Don’t lose hopes Hellynn! You are going to be a mom , our blessings are with you ❤😊 Also want to share my personal story - i am 27 and I was born to my parents who used donated eggs .. not saying that’s what you should do , but I think being a mother is way more than just giving birth .. so be open minded and be kind to your body 🙂🙂 I don’t even know or care who donated egg to my mother- but I am blessed to have my mother and father in my life 😊
Hi Hellynn, I’m very sad for you. It must have been so devastating to hear the news in the theatre room. But as you say, the meds will build up and things will be different month by month. Wish you and family all the best. Remember you’re not alone. You’re so brave to have done 10 and sharing with us the highs and lows to help others. Your soothing voice has definitely helped me so thank you.
I want to share my story with you!! You know I also started trying when you started your channel!! And I completely understand how disheartening it is to see nothing is working after each try!! I used to cry alone all the time but watching your videos gave me so much strength it felt like I have somebody with me with whom I can relate, your stories made me feel I am not alone because that’s the saddest part of it you constantly feel lonely 😞 hellynn you gave me so much strength so I want to pass this strength to you!! In 2025 you will definitely get pregnant not with one but with twins 🫶🏽❣️🧿 I love you and adore your realistic videos!! It takes so much courage to talk about this on public platform you are one strong woman 👩 best of luck love ❤️
Hi 👋 Thank you so much for the warm words of encouragement! It makes me happy to know that I made you feel less aline, and now you are doing the same for me in ny time of need. I love your prediction… lets put it into the universe❤❤❤
Hi Hellyn, I would suggest having your trigger shot when the largest follicles is 22mm vs just at 18 mm. When I was doing my ivf, I noticed when my largest follicle are around 22-23mm and my smallest 16 and some around 17 or 18 mm, more follicle would fertilize and 1 survive until the 5th - 6th day. If you trigger when your follicles are only around 18 mm, unless you have a lot more that’s around 18 mm, the remaining follicle would be too immature to be fertilized or retrieved. My AMH is low too at 0.08 and also have had empty follicles as well. Also, I suggest waiting until day 5 for transfer and not day 3 because a lot of times embryos with genetic defects would not make it to day 5 so chances of being pregnant is higher with day 5 embryos vs day 3. Also, on the cycle that actually worked for me, there was a 2 month prep. One month I had to take estrogen and an injection prevent ovulation AFTER I ovulated to prime for the follicles for the upcoming IVF cycle. After my period, then the IVF cycle start, I was given hormone injection that is typical of IVF cycle AND also growth hormone. I also did fresh transfer. Fresh transfer you would have to take progesterone for 14 days before checking if you’re pregnant. It essentially takes almost as long as to start a new cycle. I also did back to back 5 cycles. I also decided to tell my family and in laws about my IVF journey. I had a lot of support on the last cycle. I also felt a lot of relief and more positive. I was happier and wasn’t stressing as much about being pregnant. Luckily my last ivf cycle I was pregnant. We just got our amniocentesis result back and baby is normal. I hope our baby will come out healthy. I am a high risk pregnancy due to medical conditions. Be positive! You will be a mom. Praying for you and I.
@@jadormycc8819 Hi, congratulations on your pregnancy! I am over the moon for you. Thanks for all your advice, but I am just going to listen to my doctor. With my previous doctor we tried triggering when follicles were 22~23. My new doctor seems to believe for older women like me it's better to trigger at 18mm,, so I am choosing to trust my doctor and just go with the flow. I will also be doing fresh transfer for the first time this winter, and have faith all will go well! Wishing you lots of luck and love. 💗
You’re such a fucking warrior. I just went through my first transfer after 5 retrievals that didn’t end up sticking 😬. Watching your videos have made me feel less alone. We’re in this together!
You’re doing the best you possibly can in this moment ..and that’s more than enough.❤ I’m also going through IVF in Asia after moving from the UK. The struggle is real but we got this. 💪🏻
Wish you All The Very Best ! I hope you get what you want sooner than you think. I am 43 and I just started my IVF journey. Today was my second day of the stimulation process. Having an almost negligible AMH, I guess I can only hope against all odds !! Just felt like sharing it here.
@ Thank you. Thank you so much !!! I usually never share anything personal on social platforms. Watching your videos gave me some kind of a calmness from within and really helped me give the strength to start this journey. Your relentless efforts pave the path for me. Thank you 🙏🏻 Yes … let’s do this together !!!
I'm grateful finding this video. I did four times egg retrieval, three of them were empty. And now I'm in the same mindset with you, if it happens, it happens....I'm encouraged with this video..and praying that you will keep stronger and stronger. God bless you❤
@@HeidiKabul I am so sorry. Every cycle that doesn't work, it feels like such a loss. But I still believe everything will work out. Keep the faith! Sending you lots of love. 💖
Hi Hellynn: I was hoping it to be positive for you this time, I totally feel you, I have been through 2 cycle and I know how you feel, The most important of all is what you said "You are still happy being who you are" this acceptance is best! If at all you have any hope in God/positive energy/super power, leave the rest to them! What ever happens as they say happens for good!
Exactly! And this is when miracles start happening, once you understand you are completely happy as you are now and accept whatever happens, happens. That was my case too...
Oh I would love to hear your story! How did you surrender the outcome? A lot of women would benefit for hearing a success case if youre able to share 🥰
@@hellynn_j Well, it was a long journey for us - around 6 years. I did a lot of therapy, also tried hypnosis, but then what I did at last before another try was to go on a special therapy called constellations, once in a group, once alone and I think we unblocked some things from the past... Also they told me the first step to become a mom is actually to accept it might never happen and be happy and grateful for whatever you have now. Which is totally hard when this is what you want the most. But then I also remembered who I was before this all started and did not want to let former self down. I deserved to be happy, right? This does not mean you should stop trying, which we didn´t but I just took it less "seriously". It was like one of my routines and of course I wished for the best but I also accepted I wouldn´t be devastated if it didn´t work out. Before that I was like if it doesn´t work out I don´t know what I would do next. Well, just live your life, right? Which can be beautiful. Other things that also helped I think was travelling, moving into a bigger flat where I could imagine raising kids, and also bringing a dog into our family. I focused on him rather than on being freshly pregnant. Hopefully, all goes well now and we will have a healthy baby in February. Of course, once I finally got pregnant, my fears doubled...But that´s another story. I wish everybody a lot of happinness, fulfilled life and having the feeling of gratitude...
@@RonyDrap Thank you so much for sharing your story! This is exactly where I am at if I am being honest - just being okay with it if it doesn’t happen. I will check out constellations.. curious. Lets keep in touch! Congratulations again on your pregnancy and I am wishing you so much success 💗
Oh Hellyn, I have been following your journey since day 1 and I can see a different energy this time. I’m rooting for you and being on the same journey I understand how difficult this experience is. May I ask where you got your NIR belt/therapy light and if you have links? I am seeing a lot of research involving red light and fertility and hoping to start some red light therapy before stims. Thank you and I am wishing courage and resilience thru all this❤️
Aww,, thank you for your kind words. I do feel a little different this time. Rooting for you too. My red light therapy is from Korea, but this one looks similar to the specs of mine, and seems the most cost friendly: amzn.to/48vNLmH
I have my first egg retrieval tomorrow morning, I am advanced maternal age as well, I’m 44. Thank you so much for all the information, im vlogging my journey as well for support. Do they have you take CoQ10? I have a lot of follicles for my age but I wont know the quality until after testing them. We are doing genetic testing. I’m so sorry to hear about your latest retrieval. This is the first video of yours that I watched because I was looking for what to expect before during and after my egg retrieval, I am subscribed and I will be following. Wishing you all the best ❤
@@Commonsensewithkeisha hi there💗Thank you so much for sharing and joining me on my journey! Yes, I take coq10 (about 500mg per day spread out) and other mitochondrial support supplements. Wishing you the absolute best for your ER, and please do join our facebook support group.. there are so many women you can connect wih there and share information with! 😊
Hello Hellynn, can you also please share count of follicles and please do share count of embryos as well It will be helpful to understand how many rounds of egg retrieval one can expect as a heads up to take decision
@@believeingodalways hi there, I've included all this info in my update videos so please visit my channel for older videos :) from March to November I was able to do 7 egg retrievals and got 9 embryos.
Coming from someone who is going through fertility treatments, I heard from women with DOR success when going through duo stim, I dont know if you talked through all stimulstion options with your doctor... Good luck ❤ things will turn your way when you least expect it 😊
@@emakremaify Ive suggested it before to my doctor but it didn’t work out because of holidays right after that retrieval! I will see if it’s an option in the future. Thanks for the good luck.. Im collecting 😇
May God helps us all, I have same condition as you Hellynn and I did 2 ivf cycles both which failed after the egg retrieval 😢 its very hard and depressing😢 I couldn’t continue ivf.
Dear sister , I am sure you will be mother by 2025 100% sure . Please don’t make yourself feel low. You will have a beautiful daughter ❤ by next year. sending you lots of love from Nepal ❤
@@novasummer888 Hi 👋 I do have regular cycles and my PMS symptoms have improved since I started my fertility diet! I will make a video on it in the future♥️
hi everyone, I started IVF 15/3/2024/ and I got the stimulation syndrome, admitted to hospital two weeks after six months of treatment innohepmedicin sprot. after I got embro reversal 15/10/2024/ but it didn't work and I'm not getting pregnant I don't know what's going on but I need help if anyone knows? the doctor has not given me any medicine. good feedback embro nothing help. I'm from Sweden
@@ikimekupqalbilula1224 Hi there, maybe you can join our Facebook support group and ask the ladies there.. they might have answers maybe. If not, they are a great source of info and support as you go through this journey. facebook.com/groups/1058899261969918/?ref=share&mibextid=NSMWBT
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Don’t lose hopes Hellynn! You are going to be a mom , our blessings are with you ❤😊
Also want to share my personal story - i am 27 and I was born to my parents who used donated eggs .. not saying that’s what you should do , but I think being a mother is way more than just giving birth .. so be open minded and be kind to your body 🙂🙂 I don’t even know or care who donated egg to my mother- but I am blessed to have my mother and father in my life 😊
@@TarmacTale Hi, thank you for sharing your story ♥️ I agree, I am open to whatever the universe holds for me.
Hi Hellynn, I’m very sad for you. It must have been so devastating to hear the news in the theatre room. But as you say, the meds will build up and things will be different month by month. Wish you and family all the best. Remember you’re not alone. You’re so brave to have done 10 and sharing with us the highs and lows to help others. Your soothing voice has definitely helped me so thank you.
@@jguo52 Thank you for your kind message! I am so grateful.. thank you for making me feel less alone. ❤
I want to share my story with you!! You know I also started trying when you started your channel!! And I completely understand how disheartening it is to see nothing is working after each try!! I used to cry alone all the time but watching your videos gave me so much strength it felt like I have somebody with me with whom I can relate, your stories made me feel I am not alone because that’s the saddest part of it you constantly feel lonely 😞 hellynn you gave me so much strength so I want to pass this strength to you!! In 2025 you will definitely get pregnant not with one but with twins 🫶🏽❣️🧿 I love you and adore your realistic videos!! It takes so much courage to talk about this on public platform you are one strong woman 👩 best of luck love ❤️
Hi 👋 Thank you so much for the warm words of encouragement! It makes me happy to know that I made you feel less aline, and now you are doing the same for me in ny time of need. I love your prediction… lets put it into the universe❤❤❤
@@hellynn_jlove you 🧿🫶🏽
I’m rooting for you Hellynn💓 You will become a mom🥰
@@chikam9477 Thank you thank you!! I will!!!
We are rooting for you. You deserve the baby of your dreams.
@@TheBarbaracska Thank you so so much. I appreciate you❤❤❤
Hellynn, you are so strong. Sending you all the baby dust in the universe.
Aww.. that is so sweet. Thank you so much. xx
You are destined to become a mom!! I can tell you're a warrior and super strong. Dont give up!!
@@bettykwok8328 aww thank you!🙏
Hellynn you are such a champion… keep the faith … I love the way you are approaching this… we stay in gratitude for what’s yet to come
@@mayikeora3524 Thanks May💗 I appreciate your good vibes and good energy through all this!
Yes, you will become a mom 🎉❤! Stay beautiful! I appreciate you
@@Life-d3r Thank you for the positive vibes!!🥰
I've been following your videos for a while. Rooting for you!!!Keep believing-it will happen.
@@kushingavivianbara8792 i have faith! Thank you for being on this journey with me, I appreciate your kind words.❤️
You’re amazing and strong women 💪🏻 I pray that you will have your baby soon. ❤❤❤❤ sending you lots of love 💕
@@beeishan aww I appreciate u!!🥰
Hi Hellyn, I would suggest having your trigger shot when the largest follicles is 22mm vs just at 18 mm. When I was doing my ivf, I noticed when my largest follicle are around 22-23mm and my smallest 16 and some around 17 or 18 mm, more follicle would fertilize and 1 survive until the 5th - 6th day. If you trigger when your follicles are only around 18 mm, unless you have a lot more that’s around 18 mm, the remaining follicle would be too immature to be fertilized or retrieved. My AMH is low too at 0.08 and also have had empty follicles as well. Also, I suggest waiting until day 5 for transfer and not day 3 because a lot of times embryos with genetic defects would not make it to day 5 so chances of being pregnant is higher with day 5 embryos vs day 3. Also, on the cycle that actually worked for me, there was a 2 month prep. One month I had to take estrogen and an injection prevent ovulation AFTER I ovulated to prime for the follicles for the upcoming IVF cycle. After my period, then the IVF cycle start, I was given hormone injection that is typical of IVF cycle AND also growth hormone. I also did fresh transfer. Fresh transfer you would have to take progesterone for 14 days before checking if you’re pregnant. It essentially takes almost as long as to start a new cycle. I also did back to back 5 cycles.
I also decided to tell my family and in laws about my IVF journey. I had a lot of support on the last cycle. I also felt a lot of relief and more positive. I was happier and wasn’t stressing as much about being pregnant. Luckily my last ivf cycle I was pregnant. We just got our amniocentesis result back and baby is normal. I hope our baby will come out healthy. I am a high risk pregnancy due to medical conditions.
Be positive! You will be a mom. Praying for you and I.
@@jadormycc8819 Hi, congratulations on your pregnancy! I am over the moon for you.
Thanks for all your advice, but I am just going to listen to my doctor. With my previous doctor we tried triggering when follicles were 22~23. My new doctor seems to believe for older women like me it's better to trigger at 18mm,, so I am choosing to trust my doctor and just go with the flow.
I will also be doing fresh transfer for the first time this winter, and have faith all will go well! Wishing you lots of luck and love. 💗
You’re such a fucking warrior. I just went through my first transfer after 5 retrievals that didn’t end up sticking 😬. Watching your videos have made me feel less alone. We’re in this together!
@@helloitsjeanna Im sorry :( but it will happen. ♥️
You’re doing the best you possibly can in this moment ..and that’s more than enough.❤
I’m also going through IVF in Asia after moving from the UK.
The struggle is real but we got this. 💪🏻
@@Shivato sending strength and love♥️♥️♥️
Wish you All The Very Best ! I hope you get what you want sooner than you think.
I am 43 and I just started my IVF journey. Today was my second day of the stimulation process.
Having an almost negligible AMH, I guess I can only hope against all odds !!
Just felt like sharing it here.
@@Godspeed747 Thank you so much 🥰 Wishing you so much luck on your new journey! Let’s let go and let the universe do its thing! You got this💪
@ Thank you. Thank you so much !!! I usually never share anything personal on social platforms. Watching your videos gave me some kind of a calmness from within and really helped me give the strength to start this journey. Your relentless efforts pave the path for me. Thank you 🙏🏻
Yes … let’s do this together !!!
@@Godspeed747 oh.. I love that!❤ I will keep you in my prayers. We can do this.
I'm grateful finding this video. I did four times egg retrieval, three of them were empty. And now I'm in the same mindset with you, if it happens, it happens....I'm encouraged with this video..and praying that you will keep stronger and stronger. God bless you❤
@@HeidiKabul I am so sorry. Every cycle that doesn't work, it feels like such a loss. But I still believe everything will work out. Keep the faith! Sending you lots of love. 💖
@hellynn_j 💖💖💖thank you
Hi Hellynn: I was hoping it to be positive for you this time, I totally feel you, I have been through 2 cycle and I know how you feel, The most important of all is what you said "You are still happy being who you are" this acceptance is best! If at all you have any hope in God/positive energy/super power, leave the rest to them! What ever happens as they say happens for good!
@@Hope-c3h I love that. Thank you❤❤❤
You are so strong!! It makes me feel hopeful as well. Stay positive and strong Hellynn. Wishing you all the best❤
Thank you so much for the lift today🙏❤ I will!
Hey Hellynn ❤❤ do not loose hope keep trying for the baby!! I believe in miracles it has happened to me so it definitely happen with you love 🧿🧿
Oooh two happy comments in one day:) congratulations on your miracle!! I am over the moon for you🥰
Exactly! And this is when miracles start happening, once you understand you are completely happy as you are now and accept whatever happens, happens. That was my case too...
Oh I would love to hear your story! How did you surrender the outcome? A lot of women would benefit for hearing a success case if youre able to share 🥰
@@hellynn_j Well, it was a long journey for us - around 6 years. I did a lot of therapy, also tried hypnosis, but then what I did at last before another try was to go on a special therapy called constellations, once in a group, once alone and I think we unblocked some things from the past... Also they told me the first step to become a mom is actually to accept it might never happen and be happy and grateful for whatever you have now. Which is totally hard when this is what you want the most. But then I also remembered who I was before this all started and did not want to let former self down. I deserved to be happy, right? This does not mean you should stop trying, which we didn´t but I just took it less "seriously". It was like one of my routines and of course I wished for the best but I also accepted I wouldn´t be devastated if it didn´t work out. Before that I was like if it doesn´t work out I don´t know what I would do next. Well, just live your life, right? Which can be beautiful. Other things that also helped I think was travelling, moving into a bigger flat where I could imagine raising kids, and also bringing a dog into our family. I focused on him rather than on being freshly pregnant. Hopefully, all goes well now and we will have a healthy baby in February. Of course, once I finally got pregnant, my fears doubled...But that´s another story. I wish everybody a lot of happinness, fulfilled life and having the feeling of gratitude...
@@RonyDrap Thank you so much for sharing your story! This is exactly where I am at if I am being honest - just being okay with it if it doesn’t happen. I will check out constellations.. curious. Lets keep in touch! Congratulations again on your pregnancy and I am wishing you so much success 💗
Yes you will be a mommie! ❤ and yes let those emotions flow through you and cry it all out! We do that and we stand back up and we try again! 😊
@@chocobeka yess!! Thank you for the good jujus!!! ♥️♥️♥️
Follicle count varies between every cycle, it goes up and down and up so don’t you worry darling!! My future super mom ❤
Be grateful of what you have been doing and gone through. Hoping for the best for your next cycle 😘 Let's do it! We can become a mom one day 🤞🏻🤟🏻
@@lindarojjananakkarawong7247 i believe it 💖
Dont lose hope hellyn! Im praying for you! ❤
Thank you so much… it means so much to me!🥹
New video yay!!!! 🥳 You look amazing Hellyn! I love the bangs ❤
Aww thank you so much!❤ I tried to keep them down for as long as I could handle!😂
2:30 beautiful mom era ❤ look Especially love the bangs - thinking about it myself
Thanks Laura!! Sometimes we need a change… go for it!!❤❤
Love the new hair❤ thank you for sharing your tips. They will come in handy
@@Supawoman11 Thank you sm🙂
I am so loving your story I pray God will bless your womb and surprise you..
Thank you so much for your kind words. I believe God will. :)
Oh Hellyn, I have been following your journey since day 1 and I can see a different energy this time. I’m rooting for you and being on the same journey I understand how difficult this experience is. May I ask where you got your NIR belt/therapy light and if you have links? I am seeing a lot of research involving red light and fertility and hoping to start some red light therapy before stims. Thank you and I am wishing courage and resilience thru all this❤️
Aww,, thank you for your kind words. I do feel a little different this time. Rooting for you too. My red light therapy is from Korea, but this one looks similar to the specs of mine, and seems the most cost friendly: amzn.to/48vNLmH
I have my first egg retrieval tomorrow morning, I am advanced maternal age as well, I’m 44. Thank you so much for all the information, im vlogging my journey as well for support. Do they have you take CoQ10? I have a lot of follicles for my age but I wont know the quality until after testing them. We are doing genetic testing. I’m so sorry to hear about your latest retrieval. This is the first video of yours that I watched because I was looking for what to expect before during and after my egg retrieval, I am subscribed and I will be following. Wishing you all the best ❤
@@Commonsensewithkeisha hi there💗Thank you so much for sharing and joining me on my journey! Yes, I take coq10 (about 500mg per day spread out) and other mitochondrial support supplements. Wishing you the absolute best for your ER, and please do join our facebook support group.. there are so many women you can connect wih there and share information with! 😊
@ is that the bloom group? I will definitely join
I found it and requested to join
@ yes! The bloom group 🥰 ill see u there!
Hello Hellynn, can you also please share count of follicles and please do share count of embryos as well
It will be helpful to understand how many rounds of egg retrieval one can expect as a heads up to take decision
@@believeingodalways hi there, I've included all this info in my update videos so please visit my channel for older videos :) from March to November I was able to do 7 egg retrievals and got 9 embryos.
Coming from someone who is going through fertility treatments, I heard from women with DOR success when going through duo stim, I dont know if you talked through all stimulstion options with your doctor...
Good luck ❤ things will turn your way when you least expect it 😊
What is duo stim?
@@emakremaify Ive suggested it before to my doctor but it didn’t work out because of holidays right after that retrieval! I will see if it’s an option in the future. Thanks for the good luck.. Im collecting 😇
@@therollingclan4232 duostim is when they stim again right after your retrieval during your luteal phase.
May God helps us all, I have same condition as you Hellynn and I did 2 ivf cycles both which failed after the egg retrieval 😢 its very hard and depressing😢 I couldn’t continue ivf.
I'm so sorry for your experience. It is a difficult journey. What are your next steps? Trying naturally?
@ yes trying naturally for now, but will see i might go try that ivf again later.
@@aminayusuf517 take your time, hon. Its a hard journey and our hearts need to be ready for it❤
@@hellynn_j Definitely long and difficult journey, you’re very strong.
@@aminayusuf517 I’m sending you lots and lots of baby dust. I hear the key is to stop caring! ☺️❤️
Dear sister ,
I am sure you will be mother by 2025 100% sure . Please don’t make yourself feel low. You will have a beautiful daughter ❤ by next year. sending you lots of love from Nepal ❤
@@khushbushrestha2358 thank you for the beautiful prediction! I believe you! 🥰
Cute hair❤
@@qingwa128 Thanks☺
Praying for you to become mom - as Bible says “ He gives childless wife a family making her happy mother” ❤
@@ilonasowa8825 Thank you 🙏
@@hellynn_j❤
Hi Hellynn. I hope your doing well. Can I ask if you have a link for your red light? TIA and praying for your journey.🙏😍
Hi hi! Thank you for the well wishes 🥰 I bought mine in Korea but this one seems closest to the specs I have at a pretty good price: amzn.to/48vNLmH
Bless you ❤❤❤
@@rushnan8463 🫶🫶🫶
Do you get regular periods? Can you talk about your pms symptoms? Have they changed (if you get pms at all)?
@@novasummer888 Hi 👋 I do have regular cycles and my PMS symptoms have improved since I started my fertility diet! I will make a video on it in the future♥️
@@hellynn_j That’s great to hear! Thank you! ☺️
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@@angelaan9588 🥰🥰🥰
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You should star in Kdrama. You are so beautiful ❤️ really.
@@happygolucky1909 omg, what a compliment☺
hi everyone, I started IVF 15/3/2024/ and I got the stimulation syndrome, admitted to hospital two weeks after six months of treatment innohepmedicin sprot.
after I got embro reversal 15/10/2024/ but it didn't work and I'm not getting pregnant I don't know what's going on but I need help if anyone knows?
the doctor has not given me any medicine. good feedback embro nothing help.
I'm from Sweden
@@ikimekupqalbilula1224 Hi there, maybe you can join our Facebook support group and ask the ladies there.. they might have answers maybe. If not, they are a great source of info and support as you go through this journey. facebook.com/groups/1058899261969918/?ref=share&mibextid=NSMWBT
@@hellynn_jthanks i do❤
I m sure u will become mom..
I believe so! Thank you for the faith🙏
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@@jungaejung3394 aww.. 😘
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@@chancarol8185 💖💖💖💖💖