may roosvelt - memoir #2

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  • @trashrat420
    @trashrat420 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10321

    This sounds like grief, like realizing you lost someone and they will never be back. Just pure sadness. Like the way your stomach sinks with realization.

    • @_niyxl-is-stoopid_
      @_niyxl-is-stoopid_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      . . .

    • @iykyklad
      @iykyklad 3 ปีที่แล้ว +278

      literally.
      and it feels like the end of a funeral,when you realize these are the last moments your gonna spend with them

    • @fuckablepancakes
      @fuckablepancakes 2 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      It’s also like that grief with a sick sense of relief because you no longer have that little bit of hope that they will get better.

    • @sarakurtishi4359
      @sarakurtishi4359 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Yes! And when you think the moment with that person.

    • @pyrovsthewrld
      @pyrovsthewrld 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      fax

  • @hala2355
    @hala2355 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3791

    This song feels like finally giving up after trying so hard for years

    • @nbj6284
      @nbj6284 2 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Hey, are you okay ?

    • @yourstruly69_33
      @yourstruly69_33 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Hala talk to me if you need someone

    • @julietheshoegazer
      @julietheshoegazer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      Can confirm. I'm just about to do that
      (1st update: just to let y'all know. i'm alive. unfortunately and tragically enough, things have only gotten worse to me.)
      (2nd update 01/07/23: still alive lol)
      (3rd update 04/03/23: yep, still here :). things are going great now)

    • @hshsbshsbshsbe_hh
      @hshsbshsbshsbe_hh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@julietheshoegazer hey

    • @gelagela6390
      @gelagela6390 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Yourstruly69_ l need

  • @Eva-zl2fu
    @Eva-zl2fu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8394

    i never knew a song could bring out such a deep feeling of sadness in me without a single word being said

    • @raize0276
      @raize0276 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      agreed

    • @ontaikou
      @ontaikou 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I understand how u feel 😞

    • @GG-jk6yl
      @GG-jk6yl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Idk for some reason it makes me feel at peace I can’t describe it

    • @raize0276
      @raize0276 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@GG-jk6yl agreed

    • @reidkelecius6801
      @reidkelecius6801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Go out and work a 15 hour shift working your balls off then come back to this and listen to it. You’ll realize how bad it is

  • @Baconest_Of_Bees
    @Baconest_Of_Bees ปีที่แล้ว +584

    This song feels like you just committed the biggest mistake of your life and you just sit there taking it all in.

    • @proctorritter5176
      @proctorritter5176 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      It excellently captures that feeling of “Everything is ruined, but I’m not even entitled to feeling sorry for myself since it’s all my fault, so I have to just sit here and suffer”

    • @longishlettuce
      @longishlettuce ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I just made the worst mistake. I fucked my whole life up. This encapsulates my feelings, and I regret what I did so much. I lost all of my friends for just miswording something, and now I don’t think I’m going to be on this planet tommorow. Alive at least.

    • @Baconest_Of_Bees
      @Baconest_Of_Bees ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@longishlettuce still here gng?

    • @BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sd
      @BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sd 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@proctorritter5176heyyyy it's me 😀

    • @ffffff6104
      @ffffff6104 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@longishlettuce i hope you're okay.

  • @mathea464
    @mathea464 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1406

    this feels like a scene in a movie where the main character’s days are blending together and you see them laying in their bed different lighting and outfits their room gradually becoming more and more messy and chaotic.

    • @Starfluff_
      @Starfluff_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      THIS.

    • @wokery
      @wokery 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      This feels like me rn

    • @po3alily
      @po3alily 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Help me I’m drowning

    • @holographicwings
      @holographicwings 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      u actually just described how the past 3 months have been 4 me wtf

    • @euniyaquasha
      @euniyaquasha 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      bella in twilight when edward left

  • @eoinwysey
    @eoinwysey 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3518

    This song is the best audible description of controlled chaos I've ever heard. Like the peak of a breakdown, where everything is spinning and your head is screaming at you, but you're just sitting there, sobbing and stopping yourself from exploding into screams and loud cries, tears streaming down, your mistakes and fuck ups all pressing against the back of your eyes at once, hurting your head, feeling scared, angry, sad, relieved, and confused all at once.

    • @_.cera._1706
      @_.cera._1706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      this gave me chills

    • @gabbeskillz6262
      @gabbeskillz6262 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      🤓☝️

    • @m-kh3ild734
      @m-kh3ild734 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      You described this perfectly this is what I go through every month and when I heard this song i felt so touched my it and related to it I am stopping my self from crying

    • @nathansmith8963
      @nathansmith8963 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’ve clearly never played dark souls you just described gwyns theme man this is just some sad sample of moaning bro go get in the thick of it at lordran

    • @realshmo
      @realshmo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nathansmith8963 gwyn theme's good but id say this is a better example of what they were talking about

  • @Kid2loW
    @Kid2loW 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5463

    This song sounds like loneliness or like ur inner child crying

    • @sam-yn1pz
      @sam-yn1pz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      This

    • @bex503
      @bex503 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      i thought that abt the inner child

    • @ourplebloobat
      @ourplebloobat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      ouch. my heart. I don’t want my inner child to cry. 🥲

    • @bruh7527
      @bruh7527 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I think it sounds like when your trying hard on something but it's just to difficult and you just give up miserably

    • @Linaaaouah
      @Linaaaouah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ur describing me now in the wc

  • @Fofofozan
    @Fofofozan ปีที่แล้ว +513

    "The painful cry of a mosquito".

    • @facelessthebestAnimatorEver
      @facelessthebestAnimatorEver 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

      PLS WHY 😭😭😭

    • @Velociraptor.
      @Velociraptor. 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      0:23 is when the mosquito starts

    • @aridaichavez4171
      @aridaichavez4171 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Haha

    • @YoSoyMigo
      @YoSoyMigo 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Poor mosquito... 😭👊😭👊😭👊

    • @janeblackwood9740
      @janeblackwood9740 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      I was all getting emotional and laughed when i read your comment 😂

  • @skylar2102
    @skylar2102 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2124

    this song is the comforting melancholy that you feel at the realization that the happy moments might never outweigh the sad. i wonder how i could ever be happy in a world where i have no true freedom, where the essence of my humanity is slowly stripped from me. i can find it only in flickers. it will never be enough.

    • @tobbsthweedman
      @tobbsthweedman 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      To me this song feels like waking up from dreaming, either the melancholy of the dream or the sadness of having to leave your favorite place

    • @cassii999
      @cassii999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      To me this song feels like the realization that everything is only getting worse and my lowest moments from 5 years ago would be the best moments if they happened now. In the future I may remember writing this and have the same exact same thought. I don't think my mental health has ever become better in the last few years. I hope one day I will feel better than a year ago.

    • @karenhercules3029
      @karenhercules3029 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your worded this so beautifully perfect. Thank you

    • @forgetmenotfaery
      @forgetmenotfaery 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      this is how it feels when i realize how much trauma and cptsd affects nearly every single thing in my life

    • @patrickbateman2966
      @patrickbateman2966 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You should watch the movie

  • @bigman2963
    @bigman2963 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1640

    This song is what it feels like to look at your house one last time before you move away

    • @rosvlinds
      @rosvlinds 3 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      Okay this one did it for me. Crying time

    • @shilohwhiloh9636
      @shilohwhiloh9636 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Fuck. I lose

    • @kmdrew
      @kmdrew 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      NOO this one got me

    • @stuntcox5731
      @stuntcox5731 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Nah it’s more like when you come back to your hometown and see that same house abandoned, overgrown, and dilapidated.

    • @evilemoji420
      @evilemoji420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      oh naww. i’m thinking about how i got kicked out by my psychotic father and him keeping my dogs from me to this day.

  • @diaaeddinalhamad4522
    @diaaeddinalhamad4522 2 ปีที่แล้ว +928

    I never knew a song with no lyrics could be so sad and emotional detached. I've never felt that intense before.

    • @lucid4271
      @lucid4271 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      it reminds me of the time when i saw my own friends dead body after she hung hersellf

    • @loveinstars
      @loveinstars 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@lucid4271 i hope youre doing okay ❤️❤️

    • @lucid4271
      @lucid4271 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@loveinstars i am

    • @exchangAscribe
      @exchangAscribe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      the music/instruments are the main aesthetic driver of a song. lyrics are a secondary component. it has always been this way.

    • @ericgamer8360
      @ericgamer8360 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Man I rarely hear music with lyrics

  • @AeonLeightholmeYT
    @AeonLeightholmeYT ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This song perfectly encapsulates the feeling of loss, and loneliness. It’s painfully beautiful.

  • @halskki
    @halskki 3 ปีที่แล้ว +629

    this is the last thing i want to hear before i leave this life, absolutely breathtaking

    • @siwar9316
      @siwar9316 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      .

    • @hdhrdfsrkgh
      @hdhrdfsrkgh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This sht creepy af

    • @franky_2024
      @franky_2024 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@hdhrdfsrkgh it sounds creepy but at the same time it sounds like if I wanna feel something lol idk

    • @unicornlord6327
      @unicornlord6327 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel like earthmover would be a better choice, wouldn't only bring back the negative aspects of life.

    • @olyviermonteau4300
      @olyviermonteau4300 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@franky_2024 how is magician a long name?

  • @lindseydempsey
    @lindseydempsey 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1101

    This song is like seeing yourself out of body laying on a bed , eyes open expressionless and slowly zooming away until you can't make out who you are anymore

    • @lupuadriancornel6668
      @lupuadriancornel6668 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Did you manage that?

    • @theguywhoasked6104
      @theguywhoasked6104 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      its impossible to do that when you listen to the “opera singer” in the background pitchbending snd going absurdly high pitched towards the end 😂😂😂💀

    • @sluvsaaa
      @sluvsaaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@theguywhoasked6104 That is a violin sound not an opera singer i think

    • @GoldTU8E
      @GoldTU8E 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Braking bad🤨

    • @kevinjozsefkovacs7511
      @kevinjozsefkovacs7511 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Alzhermeirs

  • @Bugs4Brains
    @Bugs4Brains 3 ปีที่แล้ว +930

    The feeling of being forgotten. Waiting by the door for someone who isn't coming back. It's been so long. She doesn't look herself anymore.

    • @windgrace031
      @windgrace031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Or like being left somewhere on accident. Trying to remember their face but nothing comes back. The warm yet swallowing, fading memories of what you both used to do together. Trying to remember certain moments only for you to have to remind yourself it doesn’t matter but that you also don’t care.

    • @ahinotani5175
      @ahinotani5175 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This gave me the most amount of goosebumps I’ve ever felt in my entire life..

    • @lillbayb1
      @lillbayb1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well this comment made me cry. Thinking about my children leaving home for the final time and I'm alone 😔

    • @tofoo72
      @tofoo72 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lillbayb1 It's okay, you can still stay in contact with them. That's what social media and the phone is for :)

  • @janantoni3
    @janantoni3 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    when you expect a loud fart but its the silent one and gets warmer.

    • @AstronomyCole
      @AstronomyCole 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      And it stinks really bad.

    • @burakcglynn
      @burakcglynn 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      this got me crying bruh 😭😭😂

  • @gillianneilsen6823
    @gillianneilsen6823 3 ปีที่แล้ว +768

    this song is so scary but comforting at the same time??

    • @elizabethmarshall6151
      @elizabethmarshall6151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      cause it makes you realize shit but not feel alone

    • @alexign2004
      @alexign2004 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      This song ain’t rlly scary it just makes you sad

    • @Popsickle24680
      @Popsickle24680 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Its like losing everything and completely accepting it all at once

    • @matteonicoli8691
      @matteonicoli8691 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Because it's scary to feel all these feelings

    • @slashgod6976
      @slashgod6976 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Popsickle24680 exactly

  • @aqwaa3057
    @aqwaa3057 ปีที่แล้ว +2648

    Memes aside, this is actually a masterpiece. I don’t even know why. But it gives me goosebumps every time.

  • @xJustice789x1
    @xJustice789x1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1036

    for me, this is a representation for when you’ve hit rock bottom and everything has gone to shit. There’s no intense dramatic music, there’s just a chaotic silence, cause you just can’t anymore

    • @retardmode
      @retardmode 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      exactly

    • @luvole
      @luvole 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      swear i had to come back to this comment. perfectly articulated omg

    • @IAmToky0
      @IAmToky0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@retardmode nice name

    • @retardmode
      @retardmode 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      returning to this song and this specific comment again cause i wanna explain why it means so much to me. 2021 was hell for me, between the loss of a close family member and several friends, drug addiction, wasting what i think was the only chance i had to get a legitimate job, a very negative mental state (wouldnt call it depression cause i have no right to diagnose myself) and poverty resulting from the aforementioned issues it was probably the worst year of my life since 2017, hope this shit doesnt repeat ever again, if it does lord knows i wont live through it. please dont turn to drugs as a coping mechanism no matter how much shit life hits you with, addiction will ruin you

    • @urfav.berechet
      @urfav.berechet 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Exactly

  • @meidanrrustemi8322
    @meidanrrustemi8322 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    This song feels like watching someone else live your life, while you can only watch from behind the screen of your eyes

    • @keinanos4077
      @keinanos4077 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It feels exactly like this for me too, it's just, weird.

    • @RaresMadness
      @RaresMadness 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      "does human confict have A reson or are we Just fools?"

  • @lattenhans7854
    @lattenhans7854 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2678

    Let’s pay respect for those who will never find this beautiful sound 🫡

    • @annhentaiuser6658
      @annhentaiuser6658 2 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      Don't worry, I'm sure everyone will come finding after a particular trend 💀

    • @Depressed_until_dead
      @Depressed_until_dead 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      They are lucky, I've never felt so much pain hearing this

    • @lattenhans7854
      @lattenhans7854 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@Depressed_until_dead Damn, I kinda don't remember asking tho

    • @Depressed_until_dead
      @Depressed_until_dead 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      @@lattenhans7854 damn brah, i didn't know people go from chill to childlike in 9 days ... impressive

    • @ahinotani5175
      @ahinotani5175 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@Depressed_until_dead Fr

  • @amphoraoftea9537
    @amphoraoftea9537 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4462

    For me, this song doesn’t just portray sadness…It portrays trauma

    • @fathercosmic8061
      @fathercosmic8061 2 ปีที่แล้ว +178

      That's exactly one of the things I was thinking too. Like it sounds like the very personification of trauma represented through song. Like all the suffering of man just became a person and you're hearing all of their voided thoughts.

    • @ratstickz6300
      @ratstickz6300 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      🤓

    • @fathercosmic8061
      @fathercosmic8061 2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      @@ratstickz6300 🗿

    • @808proyect9
      @808proyect9 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ok and

    • @fathercosmic8061
      @fathercosmic8061 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      @@808proyect9 I don't really think there needs to be an and...🤨

  • @fsherman9717
    @fsherman9717 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7973

    This song portray the deadliest look of a middle age commando man with a skull mask .

    • @miguelkerkhoffgoulart4991
      @miguelkerkhoffgoulart4991 2 ปีที่แล้ว +373

      💀

    • @Depressed_until_dead
      @Depressed_until_dead 2 ปีที่แล้ว +174

      @@miguelkerkhoffgoulart4991 you put a mask, I put tissues on my face while crying half an hour now ... we are not the same 🥲

    • @Yogesh_Paliwal
      @Yogesh_Paliwal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      💀

    • @macboi36
      @macboi36 2 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      That middle age commando man with a shull mask is called ghost 💀👍

    • @ericmanea2764
      @ericmanea2764 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Bro,is the ghost 👌

  • @Carrotwoof
    @Carrotwoof ปีที่แล้ว +156

    My aunt was found almost dead after an attempt and this song was on loop on her spotify. So my grandma went into her room one morning and this was playing while there was v0mit everywhere and she was passed out. Shes 23 only years old i will never not feel awful whenever i hear this

    • @thelifeofzakkai12
      @thelifeofzakkai12 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      Wow. That would scare me.

    • @gaijinhoney64
      @gaijinhoney64 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Omg… now that gave me goosebumps-

    • @René-f5g
      @René-f5g 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Bro wtf did i just read

  • @lordhawkridge4116
    @lordhawkridge4116 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1065

    Reminds me of waking up in March two years ago. The sun was shining through my curtains and it felt like a beautiful day. Heard my mom on the phone downstairs and overheard that my grandma had been murdered. Never heard such a primal scream of grief from anyone before, let alone my mother. Never heard that noise again.

    • @playernut3529
      @playernut3529 2 ปีที่แล้ว +170

      Murdered, To die to another’s hand is just terrible. It’s the kind of feeling you get when someone betrays your trust, but it’s a lot more painful; Impossible to describe in words. I’m sorry for your loss; I wish you the best of luck.

    • @idan82
      @idan82 2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      Rest in peace

    • @wade796
      @wade796 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      May god give life to the lost

    • @Inhumane-official
      @Inhumane-official 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      i am so sorry to hear that my friend. even though this was 2 years ago my heart goes out to you. for another humans life to be stolen so early is such a cruel thing to have to go through. i hope you are doing well and that your mother only grows stronger as a person my friend.

    • @wisemysticaltree9449
      @wisemysticaltree9449 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Its always the “nice” days

  • @TheSoothingAmbienceArchive
    @TheSoothingAmbienceArchive 3 ปีที่แล้ว +663

    This song feels like your soul is drowning, but yet the feeling is peaceful, like you’re on a hill being drenched by rain, wind passing through the creaking trees. It’s just such a powerful song but it makes everything feel so silent.

    • @GG-jk6yl
      @GG-jk6yl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      You helped me comprehend what state I’m in

    • @TheSoothingAmbienceArchive
      @TheSoothingAmbienceArchive 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@GG-jk6yl I’m glad, I hope you find whatever you wish for and hope for. Have a good life friend :)

    • @appletree.inthepark508
      @appletree.inthepark508 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      this is very beautiful, thank you for writing this

    • @solchatz5871
      @solchatz5871 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pure waffle

    • @solchatz5871
      @solchatz5871 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You need to learn how to use "but"

  • @l.mclovin9782
    @l.mclovin9782 3 ปีที่แล้ว +521

    This song makes me sad for a piece of myself that has never really existed. A what-if version of myself that never can exist. Art really is so moving, if not completely eye-opening.

  • @malenkiyhikikomory9474
    @malenkiyhikikomory9474 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    когда я слушаю эту песню, чувствую такую тоску, одиночество и безнадежность.. будто все серое и все впало в депрессию, будто дальше нет ничего нового и интересного, и это так реалистично

    • @GxeFil
      @GxeFil ปีที่แล้ว +2

      согласна, ощущение безысходности и ненадобности всему миру, особенно когда в мире творится такое. даже как-то легче на душе от осознания всего ужаса.

  • @villainnugget3346
    @villainnugget3346 ปีที่แล้ว +2126

    This song feels like I'm dying in a cold empty place, alone.

  • @fakecrackdealer
    @fakecrackdealer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2081

    This song feels like when your sitting on a floor with no expression and your eyes are tearing up like you lost everything

    • @JoseHernandez-pp5um
      @JoseHernandez-pp5um 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Calla fan de bts

    • @seufimeaqui9034
      @seufimeaqui9034 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@JoseHernandez-pp5um gth bruh

    • @dawg5005
      @dawg5005 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@JoseHernandez-pp5um what?

    • @bigghostkilla2956
      @bigghostkilla2956 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JoseHernandez-pp5um don’t be so hateful you’ve obviously got some demons your self

    • @Private_Account101
      @Private_Account101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Real

  • @makingsofmisha
    @makingsofmisha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1856

    For everyone listening, it's okay to not be okay. To suffer is as human as it is to breathe. For every dark instance you live through, for every hurt and pain you power through, you are here. You are alive. You made it this far and I am so very, very proud of you. You can do this. Heal in your own time. Validate your emotions. Feel what you need to, because one day, you will smile on a better tomorrow. Keep fighting!

    • @lindseyanroblox9968
      @lindseyanroblox9968 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      ily thank you

    • @sthefanycortez8986
      @sthefanycortez8986 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you.

    • @makingsofmisha
      @makingsofmisha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@Retro-gj4ws There is no timeline for feeling accomplishment - that can be felt at any time in your life. Make your own timeline for success. Also, be the person you need most right now. Don't wait for others to care for you - care for yourself. If you don't, there will not be a body or a self others can care for. Sure, random people on the internet may seem to care than tangible people around you, but therein lies the beauty of it. When you finally feel cared for, it will have made the fight worth it.

    • @mysecretaccount8222
      @mysecretaccount8222 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thank u so much really

    • @elenikrp7031
      @elenikrp7031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This really made me tear up..

  • @anastasiak3277
    @anastasiak3277 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    This song feels like waking up and realizing that you don‘t have no person on your side anymore. You normalize it being no more happy and not having the chance to talk to somebody over your problems. It shows the loneliness and the pain of people that have been through so much pain and scared to death making a fault

    • @tripletamv75
      @tripletamv75 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn @Anastasia K

    • @itzflowertea311
      @itzflowertea311 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ... i have ppls on my side but when i listen to it, i think everyone is against me....

  • @sippinjac
    @sippinjac 3 ปีที่แล้ว +259

    This song perfectly embodies the feeling that everything in your life is out of control, spiraling into oblivion, and you aren’t doing a damn thing about it.

    • @XanderLupus
      @XanderLupus 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Either that or you physically can't do anything. Like, if you're too young, or people ("trustworthy" adults) won't listen to you, so you can't get the help you need

    • @agateanemone8472
      @agateanemone8472 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@XanderLupus ma man that's a lot specific...
      Are you okay?
      Did you suffer?
      I maybe can't help you, but at least I can try..

    • @idkman2069
      @idkman2069 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It’s more of “My life is starting to shake in a building and I can’t get out because I never got help and nobody ever cares” because it’s true. In this world people can start to spiral into a great grieving and nobody will ever care because people are selfish and brutal.

  • @russellg2046
    @russellg2046 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6202

    y’all listen to this song and suddenly everyone a poet

    • @epic7608
      @epic7608 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      W pfp

    • @chipontop
      @chipontop 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      fr

    • @TheDragonsRose
      @TheDragonsRose 2 ปีที่แล้ว +313

      Is that a bad thing? To try and be expressive with one's words and emotions? Are you so insecure that you have to bring others down with bland commentary? lmao

    • @joblesstess
      @joblesstess 2 ปีที่แล้ว +233

      @@TheDragonsRose it's a joke, don't cry

    • @TheDragonsRose
      @TheDragonsRose 2 ปีที่แล้ว +199

      @@joblesstess You misread, that wasn't crying. Just like you misread the OP. They weren't joking, they were being a jerk because the majority of responses were thoughtful. Go find something better to do, buddy. xD

  • @annadgs
    @annadgs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +262

    this song feels like your mute and can't talk, everything is so overwhelming and your desperatly trying to say everything out loud but through your mouth it just turns into gibberish sobs and yelling that leaves a feeling of unsatisfaction and uncompletion in a way. Unseen and abandond is what it feels like. A loop that never ends

    • @hbombfreak
      @hbombfreak 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Respect for the Hange pfp ✊

    • @randevsthirdeye
      @randevsthirdeye 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i have no mouth, and i must scream

  • @XanderLupus
    @XanderLupus ปีที่แล้ว +128

    This song feels like turning 17 and realizing you have less than a year before you gotta start worrying about taxes and bills, and you haven't even had chance to have a childhood

    • @SchneKatz
      @SchneKatz ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Shit i just turned 17 last month and you just make me think of that

    • @discorddoge304
      @discorddoge304 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Nice, I've related to this for a couple of years now,despite the fact ill be actually turning 17 in 9 days.

    • @TheIT221
      @TheIT221 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It’s been a year since this comment was made…

  • @XCA7IBUR
    @XCA7IBUR 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7194

    this song feels like when you're sitting in a car, wearing a skull mask and black face paint, starring like you have been through shit into the thin air 💀

    • @hvtexry
      @hvtexry 2 ปีที่แล้ว +392

      and also having the name “Ghost”

    • @painlessplate58
      @painlessplate58 2 ปีที่แล้ว +190

      I just can't put my finger on it man

    • @hoIIowpoints
      @hoIIowpoints 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      LMAOO

    • @BansheeNoir
      @BansheeNoir 2 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      This supposed to be sad asf but I'm laughing so hard at this comment

    • @edwardopaisnel5074
      @edwardopaisnel5074 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      so I'm not the only one that shazamed the song from the meme?

  • @Sunnys.painhub
    @Sunnys.painhub 2 ปีที่แล้ว +310

    this song is like the feeling you get after an intense mental breakdown at 3 am while looking at the ceiling and realizing that Noone is there to hug or comfort you and the only option is to sleep with tears on your pillow just to do this all again the next day

    • @idan82
      @idan82 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bro

    • @mercenariosmechaghost9579
      @mercenariosmechaghost9579 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Funny that's how I'm feeling right now at 3 43 am

    • @idan82
      @idan82 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mercenariosmechaghost9579 yo

    • @LordFarquaad_
      @LordFarquaad_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I relate so hard to this comment

    • @SlapStyleAnims
      @SlapStyleAnims 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I haven’t broken down in over a year. I wish I could because the numbness I feel is crushing me

  • @gregor_corbies1702
    @gregor_corbies1702 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1587

    2021: depressed song 😭
    2022: ghost meme song 💀

  • @Zeldafan1ify
    @Zeldafan1ify 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +41

    this is what is sounds like when you're in a sleep paralysis dream and a mosquito decides to fly near your ear 💀

  • @cannonp08
    @cannonp08 2 ปีที่แล้ว +561

    My cat of 7 years just recently passed and this song brings back all of the good memories with her rip Shelby 2014-2022

    • @jun31d_14
      @jun31d_14 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Im so sorry for your loss, I hope you are feeling better now

    • @callboots3446
      @callboots3446 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Im sorry for you

    • @cannonp08
      @cannonp08 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@callboots3446 thank you

    • @cannonp08
      @cannonp08 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jun31d_14 thanks man

    • @callboots3446
      @callboots3446 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@cannonp08 is a pleasure bro

  • @s1nn3rxp
    @s1nn3rxp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +796

    You don't need lyrics to understand what the song's message is, there's so much pain in it....for me,this song portrays the death,the sadness and the littlest happy moments in life...Great job to the ones who made this ...a masterpiece....❣️✨

    • @teexcv
      @teexcv ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I sleep to this every night

    • @user-yp5ko8us9j
      @user-yp5ko8us9j ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bruh this song is just the audio version of 💀

    • @Bigguytopia7400
      @Bigguytopia7400 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You forgot the skull mask guy

    • @unclebob4735
      @unclebob4735 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@teexcv bro, you ok?

    • @ReturnOfQwari
      @ReturnOfQwari ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you Robert Mihai

  • @rodrigues664
    @rodrigues664 2 ปีที่แล้ว +300

    I heard this song on a cloudy day when I visited my old house in my old city. I remembered my late mother, my brother, my father when he was still present in my life, my cat, my old friends and all the memories I had lived in that house since my birth, and now there was nothing left. Besides, it was so devastating...

    • @edsonpessoa2834
      @edsonpessoa2834 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Por isso o nome da música se chama "memoir"

    • @luise.merida2189
      @luise.merida2189 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Everything changes.... Nothing stays the same

    • @wisemysticaltree9449
      @wisemysticaltree9449 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@luise.merida2189thats just like 😭

  • @TinSoldier7
    @TinSoldier7 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    This song feels like when you're silently screaming on the inside but act like nothing on the outside.
    This song feels like a lot of things but if anything, it is a unique feeling that we've all felt but haven't made a word for.
    Like grief and shock, with numbness and peace, with dread and misery, but we can't tell anymore if it's utter misery or just melancholy. We can't tell if it's the past or present but we know but we don't. That feeling.

  • @girthday-birl2000
    @girthday-birl2000 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    this song gives me chills. when i hear it, i feel like something horrible is happening. it gives me that horrifying anxiety that, even though everything is fine, something horrifying is happening. even though you cant see it, even though you have no clue who or what something bad would even happen to, something evil and dark is going on, and theres not a thing you could ever possibly do to stop it.

    • @Ihavehadmanynames7779
      @Ihavehadmanynames7779 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You watch too many 👔🇨🇴👅videos? I get like that too sometime i think some cartel is coming to behead me and i can never get those damn sounds out my head. I still remember videos from 20 years ago my friend would show me

    • @dr.markus-level3researcher
      @dr.markus-level3researcher ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@Ihavehadmanynames7779oh God don't remind me of what I've seen. The cartel is crazy.

    • @Hiawatha_man
      @Hiawatha_man ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dr.markus-level3researcherthe heart video still beating engrained in my head or the kid singing cailou

    • @dr.markus-level3researcher
      @dr.markus-level3researcher ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Hiawatha_man kid singing cailou?

    • @alexparraparra4484
      @alexparraparra4484 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yea

  • @ItachiUchiha-mq7ln
    @ItachiUchiha-mq7ln 2 ปีที่แล้ว +352

    This song is intrusive thoughts while everyone else around you is going along with their normal day, they have no idea what you're going through.

    • @kaiyoung7326
      @kaiyoung7326 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      so accurate omg

    • @tcaw
      @tcaw 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      dude this is exactly what's happening to me right now

    • @Sl3ndyy
      @Sl3ndyy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      "I want to try to start a fire inside of this walmart right now, I want to see everybody's reaction."
      My thought 10 minutes ago when I was in a Wal-Mart.

    • @Gronolo_31g
      @Gronolo_31g 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      pfp and username says it all 💀

    • @deez8162
      @deez8162 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Gronolo_31g lol ye

  • @bigbandyo8051
    @bigbandyo8051 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2067

    This song feels like when you drop your ice cream and just stare at it with sadnees

  • @Juank-Skorpion
    @Juank-Skorpion ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Si La tristeza, desesperanza, depresión y miedo mezclados tuvieran un sonido determinado sería este.

  • @miadavis5172
    @miadavis5172 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    i miss him more than he will ever know.

  • @prestond8247
    @prestond8247 2 ปีที่แล้ว +488

    14 years alive and I haven't heard anything that encapsulates such melancholy and human woe more than this

    • @robertcristian9511
      @robertcristian9511 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Try "Pneumothorax" by blueneck, it's different, yes, but tragic. I love it

    • @LAV-III
      @LAV-III 2 ปีที่แล้ว +131

      Translation: I’m 14 and this is deep

    • @thatoneguy4701
      @thatoneguy4701 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@LAV-III fax

    • @FaustinOfficial
      @FaustinOfficial 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💀👀

    • @JustwaitNwatch-w
      @JustwaitNwatch-w ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@LAV-III translation : im dumb and this deep

  • @tf2scout394
    @tf2scout394 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This song is like the bad ending in the most child friendly game.

  • @sadejBug
    @sadejBug ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This song reminds me of the morning I woke up and ate breakfast and was about to go to school like every normal day. When my sister got a call that my mom passed away in her sleep. The sadness of this song reminded me of my mother and father and our memories before they passed.

    • @TheIT221
      @TheIT221 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I’m sorry for your loss

  • @MoldMusic_
    @MoldMusic_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +552

    This song is haunting, yet almost comforting. Like I’m trapped in an empty void, but the silence and darkness understand me.
    Somehow while listening to this song, I feel absolutely no emotion, but not because it’s not an emotional song. It’s because I’m confused what to feel.
    This is so beautiful. ;-;

    • @richarddejesus156
      @richarddejesus156 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nailed it 👍

    • @yes8807
      @yes8807 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Well said

    • @MoldMusic_
      @MoldMusic_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@yes8807 Thank you! :)

    • @jonathanbrock9170
      @jonathanbrock9170 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Makes me feel like I’m looking at a biblically accurate angel

    • @mohammadnashitsiddiqui2168
      @mohammadnashitsiddiqui2168 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The acceptance of grief, somewhat as you wrote, can be a beautiful thing, like being freed from a prison

  • @sweetmusic-4-nnd
    @sweetmusic-4-nnd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    The mesmerizing sound of the theremin... What an artistic and beautiful instrument

    • @wisemysticaltree9449
      @wisemysticaltree9449 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I need that instrument

    • @wisemysticaltree9449
      @wisemysticaltree9449 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Its beautiful

    • @sweetmusic-4-nnd
      @sweetmusic-4-nnd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@wisemysticaltree9449 I'd say I need it too... Maybe in another life. It's expensive as hell and extremely hard to play 😅

  • @AmbassadorPineapple1
    @AmbassadorPineapple1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +442

    Pretty rare for a song to instantly make me cry without words lol. Incredible piece

    • @NBA0
      @NBA0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      LMFAOOOO BRO THESE COMMENTS HAVE ME DYING😭🤣🤣

    • @S1chn
      @S1chn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@NBA0 ong💀💀

    • @bumblebri7659
      @bumblebri7659 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@NBA0 😭is it bc they depressing or bc u relate?

    • @NBA0
      @NBA0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@bumblebri7659 they’re depressing asf, the way how EVERY comment just sounds overly dramatic got me rolling 💀😭😭 doin the most

    • @bumblebri7659
      @bumblebri7659 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@NBA0 ngl i kinda agree.. I mean this is a really depressing song so I understand why these comments are depressing soooo🧍🏽‍♂️ I mean you don’t come to these type of songs to dance and shake ur bum right? that’d be funny

  • @lone.941
    @lone.941 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this song remins me all villians who was blamed for nothing and still suffering

  • @ihl_28_
    @ihl_28_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    May Roosevelt deserves recognition for her piece. So much was said even though nothing was said. It’s a beautifully haunting song that sent chills throughout me. Wow Ms.Roosevelt.

  • @johnyj2082
    @johnyj2082 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3596

    This song feels like when you're sitting in a car, looking at your buddy who is driving you to your girlfriend's house without asking for directions 💀

  • @teadragonz
    @teadragonz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    This song sounds like loneliness and decay but please know you aren't alone. Someone, somewhere knows of your presence and is delighted that you're still here, still living at the same time as them. Be safe, you're so loved. Thank you for experiencing this song with me.

    • @darjagreynshpol6181
      @darjagreynshpol6181 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That's off topic but if it's you on the profile picture, you're really beautiful

  • @tooboandco5896
    @tooboandco5896 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i'd never listened to the full thing before--but the moment i started--i got goosebumps and the tears just started falling. there's something to it. something mournful but nostalgic. like spending your last day together even if you know the world is ending tonight. it holds such pain and rememberance and loss to it, and i can feel myself falling.

  • @pianotherat
    @pianotherat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +606

    this song makes me want to curl up in a ball and die slowly and i can’t even explain why. i just wanna waste away into nothingness. i am so depressed.

    • @makingsofmisha
      @makingsofmisha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I don't know you and you don't know me, but I care that it's you. I care if you waste away into nothingness. Please know that your absence will be felt. You matter.
      I don't pretend to know what you're going through, but as someone who struggles with depression, I empathatize. It's okay to not be okay. Keep fighting.
      Sincerely,
      A person on the internet who hopes they can help someone

    • @pianotherat
      @pianotherat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@makingsofmisha thank you so much for your words. i’ve been struggling a lot lately and it’s nice to hear that someone cares, even if it’s a stranger :)

    • @munteanalechs1984
      @munteanalechs1984 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@pianotherat sometimes, the closest thing we have as a friend is a stranger. i’m here too for both of you :,) i struggle with depression and all kind of stuff too. but you know what, whatever or whoever is that thing that keeps us alive, do it for him. do it for the little men that is so hopeful inside every single one of us :,)
      a stranger of the internet

    • @pianotherat
      @pianotherat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@munteanalechs1984 thank you, recovery is just very hard but hopefully we'll all get there together. :)

    • @logiciansvlog5800
      @logiciansvlog5800 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@pianotherat I know you can do this. I care too 😊❤

  • @SirPunkie
    @SirPunkie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    This song feels like standing on a cliff watching the world end underneath you.

  • @sirspectre3485
    @sirspectre3485 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1037

    This song cuts me deeper than the stares of a man with a skull mask in the back of a car

    • @taufiqhanan5146
      @taufiqhanan5146 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I cried knowing...Life is a hassle...But must be continue...This song is beautiful.

    • @_momo_o.
      @_momo_o. ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I feel you
      💀

    • @AndyTheBoiz
      @AndyTheBoiz ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Sadly the stares of a man with a skull mask in the back of a car cut me deeper than the song did 💀

    • @ABELPLIER
      @ABELPLIER ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@AndyTheBoizWhy 💀

    • @AndyTheBoiz
      @AndyTheBoiz ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ABELPLIER He stared at me a bit too much 💀

  • @idunno7166
    @idunno7166 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This song conveys a feeling of losing everything, nothing is left and just waiting for the inevitable end.

  • @chew75
    @chew75 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    time is cruel. the realisation that nothing lasts forever hurts more than any physical pain ever could

  • @dominikkanzler2967
    @dominikkanzler2967 2 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    May be controversial but to me, this track definitely mirrors a feeling of defeat. Of having lost to something unknown. It instills a deep feeling of dread in me, for the real future that lies ahead of us. It perfectly captures it really, that deep drone in the beginning coming to a slightly more cheery yet still woeful crescendo makes it truly sound like someone laid his heart out on the instruments.

    • @BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sd
      @BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sd 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      no idea how that's controversial but I agree

    • @TiernanHousman
      @TiernanHousman 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@BegoneDamenScraps-ms9sdanything can be controversial in these times. Maybe that's what we lost to.

    • @JohantheFunnyguy
      @JohantheFunnyguy 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      we lost to Twitter?

  • @tiredofcryinglmao9283
    @tiredofcryinglmao9283 2 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    This song sounds like extreme pain, feeling bad, the realization everything you had is gone, everything, as your heart shrieks in pain as you feel like crying, nothing is left, all your memories with that location or person, they just left everything behind as you, you are let down, all alone and quiet,As i listen to this I feel like screaming in emotional pain, it feels like someone died, what a sad feeling.

    • @elmatapacos7441
      @elmatapacos7441 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      This song feels the death of my mother,just the feeling of being empty,and then filled with a inhuman pain,that dismembers and eats everything good inside you,just turning you into a dead man walking,a body without soul.

    • @franky_2024
      @franky_2024 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@elmatapacos7441 ouch 😓💔 I’m so sorry 🥺

    • @emilemoi7235
      @emilemoi7235 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      U good bro🥺

  • @FatherL33
    @FatherL33 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    There's this movie where a building gets blown up and body parts start raining on an onlooking crowd of people. Forget the title but it looked WW2 era. This music reminds me of it

  • @BlazingSkyez
    @BlazingSkyez 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Ghost: “💀”

  • @leocruz5021
    @leocruz5021 2 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    This song feels like you just had everything taken away from you right in front of your eyes and in that very instant this plays as you just stare without any emotions, and tears coming out of your eyes with a blank expression staring at the occured.

    • @wade796
      @wade796 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A child on March had heard about his grandmother murder, he scream of primal grief, his mother in tears on the floor, she drew blood on the floor and left with nothing.

    • @wisemysticaltree9449
      @wisemysticaltree9449 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This feels your kitten died or got murdered or died

    • @McLover996
      @McLover996 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@wisemysticaltree9449 wise word

    • @shlomorfs
      @shlomorfs ปีที่แล้ว

      and after that you’re not the same anymore, you changed forever. now you’re just an empty shell wandering around and trying to survive

  • @Aliceqwertyuiop
    @Aliceqwertyuiop 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    Surprisingly I found this song the day before my childhood ends, I’m no longer going to be a kid by tomorrow. I know I’m still young but I just wish I could go back. To when I didn’t care as much about life and what people thought of me. I wish I was still oblivious to the worlds bullshit. I just want to go back

    • @cubebob4327
      @cubebob4327 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      why am I crying

    • @jorjawallace844
      @jorjawallace844 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Happy birthday

    • @crayoncomet4539
      @crayoncomet4539 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I understand how you feel. Allow yourself to mourn for as long as you need to. But time moves on, and things will get better. Happy birthday, my friend

    • @blacktimbs8354
      @blacktimbs8354 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My mans turned 18 a week ago and already wants to call it quits. Wait until you’re 25 atleast to throw the towel in the ring bro

    • @cubebob4327
      @cubebob4327 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@blacktimbs8354 bro. let people be upset in peace, the fuck is your problem.

  • @Sparda510
    @Sparda510 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    There are many TH-cam videos that consist of a mix of movie clips and music. It is one the most classic types of videos on TH-cam. Usually, this kind of video is not very very interesting. But I think in this one the scenes and the music fit together perfectly! I like that shot of the girl picking the feather at 0:22. I want to watch this movie now 🙂

  • @thecardconomist
    @thecardconomist 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Powerful and moving music, that really captures the feeling of loss, and sadness. I had a tough childhood too, I ran away and have never returned home, and struggle all the time with the impact of that, and the nightmares

  • @kenmakozume9712
    @kenmakozume9712 3 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I am legit crying over this song.It reminds me of my childhood.especially the high notes and just..the tinge of nostalgia.💓🙂

  • @roguemarsh7902
    @roguemarsh7902 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    This song sound like the definition of existential melancholy. For me, anyway.
    To look at the wider world, as we argue with each other like children. I feel separated on a somewhat grander scale; because if you’re able to look so far within, that which the other can’t, you realize that so long as we can’t peer past our own difficulties, we will forever continue to create the problems holding us down.
    I pity the wider masses.
    I pity us, as a species.
    We’ve come so far, fought for so much, for so long, just to crumble under the weight of our own desire for a greater purpose.
    Forgetting, in our own aching hunger for something beyond our existence, that existing is all that’s required.
    That may be exceptionally narcissistic, and I may be the only one who feel this way, but they’re my feelings.
    And that has to be enough.

    • @adammeehan5728
      @adammeehan5728 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just existing isn't all that's required. We are programmed to be curious, maybe finding out what we are here for is the actual *purpose* of our existence as a species. Maybe we serve a purpose in this universe, such as stopping the heat death of it, or discovering the origins of everything; finding out what is beyond our existence may be the only purpose we can eventually find for existing.

    • @imlafonz8047
      @imlafonz8047 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Unreal City
      Under the brown fog of a winter dawn
      A crowd flowed over London Bridge, so many,
      I had not thought death had undone so many.
      Sighs, short and infrequent, were exhaled,
      And each man fixed his eyes before his feet.
      Flowed up the hill and down King William Street,
      To where Saint Mary Woolnoth kept the hours
      With a dead sound on the final stroke of nine.

    • @adammeehan5728
      @adammeehan5728 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@imlafonz8047 Eh

  • @ulti536
    @ulti536 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    this song is like kerosene. When you play this song you get some weird vibes.The vibes like something will happen,its like your out of hope and cold

  • @structlightning
    @structlightning 2 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    this song is powerful. just makes you sit there and think about everything youve been through, lost, sacrificed, and witnessed. just makes you question your own life

  • @Popsickle24680
    @Popsickle24680 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    This captures what I imagine it feels like to die. The transitioning moment from all-consuming terror to the utter complete peace of the acceptance that it's truly the end.
    The best word to describe this song: haunting.

  • @darksunelli
    @darksunelli 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    This sounds captures what it feels like to sit on your bed, embracing yourself while staring at the ceiling, while crying quietly and reliving the loss you've gone through, wondering if you'll feel like this forever, as we're all bound to lose any and everything forever.

  • @SpicyChicken907
    @SpicyChicken907 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This song plays when you wake up in a cold and empty home in the middle of the night and realize, years too late, exactly what you should have done to save the ones you loved.

  • @luckycharm6504
    @luckycharm6504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I literally don’t have any problems with being alone or being sad anymore but this song can make me sad in the happiest of moments, it’s creepy, but also so beautiful. Sadness will always be one of my favourite emotions because it’s the one that m able to feel the strongest. It makes me feel alive. And I always feel better afterwards.
    For people being in a dark place right now, let the sadness in, but only so far that I can help you get up again. You can do it!

  • @caseyboyle3514
    @caseyboyle3514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +602

    This song feels like a failed suicide attempt

    • @scourgeakabane1408
      @scourgeakabane1408 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      it does right? Its exactly what the thoughts in my head sound like the morning after when i realize im alive.

    • @kacka2972
      @kacka2972 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@scourgeakabane1408 im so proud of you for still trying and being here , i cannot imagine what you are going thru but i know everything will be beautiful in the end , all those lonely and depressed days will turn out into pretty days again , i wish u happiness and luck

    • @Mo0se0508
      @Mo0se0508 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      No, it feels like transcending in regret after a successful one.

    • @strawberry_eli4704
      @strawberry_eli4704 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This, but me, today morning, violently crying because I genuinely couldnt take it anymore. I'm alright and stable now tho!

    • @xoltama2557
      @xoltama2557 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      As someone who failed offing myself, I find this comment funny for some reason.

  • @lillywatkin1202
    @lillywatkin1202 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Beauty is sublime but this, this piece is objectively beautiful

  • @kriceis
    @kriceis ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This song made me shed a big, genuine tear first time in a year and i don't exactly know why

  • @djkapustka
    @djkapustka 3 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    since everyone is explaining their own feelings about this song, here i go too.
    About two or three years ago, i was woken up during a school night by my great grandma, at around 3 am. She was struggling with altzheimer during her last years of life and it has become extremly dangerous for her to live alone, so we took her to our place. She woke me up and started speaking about her experience of 2nd ww, sitting on the side of my bed, not even being able to recognize me or the fact that its the middle of the night. At that time i was also struggling immensely but not with alzheimer, with myself, with insomnia and depression, with derealization, with suicide thoughts, and i just knew that i wont be able fall asleep again and im just gonna have to wait out the night and go to school like everything is comepletly fine and im not slowly falling apart, having troubles differentiating whats real and whats a dream. I didnt stop her from talking i just listened calmly waiting for her to be done, but my grandma, her daughter was woken up by the light comming from my room. She came in and started to explain to my great grandma that i need to go to school tomorrow and that its night and she needs to go to sleep, and she agreed. I got up and basically carried her to her bed and came back to mine, lights still on. I sat where she was sitting and broke down, tears falling from my face but keeping on the straight, emotionless face. I still think of this to this day, that feeling was the worst i've ever felt in my entire life. I was struggling to explain that feeling to my therapist, it was just pure emptieness, hopelessness, as if everything inside me went silent.
    This song reminds me of that feeling.
    And i know it shouldnt, but it is comforthing.

    • @jullianreynoso9308
      @jullianreynoso9308 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Sobbing and I hope everything is okay:(…truly

    • @kacka2972
      @kacka2972 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      this made me cry , i cannot imagine what you were going thru , i cant even say how much i want you to be alright , this story is heartbreaking , i wish u only happiness because thats what u deserve , you deserve to be happy and live normal life

    • @adrijavalaityte6292
      @adrijavalaityte6292 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hope you’re doing okay🤍

    • @Bosskiller7226
      @Bosskiller7226 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sister,God loves you a lot,go to Him he is calling you❤️

  • @professordumbledaddy
    @professordumbledaddy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    This song is just so hauntingly beautiful, it just brings out such a deep feeling of utter darkness. It’s like a feeling or something that we can’t understand. It’s just so sad

  • @madisonk9939
    @madisonk9939 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This song is so deeply unsettling to me. It invokes this feeling that one has reached the end of the line, that something so terrible has happened that nothing remains of before and there is no fathomable possibility of after. It’s this feeling of having the foundation of one’s life and being knocked away and left in some vast nothingness.

  • @SerendipityBliss1
    @SerendipityBliss1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Whenever i hear this song I cry, like automatically. It’s filled with such sadness. And almost nostalgia, the remembrance of memories you can never experience again. The dull feeling of hopelessness, of only living because you can’t die. I miss the past, but I will never live it again.

  • @dandeleyeon
    @dandeleyeon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    This feels like the desire to be completely numb and apathetic to the world and life, all the suffering in both, but instead screaming and crying and punching the wall until your throat is raw and your knuckles are covered in blood and the world is crashing down on your head and it's the worst type of alive a person could ever feel.

    • @abowers2007
      @abowers2007 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Whilst being apathetic and numb is nice, I prefer the sadness that washes over me from time to time. It makes me know that I am not just a lonely robot with no emotions, and it allows me to know that I can't cope with being all alone. Apathy is not something to wish for unless desperately needed, and apathy has grown into me over the years.

    • @jackthecommenter2768
      @jackthecommenter2768 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@abowers2007 truth

  • @kermits_toes2792
    @kermits_toes2792 3 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    This song feels like a reliving death and an escape from the previous pain you've experienced but at the same time your not ready to go and are trying to cling onto life even tho you know there's nothing good left

  • @windows85_mari56
    @windows85_mari56 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    The song brings so much emotion. Every time I play it, All I can see is my younger self going through so much trauma and hardships. This song brings back the times I was happy and outgoing. The toys I had that brought joy and excitement and the places I have gone to before they were either changed or removed. Yet I smile at the fact someone took the time to make such masterpiece. Making those who listen feel and think about alot of things.

  • @ahhyano
    @ahhyano ปีที่แล้ว +6

    imagine being sad and just wanting to listen to something that matches your feelings and then an ad of rise of kingoms shows up

  • @evanvega1647
    @evanvega1647 3 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    It makes me feel like im alone in a fishing boat on an endless ocean thats always dark and stormy. There’s no way off the boat and its always rocking around with the waves. All I have is my fish, alcohol, and faded pictures of a life I used to have. I drink away the emptiness until one day my boat sinks.
    And i go down with it.
    The end of the song is how I imagine it would feel to be sucked into a dark ocean until my last breathe escapes me as I drown.

    • @apollogratton516
      @apollogratton516 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I completely agree, the lonely and just empty feeling of this song fees exactly like what you just described to me

  • @cvberlemon6866
    @cvberlemon6866 2 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    this isn't a song, it's an emotion

    • @joshcrackedboooi2392
      @joshcrackedboooi2392 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      it makes you feel like a man with a silly skeleton costume giving you a death stare within a car

  • @BillSender7
    @BillSender7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    This song sounds like I'm chilling at home after having a long and productive day. Like those few minutes where you lay down on the couch and you go "sheesh what a day" and you regain your energy

    • @bogi2557
      @bogi2557 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I like this comment

    • @baldaizamusic
      @baldaizamusic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You deserve more likes

    • @lionidor1132
      @lionidor1132 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I like that this is something else than "I instantly cried" but equally as accurate.

    • @Devil_Sparda
      @Devil_Sparda 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      The only good comment I found except the depressed ones

  • @Tina_Stuff
    @Tina_Stuff 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This song reminds me of pain, knowing someone you love will never come back. My uncle passed away when i was 7. He had been taking drugs, and, from what i remember, got sent to prison once. I'll never forget the day he died. He was such a sweet person, and he always brightened up a room with cheerful energy. I never thought he would pass away so soon, but its been several years without him, and its painful.

    • @LazyArtyz
      @LazyArtyz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Im so sorry for your loss. Are u okay now?:(

  • @katefructuoso4886
    @katefructuoso4886 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I cant describe it. It feels so heartbreaking, but i cant stop listening to it. Its so beautiful but it hurts. It feels like nothing is there but sadness, loneliness, my inner child crying, and other sad things.I was happy before i listened, but the sadness caught up and killed it. Grief.

  • @Louis-qb8tr
    @Louis-qb8tr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    this song feels like dreaming of how everything used to be, only to wake up and realise it was just a dream

  • @lolam7591
    @lolam7591 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    bro this is honestly terrifying like every time i hear this i get really panicky but at the same time its so pretty and nice to listen to

  • @RandomEphemeral
    @RandomEphemeral ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i found it
    after all these years
    these long
    painful years
    i can now die at piece

    • @Wiseedepression
      @Wiseedepression 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      still here mate?

    • @RandomEphemeral
      @RandomEphemeral 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Wiseedepression sadly

    • @LazyArtyz
      @LazyArtyz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@RandomEphemeral would u like to talk abt it?

    • @RandomEphemeral
      @RandomEphemeral 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@LazyArtyz nah
      im good m8
      thanks for the worries tho

    • @LazyArtyz
      @LazyArtyz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@RandomEphemeral its alr pal. Good to hear:D