Heroin/Fentanyl Addict interview-Kevin (follow up)
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- Soft White Underbelly follow up interview and portrait of Kevin, a heroin and fentanyl addict on Skid Row.
Here’s a link to Kevin’s first video: • Heroin Addict-Kevin
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A righteous man falls seven times and rises up again. No matter what, get back up.
Where you hear this from I feel like I’ve heard it before
@@ericmcknight1582 it’s proverbs 24v16
Prov 24:16
Thanks for this...
Well said
I hope he REALLY gets off drugs..... You can tell he is very intelligent. He can help so many people.
He should try to counsel folks..
@@jeniseweeks671 yeah,counseling helps, it doesn't hurt..just as long as he finds THE RIGHT councilors to talk to.
I think the word intelligent gets thrown away way too much
You got this Champ! What the mind conceives and believe, It will achieve!
@@lionness49 ..more like HE needs counseling, I dont mean that is a dissing way either..i mean,hell, I could use some counseling too,haha
Kevin, this is Keke, you use to cut my sons hair a few years ago. I just want you to know that you are loved and I'm send you prayers for strength and faith. Stay strong King, you got this!!!! 🙏🏽💜🙏🏽💜
I hope he sees this. I cried when i read your comment. We need people like you in our corner. Thank you sis🖤💜
Then help him
@@_ColeJackson_ you can only help people who want to be helped.
Praying for you Kevin.. God is able.
@@_ColeJackson_ 8:50
kevin, if youre still reading these comments after all these years, just know ive never stopped thinking about you, and im sure many others can say the same. regardless of whats going on in your life, clean or not, we are always here and always keeping you in our prayers. dont ever give up
Me too, I think of him often, he doesn’t see serve this life you can tell one wrong choice could do 😢
He looks so different and it hasn’t even been a year. Please Kevin get off drugs. Pleaseee do. we all praying for your my black king. The devil is a liar. You got this!!
The devil will try to get you from 🔼🔽▶️◀️🔀 & through any means. You must say NO to his offerings and say " Today I will NOT do the devil's work. Get some body else"
please be actually be praying, since people always say they are praying but in fact they don't
@Just Me I pray for real . 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@@swaggyswaggdaddy8205 I think you are over stepping the mark by saying we are not praying for real . 😡.
Why get mad then if you’re praying? U could’ve just said „dont worry I am praying for real“
I‘m sorry I didnt mesn to offend
maybe was judging too harsh
I just always hear „my prayers go out...“
and I just always hope that people actaully be praying...
because: no prayer = no answer (in most cases I guess)
Bless ya‘ll and all the best may we all give respect & glory to our Creator and seek God‘s supreme protection and guidance.
God’s Peace 🙏
Our comments do make a difference guys. Be the cheerleader these souls need.
Yes, a cheerleader!👏
Yes they do
yess they DO
Amen🙌🏽
Right on we just don't know how much. I know he is grateful.
You guys Kevin said he stopped doing heroin because he read the comments that show so much love and support. Let's keep pouring our positive affirmations into him let's keep pouring our wishes into him let's keep pouring our stride into him Kevin you can do this you're strong you've always been strong under insurmountable pressure you will prevail we believe in you
always going to comment now after I heard him say that ! (:
@@carlycaye90 💕💕💕💕💕💕❤🌈🤗🤗... we never know how our words help.
Kevin u are our brother! We love u man, you can do this!
How do you know that
“They want their son back, They going to have their son back “ the mentality that he has is beyond impressive considering the struggles he has endured. Stay strong man
Addiction is best described as:
When you can quit you don’t want to, and when you want to quit you can’t.....
Sooo very true
That’s the best description.
True. And denial is a huge factor too. Denial to the self and others.
That’s a quote from the Australian film, “Candy.” It’s a movie about heroin addiction with amazing acting, starring Heath Ledger. I encourage anyone who watches these soft white underbelly videos to watch that movie. It’s a great flick, you’ll like it.
@@dirrrtybass yep, it's a great flick. Tough to watch in parts, but it is well done. I forgot about that movie, thanks for the reminder.
when he said “I came here to tell you guys I kinda fucked up” my heart BROKE. I’m keeping him in my thoughts and I hope he gets better ASAP
Right, that part really hit me too.
That part hit me hard
Please update us on Kevin. I’m so sad to hear that he started on fentanyl but equally so proud that he asked for help. So much light among the darkness ❤
I agree, Kevin touches ❤’s. I send healing, health, love, peace and prosperity to you, Kevin.
You Got This. ❤
It’s already done ❤
What's the update on Kevin?
Kevin, honey, we’re still out here rooting for you. You can do this. Sending strength and love your way.
Even on drugs, he's a handsome articulate man, I can imagine his success if he got cleaned.
He super smart the smartest in our grade it kills me to see him like this keep fighting Kev
@@masterpain7742 How is anyone thirsty? Kevin is handsome. Just because he's on drugs doesn't mean he's not smart.
@@tashal6739 just ignore that moron.
@@masterpain7742 L
@@masterpain7742 you sound jealous no one’s ever called you handsome 🤣🤣
I’ve been waiting on an update from him🥺💔he looks so different I’ll keep praying for him because he will defeat this drug addiction, just keep pushing, keep praying, keep reading the comments. We care about you!!
yes he does look alot different...looks sucked up and has lost alot of his youthfulness..can clearly see the affects of his continuous struggle.. I pray that he will overcome this darkness.
Ok... So have i
Yes he lost a ton of weight wow
@@vintagevirgo probably his arm...he may have an internal infection that's causing him to look so thin wow tho he seems off tho..hope he's able to get it together soon
When you get done praying, pick up a shovel and get to work because there's a hell of a lot of work to do.
Can we just acknowledge how crazy it is that the human body just mends itself back together !
Flesh and the power it holds, reminds me of this song by "Death".
Kevin!! FIGHT!! Fight as hard as you can! We are all praying for you! FIGHT SIR!! FIGHT!!
I Was ALWAYS thinking of this guy! So YES!! his arm looked better but he looks physically worse,(less weight, slobbering etc) .. I hate seeing these progressions, because he’s actually a really handsome guy! I really hope someone can help him get away from the drugs! He has a beautiful mind and soul!!
Omgoodness. The first video, I was thinking.....what a handsome man!!! The deterioration is REAL.
Me too! I called the rehab a couple of months ago to check on him but couldn’t get information. He’s so smart and handsome but looks like a zombie. I wish he knew how much potential he has. His hands look worse for sure. The wound looks better but his hands look bad. Got I wish he get through this and go back to his family.
@Deshaun Hairston did you see his first interview? Looks like a completely different person.
Sooo sad
guys need need to take into account that he has plenty of chronic health problems
@@jlcollins7673 @ hello yes I didn’t want to say he don’t even look the same !! I didn’t even know it was him😢💔 I work with the homeless since 2004, I see this often it’s heart breaking bcuz they are such beautiful souls, great minds. Etc just people addicted but not bad people, they just make bad choices. ❤️🙏🏽🇨🇦
Kevin is one of these guests that I've never been able to forget about. I'm so happy to have an update on him today . Thank you Mark for what you're doing...!
I swear that arm was on my mind and I thought of requiem for a dream when Marlon wayans lost his arm I'll never forget it.. He should be a counselor..
His story could have been mine and that's why he stuck with me so much. But before i got to using heroin i went to prison when robbing some random oxy dealer went south
Same!!!
Yes, same here ♡
@@jeniseweeks671 Omg me too. It made me so sad.
Please get an update on him . I need to know if he’s well . WE ALL need to know if your well . You are strong Kevin 🥺🙏🏾
Kevin my parents were heroin addicts in the 70s and 80s. My mum died in 86, she was actually trying to get clean, she died from the dope sickness, no drugs or alcohol in her system. Her heart stopped. My dad went binging for a year, while he grieved her. We were in foster care for 4yrs. My dad got clean with methadone, and he raised me from the age of 5. I believe he went back to methadone throughout my life. Sadly he passed away when he was 62, because his body was broken, hep c and lung disease. Sharing my story I just want you to know that I see you. You are beautiful. I want you to be clean, and whole. I believe in you. I truly believe in you. Do it for you, do it for your cousin, do it for your family who love you. You are strong enough. You are enough
@Siobhan Rose🌹🌹🌹Thank you for your strength and sharing your deep and painful story, I appreciate you.💕💕💕🌈🌈You are so courageous and strong ... I am glad you survived what you went through and made it out. Sorry for the loss of both your parents. I wish you love and happiness forever in the future. 🌞🐤🐤🐣🐣💫💫💫💫
16 months clean and sober, I was a meth addict. I used needles every day. I quit at 37 after 15 years of using.
Right *_on_* George! That's absolutely outstanding man. 💯 I hope this comment finds you keepin' on! 💯⭐
Same!19 months clean off heroin and meth ,iv use too. Quit at 36 after 14 years of insanity! Were good
You all are my inspiration. Know there are people out there that read your comments and get strength, hope, and solidarity.
We do recover. 13 years on heroin. Now I've been clean since 3/16/15. No dips, no slips, no weekend trips... You'll get there Kevin. You will. Give up! Let God take you. He won't let you fall!!!!! We all need to surrender. He is the only way.💜💜💜🌟🌟🌟
I can’t imagine. I used needles for 1 year and I thought that was hard. It was hard. But damn congrats to you!!’
The fact that he is openly admitting he needs help & is asking for help is huge and one of the first steps to recovery. God bless this man, I really hope he gets the help that he needs and sticks with it. Fentanyl aint nothing to be messed up with... I pray he gains the strength to shake this 🙏🏽 You've got this Kevin!!!
Amen!
I agree
So true! Biggest step is asking for help and being that vulnerable. Such an intelligent and coherent man, I hope he can find the support he needs to get/stay clean
Keep strong Kevin! God loves you. Stay strong in Him! I will pray for you brother in Christ! I love you! I'm proud of you for getting off heroine. I know its so hard. Keep your hands busy doing good things! Then help others do the same
For real he knows what to say... he maybe been in a lot of drug rehabs
Any update on Kevin? I hope and pray he’s doing well. ❤️
I never stopped worrying about this guy -- I really hope he turned his life around. He seems like such a gem. I would love to see an update.
I agree I came here for an update as well
He definitely lost weight, but good that his arm is healing. Was definitely wondering about him.
That shit looked crazy
@@danieljimenez9242 talking about a lil scab
I thought he lost weight too, I hope one of the viewers could help him get back in a program , if he wants and get him permanent housing and employment opportunities or disability if this is what he needs. I’m sending you all my love to you. I’d love to talk to you and encourage you if you like. You can email me to get my number if you like 5linxrepmarie@gmail.com
We love you even though we don’t personally know know you, we empathize with you and understand your journey Kevin and we are rooting for you! We love that you gave us an update and even if you don’t want to personally talk please stay in touch with him and keep us updated ❣️❣️
@@Sbenn238 🤢
Absess Can Kill. I've had one and it nearly killed me. Got in my blood. Nothing to ignore. Keeping it clean and antibiotics will help. I was very lucky . Pray for you get well. Glad you're working on sobriety. Blessings.
It’s something about his eyes. I want him to fight and win this battle. Kevin, you got this! Please stay strong, King! ♥️🥺
I agree, his eyes tell a bigger story than his words. He is a king, I’m looking forward to his next follow up and he announces that he’s completely clean! 🙌🏾
You can do it!!
He's a fight we used to say that in school his eyes tell his story super smart guy
I keep coming back to his video he literally crosses my mind randomly..... we need an update I hope he is well 🙏🏾
Thousands of people around the world are praying for your recovery, Kevin. You can do this!
Amen
this man is an absolute diamond in the rough
I’m praying this man doesn’t become another body in the rough 🙏🏽
Just another junkie, or am I missing something?
@@Gerald69420 yes, you are actually missing the entire point of the channel...
@@madisonkay46 Explain the point of this channel in one sentence with references that show it is actually the cited intention of the director and not your subjective opinion. Do your best. If no reply I will assume you are in fact talking out your ass and also have no idea.
@@Gerald69420 Why don’t you watch Mark Laita’s self interview on why he does this channel and what it’s about. According to Mark’s (the director of this channel) own words, you are wrong about the point of this channel. And to minimize the subject of this video/channel as “just another junkie” is so damn disingenuous, it makes me wonder what happened to you in order to show such a depraved indifference and lack of sympathy/compassion to suffering. Hope you seek help.
I’d love to see another follow up. He’s just so down but also you can see he’s strong. Much love and I really hope he gets out
He said he STOPPED Heroin because of the COMMENTS--- THANK YOU, JESUS!!! KEEP GOING YOUNG KEVIN...MUCH LOVE!!!⚘⚘💞☮REAL PEACE...
Why thank you Jesus ? HE stopped thank to PEOPLE in the comments, not thanks to jesus
@@milosc__7310 yeah ppl who believe in God it was all the prayer that free him
He's back on fig
@@margaretachneepineskum3605 AWWWW!... Nooo!... Well, as long as he's breathing- he gets another chance to quit...
Thank you for telling me... I hope you and yours are doing well... Take care and stay safe, dearest...💞⚘💞
My name is Kevin too and Lord knows Im no stranger to this battle..I'm praying for u my brother and always remember it starts on the inside..self love is the best love
Sending you hope and strength Kevin, you look like a strong guy. You’re so right about self love and self respect. I hope our guy Kevin can also learn this ♥️
Hang in there Kevin.. we all struggle.. just stay focused and self love is definitely the best love🙏🏽💖
@@Pretti_Lucky I appreciate that Natalie and I most definitely will continue to love myself and the ppl around me unconditionally... 8 months clean and I'm only looking forward never backwards 💪💯
@@kevo9205 8 months clean!!!💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽 Well look at you!!! That’s amazing!! You haven’t seen nothing yet.. all kinds of doors getting ready to open for you (I’m sure already) I’m so happy and proud of you🙌🏽 I really am!!! No matter what happens in life.. you got somebody in California who will be praying for you and who really think you’re amazing and don’t you ever forget it!!🙏🏽🙏🏽 I mean it!!💖
@@Pretti_Lucky there's always angels watching over us all and believe it or not I know u definitely one of mine just from your words of encouragement... I truly thank you Natalie and much love to you and yours ❤❤❤❤
You can tell that deep down he’s a very Intelligent man. Just made some bad mistakes, we’re all human.
We sure are!
His story really shows just how easy it can happen to anyone. He was just a kid with an injury, prescribed pain killers. All it took was a few days and he was hooked. Who knows where he'd be today if he never had that injury, or was prescribed something else.
He didn't make a mistake.
He truly is a kind and intelligent person I worked at the 7/11 next door to where he used to Barber 💈 for a year and he was always so kind and would make me laugh every single time.
@@elleg3651 ... what do you mean?
Is there anymore follow up videos on Kevin? I'd love to see how he's doing now. I really hope he was able to get and stay clean!
Really hoping he's well.
I was wondering the same. I am praying SOOO hard that he is fighting and doing much better. Indeed, he has so much potential. My heart cries seeing men and women in such a condition.
@@celestialviznz2134 o
I think of him often 💔
Kevin: I have been on everything for ten years of my life. I used anything I could get my hands on, didn’t matter what it was. I had one year clean and I relapsed again.. kept using for three months. Then I got back into it and I have a year clean again. Relapse is a part of a lot of our stories. I’m telling you right now that you have to get clean for YOU. I’m here for you. I love you. You are good enough and you deserve happiness. This whole process is beyond difficult. I watched your precious video and I relate to everything. I’ve been shot, I’ve stolen, used needles, gotten septic, kept shooting up, I wanted to die, I sold myself to use more, I left my daughter, I didn’t care. But now my life has turned around 100%. I went from living on the streets and wanting to die to taking care of both of my children, and learning to love myself. It’s all about support man. It is a struggle and always will be. That mental dependency you’re talking about is a real thing. I still struggle with it, and like you said, I always will! You are so incredibly intelligent and beautiful. I can see your soul through your eyes. I hope you’re reading this right now. Just know that whenever you’re ready, I’ll be here for you. No matter what. You are so loved ❤️ stay up stay blessed.
Kevin if you get to read this one day, know that someone from Zambia all the way from the Motherland Africa is praying for you! You are a strong man, a smart man! & I believe you have defeated this demon & you gon live your best life! We love you dude
Amen brother! Kevin I am praying for you from South Africa 🇿🇦, please read this verse from the Bible , I declare this verse over your life Jeremiah 29:11. God loves you and has a prosperous plan for your life Kevin!
He’s from California though.
Beautiful. That’s just beautiful 😍
Please don’t ever give up, Kevin.
I was really hoping for a positive update. Kevin, you got this. You have thousands of people rooting for you.
This is 8 months old but I’m still praying for his well being. He’s such a strong person and stories like these make me so thankful that I got out of addiction and it’s very early stages. I could’ve been where he was in this interview and it’s so not fair. So much love and respect for you Kevin
Kevin, hope you read this. Stay focussed - don’t say ‘no I’m not using at the moment’ say ‘no - nothing - no more’. And be honest ... more importantly, be honest with yourself.
Be kinder to yourself, you are a beautiful man. Stay away from the people you feel comfortable with when doing drugs. Go back to your family - nothing is more important. We love you xx 🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧🏴
Loving advice.
Unfortunately, he was being honest with himself. He isnt ready to say no more. Hoping he gets there soon
@@jlcollins7673 me too.
Well said! Addiction is very complex alot of people DON'T want to hear them out when in need, besides the mentally ill who are very hard to see eye with alot are long gone from recovery and it gets harder the older we get. The REHAB I went to in 2016 had an older guy that told me something that always stuck with me "you got to get it while your young" he OD last year after years of sobriety RIP John . we've failed our humanity in way :/
this guys my favorite outta everyone he’s interviewed
Same!
Swear I said that before clicking on this video
Same!
Mine too. I think of him often
Kevin after one whole year I’m seeing your up-dated interview, I hope you’re free from drugs but if you aren’t just know it is still not too late. Im sending you love and strength all the way from Spain, wherever you are and whatever you’re doing you are loved and so valuable.
Lord please wrap your arms around him. He’s your child, your son. He belongs to you. I’m praying for you. You’re so intelligent, wise and handsome. You can do all things through Christ.
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These prayer comments are really getting old, no one will help him but himself. Praying is for the weak and the uneducated, it never helped anyone and never will, take the matters into your own hands and stop relying on imaginary friends to help you deal with life.
@@ald7140 maybe you feel prayer is for the weak and uneducated, because that’s what you are. Prayer is the only thing that keeps this wicked world safe. Prayer helps me every second of every day of my life. Speak for yourself when you use those words. My God is powerful. My God is loving, forgiving and kind. My God is real. I don’t argue with fools, because from a distance you can’t tell the difference, so with that being said I’m praying for you and you be blessed.
@@lesliespencer1778 Your god doesn’t exist, I feel sad for you and your delusions, please keep your believes to yourself.
Kevin, you have the drive to do this. When we hit hard times in this life? we don’t turn to drugs, we have to feel it. You have to go through the human experience and cry, and be angry, and forgive yourself. You have to write, you have to go running, drink water. Kevin you are a blessing I know this bc you’re still alive! Don’t let this life go to waste ❤️
Inspirational comment! Thanks!
I think ppl don’t understand it’s okay to not be okay for a while but eventually you have to get up allow yourself to be self pity but do not stay there 💕 you said it right
@@ChocolateGumDrop89 Truth ♡
God bless you
he has lost alot of weight, and you can still see the struggle with substance abuse. however I pray and hope the best for this handsome youngman.. that GOD has so much purpose for
Wow what a difference😔.. Loss of tremendous weight, forgetfulness, slurring, almost fell asleep a couple of times while talking. Breaks my heart! I pray you pull through Kevin. Give it all your strength and all your might. Prove yourself wrong!
Kevin reminds me of when Superman looses his powers to Kypronite......he is obviously a very special guy and when he beats his addiction, he will restore to his full potential. An amazing person which is evident from every word that is spoken. I’ll save his videos as a reminder to me that people like him exist and shine a light to us all in an often dark and bleak world.
KEVIN IF YOU'RE READING THIS WE BELIEVE IN YOU! DON'T GIVE UP WE ARE ROOTING FOR YOU! YOU GOT THIS, DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO SO YOU CAN GO HOME 🚶🏿♂️🏘️🧡
Amen!!
Amen 🙏🏾
My friend please listen to me. I used herion for ten plus yrs among others that I was using too.Well,I also had a loss ,my man of 13 years overdosed our best friend hung himself and this began my summer of loss I buried 8 people that summer. Well I fell bk too and I said Lord I need you!! I can't do this on my own so I went and got on methadone,which I am still on but in these past 2 yrs of being clean and being on methadone both of my Loving parents fell ill my mom got ALS. And my dad got cancer and it was me that God used me to care for them everyday until their last breath peacefully at home and Brother when I tell you the peace that had come into my heart is never ending.We are Not promised tomorrow so cry out to God for help and I promise he will listen and answer and he can do things no man can do. Good Luck much Love and Hope
Stay strong, be encouraged! There was nothing I’m sure your parents wished for outside of you being able to live a healthy life and for them to see you and be able to depend on you to care for them in their last days. God is real, be blessed
Kevin if you’re reading this.. you are loved, you are important, you are a king and you will conquer 🙏🏾
Conquer that next batch of dope . Lmao. U love him? Even tho he's a crackhead lol
@@masterpain7742 you really are in pain. Hope you find your peace.
@@leerush6978 r u stalking me ?? Lmao
@@masterpain7742 nope. You're the one wasting your time on criticizing a person you don't know, on a video you don't like. That doesn't make you look too swift bro!
@@leerush6978 so ur saying I can't comment on other videos?? Lmao what a idiot
Mark, I appreciate you for doing this & giving people who really need it a chance to be heard.
Kevin, I’m praying for you. Keep ya head up.
It will get better.
Stay strong, Kevin. You have lots of supporters.
Fake support!
@@blackmedusa4745 what makes you say that?
@@blackmedusa4745 Sounds like you're hurting.💔
@Deshaun Hairston go play somewhere internet boy..
@Deshaun Hairston 😂 why are you so tuff on the internet?
I have such a soft spot for Kevin, that first interview was so heartbreaking. I am so proud of you Kevin, you can kick fentanyl’s ass, you are so loved. Sending you love and support 💕✨
Me tooooo
Praying for you Kevin. I wish the very best for you .
He is very endearing, it feels like he has a good soul.
Same for some reason he’s definitely touched my heart more than others ,you can tell he’s such a good person and wants to do better.
Kevin, don't ever go from worse to worse....your cousin will not be at rest knowing how u r harming yourself so love "YOU" & show your cousin u r strongwill so that your cousin may rest'....God be with u kevin we must Thrust & Believe Solely on the Lord.....u already know how so come on brother be like Nike------justdoit: sending Prayers & Love💯
I hope Netflix offers you a production deal mark you deserve it
Be careful with the fentanyl brother. The dopesick is way faster and harder than heroin. Please take action as soon as you can. Don't get stuck again ❤
TRUE!!!!! Fentanyl is the worse, and if he doesn't get off of it NOW, he won't last, sad but true th-cam.com/video/pdbPinANTAs/w-d-xo.html
This is the second comment I have ever written on TH-cam…and I want to dedicate it to you, Kevin. I believe in you! I want to see you do good and to turn your life around! I’m praying for you 🙏🏻❤️🩹
Oh my goshhhhhhhhh Kevin!!!!!! I have been waiting on this follow up and constantly asking. He lost so much weight!
Okay as I continued to watch this, I got sad. Kevin please continue to try to fight those demons. You got this!!!
My instinct was to offer advice, however how can I offer advice if I myself have not walked in your shoes Kevin. You’re strong, smart, and have so much life ahead of you. You can kick the drugs - use Mark and this channel as your motivation! So many ppl will be rooting for you. Keep striving, keep that arm clean, and keep being strong
Although I am new to this channel I have binge watched a lot. He is one of the most intelligent & well spoken people that I have come across and I wish him nothing but God speed in his healing and recovery 🙏🏾
Kevin don't give up bro I've been clean for 2.5 years off of H and meth after being addicted since 13 so just know it's doable. Your in my prayers Kevin don't give up
It crushed me when he said he started with fentanyl, but I know he's strong enough to kick that stuff as well. Let your heart heal in peace without numbing yourself. It hurts for a reason.
What you said is so important. I think that learning to sit with your hurt and your pain and anxieties is crucial...I hope Kevin gets to read that and knows it’s ok to have bad days, bad weeks etc. and that feeling hurt and sad is ok too...♥️
Kevin this is only small in the grand scheme of things. Recovery is not linear. I’m so sorry to hear about your cousin. You kicked one devil and I believe you can kick this one too. I will be thinking about you and hope to see you again soon!
Man this guy is amazin. I hope he s doing just fine now. Brother if u re reading this, I ve been thru heroin addiction too, u re inspiration to many people like me. Keep up the God's work. Best
The image of him after all the time is scary. He's do drained out. I'm so rooting for you brother!
This man is so intelligent and has potential, stay up bro bro .. I know where you’re coming from , you inspire me
Please stay in touch with Kevin Mark, he's fighting so hard.
Kevin, I hope you're doing well, man.. Stay strong and fight this fight! You're worth it.
It's amazing how articulate you are. You're an incredibly smart, and sane man. Such strength will surmount your afflictions, provided you keep your drive.
From Texas with love, sir.
Wish you the best Kevin as we fight the same battle. Stay stong.
Hi Troy, much love to you and keep on keeping on 😘💕✌🏼
God bless you Troy we are all fighting a good fight and if nobody's told you yet I love you!! Have a blessed day.
I’m rooting for you Troy and believing you win your battle
Hi Troy, I hope you find peace and love brother. I found my ex in her car, I get It but you are gonna find strength in what brings u down. You are meant to change lives and impact those around u Sir. Today is your day 1
@@thematriarchy2075 Hello Bis! Hope you’re doing great my friend. Love always hearing from you
Sending my condolences to you Kevin. I’ve watched so many of these but your story really stuck with me. I never really comment, but I just wanted to say that Kevin seems like a bright and intelligent soul and he has all of us rooting for his recovery. You do not have control when someone leaves your life or how they leave it, but you do control how you react to it. You’re a strong dude, just keep fighting. Much love brother! You got this
I am tears knowing he has a family backing him. Being alone or forgotten is the biggest part of these stories that completely shatter my soul. Blessings
Kevin, I hope you are still reading the comments. I’m so sorry for your loss. Keep fighting for your cousin! Keep going for your family! You are loved and supported, you can do this!!! We’re rooting for you!! 🙏🏾♥️
I wish you all the best Kevin. You are worth a better, healthier and happier life. You have my support. Make your cousin proud.
Woooow Kevin!! 🤯😳
He look so different, so skinny and older💔
I’m glad to see his arm looks better
It’s crazy how his appearance changed in such a short period of time
That's what fentaly does. Heroin won't age you this quick. Meth fentaly does
Is there an update on him? Find him, see if he’s ok 🙏🏽
Hi Kevin, I am from South Africa. Just started watching this channel. I came across your interview and just wanted to let you know I am so proud of you. You are a true inspiration and a testimony of what can be done if you put your mind to it. Well done.
This is like a confessional for him, sometimes ppl need to talk their shi* out loud to sort it, but without harsh judgment. I hope he's well at this point 💞
Kevin No ! 🥺😩 I was hoping for a healthier update this is so disheartening. Be Strong Kevin! YOU CAN OVERCOME THIS! Your light still shines here and will be even brighter once you’re clean ❤️
Please do a follow up! Im really rooting for him!
Kevin you cross my mind frequently. I hope you are well. Keeping you in my prayers always.
I'm glad his arm is healing but he still looks like he's on something. He looks thinner. I hope all is ok with him. God bless him.
Yes I was thinking same. He looked more healthier in last vid
he’s probably thinner bc without the drug you don’t have an appetite
he said he's been using fent now but not shooting it anymore, and hes definitely trying and gonna beat this, especially for his family. this guy is fucking incredible
People sometimes look worst when they aren’t using because they are sick all the time, aren’t drinking water, not sleeping. Whenever I was high people always told me I looked better but they didn’t know it was because I wasn’t sick. I’m sober now FYI just wanted to explain.
He will begin to gain weight when he is fully off right now his body is dependent on the herion still so when he doesn’t use he won’t eat and things like that and his body is now craving it it’s crazy how the human body will reject something and then accept it when you use it for so long
I’m watching this 2nd interview with Kevin and wanting him to win. I don’t have the same color skin, don’t live in poverty, and not the same age, but all I see is a strong and mind still working Human Brother! Kevin, I really hope you get where you want to be. I believe in you FOR REAL, I really do
I’ve had Kevin on my mind so I came back to watch his interview again praying for you Kevin. Merry Christmas. ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Me too. I pray he is still alive.
I hope we can get a positive update on kevin soon. He’s an amazing person who deserves an amazing life ❤️
He asked for help two or three times... I hope he was heard, not disregard and receives the help he needs. Blessings and protection
Kevin it's normal and human to have sadness or depression after losing a loved one. When my parents died I suffered for years and finally got medical help but time was probably the biggest factor. Nobody is perfect. Tomorrow can be a better day. I'm praying for you my brother
Wow thats sound advice. bless you also for sharing your truth.
When you watch the first interview and then this one and then look at your history section on TH-cam and see the 2 images of him it’s startling 😲 he looked so much healthier in the first interview. TBH it looks like crack cocaine or something with him getting so skinny. He did mention Fentanyl that he was doing too. I really pray for his mans health and life. It must be so hard stopping and recovering from a drug addiction like Heroin😞 he looks so much older in this video and it’s only been 8 months too since his last interview. That’s crazyyyy. Wish him the best 🙏🏽
Hey Mark!!..., I appreciate the work that you do. There's so much dedication in you to help people from all walks of life. Can you please give us an update on Kevin. I hope and pray that he's doing better.
He so handsome, intelligent and worth it💜
Thank you in JESUS name and some of the people in this thread is exactly why, I don't deal with people or have friends because there is no such thing!
Every human being is worth it
@@Isaywhatifeel Correct. Whether or not he looks like a prime Brad Pitt or a toad, he deserves happiness in life. Let's hope he manages to keep on the straight and narrow.
His Looks are gone with his mind. Fentanyl is worse then heroine.
I think Kevin's first interview is the first one I ever watched on SWU, extremely hard hitting interview. Just want to show you support from the other side of Earth, you can beat this, you have so much potential! Do not give up.
Is there an update on Kevin? We are all praying for him to come out on the other side of this stronger, healthier.
Your story brought me to tears. Your strength is remarkable. I hope you get and stay clean. You have a lot to offer this world
All the best wishes to you Kevin! May your recovery be great as you are.
I've been a social work student for the last 2 years now and graduation comes soon, this channel has encouraged me to further my career into working with addictions and mental health. I wish I could meet all of these individuals one day, thank you Mark for doing the work of a lifetime for those in need.
Good for you! You have motivated me today ! Thank-you. I've also been interested in your field. Congratulations. WE NEED MORE CARING PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD LIKE "YOU"! & yes thank-you Mark. 👍🇨🇦🙏😷
👏🏾👏🏾congratulations on graduating. Same here I am a nurse, and like he said " fascination of self destruction " and the ability to be able to help.
This breaks my heart so much to see him fight this fight. Keep your faith and don't give up. I pray you get the help and strength you need to keep fighting to overcome this and live your life.
You got this Kevin!! So many people are cheering for you. I would LOVE to hear your testimony when you fully recover. Sending blessings and love your way. ❤️
So much sadness and pain in his eyes it makes me wanna cry. You deserve a better life, Kevin. You're one beautiful soul, give yourself another chance and bury the pain from the past once and for all. We support you!
You can tell that he's ready to get help. I so badly hope he does.
Kevin, I was hoping to see an update from you and finally came across this today. You were my favorite and most memorable interview on the channel due to your story and genuine soul. There are so many people that care about you than you realize. Despite everything you have gone through you hold your head up high and keep faith in yourself. I really hope to see you get clean again and create the life you’ve always wanted. I KNOW you can do it. You are a special person. I am rooting for your recovery all the way from NY. Please beat this.