Your parents were just fulfilling their biological function. I understand resenting them but please don't take it out on them if they aren't abusive to you.
That's pretty harsh. You're alive, you have so many options even if you just sit alone and think. Don't be mad you're alive, just find something else to do. If life really is pointless, then it can have more meaning than ever before!
@@bookshelflearn9352 "just find something else to do" distract yourself from the void and operate under the illusion you will actually be satisfied by anything in the long term when that goes against every biological instinct an organism has.
Your parents didn't ask to be born either so why would you resent them then you want the truth seek God not religion but God Jesus Christ our Lord and savior we are here to love the Lord thy God in love thy neighbor as thyself we're here to love one another if life was all roses and peaches and always good and nice what would be the point when you go through trials and tribulations what's going to come out of you love or hate you have free will you choose
So it was my nephews baptism today right, and the priestess or whatever you call it sang a german baptism song with us. The Song is called Vergiss es nie, something like "Dont forget it". That shit hit home bruh. Because it had lines like: *The fact that your alive wasnt your Idea, it was the Idea of someone else. Your not a coincidence, your a thought of god. Noone has your thoughts noone knew what you knew. Noone sees heaven like you do. You are rich with or without money, because you can live.* Even though Im brutally blackpilled and knew it was kinda bullshit, it still hit me because I realized this is how I actually wanted the world to be, this is how human beings wanted the world to be.
What i hate is also dealing with douchbags like bullys, stalkers etc.. makes a already challenging world even more challenging and frustrating. People who work alot i dunno how they can keep going for so long working so much and doing it over and over. Too many cons
I’m so glad I don’t have kids. I swear things just get worse as time goes on and the cost of living is horrifying. I know people with kids struggling and they can even get financial help. I live in Pennsylvania in the US my friend is a single mom and she called around multiple places and they said all their financial assistance is exhausted. So many people homeless and/or struggling. Everyday I’m so glad I don’t have kids because just trying to survive yourself is a burden. Just remember guys everything is temporary including suffering. I know life sucks but self deletion will hurt our loved ones. Trust me guys time seriously flies! Im 43 now and battling depression and anxiety for years but as you get older time goes faster. All this pain and suffering will be over soon enough when we exit life.
Life probably doesn't have a point. I don't think it needs one. I accept that it doesn't have a point and to make the most out of the little time I have on earth and then it's over.
Yeah man, I've felt like this for ages. Even as a kid, I had slight feelings of what the point of all this was to begin with. Some would classify this as depression or even a form of nihilism at best, but honestly, I just don't hold value to many things like most people do. I've always been like this since the start. Growing up in a reality that is essentially man-made can have its benefits, but it seems mostly value-based or numbers-oriented. It appears that most people follow that track just for the sake of doing so or for having a "purpose." I've pretty much just been existing for the sake of doing so and often feel like I'm within some sort of alienated boxed reality. It's as if I'm a part of a human world, but the given world has stripped away the human-based needs that many of us actually require.
@@edwinambriz5794 vidya is so bad these days, only Starcraft 2 and Heroes of Newerth exist in my mind, but I've done them so much to death that my apathy and anhedonia prevents me vidya-maxxing while I wait months for a job
Just found your channel. I am really sorry to hear what you are going through and am sending my love, understanding, and best wishes! ❤Will be looking through the rest of your videos next - interested in hearing your take on the different topics, not least as a fellow autistic.
Just a word of caution to watch out when you get mad like that. If your sister and mom is anything like mines then they can and will call the police and tell them that your being violent and pull the "he's autistic" card to have you committed to a mental behavioral place. From there you'll stay in there for a maximum of a week and wind up with some b*tch doctor who won't listen to you and will try to put you on all kinds of F*cked up medication, then in the end they will disregard your decision to keep things hush hush to notify your folks about it which will result in more issues in the household, more so if you refuse to take that shit. Believe me you don't wanna go through that ITS HELL!
@@evelyna_paula1747 If those panic attacks are causing people around him to perceive him as a threat or he's actually acting out in a psychical way where he's doing harm to himself, threatening family or causing destruction to property then my guess is yes, if authority is called and they view his antics to be a threat then he can be committed, though they don't actually have to see anything, all his folks have to do is cook up a good enough story and BAM he's being taken away in handcuffs. As far as being looked down upon by the general public is something I cannot say for sure though since I've only dealt with autism. Though I've heard a lot of tales by people who went in for simply blowing up and saying the wrong thing to someone.
@@evelyna_paula1747 Oh. And regardless those damn doctors will try to put him and everyone else on medication rather they have a mental illness or just had a bad day and blew up, these "doctor" imo are literal scumbags who are just trying to make bank off of peoples problems by shoving random medicines down peoples throats and not even considering if they even need it or not, Some of those medications can even make the problem worse.
Even though we have all the advances of technology and stuff our ancestors had more fun and more of a sense of belonging then the empty souls living amongst us in our modern society. Why is it that everyone is constantly rejoicing in others. struggles, suffering and hardships and why do people feel the need to never agree and they just have to disagree with various opinions presented to them and why is everyone overly critical, sensitive, easily offended and judgemental consistently. It’s so predictable the behaviour patterns of others. It’s a harsh reality and there’s no community spirit or fun anymore.
8:46 based on my knowledge about the current cost of living in Great Britain so long as you stay away from major cities such as London Birmingham etc you should live quite well with about 1500 to 2000 pounds disposable monthly. Stop buying new consumer electronics & skin care products. Since you live with your old man I believe you can at least save up 1000 quids per month. I beg your pardon if it sounds a bit judgemental though. Stay strong. Lad.
When you are feeling depressed, I'm speaking out experience I go to Jesus in prayer bc he loves you so much and wants to be in your life and help you with your heartaches .
Do you have some type of Borderline Personality? I had similar accident in my mother's place, arguments and got so angry I broke door with legs and punches. She called the police and got cautioned for criminal damage, not worth it. You are lucky your sister didn't do that, police won't care what problems you got just wanna charge you. But moving out so you can be alone will be best bet, so you can prevent those type of situations.
I can sit still all day long with just my thoughts and not be bored, one time I was suicidal. Now I just see it as excuses “the mindset” Tell me has anyone attempted to end you? Have people forced themselves on you? Why are you a victim? What are you teaching us or what do you want from us in return. How can we help you? Do you want help? Way to vent and influence others into the same destructive mindset? Don’t answer those questions for me ask yourself. “Come to yourself” my sisters kicked me out in -44 weather with just a spring jacket. My mother claimed money on my name while I starved homeless as a child. You have it good compared to some kid at this very moment picking crumbs out of dirt to eat because his parents got killed in a bombing. Count your blessings not your negatives. Again “come to yourself your not a victim”
When you ask Jesus Christ to come into your heart as Lord and Saviour of your life, repent for your sins and be baptized for remission of your sins then you shall be saved. ❤❤❤ Ps.With love only as your sister in Christ. ❤❤❤❤😂😂
autoimmune-issues are the worst man, my friend has Type 1 Diabetes and I have what seems to be Multiple-Sclerosis, they're called autoimmune for a reason, YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO CURE THEM, being lean and ripped, exercising, eating right, it'll never go away, also severe allergies and sleep-apnea, can hardly ever breath through my nose most days, trying to gain weight and bulk to gain muscle?, can't because I can't eat without suffocating because my nose is stuffed, once I get "too much" food in my severe acid-reflux will go off and I'm forced into a fast, causing stagnant or lost muscle, I haven't woke up without drowning in phlegm for god knows how long now, often wake up with a combo of strep-throat AND acid-reflux too, not to mention painful canker-sores inside of my mouth and all over my tongue, I plan on "curing" these issues with "biohacking" soon but I'll never get a job, it's gonna take WEEKS and MONTHS before even one of my applications ever get accepted, trying to vidyamaxx but my anhedonia is so severe I just can't stand it, I feel you on that too, severe anhedonia and apathy makes life soulless and meaningless
worst part is I have SO MUCH potential, I'm a 7/10 chadlite (8/10 if I didn't have this permanent double-chin and water-retention despite being ripped, my jaw-genetics are good too), and yet I can't take advantage of it, already gave up on dating-apps since you have to pay to actually see the REAL people who like you since women are too P to message first (you disabled comment-censorship right?), the ones who message you first are either indian-scammers or leading you on to then backstab you later, this 23 year old nurse literally called me ugly and then bragged about making 45$ an hour like that's an actual accomplishment as a woman lmao, she's clearly genetically attractive (only 6.5, which I started calling "High-Tier Normie Purgatory" because that's how bitter every 6.5 woman acts lmao, so actually slightly below me), but even at only 23 she looks so aged from the stress of being a nurse, told her to go hit the wall at 25 since she's TOTALLY WAY MORE HIGH-VALUE THAN ALL OF US MEN AND JUST TOO GOOD FOR US RIGHT?
@@simonv5018 like I said I'm not a dumbass pessimist about it, I'm well aware some natural-biohacking can fix it alone, no surgery or anything artificial required, just need a JOB for the biohacking which is gonna take ages
life is so painful, boring, pointless, and meaningless. I resent my parents for giving birth to me.
Your parents were just fulfilling their biological function. I understand resenting them but please don't take it out on them if they aren't abusive to you.
@@tangerinesarebetterthanora7060What if they were abusive?
That's pretty harsh. You're alive, you have so many options even if you just sit alone and think. Don't be mad you're alive, just find something else to do. If life really is pointless, then it can have more meaning than ever before!
@@bookshelflearn9352 "just find something else to do" distract yourself from the void and operate under the illusion you will actually be satisfied by anything in the long term when that goes against every biological instinct an organism has.
Your parents didn't ask to be born either so why would you resent them then you want the truth seek God not religion but God Jesus Christ our Lord and savior we are here to love the Lord thy God in love thy neighbor as thyself we're here to love one another if life was all roses and peaches and always good and nice what would be the point when you go through trials and tribulations what's going to come out of you love or hate you have free will you choose
The boring cycle of everyday task is crazy
I regret being blackpilled, no matter how much I deny it, I'm reminded of it everyday
Yep. Once you see what we've seen, you can't unsee it.
Better than being some V'd npc zombie, I choose awareness any day.
So glad to have found this channel in my feed.
Finally someone who sees the world from the same lens I do.
So it was my nephews baptism today right, and the priestess or whatever you call it sang a german baptism song with us. The Song is called Vergiss es nie, something like "Dont forget it". That shit hit home bruh. Because it had lines like: *The fact that your alive wasnt your Idea, it was the Idea of someone else. Your not a coincidence, your a thought of god. Noone has your thoughts noone knew what you knew. Noone sees heaven like you do. You are rich with or without money, because you can live.* Even though Im brutally blackpilled and knew it was kinda bullshit, it still hit me because I realized this is how I actually wanted the world to be, this is how human beings wanted the world to be.
Cool to hear, thanks. And I agree with your last idea
and you are a God in your thoughts
What i hate is also dealing with douchbags like bullys, stalkers etc.. makes a already challenging world even more challenging and frustrating. People who work alot i dunno how they can keep going for so long working so much and doing it over and over. Too many cons
I’m so glad I don’t have kids. I swear things just get worse as time goes on and the cost of living is horrifying. I know people with kids struggling and they can even get financial help. I live in Pennsylvania in the US my friend is a single mom and she called around multiple places and they said all their financial assistance is exhausted. So many people homeless and/or struggling. Everyday I’m so glad I don’t have kids because just trying to survive yourself is a burden. Just remember guys everything is temporary including suffering. I know life sucks but self deletion will hurt our loved ones. Trust me guys time seriously flies! Im 43 now and battling depression and anxiety for years but as you get older time goes faster. All this pain and suffering will be over soon enough when we exit life.
I shave all my hair below my chest so it doesn’t smell bad
@@jaylucas8352that must take ages.
Great words. I'll be glad when im out of this hell hole too.
Feeling sh*t almost everyday God let me sleep forever
Facts the final UNPLUG
This life is Hell
Life probably doesn't have a point. I don't think it needs one. I accept that it doesn't have a point and to make the most out of the little time I have on earth and then it's over.
Yeah man, I've felt like this for ages. Even as a kid, I had slight feelings of what the point of all this was to begin with. Some would classify this as depression or even a form of nihilism at best, but honestly, I just don't hold value to many things like most people do. I've always been like this since the start. Growing up in a reality that is essentially man-made can have its benefits, but it seems mostly value-based or numbers-oriented. It appears that most people follow that track just for the sake of doing so or for having a "purpose." I've pretty much just been existing for the sake of doing so and often feel like I'm within some sort of alienated boxed reality. It's as if I'm a part of a human world, but the given world has stripped away the human-based needs that many of us actually require.
The realist nature man 😅 Nothing to do all day its pointlessly pathetic
Yea except thousands of games shows and movies
@@MuhTranshumanroght what games?
@@edwinambriz5794 vidya is so bad these days, only Starcraft 2 and Heroes of Newerth exist in my mind, but I've done them so much to death that my apathy and anhedonia prevents me vidya-maxxing while I wait months for a job
What up bruh wheres calum? Havent seen him in the coments in a while
@@fertblu5514 he's fed up with life so much as to not comment bro
5:21 facts bro 😂 that’s so cruel …
Im not having kids
We are Living in a Matrix World
“The matrix is a documentary”
Work your life away just to have nothing 😅
I fucking hate this life
I'm loving this new flood of blackpill content on yt. Dbdr can't have all the fun!
I agree with you à 100%
Same
7:12 talk that shi!!!!! 💯
Just found your channel. I am really sorry to hear what you are going through and am sending my love, understanding, and best wishes! ❤Will be looking through the rest of your videos next - interested in hearing your take on the different topics, not least as a fellow autistic.
2:15 Anhedonia is the fucking worst. I've had it for 6 years now. Don't know how the fuck I'm still alive.
life has no point and the fact that life has no point has no point as well
I agree With Everything You Say 👍
Just a word of caution to watch out when you get mad like that. If your sister and mom is anything like mines then they can and will call the police and tell them that your being violent and pull the "he's autistic" card to have you committed to a mental behavioral place. From there you'll stay in there for a maximum of a week and wind up with some b*tch doctor who won't listen to you and will try to put you on all kinds of F*cked up medication, then in the end they will disregard your decision to keep things hush hush to notify your folks about it which will result in more issues in the household, more so if you refuse to take that shit. Believe me you don't wanna go through that ITS HELL!
Does a panic attack get the same harsh rep as autism? Just asking because my cousin had a panic attack the other day.
@@evelyna_paula1747 If those panic attacks are causing people around him to perceive him as a threat or he's actually acting out in a psychical way where he's doing harm to himself, threatening family or causing destruction to property then my guess is yes, if authority is called and they view his antics to be a threat then he can be committed, though they don't actually have to see anything, all his folks have to do is cook up a good enough story and BAM he's being taken away in handcuffs. As far as being looked down upon by the general public is something I cannot say for sure though since I've only dealt with autism. Though I've heard a lot of tales by people who went in for simply blowing up and saying the wrong thing to someone.
@@evelyna_paula1747 Oh. And regardless those damn doctors will try to put him and everyone else on medication rather they have a mental illness or just had a bad day and blew up, these "doctor" imo are literal scumbags who are just trying to make bank off of peoples problems by shoving random medicines down peoples throats and not even considering if they even need it or not, Some of those medications can even make the problem worse.
@@Ransome1690 Families are narcissistic. So they can ruin a person's life just like that. Those medications could destroy a healthy man.
2 weeks for me
Based channel
I don’t think you’re an incel though at least not from a looks perspective, you have good bone Structure & a harmonious enough face
i feel u fr
Bro they love stories.
Life is Struggle Painful,Boring,Pointless,Meaningless I hate Life the Good News is that Nothing is Permanent Everything is Temporary
A big dump is pleasing , gassy, loud, and sometimes rips your butt a little. Then it’s over.
We are here to leave a mark, not to fit in.
I feel anointed also
I'm praying for you. ❤❤❤
Even though we have all the advances of technology and stuff our ancestors had more fun and more of a sense of belonging then the empty souls living amongst us in our modern society.
Why is it that everyone is constantly rejoicing in others. struggles, suffering and hardships and why do people feel the need to never agree and they just have to disagree with various opinions presented to them and why is everyone overly critical, sensitive, easily offended and judgemental consistently.
It’s so predictable the behaviour patterns of others. It’s a harsh reality and there’s no community spirit or fun anymore.
Reason why I haven’t had kids I wouldn’t want them feeling how we feel when they get older I’ll pass Sht ain’t fair
F it. F it. F it. F. What kind of lyf is this....... Awwww
9:47 the world might cease to exist later that time 😂😂😂
8:46 based on my knowledge about the current cost of living in Great Britain so long as you stay away from major cities such as London Birmingham etc you should live quite well with about 1500 to 2000 pounds disposable monthly. Stop buying new consumer electronics & skin care products. Since you live with your old man I believe you can at least save up 1000 quids per month. I beg your pardon if it sounds a bit judgemental though. Stay strong. Lad.
I stopped sniffing farts because it left a brown stain on my nose sometimes
Don't live in fear man. God did not give us the spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.
When you are feeling depressed, I'm speaking out experience I go to Jesus in prayer bc he loves you so much and wants to be in your life and help you with your heartaches .
Bla bla stop your sh,t
People Have Kids Because They Don’t Know Any Better their Children Have No Future
1:52 in terms of ecology the point is we eat to shit we shit to eat so the carbon cycle & nitrogen cycle can continue 😝😝😝💩💩💩💩💩💩💩
I shit a lot. It smells sometimes.
Here's the answer. Just worry about yourself bro.i probably have kids out there myself.
Do you have some type of Borderline Personality?
I had similar accident in my mother's place, arguments and got so angry I broke door with legs and punches.
She called the police and got cautioned for criminal damage, not worth it.
You are lucky your sister didn't do that, police won't care what problems you got just wanna charge you.
But moving out so you can be alone will be best bet, so you can prevent those type of situations.
1 Peter 5: 7 cast all your problems all your worry to God, because he cares for you
Jeremiah 14, Jeremiah 15, Jeremiah 16, Jeremiah 17 and Jeremiah 18 KJV
I can sit still all day long with just my thoughts and not be bored, one time I was suicidal. Now I just see it as excuses “the mindset”
Tell me has anyone attempted to end you? Have people forced themselves on you? Why are you a victim? What are you teaching us or what do you want from us in return. How can we help you? Do you want help? Way to vent and influence others into the same destructive mindset?
Don’t answer those questions for me ask yourself.
“Come to yourself” my sisters kicked me out in -44 weather with just a spring jacket. My mother claimed money on my name while I starved homeless as a child. You have it good compared to some kid at this very moment picking crumbs out of dirt to eat because his parents got killed in a bombing. Count your blessings not your negatives. Again “come to yourself your not a victim”
@@LordSos91 God kill me painlessly now amen bruh
When you ask Jesus Christ to come into your heart as Lord and Saviour of your life, repent for your sins and be baptized for remission of your sins then you shall be saved. ❤❤❤
Ps.With love only as your sister in Christ. ❤❤❤❤😂😂
autoimmune-issues are the worst man, my friend has Type 1 Diabetes and I have what seems to be Multiple-Sclerosis, they're called autoimmune for a reason, YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO CURE THEM, being lean and ripped, exercising, eating right, it'll never go away, also severe allergies and sleep-apnea, can hardly ever breath through my nose most days, trying to gain weight and bulk to gain muscle?, can't because I can't eat without suffocating because my nose is stuffed, once I get "too much" food in my severe acid-reflux will go off and I'm forced into a fast, causing stagnant or lost muscle, I haven't woke up without drowning in phlegm for god knows how long now, often wake up with a combo of strep-throat AND acid-reflux too, not to mention painful canker-sores inside of my mouth and all over my tongue, I plan on "curing" these issues with "biohacking" soon but I'll never get a job, it's gonna take WEEKS and MONTHS before even one of my applications ever get accepted, trying to vidyamaxx but my anhedonia is so severe I just can't stand it, I feel you on that too, severe anhedonia and apathy makes life soulless and meaningless
worst part is I have SO MUCH potential, I'm a 7/10 chadlite (8/10 if I didn't have this permanent double-chin and water-retention despite being ripped, my jaw-genetics are good too), and yet I can't take advantage of it, already gave up on dating-apps since you have to pay to actually see the REAL people who like you since women are too P to message first (you disabled comment-censorship right?), the ones who message you first are either indian-scammers or leading you on to then backstab you later, this 23 year old nurse literally called me ugly and then bragged about making 45$ an hour like that's an actual accomplishment as a woman lmao, she's clearly genetically attractive (only 6.5, which I started calling "High-Tier Normie Purgatory" because that's how bitter every 6.5 woman acts lmao, so actually slightly below me), but even at only 23 she looks so aged from the stress of being a nurse, told her to go hit the wall at 25 since she's TOTALLY WAY MORE HIGH-VALUE THAN ALL OF US MEN AND JUST TOO GOOD FOR US RIGHT?
you can put autoimmune conditions into remission if you live naturally for long enough.
@@simonv5018 like I said I'm not a dumbass pessimist about it, I'm well aware some natural-biohacking can fix it alone, no surgery or anything artificial required, just need a JOB for the biohacking which is gonna take ages
@@aryangenghiskhanoptimists are a lot dumber than pessimists on average
Chronic health issues make this life even worse.
can you just post the link to your discord here man?, it's not working
Tomprice2891
@@thechelsearantman6717 ok make sure to click "edit invite link" and then change expire after from "7 days" to "never", it could be expired
How about do something with your life instead of whining about how pointless it is. You'll probably feel a lot better.
How do you know he doesn't do anything?
@@lifeisoverrated96 He's on TH-cam saying life is pointless lol
@@progger86 That doesn't mean he doesn't do anything with his life, also what do you mean do something? Do what exactly perhaps you can elaborate.
@lifeisoverrated96 If he was happy he wouldn't be posting this... right
@@progger86 alot of unhappy people
" Do something with their lives" so what exactly do you mean do something?