"I'm fine" - Stiles Stilinski | audio
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 1 ก.พ. 2017
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Song: love & loss by Mattia Cupelli (thanks to someone in the comments for pointing that out, posted this awhile ago and didn't realize I put the wrong song in the description)
Tv - show: Teen Wolf (2x11) - ภาพยนตร์และแอนิเมชัน
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Hi! I am the maker and publisher of this video, and I would just like to say that I am truly OVERWHELMED by the feedback I’ve gotten. I made this video not thinking much about it, I was just experimenting and doing what I loved - editing.
Regarding all the comments: I do hope you don’t use this as a reason to kill yourselves. It might not feel like it right now, but you truly are loved - if there is one positive thing I have gotten out of reading the comments, then it is the fact that the world hasn’t gone to shit just yet. Not everyone are evil and rude, so many have offered to help and be someone others can talk and vent to. I really believe it’s good for anyone who is suffering something - anything really - to talk to someone. It doesn’t matter who, as long as you feel comfortable telling the person. If you would rather talk to a stranger than someone you know - go ahead! Take someone up on that offer! If you don’t want to talk to a stranger, please, do talk to someone in your family, or a friend, a teacher, a colleague, someone that you trust, and just maybe you will feel a little better. Killing yourself is NOT the solution, it never was. You have SO much to live for, and if you don’t believe me then I guess you will just have to wait, LIVE, and see for yourself. Everything gets better. Don’t strive to have the perfect life. Just live YOUR life, it’s worth it. If you are feeling down one day, that’s totally ok. It’s completely normal. You aren’t supposed to feel your best every day, that’s just going to kill your spirit. Everyone has ups and downs, and that’s ok. Everything might not be ok right now, but if you just hold on and live you will see that things can and will be.
Please, live your life. You deserve that.
Thanku ♥️ bestrong
Loveyou
...if so, they might've listened to it, but they didn't hear it. Well done. Keep up the good work.
i dont deserve life, not after what I did
@@AvatarArrowYT those with the biggest smiles, are often the very same that have shed the most tears. So, if it was really that bad, than it was to make you wonderful. "Be the change..." ☝️🖤
That is some inspirational words :) thank u. Great edit and keep up the good work 👏
we are all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids suicide is not the answer
If your life's shit tho what's the point
yeah, i’m trying my hardest to give out support to people throughout the comments in these certain types of videos to assure them and give suggestions where they can go to vent, deal with shit, etc. but while doing that, it hurts to know that i have no one to do the same for me.
I feel shit now nobody to turn to
@@fiaxtea ikr
@@davidparkinson6372 If you wake up and you have a heart beat in your chest and air in your lungs that means god is not done with you yet he sees you he loves you and he has a plan for your life, talk to someone, anyone. You know every person who has tried to commit suicide off the golden gate bridge and survived to tell the tale said the second they let go of that railing they instantly regretted their decision. You've survived 100% of your bad days dont let this day be your last, Godbless and hope you get better. also this might help you a lot of his videos helped me (th-cam.com/video/L33djEEMEE8/w-d-xo.html)
the saddest part? we’re all just kids being told “you don’t know what sadness is,” so we pretend to be okay.
Yeah
that's right
yeah 👍
Yeah and your never really happy if you can be sad
True
Why does it hurt so much to hear this but feels so natural?
Im with you......your not alone my friend....shit sucks
because its our turn to go and leave it all behind
I feel the same way
@@theforsakenhorde it dose suck
Bc your so used to the pain and tears that it's just normal to you
"I'm not suicidal to the point where I want to kill myself... but rather to the point where I don't care if I die."
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
It’s like trying to die without killing yourself
@Sev i can relate, things can get worsen rapidly.
I am also going through same, i think i have things under control. A phone call saved me last time🥺, don't know how I'll hold up if things worsen again. I'll recommend you to talk to someone, not necessarily your family or friends. Internet is beautiful place and many are here to help. Write about all those things matter, don't be shy sharing with someone, read books. chin up and don't give up.
@@vikrammeena6614 if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@@jeffreydarmisco7088 what if you don't have anyone who really cares and people shun you before even giving you a chance?
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to kill myself
I just wish to simply exist no longer
Same
mood
I want the pain
mood
Mood
The worst thing about depression is that you don’t want to die but you don’t want to go through the pain either
This is so true.
'I'm empty inside,
I just don't feel alive and
I don't wanna live but
I'm too scared to die.' - Empty. The most relatable song ever..
Omg yes. So true
This is makeing my tear up. I swear...
That has to be the most accurate comment i have heard in years
Sometimes when I say “I’m ok” I want someone to look me in the eyes hug me tight and say “I know your not and that’s ok”
Worst part, no one I've ever said that too has noticed. So I personally don't think anyone will no offense hun, but unless it's another person like us in pain, they'll never notice our fake smiles and lies
You are right. It never happens...
"If it's about survival, isn't a little agony worth it?"
That line fucking gave me goosebumps because it's so true...
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
But is it? Maybe a little agony but a lifetime of it that just gets worse and stacks on top of itself? I don't think so. I could survive a whole lifetime but it's all so pointless, even if I lived a great life, it's garbage
@Sam Baker there isn't any!!! That's what makes this all so fucked, all this suffering at the best of times... And for what
I dont wanna die I just wanna feel ok without faking it
this
it will get better 🥺
I don’t want to die because I don’t want to hurt someone else by dying.
@@adelinesportel4 pls don't die, hold on and do it for yourself not for others you're so worth it i promise
@@adelinesportel4 this...
The real pain is when you want to cry but cannot so you lay there and then think “I’m being dramatic, I’m so ridiculous why would anyone want to have you”
That’s the thing..., we tried to show our true feelings but society, people, parents, friends and etc, they just shut us out..., and telling us things like grow up/man up, something like that..., it’s just hurts u know...
yea. just know in that moment your thoughts are not always true. you ARE stronger than the thoughts :)
AprilFoolsPony i do the same every single night cause at the night time i always cry and let my feelings out hating on myself and why i am good enough and even tho we don’t know i hope you will have the best day/night of your life and i love you
I agree it happens every night to me
This hit too hard
Our parents say “Don’t talk to people online” but....
Maybe strangers are the ones who understand us most.
I feel you, my biggest relationships are online people from all across the world, and I feel deeply that I can trust them more than anyone I know in real life, because all they know are the things I tell them (e.g. I’m having problems at home) I never tell them personal things like names, specific roads/ buildings (unless public e.g. Big Ben, Windsor, London, Buckingham palace (I don’t talk about these they’re just big places in my country)), ages or anything like that we just chat and talk about random things like “oh once this girl came up to me and asked me this stupid question” (obv just referring to them as girl/ boy/ them/ it) and it makes the relationship stronger for me to not know them in person, maybe know what they look like or hear their voice but nothing past that. Because everyone I’ve ever known in person feels like they are going to leave me whenever they want and judge me however they want even right in front/ behind me. E.g. I had these 2 girls in my class and everyday I was sat in front of them I didn’t know what they were talking about me for (I could only hear giggling and my name) and it made me so mad that I couldn’t hear those girls cause I seriously wanted to out them so much. I do have a few friends I feel okay with (I don’t talk about personal issues with them) and they all don’t really have good feelings with the girls I was just talking about, anyways. Never trust anyone you know in real life always trust the ones who don’t know you, cause they can’t do anything to you if they don’t know you. (Not saying it for people you’ve built a good relationship with online but trust them more than face to face relationships.
EDIT: that’s the end of my writing marathon and have a nice day
@@Audentes_Fortuna_Iuvet i totally understand… it’s kind of like when you can have occasional interactions over the internet it’s easier to tell them what going on because they won’t tell anyone you know because it’s anonymous. the interaction can be like bestfriends over the internet but faceless. i can put my trust in you even tho you may not put yours in me. i can do that because i know that you don’t know me personally. the everyday people don’t. have that trust has they kno to much about me already. i feel like you have your own problems that you can’t tell your friends or family but when you are completely down, to say the least going on to youtube and opening some sad songs to cry to while searching for comments that relate, it’s honestly everyone’s sanctuary. i really appreciate you reaching out to me and expressing your thoughts. i’m only 13 but i can tell that this is something everyone is struggling with. trust.
that’s also the end of my writing marathon too. i did this during my google meet. lockdown in new zealand haha
wishing you all the best
@@andreamae9116 same to you, wishing you the best. Idk bout these days but it’s never the angry teens anymore it’s all the depressed ones. I don’t mind about reaching out literally anyone can reach out to me because I’m kinda considered the therapist friend LOL.
@@Audentes_Fortuna_Iuvet bahahah same. taking on everyone’s problems and helping them with it.
@@andreamae9116 I dont think you should people as much as you think especially online
I love stiles, we have a lot of things in common.
The sarcastic personality, Always trying to help their friends and the constant feeling of worry, being scared and trying to cover everything up by being sarcastic.
Who’s here in the middle of night.. trying to keep yourself together
Me too sis
Sadly... yea but we can get through this together all 5 of us :3
Yep...
I'm back here from 2017 and i'm surprised people are still commenting... but same 💔
I M
Is it just me or is it easier to talk to people on the internet you don’t even know and they can make you feel so much better then the people in front of you because they don’t get it or say it’s just a phase?
Edit* if anyone wants to talk to me my discord is “Kami17#8790”
Yep Its so much easier 💔💔💔💔💔💔
It really is
I agree with you it's like talking to someone who not there
Yeah
I'm 23 and still don't want to be alive. Can't tell me its a teenage faze
I'm not scared of dying, I'm only scared of hurting the people who really do care about me. I have always said "if I were gonna die, I don't think I'd stop it. But I'd want to apologise for leaving first."
I love stiles he’s just so cute but he’s lost he’s funny but he’s also scared.This scene broke me that he feels like this I know it’s a series but still it literally broke me
"Why didn't you tell anybody?"
"Nobody asked"
Not my words, but it's scarily relatable
and if you tell them, they don’t understand.
I told them, no one belived me, that I survived two suicide attepms. They started think it might be true after I read them my suicide note. I should have kept it to myself.
Bruh.. The only one that o trust in school just told something that was supposed to be a secret to the whole class... Wow... The other one listened to me then the next day she said that if i'm gonna seek for her attention again she's gonna block me... On the gc where the whole class was.... Wow... Now i don't have anyone to trust..
And now my only friends are my dog, my bird, and my cat.. 🙂And 4 fake friends
Literally happened to me and now I lost people who I thought actually cared. They never asked what was wrong or bothered to want to be there
Personally I don’t tell anyone cause I don’t want to feel like a burden
Every time I come here the comments are so fresh...
That....pain. that is pain, my friend. Pain of the other people, who are lost like we are. Lost in a cold, deep, dark void without emotions and sounds. That is pain
@@darknox3621 hmm and the no. of these people are gonna just increase
Hanako-
"it's not just a feeling though it's like a panic attack" That hits hard
When you can't live but dying would hurt others so you have to suffer for them and it crushes you every day to pretend it doesn't
Ur so strongg!
It's scary how easy it is to fake a smile
it really really... is...
Easy I do it every day
It rlly is tho
It's scary how hard it is for people to know we're faking it
So true
I laugh so much in school hiding the fact that i'm broken inside
3 years update: I have all I thought I couldn't have, or thought I was undeserving of. If I hadn't held on, I wouldn't have known what it's like to live out my dream life.
I cannot even begin. I am just so, so happy. I am filled with so much love, I have become attractive and my family has been financially doing so well.
I hope this will be used as inspiration, I was so scared of my future when I wrote this comment, not knowing that happiness was just around the corner. Sending lots of love to everyone.
I can relate so much
And sad that no one notices but at the Same time you're glad they didn't cause you dont want to drag them down it your puddle of self regret
@@dorenmnelosp8656 EXACTLY!!!
I do too...
I feel that man
If my family knew I watch video's like these they would probably think I'm trying to find reasons to be depressed and feel sorry for myself, but I'm not trying to do that. I just want to know that other people feel these things that I feel it gives me a sense of relief that I'm not alone. And I love how strangers know exactly how we feel better than people whom claim to love us
The way that this audio actually helped me not kms in high school. The idea of just holding on for one more second has been the best I could do so many times, for years straight
And look where you are bro, your still here and there’s a reason for that. I’ve been through some nasty mental health situations the past few years. But now my mindset is focused on myself. Fuck every single other person out there, become your own best friend learn to love yourself and love spending time with yourself. I am me, despite my problems and I’m learning to love it. You can to bro. Love yourself, suicide doesn’t stop the pain. It only moves it. Good luck
How can stiles be so sarcastic and depressing at the same time, in the same sentence
Yeah I know he literally went through so much and he still managed to be the happy one
*Depression is like a black hole, once your in it, it’s almost impossible to get back out*
Kennedi Aldrich Yup- ❤️
But when you do, it’s a huge accomplishment and everyone’s proud of you for doing it. Other people trapped look up to you for it. You yourself will be so happy and proud of yourself. It’s worth the fight, I promise
Almost
You're just waiting for the person to pull you out but they never come
This kinda reminds me of the quote that bojack horseman said "usually when someone asks how I'm doing the real answer is I'm doing shitty, but I cant say I'm doing shitty! Cause then they ask why what's wrong and I just say, idk
“Depressed people tend to have the best advice, but they still can't follow it themselves.”
Yaaasssss😳😔
oh
I wish, when i say "im fine" someone would just hug me tight n say "i know ur not". But that'll never happen. My depression wants me to die. But my anxiety is scared to die. Yknow what, this is the reality of having mental healt issues. This is how ya feel sometimes.
But when you do fight no madder what there are people like you and. .... I am like you so we get through it together
The one friend that knows im lying just laughs and says same. Never a hug. Just a that sucks me too.
@@meow8111 same
The scariest thing is how recent these comments are
Yep :/
Its scarier to relate to all of them👌...
@@trinipoo_panda317 I hope you're doing okay, then. :)
:'(
💖😔
Every single day I live, I wonder about the future. Everyday I can feel this overwhelming sense of grief and just anger that I’m stuck in this world that doesn’t care about me. Everyday I look for someone to care, I look for someone to ask what’s wrong, but every time it becomes more apparent I’ll never be with people who care. I’m depressed, I’m tired, I’m so very tired... but I’m the fun friend, I’m the one who always has a smile on my face making sure everyone else is okay. I’m the friend that is always there, but I have no friends who are always there. I’m just tired
I feel you. And im you my friend 🤗
Same, I searched too, found my dog who was right next to my side the whole time..(I hated him and blamed him for my moms cancer/death as childish as it may sound). It’s still oh so hard but.. the nights are warmer with my buddy...
Drowning actually hurts. That one breath burns for the brief moment of time you take it.
Does anyone else feel so broken that you feel your heart literally breaking and falling to pieces?
Yeah...Me too.
Every day
Yeah.... every.single.day. Yet I still say “I’m fine”
I’m pretty good at lying. I think a lot of people are.
@@kaib_0798 it's because people that aren't in depression don't realize that smiling and laughing doesn't mean you're happy it means you're hiding that you're not happy
Me every day every single second
Every second of every day
"If you're going through hell. . . Then keep going."
Just for all the people who was waiting for this part.
I’ve faked being okay for so long I’ve started to believe that feeling this way is okay. It’s like I don’t think about it anymore. When I need to cry, I can’t. I just want to scream it out but I can’t. I think that’s the worst feeling in the world. And I don’t even know why I’m this way. It just feels so dull.
The people suffering most,
Are the ones suffering in silence.
teen wolf is one show i miss so fucking much. its characters have marked my heart and i will never, ever forget that show and what’s it’s done for me
phloral same this show has saved my life
agreed
I'm tired of having that feeling of wanting to tell someone, but not wanting to bother them.
Me too, Chloe Huttner. me too..... I'm sorry....
@@Sarah-bu4rl Hope things get better, bro. I wish you luck
i wanna vent to people but i dont wanna weigh them down with my emotions
I remember him saying this… I listened to much and knew what he was saying and it honestly made me wanna cry. I love stiles so much and people don’t realize how he is the friend that helps everyone but needs help
It is weird how this was in 2017, but we need this now in 2020.
2020 hits Different..
Is it just me or when you help someone else through a hard time it's like they give their
Emotions to you
Amelia, I know your comment is 6 mths old now but I just had to reply...in case you don't already know. What you are describing is called Empathy. It sounds like you've got the gift of being an Empath (aka: a healer)! If you don't know much about it, might I suggest you look it up. It is, no doubt, a spiritual gift! Although, many empaths say it's a gift that comes with lots of personal challenges as well. Learning more about it, can help you better understand how to use it & how you can protect & care for yourself as well.
🤞💜 & 💫 to you!
You be surprised what a smile can hide.And the words I'm fine.
6 years later, this is still a comfort video of mine
The fact that this has 7 million views
And people still ask what is wrong with the world
we are what's wrong with the world ,
@@megandeinema1969 heh
True. But its 8 mil now
8M actually.
Oop! I’m the 666th like.
we say we’re fine cause we don’t want other people to think we want everything to be about us. or at least that’s how i am. i hate when other people worry about me.
The people who laugh the most generally have the deepest sadness. We use humor to hide our sadness. The darker the humor the deeper the sadness...
Do you ever feel like your giving out soooo many hints to friends and family that your not okay and hurting inside but they just brush it off like it’s nothing. Well if so.. same.
Ava H same you give off so manny hints your not ok there’s something wrong but friends and family ignore it they don’t want to see that your so obviously not fine. I feel the same way
Haley Baker ik it’s like I say stuff that is sooo obvious and it’s like the topic changes really quick. Ugh good to see I’m not alone tho haha :/
Ava H I know it’s cool I’m not the the only one
Same but with me people never know cause i keep this stupid ass smile on my face every fucking day😭😭😭 im sick of this smile but then again who would care anyway 😒
Yes! Exactly
*it’s so much easier to just say “i’m fine” instead of having to explain yourself.*
True
It takes practice. Being vague is okay too. It allows the other person to ask more questions or leave it as is. I tend to say Meh, not really, sort of, or I'm alive. It took me awhile to get comfortable with these. Sometimes people don't know how to approach the subject with those of us who are struggling. The phrases I mentioned can open the door to deeper conversations, or simply let them know that you're struggling. They can then offer support and encouragement. Learning to accept those are ... Not always easy but definitely worth it. It's important to learn how to self advocate, it's So much healthier than the standard brush off of "I'm fine "
Nothing worth anything is ever easy. Easy has no worth and only short shallow comfort. Easy does not last.
Whats wrong with me that I come back to these videos. Just to make myself feel sad. I guess feeling sadness is better than feeling nothing at all.
Not just that. It’s something that reminds you there are tons of people suffering just like you. And that makes the weight feel just a bit lighter. Just look at the comment section! You are not alone.
Jeez, you and I feel the same way, better off feeling sad than nothing at all, emptiness is way worse, it's those times that you don't know why you feel empty, and that, fucking hurts.
@@Bl0_0nd3 I feel you there.
no, because same.
People with big hearts feel empty
People with no hearts feel full.
This quarantine needs to end. I feel like I’m going back to the dark place that was so hard to leave. I made it through once but I’m scared about what will happen if I return to that state of mind.
You know it's bad when you start coming back to these
Cuddlez really bad...
Fr now that I’m always home I feel so alone with me and my thoughts
And I just feel so sad and empty
Alexander Barker thank you so much! This mean a lot to me. Not many people offer to talk so just reading this comment made me feel better. Also if u need someone to talk to I will always be here.
The moment u feel happy for once but then ur depression kicks in and you feel alone and sad and feel like no one wants you around or anything and u lock urself in a room and cry till u fall asleep
I had that. I was driving and I actually felt happy for a moment. Then I saw a group of high schoolers in the back of a truck having a good time with their friends and it felt like a stab to the heart.
It's like I'm drowning and everyone is watching me drown, and no one will care until I stop breathing.
I don't know when the idea of dying because of drowning first took over me.. Since then, I just fear water, for real.
Turns out, I'm drowning everyday, you don't need water to drown.
i feel like the nogitsune, he symbolized more than just an angry fox spirit.
it symbolized the darkness. the anxiety, the depression, the sadness, the grief stiles never allowed himself to show.
it symbolizes what so many of us go through. we all have a nogitsune. all of us. its only a matter of how strong it is, how much it shows.
*and this is what happens when its 2 in the morning and i find myself in stiles stilinski audios. thank you.*
The fact that someone else in the world is watching this the same time I am makes me sad that someone else is feeling the same or maybe worse than me...whoever you are, I’m sorry. 💜
Emma Presley
Some lines just never grow old. They're ageless.
you know It’s bad again when you start listening to these.
you know it’s getting worse when you come back to watch these..
it’s going to be okay. stay alive for me❤️
How did u know
You read my mind, huh.
Here we are....once again...at square 1
You know... I’m that funny guy at school, the one that with his friends and in public always laugh, but the nobody knows... when school finishes, that guy returns home, that guy goes into his room and starts crying...
Friends are there because they care about you. They appreciate you for being yourself and they can't help you if you don't let them know. Your friends are you friends because they like who you are. You are loved and cherished. Don't forget that ❤️
Talking to people about it helps.
The fact that this video is published 4 years ago but the comments are so recent is honestly heartbreaking
When you wanna make a joke but it's inappropriate for the context because not just 14 year olds feel this way but a lot of adults do too....
The pain is his voice, the way he explains it.. damn that hit me..
5.8 million people clicked on a video called "I'm fine" let that sink in ☹
Autumn Leleika and half of them are dead now.
@@koenthepadawan2244 damn :(
@@autumnleleika2470 damn that hit me I've never thought of that before now
I still listen to this audio till this day. I've been constantly thinking about the agonizing pressure we suffer as children, teens, and even adults. We all think it's a phase, but it's not. It's that false accusation we tell ourselves to move pass. Yet, we still continue to grow and that agonizing pain or pressure is still a build up of our lives. As people ask us, "how are you," the response is always "i'm fine or i'm good." This is because, no one is interested in what we feel, because they can do nothing about it. They don't care. We realise until the immense build up we endured throughout our lives is at it's peek that it wants to burst. Society these days are messed up and we all know that if we end things right there and then, we've shut down generations. It's selfish to die from such thing but its as if we were born to live with it.
i read this in a few comments in different videos,
"we are all suicidal kids, helping other suicidal kids.."
so true >_
“i’m fine” a phrase we use so much but never mean...
s o r r y i don’t know how this doesn’t have more likes. I’m fine is the most common lie we tell as humans but it’s a lie to probably one of the most Important questions we ask. The people who ask this question care about us and just telling I’m fine is a response that means we are scared and scared of what they’ll say
"Go outside" , a phrase we hear so much, but never do...........
The most common lie we tell people we are going to do..........
But how can I be sad outside? I have to stay inside to keep being sad....... They'll never understand........
You know shits hitting the fan when you’re back to listening to this kind of stuff
Yeah....
8 million people.. just like each other have watched this. To whoever is seeing this have a great day! You are adored, you are loved, there will always be someone to talk to and encourage you to see the the hope in the world. I know when you start watching these again its when things are getting bad again. Just know i may not know you but i am here. If you do need me.
i used to sit and listen and cry to this for hours as an early teen
I am a late teen and I sit and listen and cry to this for hours
Me too man me too and now we are back and what has changed everything and nothing at all
you know it’s bad when you start watching these videos again
At least I know I’m not the only one that feels the need to comes back to these videos
Facts man:/
Exactly..
It’s even worse when you’re crying so hard you can’t breathe, and your whole body is shaking all while you’re wondering why you can’t ever be enough for anyone in your life. You wonder why the love of your life will never choose you. You wonder why it is so GOD DAMN hard for you to be loved. But then again you’re used to it by now
that hit.
You all will make it, your life is more than what it seems. You will all be sad for now but it's not forever. Trust me, I tried to commit suicide a few years ago. Now today I'm in an amazing relationship and my family is more supportive than ever. Life gets better but it can not if you are not in it. I'm addressing this to everyone who posted a comment, you will be okay. my Instagram is instagram.com/officialkiwisimmer/ use this if you need a friend or a complete stranger to talk to, I will not and will never be judgemental and I will listen wholeheartedly. I'm also coping a pasting this into all the comments that are sad because you all need to see this. Talk to me or someone else who will listen because there are people who care, even if its a complete stranger.
*When you don't want to die but you don't want to live either*
I feel that. I’m I love with someone. But that relapsed. I’ve never known someone who was a recovering addictive. And I fell in love with him. I don’t know how to cope with it. But I love him.
I feel as if I have no reason to die but it may be better than living in this constant fear of being like, disliked and just judged for who I am by people i don’t even know. I don’t know how to cope with Society anymore. But I am also scared to die cause what’s after that?
@_-Lunar Moon- _ thank you for replying in such a nice way sorry I am I was honestly just venting online which i usually don’t do so I’m thankful. To tell you the truth I just moved to a totally different state so I have no friends and kinda lost my self-confidence so its pretty hard you know but I’m trying 😅
@_-Lunar Moon- _ omg yes I feel the same I don’t have good people skills so I sometimes talk online but I still don’t really have any online friends I really talk to ;-;
@_-Lunar Moon- _ sure what your user?
Its like freezing even though it's warm outside or the heat in your home is on. Drowning is a good way to put it. Feeling under attack all the time. Feeling a constant panick or anxiety attack at all times; unable to breathe even standing still.
the fact that this has 7,4 million views says a lot about our generation...
This was posted in 2017 yet there are comments from just hours ago. This is a powerful video
I was here 2019 and here I'm again
Usually when someone drowns it's not from in-experience in swimming, it's usually due to panic, interpret that how you wish.
I do not wish to die,
*I wish to have never existed in the first place...*
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
@@matheodaniel1364 I wish life was that easy, but thanks for your kind words :)
Yup.
The average person lies about 4 times a day.
The most common lie is “I’m fine”
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i have these moments where i'm fine then all of sudden i'm just not. i just wanna be happy.
anon - uploads yea I feel u 😔
literally my exact thoughts
This scene hit so different. I had already heard the audio before, but given the context... it just hurt.
“Isn’t a little agony worth it…” I’ve been told this by so many people…and after years and years no it’s not. It is not worth going through pain for some speck of happiness that will eventually fade away and turn back into that agony.
Yes..but if you manage to get that speck of happiness...then that means if you keep fighting, you’ll find the rest of the happiness.....so in the end...it is worth it after all....
I know...because I managed to make it through...and if I can do it...then you can too
I'm scared of living but I'm scared of dying.
Well better being scared of something you know you can make a difference than one you know nothing about.
@@roukilouis9133 how can you make a difference
@@micahmonk2496 dying i believe i just stop existing as a consciousness and alive i experience what exist and it's my only chance i have.
The god envy us because we're mortal. Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed.
Experience new things. Work to get opportunity and keep what you love close. Loving hurt cause your heart is layed on your hand. People can shared there heart or hurt yours when it's layed before you. Identify yourself and move in this mess the way you can enjoying most of it. Pain gets no results so why would you act like a victim. Overcome obstacles and don't take to much time to it slowing you down.
@@roukilouis9133 well its hard to enjoy life if theres nothing to enjoy bud
Theres plenty but your ungrateful
So i see the depressed people in 2021 have appeared
Started the year of crying alone at midnight this year is gonna be great................ I wish 😔
@@abxsnce started the year off drunk and on call to one of my friends then cried
@Lotte same lmao
@@abxsnce me too 😔
So yuor riht i'm depressed😞😞😞😞😞😫😩
Truth is, we're all just a bunch of suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer..
So true
The fact she doesnt have a counter to that last argument really just tells you how hopeless it is
It’s like a never ending cycle of pretending, laughing just to get home and cry but you body won’t let you every little thing just seems impossible
You ok mate?
You realize how 6.4 million propel clicked on a video titled “i’m fine” let that sink in
When you’re standing alone on a rooftop at 2am looking down at the cars passing by.
It’s not that you want to jump, just for everything to be okay.
like you want to fall asleep and wake up and everything will be okay
@@thefandomfish3071 but even sometimes you dont want to wake up... Or at least wake up in a different place, different body, different world...
ML G for me it’s more like... i don’t want to die, i just want to feel okay. or maybe just to not have a physical form, so i don’t have to take care of it, or be perceived by other people. being real is exhausting. living is exhausting. i don’t want to die. i don’t really want to live, either, but at the same time i’d rather be alive than dead, because death scares me. i think it would be really boring. and the concept of not existing at all scares me. i do want to live, but i don’t really want to be... real. idk.
@@thefandomfish3071 like being alive but, not *There*. Like on Earth but not, existing... Maybe just like a projection you are there but even when things get real, you aren't really there to feel it.
You know the most upsetting part is hearing people say "its just for attention as you are breaking down in tears in class and you cant even explain why but thats the exact reason why is because not even you know your own pain till you feel it
Cracking jokes at school asking people if they're ok. But they never ask me back.
Damn
i love you so are you okay?
Yea... When my friends come to about their depression ... And I ask the how they are all the time... What about me???
Are you good????
You know it's getting worse
When you start watching these
Again
And again
I wrote this poem, I think someone needs to hear this
Like, a blue house
Your eyes stand out so tattered
Torn apart like the siding,
Your windows- Boarded up,
Because they too were broken too many times,
The bright freshly painted door however,
Much like your smile so welcoming
Was opened to find the living room where the couches are so worn it seemed as if no one ever got up
I find comfort.
A broken piano with ivory keys
One beautiful, playing melodies
Now sits still with a newfound beauty
And much like the candle in the corner that can't quite seem to be blown out
You keep fighting
Because in this home
I find comfort
Because in this home
I find warmth
In this home
I find you.
i love and appreciate you.
we r all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that its ok even when its not
that is so true
True... it's something that I'm really good at...saying that I'm fine when I'm not...saying that nothing's wrong when all I want to do is give up
I'm an adult who deals with depression, and I can promise you that the more you learn about it and the harder you try, it gets easier to handle. Now I only feel it once in awhile. I promise it is worth fighting for your life
Wherever you are in the world, know you are loved and that you are not alone
Thank you, so much. I hope you're well ❤️
@@ravenraven3588 I am good, hope you are well also :)
In my mind I am😔
when u keep asking yourself if you deserve help or are you helpless
life fucking sucks.
why can’t i go to the old days where i was happy and content with my life.
now i stay up and sob my eyes out because of all this stress i get.
i hate my life.
shyshyshy sana hey i’m sorry you feel like this :( just stay strong and remember *things will get better*
shyshyshy sana I don’t hate my life I actually think I have a good life but I feel guilty I feel like it isn’t for me and I’m just not good enough...
But I promise you will get through it
i always listen to sad audios when im upset.
honestly this one just hits me
ruu I feel this soo much. I hurt so bad.
When your young and your life is a burning building there's literally nothing u can do, you just have endure it until u become strong enough and skilled enought to drag your self out of there and hooefully the people you care about as well. And that my friends is a life time of hard worl
I say I'm "fine" when I really want to say that I need a hug, to cry, to have someone to lean on, to have some help.
No shit. I feel the same way more often than not. I HATE IT