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Shanon, you can literally see the raw emotion on your face and eyes. You can see the hurt but also the gratefulness. Thank you for everything you have done. Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable. I wish you nothing but the best
It makes me so sad that you're so hard on yourself. You are such a beautiful, strong woman. We all have bad days, that's part of what makes us human. I love that you still decided to come on camera despite not feeling your best.
I don’t know why we expect women to become expert event planners once they get engaged. That is literally a profession. Why would we suddenly know how to do that JUST bc we are women who have a ring on our finger?!? There is no shame in using a wedding planner. That’s why they exist. Almost ALL WOMEN feel overwhelmed by the experienced. And almost all couples find engagement to be the most stressful time in the relationship to date. You are normal ;).
Raise your hand if Shaaanxo was your first OG’er you came to for inspiration 🙋🏼♀️
I used to refer to Shan as "the girl with tons of lipsticks" lol those declutter videos
@@phammae5366 agreed! I loved the self tanner days and when she would dye her hair blonde 😍💫
Me she was the first you tuber I ever watched and loved her from the start
Don’t feel bad Shan my wedding was ruined from the get go and I did not enjoy the process what so ever thank you for saying this
@@jessicahunt7984 same! ❤️
Omg, love the rose quartz compact 💖💓💕 the whole look is gorg!
I'm so glad to hear you say some of these things about wedding planning because I've had the exact same experience! There are fun aspects of it like the dress but overall, I've hated the planning process. I started avoiding talking to friends and family because they always ask about the wedding and I don't want to talk about it. Thanks for making me feel like I'm not alone.
I’ve watched you for literally 10 years, not kidding. You were one of the first TH-camrs I ever found, and by far my longest watched. I never miss a video. It’s so crazy, exciting and eye opening to see how much you’ve grown up. Literally hearing about the wedding, and becoming a mum! So wild! I’ve always looked at you like an older sister, which is strange because we’ve never met. But I just wanted to let you know how proud of you we are! ❤️
Mate! My husband planned 95% of our wedding cause it just stressed me out so much!! I did the dress, bridesmaids stuff and hair/makeup and that’s it. We have to ask for help when we need it, and just because you’re the female in the relationship shouldn’t mean you have to be in charge of wedding planning :$
we all need a partner like urs , that was so sweet
Right?! Makes me so sad to see all my friends taking on the stress by themselves when marriage is a two persob job!
That’s so true 👍🏼
So true! I wonder why Hamish didn’t do anything to help :\
Oh I wasn’t getting at that, some guys probably want to leave it to their other half so they get exactly what they always dreamed of ☺️
I've noticed you've really grown up and matured over this past year. Its refreshing to see you talk openly about your life etc. Happy for you girl, you work so hard. Take care of you ❤.
I have major anxiety and depression and my favourite videos are your chatty videos where you just chat and do your makeup. It takes me away from all the bad. I could watch them all day 🤍🤍
These are the kinds of videos I love....more chatty, life focused instead of product focused. I hope you had a good Christmas and that you were able to relax!
Wedding planning is HARD. Also, prepare yourself for post wedding depression. The day after my wedding was so depressing and anxious. Two years of planning over in one day and you’re like “now what?”.
I feel this so hard. I'm literally taking 2 years to plan my wedding.
Yess!!
Omg yes! I was so lost after my wedding as I took up 18 months of my life x
We had a small wedding on NYE 2020 and I bawled so hard the next day lol
Thanks for being vulnerable and putting yourself out there. There is nothing wrong with not “loving” the wedding planning process. It’s stressful as hell! Especially when you have a job, business, etc. You’ll love the actual day! Sit back, look at everyone who is there celebrating with you and enjoy it! You’re amazing and beautiful, and I thank you for being you! 💕
the dark brows, glitter poppin makeup! you look stunning
You are honestly one of my favorite TH-camrs to watch. I've been watching you since you did your tattoo and piercing tour lol You are such a kind person and very relatable 💕
What other people are dealing with isn't a competition and they don't get to dismiss how or what you're feeling as not as important. Anxiety is a beast in itself and I think it's incredibly strong for you to share how you're feeling.
Just fyi! I felt alone & stressed planning my wedding too, so u definitely arent alone. U should be really proud of yourself for what you've accomplished by ur late 20's. It's all gonna come together just lovely, I've no doubt. You're my fave makeup YT'er, along w/ Annette from Annette's Makeup Corner & Betty Jean from Beautebean & Angela Nyvquist (hope I spelled that right) d'oh.
Mental health is absolutely important. Don’t let anyone tell you any different. Everyone is going through something and some may seem “worse” than others, but that doesn’t mean what you are going through is any less important to you. And mental health and stress should always be talked about and dealt with. So I’m proud of you for this and showing others it’s okay to not be okay.
Thank you for letting us in on how you’re actually feeling, I loved growing up watching your videos, you always made my day by uploading a video. Please take care of yourself!!
On wedding planning: I want to validate that it’s ok if it’s really hard and stressful and not fun!! There are people whose full-time job is putting on events for large groups of people, and it’s a lot of work and stress for them as professionals, but we as amateurs are expected to put on what’s supposed to be the best day of our lives, a day you only get to do once! It’s a lot! ❤️
Shannon, never feel guilty for your feelings. Never feel guilty for doing what's best for you. Your day will be beautiful because it's yours. I understand the anxiety, i've dealt with it all my life too and these sorts of things freak me out too. You got this girl xx
Love these chatty down to earth videos. You’re so relatable Shannon. Lots of us have watched you for your whole career here and you truly feel like a friend.
You and your channel is the one thing that always gets me in a good mood no matter how shitty life is, thank you for always beeing your true self xx
Yesss💕
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Noo I deleted your heart shan, damn it! 😭
Love the honesty, everyone struggles with their own things and I think everyone's struggles are valid even if they "aren't as bad" as some things others are going through. Sending you good vibes and happiness (like you bring for me) for the new year ❤️ Thanks for being you
Just wrote almost the same thing , you just said it better than me. 💖
Hey Shannon,
You are beautiful inside and out and most of all don’t ever forget that you are human so you never need to apologise for feeling blah or however you feel. It’s makes you honest and one of the many reasons I love you and your work. I’ve got a terminal illness and can honestly say that you make my life better if every which way. I love the way you present and will always support the gorgeous products you creat with XO beauty xx
my main goal next year is to focus on me. i’ve been focusing way too much on everyone else and not taking time for me, 2021 is the year for self love!!!
how overwhelming for you i totally understand as someone who sufferes from anxiety and depression i can relate and how wonderful this women asked if you needed help that is a total blessing xxx ooww its so hard when our furbabies are getting older but as a little dog they have a longer life span im sure you still have many years with him the little darling
Girl, same. Wedding planners are worth their weight in GOLD. I thought I could do it myself too and NO. I couldn't. My sister-in-law stepped in when it was all about to fall apart and she put EVERYTHING together. So much love to her.
you were the first your tuber I ever subsricbed too and got me obsessed with make up about 6 years ago. I was in my 30s and had never worn makeup now thanks to you I have something that I love to do and collect. I have bought many of your brushes and all your eye shadow palettes , the native one is my new fav right now. I love your vibe and you are so sweet, please just stay you and you are allowed to have your feelings.
You're problems aren't comparable to others problems! Remember that, you are struggling with your things, and that is a valid struggle, no matter "how small or big" the issue is. You are seriously my favourite youtuber, and I appreciate how genuine you are, you make me feel like I know you, and you feel like a friend. I love you and your work xx
I pray anyone that sees this is successful in life
You too! 💙
Same to you - thank you
Thank you. And your life attracts success as well xoxoox
Same to you 🤗
You too ✨
If I think about how often I’ve commented something similar or how I don’t think you’ll ever understand my words.
Shan, you’re apart of so many of our lives. You’ve always been a beacon of honesty & growth. Sometimes I’m in awe of your passion and determination. Then I’m proud & reflect as if you’re my sister. Often I’m cackling or crying with you just wishing I could give you a hug. As always, thank you for posting. Keep takin care of yourself, love.
Don’t feel bad for sharing how you feel! It’s so lovely and refreshing that you are honest about your feelings instead of just bottling it and pretending everything’s perfect.
We all have stress and worry and sometimes some people’s seem bigger or whatever but your totally allowed to feel how you feel so don’t ever apologise for those of us who experience anxiety and worry it’s nice to know that we’re not alone and..that’s why we’re here watching your channel, right? To support you! If anyone says anything nasty that’s on them not you. We appreciate you as you are Shan!
Happy new year to you and Hamish and the pups. Love this look on you also, stunning as always 😘
I think this is one of the most beautiful looks I've seen you do. Please don't feel bad about not enjoying your wedding planning, you've had to do it through one of the most difficult periods of our lives so far. Thank you for being so open and honest and wishing you all the best for 2021 xxx
I absolutely didn’t enjoy planning our wedding either! It was so anxiety inducing. I was so relieved that COVID caused us to cut our guest list, costs, everything. It made me realize how badly I just wanted a simple, laid back day and what we were planning for didn’t feel that way. Fortunately, it ended up being exactly what we wanted in the end. The goal was always to be married to my best friend, the rest just didn’t matter. It’s about the marriage not the wedding day itself. So happy to hear that you’re feeling better about it all ☺️
I completely understand where you're coming from with the wedding planning - I'm getting married in October next year and it is one of the most stressful things I've ever had to do. For me, booking and organising wasn't an issue because I did things one at a time but it was just the question after question from people about the 'excitement' and what are you doing for this and that it genuinely becomes overwhelming. I've never planned anything this big and expensive before either and when you throw Covid into the mix, my anxiety goes through the roof. Everyone says 'oh it'll all be over by then' but unless you're in the person's shoes, you have no idea how stressful and scary it all is thinking that something could happen, especially when you can't afford to reschedule and lose deposits 🙁 I hope and pray your wedding goes perfectly, Shannon and that it was exactly what you dreamed of ❤️
I started practicing guided Yoga and Meditation this year and it was the best thing I ever found to self nourish myself.
In the past I've done weight training, running ect and nothing has worked on my mental health to the extent as I find this has.
Love you Shannon!
I vote a BIG YES to the chatty videos!!!! They are my fave. Real, raw and actual life stuff and makeup bonus xx
I can't even tell you Shan how much these videos have given me life during this year! It just makes me feel okay about things, I can't really explain it. Wish I lived on NZ X
It takes a very unique person to be as naturally beautiful, successful, kind and down to earth as you-- especially given the nature of your job. It's been a pleasure to watch you evolve and remain humble.
I will forever appreciate how real you are with us as viewers 🤍 I’ve been watching you since grade 8 (I’m now in my 3rd year of uni) and you never fail to amaze me and make me feel as if I know you personally. Thank you for inviting us as viewers into your life 🤍 forever proud of you Shan
Thank you for being so open! Your vulnerability is so appreciated and your feelings are completely valid. My mom hated planning her wedding because so many people had so many opinions, and she ended up picking a dress and bridesmaids and some guests and everything else was done by my grandma. You are wonderful and appreciated!
This year has been so hard on everyone. People expect too much of themselves not realising that we have been through something so major! I’m a nurse and 2020 has been such a hard year to be a nurse. I’ve also been so hard on myself. Put everything I have into my work and you forget to look after yourself. I think everyone should give themselves a big shout out for getting through this year
Aww bless, you are allowed to find your wedding planning stressful. It’s one of thee biggest events of your life that you want to get right. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself for not enjoying it. At the end of the day if you loved it then you’d be a wedding planner. You did the right thing by bringing someone experienced in to help. I’m sure it will be thee best day ever. Sending big hugs from Scotland (we are currently back in lockdown 🙄) ❤️❤️❤️ xx
Thank you for your raw honesty! It was nice to hear (even if it's not nice) that you weren't really enjoying the stress of planning a wedding. The thought of planning a wedding is always what puts me off. It must be so daunting!
I absolutely loved this eye look too 😍
I love you shan! You are a strong women, don’t ever forget that hun! You have honestly helped me over the years and making me feel less alone in situations that occur. Keep being yourself Shan we all love you! Stay strong and stay true to who you are as a person! 💕💕💕
I hear ya lol. I had a total knee replacement which went extraordinarily well. 8 weeks after back at work, no pain, full bend was FANTASTIC. 3 days after back at work, fell down the stairs blew the whole lot out. Had to have the initial prosthetics removed, new ones with Longer spears back in, bone on outside split off so grafted and cemented back on, tendon on top of leg snapped, synthetic put in, splint for three months starting out with 30 degree bend and going up in 30 every 3 weeks. So, back to work on return to work program, some pain (not tooo much thank goodness) but not as much bend and still wearing aids on the knee. So..... good on you for filming when feeling bleeaahhh. I do have down days then give myself a kick cos there are others out there who are so worse off than me and would be happy with what I have. one thing though, have your tears but make sure you talk to someone. Anyone ........ as things can even out. Big breath and one thing at a time
Wanting to get married and spend your life with someone is completely different than being able to effortlessly plan a MAJOR event. I compare it to planning a conference except every attendee is someone you love and don't want to let down (or offend). After being maid of honour/bridesmaid for seven friends, I eloped. It was perfect. Marriage is about your relationship, not a single party. I'm so sorry you've had such a stressful experience but am glad you have support and are speaking up. It helps to remember that it's just one day in a lifetime of love. 💕💕💕
Ohh Shannon I cannot agree with you MORE!! I was married a long time ago so I didn’t have to deal w a freaking pandemic! BUT I was SO overwhelmed and stressed planning it and almost cancelled and eloped! All I truly wanted was to marry the love of my life and have an amazing day that our friends and family would remember and enjoy. It was SO hard! SO HARD! The day of my wedding I was in the shower and had a full on meltdown and sat down in the tub bawling my eyes out! I just lost it! To this day I have a slightly negative feeling when I think back to our wedding day. However our MARRIAGE has been a DREAM come true! No Joke I seriously cannot complain at all! We have been so blessed and just grow closer each passing day. We just celebrated our 24th wedding anniversary in October ! So my best words of wisdom can be that no matter what you feel or how the wedding turns out I know the most important thing is that you are marrying your best friend! And I would rather an ok wedding and an amazing Marriage as opposed to the other way around. To those who get the best of BOTH worlds, wow you are so blessed and I am truly HAPPY for you! It isn’t easy. Sending you HUGE HUGS and lots of Love!! ~Miranda 💜
Do you see a therapist? I found it really helped with my anxiety and depression. She helped me manage it and showed me how to approach it. Don't be so hard on yourself. I'd never be able to do all the work you do. Big hugs from London
I graduated from my design degree in the middle of the first uk lockdown, and its been really tough but, your videos have helped me to escape the harsh reality at the moment while I still look for a job. You've achieved so much and seeing your palette release actually filled me with joy! You shouldn't be hard on yourself, it doesn't matter how difficult things are, your problems and struggles are valid. You've helped me a lot this year to feel less lonely and proved to me that you can make it on your own with hard work. I wish you the happiest and healthiest year to come! ❤
Think this was one of my faves. Just a really open and honest vibe. Nice to see your not just gorgeous, u r real, and genuine. Anyway there was something comforting about ur chit chat.
I absolutely love these videos Shan! I struggle so much with my anxiety and it’s so nice to see how you’re going and that I’m not alone. Send you so many hugs xxxx
You deserve all the peace and happiness Shan! Try not to be so hard on yourself, I have chronic anxiety and just doing what you need to do for YOU is so helpful 💜
Ahhh Shan, this had me in sheets of tears this morning.... girl, you are magnificent and you’re doing amazingly! I can totally relate to that overwhelmed feeling and stress, it is the story of my life too. I honestly could feel the relief when you mentioned you’d decided to get a wedding planner, good for you. You deserve to enjoy your special day, not be completely exhausted from stressing the whole way through. Sending you big love, can’t wait to see what next year brings for you xx
I dare anyone to give you any hate - it’s unacceptable. I was one of those who enjoyed organising my wedding, but I absolutely understand that it can be overwhelming and cause real stress and anxiety for others. I discovered your channels a couple of years ago when I discovered makeup. It feels like we (your viewers) have gotten to know you. You seem like such a sweet person and it makes me sad to see you upset. I’m glad you have gotten some help with tackling the things that are causing that, and that you have such wonderful supportive bridesmaids. I am sure everything will be wonderful on your special day. 😘
You deserve all the most beautiful things Shan & you have the biggest heart, you’re so skilled, down to earth, funny, intelligent, generous, gorgeous & just all round a goddamn wonderful soul and I hope you feel better & things ease up. I think there’ll always be stress because it’s a really important day and you want it to be perfect but it’ll be perfect even if everything goes wrong because it’s you two together & that’s what makes it perfect. That being said, I completely understand the overwhelm and stress and if you need help with anything, please don’t hesitate to ask. I know it’s kinda weird from a stranger on the internet but anything any of us can do to help organise things or resolve some stressors, I’m sure other people as well as me ofc would do whatever we can to make sure you’re okay, (I used to be an executive assistant so I actually can organise things if you need anything like that but also if you just need to rant or talk or be sent cute dog or kitty pictures then I’m here 🙋🏼♀️
please take care of yourself angel 💕
Girl. Yessss...planning was too overwhelming with me and it was making me dread everything. We cancelled the venue, lost a little money, got married at the courthouse, and had a big party! It was the best weekend ever!!! Glad you’ve found a planner and it’s enjoyable for you now!!
My goals for 2021:
In no particular order.. get married, have a baby, or at least get pregnant, lose weight, deal with mental health in a more productive way & learn a new skill/hobby.
I feel you with wedding planning, COVID has definitely made an already stressful task worse. You shouldn’t be so hard on yourself though Shan, you’ve done so much this year & you should be so proud of yourself. Thank you for being so open & real with us, we’re all human, we all have off days, and I personally think the bad days are just as important as the good ones. Bad days teach us things, sometimes we see it, sometimes we don’t.
Look after yourself, have a wonderful new year! ❤️
Thank you for sharing your feelings and thoughts around your wedding planning. When you were explaining how you felt during the planning, I was thinking "this was me!" I always dreamt of getting married but the thought of organising our wedding was so stressful to me. I just couldn't enjoy the process. I'm glad you are over the worst of it and can now enjoy the last few bits☺️ xx
I watched you for years even though I don’t understand every word you say “especially in the beginning” because I don’t speak English very well but now my major in university is English language and I become more aware of the language. You are a big part of my English learning. Love from Saudi Arabia 🇸🇦♥️
Thank you for all of this. I'm the worst at planning anything. The thought of planning a wedding is the most terrifying, anxiety inducing thing. You are not the only one. And thank you for making me feel like I'm also not the only one ❤
❤❤ You are a wonderful person. Inside and out, I suffer from panic disorder and doing yoga really helps my breathing and stress level. I loved how you shared your feelings, do it more often. It will help and so can we! Love your channel and you🌺🌺
Your honesty is always so admirable 💕 be kinder to yourself
Honestly I feel like there are so many issues that we are so used to seeing in a 100% positive light, that we automatically feel guilty if we don't fully enjoy them...at the same time, speaking out about them like you did helps all those people who feel like they're doing something wrong! Its so important to talk about these issues, be it motherhood or seemingly trivial stuff like planning a special event...
wedding planning, and ceremonies in general, absolutely terrify me and it's so nice to know i'm not alone! have convinced my partner that we will just elope and have a big party like you said - because that's how we have fun, with friends and food! so lovely to hear an honest and relatable review of 2020 from someone people might assume has had a pretty east year. happy new year shan xx
I feel you with the anxiety. It's fine to feel worried and stressed don't beat yourself up over it. 🥺💕
Aww How lovely of Rebecca to reach out and help you. I’m so glad you found her ❤️
I remember watching you get ready for the club so many years ago. I just got engaged and was surprised at how overwhelming wedding planning is, and it’s ok if it’s not always fun. And it’s so normal to have anxiety about conceiving. Same!!
You are allowed to feel how you feel. Organising a wedding isn't for everyone. Everyone's experiences and tolerances are so different. This doesn't make you any less of a person. 😘 im glad you have someone helping and you can relax and enjoy the lead up 💕 HNY x
And thank you for keeping it real. Too many youtubers & social media personalities portray this perfect, stress free life that just doesn't exist. I always watch you when im feeling down coz you feel like a friend to me lol love you gurl, I hope 2021 brings you everything you're working for 🖤
Something to remember is, no matter what is going on with other people, your feelings about your life and your situations are still your feelings, and they are still valid. Everyone is going through different things and some things are harder than others. But our feelings about the things we go through are 100% valid and ours to experience.
I love you so much!
I follow you for over 6 years and i constantly watching your videos! You are such an inspiration and a role model to me❤❤❤
I love you shan
Girl, I totally struggle with stress and anxiety, especially this year. Watching you definitely is an escape and comforting, so I appreciate it. Makeup is amazing! Need to recreate this for my lame at home New Years as I’m in California and we are in another stay at home order.
As far as the makeup goes... I love it. U can totally switch out the silvery glitter look for gold or rose gold. This is my Insp for NYE for sure!!!! Ty Shaaan🖤
Thank you for saying “don’t be ashamed to ask for help if you need it” .. I need help cleaning and keeping my home now with chronic spinal pain but I give myself a hard time about getting help cause I use to be able to do it all and it felt so easy. I’m in a new place in life and everything has really gotten hard.
You grew up with us and we grew up with you!! I love you lots and appreciate all that you share with us. Much love and stay safe 🥰❤
Hey Shan literally been watching you since the beginning but I hardly comment... just wanted to say I am suffering from anxiety and panic attacks as well and I know that big events and pressure can make it so much worse. Thanks for touching on menthal health and anxiety. You reminded me it's okay to ask for help. Thank you so much. Wishing you all the best. Lots of love from Germany.
Heads up Shan you can do this 😘 I have never felt so alone until this year my mother passed away in March and I’ve had chest pains and severe anxiety ever since but I have told myself I’m not going to let my anxiety beat me. Your an inspiration to many of us girls and I feel proud to be from the same country as you 🇳🇿 ❤️
Its funny but I had a vibe that u were overwhelmed but u know it's ok to feel that way when u have so much on your plate, u never have to feel guilty. I'm in sort of the same boat with what my life is like & it's very hard to accept help, I feel embarrassed & it's hard to share, so I'm so glad u've found a person for u & it's going well. Don't forget all the things u are juggling that it's ok to be anxious. The thing to often is to have someone to talk to & as hard as it is, it's a good idea to speak to ur doc, just to get some temp help, there's no shame in that & it will help u to enjoy this time in your life.
I wish u & urs & HAPPY NEW year 🍾🎉🎊🍹💝
This came together so beautifully! At first I was like ummmm Shan..... But as per usual you brought it all together and it looks beautiful.
Honestly, I am so frozen with wedding planning because I’m so overwhelmed with everything that has to go into it, so I feel you so much on that!! I know that everything will come together and my friends and family that attend will not care about all the tiny details that stress only me out, but planning is such a huge responsibility, and no one talks about how stressful it is!!
you’re just an amazing human, you don’t need to be normal you are above normal, like just amazing, so relatable and open and honest. these kind of videos are my fave because it shows you are human and have stresses and think about things too. please don’t stop sharing!! my goal for 2020 is to develop my discipline in all areas of my life and to put my happiness above anything. I hope you have the most amazing year ahead with the wedding and just life in general ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love your CCRM it feel so relaxing and comforting that we are all in this together. Also, it's nice to throw on when I'm either working or eating
I'm so happy that you shared your thoughts about wedding planning! I think so many people can relate
SAME with the anxiety about wedding planning! Some of it was fun, but most of it was overwhelming. I 100% would have hired a planner if I could have afforded it. Also the more anxiety with age thing is real for me too. Glad you're feeling better about things with the added help.
This is why I love you so much and enjoy your opinions on things because you’re always so honest! Thank you Shannon love you so much!
I've just started watching but I wanna quickly thank you for filming even when you weren't really "feeling yourself"! For me personally, it's so hard to be productive when I don't feel my best so I find your work ethic very inspiring ❤ love you xx
ALL of your feelings are valid. Don't place your struggles below other people who are struggling more and use that as an excuse to keep your feelings closed off. All feelings are valid and no one can argue otherwise because they aren't you. You are strong and you don't owe explanations to anyone. Keep being you. Love you.
Aww Shannon. I actually love you. It’s so nice to see you just being honest and saying it was shit. Not everything is going to be perfect and you’re going to struggle just know everything happens for a reason and your wedding will come together beautifully! Love you Shannon🤍
You are such an inspiration to young and older women out there. You need to pamper you more because you are and strong woman and you deserve it. You have inspired me to start my own business and for a 50 year old, that's terrifying! I wish you health and happiness in 2021. Your wedding and all your endeavors will be beautiful successes because you and Hamish work as a team. Keep up the great work!!
This makeup is so gorgeous, I love it!😍. Happy New year Shan!!
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This video came at the perfect time... Lots of deadlines and my anxiety is killing me... Thanks babe♥️♥️
You are allowed to feel how you feel. Nearly everyone deals with some stress & some anxiety especially the older we get. There is no shame in having anxiety or a wedding planner. Just do what makes you happy. Always feel free to speak your truth. Sending continued prayers🙏🏻 for Zeus! Also I love your long chatty random makeup videos
Great video, Shannon! Sending you big hugs back!!! I did NOT enjoy planning my wedding. I was so close to saying, "fuck a wedding." I was in tears everyday bc the stress and anxiety of it all. I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't eating right. It was a nightmare and honestly.....I couldn't wait for it to be over with.
YOU are entitled to feel how you feel! I hope you feel a little better voicing how you've been feeling to all your fans. We all love you and I know I can say for myself, and im sure everyone else......we are ALL here to help you thru the good and the bad!
Don't be hard on yourself! You are so loved! ❤😘
This is exactly why I had a minimal wedding in the end. The anxiety got me GOOD. And if I could have afforded a wedding planner, I would if 1000% done it! They are worth every cent, period.
Amen sister! I went through this exact same thing planning my wedding. I did it ALL ALONE. The stress of it causes my anxiety to ramp up so badly I ended up seeing a psychologist and tried meds. Once the wedding was over it was like the biggest weight lifted from my shoulders! As much as I LOVED my wedding, never again will I try take on something so big! Thank you for being so real 💞
I love the pureness and raw emotion, sending you complete positive vibes and hope wedding planning starts to come a bit easier can only imagine how stressful it can all be while building a house and keeping all your fans entertained! Your a star but remember to also take time for yourself we will still be here 🥰
In the beginning I was don't like the eyes but at the end I love it! It's amazing what glitter and lashes do to bring an eye look together. Love you, sending big hugs!
13 years with my partner and were still not married for every reason you said. I get soo anxious at the thought of planning that we just never get there. I think City Hall one day and tell no one lol please don't be so hard on yourself Shannon ❤️ you do an amazing job with all your ventures, and we don't even see the half of it! Your an inspiration to soo many of us. I totally get the whole anxiety thing (some days I'm lucky yo get out of bed) but the fact your still out there absolutely bossing it and still making content to entertain us, you should be sooo proud of yourself. Much love and hope your both well ❤️ from Scotland 🏴 xo