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    0:00 intro
    0:46 doing my makeup
    1:13 life update :)
    1:56 my long distance relationship
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    4:58 post-pandemic social anxiety
    6:36 mental health check-in
    7:05 job stresses
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  • @sarahpan
    @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    happy sunday! ☀️ I hope everyone is well :)

    • @mandapanda021
      @mandapanda021 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you sarah! Loved this video so much! Hope you're having a nice day🌈🌞

    • @renatanavarrete7701
      @renatanavarrete7701 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should try NYX that’s the point eyeliners the have different shapes and are affordable

  • @joy5605
    @joy5605 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Editing vids taking long time for you actually makes sense because your vids are allllways edited so well, the first time I watched ur vid I was actually shocked to see you didn’t have that many subs at that time

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      omg thank you 😭💗 i really appreciate this comment so much

  • @aniya2633
    @aniya2633 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Ugh yes I’ve had social anxiety for a few years, but being in quarantine has amplified that. Like I literally start shaking when thinking about returning to in person school, I don’t wanna do it😭😭

    • @ellam6297
      @ellam6297 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i felt the same way when i first started in-person school, but I promise it gets better!! everyone is going through the same thing and you're not alone

    • @jada6lu3
      @jada6lu3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same i developed agoraphobia and my mom told me to pick up my dog from the groomers and i almost fucking pissed my pants.

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      the struggle is real 😩😭

  • @angeliee
    @angeliee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    she said ✨ homeowner ✨
    and i am SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!!!!

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      HEHE TY ❤️

  • @uselesshumanlei
    @uselesshumanlei 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I have a few questions for you that I haven't asked because I'm relatively new, so I'd love to see a legit q&a!

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes!! i guess i gotta do one now 😊

  • @valeriemartinez9599
    @valeriemartinez9599 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Software engineer sounds so like cool and smart girl 🥺 I’m still in college as a studio arts major and I don’t know what I wanna do with my life. I might become an art teacher but nothing else really interest me.. and I want a stable job ugh. I just turned 21 too.

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      omg studio arts sounds so cool though! I feel like there’s a really wide range of media related work or even freelance work (it definitely takes time to figure out stability sometimes but it’s definitely possible!!) sending u my support hehe 🥰

    • @valeriemartinez9599
      @valeriemartinez9599 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@sarahpan thanks so much!! Very true 👍😊

  • @blythe.11
    @blythe.11 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    hey sarah! just wanted to stop by and say thank you so much for opening up and talking about your job stresses, mental health, and social anxiety. I'm a person who constantly get stressed for those business talk and sometime also think about what life takes me, so i have so much to relate to what you just talked about! but weird enough, there's actually not many people (almost none) talk about these, so i always feel like i'm the ONLY one who feels this way. but knowing that you, with a seemly perfect job and also as a influencer, also sometime feels that way makes me feel connected and somehow have more positive energy to work on my negative thoughts. so thank you

  • @laurasophie3059
    @laurasophie3059 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Eyeliner recommendation!! The Rare Beauty liner is so good it has a very fine tip like a pen!

  • @inspiration9136
    @inspiration9136 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re such a humble, sweet, and intelligent young lady. And very pretty too

  • @Melso009
    @Melso009 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel you as an introvert who learned to be extroverted (never really thought about it this way until you mentioned it). The pandemic made me regress socially lol. I miss the water cooler chats but don't think I can get right back into it if things were to go back to normal. And I felt consistently happy while I was "extroverted"

  • @calisthenicsby-aame
    @calisthenicsby-aame 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Can you do a video on how you found a realtor and what you need to know about home buying?

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes!! I actually tried to document that whole process so hopefully that video will be out soon 😇

  • @meriemsayari504
    @meriemsayari504 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I binge watch your videos all the time you're literally GORGEOUS

  • @careohleeena
    @careohleeena 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    nyx epic ink liner is sooo good!

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ooh i will add it to my list hehe 💗

  • @eire787
    @eire787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Your videos are so calming and chill I love it... also what’s up with H&M?

    • @No.cheese.please
      @No.cheese.please 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I wanna know too

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      hii! so this is just my own understanding of the situation but i hope it gives some explanation for the comment i made in the video - a few months ago there was a female employee of an H&M supplier that was murdered and then a ton of sexual harrassment cases spawned out of that. allegedly the company did nothing in response nor did they cut ties with the supplier despite their claims of launching a PI on the case :// I haven't looked too much into it but I've heard multiple reports of this which kind of left a bitter taste in my mouth about the brand

    • @eire787
      @eire787 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sarahpan ahhh gotcha wow ok I had no idea

  • @fatimabalde1606
    @fatimabalde1606 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You should try the Nyx matte liner!

  • @happymi3l
    @happymi3l 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i enjoy your videos so much you are so chill and it makes me feel chill so thank you for that :)

  • @angelapeng
    @angelapeng 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i loved this video! it feels like we’re facetiming and i love those casual, sunny vibes!

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      aww im glad 🥰☀️

  • @kaitlinroth7555
    @kaitlinroth7555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    please do more makeup chats/chats in general! love your channel sm

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes will do!! tysm ❤️

  • @itsjocelynpadua
    @itsjocelynpadua 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I really enjoyed this chill chatty video! I feel the same as you in regards to social media. I am also terrified of at but oddly at the same time I want to be a part of it and have a presence on instagram and become a TH-camr lol

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      tyty!! and I totally understand the fear, it took me sooo long to muster up the courage to start doing TH-cam (although you should definitely go for it if you want to be a TH-camr!! I’m here to support u 💕)

    • @itsjocelynpadua
      @itsjocelynpadua 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sarahpan Aww thank you that's so kind of you! I think I'm going to take it slow by working on my Instagram first and then transition to TH-cam. You can follow me if you want @itsjocelynpadua. I only have 3 lame posts so far lol but I am preparing to post more consistently and learn how to do reels so it would be really nice to have someone for constructive feedback!

  • @VIXXIIMCMLXXXVII
    @VIXXIIMCMLXXXVII 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You're such an angel. Ugh

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you 🥺

  • @alexisv4589
    @alexisv4589 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    sephora waterproof brush eyeliner!

  • @ELUCHU
    @ELUCHU 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I totally understand that feeling of being wary of social media and feeling like your life isn't interesting enough! I can't help but feel like an old lady whenever I try to post something on social media 🙃

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg yes to the old lady feeling, I literally do not feel like a millennial at all anymore 😭😂

  • @puib6511
    @puib6511 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    aww im so happy o hear u closed on a house!!! im also in a ldr (3 years this july!

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      tyty!! and omg early congrats ❤️ 3 years is a huge milestone!! esp for ldr 🥺

  • @tink268
    @tink268 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your necklace 😍😍😍

  • @CynicalDuchess
    @CynicalDuchess 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "I think I spend 40 hours a week on filming, editing"
    I also felt that.

  • @selenacara1940
    @selenacara1940 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Girl, you're anything but boring! Love watching your videos and really enjoyed this format, it was really nice listening to your thoughts. Oh and I so get the whole social anxiety after the pandemic! It's like I unlearned all my social skills lmao even riding the bus makes me feel weird nowadays 😅

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg I'm glad this is a shared feeling 😅 definitely not ready to go back to normal life and I feel like there will be a looong adjustment period before socializing feels normal haha

  • @mandapanda021
    @mandapanda021 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    OHH can u make a video about you making pinterest boards? Would love that

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ooh yes I can add it to my list of videos!! I actually don’t use Pinterest too often but itd be such a fun video ❤️

  • @teddyisme5010
    @teddyisme5010 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I would recommend the Elf Precision liquid liner. I use it so much and I love how precise it is. Just be a bit careful since it doesn’t dry very quick. I pat it with black eyeshadow if I don’t have the time to wait lol

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ooh I haven’t tried that one yet, thank you for the rec!!

  • @sammy0904
    @sammy0904 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i think your really cool though! your videos are always so entertaining and they just feel, warm somehow😊

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Awwh thank you!! this comment made me so happy ☀️

  • @claire_yang
    @claire_yang 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    asdfjkl i had no idea you were a SWE!! I feel so inspired to continue trying my hand at youtube + continuing my CS career. you're so awesome!

  • @peacelovejess.9015
    @peacelovejess.9015 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Excited for you girl! Goin through much of the same (software engineer life ain’t easy lol). Good luck with everything!🥰

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      eep thank u girl ❤️ swe gals unite

  • @shesgrace4017
    @shesgrace4017 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    first of all your hair is so gorgeous ugh ❤️❤️i just love these real and raw convos girl, i feel like youre so easy to relate to and comforting! def show your bf when youre comfortable!! and the ana luisa earrings youre wearing is sooo pretty wow love this

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg thank you girl 🥺💕 he’s gonna be my cameraman once he comes by but I’ll definitely show him at some pt hehe

  • @mourninggirll
    @mourninggirll 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yayy this is so fun! I actually really like your voice, it's so calming. Congrats on the new home! 💜 I'm a product designer in tech and have moved to being a full time remotie.

  • @amaraarinze
    @amaraarinze 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love!!

  • @OMGomfgxD
    @OMGomfgxD 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    ahhhhh thats a huge milestone!! congrats sarah :) can't wait to see the tour

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      eep thank you!! 🥰

  • @catalinacarvajalrozas1277
    @catalinacarvajalrozas1277 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It was so relaxing to hear you today, such a calming video 💕 i'm really happy for you and all the things you wanted and you're getting done and accomplishing, i hope you can accomplish every single one of your goals ❤ also have a nice week 🥰

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg thank you so much 🥺💕 this was such a sweet comment

  • @honeypotfilms6066
    @honeypotfilms6066 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    omg wait i love the furry tank top and furry jacket fit :o
    - honeypot films

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ahh thank you 🧡 I was debating if it looked weird haha

  • @veerose2063
    @veerose2063 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just found your channel and im sooo glad that I did! I’m studying health science but I’d be interested in hearing about your school/ career journey! 💖

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg u go girl!! I actually considered a health related path at one point but wimped out 🙈 definitely will make a video about my school/job journey at one point tho ❤️

  • @sphyynxx4
    @sphyynxx4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    super good video!!! i felt like i was talking to a friend on facetime lolol

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      aww I’m glad 😇☀️

  • @emmyferrier
    @emmyferrier 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awhh congrats on buying a house! That’s amazing!!💓💓

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you love!! 💕

  • @phan-c
    @phan-c 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    a fellow software engineer!! I hope you find a better balance, I know it can get tough :'-)
    I enjoy watching your videos!! ♡

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      eep swe squad unite!! thank you for the motivation 🌞❤️

  • @nana-zu4jx
    @nana-zu4jx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I really love your videos

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you!! 💗

  • @cindoxo7538
    @cindoxo7538 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    comment #100 lololol- but your videos are so chill and I can't wait to see more from you in the future girl

  • @lowayne2735
    @lowayne2735 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    aaa my dream is to do something w software programming or tech-y yk? i’m also worried to work a 9-5 job looll. but girl your editing 😭 it’s amazing! you can tell that you put effort in it, like it’s so clean & simple and i luvvv C:

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      9-5 is for sure an adjustment 😭 i know some people who love their 9-5 tech jobs so it definitely depends on the person!! and tyty hehe ☺️

  • @TheGatewayProductions
    @TheGatewayProductions 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video! They should teach the importance of mental health in schools. Nice work!

  • @AliceTan29
    @AliceTan29 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congrats on the new home Sarah!! Ahhh that's so exciting, can't wait to see the house tour!
    I literally do not know how to socialize anymore 🥺

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank u Alice!! ❤️❤️ anti-social club unite haha 🙋‍♀️

  • @hyun_p
    @hyun_p 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    omg so excited to see your bf in your upcoming vlogs. crazy that you've been doing long distance for a year and a half!

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      haha he says hi 🙋‍♀️

  • @CynicalDuchess
    @CynicalDuchess 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    "Now the social anxiety I get is talking to the camera which is not a skill most people need in life"
    I felt that.

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      😩😂

  • @LackToast_Intolerant
    @LackToast_Intolerant 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I totally relate, my arm got really red and super inflamed from the vaccine! and I also felt like I legitimately got hit by a bus

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      oh my lord, I'm honestly so scared for the second dose now 😬

    • @LackToast_Intolerant
      @LackToast_Intolerant 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sarahpan aww don't worry! If you feel sick, remember it'll only be temporary

  • @TineruHarlem
    @TineruHarlem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    wow how can someone use so little time editing?! I'm not that good myself yet but I usually use at least 10+ hours on just the video

  • @samira-vh3jn
    @samira-vh3jn 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    maryland gang :) anyways hope u enjoy it here

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ayy thank u 😇

  • @TheEunoiaProject
    @TheEunoiaProject 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video!! We want to make positive content just like you! :)

  • @angeliee
    @angeliee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    girl i was having the same thoughts about going back to normal life 😳 editing is sooo time consuming for me too so i get the concern with finding the time for it!!! but i guess we’ll see what happens when it happens lol

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      let’s pray we both adjust to post-pandemic work life balance 🙏✨

  • @TreisiGomez
    @TreisiGomez 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Haha the arm pain so relatable haha some ibuprofen takes it away haha 😂 also love the concept behind your channel 💚💚haha the little mirror is living it’s best life with you being used to it’s best potential 💚

    • @TreisiGomez
      @TreisiGomez 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Girl what a big accomplishment getting your own home for you and the babe 💚 hAha he better give you that mama necklace when you become a mom lol me over here wishing things get better soon with this COVID 💚

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ahh thank you girl for the support hehe 💓 im trying to save my ibuprofen for my second dose but i hope it isn't as bad 😅 and omg fr i'm hoping things get better with this whole situation

  • @CynicalDuchess
    @CynicalDuchess 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    "I heard Kelly stamps say that she spends 5 hours editing a video" I WAS ALSO LIKE WHAT THE FLIP??? are you even real?

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      she’s a TH-cam god 😭

  • @jiya64
    @jiya64 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    What's your age?

  • @madi5286
    @madi5286 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just found this channel - my wife is a software engineer too! We also just bought our first place together 😁

    • @sarahpan
      @sarahpan  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      aww congrats on your first home as well!! 😀

  • @ssssssssssssssssssss3140
    @ssssssssssssssssssss3140 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    اومق اشتقنا لك(;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)🤍.