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timestamps
0:00 intro
0:46 doing my makeup
1:13 life update :)
1:56 my long distance relationship
3:09 ana luisa
4:58 post-pandemic social anxiety
6:36 mental health check-in
7:05 job stresses
8:04 youtube
9:01 moving out
9:51 my relationship w/ social media
10:21 makeup look + outro
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happy sunday! ☀️ I hope everyone is well :)
Thank you sarah! Loved this video so much! Hope you're having a nice day🌈🌞
You should try NYX that’s the point eyeliners the have different shapes and are affordable
Editing vids taking long time for you actually makes sense because your vids are allllways edited so well, the first time I watched ur vid I was actually shocked to see you didn’t have that many subs at that time
omg thank you 😭💗 i really appreciate this comment so much
Ugh yes I’ve had social anxiety for a few years, but being in quarantine has amplified that. Like I literally start shaking when thinking about returning to in person school, I don’t wanna do it😭😭
i felt the same way when i first started in-person school, but I promise it gets better!! everyone is going through the same thing and you're not alone
same i developed agoraphobia and my mom told me to pick up my dog from the groomers and i almost fucking pissed my pants.
the struggle is real 😩😭
she said ✨ homeowner ✨
and i am SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!!!!
HEHE TY ❤️
I have a few questions for you that I haven't asked because I'm relatively new, so I'd love to see a legit q&a!
yes!! i guess i gotta do one now 😊
Software engineer sounds so like cool and smart girl 🥺 I’m still in college as a studio arts major and I don’t know what I wanna do with my life. I might become an art teacher but nothing else really interest me.. and I want a stable job ugh. I just turned 21 too.
omg studio arts sounds so cool though! I feel like there’s a really wide range of media related work or even freelance work (it definitely takes time to figure out stability sometimes but it’s definitely possible!!) sending u my support hehe 🥰
@@sarahpan thanks so much!! Very true 👍😊
hey sarah! just wanted to stop by and say thank you so much for opening up and talking about your job stresses, mental health, and social anxiety. I'm a person who constantly get stressed for those business talk and sometime also think about what life takes me, so i have so much to relate to what you just talked about! but weird enough, there's actually not many people (almost none) talk about these, so i always feel like i'm the ONLY one who feels this way. but knowing that you, with a seemly perfect job and also as a influencer, also sometime feels that way makes me feel connected and somehow have more positive energy to work on my negative thoughts. so thank you
Eyeliner recommendation!! The Rare Beauty liner is so good it has a very fine tip like a pen!
You’re such a humble, sweet, and intelligent young lady. And very pretty too
I feel you as an introvert who learned to be extroverted (never really thought about it this way until you mentioned it). The pandemic made me regress socially lol. I miss the water cooler chats but don't think I can get right back into it if things were to go back to normal. And I felt consistently happy while I was "extroverted"
Can you do a video on how you found a realtor and what you need to know about home buying?
yes!! I actually tried to document that whole process so hopefully that video will be out soon 😇
I binge watch your videos all the time you're literally GORGEOUS
nyx epic ink liner is sooo good!
ooh i will add it to my list hehe 💗
Your videos are so calming and chill I love it... also what’s up with H&M?
I wanna know too
hii! so this is just my own understanding of the situation but i hope it gives some explanation for the comment i made in the video - a few months ago there was a female employee of an H&M supplier that was murdered and then a ton of sexual harrassment cases spawned out of that. allegedly the company did nothing in response nor did they cut ties with the supplier despite their claims of launching a PI on the case :// I haven't looked too much into it but I've heard multiple reports of this which kind of left a bitter taste in my mouth about the brand
@@sarahpan ahhh gotcha wow ok I had no idea
You should try the Nyx matte liner!
i enjoy your videos so much you are so chill and it makes me feel chill so thank you for that :)
i loved this video! it feels like we’re facetiming and i love those casual, sunny vibes!
aww im glad 🥰☀️
please do more makeup chats/chats in general! love your channel sm
yes will do!! tysm ❤️
I really enjoyed this chill chatty video! I feel the same as you in regards to social media. I am also terrified of at but oddly at the same time I want to be a part of it and have a presence on instagram and become a TH-camr lol
tyty!! and I totally understand the fear, it took me sooo long to muster up the courage to start doing TH-cam (although you should definitely go for it if you want to be a TH-camr!! I’m here to support u 💕)
@@sarahpan Aww thank you that's so kind of you! I think I'm going to take it slow by working on my Instagram first and then transition to TH-cam. You can follow me if you want @itsjocelynpadua. I only have 3 lame posts so far lol but I am preparing to post more consistently and learn how to do reels so it would be really nice to have someone for constructive feedback!
You're such an angel. Ugh
thank you 🥺
sephora waterproof brush eyeliner!
I totally understand that feeling of being wary of social media and feeling like your life isn't interesting enough! I can't help but feel like an old lady whenever I try to post something on social media 🙃
Omg yes to the old lady feeling, I literally do not feel like a millennial at all anymore 😭😂
aww im so happy o hear u closed on a house!!! im also in a ldr (3 years this july!
tyty!! and omg early congrats ❤️ 3 years is a huge milestone!! esp for ldr 🥺
I love your necklace 😍😍😍
"I think I spend 40 hours a week on filming, editing"
I also felt that.
Girl, you're anything but boring! Love watching your videos and really enjoyed this format, it was really nice listening to your thoughts. Oh and I so get the whole social anxiety after the pandemic! It's like I unlearned all my social skills lmao even riding the bus makes me feel weird nowadays 😅
omg I'm glad this is a shared feeling 😅 definitely not ready to go back to normal life and I feel like there will be a looong adjustment period before socializing feels normal haha
OHH can u make a video about you making pinterest boards? Would love that
Ooh yes I can add it to my list of videos!! I actually don’t use Pinterest too often but itd be such a fun video ❤️
I would recommend the Elf Precision liquid liner. I use it so much and I love how precise it is. Just be a bit careful since it doesn’t dry very quick. I pat it with black eyeshadow if I don’t have the time to wait lol
ooh I haven’t tried that one yet, thank you for the rec!!
i think your really cool though! your videos are always so entertaining and they just feel, warm somehow😊
Awwh thank you!! this comment made me so happy ☀️
asdfjkl i had no idea you were a SWE!! I feel so inspired to continue trying my hand at youtube + continuing my CS career. you're so awesome!
Excited for you girl! Goin through much of the same (software engineer life ain’t easy lol). Good luck with everything!🥰
eep thank u girl ❤️ swe gals unite
first of all your hair is so gorgeous ugh ❤️❤️i just love these real and raw convos girl, i feel like youre so easy to relate to and comforting! def show your bf when youre comfortable!! and the ana luisa earrings youre wearing is sooo pretty wow love this
omg thank you girl 🥺💕 he’s gonna be my cameraman once he comes by but I’ll definitely show him at some pt hehe
Yayy this is so fun! I actually really like your voice, it's so calming. Congrats on the new home! 💜 I'm a product designer in tech and have moved to being a full time remotie.
I love!!
ahhhhh thats a huge milestone!! congrats sarah :) can't wait to see the tour
eep thank you!! 🥰
It was so relaxing to hear you today, such a calming video 💕 i'm really happy for you and all the things you wanted and you're getting done and accomplishing, i hope you can accomplish every single one of your goals ❤ also have a nice week 🥰
omg thank you so much 🥺💕 this was such a sweet comment
omg wait i love the furry tank top and furry jacket fit :o
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ahh thank you 🧡 I was debating if it looked weird haha
Just found your channel and im sooo glad that I did! I’m studying health science but I’d be interested in hearing about your school/ career journey! 💖
omg u go girl!! I actually considered a health related path at one point but wimped out 🙈 definitely will make a video about my school/job journey at one point tho ❤️
super good video!!! i felt like i was talking to a friend on facetime lolol
aww I’m glad 😇☀️
Awhh congrats on buying a house! That’s amazing!!💓💓
thank you love!! 💕
a fellow software engineer!! I hope you find a better balance, I know it can get tough :'-)
I enjoy watching your videos!! ♡
eep swe squad unite!! thank you for the motivation 🌞❤️
I really love your videos
thank you!! 💗
comment #100 lololol- but your videos are so chill and I can't wait to see more from you in the future girl
aaa my dream is to do something w software programming or tech-y yk? i’m also worried to work a 9-5 job looll. but girl your editing 😭 it’s amazing! you can tell that you put effort in it, like it’s so clean & simple and i luvvv C:
9-5 is for sure an adjustment 😭 i know some people who love their 9-5 tech jobs so it definitely depends on the person!! and tyty hehe ☺️
Great video! They should teach the importance of mental health in schools. Nice work!
Congrats on the new home Sarah!! Ahhh that's so exciting, can't wait to see the house tour!
I literally do not know how to socialize anymore 🥺
thank u Alice!! ❤️❤️ anti-social club unite haha 🙋♀️
omg so excited to see your bf in your upcoming vlogs. crazy that you've been doing long distance for a year and a half!
haha he says hi 🙋♀️
"Now the social anxiety I get is talking to the camera which is not a skill most people need in life"
I felt that.
😩😂
I totally relate, my arm got really red and super inflamed from the vaccine! and I also felt like I legitimately got hit by a bus
oh my lord, I'm honestly so scared for the second dose now 😬
@@sarahpan aww don't worry! If you feel sick, remember it'll only be temporary
wow how can someone use so little time editing?! I'm not that good myself yet but I usually use at least 10+ hours on just the video
maryland gang :) anyways hope u enjoy it here
ayy thank u 😇
Great video!! We want to make positive content just like you! :)
girl i was having the same thoughts about going back to normal life 😳 editing is sooo time consuming for me too so i get the concern with finding the time for it!!! but i guess we’ll see what happens when it happens lol
let’s pray we both adjust to post-pandemic work life balance 🙏✨
Haha the arm pain so relatable haha some ibuprofen takes it away haha 😂 also love the concept behind your channel 💚💚haha the little mirror is living it’s best life with you being used to it’s best potential 💚
Girl what a big accomplishment getting your own home for you and the babe 💚 hAha he better give you that mama necklace when you become a mom lol me over here wishing things get better soon with this COVID 💚
ahh thank you girl for the support hehe 💓 im trying to save my ibuprofen for my second dose but i hope it isn't as bad 😅 and omg fr i'm hoping things get better with this whole situation
"I heard Kelly stamps say that she spends 5 hours editing a video" I WAS ALSO LIKE WHAT THE FLIP??? are you even real?
she’s a TH-cam god 😭
What's your age?
Just found this channel - my wife is a software engineer too! We also just bought our first place together 😁
aww congrats on your first home as well!! 😀
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