@pokepig 812 Be careful with memories and reminiscing, it becomes addicting. After that we all just end up living in the past instead of enjoying the present, literally speaking.
@@PuffySofty Trust Gwen, you've gotta trust yourself.. Trust yourself that whatever happens, you will always love yourself unconditionally to provide it to the world around us
There's like 7B ppl here, Im sure you and everyone else will and will find your soulmate. Just follow your heart, give your spirit freedom, believe in peace and trust in your dreams. S.M.I.L.E 😊
Axp6540 shut up! I don’t want this 😭she never even liked me to begin with and here I am thinking she could just because we started talking more and actually caring about stuff we say to each other Right now life is going on but we both stayed here and she left but didn’t take me along She might be back but I don’t think she’ll care like before
*if you love the wrong person this much, imagine how much you can love the right person* edit: I didn't expect so much shit on this....sorry y'all 😂 the way I see this is, that if you guys don't end up happy together, they aren't right for you. That isn't to say that you can mess up the relationship bad and then call them the 'wrong person.' I also don't think you only get one shot at love- love is meant to be unconditional understanding and patience -this aint no Disney movie: there isn't just one person/soulmate for life. You get to take as many shots as you want as long as you believe you can.
the right person won't get the same love. the wrong one will take every piece of love that's left in you. I REPEAT: THE RIGHT ONE WON'T GET THE SAME LOVE.
The right person opens a whole new world where you can build yourself back up, and take a whole new road. Trust me bros, I've been a character in this book. Don't get me wrong, you'll always feel the first one there. I listen to these tracks and I can still see myself in a ball on my bed, in my darkened appartment, eyes red but out of tears. But it's a contrast; as much as she hurt me, for several long years of regret and sadness, this one (my wife of 6 years) makes me feel amazing. You'll still listen to these tracks when you're up alone at night, and remember the hurt. But you wont live the hurt, like you do now or did before.
i just feel so empty and confused with my life right now. literally the only thing i want to do is just stay out all night and stare at the stars with someone. we don't even have to talk. i just wanna be with someone.
They are thinking about you that's how it works. If your thinking about them there thinking about at the exact same times. That's how connected we are as human beings.
its not about the audio , when readings comments of people sharing their sorrow and sadness love story , it help me getting relief for myself . thanks for share
Something about these tunes Is just so relaxing to my soul. I can't say i don't miss my ex, we were together for about 3 years and one day we'd gotten Into an argument and the next day she announced she wished to take a break. I asked If there was anything we could've done but she responded with a simple no, I didn't contact her for a few days before finally mustering up the courage to text her, I said I missed her and her words are still burned Into my mind. She said "I miss talking to you and everything but I don't exactly miss "us". After that day I wondered If she truly even loved me, I don't know up to this day but I still think about her every now and then. Thank you for reading this, needed to get It off my chest.
Keep your head up brother. I was with my ex for 10 years and when she finally decided to let me and us go, I’ll never forget what she told me. “10 years has been more than enough to be with you, its time we meet other people” Weve been broken up for almost 4 years now but I still think of her everyday. Your comment hit me hard. Be safe brother and thank u for letting me vent.
@@boogieman7145 Ay man, I thank you for sharing this with me because I know now that we can move past this, we have the strength to do so. I thank you for responding and uplifting me man, I wish you the world and hope you're happy now.
@@hopelessromantic2063 Hey bro how you doing these days? Man it surprisingly isn’t bullshit when people say time will heal us or someone else or better will come along. Long story short; I was heartbroken for the first time after being a player for a while. It was shocking how your life can be so good or normal and suddenly its just... there. But look ahead bro. Love yourself. Play some games, watch some rom coms. Cry your heart out too. Then one day you’ll wake up and you’re happy
So im 17, in my country we dont speak english so if you dont understand im sorry. Im always the "funny dude" of my group of friends, i always try to make them laugh and when someone is having a bad time i try to make that person feel better. Ive been feeling bad for almost a year, but i dont express it, i dont know how to, or who to tell this, not even my closiest friends. Latelly im "saddest as usual" i would say, and even if i dont express it, some of my friends started to realize it, there are many things that make me feel like this, but theres one in particular that i havent mention to anybody: i feel lonelly, i dont have anyone to talk about my deepest emotions and thoughts, nobody that talks to me when im having a bad time, nobody that spent time with me, i feel like im not special for anybody. But there is someone that feels special for me, a girl, ive been mad in love with her for almost a year and a half, but shes not into me, or at least thats what i think, i mean, we are friends, not close friends but we talk sometimes and when she talks to me i just go crazy. Her voice, hair, eyes, her laugh, her way of being. I just have that vibe that she is that person that i need so badly and shes the only way that i could be happy. But unfortunatelly thats not going to happen. Shes so beautifull for me, she deserves someone better and the worst of all of this is that im pretty sure she knows im in love with her. I just imagine being with her at night, at the top of a roof seeing the stars and listening lofi, thats everything i need to be happy, or at least happier. I dont even want to be with her to kiss her and get drunk with her at parties or flex to my friends that shes my gf, all i think is that her presence in my life would be awesome. Thats it, i just wanted to let all this sadness and shitty feelings get outside of me, this is the first time ever i tell someone all of this and even if its someone that i dont know or that it is even possible that no one will ever read this i just wanted to let all this go, so if you are reading this, thank you very much EDIT: so i posted this comments 3 months ago and for some reason youtube stopped sending me notifications of the responses, just wanna thank yall for the nice responses and advuces, i really apreciate them, and im sorry for not replying, i didnt expect this to get much attention at all. For the ones asking, the situation is pretty much the same, not feeling better or worse at all. If anything changes i will update this comment. Again thank you very much yall EDIT 2: So its been more than a year since i posted this and just remembered i left this comment here and i thought it would be nice to keep a little update. Its been like 6 months since i last talked to her, now im going to college and shes on another one so i havent even seen her. She started dating a guy like a month ago. I think whatever could have happened between us wont happen now so im trying to focus on my things but is difficult, covid took friends away, and i feel pretty lonely. Anyways just want to tell anyone thats in a similar situation with a girl that u should just go for it because if u just wait and nothing happens the regrets will eat u alive and its so difficult to live with that in your mind every single day. Hope everyone does good and also thanks to all the nice comments, i will try to answer them from now on.
Bro dont think you are not good enough just because she is good looking. Woman who have the potential into becoming a good wife watch after personality. Do what feels right for you and dont try to force anything. Be confident and it might will work out if she's meant to be your future wife. If it doesn't work out she wasnt the right one and you will find another one someday. ❤
I read your whole story Something similar happened to me but I'm too tired to tell Btw if you want or need someone to talk to you can always talk to me I'll give you my discord link if you wanted Have a great day dude
it's going to get better, I promise. Take it from someone who was in that exact place 2 years ago. It's hard, but it's life. there is always hope! And as for that girl, trust me then I tell you that you have to take that love and admiration you hold for her, and give it to yourself. You are the most important thing in your life, right now and always. Show yourself some love. I'm sure you look amazing and are a really good person. Don't let anyone make you feel otherwise, and if they do, they are not the one for you. It's going to be fine, I promise. Just hang in there ok? Life is just way too good to let the bad overshadow that.
Sat on my balcony listening to this. Blazing up one last time as the weekend draws to a close. Watching the city and the stars in the night sky, as everyone prepares for the week ahead. Good vibes to all, hope you have a good week ahead of you, peace ❤️
This song doesn’t really invoke sadness in me. Instead, it makes me come to my senses and realize that everything finds a way to work itself out in the end. No matter how dark the sky, how cold the night, after some time the sun comes out and shines. To everyone out there no matter how hard things may be, know that you are stronger than you think. I wish you all the best in your endeavors.
same man doesnt make me sad, just makes me awe at how fast 4 years can go by with someone then blam gone.. crazy life but everything keeps on going reguardless
Makes me feel euphoric, remembering my darker days knowing i've made it out alive from them and now nothing can stop me. Challenging days are to come as normal, it's about how your outlook is with each challenge. Stay strong everyone that is feeling heavy, lighter days are coming for you to conquer. Healing comes with time.
It’s only been a month, but it feels like a lifetime, sitting up in bed, wondering where you are, who you are with. One month of not hearing the voice I fell in love with. One month of not holding the person I molded my life around. You were my rock, my go-to, my goodmorning text, and my goodnight call. You were my best friend, the only person I could tell anything to. Your smile had the power to turn my darkest times into a sunny day. I should be able to get over you, you’ve given me so many reasons to move on. But I’m living in a world that became our scrapbook. Every place I go to, I have a story with you there. Every place I eat, I know what you would have ordered. Every song that comes on the radio, I can hear you singing the words. I just wonder if you feel the same way. Was I your sunshine on a cloudy day? Or was I a burden you’re finally free from? I will always love you, and that’s why letting go hurts so bad.
i just cried reading this even though i am with the love of my life but i just imagined us like this and now i cant stop crying, im sorry and i hope you find a way to move on x
Falling is easy. It's staying up, late nights on the phone as she talks about anything and everything. It's hearing her beautiful laugh and her making you laugh just the same. It's coming to realize her personality is just as enchanting as her looks. Knowing that she's never coming back. Knowing that it would never work. Knowing that there is something there that you can't have. Trying not to drown is hard. It was hard to not feel something for her when she was around. Now that she's gone and I know how she felt it's even harder...
Hey guys, let me tell you a quick story of my life, I fell in love with a girl last year and I everytime she was talking to me I was feeling like the most lucky guy on this earth and I was kinda emotionally depending to her and three weeks ago, I messed up saying something I will regret all my life, this things as little as I thought it was destroyed my whole life and lead my to try to kill myself because this girl was everything to me she helped me dealing with my inner demon and I was in love with her so hard and when I saw her with this boy I couldnt control myself I had to let my pain out. Now three weeks later I saw my own dad crying, my brothers too, so don't be dependent to anyone than you because you will always be deceipt and betrayed, don't love because you need it, love because you want it and don't give too much because if something go wrong you could regret it your whole life.
@@neisu6661 I may not be lucky when it comes to love. But, you could say I'm very lucky to have friends, family I can depend on. Even if they don't know how I'm feeling, they're there for me at the right time. And of course, the beautiful peeps that is here in the lofi community. Thank you for help :) And brother, people who suffer the most will be the happiest in the end. So for now, listen to some music, scroll through the comments. And Enjoy.
@6A Celine El-Barrage SoroeBorgerskole I know I maybe late but tell him u love him too maybe not in the way he loves u but u love him no matter what . and that u don't want him to go because the company and hope he gives u as a friend is far greater then u would ever want in a relationship.
"Well, yea, I'm sad... and it hurts; like my heart's been ripped out... but, y'know I'm grateful something can make me feel that sad. It's like, I must've felt something really good to feel this bad now. That pain, it lets me know I'm alive. So, in a way, it's kinda like a beautiful sadness..." -Butters Stotch
There is something poetic about a cigarette burning. It is almost like he is burning for our sorrows with us. Sharing a moment of melancholy, before never being able to light up again. Whispering to us that, this life, the only thing we have ever known, shall soon end as well. I guess we are all just cigarettes.... Slowly. Burning. Away.
I didn't think i missed her this much until I ended up here (Hope you find peace and love and may the angels protect you with everything you choose to do✨🚀)
I’m not angry I’m not happy I’m not sad I’m nothing Im in a endless pit-full of despair I’m in a hole trying to escape. I miss you. message sent at 6:32 a.m.
i wonder how old you are. i remember feeling that way. just had a break up and i'm 32, & all those emotions still exist, but like, more strongly. you don't have the luxury of using metaphors anymore. writing poetry doesn't help, or listening to music, or friends' advice. it's just a long panic attack, cold sweats, shakes, 2 hours of sleep a night, 200 calories a day (usually chasers for booze), & checking your phone every two minutes for a message. art loses its meaning. nature loses its allure. you don't want to be around friends or family. your dog feels like a chore instead of a friend. you've been through it before, and you know it's temporary, but damn, it still hurts when you're in the moment.
Have you ever have that moment of suddenly remembering that one special person but realizing that you will never talk to him again becuz he has distant himself from you and gone far away. Slowly. You are just a small speck in his memory. Slowly. You are no longer exist in his memory. Slowly. Slowly. He has forgotten about you.
2:06 am. christmas day. i wonder if i’ll ever be happy. i wonder if i’ll ever find my person. i wonder if the emptiness in the pit of my stomach will ever leave, will ever be filled. i hope so. yeah, i hope so.
ruby hey dude just remember that right person will come god already has your plan laid out and ready to go just remmeber your gonna find that right person soon enough brotha
When you know its Christmas and you used to be happy about the presents and all this shit and now you are realizing all of this material shit isnt enough anymore since you loved someone
This hurts to look back it, she broke up with me on monday, I've just been numb, not really sad just completely numb. I miss her in every way, things just feel off, it's hard to cope but I'm trying
It's sad time once again boys . . . Love is a fickle thing, isn't it? To think that a single emotion as strong as that can create or break relationships, make whole segments of time meaningful or meaningless, and create or destroy life - Such an interesting concept, and yet so frightening as well. The damage it has done to you - I can only imagine, and for that I truly am sorry - You deserve so much more than what you have received. Yet, I can only do so much - What happens next in your life is in your hands, and whoever or whatever you decide to love is your choice. Through it all, however, I put both trust and faith in you to do something right for yourself, whatever it may be. It's 6am, and you still miss them - There will come a 6am, though, in which you won't be missing them - You'll have something else to look forward to instead. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.
Go for it brother, you'll never know if you don't try. It's worse to live in regret than to fail. At the worst, it will allow you to turn the page to the next chapter of your life and to move on. At the best, you get her back. :)
This was written on the death notices of one of my closest friends. He passed away 2 years ago and I just broke to tears. Such a beautiful way of saying goodbye.
I connected to someone (became a close friend) back in year 2019 over this particular playlist. We both liked this particular sound track more than the rest of the batch. Although he was way younger than me he was definitely the wiser one. He passed away exactly a month ago in an accident. He was 23 year old, too young. I don't remember him everyday but in moments like these when I am doing our activity alone, I can't stop these tears from falling.
it felt so real. the way his fingers interlaced with mine, the way we accidentally thought of the same thing and his beautiful laugh afterwards. how everything felt like a vacation to paradise and he'd hold my hand and run with me across the sand to chase the setting sun. we always stayed up late for eachother, and we would watch the stars. you would show me the prettiest skies; but you always said the only star you needed was me. so why did you leave me to burn across the midnight sky alone? did i burn too bright? too dim? had you found someone that twinkled better than me? can you still see me? do you remember the constellation we once were? i loved you like the sun; but every night the moon weeps for me. she sings, i sing with her; of what we found, of what we were, and of what we lost. can you still hear me?
Your comment bought a tear to my eyes and a smile on my face. because it felt so relatable. we are made of star stuff as carl sagan once said. no wonder the love we have for someone burn brighter than any of the heavenly bodies. and when it leaves you, there is nothing in this universe which can fill that void. I feel you! every word you said, every line you wrote and every moment you felt. take care and may the stars always shine on your darkest nights.
@@ezzokko we forget sometimes how easy it is for each one for to make someone's day by simply conveying a genuine and heartfelt emotion. I wish you a painless memory of time gone by, and a life filled with love and laughter ahead of you!
I actually love this channel its community everything its so heartwarming thank you bootleg boy for everything your channel has done for us and im happy to be an active listener and grateful to be here so once again THANK YOU BOOTLEG BOY
@@thebootlegboy The journey on this channel has been phenomenal such a ride of emotions and this community never ceases to cheer you up what a time to be alive
if you haven’t found someone ill give you some advice, quit social media. Not a break, quit it. I was addicted to Instagram, Snapchat, all of it and i never wanted to quit because my friends would always send me videos on it and i felt that it was important that we all sent each other those videos. Eventually though i was so lonely and social media just exacerbated that feeling so much so I quit. Around the time i started to ease up on it I started to get more confidence because i wasn’t just constantly on my phone to escape it all and by no means was i confident but this girl started to talk to me because i was the only other person not on my phone. I had a slight crush on her for years so when she started to talk to me it felt so weird at first. Eventually we became super good friends and then best friends and the whole time i had a major crush on her and just accepted that we would stay friends forever and i would sit here on youtube listening to these songs getting so depressed. One day though she told me she had something really important to tell me and she told me she had feelings for me and i told her i did too. Long story short we’ve been together 2 1/2 years now and I don’t believe it would’ve ever happened if i didn’t quit social media and stop going on my phone so much. If you read all of this then i hope the best for you and i hope you find your one and only and i believe you can if you simply just go places you love, a certain store, an arcade, maybe even go for a walk, you’ll find that one person who likes the same stuff you do.
I remember nights... just sitting outside... smoke curling around me as I listened to your music... the world felt... calm.. felt right.. Thank you for this music.. You always make me feel at ease... Thank you
This! It's the hardest thing to withstand. After 5 years I'm wondering if I'll ever get better. If the feelings will go away. Do I need to delete him from my life? When our lives are so intertwined. A part of me wishes we would have never met. I find no one else attractive, nor as interesting. I only want him. Seeing him with someone else breaks me, fills me with envy and despair. How do I move on?
it would be great if anybody that is feeling sadness and depression had a marker, something like a fluorescent signal that only sensible peaple can see, so you can go and hug them
Thats the beauty of life, its full of vivid stories , full of music, full of fragnences , full of food , places to see, watching sun set and rise, Ups and down, and yes both sorrow and rejoice moments, Its all part of life how we learn at the road travelling. Have a good life ahead to you just in case you reading this.
Man my heart goes out to the people who just want company because the emptiness of your lonely self feels suffocating, all I can say after living life is that it gets better with EFFORT even if you don't believe in you I believe in you
Tracklist: 0:00 GentleBeatz - moon 2:38 GentleBeatz - tears 5:11 spencer hunt - melatonin w/ musiciansplace 8:40 BeyondChivalry - r e l a x i n g 10:57 jhove - memories w/ amies 13:16 spencer hunt - you'll be okay, i promise. 16:30 Kosibeats - Golden Memories
What gets you everytime are the memories man. When you remember her sitting next to you asking for a hug. Everyday i sit on the same damn couch i see her. The loonliest feeling in the world :'(
I'm here for the nostalgic view, of being the last one awake at unsociable hours in a city of lights, Loving that cig, the chill beats and a head full of exclusive memories
I don’t know how long it’s been I’ve lost count of the nights Seasons have come and gone Since you left The memories won’t fade The pain eternal Each night now lasts a life time
Bootleg boy your channel is the therapy I need. Thanks for this. I can cry and not feel ashamed or less of a man because so many people you've brought together share some of the feelings I have and are even there to support each other and me. It's a wonderful thing and you should know how special what you've done is for people like me. Thank you.
laying here, in my bed, thinking about her and what kind of an awful friend i was. it's been two years and i still read our old messages sometimes, and every word i said wrong feels like a new bleeding wound on my heart. i want to message her again so badly, but it will only bring pain to her, and she already had enough. it was I who broke everything, who broke our friendship, who broke her heart. sometimes i hate myself so badly.
I feel you. I’ve been in a similar situation. But life is too short for regrets. Don’t regret never replying and the what if’s that follow. I get that it hurts. But sometimes owning up when we’ve made a mistake is the best thing. Sometimes a simply sorry is all that person needs. Even if it’s left on read or not acknowledged, what the worst that can happen? You’re already not talking. I understand it’s painful and you don’t want to cause more pain, but at least you have piece of mind that you’ve expressed you’re feelings and that you’re sorry. Your sincerity will shine through as it still weighs on your mind. Whatever happened, whatever went wrong, the fact this is on your mind and you feel how you do is proof you’re in a different place and you’re not, as you put it, an awful friend anymore. We are our own worse enemies and we berate ourselves the most. It’s never as bad as we imagine. Message her, be straight up, tell her how you feel. Don’t live with regrets, life it too short. ✌🏼
For me it was different, she was like a drug, she kept on messing with my mind, manipulating me. In my world it was her, only her, the person i was in love with but in her world i was 1 put of 4 guys one of them being my best friend and yup she kissed him in front of me but my best friend didnt even know what feelings i had for her, they started going out while inside me it was crushing even more, that was 4 years ago and damn i hated that situation. She was my everything, the first time i felt in love ever and she sucker punched my feelings inside
I feel that man, we were just friends. But she brought out the best in me I like to think, one of those instances where you just click with someone and can share all the feeling inside your head and feel accepted, they genuinely helped develop me as a person. Then one day it ended, we argued and said somethings I still deeply regret, later deleting all our messages out of shame of getting like that, for not leaving things alone and ultimately destroying it all. All I have left is a drawing she did of me on my phone, memory of better times. It still haunts me up to think of it 4 years later, I like to think I've grown since then. If I were to ever to meet her again, I think I'd only want to say that I'm sorry for being such an idiot. Most painful thing is knowing if I had done nothing, everything would have been fine.
I enjoy these, from 1-6 They all were great to listen to, it's something I can vibe too and get in my thoughts but when I'm in my thoughts sometimes I wonder if things will get better or worse...
I finally deleted everything, Now I only have the memory of her. It really was nice before everything went bad. I really want to believe that what happened is for the best. yet at times it's hard
Shmuel A. I just finally deleted the last message with her phone number man, and yes all I have is memories,,she has all of the marriage things,I don't even want them twenty two years man over just like that,it's been hard when I get drunk is when I start to cry
Remember those times when you were younger? When you would smile and laugh til' you're older. You wouldn't worry about life. You would play everyday. Your mommy would read you a story til' you're fast asleep. But now those times are over. Now you are lost and get caught in your sad thoughts. You cry everyday til' your hearts empty. No more smiles, no more laughs, your heart breaks to pieces every now and then. Goodbye childhood, I miss you very much.
I’ve ran out of tears and emotions... nothings the same and it never will be. I’m the youngest of four, but the only one without a childhood. I’ve always put other before me and its come to a point I’ve lost myself. I don’t have those memories but I remember the care free smiles cause I know that putting a smile on their face was more than enough to change their day
I ended a relationship of 6 months with a girl I was in love with, who treated me amazing, never did anything but be an amazing friend and girlfriend, all because I was terrified I'd never be good enough to make her truly happy. Now I think of her everyday.
Its been over two years since I found this video. It has been one of my most consistently watched videos along with a few other lofi music ones. So much has changed since I first found this and after a long hiatus from this video (roughly 6 months) it feels good to be back and listening to this specific video. There have been ups and downs, wins and loses, and I grew over time. I am sure everyone listening to this has their own reasons for picking this specific video. Maybe its the songs themselves, the time, studying/classwork, the memories associated that come flooding over you when listening to this, thoughts about their significant other, etc. We are all on this journey together, while I do not know a single other viewer/commentor of this video. Thank you. Thank you for being part of my journey. Cheers to your own journey and I wish you all the best in your future endeavors. Apoligies for any typos, its been an emotionally past few months for me. Thanks!
Years of friendship gone. All because i did the most stupidest thing and for that, i'm sorry. Deeply sorry. I asked one of your friends to say "Happy New Year" from me and you asked who's that? That hurts.. So many memories, when we had to talk to each other to escape the claws of boredem. Thats how we became friends right? Chasing each other, playing around, talking to each other and helping with gfs and bfs. We would cry on each other's shoulders. Be there for one another. Now we go to different schools and you've completely forgotten me. "You're my best friend ever!" "Who's that?" "I"d never forget you! I love you buddy!" *"Who's that?"* I've been ranting too long..sorry. I need to let you move on right? Its 6:31 am and i still miss you. Dedicated to my best friend, Hellen -David.
I think its very helpfull to speak about your emotions in the comments, And its okey to be sad when something bad happend to you like a heart break... But dont forget that you should move forward dont let these sad emotions get all over you. find your happiness in onther things, people and places you are stronger than you think. Be the best you can be!
It’s going to be three months and I still can’t get him out of my head. It all started at a small get together. My friend introduced me to this one guy cause her bf and her were going to go get food. It was awkward at first cause I guess I was intimidating towards him so We didn’t even speak much. We just sat there and watched an episode of family guy. Thirty min passed and my friend and her bf came back. A few days after the little get together, I saw that “Nicolas” added me on snap. (His name isn’t Nicolas but let’s just call him that) I didn’t recognize the name so I didn’t add back. The next day I saw he added me again so I thought might as well see who he is. That night he texted me first and tbh I didn’t even text back until a week later. Who knew that one quiet guy sitting on the couch wearing a hoodie and sweats would have me ugly cry at 6 am. Man, if I could go back I would in a heart beat :( I decided to text him, surprisingly we clicked immediately and our convos were great. We would talk all night and we didn’t even sleep sometimes We would talk about the most random things and once we finished the topic we were discussing, we would go onto another. With him, there was no such thing as dry texts or being bored. Once we did kinda run out of things to talk about so as a joke I told him that if he ever visited my city, I’d take him anywhere and that I’d be his tour guide. He said sure, I’ll go soon. I didn’t even think of this a lot because I thought maybe he was joking. (I live in California and he lives in Germany) Things went on like this for a few months. We had that strong connection and it never really went away. He’d send me memes and corny jokes cause he knew those made me laugh. He was the type of guy that didn’t like corny stuff but because of me he would send me some throughout the day. We were so used to texting each other that one day when I got busy and didn’t text as much, he got sad and texted me asking if I was ok and that my silence had hurt him. That was when I thought that maybe he liked me?? February had come and I had to go visit some family I had in another state. I went for two weeks and me and Nicolas still talked, Maybe even more. He told me he had a surprise on Friday for me. Tbh, I was nervous because I’m not used to surprises or anything like that. I counted the days until Friday and I was so nervous. Friday had come and I was at the airport. He sent me a Picture of his ticket. It said his city to another city in Florida. I thought oh how cool ! It’ll be nice that instead of nine hours ahead, he’d be only three. It was around 8 pm and he sent me another picture. This picture was different though. It was a picture of him at the airport but the airport was in my city. When I saw that I was sooooo shocked. I felt like sick to my belly but at the same time I was sooooo happy. I went to go pick him up and we went to go eat. The way his face lit when I introduced him to some new Mexican food he never had was so cute. The way he smiled, even the way he would look at me when I would take a bite out of my food was so cute. God, I miss Him so much :( I took him out to many places. I live near the ocean so we have this little harbor where you could sit and see the seals or fish too. He was such a goofball copying the seal noises. We went to the aquarium and the way he would look at the fishes would even fascinate me too. That day was so special to me. I had to go to the bathroom so i went out and after I had gone, I went to the gift shop to buy him a little souvenir. I bought him a seal plushie to give to him later on. The night had come so we just chilled at the harbor again. I gave him the little “surprise” I had for him and well Nicolas had another surprise for me too. He had bought me a dolphin plushie too. I didn’t even remember telling him my favorite animal was a dolphin. He told me that he had taken some notes on his phone on what I liked so that one day when he was next to me he’d remember and bring them up to make me happy. When he told me that I swear I fell in love right there. He was only able to stay with me for a few days because he had to go back home. Those few days were the best I’ve had in such a long time. When he was saying goodbye to me he hugged me so tight and I’ll always remember that hug. He gave me his hoodie to keep and after that he left. We still talked after but I started noticing his vibes were slowly going off. I honestly prayed that he wouldn’t just fade away but unfortunately he did. It’s going to be three months and we’re almost like strangers. What was once hundreds of messages are now one message a day and if I’m lucky three. I’ll always think to myself what did I do for him to just fade away. It hurts me so much to know that I lost him. I sometimes wish I never had met him in the first place because it hurts to think of him. :(
Wow, i wonder why there are no comments on such a beautiful story. The same thing kinda happened to me, but i felt in love with a person that was alredy in love with someone else.
Distance... is a harsh... also live in Germany and texted with people from far away... of course the convos got shorter and the friendship (kinda love) vanished just like everything was nothing...
His biggest loss is losing you with no intentions of keeping you enticed keep your head up you’ll be alright I’ve been there done that they are the ones losing
Listen, love can be replaceable. I know it hurts so much that you can’t see him anymore, but as time passes you have to accept the fact that that love is gone. Just learn from the mistakes from that relationship and know what to do better for the next one.
Discovering Lofi music back in 2018 and channels like the bootleg boy and dreamy has really changed my life. Whenever i feel down there's only lofi that can make me feel better.
OH plEase deAr, doNt lEt anYboDy mAke yOu fEeL bAd... If yOu tRuLy loVe hEr. Let hEr Go. If she loVes yOu she will coMe bAck 🔙.. DoNt except anYthiNg fRoM otHers 🙂. It huRts tHe moSt 😭.. Be hAppY yOu arE nOt lONelY.. We all Are hEre fOr a reAsoN 😇
Even worse: just imagine you came to earth just to die one day. There is no happy ending, no alternative ending - just a temporal sorrow while you are still alive and able to feel something. This is a failure from the beginning and the only way to live - always remeber and feel comfortable with this heavy knowledge.
That's why in my last relationship I didn't fully commit or invest as much as I could've over the five years. Having been through both, I can say it's more painful at first when you're all in... but In the latter situation, where I find myself now, near a year later when she's moved on I'm still thinking about it...typing this comment about it lol
I feel you. I did the same. Sometimes still doing it. I stand on my balcony and watching the trams and buses, how the come and pass. And hope I will see her. Last month it happened, I saw her.....but she didnt come for me. She just got home from her new boyfriend, and it was the closest station to her dorm. It pushed me back, where I was, when we broke up.
@@mindenkreativnevfogl I don't know what to say to you but I know that feeling....before 2020, I texted her with the hope she'll answer me but.....she saw my message but didn't answer...so I decided to move forward and wait for the next girl, so just do the same...keep moving and wait for the next :)
i’m in such a dark place rn. idk how before i met this girl i was outgoing, and doing great in school, i was a track star, then she came along and changed me. i was happier than i have ever been in my life. i thought she was the one for me deep down, that’s when she told me she couldn’t do it. i was left heartbroken, still am. then my family is slowly turning their back on me. feels like me against the world. i know what it feels like to be lonely, but this community has helped me through so much and i want to thank you all for that 💞
One of the worse feelings is when you realise that the person you loved so much has become a stranger...I remember when i texted my ex on her nameday to wish her after we broke up and all i got was a plain thank you. The realization hit real hard...Stay strong people, one day...one day we'll wake up and feel nothing....one day
I just miss my nostalgic childhood. Staying up late watching Nick at Nite, going on cartoon network binging old cartoons. I wish I never relate to the sad moments in shows and movies. I wish happiness lasted longer. ~ 4/13/20
i miss the old u, i miss the memories but you’re a different person now. you have moved on but i’m still in the past trying to make it like the old times but i know it’ll never be the same. i love you forever. -3:22 am
i just want to take back everything i said. it’s been months since i’ve talked to him. it still hurts. i want to talk to him again. wanting him to just say i love you again. i just miss him so much.
I wish ... I wish she smiles always ... I wish she always have those glowing eyes... I wish she lives the life she wants... But what I wish most is I could have said I love you in front of her once... Happy lifeee... See positivity is nothing but feeling glorious by thinking those awesome moments before getting away from those you love.... I wish you get what you wish...
I can’t let go. No matter how hard I try, I just can’t. I’ve been told over and over it’ll get better, to just hold on but my god I don’t know how much longer I can go. These last four and a half years have been so painful and the thought of her makes it damn near impossible to focus on anything. I just want to go back. Back to when life was easy, back to when I had the most wonderful and beautiful friends, back to when I had something, back to when I had her. I was such an idiot and took everything for granted and that ultimate led to me to where I am now: alone and mentally destroyed. I know nobody will probably ever see this or even care but music like this really helps. It may just be temporary but I’ll take anything at this point. I still think about her, and I wish she knew that. She was the reason the sun was always shinning for me.
@Just Alex I saw this and I care. Not here to say everything will get better, because it hasnt for me either. Just wanted to let you know your not alone. I should have moved on a long time ago but i just cant. I wish she knew how much i think about her too. At night i often wonder if im on her mind, but i know im not. Hope you find peace brother
We all care and sit in the same boat. As stupid as it sounds, but if she really doesnt want you anymore you gotta forget her and go out hit on other girls (or treat her like shit to care again, coz girls like jerks. Stupid world, yes)
I’ll be honest after reading this and seeing that your names alex made me almost jump out my skin because my names alex also and everything you wrote is EXACTLY what I’ve been going through, I know exactly how you feel and what your going through. I hope things get easier for you.
I lost my baby sister and my girlfriend both this year. What im going through only i know. It feels tougher everyday! Im detiriorating mentally physically and emotionally and have no idea how much more i can take. All we can do is hope it gets better and makes us stronger by the end of it. Easier said than done but try to channelise your energy and time into being productive for yourself and for those who care for you. Universe will have its balance, let your karma do the talking!
Just wanted to say thanks for the great music and to everyone in the comments and the rest of the world i love you all regarless if we know each other or not , sending good vibes to everyone my heart goes out to all who stay strong and keep positive.. one love
i'm more invested in spending my time reminiscing over someone i'll never be with instead of accepting the fact that there's someone out there that would make me feel wanted😔
I miss him everyday after being with someone for 4 years and never really being enough for him completely broke me it may sound cringe but I’ll never love someone as much as I did him and what hurts the most is he’s getting married soon and there’s nothing I could say and do to stop it
Just be happy..love yourself. You've made it this far without..(not easy i know)..but you made it right?:) your strong& can only get stronger in your heart & mind
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You can now listen to this whole series on Spotify - spoti.fi/3KcUrfw 💜
Its hard to believe those good times with her would turn into memories I can only sit and cherish.
Im sitting hoping to forget. She did me too wrong to cherish anything.
@pokepig 812 Be careful with memories and reminiscing, it becomes addicting. After that we all just end up living in the past instead of enjoying the present, literally speaking.
That shit hit me somewhere different man
I wish this didn't hit so close to home.
S da Prince Truuu
i’m not here because i miss someone. i think i’m here because i’m not sure i’ll ever find someone.
you will you just have to find yourself first
I have the same issue in my mind
@@corinnconiff7087 but what does it mean!!!?
@@PuffySofty Trust Gwen, you've gotta trust yourself.. Trust yourself that whatever happens, you will always love yourself unconditionally to provide it to the world around us
There's like 7B ppl here, Im sure you and everyone else will and will find your soulmate. Just follow your heart, give your spirit freedom, believe in peace and trust in your dreams.
S.M.I.L.E 😊
"The saddest part is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory."
- Anonymous
Shannon H shit bruh that hit me harder than I expected
true 💔
i am over her hahahahahahahahahaha
Ahaha :")
@@sidharthkapoor9325 who are you lying to ..
Now you’re just a stranger with all my secrets.
CHEESE
Bruh
steve
Bruh
This one hurt and scared me
Update: she left me, so now it’s real, she’s just a stranger with all my secrets.
I wanna hug all of you till the broken pieces get stuck back together .
silena 🥺
Hope I'll get a hug
I love someone more than she love me 😔
Thank you so much
Yes please 🥺
She moves on. The world moves on. Life moves on. You wonder why you haven’t.
I guess sometimes you miss the feelings that someone made you feel, the memories of a different time with a different you
because between the two, you (I) were(was) the only one that loved
Axp6540 shut up!
I don’t want this 😭she never even liked me to begin with and here I am thinking she could just because we started talking more and actually caring about stuff we say to each other
Right now life is going on but we both stayed here and she left but didn’t take me along
She might be back but I don’t think she’ll care like before
rémi alcaraz sometimes maybe we don’t miss the people, we miss the feelings when we used to be with them..agree
I feel attacked,
*if you love the wrong person this much, imagine how much you can love the right person*
edit: I didn't expect so much shit on this....sorry y'all 😂
the way I see this is, that if you guys don't end up happy together, they aren't right for you. That isn't to say that you can mess up the relationship bad and then call them the 'wrong person.' I also don't think you only get one shot at love- love is meant to be unconditional understanding and patience -this aint no Disney movie: there isn't just one person/soulmate for life. You get to take as many shots as you want as long as you believe you can.
the right person won't get the same love. the wrong one will take every piece of love that's left in you. I REPEAT: THE RIGHT ONE WON'T GET THE SAME LOVE.
Who would take the chance to know if it's the right person?
The right person opens a whole new world where you can build yourself back up, and take a whole new road. Trust me bros, I've been a character in this book.
Don't get me wrong, you'll always feel the first one there. I listen to these tracks and I can still see myself in a ball on my bed, in my darkened appartment, eyes red but out of tears. But it's a contrast; as much as she hurt me, for several long years of regret and sadness, this one (my wife of 6 years) makes me feel amazing.
You'll still listen to these tracks when you're up alone at night, and remember the hurt. But you wont live the hurt, like you do now or did before.
It was the right person, but I wasn't
You will never love the right person
i just feel so empty and confused with my life right now. literally the only thing i want to do is just stay out all night and stare at the stars with someone. we don't even have to talk. i just wanna be with someone.
I thin
I think the same way
Let's go on a Star gazing together then
the stars give us company in the darkest nights 🌙
We are all starseeds anyway
may the light dominate and lead you to happiness!
I just to go somewhere far from everyone and everything and sleep to never wake up again
I'll pray for you God loves you! God's here i'm here
It sucks when you think of someone that doesn't think of you.. it just hurt man..
Trust me I know feeling
It cuts deep as times rolls on, eventually we grow numb to it
They are thinking about you that's how it works. If your thinking about them there thinking about at the exact same times. That's how connected we are as human beings.
she hates me..and I miss her..
You never truly know if, they might think about you everyday
You don’t miss the person you miss the memories with that person and the way they made you feel
This.
Ya😇, Dear but ...?xyz
facts..;'(
Barbara Chalupnickova no, i miss the person. They didn’t hurt me or anything. We’re on good terms, in fact
WHAT IF U HAD NO MEMORIES? GAME OVER MARIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
its not about the audio , when readings comments of people sharing their sorrow and sadness love story , it help me getting relief for myself .
thanks for share
Something about these tunes Is just so relaxing to my soul. I can't say i don't miss my ex, we were together for about 3 years and one day we'd gotten Into an argument and the next day she announced she wished to take a break. I asked If there was anything we could've done but she responded with a simple no, I didn't contact her for a few days before finally mustering up the courage to text her, I said I missed her and her words are still burned Into my mind. She said "I miss talking to you and everything but I don't exactly miss "us". After that day I wondered If she truly even loved me, I don't know up to this day but I still think about her every now and then. Thank you for reading this, needed to get It off my chest.
r u got friendzoned and didnt want to hurt ur feelings, but she had to bcs she doesnt like lying. trust me on this one
I feel for you...
... and coming from Glizzy Lord, it just hits different :(
Keep your head up brother. I was with my ex for 10 years and when she finally decided to let me and us go, I’ll never forget what she told me. “10 years has been more than enough to be with you, its time we meet other people” Weve been broken up for almost 4 years now but I still think of her everyday. Your comment hit me hard. Be safe brother and thank u for letting me vent.
@@boogieman7145 Ay man, I thank you for sharing this with me because I know now that we can move past this, we have the strength to do so. I thank you for responding and uplifting me man, I wish you the world and hope you're happy now.
@@hopelessromantic2063 Hey bro how you doing these days? Man it surprisingly isn’t bullshit when people say time will heal us or someone else or better will come along. Long story short; I was heartbroken for the first time after being a player for a while. It was shocking how your life can be so good or normal and suddenly its just... there. But look ahead bro. Love yourself. Play some games, watch some rom coms. Cry your heart out too. Then one day you’ll wake up and you’re happy
*It's 5am and I still miss you*
*It's 6am and I still miss you*
*It's 6:34am and I still miss you*
*The clock is broke and I still miss you*
LOL
@@architsharma292 lol
Si
Theres no clock near me and *i still miss you*
the clocks get set back 1 hour today and.... i still miss you
Strange how you can go from strangers to lover's to strangers in one lifetime
That shit happens all the time.
i feel you
Thats deep
I love that song
or in a year
So im 17, in my country we dont speak english so if you dont understand im sorry.
Im always the "funny dude" of my group of friends, i always try to make them laugh and when someone is having a bad time i try to make that person feel better. Ive been feeling bad for almost a year, but i dont express it, i dont know how to, or who to tell this, not even my closiest friends. Latelly im "saddest as usual" i would say, and even if i dont express it, some of my friends started to realize it, there are many things that make me feel like this, but theres one in particular that i havent mention to anybody: i feel lonelly, i dont have anyone to talk about my deepest emotions and thoughts, nobody that talks to me when im having a bad time, nobody that spent time with me, i feel like im not special for anybody. But there is someone that feels special for me, a girl, ive been mad in love with her for almost a year and a half, but shes not into me, or at least thats what i think, i mean, we are friends, not close friends but we talk sometimes and when she talks to me i just go crazy. Her voice, hair, eyes, her laugh, her way of being. I just have that vibe that she is that person that i need so badly and shes the only way that i could be happy. But unfortunatelly thats not going to happen. Shes so beautifull for me, she deserves someone better and the worst of all of this is that im pretty sure she knows im in love with her.
I just imagine being with her at night, at the top of a roof seeing the stars and listening lofi, thats everything i need to be happy, or at least happier. I dont even want to be with her to kiss her and get drunk with her at parties or flex to my friends that shes my gf, all i think is that her presence in my life would be awesome.
Thats it, i just wanted to let all this sadness and shitty feelings get outside of me, this is the first time ever i tell someone all of this and even if its someone that i dont know or that it is even possible that no one will ever read this i just wanted to let all this go, so if you are reading this, thank you very much
EDIT: so i posted this comments 3 months ago and for some reason youtube stopped sending me notifications of the responses, just wanna thank yall for the nice responses and advuces, i really apreciate them, and im sorry for not replying, i didnt expect this to get much attention at all. For the ones asking, the situation is pretty much the same, not feeling better or worse at all. If anything changes i will update this comment. Again thank you very much yall
EDIT 2: So its been more than a year since i posted this and just remembered i left this comment here and i thought it would be nice to keep a little update. Its been like 6 months since i last talked to her, now im going to college and shes on another one so i havent even seen her. She started dating a guy like a month ago. I think whatever could have happened between us wont happen now so im trying to focus on my things but is difficult, covid took friends away, and i feel pretty lonely. Anyways just want to tell anyone thats in a similar situation with a girl that u should just go for it because if u just wait and nothing happens the regrets will eat u alive and its so difficult to live with that in your mind every single day. Hope everyone does good and also thanks to all the nice comments, i will try to answer them from now on.
Bro dont think you are not good enough just because she is good looking. Woman who have the potential into becoming a good wife watch after personality. Do what feels right for you and dont try to force anything. Be confident and it might will work out if she's meant to be your future wife. If it doesn't work out she wasnt the right one and you will find another one someday. ❤
I read your whole story
Something similar happened to me but I'm too tired to tell
Btw if you want or need someone to talk to you can always talk to me I'll give you my discord link if you wanted
Have a great day dude
I feel u. It's crazy cause I'm in the exact same situation as you
you're adorable. breaks my heart that you feel this way :(
it's going to get better, I promise. Take it from someone who was in that exact place 2 years ago. It's hard, but it's life. there is always hope! And as for that girl, trust me then I tell you that you have to take that love and admiration you hold for her, and give it to yourself.
You are the most important thing in your life, right now and always. Show yourself some love. I'm sure you look amazing and are a really good person. Don't let anyone make you feel otherwise, and if they do, they are not the one for you.
It's going to be fine, I promise. Just hang in there ok? Life is just way too good to let the bad overshadow that.
Not here because I miss someone, I'm here because I miss life before this diaster of a year.
Brennan Cain yeah man times ruff and tuff🤢😔
India misses it too
😔
Funny this year is the best year of my life so far, 2020 my year!
I miss my old days routine 😟
Sat on my balcony listening to this. Blazing up one last time as the weekend draws to a close. Watching the city and the stars in the night sky, as everyone prepares for the week ahead. Good vibes to all, hope you have a good week ahead of you, peace ❤️
Wow this was beautiful. The imagery of everything was right there. Cheers mate thanks for that
So beautiful I live for moments like this sometimes living is not about doing but sitting back and observing and just chill.
was a good as man thanks for that :)
aw this made my day
same to you♥️
This song doesn’t really invoke sadness in me. Instead, it makes me come to my senses and realize that everything finds a way to work itself out in the end. No matter how dark the sky, how cold the night, after some time the sun comes out and shines. To everyone out there no matter how hard things may be, know that you are stronger than you think. I wish you all the best in your endeavors.
Chris Ramirez ❤️❤️☺️
❤️💞🤗
same man doesnt make me sad, just makes me awe at how fast 4 years can go by with someone then blam gone.. crazy life but everything keeps on going reguardless
Makes me feel euphoric, remembering my darker days knowing i've made it out alive from them and now nothing can stop me. Challenging days are to come as normal, it's about how your outlook is with each challenge. Stay strong everyone that is feeling heavy, lighter days are coming for you to conquer. Healing comes with time.
It’s only been a month, but it feels like a lifetime, sitting up in bed, wondering where you are, who you are with. One month of not hearing the voice I fell in love with. One month of not holding the person I molded my life around. You were my rock, my go-to, my goodmorning text, and my goodnight call. You were my best friend, the only person I could tell anything to. Your smile had the power to turn my darkest times into a sunny day. I should be able to get over you, you’ve given me so many reasons to move on. But I’m living in a world that became our scrapbook. Every place I go to, I have a story with you there. Every place I eat, I know what you would have ordered. Every song that comes on the radio, I can hear you singing the words. I just wonder if you feel the same way. Was I your sunshine on a cloudy day? Or was I a burden you’re finally free from? I will always love you, and that’s why letting go hurts so bad.
Oof, that feeling is so relatable. Its been 3 months... you better man?
Blake Yearwood
Aw this is so relatable and sad
i just cried reading this even though i am with the love of my life but i just imagined us like this and now i cant stop crying, im sorry and i hope you find a way to move on x
omg
Fuck broh...i can feel u..
when its 6am and u haven't slept
hits different
Yes
Cheescak
7am here man..
I can hear the birds chirping outside , but it do really slap different , especially when you just can't fall sleep, and you know why..
I did an all nighter
-7:08 AM
Falling is easy.
It's staying up, late nights on the phone as she talks about anything and everything.
It's hearing her beautiful laugh and her making you laugh just the same.
It's coming to realize her personality is just as enchanting as her looks.
Knowing that she's never coming back.
Knowing that it would never work.
Knowing that there is something there that you can't have.
Trying not to drown is hard.
It was hard to not feel something for her when she was around. Now that she's gone and I know how she felt it's even harder...
damn.
"Even if you broke my heart I would still have some what feelings for you"
Thats the one thing i wish i could lie about
Damn.
She told she loved someone else
I couldn't help but support her while I suffer inside
Hey guys, let me tell you a quick story of my life, I fell in love with a girl last year and I everytime she was talking to me I was feeling like the most lucky guy on this earth and I was kinda emotionally depending to her and three weeks ago, I messed up saying something I will regret all my life, this things as little as I thought it was destroyed my whole life and lead my to try to kill myself because this girl was everything to me she helped me dealing with my inner demon and I was in love with her so hard and when I saw her with this boy I couldnt control myself I had to let my pain out. Now three weeks later I saw my own dad crying, my brothers too, so don't be dependent to anyone than you because you will always be deceipt and betrayed, don't love because you need it, love because you want it and don't give too much because if something go wrong you could regret it your whole life.
@@neisu6661 I may not be lucky when it comes to love. But, you could say I'm very lucky to have friends, family I can depend on. Even if they don't know how I'm feeling, they're there for me at the right time. And of course, the beautiful peeps that is here in the lofi community. Thank you for help :)
And brother, people who suffer the most will be the happiest in the end. So for now, listen to some music, scroll through the comments. And
Enjoy.
She doesn’t know what her damn smile does to me. And I can’t tell her. And when she talks about him and smiles, it hurts.
I feel that
I can totally relate dude
I feel it
Same here bro 😎
@6A Celine El-Barrage SoroeBorgerskole I know I maybe late but tell him u love him too maybe not in the way he loves u but u love him no matter what . and that u don't want him to go because the company and hope he gives u as a friend is far greater then u would ever want in a relationship.
"Well, yea, I'm sad... and it hurts; like my heart's been ripped out... but, y'know I'm grateful something can make me feel that sad. It's like, I must've felt something really good to feel this bad now. That pain, it lets me know I'm alive. So, in a way, it's kinda like a beautiful sadness..."
-Butters Stotch
Nope as you said it is just pain , pain that is not feeding you good but with the time hope you have seen ( pain shouldn’t be feed )
We said we'd be friends forever but here I am at 6am crying myself to sleep trying to forget about you because you decided to move on
legit tho
bro it be like that sometimes..
Too close to home🥺
They just come and go😔
I feel you
There is something poetic about a cigarette burning.
It is almost like he is burning for our sorrows with us. Sharing a moment of melancholy, before never being able to light up again.
Whispering to us that, this life, the only thing we have ever known, shall soon end as well.
I guess we are all just cigarettes....
Slowly.
Burning.
Away.
nu mai suferi pls ms
This was so deep...
Im pretty sure it’s there just because its aesthetically pleasing
@@owisnightcore2178 Im pretty sure you're wack and lack an artistic ability
thats deep as hell.
its been 279 weeks since ive last spoken to her, and to this day i think about her every night.
Alexander G*59 i feel that. true feelings never die and will haunt you forever
Joe Bedford we didn’t need that bruh
Damn been the same for me, couldnt really sleep since then
man its been more than 5 years
Feel you
I didn't think i missed her this much until I ended up here
(Hope you find peace and love and may the angels protect you with everything you choose to do✨🚀)
I’m not angry
I’m not happy
I’m not sad
I’m nothing
Im in a endless pit-full of despair
I’m in a hole trying to escape.
I miss you.
message sent at 6:32 a.m.
How did it go?
Did they reply?
Do they ever reply..
Let it go, life it goes on what can you do.
i wonder how old you are. i remember feeling that way. just had a break up and i'm 32, & all those emotions still exist, but like, more strongly. you don't have the luxury of using metaphors anymore. writing poetry doesn't help, or listening to music, or friends' advice. it's just a long panic attack, cold sweats, shakes, 2 hours of sleep a night, 200 calories a day (usually chasers for booze), & checking your phone every two minutes for a message. art loses its meaning. nature loses its allure. you don't want to be around friends or family. your dog feels like a chore instead of a friend. you've been through it before, and you know it's temporary, but damn, it still hurts when you're in the moment.
Have you ever have that moment of suddenly remembering that one special person but realizing that you will never talk to him again becuz he has distant himself from you and gone far away. Slowly. You are just a small speck in his memory.
Slowly.
You are no longer exist in his memory.
Slowly.
Slowly.
He has forgotten about you.
vampcute I’m getting through same right now, do hurt ☹️
2:06 am. christmas day.
i wonder if i’ll ever be happy. i wonder if i’ll ever find my person. i wonder if the emptiness in the pit of my stomach will ever leave, will ever be filled. i hope so. yeah, i hope so.
ruby hey dude just remember that right person will come god already has your plan laid out and ready to go just remmeber your gonna find that right person soon enough brotha
Casey Kaszniak I will die if she’s atheist
it never leaves u just find a way to cope with it and work around it
When you know its Christmas and you used to be happy about the presents and all this shit and now you are realizing all of this material shit isnt enough anymore since you loved someone
You"ll Time Is coming don't worry. Don't run.
"𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 , 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑"
ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ?
True
I just cried with ur comment
we have said it to many times
Too many times. Beats explaining myself
This made me cry 😢
this series is one of my favourite to make, I hope you enjoy it, drop a coloured heart below if you did 💜🧡💙💚💛
💜💜💜
the bootleg boy YESSS
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖
💔
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You'll still have a place in my heart, even if you broke it
.
Who?
I feel that
This hurts to look back it, she broke up with me on monday, I've just been numb, not really sad just completely numb. I miss her in every way, things just feel off, it's hard to cope but I'm trying
@@ProdLowhope i used feel like that too completely numd and sad but it will go away as time past like everything in life it just goes on
It could be any time of the day and I'm still missing you :(
Caoimhe Plays or night
Me too
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I don’t miss her physical self being there for me, I miss who she used to be
It's sad time once again boys . . .
Love is a fickle thing, isn't it? To think that a single emotion as strong as that can create or break relationships, make whole segments of time meaningful or meaningless, and create or destroy life - Such an interesting concept, and yet so frightening as well. The damage it has done to you - I can only imagine, and for that I truly am sorry - You deserve so much more than what you have received. Yet, I can only do so much - What happens next in your life is in your hands, and whoever or whatever you decide to love is your choice. Through it all, however, I put both trust and faith in you to do something right for yourself, whatever it may be. It's 6am, and you still miss them - There will come a 6am, though, in which you won't be missing them - You'll have something else to look forward to instead. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Chemo Emo 💜
Thank you ❤️
Legend
Thanks man needed this❤️ had a broke up 3 months ago and now the heartbroke feeling kicks in...
I love you
She said " ill see you later" with a smile on her face , how I'm wondering if 5 years is too late
Finn Dangerfield ig it’s never to late not even 5 years like the cheesy movies yolo 😂 screw it
I don't know but this broke my heart man
This one hurts ...
Go for it brother, you'll never know if you don't try. It's worse to live in regret than to fail. At the worst, it will allow you to turn the page to the next chapter of your life and to move on. At the best, you get her back. :)
i know how it feels for about 2 years. but u r a real lover manh.....
let's hope for the best.....
mgbu
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened" - dr suess
what if it didn't happen?
my ex said this to me. :(
this is my new favorite quote. thank you
This was written on the death notices of one of my closest friends. He passed away 2 years ago and I just broke to tears. Such a beautiful way of saying goodbye.
Doesn't work always, moments like these are the reason humanity desperately carves time machines
I connected to someone (became a close friend) back in year 2019 over this particular playlist. We both liked this particular sound track more than the rest of the batch. Although he was way younger than me he was definitely the wiser one.
He passed away exactly a month ago in an accident. He was 23 year old, too young.
I don't remember him everyday but in moments like these when I am doing our activity alone, I can't stop these tears from falling.
it felt so real.
the way his fingers interlaced with mine, the way we accidentally thought of the same thing and his beautiful laugh afterwards. how everything felt like a vacation to paradise and he'd hold my hand and run with me across the sand to chase the setting sun.
we always stayed up late for eachother, and we would watch the stars. you would show me the prettiest skies; but you always said the only star you needed was me.
so why did you leave me to burn across the midnight sky alone?
did i burn too bright? too dim? had you found someone that twinkled better than me?
can you still see me?
do you remember the constellation we once were? i loved you like the sun; but every night the moon weeps for me. she sings, i sing with her; of what we found, of what we were, and of what we lost.
can you still hear me?
hot skittles 😔🥺
beautiful
Your comment bought a tear to my eyes and a smile on my face. because it felt so relatable. we are made of star stuff as carl sagan once said. no wonder the love we have for someone burn brighter than any of the heavenly bodies. and when it leaves you, there is nothing in this universe which can fill that void. I feel you! every word you said, every line you wrote and every moment you felt. take care and may the stars always shine on your darkest nights.
@@icemananand aw thank you! this comment made my day
@@ezzokko we forget sometimes how easy it is for each one for to make someone's day by simply conveying a genuine and heartfelt emotion. I wish you a painless memory of time gone by, and a life filled with love and laughter ahead of you!
Im listening this on 6AM and I miss someone...my dad
God pray for you
SAME man, good pray for you.w
❤️❤️ you are so strong
Your dad will be fine up there , stay strong , and keep life going king 👑
I actually love this channel its community everything its so heartwarming thank you bootleg boy for everything your channel has done for us and im happy to be an active listener and grateful to be here so once again
THANK YOU BOOTLEG BOY
Aaron Clewlow you guys make this community what it is, thanks for being a part of it 💜
@@thebootlegboy The journey on this channel has been phenomenal such a ride of emotions and this community never ceases to cheer you up what a time to be alive
if you haven’t found someone ill give you some advice, quit social media. Not a break, quit it. I was addicted to Instagram, Snapchat, all of it and i never wanted to quit because my friends would always send me videos on it and i felt that it was important that we all sent each other those videos. Eventually though i was so lonely and social media just exacerbated that feeling so much so I quit. Around the time i started to ease up on it I started to get more confidence because i wasn’t just constantly on my phone to escape it all and by no means was i confident but this girl started to talk to me because i was the only other person not on my phone. I had a slight crush on her for years so when she started to talk to me it felt so weird at first. Eventually we became super good friends and then best friends and the whole time i had a major crush on her and just accepted that we would stay friends forever and i would sit here on youtube listening to these songs getting so depressed. One day though she told me she had something really important to tell me and she told me she had feelings for me and i told her i did too. Long story short we’ve been together 2 1/2 years now and I don’t believe it would’ve ever happened if i didn’t quit social media and stop going on my phone so much. If you read all of this then i hope the best for you and i hope you find your one and only and i believe you can if you simply just go places you love, a certain store, an arcade, maybe even go for a walk, you’ll find that one person who likes the same stuff you do.
yes bro that the truth
Needed this advice
Hope you both are still in a happy relationship bro, many kind regards
“If you haven’t someone, I’ll give you some advice-“ don’t need someone to feel whole. How have you been doing tho?
You know life’s bad when it’s actually 6AM and you do still miss them
i i i i i i i I feel ya.
Mood.
I remember nights... just sitting outside... smoke curling around me as I listened to your music... the world felt... calm.. felt right.. Thank you for this music.. You always make me feel at ease... Thank you
I'm missing someone I never really had at the first place :>
This!
It's the hardest thing to withstand. After 5 years I'm wondering if I'll ever get better. If the feelings will go away. Do I need to delete him from my life? When our lives are so intertwined. A part of me wishes we would have never met. I find no one else attractive, nor as interesting. I only want him.
Seeing him with someone else breaks me, fills me with envy and despair.
How do I move on?
S Banchs chill nigga dam
You discovered this music while I was with you. I'm not with you anymore but I'm still here.
deep.
Bruh🤞
@desu desu desu Im very veryansın gudd djdjjd
it would be great if anybody that is feeling sadness and depression had a marker, something like a fluorescent signal that only sensible peaple can see, so you can go and hug them
Luca Lupo that would be really nice
Love this idea
Luca Lupo except the reality is people would use it against you :/
You could just write it on your shirt
It's getting later each time we miss them :(
And the pain gets worse :(
Its accurate tho, life is still moving. 6am is done now... soon enough we'll all be missing her at 7am. Wish she'd just come back....
Damn, everyone in the comments is either heartbroken or sad. Here here lemme give U hugs 🤗🤗, I'm here if anyone needs to talk
😂 That is great
Thanks miss 😁
^Hug^
Thats the beauty of life, its full of vivid stories , full of music, full of fragnences , full of food , places to see, watching sun set and rise, Ups and down, and yes both sorrow and rejoice moments, Its all part of life how we learn at the road travelling. Have a good life ahead to you just in case you reading this.
can we talk in dm?
Man my heart goes out to the people who just want company because the emptiness of your lonely self feels suffocating, all I can say after living life is that it gets better with EFFORT even if you don't believe in you I believe in you
*People cry, not becaus they' re weak, it' s because they' ve been strong for too long* .
nigga dead ass made me cry
@@hutthover9350 same
- Itachi uchiha -
so true
what if you can't cry anymore... guess some of us are past the point of no return lol
Tracklist:
0:00 GentleBeatz - moon
2:38 GentleBeatz - tears
5:11 spencer hunt - melatonin w/ musiciansplace
8:40 BeyondChivalry - r e l a x i n g
10:57 jhove - memories w/ amies
13:16 spencer hunt - you'll be okay, i promise.
16:30 Kosibeats - Golden Memories
DJ CreateCopyrightSounds thanks m8 makes it alot easier🙃
thanks broo
Waw really? These are the songs in this video?
Good looks on this king. had to sift thru all the broken hearted comments to find this gem. God bless.
God I Wish someone would miss me like People do in their comments..
What if someone actually does .... but you just don t know it
Same.. Hehe.
@@biancaojovan2085 :((
@@ryansher2178 *hug*
@@biancaojovan2085 More like we don't realize even when someone really is missing us. :/
What gets you everytime are the memories man. When you remember her sitting next to you asking for a hug. Everyday i sit on the same damn couch i see her. The loonliest feeling in the world :'(
I'm here for the nostalgic view, of being the last one awake at unsociable hours in a city of lights, Loving that cig, the chill beats and a head full of exclusive memories
I don’t know how long it’s been
I’ve lost count of the nights
Seasons have come and gone
Since you left
The memories won’t fade
The pain eternal
Each night now lasts a life time
People say that you can't miss what you've never had, but somehow it makes it more upsetting when you can't even reach it in the first place
Oh man
THIS
Seems like most want an affair now a days. Makes it hard to open up to others that might be that special someone
Once someone's hurt you, it's harder to relax around them, harder to think of them as safe to love. But it doesn't stop you from wanting them.
Bootleg boy your channel is the therapy I need. Thanks for this. I can cry and not feel ashamed or less of a man because so many people you've brought together share some of the feelings I have and are even there to support each other and me. It's a wonderful thing and you should know how special what you've done is for people like me. Thank you.
laying here, in my bed, thinking about her and what kind of an awful friend i was.
it's been two years and i still read our old messages sometimes, and every word i said wrong feels like a new bleeding wound on my heart. i want to message her again so badly, but it will only bring pain to her, and she already had enough.
it was I who broke everything, who broke our friendship, who broke her heart.
sometimes i hate myself so badly.
me too.
my exact situation. I know hot shitty that feels
I feel you. I’ve been in a similar situation.
But life is too short for regrets. Don’t regret never replying and the what if’s that follow.
I get that it hurts. But sometimes owning up when we’ve made a mistake is the best thing. Sometimes a simply sorry is all that person needs. Even if it’s left on read or not acknowledged, what the worst that can happen? You’re already not talking.
I understand it’s painful and you don’t want to cause more pain, but at least you have piece of mind that you’ve expressed you’re feelings and that you’re sorry. Your sincerity will shine through as it still weighs on your mind.
Whatever happened, whatever went wrong, the fact this is on your mind and you feel how you do is proof you’re in a different place and you’re not, as you put it, an awful friend anymore.
We are our own worse enemies and we berate ourselves the most. It’s never as bad as we imagine. Message her, be straight up, tell her how you feel. Don’t live with regrets, life it too short. ✌🏼
For me it was different, she was like a drug, she kept on messing with my mind, manipulating me. In my world it was her, only her, the person i was in love with but in her world i was 1 put of 4 guys one of them being my best friend and yup she kissed him in front of me but my best friend didnt even know what feelings i had for her, they started going out while inside me it was crushing even more, that was 4 years ago and damn i hated that situation. She was my everything, the first time i felt in love ever and she sucker punched my feelings inside
I feel that man, we were just friends. But she brought out the best in me I like to think, one of those instances where you just click with someone and can share all the feeling inside your head and feel accepted, they genuinely helped develop me as a person.
Then one day it ended, we argued and said somethings I still deeply regret, later deleting all our messages out of shame of getting like that, for not leaving things alone and ultimately destroying it all.
All I have left is a drawing she did of me on my phone, memory of better times.
It still haunts me up to think of it 4 years later, I like to think I've grown since then. If I were to ever to meet her again, I think I'd only want to say that I'm sorry for being such an idiot.
Most painful thing is knowing if I had done nothing, everything would have been fine.
I enjoy these, from 1-6 They all were great to listen to, it's something I can vibe too and get in my thoughts but when I'm in my thoughts sometimes I wonder if things will get better or worse...
Things will get better someday. The ones who struggle the most will have the best. Secret is to keep going.
"IF 'SLEEP' IS THE SOLUTIONS OF PROBLEMS I WOULD SLEEP FOREVER"
-Last massage from:
A girl who Did not wake up cause of Depressions.
Please be ok, we can be strangers together and stuff text me on insta please, _skeleton_house_
I finally deleted everything, Now I only have the memory of her. It really was nice before everything went bad. I really want to believe that what happened is for the best. yet at times it's hard
Shmuel A. Same here man,,it's been hard by the day being Valentine's day,,I cry bro so shit I do
Same here it suck.....
still don't have the will to delete everything... still too fresh
Shmuel A. I just finally deleted the last message with her phone number man, and yes all I have is memories,,she has all of the marriage things,I don't even want them twenty two years man over just like that,it's been hard when I get drunk is when I start to cry
It's took me a long time to delete everything,but when I did it made feel a little better
Remember those times when you were younger? When you would smile and laugh til' you're older. You wouldn't worry about life. You would play everyday. Your mommy would read you a story til' you're fast asleep. But now those times are over. Now you are lost and get caught in your sad thoughts. You cry everyday til' your hearts empty. No more smiles, no more laughs, your heart breaks to pieces every now and then. Goodbye childhood, I miss you very much.
Autumn Leaves I never had a childhood; so that stung
I’ve ran out of tears and emotions... nothings the same and it never will be. I’m the youngest of four, but the only one without a childhood. I’ve always put other before me and its come to a point I’ve lost myself. I don’t have those memories but I remember the care free smiles cause I know that putting a smile on their face was more than enough to change their day
I ended a relationship of 6 months with a girl I was in love with, who treated me amazing, never did anything but be an amazing friend and girlfriend, all because I was terrified I'd never be good enough to make her truly happy. Now I think of her everyday.
Go back to her babe
If she was the right one, she’ll come around ❤️
Sounds like you gotta recognize your worth and step it up to be the man she needs homie
HAHA WHAT A NOOB
@@architsharma292 Its shitty of you to bash on someone who is opening up emotionally. Go troll somewhere else.
I wanna be friends with everyone in this comment section
Hi there hows your day been hope your safe and well my dear peace be with you always
only positive vibes
Careful what you wish for!
YES! ❤
Hey dear, text me on whatsapp. lets be friends
I don’t miss anyone. I just like this song
Well no family, no friends, happy new year guys.
I feel you bro
Happy new year buddy
Come to me next time bro. Id love to have u over.
Than marry soon have children.
Nothing more than to play with your small children .Make them your friends.
good new year strange.
high asf and listening to this is so relaxing gosh dang it thank you everyone
and high again xd
@@smokeymadethis Good shit man. Same
Me too Isa vibe
Me too Holy shit
Its been over two years since I found this video. It has been one of my most consistently watched videos along with a few other lofi music ones. So much has changed since I first found this and after a long hiatus from this video (roughly 6 months) it feels good to be back and listening to this specific video. There have been ups and downs, wins and loses, and I grew over time. I am sure everyone listening to this has their own reasons for picking this specific video. Maybe its the songs themselves, the time, studying/classwork, the memories associated that come flooding over you when listening to this, thoughts about their significant other, etc. We are all on this journey together, while I do not know a single other viewer/commentor of this video. Thank you. Thank you for being part of my journey. Cheers to your own journey and I wish you all the best in your future endeavors. Apoligies for any typos, its been an emotionally past few months for me. Thanks!
I hope that you are doing alright bud, it can be rough out there
Years of friendship gone. All because i did the most stupidest thing and for that, i'm sorry. Deeply sorry. I asked one of your friends to say "Happy New Year" from me and you asked who's that?
That hurts..
So many memories, when we had to talk to each other to escape the claws of boredem. Thats how we became friends right?
Chasing each other, playing around, talking to each other and helping with gfs and bfs.
We would cry on each other's shoulders. Be there for one another.
Now we go to different schools and you've completely forgotten me.
"You're my best friend ever!"
"Who's that?"
"I"d never forget you! I love you buddy!"
*"Who's that?"*
I've been ranting too long..sorry.
I need to let you move on right?
Its 6:31 am and i still miss you.
Dedicated to my best friend, Hellen
-David.
Good luck David I hope things get better❤️❤️🙏🏻
I think its very helpfull to speak about your emotions in the comments, And its okey to be sad when something bad happend to you like a heart break... But dont forget that you should move forward dont let these sad emotions get all over you. find your happiness in onther things, people and places you are stronger than you think. Be the best you can be!
: The real reason I always have my guard up is so it hurts less when everything falls apart...like it always does
Been doing it so long that I don't even have to make an effort now 🤟🏿
Can't remember the last time i was happy. :)
It’s going to be three months and I still can’t get him out of my head.
It all started at a small get together. My friend introduced me to this one guy cause her bf and her were going to go get food. It was awkward at first cause I guess I was intimidating towards him so We didn’t even speak much. We just sat there and watched an episode of family guy. Thirty min passed and my friend and her bf came back. A few days after the little get together, I saw that “Nicolas” added me on snap.
(His name isn’t Nicolas but let’s just call him that) I didn’t recognize the name so I didn’t add back. The next day I saw he added me again so I thought might as well see who he is. That night he texted me first and tbh I didn’t even text back until a week later.
Who knew that one quiet guy sitting on the couch wearing a hoodie and sweats would have me ugly cry at 6 am. Man, if I could go back I would in a heart beat :(
I decided to text him, surprisingly we clicked immediately and our convos were great. We would talk all night and we didn’t even sleep sometimes
We would talk about the most random things and once we finished the topic we were discussing, we would go onto another. With him, there was no such thing as dry texts or being bored. Once we did kinda run out of things to talk about so as a joke I told him that if he ever visited my city, I’d take him anywhere and that I’d be his tour guide. He said sure, I’ll go soon. I didn’t even think of this a lot because I thought maybe he was joking. (I live in California and he lives in Germany)
Things went on like this for a few months. We had that strong connection and it never really went away. He’d send me memes and corny jokes cause he knew those made me laugh. He was the type of guy that didn’t like corny stuff but because of me he would send me some throughout the day.
We were so used to texting each other that one day when I got busy and didn’t text as much, he got sad and texted me asking if I was ok and that my silence had hurt him. That was when I thought that maybe he liked me??
February had come and I had to go visit some family I had in another state. I went for two weeks and me and Nicolas still talked, Maybe even more. He told me he had a surprise on Friday for me. Tbh, I was nervous because I’m not used to surprises or anything like that. I counted the days until Friday and I was so nervous.
Friday had come and I was at the airport. He sent me a Picture of his ticket. It said his city to another city in Florida. I thought oh how cool ! It’ll be nice that instead of nine hours ahead, he’d be only three.
It was around 8 pm and he sent me another picture. This picture was different though. It was a picture of him at the airport but the airport was in my city.
When I saw that I was sooooo shocked. I felt like sick to my belly but at the same time I was sooooo happy.
I went to go pick him up and we went to go eat.
The way his face lit when I introduced him to some new Mexican food he never had was so cute. The way he smiled, even the way he would look at me when I would take a bite out of my food was so cute. God, I miss Him so much :(
I took him out to many places. I live near the ocean so we have this little harbor where you could sit and see the seals or fish too. He was such a goofball copying the seal noises. We went to the aquarium and the way he would look at the fishes would even fascinate me too.
That day was so special to me. I had to go to the bathroom so i went out and after I had gone, I went to the gift shop to buy him a little souvenir. I bought him a seal plushie to give to him later on.
The night had come so we just chilled at the harbor again. I gave him the little “surprise” I had for him and well Nicolas had another surprise for me too. He had bought me a dolphin plushie too. I didn’t even remember telling him my favorite animal was a dolphin. He told me that he had taken some notes on his phone on what I liked so that one day when he was next to me he’d remember and bring them up to make me happy. When he told me that I swear I fell in love right there.
He was only able to stay with me for a few days because he had to go back home. Those few days were the best I’ve had in such a long time.
When he was saying goodbye to me he hugged me so tight and I’ll always remember that hug. He gave me his hoodie to keep and after that he left. We still talked after but I started noticing his vibes were slowly going off. I honestly prayed that he wouldn’t just fade away but unfortunately he did. It’s going to be three months and we’re almost like strangers. What was once hundreds of messages are now one message a day and if I’m lucky three. I’ll always think to myself what did I do for him to just fade away. It hurts me so much to know that I lost him. I sometimes wish I never had met him in the first place because it hurts to think of him. :(
Wow, i wonder why there are no comments on such a beautiful story. The same thing kinda happened to me, but i felt in love with a person that was alredy in love with someone else.
Distance... is a harsh... also live in Germany and texted with people from far away... of course the convos got shorter and the friendship (kinda love) vanished just like everything was nothing...
I hope you are doing good love
His biggest loss is losing you with no intentions of keeping you enticed keep your head up you’ll be alright
I’ve been there done that they are the ones losing
Listen, love can be replaceable. I know it hurts so much that you can’t see him anymore, but as time passes you have to accept the fact that that love is gone. Just learn from the mistakes from that relationship and know what to do better for the next one.
Discovering Lofi music back in 2018 and channels like the bootleg boy and dreamy has really changed my life. Whenever i feel down there's only lofi that can make me feel better.
It's sad how you can spend a long time building a relationship with someone only to fall apart.
That's so fuckin sad
I'm smoking weed now It's ths only thing that can help me get over my depression fml
OH plEase deAr, doNt lEt anYboDy mAke yOu fEeL bAd... If yOu tRuLy loVe hEr. Let hEr Go. If she loVes yOu she will coMe bAck 🔙.. DoNt except anYthiNg fRoM otHers 🙂. It huRts tHe moSt 😭.. Be hAppY yOu arE nOt lONelY.. We all Are hEre fOr a reAsoN 😇
Even worse: just imagine you came to earth just to die one day. There is no happy ending, no alternative ending - just a temporal sorrow while you are still alive and able to feel something. This is a failure from the beginning and the only way to live - always remeber and feel comfortable with this heavy knowledge.
insertpikachushockface
That's why in my last relationship I didn't fully commit or invest as much as I could've over the five years. Having been through both, I can say it's more painful at first when you're all in... but In the latter situation, where I find myself now, near a year later when she's moved on I'm still thinking about it...typing this comment about it lol
"Every day of these last 2 years.... I was awake until 2am....waiting for you.... but I'm running out of hope...."
U gotta accept it n let it go
@@gurivindaguntabhavana2483 yeah..that's what I'm doing
@@danielnyo7474 Great..!
I feel you. I did the same. Sometimes still doing it. I stand on my balcony and watching the trams and buses, how the come and pass. And hope I will see her.
Last month it happened, I saw her.....but she didnt come for me. She just got home from her new boyfriend, and it was the closest station to her dorm.
It pushed me back, where I was, when we broke up.
@@mindenkreativnevfogl I don't know what to say to you but I know that feeling....before 2020, I texted her with the hope she'll answer me but.....she saw my message but didn't answer...so I decided to move forward and wait for the next girl, so just do the same...keep moving and wait for the next :)
i’m in such a dark place rn. idk how before i met this girl i was outgoing, and doing great in school, i was a track star, then she came along and changed me. i was happier than i have ever been in my life. i thought she was the one for me deep down, that’s when she told me she couldn’t do it. i was left heartbroken, still am. then my family is slowly turning their back on me. feels like me against the world. i know what it feels like to be lonely, but this community has helped me through so much and i want to thank you all for that 💞
One of the worse feelings is when you realise that the person you loved so much has become a stranger...I remember when i texted my ex on her nameday to wish her after we broke up and all i got was a plain thank you. The realization hit real hard...Stay strong people, one day...one day we'll wake up and feel nothing....one day
Being left on delivered by the girl u desire is a crushing feeling man...
Sometimes I just want to hit rewind, just to see my smile genuinely again.
I will rewind just to see how I deal with myself when I fuked up in worst time , I fell like a forgot that part from my life
🙃🏃👁️🕶️
I just miss my nostalgic childhood. Staying up late watching Nick at Nite, going on cartoon network binging old cartoons. I wish I never relate to the sad moments in shows and movies. I wish happiness lasted longer. ~ 4/13/20
Was literally just getting ready for a road trip, looking for compialtions to download and a notification popped up for this vid. I think it's a sign.
Yato Potato have fun on your road trip!
@@wyldegi thanks man! Super stoked rn.
@@InSamniac777 safe travels man 🚀
@Rayane Belaaziz thanks dude! I will!
@@richm23k thanks for the kind words bro 🤙🏻
i miss the old u, i miss the memories but you’re a different person now. you have moved on but i’m still in the past trying to make it like the old times but i know it’ll never be the same. i love you forever.
-3:22 am
i just want to take back everything i said.
it’s been months since i’ve talked to him.
it still hurts. i want to talk to him again.
wanting him to just say i love you again.
i just miss him so much.
Me too but I realized it couldn't be posible😌
I wish ...
I wish she smiles always ...
I wish she always have those glowing eyes...
I wish she lives the life she wants...
But what I wish most is I could have said I love you in front of her once...
Happy lifeee...
See positivity is nothing but feeling glorious by thinking those awesome moments before getting away from those you love....
I wish you get what you wish...
What Really Hurt Most is When You've Recovered From Addiction and Realized That Every Person you Once Loved Are All Perfect Strangers!
I gave her my whole world,but i later realized that it was too small for her.
I don’t miss any exs but only memories of friends I no longer have
The feeling may hurt but it’s just a reminder that your alive and your not the only one who’s suffered the same way
Thq bro
If you’re reading this I hope you find the strength to get through whatever it is that’s causing you so much trouble or pain at this moment.
I can’t let go. No matter how hard I try, I just can’t. I’ve been told over and over it’ll get better, to just hold on but my god I don’t know how much longer I can go. These last four and a half years have been so painful and the thought of her makes it damn near impossible to focus on anything. I just want to go back. Back to when life was easy, back to when I had the most wonderful and beautiful friends, back to when I had something, back to when I had her. I was such an idiot and took everything for granted and that ultimate led to me to where I am now: alone and mentally destroyed. I know nobody will probably ever see this or even care but music like this really helps. It may just be temporary but I’ll take anything at this point. I still think about her, and I wish she knew that. She was the reason the sun was always shinning for me.
@Just Alex I saw this and I care. Not here to say everything will get better, because it hasnt for me either. Just wanted to let you know your not alone. I should have moved on a long time ago but i just cant. I wish she knew how much i think about her too. At night i often wonder if im on her mind, but i know im not. Hope you find peace brother
We all care and sit in the same boat. As stupid as it sounds, but if she really doesnt want you anymore you gotta forget her and go out hit on other girls
(or treat her like shit to care again, coz girls like jerks. Stupid world, yes)
I’ll be honest after reading this and seeing that your names alex made me almost jump out my skin because my names alex also and everything you wrote is EXACTLY what I’ve been going through, I know exactly how you feel and what your going through.
I hope things get easier for you.
Man u made me cry😭😭😭😭, my happiness just left me, because of my bullshits!!! Shes my everything, but now she left me. Fuqq.
I lost my baby sister and my girlfriend both this year. What im going through only i know. It feels tougher everyday! Im detiriorating mentally physically and emotionally and have no idea how much more i can take. All we can do is hope it gets better and makes us stronger by the end of it. Easier said than done but try to channelise your energy and time into being productive for yourself and for those who care for you. Universe will have its balance, let your karma do the talking!
Just wanted to say thanks for the great music and to everyone in the comments and the rest of the world i love you all regarless if we know each other or not , sending good vibes to everyone my heart goes out to all who stay strong and keep positive.. one love
i'm more invested in spending my time reminiscing over someone i'll never be with instead of accepting the fact that there's someone out there that would make me feel wanted😔
I miss him everyday after being with someone for 4 years and never really being enough for him completely broke me it may sound cringe but I’ll never love someone as much as I did him and what hurts the most is he’s getting married soon and there’s nothing I could say and do to stop it
Just be happy..love yourself. You've made it this far without..(not easy i know)..but you made it right?:) your strong& can only get stronger in your heart & mind
thats rough buddy..
You're not alone, we're in this together
Same shit for me,just it’s a girl
Hey it was not ment to be keep smiling my dear peace be with you always ✌🙏🕊
I'd rather be in constant pain thinking of you than be happy and forget you
yes this... i just can't accept being like other people who just move on so easily and replace someone like its not a big deal
This hit me right in the heart...
I wish someone could love me this much...
I love how youtube gives me a pop up ad for an online depression test
😂😂😂😂 i needed this. thanks