You want happiness, and to have it you don't need to fall in love. Happiness is a faculty of the soul in its unity, not a feeling not a 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭. Feelings are temporary and recurrent, they can be fulfilled and become unnecessary, happiness is eternal and incorruptible. I hope you find it, Hanna.
i just wish they’d text me. i feel like i’m doing too much & overreacting but really is, i just want a text from them. now that i feel like i’m overthinking about this, i won’t ever get it. i’m trying not to get my hopes up but i physically cannot.
josie that’s literally what’s happening to me I wake up knowing I’m by myself I really just want to wake up next to her I want her to be the first thing i see everyday is it too much to ask for? Should I give up? I just want someone to love me.
This song reminds of the time I was really drunk at a party and this random guy took care of me the whole night and not in a creepy way, the whole night we just sat on the couch and talked and he let me braid his hair. I really appreciate him
The awful feeling, when you can’t recover from a broken heart. The other person seems so near but so far away. The memories never leave your head. It gives comfort but also hurts so much.
I feel you, everything just pulls me down, I cut myself and try to kms almost everyday, i cry everyday, no one notices, I hide behind a fake smile, at this point i can't with anything anymore, but we have to live, we're here for a reason, focus on the good, the people who do care, who need you, i hope for the best to you
hey, I know what you're going through...You'll never be exactly the same as you used to be but you I know you can be even better♥ I truly believe in you even if you're a stranger I know you can do it♥
It’s 2:35 AM where I’m at. I’m currently sick, but Im staying awake to make sure my s/o sleeps well. I usually stay up for them, to make sure they get good sleep, I love them. I’m so deeply in love with them.
wanna b emo gionna I promise someone will love you that way. Maybe it’ll take time but the perfect person will come along and take care of you. You deserve to be loved. Never forget.
This was the first song I listened to after my ex broke up with me...I layed in my bed, headphones in, looking up at the ceiling with tears rolling down my face. I then got drunk later that night, while having this on repeat...the sound this song has always made me feel even drunker...it's an odd sound. I couldn't listen to the song for a very long time because it reminded me obviously too much of my dark past and ex...I'm sober now, and have moved on...so being able to listen to this song feels like very much progress.
Good shit !! Currently trying to get over not even my ex but my high school best friend I loved her sm we were friends since 7th grade I’m 20 so we were friends all thru out til now actually a month ago after a couple of years of torture cause she had a boyfriend and I was in love with her we finally meet again and we drink that night we also end up being intimate and that changed everything she stopped texting me back she stopped answering she stopped hanging with me she didn’t even block me jus ignored me posting on her story hanging with everyone we knew but me she acted like I didn’t exist so now almost a month later no call no nothing and it’s so hard to move on but I didn’t even initiate the kiss she kissed me I know she was drunk but my heart gets pulled everyday it’s more torture then when she wasn’t here but she would keep in contact I hate it I wish I could change it but I can’t so I relate to you somewhat and I’m glad your better!
Every day it just gets harder and harder too breathe, im struggling to get up im struggling to even think at this point, my mind is so foggy i have no one too vent too so i sit in my room drowning in my own thoughts, but the thought of death and leaving my family to bare with the pain i felt after i leave them gets harder and harder to think about, im over feeling pain that i felt before now its just emptiness. edit: it’s been two years and it’s still like this ty for checking up luvs🫂
You vented on here, I think that helped you, even just a little. I want you to know that you’re not alone. If you need to vent more you can vent to me. I wont judge beacause I wouldn’t want to judged. Edit: it’s been a month, hope ur doing better. You’ve beaten all your bad days up to this point so why give up now :)
hey, i know we don’t know each other but i just wanted to tell you that i love you and i care about you. please take care of yourself, you have people who will miss you. don’t stop at the middle of the tunnel where darkness consumes it. i love you
@@kc-dn8dh honestly things have gotten so much harder lately, i was in a happy relationship and i was just starting to open up to him but my found out and forced me to end it with him. Its been a few months but i cant bring myself to date anyone seeing my friends get into wonderful relationships with wonderful guys fucking hurts, i put on the best smile i can for everyone but idk if i can anymore..thank you for responding tho i really appreciate it idk know if ill be around much longer.
I feel exactly what this song says. I constantly throw myself onto people in an attempt to find comfort. I feel so safe in a strangers arms. Then I leave and find myself doing it again some time later. The next person almost always seems more gorgeous than the last. It’s a vicious cycle.
i do exactly the same thing...whenever i am going out in a car with friends or travelling...i find myself constantly looking at people with window open .i just sometimes blankly stare at cars ....in the thought subconsciously someday someone will ask me are u okay? ....we can be friends ..u can share your sadness with me ...and i just dream of lying in this persons arms and finding that comfort which i have been searching for...just a simple physical touch ....sometimes i feel like i am too lonely on the inside
I think I’m starting to recognize that pattern in myself But i’m praying my current relationship is actually real and not false hope I’m subconsciously holding onto like i did in my last relationship for 4 1/2 years :( I hope you are well, i’m sorry you relate
im not sad, im really not. im just empty, i have bare emotions. i just live one day at a time doing nothing special, with nobody special. its exhausting.
Lyrics: Don't know what I wanted I have a memory Back at that party I was all over her We didn't make out Or do anything I just remember I was lonely I guess I am always It's not a problem It's just something I got used to it Every stranger Makes me feel safer And every person Seems more beautiful
This song has something special about it. I always find myself revisiting it every once in a while and it baffles me that the person who made this was only 15 when they made it. Its an absolute masterpiece of a song for the era that it was released in. The song really resonates with you, it makes you feel melancholy and comfortable at the same time and reminds you of a certain person
I’m so sorry to everyone who’s going through something and I don’t know what it’s like so I can’t tell you it’s gonna be ok but I can say that Your not alone and even tho we don’t know each other I’m here
Yahshua (Jesus Christ) can take away every tear from your eye and cast out the negativity in your life. The pleasures of this world cannot satisfy you fully but leave you empty Jesus Christ is the only way to eternal life and true joy in this disgusting world. Repent my friend for the kingdom of God is at hand God bless you.
if you’re reading this, things will be alright. may the sun warm the earth you walk on, and may the moon hold you softly in sleep. things will be alright.
everyday i just feel like...i’m loosing myself even more, i don’t even know who i am. i’m just going deeper into my sadness update/edit: hey everyone, thank you for all the kind words, i’m very appreciative! things aren’t great, but they’re a lot better than they were a year ago. i’m actually beginning the process of getting help, and it feels great to finally breathe! i wish you all a great life ahead of you. thank you for caring, kind strangers. 😁💗
Dont give up its going to get better and what ever is making you sad will slowly leave dont stress over it it's a waste remember everyone loves you so much your very important
This song reminds me of my neighbor Samuel who was new to the neighborhood and lived across the street he was a year older than me (I was in 6th grade and he was in 7th) I had a huge secret crush on him but never told anyone. Me and my siblings started to play with him (basketball,tag, and sometimes ding dong ditch). A couple months later, it was the day after Halloween, I was outside playing with my brother and we went to go ask if Samuel could play with us, that’s when we heard his mother screaming and the cops later pulled up outside...we later discovered that Sammy took his own life. It still haunts me to this day because I always thought he was soo happy because he was so playful and always made jokes, he would always be so happy or joyful around us. I cried my eyes out and prayed for him survive that night. I still don’t know why he did what he did. I’m 17 years old now but he still comes to my mind time to time ESPECIALLY when this song plays although I never listened to it with him it brings a nostalgic feeling I can’t explain. I regret not expressing to him how much I really loved and valued him, he was such a sweetheart who had a huge ambition for life and compassion for others!
It's 2:13 am here where I am. My boyfriend lays next to me and sleeps without knowing how deeply sad, anxious and depressed I feel. I am so sorry I can't ever be the happy and loving woman he actually needs. I am so sorry for everything, for who I am and for what I've become.
Hi Fiona, sorry if my english is not good enough to give you the answer i want. First of all, I am really sorry about how you are feeling right now, tbh depression and anxiety are two mthrfckng disorders which no one can really understand how hard they are unless they suffer them. I really want to tell you that whatever you're going through right now is transient and conditional, it will pass, no one can fight against it better than you; i dont know you but just reading your words i can feel certain depth an emotional feelings in your soul. I have gone through this and despite all the tecninal words to describe the possible causes of anxiety and depression (such as stress) I really believe that we are more sensitive than others, we can feel thousand times more our emotions and sometimes our bodies are just too small to handle all those feelings so we get so scare and we get so sad, because it is too much to us to handle. You are beautiful, you have a beautiful soul; i think that each one of the people who enjoy this video i made, can feel probably the same disconnection with their routines and just feel the loop of the video and the opportunity to be one with the melody. I can not ask you to feel alright just because of my attempt to make you see things different, but my advice is: you are the only one who can help yourself, you're strong. Finally Fiona, if you ever feel this way again remember that your boyfriend has a beautiful girl with him and that you are hundred ways more loving and happy than any other girl could ever be, just because your body and soul are in a perfect conection, to give all the love that you have inside you; just look, after all, he is still lying next to you.
Hey i know men arent always great at understanding or being considerate but if you truly are struggling you should absolutely tell him, he should be there to support you through this even though he knows he cant change your psyche or emotions, im severely mentally ill (depression which has fluctuated my whole life has gone into a constant downward spiral) and moderately severe anxiety and panic attacks, i know my significant other cant change me, but sometimes just knowing you aren't the one laying awake feeling that way without a soul knowing can make a world of a difference, sometimes someone just needs to care and face it alongside you
@@G4rrfield Why drag the one you claim to love through your hell? Because your misery wants company? Speaking as the person that dragged my ex along with me, and watched her deteriorate beneath the weight of my baggage, I wish I left sooner. The guilt I still feel about it keeps me up at night. I was selfish and couldn’t let go.
If you only knew how good things could be. Have patience and persevere. Life is beautiful because of songs like this, and the emotions and feelings you feel. Shit gets tough but you have to ride it out because you’re special.
This feels like an early morning at 5 am, whether you have just woken up or pulled an all-nighter, having had a good hour long cry a couple of hours ago, with the sun glaring in your eyes, ready for a new beginning
Особлива пісня, про котру дізнався від особливої дівчини. Вже два роки пройшло і я згадав про цю композицію, досі мурашки по шкірі, досі думаю про ту саму дівчину.
The first verse shocks me with how relatable it is, except I was "her". I really liked this guy, and I drank with him before my friends party. We spent most of the night together, we didn't make out or do anything, but we cuddled. I think he was just lonely. I don't think he realises how much that night means to me. I just wish I could relive it.
you know you're thinking about that one person .. the person you wouldn't hesitate to do anything for if they asked.. the person you'd leave everything for... we're trying to convince ourselves they're a good person, i should know but even if they are or aren't, please take the time to work on yourself and do things that make you happy, it doesn't matter if you cry for them every night.. and i mean every night.. because that's part of your growth you know that you're a one-of-a-kind gem right? that person was too blind to see that.. they really we're don't try to "be the best you" to impress them or make them jealous or want you back.. they might not care (learned from experience) instead, grow for yourself and yourself only you know.. you're dodging a bullet i'm proud of you keep your head up for me one day someone will look at you like nobody else has and won't be selfish or backhandedly mean you'll be loved but dont worry about it too much you must love yourself first anyway i love you and like yeah :)
This song will always be a punch in the chest for me but I love it at the same time. Memories of me being a teen just staring up at the ceiling with all thoughts of the future.
One night I was having severe flashbacks and I was trying to calm myself down. I started listening to music and this song started playing. The part at the end kind of described my mental state at the time because it just sounds so somber, dreadful and sad. I could feel so much emotion in that part
You guys got this. You’ll pull through. You may not feel strong but guess what? Your still here. People may hate you, but there will always love you, and you know it. Even when you have nobody to love, just know there will always be that one person that will be there for you. You may be drowning, but they will pull you out of the water as quickly as you fall in. You may not have found them, but god has plans for you. You will and are loved. Trust me ✨
This song brings me back to around summer of 2020, and all the time after it. It erupts this nostalgic emotion in me I can't describe, explain or even put a name to.
I was in 6th grade 11 years old when dis song came out, now I jus turned 20 dis summer….scary how time flyin by😔….bless up to whoever reads dis….I love you….you not alone💚🤞🏾
i just want to have the person to call home. to love them and to have them love me just the same. i’m sick of wasting my love on people who don’t intend to keep me. i want to fall in love and be happy with someone. all i want.
It hits different when this is the lifestyle you live, meeting random people you know you'll never see again. That aching feeling in your gut telling you you'll never own up to anything. Never having a plan, always feeling dirty. The quiet echo of loneliness that asks "where are they" with no response. Sitting in a bathtub, the water now cold and your fingers pruned, but you can't get out because you don't have the energy. And almost and adult you still wonder "what will I be when I grow up"
the feeling of this song is just diff. the background noise too. it feels so nostalgic in a weird way. i want all songs to be like this. the vibe of it❤️
To everyone in this comment section,I want u to know that all of u have a purpose in life even if it isn’t obvious at the moment!You are loved and worth more than u can imagine.Never give up and no matter how impossible some of ur goals may seem,nothing is really impossible if u never give up!I love all of you!
This song reminds me so much of what it was like confessing my rape. That feeling of wanting to take the blame because of guilt, wanting to hide or deny parts of the story to avoid hurting everyone else more, and the feeling of just wanting to be honest about it for once in your life.
if anyone's feeling down or just getting over a break up. just know that theres still light at the end of the tunnel. sure its hard to get a bright future but its well worth it. ive came from the slums and grew up without parents, never had a girlfriend or anything. but i will say this too never touched a drug. and am about to graduate college with a masters. dont be down and for those stuck, i know its painful just sitting in the same spot for somthing to happen but trust me patience is key as long as you can continue to work
We never made out. Even more, never got to hold hands. Never feel each other's scent, never touched each other's hair. It was a long distance relationship. Long distance, but my heart was always with hers. She broke up with me and I felt like my world shattered into pieces. She broke me. But I got over her. It took me a year but it was worth it. Thank you for the lesson. In another universe, Lilith.
she showed me this song about 3 months ago and... after a lot of drama and me messing up it hurts. i literally dreamed about her forgiving me and im just lost in my thoughts half of the time of how i couldve done so much better for her and how happy she made me. of course she was manipulating me the whole time but i love her so much
i love the simplistic vogue of pieces of art, u can come up with your own unique interpretation that fits perfectly and gives you the space to fantasize and daydream but even then it wont be settled and as time passes and you grow, you will develop a new creative meaning to it and it will still feel meaningful and fulfilling i have an ugly habit of overly associating everything around me to periods of time or people. which is a bad move on my side bc most of what time has carried have been pain. and nobody really lived up to my standards. so i am torturing myself unintentionally. dreaming is where you can go as far as you can, beyond lines and hurdles and you won't be held accountable and you can just sit and dwell in them for hours on end. you will have the compacity to get the home youve wanted (thats without the religious guilt ofc)
"I just remembered i was lonely, i guess i am always, it's not a problem, it's just something, i got used to it. Every stranger makes me feel safer, every person seems more beutiful." The anthem of the lonely.
The first time I listened to this song was a couple weeks ago I was crying I didn’t want to live anymore my Spotify shuffled this song and I heard the start and just stopped crying this song is so calming the vocals and the instrumentals are amazing it’s helped me a lot
This song makes me sad. It makes me think about happier times before things changed, it makes me think I did horrible things that changed everything. I just want to be happy, be myself without worrying about new trends and trying to fit in. I always hate myself and I hate everything. Things are changing so quickly and I felt like my child hood was non existent. I just wished things felt slower and time went by not as quick and I can experience a good teenage year
Whenever I listen to this song, I just remember how lonely I am and how nobody ever truly likes me. Nothing can fill that unbearable hole; nothing can ever be complete in me, that same hole that drives me crazy, and the fact that I will never be able to truly connect with anyone. It also brings me immense sadness for some reason; it just reminds me of everything bad in my life.
This song makes me feel rlly anxious and gets my stomach in knots bc it makes me feel nostalgic for no reason but at the same time I love it so much it just makes me feel so many emotions like wanting to cry but at the same time it makes me feel a sense of happy discomfort as well as wanting to fall in love with someone to it idk if I explained it right lol 😭
hope everyone who's listening to this rn is doing good :) know that you're loved and although it doesn't seem like it's possible, things will get better for you.
Back again to say this song is so beautiful. I love it. I love how it makes me feel... It reminds me of a day in october/fall and it's dark outside. I like listening to this while I sit in my room in the dark and it's just me + my gentle thoughts.
"Every stranger makes me feel safer and every person seems more beautiful" this has been too real for me lately.
I love this song
imagine how real that became after the confinement
This ^^^^
What does He meant with this Lyric?
@@jamallll6393 as in people have been kept disappointing somebody and when they finally see somebody on the street that smiles back it means allot
This song has me feeling nostalgic for things I've never experienced.
Yes! Well put.
I’ve heard like 30 people say this 😂
i thought i was the only one who felt like that!!
Same
anemoia: nostalgia for a time you've never known.
Crazy dude was 15 when he made this. Easily one of the best Indie songs I've ever heard. Sounds like a mid 30 year old to me
bro what he was 15 ? i thought that the man that did this song was like 44 or smth 😭
@@d4rlingcherie lol wha
some people are just made for this idk
😭😭whatt I'm turning 15 soon this Just makes me think wowww what am I doing with my life
@@kageyamashands9323 I know it's tricky but try not to compare yourself to others too much. you have so much of your life to make the most of!
it is absolutely insane how many sad people have connected through this simple song
yea
I’m drowning every day deeper and deeper into my sadness
me too.
Same here. Being alive is suffocating. The thought of dying however brings unbearable sadness. The thought that I might never hear her voice again
ALiEnS ur not alone
How are you
i love you. how are you today?
Stranger to stranger..
I love you.
Thank you for being born.
I hope we all find happiness & love.
And continue on.
..
ily
I was scrolling through the comments and after reading yours I started crying. Thank you.
I love you too. Have a wonderful life 💖
You are the best person I have ever met 💙
ily tyy
I really want to fall in love
Hanna S you don’t trust me
You want happiness, and to have it you don't need to fall in love. Happiness is a faculty of the soul in its unity, not a feeling not a 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭. Feelings are temporary and recurrent, they can be fulfilled and become unnecessary, happiness is eternal and incorruptible. I hope you find it, Hanna.
No :(
Dont.
You really dont
i just wish they’d text me. i feel like i’m doing too much & overreacting but really is, i just want a text from them. now that i feel like i’m overthinking about this, i won’t ever get it. i’m trying not to get my hopes up but i physically cannot.
thats the situation im in rn..it sucks.
pasketiii it really does. i texted them & they haven’t replied unfortunately, but think positive & don’t ever think that you aren’t good enough
this
josie that’s literally what’s happening to me I wake up knowing I’m by myself I really just want to wake up next to her I want her to be the first thing i see everyday is it too much to ask for? Should I give up? I just want someone to love me.
what happened?❤️
this song hits differently when you have feelings for someone
true...
true.......
Yeah I love someone so much but I know they deserve so much more. Why do they see so much good in me?
It really hits different when that person won’t be with u because of a ex
yes it does
i miss him
Felt dat
giirl me too):
@@kareearee9786 :( tryna talk about it what’s your insta :(
@@lookkitaaalopez8116 awee angel ily its @karii_arii
@@kareearee9786 say less :(
its 3:30 a.m on a school night and im just cryin g
soup are u ok pal
no theyre crying at 3am on a school night
Fil H u right
It b like Dat sometimes...
Been there
This song reminds of the time I was really drunk at a party and this random guy took care of me the whole night and not in a creepy way, the whole night we just sat on the couch and talked and he let me braid his hair. I really appreciate him
This song is so beautiful. I love the background noise. It's like you're trapped in wind or on a highway at night.
are u still alive ?
@@somethingbehindyou why shouldnt he be?
Putting on makeup, looked myself in the mirror and just didn't recognize myself at all. Thats the saddest part.
J Vegas I'm sorry.
J Vegas I felt that
I have depersonalization disorder, so dw bro I live like that LOL
This song hits different when you have feelings for someone you aren’t supposed to have feelings for
Fr tho
Like ur sister?
Real
yea
Cousin?😨
i can’t explain how this song makes me feel… cold, chill, relaxed, in a different fantasy. it’s nostalgic. i love it.
real
bro this song makes my heart hurt
fr.
same even when i’m happy this is the weirdest song i’ve ever heard ( in a good way) it just makes you feel some different emotions
ong
Fr
The awful feeling, when you can’t recover from a broken heart. The other person seems so near but so far away. The memories never leave your head. It gives comfort but also hurts so much.
Exactly
especially when they use you 🙂👍 like ok just do all that and promise you’d stay and then leave how nice
he played me LOL
this exactly.
I am self destructive. Idk how to stop myself.
i hope everything gets better. hang in there
i just came across this comment randomly and i genuinely hope you’re doing better and having a great day ❤️❤️❤️
ily and hope ur doing better
Never give up there's always hope even if you cant see it
I feel you, everything just pulls me down, I cut myself and try to kms almost everyday, i cry everyday, no one notices, I hide behind a fake smile, at this point i can't with anything anymore, but we have to live, we're here for a reason, focus on the good, the people who do care, who need you, i hope for the best to you
I don't know who I am. I want the old me back. I was so happy. I want the October me back. I'm so done with life. God, help me.
hey, I know what you're going through...You'll never be exactly the same as you used to be but you I know you can be even better♥ I truly believe in you even if you're a stranger I know you can do it♥
i want the 11yo me back
I know exactly how that feels. I love you. Please take care
I miss the 2015 me. Hard to believe I was that happy at one point
oh my god october me
It’s 2:35 AM where I’m at. I’m currently sick, but Im staying awake to make sure my s/o sleeps well. I usually stay up for them, to make sure they get good sleep, I love them. I’m so deeply in love with them.
Skeet Yeet exactly what i’m doing rn🥺🥺
i wish somebody loved me like you loved ur s/o
wanna b emo gionna I promise someone will love you that way. Maybe it’ll take time but the perfect person will come along and take care of you. You deserve to be loved. Never forget.
This was the first song I listened to after my ex broke up with me...I layed in my bed, headphones in, looking up at the ceiling with tears rolling down my face. I then got drunk later that night, while having this on repeat...the sound this song has always made me feel even drunker...it's an odd sound. I couldn't listen to the song for a very long time because it reminded me obviously too much of my dark past and ex...I'm sober now, and have moved on...so being able to listen to this song feels like very much progress.
Good shit !! Currently trying to get over not even my ex but my high school best friend I loved her sm we were friends since 7th grade I’m 20 so we were friends all thru out til now actually a month ago after a couple of years of torture cause she had a boyfriend and I was in love with her we finally meet again and we drink that night we also end up being intimate and that changed everything she stopped texting me back she stopped answering she stopped hanging with me she didn’t even block me jus ignored me posting on her story hanging with everyone we knew but me she acted like I didn’t exist so now almost a month later no call no nothing and it’s so hard to move on but I didn’t even initiate the kiss she kissed me I know she was drunk but my heart gets pulled everyday it’s more torture then when she wasn’t here but she would keep in contact I hate it I wish I could change it but I can’t so I relate to you somewhat and I’m glad your better!
Every day it just gets harder and harder too breathe, im struggling to get up im struggling to even think at this point, my mind is so foggy i have no one too vent too so i sit in my room drowning in my own thoughts, but the thought of death and leaving my family to bare with the pain i felt after i leave them gets harder and harder to think about, im over feeling pain that i felt before now its just emptiness.
edit: it’s been two years and it’s still like this ty for checking up luvs🫂
You vented on here, I think that helped you, even just a little. I want you to know that you’re not alone. If you need to vent more you can vent to me. I wont judge beacause I wouldn’t want to judged.
Edit: it’s been a month, hope ur doing better. You’ve beaten all your bad days up to this point so why give up now :)
hey you wrote this 4 weeks ago and I hope you're okay♥
hey, i know we don’t know each other but i just wanted to tell you that i love you and i care about you. please take care of yourself, you have people who will miss you. don’t stop at the middle of the tunnel where darkness consumes it. i love you
@@kc-dn8dh honestly things have gotten so much harder lately, i was in a happy relationship and i was just starting to open up to him but my found out and forced me to end it with him. Its been a few months but i cant bring myself to date anyone seeing my friends get into wonderful relationships with wonderful guys fucking hurts, i put on the best smile i can for everyone but idk if i can anymore..thank you for responding tho i really appreciate it idk know if ill be around much longer.
@@Silentevail don’t say that pls don’t say that pls live for me I love you
Damn so am i the only person who is not here because im sad but because this song goes hard as fuck
@karessa lewis lmaoao
Lol same
I feel exactly what this song says. I constantly throw myself onto people in an attempt to find comfort. I feel so safe in a strangers arms. Then I leave and find myself doing it again some time later. The next person almost always seems more gorgeous than the last. It’s a vicious cycle.
The more your body count increases, the more you get lonely and feel emptiness.
i do exactly the same thing...whenever i am going out in a car with friends or travelling...i find myself constantly looking at people with window open .i just sometimes blankly stare at cars ....in the thought subconsciously someday someone will ask me are u okay? ....we can be friends ..u can share your sadness with me ...and i just dream of lying in this persons arms and finding that comfort which i have been searching for...just a simple physical touch ....sometimes i feel like i am too lonely on the inside
I think I’m starting to recognize that pattern in myself
But i’m praying my current relationship is actually real and not false hope I’m subconsciously holding onto like i did in my last relationship for 4 1/2 years :(
I hope you are well, i’m sorry you relate
I wish he loved me like I love him
I wish she loved me like I loved her
maybe one day
yeah he dont and he wont so dont waste your time girlie
@@Sara-pc1hg well I'm still hoping tho, maybe one day
I hope you’ve found the right person. And if u haven’t you deserve better so don’t settle for leas
im not sad, im really not. im just empty, i have bare emotions. i just live one day at a time doing nothing special, with nobody special. its exhausting.
Honestly Same ._.
heyheyhey i know we feel numb now but there’s going to be a time when we’re not and it will be beautiful, ok?
i hope things change for us ☹️
we’re part of an infinite family of people who feel the same. i hope it changes. for all of us.
just going through the motions
Lyrics:
Don't know what I wanted
I have a memory
Back at that party
I was all over her
We didn't make out
Or do anything
I just remember
I was lonely
I guess I am always
It's not a problem
It's just something
I got used to it
Every stranger
Makes me feel safer
And every person
Seems more beautiful
Angel from heaven
This song has something special about it. I always find myself revisiting it every once in a while and it baffles me that the person who made this was only 15 when they made it. Its an absolute masterpiece of a song for the era that it was released in. The song really resonates with you, it makes you feel melancholy and comfortable at the same time and reminds you of a certain person
this song puts me in the worst place but is so comforting
I’m so sorry to everyone who’s going through something and I don’t know what it’s like so I can’t tell you it’s gonna be ok but I can say that Your not alone and even tho we don’t know each other I’m here
Thank you :/
Thanks, my friend
i wish i was happy for once.
Hey, you ok?
Yahshua (Jesus Christ) can take away every tear from your eye and cast out the negativity in your life. The pleasures of this world cannot satisfy you fully but leave you empty Jesus Christ is the only way to eternal life and true joy in this disgusting world. Repent my friend for the kingdom of God is at hand God bless you.
@@Daughterofgod845 nobody cares.
@@kamikazechivalry1264 you do not know the hearts of everyone my friend
@@Daughterofgod845Sorry but not everyone believes in Jesus Cristh,sooo...
just realized that the reason I've been super emotional lately is because my years of bottling things up are coming back to haunt me
if you’re reading this, things will be alright. may the sun warm the earth you walk on, and may the moon hold you softly in sleep. things will be alright.
i just wish i could be genuinely happy again. that’s all.
r u happy now
everyday i just feel like...i’m loosing myself even more, i don’t even know who i am. i’m just going deeper into my sadness
update/edit: hey everyone, thank you for all the kind words, i’m very appreciative! things aren’t great, but they’re a lot better than they were a year ago. i’m actually beginning the process of getting help, and it feels great to finally breathe! i wish you all a great life ahead of you. thank you for caring, kind strangers. 😁💗
I hope you get happier soon :)
i hope it gets better for you i’ll send good thoughts your way 💖
ghost baddie i hope you’re doing better
don’t give up babe everything will be alright 🤍
Dont give up its going to get better and what ever is making you sad will slowly leave dont stress over it it's a waste remember everyone loves you so much your very important
im here again crying over this song as always
This song reminds me of my neighbor Samuel who was new to the neighborhood and lived across the street he was a year older than me (I was in 6th grade and he was in 7th) I had a huge secret crush on him but never told anyone. Me and my siblings started to play with him (basketball,tag, and sometimes ding dong ditch). A couple months later, it was the day after Halloween, I was outside playing with my brother and we went to go ask if Samuel could play with us, that’s when we heard his mother screaming and the cops later pulled up outside...we later discovered that Sammy took his own life. It still haunts me to this day because I always thought he was soo happy because he was so playful and always made jokes, he would always be so happy or joyful around us. I cried my eyes out and prayed for him survive that night. I still don’t know why he did what he did. I’m 17 years old now but he still comes to my mind time to time ESPECIALLY when this song plays although I never listened to it with him it brings a nostalgic feeling I can’t explain. I regret not expressing to him how much I really loved and valued him, he was such a sweetheart who had a huge ambition for life and compassion for others!
May his soul rest in peace
im so sorry
this song makes me feel sad and happy at the same time, like a nostalgic cuddle on my shoulders or like a hot, slow shower. I really love it.
It's 2:13 am here where I am. My boyfriend lays next to me and sleeps without knowing how deeply sad, anxious and depressed I feel. I am so sorry I can't ever be the happy and loving woman he actually needs. I am so sorry for everything, for who I am and for what I've become.
Hi Fiona, sorry if my english is not good enough to give you the answer i want. First of all, I am really sorry about how you are feeling right now, tbh depression and anxiety are two mthrfckng disorders which no one can really understand how hard they are unless they suffer them. I really want to tell you that whatever you're going through right now is transient and conditional, it will pass, no one can fight against it better than you; i dont know you but just reading your words i can feel certain depth an emotional feelings in your soul. I have gone through this and despite all the tecninal words to describe the possible causes of anxiety and depression (such as stress) I really believe that we are more sensitive than others, we can feel thousand times more our emotions and sometimes our bodies are just too small to handle all those feelings so we get so scare and we get so sad, because it is too much to us to handle. You are beautiful, you have a beautiful soul; i think that each one of the people who enjoy this video i made, can feel probably the same disconnection with their routines and just feel the loop of the video and the opportunity to be one with the melody. I can not ask you to feel alright just because of my attempt to make you see things different, but my advice is: you are the only one who can help yourself, you're strong. Finally Fiona, if you ever feel this way again remember that your boyfriend has a beautiful girl with him and that you are hundred ways more loving and happy than any other girl could ever be, just because your body and soul are in a perfect conection, to give all the love that you have inside you; just look, after all, he is still lying next to you.
Leave him...
Hey i know men arent always great at understanding or being considerate but if you truly are struggling you should absolutely tell him, he should be there to support you through this even though he knows he cant change your psyche or emotions, im severely mentally ill (depression which has fluctuated my whole life has gone into a constant downward spiral) and moderately severe anxiety and panic attacks, i know my significant other cant change me, but sometimes just knowing you aren't the one laying awake feeling that way without a soul knowing can make a world of a difference, sometimes someone just needs to care and face it alongside you
@@madadem2652 why?
@@G4rrfield Why drag the one you claim to love through your hell? Because your misery wants company?
Speaking as the person that dragged my ex along with me, and watched her deteriorate beneath the weight of my baggage, I wish I left sooner. The guilt I still feel about it keeps me up at night. I was selfish and couldn’t let go.
If you only knew how good things could be. Have patience and persevere. Life is beautiful because of songs like this, and the emotions and feelings you feel. Shit gets tough but you have to ride it out because you’re special.
this song is wonderful
This feels like an early morning at 5 am, whether you have just woken up or pulled an all-nighter, having had a good hour long cry a couple of hours ago, with the sun glaring in your eyes, ready for a new beginning
cornball
@@indyyoutube huh?
Особлива пісня, про котру дізнався від особливої дівчини. Вже два роки пройшло і я згадав про цю композицію, досі мурашки по шкірі, досі думаю про ту саму дівчину.
my friend loved this song so much. she passed on the 10th of march, i always listen to this to remind me of her. i love you forever asia 🤍..
🥺🧡
The first verse shocks me with how relatable it is, except I was "her". I really liked this guy, and I drank with him before my friends party. We spent most of the night together, we didn't make out or do anything, but we cuddled. I think he was just lonely. I don't think he realises how much that night means to me. I just wish I could relive it.
This song helped me get through some dark things in middle school. Keep pushing and you can make it to the other side, trust me.
you know you're thinking about that one person
.. the person you wouldn't hesitate to do anything for if they asked.. the person you'd leave everything for...
we're trying to convince ourselves they're a good person, i should know
but even if they are or aren't, please take the time to work on yourself and do things that make you happy, it doesn't matter if you cry for them every night.. and i mean every night.. because that's part of your growth
you know that you're a one-of-a-kind gem right? that person was too blind to see that.. they really we're
don't try to "be the best you" to impress them or make them jealous or want you back.. they might not care (learned from experience) instead, grow for yourself and yourself only
you know.. you're dodging a bullet
i'm proud of you
keep your head up for me
one day someone will look at you like nobody else has and won't be selfish or backhandedly mean
you'll be loved
but dont worry about it too much
you must love yourself first
anyway i love you and like yeah :)
I fucking miss him I messed everything up
@@megsava please don’t let the blame fall to yourself:( i bet it was just the circumstances that were around at the time
@@_kvasir No I promise u it was me
This song brings such a soothing melancholy feeling. Pure peace.
you know, one day someone will love you like you loved them. your a star, you will feel loved and happy again
thank you
This song will always be a punch in the chest for me but I love it at the same time. Memories of me being a teen just staring up at the ceiling with all thoughts of the future.
Going through the comments, we can all kind of relate to each other. I'm not even joking when I say Anime is the only thing keeping me alive.
Dude dropped the saddest Album I ever heard and dipped 😔
this song is free therapy for me
I would die to be able to listen to this the first time again
I would listen to this a lot of times if it would kill me
One night I was having severe flashbacks and I was trying to calm myself down. I started listening to music and this song started playing. The part at the end kind of described my mental state at the time because it just sounds so somber, dreadful and sad. I could feel so much emotion in that part
'every stranger makes me feel safer and every person seems more beautiful' - damn.
You guys got this. You’ll pull through. You may not feel strong but guess what? Your still here. People may hate you, but there will always love you, and you know it. Even when you have nobody to love, just know there will always be that one person that will be there for you. You may be drowning, but they will pull you out of the water as quickly as you fall in. You may not have found them, but god has plans for you. You will and are loved. Trust me ✨
This song brings me back to around summer of 2020, and all the time after it. It erupts this nostalgic emotion in me I can't describe, explain or even put a name to.
Am I literally the only person that finds this song comforting in a satisfying way?
No, you're literally not.
I was in 6th grade 11 years old when dis song came out, now I jus turned 20 dis summer….scary how time flyin by😔….bless up to whoever reads dis….I love you….you not alone💚🤞🏾
i just want to have the person to call home. to love them and to have them love me just the same. i’m sick of wasting my love on people who don’t intend to keep me. i want to fall in love and be happy with someone. all i want.
Same here
yeah :/
i hope you’re on the path of finding that person
@@ricolinii i found someone and i’m hoping for the best :)
this is the song that hurts more then a heart break.
You know your depressed when you stare at the ceiling and listen to this on reply
Replay**
Lmao no
The words couldn’t said them better ..
Eh if it’s Elliott smith then it’s def depression
this song makes me want to sit on a roof and scream till i can’t breathe
It hits different when this is the lifestyle you live, meeting random people you know you'll never see again. That aching feeling in your gut telling you you'll never own up to anything. Never having a plan, always feeling dirty. The quiet echo of loneliness that asks "where are they" with no response. Sitting in a bathtub, the water now cold and your fingers pruned, but you can't get out because you don't have the energy. And almost and adult you still wonder "what will I be when I grow up"
im finna find that one person that disliked this
faith purcell MOOD
Disliked it hoping you'd come after me my arms open ready for you
@@AlienAmongst imagine lowkey hitting on strangers through yt comments haha
@@AlienAmongst why’s this adorable..
@@haileywitt1164 Maybe because it sounds good reading it while the music is playing.
the feeling of this song is just diff. the background noise too. it feels so nostalgic in a weird way. i want all songs to be like this. the vibe of it❤️
To everyone in this comment section,I want u to know that all of u have a purpose in life even if it isn’t obvious at the moment!You are loved and worth more than u can imagine.Never give up and no matter how impossible some of ur goals may seem,nothing is really impossible if u never give up!I love all of you!
i want to fall in love with being alive.
Waking up feeling like I don't belong anywhere, rejected, abandoned, alone, not worthy, sad, angry, confused and apologetic...
This song reminds me so much of what it was like confessing my rape. That feeling of wanting to take the blame because of guilt, wanting to hide or deny parts of the story to avoid hurting everyone else more, and the feeling of just wanting to be honest about it for once in your life.
This song reminds me of Freddie, cook and effy from skins and makes my heart aches for them
if anyone's feeling down or just getting over a break up. just know that theres still light at the end of the tunnel. sure its hard to get a bright future but its well worth it. ive came from the slums and grew up without parents, never had a girlfriend or anything. but i will say this too never touched a drug. and am about to graduate college with a masters. dont be down
and for those stuck, i know its painful just sitting in the same spot for somthing to happen but trust me patience is key as long as you can continue to work
tw// self-harm
this song helped me not kill myself, used to listen to it whenever i tried to hurt myself. but it always saves me ugh
this song feel like a hug but a the same time makes me want to cry
its so comforting but uncomforting
There’s something about this song that’s just absolutely horrifying. The tone of it is just so scary.
We never made out. Even more, never got to hold hands. Never feel each other's scent, never touched each other's hair. It was a long distance relationship. Long distance, but my heart was always with hers. She broke up with me and I felt like my world shattered into pieces. She broke me. But I got over her. It took me a year but it was worth it. Thank you for the lesson. In another universe, Lilith.
she showed me this song about 3 months ago and... after a lot of drama and me messing up it hurts. i literally dreamed about her forgiving me and im just lost in my thoughts half of the time of how i couldve done so much better for her and how happy she made me. of course she was manipulating me the whole time but i love her so much
This artist was ahead of their time.
It truly do be like that sometimes
it izzz what it izzzz
everytime i start to feel okay this song pops up. every time it makes me sad again. been happening for 6 years now, dont think it'll ever stop.
This reminds me of a painful breakup / heartbreak & big misunderstandings
i love the simplistic vogue of pieces of art, u can come up with your own unique interpretation that fits perfectly and gives you the space to fantasize and daydream but even then it wont be settled and as time passes and you grow, you will develop a new creative meaning to it and it will still feel meaningful and fulfilling
i have an ugly habit of overly associating everything around me to periods of time or people. which is a bad move on my side bc most of what time has carried have been pain. and nobody really lived up to my standards. so i am torturing myself unintentionally.
dreaming is where you can go as far as you can, beyond lines and hurdles and you won't be held accountable and you can just sit and dwell in them for hours on end. you will have the compacity to get the home youve wanted (thats without the religious guilt ofc)
"I just remembered i was lonely, i guess i am always, it's not a problem, it's just something, i got used to it. Every stranger makes me feel safer, every person seems more beutiful." The anthem of the lonely.
The every stranger makes me feel safer line really hit home for me. Now I'm sitting questioning everything as reality sets in. Fack
I don't know how to show my emotions no more I hide it behind a laugh and smile which breaks me even more.
The first time I listened to this song was a couple weeks ago I was crying I didn’t want to live anymore my Spotify shuffled this song and I heard the start and just stopped crying this song is so calming the vocals and the instrumentals are amazing it’s helped me a lot
This song had been stuck in my head all morning:(
been listening to this ever since it came out and it still makes me cry
This song makes me sad. It makes me think about happier times before things changed, it makes me think I did horrible things that changed everything. I just want to be happy, be myself without worrying about new trends and trying to fit in. I always hate myself and I hate everything. Things are changing so quickly and I felt like my child hood was non existent. I just wished things felt slower and time went by not as quick and I can experience a good teenage year
Whenever I listen to this song, I just remember how lonely I am and how nobody ever truly likes me. Nothing can fill that unbearable hole; nothing can ever be complete in me, that same hole that drives me crazy, and the fact that I will never be able to truly connect with anyone. It also brings me immense sadness for some reason; it just reminds me of everything bad in my life.
real warm hug i love this song more than everything
This song makes me feel rlly anxious and gets my stomach in knots bc it makes me feel nostalgic for no reason but at the same time I love it so much it just makes me feel so many emotions like wanting to cry but at the same time it makes me feel a sense of happy discomfort as well as wanting to fall in love with someone to it idk if I explained it right lol 😭
hope everyone who's listening to this rn is doing good :) know that you're loved and although it doesn't seem like it's possible, things will get better for you.
Back again to say this song is so beautiful. I love it. I love how it makes me feel... It reminds me of a day in october/fall and it's dark outside. I like listening to this while I sit in my room in the dark and it's just me + my gentle thoughts.
i dont find the feeling in anyone else anymore, i miss them so much. i will never find love again..
i've been crying for an hour or so and the person i love just texted me back during this song :,)
It's such a perfect masterpiece...
Perfect for the nights where you lay down and stare at the cieling.
A new school year...
This song is hitting harder than ever, once again lonely among so many people.
@@expenzantix yo how you doing
@@MaxBlockk chilling! How're you?
i hate when life starts to sound like this song again. such beautiful despair