@666monkeys bro, love yourself as much as you do her. i sacrificed years of my life trying to "be there" for my love who i knew was troubled and wasnt right. my gut told me every night i was making a mistake, but i sacrificed and swam through her pain with her. never could i imagine letting her go. i still cant believe it. but i do know this. if you really love someone, you want the best for them, not yourself. and sometimes letting someone go is the best thing you can do for them, especially if they arent ready. they will never learn to be a better person unless they lose things and feel pain. same with you. I dont know you, but I know your pain. just be the strongest person possible, and let go when your heart screams. it will never do you wrong, and letting go will let her, or whoever, come to you when they want to love you, not when you want them to love you (selfishness). I realized right before telling her i cant do it anymore what love really is to me as i was hugging her. its feeling her butterflies tingle in her stomach, not yours. much love to you sir.
It's 9am and in 2 hours i'm going to meet her, this is the last time i'm going to see her for 10 months because she's going to study in another country, that girl helped me through my toughest times and stood up by my side and supported me through a lot of dark time, she gave me everything, it's been 1 year and 7 months we are together and I love it more and more everyday, she didn't depart yet yet i feel so nostalgic and sad, I love her. This music actually helps me put away my anxiety and feel a little bit better so thank you a lot to the one who created this. Peace out everyone ❤
Going on two years. I still hear her voice but I can’t remember her smile. My life went from being so colorful and happy to grey and blurred. I don’t have the confidence or energy to get out and meet someone so I’ve been on my own this whole time. I still don’t know if I’m waiting on something that will never happen or.. I’m better now yeah, I used to think about her every hour, now it’s every other day. But a part of me still craves her, wants her so bad to just say “hey, how are you?” I would take her back in a heart beat. But I know she wouldn’t do the same. I’ve built these impenetrable walls just to have left my door unlocked for her. ..why?
Going out with friends and trying to meet people helps a lot. I know you might not feel the vibe to do that but if you push yourself out of your comfort zone soon you will move on and realise that their are better people out there who can treat you better. I when thro the same thing about 1 year ago, it took me 8 months to forget her but finally i am over her. Also unfollow her on all social media and try to avoid contact in real life even if you want so bad to talk to her.
I feel you :( I went through the same stages, but not that intense and long. I wish you the very best and Lots of power to get up on your own feet again. Life can be so beautiful. Dont let her waist your time :)
To everyone out there, don’t let the small things inconvenience your life, don’t let it drag you down. I was sad for a very long time and was not happy being me. I always would try to put of a facade and act like I was okay. My advice is to live yo life bruh we aren’t here forever and find those people weather it be friends, family or just someone you can go to so you can let out all of those feelings, because sometimes your mind can be your worst enemy. Live life, enjoy it and don’t let anyone, anything or your own conscious bring you down because the world needs you to be the best that you can. Spread love and positivity cause it my not change your life, but it might change someone else’s.
All those coments, real people talking about real feellings... makes me feel terrible sometimes. The fact there are so many people hurt and in pain all over the world.
I knew from the beginning it’s not gonna last long. I knew that you gonna leave someday. I knew that cause I knew happiness has never lasted for me. But what I didn’t know that it’s gonna hurt like this. It hurts like fucking hell. I did go through this before but not like this...not like this! I was broken before. Damage before. But not like this. Not like this. July 18... 4:55am
Rasel Pathan wow i’m literally reading this at 4:55 am on July 23rd. i feel the EXACT same pain you do bro. it hurts so damn much.. i wish other people knew how guys like us felt
The day I buried her on my birthday, was the day I cried the hardest in my entire life. I still remember and have the same exact feelings as I did on that very day.
Ey bro it's been one year since you posted this comment. I really hope you found some comfort and peace since. Look at where you've gotten since then. Head up king keep fighting. You're not dancing alone. I wish you happiness on the rest of your journey.
My wife died of cancer a few years back. Watching her slow decay was maddening & unbearable followed by her ultimately inevitable demise, was completely crushing to me in every way possible. Hope can be a double edge sword sometimes. I was devastated & fell into a deep pit of hard-core depressive despair & misery trying to find happiness in any way, usually be in most self destructive way possible. Which always lead to further spiraling. Part of me died with her and I even more of my self in the days, months & years that followed in my grieving & “recovery” process. While I am no longer the man I was & even though I still struggle with it. I am no longer attempting to drown myself in every way possible and no longer wishing to join her as it was: I still love you and still think about & miss you every day. I love you my little button. RIP Lydia. You will never be forgotten.
I'm gonna write this and leave it here for my future self: When you get to where you wanna be, when you get to that special city wherever it is, when you ever find that girl... When you're sitting on that rooftop at night looking over the city lights, enjoying a smoke, I want you to read this. Here I am reading and annotating this Korean War article (remember, the one that was like 24 pages), and I wonder how long its gonna take me to get right there where you are now. I yearn for the answer, but I must wait. I hope you remember to come back to this exact video, listen to the same first song, and remember. just one last thing- I don't know what kinda mindset you're in, but just remember why you wanted to be where you are now. Just remember who you were back then; what you wanted out of life. I'll be back and comment on this, I promise. ight cya then g sheeesh.
Never been a man of love. Never thought i will care about someone even more than myself. Guess life has a really strange sense of humour... Now im missing and craving for her so much. Even though we have never been together, just the probability of it is beautiful.
Been 7 months since this. Been with her. Disappointed. Now all i want is to go back in time and live with that probability. Craving and missing from distance was way better. And i feel sorry because i will never fall for someone like this. Life really has a strange sense of humour :)
I love the community in these comments. Even though all of our hearts are broken, this still is the lovliest community. We're giving each other virtual hugs and try to make them smile. Its so funny, you make me happier then the people i meet in real life. Kisses
Well guys the first song that I hear on this channel, I was 11 and I was sad bcs school was bad. I had just my family and I , my „friends“ told lies about me and now it’s the same but not so much more I and my boyfriend broke up and he’s with my „best“ friend now So now school is better I ride 2-3 in school and I have a crush on somebody hihihi So when I was 11 I heart this music and I felt free now it’s the same thank you for this wonderful music that bring space in my life Respect my story bcs somebody have the same thing You get bullied /lies/sad So thanks for seeing this and I hope you doing better I don’t know you but really just be the person you are! OKEY !!!!!!
I’m so tired of loosing the people I care about most. My grandfather and dad died within 8 months of each other when I was 14, but life went on. My friend group slowly disbanded as people started growing up, getting married, or just found new friends, and the best friend I ever had started making life decisions I couldn’t stand by, and now we haven’t talked in years. But life went on. Within that time I met this girl. Before her I never really gave much thought to having a girlfriend or falling in love. I was always too busy... until I met her. She was the first person I had ever met who seemed to really love and appreciate all the weird quirks about me and just love me for me. Things moved fast and we told each other we loved each other within the first two weeks. She helped me through some of the most difficult times in my life. She was there when I was having a hard time with my mom remarrying after only dating my stepfather for a month, and she was there when my grandma suddenly died a month later. She was always there. I wasn’t perfect. I know I went through hard times and got depressed, maybe drank a bit too much at times and used some other substances, but never got violent and told her every day I loved her. I truly did. More than anybody... She was my entire motivation for getting clean from drugs and getting my life back together, and I did! It was amazing. But things got complicated and we started working more, quarantine started and we drifted apart. I still told her I loved her every time we talked. Her responses got gradually less enthusiastic. “I love you too baby” “I love ya too” “Ilyt” “
I am now together with the girl of my dreams, I feel that her love is genuine and Im so happy right now. Even now I can't help but be afraid, I would lay down my life for this girl, she brought so much colour into this gray world of mine. If something happened to her I don't know what I would do. I will always love her and I have a feeling that she feels the same. I want to make a family with her and hold her in my arms until the day I wither away. Im still so afraid and everytime I hear these mixes I start crying uncontrollably even though Im the happiest I've ever been. This will last forever and I pray to God that nothing ever takes her away from me, I always beg him to take me first, without her I will just remain an empty husk and I would much rather prefer death. Thank you for reading this, I love all of you.
It's been 4 years since the break up and I still think about her everyday. It's like she's here but it's all in my head, I can't get it out, even though I want to, I just don't know what to do.
Being able to experience emotions is what makes us human. Moreover, that's the exact moment, during which we feel most alive. Try to remember that during the good and bad parts. In the end, evil, festering wounds and hurt will succumb to peace and happyness. That's what I believe.
Why after more than year passed and even dating another girl I'm still missing her. There were nothing special about her - she was not extremely smart or beautiful, we did not have any same hobbies and interests, we were completely different. But I still think about those days spent together. I know she does not care and I have to stop too because we both have our own lifes with new people. But I can't let people go just like that. Not like her.
@@mhrn.1309 That may be true but everybody has meaning behind their creation, stromae is Special, sometimes he has a meaning sometimes he doesnt, the important part is to enjoy nontheless, Right?
@@presentmic3605 Certainly true that Stromae is special (and very talented in my opinion). Papaoutai has a strong meaning behind the song, for example. And for sure! Enjoy what you wish to enjoy as long as it is not Nazi Rock or something...
funny how we all are living different lives, in different situations, but we all end up in the same comment section of a depressing music playlist. edit: i first commented this two years ago. at the time, i was being sa’d and i was convinced my life would never get better. but, things do get better. in the past few years, i’ve changed so much as a person. i’ve learned how to help myself get through bad times and to progress through them. to those who read this, i love you and your life is worth living.
I wasn't even sad this just popped out in my recommendations and I've been crying for hours listening to mix like these without a valuable reason. I feel like I'm am always going to be sad but never knowing why
@@animelover9370 better times come, believe me, take a deep breath, think of something beautiful, breathe, and smile, plottwist: Do you know you can't breathe while laughing? now you laughing, This is wonderful. i love you bro❤️
i know that feeling i can talk all day about people that i was friend of in he internet that i am probably never gonna see again and the worst part is that some of them died
Damn that felt like a truck hitting me... just reading it. I still have some friends who I play with regularly... those times man... I should really cherish them cus they be one of the moments when I feel real happines...
Its been a litte less then 3 years since we stopped talking. Some mornings, after hitting the snooze button on the first alarm, I doze back off into a light sleep. The kind where the dreams are the most vivid. Tangible. That's when I get to to play with her curls. When things are okay. I hate those days.
Fuck me, that hit me harder than Mileys wrecking ball. Stay strong brother we're all trying to heal as well, sometimes you have good days sometimes you don't. It's just managing it and acknowledging how you process it
These are the kind of moments that I both love and hate I love them because they remind me of her and the good times we had together and I hate them because the moment I wake up I realize it wasn’t real and that it’s gone now. Usually a sad tear runs down my cheek while I’m staring out of my window rethinking all the good and bad times we went through together. That’s when you make up scenarios where nothing’s wrong you two are still together thinking about only one thing how much you love each other. I love these moments because they remind me of her and I hate them because they’re only moments
well for me bruh, i just choose to not have a close connection with anyone, cause i also used to have one. and due to like peer pressure and the person being popular, they left me, and so from that day i developed the skill of switching people off and just focusing on what i`m here to do, at that very given moment , maybe i am lonely but i`m not in pain, maybe you should forget about her and move on, if she`s not giving you the attention you deserve, then shes just a waste of time and energy. Maybe i`m cynical saying this but not everyone is fully generous or kind ,people have a reason for doing things, and you need to forget your reason and leave her be. Taking it from personal experience, you will archive peace of mind. I hope u have good day or good night wherever you are.
My wife died of cancer a few years back. Watching her slow decay was maddening & unbearable followed by her ultimately inevitable demise, was completely crushing to me in every way possible. Hope can be a double edge sword sometimes. I was devastated & fell into a deep pit of hard-core depressive despair & misery trying to find happiness in any way, usually be in most self destructive way possible. Which always lead to further spiraling. Part of me died with her and I even more of my self in the days, months & years that followed in my grieving & “recovery” process. While I am no longer the man I was & even though I still struggle with it. I am no longer attempting to drown myself in every way possible and no longer wishing to join her as it was: I still love you and still think about & miss you every day. I love you my little button. RIP Lydia. You will never be forgotten.
you're an inspiration to everyone fighting to find happiness, you are not alone, we have to fight man and its people like you that bring hope to others on that journey, stay strong
I wish I had this sad little TH-cam comment community when I was young and depressed too lol. It's sad but at least you can find people online who feel similar and listen to the same songs when they're also in pain..
Mr. Reminiscing, stop reminiscing about the past, what you could and should’ve done and hold on to what could’ve last. Simply because of life it didn’t last. Simply move on Mr.
I had the same problem and its already been a year and I still sometimes think about those memories but I did learn that instead, I should be glad it happened instead of being sad that it's gone
I tried to heal a girl's heart, for 6 months I tried to make her smile again, but at the first fight she said I was just like her ex who was fuckin another girl and she knew about it! She said thing woulnd't work between us and you know what happened? I got drunk and hooked up with a girl that night, she found out and now she "says she loves" a guy who she just met 3 weeks ago, FFS, I hate her.
Sorry but i laughed, it's so true.. This video and other music related ones are like a forum for broken people, i see a LOT of love and helpful advice given to almost -everyone- who are sincerely opening up. It brings some hope at least for me about what the internet future we are going through right now will hold.
I honestly miss my old self the most. I lost who I am and it’s so hard to find me. I mean ya of course I know who I am but it feels like I don’t anymore at the same time. It’s kinda like I’m a whole different person trapped and can’t find the way out. I really hope things get better.
Jakobsch1 man I’m hanging in there. I mean growing up life’s rough, but I’m not as suicidal and I’m sober taking my medication. I’m about to start a new job as well. I need to start eatting heathy though because all I do is drink and eat junk food.
@@btd5killer122 even though you're hanging, which is normal, you're doing good. You always got to start at a point, and I guess yours is great. Eating healthy is hard as hell, trust me. I love cooking, but sometimes I just don't got the time for it. Just trust yourself, it'll be fine dude
Jakobsch1 I mean I believe I can do it but at the same time life can suck so much ass. As you grow up you learn you gotta deal with it. Nothings really gonna help you, but yourself. I mean at least im better then before and taking the step to start something new. Next year I plan on going back to college and progress from there. 2019 was a year man. Went to the hospital, almost killed myself plenty of times, and I would say I was a straight an alcoholic for a couple months.
I'm sitting on the balcony: thinking about my friend who passed away, my X girlfriend that I still have feelings for and drinking a bottle of wine and I just wanna say to whoever reads this. I hope that you pull through whatever you have going on and that you are loved -Daniel
Dear Reader, If you are reading this, I just want to thank you. Thank you for being here. Thank you for fighting for when it's hard to. Thank you for persisting when it feels as if the universe is crushing you Thank you for getting up in the morning Thank you for being here Thank you for getting up when it feels impossible Thank you for going to school if you can Thank you for trying to love yourself Thank you for existing. Because, dear reader, I love you. I know sometimes life is horrible, and all you want to do is curl into a ball and stop existing, but you cannot. For then, you'd be letting your mind win. I love you, and I may be only a stranger, but I know that you can learn to love yourself too. You'll get through this, I promise. Love, A caring stranger.
Its not just 5am people. Its the lonely people missing someone in their life. Everyone hurts. The people here... Just seem to be the most positive examples of dealing and compassion while being kicked into the ground by their hurt. Instead of whats common to see. Everyone centering their mind on their own pain till they're blind to everyone else's. And Using that to treat others' pain as if it does not exist.
If you never risk you will never know what real love is. Dont give up on love just because of a person with no feeling. Put yourself out there because finding happiness/love is worth it. Dont be afraid to love just because you are scared of not being loved back. Limiting yourself because of others behaviour will just make you one of them. Learn to love and thro sadness and heartbreaks you will learn what happiness means for you and where you can find it. Keep seeking for love.
Love is an ocean that drown us with hope and misery but it also a beautiful site and it is better to be in the ocean smashing against waves and wonder where they will take you than to stare longingly at the ocean and wonder what is to come once the storm ends for it later is ever ongoing and live is an ocean storm with brief intervals of calm and it is. One of the Mose wild experience we shall ever face and worth every second of our being to experience
its so comforting knowing people feel the exact way you do. i thought i was crazy... apparently we all our a little crazy, thats just what the mixture of love and reality do to us.
I woke up early on my born day, I'm twenty years of blessing The essence of adolescent leaves my body now I'm fresh in My physical frame is celebrated cause I made it One quarter through life some God-ly like thing created
crazy how she fucked up my head and still i think about her when i wake up and when i go to sleep. don’t want her back but i miss the feeling she gave me.. like she was finally mine and that’s what i wanted for two years straight. then this phase in my life came where i was more focused on myself and she ran to the next gut. shit fucking sucks. im laying in the arms of another beautiful girl that really loves me but it doesn’t feel right because it’s not her. she was a terrible drug for me. got completely lost and it’s a hard way back in reality
You're right. My ex and I had a habit of getting back together and breaking up again. Everytime we would breakup we would try to be friends but, wouldn't go well. This one last time though, we were good friends, and I was still sad about everything she had done to me and all the other shit I have to deal with. I would always make her die of laughter. I tried again with getting back with her. Didn't go well. She says "She likes me, but she is not ready." I don't know what that means. Now, I don't know what I did wrong, but she hates me for no reason. Blocks me, I friend her back, she accepts but does not talk to me. Now I have everything planned out on how I am going to die today. I am here listening to my last time of all this music. Goodbye you all.
I just never stop listening to this. It’s been 2years already damn. I remember when it just came out like 30s ago. Mann that hits different now. All the situations I’ve been in and where I’m at now.
Kinggs, you know what is the worst part in missing that person? It's not that it's over. It's not that you are afraid that she moved on. It's not that she's not here anymore. It's the HOPE that doesn't let your soul to be at peace. Something inside of you still hopes that she will come back at some point. Hope kills happiness in this special case. You are doing everything in your life while she is still there, in your mind. You subconsciously associate everything with her. It's not your life anymore. You want to do things for yourself but it's not actually you. And that hurts. I was there. I am still there. I wish I could give you the answer that you are looking for... I wish I could tell you what to do, that s what we are all seeking for. At least I can tell you to be proud of yourself. You see a part of yourself that you didn't know was there. We are still here, thinking, mesmerising, hoping for the best. Even if the reality is killing us day by day. We had the courage to love all the way. And we will find a way out. God loves patient people.
I found myself too. It was like 6 years of my life. I think the answer its be in peace with yourself. No more. Found the way and let her go because she dosen't deserves you.
When you love, you give half of your heart, half of your soul, away... So when your special person gives up on you, betrays you, cheats on you, leaves you...they take that halves with them...that is why that hurts. So keep yourself whole. Don't give yourself away, take care of yourself.
This is the first time I’ve ever seen your channel and I just went through a bunch of your videos and this is probably the most wholesome community I’ve ever seen on TH-cam. Blessings to all you brothers and sisters out there surviving this war we live in called life
How to truly break a soul. 1. Give them the love they have always dreamed of. 2. Leave without a trace and give that love to someone els. 3. Watch them slowly die from hating themselves..
As an old man, I can advise you of one sure thing...If you place EXPECTATIONS on someone, or something...you will always be disappointed. So If you make the best of EVERY tiny moment, you will have little to regret as you get older. You'll find actual delight and a little bit 'o joy in the purely spontaneous moments you don't expect. I've had many intelligent and amazing women in my life...and every one of them was "the right one". Now I'm just wondering when the next amazing girl will come along :)
Yes you are right old man, when I put my 100% in every moment, i cant regret, I might wish if things had gone differently but accepting the results you get after giving 100% is only satisfying.
Gotta add 1 thing. You do always gotta let 'em go sometime. But you can't ever play that violence thing. Just hug them on their way out, smile and wish them the best of luck. Be a civil man. It could be my daughter, yo.
I get the feeling you know what it's like to live in a home of hate...where they say mommy and daddy love each other very much...when in reality your mom is cheating on your dad...and that your dad is an alcoholic...and he turns mommy into a void of nothing...an empty shell with nothing in her...no heart...no mind...no soul. It seems that we are the same in some way...hello and thank you...for living another day...my friend.
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i come running at your smallest call. but if i need you, you dont come at all. i forfeit sleep to make sure you’re okay. but you wont make time for me any day we talk when you want, then im ignored im left wondering, if you just got bored. you push me away, knowing i’ll reappear. but one of these days, i just wont be here.
SiiK SiiN you left my side,but you never left my mind Stuck inside my brain,when it’s scrambled inside And I wish I didn’t love you,but I just can’t hide, That you are the one that I think of all night (Sorry it’s 3am and that’s what came to my mind lmao)
If you feeling sad when you reading this. Please know that in other part of the world, in different continents, different countries there is a stranger wishing you'll able to overcome your sadness. Be happy you. And I love you
It's sad time once again boys . . . I know how cruel and lonely life can be; the sadness that is prevalent in everything and the happiness that is all too rare, even when there is no darkness enveloping the day. I truly am sorry - you deserve to life a life full of joy and excitement, not one of jealousy and emptiness. Yet, if there is one statement I can make that is true, it is this: Life is not always so bleak. There comes a time, now and again, where the sun shines and the rain subsides, with good friends and good times starting and, in some cases, staying for good. When these events will occur, I cannot say, and sometimes all you can do is be brave against the tide of harshness that descends on the world. Yet, of all things, you won't always be awakened at 5am and still missing them; What comes after, whether good or bad, is up to you to decide and find. In the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.
Hey squish, been a little while since we talked. I miss you more then anything. I’m sorry I fucked up what we had. The memories, our adventures, laughs, cuddles, family time, everything... I think about you everyday. I like to think one day god will bless me in your life again, it’s the only thing that gets me out of bed. Right now after 2 months of breaking up your onto a new man. I hope your happy and he makes you happy and treats you right. I hope all your decisions come from your heart and not made by him. I hope in time you realize we were meant for each other always and this is just a mountain we have to climb by ourselves and when we get to the top what is meant to be will be right in front of us. I sit in bed at night and go through old photos. I rub your cheeks as I used to do and you would laugh and smile and get all red 😞. I hope one day we can continue our adventures together as a team and continue our 2 year relationship. I hope one day I get a text from you wanting to see me. These things I hold on hope for bc if it wasn’t for my hopes and prayers I wouldn’t have been able to hold onto life without my best friend, my soulmate...my everything. I want you to take care of yourself and never lose who you are. One day I hope to see you again and I can be the man and fix what I caused. I miss you squishy bear🥺always stay true to yourself and stay precious. I’ll be thinking about you in the morning...like to think you will do the same:/
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Watching her smiling just for a one second used to make my day
fake smile but seeing her smile with someone else is the worst part
Crazy God i like to think of them as being dead. Makes it hurt in a different way, but at least I’m not wondering if they’re with someone else.
@@TP_-dk9ze you will see other smiles in your life, no need to rush.
Sad when you’re building castles in your mind for someone who probably doesn’t even think about you.
For someone who doesn’t care abt you
fucking true
@666monkeys no use of keeping that girl. it just going to hurt you more and more the longer you keep her
@666monkeys bro, love yourself as much as you do her. i sacrificed years of my life trying to "be there" for my love who i knew was troubled and wasnt right. my gut told me every night i was making a mistake, but i sacrificed and swam through her pain with her. never could i imagine letting her go. i still cant believe it. but i do know this. if you really love someone, you want the best for them, not yourself. and sometimes letting someone go is the best thing you can do for them, especially if they arent ready. they will never learn to be a better person unless they lose things and feel pain. same with you. I dont know you, but I know your pain. just be the strongest person possible, and let go when your heart screams. it will never do you wrong, and letting go will let her, or whoever, come to you when they want to love you, not when you want them to love you (selfishness). I realized right before telling her i cant do it anymore what love really is to me as i was hugging her. its feeling her butterflies tingle in her stomach, not yours. much love to you sir.
wow, this is so accurate, I can't even.
It's 9am and in 2 hours i'm going to meet her, this is the last time i'm going to see her for 10 months because she's going to study in another country, that girl helped me through my toughest times and stood up by my side and supported me through a lot of dark time, she gave me everything, it's been 1 year and 7 months we are together and I love it more and more everyday, she didn't depart yet yet i feel so nostalgic and sad, I love her. This music actually helps me put away my anxiety and feel a little bit better so thank you a lot to the one who created this. Peace out everyone ❤
How are ya now?
I love to read all these comments full with sad stories.
Idk why but me to bro
Sounds Sadistic - it’s some different humor dw im into it too
I FEEL U
me2
The fact that it’s actually 5AM takes this to a whole nother level
Going on two years.
I still hear her voice but I can’t remember her smile.
My life went from being so colorful and happy to grey and blurred.
I don’t have the confidence or energy to get out and meet someone so I’ve been on my own this whole time. I still don’t know if I’m waiting on something that will never happen or..
I’m better now yeah, I used to think about her every hour, now it’s every other day.
But a part of me still craves her, wants her so bad to just say “hey, how are you?”
I would take her back in a heart beat. But I know she wouldn’t do the same. I’ve built these impenetrable walls just to have left my door unlocked for her.
..why?
I'm the same aswell
U need an award
Big yikes
Going out with friends and trying to meet people helps a lot. I know you might not feel the vibe to do that but if you push yourself out of your comfort zone soon you will move on and realise that their are better people out there who can treat you better. I when thro the same thing about 1 year ago, it took me 8 months to forget her but finally i am over her. Also unfollow her on all social media and try to avoid contact in real life even if you want so bad to talk to her.
I feel you :( I went through the same stages, but not that intense and long.
I wish you the very best and Lots of power to get up on your own feet again. Life can be so beautiful. Dont let her waist your time :)
To everyone out there, don’t let the small things inconvenience your life, don’t let it drag you down. I was sad for a very long time and was not happy being me. I always would try to put of a facade and act like I was okay. My advice is to live yo life bruh we aren’t here forever and find those people weather it be friends, family or just someone you can go to so you can let out all of those feelings, because sometimes your mind can be your worst enemy.
Live life, enjoy it and don’t let anyone, anything or your own conscious bring you down because the world needs you to be the best that you can. Spread love and positivity cause it my not change your life, but it might change someone else’s.
Straight up mate... I needed this. Thanks lad
Same bro thxs :)
Words cannot express how much I needed this
All those coments, real people talking about real feellings... makes me feel terrible sometimes. The fact there are so many people hurt and in pain all over the world.
and the worst part is that you can't help them :c
I'm studying to help who I can at least..
Nobody can help them even they cant help themselves
I knew from the beginning it’s not gonna last long. I knew that you gonna leave someday. I knew that cause I knew happiness has never lasted for me. But what I didn’t know that it’s gonna hurt like this. It hurts like fucking hell. I did go through this before but not like this...not like this! I was broken before. Damage before. But not like this. Not like this.
July 18... 4:55am
Rasel Pathan wow i’m literally reading this at 4:55 am on July 23rd. i feel the EXACT same pain you do bro. it hurts so damn much.. i wish other people knew how guys like us felt
jmalachi1 I don’t know you bro but I hope things get better for you as well. That’s the thing about relationships or pain it demands to be hurt ! 😢
Exact feelings 😭😭😭
The day I buried her on my birthday, was the day I cried the hardest in my entire life. I still remember and have the same exact feelings as I did on that very day.
Sending love from here 💜
:
Ey bro it's been one year since you posted this comment. I really hope you found some comfort and peace since. Look at where you've gotten since then. Head up king keep fighting. You're not dancing alone. I wish you happiness on the rest of your journey.
I hope you are feeling better. What you have felt is something no one should have to go through.
My wife died of cancer a few years back. Watching her slow decay was maddening & unbearable followed by her ultimately inevitable demise, was completely crushing to me in every way possible. Hope can be a double edge sword sometimes. I was devastated & fell into a deep pit of hard-core depressive despair & misery trying to find happiness in any way, usually be in most self destructive way possible. Which always lead to further spiraling. Part of me died with her and I even more of my self in the days, months & years that followed in my grieving & “recovery” process. While I am no longer the man I was & even though I still struggle with it. I am no longer attempting to drown myself in every way possible and no longer wishing to join her as it was: I still love you and still think about & miss you every day. I love you my little button. RIP Lydia. You will never be forgotten.
I'm sorry for your loss. Keep going, I'm sure she misses you but she would want you to be happy in this life before you join her in the next.
I'm gonna write this and leave it here for my future self:
When you get to where you wanna be, when you get to that special city wherever it is, when you ever find that girl... When you're sitting on that rooftop at night looking over the city lights, enjoying a smoke, I want you to read this. Here I am reading and annotating this Korean War article (remember, the one that was like 24 pages), and I wonder how long its gonna take me to get right there where you are now. I yearn for the answer, but I must wait. I hope you remember to come back to this exact video, listen to the same first song, and remember.
just one last thing- I don't know what kinda mindset you're in, but just remember why you wanted to be where you are now. Just remember who you were back then; what you wanted out of life.
I'll be back and comment on this, I promise.
ight cya then g sheeesh.
hi
Never been a man of love. Never thought i will care about someone even more than myself. Guess life has a really strange sense of humour... Now im missing and craving for her so much. Even though we have never been together, just the probability of it is beautiful.
I can completely relate I never believed in love and I still think I’m not made for love but he gave me a feeling I never felt before
Ay bro I can relate so much let’s just hope we both find her and when we do let’s cherish every moment with her ❤️
Aaaah.....i last saw her 8 years ago, and im pretty sure she doesn't even remember that i existed
Been 7 months since this. Been with her. Disappointed. Now all i want is to go back in time and live with that probability. Craving and missing from distance was way better. And i feel sorry because i will never fall for someone like this. Life really has a strange sense of humour :)
@@relaxingsounds459 Indeed
smoking a ciggy when it is raining is one of those feelings that you could have for ever and never get bored of..
Svrfer sell you a pack for a fiver
@@manlikecm364 fuckin get me 50! theyre $35 a pack here in aus
edgy
@@xpuregold1925 1$ a pack in Indonesia
damn, I just quit and you're making me want another. It's raining outside....
To the one reading this. I believe in you. :)
You always were better off alone, kid.
I don't agree, better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
@@meris8486 What if the person you loved and lost would have been prevented if you never met.
@@jadonplox
Prevented in what way?
SOLUM
this comment right here spoke to me
Goosebumps all night :-C
I remember listening to these bootleg boy videos back in summer of 2019. Now it’s 2023, and I’m up at 5 am thinking of the past.
bro same
Same 😢
I love the community in these comments. Even though all of our hearts are broken, this still is the lovliest community. We're giving each other virtual hugs and try to make them smile. Its so funny, you make me happier then the people i meet in real life. Kisses
.Fake happines is still the worst sadness.🖤
You said a mouthful! Exactly!
Well guys the first song that I hear on this channel, I was 11 and I was sad bcs school was bad. I had just my family and I , my „friends“ told lies about me and now it’s the same but not so much more
I and my boyfriend broke up and he’s with my „best“ friend now
So now school is better I ride 2-3 in school and
I have a crush on somebody hihihi
So when I was 11 I heart this music and I felt free now it’s the same thank you for this wonderful music that bring space in my life
Respect my story bcs somebody have the same thing
You get bullied /lies/sad
So thanks for seeing this and I hope you doing better I don’t know you but really just be the person you are! OKEY !!!!!!
I’m so tired of loosing the people I care about most. My grandfather and dad died within 8 months of each other when I was 14, but life went on. My friend group slowly disbanded as people started growing up, getting married, or just found new friends, and the best friend I ever had started making life decisions I couldn’t stand by, and now we haven’t talked in years. But life went on. Within that time I met this girl. Before her I never really gave much thought to having a girlfriend or falling in love. I was always too busy... until I met her. She was the first person I had ever met who seemed to really love and appreciate all the weird quirks about me and just love me for me. Things moved fast and we told each other we loved each other within the first two weeks. She helped me through some of the most difficult times in my life. She was there when I was having a hard time with my mom remarrying after only dating my stepfather for a month, and she was there when my grandma suddenly died a month later. She was always there. I wasn’t perfect. I know I went through hard times and got depressed, maybe drank a bit too much at times and used some other substances, but never got violent and told her every day I loved her. I truly did. More than anybody... She was my entire motivation for getting clean from drugs and getting my life back together, and I did! It was amazing. But things got complicated and we started working more, quarantine started and we drifted apart. I still told her I loved her every time we talked. Her responses got gradually less enthusiastic. “I love you too baby” “I love ya too” “Ilyt” “
I hope you heal, and your pain ends soon! Sending you ❤️
@@jp10manager15 Thank you. Honestly, that made my day.
I am now together with the girl of my dreams, I feel that her love is genuine and Im so happy right now. Even now I can't help but be afraid, I would lay down my life for this girl, she brought so much colour into this gray world of mine. If something happened to her I don't know what I would do. I will always love her and I have a feeling that she feels the same. I want to make a family with her and hold her in my arms until the day I wither away. Im still so afraid and everytime I hear these mixes I start crying uncontrollably even though Im the happiest I've ever been. This will last forever and I pray to God that nothing ever takes her away from me, I always beg him to take me first, without her I will just remain an empty husk and I would much rather prefer death. Thank you for reading this, I love all of you.
Just want to say, this "you are a true lover" my friend. I wait untill i find someone who loves me the way you love her
Quien despierto recordando todos esos recuerdos vividos 1:15AM reportándose con un like 👍Bendiciones para todos ✨
It's been 4 years since the break up and I still think about her everyday. It's like she's here but it's all in my head, I can't get it out, even though I want to, I just don't know what to do.
“So far away and for some reason I could still feel you.. “
Quarantine time (2020) and i'm obsessed with this channel.
While listening to the songs, I'm crying. My mind dont know why. But my heart knows. 💔
Being able to experience emotions is what makes us human. Moreover, that's the exact moment, during which we feel most alive. Try to remember that during the good and bad parts.
In the end, evil, festering wounds and hurt will succumb to peace and happyness. That's what I believe.
Why after more than year passed and even dating another girl I'm still missing her. There were nothing special about her - she was not extremely smart or beautiful, we did not have any same hobbies and interests, we were completely different. But I still think about those days spent together. I know she does not care and I have to stop too because we both have our own lifes with new people. But I can't let people go just like that. Not like her.
😞😞😞
Waking up every morning and realising the person you loved isn't part of your life anymore...
😭😭
Every damn day. For over a year
😞💔
@@Txguy264 What happened ?
@@Txguy264 im sorry to hear that. i really am
“once you start worrying about her leaving, you already lost her”
- just some guy
I can’t say I’m a stranger to that
Well that happened today
@@mantasvilcinskas1385 Stay strong man
@@ihatekidswithanimeprofilep4082 thank you, all that for my very small, innocent mistake
@@mantasvilcinskas1385 sending my love to you
Yo everybody talking about their feelings but the question how is the dude who made these songs? Yo my g you alright?
his mis music makes everyone kinda sad, i bet he has his own sad story behind this track
Do not overthink all the songs. Stromae's song ''Formidable'' has a very sad story without a backstory; all art.
@@mhrn.1309 That may be true but everybody has meaning behind their creation, stromae is Special, sometimes he has a meaning sometimes he doesnt, the important part is to enjoy nontheless, Right?
@@presentmic3605 Certainly true that Stromae is special (and very talented in my opinion). Papaoutai has a strong meaning behind the song, for example.
And for sure! Enjoy what you wish to enjoy as long as it is not Nazi Rock or something...
Köftespieß Hrrr not really could just be making bc he knows lot of depressed people will hear
she ain't thinking about you bruh, it's 5am go to sleep king
That hurts more.. Thank you. Haha
You the real MVP
That shit hit home... i luh yah☠️
Bro.. tell me your @ I need to talk to hou
got damn
funny how we all are living different lives, in different situations, but we all end up in the same comment section of a depressing music playlist.
edit: i first commented this two years ago. at the time, i was being sa’d and i was convinced my life would never get better. but, things do get better. in the past few years, i’ve changed so much as a person. i’ve learned how to help myself get through bad times and to progress through them. to those who read this, i love you and your life is worth living.
@Brandeis serious
It's true..
Melancholy
i didnt mean to unlike your comment, i was trying to hit like. the tears are blurring my eyes lol
I wasn't even sad this just popped out in my recommendations and I've been crying for hours listening to mix like these without a valuable reason. I feel like I'm am always going to be sad but never knowing why
Sometimes your heart cries, while your eyes are dry. And I think that's the worst.
has cannot say painstakingly
this means a lot to me, i always wanna cry and let it out but nothing ever comes out and kills me inside
Dark sad numbness
Wow I feel this man
Raj r u ok
I came here to feel better. Now Im wasted by all the feelings here. If anyone reading this, may you find happiness..
Aamiin
same to you
You too....
Thank you ma man.
i wonder if you're a teacher
_"Tell me... where should I go, to the left where nothing is right or to the right where nothing is left?"_ - うちはサスケ
dergeihe ._. 👌
Go to the middle
Damn that's deep
Itachi ❤
Damn shit
Why do we feel something so intense for someone that doesn’t even care?
Because you are in love of an alcoholic person or something find someone normal like you, normal people get it.
Foda-se
Felt that
I felt that
Bc love is like a drug and it can’t can control use sometimes 😔💔
It's funny how people usually make everyone laugh and at night crying in their bed
I feel your pain brother you aren’t alone
Like me... i know how is
@@chrisirvin9753 thank you brother 🙏🏼
@@animelover9370 better times come, believe me, take a deep breath, think of something beautiful, breathe, and smile,
plottwist: Do you know you can't breathe while laughing?
now you laughing, This is wonderful.
i love you bro❤️
I can't even make someone laughs , yet i still fucked up in my bed
"That feeling you get in your stomach when your hearts broken...and all the butterflies just died"
And butterflies died because of the smoke you're putting inside your body because your only addiction your love. you can't have it anymore.
:/
True
Damn..
Alejandro Pinto wow rude af
The war in your own mind is always the worst.
Try meditation man, try going to the gym, try finding something you are genuinely interested in, also time helps.
I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t get that
🤦♀️🙁
"Hey man nice game tonight. You gonna be on tomorrow?"
"Yeah I'll be on after I get home from school. See you later."
Last online 8 years ago
You ever think it's because they aren't here anymore? I do.
i know that feeling i can talk all day about people that i was friend of in he internet that i am probably never gonna see again and the worst part is that some of them died
What happened?! Did he die !
Damn that felt like a truck hitting me... just reading it. I still have some friends who I play with regularly... those times man... I should really cherish them cus they be one of the moments when I feel real happines...
Honestly though, it’s real. Had it happen to me. Found out he had passed to an overdose. Read it online from his local paper.
Its been a litte less then 3 years since we stopped talking.
Some mornings, after hitting the snooze button on the first alarm, I doze back off into a light sleep. The kind where the dreams are the most vivid. Tangible.
That's when I get to to play with her curls. When things are okay.
I hate those days.
me too, trying to be happy it happened :')
Fuck me, that hit me harder than Mileys wrecking ball.
Stay strong brother we're all trying to heal as well, sometimes you have good days sometimes you don't. It's just managing it and acknowledging how you process it
Maaan, this was deep af. I saw it like a movie
These are the kind of moments that I both love and hate I love them because they remind me of her and the good times we had together and I hate them because the moment I wake up I realize it wasn’t real and that it’s gone now. Usually a sad tear runs down my cheek while I’m staring out of my window rethinking all the good and bad times we went through together. That’s when you make up scenarios where nothing’s wrong you two are still together thinking about only one thing how much you love each other. I love these moments because they remind me of her and I hate them because they’re only moments
That comment made me feel things
Hi, if you happen to scroll past this comment, I hope whatever your going through gets better (: whatever it may be, I truly pray for your healing.
You too, man.
👽
Thank you same back for everyone
Thank youuu, same for you :)
Thank you so much, but you can't fix this one. :( not this time....... g o o d b y e
I'm making her laugh but in the end she makes me cry.
bro......... that hurt
And ur always scared of hurting her so jnstead of being nayural you hold up ur sad to keep her mental health as good as possible
well for me bruh, i just choose to not have a close connection with anyone, cause i also used to have one. and due to like peer pressure and the person being popular, they left me, and so from that day i developed the skill of switching people off and just focusing on what i`m here to do, at that very given moment , maybe i am lonely but i`m not in pain, maybe you should forget about her and move on, if she`s not giving you the attention you deserve, then shes just a waste of time and energy. Maybe i`m cynical saying this but not everyone is fully generous or kind ,people have a reason for doing things, and you need to forget your reason and leave her be. Taking it from personal experience, you will archive peace of mind. I hope u have good day or good night wherever you are.
"you said you were always trying to make him happy... did he even know that he was making you sad?"
As Big Smoke said: same things that make us laugh, make us cry
My wife died of cancer a few years back. Watching her slow decay was maddening & unbearable followed by her ultimately inevitable demise, was completely crushing to me in every way possible. Hope can be a double edge sword sometimes. I was devastated & fell into a deep pit of hard-core depressive despair & misery trying to find happiness in any way, usually be in most self destructive way possible. Which always lead to further spiraling. Part of me died with her and I even more of my self in the days, months & years that followed in my grieving & “recovery” process. While I am no longer the man I was & even though I still struggle with it. I am no longer attempting to drown myself in every way possible and no longer wishing to join her as it was: I still love you and still think about & miss you every day. I love you my little button. RIP Lydia. You will never be forgotten.
Stay strong king, i wish i could be as strong as you someday
you're an inspiration to everyone fighting to find happiness, you are not alone, we have to fight man and its people like you that bring hope to others on that journey, stay strong
Danger Noodle I’m so sorry for that you didn’t deserve it nor did she...
happiness … thanks for shearing!
RIP Lydia
Isn’t it crazy how we’re all Human and all listening to this while being damaged from someone
❤
My heart's not broken yet peeps >:D
Yup :(
I can take car of your case 😘
Hi there hows your day been hope your safe and well my dear peace be with you always ✌🕊🙏
We haven't met. I don't know your problems. But I understand your pain. Be strong the pain ends. Love you so much
not for everybody
Thank you, I'm crying now.
you made me feel less lonely and more peaceful thanks
I wish I had this sad little TH-cam comment community when I was young and depressed too lol. It's sad but at least you can find people online who feel similar and listen to the same songs when they're also in pain..
it always ends..
I don’t miss her, I miss the memories that we made...
Mr. Reminiscing, stop reminiscing about the past, what you could and should’ve done and hold on to what could’ve last. Simply because of life it didn’t last.
Simply move on Mr.
I had the same problem and its already been a year and I still sometimes think about those memories but I did learn that instead, I should be glad it happened instead of being sad that it's gone
Daaaaamn this is it right here
u will make a new memories with the right person ,
Me too, even if lasted few months only
I’ll never forget when she said: ”promise you will never leave me”, and a few months later she goes on to end it all..
I hate that this is relatable
:(
I'm sorry that happened to you. Stay strong. This too shall pass.
It's happening to me right now, it hurts so bad, i don't wanna leave her but she keeps telling me to go...
I tried to heal a girl's heart, for 6 months I tried to make her smile again, but at the first fight she said I was just like her ex who was fuckin another girl and she knew about it! She said thing woulnd't work between us and you know what happened? I got drunk and hooked up with a girl that night, she found out and now she "says she loves" a guy who she just met 3 weeks ago, FFS, I hate her.
I scrolled down to read something like “nice mix” but now reading these comments I’m sad as hell
Me too 💔😔
deadasssss haha shits crazy
I guess this is where everyone feels safe to pour out their heart ♥😔
Sorry but i laughed, it's so true.. This video and other music related ones are like a forum for broken people, i see a LOT of love and helpful advice given to almost -everyone- who are sincerely opening up. It brings some hope at least for me about what the internet future we are going through right now will hold.
Same...
She looked ME in the eyes and said “IM WIFEY” I smiled and said “IM GLAD YOU KNO”...NOW IM WATCHING HER MARRY SOMEONE ELSE
....eesh
Keep ur head on ur shoulders king. She clearly wasn’t the one.
I honestly miss my old self the most. I lost who I am and it’s so hard to find me. I mean ya of course I know who I am but it feels like I don’t anymore at the same time. It’s kinda like I’m a whole different person trapped and can’t find the way out. I really hope things get better.
how's it going? wish u the best
Jakobsch1 man I’m hanging in there. I mean growing up life’s rough, but I’m not as suicidal and I’m sober taking my medication. I’m about to start a new job as well. I need to start eatting heathy though because all I do is drink and eat junk food.
@@btd5killer122 even though you're hanging, which is normal, you're doing good. You always got to start at a point, and I guess yours is great.
Eating healthy is hard as hell, trust me. I love cooking, but sometimes I just don't got the time for it. Just trust yourself, it'll be fine dude
Jakobsch1 I mean I believe I can do it but at the same time life can suck so much ass. As you grow up you learn you gotta deal with it. Nothings really gonna help you, but yourself. I mean at least im better then before and taking the step to start something new. Next year I plan on going back to college and progress from there. 2019 was a year man. Went to the hospital, almost killed myself plenty of times, and I would say I was a straight an alcoholic for a couple months.
Jakobsch1 I think the reason I’m here to this day is because I had a little bit of faith in myself and I’m glad I hung on and listened to people.
How can you call it love when you're crying more often than smiling?
Colton Kelvin it’s forbidden love
oh boy that hit hard
Love embodies sadness. Doesn't exist without it.
Because that rare smiling part can make you forgive all the crying part 🙂
Loving someone always come with pain
I'm sitting on the balcony: thinking about my friend who passed away, my X girlfriend that I still have feelings for and drinking a bottle of wine and I just wanna say to whoever reads this. I hope that you pull through whatever you have going on and that you are loved -Daniel
Thanks
Hey Dan, hope you feel better
U not alone bro
Sry bro
Thank you
You know those nights where your so sad and frustrated you can’t cry all you can do is stare into darkness feeling empty inside
Right now.
yes
FUCK man😭
yes unfortunately
Staring into the dark as it heals you, yes
Dear Reader,
If you are reading this, I just want to thank you.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for fighting for when it's hard to.
Thank you for persisting when it feels as if the universe is crushing you
Thank you for getting up in the morning
Thank you for being here
Thank you for getting up when it feels impossible
Thank you for going to school if you can
Thank you for trying to love yourself
Thank you for existing.
Because, dear reader, I love you. I know sometimes life is horrible, and all you want to do is curl into a ball and stop existing, but you cannot. For then, you'd be letting your mind win.
I love you, and I may be only a stranger, but I know that you can learn to love yourself too.
You'll get through this, I promise.
Love,
A caring stranger.
Well I want to thank you for writing this. I appreciate you. Much love from Germany
its nice to see that some people still try to share love like that in thid world, love from algeria.
Lovely 😔 xx
i wanna thank me :)
thankyou
she said, "ill always be yours". i guess always had a time limit
That hits in the deepest, king
Sometimes you leave us no other option because it hurts to much
Agree
He said “I'll love you forever.”, who's that girl then?
Yooo that hit me
5am people can be some of the nicest, best people you can ever meet, thank you guys
D JAG we’re here for each other, always! rest easy friend
germy kyle thanks I really appreciate it buddy
Its not just 5am people. Its the lonely people missing someone in their life. Everyone hurts. The people here... Just seem to be the most positive examples of dealing and compassion while being kicked into the ground by their hurt.
Instead of whats common to see. Everyone centering their mind on their own pain till they're blind to everyone else's. And Using that to treat others' pain as if it does not exist.
I agree, the way I see it, my problems rise so much I try to help others from going as dark as I have
♥️♥️
when i asked "when did you stop loving me?" she said "oh i never loved you" and that's when i gave up on love
If you never risk you will never know what real love is. Dont give up on love just because of a person with no feeling. Put yourself out there because finding happiness/love is worth it. Dont be afraid to love just because you are scared of not being loved back. Limiting yourself because of others behaviour will just make you one of them. Learn to love and thro sadness and heartbreaks you will learn what happiness means for you and where you can find it. Keep seeking for love.
Love is an ocean that drown us with hope and misery but it also a beautiful site and it is better to be in the ocean smashing against waves and wonder where they will take you than to stare longingly at the ocean and wonder what is to come once the storm ends for it later is ever ongoing and live is an ocean storm with brief intervals of calm and it is. One of the Mose wild experience we shall ever face and worth every second of our being to experience
Been there....got told that after 10 yrs of marriage. Ruins a man.
İam sure u'll find better person
Stop fucking thinking to much
@frzhlmi bro i feel with you...
You don't even need a gun'
You don't even need a pill'
If you ever want to die
Fall in love and you get killed'
So deep
Its really not
@@Man-mv7qk I just go through these comments to see fake deep quotes lol
Lol me too
lmao they’re lyrics
its so comforting knowing people feel the exact way you do. i thought i was crazy... apparently we all our a little crazy, thats just what the mixture of love and reality do to us.
On the same boat sister much love from India..
Love from Slovakia
Love from Texas
Love from 🇰🇷
"Still hear your voice in my dreams and I dont know If it's the real you. "
The feels.
Nick Pirro it’s 5am and you are loved
@@nicksucio its how things are, unfortunately. its been 6 motnhs and its still gnawing at me.
WHY ARE WE ALWAYS WAITING FOR THE OTHER HALF? I WANT TO BE A WHOLE ON MY OWN.
Mary Almp it’s funny right how we’re waiting on someone who we don’t even know to come and change our lives
that person youre waiting on is you. that person youre missing just reminds you of the you youve forgotten, thats why it hurts.
You're right. It's not another half, it is another whole.
You are, darling.
@@MermaidAiera aww :)
Don't forget to sleep guys.
@Fresh Prince of Dallas smoke a joint listen to chill music thats the way to do it
wht is sleep
@@BamitzMossy good question
@@BamitzMossy when you close your eyes while lying in bed.
I woke up early on my born day, I'm twenty years of blessing
The essence of adolescent leaves my body now I'm fresh in
My physical frame is celebrated cause I made it
One quarter through life some God-ly like thing created
"True knowledge exists in knowing that you know nothing"
-Socrates
reading comments while listening to the song wounds and heals my heart at the same time.
16620008 i hope you’re ok now
Cheers 🍺
“But I like that girl too much I wish I never met her”
-Uzi
We was in Hawaii looking at rings
Trust me you'll get over it you'll find another life to live, I swear that you'll get over it...
Same😭😭
still driving at night to the places we were together
its almost 2 years now.. still miss you since day one
where my broken heart gang at
t 45 right here
here bro
welp cant deny it no more
Been there, would drive out almost every night. Even to places close to their house to see if maybe I could see them again for a couple seconds.
@@vintage_virgo would do that too bro but she would notice my numbers plate then :/
crazy how she fucked up my head and still i think about her when i wake up and when i go to sleep. don’t want her back but i miss the feeling she gave me.. like she was finally mine and that’s what i wanted for two years straight. then this phase in my life came where i was more focused on myself and she ran to the next gut. shit fucking sucks. im laying in the arms of another beautiful girl that really loves me but it doesn’t feel right because it’s not her. she was a terrible drug for me. got completely lost and it’s a hard way back in reality
Cried reading this.
"Those who make others laugh are the most depressed people"
well said my friend.
You're right. My ex and I had a habit of getting back together and breaking up again. Everytime we would breakup we would try to be friends but, wouldn't go well. This one last time though, we were good friends, and I was still sad about everything she had done to me and all the other shit I have to deal with. I would always make her die of laughter. I tried again with getting back with her. Didn't go well. She says "She likes me, but she is not ready." I don't know what that means. Now, I don't know what I did wrong, but she hates me for no reason. Blocks me, I friend her back, she accepts but does not talk to me. Now I have everything planned out on how I am going to die today. I am here listening to my last time of all this music. Goodbye you all.
@@syro4030 wait no fucking way
@@syro4030 ey you here?
@@syro4030 lets talk
“Courage isn’t having the strength to go on...
it is going on when you don’t have strength.”
Its a cowardly dog
@@mistabrown7219 M§MSSSSSSSSSSSIOFS1ÅÅÅÅÅÅÅÅBASFBUOÅSBBSFBFSBUBUFSABU
beautifully put
Or strength is both of those things
Wow...
I just never stop listening to this. It’s been 2years already damn. I remember when it just came out like 30s ago. Mann that hits different now. All the situations I’ve been in and where I’m at now.
It's really wierd, your exhausted but can't sleep just because of one person.
April
Agree
:(
Also cant eat well, cant be happy by doing everything else except meeting with her/him
I know that how you feel
i cant sleep cuz i sold my fortnite acc-'-
If only i could go back in time..where i never met her...
Yes please
Everything happens for a reason, just gotta find the lesson in this hectic world :)
I pray for that every day...
Youd make the same mistake in a different setting brother its all a lesson
i wish my friend....i wish....
whoever is reading this, just a reminder to drink some water :}
Hvala
Thx mate remind me lol 😆
thx dawg
Yung Monk alcahol helps more
Yung Monk omg
you be dying for her while, she be dying for someone else and that someone else be dying for someone else. It's a never ending cycle.
Pain.
Fuckn facts
Any chance of a loop
Wait then somebody is dying for you but you don’t know it
@@slavgugu1541 no the cycle ends just before you!
If they don't miss you, I do. I miss how happy you were. I love you all.
Thank you!❤
This is not the way it works, sorry.
Thank you :(
Love you ♥️
it’s crazy how hard this comment hit me
would be cool if the cigarette slowly depleted thru out the vid
😂
There was not enough money in the budget.
Ishmael C 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
Kinggs, you know what is the worst part in missing that person?
It's not that it's over. It's not that you are afraid that she moved on. It's not that she's not here anymore.
It's the HOPE that doesn't let your soul to be at peace. Something inside of you still hopes that she will come back at some point. Hope kills happiness in this special case. You are doing everything in your life while she is still there, in your mind. You subconsciously associate everything with her. It's not your life anymore. You want to do things for yourself but it's not actually you. And that hurts.
I was there. I am still there. I wish I could give you the answer that you are looking for... I wish I could tell you what to do, that s what we are all seeking for. At least I can tell you to be proud of yourself. You see a part of yourself that you didn't know was there. We are still here, thinking, mesmerising, hoping for the best. Even if the reality is killing us day by day. We had the courage to love all the way. And we will find a way out. God loves patient people.
bro i found myself in your comment. The hope is the worst part of it.
I found myself too. It was like 6 years of my life. I think the answer its be in peace with yourself. No more. Found the way and let her go because she dosen't deserves you.
Strongi The pain ends man, belive me. But there is so many nights... so many nights.
When you love, you give half of your heart, half of your soul, away...
So when your special person gives up on you, betrays you, cheats on you, leaves you...they take that halves with them...that is why that hurts.
So keep yourself whole. Don't give yourself away, take care of yourself.
.
it's hard because you want someone to blame, but the truth is, it's no one's fault
i blame myself
I blame foenem
No one's fault?? Then why did it had to end??
Depends on the situation tho
Glass Bland Not loving one is not a fault. But it makes the one’s love desperate and painful.
This is the first time I’ve ever seen your channel and I just went through a bunch of your videos and this is probably the most wholesome community I’ve ever seen on TH-cam. Blessings to all you brothers and sisters out there surviving this war we live in called life
they're the best 💜
I’m happy to join this great community lol I just subscribed last night :)
Amen brother
Sostenes Rodela Amen.
How to truly break a soul.
1. Give them the love they have always dreamed of.
2. Leave without a trace and give that love to someone els.
3. Watch them slowly die from hating themselves..
Bro, how accurate u r!!
my soul is also recently crushed, happened to me too. hang in there. we'll be ok
@@nadyas6285 seems everyone has to go through this sometime, but do realise it's not end and try getting back strong
As an old man, I can advise you of one sure thing...If you place EXPECTATIONS on someone, or something...you will always be disappointed. So If you make the best of EVERY tiny moment, you will have little to regret as you get older. You'll find actual delight and a little bit 'o joy in the purely spontaneous moments you don't expect. I've had many intelligent and amazing women in my life...and every one of them was "the right one". Now I'm just wondering when the next amazing girl will come along :)
Yes you are right old man, when I put my 100% in every moment, i cant regret, I might wish if things had gone differently but accepting the results you get after giving 100% is only satisfying.
True ill aply it yo myself
Gotta add 1 thing. You do always gotta let 'em go sometime. But you can't ever play that violence thing. Just hug them on their way out, smile and wish them the best of luck. Be a civil man. It could be my daughter, yo.
Hey dude damn am 40 now and still single love to be free and yes everyone of them was the right one.. 🍻Cheers
Old man, sure you are wise, wise indeed. Yet makes the same mistakes. Old man I admire you, old man rest well.
He said " I just want to see you happy".... It's sad how quick things change. It's been 4 years and I'm still stuck on repeat..
Bro😭
4 years ? That's insane!
y’all idk if your waiting for a boo but i’m waiting for a good friendship, all my friendships i’ve had just come and go, they can never stay 😕
papi shrimp 2 so damn true
Brrooooo LET ME BE YOUR FRIIIEEENNNDDDDD
papi shrimp 2 mood.
Yeah
This too shall pass
Sometimes parents stay together for the kid but that just makes the kid feel worst
I get the feeling you know what it's like to live in a home of hate...where they say mommy and daddy love each other very much...when in reality your mom is cheating on your dad...and that your dad is an alcoholic...and he turns mommy into a void of nothing...an empty shell with nothing in her...no heart...no mind...no soul. It seems that we are the same in some way...hello and thank you...for living another day...my friend.
@@tincangenius9947 mommy was already an empty void for cheating
I wish my parents stayed together
@@snackbearsamuel5967 I’m sorry that happened my guy
how to kill someone:
1. fill them with love
2. leave
thank you, L...
Jesus Christ dude that was fucking dark
@@bobjimbobjim9006 itu. .. 🔜🏡🏢🏡🔰🏢🔰🔜😂🐭🔰🔜🔜🔜🔜🏢🔜🐭🐭🐭🐭🐭🐭🐭😂🔜🔜🔜🏢🏢🔜🏢🏡🏡😁😠🏡🏡🏢🔰🔜🔜🔜🐭🔜🔜🔜🏢🔜😁😁😁😠😁😠😠🔜🔜🔰🔜🏢🏡😠🏢🔜🔜🔜🏢🏢🏡🔜🔜🔜😠😠🐭🐭🔰🔜🔜🔜🔜🏡🔜🐭😁🔜🔜🔜🔜🏡🏡🐭🏡😠🏡🐭😁😠😁🔰🏡🔰🏡😁😁😁🔰🔰🔜🔜🏢😠😠😠🏡😂😁🐭😂😠😠🐭😠😠🐭😂😠😂🐭🐭😁🏡😠😂🏡🐭😂😂🐭😁😠😠😂😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁🔜😁😁😁🔰🏡😂😁😂🏡🐭🐭😂😁😁😠😁😀😠😁😠😠😠😠🏢🔜🐭🏢😠😠🔜😀🔜😜😁🏢🔜🔰🏢🔜🔜🔰
.l. Om. Pp..
@@mamangtengkiew4385 ?
The only thing I regret 😞
He's probably next to her in bed while i'm here all by myself thinking about him while lighting another cigarettes... How pitiful
You're pathetic.
I feel you on levels
@@bo-boboski4118 Hate is a big weakness. Watch yourself
Bo-Bo Boski you’re a moron.
Bo-Bo Boski
You’re such a horrible person
let her go ...
let her happy ...
let her choose ...
as long u see her happy ...
its okay ...
im fine here ... I'm fine ...
Im the same... But its not fine. Miss her a lot, we must be fine...
Seeing her change for the better and happier than before makes me happy...and slowly dying inside
But i want to be happy with her.. she was my queen, my dream.. but now she only appears in my nightmares
best one I've seen. thank you. this is the only thing that has helped me yet. thank you so much
100th like cuz ur 💯 right
Doctor: Any other pain?
Me: The haunting memories of lost love
Me : why am I getting depressed?.
Also me : search gloomy song that make it even worse
It’s a routine for me at this point. Welcome to the
Mike OxSmaull Fax bro
i come running at your smallest call. but if i need you, you dont come at all.
i forfeit sleep to make sure you’re okay.
but you wont make time for me any day
we talk when you want, then im ignored
im left wondering, if you just got bored.
you push me away, knowing i’ll reappear. but one of these days, i just wont be here.
Kappas Ketaletta l This is worth top comment xx
Kappas Ketaletta damn bro, I feel this to my core.
💯
My thoughts exactly...
same exact feeling bro...
You left my side, but you never left my mind.
Straight in the feels.
SiiK SiiN you left my side,but you never left my mind
Stuck inside my brain,when it’s scrambled inside
And I wish I didn’t love you,but I just can’t hide,
That you are the one that I think of all night
(Sorry it’s 3am and that’s what came to my mind lmao)
Whos that in your pro pic?
Shedaaaaaaaaap...
feels
If you feeling sad when you reading this. Please know that in other part of the world, in different continents, different countries there is a stranger wishing you'll able to overcome your sadness.
Be happy you. And I love you
I wanna hug you 💙
But there is no one
🥺
I'm alone in a strange city, my girl doesn't love me anymore. I hate myself for losing her
thats me, im the stranger.
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I know how cruel and lonely life can be; the sadness that is prevalent in everything and the happiness that is all too rare, even when there is no darkness enveloping the day. I truly am sorry - you deserve to life a life full of joy and excitement, not one of jealousy and emptiness. Yet, if there is one statement I can make that is true, it is this: Life is not always so bleak. There comes a time, now and again, where the sun shines and the rain subsides, with good friends and good times starting and, in some cases, staying for good. When these events will occur, I cannot say, and sometimes all you can do is be brave against the tide of harshness that descends on the world. Yet, of all things, you won't always be awakened at 5am and still missing them; What comes after, whether good or bad, is up to you to decide and find. In the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Chemo Emo 💜
Chemo Emo u truly are a good person.
Mo •3• copy paste tho
Hope you have a blessed life
💜 all love Chemo Emo
just godamn tell her..
we got one life , no regrets no pain.
Chances built fortune...
might help someone
a stranger.👍
jay goswami I did and she just laid with me and told me she was afraid of it not working
Thanks, I needed to hear that.
She has a boyfriend man :(
I did and she said another guy asked her out
@@muckleyoftrisfal7838 good, you are braver now
Posture check for my sad bois and sad gals tonight, sit up straight kings and queens.
You're too precious for this world
Thank you☆
Thank you
Thank u bro god will be with u everyday👑❤️
Hey squish, been a little while since we talked. I miss you more then anything. I’m sorry I fucked up what we had. The memories, our adventures, laughs, cuddles, family time, everything... I think about you everyday. I like to think one day god will bless me in your life again, it’s the only thing that gets me out of bed. Right now after 2 months of breaking up your onto a new man. I hope your happy and he makes you happy and treats you right. I hope all your decisions come from your heart and not made by him. I hope in time you realize we were meant for each other always and this is just a mountain we have to climb by ourselves and when we get to the top what is meant to be will be right in front of us. I sit in bed at night and go through old photos. I rub your cheeks as I used to do and you would laugh and smile and get all red 😞. I hope one day we can continue our adventures together as a team and continue our 2 year relationship. I hope one day I get a text from you wanting to see me. These things I hold on hope for bc if it wasn’t for my hopes and prayers I wouldn’t have been able to hold onto life without my best friend, my soulmate...my everything. I want you to take care of yourself and never lose who you are. One day I hope to see you again and I can be the man and fix what I caused. I miss you squishy bear🥺always stay true to yourself and stay precious. I’ll be thinking about you in the morning...like to think you will do the same:/
fuck dude im crying so much reading this.
I miss you a lot flowie, i hope he treats you right, and gives you things i couldnt give you. Im sorry
Aww 😭