Dayan, sükutun nabzına sabret. Kulak ver sonra. Bak! Evet seyret ne oldu diye Evim de arabam da yandı ve en kötüsü gözümün ışığı söndü gibi... Elimde bir sen kaldın zalim ümit.. Ama onlar, bunu ne sandı?... Çocuk oyuncağı mı? Sir, as a Turk, I really admire you. I have a request for you, instead of exhausting your mind with empty eulogies such as "My ancestors did this and that", take a look at Salih Mirzabeyoğlu's and Necip Fazıl's books, even read them! Seriously! Wait a minute, even, take a few minutes to read my article. If you cannot access the books of these two names, do not worry! Akademya magazine and Baran magazine, as the successors of these two men, have shared hundreds of articles, analyses of their works and what they meant by underlining what they wrote, you can take a look! Moreover, it is also available on the internet! If you are kind enough to take a look, the only thing I can do for you is to read your books:) If only... Every moment, I am surprised and amazed how the whole world is still unaware of these two men... Whatever! I wish I could translate the works of these writers into English and then into Arabic as soon as possible..." So far, only 3-5 works of Necip Fazil and Salih Mirzabeyoğlu have been translated into English. Even Mirzabeyoğlu himself wrote one of his works in 3 separate books in Turkish, English and Arabic. In that book, a state model is described in all its depth and breadth. But do not underestimate this book and do not take me for a stupid fanatic! When an Arab academic read one of his books (which Necip Fazıl says is his most important work), he said: "If this book was written in Arab society, the earth would move!" And I think you will say: "If this book was written in European society, the earth would move! Because a whole new front would be opened next to communism and capitalism! But this is - as you know - Turkey... Perhaps you know better than me what kind of dictatorship the One Party Regime created in Turkey. Without that unique dictatorship, it is very, very difficult for us to become so soulless. A process of about thirty years... Who are these people, you may ask? Or why should I be interested in them, etc.? Because these are two writers like Socrates-Plato. I am sure that the depth of the abstract and the rich breadth of the concrete in the works of these two geniuses will astonish both you and the whole West. And of course the whole world like the West!
The website 'Kitapyurdu' has all the works of both authors. And you can look at the first 10-15 pages of the works registered there! There are two books in particular that it is debatable whether such books were written in European society... "The State of Basyucelik" and "İdeolocya Örgüsü". How can we claim to exist in the world of ideas without reading the books "Buyuk Mazlumlar" and "Buyuk Mustaripler"? In these works, there is an approach that embraces the oppressed, i.e. those who suffer physically, and the afflicted, i.e. those who suffer intellectually, in all civilisations of the world.
Please, sir. I may look like a foolish fanatic. But doesn't a man who discovers great truths feel wonder and excitement? Like a child, doesn't he want to show it to everyone, especially those he cares about?
As I said, if you search for the names of these authors on the websites of the magazines named "Akademya" and "Baran", you can find articles on sports, let alone music and art. Especially the series of articles written by the students and loyal followers of these two authors. And these series of articles were actually chapters of several unpublished (perhaps unpublished) books. I liked them so much that I edited them all, photocopied them as PDFs in 3-4 files and read them. I keep them in my library. You can search for the names of these authors (Necip Fazıl and Salih Mirzabeyoğlu in the first place. Then Selim Gürselgil, Harun Yüksel, Hayrettin Soykan, Rukiye Şenel, Mevlüt Koç, Melih Oktay, İbrahim Tatlı, Ahmed Berki... These are their students). There are specialists in different fields, from economists to painters. SPIRIT and MATTER. They have articles on almost every subject related to these two. And they have a magazine for the last 20 years. Very academic and quality articles. I hope it is even possible to order Akademya magazine. I will leave some links here. On the site of this magazine, the issues of the magazine are available in PDF from the first issues. akademyadergisi.com/dergi-arsiv-i-donem-1996-1999/ akademyadergisi.com/dergi-arsiv-ii-donem-2010-2015/ It is not only these. If you enter the website, you can even find symposium papers. Let alone articles and reports, these are simple things.
By the way, if you click on the 'WORLD' section of the website, after selecting English, you will find articles written in English. Of course, if you are not satisfied with these, you can translate the website into English or other languages using a reliable and robust translation engine. You can read all the articles. Anyway, I've rambled on.
Politics, philosophy, history, state organisation, sociology-psychology, literature, novel-poetry, ideology-ideologism and many more. You can find them all on the website, sir. Please... And below I have left Microsoft Word links to the series of articles (that I have edited) that anyone can go and look at. Please. I am not even mentioned by name and I assure you I have earned nothing from them. You can access them freely, just by entering your gmail address (I don't need to tell you that I can't find out anything about your address) into Microsoft Word. In other words, you can easily copy and paste, translate and read it comfortably. By the way, 'İdeolocya Örgüsü' means 'Organisation of Ideologies' or 'Knittin of Ideologies' . The originality of these men can be seen even in the Turkish forms they give to foreign words. Books and Necip Fazil: 1drv.ms/w/s!AnDJ7sB_AO52gQL56vof8QcUbJwq?e=Um0eSe Master Necip Fazil and The Great East: 1drv.ms/w/s!AnDJ7sB_AO52gilxJxfahojh-GTK?e=g5oF5n Republican Period In The Framework Of Story, Novel And Poetry Overview Of Turkish Literature: 1drv.ms/w/s!AnDJ7sB_AO52gifp5--ZlLQykMaP?e=yZd1Ar From Their Own Sources Kemalism's View Of Women: 1drv.ms/w/s!AnDJ7sB_AO52gXL9zSTBBOU6ZBPy?e=vsyTOT
About a year ago I was at university, sitting alone as usual A young man came to me and sat near me after a while and we exchanged conversations But there was something strange This young man was strange When we became friends he would always send me pictures of purple and black Or pictures of the sunset Unfortunately, he was suffering from cancer Two months ago when I went to see him He told me he knew a song and said it was worth giving it a little of my time This song I'm hearing now was the song he sent me Unfortunately, he passed away a month ago I went back to sitting alone and feeling pity and sadness We humans are strange creatures who live to die Sometimes I go back to this song to remember the happy days Sometimes I go back to listening and remember when he used to tell me that he would live in a place far from people He may now be among the stars I don't know
The stoic roman philosophy has some yikesy shit in it bro. Thats a good quote, but stoicism encourages you to bottle up your emotions. Its dangerous. Stoicism has seriously harmful problems.
I'm 70 and alone ,this music is exactly how I feel. All friends have passed the world seems strange now. Not much time left on earth just time to reflect on the time that went so fast
Sometimes the world is a cruel place. Even though you're around people, around your friend's, you still feel like you're alone. No one's there to safe you anymore. Just you and the world. Full of opportunities, on the other side, you see all the bad shit happening. We should be grateful, for every moment we live on this planet. May God bless y'all.❤
"This is it?" You asked. You looked up, wondering where the grown trees and tall buildings had gone - but all was gray. Then you looked down, but there were only overgrown and overthrown piles of grass, all bent down against the earth, as if cowering from the mist above. "It is," the crow replied. The bird flapped its left wing, and then tilted its head slightly. "What more should there be?" Everything, you wanted to say. But there is only nothing here. "I thought-I don’t know." But you did know. You thought of all you used to see - those stars, though they had slowly gotten blurrier over the years. You couldn’t remember where you were, and much less when. You thought it might have been spring, Before. (Before what?) There should have been trees and blooms and tulips, because although you enjoyed spring, you remembered enjoying autumn even more, and watching those very same leaves fall into your hair, and if you were lucky enough, you might’ve even caught one in your hand. "I thought there would be more." "More?" the crow asked, mocking, or maybe curious. It was much too hard to tell with its lifeless eyes not so unlike obsidian staring at you unblinkingly. "More of what?" "There’s nothing here," you tried to explain, but this was a bird. A bird who wouldn’t understand anything. But as it flapped its wings once more, your heart skipped a beat, afraid the creature might take off and leave you here. Alone. "That is because everything is in the other place," the crow replied. "The other place?" "Life," it said. It looked at you curiously - now you were sure it had never mocked you in the first place - as though it could not understand the heartbreaking thought of death. "Why, have you not had the time to enjoy it?" "Not enough of it," you replied, but the words sounded false even to your ears. The truth was, you did have enough time. You had all the time in the world - perhaps five or six times worth the crow’s lifetime, though you’re not certain how long it lived. But all this time, you’d been waiting for a pause, a stop that would let you breathe. You’d convinced yourself that if you caught up with Everything, if you managed to get Everything done and then some more, there would be time. But time stopped for no one. Not for a crow, and much less for you. You wished you’d taken the time to watch the seasons fly by a little longer, sit in that chair you love, reading an awful book for a few more pages. You wished you’d spent more time looking up useless information if only to amuse yourself, or spend more time in bed without feeling guilty about it. You wished you’d hugged your mother a bit more tightly the last time you’d seen her, or finally worked up the courage of asking this friend out for a coffee like you’d been meaning to for a while. Thinking about it, though, you realize it doesn’t really matter. In fact, none of it matters, because it’s all over now. There will never be good days again, but there will never be terrible ones again, either. You will never get to cuddle up in your comforter to warm again, but you will never feel cold again, either. From birth to death, you have seen everything. Your heart may rest now, released from the heavy burden of being alive. This is it, you think. And it doesn’t feel so scary anymore. "Shall we go, now?" The crow questioned. "Where to?" You looked toward the fence on which stood the bird. Your eyes wandered to its end, disappearing into the thick mist. "There is nothing this way, nor the other," "None that your eyes can see," those same crystal-like eyes blinked at you. "But ahead, an adventure awaits, I see it so clearly. So tell me, comrade, will you join me in this quest to discover death and all its mysteries?" Despite yourself, you smile. You bury your hands into your coat’s pockets, wondering if it’s always been yours, if it’s what you’d been wearing Before. Your fingers play with some scraps of papers that you might’ve left there, and some old candy wrappings. What is there to lose? "All the way to the ends of Death." (A/N: Sorry, I don’t know what this is. I simply felt like writing something about this playlist and the picture shown in the video. Thank you for the wonderful playlist, and to whoever read this, I hope your heart may heal from whatever weight it carries.) (Edit: I wrote a part 2 for this under the video "From death to birth" if you’re interested!! Thank you for all the kind words
The crow stares at the man. What is he doing staring at the never ending fog, the lifeless cold, grey sky? He is so calm, at peace, like he knows what awaits him. There is no hate, no pain, no anger, no vengeance in him, only tranquility. The crow watches as the man takes one last final breath, cherishing the cold air on his lips, tasting the last minute of life. This crow has watched many a man come and go, but not one like this one. He is different. He has accepted Death.
Beautiful, I'm 58 and alone at home with only my memories to comfort me. The times when I was young, free, and nieve to what was to become of me. I fully lived an extrodinary life and now I sit back and think of all those past lovers and friends, many who past away and some like me who still linger.
I am 58 too, but I feel better than ever, knowledge is liberating. I want to learn until my last day on earth. You are not alone, you are with yourself. Greetings. 😘
58세면 젊네요. 20대에도 주변에서 먼저 죽는 사람들을 보게 되죠. 우리가 80이 넘으면 더 많은 사람들이 죽는 것을 보게 되겠지만.. 당신은 80이 되기까지는 아직 젊습니다. 그리고 100살까지 살 수도 있습니다. 늙어서 외롭지 않으려면 취미를 가져야 해요. 무엇보다도 당신이 건강하길 바랍니다.
Its my 61st Birthday. My mother died at 62. Im reflective and quiet today. This is perfect to come up today. Im feeling gratitude for the people I've loved and lost along the way. ❤
Me and my childhood friends were once inseparable and swore we would always be together. The older we got, the more we forgot each other and stopped receiving each other's warmth... we became colder, calmer, sadder with age... what once erupted like a flame died out and everyone began to go their own way go. Everyone forgot where they came from and what made them what they are. Everything changed and the promise to always be there for each other disappeared as if there were never. How I would like to see the light in each of my childhood friends one more time before I have to go. I was born alone and will die alone. It's not bad at all... because I have all the memories inside me and they will go with me. Unfortunately I haven't done much for my friends. I hope you can forgive me. Thank you for reading.
@@obaimadani1405 Thank you, it's a prison of emotions and we're all trapped in it. thanks to all the people who don't give up and keep going, good luck and get to your destination safely, maybe we'll all see each other at some point
You're speaking so well. I feel totally the same. For now, I'm still in a good friendship with my buddies, but somehow I feel that "spark" is gone, and sometimes I feel that I'm out of place between them. I just want to cry when I think about this, and how it's all going to end. I think the best thing to do is enjoy the present to the fullest everytime, because nothing's going to be the same as it was.
Suas palavras são profundas e eu entendo bem esse sentimento que você sente e sentiu ao escrever isso,eu passei por isso também,hoje só me resta as lembranças,pra ser sincero eu gostaria que a vida pudesse ser diferente,o mundo nos dá tantas coisas mas com o tempo tudo começa a se perder e aos poucos você termina sem nada,espero que um dia todos nós possamos nos encontrar em algum lugar onde tudo seja eterno e sem fim
I went to college thinking my roommate was asleep...I returned to hostel and the door was still opened. I entered and saw his skin peculiar. I went towards him and tried to wake him up but he was all rigid! I panicked! I tried to turn him but he wasn't breathing! I spooked! I ran to help in the college campus shouting....people rushed. He was declared no longer alive. I should have told the college principal about his alcoholic behaviour. His ill cautioned drinking and hiding potential non-distilled cheap alcohol cost him his life... I warned him multiple times to quit drinking but alas why was God sealed his fate so early??? I suffer from a grief and pain since this April. It is my birthmonth, we celebrated together, ate together, studied together, but that was unexpected. I felt a sense of accountibility that I was not able to make him quit drinking. I will visit his grave the day I graduate to meet him again...
When I look at the house where I grew up, I remember my mother. She was once a part of my life. When I look at pictures of a young woman, I remember my first love. She was once a part of my life. When I look at my wife's name in stone, I remember the grief. She was once a part of my life. When I look at my trembling hands now, I remember a wonderful life with many joys and sorrows. Someday it'll be my time to leave.Before I go, I'll stop for a moment to look back and I say: "I was once a part of life."
Sitting here on my couch thinking: what’s this life ? After 47 years of living seeing beauty and ugliness , I just say it’s memories that will be left in the end. These memories , sweet or bitter are left in the end . I don’t give a toss about anything anymore especially after my mum passed away and that’s it. I have studied enough and worked hard and saved enough . I don’t wanna travel and see the world rather reflect on the world I have seen so far . I would like to spend the remaining years travelling inside .
I love your approach. You don't rush away or ahead you are not on the run. You don't hear this that often. Who knows what you will discover. I want to hear more ❤
@@Katherine78038 thanks Catherine for the reply and apologies for the delay in replying . Yes my approach is to delve inside and explore more. My approach is not to follow the crowd rather follow my reflections . There is no where to run .
I'm just a weird man who is always alone, but I'm not sad for that, I'm fine even though I don't have a girlfriend, a fancy car, a nice house and a lot of money, I feel like I'm numb to everything, so whatever you do to me is fine , the only thing that matters to me is that I can eat 3 times a day and breathe fresh air from the holy god. 😊 Hehe
These songs make me think of many things, happy moments that turn sad, because you know you're not going to feel that again, it makes you think of many things that have happened to you throughout your life, to the person who once You loved, but you simply accepted that you couldn't be with her, you spent many beautiful moments with that person, and not seeing her anymore hurts...
Do you want to know why everyone's life must exist every moment? 🙂 Understanding this truth will help you know what to do and what to not do.❤️ Do you need any help? I'm with you.👍
@@mirosymo3331Do you want to know why everyone's life must exist every moment? 🙂 Understanding this truth will help you know what to do and what to not do.❤️ Do you need any help? I'm with you.👍
I recently lost my little animal, which i had a very deep connection with. I came more than once here before it happened, and I simply enjoyed the vibes, until the title made sense, and the voiceless musics hit harder than ever. There isnt a single thing that doesnt remind me of him, of his curing purrs and hungry squeals, of his fluffy and soft fur, his does eyes that couldnt see much as time passed, his little ears that would indicate when he was too cold, which he was when he wasnt snuggling into my clothes and scent, his small face that would look at me with such love, that i always reciprocated.. and even if i could save him from his struggles in life, i feel like i failed this time, but i know its not my fault. Little guy waited for me, when i told him i would be home with him for the whole holidays, he waited for me and when i finally came back, his body wasnt strong enough to stay with us, yet he still stayed as alive as possible to be with me. I had the luck to keep him in my embrace until the very end, until he closed his eyes, until he fell asleep after the doctor helped him stop suffering. When he officially left, i never felt such feelings. I felt like suffocating for some seconds, i felt like a part of me was being taken away, i couldn't stop crying for hours, and it was very hard to take his lifeless body in my hands for the very last time. I know he had a very good life, my mother tells me he had the best one could have, but i cant help but feel guilt, regret, shame, when i think about all those moments i could have gone to him, even just to say hi and take him on me to cuddle, but these times i didnt, i recall not being "in the mood" and i feel so, so wrong for it, especially because he was alone, not with his brother anymore, which sadly pasted some years ago. I think my mind is in denial most of the time, not accepting his death, and when reality hits me, when the habits i once had cant be fulfilled, i only feel like crying, because, how could life take my most precious being away from me ? If i could, i would dedicate, give, throw my life for him, just to apologize, even if i know he can probably hear me. Im sorry for ranting, that just had to come out. And im sorry to my dear, so loved baby, that i lost after the best 6 years of my life, i know i could have done so much better for you, im sorry. And i cant thank you enough for being a part of my life, a part of me. I will always love you, i know it will be hard to go through without you, but i promise to do my best, cheer for me my little one. Wait for me up there, where I'll never be cold nor hurting anymore, like i promised. I love you
You have expressed what my heart is feeling, its going to be an year when my boy left me … I will wait until eternity if needed to hold him in my arms again. I love u Shifu
one of my last good friends of the old days took his live this morning........ he left a big hole in more than one heart..... the world is a little bit smaller now....and darker....... thank you for the music.....
I know what you mean. When a person does this they think they are "ending it all." Sorry to disappoint them. He/she will live to face their future. And, who knows, maybe he/she will get lucky in the future but how does one face the endless grief they probably cause others? My nephew "did it" and I doubt his mother will ever breathe a free breath again.
It all seems so senseless. Most believe its lonliness caused, but I have seen my unfair share of suicde and the last conversation we had was their loss of hope. Nothing I could say or do to stop it. Even though I said those words of hope and caring, they are gone. ❤
This is beautiful. I’m listening to the first song, and it touches my heart and soul. I’m missing my husband from whom I separated 7 months ago. Together over 30 years. Feels like yesterday. I wish things were different. Take care & wish everyone well.
You and I share the same birth year. Seems like a long journey, but there's more in front of us. Life is a precious gift from God, no matter of the situation circumstances around us.
The sky is crying And I’m the only one Who knows that is not fun When you, is just lying But the tears that is mine The scars you gave me The person that I chose to be You will see, only this time And now, I take the wine Drugs and sadness are moving me No more happiness, as you can see Nothing is good, nothing is fine How dramatic am I? Suffering for a person like you But what I can only do Is cry hard, as the sky.
This one just snapped my trace, Mesmerized by universal language I too, placed here for myself to find and hear on another date. Honestly afraid to break away from this unique thought, Briggs brought me here, Unsure if it's the future me that I'm terrified to find, Or the past version Family bloodline I'm not ashamed of. Doubt the past , present, or future divine timing brought from me feel the same way. I beg the crow now not later If it makes a difference why them before me? Frozen in my chair in a dark mind Not what should of been a dark room Finally she said "I'll sleep when I'm dead." What ever that happens to mean at the time you read what I might cross by again and definitely know what deja Vu really means. I must have power over myself, Why I picked this video to watch later Yet caught by comments isn't my normal move, absolutely today must be a new day or it will be the last day. It's clear as my message I didn't know I shared before.
The trials and tribulations come and they will hurt Remember O sweet child we all came from the dirt Growing towards the sun like a flower from below Time glides by fast and this we should know Prepare for the end since the beginning This in life will surely show …It will surely show
When the day crumbled before the night, Humanity's banners raged on with might. The ones who fell and gave their lives, Marched on as souls to spite the skies.
Im listening and reading the comments From my house by a river side in a remote village, under my blanket at 3:19 am in february 14, 2024 I know many of you can understand my feelings, that's why we gather here, we have same taste. Bless you
The fact is that, The facts are acknowledged and accepted by us. Have you ever thought of, How is it feels when we are dying, Why we are living the life that will be ending within it without our sense, We know, that someday somehow "I will die" Still you never thought of giving up, Why? Why you don't feel the time, The days, The day I'm gonna die was enlisted when I was born, We don't know that day, But we know, It's coming, When, how, why? We don't know, Still ignoring the fact that "MY TIME HAS A LIMIT" , Who holds that? Why I cannot live forever, Don't know. We believe in some ideologies, Some says that, Where we will go, Will it be in Heaven or Hell, God decides that, Who is God now! THE CREATER, but who saw that? No one, just believes of some believers let their message spread through believes, What message? TO BELIEVE THE CREATER, Now, Some says, Particularly, our Science, We will be existing in the earth only, But only our particles, What's that? Again ASK THAT PERSON. Where is God now? Maybe, Within you, Within your parents, Within your friend, Everywhere. But how will I know, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! THAT'S THE MESSAGE, GUYS don't let people to judge you, Coz they are made of the same thing, that you are with, Made by THE CREATER! Hence, These "things" are said to be "facts". What do you mean by a "Fact"? Things that are discovered and also accepted by that person who called it a fact, is called "A Fact". Thank you!
You are God, and God is you. It depends, how kind will you be, will you achieve the level of God? Will you be able to forgive anyone, Who needs to be forgiven? Will you help anyone, Who needs your help? Or will you stay no better than animal? Thinking only about NOW, not THEN? Thats why i cant accept atheism. It only talks about now. But then? What comes after now? Just an end? Nothing? No, its just silly. Death is nothing but a part of life. Life IS death, and death IS life, they cant exist without each other. With no death, theres no life, and with no life, theres no death. So being afraid of death is same, as being afraid of life. Its just your primal, animal fear. And i see my mission, as a human-to overcome this fear. Only then i will become a Human. Only then, i will Live in heaven, with god, as a Human, as a part of him.I will be everything. And if i dont, i will be living in hell. With other animals. I wont overcome an animal in me. I wont become a Human. And so wont be able to live with god, as im not him, not part of him, I will be nothing. This is life, as i see it. A fight beetwen animal and Human in you.
I can to be with you forever 😻. I'm sorry, beacause... My words aren't really. But,I love you strange LOL. The life it's something, far strongest, but I know you and me, we can do it... And, kiss in your mouth 💋.
George Winston has a song I feel the same way about. I see my parents as youngsters. Full of life. Then the harsh reality of life. Then the inevitable truth of death.
There’s always a different feel when I close my eyes. I agree that there is something deeper emotionally that connects. It is as if there’s an understanding that I reach off why am artists made specific selections, but when my eyes open up, I forget…
I don't feel anything tbrh. Perhaps I'm too desensitized, and emotionally disconnected. Even my lack of imagination can't seem to resonate with the music...
@mgwert you wouldn't understand , humans live their lives according to what they believe or consider as right or correct? But what is right ? What is correct ? Merely fogged standards for each so why to even bother if you are already knowing what it is really like , so keep yourself in your bubble and leave others be in their f0kng bubbles , I didn't even have to answer .
I love Thunderstorms. I love to just go out on the porch and stare up at the sky and watch the raw and unadulterated power course through the sky. The wind going still then the squalling of a true storm. The beautiful arcs of light that jump from cloud to cloud, rain drop to rain drop, and than strike the Earth with a suddenness and power that is just so beautiful. Then the storm is gone. Here for a couple minutes, and gone. Just like life. A beautiful chaos to it, don't you think?
Yeah. That's a nice way to look at it. I'm a writer who quit writing except in my head. I can't get away from that. My head is never empty of the sheer beauty, excitement, and the unending hope that somehow I will still find ... something. I feel unsatisfied with life, but I could never deny that the fault lies within myself and things I did or did not do. I would not assume to degrade the glory of life.
"What's in a Tree?" By Rob Rodriguez 10-27-2022 I can say this... A tree is an expression conveyed by this Earth. Displaying its happiness for all of us to see. Providing this sight just to make us all feel free. A home for the creatures that envelop our dreams. Casting shade to cool off and feed the hungriest needs. A vast landscape of Earth's glee is something mystical and special to see. Absorbing all of our bad and gifting us nothing but good. It shows us scars of a plenty from the many that would. Tall and still misunderstood. It sheds before winter and sleeps through the white. It calls birds of a feather to fly through the night. It grows out on its limbs the seeds of a mother. Planted by the creatures and creating another. She changes with weather and never seems done. Growing fathoms in measure that take in the sun. A tree is a plant that reaches for the sky. Increasing a ring every spring to get by. "What's in a Tree?" By Rob Rodriguez 10-27-2022 Revised on 01-14-2023
Wishing everyone finds someone to love and that those who are broken find grace in the suffering and remember to be kind to everyone because some people go through life not ever hearing a kind word.the world grows greater when old men plant trees of the shade they know they'll never sit under.
Through the mist I dreamed of a fence. In my dream a crow came, landing lightly on a crooked post. Quietly we spoke, like in a dream, through a mist. I imagined seeing through crow's dark eyes. Crow fluttered into my mind, wanting to share my vision. "What next?" Crow silently asked. "If you stay, you will see and know." my quiet mind replied. We stood there, apart, crow and me, waiting for night to fall. As twilight dimmed both our sight, I came to imagine how it would be to fly. Crow turned its head and shook itself, sitting on that crooked pole. "Come with me." Crow thought. "Come fly with me and you'll find that twilight will turn to night. Come fly away with me and soon enough you'll see that night always turns to day and something brighter." Crow shook itself again. Droplets of cold dew spraying as a halo around the black bird. "I dream too." Crow thought. "I dream those same thoughts, wanting to travel through the night, just to see another day." As I turned my head in crow's direction, crow shook itself again, then flew away.
J'écris en français car mon anglais n'est pas terrible. Je voulais juste dire que vous n'êtes pas seul à ressentir cette nostalgie, à avoir des regrets, des remords. À vous enfoncer dans la musique pour se libérer, pour parfois se faire plus de mal. La vie on n'en a qu'une. Une seule chance. Il faut en profiter. Ne vous noyez pas sous votre stress, sous votre chagrin. Vivez je vous assure, ça en vaut la peine. Je sais que c'est difficile. Mais on va tous s'en sortir. Je vous le souhaite. On va poursuivre ensemble cette difficile épreuve qu'est la vie. Courage.
i truly believe i have found my life purpose and it is all thanks to me engaging in deep thoughts with myself while listening to this playlist, i have never been excited as this about anything before in my life. It took me diving into poetry while listening to this and finding quotes that resonate with me, the comment section of this video has also helped me. thank you everyone
Everything passes, and it passes so quickly. When we stop to look, we are already alone, thinking about what happened, often remembering with regret and thinking about what we could have done better, everything we could still do, everything we could be... Do not waste your time, it is precious.
I think the beauty of this image is that the man within it is not looking at the bird, even though from our perspective he is, the pole the bird is stood upon is closer to the camera then the man is, meaning that he is looking up at the sky with maybe the bird in his side vision. I find this image beautiful and serene because it is all in the mind of the viewer how we interpret and visualize the world in front of us, with unconnected materials and ideas being joined together and evolving into a new perspective or thought which we would not have come up with otherwise.
When he took his last step towards the familiar place he once knew, the soft breeze and the rustling of the grass suddenly fell silent. He stood, taking in everything in front of him. Ever since that day, the world lost it's color and left everything, in dust. He felt ever so alone but at last, he was home
Standing there, echoes of songs played long ago trickled through his weary mind, like veins of gold in a rock. It had been a while hadn’t it? The greens in his memory brought this place to life only until a breeze threw the dust into his sunken eyes once again. As the thought began to fade he turned to walk, only to catch a silhouette gliding ever clearer towards him. The shape spun and twisted until the wings became clear and an eye caught a slight glimmer of the sun so high and hidden above them both. A spark threw his mind back into memory, watching the bird dance through the dust, the only grace he had witnessed in years. Coming to rest on a post nearby the animal was wary, unused to knowing any company good or bad in this hidden world. They gazed at each other filled with curiousity for the figure amongst the mist, a happy tear rolling defiantly through the mud upon the mans skin. The bird was flecked with a colour he used to know as blue.
And as they stared at each other, enveloped merely by the silence around them; and as they embraced this silence, comforting and ever-loving, never the mist's bane; as they accepted its gift, and they looked unblinking into their eyes, there, from the corner of his vision, hidden to his ear, the flutter of the tall grass past the worn fence. The breeze caressing them. And as the growing wind ruffled the crow's feathers and revealed its presence to the man's ears, he widened his eyes, unbelieving, and he spoke. Yet this was a voiceless world. And despite his knowing he spoke again, and the crow stared. The man spoke again. He told it of the mist. Of the greyness, of its unique blueness. Of the fence, of the grass below, of his clothes; his life, as he had lived it then, how he as a child would be in a place much like this, how he detached himself from his family, how he had gone from Russia to Italy to Poland and back and he never once felt he belonged. He told it of his love, how he'd never felt it. And he told it of his loneliness. There, when a tear fell as he spoke. When it soiled a swaying blade of grass. When he fell silent, as the wind howled stronger, and the crow's feathers fluttered, violent. As grass ripped from the ground rose into the air; how the leaves torn, abandoned and worn followed them above. The man stared, embraced by the wind, and the crow opened its beak.
@@irureku1786 as he sat there torn and dazed he looked up to see dusk was falling upon them. A cold but yet comforting breeze filled the air with a nostalgic smell the bird stared in curiosity with hard cold eyes and the man sat there feeling light and free but something was off. He was not free in fact he was lost and everything around him began to dim slowly with memories of past friends and family flashing he laid there walloping and the crow glided off with the brightness of the moon he sat against the fence motionless as hours past and light dimmed more and more when the crow came back with a red rose in a dark grim place the man sat and smiled as he received the first flower in his life and he closed his eyes.
and he closed his eyes... knowing that his past loneliness and melancholy will follow him everywhere ,like that fog. knowing that this crow is the only creature god sent him, that accepted him beneath all his dark sides , thrn he slowly leaned on the floor to feel the calm of the grass and the peace of the grey sky and the pain of the past present and future .. .. meanwhile, he heard a voice, a weird one , so he opened his eyes to search for the source of this sound that disturbed this ambience and killed the flavor of the moment .. and in that exact moment .. he knew .. that nothing will last in his lifetime except his feeling, they are blue.. he discovered with his sad eyes that even this crow above his head.,.. flew
Wenn ich das höre, habe ich das Gefühl als würde mein ganzes leben an mir vorbeiziehen... Dieses hier ist der inbegriff von, das man Musik nicht nur hört, sondern auch fühlt. Danke❤
Look up at the endless blue sky, feel the music, flashbacks of the life, people I love, people I loose, happiness or the sadness can't describe the feeling and then tears flowing down from my face ✨
I can‘t even cry anymore. I’m so tired of life. It’s like I’m in a dark place we’re I just can see the others being happy and living their best life. But I’m stuck inside my room and just look at them trough a keyhole. I don’t belong here. I’m a helpless and quit watcher. Everything is nebulous and surreal. Scary but it doesn’t matter. I just can’t anymore. I wish I could express myself.
your words resonated with me very much, I think you're more capable of expressing yourself than you think - the keyhole analogy rings especially true. I see my friends and my family and I wonder; what am I doing wrong, that they are doing right? I wish there was an instant fix, a way for me to turn back time and fix whatever went wrong. you aren't alone, I know it feels that way, but you aren't alone. I hope that one day you are able to cry again, and that when you cry you're able to feel a bit of the weight on your shoulders leave - I hope that you try to take care of yourself as much as you're able to, I know that when things are difficult even waking up is hard. you aren't alone, I don't know you but your words really resonated with me. we are both quiet watchers looking through the keyhole, but I hope that one day we can open the door and join the others, and finally leave that dark place where we're stuck watching others.
@@taimani2707 I feel the same as both of you. I feel so out of touch everytime I see my friends. I'm analyzing every word that they are speaking and still, I don't understand how they are so happy, so friendly, and so open to others. Almost everytime, I just feel like a third wheel who's there because they invited me, and just getting everyone's mood bad, instead of taking the group's mood up, like laughing together, sharing stories, and things like that. I just sit there, laugh awkwardly when some joke comes up, and I don't have any story to share.. I don't feel like being there, but I want to.
🫂❤️ wow, the feeling of being a quiet watcher. I understand. I have autism so I have accepted that I will never be able to socialise in the way that most people around me do. I will always feel like I’m looking at people through a window, not able to interact, or if I do, it causes tension and confusion to other people. Maybe it would help to talk to other people who are quiet watchers? My life changed after I started specifically looking for other autistic people to talk to, I finally found people who I did not feel I was a watcher of. People who you can comfortably exist in silence with, there’s no expectation for laugher or sound. And I think a lot more people feel like us than would care to admit. you are so beautiful. the culmination of thousands of days of life and thoughts and love and loss, you are everything. please do something nice for yourself this week. Maybe go for a walk if you feel up to it, it’s okay if not. If you stay up late, then for me, I like watch the stars while listening to music. It’s really surreal, makes me feel at peace with the world. Life will take you somewhere, and it’s okay to now know where yet. You can’t really fight the waves of life, otherwise you’ll feel more tired and get more lost. We are just on a journey together, for some time, to see and do some things. If the sun rises tomorrow, that’s all I can expect or predict in life. It will be okay. 🤍
From a young age the man loved to stare at the fog in the meadows. He always wondered what was through the misty aura however, but he was never able to find out due to the barriers infront of him. So the man waited, and waited... and waited. The man was now 50 and still had not seen through the fog. Another ten years had passed and the man went to see the fog again, however, this time it was different. The fog had cleared away and behind it sat the most beautiful meadow in all the realms. He sat and looked for hours before deciding to finally break the barriers infront of him and step foot in that meadow. So the man did just that, he cut the wired fence and stepped through. It was the most luscious, florescent meadow he had ever laid eyes upon and felt. The man was patient and got his wish. Be patient and you may get yours.
the second song resonated with me the most. it echoes through this deep, dark void that’s in my heart. instead of the cold emptiness it gives me both comfort and pain. like a storm those feelings rage through my void. how strange that is. music is quite powerful
I hope you have a beautiful life ahead and manage to find new solutions to the problem. Love yourself and others and see all the beauty in life, both small and big, things and events; love u ❤️
Lord this pain almost drove me insane but i had faith the size of a grain brought back my consciousness and now im sane my mind is very powerful that i need to train this bitter symphony a better christmas tree and a sweeter sugar cain still hanging by a thread hopes and dreams that where misinformed and misled but back on the possitive note thats enough said my life brightned up light eluminating diolode chandelier living it up to the fullest with no fear these invigorating dreams are lucid and vividly clear every step i take I take with you Lord and im getting extraordinary near the excitment in pure sheer im so glad i let you take the wheel and letting you steer im greatful Lord for giving me an ear to hear as i cried out to you for the arch of the covenant is magnifecent and your presence that i neglected myself from is finally hear Amen
You’re never truly alone.. This isn’t the end, just a waypoint. Gather your things and let’s keep moving forward. Don’t look back, we’re not going that way. Take my hand in yours, feel me, solid, warm, here…, together we will keep going. You must keep going. Absolutely under no circumstance are you to give up. To give up, is to cease existing, time will remember, but no one else will.
Ever since i was a kid i was drawn to the piano… and i don’t really know why. I wasn’t raised in a musical family or environment. Sure we played music outloud and enjoyed it but never created our own or sought to learn how to. As the years went on i still found myself drawn to the piano. I find it so calming… so beautiful. But specific tones and melodies also make me feel uneasy. Some of them make me feel uncomfortable and even sad at times. It’s such a powerful instrument honestly. I have yet to actually study the notes of the tiles as well as everything else that entails learning how to play the piano. I’m only 21 so i still have time to learn but i worry i might be waiting until it’s too late… so i will be learning the piano sometime soon! As the future is unforeseen and i’m not guaranteed a long life. Much love to you all, music truly is a powerful force. ❤️
Today I distanced myself from a great friend because I felt in love with her. It was causing me pain because I knew it was unrequited. I don't think our relationship will be the same ever again, but for the first time, I choose caring for myself. Hope the best for her, love. Thanks for the playlist, have a beautiful day.
I just discovered music of this type recently and the only one I knew was Starry night but thanks to this playlist for introducing me to these wonderful music
I feel like im... *Rotting* I've drunken way too much tonight but... I've lost the years where i should've been exploring life, love and other things that would've shaped me into someone maybe a little better...even just a little. But now I'm at the point where i wouldn't curse another soul with my existence. I used to have dreams and silly ideas and have passion for those things and now....all i do is sit...hide and neglect myself due to the overwhelming depression that I experience. I run from possible friendships because if they found out how I lived they'd worry and I'd drag them down when they're actually following there life :) living there dreams. Although when I *disappeared* no one called... or asked about me I was just forgotten..
And then the seed inside grows. You feel it's the first and last time you've come here. And you, the person I don't know, if you're reading this, you should know that there is hope in everything. We will leave this world we came from once and go to the endless beautiful eternity. Hope to see you there...🕯
the world around you is always with you. the wind, the trees, the rain is your friend. the birds in the sky are your friend. you are never truly alone. with every step you make your energy causes ripples in the universe. your simple existence is changing the way particles and atoms move in this world. the sun shines on you just like it shines on the flowers. you are every bit a part of this collective energy.
"A noite é fria, muitos não conseguem dormir, outros aprendem a aquecer o coração e descansar a visão, do esquecimento e da solidão adormecendo na escuridão. "
It's going to be a year that my friend took her life and passed away 😭 I miss her.... I miss her so much 😭 this music reminded me of her , and nobody can replace her throne in my heart 😭😭😭😭😭 Love you Sahar...... Miss you so much.....RIP
The echoes of lost souls fills the air, much like you, viewer. A simple melody erupts in millions of hearts, it resonates, it does not have one single meaning, but a meaning for us all. Places like these where we listen in our sad, but comforting moments, we are in such a way with each other. And I hope that alone brings you some type of solace, or happiness.
ياعذيل الروح مالي عن التفكر فيك مهرب كانك استوطنت عقلي وجميع افكاري وكانما كل ما يطري على البال هو انت افكار تجزات منك انت هو كيانها وانما انت فكره لم ارضى عن التخلي عنها رغم التراكمات والتبعثر والشتات الذي بداخلي انت هو دوائي انت هدوئي انت طوق نجاتي خذني اليك اسرقني من عالمي اجعلني بجانبك اجعلني كيانك وروحك اعجلني القلب النابض لك وفي اخر المطاف دعنا نقول انها لم تكون مجرد فكره فقط بل هي كل شيء
Listening to this is perhaps a brother of death it may be surprising or confusing but, whenever I hear this masterpiece I feel my soul flying out my heart leaving towards darkness no road just going heading to the emptiness, but, " wait is that a light " ( hope ), for a moment there it is I swear I saw it right before my eyes the light of life, " what should I do, should I finish my road?" - Too many questions in my head but unfortunately no answer - neither me knowing where to head neither knowing the way back home, suffering until the end, A crow shows " hello dear, you're lost? " I didn't feel like answering him but thinking about it he's the only one I've met my whole road " yes I'm lost you know the way out? ", "escaping, loneliness, sadness, escaping being a human? I don't think that's possible, one thing I can tell you kid is the fact that life's so precious spread your wings afterward we can talk about your experience I will wait for you ".
Always think about the good things and bad things that happened in your life , if all of your dreams come true then you wouldnt have a meaning to live in this word . Eveythings harsh but when you march forward and look for even a glimpse of light in the darkness you know you are in the best route possible Strangers no my friends you guys are awesome no matter what they say - Some guy thats never going to come back
@@nishantmaderna6295 It has to be actually. Otherwise, there is no profit for us to take advantage while we are living and not thinking as “everything will be alright at the end”. I know it may make us seem as hopeless rats which are trying to find a meaning to their miserable lives but what comes, appears apart from that?
I feel like I'm living flashbacks from my life here on Earth and when these flashbacks come to an end, I will be in a heavenly place or a complete pitch, where the sun can't go, a unique place where only me, just I will be, and there will be forever, thinking and reflecting on everything, and hoping that something will ever happen and the explanations will be given, and then I will finally be in complete peace, that peace that no one will never have, The peace of understanding the mysteries and why all this. And on that day, only that day .... My soul will feel free of this burden, everything happened. It may not make sense to many and others make the total meaning, but this is not the question, express what you want the way you want, as long as it does not negatively affect other beings. Feel free of everything and everyone.
Every time I get a notification from this video I'll do a mental health/life update July 13th, 2023 (3:37AM): I'm doing alright tonight I think, my anxiety and tics have been getting worse though, and my emotions have been off the rails lately I had practice yesterday and I came really close to catching a pop toss! Anyways I drank a monster, so now I can't sleep. I've been watching generation loss related stuff since that's been a hyperfixation as of late. It got kinda boring though, so here I am. I do miss my partner though, long distance relationships are tough, i'll get to see them soon though.. soon meaning in a year or longer, since I don't even have a job yet The moment I can afford a plane ticket I'm going to see him, I can't wait till that day comes That's all for today though, I'll see you all next time I get a notification Have a wonderful day you beautiful creatures
Do you want to know why everyone's life must exist every moment? 🙂 Understanding this truth will help you know what to do and what to not do.❤️ Do you need any help? I'm with you.👍
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@chnrisu I completely forgot about this oh my god August 21, 2024 (11:56am) I'm better than before. Things have been up, things have been down, things have definitely been crazy. I was almost sent to live with my abusive mother, I almost offed myself, and so much more has happened, but I survived. I'm self employed now, more in tune with myself, I've almost learned how to manage (or at least love) my tics, I have a boyfriend who I genuinely plan on marrying. I'm not healed yet, I am simply learning how to love my pain again.
Just discovered this. Listening start to finish on my balcony while it's raining and dreamingly falling in love ❤ Thankyou to the creator and sharer for bringing peace to my life
Here there are a few, the deep ones hidden in shadow reading comments and learning about all of you guys and your stories, even though we just came thanks to TH-cam’s algorithm but in the bottom we have some of that nostalgic feel too. Life sucks sometimes but…. If you fights it.. will keep being the same shit but your point of view will change and that’s enough to live the rest of your days a little bit happier. Love for everyone.❤
What wonderful ambience for such a tormented and wearily isolated soul such as I have always possessed, such hopeful melancholy in the blend of the piano and the shrill strings
I’m 48. Married 30 years. Two adult children. Life is randomness, suffering and sacrifice. Sprinkled with bits of joy. If I had my life to live over again I would choose not to have kids. I love them, dearly. But I feel selfish having put them on this earth to endure all the world will put on them. Who was I to put someone in that position? They didn’t have a choice. Now they have to fight through a life that is ugly and unfair. I hope they can find peace, love, and happiness. Have a better life than I did.
I understand what you feel, we live in complicated times. I have two adult girls and my regret is not "being there enough", they have there own lives, but I feel very guilty because I lost them, we are not close. If you are close to your children, be thankful for that and try to be happy.
I believe the metaphor in the image suggests death, evident from the topic itself: 'Man looking at the other side of the fence.' The man appears contemplative, pondering what lies beyond without exerting effort. The fence symbolizes the ease of passing into death, depicted by its disorientation and lack of formidable barriers. Death, like the fence, can arrive unexpectedly and effortlessly. The man embodies the mindset of someone struggling with thoughts of death, though not actively pursuing it, but rather contemplating its mysteries. The crow serves as a reminder that we are under observation by some entity, prompting reflection on how we would respond in such a scenario. The fog further underscores the uncertainty of life and what lies beyond. As the man gazes at the sky, he seeks to catch a glimpse of something unknown, representing the human desire to comprehend the mysteries beyond our understanding.
It’s been a long time since I was in a relationship and I just worried that I would never be in a relationship. I always wanted to be loved and have someone to care about me i have a big empty place in my heart and I don’t want to die in this world without being loved. Your brother from morocco 🇲🇦
Its my 39th birthday..the 4th years without my mom and my lil sister.They have gone leaving us.Im on my way.... my journey in this world until the time has come for eternity & everything along the way will become memories ❣️
Quando se sentir triste e sozinho, dobre os seus joelhos no seu quarto, e comece a falar com Deus, te garanto que tudo mudara, principalmente se você não esquecer dele quando estiver bem.
How truly sad it is to feel lonely; even with someone in the other room, to cuddle and hold you. Yet they can’t seem to understand all youve gone through. Even though they Are your past selves description of perfection, you can’t help but want to have and to hold the one who truly understood. The one who you truly loved. For them all their flaws; and for you equally the same; equally understood.. there was just that understanding. Alas it was never meant to be. And you stand at the cusp of ruining something great. Will we take the fall? Or decide what we’ve found is best for us. Written in grief; If this resonates with you, give this a like.. Ozul A. Ghostblood
Absolutely fantastic tune!takes you in that world you never been before and yet you are here,living your life with ups and downs!very relaxing moments!
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umm do you have a playist on spotify?
Dayan, sükutun nabzına sabret.
Kulak ver sonra. Bak! Evet seyret ne oldu diye
Evim de arabam da yandı ve en kötüsü gözümün ışığı söndü gibi... Elimde bir sen kaldın zalim ümit..
Ama onlar, bunu ne sandı?...
Çocuk oyuncağı mı?
Sir, as a Turk, I really admire you.
I have a request for you, instead of exhausting your mind with empty eulogies such as "My ancestors did this and that", take a look at Salih Mirzabeyoğlu's and Necip Fazıl's books, even read them! Seriously!
Wait a minute,
even, take a few minutes to read my article.
If you cannot access the books of these two names, do not worry!
Akademya magazine and Baran magazine, as the successors of these two men, have shared hundreds of articles, analyses of their works and what they meant by underlining what they wrote, you can take a look! Moreover, it is also available on the internet!
If you are kind enough to take a look, the only thing I can do for you is to read your books:)
If only... Every moment, I am surprised and amazed how the whole world is still unaware of these two men... Whatever! I wish I could translate the works of these writers into English and then into Arabic as soon as possible..."
So far, only 3-5 works of Necip Fazil and Salih Mirzabeyoğlu have been translated into English. Even Mirzabeyoğlu himself wrote one of his works in 3 separate books in Turkish, English and Arabic. In that book, a state model is described in all its depth and breadth. But do not underestimate this book and do not take me for a stupid fanatic! When an Arab academic read one of his books (which Necip Fazıl says is his most important work), he said: "If this book was written in Arab society, the earth would move!" And I think you will say: "If this book was written in European society, the earth would move! Because a whole new front would be opened next to communism and capitalism!
But this is - as you know - Turkey... Perhaps you know better than me what kind of dictatorship the One Party Regime created in Turkey. Without that unique dictatorship, it is very, very difficult for us to become so soulless. A process of about thirty years...
Who are these people, you may ask? Or why should I be interested in them, etc.?
Because these are two writers like Socrates-Plato.
I am sure that the depth of the abstract and the rich breadth of the concrete in the works of these two geniuses will astonish both you and the whole West. And of course the whole world like the West!
The website 'Kitapyurdu' has all the works of both authors. And you can look at the first 10-15 pages of the works registered there!
There are two books in particular that it is debatable whether such books were written in European society... "The State of Basyucelik" and "İdeolocya Örgüsü".
How can we claim to exist in the world of ideas without reading the books "Buyuk Mazlumlar" and "Buyuk Mustaripler"? In these works, there is an approach that embraces the oppressed, i.e. those who suffer physically, and the afflicted, i.e. those who suffer intellectually, in all civilisations of the world.
Please, sir. I may look like a foolish fanatic.
But doesn't a man who discovers great truths feel wonder and excitement? Like a child, doesn't he want to show it to everyone, especially those he cares about?
As I said, if you search for the names of these authors on the websites of the magazines named "Akademya" and "Baran", you can find articles on sports, let alone music and art. Especially the series of articles written by the students and loyal followers of these two authors. And these series of articles were actually chapters of several unpublished (perhaps unpublished) books.
I liked them so much that I edited them all, photocopied them as PDFs in 3-4 files and read them. I keep them in my library. You can search for the names of these authors (Necip Fazıl and Salih Mirzabeyoğlu in the first place. Then Selim Gürselgil, Harun Yüksel, Hayrettin Soykan, Rukiye Şenel, Mevlüt Koç, Melih Oktay, İbrahim Tatlı, Ahmed Berki... These are their students).
There are specialists in different fields, from economists to painters. SPIRIT and MATTER. They have articles on almost every subject related to these two. And they have a magazine for the last 20 years. Very academic and quality articles. I hope it is even possible to order Akademya magazine.
I will leave some links here. On the site of this magazine, the issues of the magazine are available in PDF from the first issues.
akademyadergisi.com/dergi-arsiv-i-donem-1996-1999/
akademyadergisi.com/dergi-arsiv-ii-donem-2010-2015/
It is not only these. If you enter the website, you can even find symposium papers. Let alone articles and reports, these are simple things.
By the way, if you click on the 'WORLD' section of the website, after selecting English, you will find articles written in English.
Of course, if you are not satisfied with these, you can translate the website into English or other languages using a reliable and robust translation engine. You can read all the articles. Anyway, I've rambled on.
Politics, philosophy, history, state organisation, sociology-psychology, literature, novel-poetry, ideology-ideologism and many more. You can find them all on the website, sir.
Please...
And below I have left Microsoft Word links to the series of articles (that I have edited) that anyone can go and look at. Please. I am not even mentioned by name and I assure you I have earned nothing from them. You can access them freely, just by entering your gmail address (I don't need to tell you that I can't find out anything about your address) into Microsoft Word. In other words, you can easily copy and paste, translate and read it comfortably.
By the way, 'İdeolocya Örgüsü' means 'Organisation of Ideologies' or 'Knittin of Ideologies' . The originality of these men can be seen even in the Turkish forms they give to foreign words.
Books and Necip Fazil:
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Master Necip Fazil and The Great East:
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Republican Period In The Framework Of Story, Novel And Poetry Overview Of Turkish Literature:
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Life can fly by so it's best to slow down enough so your able to see the things sit still as your eyes gaze at what's important to you
@@garywilson489 te amo
About a year ago
I was at university, sitting alone as usual
A young man came to me and sat near me after a while and we exchanged conversations
But there was something strange
This young man was strange
When we became friends he would always send me pictures of purple and black
Or pictures of the sunset
Unfortunately, he was suffering from cancer
Two months ago when I went to see him
He told me he knew a song and said it was worth giving it a little of my time
This song I'm hearing now was the song he sent me
Unfortunately, he passed away a month ago
I went back to sitting alone and feeling pity and sadness
We humans are strange creatures who live to die
Sometimes I go back to this song to remember the happy days
Sometimes I go back to listening and remember when he used to tell me that he would live in a place far from people
He may now be among the stars
I don't know
your friend had beautiful taste may God bless him with heaven, i hope you guys meet there again someday
He is a star, forever in your heart. ✴
That's rough buddy 😢
Life is eternal , calm your heart. One day you will see him again ❤
The picture suits it so well.
Its like a person meeting an old friend just with diffrent appearance.
I don't think he's looking at the bird
@@strawberrymilkshake112 he is not, but sometimes its better to be wrong about what we see
@@orioneradek2567 nice quote
@@orioneradek2567 it might make us feel good but once we realise the truth , its just pain
@@littlepal2032 truth is so complicated man. You cant realise it. None of us can ...
“It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live”- Marcus Aurelius
The stoic roman philosophy has some yikesy shit in it bro.
Thats a good quote, but stoicism encourages you to bottle up your emotions. Its dangerous. Stoicism has seriously harmful problems.
Thank you
But living is a permant dying
What do u mean bro, I didn't get it.
So true...
I'm 70 and alone ,this music is exactly how I feel. All friends have passed the world seems strange now. Not much time left on earth just time to reflect on the time that went so fast
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Your comment made me think of Johnny Cash when he sang "Hurt." I think he was around your age then...
Осталось время обратиться к Богу всем сердцем разумом и душой
❤
Sometimes the world is a cruel place. Even though you're around people, around your friend's, you still feel like you're alone. No one's there to safe you anymore. Just you and the world. Full of opportunities, on the other side, you see all the bad shit happening. We should be grateful, for every moment we live on this planet. May God bless y'all.❤
I want to give a hug to everyone in the comments, never seen so many special people in one place..
Yes... a hug from the back
✊💪
Hug..❤
gracious❤❤
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"This is it?" You asked. You looked up, wondering where the grown trees and tall buildings had gone - but all was gray. Then you looked down, but there were only overgrown and overthrown piles of grass, all bent down against the earth, as if cowering from the mist above.
"It is," the crow replied. The bird flapped its left wing, and then tilted its head slightly. "What more should there be?"
Everything, you wanted to say. But there is only nothing here.
"I thought-I don’t know." But you did know. You thought of all you used to see - those stars, though they had slowly gotten blurrier over the years. You couldn’t remember where you were, and much less when. You thought it might have been spring, Before. (Before what?) There should have been trees and blooms and tulips, because although you enjoyed spring, you remembered enjoying autumn even more, and watching those very same leaves fall into your hair, and if you were lucky enough, you might’ve even caught one in your hand. "I thought there would be more."
"More?" the crow asked, mocking, or maybe curious. It was much too hard to tell with its lifeless eyes not so unlike obsidian staring at you unblinkingly. "More of what?"
"There’s nothing here," you tried to explain, but this was a bird. A bird who wouldn’t understand anything. But as it flapped its wings once more, your heart skipped a beat, afraid the creature might take off and leave you here. Alone.
"That is because everything is in the other place," the crow replied.
"The other place?"
"Life," it said. It looked at you curiously - now you were sure it had never mocked you in the first place - as though it could not understand the heartbreaking thought of death. "Why, have you not had the time to enjoy it?"
"Not enough of it," you replied, but the words sounded false even to your ears.
The truth was, you did have enough time. You had all the time in the world - perhaps five or six times worth the crow’s lifetime, though you’re not certain how long it lived. But all this time, you’d been waiting for a pause, a stop that would let you breathe. You’d convinced yourself that if you caught up with Everything, if you managed to get Everything done and then some more, there would be time.
But time stopped for no one. Not for a crow, and much less for you.
You wished you’d taken the time to watch the seasons fly by a little longer, sit in that chair you love, reading an awful book for a few more pages. You wished you’d spent more time looking up useless information if only to amuse yourself, or spend more time in bed without feeling guilty about it. You wished you’d hugged your mother a bit more tightly the last time you’d seen her, or finally worked up the courage of asking this friend out for a coffee like you’d been meaning to for a while.
Thinking about it, though, you realize it doesn’t really matter. In fact, none of it matters, because it’s all over now.
There will never be good days again, but there will never be terrible ones again, either. You will never get to cuddle up in your comforter to warm again, but you will never feel cold again, either.
From birth to death, you have seen everything. Your heart may rest now, released from the heavy burden of being alive.
This is it, you think. And it doesn’t feel so scary anymore.
"Shall we go, now?" The crow questioned.
"Where to?" You looked toward the fence on which stood the bird. Your eyes wandered to its end, disappearing into the thick mist. "There is nothing this way, nor the other,"
"None that your eyes can see," those same crystal-like eyes blinked at you. "But ahead, an adventure awaits, I see it so clearly. So tell me, comrade, will you join me in this quest to discover death and all its mysteries?"
Despite yourself, you smile. You bury your hands into your coat’s pockets, wondering if it’s always been yours, if it’s what you’d been wearing Before. Your fingers play with some scraps of papers that you might’ve left there, and some old candy wrappings. What is there to lose?
"All the way to the ends of Death."
(A/N: Sorry, I don’t know what this is. I simply felt like writing something about this playlist and the picture shown in the video. Thank you for the wonderful playlist, and to whoever read this, I hope your heart may heal from whatever weight it carries.)
(Edit: I wrote a part 2 for this under the video "From death to birth" if you’re interested!! Thank you for all the kind words
It's beautiful and poetic is what it is. 🙏
i was so entertained. have you thought about becoming a writer? i would totally read your books lol
@@atlantica23 Thank you, I actually want to become a writer haha, so this means a lot! I’ll be studying literature next year, so I’m very excited!!
@@MahouMou Awesome! Absolutely amazing writing! what school are you planning on going to?
Wow, this was really interesting
The crow stares at the man. What is he doing staring at the never ending fog, the lifeless cold, grey sky? He is so calm, at peace, like he knows what awaits him. There is no hate, no pain, no anger, no vengeance in him, only tranquility. The crow watches as the man takes one last final breath, cherishing the cold air on his lips, tasting the last minute of life. This crow has watched many a man come and go, but not one like this one. He is different. He has accepted Death.
Pesado 😭
He is clothed, one of my thoughts had been: what if he were shivering and naked before the weight of this all?
@@KH-rt3ef that's so interesting! damn changes the perspective so much
Tudo está perfeito, a única forma de atingir a perfeição é com morte
Just like your pure cringe will give me death
Beautiful, I'm 58 and alone at home with only my memories to comfort me. The times when I was young, free, and nieve to what was to become of me. I fully lived an extrodinary life and now I sit back and think of all those past lovers and friends, many who past away and some like me who still linger.
I am 58 too, but I feel better than ever, knowledge is liberating. I want to learn until my last day on earth. You are not alone, you are with yourself. Greetings. 😘
Q bueno q tuviste amigos
ur life aint over til its over man. dont say u have lived it until u have.
58세면 젊네요.
20대에도 주변에서 먼저 죽는 사람들을 보게 되죠.
우리가 80이 넘으면 더 많은 사람들이 죽는 것을 보게 되겠지만..
당신은 80이 되기까지는 아직 젊습니다.
그리고 100살까지 살 수도 있습니다.
늙어서 외롭지 않으려면 취미를 가져야 해요.
무엇보다도 당신이 건강하길 바랍니다.
✝️
Its my 61st Birthday. My mother died at 62. Im reflective and quiet today. This is perfect to come up today. Im feeling gratitude for the people I've loved and lost along the way. ❤
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I'm happy to help others, so if you don't mind, maybe we can talk about it
Me and my childhood friends were once inseparable and swore we would always be together.
The older we got, the more we forgot each other and stopped receiving each other's warmth... we became colder, calmer, sadder with age... what once erupted like a flame died out and everyone began to go their own way go. Everyone forgot where they came from and what made them what they are.
Everything changed and the promise to always be there for each other disappeared as if there were never.
How I would like to see the light in each of my childhood friends one more time before I have to go.
I was born alone and will die alone. It's not bad at all... because I have all the memories inside me and they will go with me. Unfortunately I haven't done much for my friends. I hope you can forgive me.
Thank you for reading.
Took a screenshot of ur comment, u r speaking the truth we all had friends like that who disappeared with the days and with this life.
@@obaimadani1405 Thank you, it's a prison of emotions and we're all trapped in it. thanks to all the people who don't give up and keep going, good luck and get to your destination safely, maybe we'll all see each other at some point
i just want cry reading your words... good luck brother choose your own path :)
You're speaking so well. I feel totally the same. For now, I'm still in a good friendship with my buddies, but somehow I feel that "spark" is gone, and sometimes I feel that I'm out of place between them. I just want to cry when I think about this, and how it's all going to end. I think the best thing to do is enjoy the present to the fullest everytime, because nothing's going to be the same as it was.
Suas palavras são profundas e eu entendo bem esse sentimento que você sente e sentiu ao escrever isso,eu passei por isso também,hoje só me resta as lembranças,pra ser sincero eu gostaria que a vida pudesse ser diferente,o mundo nos dá tantas coisas mas com o tempo tudo começa a se perder e aos poucos você termina sem nada,espero que um dia todos nós possamos nos encontrar em algum lugar onde tudo seja eterno e sem fim
I went to college thinking my roommate was asleep...I returned to hostel and the door was still opened. I entered and saw his skin peculiar. I went towards him and tried to wake him up but he was all rigid! I panicked! I tried to turn him but he wasn't breathing! I spooked! I ran to help in the college campus shouting....people rushed. He was declared no longer alive.
I should have told the college principal about his alcoholic behaviour. His ill cautioned drinking and hiding potential non-distilled cheap alcohol cost him his life... I warned him multiple times to quit drinking but alas why was God sealed his fate so early???
I suffer from a grief and pain since this April. It is my birthmonth, we celebrated together, ate together, studied together, but that was unexpected. I felt a sense of accountibility that I was not able to make him quit drinking. I will visit his grave the day I graduate to meet him again...
This mix really drew me in ... from song one .... not feeling sad or lonely ... simply introspective.
You have a wonderful taste for music!
Can you take a look at my channel? I'm doing something similar, I'd like to know your opinion....
That's what a TopG is.
Contemplating the mysteries, complexities, nuances, abd meanings of life, existence, and the universe? Me too. 🤣
... ... ... ... ...
Estoy secuestrado mentalmente por católicos y cristianos con el pretexto de Dios.
When I look at the house where I grew up, I remember my mother.
She was once a part of my life.
When I look at pictures of a young woman, I remember my first love.
She was once a part of my life.
When I look at my wife's name in stone, I remember the grief.
She was once a part of my life.
When I look at my trembling hands now, I remember a wonderful life with many joys and sorrows.
Someday it'll be my time to leave.Before I go, I'll stop for a moment to look back and I say:
"I was once a part of life."
Sitting here on my couch thinking: what’s this life ? After 47 years of living seeing beauty and ugliness , I just say it’s memories that will be left in the end. These memories , sweet or bitter are left in the end . I don’t give a toss about anything anymore especially after my mum passed away and that’s it. I have studied enough and worked hard and saved enough . I don’t wanna travel and see the world rather reflect on the world I have seen so far . I would like to spend the remaining years travelling inside .
I love your approach. You don't rush away or ahead you are not on the run. You don't hear this that often. Who knows what you will discover. I want to hear more ❤
Your mom didn't pass away, she is more alive then you ever will be here on earth or when she lived here on earth. don't be silly.
@@Katherine78038 thanks Catherine for the reply and apologies for the delay in replying . Yes my approach is to delve inside and explore more. My approach is not to follow the crowd rather follow my reflections . There is no where to run .
@@JesusGodHolySpirit3 Thanks for the reply .
And even the memories will scatter like autumn leaves in the winds of time.
The light that comes from the dark
The heart that comes from the broken
The music that comes
from the magic
Beauty from loneliness
Be still my heart 🤍
@@TWD_99229 não temas, do pó veio e nele voltará. Fique tranquilo até a partida. Esqueça ali, alá, e acolá.
@@TWD_99229 sktrgit
Boo Magic sucks
🤢🤢🤢🤢 Such cheesy ass shit... please
I'm just a weird man who is always alone,
but I'm not sad for that,
I'm fine even though I don't have a girlfriend, a fancy car, a nice house and a lot of money,
I feel like I'm numb to everything, so whatever you do to me is fine
, the only thing that matters to me is that I can eat 3 times a day and breathe fresh air from the holy god. 😊 Hehe
These songs make me think of many things, happy moments that turn sad, because you know you're not going to feel that again, it makes you think of many things that have happened to you throughout your life, to the person who once You loved, but you simply accepted that you couldn't be with her, you spent many beautiful moments with that person, and not seeing her anymore hurts...
You have a wonderful taste for music!
Can you take a look at my channel? I'm doing something similar, I'd like to know your opinion....
I have accepted she will never see me again, all I hope for is she is happy
Live and let go
Você tome vergonha e se cuide.
Do you want to know why everyone's life must exist every moment? 🙂
Understanding this truth will help you know what to do and what to not do.❤️
Do you need any help? I'm with you.👍
@@mirosymo3331Do you want to know why everyone's life must exist every moment? 🙂
Understanding this truth will help you know what to do and what to not do.❤️
Do you need any help? I'm with you.👍
I recently lost my little animal, which i had a very deep connection with. I came more than once here before it happened, and I simply enjoyed the vibes, until the title made sense, and the voiceless musics hit harder than ever. There isnt a single thing that doesnt remind me of him, of his curing purrs and hungry squeals, of his fluffy and soft fur, his does eyes that couldnt see much as time passed, his little ears that would indicate when he was too cold, which he was when he wasnt snuggling into my clothes and scent, his small face that would look at me with such love, that i always reciprocated.. and even if i could save him from his struggles in life, i feel like i failed this time, but i know its not my fault. Little guy waited for me, when i told him i would be home with him for the whole holidays, he waited for me and when i finally came back, his body wasnt strong enough to stay with us, yet he still stayed as alive as possible to be with me. I had the luck to keep him in my embrace until the very end, until he closed his eyes, until he fell asleep after the doctor helped him stop suffering. When he officially left, i never felt such feelings. I felt like suffocating for some seconds, i felt like a part of me was being taken away, i couldn't stop crying for hours, and it was very hard to take his lifeless body in my hands for the very last time. I know he had a very good life, my mother tells me he had the best one could have, but i cant help but feel guilt, regret, shame, when i think about all those moments i could have gone to him, even just to say hi and take him on me to cuddle, but these times i didnt, i recall not being "in the mood" and i feel so, so wrong for it, especially because he was alone, not with his brother anymore, which sadly pasted some years ago. I think my mind is in denial most of the time, not accepting his death, and when reality hits me, when the habits i once had cant be fulfilled, i only feel like crying, because, how could life take my most precious being away from me ? If i could, i would dedicate, give, throw my life for him, just to apologize, even if i know he can probably hear me.
Im sorry for ranting, that just had to come out.
And im sorry to my dear, so loved baby, that i lost after the best 6 years of my life, i know i could have done so much better for you, im sorry.
And i cant thank you enough for being a part of my life, a part of me.
I will always love you, i know it will be hard to go through without you, but i promise to do my best, cheer for me my little one.
Wait for me up there, where I'll never be cold nor hurting anymore, like i promised.
I love you
😢😢😢😢😢😢❤❤❤
You have expressed what my heart is feeling, its going to be an year when my boy left me … I will wait until eternity if needed to hold him in my arms again. I love u Shifu
😢❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
Dear person who's reading this., I don't know you but I hope your days are filled with happiness, health and wealth. 🙏
you too🤝
Thank you and I hope the same for you too.❤
Thanks💕
and do not forget the Peace
It s not
one of my last good friends of the old days took his live this morning........ he left a big hole in more than one heart..... the world is a little bit smaller now....and darker....... thank you for the music.....
I know what you mean. When a person does this they think they are "ending it all." Sorry to disappoint them. He/she will live to face their future. And, who knows, maybe he/she will get lucky in the future but how does one face the endless grief they probably cause others? My nephew "did it" and I doubt his mother will ever breathe a free breath again.
😢 I don't know what to say ❤️
I’m sorry
Somewhere I was taught that despair was the greatest sin, but we really can never know the depth of someone 's pain.
It all seems so senseless. Most believe its lonliness caused, but I have seen my unfair share of suicde and the last conversation we had was their loss of hope. Nothing I could say or do to stop it. Even though I said those words of hope and caring, they are gone. ❤
This is beautiful. I’m listening to the first song, and it touches my heart and soul. I’m missing my husband from whom I separated 7 months ago. Together over 30 years. Feels like yesterday. I wish things were different.
Take care & wish everyone well.
Please trust yourself and your love no matter where it takes you, You are loved.
I have listened to this first music thousands of times . Always calms me down . Its my sort of therapy.
Hope you feel better
You and I share the same birth year. Seems like a long journey, but there's more in front of us. Life is a precious gift from God, no matter of the situation circumstances around us.
"Have I played my part well in the farce of life? Then, applaud as I exit." - Last words of Emperor Augstus
Got me goosbumps
My all time fav emperor
Dis-Augusteng..
@@capoeirastronaut 👨🏻🦽
I don' t need any applaud and I don' t deserve it. Soon I will disappear into dust; there will be no memories_ that will be ok.
The sky is crying
And I’m the only one
Who knows that is not fun
When you, is just lying
But the tears that is mine
The scars you gave me
The person that I chose to be
You will see, only this time
And now, I take the wine
Drugs and sadness are moving me
No more happiness, as you can see
Nothing is good, nothing is fine
How dramatic am I?
Suffering for a person like you
But what I can only do
Is cry hard, as the sky.
This one just snapped my trace,
Mesmerized by universal language
I too, placed here for myself to find and hear on another date.
Honestly afraid to break away from this unique thought,
Briggs brought me here,
Unsure if it's the future me that I'm terrified to find,
Or the past version
Family bloodline I'm not ashamed of.
Doubt the past , present, or future divine timing brought from me feel the same way.
I beg the crow now not later
If it makes a difference why them before me?
Frozen in my chair in a dark mind
Not what should of been a dark room
Finally she said
"I'll sleep when I'm dead."
What ever that happens to mean at the time you read what I might cross by again and definitely know what deja Vu really means.
I must have power over myself,
Why I picked this video to watch later
Yet caught by comments isn't my normal move, absolutely today must be a new day or it will be the last day. It's clear as my message I didn't know I shared before.
these are beautiful.
The trials and tribulations come and they will hurt
Remember O sweet child we all came from the dirt
Growing towards the sun like a flower from below
Time glides by fast and this we should know
Prepare for the end since the beginning
This in life will surely show
…It will surely show
🇲🇽💔💔💔🙏😐
When the day crumbled before the night,
Humanity's banners raged on with might.
The ones who fell and gave their lives,
Marched on as souls to spite the skies.
Im listening and reading the comments From my house by a river side in a remote village, under my blanket at 3:19 am in february 14, 2024
I know many of you can understand my feelings, that's why we gather here, we have same taste. Bless you
God bless you
Están reconfortante eso.
You are right. ❤. I think I perfectly understand you even though i dont know who you are
And I’m reading your comment at 7am on Saturday oct 26, 2024🫶🏽 sending you blessings and hugs 🤗
I'm glad so many people listen to this kind of music.
I find comfort in this lonelyness
sorry but that comment is beautiful!
An other lonely guy. Damn 8 billion people and you can't find a mate?
@@RandomguyinthestreetYou can be lonely around people mate
@@Itscomplicatedaf24 Trying to be the best version of yourself everyday. Loneliness can't catch you if you're busy all the time.
@@Randomguyinthestreet aww thank you
The fact is that,
The facts are acknowledged and accepted by us.
Have you ever thought of,
How is it feels when we are dying,
Why we are living the life that will be ending within it without our sense,
We know, that someday somehow "I will die" Still you never thought of giving up,
Why?
Why you don't feel the time,
The days,
The day I'm gonna die was enlisted when I was born,
We don't know that day,
But we know,
It's coming,
When, how, why?
We don't know,
Still ignoring the fact that "MY TIME HAS A LIMIT" ,
Who holds that?
Why I cannot live forever,
Don't know.
We believe in some ideologies,
Some says that,
Where we will go,
Will it be in Heaven or Hell,
God decides that,
Who is God now!
THE CREATER,
but who saw that?
No one, just believes of some believers let their message spread through believes,
What message?
TO BELIEVE THE CREATER,
Now,
Some says,
Particularly, our Science,
We will be existing in the earth only,
But only our particles,
What's that?
Again ASK THAT PERSON.
Where is God now?
Maybe,
Within you,
Within your parents,
Within your friend,
Everywhere.
But how will I know,
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!
THAT'S THE MESSAGE,
GUYS don't let people to judge you,
Coz they are made of the same thing, that you are with,
Made by THE CREATER!
Hence,
These "things" are said to be "facts".
What do you mean by a "Fact"?
Things that are discovered and also accepted by that person who called it a fact, is called "A Fact".
Thank you!
Very long comment and very true!
@@workingninja6_ God bless you my Friend ✨
You are God, and God is you. It depends, how kind will you be, will you achieve the level of God? Will you be able to forgive anyone, Who needs to be forgiven? Will you help anyone, Who needs your help? Or will you stay no better than animal? Thinking only about NOW, not THEN? Thats why i cant accept atheism. It only talks about now. But then? What comes after now? Just an end? Nothing? No, its just silly. Death is nothing but a part of life. Life IS death, and death IS life, they cant exist without each other. With no death, theres no life, and with no life, theres no death. So being afraid of death is same, as being afraid of life. Its just your primal, animal fear. And i see my mission, as a human-to overcome this fear. Only then i will become a Human. Only then, i will Live in heaven, with god, as a Human, as a part of him.I will be everything. And if i dont, i will be living in hell. With other animals. I wont overcome an animal in me. I wont become a Human. And so wont be able to live with god, as im not him, not part of him, I will be nothing. This is life, as i see it. A fight beetwen animal and Human in you.
@@wander67 I really really appreciate your pov bout Life...
This can be my friend in my deep loneliness
I can to be with you forever 😻. I'm sorry, beacause... My words aren't really. But,I love you strange LOL. The life it's something, far strongest, but I know you and me, we can do it... And, kiss in your mouth 💋.
I am
In the midst of your solitude you are never alone, for you have yourself to keep you company.
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The same 😔
I'm glad I was born into this world, life is so precious and cherish it as much as possible.
Amor Fati!
Really? I wish i was never born…. All i felt most of my life are pain and loneliness.
I'M NOT glad and life is not precious you will die and disappear anyway
@@heekyungkim8147same
@@heekyungkim8147 Agreed but that is life for people like us; there's only one true escape but with the price of eternal suffering
A man borns with zero knowledge and no question but dies with huge knowledge and infinite questions.
The music tells a story if you really listen. With eyes shut I love to feel the sheer untapped emotional power the artist puts in every note.
George Winston has a song I feel the same way about. I see my parents as youngsters. Full of life. Then the harsh reality of life. Then the inevitable truth of death.
There’s always a different feel when I close my eyes. I agree that there is something deeper emotionally that connects. It is as if there’s an understanding that I reach off why am artists made specific selections, but when my eyes open up, I forget…
I don't feel anything tbrh. Perhaps I'm too desensitized, and emotionally disconnected. Even my lack of imagination can't seem to resonate with the music...
Me too❤
From wombs to tombs...... from the cradle to enslave and then the Grave....=) beautiful life.
🎯
Beautiful??
@@moonamoonz i didn't ask for your opinion , did I?
@mgwert you wouldn't understand , humans live their lives according to what they believe or consider as right or correct? But what is right ? What is correct ? Merely fogged standards for each so why to even bother if you are already knowing what it is really like , so keep yourself in your bubble and leave others be in their f0kng bubbles , I didn't even have to answer .
@mgwert i hope =)
Seriously one of the best playlists so far!
😭🤍
I love Thunderstorms. I love to just go out on the porch and stare up at the sky and watch the raw and unadulterated power course through the sky. The wind going still then the squalling of a true storm. The beautiful arcs of light that jump from cloud to cloud, rain drop to rain drop, and than strike the Earth with a suddenness and power that is just so beautiful. Then the storm is gone. Here for a couple minutes, and gone. Just like life. A beautiful chaos to it, don't you think?
Yes! A BEAUTIFUL CAOS. 😘
Yeah. That's a nice way to look at it. I'm a writer who quit writing except in my head. I can't get away from that. My head is never empty of the sheer beauty, excitement, and the unending hope that somehow I will still find ... something. I feel unsatisfied with life, but I could never deny that the fault lies within myself and things I did or did not do. I would not assume to degrade the glory of life.
"What's in a Tree?"
By Rob Rodriguez 10-27-2022
I can say this...
A tree is an expression conveyed by this Earth.
Displaying its happiness
for all of us to see.
Providing this sight just to
make us all feel free.
A home for the creatures that envelop our dreams.
Casting shade to cool off and
feed the hungriest needs.
A vast landscape of Earth's glee is something mystical and special to see.
Absorbing all of our bad and gifting us nothing but good.
It shows us scars of a plenty from the many that would.
Tall and still misunderstood.
It sheds before winter and sleeps through the white.
It calls birds of a feather to fly through the night.
It grows out on its limbs
the seeds of a mother.
Planted by the creatures and
creating another.
She changes with weather and never seems done.
Growing fathoms in measure
that take in the sun.
A tree is a plant that
reaches for the sky.
Increasing a ring
every spring to get by.
"What's in a Tree?"
By Rob Rodriguez 10-27-2022
Revised on 01-14-2023
MY GARDEN
SONG to look up, . TREES , I think that I shall never see,
A poem, lovely , as a tree,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, it is worthy of a viewing , ❤
Wishing everyone finds someone to love and that those who are broken find grace in the suffering and remember to be kind to everyone because some people go through life not ever hearing a kind word.the world grows greater when old men plant trees of the shade they know they'll never sit under.
Obrigado ❤️
i’ll remember that
"E o que vale é sonhar
Até o efeito passar
Até nos tornarmos normais
Até os dias ficarem chatos
Até você querer dormir
Para nunca mais acordar"
Você quem escreveu?
@@BatataRoxa123 sim
@@shalesondock ficou bom, mano.
...
Triste e inteligente
Through the mist I dreamed of a fence. In my dream a crow came, landing lightly on a crooked post. Quietly we spoke, like in a dream, through a mist. I imagined seeing through crow's dark eyes. Crow fluttered into my mind, wanting to share my vision. "What next?" Crow silently asked. "If you stay, you will see and know." my quiet mind replied. We stood there, apart, crow and me, waiting for night to fall. As twilight dimmed both our sight, I came to imagine how it would be to fly. Crow turned its head and shook itself, sitting on that crooked pole. "Come with me." Crow thought. "Come fly with me and you'll find that twilight will turn to night. Come fly away with me and soon enough you'll see that night always turns to day and something brighter." Crow shook itself again. Droplets of cold dew spraying as a halo around the black bird. "I dream too." Crow thought. "I dream those same thoughts, wanting to travel through the night, just to see another day." As I turned my head in crow's direction, crow shook itself again, then flew away.
did you write this?
cried and realized a reason to live while listening to this playlist. i love this music
"Let everything happen to you, beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final."
- Rainer Maria Rilke
Reading a fiction or nonfiction while listening this music makes me go totally to another world
Can you please recommend me a fiction novel that matches this music?
J'écris en français car mon anglais n'est pas terrible.
Je voulais juste dire que vous n'êtes pas seul à ressentir cette nostalgie, à avoir des regrets, des remords. À vous enfoncer dans la musique pour se libérer, pour parfois se faire plus de mal. La vie on n'en a qu'une. Une seule chance. Il faut en profiter. Ne vous noyez pas sous votre stress, sous votre chagrin. Vivez je vous assure, ça en vaut la peine. Je sais que c'est difficile. Mais on va tous s'en sortir. Je vous le souhaite.
On va poursuivre ensemble cette difficile épreuve qu'est la vie.
Courage.
Fortunately, in YT we have a button calls "Translate", so I could read.
No matter what language, matters what words have you used to say about life ❤
bonjour j ai recue u n don de sentir et de voir de l audela dieu est partout il vous le rendra
Que lindo comentário! Deus abençoe sua vida ❤ 🇧🇷
i truly believe i have found my life purpose and it is all thanks to me engaging in deep thoughts with myself while listening to this playlist, i have never been excited as this about anything before in my life. It took me diving into poetry while listening to this and finding quotes that resonate with me, the comment section of this video has also helped me. thank you everyone
You think life has any substance?
Funny.
Best of luck on your journey
Everything passes, and it passes so quickly. When we stop to look, we are already alone, thinking about what happened, often remembering with regret and thinking about what we could have done better, everything we could still do, everything we could be...
Do not waste your time, it is precious.
I think the beauty of this image is that the man within it is not looking at the bird, even though from our perspective he is, the pole the bird is stood upon is closer to the camera then the man is, meaning that he is looking up at the sky with maybe the bird in his side vision.
I find this image beautiful and serene because it is all in the mind of the viewer how we interpret and visualize the world in front of us, with unconnected materials and ideas being joined together and evolving into a new perspective or thought which we would not have come up with otherwise.
Very well spoken. Greetings. 😘
since they left my heart has been sounding like starry night
since she left me
When he took his last step towards the familiar place he once knew, the soft breeze and the rustling of the grass suddenly fell silent. He stood, taking in everything in front of him. Ever since that day, the world lost it's color and left everything, in dust. He felt ever so alone but at last, he was home
Standing there, echoes of songs played long ago trickled through his weary mind, like veins of gold in a rock. It had been a while hadn’t it? The greens in his memory brought this place to life only until a breeze threw the dust into his sunken eyes once again. As the thought began to fade he turned to walk, only to catch a silhouette gliding ever clearer towards him. The shape spun and twisted until the wings became clear and an eye caught a slight glimmer of the sun so high and hidden above them both. A spark threw his mind back into memory, watching the bird dance through the dust, the only grace he had witnessed in years. Coming to rest on a post nearby the animal was wary, unused to knowing any company good or bad in this hidden world. They gazed at each other filled with curiousity for the figure amongst the mist, a happy tear rolling defiantly through the mud upon the mans skin. The bird was flecked with a colour he used to know as blue.
And as they stared at each other, enveloped merely by the silence around them; and as they embraced this silence, comforting and ever-loving, never the mist's bane; as they accepted its gift, and they looked unblinking into their eyes, there, from the corner of his vision, hidden to his ear, the flutter of the tall grass past the worn fence. The breeze caressing them. And as the growing wind ruffled the crow's feathers and revealed its presence to the man's ears, he widened his eyes, unbelieving, and he spoke. Yet this was a voiceless world. And despite his knowing he spoke again, and the crow stared. The man spoke again. He told it of the mist. Of the greyness, of its unique blueness. Of the fence, of the grass below, of his clothes; his life, as he had lived it then, how he as a child would be in a place much like this, how he detached himself from his family, how he had gone from Russia to Italy to Poland and back and he never once felt he belonged. He told it of his love, how he'd never felt it. And he told it of his loneliness.
There, when a tear fell as he spoke. When it soiled a swaying blade of grass. When he fell silent, as the wind howled stronger, and the crow's feathers fluttered, violent. As grass ripped from the ground rose into the air; how the leaves torn, abandoned and worn followed them above. The man stared, embraced by the wind, and the crow opened its beak.
@@irureku1786 as he sat there torn and dazed he looked up to see dusk was falling upon them. A cold but yet comforting breeze filled the air with a nostalgic smell the bird stared in curiosity with hard cold eyes and the man sat there feeling light and free but something was off. He was not free in fact he was lost and everything around him began to dim slowly with memories of past friends and family flashing he laid there walloping and the crow glided off with the brightness of the moon he sat against the fence motionless as hours past and light dimmed more and more when the crow came back with a red rose in a dark grim place the man sat and smiled as he received the first flower in his life and he closed his eyes.
Holy shit yall are good. ill drink to that Cheers 🥂
and he closed his eyes... knowing that his past loneliness and melancholy will follow him everywhere ,like that fog. knowing that this crow is the only creature god sent him, that accepted him beneath all his dark sides , thrn he slowly leaned on the floor to feel the calm of the grass and the peace of the grey sky and the pain of the past present and future .. .. meanwhile, he heard a voice, a weird one , so he opened his eyes to search for the source of this sound that disturbed this ambience and killed the flavor of the moment .. and in that exact moment .. he knew .. that nothing will last in his lifetime except his feeling, they are blue.. he discovered with his sad eyes that even this crow above his head.,.. flew
Cada nota tocada
Uma lágrima caida
A esperança que eu buscava
Na escuridão adormecida
A playlist começa com uma música melancólica e termina com uma música representando um fim de uma vida....
Wenn ich das höre, habe ich das Gefühl als würde mein ganzes leben an mir vorbeiziehen... Dieses hier ist der inbegriff von, das man Musik nicht nur hört, sondern auch fühlt. Danke❤
Look up at the endless blue sky, feel the music, flashbacks of the life, people I love, people I loose,
happiness or the sadness can't describe the feeling and then tears flowing down from my face ✨
I can‘t even cry anymore. I’m so tired of life. It’s like I’m in a dark place we’re I just can see the others being happy and living their best life. But I’m stuck inside my room and just look at them trough a keyhole. I don’t belong here. I’m a helpless and quit watcher. Everything is nebulous and surreal. Scary but it doesn’t matter. I just can’t anymore.
I wish I could express myself.
your words resonated with me very much, I think you're more capable of expressing yourself than you think - the keyhole analogy rings especially true. I see my friends and my family and I wonder; what am I doing wrong, that they are doing right? I wish there was an instant fix, a way for me to turn back time and fix whatever went wrong. you aren't alone, I know it feels that way, but you aren't alone.
I hope that one day you are able to cry again, and that when you cry you're able to feel a bit of the weight on your shoulders leave - I hope that you try to take care of yourself as much as you're able to, I know that when things are difficult even waking up is hard. you aren't alone, I don't know you but your words really resonated with me. we are both quiet watchers looking through the keyhole, but I hope that one day we can open the door and join the others, and finally leave that dark place where we're stuck watching others.
@@taimani2707 I feel the same as both of you. I feel so out of touch everytime I see my friends. I'm analyzing every word that they are speaking and still, I don't understand how they are so happy, so friendly, and so open to others. Almost everytime, I just feel like a third wheel who's there because they invited me, and just getting everyone's mood bad, instead of taking the group's mood up, like laughing together, sharing stories, and things like that. I just sit there, laugh awkwardly when some joke comes up, and I don't have any story to share.. I don't feel like being there, but I want to.
🫂❤️
wow, the feeling of being a quiet watcher. I understand.
I have autism so I have accepted that I will never be able to socialise in the way that most people around me do. I will always feel like I’m looking at people through a window, not able to interact, or if I do, it causes tension and confusion to other people.
Maybe it would help to talk to other people who are quiet watchers? My life changed after I started specifically looking for other autistic people to talk to, I finally found people who I did not feel I was a watcher of. People who you can comfortably exist in silence with, there’s no expectation for laugher or sound.
And I think a lot more people feel like us than would care to admit.
you are so beautiful. the culmination of thousands of days of life and thoughts and love and loss, you are everything. please do something nice for yourself this week. Maybe go for a walk if you feel up to it, it’s okay if not.
If you stay up late, then for me, I like watch the stars while listening to music. It’s really surreal, makes me feel at peace with the world.
Life will take you somewhere, and it’s okay to now know where yet. You can’t really fight the waves of life, otherwise you’ll feel more tired and get more lost. We are just on a journey together, for some time, to see and do some things. If the sun rises tomorrow, that’s all I can expect or predict in life. It will be okay. 🤍
I feel the same!
I feel the same way, I wish I hadn't... Tired
From a young age the man loved to stare at the fog in the meadows. He always wondered what was through the misty aura however, but he was never able to find out due to the barriers infront of him. So the man waited, and waited... and waited. The man was now 50 and still had not seen through the fog. Another ten years had passed and the man went to see the fog again, however, this time it was different. The fog had cleared away and behind it sat the most beautiful meadow in all the realms. He sat and looked for hours before deciding to finally break the barriers infront of him and step foot in that meadow. So the man did just that, he cut the wired fence and stepped through. It was the most luscious, florescent meadow he had ever laid eyes upon and felt. The man was patient and got his wish. Be patient and you may get yours.
the second song resonated with me the most. it echoes through this deep, dark void that’s in my heart. instead of the cold emptiness it gives me both comfort and pain. like a storm those feelings rage through my void. how strange that is.
music is quite powerful
I hope you have a beautiful life ahead and manage to find new solutions to the problem. Love yourself and others and see all the beauty in life, both small and big, things and events; love u ❤️
Lord this pain almost drove me insane but i had faith the size of a grain brought back my consciousness and now im sane my mind is very powerful that i need to train this bitter symphony a better christmas tree and a sweeter sugar cain still hanging by a thread hopes and dreams that where misinformed and misled but back on the possitive note thats enough said my life brightned up light eluminating diolode chandelier living it up to the fullest with no fear these invigorating dreams are lucid and vividly clear every step i take I take with you Lord and im getting extraordinary near the excitment in pure sheer im so glad i let you take the wheel and letting you steer im greatful Lord for giving me an ear to hear as i cried out to you for the arch of the covenant is magnifecent and your presence that i neglected myself from is finally hear Amen
When I was a kid I wanted to grow up faster but now I'd like to come back so badly
I know what you mean!
Die Playlist bedient viele Musikrichtungen und Emotionen, aber vor allem wird sie ganz bestimmt die Nostalgie erwecken. Ty 🙏👍
learning starry night on piano is straight peace in my soul
You have a wonderful taste for music!
Can you take a look at my channel? I'm doing something similar, I'd like to know your opinion....
@@dunwich.chillout you are getting me pessimistic about world with these annoying ad replies
You’re never truly alone..
This isn’t the end, just a waypoint. Gather your things and let’s keep moving forward. Don’t look back, we’re not going that way. Take my hand in yours, feel me, solid, warm, here…, together we will keep going. You must keep going. Absolutely under no circumstance are you to give up. To give up, is to cease existing, time will remember, but no one else will.
Ever since i was a kid i was drawn to the piano… and i don’t really know why. I wasn’t raised in a musical family or environment. Sure we played music outloud and enjoyed it but never created our own or sought to learn how to.
As the years went on i still found myself drawn to the piano. I find it so calming… so beautiful. But specific tones and melodies also make me feel uneasy. Some of them make me feel uncomfortable and even sad at times. It’s such a powerful instrument honestly.
I have yet to actually study the notes of the tiles as well as everything else that entails learning how to play the piano. I’m only 21 so i still have time to learn but i worry i might be waiting until it’s too late… so i will be learning the piano sometime soon! As the future is unforeseen and i’m not guaranteed a long life.
Much love to you all, music truly is a powerful force. ❤️
Same here
Today I distanced myself from a great friend because I felt in love with her. It was causing me pain because I knew it was unrequited. I don't think our relationship will be the same ever again, but for the first time, I choose caring for myself. Hope the best for her, love.
Thanks for the playlist, have a beautiful day.
I just discovered music of this type recently and the only one I knew was Starry night but thanks to this playlist for introducing me to these wonderful music
რა ,,ლამაზი" მელოდიაა! რა კარგი სურათი...მუსიკა უპირველეს ყოვლისა!
This is the type of music you listen to when sad to really feel that emotion. Live life!
I feel like im... *Rotting*
I've drunken way too much tonight but...
I've lost the years where i should've been exploring life, love and other things that would've shaped me into someone maybe a little better...even just a little.
But now I'm at the point where i wouldn't curse another soul with my existence.
I used to have dreams and silly ideas and have passion for those things and now....all i do is sit...hide and neglect myself due to the overwhelming depression that I experience.
I run from possible friendships because if they found out how I lived they'd worry and I'd drag them down when they're actually following there life :) living there dreams.
Although when I *disappeared* no one called... or asked about me
I was just forgotten..
سيمضي هذا ايضا كن قويا ❤
This music makes me deep down feel something that even i myself don’t understand, masterpieces.
And then the seed inside grows. You feel it's the first and last time you've come here.
And you, the person I don't know, if you're reading this, you should know that there is hope in everything. We will leave this world we came from once and go to the endless beautiful eternity. Hope to see you there...🕯
Perfetto
A great masterpiece to sum up our lonely and mere presence in this universe
the world around you is always with you.
the wind, the trees, the rain is your friend.
the birds in the sky are your friend.
you are never truly alone.
with every step you make your energy causes ripples in the universe.
your simple existence is changing the way particles and atoms move in this world.
the sun shines on you just like it shines on the flowers.
you are every bit a part of this collective energy.
Wow, you're totally right. Thanks for reminding me! ❤❤
I lost my son 4 months ago. He was only 22.
I am shocked, sad and angry, but I feel like he is still with me in my heart and in my mind
From Italy
This makes me so sad.I Hope you’re okay
@@Chlorine1111 Thanks you for your words. I feel always very sad, I am trying to live, I do my better.
Now he is my angel
me condoleance votre fils est encree en vous laiser le partir vers la lumiere
@@RachelVonville Merci beaucoup.
Grazie 🙏
Even though our story didn't have a happy ending,
I'd read it all over again.
I like that line 😊
Couldn't have said it better
Ooof. This hits hard....
And i..
THIS PLAYLIST IS ONE OF THE BEST ONES THAT I'VE HEARD IT'S SO GOOD 😭❤️
You have great taste, can you take a look at my content?
I'm doing something similar, I'd like to know your opinion, and what can be fixed?.?
@@dunwich.chillout of course! I liked some of your content and subscribed on ur chanel, I hope you become more popular often! ^^
@@randomloser8813 Thanks! I will try to please more often!
"A noite é fria, muitos não conseguem dormir, outros aprendem a aquecer o coração e descansar a visão, do esquecimento e da solidão adormecendo na escuridão. "
Os que encontram a luz encontram frustração e conforto numa vida de fadiga....
I so miss my dad.. our time together... he taught me how to cycle... He was the best man in my life... miss you Daddy... always loving you ❤
You were the best thing in his life
It's going to be a year that my friend took her life and passed away 😭 I miss her.... I miss her so much 😭 this music reminded me of her , and nobody can replace her throne in my heart 😭😭😭😭😭 Love you Sahar...... Miss you so much.....RIP
So sorry.
😢😢😢
Немає нічого ціннішого за життя, немає нічого важчого чим втрачати своїх близьких. Вона пішла у Вирій з птахами
The echoes of lost souls fills the air, much like you, viewer. A simple melody erupts in millions of hearts, it resonates, it does not have one single meaning, but a meaning for us all. Places like these where we listen in our sad, but comforting moments, we are in such a way with each other. And I hope that alone brings you some type of solace, or happiness.
"imagine like black keys is lonely and white keys is happy, so we need all of them to make a pretty song". You not alone my friend. It's gonna be fine
ياعذيل الروح مالي عن التفكر فيك مهرب كانك استوطنت عقلي وجميع افكاري وكانما كل ما يطري على البال هو انت افكار تجزات منك انت هو كيانها وانما انت فكره لم ارضى عن التخلي عنها رغم التراكمات والتبعثر والشتات الذي بداخلي انت هو دوائي انت هدوئي انت طوق نجاتي خذني اليك اسرقني من عالمي اجعلني بجانبك اجعلني كيانك وروحك اعجلني القلب النابض لك وفي اخر المطاف دعنا نقول انها لم تكون مجرد فكره فقط بل هي كل شيء
Listening to this is perhaps a brother of death it may be surprising or confusing but, whenever I hear this masterpiece I feel my soul flying out my heart leaving towards darkness no road just going heading to the emptiness, but, " wait is that a light " ( hope ), for a moment there it is I swear I saw it right before my eyes the light of life, " what should I do, should I finish my road?" - Too many questions in my head but unfortunately no answer - neither me knowing where to head neither knowing the way back home, suffering until the end, A crow shows " hello dear, you're lost? " I didn't feel like answering him but thinking about it he's the only one I've met my whole road " yes I'm lost you know the way out? ", "escaping, loneliness, sadness, escaping being a human? I don't think that's possible, one thing I can tell you kid is the fact that life's so precious spread your wings afterward we can talk about your experience I will wait for you ".
There would not be a road if there was nothing at the end of it
this is so comforting ,,,like someones hugging me ,thank you ,who ever you are
Always think about the good things and bad things that happened in your life , if all of your dreams come true then you wouldnt have a meaning to live in this word . Eveythings harsh but when you march forward and look for even a glimpse of light in the darkness you know you are in the best route possible
Strangers no my friends you guys are awesome no matter what they say
- Some guy thats never going to come back
Everything will be alright in the end , but sometimes we need this
How are u so sure that everything will get right in the end ?
@@nishantmaderna6295 It has to be actually. Otherwise, there is no profit for us to take advantage while we are living and not thinking as “everything will be alright at the end”. I know it may make us seem as hopeless rats which are trying to find a meaning to their miserable lives but what comes, appears apart from that?
He's just being positive,
nathan agrees
I was born an optimist too
I feel like I'm living flashbacks from my life here on Earth and when these flashbacks come to an end, I will be in a heavenly place or a complete pitch, where the sun can't go, a unique place where only me, just I will be, and there will be forever, thinking and reflecting on everything, and hoping that something will ever happen and the explanations will be given, and then I will finally be in complete peace, that peace that no one will never have, The peace of understanding the mysteries and why all this. And on that day, only that day .... My soul will feel free of this burden, everything happened.
It may not make sense to many and others make the total meaning, but this is not the question, express what you want the way you want, as long as it does not negatively affect other beings. Feel free of everything and everyone.
Every time I get a notification from this video I'll do a mental health/life update
July 13th, 2023 (3:37AM): I'm doing alright tonight I think, my anxiety and tics have been getting worse though, and my emotions have been off the rails lately
I had practice yesterday and I came really close to catching a pop toss! Anyways I drank a monster, so now I can't sleep. I've been watching generation loss related stuff since that's been a hyperfixation as of late. It got kinda boring though, so here I am.
I do miss my partner though, long distance relationships are tough, i'll get to see them soon though.. soon meaning in a year or longer, since I don't even have a job yet
The moment I can afford a plane ticket I'm going to see him, I can't wait till that day comes
That's all for today though, I'll see you all next time I get a notification
Have a wonderful day you beautiful creatures
Do you want to know why everyone's life must exist every moment? 🙂
Understanding this truth will help you know what to do and what to not do.❤️
Do you need any help? I'm with you.👍
15.08.2024
Nașterea Fiecăruia Vine cu
Garanția unei Morți.
Contează CE se Întâmplă Între Timp...
Poate, și CUM se Moare...
Dacă Încă Exiști,
Mușcă din Piatră și Mergi Înainte!!!
Nu te Opune Curentului...
Dă Totul din Tine!!
Nu İrosi Clipa!
Când va fi să fie,
vei fi Epuizat dar Împăcat.
Trecerea spre Lumină va fi una Lină...
hey mate has everything been okay recently?
@chnrisu I completely forgot about this oh my god
August 21, 2024 (11:56am)
I'm better than before. Things have been up, things have been down, things have definitely been crazy. I was almost sent to live with my abusive mother, I almost offed myself, and so much more has happened, but I survived. I'm self employed now, more in tune with myself, I've almost learned how to manage (or at least love) my tics, I have a boyfriend who I genuinely plan on marrying. I'm not healed yet, I am simply learning how to love my pain again.
كيف حالك اليوم يا صديقي ❤
Just discovered this. Listening start to finish on my balcony while it's raining and dreamingly falling in love ❤ Thankyou to the creator and sharer for bringing peace to my life
And suddenly we're done, life has passed.
Here there are a few, the deep ones hidden in shadow reading comments and learning about all of you guys and your stories, even though we just came thanks to TH-cam’s algorithm but in the bottom we have some of that nostalgic feel too. Life sucks sometimes but…. If you fights it.. will keep being the same shit but your point of view will change and that’s enough to live the rest of your days a little bit happier. Love for everyone.❤
What wonderful ambience for such a tormented and wearily isolated soul such as I have always possessed, such hopeful melancholy in the blend of the piano and the shrill strings
ജീവിതം കഠിനമാകുമ്പോൾ, ഇതൊരു സ്വപ്നമാണെന്ന് കരുതാൻ തുടങ്ങി, ഒരു നാൾ ഉണരുമെന്ന പ്രതീക്ഷയിൽ സ്വപ്നങ്ങളിൽ ജീവിക്കാൻ എളുപ്പമാണ്.
I’m 48. Married 30 years. Two adult children. Life is randomness, suffering and sacrifice. Sprinkled with bits of joy. If I had my life to live over again I would choose not to have kids. I love them, dearly. But I feel selfish having put them on this earth to endure all the world will put on them. Who was I to put someone in that position? They didn’t have a choice. Now they have to fight through a life that is ugly and unfair. I hope they can find peace, love, and happiness. Have a better life than I did.
I understand what you feel, we live in complicated times. I have two adult girls and my regret is not "being there enough", they have there own lives, but I feel very guilty because I lost them, we are not close. If you are close to your children, be thankful for that and try to be happy.
I believe the metaphor in the image suggests death, evident from the topic itself: 'Man looking at the other side of the fence.' The man appears contemplative, pondering what lies beyond without exerting effort. The fence symbolizes the ease of passing into death, depicted by its disorientation and lack of formidable barriers. Death, like the fence, can arrive unexpectedly and effortlessly. The man embodies the mindset of someone struggling with thoughts of death, though not actively pursuing it, but rather contemplating its mysteries.
The crow serves as a reminder that we are under observation by some entity, prompting reflection on how we would respond in such a scenario. The fog further underscores the uncertainty of life and what lies beyond. As the man gazes at the sky, he seeks to catch a glimpse of something unknown, representing the human desire to comprehend the mysteries beyond our understanding.
Such an amazing explanation , thank you for giving more meaning to this theme
@@nebra4244😇😇 You're welcome
It’s been a long time since I was in a relationship and I just worried that I would never be in a relationship. I always wanted to be loved and have someone to care about me i have a big empty place in my heart and I don’t want to die in this world without being loved. Your brother from morocco 🇲🇦
"Julgar se uma pessoa é triste por um motivo "bom" ou por um motivo "ruim" é errado, porque a tristeza mais profunda é aquela que não vem de nada..."
Don't be afraid of death,
Be afraid of an empty life.
Also what will happen to you after your death
@@arcadiaff1414 Eternal nothingness as before (y)our birth
Yeni bir melodi keşfetmek sevdiğim nadir şeylerden biri ve nahif bir tını... susalım da içimizdeki tutsaklıklar özgürlüğüne kavuşsun
Its my 39th birthday..the 4th years without my mom and my lil sister.They have gone leaving us.Im on my way.... my journey in this world until the time has come for eternity & everything along the way will become memories ❣️
Quando se sentir triste e sozinho, dobre os seus joelhos no seu quarto, e comece a falar com Deus, te garanto que tudo mudara, principalmente se você não esquecer dele quando estiver bem.
I needed this so much. It's like this playlist understands my
How truly sad it is to feel lonely; even with someone in the other room, to cuddle and hold you. Yet they can’t seem to understand all youve gone through. Even though they Are your past selves description of perfection, you can’t help but want to have and to hold the one who truly understood. The one who you truly loved. For them all their flaws; and for you equally the same; equally understood.. there was just that understanding. Alas it was never meant to be. And you stand at the cusp of ruining something great. Will we take the fall? Or decide what we’ve found is best for us.
Written in grief;
If this resonates with you, give this a like..
Ozul A. Ghostblood
Great point. Thanks 🎉
Yessir
Absolutely fantastic tune!takes you in that world you never been before and yet you are here,living your life with ups and downs!very relaxing moments!