So. . . We All Cried to Demi's New Album, Right? *reaction*

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  • @caitlinmariereacts
    @caitlinmariereacts 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4555

    can the universe let you breathe? jeez, hope you're doing alright now

    • @ReactsByAsh
      @ReactsByAsh  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1104

      fr fr! but I'm good now, thanks love

    • @no5152
      @no5152 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@ReactsByAsh omg Ash I love ur videos sooo much

    • @JenniTheBestSinceDay1
      @JenniTheBestSinceDay1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      We need a collab with these two queens

    • @angelfranklynn2702
      @angelfranklynn2702 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      right?!

    • @Tam_Ot7
      @Tam_Ot7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ReactsByAsh I might be wrong but that tune you hummed at the beginning of dancing with the devil reminded me of 'don't speak' by no doubt

  • @KKSASMR1
    @KKSASMR1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +753

    “i wanna shake my ass, i don’t wanna think anymore”
    -my internet mom

  • @connorsmall6075
    @connorsmall6075 3 ปีที่แล้ว +492

    Alternate video title: "Demi Lovato hitting too close to home for 32 minutes and 10 seconds"

  • @hailey638
    @hailey638 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1171

    Who else wants to be Ashley's friend so that she's not alone? *raises hand*

    • @monsemora2645
      @monsemora2645 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Me but i'm from other country

    • @monicakohler8190
      @monicakohler8190 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@monsemora2645 me too, from a spanish speaker one and maybe this is gonna sound weird haha but i've dreamed like 2 times now that i'm friends with Ash 😂 she's just the coolest and has the best taste in music

    • @hihiacc9523
      @hihiacc9523 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yesss! I love her :)

    • @hxsana_7986
      @hxsana_7986 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *raises hand*

    • @artemis_luna0435
      @artemis_luna0435 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Raises hand* :)

  • @caitlinmariereacts
    @caitlinmariereacts 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2419

    YES. YES WE DID MA'AM.

    • @82MCG
      @82MCG 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      YES CAITLIN HERE WITH THE NOTIFICATION SQUAD!

    • @abhayshenoy8556
      @abhayshenoy8556 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You're real quick

    • @dennyjones6921
      @dennyjones6921 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Yes love a queen supporting a queen

    • @alinsync
      @alinsync 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      HEY CAITLIN BESTIE

    • @martinromano1203
      @martinromano1203 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi caitlin

  • @verak7207
    @verak7207 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1528

    Dude ICU is even sadder when you think about how Demi said when she woke up from the OD she was blind and literally couldn't see Madison and now because she's alive she can see her again 😭😭

    • @kathrynreid4365
      @kathrynreid4365 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      While she was in the ICU

    • @kathrynreid4365
      @kathrynreid4365 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @Dante Gleason Like, you actually think this was rude, or you're saying it was rude to put you in your feels type rude?

    • @ewiijah
      @ewiijah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @Dante Gleason um... no?

    • @sofias9238
      @sofias9238 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @Dante Gleason what

    • @16050390
      @16050390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Well yeah, that's the point of the song and the meaning of it

  • @ariellelyons
    @ariellelyons 3 ปีที่แล้ว +619

    whenever i hear “the kind of lover i am” my single spirit leaves my bisexual body

    • @shaynicz6801
      @shaynicz6801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sameee

    • @christinacostello9800
      @christinacostello9800 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      The kind of lover I am my single pansexual life I can Relate to the kind of lover I am

    • @itskbhoe
      @itskbhoe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this the one

    • @TENOVISION
      @TENOVISION 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes. 😌💞

    • @pinkydamage
      @pinkydamage 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this comment is so relatable I just can't

  • @franziskagrunauer7233
    @franziskagrunauer7233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    21:38: "this is why people think I'm gay.. ok, alright.. I'm seeing it.." THE REALIZATION KILLS ME OMG ahahha

    • @MariaSantos-ks4ff
      @MariaSantos-ks4ff 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yess thank you you put my thoughts into words😅😅😅

  • @chloehello3841
    @chloehello3841 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1867

    you calling her 'Demetria' has the same energy as 'KA-THE-RYNNNN' lmao

    • @PYC334
      @PYC334 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      she said our/my name and i felt like i was in for a scolding lmao

    • @chloehello3841
      @chloehello3841 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@PYC334 lmao rip all Katheryns/Catherines and Demitris/Dimitris

    • @sunnyblossom30
      @sunnyblossom30 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Who does she call ka-the-rynnn? Sounds familiar but I’m having a blank

    • @chloehello3841
      @chloehello3841 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@sunnyblossom30 Kat from Euphoria

    • @PYC334
      @PYC334 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@chloehello3841 i'm a Demi and my mom's a Catherine. Ashley is about to come for our necks 😬😂

  • @jacobvalcarce9477
    @jacobvalcarce9477 3 ปีที่แล้ว +254

    “What is this Hannah Montana bullshit” is the best quote in the world

  • @emmawells7049
    @emmawells7049 3 ปีที่แล้ว +225

    the picture of him praying actually has me cackling because you can just tell he called the paparazzi on himself

    • @javiag77
      @javiag77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      And he is dating another singer now supposedly, and keeps surround himself with singers and famous people
      No comment 💀💀 hahaha

    • @shoaballo641
      @shoaballo641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      That ig live he did after the breakup was so embarrassing omg I watch it every time I need a good laugh 💀

  • @mayshasingla
    @mayshasingla 3 ปีที่แล้ว +659

    melon cake is so sad. it’s so sad to see how everything she was eating was being controlled and her assistant got fired for buying her a chocolate

    • @EricaPapad
      @EricaPapad 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I agree 100%... it's incomprehensible how so called 'professionals' would do that to an ED patient... like the whole point of recovery is freeing the person from all the rules and restrictions regarding food and helping them get a balance in their lives... yet instead of doing that they just continue with the strict rules... like not being allowed to have some cake on your birthday... really? I'm glad she found a new team hopefully they are better...

  • @jackhanson1180
    @jackhanson1180 3 ปีที่แล้ว +906

    Fun fact Ariana wrote Met Him Last Night for Demi and Demi was like let’s give the people what they want and collab

    • @audreyhamilton5765
      @audreyhamilton5765 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      yeah also bc they are close friends and ariana knows everything demi went through so she was like "i wrote a song for you" and demi was like "omg lets collab"

    • @929er13
      @929er13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      bruh, that's so cute. idk how i didn't know they were close close.

    • @milicatakic4300
      @milicatakic4300 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yeah, the song is cool but I think it's collab only cause of Scooter (manager of Ariana, Demi and Justin ). Last year we had Ariana and JB's collaboration and now Ari and Demi. Btw Ari's collab with JB is totally same to Camila Cabello's song this love so they werent original at all.... I love ari so much but i am just objective!!!

    • @audreyhamilton5765
      @audreyhamilton5765 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@milicatakic4300 that's so cool! but about how the song is similar to this love, songs get sampled all the time especially since producers share beats and tracks all the time so i don't think they copied her it's just a coincidence

    • @milicatakic4300
      @milicatakic4300 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@audreyhamilton5765 i don't know... however, stuck with you is good song too.

  • @teeahtee387
    @teeahtee387 3 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    I was like: “okay, I’m not gonna cry. I’m a strong woman”
    Then ICU started playing

  • @AraMiluu
    @AraMiluu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +365

    Girl stop apologizing for being in mourning and having your struggles, we're here for u mom

  • @ruegrande803
    @ruegrande803 3 ปีที่แล้ว +218

    Ash calling demi, Demetria gives off the same vibes as her calling cat from euphoria Catherine

  • @rolanbouzaswensing38
    @rolanbouzaswensing38 3 ปีที่แล้ว +707

    if Met Him Last Night doesn’t get a music video IM SUING, imagine the power that video would hold
    Edit: This comment aged like fine wine because demi confirmed it

    • @angelfranklynn2702
      @angelfranklynn2702 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      same

    • @JovianKronos
      @JovianKronos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      She released a lyric video for it so I think it makes sense that she'll make a music video

    • @jakekenyon2892
      @jakekenyon2892 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      It will be a Pop Culture reset 😘 Rain On Me who??? 👁️👄👁️

    • @rolanbouzaswensing38
      @rolanbouzaswensing38 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@jakekenyon2892 it will be a cultural reset, but Rain On Me is that bitch aswell so no disrespect on her name

    • @dianastillwell3456
      @dianastillwell3456 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      it’s officially a single now, you kinda won

  • @umnoitsxander
    @umnoitsxander 3 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    One of the greatest comebacks in history is Demi Lovato performing “Anyone” at the 62nd grammys

  • @tommy5065
    @tommy5065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    when the “praying in Malibu” part came on and she put the picture of Max in Malibu 😭😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @rashiedarchi
    @rashiedarchi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    You're literally my comfort person . Thank you for existing.

  • @jackb.garcia4794
    @jackb.garcia4794 3 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    How this album makes us all feel :📈📉📈📉📈📉📈📉📈
    ROLLERCOASTER 🎢🎢🎢🎢

  • @sabina0606
    @sabina0606 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Some interesting facts about several songs:
    ICU : Demi was most likely in the ICU area after her overdose and when she woke up, she literally couldn't see her sister Madison. Which is also ironic being that she once was told she wouldn't be able to see Madison if she didn't get clean years ago.
    Melon cake : Demi's old management was extremely toxic, they only cared about her weight and appearance, not mental health and they tried to keep her fit.For example, they didn't let have a real cake for her birthday. They gave her watermelon covered with non-fat whipped cream.
    15 minutes : This one is dedicated to her ex Max and how he dated her for "15 minutes of fame".She said 'praying in Malibu' - after breakup Max called TMZ to film him crying on a beach in Malibu where he proposed to her to leak photos of him devastated 🤣😩

  • @acrixmony
    @acrixmony 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    “WHENS THE COLLAB ALBUM”
    Hun we still waiting for the nickiana album 😪✌️

  • @SingingRox4
    @SingingRox4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +525

    ashhh the story of ICU is that when demi first was getting sober, her parents said she couldn’t see madison until she got sober, which motivated her to get sober. when she woke up from her overdose she literally cOULD NOT SEE MADISON bc she was BLIND because of her STROKES 😭😭😭 it makes the song hurt even mOre

  • @MrRoughandtumble
    @MrRoughandtumble 3 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    bby girl you were thinking of "don't speak - no doubt" when listening to dancing with the devil x

  • @puppypawspaula
    @puppypawspaula 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    No one is talking about Butterfly enough. That song is. About her biological father and her coming to terms with his death and finding peace with it. It's so emotional.

  • @shreyaraman.
    @shreyaraman. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +271

    *sad twerking*

  • @DJtheBlack-RibbonedRose
    @DJtheBlack-RibbonedRose 3 ปีที่แล้ว +341

    Ash, *discussing the prospect of an entire Demi/Ari album:* "Oh my god, could you imagine?"
    Me: 🎵 "CAN YOU, I-MA-GINE IT?" 🎵

    • @chloehello3841
      @chloehello3841 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Imaaaaaaagine a world like that-

    • @razz33100
      @razz33100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      *squeaks in emery*

    • @Mari-od1ir
      @Mari-od1ir 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      CAN YOU IMAGINE THOUGHHH 😩

    • @HalseyanneLeTissier
      @HalseyanneLeTissier 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Im waaaaaaaiting

  • @marcuss.9302
    @marcuss.9302 3 ปีที่แล้ว +193

    It's impossible not to be proud of Demi. She went through all of this trauma and close calls with death, and she came through clean on the other side. Watching the first three episodes of the documentary make this album hit that much harder. Demi poured her heart and soul into this piece of art and it shows.

  • @jordannow13
    @jordannow13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    You need to watch the documentary to understand the album completely, especially ICU.
    Back when Demi was first using and her sister Madison was very young, her mum threatened to not let Demi see her sister unless she stopped using, so she did...
    Until 2018, then when Demi woke up Madison was beside her bed, holding Demi’s hand, and it was a full circle moment cause Demi woke up blind and this time really couldn’t see her sister...
    that’s why it’s called ICU, I see you and intensive care unit...

  • @jessica8681
    @jessica8681 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    “I shouldn’t have been popping my ass to these lyrics” don’t worry we all did. The best sad songs are the ones you can bop to

    • @ellw7830
      @ellw7830 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      so true

  • @noonstyles3973
    @noonstyles3973 3 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    I have to say I am not demi's biggest fan but this album made me cry like a little bitch. I hope she is in a much better place now

  • @selester58
    @selester58 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    Met him last night was a mf bop that I can’t stop playing ❤️👏

    • @ReactsByAsh
      @ReactsByAsh  3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      PERIOD !!!

    • @AikiraBeats
      @AikiraBeats 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so glad that they collab

    • @shaynicz6801
      @shaynicz6801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same! On repeat

  • @Enchanted471
    @Enchanted471 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    The song you were looking for in dancing with the devil is "don't speak by no doubt"

    • @abr871
      @abr871 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I love you ♥️😂 It was driving me insaneee not remembering what that sounded like 🙌🏼 thank you!

  • @shaynicz6801
    @shaynicz6801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Why is no one talking about Easy?! It’s soo good and sooo beautiful they’re voices mesh so great😭

  • @mohibullahawan3001
    @mohibullahawan3001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    You know something is not right when ash starts crying more than Caitlin

  • @goldrush1989
    @goldrush1989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1576

    *Timestamps*
    3:27 anyone
    3:54 dancing with the devil
    5:40 icu (madison's lullaby)
    8:33 intro
    9:03 the art of starting over
    12:34 lonely people
    13:39 the way you don't look at me
    15:00 melon cake
    15:48 met him last night ft. Ariana Grande
    17:57 what other people say ft. Sam Fischer
    19:25 carefully
    21:25 the kind of lover I am
    22:49 easy ft. Noah Cyrus
    23:37 15 minutes
    24:38 my girlfriends are my boyfriend ft. Saweetie
    25:48 california sober
    27:57 mad world
    28:15 butterfly
    30:21 good place
    30:50 conclusion of the album
    31:10 ranking
    BTW apart from this there's also a deluxe track titled *sunset*

    • @bigyikes8698
      @bigyikes8698 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Thank you :)

    • @pineapplex9068
      @pineapplex9068 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I decided to break the rule and break into the construction so I could say Thanks in advance. Okay I'm gonna leave now.

    • @laurynmcguffie6027
      @laurynmcguffie6027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Raisingbubbles LMFAOOOO

    • @mpkuttc
      @mpkuttc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thanks u bestie

    • @goldrush1989
      @goldrush1989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Ash-uz6pp on the way (sorry)

  • @patrickward4024
    @patrickward4024 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    Thank you Ashley. "Your bad days do not define you," is something I needed to hear. I am struggling with sobriety, but am a full 31 days sober currently. I wear my 24 hour chip around my neck to remind myself, just go 24 hours. This album has come at the perfect time for me. I hope the universe gives you a break to breathe and relax.
    All the love to everyone,
    An Avid Ash Watcher

    • @shaynicz6801
      @shaynicz6801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Dude CONGRATS on 31 days sober!! That’s awesome and you’re killing it.. you can do this! One day at a time!
      I’ll be celebrating 6 years in may. It is completely possible. Idk you but I’m proud of you ❤️

    • @Prexiousp
      @Prexiousp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Youv gotten further than a lot of people it’s super tough but you got this bro

    • @yz5456
      @yz5456 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Congratulations on 31 days! I hope everything will be better soon. You can do it and I believe in you! You’re very strong and I hope the universe gives YOU a break to breathe and relax ❤️

  • @michaelduvall1760
    @michaelduvall1760 3 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    Okay, but imagine a whole rock album from Demi... I want it, I want it BAD.

    • @MilaBelen
      @MilaBelen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      SAME, I WISH THAT THIS ALBUM HAD A ROCK VERSION 😭

    • @JJCommentary
      @JJCommentary 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Plastic Hearts shaking

    • @blogistuff4383
      @blogistuff4383 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Just curious, have you ever heard Don't Forget?

    • @michaelduvall1760
      @michaelduvall1760 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@blogistuff4383 it’s been a loonnngggg time but yes.

    • @michaelduvall1760
      @michaelduvall1760 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@JJCommentary ngl I personally preferred Plastic Hearts to this.

  • @o_o1981
    @o_o1981 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Gurl i was not prepared for that chaotic intro omg 💀💀

  • @andysparkle7411
    @andysparkle7411 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    "I DONT CARE WHAT IT IS, IF IT HAS SIBLINGS I'M GONNA CRY"

  • @gbarr999
    @gbarr999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    4:06 I KNOW IT I KNOW IT
    “Don’t Speak” by No Doubt (I’m pretty sure I’m right)

  • @sebastianmpmarquez4584
    @sebastianmpmarquez4584 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    It’s amazing how this album is a true journey, it started with Anyone (send anyone and really desperate for help) and ended with Good Place (she is okay by herself and she is happy)

  • @soaribb32
    @soaribb32 3 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    ICU
    As in the hospital when she was blind and couldn't see Madison, her sister.
    I see you cuz she's not blind anymore.
    Ugh...her mind.

  • @chloehello3841
    @chloehello3841 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    The chaos at the beginning of the video felt like my natural habitat

  • @chloe3101
    @chloe3101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    But did you catch the lyrics in 15 minutes. First it’s “you were looking for fifteen minutes” to “now you got fifteen minutes,
    Pack your stuff, you can come and get it”

  • @jacobjenkins5947
    @jacobjenkins5947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    respectfully maybe this wasn’t the album to listen to with the day u were having😭🤚🏻

    • @ellw7830
      @ellw7830 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      LMAO EXACTLY

  • @wellimjustanotherpersonony370
    @wellimjustanotherpersonony370 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    But the youtube documentary broke me in ways that shouldn't be allowed😭💀✋

  • @kiaaa7330
    @kiaaa7330 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Dancing with the devil has major skyfall vibes, thats why
    ALSO BOO PLEASE TAKE CARE WE LOVE YOU

  • @mattiazoeabels827
    @mattiazoeabels827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So sorry hearing that you had such a bad day. I just want you to know that I (and every fan) really appreciate your work which makes our bad days a little better and that we love you!

  • @collinmccarthy6279
    @collinmccarthy6279 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    "Carefully" is my favorite because melodically it's so blissful and soothing. I imagine myself floating in the ocean on a sunny day (the beach is my happy place).

  • @trishlikecrawfish4499
    @trishlikecrawfish4499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +909

    When introducing cats start slow and always be in the room with them, they'll slowly start to accept each other and you should be fine after that

    • @ReactsByAsh
      @ReactsByAsh  3 ปีที่แล้ว +242

      ok that's what I've been seeing! we're working on getting them use to each others smell right now so hopefully the rest of the process goes smooth!

    • @no5152
      @no5152 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ReactsByAsh omgg ash I love you sooo much

    • @trishlikecrawfish4499
      @trishlikecrawfish4499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ReactsByAsh good luck! ❤

    • @funnybunny4774
      @funnybunny4774 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ReactsByAsh give them treats at the same time so they don’t feel threatened by eachother

    • @calicocritter420
      @calicocritter420 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ReactsByAsh yes, definitely get them used to each other scents first

  • @angel-sp7ny
    @angel-sp7ny 3 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    demi took all of her pain, trauma and insecurities and put it in an album of chilling pop/rock songs, club dance bops and ballads and shes honestly an artistic genius about it

  • @vals_is_upsad
    @vals_is_upsad 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    The question is how do you not cry to this album
    Edit: Watching all parts of the documentary at once didn't help either

  • @sydney9263
    @sydney9263 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    ash i would like to say ur editing has improved SO much over the years and it so cool to see how much better ur content has gottten/how much you’ve grown :’)

  • @violabologna1284
    @violabologna1284 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    ash...the editing is always so good and you're the ONLY ONE on youtube that genuinely makes me laugh out loud in videos

  • @mackconnelly
    @mackconnelly 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Omg calling bets on the pink cowboy hat being for fearless- taylor’s version

  • @noahrios
    @noahrios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I cried when she said “I see you” in ICU 😭

  • @lucccdo7781
    @lucccdo7781 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    You introducing the possibility of mad world being a cover and reacting to your own comment gave me life. We don’t deserve you

  • @BriannaMarie05
    @BriannaMarie05 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You’re so entertaining and your personality is gold ash. I hope you’re doing well🥺

  • @nika68481
    @nika68481 3 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    whoever is reading this: Whatever you are going through, we all are here for you ❤️

  • @mohibullahawan3001
    @mohibullahawan3001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    Okay this is the weirdest thing ever but does anyone else feel happy or even comforted that Ash is so much more comfortable with sharing and showing her emotions since the past year, more than ever before. Like idk why whenever I see her cry or like almost breakdown I’m like ooofff I can relate and it sort of comforts me for some reason.

  • @superheroman8244
    @superheroman8244 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I hope everythingg is going better now! We all are with you! Btw I think the song you were thinking of is "Don't Speak", I might be wrong but it sounds very similar.

  • @liveinluv
    @liveinluv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    It broke my heart when I heard about Demi, I didn't even wanna celebrate it being my birthday. I'm so glad Demi is alive, I know it's been a health struggle for her. Demi is a beautiful soul and always gonna support her💜💜💜

  • @mirrorballmik
    @mirrorballmik 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    i listened to it with my mom (a recovering alcoholic) and let me tell you, I SOBBED SO MF HARD

  • @mohibullahawan3001
    @mohibullahawan3001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Ummm so am I the only one who’s convinced that the pink hat is for Fearless (Taylor’s Version)

  • @AraMiluu
    @AraMiluu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    " I can't do feelings" girl same -a fellow Scorpio

  • @devinmoore672
    @devinmoore672 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Im so sorry that you went through that. All I gotta say thank you so much for even posting a video for us even though going through all that. Your videos always make me happy and cheer me up no matter how chaotic it is. Please make sure to take care of yourself 💖. We can wait awhile for another video lol. But overall thank you 😊.

  • @darlingm9967
    @darlingm9967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    “Your bad days do not define you”-Ash
    “No matter at point of life you’re at, you can continuously grow. Like if you’re not growing if you’re not evolving you’re if you’re learning not living. I truly do believe that especially with addiction and everything like that. Again it’s not linear it’s not something that you just get to a certain point and then you’re done. So if anyone’s watching this and they’re dealing with like that I am so proud of you for accomplishing what you have accomplished and again I always say this I’m gonna say it again you’re bad days do not define you. Okay-that’s not who you are as a person.”-Ashley

  • @kalinieduarda
    @kalinieduarda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    YESSSS I'VE BEEN WAITING SINCE THE ALBUM CAME OUT

  • @NoahWisniewski
    @NoahWisniewski 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    also ashley the editing of this is AMAZING! I can tell u put so much work into the effects so props to u

  • @annikiralyy9113
    @annikiralyy9113 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    you’re literally the only thing that is keeping me alive right now. Thank u for your videos , they make me so happy. And yes I cried so hard. anndd I hope you are doing okay now !!!

    • @ktw72
      @ktw72 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      youre doing great pal. keep going.

  • @dojacupcake7232
    @dojacupcake7232 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Dancing with the devil reminds me a lot of Adele's "Skyfall" actually

    • @milkshakeninjaaa2546
      @milkshakeninjaaa2546 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same! It also reminded me of 'Writings on the Wall' by Sam Smith (which is ironically also a James Bond theme song.) 😭

    • @Flysheart
      @Flysheart 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I literally said that it should be a Bond song lol

  • @vivisimp
    @vivisimp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    thank god you found the cat I did not expect to almost cry in the first 5 minutes of this video 😭

  • @mayday4495
    @mayday4495 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    holy shit ash!! i'm so glad you found the cat and that everyone's okay but shit that's so much in a day!! please take care of yourself, if you need a break from videos we'll all understand, it sounds like you're going through a shit ton. sending so much love

  • @jayphillips6127
    @jayphillips6127 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    “ ‘Reservations made for 8’ y’all got 8 friends?” I FELT THAT IN MY CHESTTTTTT 😂😂

  • @ofirseinberg3610
    @ofirseinberg3610 3 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    i want to sum up the album in one phrase:
    ✨sad twerking✨

  • @AlexCarson
    @AlexCarson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I’m so sorry to hear that someone broke into your grandparent’s house, especially at a time where your family is grieving a loss. Also, it’s totally okay to take your time in releasing content on your channels! We all move forward in life in different ways and I just hope you’re doing as okay as you can be, Ash. ❤️✨

  • @wonhonamchan
    @wonhonamchan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    after seeing your most recent video in your personal channel i feel even more sorry for what you’ve been through. pls take care. ilysm bestie 💖💖💖

  • @johnmiller5668
    @johnmiller5668 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been looking at your channel everyday since this album came out. You're my favorite music reactor.

  • @avamarie127
    @avamarie127 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    dude im so glad that demi is recovering. everything she shared was so raw and scary for her and im so proud of her. in conclusion, dancing with the devil (the art of starting over), was so fucking emotional and perfect for me. so proud :)

  • @hannahmoomba5078
    @hannahmoomba5078 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    GIRL I’VE BEEN REFRESHING YOUR PAGE WAITING FOR THIS BUZZING TO WATCH

  • @danielcorzantes963
    @danielcorzantes963 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    don’t speak by no doubt was what you were humming! btw i love you so much💖

  • @rayyan996
    @rayyan996 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Literally this is my first video to watch on your channel and I did it for Demi BUTTTTTT GURL!! the way you edited it it was so much fun to watch “new subscriber here”

  • @ChallengeLauren
    @ChallengeLauren 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hi girly, i think the song you’re on about at the beginning is Don’t Speak by No Doubt ❤️

  • @pauliiiii
    @pauliiiii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This album is immaculate, she did amazing. It's her best work yet. And you have to see her live performances - that's another level! Her voice is stronger than ever before

  • @inescosta2671
    @inescosta2671 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    14:34 On one of the interviews that she recently had with a known radio which name I can't recall rn lol she explained that her label was worried so much about her image that they controlled her diet and she said that her "birthday cakes" were slices of melon with low-fat cream on top.That is SO DEPRESSING...I'm mad....😑😓🍈😠

  • @fayc_fayc2115
    @fayc_fayc2115 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Don’t know if you’ll see it ash, but thanks for sharing despite how hard it’s been, it’s always great to see people sharing when it’s not a good day too. 💖

  • @carlosmartins3369
    @carlosmartins3369 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I think the song you were thinking about was "Don't Speak" by No Doubt (the "we used to be together" verse)

  • @dancortat7445
    @dancortat7445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love to see how Ash reacts to many things

  • @amenm1989
    @amenm1989 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry about your grandparents house 🙁 that is so upsetting. Sending you lots of love gurly you deserve the world 💜

  • @somaiaalrtimy3457
    @somaiaalrtimy3457 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so in love with the outro but first of all girl thank you so much for even like making this video with all of you have been through that day thank you so much and I love you I love this album so much and I love you more

  • @medinarufati47
    @medinarufati47 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Not the captions saying “dummy” every time she says “Demi”😭

  • @suzie_do_you_copy
    @suzie_do_you_copy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    The fact that Ariana wrote that song for her😭🥺❤

  • @yas1499
    @yas1499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How does Ashley's editing improve with every video?! Like her editing is sooo good wtf?!

  • @jakekenyon2892
    @jakekenyon2892 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this album honestly! Nothing will beat Tell Me You Love Me for my personal music taste but this album is up there 🙂 I adore demi and just think she's such a strong person and am so proud of this woman I don't even know! But seriously we need an Ari/Demi collab record like yesterday it's ridiculous how good they sound off of each other!! ❤️❤️ And what speaker are you using? Is that a Bose

  • @rosemulet
    @rosemulet 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    4:00 the song is Don’t speak by No Doubt (Gwen Stefani)

  • @mimimicamica
    @mimimicamica 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love that you're always smiling in your thumbnails even tho the video is about the most heartbreaking thing lol hope you're doing good her, I can image how a new cat can improve anybody's life

    • @mimimicamica
      @mimimicamica 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      also even when you're going through it it's always really easy to watch your videos, you have a very nice personality

  • @Ranimbrd
    @Ranimbrd 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how you’re so understanding ❤️
    You‘ve got a new follower

  • @delenaheaven
    @delenaheaven 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    When you said why is the beginning of that (The art of starting over) gonna make me cry. Awh I wanna give you a hug! You're so sweet!