[Verse] I think I lost myself out Somewhere in between Finding out who I am Confusing that with what I dream It feels like everyone's done waiting So what am I supposed to do? And I can feel these bridges breaking And drifting further from you, from you Oh, let it go But I found God And he said, "Plans change a lot" And, so if I can help my life Then things won't go the way they're going And I won't lose hope, and I won't lose courage And I will fade to gold, or worse, to shadow 'Cause if everyone is gone, I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be left alone
"Cause if everyone is gone, I don't wanna be here... I don't wanna be left alone." I cried so hard at this. So relevant in my life and all the feelings I've been trying to avoid just came down crashing on me. I need to get my sh*t together.
@@NewGoldStandard haha thanks man, this song a month ago made me realize I need to reconnect with my friends despite the usual "im too busy" mentality and I actually did a lot of things with my friends since then. Had a blast at a party yesterday and going to meet someone tomorrow. Although I'm tired AF because of work, but it was (and is) totally worth it.
Every EDEN song just touches me directly, I can't stop but just cry because of these beautiful masterpieces, if u ever read this: Thankyou for what you do, Jon! It's great and I'm sure everybody here appreciates it all as much as I do! Great job (as usual♥️)
EDEN - Thank you so much for this album. After 40 minutes of listening to all the songs, I am astonished. At first, I didn't know what to expect from this album, but I am amazed at this masterpiece. This is the first time I have ever cried while listening to music, and I'm not ashamed of it because it was yours! All the songs are passionate and heartfelt, and all together is a perfect album. I've followed you and your music for a long time, and it never gets old, only newer. Love you EDEN!
doesn't this remind you of sitting in the shower, crying with the sound of the water echoing off the tiles. warm water vs cold air and the shiver over your skin when you curl your spine into itself. this song feels like a bittersweet confession. thank you
start//end forever//over lost//found Vertigo is a masterpiece. The beginning and downfall of a relationship. Struggling to accept that it is over, still holding on to hope. Eventually, realizing no longer is there hope and that it is time for him to accept and move on. I did not understand his lyrics until experiencing these three stages myself. Thank you Eden, I'm truly grateful to discover you.
When he says "i think i lost myself somewhere in between" I think he's talking about his fame. I think he doesnt like the fact that his fame and his tours are separating him from his old life, and he can "feel these bridges breaking" and he doesnt like it. I think this song is him saying that if being famous means abandoning your normal life and your real friends and true loves, then "he doesnt wanna be here".
I can’t tell if the airplane noise in the background from 0:35 - 1:00 are meant to be in there or not, but these are the types of things that sets EDEN above everyone else. Absolutely amazing
WhiteWolf201 that’s what I was thinking, exactly the same style as the thunder in the background of start//end. absolutely amazing. it occurred to me because he recorded most of these songs in his room.. so maybe a plane flew over and it picked up in the audio and he left it in because it sounded amazing.
This is *that* song for me. The one that i can feel in my soul and my heart. a year ago i listened to this song sat in a corner of my room crying, and today in this year, I feel like i've been left alone. I don't know who i am, not really, i have some ideas but im still growing. But it's terrifying, i feel like a stranger. its like, everyone's started the race but im stuck on a treadmill, feeling like im making progress but never really amounting to anything. But i can't help but thank this song, It made me realise my thoughts, put them into words to make them easier to cope with. Thank you eden.
I'm a year or two late but fuck I just saw this comment. And it made me want to burst into tears. I know how you feel I promise. In 2017-2018 I was going through the worst emotional pain of my LIFE. This song was there EVERY time I cried. I was depressed to the point of multiple suicide attempts. I was in the middle of my undergrad and almost gave up completely. I feel completely empty. I didn't know who I was. But here I am now, four years later, graduated college, going to grad school in the fall to be a counselor BECAUSE of that experience, and been in therapy for 3 years. I promise it gets better. I hope you got better. It will heal. I promise.
This takes me back to when I was at my lowest. Not eating, crying in my dorm every night, so alone, completely given up… I’m better now and I wish I could tell myself five years ago that we’ll make it out ok. We’ll be happy.
2 years late, but whoever finds it and needs it - the exact point where Jon starts walking at the beginning of the album www.google.com/maps/d/viewer?mid=1P6Vma63zeBOBGs-em7TeGIXE3tZ3kBzN&usp=sharing
A year ago I confided in your music for comfort in my depression. You kept me from ending my life, and in your music I found friends to share your music with. Now I'm happy. I've found God. I'm confident. I got a 100 on my Geometry test and am currently trying to get Honor Roll. You saved my life, and I want you to know that it was through your music that I rebuilt my understanding of life :)
Don’t approach me like that, you caused my heart to beat. Don’t look at me like that, you caused my lungs to breathe. And please don’t smile at me like that, you cause me not to sleep..
I'm so glad that it's not just a cover photo and were listening to the music. We can see the man who made this beauty walking down the road in an aesthetic location. Bless you Jon ❤️
Sitting here. 26 years old. Unemployed. Losing my best friend, I don’t love her the way she loves me. I’ve been single for 7/8 yrs. I’ve only fallen for two woman in that time, watched their long-term relationships turn to happy marriages. Fml. It seems like everyone is done waiting, settling for what is comfortable rather than true love, soulmates. If everyone is gone, I don’t wanna be here. I don’t want to be left alone. But there’s always hope, and songs like Eden’s that speak so deeply to you, help you feel not so alone after all. Even when there’s nobody else to share with.
I've been listening to your music since I was 13, it's been 8 years... I cannot believe how long it's been. thank you for the beautiful music, it helped me get through very tough times. ♡
I needed this. Sat alone with headphones. This one song. Thankyou for your music for all your songs. You’ve saved me. Keep doing what you’re doing, please🤞🤞🤞
Man, yesterday i found my best friend just see me like a friend... hurt like a bich, she was for a great time my everything... and when i found she didn't fell the same something just broke... and your songs helped myself in this dawn, i'll talk better with her later... Tnx bro
Whatever plain of existence your soul comes from I wanna visit... your lyrics are damn near cosmic... and your style of music is just... OMG i love you EDEN your music has gotten me through the toughest times of my life.. and they continue to keep me strong to this present moment. So happy to have new songs to vibe out to!
I needed something like this. Thank you Eden for you’re beautiful music and your album Vertigo was so much more than I could’ve ever hoped for. Much love from the tiny state of New Hampshire!
it is like you were here with me, making me feel better... thank you so, so much, your lyrics give me hope and they make my day better... i know i can finally relax with your music
I love your music. It calms me and I cannot express how much I love it. It is just amazing. When I'm sad, I'll listen to it and feel calm and collected again. Thank you
Ik you most likely wont see this eden but i love your music and i have gone through some bad things in the past and your music is very similar to the situations i was in and its helped me more than you think.
[Verse]
I think I lost myself out
Somewhere in between
Finding out who I am
Confusing that with what I dream
It feels like everyone's done waiting
So what am I supposed to do?
And I can feel these bridges breaking
And drifting further from you, from you
Oh, let it go
But I found God
And he said, "Plans change a lot"
And, so if I can help my life
Then things won't go the way they're going
And I won't lose hope, and I won't lose courage
And I will fade to gold, or worse, to shadow
'Cause if everyone is gone, I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be left alone
MaxD Torres thank you
😭❤
"Cause if everyone is gone, I don't wanna be here... I don't wanna be left alone." I cried so hard at this. So relevant in my life and all the feelings I've been trying to avoid just came down crashing on me. I need to get my sh*t together.
jonnyjoker01 - you're not alone, brother.
@@NewGoldStandard haha thanks man, this song a month ago made me realize I need to reconnect with my friends despite the usual "im too busy" mentality and I actually did a lot of things with my friends since then. Had a blast at a party yesterday and going to meet someone tomorrow. Although I'm tired AF because of work, but it was (and is) totally worth it.
Every EDEN song just touches me directly, I can't stop but just cry because of these beautiful masterpieces,
if u ever read this:
Thankyou for what you do, Jon! It's great and I'm sure everybody here appreciates it all as much as I do!
Great job (as usual♥️)
Lol thanks for every like, guys.
EDEN -
Thank you so much for this album. After 40 minutes of listening to all the songs, I am astonished. At first, I didn't know what to expect from this album, but I am amazed at this masterpiece. This is the first time I have ever cried while listening to music, and I'm not ashamed of it because it was yours! All the songs are passionate and heartfelt, and all together is a perfect album. I've followed you and your music for a long time, and it never gets old, only newer. Love you EDEN!
So, so true. EDEN really is an amazing artist
But how can a banana listen to songs
Notification : "Eden has publied 10+ new songs" = Greatest feeling ever!
I know right! When I saw that I couldn't believe my eyes
Ahh i still remember when it happend, good times
@@bakhitalketbi9460 I wish to go back in time
doesn't this remind you of sitting in the shower, crying with the sound of the water echoing off the tiles. warm water vs cold air and the shiver over your skin when you curl your spine into itself.
this song feels like a bittersweet confession. thank you
❤
❤
MY MOST FAVOURITE SONG FROM THE ALBUM. thank you for vertigo.
Rizwarrior Mine too! From the first time I listened to this, I knew it would be the best
Truee, it's amazing. But in every album I just can't decide on a favorite song because they are all way tooo amazing 😊♥️
JustaTurtl I feel the same, I have like 8 favourites in this album haha
JustaTurtl saaaaaame
start//end
forever//over
lost//found
Vertigo is a masterpiece. The beginning and downfall of a relationship. Struggling to accept that it is over, still holding on to hope. Eventually, realizing no longer is there hope and that it is time for him to accept and move on.
I did not understand his lyrics until experiencing these three stages myself. Thank you Eden, I'm truly grateful to discover you.
When he says "i think i lost myself somewhere in between" I think he's talking about his fame. I think he doesnt like the fact that his fame and his tours are separating him from his old life, and he can "feel these bridges breaking" and he doesnt like it. I think this song is him saying that if being famous means abandoning your normal life and your real friends and true loves, then "he doesnt wanna be here".
No other channel's notifications get me excited quite like an EDEN one does
it’s so calm
I can’t tell if the airplane noise in the background from 0:35 - 1:00 are meant to be in there or not, but these are the types of things that sets EDEN above everyone else. Absolutely amazing
Jhil Lyrics I think it's there because he wanted. He is the guy that creates a masterpiece in every detail
WhiteWolf201 that’s what I was thinking, exactly the same style as the thunder in the background of start//end. absolutely amazing. it occurred to me because he recorded most of these songs in his room.. so maybe a plane flew over and it picked up in the audio and he left it in because it sounded amazing.
It’s amazing how you can hear art in the background of his songs
@@JhilMusic I know it's been a year and all, but it's probably just a synth.
swagdante idk man, sounds very similar to an airplane 😂
He's walking away this time..
Lauren Simon But he'll never get anywhere. .
and that car...... it seems like it indicates that he's been found yet still lost
This is *that* song for me. The one that i can feel in my soul and my heart.
a year ago i listened to this song sat in a corner of my room crying, and today in this year, I feel like i've been left alone.
I don't know who i am, not really, i have some ideas but im still growing. But it's terrifying, i feel like a stranger.
its like, everyone's started the race but im stuck on a treadmill, feeling like im making progress but never really amounting to anything.
But i can't help but thank this song, It made me realise my thoughts, put them into words to make them easier to cope with. Thank you eden.
I'm a year or two late but fuck I just saw this comment. And it made me want to burst into tears. I know how you feel I promise. In 2017-2018 I was going through the worst emotional pain of my LIFE. This song was there EVERY time I cried. I was depressed to the point of multiple suicide attempts. I was in the middle of my undergrad and almost gave up completely. I feel completely empty. I didn't know who I was. But here I am now, four years later, graduated college, going to grad school in the fall to be a counselor BECAUSE of that experience, and been in therapy for 3 years. I promise it gets better. I hope you got better. It will heal. I promise.
This takes me back to when I was at my lowest. Not eating, crying in my dorm every night, so alone, completely given up… I’m better now and I wish I could tell myself five years ago that we’ll make it out ok. We’ll be happy.
You Save my life.
Head vs. Heart Same
her kill me
He saved mine
Head vs. Heart same
The wait is over *
EDEN's acoustic stuff is some of his best music. Absolutely love it.
Where is this road located? I want to walk alone one day too
It's in Ireland near the Wicklow Mountains if I recognise it correctly
Finn McGarry 🙏 thanks 🙏
2 years late, but whoever finds it and needs it -
the exact point where Jon starts walking at the beginning of the album
www.google.com/maps/d/viewer?mid=1P6Vma63zeBOBGs-em7TeGIXE3tZ3kBzN&usp=sharing
A year ago I confided in your music for comfort in my depression. You kept me from ending my life, and in your music I found friends to share your music with. Now I'm happy. I've found God. I'm confident. I got a 100 on my Geometry test and am currently trying to get Honor Roll. You saved my life, and I want you to know that it was through your music that I rebuilt my understanding of life :)
Don’t approach me like that, you caused my heart to beat.
Don’t look at me like that, you caused my lungs to breathe.
And please don’t smile at me like that, you cause me not to sleep..
this is beautiful
wow this is beautiful
Wow
Nice
Saved
I'm so glad that it's not just a cover photo and were listening to the music. We can see the man who made this beauty walking down the road in an aesthetic location. Bless you Jon ❤️
This is amazing~count on me to have Vertigo on repeat for the next month.
hell yeah.
I think you spelt year wrong
still have it on repeat :)
bouxtoux still have it on repeat 😯
This is by far Edens best song. He makes such amazing music but I have to say making a song off the top of your head in the rain, that hits me deep.
Eden's songs make me feel like i'm floating in the empty, and the only thing that i can hear is him voice.
Sitting here. 26 years old. Unemployed. Losing my best friend, I don’t love her the way she loves me. I’ve been single for 7/8 yrs. I’ve only fallen for two woman in that time, watched their long-term relationships turn to happy marriages. Fml. It seems like everyone is done waiting, settling for what is comfortable rather than true love, soulmates. If everyone is gone, I don’t wanna be here. I don’t want to be left alone.
But there’s always hope, and songs like Eden’s that speak so deeply to you, help you feel not so alone after all. Even when there’s nobody else to share with.
Join the army
I screamed when I saw this notification
Princess Damage SAME
ME TOO!!
Same girl
'Cause if everyone is gone, I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be left alone
I've been listening to your music since I was 13, it's been 8 years... I cannot believe how long it's been.
thank you for the beautiful music, it helped me get through very tough times. ♡
this song is absolutely gorgeous. This whole album is way better than i expected it to be, and i expected so much after star//end, gold, and crash
I will never not cry when I hear this song. Absolutely beautiful.
He deserves MORE attention. He makes real heartfelt music. Everyone else out here needs to step tf aside. Eden is REAL.
Honestly this video is so pretty that i wouldn't be mad if no music video for it comes out.
this describes what i feel now. eden just narrates my life. love this man for real
sorry but the replay button had it coming
ikr
The true use for the replay button was for the Eden fans
@theysaidyes? didnt see that coming lol
ready to watch again and again after John is on the way
it's really sophisticates with the track
thank You, EDEN
I needed this. Sat alone with headphones. This one song. Thankyou for your music for all your songs. You’ve saved me. Keep doing what you’re doing, please🤞🤞🤞
Man, yesterday i found my best friend just see me like a friend... hurt like a bich, she was for a great time my everything... and when i found she didn't fell the same something just broke... and your songs helped myself in this dawn, i'll talk better with her later...
Tnx bro
I'm listening to all the songs in vertigo from the start!
*I regret NOTHING*
doesn't matter what kind of mood i'm in, I ALWAYS cry when I hear this song. it hits my heart too hard
I have never felt an artist like I feel Eden. Everytime I hear a new song, the chill bumps come along💜 Eden you are beautiful and warm my soul.
Eden means “Garden Of God” or Paradise. I guess that’s why before he was EDEN he was Eden Project.
Chris670467 "If EDEN don't exist than I am an anomaly" The Spab Project (Song: lol)
Makes sense
eden had grown so much over the past four years. I'm so proud ❤
i feel like everytime i lose hope, you help me find my way back. you helped me so many times, for so many years, so thank you.
Whatever plain of existence your soul comes from I wanna visit... your lyrics are damn near cosmic... and your style of music is just... OMG i love you EDEN your music has gotten me through the toughest times of my life.. and they continue to keep me strong to this present moment. So happy to have new songs to vibe out to!
Mr Suicide Sheep has a lot of work to do for lyrics video.
T. Biondi 😂😂😂😂 can't wait for them!
T. Biondi haha so true
So is Koala Kontrol XD
lmaoooo yesss he doesss x3 @MrSuicideSheep
Yep
TØP saved my life.
EDEN heals my heartbreak.
💔
EDEN never fails to impress. Now let me go to a corner and cry myself to sleep..
this is so peaceful ;-;
im proud of you jon x
I needed something like this. Thank you Eden for you’re beautiful music and your album Vertigo was so much more than I could’ve ever hoped for. Much love from the tiny state of New Hampshire!
His voice brings so many feelings, omg
it is like you were here with me, making me feel better... thank you so, so much, your lyrics give me hope and they make my day better... i know i can finally relax with your music
So pretty! It reminded me of Soul, which is also beautiful.
I’ve been listening to this song ever since it came out and still doing it
At this point he's legitimate singing out poems. Beautifully.
This song had me in tears. Bless you.
EDEN is a lyrical genius.
" 'Cause if everyone is gone, I don't want to be here."
this one kinda reminds me of the calm parts in man down... absolutely love it
never loved anyone or anything like i love EDEN.
your notification gets me so exited.
Masterpiece
similar sound to “catch me if you can” i love it!
One word for how i am feeling right now: Ecstasy
this is art. i love you so much.
I'VE NEVER BEEN LOST SINCE I FOUND YOU.
this is my absolute favorite eden/eden project song
this speaks all my unspoken feelings. man, eden is all.
This keeps making me cry.
This is just so amazing I'm stunned and literally lost for words
This is such a beautiful song. Thank you calves for showing me it
It’s so raw and untouched and clean and its amazing thank you eden ❤️
I'm so glad Eden exists
IT CAME OUT JUST IN TIME, THANK YOU SO MUCH
just woke up and listening to this masterpiece is so good🖤
lol commented 2 seconds ago
I love your music. It calms me and I cannot express how much I love it. It is just amazing. When I'm sad, I'll listen to it and feel calm and collected again. Thank you
Love the song, amazing job Eden. The song had me crying
You are really good, i don't know how to describe the way your music feels. We love u. I wish i could see u at the concert.
Ik you most likely wont see this eden but i love your music and i have gone through some bad things in the past and your music is very similar to the situations i was in and its helped me more than you think.
Eden is love
Eden is life
When he said, “I found God” was I the only one who thought, “outside the liquor store”
QuikProdigy same!
HAHAHHAHAA man down
You SAVE me Everytime you come out with a new song. 😍😍
I really needed this. Thank you
I feel the tears in his eyes*
YOURE MY FAVORITE EVERYTHING
MY LIFE HAS BEEN COMPLETED 10 TIMES
This is gospel for the fallen ones, locked away in perminent slumber
Thank u
All the songs play your story and I would listen to it all.
EDEN WHYY? WHY ARE UR SONGS SO GOOD?
Thanks Eden. This song changes alot for me. I won't tell everyone here my story but i'm very greatful..thanks
The very few Acoustic songs of his are the most beautiful
At times like these im so glad i found eden❤
so beautiful... i hope you found the confidence you seek.
I can really relate to this song , I love it.
You are great
Sorrowful songs are heart melting
You remind me of E dubble
Subbed
Hope you become famous
THANK YOU JON!! You are one of the reasons im alive
Im crying Ahhhhh
It is truly a privelege to be hearing this amazing master piece and to hesr the album
OMG I LOVE EDEN SO MUCH THANK YOU!
at 00:04 i just get the urge to cry Thanks EDEN(not sarcasm)Keep up the good work.
been with him since wake up ☹️❤️
This is so beautiful, it exceeded my expectations.
Eden your work is truly amazing you really should have more subs // views keep up the amazing work man