My grandpa died around two weeks ago now, and this song just reminds me of him in every way. I hope he's still smiling at his children and granchildren wherever he is now
Last night, while cradling my daughter to sleep, this song played. I couldn't help but cry because my fiance passed away this month and I remember him singing this song to her the day before he passed. Fourth of July is my daughter's birthday and her name is Dove. No wonder when he started singing this song to her, i fet a ring and connection to it.
This song reminds me of my girlfriend, we were both hopeless depressed teenagers and she lost her battle. Taking her life at only 15 years old. I miss her everyday and when I was young I considered joining her. Now I'm nearly 20 with a wonderful boyfriend and I'm living a much happier life. My house recently burned down but me and my family are going to get through this. I wont let anything make me hurt myself like I did before. Recovery IS possible.
My cat passed away yesterday. Today while doing dishes, this randomly started playing and it reminded me of him so much, I just completely broke down on the floor. I miss him so much, he was my sweet little boy. I loved him so much and I just wish I had more time with him. I love him so much, baby Spain, my little Bean
my dog just passed yesterday. I’m so sorry for your loss i really miss my bailey baby so much too. they’re watching over us loving us and taking care of us no matter how far they are😭
My cat passed away around 3 months ago, very suddenly with no explanation. Some people just can’t understand what pets mean to us, not just pets, they are part of the family. Dogs and cats both, are amazing.
Listening to this song reminds me of my dad. He died late in the night 2 months from my 18th birthday. He never saw me graduate. And if i am ever to marry he will never walk me down the aisle. He was the only one who believed in me. We had the same humor and enjoyed many of the same things. Everyone always said i was like a tiny female version of him. he always made people laugh and was a free spirit. I am too but i am much too shy to talk to people. I miss him so much these days. No one in my family wants to talk about him so it is just me left alone trying to remember him and continue his legacy.
I have passed through the exact same thing a year ago and I promise you that everything will be alright and your accept his death little by little dw I hope your doing fine now ❤❤❤
Do anyone having a bad day, I’m here for you. Listen up peeps! I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for going to sleep. I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for breathing I’m proud of you for eating. Im proud of you for walking Im proud of you for running Im proud of you for talking Im proud of you for going to school. Im proud of your grades no matter how good or bad they are. Im proud of you for walking home Im proud of you for biking home. Im proud of you for living. Im proud of you. Love you ❤
When i saw this i was about to cry because my children's grandmother died before Christmas, they miss her alot. But before she died she said to my family 'im proud of you, ill keep watch of you and ill wait for you in heaven.' This comment is the best ❤
I'm so glad that everyone in the comments are sharing their problems and venting. I hope all of you that are going through rough times get better soon. I cannot imagine how horrible it would be for me if I were to be you.
Thank you so much❤ I'm reading many comments and it makes me sad trough but im already sad I don't understand everything but im trying 😔 I'm trying to get happy and trying to love myself I love everybody else even if they bad I still love them sometimes I hate it but after a time I like the person I just want everyone to be happy❤
This song makes me cry both in a sad way and in a happy way. I have 4 urns lined across my shelf, 1 for my grandmother, 1 for my grandfather, 1 for all my cats ashes combined, and one that holds both my biological moms and dads ashes. I like to listen to this song when my adoptive parents argue and I can hug one of the urns close to my chest. This song will always be a 10/10.
Before this song had no meaning at all to me, but in 2023, my grandmother was cremated exactly on the fourth of July, and now whenever I listen to this song I remember it.... As much as I wasn't present on the day of cremation, I feel that this song has messages that she would have liked to have said to me, and to my family...❤
I like to listen to this song every once in a while when I’m alone. Only songs seem to help my emotions now. This one in particular lets me know it’s okay to cry
I cried listening to this aswell. I don’t know who hasn’t. This song gets me every time. Even I try don’t cry challenges with my friends,we all end up crying. This reminds me of someone who died before I got to meet them. My great great grandfather and grandmother. To this day,I still have a photo of my family with them and me as a baby in my grandmothers hands. I don’t know how old it was. I still treasure it forever. I wish I’ll get to meet them in the afterlife one day.
same for me. i am always listening to music and it’s just become the norm for my friends but they don’t know why i listen so much…music heals places that nothing else can and it lets you cry without judging you. ❤️🩹
Last year my mum beat cancer! A few years ago my nan also beat cancer but then two years ago it came back. She never showed how bad it was, she didnt want her freinds and family to know her pain. Last july she passed and it was a huge shock to everyone and i didnt know how to cope especially only being 12 at the time. The last time i saw her was the kings coronation and sometimes all i think about is the regret of all of the times i could have been with her and not being there. Loosing her broke something inside of me, the first loss i had been through, but the memories are repairing it. This song reminds me that you dont have forever with anyone so cherish the time you are with them. I am always extremely proud of both my mum and nan they are the strongest women i know and i will always love them forever. i just wanted to share this story as loosing someone is one of the most soul destroying things and reading everyone elses comments reminds me that i am not alone. Now i look back at old memories makes me feel fo happy seing her smile as she is now on a place where she is not suffering and can look over me all the time to keep an eye on me, laugh at the silly things i fo and be with me in my heart when i need her. Love you to the moon and back forever nan Xx (im bawling my eyes out writing this lol)
I hope you're doing okay now!, my mom passed away because of breast cancer too.. i was only 12 years old. I was in grief and cant accept what happened...
Apparently @@Ема-ф2д it was a possible murder. He was basically tricked into buying all those drugs that fucked him up and eventually lead to his drowning. I know that we all live on borrowed time, but when ppl die as Matthew Perry did... its just not fair.
I listen to this song, especially when I'm told it's not okay to cry. It makes me feel like my father is being an actual father figure instead of neglecting me.
this song is connected wih my soul, its been three years and i still listen to it none stop every night, thinking about the way my dad passed away 2 month right after my birth, and how his death effected every single detail of my life. i used to lose my breath crying to this song knowing i was waiting for my dad to comeback somehow. my soul was hurt and humans were so rude and mean to me. it hurted me physically that i used sometimes to talk to the sky telling him how unprotected his little girl is. and how jealouse she is from other kids. now im 19, i still cry to this song but i know that i will give my kids the life i dreamed about and never could have. the peaceful simple life.
Felt this, your story is same as mine just that my dad died when i was half a year but still i didnt have the chance to know him or have a memory with him
Caught my daughter listening to this song which was from my playlist.. the innocence of a 12yo girl... I broke down and asked how you knew this song? She said I love this song cause it's all about the circle of life.... I sat in silence... still speechless..
I'm 12. Yes it's a good vent song but being 12 and listening to this isn't that bad is it? It's a sad song yes, but I know many kids some younger then me who listen to this, I know you might think differently because it's your daughter, but know ALOT of 12yo listen to this.
Since my childhood I have daddy issues. My father’s every rude word hurt me so much. Now I’m listening to this song and remember little myself, who was crying after all cruel things that happened to her. If I had a chance I would like to comfort child and teenager myself. I still don’t understand how people can hurt little children, their own children?
Parents never hurt intentionally, try to understand their trauma. Something must have happened to them that they didn't deserve. Maybe they are still stuck on that moment. Try to understand them and forgive them for what they did. You'll be at peace
Listening to this song is so soothing and relaxing, but it also makes me break down. I had lost a best friend of 8 years. He passed away too early. He was only 14. Me and him were so close. I can't imagine what life would be like if he was still here. There are times where I can't handle things and just want to end everything, but then I remembered that he would want me to keep going. It's all just so hard. This song reminds me of him. He was the best friend anyone could ever ask for.
“We’re all gonna die” Really hits. Then the music after makes me ball. It reminds me of childhood. “make the most of your life while it is rife while it is light.”
It's just so... it makes you feel _ineffable._ So many emotions at once, so little time to feel them, because we all end up dead. The matter of time and place are arbitrary. I am going to lose people, and I too will be lost. I can't comprehend how we're just meant to cope with that.
My sweet grandma Stella ⭐️. She was my best friend. The most soft and sweetest soul. I had to watch her pass away in the hospital. She went quietly like a whisper. She suffered from lupus my entire life but she was a fighter. I had always looked up to her as a role model. Although her lupus was in remission, her heart decided to fail and God knew it was her time to go home. But holy crap, I miss her every day. She is my star in the sky. She had a halo on her head. I can hear this song every time I think back to that night at the hospital. It was like the hospital went silent. I sometimes imagine if there was something I could’ve done to save her for just a little bit longer. Just to see her for a couple more minutes. I remember hugging my cousin as tight as I could wishing it was a dream and that I would wake up and my grandma would be ok. We had just celebrated her birthday a month before she passed. It was a complete shock. I miss you Grandma Stella and I can’t wait to see you again. rip 3/5/22 🕊️
Lyrics… The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly? Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die
Miss ya dad, wish you were here, I've grown up a lot, I'm 21 now, still got the same friends you met back then, I graduated, I got a job, even trying to grow a beard, I still play black ops 2 zombies every once in a while, and I sort of pretend like you're still playing with me, I never even got to say goodbye, I didn't want to, I didnt want you to go, I was just 11 years old, I'm not supposed to see my dad fall apart in front of my eyes. I go and visit you on the cemetary every now and then talk to you, not sure if you hear can hear me. I hope you can hear me, when I have kids one day I'm gonna name my first born after you. I imagined as a kid that you would still be there when that happens, I still cant accept that you cant be there, I feel so angry all the time that you werent here for most of my life, it's not your fault of course, you tried to fight it. Hope I see you again some day.
I'm 11 years old rn. My birthdays in 24 days, and my dads been saying he hasn't felt that good and he feels like hes gonna die soon. Hes only 46 years old. But I'm so sorry for your loss
I can't help but feel like this is a conversation between me and my great-grandmother. She passed away in 2022 (I was in 9th grade). She never made it to my 15th birthday and many other important events in my life. She was a great person and was a mother to me ... I wish you could understand how much I miss her and how sorry I am about how I treated her before she passed.
I had my sister in law die in the second of july and this song just reminds of her every time. Its like each word came out of her mouth… i love her and i hope she is resting in peace it is never easy to forget her. Four years later and im still mourning her death. May god keep her in a happy place.
This song makes me sob so much, each sentence in its own way is special to me. My step-grandmother, is what you could call her, had epilepsy and died in the night. Whenever my father and stepmother fought, she would hold my ears and give me those old strawberry candies. “It was night when you died, my firefly.” Throughout my younger years, I would be hit or screamed at for speaking freely. In my early teens, my mother would simply block my number, refuse to talk to me, and would use other people to talk to me. “Will you do enough talk, my little hawk, why do you cry?” Sometimes it amazes me how horrible people can be..
I listened to this too many times after my grandfather died, I can't remember when he died all I remembered is that it was in the night, when it said "It was night when you died, my firefly" made me cry so much, sometimes I see his soul/corpse (R.I.P Stephan Ifill)
To anyone who is reading this, I want you to know not to give up and that you are never alone. I have been reading others' comments and stories, and I can feel for you. I myself have been through some rough times to. But in the end, we are all human. RIP to the ones we love. Happy birthday to the birthdays that were spent alone. Love and support to those who need it, and a virtual hug.
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)
‘Your heart isn’t a door, don’t lock it’ hits so hard, I struggle with trust so much (due to personal reasons) thank you for spreading this, I absolutely needed to read this! To anyone reading this, struggling or not, I’m sending you virtual hugs, and along with it my best wishes. Thank you for being here ❤ -An rando teen on yt ༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ
my dad died on the 5th of july, he asked me to spend the 4th with him and i told him no. Every day i blame myself for not spending that day with him. I coulda saved him
No hunny don't blame yourself im 12 and my mom died of covid 3 years ago and I was 9 and I didn't call text or anything ik how you feel a little not fully because I'm not you but I can tell you it's not fault it was his time and just keep praying and getting closer to God and things will get better trust me ❤❤
@@scarlett.str13 that is a blessing to hear and I'm sure is is well taken care of and safe and watching over you and I will pray for you and I hope you the best and that blessings come to you and you are happy because I know thats what he would want is for you to be happy and ok but he's not gone he is still in spirit and in heart
My daughter was always fond of birds and insects so i gave her a nickname,dove or firefly since she favoured them over the others but she was murdered at the night of the fourth of July. She was drawing a picture of the entire family,birds and insects but was killed before she finished it,i always hang it on the wall with her other drawings.
This song has helped me get over something beautiful that I once had. At the time, I was so lucky. Having that thing meant the world to me. When it was taken away I cried daily. But this song has really helped. I may never get back what I had but I have good memories. Thank you Sufjan.
This song reminds me the day that my aunt had fallen, her last words for her to me was similar to this song, ` My little clam, why do you cry..? ` It was too emotional for me to watch her fall out of her body like the last drop of rain.. I give this song a soothing drop of sadness, it helps me bring out the sadness, pain, & emotion. It's very sad that my aunt died so early and sudden.. why did she die? She was in a huge car accident and was unconscious since glass was stabbed into her chest when the vehicle bumped into the dump truck, according to the process of the hospitals words, she had a few more minutes to live.. it was shocking and sad news. When my mom saw the tear fall from my eye, she said that it's just the cycle of life.. it was just too much to hold back the tears of pain. I still feel her in my heart, she died on July 4, 2020. I couldn't bother to go back to her grave but this time I did and listened to this song and prayed to her infront of her gravestone, it's just still in my memory family.. pictures of us all together as a family.. my step-dad said.. ` Well, 44 people in our family left right..? ` it still compares me with her relationship.. her joyful laugh is still in my mind,, it's so sweet , sweeter than a candy..
im so sorry…i know saying sorry won’t help anything but i just want you to know that you aren’t alone. I kind of feel nobody else in your family felt the same way you did when she died. i know that you’re a stranger but i care for you ❤️🩹
It was 2015. He was such an innocent baby. He had breathing problems, I still remember my aunt crying at the hospital. She couldn’t calm down. I walked to the baby (milo) he looked at me and smiled. He was only 9 months old.
i lost him, the man i loved. its been at least 8 months, but i still cant get over him. he saved me from suicide multiple times in the last three years. You dont know how much you miss someone until theyre really, really gone..
I have gone through verbal and physical abuse, i took care of my younger brother because my mother couldn’t. I gained a sister, and now I’m losing her due to adoption. This is worse than death. I generally dont wanna live anymore. I know you all might say I’m young but I’m 10. I’m now in better care and so is my brother. I can’t tell you about my sister. I just look back and say “how could and 8 year old take care of a 4 year old?”. This song helped me through my rough time. I love all of you❤
My. Grandma died when I was seven. She came to my house even after my dad said not today. She hugs us throws me and my siblings and catch us til we laugh.she gives us a big hug and leaves . She died that night. I didn’t understand death when I was little so I didn’t cry. I didn’t realize she was gone forever. Looking back on it I would’ve cried my eyes out. She never told us she had breast cancer and didn’t have long to live.I can’t even remember the sound of her voice anymore 😢
I drowned in 2022 and i was tooo close to die but an unkown person help's me im still in trauma and everyday when I listen to this song i remember everything bad but i still love it.tell me your story.
My Uncle died the day after Thanksgiving when I was in 8th grade (I am in 10th now) and this song just helps me get the pain out. It still hurts so bad.
I know this is stupid compared to all these heart breaking stories of family memebers and loved ones who unfortunately passed, but I'm here to moarn the death of my childhood and one of the people who helped shape it...fly high Liam...you really were the light of my life...everything seems so dark without you...
This song gives me so much nostalgia cause when my best friend took her life she left a note besides her saying „I’m sorry I have to leave but it is for the best.“ bursting into tears every time.
My aunt passed away last week and it's so hard to get over it. But this song just helps, that much, I'm going to be healed sooner or later, but we can never raise anyone back from the dead again...
my uncle died on the 4th of July, it was very bad, I had to go to the wake, and I listened to this song, I couldn't cry, but my cousin cried a lot, and I remember....we shared the phone while we hugged. edit i am brazilian
For some reason this reminded me of a story that didn't happen to me, but to my grandfather and uncle. They were both textile salespeople who traveled across our region selling fabric to major companies. In 1989 they stopped talking to each other due to a business related argument. They went on a year without talking. In 1990 my grandfather died of a heart attack on his own bathroom. My uncle never got to talk to him again, never said "sorry", my grandfather never said lets fix things, and he left without saying goodbye. My uncle is now 72 and has lived his whole life putting up with the fact that he never said goodbye to his own father. Please, talk to your beloved ones, don't let heated up arguments push you away from the people you love, you never know when it's the last time you're gonna see them.
@@helloitsme.23 I'm so sorry for your loss, that's terrible. Cancer is just awful. *Internet hugs*💜💜 My cat, (his name was Sandy) was very healthy to our knowledge but just randomly passed with no explanation.
My aunt died of cancer over 10 years ago. Her birthday was on the 4th of July. She was only 30 years old when she passed. In some ways, i think this song was made for her.
This song gets me every time. "Did you get enough love, my little dove? Why do you cry?" My mom passed last year and a women I'm really close that knew her too always says she gave me enough love in 23 years for the rest of my life. Even the line "I'm sorry I left but it was for the best" hits so much harder now.. my mom was my best friend, and I got along okay with my dad but always clung to her. He was diagnosed with cancer a month before she passed unexpectedly. He is still here, but almost died in February and he is getting weaker and weaker. As much as it hurts I'm grateful she passed first, because I never would have been as close to my dad as I am now had she still been here. Haven't felt so strongly for her in a while. It's been a year and almost 3 months. It's crazy how quickly things change and time goes. I miss you like hell mama. I love you, my butterfly.
This song reminds me of my 4 month kitten that passed away a couple days ago,I lost her at night then found her dead the other day,I miss her so much,this song makes me burst into tears 😭
This just gives me the reminder and relief that i have my friends comforting me everyday. I’m always angry or depressed. They’re the reason im a little happier. It makes me want to cry knowing that i found people who love me truly. and help me figure out who i am on the inside. They allow me to vent and question the world… we respect eachother even though some of us are apart of the lgbtq. (im not) I’ve always wanted this.. they don’t save me, they suffer with me. They will cry with me they will fight with me. 💕
Out side its raining. I lost my most fav person. I lost my love, she was the thing of my everything. My heart is screaming to cry but my eyes has become glass. Glass of water. And the song found me to to release my soul from the infinite pain and sadness.
my best friend lost her mom to cancer in march 2023, i was devastated as she was another mom to me. this song was used in a tiktok my best friend made about her mom and this song reminds me so much of her. i can’t believe she’s really gone. i couldn’t really believe it when we had her funeral. i literally felt my insides on the outside and i couldn’t breathe it was so heavy in my chest. the pit in my stomach in the shape of her. i can’t watch 13 reasons why without thinking of her, or listen to this song. i loved her so much.
"Did you get enough love?" stands out to me. My mother abandoned me 12 years ago, but has been somewhat in my life for 6 years. She visited yesterday, stayed for a few hours, and didn't even talk to me. She talked to my grandparents, but not me. She said hi and bye. Sometimes I wonder why other teens don't have to beg for love from their mother.
I'am a young artist. And one day when i was drawing, there was a new kitten. That my mom & twin saved, she wasn't shy at all, and came to me and then just slept on me while i was drawing. Since that day she always came to me when i was drawing something, some times just watching and some times she slept on me. Then she startet watching videos with me, (esspecialy cat videos). I also played alot with her and it felt so normal to see her everyday, every second, every hour, she was there. And it felt like the first time that im not alone. And around the 4th of july i was listening to this song alot, and i think a bit after the 4th of july my cat got her first kitten, 6 little baby kitten, and it made me so happy... But then, 1 of the kitten died, it was too weak, and it was kinda obvious that 1 of the babys might die since our cat was very small and 6 baby kitten are alot. Oh and i wish that was the most sad part abt this story.... 13th of july, 2023... The day on wich the cat that i loved so much passed away... She had a deadly heart diasese, and it was too late when we had noticed... She was such a beautifull, inoccent cat... I wish i could see her again, sleeping on me, while im drawing... Theres also a bit more story to my cat, about her past... That i wantet to tell here. So, she was only a few months old when my mom & twin found her in türkye, she was very sweet and playful, though she was deadly sick and it would've cost 1k to save her, and 1k more to bring her home, and eventhough it was so expesive, my mom and twin decidet that this kitten did not deserve to die yet. So they managet to save her but because of other problems it costs 2k extra. Wich rlly was not good for us... But, atleast we got the cat, and i can tell that it was defenetly worth it. But now as i think abt it... It feels like that the day my mom decidet to save her, life gave another chance to that cat, that she could life until sheself gave life, and then just to die to the same diasese that she has ben saved of so long ago...
This song reminds me of my grandmother whom i last saw was ages she lives so far and i miss her so bad i wish she could come back and i wish i won't lost her bc i cannot live without her .
7/10/23, 2 days after my 22nd birthday, my "brother in-law" passed away from complications from drugs and alcohol. Mostly just the coke. He was found by his grandmother whom he was living with. She saw him in the same position the night before and knew something was wrong. His brain was deprived for too long. We had to let him go. I thought I had moved past the sad songs, but it's just cause they all repeat. I just gave this a listen for the first time and I'm a grown man balling his eyes out. Caleb left behind a handsome son Named Emmett. He will be 4 this September. He doesn't remember a whole lot about daddy, but he talks about him non stop. We had some paranormal stuff happen at my sister's apartment. Nothing bad or negative. We believe he watches us and I hope he does. Miss you Caleb Geyer 1998-2023 peace brother. I love you.
I think about my life my family in the heaven going to different places as we make a new life exception 🙏 .My big sister was born on 2007 4th of July. I can't believe how fast life goes I'm scared of dead my mom 1983 June 2nd and my dad 1977 April 30th and me 2013 August 14th my brother 2015 July 28th and I hope my grandmother is looking down at us
My brother died on the 4th of july 14 years ago, this song somehow makes me feel like he just died again… i can never forget the way my parents cried, how my siblings were devastated. I may have been 5 but it was really painful seeing them struggle like that. I love this song so much! Amazing song yet way too painful to listen to.
It's taken me a year to find this song after I heard it once in a playlist. All I could remember was the title and the general sound. This song marked a pivotal moment for me, and finding it makes something feel... complete. This is definitely the song I heard a year ago - no doubt about it.
My mom died due to cancer, it haunts me how i choose to neglect taking care of her. Days, weeks, months after she died, i wonder why i didn't felt guilt. Years passed, all that i do is cry. A moment kept replaying on my head, it was when i had severe stomachache and she was laying on her sickbead asking if i was okay. It breaks me everytime. Back then, i had always thought that my childhood wasnt that great because i couldn't remember any of it. Now, out of nowhere, pieces of it is reminding me that I was loved. Going to the field with my mom to watch baseball. I feel like i never grieved enough for her, and that im not qualified to do so. Im carrying this guilt forever.
Dear daddy I can't believe it's been 3 years since you left us , I miss you so much , Life is really tough without you. I hope you're proud of me , I remember you every single time I hear this song it makes me cry a lot. I love you so much... ❤️🩹
My uncle died 8 months ago, he was such a good man, a good soul. But he never listened when he was asked to go to the doctor, only waited for the last minute and now he's not suffering anymore. Dang it he was such a good uncle, our best friend, our second father.. This song reminds me so much of him and the day he died. The day was so dry, we were all confused until we saw the body, the tears were so heavy. I will always remember this day as the worst day of my life. Rest in peace Tonton ❤
i used to listen to this when i was having a bad time. my bestfriend played this song on july 4th when she also was going through a hard time. she has passed and everytime i hear this song i think of her
This reminded me both of my grandparents, i was 8 when my great grandma died just 9 days before my birthday, and then my great grandpa died 1 month before my birthday, listening to this reminded me of them, I am trying not to cry, since they both died near my birthday, Now it's 1 month before my birthday right now, but I still can't help but think about them when It's my birthday, it makes me so sad.
This always reminds me of my best friend of 12 yrs who passed in 2022, lost my nan a year later then recently had to put our dog down. It still hurts my heart, however this song gives me a sense of comfort. I miss them so much 🩷
“And I’m sorry I left but It was for the best,though it never felt right,my little Versailles.”Makes my heart ache…Because this was a conversation a son had with his mother while she was dying..and I understand those lyrics now…
Everytime I hear this song i think of the soldiers who fought for our freedom on the forth of July years ago and still to this day. But what hurts the most with this song is years before my dad even met my mom he served in the navy for I think about 20 years. While on board he was told his two daughter and late wife we murdered. This son makes me thing of them even though I never met them. He still struggles with ptsd to this day... this song makes me cry and I learned it for him.. for them...
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My grandpa died around two weeks ago now, and this song just reminds me of him in every way. I hope he's still smiling at his children and granchildren wherever he is now
sorry for your loss 🕊 RIP ❤
Really sorry for your loss by the way where are you from
@@manmeetkaur697 Denmark
If he was a good person he went to heaven and won eternal life and no more suffering ❤
So sorry for you , hoping u feel better every day 🤍
Last night, while cradling my daughter to sleep, this song played. I couldn't help but cry because my fiance passed away this month and I remember him singing this song to her the day before he passed. Fourth of July is my daughter's birthday and her name is Dove. No wonder when he started singing this song to her, i fet a ring and connection to it.
I'm sorry for your loss 💔
I'm so sorry, I hope you're doing alright ❤️🩹
Oh my God...
No one should have to go through that..
I'm so sorry for your loss 💔❤️🩹
Oh my god that's terrible I'm so sorry for your loss ❤😢
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤💔❤️🩹
This song reminds me of my girlfriend, we were both hopeless depressed teenagers and she lost her battle. Taking her life at only 15 years old. I miss her everyday and when I was young I considered joining her. Now I'm nearly 20 with a wonderful boyfriend and I'm living a much happier life. My house recently burned down but me and my family are going to get through this. I wont let anything make me hurt myself like I did before. Recovery IS possible.
Im proud of you!
Congrats! ❤
So proud of you
😢❤
Im so proud of u
My cat passed away yesterday. Today while doing dishes, this randomly started playing and it reminded me of him so much, I just completely broke down on the floor. I miss him so much, he was my sweet little boy. I loved him so much and I just wish I had more time with him. I love him so much, baby Spain, my little Bean
my dog just passed yesterday. I’m so sorry for your loss i really miss my bailey baby so much too. they’re watching over us loving us and taking care of us no matter how far they are😭
@@miar5697 I'm sorry for your loss as well, it'll get better
My cat passed away around 3 months ago, very suddenly with no explanation. Some people just can’t understand what pets mean to us, not just pets, they are part of the family. Dogs and cats both, are amazing.
i listen to this song every time i miss my cat too:( may we be reunited with our angels in a better place
My cat did too, I understand you.
Listening to this song reminds me of my dad.
He died late in the night 2 months from my 18th birthday. He never saw me graduate. And if i am ever to marry he will never walk me down the aisle.
He was the only one who believed in me. We had the same humor and enjoyed many of the same things. Everyone always said i was like a tiny female version of him. he always made people laugh and was a free spirit. I am too but i am much too shy to talk to people.
I miss him so much these days. No one in my family wants to talk about him so it is just me left alone trying to remember him and continue his legacy.
I have passed through the exact same thing a year ago and I promise you that everything will be alright and your accept his death little by little dw I hope your doing fine now ❤❤❤
From what you say, your father clearly lives on in you. No matter how shy you are 💚💚🫂🫂
I love humans, i wanna hear everybody's story and give them a hug.
Yeah. What is your story? 😮🤨
humans are awesome.
Yeah,humans are cool and complex,noone will ever truly know eachother,or even ourselves,there's parts of us even we don't know😮❤
then what are you?
My mom took her last breath on my bed surrounded by me my sister and (10 days later died) father. When covid at its peak all hospitals are full.
Do anyone having a bad day, I’m here for you. Listen up peeps! I’m proud of you.
I’m proud of you for going to sleep.
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for breathing
I’m proud of you for eating.
Im proud of you for walking
Im proud of you for running
Im proud of you for talking
Im proud of you for going to school.
Im proud of your grades no matter how good or bad they are.
Im proud of you for walking home
Im proud of you for biking home.
Im proud of you for living.
Im proud of you.
Love you ❤
Thank you so much❤
i needed this thank you
Ilysm ❤
When i saw this i was about to cry because my children's grandmother died before Christmas, they miss her alot. But before she died she said to my family 'im proud of you, ill keep watch of you and ill wait for you in heaven.' This comment is the best ❤
Tysm ❤
I'm so glad that everyone in the comments are sharing their problems and venting. I hope all of you that are going through rough times get better soon. I cannot imagine how horrible it would be for me if I were to be you.
You've got a beautiful soul!!
Thank you❤
@@Beangobbler of course. :)
Thank you so much❤
I'm reading many comments and it makes me sad trough but im already sad I don't understand everything but im trying 😔
I'm trying to get happy and trying to love myself
I love everybody else even if they bad I still love them sometimes I hate it but after a time I like the person I just want everyone to be happy❤
@@WolfqueenIemiediecool2this nearly made me cry we need more people like you in the world
This song makes me cry both in a sad way and in a happy way. I have 4 urns lined across my shelf, 1 for my grandmother, 1 for my grandfather, 1 for all my cats ashes combined, and one that holds both my biological moms and dads ashes. I like to listen to this song when my adoptive parents argue and I can hug one of the urns close to my chest. This song will always be a 10/10.
I’m so sorry bby I hope ur doing alright ❤❤xxx
Everything is gonna be okay bro youre loved even tho you don’t feel it
That's really sad sorry for your loss
everythings going to be okay bby xx
Before this song had no meaning at all to me, but in 2023, my grandmother was cremated exactly on the fourth of July, and now whenever I listen to this song I remember it.... As much as I wasn't present on the day of cremation, I feel that this song has messages that she would have liked to have said to me, and to my family...❤
It’s been 1 year today I’m so sorry much love ❤
I like to listen to this song every once in a while when I’m alone. Only songs seem to help my emotions now. This one in particular lets me know it’s okay to cry
same
Me too. Music is cathartic for me. It really helps.
I cried listening to this aswell.
I don’t know who hasn’t.
This song gets me every time.
Even I try don’t cry challenges with my friends,we all end up crying.
This reminds me of someone who died before I got to meet them.
My great great grandfather and grandmother.
To this day,I still have a photo of my family with them and me as a baby in my grandmothers hands.
I don’t know how old it was.
I still treasure it forever.
I wish I’ll get to meet them in the afterlife one day.
same for me. i am always listening to music and it’s just become the norm for my friends but they don’t know why i listen so much…music heals places that nothing else can and it lets you cry without judging you. ❤️🩹
same
Last year my mum beat cancer! A few years ago my nan also beat cancer but then two years ago it came back. She never showed how bad it was, she didnt want her freinds and family to know her pain. Last july she passed and it was a huge shock to everyone and i didnt know how to cope especially only being 12 at the time. The last time i saw her was the kings coronation and sometimes all i think about is the regret of all of the times i could have been with her and not being there. Loosing her broke something inside of me, the first loss i had been through, but the memories are repairing it. This song reminds me that you dont have forever with anyone so cherish the time you are with them. I am always extremely proud of both my mum and nan they are the strongest women i know and i will always love them forever. i just wanted to share this story as loosing someone is one of the most soul destroying things and reading everyone elses comments reminds me that i am not alone. Now i look back at old memories makes me feel fo happy seing her smile as she is now on a place where she is not suffering and can look over me all the time to keep an eye on me, laugh at the silly things i fo and be with me in my heart when i need her. Love you to the moon and back forever nan Xx (im bawling my eyes out writing this lol)
I hope you're doing okay now!, my mom passed away because of breast cancer too.. i was only 12 years old. I was in grief and cant accept what happened...
"The hospital asked, should the body be cast? Before i say goodbye, my star in the sky.." makes me cry.
When this part starts playing I always think of Matthew Perry's death 😢
The whole song is js so agonizing 💔💔 without even trying. I feel ya.
Apparently @@Ема-ф2д it was a possible murder. He was basically tricked into buying all those drugs that fucked him up and eventually lead to his drowning. I know that we all live on borrowed time, but when ppl die as Matthew Perry did... its just not fair.
I listen to this song, especially when I'm told it's not okay to cry. It makes me feel like my father is being an actual father figure instead of neglecting me.
I’m so sorry you deal with that. Sending my love! Remember to take care of yourself!
I'm sorry you're going through that, I k ow how it is my mother has neglected me, my whole life.
this song is connected wih my soul, its been three years and i still listen to it none stop every night, thinking about the way my dad passed away 2 month right after my birth, and how his death effected every single detail of my life. i used to lose my breath crying to this song knowing i was waiting for my dad to comeback somehow. my soul was hurt and humans were so rude and mean to me. it hurted me physically that i used sometimes to talk to the sky telling him how unprotected his little girl is. and how jealouse she is from other kids. now im 19, i still cry to this song but i know that i will give my kids the life i dreamed about and never could have. the peaceful simple life.
Felt this, your story is same as mine just that my dad died when i was half a year but still i didnt have the chance to know him or have a memory with him
Caught my daughter listening to this song which was from my playlist.. the innocence of a 12yo girl... I broke down and asked how you knew this song? She said I love this song cause it's all about the circle of life.... I sat in silence... still speechless..
The singer wrote this song about his own mother passing, so it's extra sad all the past and future listeners in a way will relate to that experience
I'm 12.
Yes it's a good vent song but being 12 and listening to this isn't that bad is it?
It's a sad song yes, but I know many kids some younger then me who listen to this, I know you might think differently because it's your daughter, but know ALOT of 12yo listen to this.
I'm 11 and this is one of my favorite song.
thats so beatifull...i hope my family even noticed what i do...coming from ab14yo🥺i hope that ur daughter will always love u the way u love her🫂
No hate pls but i'm 9 listening to this
Since my childhood I have daddy issues. My father’s every rude word hurt me so much. Now I’m listening to this song and remember little myself, who was crying after all cruel things that happened to her. If I had a chance I would like to comfort child and teenager myself. I still don’t understand how people can hurt little children, their own children?
Same...
Same
Same and it hurts
Parents never hurt intentionally, try to understand their trauma. Something must have happened to them that they didn't deserve. Maybe they are still stuck on that moment. Try to understand them and forgive them for what they did. You'll be at peace
Listening to this song is so soothing and relaxing, but it also makes me break down. I had lost a best friend of 8 years. He passed away too early. He was only 14. Me and him were so close. I can't imagine what life would be like if he was still here. There are times where I can't handle things and just want to end everything, but then I remembered that he would want me to keep going. It's all just so hard. This song reminds me of him. He was the best friend anyone could ever ask for.
“We’re all gonna die” Really hits. Then the music after makes me ball. It reminds me of childhood. “make the most of your life while it is rife while it is light.”
It's just so... it makes you feel _ineffable._ So many emotions at once, so little time to feel them, because we all end up dead. The matter of time and place are arbitrary. I am going to lose people, and I too will be lost. I can't comprehend how we're just meant to cope with that.
@SteampunkHorse thats just sad bro... damn
My sweet grandma Stella ⭐️. She was my best friend. The most soft and sweetest soul. I had to watch her pass away in the hospital. She went quietly like a whisper. She suffered from lupus my entire life but she was a fighter. I had always looked up to her as a role model. Although her lupus was in remission, her heart decided to fail and God knew it was her time to go home. But holy crap, I miss her every day. She is my star in the sky. She had a halo on her head. I can hear this song every time I think back to that night at the hospital. It was like the hospital went silent. I sometimes imagine if there was something I could’ve done to save her for just a little bit longer. Just to see her for a couple more minutes. I remember hugging my cousin as tight as I could wishing it was a dream and that I would wake up and my grandma would be ok. We had just celebrated her birthday a month before she passed. It was a complete shock. I miss you Grandma Stella and I can’t wait to see you again. rip 3/5/22 🕊️
Im so sorry for your loss sweetheart. I hope it gets better for you dear
Lyrics…
The evil it spread like a fever ahead
It was night when you died, my firefly
What could I have said to raise you from the dead?
Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July?
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head
Was it all a disguise, like Junior High
Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction
Now, where am I?
My fading supply
Did you get enough love, my little dove
Why do you cry?
And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best
Though it never felt right
My little Versailles
The hospital asked should the body be cast
Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky
Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth
Do you find it all right, my dragonfly?
Shall we look at the moon, my little loon
Why do you cry?
Make the most of your life, while it is rife
While it is light
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
Miss ya dad, wish you were here, I've grown up a lot, I'm 21 now, still got the same friends you met back then, I graduated, I got a job, even trying to grow a beard, I still play black ops 2 zombies every once in a while, and I sort of pretend like you're still playing with me, I never even got to say goodbye, I didn't want to, I didnt want you to go, I was just 11 years old, I'm not supposed to see my dad fall apart in front of my eyes. I go and visit you on the cemetary every now and then talk to you, not sure if you hear can hear me. I hope you can hear me, when I have kids one day I'm gonna name my first born after you. I imagined as a kid that you would still be there when that happens, I still cant accept that you cant be there, I feel so angry all the time that you werent here for most of my life, it's not your fault of course, you tried to fight it. Hope I see you again some day.
Omg I am crying. It's like you are my future self. Cause my Dad died when I was 11 too. I found him on the floor.
My dad died when i was 11 i remember watching him take his last breath
You made me cry this message to your dad is heartbreaking. He will be so proud of you 🤍keep doing thing you love you will be okay I promise
We in the very same situation just mine died two years ago😢 I really cherish your strength
I'm 11 years old rn. My birthdays in 24 days, and my dads been saying he hasn't felt that good and he feels like hes gonna die soon. Hes only 46 years old. But I'm so sorry for your loss
I can't help but feel like this is a conversation between me and my great-grandmother. She passed away in 2022 (I was in 9th grade). She never made it to my 15th birthday and many other important events in my life. She was a great person and was a mother to me ... I wish you could understand how much I miss her and how sorry I am about how I treated her before she passed.
Mine never go to see me get out of elementary school 48yo and then gone I'm 22
I had my sister in law die in the second of july and this song just reminds of her every time. Its like each word came out of her mouth… i love her and i hope she is resting in peace it is never easy to forget her. Four years later and im still mourning her death. May god keep her in a happy place.
God is taking care of her now, she’s okay, I promise :) ❤
This song makes me sob so much, each sentence in its own way is special to me.
My step-grandmother, is what you could call her, had epilepsy and died in the night. Whenever my father and stepmother fought, she would hold my ears and give me those old strawberry candies.
“It was night when you died, my firefly.”
Throughout my younger years, I would be hit or screamed at for speaking freely. In my early teens, my mother would simply block my number, refuse to talk to me, and would use other people to talk to me.
“Will you do enough talk, my little hawk, why do you cry?”
Sometimes it amazes me how horrible people can be..
I listened to this too many times after my grandfather died, I can't remember when he died all I remembered is that it was in the night, when it said "It was night when you died, my firefly" made me cry so much, sometimes I see his soul/corpse (R.I.P Stephan Ifill)
The fact that I cry over this song bc of my grandpa is sad :(
To anyone who is reading this, I want you to know not to give up and that you are never alone. I have been reading others' comments and stories, and I can feel for you. I myself have been through some rough times to. But in the end, we are all human. RIP to the ones we love. Happy birthday to the birthdays that were spent alone. Love and support to those who need it, and a virtual hug.
Thank you... Good luck on everything
Thank you
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)
That's actually beautiful❤😭
I've actually seen this somewhere else and thanks for spreading it
🥹♥️♥️
‘Your heart isn’t a door, don’t lock it’ hits so hard, I struggle with trust so much (due to personal reasons) thank you for spreading this, I absolutely needed to read this!
To anyone reading this, struggling or not, I’m sending you virtual hugs, and along with it my best wishes. Thank you for being here ❤
-An rando teen on yt ༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ
This is legit gay
my dad died on the 5th of july, he asked me to spend the 4th with him and i told him no. Every day i blame myself for not spending that day with him. I coulda saved him
I'm sorry. you haven't lost it yet it's there
I'm so sorry for you
No hunny don't blame yourself im 12 and my mom died of covid 3 years ago and I was 9 and I didn't call text or anything ik how you feel a little not fully because I'm not you but I can tell you it's not fault it was his time and just keep praying and getting closer to God and things will get better trust me ❤❤
@@laylaann-fr2jb i pray everyday that he is ok
@@scarlett.str13 that is a blessing to hear and I'm sure is is well taken care of and safe and watching over you and I will pray for you and I hope you the best and that blessings come to you and you are happy because I know thats what he would want is for you to be happy and ok but he's not gone he is still in spirit and in heart
My daughter was always fond of birds and insects so i gave her a nickname,dove or firefly since she favoured them over the others but she was murdered at the night of the fourth of July. She was drawing a picture of the entire family,birds and insects but was killed before she finished it,i always hang it on the wall with her other drawings.
😢
ouch really i dont know what to say because i didn't lost anybody i think so...im sorry to hear this...
That’s tragic. She’s in a better place now :(
I’m so sorry for your loss! She sounded very sweet
That second verse and chorus. Those words are the words that drew me to this song.
This song has helped me get over something beautiful that I once had. At the time, I was so lucky. Having that thing meant the world to me. When it was taken away I cried daily. But this song has really helped. I may never get back what I had but I have good memories. Thank you Sufjan.
This song reminds me the day that my aunt had fallen, her last words for her to me was similar to this song, ` My little clam, why do you cry..? ` It was too emotional for me to watch her fall out of her body like the last drop of rain.. I give this song a soothing drop of sadness, it helps me bring out the sadness, pain, & emotion. It's very sad that my aunt died so early and sudden.. why did she die? She was in a huge car accident and was unconscious since glass was stabbed into her chest when the vehicle bumped into the dump truck, according to the process of the hospitals words, she had a few more minutes to live.. it was shocking and sad news. When my mom saw the tear fall from my eye, she said that it's just the cycle of life.. it was just too much to hold back the tears of pain. I still feel her in my heart, she died on July 4, 2020. I couldn't bother to go back to her grave but this time I did and listened to this song and prayed to her infront of her gravestone, it's just still in my memory family.. pictures of us all together as a family.. my step-dad said.. ` Well, 44 people in our family left right..? ` it still compares me with her relationship.. her joyful laugh is still in my mind,, it's so sweet , sweeter than a candy..
I'm so sorry to hear that I never got to see me auntie and she passed away last year
@@cutieoiaw.. sorry to hear that!! :(
im so sorry…i know saying sorry won’t help anything but i just want you to know that you aren’t alone. I kind of feel nobody else in your family felt the same way you did when she died. i know that you’re a stranger but i care for you ❤️🩹
@@helloitsme.23 thank you
It was 2015. He was such an innocent baby. He had breathing problems, I still remember my aunt crying at the hospital. She couldn’t calm down. I walked to the baby (milo) he looked at me and smiled. He was only 9 months old.
did he survive
pls tell me he survived
@@derrtyworks the comment is in past tense my brother 🥲
@@Cutiepatotie628 😞
Who else is here on the 4th 2024
The exact reason I’m listening to this song 😂xx
Me
Me
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@@Isabellegunning exactly tho
i lost him, the man i loved. its been at least 8 months, but i still cant get over him. he saved me from suicide multiple times in the last three years. You dont know how much you miss someone until theyre really, really gone..
I'm sorry no one deserves that
Im sorry... keep going
I wish I could give everyone a hug. We're all growing old and growing cold
I do need a hug right now... so a virtual hug?
@@Lokismylove Yessir 🫂
@@Leeooooooo... 🫂 Thanks! I'm actually feeling much better now. Take care
@@Lokismylove You too friend, take care and pay attention to all the good things :)
a hug needer here!!!!
This is what pain sounds like .
Who in 2024
Mee
Same Hereee
Me
Of course 😊
meh
I have gone through verbal and physical abuse, i took care of my younger brother because my mother couldn’t. I gained a sister, and now I’m losing her due to adoption. This is worse than death. I generally dont wanna live anymore. I know you all might say I’m young but I’m 10. I’m now in better care and so is my brother. I can’t tell you about my sister. I just look back and say “how could and 8 year old take care of a 4 year old?”. This song helped me through my rough time. I love all of you❤
10 is young hun, you shouldn't have had to go through that, I'm glad your in a better place now, I wish you well ❤️🩹
Hey is everything ok now?
My 1st time listening and already obsessed with it
samee
Omg me too😂
Same
Yup thats me
My. Grandma died when I was seven. She came to my house even after my dad said not today. She hugs us throws me and my siblings and catch us til we laugh.she gives us a big hug and leaves . She died that night. I didn’t understand death when I was little so I didn’t cry. I didn’t realize she was gone forever. Looking back on it I would’ve cried my eyes out. She never told us she had breast cancer and didn’t have long to live.I can’t even remember the sound of her voice anymore 😢
I am so sorry for your loss
This hits different when you are mouring over someone alive that you lost for the distance that keeps you apart.
I didnt even think about that and im going through the same situation...I'm gonna go cry in a corner now.
@@KodaaBearrWait, take me with you!😭
@@KodaaBearr me to😢
this song is a masterpiece. It makes me cry everytime but it’s just amazing. Congratulations
This is a masterpiece that makes you cry . ❤️🩹
i had a very bad day today listening to this song makes me feel appreciated more than my family.i feel nothing but heartbreak,abandonment,neglect
Its gonna be ok, I'm sure things will get better and if it doesn't just know that there will be someone out there who will be able to help you
I drowned in 2022 and i was tooo close to die but an unkown person help's me im still in trauma and everyday when I listen to this song i remember everything bad but i still love it.tell me your story.
I’m sorry
who in 2024 rn?! Happy 4th of july!🎉🎉
Same for u😊
Heree
Same ❤😊
Here ❤
Happy birthday to me! 💜🌌☄️
First time hearing this song and I'm feeling like I should live my life to the fullest while I can
My Uncle died the day after Thanksgiving when I was in 8th grade (I am in 10th now) and this song just helps me get the pain out. It still hurts so bad.
hey i get the feeling my dad died on aug 7 2022 its going to be ok 😊
My dad died died 2018 i remember what his last breath sounds like
We've all been there and last that someone or someone's ♡
I really love this song it really gives me the chills I've been looking for
I know this is stupid compared to all these heart breaking stories of family memebers and loved ones who unfortunately passed, but I'm here to moarn the death of my childhood and one of the people who helped shape it...fly high Liam...you really were the light of my life...everything seems so dark without you...
It's not stupid, Liam was like family to most people
@@holabeach3743 thanks so much, he really was for me ♡
This song gives me so much nostalgia cause when my best friend took her life she left a note besides her saying „I’m sorry I have to leave but it is for the best.“ bursting into tears every time.
I’m so so sorry for ur loss ❤️❤️
I'm trying to leave too...
4th of July anybody?
Yes here 🖐🏻
Tradition 🤌🏻✨
My aunt passed away last week and it's so hard to get over it. But this song just helps, that much, I'm going to be healed sooner or later, but we can never raise anyone back from the dead again...
My mimi died 2 days ago. Sadly we cant...I wish I spent more time with her...
my uncle died on the 4th of July, it was very bad, I had to go to the wake, and I listened to this song, I couldn't cry, but my cousin cried a lot, and I remember....we shared the phone while we hugged.
edit i am brazilian
I’m so sorry that happened I hope he had a good life:)
thanks@@preppy-szczur-08
@@maah4u you’re welcome ☺️
@@preppy-szczur-08 ;)
@@maah4u :)
For some reason this reminded me of a story that didn't happen to me, but to my grandfather and uncle. They were both textile salespeople who traveled across our region selling fabric to major companies. In 1989 they stopped talking to each other due to a business related argument. They went on a year without talking. In 1990 my grandfather died of a heart attack on his own bathroom. My uncle never got to talk to him again, never said "sorry", my grandfather never said lets fix things, and he left without saying goodbye. My uncle is now 72 and has lived his whole life putting up with the fact that he never said goodbye to his own father. Please, talk to your beloved ones, don't let heated up arguments push you away from the people you love, you never know when it's the last time you're gonna see them.
listen to this song everytime i miss my grandma who was my light
This is my first time listening to this song. I am crying so badly in the memory of my dead grand ma ..... This song reminds me of herrr
Listening to this the day after your cat of 8 years passed, it just hit different.
i’ve had my cat for all my life and she passed away to a cancer. rip kitten ❤️🩹 (her name is kitten)
@@helloitsme.23 I'm so sorry for your loss, that's terrible. Cancer is just awful. *Internet hugs*💜💜 My cat, (his name was Sandy) was very healthy to our knowledge but just randomly passed with no explanation.
@@cyberformersinc7425 awe im so sorry 🥺 i bet it’s even worse when you don’t even know why he passed. but I will send internet hugs too! 🫂
sameee i got reminded of my dog, Rufus who passed away last October he was 14 years old... I understand you, and im so sorry for your loss...
Real..
"Did you get enough love, my little dove" Has me in tears.
Today 4th of July in 2024...
That’s crazyyyyy there is still a hour left of July 3rd 2024 😅
Different timezones , for me it is also 4th of July
Crazy how i wanted to listen to this song on exactly on fourth of July@@Hannah_33
same ....
Meeeee
My aunt died of cancer over 10 years ago. Her birthday was on the 4th of July. She was only 30 years old when she passed. In some ways, i think this song was made for her.
I'm sorry for your loss😥
❤❤❤😢
This song gets me every time.
"Did you get enough love, my little dove? Why do you cry?" My mom passed last year and a women I'm really close that knew her too always says she gave me enough love in 23 years for the rest of my life. Even the line "I'm sorry I left but it was for the best" hits so much harder now.. my mom was my best friend, and I got along okay with my dad but always clung to her. He was diagnosed with cancer a month before she passed unexpectedly. He is still here, but almost died in February and he is getting weaker and weaker. As much as it hurts I'm grateful she passed first, because I never would have been as close to my dad as I am now had she still been here.
Haven't felt so strongly for her in a while. It's been a year and almost 3 months. It's crazy how quickly things change and time goes.
I miss you like hell mama. I love you, my butterfly.
Even if i listen to this over and over again im still gonna cry...
Same
This song reminds me of my 4 month kitten that passed away a couple days ago,I lost her at night then found her dead the other day,I miss her so much,this song makes me burst into tears 😭
I’m sorry for your lost. I lost my cat too it’s been 6 months and my heart still hurts I miss him sm, but they are looking us from heaven
My sister died on the fourth of july in a car crash 2 years ago and this is one of her favorite songs it was her favorite day..❤
Im so sorry❤️ its so painful losing a loved one especially if your related to them. Love you :)’
I feel like this song is almost like a conversation between a dead loved one and someone grieving
This just gives me the reminder and relief that i have my friends comforting me everyday. I’m always angry or depressed. They’re the reason im a little happier. It makes me want to cry knowing that i found people who love me truly. and help me figure out who i am on the inside. They allow me to vent and question the world… we respect eachother even though some of us are apart of the lgbtq. (im not) I’ve always wanted this.. they don’t save me, they suffer with me. They will cry with me they will fight with me. 💕
Out side its raining. I lost my most fav person. I lost my love, she was the thing of my everything. My heart is screaming to cry but my eyes has become glass. Glass of water. And the song found me to to release my soul from the infinite pain and sadness.
It's ok to cry, you shouldn't hide it.
my best friend lost her mom to cancer in march 2023, i was devastated as she was another mom to me. this song was used in a tiktok my best friend made about her mom and this song reminds me so much of her. i can’t believe she’s really gone. i couldn’t really believe it when we had her funeral. i literally felt my insides on the outside and i couldn’t breathe it was so heavy in my chest. the pit in my stomach in the shape of her. i can’t watch 13 reasons why without thinking of her, or listen to this song. i loved her so much.
20th November 2024, I hope you rest in peace now. We will miss you Liam
going through deep depression right now and this made me feel so much better🙏
upd: i see my way out 🙏 it gets better I promise
😮
Know that you aren’t alone and things will get better 🫡
@@saery4523thanks mate🫶
How's life..? I'm suffering that currently..
@@Sweetpotatoes-aregood could be better ig
"Did you get enough love?" stands out to me. My mother abandoned me 12 years ago, but has been somewhat in my life for 6 years. She visited yesterday, stayed for a few hours, and didn't even talk to me. She talked to my grandparents, but not me. She said hi and bye. Sometimes I wonder why other teens don't have to beg for love from their mother.
I'am a young artist. And one day when i was drawing, there was a new kitten. That my mom & twin saved, she wasn't shy at all, and came to me and then just slept on me while i was drawing. Since that day she always came to me when i was drawing something, some times just watching and some times she slept on me. Then she startet watching videos with me, (esspecialy cat videos). I also played alot with her and it felt so normal to see her everyday, every second, every hour, she was there. And it felt like the first time that im not alone. And around the 4th of july i was listening to this song alot, and i think a bit after the 4th of july my cat got her first kitten, 6 little baby kitten, and it made me so happy... But then, 1 of the kitten died, it was too weak, and it was kinda obvious that 1 of the babys might die since our cat was very small and 6 baby kitten are alot. Oh and i wish that was the most sad part abt this story.... 13th of july, 2023... The day on wich the cat that i loved so much passed away... She had a deadly heart diasese, and it was too late when we had noticed... She was such a beautifull, inoccent cat... I wish i could see her again, sleeping on me, while im drawing...
Theres also a bit more story to my cat, about her past...
That i wantet to tell here.
So, she was only a few months old when my mom & twin found her in türkye, she was very sweet and playful, though she was deadly sick and it would've cost 1k to save her, and 1k more to bring her home, and eventhough it was so expesive, my mom and twin decidet that this kitten did not deserve to die yet. So they managet to save her but because of other problems it costs 2k extra. Wich rlly was not good for us... But, atleast we got the cat, and i can tell that it was defenetly worth it. But now as i think abt it... It feels like that the day my mom decidet to save her, life gave another chance to that cat, that she could life until sheself gave life, and then just to die to the same diasese that she has ben saved of so long ago...
This song reminds me of my grandmother whom i last saw was ages she lives so far and i miss her so bad i wish she could come back and i wish i won't lost her bc i cannot live without her .
7/10/23, 2 days after my 22nd birthday, my "brother in-law" passed away from complications from drugs and alcohol. Mostly just the coke. He was found by his grandmother whom he was living with. She saw him in the same position the night before and knew something was wrong. His brain was deprived for too long. We had to let him go. I thought I had moved past the sad songs, but it's just cause they all repeat. I just gave this a listen for the first time and I'm a grown man balling his eyes out. Caleb left behind a handsome son Named Emmett. He will be 4 this September. He doesn't remember a whole lot about daddy, but he talks about him non stop. We had some paranormal stuff happen at my sister's apartment. Nothing bad or negative. We believe he watches us and I hope he does. Miss you Caleb Geyer 1998-2023 peace brother. I love you.
God bless,I'm sorry for your loss 🥺❣️
I think about my life my family in the heaven going to different places as we make a new life exception 🙏 .My big sister was born on 2007 4th of July. I can't believe how fast life goes I'm scared of dead my mom 1983 June 2nd and my dad 1977 April 30th and me 2013 August 14th my brother 2015 July 28th and I hope my grandmother is looking down at us
''Sitting st the bed with the halo at your head...'' part is so beautiful.
My brother died on the 4th of july 14 years ago, this song somehow makes me feel like he just died again… i can never forget the way my parents cried, how my siblings were devastated. I may have been 5 but it was really painful seeing them struggle like that. I love this song so much! Amazing song yet way too painful to listen to.
Anyone else in October 2024 listening this masterpiece ?💔
Meeee
Me....
Me
both my birds died 1 day apart and this song resonates with me so much
First time in 8 years I've bawled my eyes out
It's taken me a year to find this song after I heard it once in a playlist. All I could remember was the title and the general sound. This song marked a pivotal moment for me, and finding it makes something feel... complete. This is definitely the song I heard a year ago - no doubt about it.
Kudos to that person who wrote such majestic song
my very young cat had kittens and one of the kittens that died, we wrapped it in a diaper so it would stay warm so 2:53 makes me think of her 🕊️🪦
My mom died due to cancer, it haunts me how i choose to neglect taking care of her. Days, weeks, months after she died, i wonder why i didn't felt guilt.
Years passed, all that i do is cry. A moment kept replaying on my head, it was when i had severe stomachache and she was laying on her sickbead asking if i was okay. It breaks me everytime.
Back then, i had always thought that my childhood wasnt that great because i couldn't remember any of it.
Now, out of nowhere, pieces of it is reminding me that I was loved. Going to the field with my mom to watch baseball.
I feel like i never grieved enough for her, and that im not qualified to do so. Im carrying this guilt forever.
I’m so sorry for your loss. But she would be looking down on you not wanting you to feel that guilt.
It's not your fault. You couldn't have prevented her death. As a quote says, " you carry a heavy burden. Do not carry the weight or the dead"
It's crazy how relatable your situation is to me. Everyday I live with heavy guilt. I don't think I deserve to express my longing for her.
there we go, been waiting for this day so long
Dear daddy I can't believe it's been 3 years since you left us , I miss you so much , Life is really tough without you. I hope you're proud of me , I remember you every single time I hear this song it makes me cry a lot. I love you so much... ❤️🩹
My uncle died 8 months ago, he was such a good man, a good soul. But he never listened when he was asked to go to the doctor, only waited for the last minute and now he's not suffering anymore. Dang it he was such a good uncle, our best friend, our second father.. This song reminds me so much of him and the day he died. The day was so dry, we were all confused until we saw the body, the tears were so heavy. I will always remember this day as the worst day of my life.
Rest in peace Tonton ❤
i used to listen to this when i was having a bad time. my bestfriend played this song on july 4th when she also was going through a hard time. she has passed and everytime i hear this song i think of her
Hope u get better ml ❤❤xx
today is 4 of july and we are listenning to this masterpiece together me and sisi and fafa . much love ❤
I remember this song when my bestie and i sing this song but in 2023 she died.. i will never ever brooke ur PROMISE to me my Dear sweet Bestie 🥲🥲😭😭
This reminded me both of my grandparents, i was 8 when my great grandma died just 9 days before my birthday, and then my great grandpa died 1 month before my birthday, listening to this reminded me of them, I am trying not to cry, since they both died near my birthday, Now it's 1 month before my birthday right now, but I still can't help but think about them when It's my birthday, it makes me so sad.
This always reminds me of my best friend of 12 yrs who passed in 2022, lost my nan a year later then recently had to put our dog down. It still hurts my heart, however this song gives me a sense of comfort. I miss them so much 🩷
Sometimes i like reading these comments because I like to see why they listen to this song and it makes me sad and happy. ❤
If u wanna cry more: The man who sang this song, his mother died of cancer and he made the song for her
Listening this on 4th of July❤
“And I’m sorry I left but It was for the best,though it never felt right,my little Versailles.”Makes my heart ache…Because this was a conversation a son had with his mother while she was dying..and I understand those lyrics now…
Everytime I hear this song i think of the soldiers who fought for our freedom on the forth of July years ago and still to this day. But what hurts the most with this song is years before my dad even met my mom he served in the navy for I think about 20 years. While on board he was told his two daughter and late wife we murdered. This son makes me thing of them even though I never met them. He still struggles with ptsd to this day... this song makes me cry and I learned it for him.. for them...