If you can relate to my story of grief, injury, and life lessons, I would love to hear about it. Knowing others have had similar experiences brings me comfort. Thank you so much for watching and sticking by me during my absence!
I lost my dad this passed August. I'm 42 and like you, the only daughter who also has medical training (mostly hospice and end of life care). It's much different when you walk your own parent home. Though, there's nothing more I could've asked for! It was/is hard but I resonate with your story amd feelings so much! Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us ❤ peace and blessings beyond measure to you and yours!
I lost my 91 yr old Mom (2023) , 58 yr old sister (2024), and my job at age 62 within 13 months. I’ve finally started to come out of the fog and every day is a little bit better than before. Sending prayers. God bless.
Watching your video was like watching myself tell my own story. I related to all you shared, except that I still have my mom. I, too, only have brothers, so even though they try at times, I am the primary caregiver. My mom and I have never been close, so it makes it even harder emotionally and as I'm getting older, physically too. I walk on eggshells w/one of my brothers, who always reminds me, he didn't sign up for this. He prefers enjoying his retirement. Like you mentioned, the whole family dynamics have changed. I, like you, have decided that I do NOT want to be unhealthy as I age...I don't want to rely on others, so I am taking very good care of myself. One of those ways is by saying "no" more and speaking up for myself. Please look up a book called, "Too Much", by Terri Cole! It's all about learning to stop people pleasing...do what is best, but stop worrying what others think. It's life changing!! By the way...I cried with you thru your story. Your heart is golden and I know God is so happy w/you! There will be a day that you'll definitely hear the words, "Well done my faithful servant".❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. You are fortunate to have had as much time as you did with your parents, my mom died when I was 36. Cherish your memories.
I'm so sorry for your losses. Tough way to go. I'm 72 and all alone in the world. Just me and my blind dog. You're going to find yourself much stronger from now on.
Oh, Kimann, I'm so sorry for the pain you've been going through!! I count my blessings as I turned 60 and I have both my parents. They are healthy and in their 80s, but just as you said we each will experience the exit from life. I'm terrified and hope I handle it half as well as you❤ Thank you for your sharing this painful ordeal! Praying for you and your family ❤😢❤😢
So sorry for your loss … I’m going through the same thing…mom and I are the last ones around … as a fellow TH-camr I just want to travel and create content but I can’t go far incase I have to get to her… Happy to see you back on the tube but take care of YOU 💜✌🏽
Kimann, a very brave message. Like you said we have or will face the “life events” you shared. Mine was losing a wife and both parents within 8 months and 4 days. I was broken, but determined to continue working and displaying strength for my grown kids and grandkids. It has been 4 years, 5 Christmas Eve’s, anniversaries, etc. I’m thankful for 42 years of marriage, that taught me responsibility and being positive. My daily devotional for the day I lost my wife was about God blessing Job’s latter half of his life more than the first. I keep that promise in my heart.
Oh, Kimann, this was heartbreaking, very raw and honest. I hope it was helpful, healing for you to tell the story. I'm sure I could not have done it. You are so strong. I'm glad your mom was able to tell you how much she loved you. Healing will take awhile, so take care of yourself, Kimann; and I'm happy you're "doing" TH-cam. Keep using your voice. I value what you have to say and what you choose to share with us. Weird being the matriarch, isn't it? Blessings, my dear 💖
Im so sorry for your loss. 💔 I lost my second son at 18 months old. He was born with a rare genetic disorder that wasn't figured out until his last week in the cardiac ICU. I lived in a children's hospital for the last two months of his life. He was so strong and so sweet! His curly blonde hair and the bluest eyes you ever saw! It's still too hard for me to look at any pictures or videos of him it's just to painful. 💔
We are so sorry for your loss! We are the only medical siblings in our family and we had to come of the road for health reasons and to take care of them! We appreciate your channel
I watched my mom’s health decline from October of 1999 until March of 2000. She was on a ventilator and it is one of the hardest things I’ve ever been through. Then in 2006 we lost my beautiful nephew in an accident. In 2019 I watched my dad’s health decline. His wife sent him to hospice even though he wanted to pass at home and me and my siblings were willing to take care of him. She had power of attorney so we had no say in the situation. It was a really rough time for us. You are right. We all endure difficult times. Just reading some of the comments here makes my heart ache but it also brings us all together. Love and prayers to you Kimann and to everyone struggling. Thank you for sharing your story. I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry for you and your family's loss of both parents. Losing one parent is hard enough but losing both in such a short period of time of one another is even more devastating. The sting of death isn't pretty but our loved ones don't suffer any longer and they truly are in a better place. I had never witnessed a death until the day my mom died in my arms in 2004 from bone marrow cancer. I was her primary caregiver. Then I was primary caregiver again for my sister, who was 3 years younger than me and who also died in my arms in 2011. She had many health issues and her heart just gave. It really does a number on you mentally, physically, emotionally, but somehow spiritually I was strengthened by my faith. And I pass that on to you, dear lady. God will get you through the trials and tribulations; just trust in Him.
So sorry for your loss. My wife passed 10 years ago this year from cancer. It changed everything about my priorities, never want to miss family stuff, anymore, started making healthy time every day a priority. My sister passed last March. Reinforced everything I thought about. Im sitting at my moms at the moment helping care her because she has dementia. Keep loving yourself because you're worth it and your kids are feeling the same for you. You're great! Appreciate your efforts showing your adventures, you're very inspirational. I've been thinking of doing similar but by boat. ❤
This beautiful video is emotionally stirring and I find your experience so relatable. I lost my mother a year ago in October after being her caregiver for 12 years and her death in the ICU still haunts me as I observed this rock of a woman spiral into a helpless decline of suffering. I'm awakened sometimes at night thinking I heard her voice calling for me. It was a stressful and exhausting time in my life but worth it when she told me that she didn't know what she would have done without me. I'm almost 60, and I am asking myself who I am other than my parents' son. I feel the same way as you mentioned when looking around at her "things" that held value only to her and became meaningless. I suppose that is partly why I don't want much. You were greatly missed but the good news is that you are back!
As a future nomad, living on S.S. ,I've been following your channel for quite some time now. Today, you had my 69 year old self in tears. Maybe, someday, our paths will cross. I think that would be a good thing.
So So Relatable. sorry for your loss, Condolences. Still living in my grief from similar circumstances, and many more end of life situations. Wishing you well and happiness in your future endeavors.
You are a beautiful soul and it takes so much courage to share your story. Speaking our truth in our feelings is so important. I’m glad you found your voice. May the Lord bless you in your travels 💛🌼 I plan on being a nomad in about two years, maybe I’ll see you out there on the road. God bless. Take care. ❤
Sorry for your loss I can relate. I lost my wife to cancer six months later my mother try to stay positive. You did everything you could you give your parents a good life just by being there and taking care of him
Dear friend I’m deeply sorry for the loss of your parents and the stress and sadness are you must be going through, my thoughts and prayers go out to you God bless.
I am sorry for your loss but if it helps I found your story very encouraging. We are similar in so many ways especially the family dynamics. My mom has been in pain and suffering and it is hard to know what is best. Hospice is now involved and tells us we probably have a couple of weeks left. I think their generation just didn’t know how to share feelings but we know they cared and loved us.
Very sorry about your loss and also for the challenges that you and your family had to face. We lost our mother of 92 also this year so your story is very close to home for me. My sisters and I went through some of the same difficulties with coordinating schedules while providing care for our mother. I can’t even imagine what it must have been like for you to care for both parents at the same time and to lose them both a couple weeks apart. My mother was in hospice care for several months, so we were able to say goodbye and work through some of the emotional conflicts. For this I am grateful. I was there by my mother’s side when she passed. There was a very real and profound release that she went through right at the end. The previous weeks, days, and final moments had been torturous for her and agonizing for us to helplessly watch her go through. But as her grip on my hand eased, her face became serene and angelic, and she peacefully drifted away. We all instantly burst into tears of joy knowing that our mom was no longer suffering. We all miss her and each one of us is processing the loss in our own ways and on our own timelines. Please know that you are loved and appreciated and that we will all be tagging along on your adventures to make sure that you are being kind to yourself.
I have been concerned about you. I knew something was wrong when you stopped posting. I've been checking your channel often in hopes you were back. I'm so sorry that you've lost both your parents. I haven't been through that yet and I pray daily that God will help me get through it when that times comes. It will be the hardest thing I will ever go through, just like you said it was for you. I'm glad you've taken the necessary time to begin the healing process. I admire you for sharing your deepest self with us. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you.
Your concern touches me! It makes me feel good to know that you were checking to see if I posted anything. Thank you for telling me that! I appreciate your support and understanding.
I can relate to your story, losing our parents is hard and it does put our life in a different perspective, we look at our own mortality and what is really important and what is not. Death of a loved one changes us, it allows us to reflect on our own life and how we want to live it out, to decide what we want to do and cherish those things. It also allows us to let go of material things we can really live without (as a nomad this is our first step) and to move forward experiencing life like we want. As the old saying goes, Life is not a dress rehearsal, Live the life you were created to Live! Experience it and embrace it. I am heartbroken for your loss, many of us know what this feels like, but learn and grow from this experience, looking at the end of life from a Hospice perspective is definitely different than from a nursing perspective, especially when it’s family. I’m so glad you are back on TH-cam and now it is time to spread your wings and fly. Your parents will always be with you just on the other side of the vail between heaven and earth looking out for you 😊 💕
What a painful thing to go through. I’m so sorry for your losses. Happy to see you coming through the thickest part of your grief. Happy that you got that bit of comfort from your moms words to you❤ You’ve been missed
@ you’re welcome! And I’m sure we will cross paths❤️ I think they are planning another cruise for next summer. You will LOVE meeting the community in real life!! It’s such a HIGE support!
Thank you, as always, for your honesty and authenticity -- your willingness to say things as they are even if they may not be the happiest things and be open about your own vulnerabilities touch peoples' hearts. I lost my Mom last year and was at her hospital bedside when she passed, so I understand the feelings you're talking about when watching your parent leave this life. Hugs and all the best vibes to you, and may this new year be filled with love and light for you. Take care.
I so understand how you feel. I also understand how family dynamics can sturup certain emotions. So sorry for your loss. Please, please know you have given then love and they knew that. Do take care of yourself and be kind to yourself 🌸
My heart goes out to you on the loss of your parents. ❤ You're always in my prayers 🙏 and you're such a strong person that I know you have this! 💪 I can't wait for you to start your adventures and share your videos with us. God bless you🙏 ❤
Sorry for your loss. Both of my parents have passed also. I really enjoy your travels. You are a true inspiration. I plan on doing something similar only with a living quarters horse trailer and my 2 horses. Maybe we'll rhn i to each other down the road. God Bless
Well back. Sorry for you loss. Being in charge and being the one with load take it toll. You will have peace knowing you did your best. I am back doing things for me again. Eating elphant is one bite at the time. Milestone in Feb turning 62 and taken ssan. Thinking about RVing again while still haven homestead here in Florida. And looking for a companion to share lifes ups and downs. God will help make life choices. Smile new life choices in 2025.
I am so sorry for the loss of both your parents. I am 63, and like your parents, I had a very dark and miserable childhood. And I stuffed it all down. So I understand what that was like for them. I have also suffered many extremely sad situations which were a struggle to get through. So I totally understand how you are feeling. I will pray that you are able to heal from all of this, and feel the joy and happiness again!! Just give it time….. LeeAnn 🌸
I appreciate your story. I have had a similar experience the last years and appreciate your story with deep feelings. Your videos have helped me and others getting thru the days, I hope you feel our Thankfulness for your help through your stories. I have felt hope for a future dream, whilst sharing your story, both on the road and now your hardest days. You deserve all the love and kindness coming your way. Thanks for sharing. Look forward to you rejoining the travel Life! SL
You are such a special gal. You were a wonderful daughter to your parents and your mom told you that. You deserve to be happy and may all your dreams come true. Great video Kimann.
Yes, Kimann I went through similar situations as you. My dad died similar to yours except mine had dementia and was extremely belligerent. But with time I’ve accepted the fact it was medical and not personal. My heart aches for you but you impress me as being strong and able to come back stronger ❤️
What you have been through is so difficult! Thank you for sharing. Dementia is such a horrible disease! I am happy you could see through it, but it is still hard!
So sorry for your loss! Now your Mom and Dad are Angels looking out for you! Thank you for continuing with this channel. Hopefully you get to go on more adventures in 2025.
So sorry for your loss. Big hugs 🤗 to you and sending much love ❤ I can definitely relate to your grief experience. I lost my Mom last year and 2 very dear friends within the past two weeks. It hurts deeply but the reality of death helps me keep things simple. Thanks for sharing. Love you ❤
Thank you for being so open, honest, and vulnerable with all of us. By sharing your story, you are adding more healing to the Universe. We're with you in spirit.
@KimannChessa unfortunately I'm dealing with what you just went through. My mom has Parkinsons and Delirium. My sister lives with her right now. I grew up very similar to you. Feeling for me were more suppressed, not talk through. I have learned a lot like you have. She is very hard to please, she's been acting one way at home with us, then another way in front of the doctors. Her health is now debilitating. We have an appt today, so we're hoping we get some help and answers. Your video got home for me.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your parents, it's a terrible thing to go through. We have lost both sets of parents and it is so hard not to just be able to pick up the phone and chat. ❤ It does get easier with time. You are correct about dealing with trauma when it happens, as I stored mine up for 50 years, and it almost ended me. I am doing really well now, and it's lovely that you remind us to look after ourselves while in the middle of your own grief!❤
Thank you for sharing your experience and for your kind words. ❤️ I am so happy that you are healing your trauma. So many of us have it, but we hide it from each other. However, you can't hide it from yourself. The body always knows!
I am so sorry for your loss of your parents. My of my parents are no longer with is. My mom passed 24 years ago from COPD and it is so difficult to watch them suffer. Dad was 18 years ago. I am now taking care of my husband, who has COPD and small cell lung cancer. We have to live every day to the fullest. Hugs to you
I'm so sorry for your pain and losses. I know your grief has been hard. You have been there for them and that is wonderful . I pray your travels are blessed and free. God bless you and your brothers for being there. Good to have you back
You have had the weight of the world on your shoulders. My deepest sympathy for the loss of your parents. I think a lot of us felt the way you did humble every time we went home. The loss of parents is a huge emotional time in our lives we all go through. Your life is Yours now time for you and time to visit your children seeing their families grow. Blessings to you 🙏 I hope you can go forward building a new life and many happy tomorrows ❤❤❤
I knew where you were and what was going on. Rough time for all. Sometimes families explode. Love you and care. I was a funeral director for 40 years, but when it's your own, it's really tough.
Thank you, Steve! I am sure being a funeral director is similar to being a nurse in the O.R. You do your job and help others, but it is different when it happens to you.
My deepest condolences to you and all who loved them. I had to watch my mom take her last breath in the hospital too. May you begin to embrace what life has to offer you. 🫶🏽
Hey Kimann. Sorry for your loss. I was really excited when I got notified that you uploaded but quickly could see that you were going through a hard time. It is never easy losing someone.
Yup, WB. Keep the camper and yourself pointed forward. Heed the universe but not other's opinions or feelings. Keep your mind open and wanting, and... 👍 Rock on 🙂.
Bless you sister nurse. We as nurses find it so hard to care for ourselves. I'm glad you took some time to deal with your loss and care for yourself. I hope it is a comfort to you to know ahead of time, it is still going to be heard at times. I've been without my mother for 61 years and my father for 48 years. I still miss them at times. I helped my nephew care for his father, my oldest brother for a year. He's been gone eight years and I still miss him. We never get over losing those we love, we just live with it better as the years pass. Take all the time you need to care for yourself and know you are loved by your youtube family.
Bless your heart Kimann. I'm sorry for your loss. I will pray for comfort and strength as you move through this time. And that you come to know the true meaning of this thing we call this life. Truly
Can relate to so much you’ve expressed! Caretaker for my parents 9 yrs total. Dad left almost 3 yrs ago, mom, my go to person all my life, almost gone 6 months. Still fresh… they didn’t get their wish to die in their sleep but did pass at home..92 and 93 yrs old. Long to talk to them and love on them one more time..great parents! Such a peace though to know they’re with their father who created them and this universe! Indescribable!!! I’m tying up loose ends here, so hard emotionally! Although, ive had a dream for over 6 years now to travel and see this amazing US, that’s my plan! Anxious, excited and nervous but I going to do it before I can’t!!! Deeply sorry for your loss…
Here is a big hug! Sorry for your loss. Sometimes, when you are married and your spouse passes, you lose that edge. You have the right thoughts. Move on, focus on your life's direction. Best wishes.
Not sure how your channel came across my page. I’m guessing something to with campers. I’m right there with you. There is a movement across the world right now that bigger then anything are timeline has ever seen. It’s going to be biblical and family/health/wellness will become the new trendy way to live life. Which is fantastic. @40 I broke my hip 3 years ago. Stay positive heal quickly ❤🙏
I can feel that, too! People are seeing behind the curtain, and a shift has to happen. Thank you for watching my video! It feels good to be connected to like-minded people.
Thank you for sharing. A beautiful message that was a reminder for me of the path that has brought me to this point in my life. “It’s not the road but the direction you travel.” Happy New Year. May your steps be filled with joy and your heart be filled with love and your soul dwell in peace. ❤
Glad you are back missed you 🥰 I too lost both my parents its hard but knowing they are in a better place and knowing l will see them again one day helps. All we can do is live life to it’s fullest and just be happy😊
I’m really sorry to hear about your mum and dad, Kimann. Both my parents passed away at home. It was kind of fitting that they witnessed me coming into the world and that I should see them go out of the world. I spent some time writing about that experience. That was my way of processing the grief. I guess each person eventually finds their path through this sort of loss, after many tears. I pray that you will have companions to walk beside you particularly at this early journey in your grief. Take care. Richard xxx
Oh Kimann...I am so sorry for the loss of both of your parents, and so close together in their passing. What a difficult experience. You are so brave for sharing this. What you've shared in this video hit me like a well written, beautiful and meaningful song. I am a RN, maybe 1 or 2 months from my retirement, will be turning 62 soon. My Dad just turned 85 and is caring for my Mom who has dementia. Us 3 kids are adjusting to being caregivers to the 2 people who were our caregivers all their lives. My Mother too has suffered with deep anxiety her whole life which dramatically affected our upbringing. Although I welcome retirement, I dont welcome what will eventually come, which will be to say goodbye to my parents one day. Sometimes we get to experience moments in our lives which remind us... to wake up and be present. Tonight watching you share so deeply was one of those life moments for me. Be courageous, be free, be wild and determined, and welcome love everyday.
You are so right. A lot of it (health) is within our control. This must have been the hardest video to make. Your community here appreciates you and admires your strength.💓
Good to see u! 🤗 hugs! Am so sorry for your loss. Your parents have set u free, your mom is probably saying 'now go fly' like a bird n enjoy your life! The empath in me bawled my eyes out listening to your heart breaking update. I lost my mom n dad n brother 6-7 yrs ago it's hard, nope doesn't get better u just deal with it. Oh broke my foot too june 26, left one though 🙄, I 100% feel my mom was behind it lol! You need some fun! 🤗. In 3-4days hitting the usa border to Quartzsite arizona, my first border crossing, going to the ltva south, omg do u know how many utubers like yourself r there now!!! It's Crazy!! Going to be there for the big tent show, then in feb is a truckcamper rally at the roadrunner blm, Kimann, i really think u should hit the road n come too! I'm gonna be with 4 others i know, u can pull up to our group too! I will be saying hi to other utubers like yourself while there that r expecting to meet me too. Come!!!! I hear it is sooooo much fun!! You need the fun n u know the emotional support is oozing from us rv'ers! 🍻
Bless you and thank you for the love you’ve shown your family, the sacrifice you gave for your parents. You learned some valuable lessons. Thank you for sharing them with us. May you find comfort in the memories you all created and the love you have given and received.
Thank you for being so transparent. I lost my mom a little over a year ago. I could relate to everything you said. So, I decided to subscribe and thank you again.
I feel your pain so very much.💞 From 2008 to 2016, I experienced the loss of my mom and dad, an aunt and uncle, my second sister passed (my eldest sister passed in 2003), a niece, and my beloved cat. Seven deaths in eight years were so devastating. Prior to those years, I was in the sandwich generation, caring for my elderly family and raising my two sons alone while running my own business. Honestly? I still find grief lurking in my heart, but somehow, you get through it. Just be kind and gentle with yourself as you process what you've been through. Try to move through it so the grief doesn't sit in your chest for too long. Be grateful for the gift of the love and memories they gave throughout your life. And remember, they only walked into another room and are temporarily out of sight, but they are with you always... whole and happy, and together in their new home.
Hey Prez! I would love that! I am unsure of when I can travel to the Southwest. I might have to stay in the Southeast until my parent's house is sold. I'll keep you updated. Enjoy your travels! I love the Southwest!
@KimannChessa I understand l finally sold my house and I'm leaving Caballo lake State Park now and going to Quartzite where it's warmer. 😯 Good luck with the sale and safe travels. ❤️🏞️🙏
I am going on 65 I lost my mom to lung cancer in 2015 I think about her and miss her every single day my condolences to you🙏 recently lost our beloved 13 year old cat boo boo😢 our pets really help us emotionally, so i hope you find comfort in they're unconditional love❤
I appreciate your condolences. Losing a pet is sometimes more difficult than a person. They are always with us, and there is a huge void where their unconditional love once was; people don't understand the enormous loss. My condolences to you for your mom and sweet cat. Thank you for watching!
Thank you for this exquisite and deep honesty.I SO relate to what you have just gone through, in many ways. We're the same age.My Poppa just passed a few weeks ago also. I've never seen your channel until now, this was so perfect . SO much love to you !! Thank you beautiful soul.
Thank you for sharing such meaningful experience. I also lost my parents together and feel the tremendous love and grief that you’ve so eloquently described. Thank you
Im so sorry for you and your family dealing with grief can be confusing and messy i lost my parents in 2012 and 2014 im thankful for memories and photos of them and the letters mom wrote to each of us ❤
I am so sorry to hear about your parents’ passing. I lost my mother last year and I am still going through a lot of grief and pain. I believe all that you mentioned is also what I believe. Life is precious and unfortunately, life is too short and we must fight to live the best that we can.
I've been worried about you. Thank you for checking in with us....I'm so sorry for your losses. May your parents Rest In Peace. My mom died in my 50s & dad in my 70s. Transition is difficult no matter what age we lose our parents. May memories & pictures comfort you in your sorrow. My thoughts & prayers are with you. ❤️🐶🐕🌹
If you can relate to my story of grief, injury, and life lessons, I would love to hear about it. Knowing others have had similar experiences brings me comfort. Thank you so much for watching and sticking by me during my absence!
I lost my dad this passed August. I'm 42 and like you, the only daughter who also has medical training (mostly hospice and end of life care). It's much different when you walk your own parent home. Though, there's nothing more I could've asked for! It was/is hard but I resonate with your story amd feelings so much! Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us ❤ peace and blessings beyond measure to you and yours!
I lost my 91 yr old Mom (2023) , 58 yr old sister (2024), and my job at age 62 within 13 months. I’ve finally started to come out of the fog and every day is a little bit better than before. Sending prayers. God bless.
Watching your video was like watching myself tell my own story. I related to all you shared, except that I still have my mom. I, too, only have brothers, so even though they try at times, I am the primary caregiver. My mom and I have never been close, so it makes it even harder emotionally and as I'm getting older, physically too. I walk on eggshells w/one of my brothers, who always reminds me, he didn't sign up for this. He prefers enjoying his retirement. Like you mentioned, the whole family dynamics have changed. I, like you, have decided that I do NOT want to be unhealthy as I age...I don't want to rely on others, so I am taking very good care of myself. One of those ways is by saying "no" more and speaking up for myself. Please look up a book called, "Too Much", by Terri Cole! It's all about learning to stop people pleasing...do what is best, but stop worrying what others think. It's life changing!! By the way...I cried with you thru your story. Your heart is golden and I know God is so happy w/you! There will be a day that you'll definitely hear the words, "Well done my faithful servant".❤️
You gave your parents a wonderful gift by being there with them at the end of their life.
what a gift to have your parents captured on film forever !!!
I am so sorry for your loss. You are fortunate to have had as much time as you did with your parents, my mom died when I was 36. Cherish your memories.
Thank you for that! I agree. My heart breaks for people who lose their parent's at a younger age, like you. It is a lot of life to live without them.
I'm so sorry for your losses. Tough way to go. I'm 72 and all alone in the world. Just me and my blind dog. You're going to find yourself much stronger from now on.
Oh, Kimann, I'm so sorry for the pain you've been going through!! I count my blessings as I turned 60 and I have both my parents. They are healthy and in their 80s, but just as you said we each will experience the exit from life. I'm terrified and hope I handle it half as well as you❤ Thank you for your sharing this painful ordeal! Praying for you and your family ❤😢❤😢
So sorry for your loss … I’m going through the same thing…mom and I are the last ones around … as a fellow TH-camr I just want to travel and create content but I can’t go far incase I have to get to her… Happy to see you back on the tube but take care of YOU 💜✌🏽
Try to find some comfort in that your parents are together. Wishing you peace! ✌🏼
Kimann, a very brave message. Like you said we have or will face the “life events” you shared. Mine was losing a wife and both parents within 8 months and 4 days. I was broken, but determined to continue working and displaying strength for my grown kids and grandkids. It has been 4 years, 5 Christmas Eve’s, anniversaries, etc. I’m thankful for 42 years of marriage, that taught me responsibility and being positive. My daily devotional for the day I lost my wife was about God blessing Job’s latter half of his life more than the first. I keep that promise in my heart.
Oh, Kimann, this was heartbreaking, very raw and honest. I hope it was helpful, healing for you to tell the story. I'm sure I could not have done it. You are so strong. I'm glad your mom was able to tell you how much she loved you. Healing will take awhile, so take care of yourself, Kimann; and I'm happy you're "doing" TH-cam. Keep using your voice. I value what you have to say and what you choose to share with us. Weird being the matriarch, isn't it? Blessings, my dear 💖
Im so sorry for your loss. 💔 I lost my second son at 18 months old. He was born with a rare genetic disorder that wasn't figured out until his last week in the cardiac ICU. I lived in a children's hospital for the last two months of his life. He was so strong and so sweet! His curly blonde hair and the bluest eyes you ever saw! It's still too hard for me to look at any pictures or videos of him it's just to painful. 💔
We are so sorry for your loss! We are the only medical siblings in our family and we had to come of the road for health reasons and to take care of them! We appreciate your channel
Want to say I’m heart broke over your loss. You have me in tears. Be careful and safe travels to you from Florida ❤
I watched my mom’s health decline from October of 1999 until March of 2000. She was on a ventilator and it is one of the hardest things I’ve ever been through. Then in 2006 we lost my beautiful nephew in an accident. In 2019 I watched my dad’s health decline. His wife sent him to hospice even though he wanted to pass at home and me and my siblings were willing to take care of him. She had power of attorney so we had no say in the situation. It was a really rough time for us. You are right. We all endure difficult times. Just reading some of the comments here makes my heart ache but it also brings us all together. Love and prayers to you Kimann and to everyone struggling. Thank you for sharing your story. I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry for you and your family's loss of both parents. Losing one parent is hard enough but losing both in such a short period of time of one another is even more devastating. The sting of death isn't pretty but our loved ones don't suffer any longer and they truly are in a better place. I had never witnessed a death until the day my mom died in my arms in 2004 from bone marrow cancer. I was her primary caregiver. Then I was primary caregiver again for my sister, who was 3 years younger than me and who also died in my arms in 2011. She had many health issues and her heart just gave. It really does a number on you mentally, physically, emotionally, but somehow spiritually I was strengthened by my faith. And I pass that on to you, dear lady. God will get you through the trials and tribulations; just trust in Him.
So sorry for your loss. My wife passed 10 years ago this year from cancer. It changed everything about my priorities, never want to miss family stuff, anymore, started making healthy time every day a priority. My sister passed last March. Reinforced everything I thought about. Im sitting at my moms at the moment helping care her because she has dementia. Keep loving yourself because you're worth it and your kids are feeling the same for you. You're great! Appreciate your efforts showing your adventures, you're very inspirational. I've been thinking of doing similar but by boat. ❤
This beautiful video is emotionally stirring and I find your experience so relatable. I lost my mother a year ago in October after being her caregiver for 12 years and her death in the ICU still haunts me as I observed this rock of a woman spiral into a helpless decline of suffering. I'm awakened sometimes at night thinking I heard her voice calling for me. It was a stressful and exhausting time in my life but worth it when she told me that she didn't know what she would have done without me. I'm almost 60, and I am asking myself who I am other than my parents' son. I feel the same way as you mentioned when looking around at her "things" that held value only to her and became meaningless. I suppose that is partly why I don't want much.
You were greatly missed but the good news is that you are back!
As a future nomad, living on S.S. ,I've been following your channel for quite some time now.
Today, you had my 69 year old self in tears.
Maybe, someday, our paths will cross.
I think that would be a good thing.
So So Relatable. sorry for your loss, Condolences. Still living in my grief from similar circumstances, and many more end of life situations. Wishing you well and happiness in your future endeavors.
You are a beautiful soul and it takes so much courage to share your story. Speaking our truth in our feelings is so important. I’m glad you found your voice. May the Lord bless you in your travels 💛🌼 I plan on being a nomad in about two years, maybe I’ll see you out there on the road. God bless. Take care. ❤
Sorry for your loss I can relate. I lost my wife to cancer six months later my mother try to stay positive. You did everything you could you give your parents a good life just by being there and taking care of him
Dear friend I’m deeply sorry for the loss of your parents and the stress and sadness are you must be going through, my thoughts and prayers go out to you God bless.
I am sorry for your loss but if it helps I found your story very encouraging. We are similar in so many ways especially the family dynamics. My mom has been in pain and suffering and it is hard to know what is best. Hospice is now involved and tells us we probably have a couple of weeks left. I think their generation just didn’t know how to share feelings but we know they cared and loved us.
My sincere condolences to you and your family thank you showing us that we must continue our journey
Very sorry about your loss and also for the challenges that you and your family had to face. We lost our mother of 92 also this year so your story is very close to home for me. My sisters and I went through some of the same difficulties with coordinating schedules while providing care for our mother. I can’t even imagine what it must have been like for you to care for both parents at the same time and to lose them both a couple weeks apart.
My mother was in hospice care for several months, so we were able to say goodbye and work through some of the emotional conflicts. For this I am grateful. I was there by my mother’s side when she passed. There was a very real and profound release that she went through right at the end. The previous weeks, days, and final moments had been torturous for her and agonizing for us to helplessly watch her go through. But as her grip on my hand eased, her face became serene and angelic, and she peacefully drifted away. We all instantly burst into tears of joy knowing that our mom was no longer suffering. We all miss her and each one of us is processing the loss in our own ways and on our own timelines.
Please know that you are loved and appreciated and that we will all be tagging along on your adventures to make sure that you are being kind to yourself.
I'm so sorry for your loss of both parents. I can't imagine. My heart breaks for you. God bless you and take care of yourself.
I have been concerned about you. I knew something was wrong when you stopped posting. I've been checking your channel often in hopes you were back. I'm so sorry that you've lost both your parents. I haven't been through that yet and I pray daily that God will help me get through it when that times comes. It will be the hardest thing I will ever go through, just like you said it was for you. I'm glad you've taken the necessary time to begin the healing process. I admire you for sharing your deepest self with us. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you.
Your concern touches me! It makes me feel good to know that you were checking to see if I posted anything. Thank you for telling me that! I appreciate your support and understanding.
I can relate to your story, losing our parents is hard and it does put our life in a different perspective, we look at our own mortality and what is really important and what is not. Death of a loved one changes us, it allows us to reflect on our own life and how we want to live it out, to decide what we want to do and cherish those things. It also allows us to let go of material things we can really live without (as a nomad this is our first step) and to move forward experiencing life like we want. As the old saying goes, Life is not a dress rehearsal, Live the life you were created to Live! Experience it and embrace it. I am heartbroken for your loss, many of us know what this feels like, but learn and grow from this experience, looking at the end of life from a Hospice perspective is definitely different than from a nursing perspective, especially when it’s family. I’m so glad you are back on TH-cam and now it is time to spread your wings and fly. Your parents will always be with you just on the other side of the vail between heaven and earth looking out for you 😊 💕
What a painful thing to go through. I’m so sorry for your losses. Happy to see you coming through the thickest part of your grief. Happy that you got that bit of comfort from your moms words to you❤ You’ve been missed
Thank you for your kind words, Sharee! I hope to meet up with you someday. 😊
@ you’re welcome! And I’m sure we will cross paths❤️ I think they are planning another cruise for next summer. You will LOVE meeting the community in real life!! It’s such a HIGE support!
Thank you, as always, for your honesty and authenticity -- your willingness to say things as they are even if they may not be the happiest things and be open about your own vulnerabilities touch peoples' hearts. I lost my Mom last year and was at her hospital bedside when she passed, so I understand the feelings you're talking about when watching your parent leave this life. Hugs and all the best vibes to you, and may this new year be filled with love and light for you. Take care.
I so understand how you feel. I also understand how family dynamics can sturup certain emotions. So sorry for your loss. Please, please know you have given then love and they knew that. Do take care of yourself and be kind to yourself 🌸
My heart goes out to you on the loss of your parents. ❤ You're always in my prayers 🙏 and you're such a strong person that I know you have this! 💪 I can't wait for you to start your adventures and share your videos with us. God bless you🙏 ❤
Sorry for your loss. Both of my parents have passed also. I really enjoy your travels. You are a true inspiration. I plan on doing something similar only with a living quarters horse trailer and my 2 horses. Maybe we'll rhn i to each other down the road. God Bless
Well back. Sorry for you loss. Being in charge and being the one with load take it toll. You will have peace knowing you did your best. I am back doing things for me again. Eating elphant is one bite at the time. Milestone in Feb turning 62 and taken ssan. Thinking about RVing again while still haven homestead here in Florida. And looking for a companion to share lifes ups and downs. God will help make life choices. Smile new life choices in 2025.
I am so sorry for the loss of both your parents. I am 63, and like your parents, I had a very dark and miserable childhood. And I stuffed it all down. So I understand what that was like for them. I have also suffered many extremely sad situations which were a struggle to get through. So I totally understand how you are feeling. I will pray that you are able to heal from all of this, and feel the joy and happiness again!! Just give it time….. LeeAnn 🌸
I appreciate your story. I have had a similar experience the last years and appreciate your story with deep feelings. Your videos have helped me and others getting thru the days, I hope you feel our Thankfulness for your help through your stories. I have felt hope for a future dream, whilst sharing your story, both on the road and now your hardest days. You deserve all the love and kindness coming your way. Thanks for sharing. Look forward to you rejoining the travel Life! SL
You are such a special gal. You were a wonderful daughter to your parents and your mom told you that. You deserve to be happy and may all your dreams come true. Great video Kimann.
Yes, Kimann I went through similar situations as you. My dad died similar to yours except mine had dementia and was extremely belligerent. But with time I’ve accepted the fact it was medical and not personal. My heart aches for you but you impress me as being strong and able to come back stronger ❤️
What you have been through is so difficult! Thank you for sharing. Dementia is such a horrible disease! I am happy you could see through it, but it is still hard!
My prayers, good vibes, and love go up on your behalf. I’m so sorry to hear of the loss of your parents. May their memory be a comfort to you.❤️
So sorry for your loss! Now your Mom and Dad are Angels looking out for you! Thank you for continuing with this channel. Hopefully you get to go on more adventures in 2025.
I am so sorry for your loss, a big hug, stay strong!
I appreciate your hug! I'm sending hugs back. 🤗
So sorry for your loss. Big hugs 🤗 to you and sending much love ❤
I can definitely relate to your grief experience. I lost my Mom last year and 2 very dear friends within the past two weeks. It hurts deeply but the reality of death helps me keep things simple. Thanks for sharing. Love you ❤
Condolences,so sorry for your families loss God bless 🙏
Thank you so much. 🙏
Thank you for being so open, honest, and vulnerable with all of us. By sharing your story, you are adding more healing to the Universe. We're with you in spirit.
My prayers abs thoughts are with you and your family.
Missin you my friend.
Always here for you😊
Thank you so much! I appreciate you! Hope you are doing awesome, Deb!
@KimannChessa unfortunately I'm dealing with what you just went through. My mom has Parkinsons and Delirium. My sister lives with her right now. I grew up very similar to you. Feeling for me were more suppressed, not talk through. I have learned a lot like you have. She is very hard to please, she's been acting one way at home with us, then another way in front of the doctors. Her health is now debilitating. We have an appt today, so we're hoping we get some help and answers. Your video got home for me.
Kimann sorry for your lose .Your an awesome person…Welcome back 🙏🏼
Stay strong my friend and hope to see you out West in near future! Timmy C Arizona
Yes! You will!
Anne LaMott has a great series on life and aging . Sorry for your loss I appreciate your honesty and sharing your experiences. Welcome back.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your parents, it's a terrible thing to go through. We have lost both sets of parents and it is so hard not to just be able to pick up the phone and chat. ❤ It does get easier with time. You are correct about dealing with trauma when it happens, as I stored mine up for 50 years, and it almost ended me. I am doing really well now, and it's lovely that you remind us to look after ourselves while in the middle of your own grief!❤
Thank you for sharing your experience and for your kind words. ❤️ I am so happy that you are healing your trauma. So many of us have it, but we hide it from each other. However, you can't hide it from yourself. The body always knows!
I am so sorry for your loss of your parents. My of my parents are no longer with is. My mom passed 24 years ago from COPD and it is so difficult to watch them suffer. Dad was 18 years ago. I am now taking care of my husband, who has COPD and small cell lung cancer. We have to live every day to the fullest. Hugs to you
Sorry for your loss. Hope you get back to traveling and making videos.
Because it seemed like you were happy
I'm so sorry for your pain and losses. I know your grief has been hard. You have been there for them and that is wonderful .
I pray your travels are blessed and free. God bless you and your brothers for being there. Good to have you back
You have had the weight of the world on your shoulders. My deepest sympathy for the loss of your parents. I think a lot of us felt the way you did humble every time we went home. The loss of parents is a huge emotional time in our lives we all go through. Your life is Yours now time for you and time to visit your children seeing their families grow. Blessings to you 🙏 I hope you can go forward building a new life and many happy tomorrows ❤❤❤
Condolences to you and your family. X my mum passed three years ago, and I am 54 years old. Sending love.
Thank you! It is a huge adjustment and, of course, you know. You have lived it!
I knew where you were and what was going on. Rough time for all. Sometimes families explode. Love you and care. I was a funeral director for 40 years, but when it's your own, it's really tough.
Thank you, Steve! I am sure being a funeral director is similar to being a nurse in the O.R. You do your job and help others, but it is different when it happens to you.
My deepest condolences to you and all who loved them. I had to watch my mom take her last breath in the hospital too. May you begin to embrace what life has to offer you. 🫶🏽
So sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family🙏🏻
Hey Kimann. Sorry for your loss. I was really excited when I got notified that you uploaded but quickly could see that you were going through a hard time. It is never easy losing someone.
Yup, WB. Keep the camper and yourself pointed forward. Heed the universe but not other's opinions or feelings. Keep your mind open and wanting, and...
👍 Rock on 🙂.
Fabulous advice! I'm taking it!
Bless you sister nurse. We as nurses find it so hard to care for ourselves. I'm glad you took some time to deal with your loss and care for yourself. I hope it is a comfort to you to know ahead of time, it is still going to be heard at times. I've been without my mother for 61 years and my father for 48 years. I still miss them at times. I helped my nephew care for his father, my oldest brother for a year. He's been gone eight years and I still miss him. We never get over losing those we love, we just live with it better as the years pass. Take all the time you need to care for yourself and know you are loved by your youtube family.
You are good enough. So sorry for your loss.
Bless your heart Kimann. I'm sorry for your loss. I will pray for comfort and strength as you move through this time. And that you come to know the true meaning of this thing we call this life. Truly
Can relate to so much you’ve expressed! Caretaker for my parents 9 yrs total. Dad left almost 3 yrs ago, mom, my go to person all my life, almost gone 6 months. Still fresh… they didn’t get their wish to die in their sleep but did pass at home..92 and 93 yrs old. Long to talk to them and love on them one more time..great parents! Such a peace though to know they’re with their father who created them and this universe! Indescribable!!! I’m tying up loose ends here, so hard emotionally! Although, ive had a dream for over 6 years now to travel and see this amazing US, that’s my plan! Anxious, excited and nervous but I going to do it before I can’t!!! Deeply sorry for your loss…
Sorry for your loss, and thank you for being so human and epitomize kindness, compassion , while also allowing yourself to be emotional.
Much love to you! Let your feelings come as you grieve and don't forget to lay in the grass and let the earth help you heal ❤
Such good advice! I forget how healing grounding is! Thank you for the reminder!
Sorry for your loss. Great message I can relate. I took care of my Father. The world is so different now. I will be praying for you and your family.
So sorry for your loss.
You are amazing Kimann! Love your videos and am glad you are back on TH-cam. I’m so very sorry about your lovely parents.
So sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family.
Sorry for your losses and so close together - god bless you - your a strong and brave woman, much respect
Here is a big hug! Sorry for your loss. Sometimes, when you are married and your spouse passes, you lose that edge. You have the right thoughts. Move on, focus on your life's direction. Best wishes.
Not sure how your channel came across my page. I’m guessing something to with campers. I’m right there with you. There is a movement across the world right now that bigger then anything are timeline has ever seen. It’s going to be biblical and family/health/wellness will become the new trendy way to live life. Which is fantastic. @40 I broke my hip 3 years ago. Stay positive heal quickly
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I can feel that, too! People are seeing behind the curtain, and a shift has to happen. Thank you for watching my video! It feels good to be connected to like-minded people.
Thank You for voicing your realizations. You’ve awakened my mind!
Happy Travels😎
Thank you for sharing. A beautiful message that was a reminder for me of the path that has brought me to this point in my life.
“It’s not the road but the direction you travel.”
Happy New Year.
May your steps be filled with joy and your heart be filled with love and your soul dwell in peace.
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Glad you are back missed you 🥰
I too lost both my parents its hard but knowing they are in a better place and knowing l will see them again one day helps. All we can do is live life to it’s fullest and just be happy😊
I’m so sorry for the loss of your mom and dad. Praying for you and your family 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Thank you so much!
I’m really sorry to hear about your mum and dad, Kimann. Both my parents passed away at home. It was kind of fitting that they witnessed me coming into the world and that I should see them go out of the world. I spent some time writing about that experience. That was my way of processing the grief. I guess each person eventually finds their path through this sort of loss, after many tears. I pray that you will have companions to walk beside you particularly at this early journey in your grief. Take care. Richard xxx
Oh Kimann...I am so sorry for the loss of both of your parents, and so close together in their passing. What a difficult experience. You are so brave for sharing this. What you've shared in this video hit me like a well written, beautiful and meaningful song. I am a RN, maybe 1 or 2 months from my retirement, will be turning 62 soon. My Dad just turned 85 and is caring for my Mom who has dementia. Us 3 kids are adjusting to being caregivers to the 2 people who were our caregivers all their lives. My Mother too has suffered with deep anxiety her whole life which dramatically affected our upbringing. Although I welcome retirement, I dont welcome what will eventually come, which will be to say goodbye to my parents one day. Sometimes we get to experience moments in our lives which remind us... to wake up and be present. Tonight watching you share so deeply was one of those life moments for me. Be courageous, be free, be wild and determined, and welcome love everyday.
You are so right. A lot of it (health) is within our control. This must have been the hardest video to make. Your community here appreciates you and admires your strength.💓
It was tough, but sharing it was important! Thank you! I love your videos with your sweet beagles!
Great message
I feel for you 💔 😔, you are sooo Wise ❣❣❣ I love your videos so much be safe and happy you sweet Soul 🌟
So very sorry for your losses. This was a beautiful video. Thank you.
Good to see u! 🤗 hugs! Am so sorry for your loss. Your parents have set u free, your mom is probably saying 'now go fly' like a bird n enjoy your life! The empath in me bawled my eyes out listening to your heart breaking update. I lost my mom n dad n brother 6-7 yrs ago it's hard, nope doesn't get better u just deal with it. Oh broke my foot too june 26, left one though 🙄, I 100% feel my mom was behind it lol!
You need some fun! 🤗. In 3-4days hitting the usa border to Quartzsite arizona, my first border crossing, going to the ltva south, omg do u know how many utubers like yourself r there now!!! It's Crazy!! Going to be there for the big tent show, then in feb is a truckcamper rally at the roadrunner blm, Kimann, i really think u should hit the road n come too! I'm gonna be with 4 others i know, u can pull up to our group too! I will be saying hi to other utubers like yourself while there that r expecting to meet me too. Come!!!! I hear it is sooooo much fun!! You need the fun n u know the emotional support is oozing from us rv'ers! 🍻
I really felt this. I also lost both of my parents in 2024. Most difficult year of my life.
I’m certain your presence was an endearing comfort and peace for both of your parents.
My condolences to you and your family. So sorry. Take care of yourself.
WOW! That really touched my heart, thank you for sharing your story.
Bless you and thank you for the love you’ve shown your family, the sacrifice you gave for your parents. You learned some valuable lessons. Thank you for sharing them with us. May you find comfort in the memories you all created and the love you have given and received.
So sorry for the passing of your parents.❤
Thank you for being so transparent. I lost my mom a little over a year ago. I could relate to everything you said. So, I decided to subscribe and thank you again.
I feel your pain so very much.💞 From 2008 to 2016, I experienced the loss of my mom and dad, an aunt and uncle, my second sister passed (my eldest sister passed in 2003), a niece, and my beloved cat. Seven deaths in eight years were so devastating. Prior to those years, I was in the sandwich generation, caring for my elderly family and raising my two sons alone while running my own business. Honestly? I still find grief lurking in my heart, but somehow, you get through it. Just be kind and gentle with yourself as you process what you've been through. Try to move through it so the grief doesn't sit in your chest for too long. Be grateful for the gift of the love and memories they gave throughout your life. And remember, they only walked into another room and are temporarily out of sight, but they are with you always... whole and happy, and together in their new home.
I missed you, come to the Southwest and we can travel together.❤
Hey Prez! I would love that! I am unsure of when I can travel to the Southwest. I might have to stay in the Southeast until my parent's house is sold. I'll keep you updated. Enjoy your travels! I love the Southwest!
@KimannChessa I understand l finally sold my house and I'm leaving Caballo lake State Park now and going to Quartzite where it's warmer. 😯 Good luck with the sale and safe travels. ❤️🏞️🙏
I am going on 65 I lost my mom to lung cancer in 2015 I think about her and miss her every single day my condolences to you🙏 recently lost our beloved 13 year old cat boo boo😢 our pets really help us emotionally, so i hope you find comfort in they're unconditional love❤
I appreciate your condolences. Losing a pet is sometimes more difficult than a person. They are always with us, and there is a huge void where their unconditional love once was; people don't understand the enormous loss. My condolences to you for your mom and sweet cat. Thank you for watching!
Thank you for this exquisite and deep honesty.I SO relate to what you have just gone through, in many ways. We're the same age.My Poppa just passed a few weeks ago also. I've never seen your channel until now, this was so perfect . SO much love to you !! Thank you beautiful soul.
Glad to see you back online. Thanks for sharing your personal life. With Gods grace he sees you through all things .
Thank you for sharing such meaningful experience. I also lost my parents together and feel the tremendous love and grief that you’ve so eloquently described. Thank you
Thank you for sharing all your thoughts on what you’ve experienced. Very inspiring words and a good reminder about life. I’m sorry for your loss 💜
Im so sorry for you and your family dealing with grief can be confusing and messy i lost my parents in 2012 and 2014 im thankful for memories and photos of them and the letters mom wrote to each of us ❤
I am so sorry to hear about your parents’ passing. I lost my mother last year and I am still going through a lot of grief and pain. I believe all that you mentioned is also what I believe. Life is precious and unfortunately, life is too short and we must fight to live the best that we can.
I've been worried about you. Thank you for checking in with us....I'm so sorry for your losses. May your parents Rest In Peace. My mom died in my 50s & dad in my 70s. Transition is difficult no matter what age we lose our parents. May memories & pictures comfort you in your sorrow. My thoughts & prayers are with you. ❤️🐶🐕🌹