Good morning i am an Addict and I have 6 months and 25 days being clean and sober and so very happy to be here and able to share my story with you all 😊 Thank you Sean E for sharing with all of us, it really hit home for me and you're so inspiring 😊
Lindsey Albright sane here. This isolation in quarantine is really getting to me. I just looked up documentaries on drugs on TH-cam and I am so triggered by seeing all the needle use on them so I’m trying to find more recovery centered videos now...
I am coming back into the rooms. Back to my sponsor, back the rooms. I can't physically do 90 in 90. These are helping me so much!! I need y'all so much!
"If the Book''s not falling apart then the addict might be." Those are some POWERFUL words. We do recover (even after relapse) ❤5/18/18❤ It works if you work it! One day at a time! Just for today!
Dude you really spoke to my heart. I'm coming back after 10 months clean over one stupid choice and you opened a gate in my soul that I one day will have ability to not care what people think but to just remember my clean time is prime. Thank you dude. The future looks bright I have to remember the love people have in NA and why I'm here.
I had a sponsor tell me after I relapsed and found the rooms again, he said " Tell me.... is it getting any better out there?" That was 14 years ago. And it stuck with me, everyday.
@rochellechambers9691 Oh my goodness I am so sorry to hear that your sponsor did that to you 😢 I hope you're doing much better today then you were at the time that your sponsor fired you for your first time relapsing!
Addict named Braden here- I relapsed in 2015 after a beautiful 3 years and 11 months in the fellowship. I won't say I picked up right where I left off, but I sure as hell ended up in the same place. Skid row is in the mind, my friends. It took me 3 weeks to get them, but today I have 4 days clean IN A ROW and I'm so happy to be back home. Thanks for sharing Sean! Love you guys.
Hi I am Kathy and I am a addict with 4 days clean..powerful message on recovery n relapse..I am soo grateful to be back..due to this Coronavirus mtgs have basically shut down in my town..but speakers are helpful..my sponsor..my network.n most of all my Higher Power is keeping me connected..
My names patrick and I completed 10 months of rehab, have been out of rehab for 3 months and have relapsed, I’m day 2 of being sober And ready to get my clean sober life back
I got kicked out of rehab in Ft Lauderdale (Faith Farm) in 2014 and had to find my way home back to Gainesville. It was a nightmare and I'm still not clean but I have 2 days and I'm ready to try again.
I got 6 months clean... then used thinking I dont need the fellowship and I'm honest in saying I do need the fellowship and na.. I'm 3 days clean and back in the rooms.. thank you for this share
I am an addict. I am turning 27, I started drinking and smoking pot regularly at 13, by 16 I was physically addicted to Roxy 30s, by 18 i was shooting heroin, by 19 I was shooting basically anything i could get my hands on. I have been arrested and forced to get clean for a couple months here and there, once I stayed clean for about 7 months. But other than that, I haven't stopped. I have destroyed my life, i have destroyed my kids lives and I'm fed up with myself. I want to change and I don't know how. I pray for strength and willpower, I want to change, I need to change. I'm at a crossroads, if I don't change, my life will be this forever, I've gotta do it now.
Hey Amanda. I know how you feel. Learning the programme is going to blow ur mind. which is achieved by doing the steps with a role model sponsor who loves literature. And has done the steps. And lives them.
Made me ugly cry. Got me to see I've been in denial about complacency in my recovery. Thank you so much. Very well could have just saved another life. Thank you
Thank you for sharing I really needed to hear this after relapsing and what you shared has just helped me to get into meetings starting today and reach out to my substance abuse counselor to hopefully sponsor me because I can’t do this alone and I learned this the hard way… isolation is in fact so dangerous and I need a space to release the good and bad that comes with sharing and working the program so that I can start to get my soul back as well as my children and learn to live life clean again.. thank you so much for sharing🙏🏾
Who came here for a meeting besides me? I’m scared but my higher power has my back and my front no need to fear. Just sharing for strength. We will get through this together.
I had no idea TH-cam had Narcotics Anonymous speaking recordings. Awesome! Since they've shut down the meetings due to the current Coronavirus pandemic, this, along with online meetings helps.
I'm glad it's helping you. I'm 13 days clean and my head is so f'd up. I have a sponsor, a psychiatrist but I'm spending every waking hour in a nightmare. No peace, so uncomfortable I can't even laugh or find pleasure in anything. The only time I get any relief at all is while I sleep then I wake up and still feel miserable. This isn't the first time I've been here but this is an all-time bottom. Embarrassing. I just want to have one day of feeling ok, Im not even trying to have a great day just an ok day. I hope things are going good for you.
Nicholas Hamilton ZOOM has plenty of NA meetings online, Nicholas. First go directly to Narcotics Anonymous meetings on line. You'll see the VIRTUAL NA ONLINE MEETINGS LOGO. That'll direct you to the meetings they have on either ZOOM or the bluejeans.com website, if you prefer that. Good luck!
All i want is to be free from my addiction. I feel so alone, I mentally fight temptation every day and night. Sometimes I succeed for that day, and sometimes I fail again. I want to be restored. Anyone who read this, I could use some inspiration. I have a great responsibility, which I'm afraid to share, for I don't want to lose it. I love my son.
I am 9 days "clean" after 14 years. I am on maintainance. I look forward to the day I don't have a desire to use. Stumble into an NA meeting. Talk to someone after it. Hear the message of NA: Any addict can lose the desire to use. I don't know about you but I didn't want to live that life anymore and I believe them about losing the desire.
It’s a dogs life and I too have let the lion out of the cage after doing well but was on a Maintenance which I know now is legal over the counter using. Day 5 better understanding of powerlessness and manageability smashes me every time. Il keep coming back don’t give up wish all well
Im 13 days clean and am in a mental hell that never ends. I have a sponsor, I have online meetings but not one moment of peace in my mind. I know I can't change what's going on with me and what's going on in the world but I need a real meeting so bad.
@@nicholashamilton4197 I am listening and reading the comments. Just want you to know I feel you, and I pray for you. Hopefully you are doing better day by day.
I never done drugs or never drunk heavy alcohol in my life. I am taking a course so this was part of my assignment to watch this clip. But watching this clip and reading some of your comments. My advise would be to watch videos on cooking and make hobbies for yourselves to keep you busy or think of inventing something that you are all good at. Keep your spirits high and believe in yourself. Don't let your minds play your bodies or wise versa. It's only a matter of time. Be winners.
I really enjoyed listening to Sean's message. I'm on day 2 on quitting K2 / spice. This is like the third time I've tried quitting. But what's different about this time I'm actually going to an intense outpatient program and I'm also going to meetings. Pray for me please!
I needed this it's before I go into work . And that's all I been doing so much. It's always good to make a time for this if I can't get to a meeting . It's important to stay connected
ive been free from addicition for a year and 4 months and im still in recovery, i cant wait until the qaurentine ends so i can go back to NA. reaching that 1 year milestone isnt easy and ive been down that road, recently i found that im not superman, i dont have super will powers to fight off temptations to use. so i picked up the NA book and it helped alot. so if your struggling with addiction whether it is today or your sober 3 days and are fighting to stay clean (which must be really difficult now because of this quarentine) just know we all face that same temptation whether 1 day sober or 1 year sober, having that under your belt helps alot though so i encourage anyone working on there recovery, your not alone, amd your goals and reasons for getting sober are yours and your higher powers motivation forever, so focus on each day! much love
We hear the voice within our minds before we use and we drown it out.We choose to use regardless of how painfully we know the consequences will be.This video speaks a lot of truth we all go through.I will one day be a sponsor and be of service.
So i just got out of treatment love me some Nexus, in Dallas, tx thankyou everybody that works there and all my sisters in recovery love yall miss yall!! sobriety is fucking awesome!!!!! Sober life loving it!!!!
Hi! I'm an addict named Dameaus. I so needed to get back into hearing this message. I just got today clean and I want it to stick this time. Thank you n.a
I relapsed on Friday Sept 9th after 3.5 years clean. I was apparently having nightmares last night. I don’t recall but my partner was telling me it was like I was possessed. This all stopped when I got clean. Now it’s back. I have been sober for 15 hours now
Quarantine has obviously made getting to meetings impossible right now. I have 9 months clean now and I need a meeting. I had never thought about YouTubing NA and tonight I really felt like I needed to hear something so I searched and I’m so happy I did. This is great. Thank you.
I Don't listen to speaker tapes that often, and with the Coronavirus closing all the meetings , it's nice to hear someone's message. I've about 5 years clean, since I was 21. My brother and I were heroin addicts, and I was lucky to have gotten clean so young. My brother went through the jails, institutions, and ulitmately his death from heroin about a year ago. We are the lucky ones.
Just relapsed today. Literally taking the first hit and my wife walks in. The look on her face and me realizing how i f’d up again. I hadn’t have suicidal thoughts for months, but suicide thoughts are coming back strong. Just shaking (of shame and guilt) and just keep listening to NA tapes. Death is better than using again.
I was going to pick up for one last time which is what I've been saying for 6months this relapse. I decided to put on these speaker meetings instead and I am so glad I made that decision. I want back to what I was clean and sober. I cannot keep going like this. Today I hope is day one.
Thank you for sharing. This is where I am in my life has been for over the last five years and I say the same thing every time including the yesterday. I am so desperate as this time to get it together.
Thank you so much for this , Just what I wanted to hear We can do this with the work of the 12 steps relapsing over again coming back from 4 years LETS DO THIS
Relapse is a part of my recovery story and I am always isolating myself and it’s hard with the pandemic. I have using thoughts and am often around using people but they are not addicts. I except that l can’t use no matter what and that relapse is not a Requirement but it is possible if l don’t do the work.
i got 7 yrs clean time and relapsed. I used almost 5 yrs and last 2 of them i was thinking coming back to na. But i was too shamed so it took long time before i find courage to stop using and come back. Now i got 60 days clean time and im thankful im still alive!
I had 15 months and just relapsed...the stove is still hot. Today 2 days clean...moving forward with a deeper understanding and acceptance of my powerlessness...NA is my only way!
coming back from a one day relapse after 6 months. Today is day number 1. I appreciate this message!
What made you relapse how did it feel when you relapse
Welcome back you got this
@@mr.meowgi9876 thanks. I don't got it, but I'm getting after it!
7 days after a relapse and this hit home for me
I had almost 3 years Never alone never again and it's not getting any better
I had 17yrs & relapsed..& so blessed to have made it back…I now have 10 months 1 wk clean…Thanks to GOD, my Sponsor, & NA❤❤️🩹💔
Awesome. Relapse is a part of my story. It's a beautiful thing. Clean time doesn't equal recovery time. Super powerful. Congratulations. Welcome home
Good morning i am an Addict and I have 6 months and 25 days being clean and sober and so very happy to be here and able to share my story with you all 😊 Thank you Sean E for sharing with all of us, it really hit home for me and you're so inspiring 😊
Well done ❤
I'm working on putting myself in NA and I'm scared because I have never ask for this kind of help before
Now you have a year
I relapsed not to long ago...I had 5 years but today I have 88 days
CONGRATS THAT IS AWESOME ❤🧡🙏👍
Good on ya mate. As long as you get back on track
Well done Tyler
Keep grinding my brother also relapsed a few days ago shits deep man for long term recovery, but we gotta do what we gotta do, stay strong!
Well done
I can’t sleep right now and these videos are helping me keep a calm head. Thankyou
Lindsey Albright sane here. This isolation in quarantine is really getting to me. I just looked up documentaries on drugs on TH-cam and I am so triggered by seeing all the needle use on them so I’m trying to find more recovery centered videos now...
This really helped my head too. It's nice to know you're not alone sometimes.
I am coming back into the rooms. Back to my sponsor, back the rooms. I can't physically do 90 in 90. These are helping me so much!! I need y'all so much!
I’m sitting in my bathroom of my wife’s and I bedroom at 2 AM right now listening to this so I don’t wake her. ❤
*Come Back* Yes!
"If the Book''s not falling apart then the addict might be."
Those are some POWERFUL words.
We do recover (even after relapse) ❤5/18/18❤
It works if you work it!
One day at a time!
Just for today!
Thank you.
Love. The topic. Following the book and following the steps.
L.p. waa pop
Facts
I'm gonna never forget that!!!!
Dude you really spoke to my heart. I'm coming back after 10 months clean over one stupid choice and you opened a gate in my soul that I one day will have ability to not care what people think but to just remember my clean time is prime. Thank you dude. The future looks bright I have to remember the love people have in NA and why I'm here.
I had a sponsor tell me after I relapsed and found the rooms again, he said " Tell me.... is it getting any better out there?" That was 14 years ago. And it stuck with me, everyday.
Dam that's deep
My sponsor fired me when I had my very first relapse 😪
@@rochellechambers9691 that's harsh. and not typically what sponsors do. I'm sorry that happened to you
@rochellechambers9691 Oh my goodness I am so sorry to hear that your sponsor did that to you 😢 I hope you're doing much better today then you were at the time that your sponsor fired you for your first time relapsing!
Addict named Braden here- I relapsed in 2015 after a beautiful 3 years and 11 months in the fellowship. I won't say I picked up right where I left off, but I sure as hell ended up in the same place. Skid row is in the mind, my friends. It took me 3 weeks to get them, but today I have 4 days clean IN A ROW and I'm so happy to be back home. Thanks for sharing Sean! Love you guys.
We are in the dark ages with the virus shutting down all the meetings so I'm listening to as many NA TH-cam's as I can 🙌 thank G-d for technology
There are heaps of online virtual meetings
Yeah I run one every night but now with all the zoombombers it's gotten difficult. At least I have my Homegroup 🙌 staying in the solution
I know hey so rude we had to set up passwords for all our groups which I am still tracking down all the best
Love you beauty-full human Sarah love. 💓 wasn’t expecting to find you here in these comments. 🙂 -DRaz
zoom has n.a meetings everyday 24hours a day all around the world
I don’t know why this video has not more views, great message of recovery.
Thank you! Feel free to share!
Hi I am Kathy and I am a addict with 4 days clean..powerful message on recovery n relapse..I am soo grateful to be back..due to this Coronavirus mtgs have basically shut down in my town..but speakers are helpful..my sponsor..my network.n most of all my Higher Power is keeping me connected..
Relapsed today.
I'm grateful for this video
Best I’ve heard on relapse and recovery in a long time. Thank you for the hope.
Thank you for your meeting I needed to hear that
My names kayla and I'm an addict and I'm new to this program
Welcome
Welcome
Keep coming back
Thinking of you Kayla
My names patrick and I completed 10 months of rehab, have been out of rehab for 3 months and have relapsed, I’m day 2 of being sober And ready to get my clean sober life back
Congratulations
My name is Darlene I had 12yrs clean and I’m day 2 as well
Are you alive?
Way to go on the 18 months!! 👏 I am approaching mine soon..good share no doubt!!
I got kicked out of rehab in Ft Lauderdale (Faith Farm) in 2014 and had to find my way home back to Gainesville. It was a nightmare and I'm still not clean but I have 2 days and I'm ready to try again.
You got this. One day at a time
Yooo, I'm an addict trying to get clean in Gainesville. There's alot of great meetings here. Keep coming back. It works if you work it
How are you doing a yr later?
I got 6 months clean... then used thinking I dont need the fellowship and I'm honest in saying I do need the fellowship and na.. I'm 3 days clean and back in the rooms.. thank you for this share
Im coming back. Im getting a sponsor and im gonna start the work. Im dying today but enough is enough. I hope i dont fail again.
How are you?
Hope you are doing good 🙏✌
I am an addict. I am turning 27, I started drinking and smoking pot regularly at 13, by 16 I was physically addicted to Roxy 30s, by 18 i was shooting heroin, by 19 I was shooting basically anything i could get my hands on. I have been arrested and forced to get clean for a couple months here and there, once I stayed clean for about 7 months. But other than that, I haven't stopped. I have destroyed my life, i have destroyed my kids lives and I'm fed up with myself. I want to change and I don't know how. I pray for strength and willpower, I want to change, I need to change. I'm at a crossroads, if I don't change, my life will be this forever, I've gotta do it now.
Hey Amanda. I know how you feel. Learning the programme is going to blow ur mind. which is achieved by doing the steps with a role model sponsor who loves literature. And has done the steps. And lives them.
Made me ugly cry. Got me to see I've been in denial about complacency in my recovery. Thank you so much. Very well could have just saved another life. Thank you
Tessie B in da spot
Thank you for sharing I really needed to hear this after relapsing and what you shared has just helped me to get into meetings starting today and reach out to my substance abuse counselor to hopefully sponsor me because I can’t do this alone and I learned this the hard way… isolation is in fact so dangerous and I need a space to release the good and bad that comes with sharing and working the program so that I can start to get my soul back as well as my children and learn to live life clean again.. thank you so much for sharing🙏🏾
Who came here for a meeting besides me? I’m scared but my higher power has my back and my front no need to fear. Just sharing for strength. We will get through this together.
I can't, we can and God will!!!
Yeah, with a good number of the meetings shut down, I needed a message of hope 🙏🏽
I am the Higher Power. Trust and Believe.
Yup. & Not even an addict.
I had no idea TH-cam had Narcotics Anonymous speaking recordings. Awesome! Since they've shut down the meetings due to the current Coronavirus pandemic, this, along with online meetings helps.
I'm glad it's helping you. I'm 13 days clean and my head is so f'd up. I have a sponsor, a psychiatrist but I'm spending every waking hour in a nightmare. No peace, so uncomfortable I can't even laugh or find pleasure in anything. The only time I get any relief at all is while I sleep then I wake up and still feel miserable. This isn't the first time I've been here but this is an all-time bottom. Embarrassing. I just want to have one day of feeling ok, Im not even trying to have a great day just an ok day. I hope things are going good for you.
Nicholas Hamilton
ZOOM has plenty of NA meetings online, Nicholas. First go directly to Narcotics Anonymous meetings on line. You'll see the VIRTUAL NA ONLINE MEETINGS LOGO. That'll direct you to the meetings they have on either ZOOM or the bluejeans.com website, if you prefer that. Good luck!
I have 4 days today after countless relapses. Thank you for your sharing
9/24/18
I needed to hear this tonight. I have bern stepping back from my recovery.
I really needed to listen to this to remind me how important it is to stay sober.
God I needed this tonight was so close to relapse obsessing over uppers which isn’t even my DOC
That’s exactly how this disease works!
I needed this! Almost had a year but with little work in the program. I’m back at 2 weeks today.
All i want is to be free from my addiction. I feel so alone, I mentally fight temptation every day and night. Sometimes I succeed for that day, and sometimes I fail again. I want to be restored. Anyone who read this, I could use some inspiration. I have a great responsibility, which I'm afraid to share, for I don't want to lose it. I love my son.
You will be OK it will get better as long as you stay clean there’s ways that u can reach for help with detox but only keep looking FORWARD. God bless
I am 9 days "clean" after 14 years. I am on maintainance. I look forward to the day I don't have a desire to use. Stumble into an NA meeting. Talk to someone after it. Hear the message of NA: Any addict can lose the desire to use. I don't know about you but I didn't want to live that life anymore and I believe them about losing the desire.
Surrender, to win! Pick up the phone, not a drug.
Share, share and share!
31-years clean and sober, it works. ❤️
It’s a dogs life and I too have let the lion out of the cage after doing well but was on a Maintenance which I know now is legal over the counter using. Day 5 better understanding of powerlessness and manageability smashes me every time. Il keep coming back don’t give up wish all well
NA gave me so much, I love NA and AA
I love these online mtgs since we have no public mtgs due to covid 19 virus . thankful to be clean and sober and for my higher power.
Im 13 days clean and am in a mental hell that never ends. I have a sponsor, I have online meetings but not one moment of peace in my mind. I know I can't change what's going on with me and what's going on in the world but I need a real meeting so bad.
@@nicholashamilton4197 I am listening and reading the comments. Just want you to know I feel you, and I pray for you. Hopefully you are doing better day by day.
@@nicholashamilton4197 How are you?
I'm here in 2023!
20 months clean!
I've been going to NA since 2014.
If you fall, get up! Go back to NA!
They're always there.
NA Member here. Have almost 2 years liquid free. Restarted my program. It's the best
Thank you so much for sharing this message! I am still struggling and am going to engross myself in the listening to these tapes and readings!
Sean NAILED IT. Thanks Brother!
I never done drugs or never drunk heavy alcohol in my life. I am taking a course so this was part of my assignment to watch this clip. But watching this clip and reading some of your comments. My advise would be to watch videos on cooking and make hobbies for yourselves to keep you busy or think of inventing something that you are all good at. Keep your spirits high and believe in yourself. Don't let your minds play your bodies or wise versa. It's only a matter of time. Be winners.
I really enjoyed listening to Sean's message. I'm on day 2 on quitting K2 / spice. This is like the third time I've tried quitting. But what's different about this time I'm actually going to an intense outpatient program and I'm also going to meetings. Pray for me please!
Keep coming back Meagan.
🙏🏻💛
@@Shah-pr5ur thank u so very much
Hi Meagan how are you today?
Prayed for you
Whattttttt?! K2 I've been to hundreds of meetings and never anyone for K2! Are you ok now?
Thank you! I missed this when it happened back in 2019, but damn I needed this today. Right on time!
I needed this it's before I go into work . And that's all I been doing so much. It's always good to make a time for this if I can't get to a meeting . It's important to stay connected
ive been free from addicition for a year and 4 months and im still in recovery, i cant wait until the qaurentine ends so i can go back to NA. reaching that 1 year milestone isnt easy and ive been down that road, recently i found that im not superman, i dont have super will powers to fight off temptations to use. so i picked up the NA book and it helped alot. so if your struggling with addiction whether it is today or your sober 3 days and are fighting to stay clean (which must be really difficult now because of this quarentine) just know we all face that same temptation whether 1 day sober or 1 year sober, having that under your belt helps alot though so i encourage anyone working on there recovery, your not alone, amd your goals and reasons for getting sober are yours and your higher powers motivation forever, so focus on each day! much love
I just relapsed after 4 years I’m devastated I work at a recovery center it’s gunna be hard I’m gunna have to be strong
So glad I found this tonight needed to hear it 100/ per cent everyone's in lock down
Great to hear you speak from the heart. Thanks for giving me hope today
Exactly what i needed to here this morning so grateful
Thx I needed this I'm going back I'm tired man I'm ready am in grateful for NA
Great Meeting.
I'm 21 years clean and sober so grateful for recovery and NA how can people not like this..
I really needed to hear this today!
I relate to the DOC = MORE for me 😂 thank you Sean. Thank you God for NA and AA
Hey I’m looking for a meeting and I would like N/A plz help me
I've got three days clean after a relapse in a lot of pain and fear thank you for say to come back and that you love me anyway.
This was very inspirational. I'm doing h and i and doing a lead speak. This has helped me with courage. Thank u
I have a little over 6 years but I haven't made a meeting in weeks and I feel off. Very happy we have resources like this
Thanks again for sharing your thoughts. Teaching in the street.
We hear the voice within our minds before we use and we drown it out.We choose to use regardless of how painfully we know the consequences will be.This video speaks a lot of truth we all go through.I will one day be a sponsor and be of service.
So i just got out of treatment love me some Nexus, in Dallas, tx thankyou everybody that works there and all my sisters in recovery love yall miss yall!! sobriety is fucking awesome!!!!! Sober life loving it!!!!
I enjoyed that. He has a realness about him and what he’s saying. Thanks for sharing bro!
Hi! I'm an addict named Dameaus. I so needed to get back into hearing this message. I just got today clean and I want it to stick this time. Thank you n.a
Amazing share!! I related to it all! Congratulations on 18!! One day at a time
Great message thank you I I just relapsed yet again. 😞
Aibeth Marrero Don’t beat yourself up. Get up and keep moving forward! Keep coming back! 🔹❤️🔹
Sean Etwaroo Thank you 🙏🏻💪🏼
Aibeth Marrero go to meetings even if you’re still using. Absorb the message. I wish u the best!
Keep coming back Aibeth, how are you doing now?
Stay strong Aibeth
92 days !
Thank you so much Sean E. You've made such an awesome impact in me. So yeah thank you
Thanks again for your support
Thank you for your experience strength and hope
I needed this...
This is so relatable and inspiring ❤️.
I thank everyone who shares their experience strength and hope.
One story can save a life.
This good to know I can come on here and hear your message man highly appreciated
Great speaker
I did the same cycle at 12 yrs sober
Kept secrets
Today I have 7 days
Hopefully my last time
I relapsed on Friday Sept 9th after 3.5 years clean. I was apparently having nightmares last night. I don’t recall but my partner was telling me it was like I was possessed. This all stopped when I got clean. Now it’s back.
I have been sober for 15 hours now
Quarantine has obviously made getting to meetings impossible right now. I have 9 months clean now and I need a meeting. I had never thought about YouTubing NA and tonight I really felt like I needed to hear something so I searched and I’m so happy I did. This is great. Thank you.
U save people lives putting these videos up
Thanks, I'm a chronic relapse with 6mths c& s. Awesome speech
Thank u for coming
Thank for sharing u share my story
I needed to hear this. Thank you!
Had an ip reading not to long ago at a meeting. Room full of me toos during the whole Ip. We are all truly birds of a feather.
Hats off
I Don't listen to speaker tapes that often, and with the Coronavirus closing all the meetings , it's nice to hear someone's message. I've about 5 years clean, since I was 21. My brother and I were heroin addicts, and I was lucky to have gotten clean so young. My brother went through the jails, institutions, and ulitmately his death from heroin about a year ago. We are the lucky ones.
I thank God for N, A. and A. A. SO GRATEFUL for these meetings. Thanks to all the people who give a damn. I love you all. God bless!
❤beautiful, exactly what I needed
That was really good 😃👏
thanks for uploading
Just relapsed today. Literally taking the first hit and my wife walks in. The look on her face and me realizing how i f’d up again. I hadn’t have suicidal thoughts for months, but suicide thoughts are coming back strong. Just shaking (of shame and guilt) and just keep listening to NA tapes. Death is better than using again.
I was going to pick up for one last time which is what I've been saying for 6months this relapse. I decided to put on these speaker meetings instead and I am so glad I made that decision. I want back to what I was clean and sober. I cannot keep going like this. Today I hope is day one.
Thank you for sharing. This is where I am in my life has been for over the last five years and I say the same thing every time including the yesterday. I am so desperate as this time to get it together.
Thank you so much for this , Just what I wanted to hear
We can do this with the work of the 12 steps
relapsing over again coming back from 4 years
LETS DO THIS
I am a recovery heroin addict. And with this Covid this is nice to listen to. Also Zoom I am getting the hook up with that. Sean E is interesting.
Relapse is a part of my recovery story and I am always isolating myself and it’s hard with the pandemic. I have using thoughts and am often around using people but they are not addicts. I except that l can’t use no matter what and that relapse is not a Requirement but it is possible if l don’t do the work.
Don't forget step work! It's the best insurance against relapse
I had two relapses. Worst experiences ever. Last one happened nearly 12 years ago.
Well done everyone
A grateful addict
Thank you
I LOVE RECOVERY & I LOVE TO HEAR SUCCESS STORIES❤️
Amazing
This video just saved my life
i got 7 yrs clean time and relapsed. I used almost 5 yrs and last 2 of them i was thinking coming back to na. But i was too shamed so it took long time before i find courage to stop using and come back. Now i got 60 days clean time and im thankful im still alive!
I'm so grateful for this share Great Story ,your a miracle I'm so grateful to have my sobriety ,this might be old video but is Real shit
I had 15 months and just relapsed...the stove is still hot. Today 2 days clean...moving forward with a deeper understanding and acceptance of my powerlessness...NA is my only way!
Thank u for sharing i got 15 months and 9 days and just relasped
I love this So much! It really helped
Thank you I needed this message I'm grateful for today
def an uplifting vid thanks for this one.
This is so relatable.. Thankyou big respect Sean
This guy is great!
Here for a prayer thankz 4 showing god bless and love.