This is why you are so different than everyone else - tarot reading
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- This is why you are so different than everyone else - tarot reading.
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Hi friends!!! You are all awesome! ❤
Thank you, I know you’re awesome too.❤️😘🇨🇦
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Black sheep❤
Thank you! You as well
@@dianepalma2749 🙏🏼 😊 🥳
Friends? It's better to have 4 quarters than 100 pennies.
That's me! And now, 3 quarters
...one of them transcended yesterday. ❤
Or a silver dollar!
I say this all the time! Cuz it's true. Quality over quantity
I am the outsider... the black sheep... the observer and the misfit. I really have been hurt a lot, and I told my youngest child today that I am tired, and I don't belong here, even with the family I built. It's exhausting being "other", being nearly half a century on this earth and not knowing how I fit into the world at all. Because I am a square peg trying to make it in the round hole I was assigned to.
Ironically enough, I have had the phrase: "Square peg, round hole," in my head for the past 3 days or so. Now I know why, lol. I have to say though that I know exactly how you feel. I feel that way all of the time, especially at work, which is why after just a few weeks, I resigned. Well, that and I'm being harassed by 3 managers. Don't worry though. I'm writing a strongly worded letter of complaint and mailing it to corporate. Heads are gonna roll.
Me too❤ sending
@gypsy698 blessings to you, and I hope that things become more comfortable for you! Stay warm and dry, and keep shining! 🕯✨️🌕
Trying to fit in is what's making you tired. I know because I was the same. The second I stopped trying to fit in was the second I stopped feeling tired. Embrace your uniqueness in a world full of people who pride themselves on being the same. Pegs should be square and so too should the holes 😊. Stu from Crystals & Reiki xx
Where is everyone from?
I’ve been the loner and outsider from the day I was born…at 51 I’ve finally learned to accept it. ❤
@@mistygekle2664 it gets easier, now that your going to be living your best life ❤️🍀😇🧘♂️🙏❤️
I forgot my age. I’m going to calculate it now.
@@jennifergraham5615 ☺️
I’m older than what I thought- holy!!!
I’m not sure what to say about that.
Or what to think now.
Like I need some recalibration time.
Maybe the videos in tarot all been sending me messages and it’s starting to really kick in for me now.
I had to do some things today but claimed rest day.
I feel like I found my new attitude in life.
I gave myself a week to do this so this is probably say three.
I’ve been swimming through chaos and only got to this point now so everything is burping up for me.
I would share more but I feel it’s getting long now, just Tarot card readers are a real help along and I’m winding down from another chaotic experience.
Thank you ❤❤yes to all you have said
It’s so good to know that all of you exist ❤
Definitely an outsider. Cutting out a lot of heavy toxicity at the current moment (especially family).
Me, too.
it gets easier, I promise, ❤
Well done, since I cut contact only joy n peace
Me too...and believe me, it s getting better as soon as you cleared out all of them!
Me too, it has been a hard pill to swallow, knowing now that my own mother and sister have used black magic against me. My mother has interfered in every relationship I have had. She doesn't want me to have friends or a life partner. She just wants me to slave over her. Real life Cinderella!
I'm happy for you, that you are strong enough to cut those toxic family ties. I feel it has been the hardest thing in this 3d life. Family is supposed to love, nurture and support you. Without the knife in your back when you turn around.
Peace be with you in your journey!
~Namaste ⚘️
I am tired. I am all these things.
I can’t stand the labels of life….. I am what I am.
I am love and light and want and wish that for you all
🦁🌞❤️🙏
@@jkfizzl labels are limits ❤️🙏🏼
Totally resonates, made it to the end. Thank you Carmichael ❤
@@AshleighJane-nd2qx limitless ❤️
I am so tired too this is exhausting 😴
Always stay to the end of your readings. Another loner here. Trying to find my way after my soulmate of 50 yrs passed 2 1/2 yrs ago but with the help of my guides and these readings I’m starting to see the light even if it’s in the distance.
I have always been a loner. I grew up in a family that owned 100,000 acres in the Riverine Flood Plains of Central West NSW, Australia. I feel and have always felt a close connection with Mother Earth, the animal and plant kingdom, and even the Universe. We are spoiled with world-class night skies, and I get lost in stargazing, night sky phishing, and astrophotography. At this point in my journey, I am best off walking alone, so that later I can stand with strength.
@@kerrieharvey4373 this is awesome and I must say you have an amazing name ❤️
I feel like an outsider, i do want like minded people, hard to be surrounded by people but still feel alone, i just want peace and know my path!
I have said these same exact words!
@serenasoldani6356 good to know I'm not alone, thanks!
I am an outsider and never feel like I belong. I am very tired of this matrix. I remember many years ago as a young adult verbalizing “There has got to be more to life than this.”. The people around me looked at me like I was a weirdo.
I’m an outsider and I love it! I’m happy for people to leave me alone when they choose to ❤🙏🏼
Observer here -- I observe from the outside looking in. I have never understood humanity and how mean and dishonest they could be. 😊 ❤👏 I find myself getting frustrated with the pace of everthing here in: medicine, spirituality, energy healing, teleportation, communicating with other energetic beings, etc.
IKR! I'm so with you on all the above!
Absolutely. Get this completely. ❤
Been an outsider all my life. Been appreciating the spiritual path and getting the full understanding what it means to be different. I wouldn’t change anything that has happened and grateful for all experiences
Been. The outsider my whole life… few friends, I’m the odd one.. I’m used to it, but seriously get lonely for someone that understands these changes.. Everyone pray for the world to have calm n peace please.. I feel it daily.. everyone hurting each other and not caring…
Prayers for the World…blessings of peace love and light. 💙🦢💙
I am an outsider. I’ve always known that everything is alive. I have been watching you since January. ❤🌟✨💫
I’m the outsider, I’ll looking forward to meeting my tribe, hello fellow outsiders, be brave to be your true self 🙌🏻🥰
I am so excited to find my soul family. I know there are others on here who are holding the light and I am so grateful for each of you. When I go outside I am trying to stay mindful and talk to my trees and plants (when not talking to my chickens, cats and dogs) much love to all!!!
Hi outsiders. There's no "out", we are all in. Unity ❤ hugs from Brazil... missing the real old ones. Please, say hi!
Hello from America! Happy to see how many we are!
Hello from Ontario, Canada. 🇨🇦🍁🫶
Hello from Argentina! Welcome to the UNIQUE outsider s tribe! Besos para ti, Viviana
@@marianaestrella6760 mil abrazos de El Paso, Texas, EEUU
Hi from New Zealand ❤
I’m the outsider, I am 1 of 9 children. I was born in Nova Scotia Canada. We lived in the countryside not far from the ocean. Never had much financially, but I was rich with nature. I had my first spiritual awakening when I was about three. My mother used to tell me I was a horse of a different colour. I was never religious, but I always felt connected to all that is. Blessings to all.❤️😘
Hello there from another person who grew up in a big family! I’m the second oldest of 9 children. 8 girls and 1 boy! Born in South Africa!
@@sharonmcnally936 funny thing I’m the 2nd too.😘
Oh 7 boys and 2 girls 😂
Oh wow! How synchronistic. Debra said we’d find our tribe. We also grew up with financial constraints and hardships, but our lives were filled with so many unusual experiences and so much freedom and laughter!
Oh wow! How synchronistic. Debra said we’d find our tribe. We also grew up with financial constraints and hardships, but our lives were filled with so many unusual experiences and so much freedom and laughter!
I talk to everything that is alive. My plants and trees but my favorites are the Animals. We ❤ each other.😊
I'm the same! My family laughs at me because I talk with everything and even the insects and spiders who I rescue from my house! 💞🪷🦋
Yes same and 💜it!!!
I'm outsider and I'm tired of being here. I never ever ever ever want to come back here again...
Ty both
You sound like me :)
Period 💯
@@TeddiePower-nt1uo hugs & hugs
@@LarelleFoord oh goodness! And you manage the smiley face even so? Blessings!
I love listening to your readings because it helps me feel a little less lonely. I feel so connected, and love all of you. ❤
❤❤I feel connected too😊
Me too, it helps a lot to be connected with all the outsider s tribe! Sometimes I used to think that I had to fix in, but now -meeting all of you and this great reader- I feel happy to be an observer. We are UNIQUE! Remember that! 🥰
we love you too!
I go outside everyday. I was just out walking in the rain puddles earlier. I love to charge in the sun. Always have.
💜✨️🫂 beautiful. Yes to a small circle. Yes to clearing karma, but not just mine. The ancestral energy is being cleared. I've started receiving new people in my world. I'm so grateful. Love and light to all. 🔮
Always been an outsider. At one time it was painful, now i prefer it
I get it ❤
Can't tell you how many people have called me a weirdo in my 70 years. Thank you, Deborah and Carmichael, for a stellar reading. I'm going to go hug a tree and tickle a flower.
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Outsiders rock!
I’m an outsider for sure… square peg in a round hole. Very hard to tolerate fake, inauthentic people. I appreciate these readings SO much. They are incredibly validating!!!.. Thank you!!!🙏🏻 ❤️
Loner energy here! 😊
Me to!
Me too! I’ve been a loner since kindergarten
@@gypsy698 ❤️
@@jessicapatton2688 ❤️
Lovely to meet you ❤❤
A school friend has recently been back in SA, and she told me that I was impossible not to follow? No matter how crazy my idea would be? I never understood fear and doubt. I said that life was like a prison? But if we look the walls are only painted on the floor,! For a long time, I feel like I have sang, and I have cried and I have screamed. But until now I have not had a voice. I am tired. I just want everyone to know that I may be strong, but strong people still get tired! (If you can get your cat off that chair!) recently I spoke the truth and I had to cut the relationship. So many people mistake kindness for weakness. I feel like, I'm capable of saving myself but without connection and love? I feel it's a lot more hard work than it should be. Thank you my beautiful CARMICHAEL! 🙏🏼
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What is SA?
So we meet 🙏. Thank you CarMichael. It is a relief to know there are more. Blessings 💎
Sorry, @@carolbaughan8768 South Africa
People who don’t like you immediately have low energy- this changed my life
Like your type of plug to their type of socket or like you trying to light their wet candle-wick to give them the light of the connected. Sometimes, anything or anyone that is different to themselves, is like those people who don't listen to music and only have two albums in their collection. they just can't imagine what interest we find in the differences and how emotive those differences are to you. you see the differences and they are incapable. (not unlike a permanent state of their mind)
I am definitely a unique one, very different and set aside from others. I am also one with God. Blessings, peace and love
Absolutely love being part of this channel and everyone who is a part of it ❤
I'm an outsider.. I've had a rough life but my light is so bright it bothers people I stay to myself I've had my 2nd spiritual awakening... You have been a big guide threw my awakening, I've been needing guidance.. I have tarot and I just started reading and it just comes to me. I just need like a mentor
I have always been the outsider the black sheep. 53 yrs in August
555 on my clock
@@TaniaLynn444 omg it’s 555 when I looked at mine!
@@couragetorise love the numbers!!💫 🤗💚💫
@@TaniaLynn444 meeee toooo!!
@@TaniaLynn444 💜🙏😊
I have been missing your videos! praying for your health and wellness.
Hi Everyone! So blessed to be a part of this community 💗 I love my alone time! I love playing with the energies around me tapping the mystical realms & simply being aware. Nice to meet all of you 💜 Thank you Deborah 💫 & Carmichael 🌟
Unity... Misfit/black sheep/scapegoat/outsider/hermit. I've only ever gotten along with other misfits/outsiders like myself; people who generally are unable to deal with the general population. I've honed my skills as a chameleon simply to survive in this world; I've likewise learned not to trust anybody, and that makes it difficult because the world/family/culture/society taught me that I certainly cannot trust myself! I've simply been hurt, stepped on, taken advantage of, used, abused and discarded all my life and I am so so tired of it all.
That said....I'm awake now! Despite all their efforts to keep me down and put out my light/prevent me connecting to Source...I AM and I AM that I AM and they can never again put me down!!! Yes, I talk with my plants, and trees and animals! I've realized, as you said Deborah, that everything around us is of the earth: concrete, metal, paper, even the oil-based things like plastic! I don't HAVE to leave my 7th floor apartment to "ground" because I am in constant contact with Mother Gaia! I have always preferred going barefoot, anyway lol
I am remembering who I am as I reconnect fully to source. I have another 10-30 years left in me, and by golly they gonna be the best damned years of my whole life!
Oh yeah...yes, I did make it to the end of the reading! Thank you Thank you Thank you for this reading! And many thanks to Carmichael for his information as well! So very much love, light and peace to you and yours and everybody here!
@@melcat5606 that's the worst part of programming!! They certainly taught us well to mistrust ourselves, to mistrust our heart and our motives. 😞😠😞😠
I am an outsider…Thank you for this beautiful message, Deborah and Carmichael. I give high fives to the trees, talk to the fox, deer, and skunk in my yard. Glad to hear unity tribe is on the way.
I am sooooo The Outsider😂😂😂 Everything is making so much sense now!!! I mean SERIOUSLY😂😂😂I am so freakin relieved❤❤❤ Hello to fellow Outsiders here😎.....please feel free to introduce yourselves😅❤❤❤
As always.. your connection is on the mark! Beautiful crystal! Thank you for your compassion to the world, we so need more like you!
Love and Light! ❤❤❤❤❤
Wow, so many outsiders finding out that we are not alone after all! My whole life was a struggle to fit in, and only now do I realise that I just have to be myself, and that this world needs, more than ever, people who are not afraid to be just who they are!
Just beautiful ❤
We can be ourselves, that's the best, considering that Many people are acting out the whole Time to Fit in...I just couldn't not even for 15 minutes... All in all... We rock! 🔥🔥🔥
Yes we are outsiders, yes we do not fit in a round hole because we are not sheep. We are awake we are here for a purpose, and everything we have gone through was for the sole purpose of teaching us. We are not alone even when we feel alone. When you are tired reconnect to earth. We are not made for a path that is known to all. We are here for a new path. Don't give up and don't give in. A new dawn is around the corner.
Yes, very very tired, still souls like you Deborah help shed new light on the human life experience. Thank you💖💖💖
I'm an outside in my family and don't have friends not because I don't want any, I make them but never last long but I know most of the time it's because we are helping each other through something at that point in our life's
I am the outsider and happy to be here with all of you!💛
Everybody left at the same moment. At a quite dark time in my life. I'm trying to accept being alone while also seeing I've been alone my whole life with people around me. Thankful for the love from my animals, they never judge.
I am an outsider. Very little friends. People think I’m weird. I don’t follow the crowd and I stand up for others who need help instead of turning away
Spot on. As a child I would roller skate and talk to the birds something that’s stayed with me- I spoke to a robin just today. A butterfly landed on my finger just to be admired by me. I swear a faerie came to see me but of course my friends laugh at that one. I’ve been through one awakening to the next and I am tired. Waiting for reality to catch up to me…your reading brings welcome news. Thank you Carmichael and Debra
So glad you took some time off. We all have our days of pushing too hard. I'm definitely the outsider and I made it to the end of this reading. I usually do make it to the end. The energy work with crystals is very helpful and I just had to say thank you Thank YOU Thank you 😀
I am an outsider. Yes I have friends and work but I'm definitely an observer/outsider. I DO have daily conversations with my plants! Big Love to Everyone! 💛
I am a loner, that do not interact much with people.
I have been hurt too many times…
I am the outsider, was pulled in and pushed to make decisions that were so difficult to make. It’s relieving my soul that I am finding people I resonate with… I am so grateful ❤❤❤
I've always been the outsider. People are afraid of me. I have no real friends that align with me. I was just crying about all this yesterday. More changes are coming. I'm so grateful! Going to the beach 🌊 today!
Sending infinite love and gratitude!
I've been an outsider for a very long time. 7 siblings who all rejected me...was protection the whole time. 3 of my 5 children have decided to distance themselves as well but I know the relationship with my children is being restored. ✌ ❤
Hi Deborah, I got to the end of the reading, I took a lot that was meant for me, Thank you, some of the other bits I've left for the other people gaining inspiration into themselves and on their journey.
Whilst I have felt like an outsider on many occasion, especially within the family environment, I don't know why, other than, I'm on my own path, I'm not sure where it will lead but I know at the end of it I can genuinely say, I'm glad I became the best version of myself ❤🧘♂️🙏❤️🍀😇
iv always been and known as a little girl -I'm now 64 that I'm different. iv always been an outsider. I see, understand, comprehend, receive, feel things differently from others. I always find people are not nice, selfish, immature and just don't care like I do. thank you. xx
meeee too!!
I didn't come in to this life to fit in. I march to the sound of my own tune and people have never really understood me. I feel like I came to be part of the ascension. Until recently my relationships with others has been karmic and I have learnt a great deal from my mistakes, nothing has been wasted. I am grateful for the lessons, the difficulties as I know myself now and can deal with anything life throws my way. Thank you all.
I'll tell you what will separate you real quick from the rest of the crown ; that standing in your integrity ! When you are enlightened there is a glow and a strength that illuminates you without you even opening your mouth. just like animals can feel it.
I like that I'm a weirdo 😁🤣
Wonderfull weirdos rock, I am one, love it
Im a 54 year old outsider and i love it! Because im constantly learning and working on making sense of everything in my life every day!
Thank you Deborah and Mr. Quartz. Since I found your channel and this blessed community I am understanding more as to why I have never felt like I "fit in". I have been in situations where I have been in a crowd all alone, and other times almost the center of attraction. The two things that I have always been conscious and proud of is my integrity and credibility. I have made compromises in my life, which turned out to be just to the benefit of others, but those days are getting farther in the rear view mirror. Blessings, love and good health. Sagie Jim
I actually had a cartoon of 2 weirdos telling each other, "I'm a weirdo." And "I'm a weirdo too! I'm an outsider in my family. My mother made me the black sheep and the rest of my family (except my dad) just went along with it. I currently have no friends and spend a lot of time by myself. I'm 70 years old and don't expect things to change much before I pass. Thank you Deborah for the work you do! I got to the end! Just wanted to say you look great, I didn't think you looked "bad" before but you must have been worn out. The break did a world of good for you! I noticed it immediately.
I have accepted isolation. I have never been more content ❤. I paint every day, busy building up my art portfolio and spend my rest time taking my 3 cats and my dog for walks in the "park" on the property where I live. I am sure the neighbours think I'm crazy but I also think that they are amazed that my 3 cats come walkies with me and our dog 😂. My animals are my friends and fill my heart with joy.
Love this!
I am the outsider! I have been the outsider as long as I can remember, even as a child. I am ok with it!! I have learned that I am my best company!
I’ve always been the black sheep - the outsider. From family, friends to work colleagues…
My circle is very small because yes I’ve been hurt and didn’t have the best childhood. I’ve done a lot of shadow work on this.
I know I am on my right path thanks to the Highly Devine, Angels, Spirits and Ancestors who are with me ❤❤❤
Your right I have had to cut a lot of people out of my life and now people are almost non existent in my life. Very spiritual and always have been. Have had lots of bad experiences in life. I brought a hedge witch book recently and love all animals particularly cats and love nature. But have not spent as much time in it as I should have recently. I love crystals and reiki and have quite a few but not enough. Need more and will add to collection over time. I am interested in all complementary therapies and have been for years. Thank you for this video it helps. Each reading I tune into is like a lesson to me on my spiritual path it is in fact how I learn. Love and light 😊❤
I am an outsider but people love me as I show my truth ❤❤❤ and my light ❤❤❤
I am the outsider, the misunderstood, the one who feels everything
Thankyou Deborah! Just as you were saying communicating with animals I was having an exchange with a crow 🐦⬛ in my backyard.. so much wildlife around me I am very blessed. Full of gratitude for my journey as well as my introduction to your channel ( a raven showed up that day❤) I have learned much about my gifts since
Yep I’m an outsider which is why I live your channel. Thank you Crystal and spirit guides.
Yes ❤accurate I’m out of this matrix and it’s lonely I’m just a soul..I’ve said to people wake up and yes I’m tired .. 60k year old or older and yes I love animals and nature easier we are grid workers..
Outsider, scapegoat here☺
Im here ❤❤❤❤❤ about mother Earth, i meditate and hangout with her core being and her sister the moon together, I feed my birds,squirrels, and place the trees leafs on my 3rd eye to read them and SEND out messages to Gaia,you can see its roots or where fruit will grow with balls of lights, I Love these messages ❤❤❤❤❤ You have the heart of an Angel 😇 TY, We are Source :) The time for me is coming, i know this and feel it, i am Source for we all are of Source.
I am the outsider. The misunderstood in my family. The hermit in Society. The transmuter of painful experiences into meaningful growth. The one who watches and simply can't understand why there kindness is interpreted as weakness and surface as reality. Loss after loss. Challenge after challenge. I refuse to let the world win and make my heart hard. I keep going, keep fighting. So beyond tired. If I were a car - I've been running on fumes for the last two years...
Looking forward to this. I love these crystal readings. Thank you so much Deborah 💚
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I do as well. I have a lot but haven't worked with them too much previously, but I sure am now.
@@sunsetreiki 🤗💚💫🧚🏼♂️
Thankyou Deborah ❤ loving this sense of unity here ...as it can feel lonely sometimes. Lovely to see you and feel this energy xx
Thats the way I start my day everyday 7 days a week. I feel so bless when I am outside with all this beautifuls animals and different fish.
Blessings Deborah ❤ Gratitude 🙏🏽🖐🏾⚘💫 Saggie 👣👣👣🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽😇😇😇😎😎😎 I watched until the end 🎉🎉🎉 Thank you ❤
Thank you so much Deborah and Crystal Carmichael. I am a first class weirdo, outsider and hermit, always looking for the next energetic increase. Make sure you rest and rejuvenate because the world needs your wisdom and leadership. I love the way you work. Thank you Thank you. ❤❤❤
Yes, I have always been the one who lived "outside the box" (outsider). I connect with animals and nature much better then people. I am a Saggie. No one ever got me. Its strange how some people do react to me when they meet me. It's nice to know there are so many of us out there and we can all connect in this beautiful space :) I got to the end. Love and light
Yes, I'm an outsider as well :) ...... Thank you Deborah! I'm so glad you took some time off for yourself! Xoxo
So accurate yes enlightening... Philosophical lone wolf life 🙋🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️💯
Oh my gosh. I’ve been thinking about you today and here you are!! 💕
Hello, I too am at the end of the reading. I have never belonged. I’ve always been the outsider, the misfit. I didn’t belong to my birth family. My older sister, who piked at 3 days because she didn’t want this life - smart woman, is one of my guides and I took over her contracts and dragged along my daughter for the ride. Even though my daughter and I are the same soul group as my ’older sister’ I feel that my vibrational energy is higher and stronger than theirs. I was always the one picked last or near last for sports or groups at school, I was always the one that was bullied and I was always the one that felt too much. The only people I got on with were older people, by that I mean at least 10 years and higher, and the other misfits/ weirdos. I performed in amateur theatre from 16 until 27, when I fell pregnant and no longer had time. My first husband is my generational karma and I have let that go recently. My daughter is with my 1st husband yet it is my 2nd husband that she met 10 years ago that she calls Dad. I feel like I have performed in a play my whole life and am still playing a role and I am exhausted. Bone exhausted.
I’m 55 & can’t get a job and if I don’t I will lose my house. I can’t call it my home as it has never felt like a home to me. It was my late mother in law’s home and 5 years after we bought it we are still living in the downstairs granny house where we moved in to look after her 10 years ago. I feel like the universe has been setting me up in positions that always finish up within the 6 month probation period. Some the company closed, positions merged and I wasn’t experienced enough to take on both, I’ve been too experienced and I’ve passed out asleep several times at jobs for no apparent reason apart from they were sooo boring and I now have sleep apnea. All of this has been happening in the last 4 years since Covid. I have slowly been exposing myself esoteric matters in the last couple of years and now am starting my own channel where I want to help others who have gone through what I’ve gone through. I am so alone it’s not funny. There’s no one in my life I can really talk to. There is no one I can trust. I got chewed out by my husband and daughter last night so that was fun. Chewed out was probably not the right word, I was subjected to an ‘intervention’. Apparently I am not the same person that I was several years ago and/or several months ago - the latter they blame on the esoteric, the earlier - well they should be happy, back then I had a doctor that gave me Valium and Xanax as if they were lollies to deal with my childhood. I haven’t taken Xanax for several years, that numbed everything including how I have always been treated including family, first husband, people I worked with etc etc etc. From that do I construe that they don’t like the true me?
Sorry about the thesis
Sending you a huge hug. I can relate to much of what you've experienced.
@@sunsetreiki thank you. Sometimes all you really need is a hug. 🤗
Thank you Carmichael and Deborah. Thank you all. I've read quite a few comments i can relate to. Love and light to you all. 💚🩷💛💫✨️🌟🪽
Black sheep outsider 🙋♀️
You never get it out of your head. You can hear the label that special someone is sticking on you. Don't let it attach, let it bounce away.
I have been looking and looking for a new video from you and here you are!!! Hooray!
Was thinking of you, hoping to see a new video pop up 👼bless
Thank you so much for this reading and thanks to Carmichael for sharing. I too have always, always been an outsider. If it wasn't thrust upon me through circumstance as a child, it was by the people who didn't get me or people that knew completely who I was and wanted to darken my light. I now enjoy my alone time and when I do start to feel lonely I go out and spread light. Giving is far more satisfying than receiving. The reward is shining brighter within. Our light shines like stars some near some far. My daughter use to say when she was a little girl, "A Star was born to be alive!"
Thank you Deborah, much appreciated for the beautiful reading/Lesson
Thank you for this reading! I'm a wierdo too 😅 Had my 1st awakening at 9 years old & remember it clearly...the 2nd was at 25 when pregnant with my first child. 🙏😇
I’m an outsider that has always been well liked. That’s because I am/ was a people pleaser. It’s my dysfunctional way of feeling safe in a world I don’t fit in. I’m literally aching to know and be myself. And so the journey continues…
I am a people pleaser too! Im 56 and exhausted. I am so afraid that if I don't please everyone, the consequences would be worse. I'm starting to realize that if I only took care of myself the way I do everyone else, I would be in such a good space. At this point in my life, I'm finally starting to think I am enough. Just discovered I have a love for gardening, which has given me back so much. Much more than any human ever could or would. Can't believe I used to dislike even the thought of gardening. Now, I can't even go inside my house before I stop in the garden to check on my babies and tell them how wonderful they are. I do have whole conversations with them while I hold them in my hands. I can feel their energy and its always good! (Unless Im overwatering them 😢) My plants have been my tribe for a while now and I can only hope to find more people like me soon! I do wish you the best from San Antonio, Texas. ❤
Hello, I know that dysfunction well. A couple of years ago, I was laid off from my 30-year career in lending and decided I wasn't going back as the stress had taken its toll on my entire being. I was going to finally be myself, and although it's scary, I've never been happier or felt more inspired. Sending you a huge hug.
When I was child I asked spirit to bring me home never felt I belonged in my earth family. In the matrix of life I have met people that validated that in my soul. In nature I feel at peace. Acceptance of self I am loved , I will cherish the meetings of where I am meant to be. I love nature and walking by fur baby🙏🧡
I’m happy to be an outsider. I grew up knowing I could talk with the trees and they could talk back but this world will try to break that connection by hurling insults. I love crystals as well and always will. Thank you Carmichael and Deborah ❤
Temperance to me is water bearer, aqua. TY very much 😊
In Harry Potter There was a female student who seemed more advanced than the others and was different an outsider and though they were in school to learn about using their gifts, there were still outsiders ❤❤❤
Okayyy with the long hairrr 🤩
Gorgeous clear Himalayan Quartz ❤❤❤
I watched to the end of the reading, very interesting, I'm 72, born in UK. Traveld the world looking, learning, trying to understand what is going on. Just spent two years in hermit mode, now waking up 😊. Living in Australia now, love the sunshine