Since a child I never could understand why I was so different from everyone, even my family. Felt so alone, but the older I get I realize I was born to stand out, not to fit in. ❤
ME TOO, They begin telling me their most intimate 'secrets'. I mean, at times? They sob, I never told s soul this! Another time? 16 rounds in rehab, she poured her 4th step out to me😲. She could never do that before! Whoa, so glad to meet you others who've had this experience. And really bad guys like serial rapists will physically recoil the minute they SEE me, physically eyeball me.
People either hate me or love me. Or they ignore me. Yes. Im a very old soul. I now know my life Purpose which involves healing the Earth. Oh wow. I am a shaman. Thanks for helping me understand all of this❤
I have been an outsider since time began. I am very comfortable with this new knowledge, although I 'knew' it all along. I am alone, but I know I am not alone.
You have no idea how much I needed to hear this. In recent years I've been dumbfounded by the lack of respect by acquaintances and family members--people just turning on me for no apparent reason. I'm not one to ever feel like a victim, but it has been exhausting. My solitude is what sustains me and keeps me going. It is nice to know that I'm not alone and that I'm not losing my mind! Thanks so much, Deborah. 🥰
I as well. I'm saving this one. And I must continue my affirmations and being grateful through my spiritual awakening... We are just like the Hermit card, our card, and I am comfortable with that finally say 48 yes old lol. Bright blessings... 😊
Same here with family friends everyone remember it’s divine protection . This is why we need a communities to come together and support one another my dream is to have a healing sanctuary and village as a master reiki teacher and quantum healer it would be amazing to have a barter trade community our own homes safe community one day
Wow. So deep and poignant. It’s hard to believe lol but let me try it on now. 👑 “ heavy is the head / heart that wears the crown” . (That lines been coming to me lots lately. )
Very few people are comfortable with me being my authentic self. "Meatball" could handle it, but my entire family can't handle it. My family just wants me to show up on holidays, bring gifts, stay quiet, pretty much stay quiet, be "nice" rather than be real. None of them are interested in, or capable of knowing me. Meatball was the only one who came close, but he's married. I only feel happy and satisfied in relationship with people who really are interested in me, and those people are very very rare. Which essentially means my life is mostly loneliness and dissatisfaction in relationships. I have a very strong intellect which is absolutely not a popular trait with the opposite sex.
I hear all of that you said! It’s painful and lonely at times but we can only be us. I’ve had some recovery spiritually and mentally and it’s vital but there’s still a veil Between me and them. It’s sad especially with family in my experience.
Ask yourself what your purpose in coming to this globe was. And don't give up until you hear the answers within you. I am in the same boat, but I am RARELY lonely because there IS so much companionship in the spirit world and the real God (Love) within you - not the religious one.
I totally get that. My ex husband is a narcissist, and every time I try to make a friend is with people who drain me of every ounce of energy I have in me. They just find me. Best wishes to you...
Yes that is exactly what is happening to me. People can't work me out. Yes I did do healing for people. Medical intuitive . I am misunderstood. Yes I have people smile at me. Look at me strange. Been asked what am I into, am sure my sister and I have lived before in Victorian times. Yes people do say I am different.
So this is why……thank you for the clarity. As a child I couldn’t understand why people where so mean to each other. I still can’t understand it, but I’m getting it now. I always knew there had to be more than playing with dolls and pretending. I’m so glad I was right. I send you all the love in the world.
I am okay with the lonely feeling now, and prefer it. I realize that most people don't understand and it can be embarrassing. I go about my business and the ones that need me find me
I'm a vision person so I learned to draw what I saw right away. I drew a cliff line with a woman in a flowing dress with her arms out creating the weather... the wind, the clouds the storm coming.. for a long time I felt like I had all this power and I needed to hide from. There's nobody ever to talk to about these things I want to be able to go somewhere to be trained how to use my gifts. I've been told by different walks of life that I'm an empath I'm a sensitive I have healing hands.. but I noticed there is so much more.
Yes me too...I've felt like that all my life and I'm now 68, never married, self conscious, t hought I had a few nice friends but not any more when I was no use to them the fell out with me.....I don't trust anyone anymore only my Sister brother in law,,,nephew and niece....thank God for them...❤❤❤❤
I was a full blooded Native American Shaman in my last life before now... Am in solitude my evil neighbors keep harrassing me and can not park or they destroy my vehicles. Need to move..away from bad people. I just do not associate with bad people.
I’ve always felt so self conscious, always felt like people were staring at me..and I have never been able to figure out why. Life has been a huge struggle for me, feeling isolated, never fitted in. I was diagnosed with c-ptsd a few years ago and have some pretty big trust issues as a result. I’m living the hermit life lately…sometimes it’s fine, but it’s getting a bit lonely lately. Thank you for this reading…it felt as though you were talking to me 🙏🏻❤️
I’m a Reiki master teacher I always sent out around the world to protect the light people star seeds the universe, send them love, healing, wisdom, and protection around the world🫶🏼🙌🏻🙏🏻🥰
Omg you are my royalty, you make everything make sense, I’ve been trying to work my life out for 20 years, after people killed my dog I raised from 3 days old, I’ve been sooooo sad and confused, but I really see a light now, thankyou you are amazing and so humble!🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Whoa!!! This IS me!🤯 From people staring or looking at me, to the people who are drawn to me, to the people who just can't stand me for no reason that I've done, to me being drawn to certain places to me being here to spread light thru learning and teaching, to me LOVING to isolate myself from others because I feel the world just SUCK ALL MY ENERGY that I NEED to cocoon myself in order to regain my energy...GIRRRLLL!!!. YOU HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD! GADANG!!! THANK YOU HEDGE WITCH!🙏🥰
This is whole reading is eerily ON POINT!! Never accepted, dirty looks from known/and strangers, yet people use to come to me for answers/guidance, now I’ve had to cut everyone off from my life to protect my energy, lone wolf 🐺 🩶
Thank you Deborah, I had never understood why people came into my life all friendly then without warning shut me out or even turned on me, I always thought i had done something wrong. Now i do understand and i feel able to protect and nurture myself and that is so enpowering. Blessed be beautiful soul 🙏💕
Sometimes it is my own fault, but I can look back and see that I self-sabotaged as if some part of me wanted to keep me safe by breaking my bonds with them. My subconscious might be workin' overtime.
41:57 I was walking around on my lunch break today looking at the buildings and people.. I kept asking myself why am I here. I don't belong here, it doesn't resonate..i feel different to everyone. And then tonight your reading pops up. It's my first time on your channel. Your message truly resonated with me..i felt a total connection. Thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💫💜
I have always drawn broken, manipulative people. Have always felt alone and that others aren’t consistent with me. Friends talk over me, do all the talking, or interrupt. I have never had a voice. I just blend into the background and observe and sit silent, but then they question why I’m quiet. Strangers tell me their life stories.
I have always felt like I fit nowhere. I pick up peoples energies, animals as well. I prefer animals and the solitude of nature. People seek me out when they are in pain. I listen. Very nice reading. Hits home. Peace to all.
The deer in our city are pure white and protected. I am a cab driver and when I see them I stop and respectively observe. I feel they are sacred. Of course general population are 'its just a deer '.
There was a job to on Earth, an we drew the short straws! I've ended up with not one person in my life; but I'm not lonely. I have a little rescue cat, a little angel who is my self-appointed caretaker; she gets me up every day, and brings me so much joy. Thank you for this gift today Deborah.
Aw, we have these little pets who are truly sent by Angels 😇 I am the same so you are not alone. Lol. There is more of us than you think. We are just placed so far apart. To light up all the dark places. 💡🕯🔦
My rescue is YoYo! I had a coma from a stroke and it took months to get home. YoYo was here, underneath the next door house. My June Bug and Jelly Bean were dead, my neighbors said. Scruffy little starved YoYo knew my voice and came to me. I picked him up and told him I was his home now. Dear cat, YoYo is the only person who loves me, and I love him! 😊
This made me giggle lol. It does feel like we drew the short straws lol. I too was sent a cat lol, for 12 years I've called her my little angel. My gift. I too, saw what she was and is :) From my heart to yours, biggest hugs
Omg. I have literally felt like a fish out of water for my whole life! I don’t even want to be “the same”. This is amazing - you are speaking my life! People have told me a number of times over the years that I have a light that shines out of me….
I've always wondered why people acted the way they do towards me. It broke my heart over and over, even my family. This makes so much sense. I can see people now, this just confirms it. I am getting more comfortable in my solitude, I had a recent bought with more deception, so the solitude feels nice. I found you recently, and I am very drawn to you. Thank you.
Deborah, I rarely comment on social media but everyword felt like it was for me. I have also had a family of Tawny Frogmouths ( owl looking birds) nesting outside my veranda. 2 chicks. We had cyclones here in Oz and I was so concerned when they were missing from the tree. I found mama, papa and one chick all safe. I cried the whole day for the lost chick. I prayed she was safe. Spirit told me she was and the next day she was there with the rest of the family. They have moved on but on the last night before they did, the little chick came and sat on my veranda for about 10 minutes on her own just looking at me, before mama flew by and she flew off with her. It meant so much to me and I knew it was highly symbolic of change coming and not feeling so alone. You really are a special gift. Thank you 🙏
Omg this is such a beautiful message. I am so glad your so connected to beyond the 5 senses. Because yes this was more than just owls. They are messengers. You you definitely got the message. They could be wanting to be your spirit animal.
I have recently received inspiration that I am Mintaki Starseed. I've always been obsessed with Polynesian culture and the ocean. My spirit animals are the humpback whale and the seaturtle. Everything in my decor is beachy boho. My Reiki guide gave me the name Mikala Manakai. Manakai means Spirit of the Sea, which I didn't even know until after I received the name. 😊❤❤❤❤
My oldest sibling hated me solely because I was born. Now I know I reflected his self hate back to him. He hated himself. He is now in spirit. I hope he finally faces himself. Thanks for this amazing and life changing info. Hugs💕
I have always spent time alone even when I was very little. When I was older and had roommates, I had to find an apartment by myself to have a quiet space. Now that I'm much older I enjoy my solitude. I have been wondering why I am alone more but don't feel lonely-the quarantine a few years ago was stressful but not the isolation. I tapped into my creativity and kept busy drawing, designing clothes, stitching quilt squares and cooking. Other than gaining weight all of this did help me rediscover who I was and helped me decide to stop working for other people. I'm now on a journey to set myself up in this new adventure. I also fill my life with cats and their compatible energy. Thank you for your insight and your talent.
That’s why we have to keep our vibration high and be careful who’s out there because they want us to lose our vibration and make us not love cause love brings up the highest vibration you can have
Old people always smile and say hello to me, that I don't know. My passion is horses and birds of prey. I always felt I belonged in a differant time. I see myself living in a forest, cooking over a fire, wearing a light brown hat/hood and a dark brown dress.
You made me feel so happy, knowing that i am not alone in being weird 😂😂😂… I too am alone… been single & celibate for 15yrs and don’t really have friends (by choice)… I dip in & out to certain people when I have to but mostly alone by nature… I learnt the hard way and discernment was my biggest lesson… Am hoping to start a new life abroad later this year or next and to spend the rest of my life working with animals and living FREE… I’m 51 and I’ve had this calling all of my life… so pleased I’ve found you - THANKYOU ❤❤❤
12 years for me. Cut most people out years ago. Still keep trying but always end up having to send them packing. At the point now where no more letting them in the door. Advice is always ignored or causes a rage fit. So from now on that's all they get, Immediately. Deal with your pity party yourself.
I can always tell people energies.. my husband thinks I'm so negative about it but remember tell ya there are sooo many people with I'll intentions.... I will be your friend, ❤ I don't have any friends complete solitude and isolation. 😢 never really had good friends and Co workers used to talk about me all the time, calling me the Golden child, the suck up, 😒 I just did my work. Never had time for all that mess.
I have studied many different modalities of healing. I’m Third Degree Reiki healer too. Me too! I’m a sponge. It’s overwhelming. We attract a lot of bugs to our light!
Your life sounds like mine. I never make eye contact any longer in public. I am never lonely alone. This was refreshing to know this happens to other people. Thank you 😊
I too am in solitude.....but never lonely. Recently 2 of my sons have joined the Love me, or Hate me club-and I don't have a clue what I have done. I did lose another son July 22, so It may have something to do with that...I don't know. But I have the confidence that it is something in them because I have supported them throughout his death. (They support me? Not so much!) I don't know the why? But I don't need to. Thank you for your time and all your Sagi readings. They are usually right on for me!
Oh my goodness that’s the same thing. I’ve gone through my whole life and I had figured that out when I was young that I made them see who they really were in the darkness and the jealousy and the hate they had for me and I gave them no reason
I’ve always been fun and friendly but was never included in the group wherever I’ve been. People have always just checked out of my life with no warning. Never understood it. But came to accept it.
Each reading I think, how is she talking directly to me and connecting to me so precisely. And then I laugh at myself for asking such a silly question. Thanks for everything.
Being a fish out of water is why many people gain weight, wanting to belong and thinking belonging equates to survival. Its a like fish who wants to stay small and swim with the school, but sometimes survival is not about swimming with the school of fish, it may need one to swim against the tide, daring to allow their inner guidance to direct them and thus finding existence through the guidance of the heavenly milky ocean above. I hope this helps someone to release the weight they have been carrying and to know that you belong and being guided towards a great cosmic ocean. For some it may mean they need to put down roots somewhere, even finding a home you rent or own that you can put your plants in the ground, and sometimes that solitude place is what feels like home, because you are free to be yourself.
I saw you and your youtube keeps popping up so I take it as a sign so I go in here and I can recognize myself and i am in soletude. Interesting. Thank you so much🙏💜💖
I too am in solitude. In reading the comments, I wonder how many who are carrying light are having to go into solitude for self protection. Last summer I was meeting with my sister, and on the way there I had this strange thought that this might be the last time I ever see her. I spent the weekend with her and got heat stroke really bad. It was as if something went off on me, or like I blew a fuse I have not been the same since. I feel like I’ve had a complete adrenal breakdown. And since I have developed several different things that I’m told are going to kill me. I am good with it because I am not meant to be in this world right now. By the way I was involved in a shamanic apprenticeship that I ended up dropping out of.
@11:30 I know exactly what you mean ! I learned how to keep everyone out of my eyesight but still be aware of my surrounds just to make sure I don’t engage with any of the energies that are fixate on my aura
Thank you for this reading. You just expressed who I am. As a child I knew I was different. I was in a boarding school with 600 girls. I had one friend. The girls called me proud because I didn't mix with everyone. I have had dangerous experiences and could have died, but some random person grabbed me and the train door flew open. It was a very old lady, a stranger. I never knew her. She was there and then she wasn't. I don't have friends but I have acquaintances. I read energy. I am effected by people's energy. Some drain me and I have to retreat. They make me literally ill. My body feels very tired and I get other symptoms. I can see things before they happen. I was unpopular with my kids. They would say I spoil their fun. If they did it anyway and it went wrong, they didn't like me for a hot minute. I am a starseed, an empath. I am a healer. I live in a gated community with 200 homes. People say never see me. I spend months indoors, I need my solitude. My neighbors call me to see if I am ok. Now they are used to it. I rent out rooms and I know the ones I should stay away from. Very little contact like hi and how was your day. Some are 😮 energy vampires and they drain me. I am a Gemini. All my life people see my light and I am made to feel like an outsider, or at work even my new boss had to make up lies to get me terminated when I was with the company for 8 years. I could write a book on how I have been protected. I am not young , so that is a very long time. My landlord told me that he wished he could clone me and put me in all his houses. He is a very good man and I had to ask him for a letter for work and he said I am a very good person and maintenance and people who had to enter the house to work inside reported to him that I was a very nice person and treated them well.
This is my first time on your channel, and thank you so much. Before watching, I was just in my kitchen thinking about why I feel like an outsider, and I had a realization that it's always been this way, since I was young even. It was in that moment that I knew that I had light even before my spiritual journey had begun. Such a simple realization, yet it wasn't available to me before. Then, sitting down with tea, your video showed up in my feed. Truly when you say that if your video was clicked, it was because the energies align. Thank you for being here to deliver messages that through tarot I have not been able to read for myself. Subscribed on the spot. ❤
❤️ Oh, Deborah this must be the most important reading so far. I’m so deeply touched. Since I was child my mother noticed that I always observed other people who surrounded me with a certain way, like I’m full of curiosity about them. Then when I entered the school, I’m always the star in my class but somehow I isolated myself from others, it’s not my intention to do so, but I just happened and all the way, I be came the “outsider” or “alien” in any kind of relationships or groups, even in my career environment. It’s so great to know someone shares this alienated experience, I’m not alone.✨💫⭐️
The Time is Now And Here We Are! Apparently, an incarnation on Earth as She and we transform from 3d to 5d (Love) is the hottest ticket in the Galaxy right now! Enjoy/Injoy
Indeed. When someone has a high vibrational light, the majority of people can't handle it, so they turn and go to other ways, stop contacting you, are rude to you, abuse you or suck your energy if you let it. That makes it a solo journey on this Earth plane, deprived of empathy and compassion. I love this version of the five of swords.
I see the "difference" as I look at/into YOUR eyes. I would imagine when people look at you directly they are caused to "wonder". A piece to my puzzle. Thank you!
Yes this resonates a lot with me and yes i am feeling alone a lot of times because people treat me like that as you say , coming and going, as if i drawn them in and after they are draining with my energy they stay away from me. And yes i am an empath but also a witch, a starseed and a lightworker . Sorry that my soul is giving you goosebumps 😅💜💚💖 Thank you dear beautiful soul for this wonderful reading 🙏❤️
This reading has confirmed what my guides are telling me. Thank you. It is hard when you know you must leave long term relationships behind. But i cannot unsee what i have been shown. Much love to you.❤
You are so good Deborah. I feel every word. I did choose to be here now & experience the past pain to understand the love of the universe which is the only thing that's real in this realm.
I resonate with people staring ..I always smile ..also have times where I feel I recognise perfect strangers in random places 🥰& yes also experience the negative ..people running away …thanks clarifies those who can accept & those who can’t …understand narcissists craving the positive energy, empathy & light ..feel also makes them fearful ..they thrive on control so makes them nervous …hard when you just want to give & share the love ..they are not able to receive ..run but often return ❣️
You’re looking more and more and more beautiful Debra!!! And just so you know, I can’t WAIT for your videos every single time you post!! You’re the best!! I can’t live without your beautiful messages!!
Hi Debra, outcasted all my life I never felt like i fitted in from a young age. Ive always been kind but bullied. Yes I had a loving family but i still feel alone. I’ve learnt from my spiritual path and tarot readers that I’m a sensitive empath. And it’s not the first time I’ve been told I was a witch in a past life and burt at the stake and a very old soul. A Goddess, an Arc Angel, an Arthurian riding Dragons and protecting the planet, Egyptian, Shamen! This is amazing 🤚 I’m still artistic. Love this. Absolutely love listening to your advice and wisdom 😍🥰 Thank you for sharing your beautiful, magical gift with us all. Love, peace and happiness to you, yours and the collective. ❤️🕊️🥰🙏 xxx
Your energy resonates with me so much. I understand your journey. You are not the only old soul alone. May we find company with each others energy no matter how far apart we are. Sending my love. To you and all the other souls coming together on this channel. Its a honor 🙏🏻🔮🙏🏻
I'm a Reiki Master, Kundalini Yoga Instructor, and Shamanic Practioner. This reading has my whole body vibrating, heart swelling. I usually only go to you astrology readings. Tonight, I felt drawn to open this video. I'm approaching a big shift, and I'm sitting with mouth hanging open. In gratitude. Sat Nam ❤
I can’t Read my own Tarot. I dreamed 40years ago, sitting on the rock in a cave entrance, casting different bones and stones as I was a very wrinkled old woman. Not flattering then but makes sense of previous lives and predestined path.👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼🇦🇺💛Thank you Deborah. Me too. People must Treat and talk to me nicely, or else I’ll embarrass them with a truth and I’ll never be a nice and loving friend with them again. Thus, I am a loner. Alone, not lonely, ever. Love to you enlightened Deborah.
Yes, people do always stare at me, and it used to really bother me. Now I just don't pay attention. I do have white light aura. I've seen it and others have approached me to tell me they could see it and it's white. I do also see gold sparkles that come from my crown and cascade around me, too. This happens when I'm meditating. If I open my eyes, I can see all of the energy in the room.
Since a child I never could understand why I was so different from everyone, even my family. Felt so alone, but the older I get I realize I was born to stand out, not to fit in. ❤
Same, loving myself now, enjoy my own company
I notice people close to me don’t listen or they talk over me but it’s the exact opposite with strangers they tell me their life stories.
Omg me too!
I feel you! 😅
Same
ME TOO, They begin telling me their most intimate 'secrets'. I mean, at times? They sob, I never told s soul this! Another time? 16 rounds in rehab, she poured her 4th step out to me😲. She could never do that before! Whoa, so glad to meet you others who've had this experience. And really bad guys like serial rapists will physically recoil the minute they SEE me, physically eyeball me.
Same here
People either hate me or love me.
Or they ignore me. Yes. Im a very old soul. I now know my life Purpose which involves healing the Earth. Oh wow. I am a shaman. Thanks for helping me understand all of this❤
I have been an outsider since time began. I am very comfortable with this new knowledge, although I 'knew' it all along. I am alone, but I know I am not alone.
Lol! I like to say I was disliked BEFORE I was a twinkle in anybody's eye! 😘
You have no idea how much I needed to hear this. In recent years I've been dumbfounded by the lack of respect by acquaintances and family members--people just turning on me for no apparent reason. I'm not one to ever feel like a victim, but it has been exhausting. My solitude is what sustains me and keeps me going. It is nice to know that I'm not alone and that I'm not losing my mind! Thanks so much, Deborah. 🥰
I as well. I'm saving this one. And I must continue my affirmations and being grateful through my spiritual awakening... We are just like the Hermit card, our card, and I am comfortable with that finally say 48 yes old lol. Bright blessings... 😊
Same here with family friends everyone remember it’s divine protection . This is why we need a communities to come together and support one another my dream is to have a healing sanctuary and village as a master reiki teacher and quantum healer it would be amazing to have a barter trade community our own homes safe community one day
I'm in the same boat. If you're a happy-go-lucky kind of person, and an empath as well, it's a double-whammy, Mammy! 😢😡😤🤒
It's safer this way. I'm not in a position to be hurt again, which I don't think I could stand.
Wow. So deep and poignant. It’s hard to believe lol but let me try it on now. 👑 “ heavy is the head / heart that wears the crown” . (That lines been coming to me lots lately. )
Very few people are comfortable with me being my authentic self. "Meatball" could handle it, but my entire family can't handle it. My family just wants me to show up on holidays, bring gifts, stay quiet, pretty much stay quiet, be "nice" rather than be real. None of them are interested in, or capable of knowing me. Meatball was the only one who came close, but he's married. I only feel happy and satisfied in relationship with people who really are interested in me, and those people are very very rare. Which essentially means my life is mostly loneliness and dissatisfaction in relationships. I have a very strong intellect which is absolutely not a popular trait with the opposite sex.
I hear all of that you said! It’s painful and lonely at times but we can only be us. I’ve had some recovery spiritually and mentally and it’s vital but there’s still a veil
Between me and them. It’s sad especially with family in my experience.
@@madamdardis hang in there dear sister. God made us the way we are for a reason.
Ask yourself what your purpose in coming to this globe was. And don't give up until you hear the answers within you. I am in the same boat, but I am RARELY lonely because there IS so much companionship in the spirit world and the real God (Love) within you - not the religious one.
Get a pet, cat dog. You will be amazed by unconditional love 💕
@@really6544 Truedat. I've had and have dogs now.
I just spoke of this today. Narcissistic people are drawn to me. I never feel lonely when I’m in solitude.
I feel you! I may be alone, but rarely lonely!
I totally get that. My ex husband is a narcissist, and every time I try to make a friend is with people who drain me of every ounce of energy I have in me. They just find me. Best wishes to you...
I attract a LOT of Cancers all around me@@CriaAndKiddFW
Me too 😊
Yes that is exactly what is happening to me. People can't work me out. Yes I did do healing for people. Medical intuitive . I am misunderstood. Yes I have people smile at me. Look at me strange. Been asked what am I into, am sure my sister and I have lived before in Victorian times. Yes people do say I am different.
So this is why……thank you for the clarity. As a child I couldn’t understand why people where so mean to each other. I still can’t understand it, but I’m getting it now. I always knew there had to be more than playing with dolls and pretending. I’m so glad I was right. I send you all the love in the world.
I am okay with the lonely feeling now, and prefer it. I realize that most people don't understand and it can be embarrassing. I go about my business and the ones that need me find me
Love your comment....that's how I feel
Embracing the loneliness was the best decision I ever made. Keep it up people , the best to you all ❤
I'm a vision person so I learned to draw what I saw right away. I drew a cliff line with a woman in a flowing dress with her arms out creating the weather... the wind, the clouds the storm coming.. for a long time I felt like I had all this power and I needed to hide from. There's nobody ever to talk to about these things I want to be able to go somewhere to be trained how to use my gifts. I've been told by different walks of life that I'm an empath I'm a sensitive I have healing hands.. but I noticed there is so much more.
As a child I always felt like an outsider looking in..😊
Yes me too...I've felt like that all my life and I'm now 68, never married, self conscious, t hought I had a few nice friends but not any more when I was no use to them the fell out with me.....I don't trust anyone anymore only my Sister brother in law,,,nephew and niece....thank God for them...❤❤❤❤
@@Irene-qe5hu "I don't trust anyone anymore". Hmm. You don't trust your own self, dear one.
I was a full blooded Native American Shaman in my last life before now... Am in solitude my evil neighbors keep harrassing me and can not park or they destroy my vehicles. Need to move..away from bad people. I just do not associate with bad people.
I have been isolating for seven years. Life is good.
7 for me too
Same.
😂😂😂😂😂😂 you have any tips 😂 I've been closet isolating for 27 and full blown isolating since 2 years. I love it NGL 😂
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Me too...
I’ve always felt so self conscious, always felt like people were staring at me..and I have never been able to figure out why. Life has been a huge struggle for me, feeling isolated, never fitted in. I was diagnosed with c-ptsd a few years ago and have some pretty big trust issues as a result. I’m living the hermit life lately…sometimes it’s fine, but it’s getting a bit lonely lately. Thank you for this reading…it felt as though you were talking to me 🙏🏻❤️
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When you get comfortable with yourself your peace is very important.....at least mine is
I’m a Reiki master teacher I always sent out around the world to protect the light people star seeds the universe, send them love, healing, wisdom, and protection around the world🫶🏼🙌🏻🙏🏻🥰
Thank you! X
Thank you Jody, I appreciate, I also do the same…
Keep shining your bright light into the world. 🔮
So beautiful . Thank you love . ❤💕💓🌷🌹🌸🧚
Thank you Jody❣️ 🤗
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Omg you are my royalty, you make everything make sense, I’ve been trying to work my life out for 20 years, after people killed my dog I raised from 3 days old, I’ve been sooooo sad and confused, but I really see a light now, thankyou you are amazing and so humble!🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Whoa!!! This IS me!🤯
From people staring or looking at me, to the people who are drawn to me, to the people who just can't stand me for no reason that I've done, to me being drawn to certain places to me being here to spread light thru learning and teaching, to me LOVING to isolate myself from others because I feel the world just SUCK ALL MY ENERGY that I NEED to cocoon myself in order to regain my energy...GIRRRLLL!!!.
YOU HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD! GADANG!!!
THANK YOU HEDGE WITCH!🙏🥰
This is whole reading is eerily ON POINT!! Never accepted, dirty looks from known/and strangers, yet people use to come to me for answers/guidance, now I’ve had to cut everyone off from my life to protect my energy, lone wolf 🐺 🩶
Thank you Deborah, I had never understood why people came into my life all friendly then without warning shut me out or even turned on me, I always thought i had done something wrong. Now i do understand and i feel able to protect and nurture myself and that is so enpowering. Blessed be beautiful soul 🙏💕
Absolutely Deborah you just empowered us. Thanks 🙏🏾
Sometimes it is my own fault, but I can look back and see that I self-sabotaged as if some part of me wanted to keep me safe by breaking my bonds with them. My subconscious might be workin' overtime.
Same 😔
Me too! 😘🌷
You are in touch with the truth, incredible person. You put it in such a grand, majestic way. Just as it is.
Love, peace, and light.
I have always felt different from being a very small child !I think differently but I’m proud of who I am now and I know my light shines so bright x
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yeah, same...
Same
🤔if i live to be 100 i will always prefer to be alone then be around toxic,pity people. Family included!
Thanks for making me feel normal.
41:57 I was walking around on my lunch break today looking at the buildings and people.. I kept asking myself why am I here. I don't belong here, it doesn't resonate..i feel different to everyone. And then tonight your reading pops up. It's my first time on your channel. Your message truly resonated with me..i felt a total connection. Thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💫💜
My light irritates their demons . Your talking to me . Truly appreciate 🙏 you
Alone, but never lonely. A great energy to own.
I have always drawn broken, manipulative people. Have always felt alone and that others aren’t consistent with me. Friends talk over me, do all the talking, or interrupt. I have never had a voice. I just blend into the background and observe and sit silent, but then they question why I’m quiet. Strangers tell me their life stories.
I am humbled to hear this reading from you. I am 65 yrs old and it felt like you were speaking directly to me. Peace love and light.🙂
I have always felt like I fit nowhere. I pick up peoples energies, animals as well. I prefer animals and the solitude of nature. People seek me out when they are in pain. I listen. Very nice reading. Hits home. Peace to all.
The deer in our city are pure white and protected. I am a cab driver and when I see them I stop and respectively observe. I feel they are sacred. Of course general population are 'its just a deer '.
Living magic and so great you see it. Meow
My art teacher always said " be like an octopus... Reach out and absorb as much knowledge as lessons"
I'm not even halfway through this video, and I ended up bursting into tears. It has resonated with me to THAT extent.
Sending so much goodness!! 🪄✨💜
@@andreanixon277 Thank you. Much love 💛🌞
Me too lol
Me too, I am with you sweet one, isn't she wonderful. Lots of love to you . 😊❤️❤️🎁🌸🌹🌷💓💕🎀💗🍀🥀❤️🍓🎨🍨🍰☺️
Yes I cried too 😭. This life is so heavy and I feel like I’m always trying to help people evolve.
My daughter is a shaman, everything you say is everything she tells me
There was a job to on Earth, an we drew the short straws! I've ended up with not one person in my life; but I'm not lonely. I have a little rescue cat, a little angel who is my self-appointed caretaker; she gets me up every day, and brings me so much joy. Thank you for this gift today Deborah.
Aw, we have these little pets who are truly sent by Angels 😇 I am the same so you are not alone. Lol. There is more of us than you think. We are just placed so far apart. To light up all the dark places. 💡🕯🔦
Indeed, Deborah.
Deep gratitude
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My rescue is YoYo! I had a coma from a stroke and it took months to get home. YoYo was here, underneath the next door house. My June Bug and Jelly Bean were dead, my neighbors said. Scruffy little starved YoYo knew my voice and came to me. I picked him up and told him I was his home now. Dear cat, YoYo is the only person who loves me, and I love him! 😊
This made me giggle lol. It does feel like we drew the short straws lol. I too was sent a cat lol, for 12 years I've called her my little angel. My gift. I too, saw what she was and is :) From my heart to yours, biggest hugs
🙏🏻✝️💫 to you
Omg. I have literally felt like a fish out of water for my whole life! I don’t even want to be “the same”. This is amazing - you are speaking my life!
People have told me a number of times over the years that I have a light that shines out of me….
I've never "fitted" anywhere and I only have a handful of friends. Oh well .....
I've always wondered why people acted the way they do towards me. It broke my heart over and over, even my family. This makes so much sense. I can see people now, this just confirms it. I am getting more comfortable in my solitude, I had a recent bought with more deception, so the solitude feels nice. I found you recently, and I am very drawn to you. Thank you.
Deborah, I rarely comment on social media but everyword felt like it was for me. I have also had a family of Tawny Frogmouths ( owl looking birds) nesting outside my veranda. 2 chicks. We had cyclones here in Oz and I was so concerned when they were missing from the tree. I found mama, papa and one chick all safe. I cried the whole day for the lost chick. I prayed she was safe. Spirit told me she was and the next day she was there with the rest of the family. They have moved on but on the last night before they did, the little chick came and sat on my veranda for about 10 minutes on her own just looking at me, before mama flew by and she flew off with her. It meant so much to me and I knew it was highly symbolic of change coming and not feeling so alone. You really are a special gift. Thank you 🙏
Omg this is such a beautiful message. I am so glad your so connected to beyond the 5 senses. Because yes this was more than just owls. They are messengers. You you definitely got the message. They could be wanting to be your spirit animal.
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What a blessing 🙌
Gorgeous moment of your life! Thanks for sharing ❤
I have already blocked people out of my life, they drained me and made me uncomfortable. This reading is so spot on, thank you🙏🏼❤️
I have recently received inspiration that I am Mintaki Starseed. I've always been obsessed with Polynesian culture and the ocean. My spirit animals are the humpback whale and the seaturtle. Everything in my decor is beachy boho. My Reiki guide gave me the name Mikala Manakai. Manakai means Spirit of the Sea, which I didn't even know until after I received the name. 😊❤❤❤❤
My oldest sibling hated me solely because I was born. Now I know I reflected his self hate back to him. He hated himself. He is now in spirit. I hope he finally faces himself.
Thanks for this amazing and life changing info. Hugs💕
"I hope he finally faces himself."
@@Rick_Mathersome people are nastier than others, hmmm,?
I have always spent time alone even when I was very little. When I was older and had roommates, I had to find an apartment by myself to have a quiet space. Now that I'm much older I enjoy my solitude. I have been wondering why I am alone more but don't feel lonely-the quarantine a few years ago was stressful but not the isolation. I tapped into my creativity and kept busy drawing, designing clothes, stitching quilt squares and cooking. Other than gaining weight all of this did help me rediscover who I was and helped me decide to stop working for other people. I'm now on a journey to set myself up in this new adventure. I also fill my life with cats and their compatible energy. Thank you for your insight and your talent.
That’s why we have to keep our vibration high and be careful who’s out there because they want us to lose our vibration and make us not love cause love brings up the highest vibration you can have
Old people always smile and say hello to me, that I don't know. My passion is horses and birds of prey. I always felt I belonged in a differant time. I see myself living in a forest, cooking over a fire, wearing a light brown hat/hood and a dark brown dress.
You made me feel so happy, knowing that i am not alone in being weird 😂😂😂…
I too am alone… been single & celibate for 15yrs and don’t really have friends (by choice)…
I dip in & out to certain people when I have to but mostly alone by nature…
I learnt the hard way and discernment was my biggest lesson…
Am hoping to start a new life abroad later this year or next and to spend the rest of my life working with animals and living FREE… I’m 51 and I’ve had this calling all of my life… so pleased I’ve found you - THANKYOU ❤❤❤
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12 years for me. Cut most people out years ago. Still keep trying but always end up having to send them packing. At the point now where no more letting them in the door. Advice is always ignored or causes a rage fit. So from now on that's all they get, Immediately. Deal with your pity party yourself.
Beautiful ❤
Fascinating!
I can always tell people energies.. my husband thinks I'm so negative about it but remember tell ya there are sooo many people with I'll intentions.... I will be your friend, ❤ I don't have any friends complete solitude and isolation. 😢 never really had good friends and Co workers used to talk about me all the time, calling me the Golden child, the suck up, 😒 I just did my work. Never had time for all that mess.
I feel your golden light my beautiful friend and I am with you 🍓❤️🎨🍨🍰☺️❤️🥀🍀💗🎀💕💕sending you so much love and support. Thank you . 😊
I have studied many different modalities of healing. I’m Third Degree Reiki healer too. Me too! I’m a sponge. It’s overwhelming. We attract a lot of bugs to our light!
Being a Seer is the hardest part of a spiritual journey. 🤗🌻☀️🌟✨
It can be, tbh I would not have it any other way. 🙏🏻🔮🙏🏻 the understanding it has given me is worth more than all the gold in the world.
Being an empath is ruff !
Your life sounds like mine. I never make eye contact any longer in public. I am never lonely alone. This was refreshing to know this happens to other people. Thank you 😊
I too am in solitude.....but never lonely. Recently 2 of my sons have joined the Love me, or Hate me club-and I don't have a clue what I have done. I did lose another son July 22, so It may have something to do with that...I don't know. But I have the confidence that it is something in them because I have supported them throughout his death. (They support me? Not so much!) I don't know the why? But I don't need to. Thank you for your time and all your Sagi readings. They are usually right on for me!
Spot on on, confirmation from what I've been told. Ty ❤
Oh my goodness that’s the same thing. I’ve gone through my whole life and I had figured that out when I was young that I made them see who they really were in the darkness and the jealousy and the hate they had for me and I gave them no reason
You just described me to a T. ❤
I’ve always been fun and friendly but was never included in the group wherever I’ve been. People have always just checked out of my life with no warning. Never understood it. But came to accept it.
❤AMAZING!❤
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ANCIENT HEALING WISDOM!
THANKYOU HEDGE WITCH!
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Thankyou..People have always treated me hot and cold...been abused in the past .have had rough time..thankyou
Thank you for the lessons & Wisdom❤
Each reading I think, how is she talking directly to me and connecting to me so precisely. And then I laugh at myself for asking such a silly question. Thanks for everything.
I was feeling the same way haha
Yes, happens
Being a fish out of water is why many people gain weight, wanting to belong and thinking belonging equates to survival. Its a like fish who wants to stay small and swim with the school, but sometimes survival is not about swimming with the school of fish, it may need one to swim against the tide, daring to allow their inner guidance to direct them and thus finding existence through the guidance of the heavenly milky ocean above. I hope this helps someone to release the weight they have been carrying and to know that you belong and being guided towards a great cosmic ocean. For some it may mean they need to put down roots somewhere, even finding a home you rent or own that you can put your plants in the ground, and sometimes that solitude place is what feels like home, because you are free to be yourself.
I saw you and your youtube keeps popping up so I take it as a sign so I go in here and I can recognize myself and i am in soletude. Interesting. Thank you so much🙏💜💖
Deborah I believe you had a lifetime in Egypt you even got the look of an Egyptian goddess ❤ I agree I always felt like a black sheep of world
You give me goosebumps 💫✨
I too am in solitude. In reading the comments, I wonder how many who are carrying light are having to go into solitude for self protection. Last summer I was meeting with my sister, and on the way there I had this strange thought that this might be the last time I ever see her. I spent the weekend with her and got heat stroke really bad. It was as if something went off on me, or like I blew a fuse I have not been the same since. I feel like I’ve had a complete adrenal breakdown. And since I have developed several different things that I’m told are going to kill me. I am good with it because I am not meant to be in this world right now. By the way I was involved in a shamanic apprenticeship that I ended up dropping out of.
@11:30 I know exactly what you mean ! I learned how to keep everyone out of my eyesight but still be aware of my surrounds just to make sure I don’t engage with any of the energies that are fixate on my aura
We find comfort in similar stories we read here. It all makes sense now. Delighted to hear others are OK being alone.😊
Thank you for this reading. You just expressed who I am. As a child I knew I was different. I was in a boarding school with 600 girls. I had one friend. The girls called me proud because I didn't mix with everyone. I have had dangerous experiences and could have died, but some random person grabbed me and the train door flew open. It was a very old lady, a stranger. I never knew her. She was there and then she wasn't. I don't have friends but I have acquaintances. I read energy. I am effected by people's energy. Some drain me and I have to retreat. They make me literally ill. My body feels very tired and I get other symptoms. I can see things before they happen. I was unpopular with my kids. They would say I spoil their fun. If they did it anyway and it went wrong, they didn't like me for a hot minute. I am a starseed, an empath. I am a healer. I live in a gated community with 200 homes. People say never see me. I spend months indoors, I need my solitude. My neighbors call me to see if I am ok. Now they are used to it. I rent out rooms and I know the ones I should stay away from. Very little contact like hi and how was your day. Some are 😮 energy vampires and they drain me. I am a Gemini. All my life people see my light and I am made to feel like an outsider, or at work even my new boss had to make up lies to get me terminated when I was with the company for 8 years. I could write a book on how I have been protected. I am not young , so that is a very long time. My landlord told me that he wished he could clone me and put me in all his houses. He is a very good man and I had to ask him for a letter for work and he said I am a very good person and maintenance and people who had to enter the house to work inside reported to him that I was a very nice person and treated them well.
I seems that you have presented a very real mirror. It is delightful to hear the truth spoken out loud. Thank you.
More helpful than you could possibly know Deborah! Thank you for turning up & for being you. I am truly grateful for you.
This is my first time on your channel, and thank you so much. Before watching, I was just in my kitchen thinking about why I feel like an outsider, and I had a realization that it's always been this way, since I was young even. It was in that moment that I knew that I had light even before my spiritual journey had begun. Such a simple realization, yet it wasn't available to me before. Then, sitting down with tea, your video showed up in my feed. Truly when you say that if your video was clicked, it was because the energies align. Thank you for being here to deliver messages that through tarot I have not been able to read for myself. Subscribed on the spot. ❤
O wow what a reading, still listening thank you 🤍💜🖤🙏😇🌸💫
Narcissists see the light & seek equality
Beautiful reading I'm thankful 4 u
❤️ Oh, Deborah this must be the most important reading so far. I’m so deeply touched. Since I was child my mother noticed that I always observed other people who surrounded me with a certain way, like I’m full of curiosity about them. Then when I entered the school, I’m always the star in my class but somehow I isolated myself from others, it’s not my intention to do so, but I just happened and all the way, I be came the “outsider” or “alien” in any kind of relationships or groups, even in my career environment.
It’s so great to know someone shares this alienated experience, I’m not alone.✨💫⭐️
Isn’t it amazing that so many of us are present at this particular point in time. Thank you for this powerful message.❤️
The Time is Now
And Here We Are!
Apparently, an incarnation on Earth as She and we transform from 3d to 5d (Love) is the hottest ticket in the Galaxy right now! Enjoy/Injoy
Indeed. When someone has a high vibrational light, the majority of people can't handle it, so they turn and go to other ways, stop contacting you, are rude to you, abuse you or suck your energy if you let it. That makes it a solo journey on this Earth plane, deprived of empathy and compassion. I love this version of the five of swords.
I see the "difference" as I look at/into YOUR eyes. I would imagine when people look at you directly they are caused to "wonder". A piece to my puzzle. Thank you!
You can be my friend! Friends for life!
U have me now 2 I've been drawn back to u 4 real specific reasons
It's hard sometimes not knowing what to do. I'm never hardly out, hermit mode. Love to you Deborah thanks for lovely messages and light. God b🙌 ❤
Such a beautiful reading, thank you 🫶🙏🩷💜💙💚💛🧡
Yes this resonates a lot with me and yes i am feeling alone a lot of times because people treat me like that as you say , coming and going, as if i drawn them in and after they are draining with my energy they stay away from me. And yes i am an empath but also a witch, a starseed and a lightworker . Sorry that my soul is giving you goosebumps 😅💜💚💖 Thank you dear beautiful soul for this wonderful reading 🙏❤️
This reading has confirmed what my guides are telling me. Thank you. It is hard when you know you must leave long term relationships behind. But i cannot unsee what i have been shown. Much love to you.❤
You are so good Deborah. I feel every word. I did choose to be here now & experience the past pain to understand the love of the universe which is the only thing that's real in this realm.
❤Thank you!❤
I resonate with people staring ..I always smile ..also have times where I feel I recognise perfect strangers in random places 🥰& yes also experience the negative ..people running away …thanks clarifies those who can accept & those who can’t …understand narcissists craving the positive energy, empathy & light ..feel also makes them fearful ..they thrive on control so makes them nervous …hard when you just want to give & share the love ..they are not able to receive ..run but often return ❣️
I actually feel I’m starting to heal my heart. I feel no regret for the relationships I have ended.
You’re looking more and more and more beautiful Debra!!! And just so you know, I can’t WAIT for your videos every single time you post!! You’re the best!! I can’t live without your beautiful messages!!
Hi Debra, outcasted all my life I never felt like i fitted in from a young age. Ive always been kind but bullied. Yes I had a loving family but i still feel alone. I’ve learnt from my spiritual path and tarot readers that I’m a sensitive empath. And it’s not the first time I’ve been told I was a witch in a past life and burt at the stake and a very old soul. A Goddess, an Arc Angel, an Arthurian riding Dragons and protecting the planet, Egyptian, Shamen! This is amazing 🤚 I’m still artistic. Love this. Absolutely love listening to your advice and wisdom 😍🥰 Thank you for sharing your beautiful, magical gift with us all. Love, peace and happiness to you, yours and the collective. ❤️🕊️🥰🙏 xxx
Your energy resonates with me so much. I understand your journey. You are not the only old soul alone. May we find company with each others energy no matter how far apart we are. Sending my love. To you and all the other souls coming together on this channel. Its a honor 🙏🏻🔮🙏🏻
Just booked a trip to South Africa, I live in the USA, I resonate with the messages I’ve listen to you 3 times.
As a South African, I welcome you and I hope that you have a beautiful and blessed stay here. 🌻
I am planning a trip there!!! Any tips on safety for tourists?
This resonated so much. Thank you.
I'm a Reiki Master, Kundalini Yoga Instructor, and Shamanic Practioner. This reading has my whole body vibrating, heart swelling. I usually only go to you astrology readings. Tonight, I felt drawn to open this video. I'm approaching a big shift, and I'm sitting with mouth hanging open. In gratitude. Sat Nam ❤
So happy I’m here now…Thank you…new subscriber here…❤
I can’t Read my own Tarot.
I dreamed 40years ago, sitting on the rock in a cave entrance, casting different bones and stones as I was a very wrinkled old woman. Not flattering then but makes sense of previous lives and predestined path.👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼🇦🇺💛Thank you Deborah.
Me too. People must Treat and talk to me nicely, or else I’ll embarrass them with a truth and I’ll never be a nice and loving friend with them again. Thus, I am a loner. Alone, not lonely, ever. Love to you enlightened Deborah.
Yes, people do always stare at me, and it used to really bother me. Now I just don't pay attention. I do have white light aura. I've seen it and others have approached me to tell me they could see it and it's white. I do also see gold sparkles that come from my crown and cascade around me, too. This happens when I'm meditating. If I open my eyes, I can see all of the energy in the room.
Thank you Deborah for explaining something that's been bothering me for years.
Thank you
A timely piece of the puzzle for me…it all feels real. Thank you.
Breath of fresh air. Thank you for this reminder ;) and it was an honor back, my friend!
Yes, WE are here, on this journey to Be Lighthouses.
Ty!
Katherine 🧡😺
Thanks ❤