@ Today He is speaking to you. Trust me I know what the pain is like when you just want someone… I am very familiar with and I promise PROMISE you God is with you in it. Even the very hairs on your head are all numbered @hemlighet
@ I was watching a video of a street preacher earlier and I was thinking man I really want to encourage someone … and then you messaged this. God is good 🙌
@BenMcleanhall I can totally relate not so much of preaching on the street but I love helping people and I have to sometimes remember that it's all glory to God none for me I'm just doing my purpose on Earth ❤️🙏💪✝️💯
You already *are* good enough. I'm not saying don't have goals or aspirations. But try to understand you're also fine as you are. Stay blessed. 🤗 @knightforlorn6731
I’ve been struggling with loneliness a lot lately and I prayed to God 30 minutes ago to help me move on and this popped up. Thank you for this video brother. God is truly using you.
@@rosahoran2480 Realistically you may experiences loneliness. I do all the time and struggle with it a lot. Even I question if God is there, but I know he is for I’m still alive. The fact you’re alive is evidence that God hasn’t left you. God is the author of life and you aren’t alive by mistake. We are dependent meaning that in order to simply breathe we need a functioning body. That which God sustains for us daily without our need of asking. So rest easy you’re not alone, it’s just hard to accept this reality when your situation/circumstances says otherwise.
THANK YOU .... I'm an artist and designer and have been lonely for my whole adult life ... UNTIL ... I cultivated my relationship with God exactly as how you portray in this video. I have found peace and comfort in my newfound friendship with Christ, my big brother and my King. Thank you for showing me I'm not alone in this journey. I look forward to knowing you all as we are family in eternity. God Bless us ALL.
Anyone reading this, please please please pray for me. For the past 3 years I've been suffering from digestive issues that have taken everything I once enjoyed in my life and no doctor seems to be able to figure out what's wrong with my body. I can't go out with my boyfriend, friends or family without having to constantly worry about where there is a bathroom near or if my stomach is feeling normal or not. I can't eat almost anything without having diarrhea or very urgent bowel movements. I almost can't leave the house these days. I even miss classes in university because of this. It's very very hard living this way. Please pray that God heals me or takes me to rest with Him, because I truly can't feel joy living like this. Thank you. God bless you all ❤ Edit: thank you so much to everyone who has replied, prayed for me and gave me suggestions to try. In time I will respond to all your comments and I will try everything you suggested. I just wanted to say something quick to everyone who might be going through the same as me: one day we will all have a big feast together in our new healthy bodies, that's a promise from our Lord and He never breaks his promises. One day we will all be together as a big family and eat so much delicious food without having to worry. I hope this keeps you hopeful. I pray we can all be healthy again as soon as possible. God bless you all. We are so blessed to be part of this family 🤍
I am also going thru digestive issues. The best thing helping me right now is a Functional Medicine doctor who really knows the gut. I also recommend Dr. William Davis and his Super Gut book. He is also on TH-cam. The gut is so important to our overall health therefore we need to learn how to take care of it to be well. I could go on for hours on the subject. It will get better. God bless. 😊
Once again, you hit the nail on the head. I've been alone and lonely almost all my life. I've struggled with feelings of being unworthy of anyone's love. Now, I see the perfect love was waiting for me all along. God bless you and your ministry.
Same here. Research shows we are biologically wired to need physical touch. Illnesses and shortened life spans are, sadly, often the results of prolonged loneliness and lack of physical touch. I don't subscribe to 'God is all you need' when it excludes community and connections with other people. We might go through a season of being alone, but God wired us to need each other, and ultimately we will never grow and thrive in isolation. In my opinion, we need each other to fully experience God.
I cried all morning from this problem, then opened youtube where this popped out at the very perfect timing. Now i’m crying more, but as tears of joy. Truly comforts me, thank you God for letting me know. Thank you imbeggar.
Being unseen is the most painful feeling in the world. Growing up, I was ignored by my peers because I was quiet. My parents didn't really "get" me. I kind of learned to just fade in the background. Eventually, I projected that on God. I felt like He didn't care about me, either. I started craving attention from anyone who gave it to me, and I made bad decisions. I'd feel hurt when I didn't get it, and I'd just withdraw and disappear. I have maybe unfair expectations of people. Lots of jealously. Now I'm completely isolated. I am trying to reach out to people but the feeling of rejection still rears it's ugly head. I still don't see myself as a particularly worthwhile person, even when people compliment me and see things that I don't see. But the thing I want most is to feel like God sees and cares about me. Not just intellectually but experientially. I just haven't felt that. I hope that if I come across someone who feels this way that I'll reach out to them. This video portrayed the pain of loneliness so well. It's really becoming an epidemic.
We are in the end time this is why it is at it's peak. Jesus "the end times will be worse than ever before on earth and will never be again" It is about to get super crazy pretty soon, those who endure til the end will be saved! Life is painful even moreso these days I hope you find peace!!
I'm out in the woods for 45 days so far. It's been lonely, scary, isolating, hurtful (spent my birthday alone and was trolled by my own mom😢).. but.. I've been talking to Jesus every day.. thankful for blessings I never knew I had. Met a faithful old woman from Poland (when I prayed for God to send me one of His for me to learn from) and she taught me her mission and her testimony, her trials in isolation. Instead of crying now, I remember how abandoned and alone and hurt Jesus was for us. I've had setbacks but over all.. I've learned that those who have trespassed against me, wouldn't have done that if they knew. Same as when I was the old one. Praying we all get a chance to Love each other again ❤ God is in control and He knows where we need to be and will get us there in His time for our benefit. That's True Love 😢
Jesus loves you, stay strong and safe and don’t let others bring you down and say false things against you. You got this Jesus gives His strongest soldiers the hardest battles
@Kristel280 I completely understand that. Hatred will blind you. Almost two months ago I let my soul fall into an extreme sense of anger, every thought was "I hate you God" and I sat in that state for nearly 2 weeks. It is an exhausting thing, and it makes you feel hopeless. I ended up getting really sick afterwards and all I really had was God and he brought me through it. He still loves you when you hate him man, even thought I didn't really get any answers, he brought me through it and still loves me. I know he still loves you too. Your emotions and thoughts and circumstances cannot compare to his love, patience, and mercy for you.
I'll tell you a story about a guy that was locked in a room, he locked himself in there and when he tried to open them to someone the doors shut down by the fate. But always there was a person that always knocked to the door, the guy always let him in even in his lowest. The person showed him lessons, the lessons were painful, miserable, lonely and the guy felt like he wanted to die. But he put trust into the person. He found that even felling it again he can trust him and always find an answer or a lesson to learn from and now the guy is telling you this in this little story made of metaphors. I know that you might feel soulless, hopeless, lifeless and lonely but I tell you that if you turn to God and take the advice from this video you're life can change for better. I will pray for you, and I hope you will find God in you're life. God bless.
I've been battling this lately. What divine timing. I'm scared of being perceived as a failure by almost everyone, so I isolate myself. At the same time it gets lonely in isolation.
ME TOO I DONT CARE ABOUT BEING A FAILURE I JUST WISH I COULD GET A GIRLFRIEND AND RECEIVE INTIMACY MAINE IM ACHING FROM BEING DEPRIVED I BELIEVE IN THE BIBLE SO IM NOT SPEAKING ABOUT SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE IM TALKING ABOUT BEING DEPRIVED OF HUGGING A WOMAN, HOLDING HER HAND, THIS STUFF IS NO JOKE
Being alone in my old age has always been my greatest fear. And now here it is. I speak to God every night, but struggle to feel worthy. I had someone in my life who took everything away from me, just because he could. Now I feel broken, it's like ptsd. Thank you for this video, I love it. Just knowing all you guys like me are out there helps. God bless
I needed this video because I moved out to the country, now I’ve experienced both types of this loneliness. I’m disabled. I’m a relatively new believer, I feel like I’m uphill both ways. The Lord Jesus has been waiting for me to trust him and not myself. I pray this solution can be achieved in my lifetime.
This is what I needed these days, thank you! When I was at confession, i said that I envy people who have close friends and beloved ones, so priest said to me “You shouldn’t, because you have your best friend - Jesus who knows and loves you more than anyone ever could”. That made me cry of how true it is.
When I was in confession I told the priest that loneliness is one of the major reasons I keep falling into sexual sin. He told me it's normal and that I should remember that God is always there with me even if I don't realize it. And if I am truly meant to be with somebody for marriage then I should pray for that person and prepare for that vocation, which consists of being content with God's company and getting closer to Him.
8:22 wow. I know that I am being led by God because you just gave the exact same definition for love that God gave me. It is this: “Love is the choice of the will to seek after and fight for the good of the other person.” And wow you just pretty much said that.
2024 was the worst year for me.I have got no friends in high school. It just hurts so much and I always feel so empty and bored. This video helped me so much.❤ And the quality of this video is so good 🔥
As much I agree with you, I also feel like it’s been downplayed the idea of a significant other, a friend you can rely on. I been struggling with the mindset of "You don’t need nobody else you only need God", by that sense I shall stay at home and do nothing but pray. We all need someone in our life, having God as the center of our life is our core. But humans require physical touch too.
I was very happy to run across your videos today! As someone who has lived unintentionally as a hermit/widow for the past 4 years, I agree with everything said. Loneliness greatly subsides when God becomes first in life. Looking forward to seeing more of your videos. May God richly bless you! 🙏
With me, I don’t have any trouble believing I’m not alone, or seeing the scriptures that say I’m not alone. But to actually make the connection from knowledge to my experience and not feeling alone anymore is the difficult part.
Same here, it's very hard to cope with that feeling but whenever I get overwhelmed by it I try to pray. Prayer usually helps, sometimes without me even realizing it.
Same here. The closer I walk with Christ the lonelier I feel. I think it's because when building intimacy with The Lord and more of his Spirit engulfs me, nothing in this world can satisfy anymore. And I see how shallow and void most people are of that spirit and there is not an equal connection.
you dont make videos enough man, ive had to rewatch all your videos now like 2 dozen times. love the videos, your talent is amazing and the animation quality is superb and the topics of the videos are always educational. wish the best 🙏
I was a very lonely person before I believed. I've never had many friends (autistic), but I've always had my mum. She's my best friend, I trust her completely and I've never had to doubt how very loved I am. And yet I felt very lonely for a long time. Because you're right, no amount of love from other people is enough. We need God's love to complete us and satisfy the longing in our hearts. Ever since I put my faith in Jesus I haven't been lonely. My heart knows a joy like never before. If anyone is feeling lonely, turn to Him, depend on Him. He will never let you down. ❤
*I'm favoured only God knows how much I praise Him,* $230k every 4weeks! | now have a big mansion and can now afford anything and also support God's work and the church.
Only God knows how much grateful i am. After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!
I started pretty low, though, $5000 thereabouts. The return came massive. Joey is in school doing well, telling me of new friends he's meeting in school. Thank you Evelyn Vera, you're a miracle.
Wow...I know her too she is a licensed broker and a FINRA agent she is popular in US and Canada she is really amazing woman with good skills and experience.
I needed this honestly because Christmas is the hardest time of the year for me. I don’t have someone I love dearly but I feel I will someday but I figure God is way more important. He’s gotten me through so much especially my parents’ deaths.
This is incredible: It made me laugh, cry, laugh, cry, laugh, cry, laugh, cry and finally made me happy and feeling compassion about all those feeling lonely!
I have been feeling lonely for some years, this last 2 months it become even more evident and strong, surrounded by people yet "invisible", making strange things in echange of some atention and any little atention was like true love. Thanks for the video, now i can be in peace.
the fact that this video popped up after i had a small mental breakdown over being and or feeling so alone just shows me how much closer god is to me than i realize😌🙂
Im lost for words. The video is absolutely phenominal. Theres definitely an epidemic of loneliness particularly on young men. Im inspired as a young follower of Christ to seek Christ with more intensity in my cycles of loneliness. God bless you sir!!!!
My problem is that the loneliness has come back. I'd be lying if I said I was doing a good job practicing the faith as of late, but I definitely was doing a good job for a long time as I became very on fire for Christ when I came back to the faith. Things were great for almost a year, and then I started feeling very empty and alone and unheard in my prayers. Naturally like the wretched human I am, I've turned to sin for quick comforts during this time. I just want to feel God in my life again.
@timu-san The heart wants you to reach out to others for pleasure. All I need is Christ. Even if I die with no family or spouse, it doesn't matter. It leaves me together with Christ.
Watching...only 1:10 in and I totally feel this. at 45 I've NEVER felt I belonged...even in my family who I know love me.. and I feel guilty about how i feel when i know people like family love me...
Thank you God for this channel. Thank you God for this individual’s heart that can communicate your love fluently to mine. What I love most about your video is you get it. A lot of videos about loneliness is: 5 steps, 5 scriptures, or the 5 ways to get more friends etc. It’s good advice but people are looking for understanding and acceptance, not a tutorial. Thank you for reminding me that God is that acceptance, that understanding. That PUL gets to the heart of it and we can come to Jesus openly. Again, thank you.
I’m not gonna lie, I had 2 friendships end today and then you had this posted the day before. In fact I cried for the first time all year today. So thank you so much for posting this.
He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress. - Psalm 46:10-11
Believing in God is very lonely also. I have to go to an invisible person who rarely responds to me. And the more important a situation is to me, the quieter He is. I've been promised a friend that sticks closer than a brother, but I got a wall to talk to instead. No one has any real answers to life's problems, just religious hopium to sell.
First of all. You went wrong with thinking God is a genie. Just because you pray to Him about a particular situation doesn’t mean He’s going to give it to you on a silver platter it doesn’t work that way Christianity definitely doesn’t work that way either. You have to have Faith and sincerely want to build a relationship with him without expecting any worldly thing in return. Gods time is the best just because what you wanted at that point didnt happen doesn’t mean He’s not working to give you something better than the last. He wants you to completely rely on Him and His word and not your own strength. And please you were never promised a friend that sticks closer than a brother yes it’s written in the bible but it was not a promise and it said you will find not you will be given 🙏🏾. And if you’re not Hearing from God it is a sign to change your ways and revert your path to align with His. He’s always waiting on us and it’s left to us to take charge of the steering wheel and go to Him 🙏🏾 have a blessed day and remember God is neither a genie nor a wall cuz He’s always there, watching , listening and knows our heart desires
I don’t think God is forcing us to be alone, rather forcing us to learn to push through it. YOU can get out into the world, and talk to people. YOU 💯 can, even if the large majority of people you meet suck, YOU will eventually find your tribe. YOU will eventually find your spouse, but YOU have to do something. ASK God for the strength to get out into the world, and stop asking God to bring someone to YOU. Gotta do your part 🫡 🙏🏼
Don't isolate yourself, humanity doesn't suck, there's still great people down here. We're social creatures too, we're billions! Not all are bad, be patient and open to others. I'm very isolated too but I know a lot of it is my fault. I plan to work on it very soon with God's help.
What a beautiful video brother, there is time i accept myself to be alone especially how I've backstabbed people, how ignorance I've been and especially how childish I've been with the lady. There is time I accept myself loneliness is to let God known myself who I really am and to be honest I accept it mostly it help me to mature my life a bit better and get me to be talking to him even if I fall short. So for me loneliness is not a punishment but for me loneliness is a gift to know God is with me and wanna give thanks to Jesus christ for it.
I really loved this video. Loneliness is a really strong feeling for me, greatly because I don't speak so much. There were a lot of times that I passed a day basically almost without trading a word with anyone, there were others days that I actually succeded at speaking well with people. But even on those days, sometimes the loneliness kinda stayed, like in a addiction, "I was able to speak, but I wanted to be able to do this and that too". But this makes a lot of sense. Really there is no way to fulfil those feelings and get rid of the loneliness completely without God. We can only partially forget it for some time, but in God we have a friend, the most important one.
It’s hard. I see everyone having what I always wanted, real and loyal friendships, and supporting and close family members. I only get pain, emotional abuse, bullying from family and I have no friends. I have talked to God, sacrificed my life, and try not to fall back into temptations but it’s all so hard. I know it’s inevitable to live a life with pain but I feel like it’s ridiculous how much I went through and still continuing to go through. I can’t force myself to smile or be happy in my circumstances when everything and everyone is so life draining and not adding much value to my life. Just nothing but negativity. Just why can’t I have a close and supportive family and friendships. Why can’t something just go right in my life. It’s always something each year. Literally hate myself and life, I just don’t see the point of this all.
I was looking for a comment like this. I don't know what to say to you other than I resonate with you. Even if God loves us so much and he's always present, what difference does it make? If I'm suffering and I can't see him or get an answer from him, how is the situation any better? It makes God feel imaginary, even though I believe he is real.
Hey i hope you're doing well 💞 and i know life is hard but we gotta make it to the end God did not give up on you yet you are blessed to evan wakeup today and the problem is we compere ourselves to everyone not everyone story is the same were all different and if you need someone to talk i am here and i wish you the best in life❤ you have so much more to experience in life don't let the temperory pain to take over you.i can be your friend if you want to
I can definitely relate in certain ways. I recall looking back to the bible story when elijah was persecuted, he was in a terrible state of depression 1 Kings 19:4-9 Then Elijah walked for a whole day into the desert. He sat down under a bush and asked to die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he prayed. “Let me die. I am no better than my ancestors.” 5 Then he lay down under the tree and slept. Suddenly an angel came to him and touched him. “Get up and eat,” the angel said. 6 Elijah saw near his head a loaf baked over coals and a jar of water, so he ate and drank. Then he went back to sleep. 7 Later the Lord’s angel came to him a second time. The angel touched him and said, “Get up and eat. If you don’t, the journey will be too hard for you.” 8 So Elijah got up and ate and drank. The food made him strong enough to walk for forty days and nights to Mount Sinai, the mountain of God. 9 There Elijah went into a cave and stayed all night. Just as The Father comforted elijah, He can also comfort you. I am sorry for the terrible things you've gone through in life, please remember you are not alone, not as long as He is with you. Good things come with time, and in His timing, not ours. I know it can be frustrating, but please try to keep being patient. It's often that we have to go through bad times in life before we can get to the good times. But there is hope in Him. I suggest reading more about Elijah's story whenever possible. And of course I suggest reading the rest of the Bible too of course but yea 🙂
Try to spend more time alone with Father and our King Yahushua (Jesus), spend time meditating on Him. Focusing on Him, thinking of Him. Remember that He loves you and cares for you. And also think of your love for Him.
Idk man. I pray and pray and pray. Haven’t felt God’s presence once. I shouldn’t have to imagine that He’s there or do these “exercises” explained in this video to actually feel something. When my faith is strong, subconsciously, it still feels like I’m fooling myself. It’s all a mystery and always will be. I can’t claim to have a relationship with someone who I don’t even know is there or not. I will try to have faith the rest of my life, but I cannot pretend that I know God. I want it to be real so bad. I want to walk with Jesus, but ultimately, I feel like no one is there.
first of all i just want to say faith is not a feeling. i used to think it was too and ive had very doubtful faith too so i know where your coming from and ill be praying for you. i know this is kinda the church answer but that voice subconsciously saying God isn’t real is the devil, trust me he’s used the same tactics against me. he wants you to feel doubtful that God isn’t real and make you think faith is different from what it is. faith is knowing God exists without proof. its not evidence or a feeling, its knowing God exists because of simply creation itself. ask yourself this, how could an explosion create the universe, explosions destroy things. ok then you think, alright there’s a creator but how do i know its God, well which God actually comes running to you and lets you decide what you do with your fate, which God gives you free will and died for you so you could live. trust me i know the feeling your feeling and it sucks, but i believe you can overcome the doubts because they are just lies. i would suggest watching his video on faith he has some great points that i think would help you. i’m also making a video on faith that i’ll upload soon that you should watch.
It took years of prayer to feel God's presence. I know now I had to learn how to pray. Learn how to fast and fast perfectly. Faith is an uncertain path of certainty. Be humble, and don't despair. Despair is of the devil. And pray for everyone. Don't rely on feeling either. That leaves you open to prelest. Try to keep yourself free of sin because that's what separates us from God ( although we all fail constantly). Just bear your cross and walk. There's literally nothing else better to do.
John 20:29 KJV [29] Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed. One thing that kept me from God for so long was relying on human "wisdom". My thoughts constantly kept pulling me away from deep prayer and presence before God. I had one day given over my feeble human efforts and just began speaking in tongues. No clue given as how to do it, I just started making sounds and emptying my mind. I did that for an hour straight until a breakthough happened. It was when I gave up all my own thoughts and human effort when I felt God the strongest. Faith is knowing that your thoughts and efforts are filthy rags before God, so you have to give them all up. God knows what you need, so empty yourself and open to Him. Besides, who is to say those thoughts are even yours. Satan owns your flesh, so he can implant thoughts to deceive you from giving your will over to God.
Wow. I could've written this word for word. Sometimes, I worry if it's all just wishful thinking. But I want to walk with Jesus more than anything. I wish I could've been there when He was here on earth. But I can't fool myself, either. I hope people here have advice for you.
"He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief" He understands our pains and loves us infinitely. The most amazing friend we could ever ask for
I really REALLY needed this video.
I've been struggling with loneliness for a while. I'm certain this is a sign from God
You and me brother
You and us brother. I've been struggling with loneliness for a bit now, and it's come to it's head the past couple of weeks. God's timing.
WE brothers
Actually, me too!
@@corlissemery9258 Gonna pray for you man
Psalm 34:18- God is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit
AMEN ❤
That's not my experience. God is silent. Has been for 40 years
@ Today He is speaking to you. Trust me I know what the pain is like when you just want someone… I am very familiar with and I promise PROMISE you God is with you in it. Even the very hairs on your head are all numbered @hemlighet
@ I was watching a video of a street preacher earlier and I was thinking man I really want to encourage someone … and then you messaged this. God is good 🙌
@BenMcleanhall I can totally relate not so much of preaching on the street but I love helping people and I have to sometimes remember that it's all glory to God none for me I'm just doing my purpose on Earth ❤️🙏💪✝️💯
Adam was with God and talked to God. Still God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him.”
Amen.
*) Suitability not guaranteed
You already *are* good enough. I'm not saying don't have goals or aspirations. But try to understand you're also fine as you are. Stay blessed. 🤗 @knightforlorn6731
I’m glad you said what I was thinking.
Christ does not save us apart from his body, of which he makes us members.
Recently I prayed for a hug, and the next morning i got one from someone i wasnt expecting to even see again.
You're very fortunate. Recently I've been praying for a wife and still haven't gotten one. 😎
@ModelJames13 shiiiiit, first time eh?
@@hamsterSNAKE Nope I've been praying for a wife.......... for a long time..... 👀
@@ModelJames13Yeah God’s timing can take a lifetime. Its crazy
@@ModelJames13maybe because it’s only something you want not what you need
I’ve been struggling with loneliness a lot lately and I prayed to God 30 minutes ago to help me move on and this popped up. Thank you for this video brother. God is truly using you.
Let us pray for one another that we might feel belonging in his body. Intimacy in his Spirit and in one another.
Both my parents passed away god gave me strength to push through im an only child .God does love us .Really thoughtfull video
I'm so sorry dude
Psalm 27:10
When my father and my mother forsake me,
Then the Lord will take care of me.
Sorry for your loss
Sorry for your loss. God bless you with peace and comfort in heart 🙏
Sorry for your loss! ❤
Just got here, but I already know I’m going to cry
I was crying 30 seconds in 💀
IMbeggar has that effect
Loneliness is what brought me to Jesus. Praise God for that!
In the this world we feel lonely, it is not our home.
Until you lose God, you are never truly alone…
There's some honesty for once.... Until
Real. 🗿
Are those in hell then truly alone?
That stopped working for me a long time ago and faced reality
@@rosahoran2480 Realistically you may experiences loneliness. I do all the time and struggle with it a lot. Even I question if God is there, but I know he is for I’m still alive. The fact you’re alive is evidence that God hasn’t left you. God is the author of life and you aren’t alive by mistake. We are dependent meaning that in order to simply breathe we need a functioning body. That which God sustains for us daily without our need of asking. So rest easy you’re not alone, it’s just hard to accept this reality when your situation/circumstances says otherwise.
THANK YOU .... I'm an artist and designer and have been lonely for my whole adult life ... UNTIL ... I cultivated my relationship with God exactly as how you portray in this video. I have found peace and comfort in my newfound friendship with Christ, my big brother and my King. Thank you for showing me I'm not alone in this journey. I look forward to knowing you all as we are family in eternity. God Bless us ALL.
Save me Lord for I can’t save myself.
That's the kind of prayer He is sure to answer.
God is giving me a sign rn
I 💯 agree
So cool how we can all really go thru the same thing
Anyone reading this, please please please pray for me. For the past 3 years I've been suffering from digestive issues that have taken everything I once enjoyed in my life and no doctor seems to be able to figure out what's wrong with my body. I can't go out with my boyfriend, friends or family without having to constantly worry about where there is a bathroom near or if my stomach is feeling normal or not. I can't eat almost anything without having diarrhea or very urgent bowel movements. I almost can't leave the house these days. I even miss classes in university because of this. It's very very hard living this way. Please pray that God heals me or takes me to rest with Him, because I truly can't feel joy living like this. Thank you. God bless you all ❤
Edit: thank you so much to everyone who has replied, prayed for me and gave me suggestions to try. In time I will respond to all your comments and I will try everything you suggested. I just wanted to say something quick to everyone who might be going through the same as me: one day we will all have a big feast together in our new healthy bodies, that's a promise from our Lord and He never breaks his promises. One day we will all be together as a big family and eat so much delicious food without having to worry. I hope this keeps you hopeful. I pray we can all be healthy again as soon as possible. God bless you all. We are so blessed to be part of this family 🤍
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I am also going thru digestive issues. The best thing helping me right now is a Functional Medicine doctor who really knows the gut. I also recommend Dr. William Davis and his Super Gut book. He is also on TH-cam. The gut is so important to our overall health therefore we need to learn how to take care of it to be well. I could go on for hours on the subject. It will get better. God bless. 😊
I suffer from IBS and probably an ulcer. It is pure Hell. The only thing helping that is to change diet radically
On it. Much love ❤
Maybe your gut biome is messed up… consider to try probiotics for a time…
This video is so perfectly timed with a lot of students going into Christmas break, at home alone away from friends and people!
Once again, you hit the nail on the head. I've been alone and lonely almost all my life. I've struggled with feelings of being unworthy of anyone's love. Now, I see the perfect love was waiting for me all along. God bless you and your ministry.
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Even with all of God's love, I still miss the human touch.
Me too. I need some human touch! 👀
YOU ARE SPOT ON TOUCH STARVATION IS A REAL THING AND WITHOUT IT IT WEAKENS YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM AND YOUR BODY WILL START TO ACHE
Same here. Research shows we are biologically wired to need physical touch. Illnesses and shortened life spans are, sadly, often the results of prolonged loneliness and lack of physical touch. I don't subscribe to 'God is all you need' when it excludes community and connections with other people. We might go through a season of being alone, but God wired us to need each other, and ultimately we will never grow and thrive in isolation. In my opinion, we need each other to fully experience God.
Your messages just hit too hard… i love the truth you are preaching.
I cried all morning from this problem, then opened youtube where this popped out at the very perfect timing. Now i’m crying more, but as tears of joy. Truly comforts me, thank you God for letting me know. Thank you imbeggar.
This video brought me to tears.
Hope everyone finds the love they need in their life.
Amen 🙏
Being unseen is the most painful feeling in the world. Growing up, I was ignored by my peers because I was quiet. My parents didn't really "get" me. I kind of learned to just fade in the background. Eventually, I projected that on God. I felt like He didn't care about me, either. I started craving attention from anyone who gave it to me, and I made bad decisions. I'd feel hurt when I didn't get it, and I'd just withdraw and disappear. I have maybe unfair expectations of people. Lots of jealously. Now I'm completely isolated. I am trying to reach out to people but the feeling of rejection still rears it's ugly head. I still don't see myself as a particularly worthwhile person, even when people compliment me and see things that I don't see. But the thing I want most is to feel like God sees and cares about me. Not just intellectually but experientially. I just haven't felt that.
I hope that if I come across someone who feels this way that I'll reach out to them. This video portrayed the pain of loneliness so well. It's really becoming an epidemic.
We are in the end time this is why it is at it's peak. Jesus "the end times will be worse than ever before on earth and will never be again" It is about to get super crazy pretty soon, those who endure til the end will be saved! Life is painful even moreso these days I hope you find peace!!
Same here I don’t feel Him or hear Him
Same for me. I've never heard or felt Him either 😔
Have you ever been to church? If so, what kind of church?
I'm out in the woods for 45 days so far. It's been lonely, scary, isolating, hurtful (spent my birthday alone and was trolled by my own mom😢).. but.. I've been talking to Jesus every day.. thankful for blessings I never knew I had. Met a faithful old woman from Poland (when I prayed for God to send me one of His for me to learn from) and she taught me her mission and her testimony, her trials in isolation. Instead of crying now, I remember how abandoned and alone and hurt Jesus was for us. I've had setbacks but over all.. I've learned that those who have trespassed against me, wouldn't have done that if they knew. Same as when I was the old one. Praying we all get a chance to Love each other again ❤
God is in control and He knows where we need to be and will get us there in His time for our benefit. That's True Love 😢
Jesus loves you, stay strong and safe and don’t let others bring you down and say false things against you. You got this Jesus gives His strongest soldiers the hardest battles
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Definitely been extremely angry at God for my loneliness.
This helped and stirs my turbulent soul.
Me too. I sit here and try to understand if I even belive anymore. All I can feel is anger. Not love.
@Kristel280 I completely understand that. Hatred will blind you. Almost two months ago I let my soul fall into an extreme sense of anger, every thought was "I hate you God" and I sat in that state for nearly 2 weeks.
It is an exhausting thing, and it makes you feel hopeless. I ended up getting really sick afterwards and all I really had was God and he brought me through it.
He still loves you when you hate him man, even thought I didn't really get any answers, he brought me through it and still loves me. I know he still loves you too. Your emotions and thoughts and circumstances cannot compare to his love, patience, and mercy for you.
@Kristel280 That's not to say I still feel residual anger at God. This year has been my worst.
@@surrealsupercell7217 I am actually angry at myself.
No freaking way...I was legit just saying this and doom scrolling....was about to call it a night and this popped up
Same. Another "God-cidence"
The loneliness
A brother is dying inside here.
Hey man, I'm an administrator on the discord server if you hop in we would happily talk to you and keep you company, godbless you
You are loved, brother.
I'll tell you a story about a guy that was locked in a room, he locked himself in there and when he tried to open them to someone the doors shut down by the fate.
But always there was a person that always knocked to the door, the guy always let him in even in his lowest.
The person showed him lessons, the lessons were painful, miserable, lonely and the guy felt like he wanted to die.
But he put trust into the person.
He found that even felling it again he can trust him and always find an answer or a lesson to learn from and now the guy is telling you this in this little story made of metaphors.
I know that you might feel soulless, hopeless, lifeless and lonely but I tell you that if you turn to God and take the advice from this video you're life can change for better.
I will pray for you, and I hope you will find God in you're life.
God bless.
@@sharkfan0902 I have a friend that seems in need of that, what is the name of the server?
I've been battling this lately. What divine timing. I'm scared of being perceived as a failure by almost everyone, so I isolate myself. At the same time it gets lonely in isolation.
ME TOO I DONT CARE ABOUT BEING A FAILURE I JUST WISH I COULD GET A GIRLFRIEND AND RECEIVE INTIMACY MAINE IM ACHING FROM BEING DEPRIVED I BELIEVE IN THE BIBLE SO IM NOT SPEAKING ABOUT SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE IM TALKING ABOUT BEING DEPRIVED OF HUGGING A WOMAN, HOLDING HER HAND, THIS STUFF IS NO JOKE
Being alone in my old age has always been my greatest fear. And now here it is. I speak to God every night, but struggle to feel worthy. I had someone in my life who took everything away from me, just because he could. Now I feel broken, it's like ptsd. Thank you for this video, I love it. Just knowing all you guys like me are out there helps. God bless
The timing couldn’t have been more perfect
I needed this video because I moved out to the country, now I’ve experienced both types of this loneliness. I’m disabled. I’m a relatively new believer, I feel like I’m uphill both ways. The Lord Jesus has been waiting for me to trust him and not myself. I pray this solution can be achieved in my lifetime.
I love how relatable and educational your videos always are Beggar. We're blessed to have you.
This is what I needed these days, thank you! When I was at confession, i said that I envy people who have close friends and beloved ones, so priest said to me “You shouldn’t, because you have your best friend - Jesus who knows and loves you more than anyone ever could”. That made me cry of how true it is.
When I was in confession I told the priest that loneliness is one of the major reasons I keep falling into sexual sin. He told me it's normal and that I should remember that God is always there with me even if I don't realize it. And if I am truly meant to be with somebody for marriage then I should pray for that person and prepare for that vocation, which consists of being content with God's company and getting closer to Him.
8:22 wow. I know that I am being led by God because you just gave the exact same definition for love that God gave me. It is this: “Love is the choice of the will to seek after and fight for the good of the other person.” And wow you just pretty much said that.
I've missed this guy so much ngl. And this is literally just what I need. Thanks man ❤
This video has changed my life. Thank you. Thank God.
A lot of brothers and sisters in Christ including myself needed a video like this, thank you man ❤️
Thank you for putting your 100% for God. May God bless you
Thank you so much man. I’ve been struggling with loneliness recently and really wrestling with it. This is a sign from The Lord I’m sure of it
2024 was the worst year for me.I have got no friends in high school. It just hurts so much and I always feel so empty and bored.
This video helped me so much.❤
And the quality of this video is so good 🔥
This is a sign for all of us..
As much I agree with you, I also feel like it’s been downplayed the idea of a significant other, a friend you can rely on.
I been struggling with the mindset of "You don’t need nobody else you only need God", by that sense I shall stay at home and do nothing but pray.
We all need someone in our life, having God as the center of our life is our core. But humans require physical touch too.
You are a legend for making this.
Praise be to God!
You definitely got the Holy Spirit speaking through you my dude. Loneliness sucks.
I just started watching this but I absolutely sure it's useful because of you (thanks for all your efforts)
I was such a lonely child. It really brought me closer to God though. He was with me, reminding me that he loves me. That he sees me and cares ❤
Always a good day when IMBeggar drops
I was very happy to run across your videos today! As someone who has lived unintentionally as a hermit/widow for the past 4 years, I agree with everything said. Loneliness greatly subsides when God becomes first in life. Looking forward to seeing more of your videos. May God richly bless you! 🙏
With me, I don’t have any trouble believing I’m not alone, or seeing the scriptures that say I’m not alone. But to actually make the connection from knowledge to my experience and not feeling alone anymore is the difficult part.
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Same here, it's very hard to cope with that feeling but whenever I get overwhelmed by it I try to pray.
Prayer usually helps, sometimes without me even realizing it.
Same here. The closer I walk with Christ the lonelier I feel. I think it's because when building intimacy with The Lord and more of his Spirit engulfs me, nothing in this world can satisfy anymore. And I see how shallow and void most people are of that spirit and there is not an equal connection.
This video came the day after i started suffering with it badly..
Lord, Thank you so much ❤
you dont make videos enough man, ive had to rewatch all your videos now like 2 dozen times. love the videos, your talent is amazing and the animation quality is superb and the topics of the videos are always educational. wish the best 🙏
The entire TH-cam community needs to hear this message. Thank you for this message. God Bless
AYYY NO WAY BRUH 2:34 THATS MY PRAYER FROM YESTERDAY THE HOLY SPIRIT KNOWS STUFF
FR. I HAD THE SAME PRAYER A FEW DAYS AGO
This video is a message
This was very similar to the prayer I made to God when I was feeling lonely. I’m sitting here grateful as ever like “BROO ME TOOO A-“
Thank you for this video, I don’t really have words to describe what i learned, but may God bless you
Finally new beggar video😎, happy christmas to you.
This is a sign of God 🥹 this month I’ve been feeling so lonely and comparing myself, my life with others. God bless you! I really needed this video 😭
Comparison is a trap and a distraction. Unless we compare ourselves with those *less fortunate* than ourselves.
comparison is the thief of joy
I was a very lonely person before I believed. I've never had many friends (autistic), but I've always had my mum. She's my best friend, I trust her completely and I've never had to doubt how very loved I am. And yet I felt very lonely for a long time. Because you're right, no amount of love from other people is enough. We need God's love to complete us and satisfy the longing in our hearts. Ever since I put my faith in Jesus I haven't been lonely. My heart knows a joy like never before. If anyone is feeling lonely, turn to Him, depend on Him. He will never let you down. ❤
Appreciate that someone's not trying to kill you.
*I'm favoured only God knows how much I praise Him,* $230k every 4weeks! | now have a big mansion and can now afford anything and also support God's work and the church.
Only God knows how much grateful i am. After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!
Wow that's huge, how do you make that much monthly?.. I have been looking for ways to be successful, please how??
It's Ms. Evelyn Vera doing, she's changed my life.
I started pretty low, though, $5000 thereabouts. The return came massive. Joey is in school doing well, telling me of new friends he's meeting in school. Thank you Evelyn Vera, you're a miracle.
Wow...I know her too she is a licensed broker and a FINRA agent she is popular in
US and Canada she is really amazing woman with good skills and experience.
I needed this honestly because Christmas is the hardest time of the year for me. I don’t have someone I love dearly but I feel I will someday but I figure God is way more important. He’s gotten me through so much especially my parents’ deaths.
I read this and I see that now. I have been in denial about december being terrible. Merry Christmas!
I'd like you IMBeggar to know that I as well as surely many more appreciate these videos you put out.
God bless ❤
Facts
This is incredible: It made me laugh, cry, laugh, cry, laugh, cry, laugh, cry and finally made me happy and feeling compassion about all those feeling lonely!
2 minutes in and im already about to sob
I related so much man. God is amazing, the best. Amen ✝✝
This uploded at the perfect time. ❤
I have been feeling lonely for some years, this last 2 months it become even more evident and strong, surrounded by people yet "invisible", making strange things in echange of some atention and any little atention was like true love. Thanks for the video, now i can be in peace.
I was never lonely just spiritually ignorant.
Thank you God for always being there when nobody else was.
Ofc this vid popped up right when i needed it. God rlly does know me well.
Perfect timing for this video. Amen. ❤
the fact that this video popped up after i had a small mental breakdown over being and or feeling so alone just shows me how much closer god is to me than i realize😌🙂
Let's go!!! Another video!!
Im lost for words. The video is absolutely phenominal. Theres definitely an epidemic of loneliness particularly on young men. Im inspired as a young follower of Christ to seek Christ with more intensity in my cycles of loneliness. God bless you sir!!!!
I love your videos man keep up the work
You don't know the timing that really saved me i had been thinking about this and i needed to hear it you are the best man god really sent you for us
My problem is that the loneliness has come back. I'd be lying if I said I was doing a good job practicing the faith as of late, but I definitely was doing a good job for a long time as I became very on fire for Christ when I came back to the faith. Things were great for almost a year, and then I started feeling very empty and alone and unheard in my prayers. Naturally like the wretched human I am, I've turned to sin for quick comforts during this time. I just want to feel God in my life again.
Same man
Feel like I’ve seen this video a thousand times, very glad to have found it, God is good!
I truly can relate. Only I am still lonely with people. I don't need them. I have Christ.
You do need other's, even if we feel like we don't. God told His disciples not to neglect assembling together often.
You need others for council. Simple. Want to start listening to your own heart? Look at what the Bible says about the heart in Jeremiah
@timu-san The heart wants you to reach out to others for pleasure. All I need is Christ. Even if I die with no family or spouse, it doesn't matter. It leaves me together with Christ.
@ChristianMatos-hb5ik to die is to gain. If you know him.
All I’m reading is cope
This video hit home man . Thank you may the Lord be near you !
Watching...only 1:10 in and I totally feel this. at 45 I've NEVER felt I belonged...even in my family who I know love me.. and I feel guilty about how i feel when i know people like family love me...
Thank you God for this channel. Thank you God for this individual’s heart that can communicate your love fluently to mine.
What I love most about your video is you get it. A lot of videos about loneliness is: 5 steps, 5 scriptures, or the 5 ways to get more friends etc. It’s good advice but people are looking for understanding and acceptance, not a tutorial. Thank you for reminding me that God is that acceptance, that understanding. That PUL gets to the heart of it and we can come to Jesus openly.
Again, thank you.
GLORY!!!I'm favored,$255k every 3weeks! I can now afford anything and also support God's work and the church.
Wow, congratulations on your financial breakthrough! Can you share more about the investment that's generating $255k every 3 weeks?
How do you make such monthly ?? I am a born Christian ✝️and sometimes I feel so down of myself because of low finance but I still believe in God❤️
Congratulation!! The scriptures clearly states there's going a transference of the riches of the heaven to the righteous.God keep blessing you
I give special thanks to Evelyn Vera,an instrument of God's goodness in my life. Her guidance and support have been invaluable.
To anyone seeking a financial breakthrough,I say:hold on to Faith,trust in God's promises,and believe in miracles!
I’m not gonna lie, I had 2 friendships end today and then you had this posted the day before. In fact I cried for the first time all year today. So thank you so much for posting this.
He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress. - Psalm 46:10-11
Never thought about loneliness that way..sometimes loneliness is our only friend. I have always loved this friend..🤫
Believing in God is very lonely also. I have to go to an invisible person who rarely responds to me. And the more important a situation is to me, the quieter He is. I've been promised a friend that sticks closer than a brother, but I got a wall to talk to instead. No one has any real answers to life's problems, just religious hopium to sell.
First of all. You went wrong with thinking God is a genie. Just because you pray to Him about a particular situation doesn’t mean He’s going to give it to you on a silver platter it doesn’t work that way Christianity definitely doesn’t work that way either. You have to have Faith and sincerely want to build a relationship with him without expecting any worldly thing in return. Gods time is the best just because what you wanted at that point didnt happen doesn’t mean He’s not working to give you something better than the last. He wants you to completely rely on Him and His word and not your own strength. And please you were never promised a friend that sticks closer than a brother yes it’s written in the bible but it was not a promise and it said you will find not you will be given 🙏🏾. And if you’re not Hearing from God it is a sign to change your ways and revert your path to align with His. He’s always waiting on us and it’s left to us to take charge of the steering wheel and go to Him 🙏🏾 have a blessed day and remember God is neither a genie nor a wall cuz He’s always there, watching , listening and knows our heart desires
I feel like god made me come across this video. thank you god❤
I'm dead inside, not lonely
Now this is the type of video I can always come to when i feel the non-consensual chilly embrace of loneliness.
God said it isn’t good for man to be alone. God’s presence still failed to provide something. Finite beings need other finite beings for company.
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i was waiting for someone to say that. i wish he would of talked about that as well
I was just praying with someone about loneliness! thank you for this, i needed it a lot
I don’t think God is forcing us to be alone, rather forcing us to learn to push through it. YOU can get out into the world, and talk to people. YOU 💯 can, even if the large majority of people you meet suck, YOU will eventually find your tribe. YOU will eventually find your spouse, but YOU have to do something. ASK God for the strength to get out into the world, and stop asking God to bring someone to YOU.
Gotta do your part 🫡 🙏🏼
Sadly not for everyone, bc there are people, like myself, chronically ill and bedbound. Really lonely and not able to meet our friends of family.
@ I’m so sorry, I’ll pray for a miracle of healing ❤️🩹
God has spoken to me through you. Thank you and God Bless you
God is my only companion 🙏 people suck.
Don't isolate yourself, humanity doesn't suck, there's still great people down here. We're social creatures too, we're billions! Not all are bad, be patient and open to others. I'm very isolated too but I know a lot of it is my fault. I plan to work on it very soon with God's help.
@thatcanadiangrandma thanks for the reply fellow Canuck 💪💯
@@mikewaddell8814 heyyy cool, my pleasure...I love that we can all be connected so easily, don't give up if you can... Blessings!
Thank you so much for this message. I myself am going through hard times because of loneliness.
2:00 Dang I'm currently here, in hiding.
What a beautiful video brother, there is time i accept myself to be alone especially how I've backstabbed people, how ignorance I've been and especially how childish I've been with the lady. There is time I accept myself loneliness is to let God known myself who I really am and to be honest I accept it mostly it help me to mature my life a bit better and get me to be talking to him even if I fall short. So for me loneliness is not a punishment but for me loneliness is a gift to know God is with me and wanna give thanks to Jesus christ for it.
Amen❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻😇
I really loved this video. Loneliness is a really strong feeling for me, greatly because I don't speak so much.
There were a lot of times that I passed a day basically almost without trading a word with anyone, there were others days that I actually succeded at speaking well with people. But even on those days, sometimes the loneliness kinda stayed, like in a addiction, "I was able to speak, but I wanted to be able to do this and that too".
But this makes a lot of sense. Really there is no way to fulfil those feelings and get rid of the loneliness completely without God. We can only partially forget it for some time, but in God we have a friend, the most important one.
It’s hard. I see everyone having what I always wanted, real and loyal friendships, and supporting and close family members. I only get pain, emotional abuse, bullying from family and I have no friends. I have talked to God, sacrificed my life, and try not to fall back into temptations but it’s all so hard. I know it’s inevitable to live a life with pain but I feel like it’s ridiculous how much I went through and still continuing to go through. I can’t force myself to smile or be happy in my circumstances when everything and everyone is so life draining and not adding much value to my life. Just nothing but negativity. Just why can’t I have a close and supportive family and friendships. Why can’t something just go right in my life. It’s always something each year. Literally hate myself and life, I just don’t see the point of this all.
I was looking for a comment like this. I don't know what to say to you other than I resonate with you. Even if God loves us so much and he's always present, what difference does it make? If I'm suffering and I can't see him or get an answer from him, how is the situation any better? It makes God feel imaginary, even though I believe he is real.
Hey i hope you're doing well 💞 and i know life is hard but we gotta make it to the end God did not give up on you yet you are blessed to evan wakeup today and the problem is we compere ourselves to everyone not everyone story is the same were all different and if you need someone to talk i am here and i wish you the best in life❤ you have so much more to experience in life don't let the temperory pain to take over you.i can be your friend if you want to
I can definitely relate in certain ways. I recall looking back to the bible story when elijah was persecuted, he was in a terrible state of depression
1 Kings 19:4-9
Then Elijah walked for a whole day into the desert. He sat down under a bush and asked to die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he prayed. “Let me die. I am no better than my ancestors.” 5 Then he lay down under the tree and slept. Suddenly an angel came to him and touched him. “Get up and eat,” the angel said. 6 Elijah saw near his head a loaf baked over coals and a jar of water, so he ate and drank. Then he went back to sleep.
7 Later the Lord’s angel came to him a second time. The angel touched him and said, “Get up and eat. If you don’t, the journey will be too hard for you.” 8 So Elijah got up and ate and drank. The food made him strong enough to walk for forty days and nights to Mount Sinai, the mountain of God. 9 There Elijah went into a cave and stayed all night.
Just as The Father comforted elijah, He can also comfort you. I am sorry for the terrible things you've gone through in life, please remember you are not alone, not as long as He is with you. Good things come with time, and in His timing, not ours. I know it can be frustrating, but please try to keep being patient. It's often that we have to go through bad times in life before we can get to the good times. But there is hope in Him. I suggest reading more about Elijah's story whenever possible. And of course I suggest reading the rest of the Bible too of course but yea 🙂
Try to spend more time alone with Father and our King Yahushua (Jesus), spend time meditating on Him. Focusing on Him, thinking of Him. Remember that He loves you and cares for you. And also think of your love for Him.
Thank you Jesus. My living water ❤. Thank you brother for this video 🙏🏼
Idk man. I pray and pray and pray. Haven’t felt God’s presence once. I shouldn’t have to imagine that He’s there or do these “exercises” explained in this video to actually feel something. When my faith is strong, subconsciously, it still feels like I’m fooling myself.
It’s all a mystery and always will be. I can’t claim to have a relationship with someone who I don’t even know is there or not. I will try to have faith the rest of my life, but I cannot pretend that I know God. I want it to be real so bad. I want to walk with Jesus, but ultimately, I feel like no one is there.
first of all i just want to say faith is not a feeling. i used to think it was too and ive had very doubtful faith too so i know where your coming from and ill be praying for you. i know this is kinda the church answer but that voice subconsciously saying God isn’t real is the devil, trust me he’s used the same tactics against me. he wants you to feel doubtful that God isn’t real and make you think faith is different from what it is. faith is knowing God exists without proof. its not evidence or a feeling, its knowing God exists because of simply creation itself. ask yourself this, how could an explosion create the universe, explosions destroy things. ok then you think, alright there’s a creator but how do i know its God, well which God actually comes running to you and lets you decide what you do with your fate, which God gives you free will and died for you so you could live. trust me i know the feeling your feeling and it sucks, but i believe you can overcome the doubts because they are just lies. i would suggest watching his video on faith he has some great points that i think would help you. i’m also making a video on faith that i’ll upload soon that you should watch.
It took years of prayer to feel God's presence. I know now I had to learn how to pray. Learn how to fast and fast perfectly. Faith is an uncertain path of certainty. Be humble, and don't despair. Despair is of the devil. And pray for everyone. Don't rely on feeling either. That leaves you open to prelest. Try to keep yourself free of sin because that's what separates us from God ( although we all fail constantly). Just bear your cross and walk. There's literally nothing else better to do.
I feel the exact same way. It’s just not real to me. I cannot pretend like a lot of people do either.
John 20:29 KJV
[29] Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.
One thing that kept me from God for so long was relying on human "wisdom". My thoughts constantly kept pulling me away from deep prayer and presence before God. I had one day given over my feeble human efforts and just began speaking in tongues. No clue given as how to do it, I just started making sounds and emptying my mind. I did that for an hour straight until a breakthough happened. It was when I gave up all my own thoughts and human effort when I felt God the strongest. Faith is knowing that your thoughts and efforts are filthy rags before God, so you have to give them all up. God knows what you need, so empty yourself and open to Him.
Besides, who is to say those thoughts are even yours. Satan owns your flesh, so he can implant thoughts to deceive you from giving your will over to God.
Wow. I could've written this word for word. Sometimes, I worry if it's all just wishful thinking. But I want to walk with Jesus more than anything. I wish I could've been there when He was here on earth. But I can't fool myself, either. I hope people here have advice for you.
"He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief"
He understands our pains and loves us infinitely. The most amazing friend we could ever ask for