Why I Quit Leaving My Body After 10 Years | OOBE Tips and Advice

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  • @angelamay72
    @angelamay72 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for this 🙏🏼 I’m in physical pain 25/7 & can’t stand being in my body. It’s causing me a lot of depression while I’m in my body & I think it’s preventing me to fully heal my spine. My real life feels like nothing compared to being outside my body

    • @Omniself
      @Omniself 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm in physical constant pain and suffering. I truly want to leave the body without suicide. Did you find healing/recovery of the physical body after OBE? Don't tell me my only option is suicide.

    • @angelamay72
      @angelamay72 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Suicide isn’t an option to leave your body & come back to it to relive pain. You would no longer have a body to come back to. Once I decide to remain in my body more frequently I found light works that really helped me to not go to dark places when leaving my body. This alleviated much of the depression & some of my physical pain. I looked for pain management doctors that thought outside the box. My spine is starting to heal at a snails pace, but my awareness of the light & the connection we all share together is like the starts in the sky or the trees in the forest communicating with mycelium. We too communicate that way in & outside our bodies with each other even if we aren’t aware of it yet. We are here on the planet to help heal each other. I have learned my pain is teaching me things I still don’t fully understand, but hope to understand & hope that it will be all the way gone sometime soon so I can enjoy being in my physical body as much as I enjoy being out of it. I hope I have helped you in some way.

  • @sws-vlogs
    @sws-vlogs 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Plz make more Videos about specific Travels, for example from start to finish. Where did you go, who did you see, what did you learn. As much detail as you remember, did run into dead relatives and if so what did they say to you. I've had OBEs myself but usually have not made it past the side of my bed, one time I've made it out of my bedroom window up into the sky only to wake up from it. Each time it has happen by accident. 👻/ 👼

    • @JoshuaSalinas-co1zg
      @JoshuaSalinas-co1zg หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’ve only had 2 OBE’s spontaneously where I float above my body for a few seconds then get sucked back into my body. There’s a guy named Darius J Wright who also does OBE’s, where he says if you get to excited while you’re out of body, you will wake up the physical body and get sucked back in like a magnet.

  • @jimfitzgibbon5492
    @jimfitzgibbon5492 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I understand what your saying. But I,m not 13 years old. I,m in my 70’s don,t need the sex
    as a 13 year old would. I never wanted to blow up mountains😂. I’m just now trying to learn
    this. But I truly know your point, & commend you for trying to help your fellow man. Mastering this is harder for some of us than others. I get totally relaxed & concentrate as
    many of these video say, but have not got there yet. I just want to know my inter self. I thank
    you for sharing your experience with the rest of us.

    • @sws-vlogs
      @sws-vlogs 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      How long have been practicing with no success? My tip for you would be to pick a book about the OBE and start reading it, as you do, it'll happen to you in the middle of the night spontaneously. You will go to body paralysis, hear and feel vibration and that will be the start of it. Don't fight it, relax and will yourself to float. I've made it, to the side of my bed, another room and even out of my bedroom window once. Good Luck!

  • @AH-mp4fr
    @AH-mp4fr ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I appreciate your honesty. I truly can not relate to this at all as a woman. I would be a little bit careful to just assume that everyone else goes through this in the start of their astral journeys, even though I do believe that some do. That being said, I like your videos on the topic, keep up the good work!

  • @k.2768
    @k.2768 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    1 Month ago I started to practice and after two weeks I felt the vibrations and could roll myself out of my body. But I didn’t know how to move, I just rolled out and lay there on the floor. I was so happy and unsure what to do next at the same time that I wanted to go back and I did. After this happened I finally knew this is really possible. But now , as soon as I feel and hear the vibrations I am so exited that my hart beats so fast that the vibrations fade away so quickly.
    My main goal is to prove to myself that this might be real and not just an Halluzination, that I can talk to my father again , to say goodbye. So my question to u is, what can I do to keep calm and second , have u had any Prove to yourself that this is more than luzid dreaming or halluzinations ? Do u have like any Tipps on how to move during this state and how to achieve it in a stable way.

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Congratulations on the experience! Staying calm during the intense excitement/fear that can arise is the most difficult part of the training. You just need to practice non-reactive, non-judgmental awareness - the observing presence, witness, etc. Just allowing the experience to be whatever it is with no resistance or striving whatsoever, focusing on maintaining your inner peace. You'll get better and better at it!
      As for being unable to move, I had several experiences like that as well. I think it has to do with energy flow. If you practice some of the full-body energy bounce exercises or any similar meditation on inner energy flow beforehand, it should help you have sufficient energy to explore more freely.
      I am very lucky in that the circumstances of my first experience proved the validity of the experience instantly beyond question. I was in a new place and was able to explore and later verify everything I had seen was exactly the same in real-life, down to the smallest details. The link below will take you to my video sharing the full story. th-cam.com/video/3oGICMTkBiY/w-d-xo.html
      Keep practicing and do your best not to let frustration, impatience, desire, excitement, etc. be present within you during your practices. Your goal is to become clear of all these so that things can proceed without resistance. Best wishes to you and your journeys!

  • @samwood3484
    @samwood3484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Just started my spiritual journey 🙏

  • @publicname515
    @publicname515 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Can you heal your physical body in the 3D using OOBE?

  • @Sandra.Brayer
    @Sandra.Brayer 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks for this video❤

  • @entonnika1869
    @entonnika1869 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thnx for your videos. 1question. Can you see other spirits or bodies during OBE? And did you try to comunicate with dogs or cats during OBE?(sorry for my bad english bro)

    • @fourtwenty5986
      @fourtwenty5986 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      For me personally, there's no talking. Just communicating to each other through emotions and feelings. I see the astral bodies only, not their physical.

  • @lil.ms.j7156
    @lil.ms.j7156 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Haha I appreciate your candidness

  • @vr3x337
    @vr3x337 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just have my first OBE in my 14 and I didn't even realize it until my dad yelled my name , that is the moment where I really can't forget on what the hell happened...I try to came back to my body and I actually did but I don't remember how cause I have a black out and that is when I am back to my real body...Now fast forward to 2 years later I still don't know how to fly in my OBE now...

  • @samwood3484
    @samwood3484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have terrible depression and have tried everything inc doing 7 Diplomas in lockdown on depression and mindfulness could u give me some advice plz .. when I do meditation I see faces I don't know and visions that make no sense xx

    • @amirabbas8519
      @amirabbas8519 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Take a cold shower every day and never sleep late

    • @annamilenamariani3751
      @annamilenamariani3751 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Therapy, Sports, cutting out sugar caffeine and I took CBD Oil which helped me relax. I actually started listening to NDEs and went to a Medium. I am much more grounded now. Go outside & again, Sports is so important! Also check your blood for Vit. D Levels. Go about it wholesome, Body Mind and Soul. You got this.

  • @petersvancarek
    @petersvancarek ปีที่แล้ว

    Well, you had really bad attitude on OBE. Are you sure you had OBEs and not lucid dreams with added feelings of leaving the body? Your description how you did conjure partners certainly looks like LD way. There is a big difference between OBE and LD... Should I try your approach, then I would be visiting LDs and not astral and higher dimensions.
    I had first induced OBE when I was 12 years old. Still going on in my 50 year. Thousands of experiences.
    As you have said- desires are bad. I was explorer from start... seeking the ways how to find better technique (I didn't have any literature back in depths of socialism) and to find the ways how to stabilize the experiences (because during first about 10 years my experiences didn't last much longer than a few subjective minutes)
    The Key is the mind state. I have found that any abstract thinking makes the experience shorter first. It wasn't easy to stop thinking and to use mild feelings instead.
    Then I have found in my quest that will to do something makes OBE more similar to lucid dreams. You must not imagine things. You need to be "here and now"... for the whole experience.
    Astral sex- i was avoiding that possibility for over 20 years... but I have started to try it from time to time- But not your way and not because I would like to have it... My approach to astral world is a bit complicated. It makes sex a bland experience which may take hours of subjective time without any emotional attachment. It is more usable as exercise of detachment and concentration. The feelings from it are mild. Not really exciting. More like boring.
    My aim lies in higher dimensions than astral... and I still have problem to attune to them without getting there randomly directly from physical body But it makes me going on. It is really exclusive "feeling" to reach the state where the "I" stop to exist... where "I" becomes everything, everywhere, in every time. There in infinite space where everything is part of my consciousness there is no desire, no imagination, no will, nothing really. Only being, an existence. I know how it sounds to common people... Even to me when I try to describe that..

  • @fourtwenty5986
    @fourtwenty5986 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Physical life is there for you to experience sufferings. Through suffering, you are able to understand and appreciate peace, happiness, and beauty even more.
    My OOBE are randoms and happens only a few times a year. Like you, I seek out and fulfill my sexual desires. My goal is to develop my spirituality. I had to remind myself one time to turn back around and look at my body. I need to learn to exit at will and explore the other planes.
    Some say Earth is prison. I'm 42 now and probably will serve a 50-60 years life sentence. Life is not that great for me. Life is not meant to be great, and I understand this. When people have a Near Death Experience, some choose to come back. When you die, you are probably given a choice to reincarnate and live again, which they choose. You come back to suffer and to learn from these sufferings. Most souls don't know this and are only in pursuit of their own happiness and desires, and will be stuck in the Matrix.
    I have suffered, and I have learned from these sufferings. I will not be coming back. I choose to be a creator instead of living in someone else's creation as an avatar.

    • @mar2529
      @mar2529 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      why do you think life is not meant to be great? that is very incorrect.

    • @fourtwenty5986
      @fourtwenty5986 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mar2529 If you were God, how would you create your world? World peace, no hunger, no hate, no disease, no death, everyone beautiful?

    • @mar2529
      @mar2529 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@fourtwenty5986 Let me try to be as quick and concise as possible. God created humans and gave them a desire to create, too, as well as free will. What you see now is humans exercising their free will. Sadly, majority of humans aren’t very bright. Still, every moment we are creating and can choose to create something better with our free will and fix this shit of a world we have created using. You choose whether your life will be great or whether it will not be great. You cant blame anyone else.

  • @2clover271
    @2clover271 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    didn't you use it to explore consensual realities and you inner world as well, fears, use it for deeper meditation, etc?

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I used it mostly for fun and exploration. I did try many times to call out for God, Jesus, my soul, etc. to take me and show me things, teach me. Nothing really happened. I wasn’t really practiced in meditation at this point in my life yet though as OBEs were really my main spiritual practice. It was mostly about realizing my desire for real freedom from physical limitation. But you can certainly use the experience for deep meditation and enlightenment! It just wasn’t my intention at the time.
      What would be your biggest goal from the experience?

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@vaibhavsharma300 Yeah, I really don't recommend people to pursue it anymore. The only real benefit I got from it was that I have no fear of death, I know for a fact we will survive eternally. That is certainly helpful but overall it just made me crave experiences beyond physical life instead of seeking enlightenment within it. Best wishes on your journey!

  • @annoneill4169
    @annoneill4169 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve never tried that, I think I’m afraid & that I’m
    Meant to be here

  • @AudioAssassin
    @AudioAssassin 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    John, who did you do the cosmic dirty with?

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      there wasn't anything dirty about it, thank you very much!! ;)

  • @alexanderzi2311
    @alexanderzi2311 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You cant hope to advance in spiritual development if you indulge yourself in carnal desires and self-aggrandizement, of course you will have negative effects from it, those concepts are of the material world not spiritual world. Thus by indulging yourself, you created barriers that you will have to overcome.

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Absolutely. As a 13 year-old I just couldn't resist the freedom to satisfy my worldly desires, which eventually led to me giving up the practice to seek enlightenment and connection while HERE in the world.

    • @alexanderzi2311
      @alexanderzi2311 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JohnDennery I understand the hardship of the material world,I really do, but you are a spiritual entity in its core, and this incarnation is an opportunity for you, and All of us for further spiritual development as long as we feed upon the spiritual "food" in our daily lives and not material "food" , for the Creative forces are already within us if we only look inward and not outward.

    • @notoriouskid7105
      @notoriouskid7105 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@JohnDennerymy question where did all this things happen, like having sex astrally with someone you know from this world? Is this even possible?

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@notoriouskid7105 you're wondering if two or more people could leave their bodies and meet up in the astral realm? Surely it must be possible but everything is much more fluid out there so I don't know how you would really find each other. You might also THINK you've found each other but just be caught up in thought forms.
      As for your other question, I have no idea where any of this took place, other than to say that it was not in the physical dimension. Was it another world, the astral realm, somewhere within my own consciousness? I have no idea and can't even begin to speculate. Sometimes the experiences were crystal clear, sometimes they were vague and fuzzy, sometimes I would lose energy and slip into a dream...the only real experience I had that was verifiable was my first OBE, but other than that I can't say I KNOW anything at all 😅
      Nowadays I just try to meditate and release my desire for such experiences since the formless essence within me is in a state of wholeness, free from desire at all times, and my goal is merging and uniting with that. Sorry I can't give you any concrete answers but I hope this helps you on your journey!

    • @notoriouskid7105
      @notoriouskid7105 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JohnDennery damn, so you weren't sure if it was lucid dreaming or astral projection??

  • @ankitsingh-kc3vw
    @ankitsingh-kc3vw 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    can you teach us the methods to have oobe?

  • @activelearner9924
    @activelearner9924 ปีที่แล้ว

    ahat r the basics i need

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Here's a video I made explaining the basic protocol. This should give you plenty to work with. Cheers
      th-cam.com/video/mlfu8NTbFmI/w-d-xo.htmlsi=jRCdsHpEByp6xz9y

  • @roberthorry621
    @roberthorry621 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    These are just lucid dreams, not a real ego death or out of body exp

    • @2clover271
      @2clover271 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      sounds a little like it, although you can also manifest people as thought forms depending on the ruleset of where you are. Lucid dreams normally have a plot going on that you can control...

    • @Krishna13847
      @Krishna13847 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Where have you heard or read that ego death is out of body experience? How do you know this?

  • @activelearner9924
    @activelearner9924 ปีที่แล้ว

    can you help me how to do oobe?

  • @servantofchrist2483
    @servantofchrist2483 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Those are lucid dream not astral projection ,astral projection is real world,,if you say in phisical world with astral body that is pure astral projection,no one can stay longer ,time is short .dream is fake world is virtual world like gaming

  • @The_rabbit_hole
    @The_rabbit_hole 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You have never astro projected

  • @Aarrddee76
    @Aarrddee76 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi
    Please tell us about our planet, the reality or fakeness of this world.
    Thanks

  • @jaghook
    @jaghook 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    In other words, "you abused it"

  • @ivanj.conway9919
    @ivanj.conway9919 ปีที่แล้ว

    Obviously, you were blowing up things in other plains of existence, because naturally, if you were doing it here, and now, in this level and plain of existence, then I think people would know about it pretty, damn, fast. Particularly if you're blowing up mountains and such. Goodness. I must say, this is one of the odder things I've ever, heard about when I've heard people talking about astral projection / out of body experiences.

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes, of course! All of these experiences take place beyond the physical dimension, where everything is immediately malleable to consciousness. Change manifests instantaneously out there

    • @ivanj.conway9919
      @ivanj.conway9919 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JohnDennery : Hmm, thank you for the quick reply. Much appreciated.
      I think I was around, 11 or 12 somewhere, there abouts, when I made my first attempt at this; I just, turned 58 a week or so ago. Honestly, can't remember now, what book I got, or how I came across this topic, but like yourself, it fascinated me immensely, when I did find out about it. I remember going through all the steps the book or whatever, suggested to me, and after a few minutes I felt this tingling sensation go all over my body. I've felt this, many times, since and the only, way I know how to describe it is like it's something like a mild, electrical, shock but it feels so much, more, pleasurable. It's not painful in the least. Anyway, it began in my hands and feet, and mildly, at first, around my head area, then began to move all through my body. By the time it had moved to the core of my body, my hands and feet and head were tingling something fierce, but yet, it was not painful. After a few minutes, maybe 15 to 20 odd, or so, it felt as if I might pass out, and it seemed that maybe, I was starting to feel a little lighter, then when I started to think that I may just, possibly, be succeeding here, I started to get scared and stopped doing what I was doing. I remember just, laying there for a few more minutes and everything began to subside after that.
      I remember being really annoyed with myself for the longest time after, that I simply, did not go all the way with it, but I started thinking; what if I get out of my body then can't get in again. What if I get out of my body and something evil enters my body while I'm out, that sort of thing. These still, continue to be concerns of mine to this day, though I've done a fair amount more, research on the topic since then. You see, I come from a christian, conservative background, of which I'm sure you already know; frowns on this sort of thing big time. Also, while he was not religious himself; I was fearful that my father would go bezzerk if he found out what I was up to. My dad was very, limitedly, educated and insanely, fearful of everything he did not understand. It did not help that I did not have any privacy in our little house, to get into this sort of thing properly.
      Anyway, the long and short of this is that, I have made a handful of attempts since but have not been successful, at all. Maybe subconscious fear keeps it from happening, I don't know. And even, the heightened, tingling sensation through my body, may be nothing more than the extra octogen I'm taking in from the breathing techniques.
      The thing with me now, is that I'm ageing and as I age, I'm getting more and more frustrated that I do not yet, have any answers as to what happens when we pass from this plain of existence. I've read countless amounts of material from others who state what happens after we come to the end of this plain of existence, and a lot of conflecting material as well; but I have yet, to get those answers for myself, OR, why I am here, as well. I've spent a lifetime seeking these answers and am no further ahead today than when I began as a kid. There is something terribly, broken in the system, when it allows us to emerge repeatedly maybe, into this plain of existence, but then, does not allow us to remember anything of what exist or what happens in between, and usually, for most of us; does not allow us to remember any of our previous lives, if we have any; or ANY, of the reason for all this, to begin with. John, I REALLY, do not wish to die not knowing any of this beforehand.
      Everything you state about yourself, I have long, known and felt about myself, as well. I have lost out on most of my life so far, because I have been on this quest to find these answers and my own, personal, purpose; to the point that I am here, today, at the age I am; poor, not working, depressed, discouraged, and really, angry and resentful that I have spent my entire life seeking these answers but have been denied, so far, it seems. I simply, cannot deal with the material, rat race though. Every time I pull away from my spiritual quest, and get wrapped up in the here and now; thinking about work, and accommodations, and all the crap going on around us today; I become terribly, off balanced; terribly, disconnected; and fearful and depressed as all hell. It just feels like a never ending, no win, situation. I'm to the point now, where I'm seeking ways to extend my life for as long as possible UNTIL I DO GET THOSE ANSWERS!
      Honestly, I think if a computer programmer, programmed his computers the way we seem to be programmed, he'd be fired on the spot and never get work in that field again. Never. Something about all this simply, does not feel right. The system feels incomplete, somehow. If we have a purpose in this plain/level of existence then we should KNOW, that purpose from day one. If we continue to exist beyond this level of existence and if such other/alternate levels even, exist; then we should KNOW, this from day one. If we've had previous lives before this one; on other worlds and in other/alternate, plains of existence; then we should KNOW, this right from day one. Not forever, be guessing at it and saying "maybe," all the time. Why oh why don't we simply, KNOW, this already? Terrible flaws in the programming and system if you ask me.
      Does any of that make any sense to you John?
      Warmest Wishes. Be Well and Safe. Out. 🤔🙂🖐🏼😔

    • @JohnDennery
      @JohnDennery  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ivanj.conway9919 Thanks for sharing so much about your personal journey. I can totally relate to this. I am almost exclusively interested in pursuing the internal path these days, but I need money, so I have to pursue the external, but I hate that I have to pursue the external, so then my internal practices suffer, but if I had more money, I could focus more on the internal....this can be a vicious and frustrating cycle. Obviously, the answer is to balance both; we did not come here to live as non-physical beings, we came here to realize who we truly are FULLY, in this realm of extreme polarity.
      As to why we don't know/remember our true identities, I think there are two aspects to this:
      1) The vast majority of people have not sought or realized any direct experience of truth. This has caused societies to be constructed in ways that condition us to believe many very limited and erroneous concepts about ourselves. We are not taught to seek answers within or how to connect with our higher guidance. 99% of people are seeking everything outside of themselves. Even our top doctors will have you believe that the cure for anxiety/depression is to take pills for the rest of your life. All this inevitably leads us further away from who we really are.
      2) I believe the experience of feeling limited and unknowing is extremely important for us as eternal beings. I think this is actually one of the primary reasons this world exists; so we can gain a fuller appreciation of who we really are. If we are all-powerful, all-knowing beings, created in heaven and existing in heaven eternally - how would we ever know how wonderful that truly is? The only way to fully appreciate heaven is to experience hell. So we have to take on these seemingly limited forms in order to gain that appreciation. Of course, we have done this FAR MORE than is necessary and we don't need to experience limitation any longer. But we are still confused about who we are and so our greater potentials have yet to be realized.
      Just take a moment to imagine being a godly/divine being, absolutely free in all ways. Now imagine the journey from being a weak/limited being BACK INTO being a godly/divine being. I believe that completing that journey is our initial goal in coming to this dimension. This will add a richness to our existence that cannot be gained in any other way. The fact that it may take several 100 lifetimes is not a deterrent to an eternal being.
      For your personal practice and pursuit of OBEs: I would recommend you focus entirely on this one single concept - nonreactivity. This is the most difficult part of the training. When the vibrations come, do not get excited, do not be afraid, do not hope to get out, etc. When the experience does NOT come, do not be discouraged, do not be frustrated, do not be worried, etc.
      Obviously this is much easier said than done but that is precisely what is required. We can practice the attitude of nonreactivity/nonjudgement throughout our day as well. There is a deeper part of you that never becomes disturbed by anything. That is the level of awareness you must connect with.
      Don't make it your goal to leave your body and gain knowledge, make it your goal to practice being completely nonreactive to the moment. That will help you get to the depth you need.
      I feel your pain and struggles! Many times throughout my life I feel that deeper part of me throwing a tantrum as it tries to break free from limitation. It is normal to feel that along this journey. But we must acknowledge that those are the feelings which can cause us to get stuck. We need to bring ourselves into harmony with the eternal self, which is not concerned, frustrated, or impatient at any point. That is the alignment that sets us on the path to experiencing truth.
      I really hope this helps and thanks for taking the time to connect and share in this way! Best wishes to you 🙏

    • @ivanj.conway9919
      @ivanj.conway9919 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JohnDennery : Thank You for this reply John. You have reminded me here, of many things I have learned from others, over the years.
      I have heard many spiritual gurus, particularly those within the Spiritual New Age Movement, state that we make all these agreements while in spirit, which we are meant to live out in this physical/material life, before we enter into our physical forms. If there is any truth to this then I have asked myself, many times, what I was thinking when I chose to incarnate in the place and time I did, because for 58 years now, I have not been able to make any progress, at all. I am a hyper sensitive person, which means tons of things effect me that would roll off the backs of most other people. I do not deal with stress well, at all. My ability to concentrate and focus seems almost, non-existent most of the time, which is one of the big, reasons why I can't seem to get anywhere with meditation practices and one of the big, reasons I am unable to hold on to a job, as well. Now I am Canadian, which means I am able to avail of the social programs here, and as good as they may be compared to the U.S., it is still, basically, state sponsored poverty, keeping you alive but keeping you at a very, low standard of living at the same time. I guess, it does not have to be stated that when you are forever, worrying about how you will survive, you don't have much time to think about spiritual matters, which further push you into the rat race, which in turn, more greatly intensify the other things I've already, mentioned. Yes, it is most certainly, a vicious cycle, indeed. When I was in my 20s and still had my entire life ahead of me, I was prepared to accept this more than now, as I am coming ever, more close to 60 and my more, senior years. To still, be living now, as I was at 20 is exceedingly, depressing, indeed. And very, scary because it is due to things that seem to be part of my nature, and of which I don't seem to be able to largely, control. I cannot believe I agreed to a life of poverty, anxiety and depression for my entire life, but this is how it has been playing out so far. If I drank, smoke and did drugs, I could understand being consigned to living like this, but I don't do these things yet it is not making any difference to my life. I am just barely keeping myself above water but as everything is getting ever, more expensive, that is becoming ever, more hard for me to do. I have never, yet, had to face living on the street and it scares the living daylights out of me thinking that I could possibly, at some point, end up here. I had an experience a few months back that almost, put me in that very place.
      Basically; I was sharing this three bedroom house with another fellow, a long time friend of mine, I guess, who was 15 years older than myself, but who had health problems for ages and ages, long before we moved in together; we shared this place for over 8 years and in that time his health kept deteriorating and back in November of this past year, he passed away. My life was a complete, nightmare for the following few months. The owner of the house worried about getting all of her rent, I guess, so decided to give me an eviction notice where I was supposed to be out of the place by the end of February. There are a tons of details I am unable to get into here, but the long and short of it was that I was able to find a bedsitter/bachelor that I could move into at the end of January, which meant I was forced to move out a month before the owner wanted, anyway. Had I not grabbed the place I'm living at now, John, I am very, confident I would not have gotten another place in time, thus would have ended up on the street, loosing everything to my name. As it stands now, l have lost around, half of my possessions, which I was not able to keep here, but was still, able to hold on to most of my basics, and thankfully, still have a roof over my head for the time being. The thing is that I went from living in a three bedroom house to a one room unit, in one, foul, swoop, and I'm back to living by myself again, where as before, I had someone around me, 24/7. Also, I moved in the middle of winter, which was quite, hard in and of itself.
      So basically; the past few months have been EXTREMELY, difficult on me, and continue to be, as I continue to try to make this transition successful. We have had really, lousy weather for months now, which is all, adding to my anxiety and depression issues, and I have my cat living with me, which I worry about continually, as well. And, I just turned 58 a week or so ago. So my life has taken a turn for the worse even as I'm getting older here, and still having no understanding WHY, all this is happening to me, to begin with. Did I actually, agree to entering such a dysfunctional body before coming here, only to have to life out this type of life right up to the point I draw my last breath?! What would be the overall, purpose of having to go through all this?! I come from a family of mental health issues, and surely, must have known that before entering this life and to the people I did, yet chose all that anyway, if there is any truth to that, at all. WHY?! I could understand and accept all this if only, I could remember WHY, I chose all this, and what overall, purpose it was suppose to serve. So I'm seeking those answers any way I can, while I still, can and if OBEs and Astral Projection can help me with that, I'm certainly, open to giving it a better try.
      I won't lie John; I get extremely, scared sometimes, where I may end up later in life and what kind of state I may end up in. I don't want to die dirt poor, on some dirty, grimy, street corner somewhere, or in some dirty, grimy, ally somewhere, all because I could not get myself straightened out better, and end up loosing absolutely, everything. That got to be about, one of the worst ways imaginable, to leave this life. But then again; why do we enter this life to begin with, when we seem to be unable to LIVE IT, PROPERLY?! Right? That's the eternal question that has tormented me my entire life, and not only, for myself but for all of us who go through similar experiences.
      If you are unable to answer some of these questions John, it's OK, as they are big and deep and maybe, nobody really, has any answers for them. Which again, adds to my previous comment of the overall, system being EXTREMELY, flawed here.
      Much Love and Warmest Wishes. Be Well and Safe. Out. 🙂🖐🏼😔

  • @markyanson4236
    @markyanson4236 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Iv already experience all, what is the blue light when you're out or on??????

    • @Dani-gb1vg
      @Dani-gb1vg 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have the same question to! I always see this bright blue light I don’t know what that means

    • @Aarrddee76
      @Aarrddee76 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That u r seeing your top chakra or crown...keep looking at it...then slowly start looking for other chakra of other clours from head till berwen hip bones. That is mooladhaar

  • @lonebeast3715
    @lonebeast3715 ปีที่แล้ว

    1:50 😏😏😏😏

  • @M_o-n_k_E
    @M_o-n_k_E 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Blud is yapping

  • @Marcus_aurelius8
    @Marcus_aurelius8 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    daamnn. You are lying just for some subs.shame on you

    • @fourtwenty5986
      @fourtwenty5986 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can attest to having OOBE myself. It's always hard to believe until you experience it. Like an orgasm.

  • @Szeiker
    @Szeiker 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It was LD, OOBE doesn't exist.

    • @fourtwenty5986
      @fourtwenty5986 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I've had both. There is a difference.