I’m still learning the ways of TH-cam but I want to thank you all for your lovely comments and listening to me blab! We are all going through some tough times so leave a positive affirmation or something that keeps you moving forward! We all need some positivity right now! If you have anything you’d like me to talk about or have questions let me know! Like and subscribe for more content... still haven’t gotten use to saying that! LOL Much love! 🥰
Ok, FIRST, you've NEVER come off as the victim. You are helping so many, you have no idea. And I am certain you receive the support you give by being so vulnerable. Anyone that "comes for you," screw them. They have they're own issues and are projecting on you. You appear to be a strong, beautiful young woman who should never apologize or try to hold in your emotions. Letting them out will help and allow you to better move forward with your life. I'm certain that I am not the only one who appreciates your posts. Thank you so much for sharing... truly.
Thank you! I think part of me is that abused child that still trying to walk on eggshells... it’s hard to pass that but each day I’m getting stronger. When my niece went missing I had a breakthrough and was tired. I learned a lot and now focusing on me. I always would tell my homeless kids that they could either be a victim or survivor... only one succeeds in life! 😉
Hang in there Lindsey. You are so articulate and clear about your situation I know you will be successful at finding peace. As a fellow empath I always have to work on my boundaries. I don't mind, I like being sensitive. You are right where you should be and everything will unfold for you. Many Blessings.
Thank you! 🙏🏻 I’m finding peace a little each day. I see being sensitive as a positive and sometimes powerful thing. Those of us that feel and pay attention to the little things can give back more than the average person. It’s a gift. 😉
Hello! Glad you are in a place with sun and swine. Hoping there are a few hens, too. Your story gave me that last little push to send off my DNA kit. My mother’s side is a mystery.
Hi darling just been wondering what hit me so hard in your story; I looked and looked in myself just to find this: lies, health issues, mental health issues and not where I expected to find the echo - no the only one who can carry all these weird happenings - is me. And I think you can carry your story. Resourcefulness is you - this is our life purpose to carry, and tell these stories. I try myself to tell them as fairytales - you know HC Anderson the little match stick girl This is beauty in grusome reality of life - I hope we as humans become better at carry our stories to make them sky water and spirits for future generations to breath - all my love Carl
Thank you! 🙏🏻 We tell our stories so other may have the encouragement to find their own healing path. Too many unhealed people walking around... may we light the way for others to follow the fire 🔥🦋
Okay, so I’m just realizing that we’re not neighbors anymore lol. I’m so glad you got away, that’s so healthy. The sun ☀️ is such a life force and when we fail to get enough of that life force it’s so detrimental to our health and our joy! It’s for that reason that I’m buying a home in Oklahoma right now! ☀️ I’m glad you removed yourself from the direct line of fire and that you’re healing. Making these videos can be so cathartic. I spent three years making videos that led to huge breakthroughs. I’m anticipating huge and amazing breakthroughs for you too! ❤️ You are a beautiful-beautiful soul! I’m listening to your video at the “dry heaving” part.... have you ever been evaluated for H. Pylori? 50% or more of the entire world has it. I’m all about epigenetics and learning how food and our environment affects our health. Sounds like you are too... it’s difficult to find people who understand and crave that information... Keep de-stressing dear precious lady! Try not to let yourself worry ... worrying is so destructive to our central nervous system. I used to worry like crazy, about things that were so far from my control.. now I send out positive thoughts and that positive energy energized my own being.. sorry if that sounds way out there.. ☺️ I am sooo soo rooting for you and your joy! ❤️
Thank you! I just left Seattle mid December and thankful I did with everything going on! Oklahoma would be a big change but I’m sure you’d get a lot for little money! One of my homeless youths I’ve gotten to know the last 10 years just left to go there and seems to like it. I’m still learning about my homozygous MTHFR gene mutation and what I can and cannot eat. Basically just being sensitive to anything synthetic and chemical which a lot of our foods, hygiene, etc. have all sorts of crap in them. The DNA test also showed me positive for Wilson’s Disease so I really have to be careful with everything now. But I’m slowly healing and feeling younger than ever! Now I just want to make up for time loss and live my life the way I want... feels good! Positive vibes and thoughts all around!!
Sending you a big hug! I also have a complicated parentage and met half siblings through ancestry DNA. I did have more knowledge than you did, but it does make you feel odd compared to other people with traditional stories. You are a strong woman and so admirable... Thank you for sharing your story.
Sending you big hugs from Australia. I wish I could wrap one of my crochet rugs around you. Keep strong. Look forward. It's not wise to look back. It never helps.
Thank you! 🙏🏻 It’s good to look back to reflect how far you’ve overcome! 😉 I’m still teaching myself to crochet scarves ... may try a hat next! Australia is on my list to visit family.
In these times is it for sure better to stay in nature/village as in a big city. Walk and take a good breath of air. Be creativ and relaxe. Best way we can do wherever we stay. Stay healthy! Greetings from a village in Germany near Frankfurt am Main. #stayathome
Auntie Lindsey I think the nature its quite similar here to your place now. I m really thankful that i have place to go out and be with my dog in nature. Till now we didnt have completly Lockdown. I love the fresh air at the moment. No Airplanes ( just sometimes one) and no Chemtrails!!! Wonderful!! Stay Healthy, and i wish you good Luck!
I hope this doesn't come out the wrong way but, maybe having a different father is a good thing. Those genes are what gives you the strength to get away from the craziness and make a better life for yourself. So maybe it's a good thing for you. You don't have all the genes like your half siblings that cause them to be who they are. Unfortunately it didn't help you with what you went thru growing up but it now gives you inner strength, genetic mental strength to give yourself a better life. I can hear you have insight the pieces will come together it will just take time to work through it. This covid 19 doesn't help your situation.
Thank you! Yes, I feared having children because of what genes I’d pass down. Now it’s a bit too late at my age but everything now seems like the pieces are finally making sense after 45 years! 😉
I just found a neat gene-food site, GeneFood.com. Hoping they will have a holiday sale, but you can still take the info and make a spreadsheet, which is what I did, but understanding what to do with it is something else entirely! They say there are about 11-20 diets based on genes. You really need to monitor your diet. There are hormones in meats, dairy. If you can eat those and any fats as organic. With you it will be more than MTHFR. If you have done a dna test at 23andMe, you can download your raw data and compare your genes against the info at GeneFood to see some of your issues. I personally cannot (and have not been able to) wear makeup, perfumes, use comet or Pinesol. Have to use pure soaps, shampoo, etc. I also don't take any Rx AT ALL and haven't for over 40 years. I endure pain and try to figure out ways to do things more naturally and not chemicals. Only you know your body, listen to it.
I’m still learning the ways of TH-cam but I want to thank you all for your lovely comments and listening to me blab! We are all going through some tough times so leave a positive affirmation or something that keeps you moving forward! We all need some positivity right now! If you have anything you’d like me to talk about or have questions let me know! Like and subscribe for more content... still haven’t gotten use to saying that! LOL Much love! 🥰
Ok, FIRST, you've NEVER come off as the victim. You are helping so many, you have no idea. And I am certain you receive the support you give by being so vulnerable. Anyone that "comes for you," screw them. They have they're own issues and are projecting on you. You appear to be a strong, beautiful young woman who should never apologize or try to hold in your emotions. Letting them out will help and allow you to better move forward with your life. I'm certain that I am not the only one who appreciates your posts. Thank you so much for sharing... truly.
Thank you! I think part of me is that abused child that still trying to walk on eggshells... it’s hard to pass that but each day I’m getting stronger. When my niece went missing I had a breakthrough and was tired. I learned a lot and now focusing on me. I always would tell my homeless kids that they could either be a victim or survivor... only one succeeds in life! 😉
Hang in there Lindsey. You are so articulate and clear about your situation I know you will be successful at finding peace. As a fellow empath I always have to work on my boundaries. I don't mind, I like being sensitive. You are right where you should be and everything will unfold for you. Many Blessings.
Thank you! 🙏🏻 I’m finding peace a little each day. I see being sensitive as a positive and sometimes powerful thing. Those of us that feel and pay attention to the little things can give back more than the average person. It’s a gift. 😉
Hello! Glad you are in a place with sun and swine. Hoping there are a few hens, too. Your story gave me that last little push to send off my DNA kit. My mother’s side is a mystery.
Hens to come! 🐓 Just be prepared for DNA surprises that may surface and know there are support groups on FB with similar stories! 😉
take care and look after yourself - beautiful girl xxxxx love from Australia xxxxx
Hi darling just been wondering what hit me so hard in your story; I looked and looked in myself just to find this: lies, health issues, mental health issues and not where I expected to find the echo - no the only one who can carry all these weird happenings - is me. And I think you can carry your story. Resourcefulness is you - this is our life purpose to carry, and tell these stories. I try myself to tell them as fairytales - you know HC Anderson the little match stick girl
This is beauty in grusome reality of life - I hope we as humans become better at carry our stories to make them sky water and spirits for future generations to breath - all my love Carl
Thank you! 🙏🏻 We tell our stories so other may have the encouragement to find their own healing path. Too many unhealed people walking around... may we light the way for others to follow the fire 🔥🦋
Okay, so I’m just realizing that we’re not neighbors anymore lol. I’m so glad you got away, that’s so healthy. The sun ☀️ is such a life force and when we fail to get enough of that life force it’s so detrimental to our health and our joy! It’s for that reason that I’m buying a home in Oklahoma right now! ☀️ I’m glad you removed yourself from the direct line of fire and that you’re healing. Making these videos can be so cathartic. I spent three years making videos that led to huge breakthroughs. I’m anticipating huge and amazing breakthroughs for you too! ❤️ You are a beautiful-beautiful soul! I’m listening to your video at the “dry heaving” part.... have you ever been evaluated for H. Pylori? 50% or more of the entire world has it. I’m all about epigenetics and learning how food and our environment affects our health. Sounds like you are too... it’s difficult to find people who understand and crave that information... Keep de-stressing dear precious lady! Try not to let yourself worry ... worrying is so destructive to our central nervous system. I used to worry like crazy, about things that were so far from my control.. now I send out positive thoughts and that positive energy energized my own being.. sorry if that sounds way out there.. ☺️ I am sooo soo rooting for you and your joy! ❤️
Thank you! I just left Seattle mid December and thankful I did with everything going on! Oklahoma would be a big change but I’m sure you’d get a lot for little money! One of my homeless youths I’ve gotten to know the last 10 years just left to go there and seems to like it.
I’m still learning about my homozygous MTHFR gene mutation and what I can and cannot eat. Basically just being sensitive to anything synthetic and chemical which a lot of our foods, hygiene, etc. have all sorts of crap in them. The DNA test also showed me positive for Wilson’s Disease so I really have to be careful with everything now. But I’m slowly healing and feeling younger than ever! Now I just want to make up for time loss and live my life the way I want... feels good! Positive vibes and thoughts all around!!
Sending you a big hug! I also have a complicated parentage and met half siblings through ancestry DNA. I did have more knowledge than you did, but it does make you feel odd compared to other people with traditional stories. You are a strong woman and so admirable... Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you! 🙏🏻 It does feel odd when trying to explain my family tree to people who come from traditional families but it makes us unique, right?! 😉
Sending you big hugs from Australia. I wish I could wrap one of my crochet rugs around you. Keep strong. Look forward. It's not wise to look back. It never helps.
Thank you! 🙏🏻 It’s good to look back to reflect how far you’ve overcome! 😉 I’m still teaching myself to crochet scarves ... may try a hat next! Australia is on my list to visit family.
In these times is it for sure better to stay in nature/village as in a big city. Walk and take a good breath of air. Be creativ and relaxe. Best way we can do wherever we stay. Stay healthy! Greetings from a village in Germany near Frankfurt am Main. #stayathome
Danke! 🙏🏻 Fresh air will do us all good! Mother Nature is very healing! Germany is beautiful too... I’ve only been once but enjoyed it!
Auntie Lindsey I think the nature its quite similar here to your place now. I m really thankful that i have place to go out and be with my dog in nature. Till now we didnt have completly Lockdown. I love the fresh air at the moment. No Airplanes ( just sometimes one) and no Chemtrails!!! Wonderful!! Stay Healthy, and i wish you good Luck!
Thank you for the update.
I hope this doesn't come out the wrong way but, maybe having a different father is a good thing. Those genes are what gives you the strength to get away from the craziness and make a better life for yourself. So maybe it's a good thing for you. You don't have all the genes like your half siblings that cause them to be who they are. Unfortunately it didn't help you with what you went thru growing up but it now gives you inner strength, genetic mental strength to give yourself a better life. I can hear you have insight the pieces will come together it will just take time to work through it. This covid 19 doesn't help your situation.
Thank you! Yes, I feared having children because of what genes I’d pass down. Now it’s a bit too late at my age but everything now seems like the pieces are finally making sense after 45 years! 😉
Looking good cousin. Love from ALL your UK cousins.
Hope you are doing well! Much love from across the pond! Xoxo 😘
@@divalins5 Thank you
I just found a neat gene-food site, GeneFood.com. Hoping they will have a holiday sale, but you can still take the info and make a spreadsheet, which is what I did, but understanding what to do with it is something else entirely! They say there are about 11-20 diets based on genes. You really need to monitor your diet. There are hormones in meats, dairy. If you can eat those and any fats as organic. With you it will be more than MTHFR. If you have done a dna test at 23andMe, you can download your raw data and compare your genes against the info at GeneFood to see some of your issues. I personally cannot (and have not been able to) wear makeup, perfumes, use comet or Pinesol. Have to use pure soaps, shampoo, etc. I also don't take any Rx AT ALL and haven't for over 40 years. I endure pain and try to figure out ways to do things more naturally and not chemicals. Only you know your body, listen to it.
I want to to know, God loves you. Put your life on his hands. My Lord Jesus Christ loves you, I hope you accept him.
Thank you! 🙏🏻