Wow, it's pretty accurate, I've done all those things. Ever since i was a child i always had a journal and i kept that habit throughout the years. Early 20s i was feeling empty but wasn't sure why, and all those feelings were written down. Then i encountered the hare ksna i started my spiritual journey, and there was a point that i downgraded my cellphone, donated all my short, tight clothing, using no makeup just pure simple life. I was broke, but i was so so happy. Absolute bliss. I was always at the temple and surrounded by like minded people. Then i felt pressure from society (older sister) to enrol in a university, went to a different city, alone and then there was 2nd lockdown, slowly slowly i started to lose my spark. I'm trying to get back that magical feeling, i feel lost, empty, lonely, enslaved to the matrix, and sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. But because i planted the seed of self-awareness, i can bring myself back and realise that everything will be fine and my life is beautiful. Thank you, guys. Take care. I love you
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Wow, it's pretty accurate, I've done all those things. Ever since i was a child i always had a journal and i kept that habit throughout the years. Early 20s i was feeling empty but wasn't sure why, and all those feelings were written down. Then i encountered the hare ksna i started my spiritual journey, and there was a point that i downgraded my cellphone, donated all my short, tight clothing, using no makeup just pure simple life. I was broke, but i was so so happy. Absolute bliss. I was always at the temple and surrounded by like minded people. Then i felt pressure from society (older sister) to enrol in a university, went to a different city, alone and then there was 2nd lockdown, slowly slowly i started to lose my spark. I'm trying to get back that magical feeling, i feel lost, empty, lonely, enslaved to the matrix, and sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. But because i planted the seed of self-awareness, i can bring myself back and realise that everything will be fine and my life is beautiful. Thank you, guys. Take care. I love you