I once lived across the street from a schizophrenic man named Mike. He was always pacing up and down his driveway screaming at random cars that passed by. Sometimes, he would just carry on yelling at nothing, but we found out later it was the voices in his head that put him into such a rage. Back then, we all used to party a lot and stay up all hours of the night. So one night, I went over there to talk with him. I was drunk, but so curious to find out more about him. He was very anxious to talk to people because he really had no human interaction. He lived alone and it was pretty sad. This was another reason why I had stopped over. He talked about how his next door neighbor was always spying on him and how he could see her footprints in the snow on his property. He always thought people were after him. One night, he invited a few of us to go inside his house. We were hesitant at first, but then said fuck it. I mean we lived across the street and figured if he tried something, we could handle him. He showed us this notebook that had all sorts of mathematical equations in it. If I recall correctly, I believe he said he was a machinist by trade. He told me he was fired years back because of some equation they said he got wrong. He was so adamant about showing me all of these different numbers in this notebook that he had written down over an unknown timespan. He was tormented by what had happened and it seemed like he was trying to convince me that they were the ones that made the mistake, not him. He had a raspy, deep voice and when he talked his facial expressions were so strange. He would smile in a weird way and then a split second later, his face would contort to something I can't really describe to this day. It was really creepy. His home was run down pretty bad and he said he had no running water. I felt really bad for the guy and from that day forward, I would visit him from time to time. I wasn't scared or freaked out by him whatsoever. He was a very sick person who never addressed his schizophrenia correctly. He self medicated with alcohol on a daily basis and I think that's why his delusions were so bad. In 2007, I moved out and really didn't see him too much after that. I regret not trying to stay in better contact with him, but I had alot going on when I moved away. This past summer, I found out from a friend that Mike passed away in his home. I was told he froze to death and it was a week or two before they found him. What a horrible and sad way to leave this world. I think about it all the time. RIP Mike. I hope you're at peace now and free from your torment.
I can understand what happened to Mike b/c it kind of happened to me in 2008. I am blessed to have a wonderful husband, but I got "stuck" somewhere in 2008, and it isn't as particular as a math equation, but I feel like this might be more common than what we realize. I'm tired of labels though - behind every label is first a human being.
Freezing to death is actually not terrible from what I understand… You actually start to feel very warm and peaceful and happy, and then you just fall asleep and pass away. But to your original point, I knew somebody just like this as well. His name was Sonny and he had a bad methamphetamine problem and drank straight vodka out of a giant plastic cup with a straw all day long. He said he worked for an agent for the elite Israeli clandestine organization the Mossad (he said he even had business cards stating as much because you know how all clandestine organizations hand out business cards, ) and he was convinced that his aunt was a shape shifter, and she was actually J Edgar Hoover… Listening to him have a conversation with her on the phone was surreal… he would sit at his computer like he was doing very important Intel but he was really just looking at random websites. He used to put on Facebook that he was traveling all over the world… So he would say that he went to Paris and turkey in the same day… I’m like what do you have… a Super sonic jet? Anyway, it was sad, but I let him take my computer to get it fixed and it was never the same after that… I don’t know what he did to it or who he took it to… But I was talking to him about it, and he said “you sound insane .” At that point, I told him to get out of my house… When I schizophrenic tells you, you sound crazy, there’s some weird game being played. No thanks. I would like to feel sorry for him, but he did have some serious issues… He wants was talking about running some kind of a escort service or something and he looked at me and he said “is 15 too young” meaning is a 15-year-old too young to consider having sex with. That’s a resounding yes. he also touched himself at inappropriate times… Would be playing with his member while talking to you… he didn’t think any of this was strange. I hope he got help so he didn’t hurt anybody though. His family supposedly had money, so I hope they had him locked up far away from polite Society. Poor Mr. Havens… 😢
Was his name Mike Murphy? I have schizophrenia and I believe he did too, my dad as well. Mike was missing for years and was dead for a few weeks before anyone found him. My schizophrenia has landed me in the hospital quite a few times. My nickname in middle school to the present day has been Jesus and that definitely made things worse. Oh and my Mike is as also a machinist, worked on boats and planes, so did my dad. Their dad was a person who designed jets and planes and was wicked smart and had photographic memory. . . Makes sense that the rest of us ended up with schizophrenia. Everyone should read The Madness of Adam and Eve by David Horrobin, it’s one of the best books I’ve ever read on schizophrenia. I don’t mind living with it anymore, I am fully disabled and I just exist in my own world, sometimes I focus enough to watch part of a tv show with my dad and then I’m back to pacing days in my kitchen or playing guitar. I had a friend who would come over once a month but I lost it on them and accused them of copying my daily habits although they were belittling me for them, like the fact that I put cinnamon sticks in my coffee with a pinch of salt to cut the acidity and heavy whipping cream, (fat is good for the brain of a schizophrenic-Read David Horrobins Book or Michael Lesser’s works) my friend called me gay for drinking my coffee this way and then I met a woman who told me he made her coffee for her exactly as I make it for myself. And he also would take books of mine from time to time which made me feel justified in losing it on him but I forget how terrifying I can be. . . I don’t think I’ve seen anyone since July. . . My sisters don’t talk to me and my dad and I are so alike that being around him makes me think I am dead, or that I’m seeing the future version of myself or that he is the devil, sometimes I think he is Jesus and I’m the antichrist. But these thoughts never last long, study yoga, read about magic and philosophy or just listen to what Mr Natural said. . . What does it all mean? “It don’t mean shit” I’m just here to have this particular set of strange life experiences until I’m not and that’s okay. Everything and everyone is schizophrenic after post modernism anyways. . . Natural mad hatters welcome the rest of you to the party.
I used to be fascinated by people with these sorts of delusional disorders. To my naive younger self, they had a sort of creativity that I envied, so I'd seek them out and talk to them. In the end, the main lesson I came away with was the scary realization that if you go crazy, you'll be the last one to know it.
It is, but sadly it's true. The very thing that makes these delusional disorders so frightening is that there is nothing in our brains to clue us in if our sense of reality begins to atrophy. @@Shenanigans_Afoot
Where did you seek out, meet and get to know people with schizophrenia? They’re not a very social lot, generally speaking and if you are a patient and meet a couple in the hospital did you really get to know them very well?
A crazy man just put up with a woman asking questions non stop for 13 minutes.. without a breakdown occurring sooner... He does better than my father. Give this man a medal and his grass.
One of my friends is schizophrenic, and his grandmother told me that he knew things that he should not have known that were not hallucinations. I don’t think all schizophrenia is just insanity
My best friend from the first grade became schizophrenic as a teenager. My family moved about 250 miles away when I was 12, but we kept in contact through letters and phone calls. This was in the 90's. At 18 he had his own apartment that the government was paying for and he had recently been released from a behavioral health type facility or something after attacking his step dad pretty bad about 2 years prior. I didn't know the full details, and he said they put him there as an alternative to juvenile hall because he acted crazy on purpose. I thought he attacked his step dad because he didn't like him and they were arguing about something. I didn't know he had gone full blown schizophrenic and attacked his step dad because he thought he was a zombie until later. We hadn't spoken at all while he was in there. He asked me to come live with him in his apartment, and I was excited to go. Just turning 18 myself. Shortly after moving into his apartment I notice he was saying weird things and acting kinda strange sometimes. The first night his real dad comes to visit, I had known him since I was a kid. During the visit my friend starts acting weird and walks into his room and turns the radio on kinda loud, and starts reading passages from the Bible outloud. The same ones over and over. His dad tells me to be careful being around my friend and maybe it's not a good idea I stay there. I ask why, and he thought I knew my friend had been diagnosed with schizophrenia like 3 years before and had been having delusional spells. And attacked not only his step dad, but his mom as well, accusing them of being zombies. He only told me it was his step dad. He loved his mom and was very close with her. That surprised me. In the following few weeks it would become obvious he was crazy. The next day actually. He would go into trances, where he would be unresponsive. He would sometimes talk and make arm and hand gestures during these trances like he's swordfighting or something. He would come out of them and immediately walk into his room and start reading outloud from the Bible over the radio playing. For hours sometimes. He would be fairly normal and cool to be around between trances though. But violent. He was a big dude. We were in a bad complex in Phoenix and while out walking around, or going to the store, he would get into altercations with people easy. He would throw up made up gang signs at gangsters sometimes just to start a fight with them. He had told me he's schizo eventually, and I was still his friend and wanted to help him back to normal somehow. One day after a trance I asked him where he went. He told me he is saint Micheal from the Bible. Living on earth to find Satan and kill him. Satan was living on earth in a body at that point in time he claimed, and he goes into trances where he leaves his body and fights demons and entities on the other side to find the person Satan is in. He had been saint Micheal for the past 2 years or so, and has been searching every since. These trances became more and more frequent, and he was in his room a lot reading the Bible outloud. I realized I couldn't help him, and things were going downhill at the apartment. I couldn't find much of a job, and his government checks weren't very much. I started thinking about leaving, and he could tell. One night he basically tells me I can't leave him alone, because he'll lose it completely. But he had started acting kinda snakey towards me. Looking at me funny sometimes and saying things about me during his trances, like I was suddenly in his delusions. One night I wake up on the living room couch, where I slept, to find him standing over me holding a fork from the kitchen in his hands. He seemed to be in trance mode. He was just staring at me. I snap him out of it and he says: "it's you. It's been you all along, I just didn't realize. That's why you were put into my life, so I wouldn't suspect you. But you've been the one I'm searching for." He then kinda snaps out of it more, looks around, tells me not to trust him, and walks in his room and shuts the door and starts reading from the Bible. Louder than usual. I packed my clothes right then, knowing he now thinks I'm the devil on earth and he has to kill me. I stayed up the next few hours until sunrise, with a knife in my hands. By the front door. At sunrise I leave and use what little money I had made to buy a greyhound bus ticket back to my parents house, on the other side of the state. I never spoke to him again. He left a few messages on our answering machine the next year or so, basically going off the rails about a bunch of craziness that reminds me of this guy. Just saying so many random, made up things non stop. No sanity left. I don't know whatever happened to him, but it's scary they just give people like that free apartments, in complexes full of people who don't know how crazy the guy next door is.
It breaks my heart to hear about your friend. I've seen similar stuff first-hand. I was in a homeless shelter with another vet who was schizophrenic. He was on full disability and was a really nice nice guy when he was coherent, but he was so much in his own world most of the time he didn't what was going on. The second he got his own place a couple of the guys from the shelter descended upon him, moving into his place with him and helping him spend his money. Sadly, my VA counselor said she'd seen it happen over and over again with mentally ill or drug addicted vets. I was mostly the latter. I had some mental health issues, but just comparably normal stuff like anxiety and depression. Nothing as challenging or debilitating as schizophrenia. I hope your friend has gotten some help, but the state of our mental health system is in tatters so sadly, it's not likely.
May I suggest, this is the first chapter of your (presumably) first novel. Dead serious. You should do it. Whatever happens after doesn't even matter much, this is a perfect opening to a novel.
Maybe if she would interview him in a way that wasn’t so freaking condescending, he would actually be more forthright. Mentally ill people aren’t children. That’s like saying things louder to somebody because they don’t speak the language you speak. Completely insulting and I’m sure he could feel it, whether he’s mentally ill or or not. That interviewer is a joke.
@@KibyNykraft could absolutely be that as well. My point was that people like this can actually be govt assets (most likely not tho) that are collateral damage and due to their experience, the govt can argue plausible deniability. I mean writing them off is very easy when they sound like this
@@hometownhero2500 Possibly yes but not to be assumed without a good reason. But you could say that yes, altruistic political and military style operations & mindsets are (and were) like that (no ethics considered)
my closest friend suffered from schizophrenia. He was an incredible person and died at an early age. I have lost a confidant and one of the most compassionate people I will ever know. RIP Louis ❤
This is currently happening to my friend Kenny. He is a victim of gang stalking, he constantly thinks every car in the road is following him, and that all of us (his closest friends since kindergarten) are in collusion with The Rockefellers and the Uni of Alabama (we live in Chicago, but one of our friends went to Alabama) And the reason he thinks we are in cahoots with them? It’s to steal his “ideas” that he keeps on his laptop. He constantly accuses us of trying to hack into his pc, laptop, phone, and home network to try to steal his music. He also claims that the school he goes to is trying to make him drop out by starving him to death and making him hear voices with tiny speakers planted in his room. He thinks that our friends former fraternity at Alabama are also after him. This started after he graduated, took to much weed and mushrooms, and had a mental break because he realized he could never be like his brother that worked at Space-X. The last time I heard, he was close to flunking out of university, and is trying to design a new type of speaker. (Oh! And that’s another thing! He has tried to convince us that his school used his designs without permission inside of military grade sonic weapons, but what I’ve heard from other people is that this was clearly stated. But yeah, Kenny was my first friend, and it sucks so bad that he’s left this plane of reality (at least his brain has)
That is EXACTLY how my emotions were paced in hearing the 2 revelations by this man. I was also gauging the voice and demeanor of the psychologist to determine whether she felt like she was in danger. She was cool, calm, and collected.
Please don’t laugh at this poor man. My uncle suffers from paranoid delusions such as this. This is a cruel and devastating illness. Please be kind 😞❤️
@@RemoteViewer1 this guy is more ahead of the game than any of us are. id pay attention to the things he says not how he says them or how he speaks. they aint as ill as youd think
@@ZACKISWACK exactly!!!!!! Schizophrenics are recivers from the other side of this simulation matrix. I used to be normal.. until i started hearing voices, as well as receiving synchronicities. And i was sent to the other side. Its actually closer to the year 2500.. we are in a past tense simulation.. and end of the world simulation. They need us to show them how to love, because the future is so bad, that no one believes in love snymore. There a massive opioid epidemic, insane weather from smog " the air is almost unbreathable due to diesel smoke", and prople cant tell real humans from bio- ai simulated humans.. so therefore no one knows who to trust. Its hell on earth. Literally!!!!!
The therapist's body language and attitude were absolutely commendable. She has an excellent command over herself by maintaining a collected and composed posture she really extracted out the intrinsic problems of the patient. Her grip upon her profession is splendid.
I used to hitchhike in my late teens and found myself around homeless people who would come off like this guy from time to time. I figured they were drug casualties but as ive gotten older ive come to realize many of them most likely had deeper issues like this unfortunate man. Its a mark against society when we treat our suffering fellows so poorly.
Back in the early 80's, I think they took better care of people with actual therapy talking like this instead of the Psychiatrist just throwing an RX at him. These days, the most talk time I ever get in a therapy session is maybe 20-30 minutes.
Amen. Yes you see some people who are not drug burnouts have their own mental health issues without any wrongdoing on the individual's part at all. Of course, drugs don't help, if anyone is predisposed to mental health issues.
It’s 2023 now. So I expect many people would view him as completely sane and affirm what he is saying as “his” truth. They would also see him as a legit whistleblower of a huge government conspiracy. He’d have a crazy huge social media following
Say what you will, but i love how he conducted himself, despite his "affliction". He seems extremely intelligent, definitely has good oratory skills. I hope he got himself sorted out.
I agree. Now, this is probably extremely woo-woo and I doubt any rational person would agree with me; But I think his internal reality has something to do with his soul mission. Something we cannot perceive physically. But I’ll just leave that on the internet for anyone to interpret any way they would like to. Or just simply disregard it, you know why you’re here 👁️. You’ve known it the whole time 🎵 🎶 ohh oh oh ohh 🎶 we forget who we are, we walk the walk and eventually remember at last that we are inherently one with God 😊. Usually people who don’t know this are the harmful ones. Stay conscious, my friends ❤
Would you feel bad for him if he wasn't really schizophrenic? This is not how a paranoid schizophrenic acts. This is how a pathological liar acts. Schizophrenics actually believe what they say and don't display much signs of lying. This man is conscious of his lies and there are numerous signs of his lying if you know what to look for. So considering he's not a schizophrenic, I'd say this is an educational film for psychology students, as if they are asking the students 'Is he a schizophrenic or is he just lying?'. Lots of elements of basic psychology here, like the man is an actor, and they are checking basic signs off a list one by one, while the interviewer subtly points them all out to help the students identify them. Learning these things would be important in evaluating criminals, especial criminals claiming 'insanity' in court to avoid going to prison.
Is he lying if he thinks he’s telling the truth? To whom is he lying too, himself?/ or others who would rather medicate him rather than understand him?
@@godswill2260 I don't think you understand... If he believes he's telling the truth, then he wouldn't need to lie. There are specific traits people exhibit when they lie, proven in human psychology over the last 100 years or more. Let me give you some examples. The traits for this man are VERY obvious (it's why I believe he's an actor for students). First off, he's not just a paranoid schizophrenic, he's psychotic (if he wasn't lying). A person who was just a 'paranoid schizophrenic' wouldn't think he was a totally different person, they are still the same person inside, but with severe schizophrenia. When someone believes they are 'Abraham Lincoln ' reincarnated, for example, this is what makes someone psychotic. They would have mentioned he was psychotic if he wasn't lying. It's the most important detail about his behavior. Here are some examples of his lying, studied in psychology. Besides his weird speech pattern (his bad acting). He stumbles on questions and uses things like 'beg your pardon?', during clear and simple questions, to get more time to think of an elaborate response to fortify his lies. Several times he conveniently distracted from the conversation to avoid talking about it, he turned and looked towards the lights and talked to them or spoke about something else, of his choice, to change the subject and avoid answering the question. He plays with his hands or fidgets when he has trouble answering, and when this doesn't coincide with his baseline behavior, this is his subconscious mind acting out his nervousness over the questions, hoping he doesn't get caught. In psychology, these things are characteristic of someone who's lying. A person who exhibits traits of lying is not psychotic with schizophrenia, he is a pathological liar, a totally different disorder associated with narcissism and personality disorder. Psychotic and schizophrenic people exhibit traits of telling the truth because they actually believe what they say. They don't need to buy time, they don't distract, they don't fidget, etc. These are two different types of people. One has a mental health disorder than prevents them from seeing reality as it truly is. The other person is fully aware of reality and aware he's lying and therefor has the traits of a liar. And to acknowledge the last part of your comment. They wouldn't give 'anti-psychotic' medication to a liar or someone with a personality disorder. At least not since the 60s. Because that medication would not treat that disorder. They may do this in the 60s or earlier, for example, as a punishment for lying, because they didn't empathize with liars or understand personality disorders like we do today. Things have come A LONG WAY since 50+ years ago. But I agree, we should ONLY use medication as the ABSOLUTE last resort, we shouldn't be medicating everyone willy nilly like we do today (or like we've always done since the 50s). Today, people can get strong psych meds simply by calling a 1-800 number even, they can get meds just because they are depressed or have anxiety from simple things that happen to us all in life, like a break up or losing a job. These feelings are part of being human and normally we learn how to deal with them on our own without medications. These things can be self-treated or treated with therapy. Drugging is the easy way out and it never fixes the problem forever. Sometimes the drugs make it WORSE and they can never stop taking the meds or the problem gets worse than it would be if they never started taking them.
Pedantry refers to the behavior of a pedant, which is someone who is excessively concerned with formal rules and small details that are not important. It involves the undue display of learning and slavish attention to rules, details, and formality, often annoying others by correcting small errors or emphasizing minor details.
My father was mentally healthy. After an operation he was given newer non-opioid pain killers. He became just like this man. It was frightening and fascinating. They took him off the drugs and he promptly returned to normal. I looked up the drugs in the Physician's Desk Reference and a side effect is psychotomimetic reactions in 10% of patients. This is a brain disease.
Thank you for sharing, that is fascinating. I too had an experience like that, personally. It was a synthetic opioid, Tramadol I believe. Do you recall the medication that caused this with your father?
Yes, it was Talwin and Nubane. He hallucinated a woman crouching in the corner of the room taking notes on our conversation. He talked about his thoughts being controlled by sinister beings through radio waves. He spoke in a strange gibberish language. He hallucinated a mouse on the TV knob changing the channels! Within hours of stopping the drugs he was back to normal.
@kimellis8943 Thank you. Very kind of you. It was quite a few years ago and it had a happy ending. He was given the drugs after hip replacement surgery which was very successful. To this day I am wary of pain medications!
It makes me wonder if the American doctors had a purpose or knew if they could make ppl "schizophrenic" by will, then they would profit from sick ppl and keep them "occupied"
Normale? 😂😂😂😂😂 A breve,toglieranno il disturbo di personalità narcisista dal dsm perché la maggioranza delle persone ne soffre. Ne consegue che chi non sarà narcisista,sarà malato mentale. È accaduta la stessa cosa con le devianze sessuali..
He definitely seems military trained! Was he in a government program and experimented on since childhood? A lot of horrible things were done to children in the name of “science”! It’s been going on for decades! Hopefully he got the help he needed and deprogrammed if that were done
I was thinking the same thing,Kathy...He's probably been MKULTRA since birth...Generational Military intelligence family...I don't think this man is crazy at all though,I think he's been in some programs that the average person would never understand nor believe.
There was a programs myself and other children where in we where subjected to many things, I am tired of people believing that all people that hear voices are crazy, or if they see things they are crazy, in cultures such as Peru, they do give you differnt things, I was in an off shoot of MK Ulfra, and I was tested for being able to see entities, and so on
How articulate is this guy. Its incredibly engrossing to watch. Theres something very unnerving and strangely believable about how easily the answers roll out, His whole hearted belief in what hes saying makes it so interesting.
1. Claims he is Jehovah. 2. Claims aliens are tormenting his thoughts because God (i.e., himself) created them with limited life expectancy. 3. Claims he is going to nailed to the cross as a result. Pretty coherent yet bizarre worldview for a schizophrenic.
My grandmother was paranoid schizophrenic and I'm 42 years old now and I think I'm one also. I don't have delusions that I'm in the CIA or anything but I constantly think everyone is out to get me and poison my drink or food and things of that nature.
Please-please seek help! I'm a daughter of a paranoid schizophrenic mother and my childhood was a living hell. This condition can make not only you miserable, but also people around you. I hope you will be ok❤
@@sarabrown7488 i do my friend constantly, and I found this helps me more than anything. One thing I've noticed is stress can trigger my crazy thinking and most of the time with prayers 🙏 i deal with them pretty good. Something that scares me though is most of the time I can tell myself what I'm thinking isn't real but like only twice did I act out because of my thoughts not physically but verbally. Not long ago i thought my girlfriend's sister said she couldn't stand me and I pictured her saying it to my girlfriend and she started laughing so I didn't say anything at first but I guess where I kept dwelling on it the next day I told her sister I said I feel the exact same way about you 😂 and she said huh an I got ill towards her over nothing my feelings was hurt because I thought she really said that but then I talked to my girlfriend and she said Hope did not say that so I went and talked to her and told her what I thought she said and that's what I meant when I said I feel the exact same way about you and she said next time just ask me what I said and I'll tell you. I felt horrible afterwards but my worries are what if I get worse an act out physically and hurt someone over something that's not even real but for now I'm going to keep on praying.
You are corresponding with one right now. Unfortunately, for myself, people like us are hated, shunned, and feared, unless they are Stanley Kubrick, Steven King, or John Carpenter.
This guy is actually very articulate and seems borderline genius...yet delusional at the same time. What always stands out to me is how genuine he is. You can tell that he actually believes what he is saying and that this is the reality he lives in. His speech reminds me of if you had someone dreaming while they were awake. Like when you try and talk to someone when they are still half asleep and they don't make sense because it's mumbo jumbo from the subconscious mind, it seems like some type of neurological issue .
The people that are asleep are most of the human race. The ones at the top, the EL-ite are the ones that know the reality of this world. We've all been programmed by our parents, grandparents, teachers, priests......They meant well but they were programmed with lies. If you want to know TRUTH you have to seek it on your own not through the indoctrination system called our educational system aka schools. They indoctrinate you and reward you with a doctorate.
I agree, definitely Neurological. I'd like to know how it is caused. Seems like Schizophrenia just suddenly appears in someone. At not particular time , no particular age . I'd like to know what the common denominator is in all Schizophrenia. Like did they all have a particular head injury, or all eat something the same. I don't know . I wonder if anyone actually checked if it is a virus , or a bacteria that got to that one spot in the brain. Maybe a parasite of some kind. And what is the epicenter in the brain.
@@anniebananie8224You must be a Democrat. Trying to put the normal people in institutions and let the crazy run the world. Oh wait....... I think we have that already.
I knew a guy from decades ago who would explain how to get to the moon using a dishwasher. Once he was done you were left scratching your head thinking jeez could it be possible
I’m not an expert, but it seems like both delusion and intentional deceit are happening. Usually asking to repeat the question or repeating it yourself is for more time to craft an answer.
I don't think that's necessarily true. Repeating someone's most recent words is commonly seen in psychosis (as well as autism and Tourette's syndrome). It's called echolalia and results from thought disorder. I don't think it was deceit, he has nothing to gain. It seems like he believes what he's saying. Though I'm not an expert either.
@@DarkCelestialConsciousness your can start with channeling. Past life regression therapies. Astral protection. Akashi libraries. Religion will hold back understandings like the fact that we as souls reincarnate and have done it thousands of times. This man was most likely being channeled by a higher being which has no form on this Earth we live on but they do live in the spiritual Realm that we can access depending on how attached to this reality you are . He even has dialogue with the higher being in his head about the lady almost coming to the realization that this man might not be crazy but the higher being clearly understands she is not capable. The higher being has probably killed thousands of people but it's from an understanding that we don't understand because we incarnate in the human body and then dispose of the human body and then incarnate again so the higher being is not looking at dying the way we are looking at dying
I heard Johnny Depp in an interview talking about studying a character for a role in which the character loses his mind and falls into madness. And he said if you lose your mind and aren't aware of it - then you're home scot-free. But if you're aware that you're losing your mind then it's gonna leave some sort of trauma.
@@astanfartin1647 So you’re saying if you DON’T know that you’re going crazy then it’s going have a traumatic affect on you - but if you KNOW you’re going crazy then you’re not going to be bothered??
@@FedArteUrbano It’s annoying when people use shorthand for things when it’s not always known to others. I don’t know what ‘DPDR’ means. So I’m going to have to look it up. It saved you 10 seconds by not writing it out fully, but it costs the rest of us who aren’t aware about 2 minutes having to look it up. YKWIM,ICBF 👍🏼
I want a longer video. My uncle came back from the Korean War and was diagnosed Schizophrenic. It very well could have been triggered during the trauma of the war, but I also wonder about the experiments the government did on military.
Too much acid can trigger schizophrenia and the US DID notoriously experiment on Vietnam soldiers with it. So that's probably what happened to your uncle. Sad.
I find mental health conditions fascinating. I was diagnosed with an emotionally unstable personality disorder. I honestly had no idea. When the clinician told me I said "oh, I didn't know that". They said "yes Darren, that is generally how these things work". I honestly think I'm ok, then I see things like this and just hope to god that I'm not as far gone as this dude.
@@PaddyBoyBKLYN Yes, you can ask. I was basically suicidal through not being able to cope with many things. On my second attempt I jumped out of a window. After being in intensive care for two weeks I was sectioned under the mental health act (British thing) and assessed. That was just one of many clinical diagnosis's I have had over the years and I won't bore you with the rest. I hope that answers your question.
@@susanredwood2471 Hi there, yes, they are different conditions and I can only assume the dude in this vid was unmedicated at that point ?. His hallucinations would have felt very real to him and I did wonder he if he had any sense of reality. I can only speak for myself but an aspect of my condition is auditory amplification. Sounds that are actually there but just louder. Car engines, children playing across the street, are all amplified to me. Anyway, I hope you are coping ok and no, I don't think you are crazy.
I’m not as experienced as she is in age, but I would say that if a potentially violent schizophrenic says it’s time to end the interview, don’t challenge them to keep talking.
My (...hot...) cousin was schizophrenic and we were always close when young. We had similar goofy personalities and were always clown types (kinda' like the type who is dorky and not always funny to others, but always happy just being silly with one another). We were always okay with being intellectually "weird" or completely egregious with our "matter of fact" curiosities. Of course, with this type of dynamic in play, we experimented sexually with each other. I later was told she had a legit genius iq. After she went back to Texas she developed severe schizophrenia in her late teens. When I saw her the first time again (at about 20 yrs old and she was 22), I thought she was joking with me. I thought she was just being silly when she talked about "mechanical amoeba in her joints" pissing her off and the "Cayenne Mountain underground government complex" that controlled them. So we were laughing a lot until I EVENTUALLY realized... this was a frightening reality (and it IS frightening to encounter). There was an absolutely crazy-novel world of narrative that she had going on... It was fascinating in its nuanced detail. Like, I'd silently be asking myself if she somehow was part of some powerful cult or Illuminati, etc. or somehow TRULY had access to incredible experiences because her accounts of such wacky stuff was SO confident and descriptive. It was fascinating to hear... for a while. It kept seeming like our convos would vacillate between her elaborate lucid lies (like to where I just thought it was a complete bs show), distanced polite conversation (not like when we were young and we were WAY candid with one another), and scary interjections of a seriously-diseased lack of wherewithal from her that incapacitated her agency. One interesting thing I noticed was that she was still able to be a complex real-world thinker... when she wanted (she just seemed to never want to dedicate mental energy to it beyond her own bs stories). So it wasn't like her brain had degraded with the disease to no longer do math or solve problems, etc. Was this at least part lie? Ya' know what it felt like to me? it felt like a big irritating show after a while and ti felt like she knew it and just didn't care... where she'd purposely sabotage banal discussion (or discussion not focused on her) or any real world responsibility, etc. It was like she decided to go inside herself and never come out again... She had deemed society, the external world, and what it had to offer simply not worth it... and I understand completely.
This man is NOT a Paranoid Schizoprenic. Most of you have no idea what you are watching. His behavior is the result of DARPA experimentation. This has been going on since the 50's and they ramped up the program in the 70's
This guy's vocal cadence and demeanor remind me of Lee Harvey Oswald during his handful of press interviews in New Orleans. Logical and confident tone, but somehow hollow or insincere. As if something is smoldering just below the surface and is barely being contained. Or maybe like an alien who was well read in human history and society attempting to pass as a real human. Doing okay at a glance, but not quite genuine.
@@UnityAgainstJewishEvil 10:14 also interesting, he mentions "Oakdale" as a place where he underwent torture and various psychological events. There was a Project Oaktree under the broader MK Ultra Program. Oaktree was a joint project conducted by Stanford Research Institute and Time Research Institute. It involved remote viewing, effects of extremely-low-frequency electromagnetic activity on humans and potential for enhancing remote viewing capabilities. Not saying this guy was involved in that, but his reference to Oakdale caught my ear and aligns in a certain sense with some of his statements.
Most people did not seem to notice, but our interviewed friend gave the most perfect explanation in regard to his situation: he woke up very, very early. It is as if we tried to build a penthouse over a foundation crafted from wood and nails.
Exactly! I can't even count the times that i've been talking to people about the invisible text in front, and behind me. The time is not ripe for us to have that convo.
Schizophrenia is a result of an overactive consciousness that causes the brain to subsequently dry out from the overactive electro synapses system that it is , and starts to dry the brain therefore causing it to shrink over time and then not allowing the thoughts to connect properly as they once did when they had more areas of the brain to connect too
@@dustinburgos9967 I was a bad meth addict for a few years and after getting sober my doctor said something along these same lines about dehydrating my brain from being awake for to long
Oh no, he is not! To be perfectly normal by society's standard means going with the herd and don't question most of the information that is told to you.
😂😂😂 considering some people are allowed to go around convinced they are the opposite gender and some that they are animals ..he would fit in and be considered sane af
This guy is amazing! I would love to see an in depth interview with him being conducted by someone who could ask questions in a manner that would appeal to him enough for him to elaborate in detail some of the things which he is talking about. If he had a camera and a laptop he would probably create an awesome TH-cam channel!
When I was a teenager, we would party a lot, get drunk and high. I was like a Rock star, people would seem to flock to me anywhere we went, I knew I could talk to anyone, but a lot of times my mission was to seek out the most crazy person there and start a conversation with them, just to increase my high to an other level, or another dimension. Once in a while I'd run into someone similar to this guy. Sometimes a man and sometimes a woman. I would trip just listening to 'em. Sometimes I'd disagree with what they were saying a we'd end up in a verbal war with each other. Other times I would go along for what ever ride they were on. What a blast that was.
He is making up this stuff up in his head. I don't think he can get anymore in depth or it may just confuse simple minded people without schizophrenia.
To me, he seems to have suffered a traumatic childhood, possibly serious neglect, mental abuse. He has perfected the imaginary alternate world and behavior pattern. Developing an alternate personality of a intelligence officer, someone strong, well trained, keeping him safe from exterior threats. I can only imagine that solber he may be a danger to others, possibly himself. I hope he finds the help he needs.
@@CaptApril123 and I pray that he has found peace within his own interior hiding place. There is no greater illness than unrest within one's own mind. Thank you.
You'd think a time traveling intelligence agent would be more enlightened about the psychiatric mass-control industrial complex and perhaps realize that he's looking at an agent of that vast entity, who is merely leading him down a road of categorization toward neutralization.
My son has been schizophrenic since 18 he is now 25 and is currently sectioned after his 3rd relapse. His delusions are as real to him as me typing here now this message. He sees demonic figures - angels - a woman called Mary who is nasty to him and in his reality he has a direct line of contact to God who has a box where when he presses a button he will die. His realities are running deep even with medication. It shatters my heart that this illness has gripped him. I see so much of my son in this man who speaks in this video even the tone of the voice the head movements - the pauses. It is a terrible affliction but I know my son has this beautiful mind and gentle character which is trapped and blocked by the voices and visions that rage around him I would not wish it on my worst enemy :(
Amen. I was healed after 17 years. These things were demons. The Bible was used for prayer and God's word healed me. It was layer after layer and I was healed. Prayers for your son.
Yes, some good hash. Dude is like way gone man.... he somehow went from the future to the past to the present. He must have one hell of a time travel agent.
From everything I’ve read and heard about time travel and the Theory of Relativity is you can only go into the future, not the past. It is not as incredible as most people imagine. It’s not a very useful action. Time viewing is much more complicated and interesting to me. Although it also has very peculiar limitations. In short, I do not believe this gentleman has actually time traveled in any way, shape, or form.
I have childhood onsite schizophrenia. I have the kind were I have delusions and hallucinations and catatonic, where my brain moves painfully slowly. The catatonic is more problematic. But when there is abuse to me or any around me, then delusions and hallucinations become really bad. I will see dead people walking. When I was 9 and 10 the school teacher were bad child abusers. The floor was cement with tile. Bugs, spiders, snakes and rats would come up through the floor and climb on me and eat me.. It was very real to me. And I would be sent to the office to be beat for it. My mother also had schizophrenia. I am not sure if any others on my mothers side also had. I also have Multiple personalities. Around 20 of them. When I was 10 mental health told me to keep my hair long. Because it can seem like I am on drugs, and my hair, when tested, will show I do not do drugs.
Do u recall what type of ritual abuse you suffered in infancy? What secret societies your family was associated with? I believe this type of condition is the result of severe trauma.
@@aWomanFreed My mother was raised by an alcoholic father and was really messed up, My Father was raised by a good family, but was a very bad and abusive parent. From birth I was neglected and abused. I learned to crawl early as it was neighbors who feed and cared for me. Growing up I knew many children who committed suicide to escape child abuse. America is a very bad country when it comes to child abuse.. Many places a child had to be killed before anything is done.
Schizophrenia is awareness of things outside the normal sensory field. People get mentally ill when they can’t distinguish between what is from this world and what is beyond, and what they see that other people doesn’t, and thus can’t relate with. They aren’t really sick, they become sick from not being understood, suddenly the world becomes alien to them, and that’s when the sickness starts to evolve past the point of no return for many. Potential sages, healers and guides get lost because of the narrow mind of psychiatrists and doctors.
I had a relative become a schizophrenic. Shit is terrible. He went from totally normal to very odd. He seamed to lose intelligence as well. This guy was probably normal, well liked, and like anyone else, before this.
Strange how paranoid schizoprenics from the 80s were more articulate than today's influencers with millions of followers
And some influencers that talk what would be normal standard 30 years ago, get their nuts gripped on how articulate they are.
I agree and I think it’s actors tbh
You sure did sum it up right there buddy, what a fucked up time we are presently living in!
Yep ain’t that the truth
@@S1mL1fe Everyone on the internet thinks everything is fake. Which is not good. I'll let you deduce why that is not a good thing.
This guy seems to have it together more than half the people I work with
I just want his take on the super bowl in 2024
Woooo! That says so much, but boy, do I get it! 😂
I take it you work for North lanarkshire Council as well 😂
@brianjohnston3707
No. Not at all. I was speaking on my general workplace experience. The sentiment is comparable.
He's got it together more so than 100% of UK, U.S. and European politicians. And more honest despite the fantasies.
I once lived across the street from a schizophrenic man named Mike. He was always pacing up and down his driveway screaming at random cars that passed by. Sometimes, he would just carry on yelling at nothing, but we found out later it was the voices in his head that put him into such a rage. Back then, we all used to party a lot and stay up all hours of the night. So one night, I went over there to talk with him. I was drunk, but so curious to find out more about him. He was very anxious to talk to people because he really had no human interaction. He lived alone and it was pretty sad. This was another reason why I had stopped over. He talked about how his next door neighbor was always spying on him and how he could see her footprints in the snow on his property. He always thought people were after him. One night, he invited a few of us to go inside his house. We were hesitant at first, but then said fuck it. I mean we lived across the street and figured if he tried something, we could handle him. He showed us this notebook that had all sorts of mathematical equations in it. If I recall correctly, I believe he said he was a machinist by trade. He told me he was fired years back because of some equation they said he got wrong. He was so adamant about showing me all of these different numbers in this notebook that he had written down over an unknown timespan. He was tormented by what had happened and it seemed like he was trying to convince me that they were the ones that made the mistake, not him. He had a raspy, deep voice and when he talked his facial expressions were so strange. He would smile in a weird way and then a split second later, his face would contort to something I can't really describe to this day. It was really creepy. His home was run down pretty bad and he said he had no running water. I felt really bad for the guy and from that day forward, I would visit him from time to time. I wasn't scared or freaked out by him whatsoever. He was a very sick person who never addressed his schizophrenia correctly. He self medicated with alcohol on a daily basis and I think that's why his delusions were so bad. In 2007, I moved out and really didn't see him too much after that. I regret not trying to stay in better contact with him, but I had alot going on when I moved away. This past summer, I found out from a friend that Mike passed away in his home. I was told he froze to death and it was a week or two before they found him. What a horrible and sad way to leave this world. I think about it all the time. RIP Mike. I hope you're at peace now and free from your torment.
That’s really the saddest thing I’ve read in a long time.
I can understand what happened to Mike b/c it kind of happened to me in 2008. I am blessed to have a wonderful husband, but I got "stuck" somewhere in 2008, and it isn't as particular as a math equation, but I feel like this might be more common than what we realize. I'm tired of labels though - behind every label is first a human being.
Freezing to death is actually not terrible from what I understand… You actually start to feel very warm and peaceful and happy, and then you just fall asleep and pass away.
But to your original point, I knew somebody just like this as well. His name was Sonny and he had a bad methamphetamine problem and drank straight vodka out of a giant plastic cup with a straw all day long.
He said he worked for an agent for the elite Israeli clandestine organization the Mossad (he said he even had business cards stating as much because you know how all clandestine organizations hand out business cards, ) and he was convinced that his aunt was a shape shifter, and she was actually J Edgar Hoover… Listening to him have a conversation with her on the phone was surreal… he would sit at his computer like he was doing very important Intel but he was really just looking at random websites. He used to put on Facebook that he was traveling all over the world… So he would say that he went to Paris and turkey in the same day… I’m like what do you have… a Super sonic jet?
Anyway, it was sad, but I let him take my computer to get it fixed and it was never the same after that… I don’t know what he did to it or who he took it to… But I was talking to him about it, and he said “you sound insane .”
At that point, I told him to get out of my house… When I schizophrenic tells you, you sound crazy, there’s some weird game being played. No thanks.
I would like to feel sorry for him, but he did have some serious issues… He wants was talking about running some kind of a escort service or something and he looked at me and he said “is 15 too young” meaning is a 15-year-old too young to consider having sex with. That’s a resounding yes. he also touched himself at inappropriate times… Would be playing with his member while talking to you… he didn’t think any of this was strange.
I hope he got help so he didn’t hurt anybody though. His family supposedly had money, so I hope they had him locked up far away from polite Society.
Poor Mr. Havens… 😢
Was his name Mike Murphy? I have schizophrenia and I believe he did too, my dad as well. Mike was missing for years and was dead for a few weeks before anyone found him. My schizophrenia has landed me in the hospital quite a few times. My nickname in middle school to the present day has been Jesus and that definitely made things worse.
Oh and my Mike is as also a machinist, worked on boats and planes, so did my dad. Their dad was a person who designed jets and planes and was wicked smart and had photographic memory. . . Makes sense that the rest of us ended up with schizophrenia. Everyone should read The Madness of Adam and Eve by David Horrobin, it’s one of the best books I’ve ever read on schizophrenia.
I don’t mind living with it anymore, I am fully disabled and I just exist in my own world, sometimes I focus enough to watch part of a tv show with my dad and then I’m back to pacing days in my kitchen or playing guitar. I had a friend who would come over once a month but I lost it on them and accused them of copying my daily habits although they were belittling me for them, like the fact that I put cinnamon sticks in my coffee with a pinch of salt to cut the acidity and heavy whipping cream, (fat is good for the brain of a schizophrenic-Read David Horrobins Book or Michael Lesser’s works) my friend called me gay for drinking my coffee this way and then I met a woman who told me he made her coffee for her exactly as I make it for myself. And he also would take books of mine from time to time which made me feel justified in losing it on him but I forget how terrifying I can be. . . I don’t think I’ve seen anyone since July. . . My sisters don’t talk to me and my dad and I are so alike that being around him makes me think I am dead, or that I’m seeing the future version of myself or that he is the devil, sometimes I think he is Jesus and I’m the antichrist. But these thoughts never last long, study yoga, read about magic and philosophy or just listen to what Mr Natural said. . . What does it all mean? “It don’t mean shit” I’m just here to have this particular set of strange life experiences until I’m not and that’s okay. Everything and everyone is schizophrenic after post modernism anyways. . . Natural mad hatters welcome the rest of you to the party.
@@NEMOPMORPHY You are well-spoken and appear to understand yourself very well. I think that's a big help in your journey.
I used to be fascinated by people with these sorts of delusional disorders. To my naive younger self, they had a sort of creativity that I envied, so I'd seek them out and talk to them. In the end, the main lesson I came away with was the scary realization that if you go crazy, you'll be the last one to know it.
That is actually a pretty terrifying sentiment.
It is, but sadly it's true. The very thing that makes these delusional disorders so frightening is that there is nothing in our brains to clue us in if our sense of reality begins to atrophy. @@Shenanigans_Afoot
Yes, yes it is
Where did you seek out, meet and get to know people with schizophrenia? They’re not a very social lot, generally speaking and if you are a patient and meet a couple in the hospital did you really get to know them very well?
You are definitely the last to know. The best sign of a sound mind is questioning your own sanity. I’d like to report I do it on a daily basis. 👍
This is a common tactic for us time travelers to use in this time era to get free meals and a place to stay
Good Lord this is funny stuff . Thank ou
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It’s so wrong that TH-cam makes you trawl though piles of comments to find these absolute gems 😂😂😂
Back in skokie Illinois, in the barbershop quartet ….😂
And a fat bowl of hashish
This poor man could pass a polygraph test because he absolutely believes what he is saying.
Polygraphs are absolute pseudoscience.
A crazy man just put up with a woman asking questions non stop for 13 minutes.. without a breakdown occurring sooner...
He does better than my father.
Give this man a medal and his grass.
Lol let him smoke !
Haha 😂 good one
😂😂
Fr. Let him smoke. It can't hurt
All he wanted was a Pepsi 😢
One of my friends is schizophrenic, and his grandmother told me that he knew things that he should not have known that were not hallucinations. I don’t think all schizophrenia is just insanity
schizophrenia is spiritual in nature; sometimes it can confuse you but you can figure it out over time
the time travel he talks about in the mind is real; i know or a fact
Familiar spirits.
@@haazsstarship7530Thank you. I believe that to be true as well. It's nice to see someone who can think a bit more critically than most others.
@@haazsstarship7530Schizophrenia seems to be the unintentional integration of Kundalini Energy.
Very interesting stuff.
Hollywood script writers need to write this shit down. This is gold
it does sound scripted and im saying that as a mental hospital nurse.
They already did,it's called 12 monkeys staring Bruce willis
They did, with John Nash.
Clearly she’s delusional and I hope she got the help she needed as she seemed so completely lost 😂
lol
Stop 😂
The whole time she was speaking as though she was a doctor even wearing a white coat. 😂
impressive
She scares the dickens out of me. I just hope she got help. 😑
My best friend from the first grade became schizophrenic as a teenager. My family moved about 250 miles away when I was 12, but we kept in contact through letters and phone calls. This was in the 90's. At 18 he had his own apartment that the government was paying for and he had recently been released from a behavioral health type facility or something after attacking his step dad pretty bad about 2 years prior. I didn't know the full details, and he said they put him there as an alternative to juvenile hall because he acted crazy on purpose. I thought he attacked his step dad because he didn't like him and they were arguing about something. I didn't know he had gone full blown schizophrenic and attacked his step dad because he thought he was a zombie until later. We hadn't spoken at all while he was in there. He asked me to come live with him in his apartment, and I was excited to go. Just turning 18 myself. Shortly after moving into his apartment I notice he was saying weird things and acting kinda strange sometimes. The first night his real dad comes to visit, I had known him since I was a kid. During the visit my friend starts acting weird and walks into his room and turns the radio on kinda loud, and starts reading passages from the Bible outloud. The same ones over and over. His dad tells me to be careful being around my friend and maybe it's not a good idea I stay there. I ask why, and he thought I knew my friend had been diagnosed with schizophrenia like 3 years before and had been having delusional spells. And attacked not only his step dad, but his mom as well, accusing them of being zombies. He only told me it was his step dad. He loved his mom and was very close with her. That surprised me. In the following few weeks it would become obvious he was crazy. The next day actually. He would go into trances, where he would be unresponsive. He would sometimes talk and make arm and hand gestures during these trances like he's swordfighting or something. He would come out of them and immediately walk into his room and start reading outloud from the Bible over the radio playing. For hours sometimes. He would be fairly normal and cool to be around between trances though. But violent. He was a big dude. We were in a bad complex in Phoenix and while out walking around, or going to the store, he would get into altercations with people easy. He would throw up made up gang signs at gangsters sometimes just to start a fight with them. He had told me he's schizo eventually, and I was still his friend and wanted to help him back to normal somehow. One day after a trance I asked him where he went. He told me he is saint Micheal from the Bible. Living on earth to find Satan and kill him. Satan was living on earth in a body at that point in time he claimed, and he goes into trances where he leaves his body and fights demons and entities on the other side to find the person Satan is in. He had been saint Micheal for the past 2 years or so, and has been searching every since. These trances became more and more frequent, and he was in his room a lot reading the Bible outloud. I realized I couldn't help him, and things were going downhill at the apartment. I couldn't find much of a job, and his government checks weren't very much. I started thinking about leaving, and he could tell. One night he basically tells me I can't leave him alone, because he'll lose it completely. But he had started acting kinda snakey towards me. Looking at me funny sometimes and saying things about me during his trances, like I was suddenly in his delusions. One night I wake up on the living room couch, where I slept, to find him standing over me holding a fork from the kitchen in his hands. He seemed to be in trance mode. He was just staring at me. I snap him out of it and he says: "it's you. It's been you all along, I just didn't realize. That's why you were put into my life, so I wouldn't suspect you. But you've been the one I'm searching for." He then kinda snaps out of it more, looks around, tells me not to trust him, and walks in his room and shuts the door and starts reading from the Bible. Louder than usual. I packed my clothes right then, knowing he now thinks I'm the devil on earth and he has to kill me. I stayed up the next few hours until sunrise, with a knife in my hands. By the front door. At sunrise I leave and use what little money I had made to buy a greyhound bus ticket back to my parents house, on the other side of the state. I never spoke to him again. He left a few messages on our answering machine the next year or so, basically going off the rails about a bunch of craziness that reminds me of this guy. Just saying so many random, made up things non stop. No sanity left. I don't know whatever happened to him, but it's scary they just give people like that free apartments, in complexes full of people who don't know how crazy the guy next door is.
It breaks my heart to hear about your friend. I've seen similar stuff first-hand. I was in a homeless shelter with another vet who was schizophrenic. He was on full disability and was a really nice nice guy when he was coherent, but he was so much in his own world most of the time he didn't what was going on. The second he got his own place a couple of the guys from the shelter descended upon him, moving into his place with him and helping him spend his money. Sadly, my VA counselor said she'd seen it happen over and over again with mentally ill or drug addicted vets. I was mostly the latter. I had some mental health issues, but just comparably normal stuff like anxiety and depression. Nothing as challenging or debilitating as schizophrenia. I hope your friend has gotten some help, but the state of our mental health system is in tatters so sadly, it's not likely.
You can see crazy in their eyes…..run!!!
I knew it was you right when I started reading your comment. 😠
You need to get a publisher.
May I suggest, this is the first chapter of your (presumably) first novel. Dead serious. You should do it. Whatever happens after doesn't even matter much, this is a perfect opening to a novel.
This dude is not crazy... It makes total sense today... He is a dam time soldier. We are trapped in the devils matrix...
I know right… and he was even self medicating with hash, and now it’s medical marijuana everywhere, I kinda believe this! But who really knows,
Very very true.
MKULTRA
No, he is absolutely crazy. And if you think he's not, you are too.
@@nonyabusiness6084Based on?
I love this guy. He's figured out the whole system.
🙌🏼
Yeah, Why do you think they had him locked up?
What's his name?
Sounds like Dexter!
The blank stare from his eyes makes him appear drugged if not blind. Wow,
“I was enjoying myself by self-medicating myself with hashish”
Lol
Yeah, I though he was going to say something else...
Wernt we all😂
My man!
I love how he stands up and is just done with it
True gentleman.
Alpha male.
Lmao @@all4mom-xv1hp
"cuz im getting tired of saying things you already know" ... gave me chills
That’s similar to clever line in a country song that I cannot quite remember.
Maybe if she would interview him in a way that wasn’t so freaking condescending, he would actually be more forthright.
Mentally ill people aren’t children. That’s like saying things louder to somebody because they don’t speak the language you speak.
Completely insulting and I’m sure he could feel it, whether he’s mentally ill or or not.
That interviewer is a joke.
@@LeahIsHereNowagreed. That b*tch made my blood boil
This is what happens when the CIA thinks you are no longer of use to the company. 🤐
Exactly. Dude clearly worked as some kind of intel asset and found out too much and is now a disposed asset
@@hometownhero2500I am afraid it is a simple example of drug abuse. Add american belief systems / culture to that. The sum is totally loco
@@KibyNykraft could absolutely be that as well. My point was that people like this can actually be govt assets (most likely not tho) that are collateral damage and due to their experience, the govt can argue plausible deniability. I mean writing them off is very easy when they sound like this
@@hometownhero2500 Possibly yes but not to be assumed without a good reason. But you could say that yes, altruistic political and military style operations & mindsets are (and were) like that (no ethics considered)
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Nowadays this man would be giving interviews all on the top TH-cam podcast and called a whistleblower and a hero.
Fuck yeah, he just got off at the wrong timestop
He's obviously nuts but on the other hand this is what the truth sounds like to NPCs.
Top comment.
my closest friend suffered from schizophrenia. He was an incredible person and died at an early age. I have lost a confidant and one of the most compassionate people I will ever know. RIP Louis ❤
It’s really hard to lose a friend. 😢
This is currently happening to my friend Kenny. He is a victim of gang stalking, he constantly thinks every car in the road is following him, and that all of us (his closest friends since kindergarten) are in collusion with The Rockefellers and the Uni of Alabama (we live in Chicago, but one of our friends went to Alabama) And the reason he thinks we are in cahoots with them? It’s to steal his “ideas” that he keeps on his laptop. He constantly accuses us of trying to hack into his pc, laptop, phone, and home network to try to steal his music. He also claims that the school he goes to is trying to make him drop out by starving him to death and making him hear voices with tiny speakers planted in his room. He thinks that our friends former fraternity at Alabama are also after him. This started after he graduated, took to much weed and mushrooms, and had a mental break because he realized he could never be like his brother that worked at Space-X. The last time I heard, he was close to flunking out of university, and is trying to design a new type of speaker. (Oh! And that’s another thing! He has tried to convince us that his school used his designs without permission inside of military grade sonic weapons, but what I’ve heard from other people is that this was clearly stated. But yeah, Kenny was my first friend, and it sucks so bad that he’s left this plane of reality (at least his brain has)
Very sorry for your loss. RIP
Condolences 💙
I am sorry for your loss. The strange, coincidental, thing is, my middle name is Louis and I am schizophrenic. My Louis rest in peace.
It's interesting how I felt kind of cautious towards him when he said he was a known killer. Then that disappeared when he said he killed hundreds.
That is EXACTLY how my emotions were paced in hearing the 2 revelations by this man. I was also gauging the voice and demeanor of the psychologist to determine whether she felt like she was in danger. She was cool, calm, and collected.
This man has AMAZING posture
He seems very physically fit and very intelligent. Similar to a special forces type
Exsact the same as a Bashar! Now I know.
@@valenteenaes lol fitting a Bashar fan is watching a schizo video
Please don’t laugh at this poor man. My uncle suffers from paranoid delusions such as this. This is a cruel and devastating illness. Please be kind 😞❤️
Why would I laugh? He’s awesome!
Who’s laughing?
Laugh.. I'm taking Notes!
@@RemoteViewer1 this guy is more ahead of the game than any of us are. id pay attention to the things he says not how he says them or how he speaks. they aint as ill as youd think
@@ZACKISWACK exactly!!!!!! Schizophrenics are recivers from the other side of this simulation matrix. I used to be normal.. until i started hearing voices, as well as receiving synchronicities. And i was sent to the other side. Its actually closer to the year 2500.. we are in a past tense simulation.. and end of the world simulation. They need us to show them how to love, because the future is so bad, that no one believes in love snymore. There a massive opioid epidemic, insane weather from smog " the air is almost unbreathable due to diesel smoke", and prople cant tell real humans from bio- ai simulated humans.. so therefore no one knows who to trust. Its hell on earth. Literally!!!!!
Whenever I see these fascinating films from decades ago I wonder what became of the people who were interviewed.
He is president of the United States today.
The therapist's body language and attitude were absolutely commendable. She has an excellent command over herself by maintaining a collected and composed posture she really extracted out the intrinsic problems of the patient. Her grip upon her profession is splendid.
I find his manner of speech highly peculiar. And he body gestures, he moved distinctly too.
I wish he would write science fiction novels.
You already have the next best thing, L. Ron Hubbard.
I used to hitchhike in my late teens and found myself around homeless people who would come off like this guy from time to time. I figured they were drug casualties but as ive gotten older ive come to realize many of them most likely had deeper issues like this unfortunate man. Its a mark against society when we treat our suffering fellows so poorly.
Back in the early 80's, I think they took better care of people with actual therapy talking like this instead of the Psychiatrist just throwing an RX at him. These days, the most talk time I ever get in a therapy session is maybe 20-30 minutes.
Feel free to open your home to as many of them as you like.
I think I've met this guy and his associates back in the 80's on long meth binges.
Really.
I love that. Compassion and trying to walk in a other person's shoes are a long lost art.
Amen.
Yes you see some people who are not drug burnouts have their own mental health issues without any wrongdoing on the individual's part at all.
Of course, drugs don't help, if anyone is predisposed to mental health issues.
I like this guy. He’s clear and concise. He’s sure of himself, and I learned a few new words.
padentrii!!
It’s 2023 now. So I expect many people would view him as completely sane and affirm what he is saying as “his” truth. They would also see him as a legit whistleblower of a huge government conspiracy. He’d have a crazy huge social media following
Sad but true!
And that should tell u how messed up people in 2023 are
I just said the same before l scrolled to your comment.
He’d be a millionaire
So you’re saying we’re all crazy now in 2023 😮
Stephen Baldwin really nailed this audition🤯
I did not hear ANY accidental discharge though.
@@michaelkennedy6415wrong Baldwin 🙄
@@kmeeks92987 You’re right. Tell the Baldwin family that I apologize.
Cute
lol
I spent almost an hour reading these comments.
Wow!
Hot take, he's fully rational and telling the truth completely.
Man i was thinking the same just then, what if this guy is telling the truth 😮
Are you fucking kidding me? This guy is so totally full of shit, it is spilling from his ears.
👍🏻
I’ll join that bandwagon!😂
Yeah man I always ask myself "is the government spying on schizophrenics enough?" They use invisible helicopters and the colour red but is it enough?
Say what you will, but i love how he conducted himself, despite his "affliction". He seems extremely intelligent, definitely has good oratory skills. I hope he got himself sorted out.
I have a friend who before her mental break down was able to get a masters degree and was a manager for
I agree. Now, this is probably extremely woo-woo and I doubt any rational person would agree with me; But I think his internal reality has something to do with his soul mission. Something we cannot perceive physically. But I’ll just leave that on the internet for anyone to interpret any way they would like to. Or just simply disregard it, you know why you’re here 👁️. You’ve known it the whole time 🎵 🎶 ohh oh oh ohh 🎶 we forget who we are, we walk the walk and eventually remember at last that we are inherently one with God 😊. Usually people who don’t know this are the harmful ones. Stay conscious, my friends ❤
Would you feel bad for him if he wasn't really schizophrenic? This is not how a paranoid schizophrenic acts. This is how a pathological liar acts. Schizophrenics actually believe what they say and don't display much signs of lying. This man is conscious of his lies and there are numerous signs of his lying if you know what to look for. So considering he's not a schizophrenic, I'd say this is an educational film for psychology students, as if they are asking the students 'Is he a schizophrenic or is he just lying?'. Lots of elements of basic psychology here, like the man is an actor, and they are checking basic signs off a list one by one, while the interviewer subtly points them all out to help the students identify them. Learning these things would be important in evaluating criminals, especial criminals claiming 'insanity' in court to avoid going to prison.
Is he lying if he thinks he’s telling the truth?
To whom is he lying too, himself?/ or others who would rather medicate him rather than understand him?
@@godswill2260 I don't think you understand... If he believes he's telling the truth, then he wouldn't need to lie. There are specific traits people exhibit when they lie, proven in human psychology over the last 100 years or more. Let me give you some examples.
The traits for this man are VERY obvious (it's why I believe he's an actor for students). First off, he's not just a paranoid schizophrenic, he's psychotic (if he wasn't lying). A person who was just a 'paranoid schizophrenic' wouldn't think he was a totally different person, they are still the same person inside, but with severe schizophrenia. When someone believes they are 'Abraham Lincoln ' reincarnated, for example, this is what makes someone psychotic. They would have mentioned he was psychotic if he wasn't lying. It's the most important detail about his behavior. Here are some examples of his lying, studied in psychology.
Besides his weird speech pattern (his bad acting). He stumbles on questions and uses things like 'beg your pardon?', during clear and simple questions, to get more time to think of an elaborate response to fortify his lies. Several times he conveniently distracted from the conversation to avoid talking about it, he turned and looked towards the lights and talked to them or spoke about something else, of his choice, to change the subject and avoid answering the question. He plays with his hands or fidgets when he has trouble answering, and when this doesn't coincide with his baseline behavior, this is his subconscious mind acting out his nervousness over the questions, hoping he doesn't get caught. In psychology, these things are characteristic of someone who's lying.
A person who exhibits traits of lying is not psychotic with schizophrenia, he is a pathological liar, a totally different disorder associated with narcissism and personality disorder. Psychotic and schizophrenic people exhibit traits of telling the truth because they actually believe what they say. They don't need to buy time, they don't distract, they don't fidget, etc. These are two different types of people. One has a mental health disorder than prevents them from seeing reality as it truly is. The other person is fully aware of reality and aware he's lying and therefor has the traits of a liar.
And to acknowledge the last part of your comment. They wouldn't give 'anti-psychotic' medication to a liar or someone with a personality disorder. At least not since the 60s. Because that medication would not treat that disorder. They may do this in the 60s or earlier, for example, as a punishment for lying, because they didn't empathize with liars or understand personality disorders like we do today. Things have come A LONG WAY since 50+ years ago.
But I agree, we should ONLY use medication as the ABSOLUTE last resort, we shouldn't be medicating everyone willy nilly like we do today (or like we've always done since the 50s). Today, people can get strong psych meds simply by calling a 1-800 number even, they can get meds just because they are depressed or have anxiety from simple things that happen to us all in life, like a break up or losing a job. These feelings are part of being human and normally we learn how to deal with them on our own without medications. These things can be self-treated or treated with therapy. Drugging is the easy way out and it never fixes the problem forever. Sometimes the drugs make it WORSE and they can never stop taking the meds or the problem gets worse than it would be if they never started taking them.
Pedantry refers to the behavior of a pedant, which is someone who is excessively concerned with formal rules and small details that are not important. It involves the undue display of learning and slavish attention to rules, details, and formality, often annoying others by correcting small errors or emphasizing minor details.
I was just about to look up Pedantry….
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I find this information to be rather shallow and pedantic
That's a very pedantic post, actually.
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His fluency is impressive.
What does this mean? Yes, yes speak English he speaks English with some competency.
My father was mentally healthy. After an operation he was given newer non-opioid pain killers. He became just like this man. It was frightening and fascinating. They took him off the drugs and he promptly returned to normal. I looked up the drugs in the Physician's Desk Reference and a side effect is psychotomimetic reactions in 10% of patients. This is a brain disease.
Thank you for sharing, that is fascinating. I too had an experience like that, personally. It was a synthetic opioid, Tramadol I believe. Do you recall the medication that caused this with your father?
Yes, it was Talwin and Nubane.
He hallucinated a woman crouching in the corner of the room taking notes on our conversation. He talked about his thoughts being controlled by sinister beings through radio waves. He spoke in a strange gibberish language. He hallucinated a mouse on the TV knob changing the channels!
Within hours of stopping the drugs he was back to normal.
@kimellis8943 Thank you. Very kind of you. It was quite a few years ago and it had a happy ending. He was given the drugs after hip replacement surgery which was very successful.
To this day I am wary of pain medications!
It makes me wonder if the American doctors had a purpose or knew if they could make ppl "schizophrenic" by will, then they would profit from sick ppl and keep them "occupied"
Thank you for sharing.
This man is able to talk on another level. I would love to be that confident
This guy is such a damn good talker its crazy
Imagine if he was the last human left on earth. It would just be normal.
😂👍
Imagine if he was telling the truth?? 😂😮
Normale? 😂😂😂😂😂
A breve,toglieranno il disturbo di personalità narcisista dal dsm perché la maggioranza delle persone ne soffre. Ne consegue che chi non sarà narcisista,sarà malato mentale. È accaduta la stessa cosa con le devianze sessuali..
It’s the hashish
@@wmpx34 That's some good toke then lol!😂
He definitely seems military trained!
Was he in a government program and experimented on since childhood? A lot of horrible things were done to children in the name of “science”! It’s been going on for decades! Hopefully he got the help he needed and deprogrammed if that were done
He's an actor. It's not even real.
@@yuribezmenovwasright5625 MkUltra for sure.
Probably attended the same "classes" that Ted Kaczynski attended. Gotta love the government
I was thinking the same thing,Kathy...He's probably been MKULTRA since birth...Generational Military intelligence family...I don't think this man is crazy at all though,I think he's been in some programs that the average person would never understand nor believe.
There was a programs myself and other children where in we where subjected to many things, I am tired of people believing that all people that hear voices are crazy, or if they see things they are crazy, in cultures such as Peru, they do give you differnt things, I was in an off shoot of MK Ulfra, and I was tested for being able to see entities, and so on
How articulate is this guy. Its incredibly engrossing to watch. Theres something very unnerving and strangely believable about how easily the answers roll out, His whole hearted belief in what hes saying makes it so interesting.
Military MKUltra for sure.
1. Claims he is Jehovah.
2. Claims aliens are tormenting his thoughts because God (i.e., himself) created them with limited life expectancy.
3. Claims he is going to nailed to the cross as a result.
Pretty coherent yet bizarre worldview for a schizophrenic.
He seems so irritated she doesn't know all of this already lmfaoo
Right, it seems to really get his pedantry up...
There is the disconnect because at the end he gets frustrated that he’s told her it all already
That's how I feel when I hear/read people still giving "shots" to their pets(and selves)
@@juntjoonunya9216 what
I literally thought the same , he's like "duh I know everything " for surely drug enhanced super soldier shot right here
Wow. I could listen to this man for hours! I wish he'd written a book.
He did. It’s called I am omnipresent
@@squalewally7297 Do you know what his name is? I can't find it, only one of the same name by a woman.
He did one thing really well...and that was how he ended the conversation when he no longer wanted to continue.
My grandmother was paranoid schizophrenic and I'm 42 years old now and I think I'm one also. I don't have delusions that I'm in the CIA or anything but I constantly think everyone is out to get me and poison my drink or food and things of that nature.
please seek help! It is going to help you
Please-please seek help! I'm a daughter of a paranoid schizophrenic mother and my childhood was a living hell. This condition can make not only you miserable, but also people around you. I hope you will be ok❤
@@Januarywitch okay thank you
@@rileyjothecorso9732 call on Jesus as well
@@sarabrown7488 i do my friend constantly, and I found this helps me more than anything. One thing I've noticed is stress can trigger my crazy thinking and most of the time with prayers 🙏 i deal with them pretty good. Something that scares me though is most of the time I can tell myself what I'm thinking isn't real but like only twice did I act out because of my thoughts not physically but verbally. Not long ago i thought my girlfriend's sister said she couldn't stand me and I pictured her saying it to my girlfriend and she started laughing so I didn't say anything at first but I guess where I kept dwelling on it the next day I told her sister I said I feel the exact same way about you 😂 and she said huh an I got ill towards her over nothing my feelings was hurt because I thought she really said that but then I talked to my girlfriend and she said Hope did not say that so I went and talked to her and told her what I thought she said and that's what I meant when I said I feel the exact same way about you and she said next time just ask me what I said and I'll tell you. I felt horrible afterwards but my worries are what if I get worse an act out physically and hurt someone over something that's not even real but for now I'm going to keep on praying.
We need more people like this in the world
You are corresponding with one right now. Unfortunately, for myself, people like us are hated, shunned, and feared, unless they are Stanley Kubrick, Steven King, or John Carpenter.
Dude is describing the Matrix, the actual code Neo sees.
Oh damn good call man! I didn’t think of that.
Right!?
Smh movies really can rot your brain 😭
💯
@@childpeanut5095 The movie did not exist in the 1980s
My Uncle was schizophrenic and I was somewhat fascinated with trying to understand what was going on in his head but he was never this articulate.
Mine too. My father's brother. I have all his letters that he wrote from jail/mental hospital in the 60's. I treasure them.
@lifemusic1980 That's awesome. Especially these days.
I like how he confirms her questions back to her like it's a stupid question that anyone should know.
My thoughts exactly 😂
Dido
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I think that is a technique used to prepare the mind post question to "stall" before generating a reply.
This dude is amazing. He should write a book.
This guy is actually very articulate and seems borderline genius...yet delusional at the same time. What always stands out to me is how genuine he is. You can tell that he actually believes what he is saying and that this is the reality he lives in. His speech reminds me of if you had someone dreaming while they were awake. Like when you try and talk to someone when they are still half asleep and they don't make sense because it's mumbo jumbo from the subconscious mind, it seems like some type of neurological issue .
What is reality... how do you know your reality it the real reality. Either every reality is real, or no reality exist at all...that simple.
The people that are asleep are most of the human race. The ones at the top, the EL-ite are the ones that know the reality of this world. We've all been programmed by our parents, grandparents, teachers, priests......They meant well but they were programmed with lies. If you want to know TRUTH you have to seek it on your own not through the indoctrination system called our educational system aka schools. They indoctrinate you and reward you with a doctorate.
I agree, definitely Neurological. I'd like to know how it is caused. Seems like Schizophrenia just suddenly appears in someone. At not particular time , no particular age .
I'd like to know what the common denominator is in all Schizophrenia.
Like did they all have a particular head injury, or all eat something the same. I don't know . I wonder if anyone actually checked if it is a virus , or a bacteria that got to that one spot in the brain.
Maybe a parasite of some kind.
And what is the epicenter in the brain.
He's articulate because he's telling the truth. 🤷♀️ This lady needs help for her delusions. 😂
@@anniebananie8224You must be a Democrat. Trying to put the normal people in institutions and let the crazy run the world. Oh wait....... I think we have that already.
I knew a guy from decades ago who would explain how to get to the moon using a dishwasher. Once he was done you were left scratching your head thinking jeez could it be possible
I’m not an expert, but it seems like both delusion and intentional deceit are happening. Usually asking to repeat the question or repeating it yourself is for more time to craft an answer.
I don't think that's necessarily true. Repeating someone's most recent words is commonly seen in psychosis (as well as autism and Tourette's syndrome). It's called echolalia and results from thought disorder. I don't think it was deceit, he has nothing to gain. It seems like he believes what he's saying. Though I'm not an expert either.
Sometimes u need to find the words, doesn’t necessarily mean deceit
I think so as well.
The sudden "I am God" talk was an expected crazy guy pivot after all of the rational things he was going over
I hope that lady got the help she needed.
No kidding! 😂
Same 😂
LOL!!!😅
😂😂😂 me too
She got padentry
I can't explain how not crazy this man is. It's about how much you are ready to understand.
Can u pls elaborate? XD I'm truly confused didn't he make it up?
Agreed!!!
lol. more cases here for ya doctor. Dude claims to be jesus and go die on the cross again in the past and you say hes not crazy? wow
@@DarkCelestialConsciousness your can start with channeling. Past life regression therapies. Astral protection. Akashi libraries. Religion will hold back understandings like the fact that we as souls reincarnate and have done it thousands of times. This man was most likely being channeled by a higher being which has no form on this Earth we live on but they do live in the spiritual Realm that we can access depending on how attached to this reality you are . He even has dialogue with the higher being in his head about the lady almost coming to the realization that this man might not be crazy but the higher being clearly understands she is not capable. The higher being has probably killed thousands of people but it's from an understanding that we don't understand because we incarnate in the human body and then dispose of the human body and then incarnate again so the higher being is not looking at dying the way we are looking at dying
Ur prob crazy too 😂
I heard Johnny Depp in an interview talking about studying a character for a role in which the character loses his mind and falls into madness. And he said if you lose your mind and aren't aware of it - then you're home scot-free. But if you're aware that you're losing your mind then it's gonna leave some sort of trauma.
completely opposite to the truth
@@astanfartin1647 So you’re saying if you DON’T know that you’re going crazy then it’s going have a traumatic affect on you - but if you KNOW you’re going crazy then you’re not going to be bothered??
@@buzzin-hornetyes, it happens with dpdr
@@FedArteUrbano It’s annoying when people use shorthand for things when it’s not always known to others. I don’t know what ‘DPDR’ means. So I’m going to have to look it up. It saved you 10 seconds by not writing it out fully, but it costs the rest of us who aren’t aware about 2 minutes having to look it up. YKWIM,ICBF 👍🏼
@@buzzin-hornetdamn you must not know youre mind is slipping. F u. U know what that means
This dude is on point,,,He's articulate ,,highly intelligent ,,and calm,,Most Americans today can't even speak properly ,,
I want a longer video. My uncle came back from the Korean War and was diagnosed Schizophrenic. It very well could have been triggered during the trauma of the war, but I also wonder about the experiments the government did on military.
You get symptoms around 18-20 years old. Don't need some kind of massive conspiracy
Too much acid can trigger schizophrenia and the US DID notoriously experiment on Vietnam soldiers with it. So that's probably what happened to your uncle. Sad.
look up mk ultra.
@@some______guyim aware, but ive also read a lot about MK Ultra. Its not a conspiracy theory.
I find mental health conditions fascinating. I was diagnosed with an emotionally unstable personality disorder. I honestly had no idea. When the clinician told me I said "oh, I didn't know that". They said "yes Darren, that is generally how these things work". I honestly think I'm ok, then I see things like this and just hope to god that I'm not as far gone as this dude.
May i ask what it is about you that led to that diagnosis?,
@@PaddyBoyBKLYN Yes, you can ask. I was basically suicidal through not being able to cope with many things. On my second attempt I jumped out of a window. After being in intensive care for two weeks I was sectioned under the mental health act (British thing) and assessed. That was just one of many clinical diagnosis's I have had over the years and I won't bore you with the rest. I hope that answers your question.
Schizophrenia is different to UEPD/BPD. We're not crazy, we just process reality differently to others.
@@susanredwood2471 Hi there, yes, they are different conditions and I can only assume the dude in this vid was unmedicated at that point ?. His hallucinations would have felt very real to him and I did wonder he if he had any sense of reality. I can only speak for myself but an aspect of my condition is auditory amplification. Sounds that are actually there but just louder. Car engines, children playing across the street, are all amplified to me. Anyway, I hope you are coping ok and no, I don't think you are crazy.
@susanredwood2471 process reality different or see the truth if reality?
He would be a social media celebrity today, on par with Peterson and Rogan 😂
this guy has it together more than I do, and is more articulate than me aswell. I hope to be on his level one day.
😂😂😂😂 for real he sounds so rational now I am wondering if I am really sane
I can’t imagine living in the fight or flight response everyday.
It is so hard to live in a separate, very intense reality. 😢
Imagine if this guy was right about everything?
Oh crap i thought this was an interview with vet. Need to quit smoking so much weed
Are you sure he isn't ?
It’s a psychotropic mixture of too much THC combined with marathon watching of the entire Star Trek series.
He is
I thought the same thing! What if he really is a time traveler? 😂
I love his concluding response. He seems very honest at least.
I’m not as experienced as she is in age, but I would say that if a potentially violent schizophrenic says it’s time to end the interview, don’t challenge them to keep talking.
I’m pretty sure he’s an actor playing the role of an actual patient.
@@davidlanham99 ohh lol that’s lame
@@davidlanham99no, all these interviews are real. There are at least 2 dozen of them any they're not actors
I've seen these before when there were actors playing the role of actual interviews.@@julianperry4242
There are actors in some of them, I've seen them and they say they are actors. @@aprilized
My (...hot...) cousin was schizophrenic and we were always close when young. We had similar goofy personalities and were always clown types (kinda' like the type who is dorky and not always funny to others, but always happy just being silly with one another). We were always okay with being intellectually "weird" or completely egregious with our "matter of fact" curiosities. Of course, with this type of dynamic in play, we experimented sexually with each other. I later was told she had a legit genius iq. After she went back to Texas she developed severe schizophrenia in her late teens.
When I saw her the first time again (at about 20 yrs old and she was 22), I thought she was joking with me. I thought she was just being silly when she talked about "mechanical amoeba in her joints" pissing her off and the "Cayenne Mountain underground government complex" that controlled them. So we were laughing a lot until I EVENTUALLY realized... this was a frightening reality (and it IS frightening to encounter).
There was an absolutely crazy-novel world of narrative that she had going on... It was fascinating in its nuanced detail. Like, I'd silently be asking myself if she somehow was part of some powerful cult or Illuminati, etc. or somehow TRULY had access to incredible experiences because her accounts of such wacky stuff was SO confident and descriptive. It was fascinating to hear... for a while.
It kept seeming like our convos would vacillate between her elaborate lucid lies (like to where I just thought it was a complete bs show), distanced polite conversation (not like when we were young and we were WAY candid with one another), and scary interjections of a seriously-diseased lack of wherewithal from her that incapacitated her agency.
One interesting thing I noticed was that she was still able to be a complex real-world thinker... when she wanted (she just seemed to never want to dedicate mental energy to it beyond her own bs stories). So it wasn't like her brain had degraded with the disease to no longer do math or solve problems, etc. Was this at least part lie?
Ya' know what it felt like to me? it felt like a big irritating show after a while and ti felt like she knew it and just didn't care... where she'd purposely sabotage banal discussion (or discussion not focused on her) or any real world responsibility, etc.
It was like she decided to go inside herself and never come out again... She had deemed society, the external world, and what it had to offer simply not worth it... and I understand completely.
You're delusional and possibly schizophrenic
He’s not wrong, a woman and pot do cure pedentry, even severe pedentry. Also 6:06 kills me every time.
Lol in my experience they lead to pedentry 😅
"Beg your pardon?"
I can't wrap my mind around it but, Wow. He nailed it and made her stumble her words.
Its almost like he bought himself a moment.
This guy seems quite intelligent despite or because of his mental situation.. pretty impressive imaginative answers for on the spot questions
Mental illness of this nature often occurs in people with high intelligence. Peculiar isn’t it? The human brain is fascinating.
@@ghostdogzx-1474 indeed
This man is NOT a Paranoid Schizoprenic. Most of you have no idea what you are watching. His behavior is the result of DARPA experimentation. This has been going on since the 50's and they ramped up the program in the 70's
You say on the spot, but it could be theories he's had in his head for years.... it sounds like that to me.
What if true reality as he explains 🤔
He’s from another dimension.
This guy's vocal cadence and demeanor remind me of Lee Harvey Oswald during his handful of press interviews in New Orleans. Logical and confident tone, but somehow hollow or insincere. As if something is smoldering just below the surface and is barely being contained. Or maybe like an alien who was well read in human history and society attempting to pass as a real human. Doing okay at a glance, but not quite genuine.
I see what you mean, very interesting.
@@UnityAgainstJewishEvil 10:14 also interesting, he mentions "Oakdale" as a place where he underwent torture and various psychological events. There was a Project Oaktree under the broader MK Ultra Program. Oaktree was a joint project conducted by Stanford Research Institute and Time Research Institute. It involved remote viewing, effects of extremely-low-frequency electromagnetic activity on humans and potential for enhancing remote viewing capabilities. Not saying this guy was involved in that, but his reference to Oakdale caught my ear and aligns in a certain sense with some of his statements.
they speak like mk ultra victims who are in hypnotic trances.
Most people did not seem to notice, but our interviewed friend gave the most perfect explanation in regard to his situation: he woke up very, very early. It is as if we tried to build a penthouse over a foundation crafted from wood and nails.
"INCREDIBLY early"
That "beg your pardon?" Gets me eveytime! Dude says it like "mf speak in manner of interlect!" 😂😂
He took the words right out of my mouth.
This guy is a real life K-PAX. I'm willing to bet they went to his room one day and he was gone.
This guy was way before the times. All of this stuff he’s saying has been talked about for years now
Exactly! I can't even count the times that i've been talking to people about the invisible text in front, and behind me. The time is not ripe for us to have that convo.
I think he's processing subconscious realms consciously and it's frustrating him that people can't see what he sees...
It would be the unconscious he is communicating with, the subconscious is the programming layer, like, automatic behaviors and reactions.
Schizophrenia is a result of an overactive consciousness that causes the brain to subsequently dry out from the overactive electro synapses system that it is , and starts to dry the brain therefore causing it to shrink over time and then not allowing the thoughts to connect properly as they once did when they had more areas of the brain to connect too
You are on the money
@@dustinburgos9967 I was a bad meth addict for a few years and after getting sober my doctor said something along these same lines about dehydrating my brain from being awake for to long
Just seems like a mishmash of scifi and western culture at the time. He made it all about him but we still don't know anything about him.
This guy is considered totally normal in today's society 😂
You're proving that with your comment,
Oh no, he is not!
To be perfectly normal by society's standard means going with the herd and don't question most of the information that is told to you.
Ya'll need to stop 😅!
😂😂😂 considering some people are allowed to go around convinced they are the opposite gender and some that they are animals ..he would fit in and be considered sane af
@morbidmanmusic "I'm the best at....my IQ is the highest that......
Only this guy is much more intelligent and articulate than what we currently see.
This guy is amazing! I would love to see an in depth interview with him being conducted by someone who could ask questions in a manner that would appeal to him enough for him to elaborate in detail some of the things which he is talking about. If he had a camera and a laptop he would probably create an awesome TH-cam channel!
When I was a teenager, we would party a lot, get drunk and high. I was like a Rock star, people would seem to flock to me anywhere we went, I knew I could talk to anyone, but a lot of times my mission was to seek out the most crazy person there and start a conversation with them, just to increase my high to an other level, or another dimension.
Once in a while I'd run into someone similar to this guy. Sometimes a man and sometimes a woman. I would trip just listening to 'em. Sometimes I'd disagree with what they were saying a we'd end up in a verbal war with each other. Other times I would go along for what ever ride they were on. What a blast that was.
He is making up this stuff up in his head. I don't think he can get anymore in depth or it may just confuse simple minded people without schizophrenia.
To me, he seems to have suffered a traumatic childhood, possibly serious neglect, mental abuse. He has perfected the imaginary alternate world and behavior pattern. Developing an alternate personality of a intelligence officer, someone strong, well trained, keeping him safe from exterior threats. I can only imagine that solber he may be a danger to others, possibly himself. I hope he finds the help he needs.
I assume you mean 'found'.. he'd be well into his 70's today.
@@CaptApril123 and I pray that he has found peace within his own interior hiding place. There is no greater illness than unrest within one's own mind. Thank you.
You'd think a time traveling intelligence agent would be more enlightened about the psychiatric mass-control industrial complex and perhaps realize that he's looking at an agent of that vast entity, who is merely leading him down a road of categorization toward neutralization.
Maybe he has come back on purpose and prefers this set of circumstances as a more suitable alternative to where society is heading in the future.
He sounds blended with enough reptilian jehovia mindset, being used to confused, poor guy
My son has been schizophrenic since 18 he is now 25 and is currently sectioned after his 3rd relapse. His delusions are as real to him as me typing here now this message. He sees demonic figures - angels - a woman called Mary who is nasty to him and in his reality he has a direct line of contact to God who has a box where when he presses a button he will die. His realities are running deep even with medication. It shatters my heart that this illness has gripped him. I see so much of my son in this man who speaks in this video even the tone of the voice the head movements - the pauses. It is a terrible affliction but I know my son has this beautiful mind and gentle character which is trapped and blocked by the voices and visions that rage around him I would not wish it on my worst enemy :(
Amen. I was healed after 17 years. These things were demons. The Bible was used for prayer and God's word healed me. It was layer after layer and I was healed. Prayers for your son.
What if this guy is actually normal, and we're all wrong ? 😮
Answer that yourself. Wouldn't it be fun?
Seems legit
😂😂😂 would be insane
This guy was way ahead of his time! I think he's onto something! 🤔
Totally. It's like somebody finally understands life and how to cope with it. This man is a visionary.
@@CadillacBunner lol
Yes, some good hash. Dude is like way gone man.... he somehow went from the future to the past to the present. He must have one hell of a time travel agent.
Speaking of time, I think it's time for your Haldol....
From everything I’ve read and heard about time travel and the Theory of Relativity is you can only go into the future, not the past. It is not as incredible as most people imagine. It’s not a very useful action. Time viewing is much more complicated and interesting to me. Although it also has very peculiar limitations. In short, I do not believe this gentleman has actually time traveled in any way, shape, or form.
Sounds like me trying to explain my way out of my "browser-history- interrogation" from my wife😂😂😂
Starting at 6:06
I have childhood onsite schizophrenia. I have the kind were I have delusions and hallucinations and catatonic, where my brain moves painfully slowly.
The catatonic is more problematic. But when there is abuse to me or any around me, then delusions and hallucinations become really bad.
I will see dead people walking. When I was 9 and 10 the school teacher were bad child abusers.
The floor was cement with tile. Bugs, spiders, snakes and rats would come up through the floor and climb on me and eat me.. It was very real to me. And I would be sent to the office to be beat for it.
My mother also had schizophrenia. I am not sure if any others on my mothers side also had.
I also have Multiple personalities. Around 20 of them.
When I was 10 mental health told me to keep my hair long. Because it can seem like I am on drugs, and my hair, when tested, will show I do not do drugs.
Do u recall what type of ritual abuse you suffered in infancy? What secret societies your family was associated with? I believe this type of condition is the result of severe trauma.
@@aWomanFreed My mother was raised by an alcoholic father and was really messed up, My Father was raised by a good family, but was a very bad and abusive parent.
From birth I was neglected and abused. I learned to crawl early as it was neighbors who feed and cared for me.
Growing up I knew many children who committed suicide to escape child abuse.
America is a very bad country when it comes to child abuse..
Many places a child had to be killed before anything is done.
@@cyclenut yes, it’s an all too common experience. May peace be with you.
This guy is probably the most intelligent person in the hospital. His creative mind is amazing
He sounds like an AI with how weirdly he words things, and how he just goes along with any line of questioning.
That goes along neetly with the whole "Jahweh is an AI that put us into an time-loop-prison-matrix" conspiracy theory... didnt he say he is jahweh?
Thats what I thought how he sounded robotic and also hes mannerisms
You mean she. He has emotions while he talks. She just ask like a robot.
Uh, where's part 2? It was just getting good.
He must have given too much info in part 2, and the tape was immediately destroyed
I think this man knows more than most of us.
LOL he ended that like a boss
Pedantry: Obsessive concerns with minor details or rules. This guy knows what he is talking about.
Except John the Baptist didn’t die on the cross next to Jesus. He got his head cut off at a party
@@jpants5144well..it's only my opinion I may be right or wrong, you'll find them both at the grand canyon at sundown
listen again... he claims the person beside Jesus on the cross was "the first" John the Baptist but "he didn't die there"@@jpants5144
@@jpants5144 he wasn't at the party he was in the dungeon.
@@forranach well his head made it to the party! I was correcting the guy in the video, with a bit of levity…..sorry u didn’t “get it”
This is me talking to my workmates
I just love his ending..when you're done, you're done. 😂
I wouldn’t doubt it one bit if this man is totally SANE HE KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT HES TALKING ABOUT
This guy is the most confident person I've ever seen
This guy is telling the truth I know this because I'm a schizophrenic
This guy is the real John Conner....
Schizophrenia is awareness of things outside the normal sensory field. People get mentally ill when they can’t distinguish between what is from this world and what is beyond, and what they see that other people doesn’t, and thus can’t relate with.
They aren’t really sick, they become sick from not being understood, suddenly the world becomes alien to them, and that’s when the sickness starts to evolve past the point of no return for many.
Potential sages, healers and guides get lost because of the narrow mind of psychiatrists and doctors.
Pretty much can lead this guy with any question and he will have the answer. The mind is very powerful
What a great author he would be like most authors live in this kind of creative world…. Seeming sooooo real
I had a relative become a schizophrenic. Shit is terrible. He went from totally normal to very odd. He seamed to lose intelligence as well. This guy was probably normal, well liked, and like anyone else, before this.