalking seriously. They basically tell you to deal with it in court and don’t bother them unless something is already physically happening. And even then sometimes they’re dismissive. I know there are many good officers and detectives, I think it’s the justice system that is flawed and idk if that’s why sometimes these things aren’t handled seriously by police because they feel like they aren’t backed up. But it’s very sad no matter what the excuse ❤
@@gigiamour oh you don't know how many people died because of police not doing anything when people asked for help due to stalking or that someone is dangerious and might commit a crime. Many children died by the hand of their parents due to social workers failing to take the children away for their safety, having visible bruises and still not caring. Way too many stories sadly...
The police is so mean. But when it comes to money they do their jobs. I ask myself “Why do they want to be a police man when they don’t do their jobs?” So weird.
Cops can't enforce laws that don't exist.
I remember listening to a woman who had an out of body experience. She was talking about people that die in horrific ways. She said that sometimes the angel that escorts the dead will snatch their soul/spirit out of their body early so that they do not remember the trauma. When you were at the arcade in your dream, and she said, I don’t know what happened to me. I totally believe that. I think you had a visitation. She wanted you to know that she is OK and she wants you to be too. 🦋 Thank you for uploading this video.
Yes this is what I heard too. The soul is given a choice to stay in the body or to leave. (If you believe in souls, I kinda do)
I've heard that too. A psychic told my mom that right before my step brother hit the car in the accident that took him from us, all he saw was bright bright lite and he was not on his motorcycle anymore, he was in a new, peaceful place. She also said his job now is when someone passes unexpectedly and quick, he's there to help them. His gentle soul fits that job perfectly, I can see him grabbing someone and saying hey, it's ok, I got u ❤
Pain is like childbirth. You don’t remember the physical pain but only emotionally
@Daathiel I know what kundalini is, but can you explain what happened? If you can talk about it.
@@niecydeleon759I've heard that too, that people are "taken" before the impact. I love the way you describe ur brother being there to help others. I dunno what it is about what you said but it really got me in the feels, I can just imagine him waiting to help. Sounds silly writing it out, I hope I'm making sense lol
Love you, Celina. My best friend was murdered when we were in our early twenties. She was engaged and pregnant and her fiance strangled her (and technically the fetus) to death. Then several years later, another close friend of mine was murdered because of a road rage incident and was shot to death. Please everyone, from a random older lady on the internet, please be careful and aware at all times. Always tell someone you can truly trust where you're going and who with and plan to check in afterwards. I can't stress that last part enough. It doesn't matter if it's someone you think you're in love with or a complete stranger, they could end your life.
@Sarah Coletti Wow I can’t imagine going through the MURDERS of two of my friends, i am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story and reminding everyone that it doesn’t matter if it is someone you love or if it’s a complete stranger, tragedies like this can happen to anyone anytime so we have to do everything we can to protect ourselves. My cousin (Andre Fuqua) was shot while driving home (Corpus Christi) from a running marathon on January 22, 2017 by an unknown assailant before eventually dying on the 26th. it’s still unsolved.
@@moviemelody2210 Thank you for your kind words. I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin. I hope the authorities are still actively pursuing his murderer because if not, that's seriously messed up. I hope Andre is resting in peace and power. 💖
@@sarahcoletti6946 thank you. The police are still looking…sort of (the last I heard there were no new leads, so it’s kind of gone cold). Did both of your friends murders get solved?
@@moviemelody2210 I just wrote a super long response but it disappeared. They were both caught but in my opinion, neither of them got the punishment they truly deserved.
@@moviemelody2210 This is an article about my friend Katie. dvwatch.blogspot.com/2007/03/katherine-katie-macdougall.html?m=1
Survivors guilt is a very difficult thing to endure. PTSD is as well. You are so brave and so strong. Thank you for sharing this story and for giving Victoria her voice. She definitely visited you and wants you to be well. I am sure she is grateful for how you helped bring her killers to justice. Well wishes and love always.
I hope that a lot of teens see this. Internet safety is so important. Young people often don’t think about what they post. Sending love to you ❤ RIP Tori 🕊️ ❤
Agreed
i second that
As someone born and raised in Ontario, Canada I think that using your platform to bring awareness to Tori’s memory is amazing. What was done to her by those monsters is something I hope no other parent has to go through. That being said you were also a victim of that monster and by no means should you ever blame yourself for what happened or feel guilt that you survived. His mind was made and if it wasn’t her it would have been you or someone else. The way you are honouring her memory and pushing for internet safety is saving lives and protecting others that may not realize how dangerous the internet is. Our justice system needs to protect our children better and both of those monsters should never see daylight again. Thank you for speaking your truth and also thank you for keeping Tori’s memory alive. 💜
This happened here?????? Oh my god
Well said.. I agree 100% Celina, you are such a beautiful person. Please don't let these two monsters dim your light another second.
That was sooo well said 🥹 and yeah. Celina you do not have any blame in this. You were also just a teenager and as much of a victim. This video was so moving and thanks for sharing this. Stay healthy and take care of yourself and be that Shining light that you are 🫶🏻
Kat thank you this is pretty much what I was about to comment 💔❣️
At 17 girls don't realize how dangerous social media can be, until the last couple of decades everyone pretty much trusted anyone, like not locking doors ect. It's never the victims fault, just like it isn't your fault. The guy is a monster. You bringing awareness is saving lives everyday.
17? I met someone on the internet when I was 15. 28 years old. Disgusting and I can't blame my parents because they didn't really know how bad it could be and neither did any of us 90s babies.
Keep the awareness from the age they start using any smartphones, tablets, etc.
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Yeah
I agree!!!💖💗💖💗🙏✝️🙏✝️
@@kbar_03_54 that's the issue. People up there freaking 13 + 14 + 15 year olds use the internet unattended. I'm a 90s baby in my mother and father never allowed us on the internet without them knowing what we were doing. More parents should have been like that and should continue to be like that. They shouldn't be buying their damn kids smart phones until the kid is old enough to work and even then... Put restrictions on the internet portion. It's unreal.
I used this story to teach my kids about internet safety. I had them watch it because they got a phone for first time and I wanted them to hear firsthand what can happen to really good people who don’t even make bad choices. Thank you. Your story is powerful. And can and will save alot of people. Never delete this. Evil wants silence from good people.
Celina please don’t delete this. It is so very important to share these stories. It IS our responsibility now to let the younger generations know that these type things aren’t okay. When you’re young you feel so flattered by some actions when in reality those actions are GIANT red flags. Love you Cel. Survivors guilt is horrible horrible horrible.
Celina please never let others peoples ignorant minds affect you. Thank you for speaking out about this.
As a young person around 17, I listened to your story and will promise to be safe and learn from your experience. Thank you so much for your vulnerability and openness with all of us
Good ! Always be safe! Trust your gut! Never meet anyone alone or not in a public place! Always a public place! Be safe out there sweetheart
Yours is probably the best comment on this thread!! Good for you, you nerdy little monster!! Be safe!
So glad you heard her. Stay safe kiddo! 💜
Always a public place and do not leave before them…. Or leave with them…. Especially if you have a bad feeling. AS a young woman, ALWAYS trust your gut instinct. It will never ever steer you wrong. And as you get older and wiser that intuition will gain wisdom as well.
My advice to you is, at 17….22 doesn’t seem too old but it is. It’s a whole different headspace. Don’t let 20 year olds manipulate you into thinking they’re close to your age. They’re not. They want more than friendship from you.
Survivors guilt is so real. Thank you for sharing your story, i cant even imagine how difficult it was.
You can never blame your decision. You didn’t know what he was capable of , or what he would do. You didn’t choose to protect yourself knowing that Tori would be the victim. Because of your experience you were able to be a part of the trial that ultimately got justice for Tori. You are forever changed. Sending you love from Barrie Ontario 🖤
For Tori, and every child who doesn't get to grow up, I will live my life full of love and bring happiness and safety to anyone I can. You're doing amazing, Celina. 💜
You're so strong for posting this Celina, the title seems very serious. I hope whatever happened is better now. We love you so much Celina. Thank you for all you do and risking your safety for us, you're an amazing person and a warrior.
This is such a bizarre comment. Why don't you first watch the video before commenting? It's like that "I'm happy for u tho. Or sorry that happened." meme.
@@aabracadavra Yeah
Yes
I completely agree with you
Seriously??? Why waste your time commenting this without watching it???
Please never delete this... it is such an important power you are giving to people in scary situations.
This video would have helped me so much if I was still being abused. ❤
You were a child as well, Love. This monster knew what and how to manipulate others. He looked for someone specific to manipulate, your gut instincts are and were 100% and thank goodness you listened. 💕 So much love to Tori's family and all that love/ed her. Thank you for sharing her with us all. 💖💖💖
I made some very dangerous decisions on the Internet, including meeting an older man when I was 13 who did horrible things. I absolutely cannot stress enough how important Internet safety is. Celina, you are so so strong for telling this story. We all love you so much and you have the support of hundreds and thousands of people ❤️❤️❤️
Me too I was 11 and so naive. It’s a guilt I will have for the rest of my life. I hope you’re doing much better now💜💜
We are all here for you Celina💕
Oh sweet girl, my heart is so proud of the courage you exude to tell your story. Bravery shines in your words! I hope sharing gives you a small bit of healing!
I think it's very brave of you to come out and talk about this, we love you Celina ❤
I'm 14 and live in constant fear of stuff like this people who do that are disgusting. To Tori and any other kids who's life's were cut short and couldn't live to the fullest, just like Celina ima live life extra in your honor. And to Celina, I'm so sorry this happened to you you're so brave for posting this and you are helping to many people. Just know that Tori would be proud of you. We all are we love you and we're all so proud❤
I - I honestly now realise why, why you are so empathic, you live life to the fullest because of Tori ❤️ I respect that so much, and I would not be able to live like that. I have just so much respect for you.
Do not feel guilty for what you did.
You are so brave for posting this.
Just remember, we are all here with you.
Love you Celina ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
I'm proud of you love for being just 14 and having that mindset, drive, and understanding! Stay safe sweetie and keep being your beautiful self 🙏🥰
i dont want to be rude but for your own safety please dont say your age online.
I'm so sorry that this is the reality for our world's children and women. However please try to have a healthy awareness; don't live in fear. Since you understand what can happen, you can take action to do your very best to prevent it:
Take a self-defense class. Never go anywhere alone at night. Be cautious in parking garages. Always share your travel plans with friends and family. Carry a whistle, assault alarm, or pepper spray on your keychain. And never, ever be ashamed to speak up if your intuition tells you that something doesn't feel right.
This is YOUR life! You deserve to live it with hope and confidence, not fear. The best way to do that is to arm yourself with knowledge and skills.
Much love from a woman who still battles her own fears daily and wants better for future generations. 💪
@@Yeehaw0588girl be scared for yourself don’t be a fool. The little girl in this story was at school, eight years old and didn’t become a victim because of the internet. Any girl or woman needs to live in a paranoid state, IT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU, and the best way to avoid that is to always assume it’s going to.
Listening to this broke my heart. Not only for Tori, but for you as well. You are not responsible in any way for that awful person's choices. Thank you for bringing awareness to the fact that it's not always safe talking to others on the internet.
This story is so important and needs to be told and I’m glad you told it. My heart goes out to you and Victoria’s family.
My pastor told me “the devil is a scheme artist. He wraps the truth with lies”. So when you sit there and blame yourself for happened to Tori, tell yourself “what happened is true, but it was NOT caused by me”. You’re so strong for what you’ve been through and I’m so glad that you shared this with us. You’re being a voice for Tori and it’s going to help a lot of people ❤️
1000% true! The devil wants you to believe the lie and wallow in self hatred
Exactly!! The devil just wants you to think all these horrible things so he can have you, but what’s done is done and like you said you’ve learned and your so much stronger now and each day your healing. I’m sure she’s with you everyday, but it’s least now she’s in heaven so happy and free. You have a lot of guilt with this situation and I’m so sorry.
Your pastor is talking about himself 😂
@@luvlost03not all people who follow God are what you portray them, just cause you don't like them doesn't mean all are bad
This needs to be shared. Its scary how the younger kids ARE NOT being taught about "online safety". EVERYONE needs to know about how to keep themselves safe!
Also always trust ur instincts!
My school teaches us about online safety every year. This is real stuff and its not ok. I am SO glad that my school teaches us about how to avoid this stuff. Praying for Tori ❤
As a stalking victim myself, I want to say I am so proud of you for apeaking up and sharing this story! I am sending you so much love and light as well as the family and friends of that lil sweet girl, Victoria. This is such an important message for kids to hear. Internet safety is so important!!!
I also have to watch out for my nieces and nephews, too. 🫶🏼
@joarou3385 Yes, I have my youngest daughter, a nephew, and a grandbaby now. I won't let my daughter do online games or social media. She has an alias online and the email account connected to her device is connected to my device too. Plus the Bark app. When she is a teenager and wants social media it will only be parent run accounts. Too many human trafficking victims these days. The likes aren't worth the risk.
This story is so incredibly IMPORTANT! NEVER TAKE IT DOWN! This TRULY could save someone’s life! So much love to you! & So much love to Tori! ❤
I remember this case, I was living in Burlington at the time - about an hour and a half away from Woodstock. When she was missing, there was always the hope that she was ok, like when you hear about any child that goes missing and then unfortunately a few days/weeks later they find a body. It's heart breaking. Celina, there is NOTHING you could have done differently. NOTHING. Think about all the people that were closer to her. No offence to Tori's mom but can you imagine how she feels? I'm sure she feels a lot of regret for the mistakes she has made. From what I recall it was the grandmother that ended up being the one to call the police. You followed your gut instinct that something was wrong with this guy. What if you hadn't? What if you let him into your life completely? What if he got away with Tori's murder and then used you knowing you were a "Big Sister". Maybe you should look at it like you prevented others from being a murder victim. Sorry this is so long.
U are tottally right celina there was NOTHING u could u are a miracle it's a miracle that ur ok❤️❤️❤️
Being a person from this town, it hits. You never know how that day could have played out for you. It’s so sad, you are so strong & I can hear it in your voice how it holds to you. I watched your long video telling the in depth of everything and that is the scariest thing of life.
We all love you Celina and keep using your voice❤️ always praying Victoria rip sweet angel. My husband and I drive by home where she lived & we are always reminded of her beautiful smile.
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I was a little younger than Victoria and I remember when she disappeared and seeing it on the news. We lived on the other side of town… I didn’t grasp it as a child what was happening or what it meant but knowing now is so hard. I feel like after this happened, the town was way off.
This story is heartbreaking. I don’t know why anyone would believe you have ill intentions when telling it. It is so extremely important for young people to be safe on the internet. Not everyone is your friend, and not everyone is who they say they are. Please be careful, and that goes for everyone.
It's an important message to all of us. Young, old, child, parent, grandparent, everyone. We all need to be a LOT safer on the internet. We never know what could happen.
I know so so many people want to say “oh I would never do that” including me but MOST people would, I’m 16 now and I know I’m smart but at the same time I would be flattered too, this is a story people NEED to know. Im a terrified person, but I’m so so scarred something like this will happen to me or someone I know, Thank you for being brave and sharing this
Baby idk if you will read this but I’m case you do, it is NOT your fault (i know believing that is easier said than done). You are so strong and the fact that you’re using this story to spread awareness about internet safety speaks volumes to your character. You are such a light in so many of our lives and we all love you SO much. Thank you for everything you do, whether it’s videos like these or just being your funny self and bringing smiles to so many. Sending you so much love and prayers 🖤🖤🖤
Celina, this is horrible that you had to experience this. We are all here for you, and Celina you are the bravest, coolest person. we are all here for you ❤
Celina, the only people responsible for this are the people who did it. It's so understanding that this horrible experience has given you PTSD. You're so strong; don't lose that indignation! Not all anger is bad...sometimes it helps drive you to do good things to help rebalance the Universe. Keep being you. You are so loved. Xxx
This should be shown in schools, very sad for little Victoria, but also you were a victim sweetheart ❤️
My God this is so similar to what I went through years ago. I was a bartender and this older man would come in and get one beer and not drink it at the end of the bar my whole shift. I'd casually talk to him like I did everyone, assuming he was in AA or something and this is how he tested himself. He paid one of my coworkers for my phone number then started calling me multiple times a day. I didn't know the number so I didn't answer. He started leaving me nasty messages telling me to talk to him. I answered once and asked who it was and why he was calling. He said he loved my vibe and wanted to hang out. I said no, and to lose my number. He didn't. I started getting threatening messages until one day after getting home from work there were photos in my mailbox taken through my blinds of me. I lived by myself in a first floor apartment. My family said I was exaggerating and that it was probably nothing but I was really freaked out so i went to the police by myself and showed them the photos and played them the messages. They laughed it off, called him and told him to leave me alone. That made him MAD. He started calling me all day, nonstop. He would follow me home from where I worked and park in the parking lot and take photos of me when I wasn't paying attention. He'd stick them in my mailbox, bang on the door and take off. I was TERRIFIED. I didn't know this man, but the police thought I antagonize him and lead him on. I didn't. It wasn't until I was at dinner with my dad when the phone wouldn't stop ringing that they started to believe me. "Whos that that keeps calling?" My dad said and I told him it was the stalker from work so he answered. The man said nothing... until I got home. He texted me and described what my dad looked like. I didn't respond. Then he left a message saying he was going to kill me. I went back to the police station with my dad. Only then did they take it seriously. They show up and arrest him... apparently he had a warrant for kidnapping for 6 states away. It still gives me nightmares almost 20 years later.
O man that upsets me the police thought you "lead him on"? BULLSHIT UGHHH ITS NOT THEIR PLACE TO MAKE THAT CALL "PROTECT AND SERVE" AND THEY DIDN'T THEY ACCUSED AND HUMILIATED! that's not ok! Even if you did flirt or whatever "leading him on" might entail, shouldn't even be a factor NOBODY DESERVES TO BE HARASSED, STALKED, MADE TO FEEL UNSAFE, OR ANYTHING ELSE THAT WOULD CAUSE ANY TRAUMA RESPONSE! But at least they finally did take it seriously there's so much crazy crap going on wow 😳
That is such a story meagen
If I spelled ur name wrong I’m sorry
Damn 😳 that's scary. Glad they caught him. Happier your ok. God bless ya. 💚🙏✌️
@@p3achyqueeneven if she had lead him on, he was still in the wrong. What he was doing was still fucking creepy
At 17, I probably would have started out feeling flattered by the attention, too. Our minds work differently at that age. Everything seems more fairylale-ish when we are young & haven't seen the worst of the world. 17 is still a kid & you were manipulated. I'm an adult mom of an 8 year old daughter, so that story terrifies me. Even so, I can clearly see that you were a victim, too. I was 17 once & I can totally see how a creep could manipulate a naive, romantic 17 year old mind. It's not your fault! Don't give those criminals that kind of power. You are not their victim anymore. You are strong and they are trash.
"You are not their victim anymore" Perfectly said. That couldn't be more true ❤
Crimes like this traumatize not only the victims families but anyone nearby as well. Please don’t feel bad for telling your story. I’m glad you were able to survive encounters with this monster, and I’m glad you’re able to use your story to bring more awareness to Tori’s memory. Wishing you and anyone else affected all the best in healing ❤️
I have survivor's guilt too. It never goes away, it just gets a bit easier to cope with eventuality. Everyone heals differently and different and in their own time. Could be weeks, months, years, or decades. The pace is different for everyone. You take all the timd you need to heal. 💗
💜💜💜 Survivor's guilt is horrible. I was 14 yr old when my best friend was brutally murdered. I was supposed to walk home with her after school that day. I went home sick before lunch. A mutual friend told me that she had been wanting to talk to me. I, even 37 years later, wished that I would've been there to talk to her. I still feel guilty for being sick that day. Maybe there could've been the safety in numbers thing and she'd still be here. 37 years have passed and I still have PTSD, and survivor's guilt. I have not been able to trust anyone other than my husband and my son. I keep a wall up because one of the two people that took my best friend away, was at one time, a friend of mine. I've tried going to counseling, but, again, I don't trust anyone to be able to get that close to help me.
Celina, I'm so sorry that you've had to go through what you have. I pray you can find peace. I'm still trying to find it myself. 💜💜💜
I'm so sorry you had to endure such trauma. I hope you're getting the help you need.
That is such a heartbreaking experience to have gone through and that continues to isolate you. PTSD is a brutal beast. I don't really believe in predestination or premonitions, but sometimes the odds of things shaking out the way they do feels so bizarre. There is no guilt in being sick or even just choosing not to do something based on your gut feelings. It's a real shame that people can do such horrible things, but that isn't your shame to carry. You had no control in that situation and there is no way you could have. Even if you had been there with her, you may have only changed the way the situation happened. As a friend, I can't imagine that she would want you to suffer in her honor. I hope you find a soft spot for yourself and your grief.
I really hope you find your peace you deserve it sending much love from the UK
Survivor’s guilt is a very real very terrible thing to live with. You can’t blame yourself for something like this. You are here for a reason and helping to spread awareness is very much a part of it.
I remember when Tori went missing. Living in Ontario it was all over the news. I am so sorry that you went through all this and that you had this experience. You are helping her memory to live on by sharing your story. Thank you for sharing this with us, and for being so brave.
So true!!💖💗💖💗🕊️🙏🕊️🙏✝️✝️✝️✝️
Was tori a little sister to her through the program?
@@Fading_with_beauty no she didn’t personally know her she said that in the video
I’m very familiar with this story as I live only a couple towns over.
My hope for YOU is that you will soon feel free from the trauma of this whole thing, and feel peace within your mind and heart. No more fear, survivor’s guilt, and no more replaying it over and over in your mind.
Thank you for putting this message out to the world, it can save lives.
Continue to live your life extra. Sending you so much love & healing ❤️
Tori was a year younger than me exactly, we share a birthday. I was nine when this took place. I don’t remember much of my childhood, but I will never ever forget the absolute fear I felt when I heard she was missing. I grew up less than 1/2 hr away from Woodstock. You never think something like this is going to happen so close to home.
I remember being so afraid before they were caught that me or one of my siblings or friends would be taken next. I don’t think that fear ever left me to be honest. Thanks for sharing Celina, this is a very important story with very important lessons.
I am so sorry Celina. There’s nothing I can say to express how badly I want to hug you. You can’t blame yourself for what happened. You have to know that we are here for you. We may not know you in person, but I know that I will always be here to listen.
We love you so much, Celina. You are so brave and strong for posting this. This WILL save lives! You WILL save lives! I’m 38 with two children. We watch you together. This day in age with the technologies absolutely terrify me and we need more influencers like you bringing awareness to us all. I’m so so sorry this happened to you. I can’t imagine. I hope you know it’s not your fault and hope at some point this will feel more like a faded scar. Hopefully you continue to talk about this with someone you trust. We love you so much!
Sweet girl, this is your story. Thank you for sharing it. Thank you for the warnings. I can hear how painful this was for you to make but I am grateful you are being a voice to those who don't have one, or get silenced. Thank you for being here to share this. The world and people (as much as we hope and want different) can be very cruel and unpredictable. You can be a light in the darkness.
My 4 daughters and i lived in Woodstock when this happened. My kids went to the same school.
Celina, i am so sorry this happened to you in your young life... I am however incredibly proud of the wise and mature adult you have become.
I know it has to be horrific to learn to live with, but please let me say...
You're leading by example, and the young people who are your followers and fans hear your voice... They hear your message.
Don't stop. You do Tori honor by the telling and by trying to keep other kids safe.
I will pray for your peace honey... and send you love and support always.
RIP Miss Tori... In the arms of the angels.
I feel your pain. I introduced someone I worked for, to the kids at a youth group I volunteered at, when he collected me from there on weekend, and waited with me, while we were waiting for the parents to pick up all the children. The last two were there quite some time waiting for their parents, and we chatted, and laughed, and joked between us all. I didn't think anything of it.
Four months later, one of the girls went missing. It hit the national media, with a search campaign.... And when what transpired came to light, I vomited over and over, and screamed in a way that at first I didn't think was coming from me. He had taken her and killed her, and not only that, but he had killed other people too. He is in prison now, claims he's now found faith, but will never be released.... But it has left me in my own prison. One of guilt, and I wish I had never introduced him. Everyone tells you "it's not your fault", but you cannot help but wonder in this situation, "what if". ... That is the legacy of pain and burden, we live with. It is called Survivors Guilt. It will always be a part of us now. And it will haunt us for the rest of our lives.
Celina... I'm not glad it was her, but I am glad, that it wasn't you. You give so much to people. You make a difference to people's lives. You've made a difference to mine....... and most of all... you are not alone in your pains and feelings. There are many of us our here, who hear you - and we understand.
Sending love and hugs.
From someone who truly understands.
((((HUGS))))
XxxxxX
I'm so sorry you experienced all of this. I hope you have found healing in time.
Oh my goodness that is so horrifying, I'm so sorry and I hope you can continue to heal 💔💔💔
I used to live in Fergus, ON. My step sisters cousin was great friends with Tori’s mom. I remember the days between when she went missing and was found. There’s no words to describe how horrible it really was. Thank you for sharing your story and being so strong ❤️
@@bigredswife4646 why does it matter
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being so brave and strong as to share your story.
I remember you telling this story on tiktok right before you started to go viral. You are incredibly strong and brave, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! ❤️
It breaks my heart hearing stories like this. I'm a mother of a 19yr old and an 11 yr old. To think about how real monsters do exist is so scary. The people that committed this unforgivable crime and others like them are monsters. But as long as there are people out there like you, who show love, kindness, and try to change the world for the better...then we still have hope. Thank you for being strong and brave enough to share yours and Tori's story. Love goes out to all victims and survivors. STAY STRONG 😘
Hi! I´m nobody really but I just wanted to say thank you for doing your best with your children. I think if mine did I wouldn´t have gotten into some of the things that happened to me online by grown adult men all over the world. (But also; I am okay today and I was never in physical danger, I was manipulated and groomed online by people in other countries. One was a married dad of 3, and he´d send me gifts like jewelry and perfume. I felt so special that an older man (He was over 40) was interested in 16 year old me but I am 26 now and it is INSANE. So I´m sorry for this rant but what I wanted to say was thank you. You´re doing great.)
We love you, I’m sorry you’re going through this. Thank you for breaking the silence, stay strong queen🤍🕊️
I remember this case as I’m not to far away please keep this story up not only does it show the danger of online talking it brings light to a situation that needs to be remembered and your story could save someone in the future thank you for sharing and God bless you
I too suffer over the loss of Tori as well. My closest friend was Tori's Aunt. It was horrifying and the public will never know it all.
I’m so so so sorry
Everyone who knew her and know of her now carry her spirit with them. 💫🌸
I'm disturbed by the amount I do know about that case. It's truly repugnant and I am so sorry for your dear friend's traumatic loss. I don't know why someone would do such horrific things to a kid, but I do know that there's a place in hell for those two repulsive monsters
I'm so so sorry
Always knew there was Trauma behind your personality and the sleep walking... Girl, tell your story....all of it. Verbal Vomit your story left and right.....the good, the bad, & the ugly. One day you'll be ready to heal and this video is the beginning of that. 🙏🏼♥️. 1 year of EMDR got me further in my CPTSD healing than 10yrs of PTSD therapy... You should give it a try. Good luck in your healing. 💜
Absolutely recommend EMDR
YES THIS!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜
She’s fakes the extent of her sleep walking I’m sure she does sleep walk, but it’s nothing like she portrays it to be it’s painfully obvious.. that aside I feel bad for her.
Well said, healing is always possible ♥I'm starting EMDR soon, this gives me hope it'll work well
Also good luck in your healing journey too, I'm so glad you found a therapy that works for you, and I'm sorry you had to go through something so awful 💜💜💜
From one survivor to another, telling your story is powerful medicine to you and all who listen. Regardless of how they receive it and react to it the fact remains that it is your truth. Tori might be the main character but that monster had you in his web as well. I am so proud of you for having the strength to share your story. I'm also proud/touched by your will to live life extra on purpose despite how being involved in this at any capacity has affected you. It is not an easy thing. Sending love and light to you, Adam, and the aminals.💜
Hugs. You are brave for sharing this story. Internet safety is absolutely important, not just for children, for everyone. Thank you Celina for being you.🌻
I am so proud to be someone who considers you a role model. This story is terrifying and so heartbreaking. You are a strong woman for posting this, but also, the steps you took to support her and her family make you so much more. Thank you for sharing the dangers of online dating and life online period. Stay safe, and know that you are an inspiration and can change so many when you share things like this . Love you, Celina.
I hold guilt from a situation in my life that resulted in the death of an innocent, beautiful 3 year old girl. I was only 12 when it happened and I’m 27 now. When I go back to that place mentally now as a mother myself, it still brings me to tears. I still have a little bag she packed with her toys..I have never been able to part with it and opening it just overwhelms me. It’s not our fault, I know. But it’ll always feel like we could have changed it. I’m so sorry.
you are a beautiful soul, love. i wish you the utmost peace from all the pain you must carry. i just know she’s grateful that you’ve kept the bag of toys, because those brought her happiness, and still do because you keep them protected.
thats hearbreaking but i promise it wasnt ur fault xx!!:((
no child should ever go thru that, and its easy said than done that you shouldnt beat yourself up so much about it. you could have not done anything different and its pointless to think what if you could have. it might sound harsh but im just saying what comes to my mind at this moment. its a terrible and tragic thing ofcourse but now you know. you know the pain and the danger. i dont blame you, anyone who has any sense in their mind wouldnt blame you. Stay strong and life your life whit love not regret. i hope the best for you.
@@iridescenrose This comment meant so much to me. I really appreciate your kind words 🧡
Its nice to know she wanted you to not be guilty and wanted you to live life Rest in peace Tori💜 🦋
You never know how many lives you can be saving by sharing your story 💜💜💜 you are so strong & so worthy of being here 💜💜💜
💜🦋 R.I.P Tori. We love you. 🦋💜 and Celina, don’t be afraid to use your voice. Some people are disgusting but we have to power through it and learn more for our safety.
By the gods.... I'm so sorry you had to experience this, Celina.
- May Tori rest peacefully 💜🦋
You're a wonderful person and we all love you ❤
I’ve listened to a podcast about this story. The perpetrators had connections with the victim’s family so there’s nothing you could have done to cause this, and there’s nothing you could’ve done differently. That doesn’t change how scary and traumatic this experience was for you, you’re so strong for using this experience to raise awareness and honor Tori’s memory. I’m an abduction survivor myself, so it personally means a lot to me that you’re raising awareness about detecting red flags in predators.
That is false information
@@Sunshine5326. what is ??? And how would you know??
@@Sunshine5326.Hello??? are you going to answer?? What is false information??
@@jasmineryce217 i think she means the part that they had a connection to the family they weren’t friends they had like met once for drugs or something like that. So saying they had connections to the family is false. I wouldn’t call meeting someone once or seeing them here and there around town a “connection” or “ties”.
You touched my heart. Made you who you are today!! God bless you all!!!
I love when celina opens up please don’t hate on her!!
I gasped when you said Tori's name. I've watched it over and over covered on different channels. Thank you for your story and I hope you continue to spread the message. I know it is so hard to not feel like you have some sort of part in this. Tori was called home too early. But you are doing exactly what you said. Living life to the fullest and "extra" in her memory. You seem to love Halloween, purple, etc. I'm sorry for the burden this has put on your life, but we are all so happy you are here and appreciate what you share with the world. We love you Celina. 💜
Celina, you are so strong and I want to thank you for telling this story. Victoria's story is heart wrenching and, together with your nightmare, is the reason internet safety should never be ignored. You are such a breath of fresh air and absolutely live "extra". Knowing you do that for Tori makes me love you just that much more. I love you, Spooky Boo. Stay strong and keep being extra!
Thank you for sharing your story. It's always a good reminder for me when people pass that they are in a better place 💜