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  • @Commanderbaggins
    @Commanderbaggins ปีที่แล้ว +8

    You don’t know how much I need this. I’ll open up a bit..
    For the last year and a bit I’ve struggled with my ankle. Back in 2019 I hurt it while scaling a tree and unfortunately feel from it.
    I healed fine but not fully. Now, I know that some injuries don’t heal fully. And, I was fine till last year. Last year I struggled with the pain. I have a high pain level and for me to feel the pain was surprising to my family. But I went on with life. Moving on to this year I’ve had a struggle. It hurt more to the point where I had to walk with crutches and sit. I hate to sit while others are busy. The whole process made me bitter and frustrated. I wasn’t able to do the things I would normally do. Such as chores and such. I cried pretty much every night before I fell asleep, I was really quiet and I constantly was not feel well. I even spoke with more venom. Which, is not like me at all. It weighed on me. It weighed on my family too. I tried to stay positive and prayed to God and rejoiced. But it all discouraged me. But God doesn’t want these things to happen but He will use the situation to help us learn something. I’ll get to that soon. Then my dad took me to get X-ray to see if anything was serious. I was so nervous. But I’m so thankful to God that nothing was serious. Just a ligament that was stretched.
    Even though we knew the problem to that I struggled with my health. My family did too. But more so me. I had constant head pains (which I will not go into know) and leg pains. So, I became even more bitter. I had a talk with my Mom and she help me realize something, “Maybe God is using this pain to help you delegate.”
    “Delegate?” I asked
    “Baggins, you are a leader. I see it in you.”
    “No I’m not.” I said angrily. “I follow other’s instructions, not tell them, I do them!”
    “You have more patience with everyone then the whole family combined! If you keep doing things yourself you’ll burn out!”
    That hit home. In the end I did admit and submit. Leadership doesn’t come easily to me but it’s necessary for me.
    The story was longer but I’ll spare you.
    Your message encouraged me a lot Chan. And by the comments in the section, it helped others too. Thanks.😊

    • @GreyJedi3636
      @GreyJedi3636 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I really just wanna give you a big hug right now 🥺

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Father,
      I come before you to just take a moment to pray for my sister in Christ, Nica. Please, move in her life my Lord. You know that she has been in pain after injuring her ankle and feeling many kinds of pain to varying degrees. And this has caused a pain in her heart. I pray that you would heal her ligaments and whatever else is going on in her mind and body; that she would have full freedom from this. Despite the bitterness and emotional pain that this has caused her, she has not lost faith in you. Nica IS a natural leader; she is kind, patient, and is NOT afraid to follow and proclaim Christ; I have seen it myself as she has grown and interacted with many just within this little community. She is truly your daughter. And I ask you to heal her body and restore her completely, that the injury that has affected her since 2019 would be no more. But God, no matter what happens, you are still good. And you will work good in Nica's life whether she is fully healed or not. Because YOU strengthen her to be bold and to not give up even when things are hard. I pray that she would never lose that love for Christ, and that you would ready her for battle every day. But when it gets too hard to take, you would also be her rest and comfort. You keep all her tears in a bottle (Psalm 56:8) and you care about her EVEN more than she believes you do. And it is the same with us all. So I ask that you would restore her body, mind, and faith; that her faith would be taken to new heights and that you would patiently teach her to become that great leader that she will become (if it is your will, O' Lord.) I thank you for saving her, and all of us, from our sin and for doing a great work in us. In Jesus' Name I pray...
      Amen.
      I will be praying for your healing, Nica. I do pray for you but didn't know that detail. I am sorry you have been dealing with that... 😓 But have faith. It'll be okay. I am glad you felt encouraged by the video. You can talk to me here any time, pal. 😉You've been so strong for your family and your God; all because of the power he grants you through faith. Never forget that! ✝

    • @GreyJedi3636
      @GreyJedi3636 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 Amen.

    • @Commanderbaggins
      @Commanderbaggins ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@GreyJedi3636 Awe, you're so sweet.
      I'm not a huggy sort of person but I'll accept.
      🤗 Thank you for being such a sweet friend.

    • @Commanderbaggins
      @Commanderbaggins ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Chan, my sister just your read it aloud to me. It brought tears into my sister's eyes. She is so happy that I have friends like you. She thanks you Chan.
      As for me, I have not words. I just can't fathom it. This prayer you typed out for me is so special. I am so proud to call you my big brother in Christ. Even my parents are so happy that I am in a community that loves Star Wars but most of all God! 🤗
      I pray for all my subs like you do too.
      Thank you, Father for this amazing community that you place me in. I am so thankful for the connections I've made.
      I thank You for specifically Chan here who has taken out the time to type this prayer out for me. Lord, you have blessed me!
      Lord, even this small prayer cannot even show how appreciative I am of Chan. Thank you, Father for all that Chan has done for the community. Bless him God.
      Amen
      I sat in my chair for a good 30 mins thinking on what to type out. All I can say is thank you over and over again.
      I can only hope I can help others the way they need me too. IF you need someone to talk to too Chan, I'm open.
      Thanks Brother.
      🙂

  • @badbatchandcrosshairfan9904
    @badbatchandcrosshairfan9904 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love that you made this, Chan.
    I'm glad you understand.
    I came to this video right after this...big moment in my life. It was an instinct. I finally addressed that matter with my brother (I can't share many details), the thing that drew us apart. It lasted all the way home from school and I sat outside with him, arguing. We weren't shouting, just trying to get each other to see our own point of views. I couldn't get him to change, and I questioned my own ideals and if I was right. I was so sure I was speaking God's will and the beauty of life, I told him he is fine the way he is, that he chooses how he felt, and that he should believe faith is necessity in life and to understand. I couldn't get him to think God is the only way, and that he is only seeking comfort and perfection, and its NOT WORTH IT. Its a waste of energy. Only God can give it. But, he's never felt Christianity as I have. We're very different. Its so hard to understand people, especially if they won't let you. And I questioned my own beliefs, seeing as b/c I've been true to them its driven people away. But I know God has the way for me, and he is the only way. And when I say I am lost, God says I am found. I am in pain. I am going to be. But I will lay down my burden to God b/c I trust him. I cried to him as loud as I could, and I felt him there. I trust him to succeed where I can't. I am confused, I have fallen, but I'm still here. B/c I know the truth of the God who is greater than any pain. Understanding things is a hard thing to do, but you can choose to understand. To know that they are struggling, and to help them. I'm typing this with shaking hands and with a huge headache, but I know there are people who understand and so does God, and that's kept me going. When I've got nothing left, I am still loved. And I should live knowing that the God of creation loves me, despite everything. My brother wants to run and God is chasing him. I ask for prayer for me, my brother, and everyone that has had these struggles. It can be so hard to have different views and to find common ground. All we can do is pray. I've done my part, and I will not stop fighting for my brother to see the light. I may wonder how my life would've been without certain things, but all I can do now is strive for the future that God has planned. He is the way, and the light. And he cares. And there are others that care. We're not alone in this. The pain is worth it. I cried out that I will never stop believing, no matter the worldly things that have beat me down and impacted my life. My brother has chosen a life that I can't change, but I will pray. I will try. I will fight. Despite how I feel right now, and how I've struggled right now, and I will fall, but I will get back up and try again. It does not end where you fail. I will find a path forward. Please, join in my prayer. I will pray for your struggles too. Let us come together with common Christianity and understand what everyone goes through, and point to the way forward...God. God alone. He is our hope. We will make it with him. Its all worth it. My faith...will NOT be shaken. I will fight the doubt. And...I'll help others to do so too. If I can. And...I'll point everyone who needs help...to God. To God. To Jesus, to the savior. Amen.

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amen amen amen, sister! 😌🙏
      That was so well said! I love that you take the time to type these out and to give some of us an update or a little bit of insight in your life and where you are currently at. So you had that talk with your brother, eh? I remember you asking that I would pray for him a VERY long time ago, and I do. I still pray for your brother and family. I am sorry to hear that he "rejected" you and God but I have been through something quite similar very recently, speaking to a family member in a very painful conversation regarding God and other things where they just... refuse to admit wrong and understand their major error. What you say is right. Christ IS the only way, and your brother does need to see that. But NEVER neglect to do so in love. Don't shove God in his face, be impatient with him, resent him unnecessarily... if you love God, love your brother. WHATEVER that means in your life, even if it's just not giving up on him and treating him like someone who you care about dearly. Never give up on what God may do in his heart one day. Our fates are ultimately in God's hands, and as long as you are faithful with what you have been given in life, you are doing your part; and the Lord is PROUD to see that!
      And I *absolutely love* seeing how hard you fight. Even when you have no strength left. Because it is true that to walk this very difficult, heart-wrenching, yet truthful path, you would not be able to make it alone. You NEED God. We need Him. And he's YOURS. All YOURS. If you endure till the end, and trust Him with your life even when your emotions and mind does not, if you believe his Gospel and written word, and live for Him in whatever way you an, in all your sin, in all your struggles, and in all of your doubts... you will absolutely have Him to hold you and keep you FOREVER. And that includes these "smaller" instances of big life moments here on earth. He's there for you; his rest is there for you. He is our hope that things will get better and our hope when things are only getting worse. When our very minds cannot understand... he does. We have his promise of that. The author and finisher of our faith (Hebrews 12:2.) The headache and shaking hands as you're just MOVED to type and type your heart away... I know EXACTLY what that is. And I am proud of you for it. Emotional and spiritual pain makes things DIFFICULT. And sometimes it makes things seem almost impossible. But not with God. And his future, your family's future, and all of our future's and present times are and always have been in God's hands. Love others. Preach the Gospel. And have hope.

    • @badbatchandcrosshairfan9904
      @badbatchandcrosshairfan9904 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 Thx for helping again as always.
      I know...I did try to push my brother. Maybe too far. I just wanted him to understand...but I'm still trying through prayer, and little things. Your words have always been so moving Chan! Thank you. I know God planned for you to be in my life and I'm glad its happened. God is the only way.
      "As for me, I call to God, and the Lord saves me. Evening, morning and noon, I cry out in distress, and he hears my voice." Psalm 55:16-17

    • @Commanderbaggins
      @Commanderbaggins ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@badbatchandcrosshairfan9904 Wow! this was so touching to read. Thank you for taking the time out to type this out for us.
      You know, I don't here what you have said often.
      Keep on going Fany! Your prayers will bear fruit. It will. I know it will.
      I pray for you almost every day and I will also pray for your family.
      If you ever need to vent, I'm here for you.
      God bless.

    • @badbatchandcrosshairfan9904
      @badbatchandcrosshairfan9904 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Commanderbaggins Thank you so much Baggins. I've actually made very long messages on many of Chan's prayer videos. Its where I open up the most, I trust this place more. And I still am a little cautious on being open on TH-cam. But I'm glad you care. Prayers all around 🤗🙏

    • @Commanderbaggins
      @Commanderbaggins ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@badbatchandcrosshairfan9904 I've looked at all your long comments Fany. They really do amaze me.
      I feel the same way. I'm a private person when it comes to telling storys and such. Like you I feel comfortable telling my story's and encouraging words here 🙂.

  • @a.j.5380
    @a.j.5380 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is such a simple but great message. Well done. 👍🙏

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you A.J! I am glad you watched and liked it. :D How have you been, buddy? :)

    • @a.j.5380
      @a.j.5380 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 I've been great. Kinda lost effort to make videos, but I'm good. How are you?

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@a.j.5380 That's fine! And I am... better than I have been in a while. Having a good couple days. Thanks for asking. :D

  • @shenanakinskywalker
    @shenanakinskywalker ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thanks for this buddy 🙏🏼 Made me tear up. I’m sure it’ll help a lot of people.

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope so! And I am so glad that my vids mean something to you. Thank you for being such a good friend to me; you are a part of what makes things like this happen. 🙏

    • @shenanakinskywalker
      @shenanakinskywalker ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 anytime 😌

  • @tortillarc-70x7
    @tortillarc-70x7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow....
    Thank you so much for this!!

  • @aadhyarcbowssoorcj
    @aadhyarcbowssoorcj ปีที่แล้ว +6

    😭😭😭i just feel traped in my own shadow

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mmh hmmmm I know you do. ❤I know it's hard but know that as long as you keep going, things will change and you'll be free from it one day. And I say again... Jesus is the savior of humanity, promising that those who follow him will be saved and never abandoned. Without Him, I cannot tell you that everything will be okay. I can't tell MYSELF that without Him. He is the only reason why I can give any lasting comfort. Trust him and his words, buddy. I certainly do.🙏🤚✨

  • @cinnamon.roll_
    @cinnamon.roll_ ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you Chan :)

  • @IMakeVideos019
    @IMakeVideos019 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Beautiful Chan💔This Brought Me To Tears❤

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hey bro! Long time no see (I think?) 😆 Glad it meant something to you. I'm here, pal. 🤗

    • @IMakeVideos019
      @IMakeVideos019 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 lol Yeah Kinda😁 Thank You :)

  • @M4ulia
    @M4ulia ปีที่แล้ว +6

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      🤚✨

    • @M4ulia
      @M4ulia ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 I will be revisiting this video later on. Thank you for this…so much.

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@M4ulia I care about you. And I *certainly* understand *you.* Little sister. 😊Master helpz

  • @GreyJedi3636
    @GreyJedi3636 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Agh, Chan, you’ve made me cry! I feel better now. Thank you so much!

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Glad it had a positive impact on you, sister. I mean it. 💙 I'm here for you and you all. I mean it. Stay strong and TRUST in Jesus with your very life. He has his own greatness in store for us 🙏

    • @GreyJedi3636
      @GreyJedi3636 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 Now I am crying harder. I have absolutely no idea why… I’m not even sure if I’m happy or sad 🤷‍♀

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@GreyJedi3636 Should I stop replying so you can stop crying? 😂

    • @GreyJedi3636
      @GreyJedi3636 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@masterchanakinskywalker5335 😂 It’s fine! I think it’s just everything that’s happened the past few years.

    • @masterchanakinskywalker5335
      @masterchanakinskywalker5335  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@GreyJedi3636 Mmh, well if you ever want to talk about it or just want prayer or a friend, I'm here. 🙂And I will be praying for whatever events and struggles you have been going through. 🙏Use this video as a reminder that you are certainly not alone