The gentleman is really sincere and realistic in the description of the prob!ems which he has experienced. Sometimes medications do not work. Another aspect is the obviously very long suffering of this guy, whose circumstances we don"t know. In the gentleman's voice we sense great suffering. If medical marijuana relieves his pain and makes his life livable, it is wonderful. Good luck for a better life, brother
God bless you man. I love you dude. I feel everything you are saying and just know it will get better. Even if you can't see it in sight. Do not lean on your own understanding but put your trust in the lord man. Know that there's a reason and a purpose for everything. For the people who have seen your testimonies and everything else. I came across your video because I was meant to. It's help me to cope with what's going on. You are an inspiration buddy. Keep on posting videos man.
I really appreciate that comment. unfortunately I don't get enough positive feedback back from people but it's to be expected. I'm doin alot better now and thank you for your support be blessed.
Yeah man. He is an inspiration. He is letting me know that I'm not the only one. Whether anyone wants to acknowledge it or not, Jesus led me to this video. This guy is awesome!
You sound like my 25 yr old son. He was diagnosed with ADHD at 15, was prescribed Aderall but never filled the rx cause I (me Mom) was afraid of the side effects. Long story short, the untreated ADHD of 10 years led to depression and axiety, sadness, emptiness, suicidal, social withdrawl, quitting jobs, impulsive shopping, etc. Some say it was Bipolar but he has no energy so another Psyc said it can't be Bipolar but mood disorder. Finally was prescribed Ablify 5mg. and then added Zoloft.25mg with no drowsiness, no side effects whatsoever. Taking it for Depression/Anxiety is somewhat normal but the ADHD is still there holding him back from working a job and responsibilities. The doctors don't want to prescribe stimulants and some say they are prohibted since it's considered a Controlled Substance.. The issue is ADHD which is a serious mental disorder and most Psycs are not educated on the Adult ADHD. I feel if he was prescribed Concerta, he could drop the other drugs and he would be in remission. 5 Psychiatrists over the years, useless counselors. The lack of experience on ADHD should be a crime and no psyc should be able to practice until they are educated.
I thought I had bad adhd then I grew up.. maturity is the cure to adhd along with coping mechanisms and support systems all that. Adhd is not the problem it’s those pills he took that fucked his life up
From my journey and a lot of others it’s best to get out of the hole doing whatever you gotta do, pills should be the final attempt, and never should be used long term. Prozac, zyprexa risperdal depikote lithium klonopin xanax every single fucking one ruined my mind and zyprexa especially has destroyed my body completely left me in worse mood than when I started (exactly like your son) stay away from pharmaceuticals and psychiatrists they will prescribe shit they aren’t even sure will help all while neglecting to tell side effects, whether it’s addictive, and the fact you will be dependent on the drug and they don’t tell you when you stop it’ll be worse withdrawal than hard drugs like fucking heroin
Been taking Seroquel for 10+ years and im just looking for help. Found your vid. I hate this drug and i just want help. Thanks for sharing. What MG's were you taking? 150?
you need to stop smoking weed and start eating it the difference is huge, unless you want to be semi lost and smoking every hour. I have done most of the meds you have mentioned due to my anxiety issues but what works for me now and the last 15+ years is a extremely healthy diet and meditation, its changed my life. It's nice to be in control!
it is nice to be in control. i only smoke maybe once a day now and it is amazing how a good diet and a change of life style helps. so would u agree that weed is better than pills?
Yes cannabis is better than pills but natural minerals and vitamins from certain foods is truly key to a healthy life style. I am a bone cancer survivor and now because of it taking years to get past it took a major toll on my hip and legs and because of several disastrous surgeries that damaged soft tissue and the hip joints I am 90% bed ridden with lots and lots of pain for the last 20+ years. I take morphine but I only take what I need never taking a certain dose every so many hours for me its about twice a day at the most and never more. I use my martial arts training and do stretching and most important meditation and edible cannabis makes up for the rest. Even though being bed ridden drives a lot of us crazy I am very lucky because being a hoarder all of my life I now had time to enjoy all of my treasures with coins and paper memorabilia like civil war letters and family documents back to the 1700's being a favorite. I pay dearly for every thing I do out of bed so I am very careful with that 10% and get to share my life with my grand kids never being in bed when they are visiting or have a school thing or game. My biggest hoard was and is coins and it is also what makes all of my money for living and buying toys. I started smoking pot in the 1960's and had a terrible habit with an ounce a week or more for 30+ years and it got in my way a lot. I only wish edibles were available back then because I have always had pain and anxiety and I self medicated with many things mostly pain meds. I only wish I knew what I know now about diet because that was the cause for most of my pains including my mental issues. One more word of advice for your health... sleep is so important and I would hardly get any and your mind and body need a regular schedule of sound REM sleep. If your not dreaming your body is not healing itself and that is so important for mental health. Learn to spend your life living for you wife and kids and put yourself almost totally out of the equation because family is everything!!! Everything! When they are truly proud of you for what you do for them life will change into a wonderful thing!!! If you do check out my youtube channel please keep comments to just coins as I have never told anyone about the rest of my life other than being stuck in bed and I would like to keep that private as there are a lot of kids that watch my videos. You have to watch about 50 of my videos to see my whole coin collection. Good Luck
I wish you the very best life has to offer and hearing you have a kid or kids then your already getting to experience what life is all about. Truly live it completely for them and you will have the best life has to offer. Good Luck!
I swear I'm in the same boat is you I feel like a fucking doctor experiment or something they've tried me on so many different medications and I'm having to stop them cold turkey which makes my brain feel more fucked up and now they just gave me seraquil I just got off of Lexapro and Wellbutrin
seroqual fucked me over as well man i have bearphobia from a bad dope trip to where i thought a bear attacked me in my friends house , so i have ptsd 😢 it sucks almost every night i'm in fear but i'm getting better 7 months later
Respect Boss just stuck to Natural products are The best Spot on I am on Quetiapine for about from last August I am on 500mg it just makes me like a Zombie 🧟♂️ But I need to just Go back to Natural stuff Thanks man I hope ur doing much better Now Boss Respect u keep it Real boss Topman bless😍
thanks for being so real....you describe these pharmaceuticals very well....they got me on all that crazy shit...i hate it....but they say i have to take it
Weed worsen my depression and anxiety.. I smoked weed all my life but when im in a depressive phase i stop.. I sell weed and dont even smoke some because it gives me anxiety attacks.. I take paxil and klonipin and i tried seroquel, wellbutrin, xanax, prozac, effexor, zoloft, celexa and more..
I was on Wellbutrin didn’t work, I’m on 2 -25 mg seroquil , 60mg cymbulta 15mg mirtazipine, 2-300 mg gabepentin and this has helped me. I do have nightmares but for me I don’t go sleep. I want sleep. I need sleep. So on top of that I smoke a lot weed also so maybe why I do t feel anything or side effects.
Yes I went down the quintipine / mirtazapine / sertraline .and the rest !! Sinthetic doctor rubish. A good smoke and 4 big beers are keeping me going now.
Hi Cory. I am a quiat borderline. ( a mainly none violent substance abuser ) I have been through the list of doctor shite and it's not sustainable like good weed is. The anty phycotics make you feel dirty and numb but don't seem to numb the part that needs numbing. So you feel functionally impaired but still not happy or calm. Good Canibis hits the spot and is the best mood stabliser I have found. A couple of strong beers as well should get you through the day as long as your not being triggered by any life problems or people.
for real man its not easy staying sane. weed is diffenetly the awnser for me as far as mood stablizers go. im glad you can relate in some way. ill smoke this jay and think of you buddy.
hey bro I agree with a lot of what your saying. I've taking Adderal and Ritalin and hate them. have u tryed modfinal? what would u choose between modifinal or stratton?
How long were you on Seroquel? I was on it for eight years last year. And it did a number on me, such as blunting my emotions. It wasn't until I got placed on Adderall last December that I was starting to get better.
does mcdonalds and taco bell count as processed food? the caso is so addictive I cant get enough of the stuff. if i were to eat better im sure it would help. just so expinsive to eat healthy.
Yeah, those places will get you addicted to their food. But I get it. They keep the food prices cheap so you can afford to go back. Plus the food additives they use in their food keeps you craving all their stuff every day. Stay strong. Every setback is a set-up for greater things to happen in your life.
Ur lucky, weed is illegal in New Zealand!! sooooo many unnecessary charges for something so Natural. Its ridiculous! wish it was legal here too. Ur feelings about quitting cold turkey is why I still continue with seroquil, suboxone, citalapram etc, i HATE feeling fucked up and out of control. Congrats to you though! awesome ur doin better!! and yeah.... do something we ur hair!! lol :-)
how much does a quarter ounce go for out there? and ya when cops stop arresting people for stupid shit they relize how much more room they have in jail for real criminals. you'll get there progress not perfection and one day at a time. you got this.
Cheers for that! that's what I'm doing, 1 long ass day after another!! lol here it's 250, nice smoke, bit more for hydro! what's the price where u are? do ya buy it from a store?? grow it?
I agree with you about those horrible medications! I'm glad you're feeling better. Now it's time to get off weed man. It affects the mind adversely in the long run.
There is absolutely NO evidence of weed having any adverse affects on the mind. You've either been TOLD wrong or READ something wrong and probably aren't a smoker or have never tried it.
you're so cute! little advice, you might want to consult your psychiatrist and tell him/her to reduce the meds to 50mg, that way there is a healthy balance in you're mood, and that way you can gradually come off the pill, rather stopping the pill completely. Try socialising with positive friends before going to bed or going to the gym during the day with a healthy diet. Make sure you take the pill early around 9pm, so you will eventually fall asleep at 12pm. Smoking weed is not going to help. You might have an imbalance in the brain, which is not you're fault. Accepting you're Mental Health is the first step to recovery Best of luck.
You have a lot of white light in your upper body. You're high-frequent, which means you're super sensitive and can't close your aura. Just continue to be you, and experiment with anything that works. I'm sure you could do good with some psychedelics.
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The gentleman is really sincere and realistic in the description of the prob!ems which he has experienced. Sometimes medications do not work. Another aspect is the obviously very long suffering of this guy, whose circumstances we don"t know. In the gentleman's voice we sense great suffering. If medical marijuana relieves his pain and makes his life livable, it is wonderful. Good luck for a better life, brother
God bless you man. I love you dude. I feel everything you are saying and just know it will get better. Even if you can't see it in sight. Do not lean on your own understanding but put your trust in the lord man. Know that there's a reason and a purpose for everything. For the people who have seen your testimonies and everything else. I came across your video because I was meant to. It's help me to cope with what's going on. You are an inspiration buddy. Keep on posting videos man.
I really appreciate that comment. unfortunately I don't get enough positive feedback back from people but it's to be expected. I'm doin alot better now and thank you for your support be blessed.
God bless you sir idk what ur going through but I hope ur okay 🥺
I found you, and you will get liberated from pills
Proud of you, eventually you will get better and better
I love you
I hear ya! Thank you for sharing. This is so right on!
Yeah man. He is an inspiration. He is letting me know that I'm not the only one. Whether anyone wants to acknowledge it or not, Jesus led me to this video. This guy is awesome!
ooeft! i felt zact same on Xaggatin and Elvyanse ( this shit was terryfying)
I love your straight out honesty and hope to meet you.
You sound like my 25 yr old son. He was diagnosed with ADHD at 15, was prescribed Aderall but never filled the rx cause I (me Mom) was afraid of the side effects. Long story short, the untreated ADHD of 10 years led to depression and axiety, sadness, emptiness, suicidal, social withdrawl, quitting jobs, impulsive shopping, etc. Some say it was Bipolar but he has no energy so another Psyc said it can't be Bipolar but mood disorder. Finally was prescribed Ablify 5mg. and then added Zoloft.25mg with no drowsiness, no side effects whatsoever. Taking it for Depression/Anxiety is somewhat normal but the ADHD is still there holding him back from working a job and responsibilities. The doctors don't want to prescribe stimulants and some say they are prohibted since it's considered a Controlled Substance.. The issue is ADHD which is a serious mental disorder and most Psycs are not educated on the Adult ADHD. I feel if he was prescribed Concerta, he could drop the other drugs and he would be in remission. 5 Psychiatrists over the years, useless counselors. The lack of experience on ADHD should be a crime and no psyc should be able to practice until they are educated.
Jody Span lol adhd
I thought I had bad adhd then I grew up.. maturity is the cure to adhd along with coping mechanisms and support systems all that. Adhd is not the problem it’s those pills he took that fucked his life up
Jody Span and I can almost guarentee he is manic depressive your description of him sounds exactly like me
From my journey and a lot of others it’s best to get out of the hole doing whatever you gotta do, pills should be the final attempt, and never should be used long term. Prozac, zyprexa risperdal depikote lithium klonopin xanax every single fucking one ruined my mind and zyprexa especially has destroyed my body completely left me in worse mood than when I started (exactly like your son) stay away from pharmaceuticals and psychiatrists they will prescribe shit they aren’t even sure will help all while neglecting to tell side effects, whether it’s addictive, and the fact you will be dependent on the drug and they don’t tell you when you stop it’ll be worse withdrawal than hard drugs like fucking heroin
Search “zyprexa success story “ tell me what comes up
Been taking Seroquel for 10+ years and im just looking for help. Found your vid. I hate this drug and i just want help. Thanks for sharing. What MG's were you taking? 150?
you need to stop smoking weed and start eating it the difference is huge, unless you want to be semi lost and smoking every hour. I have done most of the meds you have mentioned due to my anxiety issues but what works for me now and the last 15+ years is a extremely healthy diet and meditation, its changed my life. It's nice to be in control!
it is nice to be in control. i only smoke maybe once a day now and it is amazing how a good diet and a change of life style helps. so would u agree that weed is better than pills?
Yes cannabis is better than pills but natural minerals and vitamins from certain foods is truly key to a healthy life style. I am a bone cancer survivor and now because of it taking years to get past it took a major toll on my hip and legs and because of several disastrous surgeries that damaged soft tissue and the hip joints I am 90% bed ridden with lots and lots of pain for the last 20+ years. I take morphine but I only take what I need never taking a certain dose every so many hours for me its about twice a day at the most and never more. I use my martial arts training and do stretching and most important meditation and edible cannabis makes up for the rest. Even though being bed ridden drives a lot of us crazy I am very lucky because being a hoarder all of my life I now had time to enjoy all of my treasures with coins and paper memorabilia like civil war letters and family documents back to the 1700's being a favorite. I pay dearly for every thing I do out of bed so I am very careful with that 10% and get to share my life with my grand kids never being in bed when they are visiting or have a school thing or game. My biggest hoard was and is coins and it is also what makes all of my money for living and buying toys. I started smoking pot in the 1960's and had a terrible habit with an ounce a week or more for 30+ years and it got in my way a lot. I only wish edibles were available back then because I have always had pain and anxiety and I self medicated with many things mostly pain meds. I only wish I knew what I know now about diet because that was the cause for most of my pains including my mental issues. One more word of advice for your health... sleep is so important and I would hardly get any and your mind and body need a regular schedule of sound REM sleep. If your not dreaming your body is not healing itself and that is so important for mental health. Learn to spend your life living for you wife and kids and put yourself almost totally out of the equation because family is everything!!! Everything! When they are truly proud of you for what you do for them life will change into a wonderful thing!!! If you do check out my youtube channel please keep comments to just coins as I have never told anyone about the rest of my life other than being stuck in bed and I would like to keep that private as there are a lot of kids that watch my videos. You have to watch about 50 of my videos to see my whole coin collection. Good Luck
thank you for sharing with me your story, and my lips are sealed. god bless and I will check out your channel.
I wish you the very best life has to offer and hearing you have a kid or kids then your already getting to experience what life is all about. Truly live it completely for them and you will have the best life has to offer. Good Luck!
i too enjoy the edibles ....more control over your intake....
I swear I'm in the same boat is you I feel like a fucking doctor experiment or something they've tried me on so many different medications and I'm having to stop them cold turkey which makes my brain feel more fucked up and now they just gave me seraquil I just got off of Lexapro and Wellbutrin
I just posted on your other video. You seem like a different person and I think it's great that you stopped taking pills.
seroqual fucked me over as well man i have bearphobia from a bad dope trip to where i thought a bear attacked me in my friends house , so i have ptsd 😢 it sucks almost every night i'm in fear but i'm getting better 7 months later
😵 Holly shit bro that sounds major. I hope it gets better for you...bears are kinda sketchy
Good to hear from you! Stay up
I actually haven't had any pills for like almost 2 weeks and now they want me to start the new one
how do u feel about starting a new one?
Respect Boss just stuck to Natural products are The best Spot on I am on Quetiapine for about from last August I am on 500mg it just makes me like a Zombie 🧟♂️ But I need to just Go back to Natural stuff Thanks man I hope ur doing much better Now Boss Respect u keep it Real boss Topman bless😍
I take Xanax maybe once a week but I don't take anything on a daily basis... especially saroquil.
also known as quetiapine
+bootybutt cheeks oh shit I did spell it wrong
Sending you best wishes from Birmingham England. You are doing great sweetheart and are bloody gorgeous. I wish you all the best xx
thanks for being so real....you describe these pharmaceuticals very well....they got me on all that crazy shit...i hate it....but they say i have to take it
Weed worsen my depression and anxiety.. I smoked weed all my life but when im in a depressive phase i stop.. I sell weed and dont even smoke some because it gives me anxiety attacks.. I take paxil and klonipin and i tried seroquel, wellbutrin, xanax, prozac, effexor, zoloft, celexa and more..
I was on Wellbutrin didn’t work, I’m on 2 -25 mg seroquil , 60mg cymbulta 15mg mirtazipine, 2-300 mg gabepentin and this has helped me. I do have nightmares but for me I don’t go sleep. I want sleep. I need sleep. So on top of that I smoke a lot weed also so maybe why I do t feel anything or side effects.
Wellbutrin put me in a dark place like my brain stopes working
Yes I went down the quintipine / mirtazapine / sertraline .and the rest !! Sinthetic doctor rubish. A good smoke and 4 big beers are keeping me going now.
that all I need my man.
Hi Cory. I am a quiat borderline. ( a mainly none violent substance abuser ) I have been through the list of doctor shite and it's not sustainable like good weed is. The anty phycotics make you feel dirty and numb but don't seem to numb the part that needs numbing. So you feel functionally impaired but still not happy or calm. Good Canibis hits the spot and is the best mood stabliser I have found. A couple of strong beers as well should get you through the day as long as your not being triggered by any life problems or people.
Forgot to say good luck buddy its a full time job we have just staying sain most people can't even imadgen that let alone live it.
for real man its not easy staying sane. weed is diffenetly the awnser for me as far as mood stablizers go. im glad you can relate in some way. ill smoke this jay and think of you buddy.
quetiapine dont you mean
hey bro I agree with a lot of what your saying. I've taking Adderal and Ritalin and hate them. have u tryed modfinal? what would u choose between modifinal or stratton?
How long were you on Seroquel? I was on it for eight years last year. And it did a number on me, such as blunting my emotions. It wasn't until I got placed on Adderall last December that I was starting to get better.
I was on it for about 4 months and it sucked getting off it. im glad the addys are working better for you. thank you for watching.
do u get ssi wat state r u in man
Do you eat a lot of processed foods? Those are addictive too.
hell ya I'm all about that stuff. I know it super unhealthy...so expensive to eat healthy though.
does mcdonalds and taco bell count as processed food? the caso is so addictive I cant get enough of the stuff. if i were to eat better im sure it would help. just so expinsive to eat healthy.
Yeah, those places will get you addicted to their food. But I get it. They keep the food prices cheap so you can afford to go back. Plus the food additives they use in their food keeps you craving all their stuff every day. Stay strong. Every setback is a set-up for greater things to happen in your life.
I feel so betrayed by taco bell, how could they do this to me!? I like the ending comment, and ill remember that.
Ur lucky, weed is illegal in New Zealand!! sooooo many unnecessary charges for something so Natural. Its ridiculous! wish it was legal here too. Ur feelings about quitting cold turkey is why I still continue with seroquil, suboxone, citalapram etc, i HATE feeling fucked up and out of control. Congrats to you though! awesome ur doin better!! and yeah.... do something we ur hair!! lol :-)
how much does a quarter ounce go for out there? and ya when cops stop arresting people for stupid shit they relize how much more room they have in jail for real criminals. you'll get there progress not perfection and one day at a time. you got this.
Cheers for that! that's what I'm doing, 1 long ass day after another!! lol here it's 250, nice smoke, bit more for hydro! what's the price where u are? do ya buy it from a store?? grow it?
Rolex og from Devils harvist seeds hit the spot four me ! Trust me I have been fucked four years and rolex og is the best I have felt four a long time
U taking no more pills still?
I agree with you about those horrible medications! I'm glad you're feeling better. Now it's time to get off weed man.
It affects the mind adversely in the long run.
it would be nice to not be co-dependent (I know I spelled it wrong) on the herb. in time I suppose.
There is absolutely NO evidence of weed having any adverse affects on the mind. You've either been TOLD wrong or READ something wrong and probably aren't a smoker or have never tried it.
you're so cute! little advice, you might want to consult your psychiatrist and tell him/her to reduce the meds to 50mg, that way there is a healthy balance in you're mood, and that way you can gradually come off the pill, rather stopping the pill completely. Try socialising with positive friends before going to bed or going to the gym during the day with a healthy diet. Make sure you take the pill early around 9pm, so you will eventually fall asleep at 12pm. Smoking weed is not going to help. You might have an imbalance in the brain, which is not you're fault. Accepting you're Mental Health is the first step to recovery Best of luck.
smoke grass and kick the poison pills there Garbage. take care.
You have a lot of white light in your upper body. You're high-frequent, which means you're super sensitive and can't close your aura. Just continue to be you, and experiment with anything that works. I'm sure you could do good with some psychedelics.
Pill hang overs aren't cool hahahaha
fuck no they aint
Dam straight...
👍
Ur daddy should have wore a rubber
i think he did these are the consequences of the rubber
Why would you say something like this to someone you don't even know?? What an A-1 asshole you are.
Johnathan Ford I see you are a little bitch
you're an asshole