It's like everything i used to pray for is just an empty space now. The beautiful, peaceful mornings i dreamed of; books i listed, movies i told myself i will watch, lessons i've been studying, that pure love i always kept in my heart, dream of being pregnant someday - craving for having my pretty healthy baby in my arms - the garden i always wanted to have just to plant flowers, rooms without fights and screams, the idea of being too away to be hurt... That safe house i always planned to buy for my mom, those foods i was willing to cook and feed everyone, everything i ran from and i was scared of, those songs i used to feel like playing in my veins, strangers with beautiful faces and cold walls in the middle of the winter... i feel like time passed just like in a minute and i am not who i wanted to be. I don't remember what i used to fight for, what i used to dream about, what i used to love. I don't feel love, i don't feel safe, i don't feel like i want to make any move for any dream anymore. Cause they don't feel like my dreams. Wars, forest fires, sicknesses, earthquakes and so many people that hurting... i don't know if things were harder back then but i don't fit this century and my soul is like screaming inside. sometimes i feel like God forgot me here and he won't come back to fix anything. And i am scared that i will find myself in this endless empty space forever.
God didnt let you slide. He just gives you a harder test. All those things you said that turned you sad are actions of the devil who wants to become one another lifeless creatur. You have to reject this kind of feeling. You have to become stronger and faster than the devil. God didnt forgot you. Maybe you stopped seeing the beauty of what is god capable of. Not he has to come back. You have to get back up. God is there for you. You just have to take action and take the opportunity of believing in you, god and jesus. Amen
I suggest getting off the internet and spending time with people who make you feel safe. It's only harder nowadays because tragedy is pushed in our faces constantly because of media and news. Tragedy and war and suffering had always existed, and it will continue to exist. Don't give up yourself because of it.
She was really the one. But you know what I stopped crying about losing her. Instead I started smiling when I remember the times. Thank you for the love you have me. I know we separated but I am forever changed.
Oh yes,no jealousy cuz there is no desire, no suspicion cuz there is no more curiosity just admiration, pure admiration for who they are and what you know of them, it's peaceful this way. So peaceful.
I never understood how it feels to desire someone, to appreciate their presence, Never understood how it feels to sit next to the moon, and not just stare at it from afar, I never understood how it feels to be wanted by someone until you fall harder for them than they fell for you, I never understood, until i met her then i finally do understand to let go of what I wanted to understand most
This is fucking hard to accept. Being aware that you never felt those feelings. I'm 21, I feel lost time to time but I always have my hope by my side. Hoping to loved and wanted for once makes my day better, and sometimes worsens.
Loving you Was like smoking cigarettes. I was so quickly addicted. As fast as I was hooked on you, You were gone. But the thing is, Once you're a smoker, Your lungs are forever damaged And you are forever craving Just one more smoke.
His face was beautiful, sculpted from the gods. His skin was the perfect shade, golden in hue. My hands craved to trace over every scar, every bump, every dip, until his body was seared into my mind. Kiss after kiss, my heart would crack. The closer I got to him, the more my heart hurt. The knowledge of what I would do to him drove me over the edge. What I had to do to him. All a lie, they said. It wasn’t a lie, I truly loved him. But in the end, the ones we love are the ones we hurt the most.
How true that title rings. Sometimes in life you have to take chances, you have to expose yourself to the risk of getting hurt in order to maybe, just maybe, find someone who’s right for you. And sometimes it truly seems like you found comfort, perhaps even peace, but the fragility of shallow connections can make all of this vanish in an instant. I truly thought that I could love again. I truly thought that for once I have found someone like me who accepts me and enjoys being with me. And maybe at times she did. But the more I tried to get closer to her, the more she closed herself to me and pushed me away. I am just tired of this constant search of someone who will accept me. I do not think that I am unworthy, for we are all just people with a story, and maybe this is the end of a chapter in my story. But who wants to read a book which is full with failures and disappointments? And who wants to love a man who has never been truly loved? I really did try to make it work between us but it seems that for you I am just a toy. I doubt that anyone will ever read this, but if you do I hope that you will find some comfort in this comment and music, and know that you are not alone. We are all here, doomed to eternally suffer in this darkness, until a spark comes and we are tasked with catching it. Sometimes we catch it and it runs away, and sometimes it enters our soul, engulfs and lights up our darkness. I am still waiting for that spark to come.
That is the thing, you don't have to find the spark. Love yourself become the absolute best version of yourself it will take time and effort I know I haven't accomplished yet but if you keep trying to be the hero of your own story eventually you will become a sun that burns without mercy all the darkness away. In that moment when you expect it the least someone will knock at your door, and that person will be the one.
The closer I got, the farther I was from you How can something be close, far? I wanted to get to know you I asked and asked questions As we talk, I am drawn to you But as I get to know you, the more I get far away The more I know, the more I do not know As I get to know you, I realize that, I am just a nobody. A nobody that you'll forget, soon.
Her eyes captivate me. My soul seeks her. Her lips so pure and soft. My soul wants to be near but my mind says no. Her hair so pristine and soft. How my eyes gaze at her beauty. Her skin so tender. I gaze at her hands. Her arms. Her face. My soul is trapped and cries out. Yet only there is silence. Her eyes so bright. So soft. Just one glance and it tells a story. How my soul wishes to reach out. Just for one touch. To hear her voice. Yet fear strikes my soul. How could it be? So far from my soul. Like a ship gone a drift. Further and further it drifts into the horizon. Oh her beauty. Why does she torment me? How so much do i desire her. How I lust for her and only her. Just one kiss. Just one touch. Oh how i desire her and only her. Yet it cannot be so. Further and further i drift.
He was perfect He was everything i’ve dreamed of Except that night. That night that he threw all of my dreams away That night my heart got ripped out of my chest That night my whole world fell apart But still do i worship him His lovely words drugged me His lovely words made me feel alive His lovely words are heaven He is a devil in disguise but i always get lost in those angelic eyes
Am I the only one that is crying just looking at the woman expression?Like damn, that sadness and emptiness does hit kinda hard. It's almost like if the man broke her heart and soul yet she still caresses him. Her eyes, so hurt and tired
At first It was a simple glance We started to talk for a second seconds turned to minutes minutes turned to hours to the point I could call you a friend Days went by and our bond strengthend Days became months Months beame years And finally my soul lusted for yours The lust, The desire for you was marvelous Yet when our souls touched it would tranish mine But my soul kept reaching for yours Your soul was sweet like citrus Yet the further we touched it came with a sour tinge to it No longer were you sweet to me but sour As if I had done something so unforgivable Although all I did was to get closer Now there is a sour wall that I no longer can bypass No longer can I withstand all your sour words No longer you fill my senses with sweetness or sourness No longer do you fill me up with anything You stopped touching my soul You stopped caring about mine You left me with just emptyness While you are filled with mine
whenever i get her to love me, i seem to make her bored after a while. because she needs to know, how willing i am to pursue her in dire times. that is when i have to fight for her love, to prove to her, my unyielding loyalty; - to keep her for a while once more. when i am drowning in misery of her leaving, she is tearing my heart open, to see if it is still love that is inside. the pain eventually makes me surrender to the possibility of losing her forever.. and i grow cold, and learn to let go. that's when she suddenly loves me the most. and why they say: if you love her, let her go.
Beyond truth and gesture - Spare my heart fully and completely ;understand That beauty is derived from pain the beauty of Love is never ending The songs that come near you And me create the thoughts and possibilities of philosophy Aren't you closer to me -? When I am the farthest to you? YOU WONDER HOW COULD I LOVE YOU BE HAPPY? KNOWING AND EXPERIENCING YOUR FIERCE ROYAL SPARTAN STrength AND SKILL ** FOR I WAS CAPABLE COMPATIBLE AND WILLING TO LOVE ALL OF YOU - AND I ALWAYS WILL. AND WITH AN EMINENT HEART I SALUTE MY LOVE HAS BEEN VALIENT AND RUTHLESS FIGHTER + IT JUST SEEMS TO KICK UP MY FARAWAY DESIRE When we walk by each other in heaven but we met in hell
Her eyes met mine It felt like our souls were meant to be Her eyes clear and honest Her eyes bright as honey Reminding me of galaxies Does she hear my heart pounding? Can she sense my soul aching to be beside her? When she speaks Her voice sounds like a cool spring day Warm and a new Can she tell the joy she brings me? Her hair Her lips Her eyes Her skin The most precious She is the one I desire She looks at me I feel our souls connect But she turns away Can she not feel it too? I reach for her She so close But yet so far How come? Why do her eyes brighten when she speaks to another Why do they go dull when she speaks to me Why does she show them a bright smile While me a small wave Ah, but yet again She isn’t mine She was never mine She is his And I am simply A small spec While him Her whole Her soul and his together And mine lost Has she deceived me? No, I looked for the love and warmth That was never mine.
such a beautiful thing you wrote. i couldn't relate better since my heart loved one that was never his. he's hers, but still his soul belongs to me, he knows and so do i.
It’s so hard knowing the one you love, when you know finally someone you can truly connect with like no other, goes for another that does not deserve her or appreciate and be grateful for having her in his fortunate life.
The closer I got to you, the more distant you felt . Until you were no longer there.. i search for you in every crowded place, waiting for you to be carried in by a mysterious air. My soul yearns for our next meeting, I’m missing you like a root misses its stem, like how the moon cannot exist without the sun. Like the stars that tickle throughout our veins. I can’t help but remember your soul from another place.. another time. Its just two souls repeating a tale as old as time.
Felt like a piece of hope and tranquility disappeared over night. Then that same night I stabbed the feeling of dispare in the heart. That heart bleed more than I thought it ever could
We broke up today, he never understood me, it didn't matter to me, i loved him i still love him I'd probably love him forever or I'm gonna forget about him someday .what matter is i really gave him all the effort i have .now i have nothing only his memories in my heart
i don't even have any memories of him i just loved him, even when i know he has not any feelings for me, i just love his eyes his smilies i loved him alot but he didn't even notice me, that hurts alot 💔
Unrequited, I long for you. Selfishly, I wish to invade your tortured solitude. Carelessly, you say "I missed you," "I'd love to see you," "when will I see you again?" Oh...oh, no, you don't mean that how I heard it. Oh, not again. Please, one more time. I am not what you are seeking, but please, let this confession rest my searching mind. I have loved you for a long time. Oh, curse you. Forget me. Forget me. Forget me.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating something, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! ___________________________________________________ -Not mine, but pass it around!
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He was sweet At times he were bitter Mostly I didn’t understand him But still I craved for his touch I lust for things like flavorful words But at the end it tasted like nothing He seems to be in love with me But am I? All his words were filled with dances of joy Tastes of cinnamon… Or that is what the others told me But still I felt nothing So I said nothing And I gave…nothing But then When he touched me a spark ran through my fingers And so I realize That we were meant to be Even when he said to me I love you Because his words… Flavorless and… Colorless and he’s always known
May I compare you to the unmistakable noise of leaves under feet That a dream like you was born on a taunted street May thy words fail my mouth and thoughts my reason That a flower like you withstood every season That a man like me and a woman like you, ever loved and behoved… Yet, of your memories I pray, may thy glimpse of you, never decay.
It was a burn I yearned to feel, and when it kissed me it swallowed me whole. Now, I have nothing left. All are his, and his only. There are chances at day when I slip unconsciously looking for parts that belonged to me. Yet, I find nothing. All are his and his only. When he is away my thoughts swirl around my room. Out of fear, out of despair. A burning candle left to burn itself in darkness. All are his, and his only. You promised that we will burn together until we are nothing but ashes but I sometimes feel lonely. Where are you? All are his... Do I have all of him? His only.... is he mine? I am mournfully unsure.
My reflection is no longer My eyes cloud with regret and sorrow For she is gone And shall never return I stumble once again My hand bled My head, spinning Keep going Searching Its there Its in front of you Your hands tremble You stare at your reflection Now broken and mangled Your eyes dim once more Your breaths as sharp as the broken fragments of your reflection Because There was no "her" For you were chasing what you wish you were Who you used to be Now a shell Empty Your tears fall in time with your blood The opaque mix of tears and crimson mix Leaving you breathless For you are no more You can no longer feel The spark is gone And she won't return Farwell
I love the way you stare at me, but when I catch you, I might look away, not because I’m nervous, it’s because I’m scared to fall in love again. I’m scared of getting hurt again, I don’t even know how it feels like to love someone anymore. You got me thinking about you every night, wondering if I love you or not, imagining you next to me, repeating our moments over and over again. I don’t know if I should love you or if I do, I don’t wanna hurt again..
Loving a person more than they love you is like digging your own grave You'll never know what's bound to happen and the pain once they realize they want something more than just a broken piece of art I picked you to be part of my broken piece even tho there are billions of stars who's willing to without me asking Then it finally came to the point you were the cause of last breath
First I heard about you from my friend Then I finally got to meet you It felt like we were meant to be Like everything was planed as it is for the stories we read We were so good together We really were But it didn't last for long Everything has an "until" And our "until" came too We are not as we used to be Now I hear about you only from my friend and not you And you hear about me from my friend not me This isn't how it was supposed to be We both know we love each other We feel it we see it Everyone sees it But why There is no reason But again why ... Maybe we were something that we couldn't be But I really want to be that something again Because that was the best part of my life I wanna live it again So please come back I need you and you need me too
You're so near yet still far away to hold Your eyes shine so bright, it is because of me? Every word you utter, sounds like a melody on my ear Your thoughts, words, and perspective is beautiful as you. If you see things, does i cross your mind? I want you to embrace me but I know you'll never be able to Cause i wanna be yours, I want you by my side and yet I keep running away from you. Is it because I'm scared of love? Or it because I already know the ending of us?
My dearest you. I am sick and the grave calls me in juvenile. Let me confess now and break your heart so you might not cry for my corpse. I lied when I said I loved you. I saw your eyes sparkle and your heart race but I lied. Believe me now because my tongue has chosen to love truth. I had wished to love you but my heart refused. I told it of your good character but even then he had closed off. I am void and have no love even for self.
I lied and she cried Pieces of me died When I saw her like this How could I fail To see what was in front of Me all this time The reason to live The reason to breathe And now The further she goes The more I stumble And fall Falling and falling Falling and falling Until I can't no more
Sometimes you just need to have a bit of faith. I have to stand my ground on certain things, but am always ready to listen and make room for other ideas. Sometimes too much time left between souls can make people strangers to each other. Thing is being alone is ok, but not ideal. And we all have reason to be scared. Another and is that everyone is falling into deep dark depressions and life gets painful. But instead of everything falling like a house of cards people need to be independently strong. Which I have had to be. Things move and you cannot wait forever.
When you become a witness to terrible deeds and the culprits hold all the cards you expect to be thrown curveball after curveball. What you don’t expect is for others to side with you against all odds. Or those who should know better to completely forget and leave you hanging. Which they do with staggering regularity.
I have been seriously messed with, and I’m still being abused. Nobody looks or investigates while listening to everyone else with other agendas just because they hold a damn badge. A nightmare predicament. But time reveals all in the end.
I thought I could have trust her. My own mother. She looks at me like a stranger, with envy in her eyes. I have now realized that she is a person who is evil and seeks out revenge. I wanted to save you but not everyone wants to be saved. Is it me? Am I not good enough? Should I speak more softer and watch how I speak with my words? Should I be on my tippy toes when there’s glass on the floor? Or should I be on my knees crawling for forgiveness of what I haven’t done? It never made sense to me. I have blamed myself from all your wrong doings. Because of you, I lost my voice. Because of you, I am scared of the world. Because of you, I’m scared of love. I cannot bring myself to be close with another being, but to close my door and hide under my blanket. As I cried in my room, you never asked me if I was okay because you didn’t care for me. So loneliness was my comfort, my safe place. Hiding in my shell wherever I go. I am no longer sorry for standing up and speaking my truth. I will fight for my souls desire. I will not be like you! I will not back down from the harsh words you speak. I will learn to grow and evolve even if it hurts. If it takes me to crawl, I will do so. And you will not stop me.
I love him so much, I love the way he look at me i love his smile his dark eyes i love the way he holds me.. I'd die for him. He's the only one for me he really is... Oh how much I love him...
The beat of his heart was ever so beautiful. Ever so warm ever so soft and welcoming. Beating, loving, caring. For me.. But He never existed My mind simply created him Since my heart ached To be loved ever so much It’s silly, really to think A love so beautiful exists I’d have to be mad Insane, but maybe I am I rather u exist in my mind & heart Rather than not existing at all.
I made up a character of you in my mind, it was not you but my imagination I gave my love , my purity,my honesty,my self to you but it was not you whom I was giving myself, but it was my imagined character And when I caught you cheating, you were crying for me , I can't understand anything anymore The character I was giving everything to , is dead . I can't give myself to this person But its not your mistake, its mine , instead of loving you I loved my fantasy of you I can't leave you, I can't accept you, O God are you there?
The problem it seems is that the body got its own wants, wants those that wants the wrong body, but because its own ego, flaws, illusions, validations, affirmations, attractions, chemistries, passions, etc... Whatever it is, the body that your body wants is sometimes not correlated because its inside, it's the inside that rules, because what it truly wants is just to find a definition, an ideal, a match, is not you that feel attraction, is your own body and in that way exists a fight between body and soul. This is the case, for appearances are important, yes, but they are not everything, everyone gets tired of looks really fast, because it changes, gets old and tires the sight. A connection is much more deeper than the bare psychical, in the end what you truly want is the inside and what your body truly wants is the outside. What matters to have your ideal person body, but having the opposite personality? What matters to have your ideal person personality, but having the opposite body? Balance must be found. When peoples reach the fourth state of anima(us) and get the deeper understanding it needs, only then can humanity evolve into its next phase. Humans were not made to be alone, btw, what bad work cupido is doing, it needs to be replaced asap.
I feel like I hurt him. Did I say something wrong? Does he hate me? I don’t want him to hate me, I need to make things better. We don’t even have to be friends. Just don’t hate me please.
I loved you And I know you loved me too But it's just Maybe The world doesn't wants us to work Because each time I get closer to you You just leave me alone at the dark It hurts But Maybe that's what universe wants to tell us Maybe we are not meant for each other Maybe we will be together but not in this life. Yet whenever I see you It always makes me happy and at the same time aches my heart. You were near but far away. I love you from the stars to ur moon Even if u hurt me I'll still continue to love you forever Maybe that's how weak i was. And I doubt I'll never love anyone else the same as I did To you...
I shared every thought with you, i shared my soul with you, i was honest, i was real , i tried to be You just to be with you, but everytime I took a little step into you, you run roughly miles from me ...
I crave ye, here, laid in my bed. Dreaming, yet not asleep, but not awake. ¡Ah! thou skin, soft and pale. Paler than the fairest marble, soft as melody of violins. ¡Ah! thou eyes, bright and deep. like pictures of the sea, ¿may I swim in them? ¡Ah! thou lips, like sin red. ¡Ah! thou hips, the snakes in my head. Bite me with thy sin, ¿will you? Heal me with thou snakes. My secret lust, my sweet rage. 💔
The closer I get to believing in and loving myself the futher I get from my parents, they're divorced. They hate eachother, fight all the time and I am in the middle of this. I don't know what to think anymore, they are both such manipulators. I'm told all stuff about them (how they insult eachother all the time), that I can't distinguish what's right to do and to think. And at the end of the day, no matter how much they hate eachother, no matter how much they deny that they're the same, it won't the truth. I can't imagine a peaceful life with them both being present (at the same time atleast or in a big amount) in my life. In the future I will move out far away, where's only a few people. It's going to be a place where I can enjoy my true mother, nature. Then I'll be able to live tranquily, not caring about no one, but myself. But 'till then, I need to be strong enough to withstand any obstacles my parents and my peers put in my way.
Sometimes it leaves me wondering what we would become. If the right timing was set and each held the right love potion, Would we bathe in the sunlight we created? Or be smothered by the toxicity each caused, blindly thinking that it was oxygen then slowly perish. A withering death. I guess I would never know How much of a flame would we be or how we'd devour ourselves cruelly.
Alas. The moment of torment arrives, Chaos in my life tortures my soul. Behind the desire to escape my mind, Follow the desire to betray my goal. My lost reason, what I worked with ardor, Nearly destroyed with the power of sins; The reason for my fall from the border? Was it actually the best for me? But then you came. Not as a summer’s day, To the slow mild winter I compare you. Slowly covering the sins of my way, Falling snow, covering everything through. And then you came, my cold blue love. You came. Bringing to life that lost reason again.
I stare at the starry night Remembering the sun For no night it was but morning like bright When on a dark twilight I found the one Darker than the void was the eve Darker than her eyes But it was bright I perceived When I looked at the sun at midnight, surprised The sky was blue and clouds were white Stars disappeared into swirls For it was the yellow morning light When I saw her hair in the wind unfurl December had turned to march Snowy winter became the green spring That is what I believed with my heart For my eyes forgot how to blink That was the night of the morning glow It did not just plant affection, love it sowed But she was gone quicker than a breath Alone in the dark again was I left
First time hearing your music, this was featured for me and glad I clicked it. I’ve been having a rough day full of emotions, and listening to this whilst crying has helped my pain a little bit. Thank you, bless you for your beautiful music ❤
Footprints in the sand Rain washes away Paint on canvas Dries and lifts into the air The most resilient plastic In time decays Like these fine silks, Filled with holes and tear That smile and laugh Sink deeper or dissipate like steam Which hurts more? Why do images rub at the edges Videos run faster on repeat Memories seem more like one tapestry Sun bleached holes I once desired But the bravery to walk into the blackened temple Burned, then flooded, then abandoned Where how precious the pain of soon forgotten days Beckons, too
To have you around me was a true blessing I enjoyed every second of it. But little did you know, you were loving a demon A demon, full of thoughts and hatred, A demon, attached to a lot of things. Unable to set right priorities Superficial, but yet so honest And here you are falling down the abyss. Hoping for a little spark in the dark
It's been seven years now and it feels like yesterday. We were up all night. Talking about anything came to our minds. Laughing without limit. The next morning came. It's 7 am. "OMG look at the clock, lol. We were talking for more than 8 hours without even noticing" I said. She laughed. And that was the last thing that I received from her. Two hours passed, and I was waiting for a reply from her. Till I noticed that I've been blocked by her. I can't even express my reaction to you. I was shocked. Afraid. "did I said something wrong?" I said to myself. I started to think that maybe one of her parents sow our chat. " Did I putted her in trouble?" I wondered. Day by day. Now it's been a month. After a trillion of tries to reach her, she replied… "Can you please stop!" she said. "Why? What did I do wrong? Why you keep ignoring me?" I said. "I can't be with you and I can't tell you why" she said. "please don't do this to me. I love you, don’t go away. I need you by my side. Please!" I replied. She is gone.. 5 years since she disappeared. 5 years and for each day I track her account just to feel like she is with me. Every single fucking day of false hopes. One day I noticed that she unblocked my main account. "Will she come to me? Maybe she missed me!" some shit I used to say to myself. Day by day and nothing happened. Suddenly she contacted me. Asked about me. How I'm doing and what is going with me. I played it cool like nothing happened all that time. But I couldn’t hold myself and I said "I love you" and I think she started to realize that I still love her and couldn’t overcome her. She slowly started to reply late than usual. " if you don't want me just go. But first tell me why you left me. It is my right to know. I am suffering here at least I deserve a reason." I said. "sorry but I cant. Bye" she replied. After a month she came to me and asked me to stop hurting myself and just start to forget her. How idiot she could be!. It is not my discission to forget her or not. She is the only one that I loved and she will always be the only one. I tried and I couldn't. Cried many times because of her. After all what she did to me and I still want her. After a weak she blocked me again!. And I just had enough. Let me love her without the presence of her. Let me keep this love to myself. I created a new account just to tell her that " ok fine, if this is what you want fine. I will go and you will never hear a thing from me" It's been 7 years of misery, crying and tracking her without she knows. I still wait for her message. But I think that's it. She forgot about my existence. The feeling is killing me and flipping my life upside down. But I can't do anything about it.
For a long time I got into the habit of wasting my nights thinking about him. Still I fight against my flaws to be perfect for him. In the impression of losing my blood and my faith there each time. He was there, gently touching my heart, with his fingertips, he quoted. Touching my soul at the same time. Why am I crying? Why did my soul fly away with him? I held his hand, ready to hold it in mine for good. The girl that I am finds herself lost. With no one to drag me down his path. No hand to guide the young soul I would like to create. I'm drowning. I drown looking for my love. By losing it, thinking only of unhealthy ideas. I think I refuse to end up alone. Yet, being the solitary person that I am on a daily basis. Crushing my tears on the blue rug on my bedroom floor. A cold room now. Disarmed of its atmosphere and its warmth. A room for crying. Because the rest of my world is destined for silence. J'ai longtemps pris l'habitude de perdre mes nuits pour penser à lui. Toujours je me bat contre mes défauts à être parfait pour lui. Dans l'impression d'y perdre mon sang et ma foi à chaque fois. Il était là, à toucher délicatement mon coeur, du bout des doigts, avait-il cité. Frôlant mon âme par la même occasion. Pourquoi je pleure ? Pourquoi mon âme s'est envolée avec lui ? Je tenais sa main, prête à la garder dans la mienne définitivement. La fille que je suis se retrouve perdue. Sans personne pour m'entraîner dans son chemin. Aucune main pour guider la jeune âme que j'aimerais créer. Je me noie. Je me noies en cherchant mon amour. En le perdant, pensant qu'à des idées malsaines. Je crois que je refuse de finir seule. Pourtant, en étant la personne solitaire que je suis au quotidien. Écrasant mes larmes sur le tapis bleu du plancher de ma chambre. Une chambre froide désormais. Désarmée de son ambiance et de sa chaleur. Une chambre réservée aux pleurs. Car le reste de mon monde m'est destiné au silence.
If you have left when it was high time to go, it was beyond any reason to stay for and it was inevitable to stop you. That means you have left with content. You might remember them but you would never wish to go back to their life or bring them back to your life. That means your heart has actually left their heart and it can and will survive. You don’t miss such person, you only remember them. This is the difference.
Amber water flows through our kiss as passion pours out into our joined touch Our hearts a flutter at the sound of our soft pants Lies My heart prays for more My body longs for more Lies Words pouring out of your lips as I ignore the silence of doubt Each word appear as melodic poetry but only to be the terms of which I disagree Lies You tell me gorgeous lies Things that bring butterflies and yet kill them in the same breath Lies No words spoken only given away from my lips The harsh reality that you only give heartbreak with those kisses Lies How God pulls you away from me yet I follow and chase after those lies Lies are what brings me to tears Not the silence after moments of pure bliss But the sting that I’m only a page in your book when I long to be the entire work My heart goes on And those lies Lies Lies… Will only be lies
She encompasses everything for me. She is the source of the despair that comes from unfulfilled dreams, she is also the beacon of hope that shines in the midst of darkness. She is the haze that envelops my solitary mornings, as well as the dew that moistens my evenings. She is the very essence of the primal instincts that drive me. She is everything.......!
He came to me and asked for a dance the handsome tall dark hair... brown eyes ... with his mysterious eyes that was hiding lots of pain .... with an innocent smile he came to ask me " my lady may i have the pleasure of a dance" .... Blushing I said "yes"..... As we went on the floor his cold hands around my waist ... He gazed into my eyes and said ..... Am so happy finally I got to hold you.... This is my last moment here and I was looking at you for a long time.... but never came before you because I was afraid .... But now when my time is almost over.... I needed to talk to you and touch you before I leave..... " Meredith I love you since so many years".... I couldn't say anything... i just kept looking at his eyes.... As if A spell was cast on me.... But what i know it was the most beautiful feeling I ever had.... He said Meredith I will always love you...... Bye now my love I need to go.... Stunned ..... I asked him in a low voice ..... "Where" He said in the stars And suddenly he disappeared leaving no trace but yes he left tears in my eyes and pain in my heart......
The closer I got, the further I was from you, An endless chasm that I couldn't see through. With every step, the distance grew, And my heart sank with a heavy hue. I thought I had you within my grasp, But the more I tried, the more you'd clasp. The words you spoke were empty air, As if you weren't really there. My heart yearned for your sweet embrace, But all I found was an empty space. The closer I got, the further I was from you, And I was left feeling so very blue.
He taught me how to be gentle with myself. He taught me to listen to every part of me that was screaming for help. He taught me that life is all about trying and fighting against myself to love me better. He made room for me to stop holding in my emotions and to live them to its fullest. I felt at ease with loving him. He was a safe place for me to unfold all the love that I’ve been wanting to pour into someone else. And I did. I did love without limits. It was beautiful. Amazing even. I loved being vulnerable to him and express my love in different forms. We would use to night drive with the windows open and some love songs with my legs on his lap whilst driving. I’d be looking and smiling at him for the whole ride. Id realize I’ve never fell for someone the way I did for him. I fell but it wasn’t painful. I fell and he was the one catching me at the end. He revived some parts of me, parts I thought were lost forever. I’d feel some type of way seeing him smile at me with the spark in his eyes. He’s a soul I liked to touch, to feel. He’s a soul that asked me to be careful with, a soul that I had to touch with delicacy with the tip of my fingers. He made me live so much in a short time. He made me feel for hundred years. Through him, I found moments that made life worthy to live for, feelings that fed my soul. Through him, i fell in love with love again. Through him, i learned to let my tears run down my face for love. He left me with beautiful memories, with remaining of joy in my heart. I’m writing this with a smile on my face. I feel lucky that my heart was in his care. I feel lucky for the moments I shared, for all the parts of him that I had the chance to embrace. I hope I made him feel warm when he had been having cold thoughts. I hope the feeling of my touch on his skin would stop his time. I hope he felt the same fire passion as mine. I hope, for the moment we were together, that he felt loved. And safe. I believe that some people are meant to cross your path to pour some magic in your life and to show you that there is so much worth living for. He was worth living for. He is the love that made me write this comment, the love that will forever warm my heart ❤
Here's a few poems I made :) Your smile brings ripples through my heart, It makes me feel alive, My darling, my sweet, when will you see? I'd hold you in my arms forever, I'd cherish our moments, But you were never mine, Nor was I yours. I watch with blissful eyes As you dance with another I feel happy for you Yet why now I feel so empty? My flower, that lies in a garden of stars. My wave whom crushes my heart. My everything that I long for. My one and only, The one I loved from the start. The closer I go, The farther you run. The harder I try, The more you dim. I think I should leave, Though I'll enjoy what we had. Not my darling, nor my sweet, But I wish you eternal happiness, Until the next time we meet. Signed, Your admirer from the beginning of beginnings. (Hope you liked whatever the heck I just made lmao-) Now, here's one for you!! To the stranger cast out of this wall, I hope you see you're worth it all. Your smile lightens many, Your laughter brings joy. Your eyes are lovely, Your the embodiment of a god. To the stranger who cries, It's hard right now, But I know you'll be fine, You're strong after all. You try your best, And it's always enough. You should rest, Then maybe you'll see how stunning you are. Expectations are hard, They hurt us all. But dear stranger who read this, You'll get through this all. I wish you the best, and I wish you happiness. Signed, A Poetic Teen
The odds of the world meet at us. We endure the endless burdens of our respective lives. Leave it all behind and take me before I collapse. The weight we bear is too much, the love we share is so great. I wake up and realize that it will never be. By some glimmer in the mind unmeasurable and in the minds of so many may I find comfort in this moment wishing for the moments I’ll never have.
So oft habe ich kommentare über liebe gelesen und mit Empathie das Leiden und Lieben Anderer mitverfolgt. Nie aber hätte ich gedacht, dass es auch mich treffen würde. Dass ich mich dir hingebe, wie ein Narr. Dass die Musik die einzige Sprache spricht, die ein Spiegel meiner Verweiflung, meiner Selbstlosigkeit, meines mentalen Leidens darstellt. Dass ich dich dennoch auf eine ästethische Art liebe und mich das Denken and dich süchtig macht. Deine Schönheit und deine Differenz zu den anderen erfüllt mich wie der Frühling die Seele. Vielleicht will ich auch nur so sein wie du. Vielleicht bist du das fehlende Stück Leben, nach dem meine Seele schreit. Schau, ich bin Schach matt. Ich habe keinen Spielzug mehr. Nur meinen Stift und mein Buch. Und du weißt, dass ich dort all die Musik die mich an dich erinnert, versuche zu verschriftlichen. Nein, verzeihung das weißt du nicht, eigentlich wollte ich dir meine Liebe gestehen bevor du mir sagstest du willst mich nicht. Ich liebe dich. Liebe.
Tears filled her eyes blurring the yellow light from the street lamp. She quickened her pace holding her breath to keep in the wail that pushed in her throat. He said it was over with an exhale that stilled the universe. 40 years to that tender hearted girl broken from her first love. That first love the most pure and the deepest pain.
I'm at losing stage.....we both love eachother.....but he can't stay with me......n can't stop him.......we both cry......but smile when see eachother.......once I said to him that meeting him has become a cursed for me.......why u make me so cry...why we can't be stay with eachother.......but somehow with time I....... I'm living now......strings are breaking n it's hurting.......but now I just want to say to him ......thank you
I dont just miss you, since the day you left, i miss everything. The little things we shared, your laugh, your voice, your smell, your eyes oh these lovely eyes, i loved how they always shine. Your little compliments. Everything. And everytime i see you, one piece from my broken heart fells. And i just wish, you write me one time again.
- How - My heart is stuck. I am stuck. Stuck here thinking of the past. I know I have to move on. I know it’s all that I can do. But how do I move on without you I don’t know how to appreciate what was. What we were. All I think about is what we’re not. What we could’ve been. What you are.. I miss you terribly and I’m not sure it’s about you. I think it’s like you said. Am I really upset about you leaving? Or is it that I don’t want to confront change? Part of me knows it’s more than that to my heart. Simple things remind me of you. Little things. The way I felt so safe with you. Secure that everything was going to be alright. Now you’re gone. So easily.. how do I allow myself to drop my guard again. What if I mess up again. I want to be happy for you but the pain makes me selfish. I deserve what’s happening. I think about if the roles were reversed. The other day I felt only anger towards myself about it. No pity for myself. No selfish wants. Just the thought of someone doing that to me. How I would feel.. it doesn’t matter that I didn’t intend for things to go this way. It’s the way they were heading for a long time. I know I knew better. All you want is to move on. I should let you. You already are. Now I just need to do it too. I don’t know how.
I tried to find A LOVER many times in known and unknown places. People came and left. They always betrayed me I don't know why whether I gave best of myself to them. Then I found MYSELF. This feeling is so satisfied that now I'm not running towards the unloyal people. I always think that people didn't give me such respect what I deserved and then I came to know that THIS IS LIFE. More satisfied alone with myself. I wish all the people find their true loved ones who stay till last breathe.
I feel s if things are getting worse and I don't know how to stop it. I'm going backwords. I don't know what to do or how to prevent it this time. I know that there are people who are willing to help me but for some reason, I gat reach out or make them see how much I am struggling. I feel as if I have to face this on my own, I'm not sure if I will be able to pull myself out of it the way I did last time. is this really what life is like, the high times are ok but the low times are absolutely life-draining. I think I need help. ( this is just me venting I am in therapy but I need a place where I can just unload...)
What i was I was a soldier But this war Its a lot harder Its impossible to handle And I'm afraid I'll break I believe i can fight this deep urge But when you look at me when you're near When all i can smell is you Even when you're gone When all i can hear is your voice Even when you're not speaking When all i can see is you Even when you're not here Not even near This war is dangerous Because its between me And myself And im afraid I'll lose Against this urge to Bury your body Mix your soul Connect your lips With mine .
I think I'm in love with someone for 3 years.. but I just noticed it now and i'm scared.. I know he'll never see me and I'm afraid of trying but I still hope he will
Unspoken feelings are doomed to go unrequited. Things can change once they are told. You may not be loved by him. Still, think about it this way, do you love him so that he can love you? You can say a feeling you notice. This is something natural. Don't be shy about it.
You, the one who fixed me The one who cared The one I run into when I'm scared You've been my everything When I didn't have anything You, the one who I have loved The everything I had You, the one I vowed to protect The one I've strived for The one who gave me strength I thank you for everything For you have gave me one of the best days in my life I'm really thankful to you, and I've always loved you. Please forgive me that I didn't become someone who was best for you. I'm now stronger thanks to you I am also better because of you But forgive me if unknowingly hurt you. The closer I get the farther you've been. But it's okay because I know i must repent for my sin.
I hope in. Another univers he'll see this... U were my perfect boy . I respected u.. Loved u.. Adored u.. Even when u asked me to hurt my body to show my love for u I did.. With no hesitation I traveled to ur city to see u.. The fisrt meeting felt magical.. Felt Like I was in a dream... I wish I hugged you more if I knew that it was the last time I'll see u... I keep missing u... I keep dreaming about you.. Why did u dp that? Why did U choose her over me.. U only knew her for a year.. I was ur gf for 3 years... I knew I was in love with you when I was in the bathroom at midnight gasping for air bc U couldn't cutt off one girl...u couldn't keep one promise how would u keep all of the other ones??.. She's ur classmate.. I was the love of ur life.. U really had to destroy me bc of a girl....what hurts is that I'm here still thinking abt what did I do wrong for u to just leave like this.. While ur out there having fun with ur friends... U don't even care if I ever existed in ur life I loved u more than I loved myself.... U really killed me A .. But I hope U'll find happiness and that'll U'll be okay and better without me.. I still love you
hey.. im sorry🥺 please, take good care of yourself, please.. dont forget about yourself. you are worth to be loved by yourself. I send you all my support, and warm hugs (if that's okay). I can hear your pain ♡~~
Hey girl i hope u feel better now ik its hard we always get hurt from people we love the most just stay strong u will find smone who gonna treat u better and know ur worth take good care of urself And we can talk if u want to, talking with ppl u don’t know in real life always work for me ;)
To the two kindest people who commented on this.. I just wanted to say thank u so mucch. For showing support.. .. I'm better now.. I learned how to love myself more than anyone else can.. I gave myself some time.. It's been months since we broke up but I finally moved on and I was able to cut all of my toxic friends Ps: anyone who's reading this please remember if you're going thru something... Give urself time to heal... Give urself the love u deserve. And you'll get over it at the end ❤️
He bought light into my life after three years of dark shade hovering over me He lifted the curtain again which I closed with much rage for the former man in my life He showed me light again He became the source of warmth for me after ages of cold drops uneased me He became dear to me so as much as life itself. I met him only once.... But he made me feel all the love I couldn't achieve from my past endeavours He treated me like a flower..... For the first time that I had experienced such feeling.... Oh Lord please save that man from a menace and disgrace like me....... Oh Lord bestow him the power to leave me..... Please Lord take that favorite Mistake of mine away from me
She is so soo soo tired , when all he’s doing is begging her to hold on to keep going ,although he knows he may be the reason she is tired , not just that she deals with the weight of the world the people whom she thought would always be there and promised to stay , just walked away so she sits her days keeping a strong face when she feels the emptiness in her soul in the quite of home she lives at and in her life she just don’t wanna feel so alone what can she say thier isn’t no way to put it in words so you keep wanting her to keep holding on she is but not because you asked , because she is all she has .
@@cuddlycurb884 awh honestly if your not happy it better you set this partner free you will find happiness with in yourself and for you I have and it’s hard to let go but they hurt you and don’t listen to you so set it freee
The first song be like: Not everything works all time but you are lucky that you have someone to share your thoughts. you are blessed with loyal friends and all. But, I..... (looking down) Nice to meet you again brother.
"it is always the person far from you looks beautiful and mesmerising.. Like a moon. You can not have moons.. Its not meant to be...yes you craving more n more as you stare it more and more... And even more when u close your eyes.. In darkness its became irresistible.. You can not deny anymore. But... Its ugly.. Unreal.. Unimaginable or unworthy of you once you start living with that person. Life is hard sometimes in a sense.. We never get what desire for... Even when we get it.. Its not what we thought we will get. Its kinda mean.. Mean of god.. Mean of destiny and mean of universe!! Keep trying until you perish.. Perish in that endeavour. See you on other side!! Till then much love from me to you..
I could never love him the same. The way his sweet words touched my ears and lips. Now fire burns there. There's nothing there how do you hurt someone you love I asked. He saiid idk but it wasn't meant to be. Now I go back to feeling like there's a hole ripped in my chest and no ones coming to save me. Ive asked so many times where is my soulmate he is not there. How do I accomplish my dreams without someone to hold me. No You'll do them on your own someday but you will be as happy as you once thought youd be. What is this hell that torments us and keeps us from seeing the one. No longer are they the one but a quaint memory in our heads. Thank you for reading!!!
Seni tanrım yerine koydum, sonsuza açılan bir kapı istedim seninle. Buna izin vermeyen neydi ? Sen miydin yoksa bir hiç mi ? Hayallerinde çocuklarımızın saçlarına dokunup serinliği hissetmedin mi bu yoldan bizi ayıran neydi, şimdi sonsuzluğa gömdüğüm bir anım oldun, kimsenin bilmediği, artık yavaş yavaş unutuyorum seni, herşeyinle yavaş yavaş unutuyorum, biliyor musun artık yüzünü hatırlayamıyorum, artık seninle geçirdiğim anları hatırlayamıyorum, ellerini kokunu hatırlamıyorum üzücü biliyorum ama kafamın derinliklerinden yavaş yavaş yok olup hiçliğe gidiyorsun artık bunu ben istemedim, zorundayım.
@@Karlsewak-kempetai yess!! We all thought one day that this was the start of something true and then we find out it was only illusions..and we live to suffer
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It's like everything i used to pray for is just an empty space now. The beautiful, peaceful mornings i dreamed of; books i listed, movies i told myself i will watch, lessons i've been studying, that pure love i always kept in my heart, dream of being pregnant someday - craving for having my pretty healthy baby in my arms - the garden i always wanted to have just to plant flowers, rooms without fights and screams, the idea of being too away to be hurt... That safe house i always planned to buy for my mom, those foods i was willing to cook and feed everyone, everything i ran from and i was scared of, those songs i used to feel like playing in my veins, strangers with beautiful faces and cold walls in the middle of the winter... i feel like time passed just like in a minute and i am not who i wanted to be. I don't remember what i used to fight for, what i used to dream about, what i used to love. I don't feel love, i don't feel safe, i don't feel like i want to make any move for any dream anymore. Cause they don't feel like my dreams. Wars, forest fires, sicknesses, earthquakes and so many people that hurting... i don't know if things were harder back then but i don't fit this century and my soul is like screaming inside. sometimes i feel like God forgot me here and he won't come back to fix anything. And i am scared that i will find myself in this endless empty space forever.
I feel the same .. how beaitifully written.. i am there exactly..
Omg .. I found myself in this..😰
Be your own god like the times u used to dream make fixes yourself, I will be here on the other side of the world doing the same
God didnt let you slide. He just gives you a harder test. All those things you said that turned you sad are actions of the devil who wants to become one another lifeless creatur. You have to reject this kind of feeling. You have to become stronger and faster than the devil. God didnt forgot you. Maybe you stopped seeing the beauty of what is god capable of. Not he has to come back. You have to get back up. God is there for you. You just have to take action and take the opportunity of believing in you, god and jesus. Amen
I suggest getting off the internet and spending time with people who make you feel safe. It's only harder nowadays because tragedy is pushed in our faces constantly because of media and news. Tragedy and war and suffering had always existed, and it will continue to exist. Don't give up yourself because of it.
"i'm fine. Just tired."
@@nayjer2576 who?
Shhhhhhhh
he told me this last night...what does it mean? because certainly there's a meaning that I am not aware of :/
Me too 💔 I feel empty, even though everyone is surrounded by me. I want to escape from myself. I feel nothing 💔
@@jannatmaaroufi809 I pray the feeling passes by asap🤗
The poetry people made in the comment section are so beautiful :’)
True poets
@@vibes2749 yeah :D
So true…
She was really the one. But you know what I stopped crying about losing her. Instead I started smiling when I remember the times. Thank you for the love you have me. I know we separated but I am forever changed.
With you smiling on it never was a loss
@@uchihakitten4094 exactly 🙏
I'm sorry, did you just assume my gender??!
@Rania Laghraib uhh yea, I identify as a helicopter 🚁 🚁🚁 I think I will file a lawsuit on you
🥺💖
feels safer to like someone from a distance
Oh yes,no jealousy cuz there is no desire, no suspicion cuz there is no more curiosity just admiration, pure admiration for who they are and what you know of them, it's peaceful this way. So peaceful.
I never understood how it feels to desire someone,
to appreciate their presence,
Never understood how it feels to sit next to the moon,
and not just stare at it from afar,
I never understood how it feels to be wanted by someone until you fall harder for them than they fell for you,
I never understood, until i met her
then i finally do understand
to let go of what I wanted to understand most
This is fucking hard to accept. Being aware that you never felt those feelings. I'm 21, I feel lost time to time but I always have my hope by my side. Hoping to loved and wanted for once makes my day better, and sometimes worsens.
Loving you
Was like smoking cigarettes.
I was so quickly addicted.
As fast as I was hooked on you,
You were gone.
But the thing is,
Once you're a smoker,
Your lungs are forever damaged
And you are forever craving
Just one more smoke.
beautiful.
Damn
You've summed up my story :/
The last line hits so damn hard
His face was beautiful, sculpted from the gods.
His skin was the perfect shade, golden in hue.
My hands craved to trace over every scar, every bump, every dip, until his body was seared into my mind.
Kiss after kiss, my heart would crack.
The closer I got to him, the more my heart hurt.
The knowledge of what I would do to him drove me over the edge.
What I had to do to him.
All a lie, they said.
It wasn’t a lie, I truly loved him.
But in the end, the ones we love are the ones we hurt the most.
Is this a guilt cope?
shit... this is so beautiful
LeeAnn Jones is such a great author
goosebumps*
Reading the comments while listening to this playlist is something else! ❤
How true that title rings. Sometimes in life you have to take chances, you have to expose yourself to the risk of getting hurt in order to maybe, just maybe, find someone who’s right for you. And sometimes it truly seems like you found comfort, perhaps even peace, but the fragility of shallow connections can make all of this vanish in an instant. I truly thought that I could love again. I truly thought that for once I have found someone like me who accepts me and enjoys being with me. And maybe at times she did. But the more I tried to get closer to her, the more she closed herself to me and pushed me away. I am just tired of this constant search of someone who will accept me. I do not think that I am unworthy, for we are all just people with a story, and maybe this is the end of a chapter in my story. But who wants to read a book which is full with failures and disappointments? And who wants to love a man who has never been truly loved? I really did try to make it work between us but it seems that for you I am just a toy. I doubt that anyone will ever read this, but if you do I hope that you will find some comfort in this comment and music, and know that you are not alone. We are all here, doomed to eternally suffer in this darkness, until a spark comes and we are tasked with catching it. Sometimes we catch it and it runs away, and sometimes it enters our soul, engulfs and lights up our darkness. I am still waiting for that spark to come.
Nothing more true, said in a beautiful way. If I could save comments, this would be one of them.
❤
the spark… 🙏🏼
The feeling your words expressed says everything.
That is the thing, you don't have to find the spark. Love yourself become the absolute best version of yourself it will take time and effort I know I haven't accomplished yet but if you keep trying to be the hero of your own story eventually you will become a sun that burns without mercy all the darkness away.
In that moment when you expect it the least someone will knock at your door, and that person will be the one.
The villain saved the hero, but no one was there to save the villain.
The villain was the hero all along
The closer I got, the farther I was from you
How can something be close, far?
I wanted to get to know you
I asked and asked questions
As we talk, I am drawn to you
But as I get to know you,
the more I get far away
The more I know,
the more I do not know
As I get to know you,
I realize that,
I am just a nobody.
A nobody that you'll forget, soon.
Her eyes captivate me.
My soul seeks her. Her lips so pure and soft.
My soul wants to be near but my mind says no.
Her hair so pristine and soft. How my eyes gaze at her beauty.
Her skin so tender. I gaze at her hands. Her arms. Her face. My soul is trapped and cries out. Yet only there is silence.
Her eyes so bright. So soft. Just one glance and it tells a story.
How my soul wishes to reach out. Just for one touch. To hear her voice.
Yet fear strikes my soul.
How could it be? So far from my soul.
Like a ship gone a drift.
Further and further it drifts into the horizon.
Oh her beauty. Why does she torment me?
How so much do i desire her. How I lust for her and only her.
Just one kiss. Just one touch.
Oh how i desire her and only her.
Yet it cannot be so.
Further and further i drift.
This is so romantic 🥺😭
my belly aches
Simp or Stalker's Motto.
Hey there, my sad poetic beautiful soul friend. I can feel you ♡
just go for it
He was perfect
He was everything i’ve dreamed of
Except that night.
That night that he threw all of my dreams away
That night my heart got ripped out of my chest
That night my whole world fell apart
But still do i worship him
His lovely words drugged me
His lovely words made me feel alive
His lovely words are heaven
He is a devil in disguise but i always get lost in those angelic eyes
This reminds me of lily and ryle💔.
❤
Am I the only one that is crying just looking at the woman expression?Like damn, that sadness and emptiness does hit kinda hard. It's almost like if the man broke her heart and soul yet she still caresses him. Her eyes, so hurt and tired
мы все это видим, иногда мне становиться легче когда я вижу таких же сломанных людей, но я бы никому не пожелал испытать истинную пустоту
this is all i felt love ❤🔥
No, I'm consumed with the same Emotions..🫂
That's the look of pain and love😥
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At first It was a simple glance
We started to talk for a second
seconds turned to minutes
minutes turned to hours
to the point I could call you a friend
Days went by and our bond strengthend
Days became months
Months beame years
And finally my soul lusted for yours
The lust, The desire for you was marvelous
Yet when our souls touched it would tranish mine
But my soul kept reaching for yours
Your soul was sweet like citrus
Yet the further we touched it came with a sour tinge to it
No longer were you sweet to me but sour
As if I had done something so unforgivable
Although all I did was to get closer
Now there is a sour wall that I no longer can bypass
No longer can I withstand all your sour words
No longer you fill my senses with sweetness or sourness
No longer do you fill me up with anything
You stopped touching my soul
You stopped caring about mine
You left me with just emptyness
While you are filled with mine
Wow that sucks
Beatiful and sad
Whats up with the poetry my guy? I mean this shits full on art my guy
Wow.. so relatable
whenever i get her to love me,
i seem to make her bored after a while.
because she needs to know,
how willing i am to pursue her in dire times.
that is when i have to fight for her love,
to prove to her, my unyielding loyalty;
- to keep her for a while once more.
when i am drowning in misery of her leaving,
she is tearing my heart open,
to see if it is still love that is inside.
the pain eventually makes me surrender
to the possibility of losing her forever..
and i grow cold, and learn to let go.
that's when she suddenly loves me the most.
and why they say:
if you love her,
let her go.
I was this women. He is now gone, and oh how my heart aches.
People who don't know how to love
It's a dead end battle of the heart
We still clinge to this false hope
@@maddietoms3870 where did he go?
Beyond truth and gesture -
Spare my heart fully and completely ;understand
That beauty is derived from pain the beauty of Love is never ending
The songs that come near you
And me create the thoughts and possibilities of philosophy
Aren't you closer to me -?
When I am the farthest to
you?
YOU WONDER HOW COULD I LOVE YOU BE HAPPY?
KNOWING AND EXPERIENCING YOUR FIERCE ROYAL SPARTAN
STrength AND SKILL **
FOR I WAS CAPABLE COMPATIBLE AND WILLING TO LOVE ALL OF YOU -
AND I ALWAYS WILL.
AND WITH AN EMINENT HEART I SALUTE MY LOVE HAS BEEN VALIENT AND RUTHLESS FIGHTER + IT JUST SEEMS TO KICK UP MY FARAWAY DESIRE
When we walk by each other in heaven but we met in hell
Where are you
Her eyes met mine
It felt like our souls were meant to be
Her eyes clear and honest
Her eyes bright as honey
Reminding me of galaxies
Does she hear my heart pounding?
Can she sense my soul aching to be beside her?
When she speaks
Her voice sounds like a cool spring day
Warm and a new
Can she tell the joy she brings me?
Her hair
Her lips
Her eyes
Her skin
The most precious
She is the one I desire
She looks at me
I feel our souls connect
But she turns away
Can she not feel it too?
I reach for her
She so close
But yet so far
How come?
Why do her eyes brighten when she speaks to another
Why do they go dull when she speaks to me
Why does she show them a bright smile
While me a small wave
Ah, but yet again
She isn’t mine
She was never mine
She is his
And I am simply
A small spec
While him
Her whole
Her soul and his together
And mine lost
Has she deceived me?
No, I looked for the love and warmth
That was never mine.
such a beautiful thing you wrote. i couldn't relate better since my heart loved one that was never his. he's hers, but still his soul belongs to me, he knows and so do i.
So beautiful
This is poetry
Ok 👌👍
It’s so hard knowing the one you love, when you know finally someone you can truly connect with like no other, goes for another that does not deserve her or appreciate and be grateful for having her in his fortunate life.
The closer I got to you, the more distant you felt . Until you were no longer there.. i search for you in every crowded place, waiting for you to be carried in by a mysterious air. My soul yearns for our next meeting, I’m missing you like a root misses its stem, like how the moon cannot exist without the sun. Like the stars that tickle throughout our veins. I can’t help but remember your soul from another place.. another time. Its just two souls repeating a tale as old as time.
Please, Keep going!
Felt like a piece of hope and tranquility disappeared over night. Then that same night I stabbed the feeling of dispare in the heart. That heart bleed more than I thought it ever could
We broke up today, he never understood me, it didn't matter to me, i loved him i still love him I'd probably love him forever or I'm gonna forget about him someday .what matter is i really gave him all the effort i have .now i have nothing only his memories in my heart
i don't even have any memories of him i just loved him, even when i know he has not any feelings for me, i just love his eyes his smilies i loved him alot but he didn't even notice me, that hurts alot 💔
It’s sad when you spend so much time wanting to get someone in your life, but you slowly realize they’re not supposed to be there
Unrequited, I long for you. Selfishly, I wish to invade your tortured solitude. Carelessly, you say "I missed you," "I'd love to see you," "when will I see you again?" Oh...oh, no, you don't mean that how I heard it. Oh, not again. Please, one more time. I am not what you are seeking, but please, let this confession rest my searching mind. I have loved you for a long time. Oh, curse you. Forget me. Forget me. Forget me.
To everyone who is doing homework,
leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep,
leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad,
grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating something,
you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
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-Not mine, but pass it around!
love you
thank u 🥲
Thanks be well
love you,whoever you are
I love you bro, thank you❤
Buradaki bütün müzikler bana insanların ne kadar kalp kırıcı olduğunu hatırlatıyor. Değer verdiğimiz herkes bizi bırakır. Herkesin sonu olduğu gibi hislerinde sonu vardır. Insanlar sevdiklerini bir süre sonra kaybolan hisleri yüzünden kırar. Uzdukleri kişiye ne yasattim diye düşünmezler. Ama o arkada bıraktıkları kişiler onlar için fazlasıyla acı çeker. Bütün gun ağlarlar belkide. Ismini duydukları an yüz ifadeleri düşer. Onların yokluğuna sarılırlar. Bunu yapan değil ona yapılan anlar...
cok haklisin..
He was sweet
At times he were bitter
Mostly I didn’t understand him
But still
I craved for his touch
I lust for things like flavorful words
But at the end it tasted like nothing
He seems to be in love with me
But am I?
All his words were filled with dances of joy
Tastes of cinnamon…
Or that is what the others told me
But still I felt nothing
So I said nothing
And I gave…nothing
But then
When he touched me
a spark ran through my fingers
And so I realize
That we were meant to be
Even when he said to me
I love you
Because his words…
Flavorless and…
Colorless and he’s always known
May I compare you to the unmistakable noise of leaves under feet
That a dream like you was born on a taunted street
May thy words fail my mouth and thoughts my reason
That a flower like you withstood every season
That a man like me and a woman like you, ever loved and behoved…
Yet, of your memories I pray, may thy glimpse of you, never decay.
❤️
It was a burn I yearned to feel, and when it kissed me it swallowed me whole. Now, I have nothing left. All are his, and his only. There are chances at day when I slip unconsciously looking for parts that belonged to me. Yet, I find nothing. All are his and his only. When he is away my thoughts swirl around my room. Out of fear, out of despair. A burning candle left to burn itself in darkness. All are his, and his only. You promised that we will burn together until we are nothing but ashes but I sometimes feel lonely.
Where are you? All are his...
Do I have all of him? His only....
is he mine? I am mournfully unsure.
My reflection is no longer
My eyes cloud with regret and sorrow
For she is gone
And shall never return
I stumble once again
My hand bled
My head, spinning
Keep going
Searching
Its there
Its in front of you
Your hands tremble
You stare at your reflection
Now broken and mangled
Your eyes dim once more
Your breaths as sharp as the broken fragments of your reflection
Because
There was no "her"
For you were chasing what you wish you were
Who you used to be
Now a shell
Empty
Your tears fall in time with your blood
The opaque mix of tears and crimson mix
Leaving you breathless
For you are no more
You can no longer feel
The spark is gone
And she won't return
Farwell
I love the way you stare at me, but when I catch you, I might look away, not because I’m nervous, it’s because I’m scared to fall in love again. I’m scared of getting hurt again, I don’t even know how it feels like to love someone anymore. You got me thinking about you every night, wondering if I love you or not, imagining you next to me, repeating our moments over and over again. I don’t know if I should love you or if I do, I don’t wanna hurt again..
You do not find best songs, best songs find you 😌
الخوف من المستقبل
ألم الماضي
تعب الحاضر
كلها موجودة في عين الفتاة
i really need a slowed version of this 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩✨✨✨✨✨✨✨
playback speed at 50%
Loving a person more than they love you is like digging your own grave
You'll never know what's bound to happen and the pain once they realize they want something more than just a broken piece of art
I picked you to be part of my broken piece even tho there are billions of stars who's willing to without me asking
Then it finally came to the point you were the cause of last breath
First I heard about you from my friend
Then I finally got to meet you
It felt like we were meant to be
Like everything was planed as it is for the stories we read
We were so good together
We really were
But it didn't last for long
Everything has an "until"
And our "until" came too
We are not as we used to be
Now I hear about you only from my friend and not you
And you hear about me from my friend not me
This isn't how it was supposed to be
We both know we love each other
We feel it we see it
Everyone sees it
But why
There is no reason
But again why
...
Maybe we were something that we couldn't be
But I really want to be that something again
Because that was the best part of my life
I wanna live it again
So please come back
I need you and you need me too
You're so near yet still far away to hold
Your eyes shine so bright, it is because of me?
Every word you utter, sounds like a melody on my ear
Your thoughts, words, and perspective is beautiful as you.
If you see things, does i cross your mind?
I want you to embrace me but I know you'll never be able to
Cause i wanna be yours, I want you by my side and yet I keep running away from you.
Is it because I'm scared of love? Or it because I already know the ending of us?
I'm in love with this playlist...
My dearest you.
I am sick and the grave calls me in juvenile.
Let me confess now and break your heart so you might not cry for my corpse.
I lied when I said I loved you.
I saw your eyes sparkle and your heart race but I lied.
Believe me now because my tongue has chosen to love truth.
I had wished to love you but my heart refused.
I told it of your good character but even then he had closed off.
I am void and have no love even for self.
I lied and she cried
Pieces of me died
When I saw her like this
How could I fail
To see what was in front of
Me all this time
The reason to live
The reason to breathe
And now
The further she goes
The more I stumble
And fall
Falling and falling
Falling and falling
Until I can't no more
Sometimes you just need to have a bit of faith. I have to stand my ground on certain things, but am always ready to listen and make room for other ideas. Sometimes too much time left between souls can make people strangers to each other. Thing is being alone is ok, but not ideal. And we all have reason to be scared. Another and is that everyone is falling into deep dark depressions and life gets painful. But instead of everything falling like a house of cards people need to be independently strong.
Which I have had to be. Things move and you cannot wait forever.
When you become a witness to terrible deeds and the culprits hold all the cards you expect to be thrown curveball after curveball. What you don’t expect is for others to side with you against all odds. Or those who should know better to completely forget and leave you hanging. Which they do with staggering regularity.
That old lotus leaf eh...
I have been seriously messed with, and I’m still being abused. Nobody looks or investigates while listening to everyone else with other agendas just because they hold a damn badge. A nightmare predicament. But time reveals all in the end.
Why not stand in my shoes for a moment. How would you handle being me?
Gracias a ti por éste comentario 🎉
I thought I could have trust her. My own mother. She looks at me like a stranger, with envy in her eyes. I have now realized that she is a person who is evil and seeks out revenge. I wanted to save you but not everyone wants to be saved. Is it me? Am I not good enough? Should I speak more softer and watch how I speak with my words? Should I be on my tippy toes when there’s glass on the floor? Or should I be on my knees crawling for forgiveness of what I haven’t done? It never made sense to me. I have blamed myself from all your wrong doings. Because of you, I lost my voice. Because of you, I am scared of the world. Because of you, I’m scared of love. I cannot bring myself to be close with another being, but to close my door and hide under my blanket. As I cried in my room, you never asked me if I was okay because you didn’t care for me. So loneliness was my comfort, my safe place. Hiding in my shell wherever I go. I am no longer sorry for standing up and speaking my truth. I will fight for my souls desire. I will not be like you! I will not back down from the harsh words you speak. I will learn to grow and evolve even if it hurts. If it takes me to crawl, I will do so. And you will not stop me.
I love him so much, I love the way he look at me i love his smile his dark eyes i love the way he holds me.. I'd die for him. He's the only one for me he really is... Oh how much I love him...
The beat of his heart
was ever
so beautiful.
Ever so warm ever so soft and welcoming.
Beating,
loving,
caring.
For me..
But
He never existed
My mind simply
created him
Since my heart ached
To be loved ever so much
It’s silly, really to think
A love so beautiful exists I’d have to be mad
Insane, but maybe I am
I rather u exist in my mind & heart
Rather than not existing at all.
@@canopus_reborn Europe
@@canopus_reborn LMAOO I am just got out of a relationship tho so focusing on myself and healing atm ❤️🩹
@@Sesshomaruwifu *So Do u got on WhatsApp or insta?* 👀
I made up a character of you in my mind, it was not you but my imagination
I gave my love , my purity,my honesty,my self to you but it was not you whom I was giving myself, but it was my imagined character
And when I caught you cheating, you were crying for me , I can't understand anything anymore
The character I was giving everything to , is dead . I can't give myself to this person
But its not your mistake, its mine , instead of loving you I loved my fantasy of you
I can't leave you, I can't accept you, O God are you there?
The problem it seems is that the body got its own wants, wants those that wants the wrong body, but because its own ego, flaws, illusions, validations, affirmations, attractions, chemistries, passions, etc... Whatever it is, the body that your body wants is sometimes not correlated because its inside, it's the inside that rules, because what it truly wants is just to find a definition, an ideal, a match, is not you that feel attraction, is your own body and in that way exists a fight between body and soul.
This is the case, for appearances are important, yes, but they are not everything, everyone gets tired of looks really fast, because it changes, gets old and tires the sight.
A connection is much more deeper than the bare psychical, in the end what you truly want is the inside and what your body truly wants is the outside.
What matters to have your ideal person body, but having the opposite personality?
What matters to have your ideal person personality, but having the opposite body?
Balance must be found.
When peoples reach the fourth state of anima(us) and get the deeper understanding it needs, only then can humanity evolve into its next phase.
Humans were not made to be alone, btw, what bad work cupido is doing, it needs to be replaced asap.
I feel like I hurt him. Did I say something wrong? Does he hate me? I don’t want him to hate me, I need to make things better. We don’t even have to be friends. Just don’t hate me please.
I am in this condition and it's hurt me more than i hurt him.I want things get better,even if it will end,our "thing"last longer,i am so mad to myself
If that's your fear, the solution is communication.
@@atascodetiempo6013 I don’t want to drive him away with a question so blunt and not get an answer.
Pro tip, read the poems peoplw wrote in here while listening to the music. Especially the first song, fits so well w many poems
I loved you
And I know you loved me too
But it's just
Maybe
The world doesn't wants us to work
Because each time I get closer to you
You just leave me alone at the dark
It hurts
But
Maybe that's what universe wants to tell us
Maybe we are not meant for each other
Maybe we will be together but not in this life.
Yet whenever I see you
It always makes me happy and at the same time aches my heart.
You were near but far away.
I love you from the stars to ur moon
Even if u hurt me I'll still continue to love you forever
Maybe that's how weak i was.
And I doubt I'll never love anyone else the same as I did
To you...
We had spent our days and nights together, and now, we are strangers again.
I shared every thought with you, i shared my soul with you, i was honest, i was real , i tried to be You just to be with you, but everytime I took a little step into you, you run roughly miles from me ...
I crave ye, here, laid in my bed.
Dreaming, yet not asleep, but not awake.
¡Ah! thou skin, soft and pale.
Paler than the fairest marble,
soft as melody of violins.
¡Ah! thou eyes, bright and deep.
like pictures of the sea,
¿may I swim in them?
¡Ah! thou lips, like sin red.
¡Ah! thou hips, the snakes in my head.
Bite me with thy sin, ¿will you?
Heal me with thou snakes.
My secret lust,
my sweet rage. 💔
The closer I get to believing in and loving myself the futher I get from my parents, they're divorced. They hate eachother, fight all the time and I am in the middle of this. I don't know what to think anymore, they are both such manipulators. I'm told all stuff about them (how they insult eachother all the time), that I can't distinguish what's right to do and to think. And at the end of the day, no matter how much they hate eachother, no matter how much they deny that they're the same, it won't the truth.
I can't imagine a peaceful life with them both being present (at the same time atleast or in a big amount) in my life. In the future I will move out far away, where's only a few people. It's going to be a place where I can enjoy my true mother, nature. Then I'll be able to live tranquily, not caring about no one, but myself. But 'till then, I need to be strong enough to withstand any obstacles my parents and my peers put in my way.
When the time comes and you find a place of your own, can you tell me about it? I'm looking forward to it. Do your best.
I hope things workout for you ❤️
Sometimes it leaves me wondering
what we would become.
If the right timing was set
and each held the right love potion,
Would we bathe in the sunlight we created?
Or be smothered by the toxicity each caused,
blindly thinking that it was oxygen
then slowly perish.
A withering death.
I guess I would never know
How much of a flame would we be
or how we'd devour ourselves cruelly.
Alas. The moment of torment arrives,
Chaos in my life tortures my soul.
Behind the desire to escape my mind,
Follow the desire to betray my goal.
My lost reason, what I worked with ardor,
Nearly destroyed with the power of sins;
The reason for my fall from the border?
Was it actually the best for me?
But then you came. Not as a summer’s day,
To the slow mild winter I compare you.
Slowly covering the sins of my way,
Falling snow, covering everything through.
And then you came, my cold blue love. You came.
Bringing to life that lost reason again.
I stare at the starry night
Remembering the sun
For no night it was but morning like bright
When on a dark twilight I found the one
Darker than the void was the eve
Darker than her eyes
But it was bright I perceived
When I looked at the sun at midnight, surprised
The sky was blue and clouds were white
Stars disappeared into swirls
For it was the yellow morning light
When I saw her hair in the wind unfurl
December had turned to march
Snowy winter became the green spring
That is what I believed with my heart
For my eyes forgot how to blink
That was the night of the morning glow
It did not just plant affection, love it sowed
But she was gone quicker than a breath
Alone in the dark again was I left
First time hearing your music, this was featured for me and glad I clicked it. I’ve been having a rough day full of emotions, and listening to this whilst crying has helped my pain a little bit. Thank you, bless you for your beautiful music ❤
Footprints in the sand
Rain washes away
Paint on canvas
Dries and lifts into the air
The most resilient plastic
In time decays
Like these fine silks,
Filled with holes and tear
That smile and laugh
Sink deeper or dissipate like steam
Which hurts more?
Why do images rub at the edges
Videos run faster on repeat
Memories seem more like one tapestry
Sun bleached holes I once desired
But the bravery to walk into the blackened temple
Burned, then flooded, then abandoned
Where how precious the pain of soon forgotten days
Beckons, too
To have you around me was a true blessing
I enjoyed every second of it.
But little did you know, you were loving a demon
A demon, full of thoughts and hatred,
A demon, attached to a lot of things.
Unable to set right priorities
Superficial, but yet so honest
And here you are falling down the abyss.
Hoping for a little spark in the dark
"I'm reminded of the sweet old days but the cruel reality I'm living is always something I wake up to"
It's been seven years now and it feels like yesterday. We were up all night. Talking about anything came to our minds. Laughing without limit.
The next morning came. It's 7 am.
"OMG look at the clock, lol. We were talking for more than 8 hours without even noticing" I said.
She laughed. And that was the last thing that I received from her.
Two hours passed, and I was waiting for a reply from her. Till I noticed that I've been blocked by her.
I can't even express my reaction to you. I was shocked. Afraid. "did I said something wrong?" I said to myself.
I started to think that maybe one of her parents sow our chat.
" Did I putted her in trouble?" I wondered.
Day by day. Now it's been a month. After a trillion of tries to reach her, she replied…
"Can you please stop!" she said.
"Why? What did I do wrong? Why you keep ignoring me?" I said.
"I can't be with you and I can't tell you why" she said.
"please don't do this to me. I love you, don’t go away. I need you by my side. Please!" I replied.
She is gone..
5 years since she disappeared.
5 years and for each day I track her account just to feel like she is with me. Every single fucking day of false hopes.
One day I noticed that she unblocked my main account.
"Will she come to me? Maybe she missed me!" some shit I used to say to myself.
Day by day and nothing happened. Suddenly she contacted me. Asked about me. How I'm doing and what is going with me.
I played it cool like nothing happened all that time.
But I couldn’t hold myself and I said "I love you" and I think she started to realize that I still love her and couldn’t overcome her.
She slowly started to reply late than usual.
" if you don't want me just go. But first tell me why you left me. It is my right to know. I am suffering here at least I deserve a reason." I said.
"sorry but I cant. Bye" she replied.
After a month she came to me and asked me to stop hurting myself and just start to forget her. How idiot she could be!. It is not my discission to forget her or not. She is the only one that I loved and she will always be the only one. I tried and I couldn't. Cried many times because of her. After all what she did to me and I still want her.
After a weak she blocked me again!. And I just had enough. Let me love her without the presence of her. Let me keep this love to myself.
I created a new account just to tell her that " ok fine, if this is what you want fine. I will go and you will never hear a thing from me"
It's been 7 years of misery, crying and tracking her without she knows.
I still wait for her message. But I think that's it. She forgot about my existence.
The feeling is killing me and flipping my life upside down. But I can't do anything about it.
Brother you on insta or something? Let's catch up my situation is similar to yours
It was not worth it mate.
Beautiful music, but wow, the folks sharing poems, stories, ideas, in this comment section ~ amazing!
For a long time I got into the habit of wasting my nights thinking about him.
Still I fight against my flaws to be perfect for him.
In the impression of losing my blood and my faith there each time.
He was there, gently touching my heart, with his fingertips, he quoted.
Touching my soul at the same time.
Why am I crying?
Why did my soul fly away with him?
I held his hand, ready to hold it in mine for good.
The girl that I am finds herself lost.
With no one to drag me down his path.
No hand to guide the young soul I would like to create.
I'm drowning.
I drown looking for my love.
By losing it, thinking only of unhealthy ideas.
I think I refuse to end up alone.
Yet, being the solitary person that I am on a daily basis.
Crushing my tears on the blue rug on my bedroom floor.
A cold room now.
Disarmed of its atmosphere and its warmth.
A room for crying.
Because the rest of my world is destined for silence.
J'ai longtemps pris l'habitude de perdre mes nuits pour penser à lui.
Toujours je me bat contre mes défauts à être parfait pour lui.
Dans l'impression d'y perdre mon sang et ma foi à chaque fois.
Il était là, à toucher délicatement mon coeur, du bout des doigts, avait-il cité.
Frôlant mon âme par la même occasion.
Pourquoi je pleure ?
Pourquoi mon âme s'est envolée avec lui ?
Je tenais sa main, prête à la garder dans la mienne définitivement.
La fille que je suis se retrouve perdue.
Sans personne pour m'entraîner dans son chemin.
Aucune main pour guider la jeune âme que j'aimerais créer.
Je me noie.
Je me noies en cherchant mon amour.
En le perdant, pensant qu'à des idées malsaines.
Je crois que je refuse de finir seule.
Pourtant, en étant la personne solitaire que je suis au quotidien.
Écrasant mes larmes sur le tapis bleu du plancher de ma chambre.
Une chambre froide désormais.
Désarmée de son ambiance et de sa chaleur.
Une chambre réservée aux pleurs.
Car le reste de mon monde m'est destiné au silence.
If you have left when it was high time to go, it was beyond any reason to stay for and it was inevitable to stop you. That means you have left with content. You might remember them but you would never wish to go back to their life or bring them back to your life. That means your heart has actually left their heart and it can and will survive. You don’t miss such person, you only remember them.
This is the difference.
Amber water flows through our kiss as passion pours out into our joined touch
Our hearts a flutter at the sound of our soft pants
Lies
My heart prays for more
My body longs for more
Lies
Words pouring out of your lips as I ignore the silence of doubt
Each word appear as melodic poetry but only to be the terms of which I disagree
Lies
You tell me gorgeous lies
Things that bring butterflies and yet kill them in the same breath
Lies
No words spoken only given away from my lips
The harsh reality that you only give heartbreak with those kisses
Lies
How God pulls you away from me yet I follow and chase after those lies
Lies are what brings me to tears
Not the silence after moments of pure bliss
But the sting that I’m only a page in your book when I long to be the entire work
My heart goes on
And those lies
Lies
Lies…
Will only be lies
I'm baaaaaaawwwwwling💔 it hurts, it actually hurts
I can literally keep listening to this and reading these beautiful poetries you guys are so so amazing ♥️
She encompasses everything for me.
She is the source of the despair that comes from unfulfilled dreams, she is also the beacon of hope that shines in the midst of darkness.
She is the haze that envelops my solitary mornings, as well as the dew that moistens my evenings.
She is the very essence of the primal instincts that drive me.
She is everything.......!
He came to me and asked for a dance the handsome tall dark hair... brown eyes ... with his mysterious eyes that was hiding lots of pain .... with an innocent smile he came to ask me " my lady may i have the pleasure of a dance" .... Blushing I said "yes"..... As we went on the floor his cold hands around my waist ... He gazed into my eyes and said ..... Am so happy finally I got to hold you.... This is my last moment here and I was looking at you for a long time.... but never came before you because I was afraid .... But now when my time is almost over.... I needed to talk to you and touch you before I leave..... " Meredith I love you since so many years".... I couldn't say anything... i just kept looking at his eyes.... As if A spell was cast on me.... But what i know it was the most beautiful feeling I ever had....
He said Meredith I will always love you...... Bye now my love I need to go....
Stunned ..... I asked him in a low voice ..... "Where"
He said in the stars
And suddenly he disappeared leaving no trace but yes he left tears in my eyes and pain in my heart......
The underrated ones are always the best videos😩
The closer I got, the further I was from you,
An endless chasm that I couldn't see through.
With every step, the distance grew,
And my heart sank with a heavy hue.
I thought I had you within my grasp,
But the more I tried, the more you'd clasp.
The words you spoke were empty air,
As if you weren't really there.
My heart yearned for your sweet embrace,
But all I found was an empty space.
The closer I got, the further I was from you,
And I was left feeling so very blue.
"If you are the green aurora, I will be the blue tears, endless"
This playlist brought me so much memories that don't even exist
He taught me how to be gentle with myself. He taught me to listen to every part of me that was screaming for help. He taught me that life is all about trying and fighting against myself to love me better.
He made room for me to stop holding in my emotions and to live them to its fullest. I felt at ease with loving him. He was a safe place for me to unfold all the love that I’ve been wanting to pour into someone else. And I did. I did love without limits. It was beautiful. Amazing even. I loved being vulnerable to him and express my love in different forms.
We would use to night drive with the windows open and some love songs with my legs on his lap whilst driving. I’d be looking and smiling at him for the whole ride. Id realize I’ve never fell for someone the way I did for him. I fell but it wasn’t painful. I fell and he was the one catching me at the end. He revived some parts of me, parts I thought were lost forever. I’d feel some type of way seeing him smile at me with the spark in his eyes. He’s a soul I liked to touch, to feel. He’s a soul that asked me to be careful with, a soul that I had to touch with delicacy with the tip of my fingers. He made me live so much in a short time. He made me feel for hundred years.
Through him, I found moments that made life worthy to live for, feelings that fed my soul. Through him, i fell in love with love again. Through him, i learned to let my tears run down my face for love. He left me with beautiful memories, with remaining of joy in my heart. I’m writing this with a smile on my face. I feel lucky that my heart was in his care. I feel lucky for the moments I shared, for all the parts of him that I had the chance to embrace. I hope I made him feel warm when he had been having cold thoughts. I hope the feeling of my touch on his skin would stop his time. I hope he felt the same fire passion as mine. I hope, for the moment we were together, that he felt loved. And safe.
I believe that some people are meant to cross your path to pour some magic in your life and to show you that there is so much worth living for. He was worth living for. He is the love that made me write this comment, the love that will forever warm my heart ❤
beautiful music and a picture that conveys a thousand words....💚
Never delete this, i beg you !
His yearning burns me
Here's a few poems I made :)
Your smile brings ripples through my heart,
It makes me feel alive,
My darling, my sweet, when will you see?
I'd hold you in my arms forever,
I'd cherish our moments,
But you were never mine,
Nor was I yours.
I watch with blissful eyes
As you dance with another
I feel happy for you
Yet why now I feel so empty?
My flower, that lies in a garden of stars.
My wave whom crushes my heart.
My everything that I long for.
My one and only,
The one I loved from the start.
The closer I go,
The farther you run.
The harder I try,
The more you dim.
I think I should leave,
Though I'll enjoy what we had.
Not my darling, nor my sweet,
But I wish you eternal happiness,
Until the next time we meet.
Signed,
Your admirer from the beginning of beginnings.
(Hope you liked whatever the heck I just made lmao-)
Now, here's one for you!!
To the stranger cast out of this wall,
I hope you see you're worth it all.
Your smile lightens many,
Your laughter brings joy.
Your eyes are lovely,
Your the embodiment of a god.
To the stranger who cries,
It's hard right now,
But I know you'll be fine,
You're strong after all.
You try your best,
And it's always enough.
You should rest,
Then maybe you'll see how stunning you are.
Expectations are hard,
They hurt us all.
But dear stranger who read this,
You'll get through this all.
I wish you the best, and I wish you happiness.
Signed,
A Poetic Teen
I love these :(
@@lynnvalencia859 fhghvghbgv tyy!! 😭💖💖
i love this
Thank you 😊
i started crying im serious-
The odds of the world meet at us. We endure the endless burdens of our respective lives. Leave it all behind and take me before I collapse. The weight we bear is too much, the love we share is so great. I wake up and realize that it will never be. By some glimmer in the mind unmeasurable and in the minds of so many may I find comfort in this moment wishing for the moments I’ll never have.
So oft habe ich kommentare über liebe gelesen und mit Empathie das Leiden und Lieben Anderer mitverfolgt.
Nie aber hätte ich gedacht, dass es auch mich treffen würde. Dass ich mich dir hingebe, wie ein Narr. Dass die Musik die einzige Sprache spricht, die ein Spiegel meiner Verweiflung, meiner Selbstlosigkeit, meines mentalen Leidens darstellt. Dass ich dich dennoch auf eine ästethische Art liebe und mich das Denken and dich süchtig macht. Deine Schönheit und deine Differenz zu den anderen erfüllt mich wie der Frühling die Seele. Vielleicht will ich auch nur so sein wie du. Vielleicht bist du das fehlende Stück Leben, nach dem meine Seele schreit. Schau, ich bin Schach matt. Ich habe keinen Spielzug mehr. Nur meinen Stift und mein Buch. Und du weißt, dass ich dort all die Musik die mich an dich erinnert, versuche zu verschriftlichen. Nein, verzeihung das weißt du nicht, eigentlich wollte ich dir meine Liebe gestehen bevor du mir sagstest du willst mich nicht. Ich liebe dich. Liebe.
Tears filled her eyes blurring the yellow light from the street lamp. She quickened her pace holding her breath to keep in the wail that pushed in her throat. He said it was over with an exhale that stilled the universe. 40 years to that tender hearted girl broken from her first love. That first love the most pure and the deepest pain.
I'm at losing stage.....we both love eachother.....but he can't stay with me......n can't stop him.......we both cry......but smile when see eachother.......once I said to him that meeting him has become a cursed for me.......why u make me so cry...why we can't be stay with eachother.......but somehow with time I....... I'm living now......strings are breaking n it's hurting.......but now I just want to say to him ......thank you
I dont just miss you, since the day you left, i miss everything. The little things we shared, your laugh, your voice, your smell, your eyes oh these lovely eyes, i loved how they always shine. Your little compliments. Everything. And everytime i see you, one piece from my broken heart fells. And i just wish, you write me one time again.
- How -
My heart is stuck. I am stuck. Stuck here thinking of the past.
I know I have to move on. I know it’s all that I can do. But how do I move on without you
I don’t know how to appreciate what was. What we were.
All I think about is what we’re not. What we could’ve been. What you are..
I miss you terribly and I’m not sure it’s about you.
I think it’s like you said.
Am I really upset about you leaving?
Or is it that I don’t want to confront change?
Part of me knows it’s more than that to my heart.
Simple things remind me of you. Little things.
The way I felt so safe with you. Secure that everything was going to be alright.
Now you’re gone. So easily..
how do I allow myself to drop my guard again.
What if I mess up again.
I want to be happy for you but the pain makes me selfish.
I deserve what’s happening.
I think about if the roles were reversed.
The other day I felt only anger towards myself about it.
No pity for myself. No selfish wants.
Just the thought of someone doing that to me.
How I would feel..
it doesn’t matter that I didn’t intend for things to go this way.
It’s the way they were heading for a long time.
I know I knew better.
All you want is to move on. I should let you.
You already are.
Now I just need to do it too.
I don’t know how.
Nice
fascinating
I tried to find A LOVER many times in known and unknown places. People came and left. They always betrayed me I don't know why whether I gave best of myself to them. Then I found MYSELF.
This feeling is so satisfied that now I'm not running towards the unloyal people. I always think that people didn't give me such respect what I deserved and then I came to know that THIS IS LIFE. More satisfied alone with myself.
I wish all the people find their true loved ones who stay till last breathe.
I feel s if things are getting worse and I don't know how to stop it. I'm going backwords. I don't know what to do or how to prevent it this time. I know that there are people who are willing to help me but for some reason, I gat reach out or make them see how much I am struggling. I feel as if I have to face this on my own, I'm not sure if I will be able to pull myself out of it the way I did last time.
is this really what life is like, the high times are ok but the low times are absolutely life-draining. I think I need help. ( this is just me venting I am in therapy but I need a place where I can just unload...)
I'm so exhausted with being ..so utterly alone for so so ...many... years..
What i was
I was a soldier
But this war
Its a lot harder
Its impossible to handle
And I'm afraid I'll break
I believe i can fight this deep urge
But when you look at me
when you're near
When all i can smell is you
Even when you're gone
When all i can hear is your voice
Even when you're not speaking
When all i can see is you
Even when you're not here
Not even near
This war is dangerous
Because its between me
And myself
And im afraid I'll lose
Against this urge to
Bury your body
Mix your soul
Connect your lips
With mine .
Güzel günler yaşayacağıma inancım azalıyor
The comments and poems have reignited my love affair with people..I thank you all!..You all are beautiful 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
I think I'm in love with someone for 3 years.. but I just noticed it now and i'm scared.. I know he'll never see me and I'm afraid of trying but I still hope he will
Unspoken feelings are doomed to go unrequited. Things can change once they are told. You may not be loved by him. Still, think about it this way, do you love him so that he can love you? You can say a feeling you notice. This is something natural. Don't be shy about it.
You, the one who fixed me
The one who cared
The one I run into when I'm scared
You've been my everything
When I didn't have anything
You, the one who I have loved
The everything I had
You, the one I vowed to protect
The one I've strived for
The one who gave me strength
I thank you for everything
For you have gave me one of the best days in my life
I'm really thankful to you, and I've always loved you.
Please forgive me that I didn't become someone who was best for you.
I'm now stronger thanks to you
I am also better because of you
But forgive me if unknowingly hurt you.
The closer I get the farther you've been.
But it's okay because I know i must repent for my sin.
I hope in. Another univers he'll see this... U were my perfect boy . I respected u.. Loved u.. Adored u.. Even when u asked me to hurt my body to show my love for u I did.. With no hesitation I traveled to ur city to see u.. The fisrt meeting felt magical.. Felt Like I was in a dream... I wish I hugged you more if I knew that it was the last time I'll see u... I keep missing u... I keep dreaming about you.. Why did u dp that? Why did U choose her over me.. U only knew her for a year.. I was ur gf for 3 years... I knew I was in love with you when I was in the bathroom at midnight gasping for air bc U couldn't cutt off one girl...u couldn't keep one promise how would u keep all of the other ones??.. She's ur classmate.. I was the love of ur life.. U really had to destroy me bc of a girl....what hurts is that I'm here still thinking abt what did I do wrong for u to just leave like this.. While ur out there having fun with ur friends... U don't even care if I ever existed in ur life
I loved u more than I loved myself.... U really killed me A .. But I hope U'll find happiness and that'll U'll be okay and better without me.. I still love you
hey.. im sorry🥺 please, take good care of yourself, please.. dont forget about yourself. you are worth to be loved by yourself. I send you all my support, and warm hugs (if that's okay). I can hear your pain ♡~~
Hey girl i hope u feel better now ik its hard we always get hurt from people we love the most just stay strong u will find smone who gonna treat u better and know ur worth take good care of urself
And we can talk if u want to, talking with ppl u don’t know in real life always work for me ;)
To the two kindest people who commented on this.. I just wanted to say thank u so mucch. For showing support.. .. I'm better now.. I learned how to love myself more than anyone else can.. I gave myself some time.. It's been months since we broke up but I finally moved on and I was able to cut all of my toxic friends
Ps: anyone who's reading this please remember if you're going thru something... Give urself time to heal... Give urself the love u deserve. And you'll get over it at the end ❤️
Sarılışı ağır bir sevgiyi arzuladığımdan beridir yok oluyorum
birpalto
He bought light into my life after three years of dark shade hovering over me
He lifted the curtain again which I closed with much rage for the former man in my life
He showed me light again
He became the source of warmth for me after ages of cold drops uneased me
He became dear to me so as much as life itself.
I met him only once.... But he made me feel all the love I couldn't achieve from my past endeavours
He treated me like a flower..... For the first time that I had experienced such feeling.... Oh Lord please save that man from a menace and disgrace like me....... Oh Lord bestow him the power to leave me..... Please Lord take that favorite Mistake of mine away from me
She is so soo soo tired , when all he’s doing is begging her to hold on to keep going ,although he knows he may be the reason she is tired , not just that she deals with the weight of the world the people whom she thought would always be there and promised to stay , just walked away so she sits her days keeping a strong face when she feels the emptiness in her soul in the quite of home she lives at and in her life she just don’t wanna feel so alone what can she say thier isn’t no way to put it in words so you keep wanting her to keep holding on she is but not because you asked , because she is all she has .
This is how I feel with my partner. We’ve been together for 8 years, I want to let go. I feel trapped but I also fear abandonment.
@@cuddlycurb884 awh honestly if your not happy it better you set this partner free you will find happiness with in yourself and for you I have and it’s hard to let go but they hurt you and don’t listen to you so set it freee
Gracias por esta comentario 🎉
Miss o 🦋
The first song be like: Not everything works all time but you are lucky that you have someone to share your thoughts. you are blessed with loyal friends and all. But, I..... (looking down) Nice to meet you again brother.
"it is always the person far from you looks beautiful and mesmerising.. Like a moon.
You can not have moons.. Its not meant to be...yes you craving more n more as you stare it more and more... And even more when u close your eyes.. In darkness its became irresistible.. You can not deny anymore. But... Its ugly.. Unreal.. Unimaginable or unworthy of you once you start living with that person. Life is hard sometimes in a sense.. We never get what desire for... Even when we get it.. Its not what we thought we will get. Its kinda mean.. Mean of god.. Mean of destiny and mean of universe!!
Keep trying until you perish.. Perish in that endeavour. See you on other side!! Till then much love from me to you..
I could never love him the same. The way his sweet words touched my ears and lips. Now fire burns there. There's nothing there how do you hurt someone you love I asked. He saiid idk but it wasn't meant to be. Now I go back to feeling like there's a hole ripped in my chest and no ones coming to save me. Ive asked so many times where is my soulmate he is not there. How do I accomplish my dreams without someone to hold me. No You'll do them on your own someday but you will be as happy as you once thought youd be. What is this hell that torments us and keeps us from seeing the one. No longer are they the one but a quaint memory in our heads. Thank you for reading!!!
Seni tanrım yerine koydum, sonsuza açılan bir kapı istedim seninle. Buna izin vermeyen neydi ? Sen miydin yoksa bir hiç mi ? Hayallerinde çocuklarımızın saçlarına dokunup serinliği hissetmedin mi bu yoldan bizi ayıran neydi, şimdi sonsuzluğa gömdüğüm bir anım oldun, kimsenin bilmediği, artık yavaş yavaş unutuyorum seni, herşeyinle yavaş yavaş unutuyorum, biliyor musun artık yüzünü hatırlayamıyorum, artık seninle geçirdiğim anları hatırlayamıyorum, ellerini kokunu hatırlamıyorum üzücü biliyorum ama kafamın derinliklerinden yavaş yavaş yok olup hiçliğe gidiyorsun artık bunu ben istemedim, zorundayım.
When i listened to this i felt like :
When we met everything changed asif we were destined to meet...but we didn't meet again
Such a great way to put it. Something that was lost but not exactly lost just it was not yours to begin with. It was known from the start.
@@Karlsewak-kempetai yess!!
We all thought one day that this was the start of something true and then we find out it was only illusions..and we live to suffer
@@_dreamer_25I think this is the way life teaches us. That's how we may become wise & relate to others suffering.
@@Karlsewak-kempetai i totally agree with you every experience changed something inside us and it made us what we are now❤️✨
and a feeling as if life is starting again, especially after the earthquake in Turkey yesterday, our perspective on life has changed.