This video made me feel sick to my stomach how reality tv shows can minipulate people like this, this is honestly heartbreaking and I can't see how this show is still airing! I have so much respect for you and one day you really will make it big ❤️❤️
You're so well spoken and how you articulate your experiences makes such a impact. I'm so glad you've spoken out and it shows so much strength. I have the upmost respect for you and it's evident which girls especially on that show that are happily being used as puppets and have no self respect. It's sad.
Dollé Baidoo you sure are articulate i have depression and anxiety and there is no way i could do a TH-cam video. You are very brave girl dont let anyone say different.
So much love for you , you're going to be huge, but this time you're going to be huge as your true authentic and amazing self, all that hurt was for a reason. So excited to watch your journey!
I always knew things like Geordie Shore were somewhat "fake" but I didn't realise it was THAT scripted. What a shame. Hope things work out for you Sarah.
This is such a brave video, watching you on Geordie Shore I remember reading tweets about people saying you were being protective over Scott and I do remember actually thinking you looked extremely sad majority of the time you were on camera. You were still one of my favourites as you seemed like a genuine person in there despite everything going on. I hope you're doing better now. ❤️
I will never watch Geordie Shore the same after this, I also suffer with anxiety so I completely understand this. I literally wanna cuddle you and I will never watch that season again cause I will see is how you were really feeling. I'm so glad you posted this. You will find work some day and some one will see your true talents. Love you Sarah and keep it up xxxxx
The way you've used your platform to tell your story and inspire others and TEACH others that it's ok to feel how they feel and to teach them that everybody makes mistakes.. you should be so proud of yourself. I'm proud of ya! Takes a lot of courage to do what you've just done, well done ❤️
You have been a light to so many by speaking out. You were a light to me today. Thank you so much and please keep doing this. It's women like you that inspire me and are going to make changes. Accepting our vulnerability is our strength and our power. Thank you so much
I've also been on reality TV before so I totally understand where you're coming from with this. It's amazing that people (like you!) are speaking out about what goes on behind the scenes but sadly there are still so many people out there who take everything they see on TV at face value and don't dare to dig a little deeper. Heroes and villains make great TV but there's always a real person behind every edit and nobody should forget that. Really powerful video, I think you're so brave for this.
I just want to give you a hug. Good on you for coming on here and sharing your horrible experience - you're stronger than you think. Good luck with the TH-cam channel, look forward to seeing more of you ❤️ xx
It's not just 'in the 'industry' that it's an issue. It's the whole world. People allow bullying and it's unbelievable. Well done for speaking out Sarah ❤️
I have been sectioned due to my anxiety and depression and you speaking out like this a person in the media helps young girls like me feel they are not alone, so much respect goes to you with using your platform in such an inspiring way! Keep on with the vids, your amazing!x
Oh my, I couldn't stop crying through out this, finally someone who understands the dark feeling inside my and many other people's bodies, Sarah you are such a strong, beautiful individual, thankyou for sharing your opinion and letting me know there are people who understand, I just want to talk to you because you've made me feel so much better. Thankyou Sarah, you finally have made me feel like I'm not what people say I am, "crazy, depressed freak" thankyou ❤️
Sarah, this was so brave and admirable, I always loved you on Geordie Shore, you were my favourite, I could tell you were very genuine and down to Earth
I literally loved you and could proper relate to you when you were on TV and I love you even more after this and have so much respect for you for speaking up. People don't understand the seriousness of anxiety and depression, thank you so much for posting this because you'll have made so many people, me included, realise that we aren't alone
I have 100% support for you Sarah. I get anxious and depressed and it stops me from doing things. People bring me down and i get upset and overthink alot. Don't let anyone bring you down. I think you are brilliant Sarah. You deserve better!
Thank you for this video, people with anxiety will know it's hard to openly talk about it, so for you to do it on camera has all my respect. I don't watch Geordie Shore but seen this online and had to watch it. I have struggled with anxiety for years and trying to get people to understand it is near impossible. I work with people daily that make me feel abnormal because they're too ignorant to even bother to understand so watching this reminds me I'm not alone. Geordie Shore wasn't the right path for you, but it's allowing you to create your own. Please keep using your platform to speak out on subjects like this, you have more of an impact than you think you do. Young girls and boys are under great amounts of pressure to look and act a certain way because of social media and these reality shows but creates nothing but low self esteem and triggers anxiety. Genuinely wish you nothing but the best. You didn't lose out on Geordie Shore they lost out on you. Time to go out there and kick anxietys backside girl. ❤️
Sarah I am so so sorry that you had this experience. I have been a loyal fan of reality TV for years but have noticed the last 2 years things taking a weird twist for the worst. Seeing clear bullying on TV which is supposed to be 'entertainment' is so uncomfortable to watch and I am so surprised nothing is being done. Thank you for sharing your story, it will make a difference and I am sure with this channel we will discover the lovely girl you are and your future will be bright whatever direction it leads you. Love xxxxxxx
Girl I cant imagine what you're going through atm I suffer from anxiety and depression too and I can only imagine what those situations would've done to me... Keep your head up, you can do this, Im with you Much love and support, Margot
I have panic attacks. Daily agony. Can't breathe, like someone is sitting on my chest. Feel hot. Head spins. Dizzy. I keep it to myself as doesn't feel like anyone gets it. I respect you so much for filming this and it's so brave. Xx
This has literally changed my whole opinion on Geordie shore. To treat someone that's so vulnerable like this is disgusting. Proud of you for speaking out because it must be hard with such a popular show.
So absolutely awful - I haven’t personally experienced this with tv work but I worked at a camp in America which literally broke me - the staff did the same in terms of not allowing access to medication and forcing you to work all hours of the day with no sleep. I was having breakdowns and having to make up fake illnesses in order to go to the medical centre because I was so anxious and exhausted. Awful
Wow what a hard video to watch but a real one at that so much respect for you putting this out for everyone to watch really has opened my eyes, big hug x
I never usually comment! But honestly the words you spoke hit me hard! I have really bad axienty and depressing after having my son! I struggle with it every day! Shitty panic attacks out off nowhere And watching this video was like almost talking to a friend that understands... thanks so much for putting this out there! I have sooooo much respect for you! Your fucking amazing ❤️
Honestly, I always liked you throughout all your reality tv appearances and knew they edited you wrong because you always came across to me more vulnerable than anything else. So much respect for you to speak out because not many are brave enough to do so, hope you start to feel healthier and happier soon ❤️ x
I literally can not believe what you've had to go through thats absolutely disgusting!! But look at what your doing now, you may not feel it but your so much stronger than back then! Keep it up girl! X
This breaks my heart, being a follower of a popular tv show and hearing about the actual truth that goes on behind close doors. I am so sorry that this happened to you, it’s disgraceful, you’re amazing for speaking out about it, I have so much respect for you!!! 💓
Going off Geordie Shore, the show didn't portray you as this person. But this video makes you look so strong as an individual as you spoke out and share you struggles and feelings You're so genuine and actually down to earth. It goes to show that there are people who are willing to help people that suffer from mental health. This video actually gave me goosebumps. Hope you stay strong as this video is an inspiration to me and you deserve the best.
Sarah I have a lot of respect for you for making this video. I have bumped into you at Tynemouth beach before and recognised you. I saw you interact with a friend and you came across like such a sweetheart, nothing like how you were portrayed on GS. For a long time I've felt like reality TV picks on people they know are likely to crack. I suffer with anxiety and have watched some of these shows and felt so uncomfortable with what I've seen. It's disgusting the way the industry clearly works but it doesn't surprise me. People who don't understand mental health want to be entertained in any way possible without thought for the effect on the people involved. You have had an awful time but I hope so much that things will turn around for you. No doubt this video will help, what an eye opener!! You are a beautiful soul and so brave for speaking out. Wishing you lots of love and happiness ❤
Massive respect for you... your a beautiful woman and nobody ever deserves to go through that and especially not you i watched you on that show and could see it wasnt you... i adore you and your honesty... love you dont ever let people get you down 💜
That was so emotional to watch as someone who has been through dark times with severe depression and aniexty. I have so much respect for you, that was really rave to film! I hope you do create a movement to raise these issues to the public eye - I 100% have your back and would love to support you/be involved in some form x
Sarah, please continue youtube. You are extremely authentic and someone I would watch religiously. Please make videos about anxiety, mental health, piercings, makeup ANYTHING! we need a voice like you in the mental health world, don't waste the following you already have
I'm so sorry you went through/are going through this. I didn't get it when you were on Geordie Shore but now I do. It's so sad that this goes on behind TV shows ☹️☹️☹️ hope things get better for you Sarah x
Youre so well spoken. I feel so bad for you. I knew reality tv was like this, but ofcouse youre made to keep your mouth shut. I hope you feel like your complete self one day. And that you can move on with life peacefully 💕
Subscribed! Thanks for sharing. Don't let your negative experiences in the past make you expect others to treat you the same in the future. There are more good people out there. If you did want to go for another job interview, there will be a position perfect for you and your employer will treat you with respect and judge you on face value. I think you should try again for an MUA position in a company, build up your clientele, then create your own company when you have a lot of business. You can do it, now may not be the right time but you can get an education at the same time if you want. There's no reason you can't, believe in yourself, it'll be difficult but you can do it.
LOVE YOU SARAH! I just saw this video after watching Geordie shore, I’m so sorry for what happened to you! I hope you are feeling healthier and happy! ❤ #teamSarah ❤
wow. honestly so much respect towards you Sarah. This needs to be shown to all of us reality T.V watchers, because i can tell you now, this has opened my eyes so much to that world behind doors. You deserve the best, you'll find your feet in life, youtube may be it, youtube may not be it, you'll get there. You're honestly an inspiriation!! Sending my love, ill come for a drink when I'm back in the UK :)
Why not retrain as a social worker? You speak well, get your point across and are relatable to the younger generation. You could use your experiences to teach youngsters that being a 'celeb' is not a career path and won't lead to ultimate happiness - doing talks in schools and TV as well as on TH-cam. Young people are growing more depressed due to social media etc. and will listen to someone who has 'been there' just like many drug/alcohol charities are run by ex-addicts.
Gary Robin she can't, she's been filmed having sex on tv on Geordie shore alongside some awful behaviour (through no fault of her own tbh) so no one is going to see her as employable :/
Helena Fry it is her fault. I hardly doubt the producers forced her into having sex on tv? She really needs to take responsibility & if she starts working on herself, there has been many success stories of people with bad backgrounds making it.
KateCameron1 No they may not have forced her to have sex on tv and make some of the decisions she did on the show, but the decisions she made were off the back of how the pressure of the show made her feel. She was literally in a fish bowl being prodded to "perform" and they were not looking after her properly.
If she didn't understand this would be the outcome, she didn't do her homework. She is A Geordie, unlike most of them, and would have seen the local outrage at this show for the image it portrayed of Newcastle. If she didn't know this would be a chance she was taking, then she's an idiot. Maybe she could have worked it out if she'd finished school!
My heart goes out to you Sarah, you really have made people like us who suffer with the same issues as you like we aren't alone, and for that I have the most respect for you I really do❤❤❤
I have to admit I wasn't fussed on you while watching Geordie shore but this video has made me see a completely different side and I feel awful for judging you now.. my heart broke for you in this video.. I have so much respect for you now ❤️
I have so much respect for you Sarah, you are such a strong and respectable person for getting this off your chest, and what you've been through is so shit, and you do not at all deserve it.
I have never had respect for a reality star as much as I have for you, you are going to help so much people and fair play to you lass, you deserve to have lots of opportunities in the future 👏🏻🎤
It's so refreshing to see someone in the public eye speak out like this. Well done Sarah, you're a brave, beautiful, strong, intelligent woman and you can take on the world! Hold your head up high and f*ck what people say and think. The only person that matters is you and I have so much respect for you for speaking out. I have issues with anxiety and depression myself and it's such a taboo subject in the media. Thank you for standing up for each and every one of us xx
This is absolutely heartbreaking💔 just shows you can't believe everything you see in tv and social media, things are portrayed so differently😢 honestly hope you get the break you need and get what you deserve because you are amazing and so strong for doing this!❤️
I'm so glad you did this video Sarah! I never knew how cruel the industry is..so manipulating. Stay your strong beautiful self and best wishes for the future 💜💜💜
This is so good I'm so glad someone with a platform has decided to talk about This you can see just from watching reality tv the type of people they cast and when it's effecting your mental health it shouldn't be acceptable, so many people will feel so much better knowing you have been through or go through the same as them and myself included, I love this xx
so glad you've spoken up about how much reality tv can be twisted and not everything you see is real but it has a real effect on people's mental and physical health, career wise maybe you could start doing makeup for clients using instagram as a platform, im not sure if you need to pass anything but it's an option? anyways good luck darl xx
Hi Sarah, thank you for this insight, I am sorry you have had this experience. Stay strong you are very articulate and I am sure you will find some work. A lot of respect for you.
Omg this video made me cry, so so much respect for you. It's disgusting how people have treated you and played with your head. I hope you come out all of this a stronger person x
thank you for talking about your anxiety, i've been through the same thing with the breakdowns etc. it's fucking brutal, i hope you start feeling better soon literally no one deserves to feel like this ❤️❤️❤️
The "psycho girl trend" thing is just another thing that infantilizes women. We're adults and capable of working on ourselves to get a handle on our behavior. The way Chloe acts like and is treated like a toddler on GS is so wrong. If a dude acted the way she did towards girls he liked he'd be locked up. To shrug it off as her just being a cute girly psycho does her a disservice.
You have loads of support. Never feel alone. I can see how genuine you are as a person and how good of a person you are. Everything happens for a reason and yes we do all have major regrets but its how you view it and what you take from it. Like you said you will be a stronger person after this. Everything will get better, be strong! ❤️
Omg this is so upsetting like I cried pretty much all the way through I can't believe you actually went through this like them stopping you from having medical is just fucking crazy I can't believe what I'm hearin its so so so upsetting and your Amazing to have come and stepped up I love you so much your such an inspiration to me and ye
This video entirely changed my opinion about you. I truly respect what you've said and how honest you're being. I hope things start looking up for you soon, you are really brave and I really think karma will come around to people who violated your mental well-being and prioritised TV over you as a person.
I didn't watch this but I have so much respect for you uploading and sharing this!! I have suffered with anxiety and depression myself and can totally empersise with you with how horrific this must have been!x
You're such a brave girl. You're my new favourite channel to subscribe to you're so real and honest. I know how you feel with anxiety and depression. I feel like I can't keep a job because of it. 💜
How you feel is so heart breaking to hear that this was mainly about needing money and it's led you to feeling like you do now babes💔 chin up your fucking gorgeous just keeping pushing to get what you want hun❤️
So much respect for you Sarah you can beat this and you have so much support behind you cheering you on and making sure you get back on track with your life don’t back down and never give up ❤️
Not to take away from the content of this video because it was so well put together and so important for you to get across and so brave of you to do.. but how beautiful are you!?!? You are so stunning!!!!
I watched you on Geordie Shore and can I just say I am so happy that you have done this video, it's really shown me a different side to you. You are so amazing and so strong, I don't even think you realise how amazing you are.You are going to go so far. I suffer from anxiety and mood disorders, and I struggle so much. I am grateful thaat you are sharing your story ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍😍
thank you for sharing this girl. When I met you in Australia, I could just see the complete different women that was potrayed on the t.v. You are such an amazing women, and I seriously hope youtube is your new career! you're so strong for sharing your story! xx
Iv been a fan of these shows for years now, but in the last two years and as I have gotten older I personally have noticed how scripted and ridiculous it is.. you can see things for what they really are and really wonder how these things are possible, what it must take to carry the industry name and how one human can handle so much stress being manipulated at such a young age. Props to you girl, I myself don't suffer from anxiety and or depression. But I see it first hand everyday from the people around me and my heart really hurts for you. You should be proud of yourself to be the only one who has stood up and actually voiced the truth because it needs to be noticed. No one should ever feel this way about something that is portrayed to be such a fabulous, exciting, envious lifestyle, it's not fair to the young viewers that wish and believe that it is true. You're a strong beautiful woman Sarah, you don't owe anyone anything and you certainly are more than any reality tv show. Keep up the vids girl, you will go far 💖 love from australia xxxxx
Go on Sarah! You're brace for making this video and STRONG for saying what you did, and showing how you truly feel. You're better off from that horrible show. You're out of that house and away from these people. This video has been published in The Sun earlier today and millions will see that advertised! One voice is al it take and people around the world who do not understand that mental health is huge in this world and it effects so many people. It leads to suicide and especially in this day and age it is common! You should be proud. Ignore the hate and backlash that anyone brings you. Good on you for exploiting them now! They deserve it and you have done well for using your platform on TH-cam. You have been noticed. You will now be a voice and a role model to people out there whose stories are similar to yours. Stay strong. You are a woman and we can do anything. When you are low and hit rock bottom only you can bring yourself back up. You should be so proud of yourself. You're doing amazing. Your life will get better. These people who don't employ you etc.. fuck them. Seriously. Keep at it and don't let it get you down. The most successful people in life had to work so so hard to get to where they are. You will be that person! Just don't give up ♥️ lots of love. And all the best. P.s you're gorgeous 😍 xx
For someone who struggles with anxiety and depression im shocked i'd never even picked up on this - soooo much respect to you for this video! And im sure alot of people will feel the same x
I have huge respect for you, what you have just said is so true and it's sad to see what the world is turning into. Hopefully young people can look up to you because you truly are inspiring
Good for you, Sarah! I saw this on Aaron's FB earlier today and I cant commend you enough. Your video is brave and important, especially for people who have gone through the trauma of being bullied and suffer anxiety! much love to you, lovely! x
Lots of respect for you! And some of this sad truth made me open my eyes to reality TV shows , had no idea it would be this bad ! Keep your head up youre amazing❤️
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I think this video is going to have a bigger impact than you ever imagined. Huge respect for speaking out ❤️
So much respect for you girl ❤
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This video made me feel sick to my stomach how reality tv shows can minipulate people like this, this is honestly heartbreaking and I can't see how this show is still airing! I have so much respect for you and one day you really will make it big ❤️❤️
You're so well spoken and how you articulate your experiences makes such a impact. I'm so glad you've spoken out and it shows so much strength. I have the upmost respect for you and it's evident which girls especially on that show that are happily being used as puppets and have no self respect. It's sad.
Dollé Baidoo you sure are articulate i have depression and anxiety and there is no way i could do a TH-cam video. You are very brave girl dont let anyone say different.
Everyone’s articulate when they edit their own videos...
So much love for you , you're going to be huge, but this time you're going to be huge as your true authentic and amazing self, all that hurt was for a reason. So excited to watch your journey!
Lauren Hogan thank you so much you have no idea how much that means to me ♥️
I always knew things like Geordie Shore were somewhat "fake" but I didn't realise it was THAT scripted. What a shame. Hope things work out for you Sarah.
This is such a brave video, watching you on Geordie Shore I remember reading tweets about people saying you were being protective over Scott and I do remember actually thinking you looked extremely sad majority of the time you were on camera. You were still one of my favourites as you seemed like a genuine person in there despite everything going on. I hope you're doing better now. ❤️
thank you so much
i've never wanted to hug someone so much, so much love ❤️
She just deserves to be held, kissed and listened to.
I will never watch Geordie Shore the same after this, I also suffer with anxiety so I completely understand this. I literally wanna cuddle you and I will never watch that season again cause I will see is how you were really feeling. I'm so glad you posted this. You will find work some day and some one will see your true talents. Love you Sarah and keep it up xxxxx
The way you've used your platform to tell your story and inspire others and TEACH others that it's ok to feel how they feel and to teach them that everybody makes mistakes.. you should be so proud of yourself. I'm proud of ya! Takes a lot of courage to do what you've just done, well done ❤️
You have been a light to so many by speaking out. You were a light to me today. Thank you so much and please keep doing this. It's women like you that inspire me and are going to make changes. Accepting our vulnerability is our strength and our power. Thank you so much
Olivia Cura this comment got me in the feels!
Sarah, I have a lot of compassion for people like you because I have anxiety. You deserve to be sat with and hugged. 🤗🤗
I've also been on reality TV before so I totally understand where you're coming from with this. It's amazing that people (like you!) are speaking out about what goes on behind the scenes but sadly there are still so many people out there who take everything they see on TV at face value and don't dare to dig a little deeper. Heroes and villains make great TV but there's always a real person behind every edit and nobody should forget that. Really powerful video, I think you're so brave for this.
This video actually had me in tears. Gurl I respect you so much and I pray everything comes into alinement in your life. You're amazing
I just want to give you a hug. Good on you for coming on here and sharing your horrible experience - you're stronger than you think. Good luck with the TH-cam channel, look forward to seeing more of you ❤️ xx
It's not just 'in the 'industry' that it's an issue. It's the whole world. People allow bullying and it's unbelievable. Well done for speaking out Sarah ❤️
I have been sectioned due to my anxiety and depression and you speaking out like this a person in the media helps young girls like me feel they are not alone, so much respect goes to you with using your platform in such an inspiring way! Keep on with the vids, your amazing!x
Oh my, I couldn't stop crying through out this, finally someone who understands the dark feeling inside my and many other people's bodies, Sarah you are such a strong, beautiful individual, thankyou for sharing your opinion and letting me know there are people who understand, I just want to talk to you because you've made me feel so much better. Thankyou Sarah, you finally have made me feel like I'm not what people say I am, "crazy, depressed freak" thankyou ❤️
Never watching geordie shore again after seeing this video, you're such a strong girl. This is heart breaking
Might not mean much but your not alone I suffer with anxiety also , you seem like a lovely girl and I wish you all the best x
Sarah, this was so brave and admirable, I always loved you on Geordie Shore, you were my favourite, I could tell you were very genuine and down to Earth
So much respect, I was totally oblivious & naive to this side of reality TV
I literally loved you and could proper relate to you when you were on TV and I love you even more after this and have so much respect for you for speaking up. People don't understand the seriousness of anxiety and depression, thank you so much for posting this because you'll have made so many people, me included, realise that we aren't alone
I have 100% support for you Sarah. I get anxious and depressed and it stops me from doing things. People bring me down and i get upset and overthink alot. Don't let anyone bring you down. I think you are brilliant Sarah. You deserve better!
So much respect for you sarah ❤️❤️ do what makes you happy don't let anyone bring you down!
Thank you for this video, people with anxiety will know it's hard to openly talk about it, so for you to do it on camera has all my respect. I don't watch Geordie Shore but seen this online and had to watch it. I have struggled with anxiety for years and trying to get people to understand it is near impossible. I work with people daily that make me feel abnormal because they're too ignorant to even bother to understand so watching this reminds me I'm not alone. Geordie Shore wasn't the right path for you, but it's allowing you to create your own. Please keep using your platform to speak out on subjects like this, you have more of an impact than you think you do. Young girls and boys are under great amounts of pressure to look and act a certain way because of social media and these reality shows but creates nothing but low self esteem and triggers anxiety.
Genuinely wish you nothing but the best. You didn't lose out on Geordie Shore they lost out on you. Time to go out there and kick anxietys backside girl. ❤️
bethany xo thanks so much!! Love you
bethany xo this comment 🙌🏼❤️
Sarah I am so so sorry that you had this experience. I have been a loyal fan of reality TV for years but have noticed the last 2 years things taking a weird twist for the worst. Seeing clear bullying on TV which is supposed to be 'entertainment' is so uncomfortable to watch and I am so surprised nothing is being done. Thank you for sharing your story, it will make a difference and I am sure with this channel we will discover the lovely girl you are and your future will be bright whatever direction it leads you. Love xxxxxxx
This is heartbreaking to watch, I knew reality TV was bad but it just sound so toxic. ☹️❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry for this 😭 I'm not going to watch that shit anymore. You're a nice, gorgeous woman. You deserve so much more. You can do this 💪🏼
Girl I cant imagine what you're going through atm
I suffer from anxiety and depression too and I can only imagine what those situations would've done to me...
Keep your head up, you can do this, Im with you
Much love and support, Margot
I have panic attacks. Daily agony. Can't breathe, like someone is sitting on my chest. Feel hot. Head spins. Dizzy. I keep it to myself as doesn't feel like anyone gets it. I respect you so much for filming this and it's so brave. Xx
This has literally changed my whole opinion on Geordie shore. To treat someone that's so vulnerable like this is disgusting. Proud of you for speaking out because it must be hard with such a popular show.
So absolutely awful - I haven’t personally experienced this with tv work but I worked at a camp in America which literally broke me - the staff did the same in terms of not allowing access to medication and forcing you to work all hours of the day with no sleep. I was having breakdowns and having to make up fake illnesses in order to go to the medical centre because I was so anxious and exhausted. Awful
Wow what a hard video to watch but a real one at that so much respect for you putting this out for everyone to watch really has opened my eyes, big hug x
This video needs to be shown in a lot of places. You're SO strong ❤️
this needs to be shared crazy amounts
You are the type of girl I would watch on TH-cam! So much respect for you doing this. Xxx
I never usually comment! But honestly the words you spoke hit me hard! I have really bad axienty and depressing after having my son! I struggle with it every day! Shitty panic attacks out off nowhere And watching this video was like almost talking to a friend that understands... thanks so much for putting this out there! I have sooooo much respect for you! Your fucking amazing ❤️
Honestly, I always liked you throughout all your reality tv appearances and knew they edited you wrong because you always came across to me more vulnerable than anything else. So much respect for you to speak out because not many are brave enough to do so, hope you start to feel healthier and happier soon ❤️ x
You are amazing and strong for doing this, Sarah. The industry is toxic and needs to be shamed for what they do to young girls x
I literally can not believe what you've had to go through thats absolutely disgusting!!
But look at what your doing now, you may not feel it but your so much stronger than back then!
Keep it up girl! X
This breaks my heart, being a follower of a popular tv show and hearing about the actual truth that goes on behind close doors. I am so sorry that this happened to you, it’s disgraceful, you’re amazing for speaking out about it, I have so much respect for you!!! 💓
Going off Geordie Shore, the show didn't portray you as this person. But this video makes you look so strong as an individual as you spoke out and share you struggles and feelings You're so genuine and actually down to earth. It goes to show that there are people who are willing to help people that suffer from mental health. This video actually gave me goosebumps. Hope you stay strong as this video is an inspiration to me and you deserve the best.
Sarah I have a lot of respect for you for making this video. I have bumped into you at Tynemouth beach before and recognised you. I saw you interact with a friend and you came across like such a sweetheart, nothing like how you were portrayed on GS. For a long time I've felt like reality TV picks on people they know are likely to crack. I suffer with anxiety and have watched some of these shows and felt so uncomfortable with what I've seen. It's disgusting the way the industry clearly works but it doesn't surprise me. People who don't understand mental health want to be entertained in any way possible without thought for the effect on the people involved. You have had an awful time but I hope so much that things will turn around for you. No doubt this video will help, what an eye opener!! You are a beautiful soul and so brave for speaking out. Wishing you lots of love and happiness ❤
you look so pretty without makeup ❤️
Massive respect for you... your a beautiful woman and nobody ever deserves to go through that and especially not you i watched you on that show and could see it wasnt you... i adore you and your honesty... love you dont ever let people get you down 💜
That was so emotional to watch as someone who has been through dark times with severe depression and aniexty. I have so much respect for you, that was really rave to film! I hope you do create a movement to raise these issues to the public eye - I 100% have your back and would love to support you/be involved in some form x
Love this 💓 There's so much behind reality tv that nobody ever talks about , your so strong and brave for sharing your story 💓
Sarah, please continue youtube. You are extremely authentic and someone I would watch religiously. Please make videos about anxiety, mental health, piercings, makeup ANYTHING! we need a voice like you in the mental health world, don't waste the following you already have
I'm so sorry you went through/are going through this. I didn't get it when you were on Geordie Shore but now I do. It's so sad that this goes on behind TV shows ☹️☹️☹️ hope things get better for you Sarah x
Youre so well spoken. I feel so bad for you. I knew reality tv was like this, but ofcouse youre made to keep your mouth shut. I hope you feel like your complete self one day. And that you can move on with life peacefully 💕
so so amazing that you've spoken about your experience, the amount of respect you will gain is unreal. you're an inspiration❤
Subscribed! Thanks for sharing. Don't let your negative experiences in the past make you expect others to treat you the same in the future. There are more good people out there. If you did want to go for another job interview, there will be a position perfect for you and your employer will treat you with respect and judge you on face value. I think you should try again for an MUA position in a company, build up your clientele, then create your own company when you have a lot of business. You can do it, now may not be the right time but you can get an education at the same time if you want. There's no reason you can't, believe in yourself, it'll be difficult but you can do it.
LOVE YOU SARAH! I just saw this video after watching Geordie shore, I’m so sorry for what happened to you! I hope you are feeling healthier and happy! ❤ #teamSarah ❤
wow. honestly so much respect towards you Sarah. This needs to be shown to all of us reality T.V watchers, because i can tell you now, this has opened my eyes so much to that world behind doors. You deserve the best, you'll find your feet in life, youtube may be it, youtube may not be it, you'll get there. You're honestly an inspiriation!! Sending my love, ill come for a drink when I'm back in the UK :)
Well done baby girl. You are standing up for the new generation of young women.
Why not retrain as a social worker? You speak well, get your point across and are relatable to the younger generation. You could use your experiences to teach youngsters that being a 'celeb' is not a career path and won't lead to ultimate happiness - doing talks in schools and TV as well as on TH-cam. Young people are growing more depressed due to social media etc. and will listen to someone who has 'been there' just like many drug/alcohol charities are run by ex-addicts.
Gary Robin she can't, she's been filmed having sex on tv on Geordie shore alongside some awful behaviour (through no fault of her own tbh) so no one is going to see her as employable :/
Helena Fry it is her fault. I hardly doubt the producers forced her into having sex on tv? She really needs to take responsibility & if she starts working on herself, there has been many success stories of people with bad backgrounds making it.
KateCameron1 I think Helena meant the actions of her castmates is bot fault of her own
KateCameron1 No they may not have forced her to have sex on tv and make some of the decisions she did on the show, but the decisions she made were off the back of how the pressure of the show made her feel. She was literally in a fish bowl being prodded to "perform" and they were not looking after her properly.
If she didn't understand this would be the outcome, she didn't do her homework. She is A Geordie, unlike most of them, and would have seen the local outrage at this show for the image it portrayed of Newcastle. If she didn't know this would be a chance she was taking, then she's an idiot. Maybe she could have worked it out if she'd finished school!
My heart goes out to you Sarah, you really have made people like us who suffer with the same issues as you like we aren't alone, and for that I have the most respect for you I really do❤❤❤
I have to admit I wasn't fussed on you while watching Geordie shore but this video has made me see a completely different side and I feel awful for judging you now.. my heart broke for you in this video.. I have so much respect for you now ❤️
I have so much respect for you Sarah, you are such a strong and respectable person for getting this off your chest, and what you've been through is so shit, and you do not at all deserve it.
I have never had respect for a reality star as much as I have for you, you are going to help so much people and fair play to you lass, you deserve to have lots of opportunities in the future 👏🏻🎤
It's so refreshing to see someone in the public eye speak out like this. Well done Sarah, you're a brave, beautiful, strong, intelligent woman and you can take on the world! Hold your head up high and f*ck what people say and think. The only person that matters is you and I have so much respect for you for speaking out. I have issues with anxiety and depression myself and it's such a taboo subject in the media. Thank you for standing up for each and every one of us xx
always knew these shows were fake but fuckin hell thats horrible, respect you a lot for this love stay strong
Props to you for speaking out. You have inner strength and you will find your way in the world, you've got this. Your going to be ok ✨✨✨✨
This is absolutely heartbreaking💔 just shows you can't believe everything you see in tv and social media, things are portrayed so differently😢 honestly hope you get the break you need and get what you deserve because you are amazing and so strong for doing this!❤️
I'm so glad you did this video Sarah! I never knew how cruel the industry is..so manipulating. Stay your strong beautiful self and best wishes for the future 💜💜💜
This is so good I'm so glad someone with a platform has decided to talk about This you can see just from watching reality tv the type of people they cast and when it's effecting your mental health it shouldn't be acceptable, so many people will feel so much better knowing you have been through or go through the same as them and myself included, I love this xx
so glad you've spoken up about how much reality tv can be twisted and not everything you see is real but it has a real effect on people's mental and physical health, career wise maybe you could start doing makeup for clients using instagram as a platform, im not sure if you need to pass anything but it's an option? anyways good luck darl xx
Hi Sarah, thank you for this insight, I am sorry you have had this experience. Stay strong you are very articulate and I am sure you will find some work. A lot of respect for you.
Omg this video made me cry, so so much respect for you. It's disgusting how people have treated you and played with your head. I hope you come out all of this a stronger person x
thank you for talking about your anxiety, i've been through the same thing with the breakdowns etc. it's fucking brutal, i hope you start feeling better soon literally no one deserves to feel like this ❤️❤️❤️
The "psycho girl trend" thing is just another thing that infantilizes women. We're adults and capable of working on ourselves to get a handle on our behavior. The way Chloe acts like and is treated like a toddler on GS is so wrong. If a dude acted the way she did towards girls he liked he'd be locked up. To shrug it off as her just being a cute girly psycho does her a disservice.
"The "psycho girl trend" thing is just another thing that infantilizes women. "
Well said!
You have loads of support. Never feel alone. I can see how genuine you are as a person and how good of a person you are. Everything happens for a reason and yes we do all have major regrets but its how you view it and what you take from it. Like you said you will be a stronger person after this. Everything will get better, be strong! ❤️
Omg this is so upsetting like I cried pretty much all the way through I can't believe you actually went through this like them stopping you from having medical is just fucking crazy I can't believe what I'm hearin its so so so upsetting and your Amazing to have come and stepped up I love you so much your such an inspiration to me and ye
This video entirely changed my opinion about you. I truly respect what you've said and how honest you're being. I hope things start looking up for you soon, you are really brave and I really think karma will come around to people who violated your mental well-being and prioritised TV over you as a person.
I didn't watch this but I have so much respect for you uploading and sharing this!! I have suffered with anxiety and depression myself and can totally empersise with you with how horrific this must have been!x
I genuinely wish I knew you personally because I just wanna give you a big hug and say everything will be ok
You're such a brave girl. You're my new favourite channel to subscribe to you're so real and honest. I know how you feel with anxiety and depression. I feel like I can't keep a job because of it. 💜
The most honest TH-cam video I have ever watched you are amazing and worth so much more than that life. Stay strong ❤
So honest and so real. You're a gem 💎
How you feel is so heart breaking to hear that this was mainly about needing money and it's led you to feeling like you do now babes💔 chin up your fucking gorgeous just keeping pushing to get what you want hun❤️
So much respect for you Sarah you can beat this and you have so much support behind you cheering you on and making sure you get back on track with your life don’t back down and never give up ❤️
Not to take away from the content of this video because it was so well put together and so important for you to get across and so brave of you to do.. but how beautiful are you!?!? You are so stunning!!!!
massive respect for you! i hope people start listening to your story and realise what really goes on behind the scenes, stay strong!!!
I watched you on Geordie Shore and can I just say I am so happy that you have done this video, it's really shown me a different side to you. You are so amazing and so strong, I don't even think you realise how amazing you are.You are going to go so far. I suffer from anxiety and mood disorders, and I struggle so much. I am grateful thaat you are sharing your story ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍😍
thank you for sharing this girl. When I met you in Australia, I could just see the complete different women that was potrayed on the t.v. You are such an amazing women, and I seriously hope youtube is your new career! you're so strong for sharing your story! xx
I really hope you are in a better place now. I have a young daughter and watching this has been heartbreaking 💔
So proud of you for speaking up, people need to see this!! So sorry you had to go through this 😕❤️
Iv been a fan of these shows for years now, but in the last two years and as I have gotten older I personally have noticed how scripted and ridiculous it is.. you can see things for what they really are and really wonder how these things are possible, what it must take to carry the industry name and how one human can handle so much stress being manipulated at such a young age.
Props to you girl, I myself don't suffer from anxiety and or depression. But I see it first hand everyday from the people around me and my heart really hurts for you. You should be proud of yourself to be the only one who has stood up and actually voiced the truth because it needs to be noticed.
No one should ever feel this way about something that is portrayed to be such a fabulous, exciting, envious lifestyle, it's not fair to the young viewers that wish and believe that it is true.
You're a strong beautiful woman Sarah, you don't owe anyone anything and you certainly are more than any reality tv show. Keep up the vids girl, you will go far 💖 love from australia xxxxx
Hurts my heart thinking of how lonely you must of felt! I hope you have an amazing, bright future ahead of you doll 💖💖💖 hold your head high always xo
Go on Sarah! You're brace for making this video and STRONG for saying what you did, and showing how you truly feel. You're better off from that horrible show. You're out of that house and away from these people. This video has been published in The Sun earlier today and millions will see that advertised! One voice is al it take and people around the world who do not understand that mental health is huge in this world and it effects so many people. It leads to suicide and especially in this day and age it is common! You should be proud. Ignore the hate and backlash that anyone brings you. Good on you for exploiting them now! They deserve it and you have done well for using your platform on TH-cam. You have been noticed. You will now be a voice and a role model to people out there whose stories are similar to yours. Stay strong. You are a woman and we can do anything. When you are low and hit rock bottom only you can bring yourself back up. You should be so proud of yourself. You're doing amazing. Your life will get better. These people who don't employ you etc.. fuck them. Seriously. Keep at it and don't let it get you down. The most successful people in life had to work so so hard to get to where they are. You will be that person! Just don't give up ♥️ lots of love. And all the best. P.s you're gorgeous 😍 xx
this meant a great deal to me
Sarah Goodhart ♥️ I have been through it. Don't listen to hate. You're going to be just fine. Lots of love. All the best x
Beautiful and insightful, thank you.
You are so down to earth.... i have ridiculous amounts of respect for you. good on you for keeping it real inside and out, you beautiful girl.
For someone who struggles with anxiety and depression im shocked i'd never even picked up on this - soooo much respect to you for this video! And im sure alot of people will feel the same x
I have huge respect for you, what you have just said is so true and it's sad to see what the world is turning into. Hopefully young people can look up to you because you truly are inspiring
Good for you, Sarah! I saw this on Aaron's FB earlier today and I cant commend you enough. Your video is brave and important, especially for people who have gone through the trauma of being bullied and suffer anxiety! much love to you, lovely! x
You are such an incredible lady! So much respect for you! ❤️
so much respect Sarah, what they have done to you and continue to do to other people is disgusting. Thankyou for being a great, true role model💞
Lots of respect for you! And some of this sad truth made me open my eyes to reality TV shows , had no idea it would be this bad ! Keep your head up youre amazing❤️