I Thought I Was Ugly
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 11 ก.พ. 2025
- It's actually: DysmorphiaPHOBIA otherwise known as Body Dismorphic Dissorder (BDD) I apologize for getting the terminology wrong. Please take care of, love and respect yourself no matter who you are. I'm rooting for you!
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What’s funny is I don’t worry about this anymore. I still get insecure about my body or want to change it but it’s not in this weird disordered way. In other words I KNOW I AM LOVABLE and valuable and worthy of connection regardless. Funnily enough this insecurity just moved to other things like my grades and my self care practice. It’s much healthier but I do notice that it’s more of an overall OCD tendency and to conflate safety and lovability with some type of preformance. It’s nice to look back on this when I feel stressed and overwhelmed to see how far I’ve come! I couldn’t even get out of the mirror then I wouldn’t have dreamed I’d have such good body awareness and dreams of owning my own mental health practice and going to grad school having friends etc. Yes it’s hard but WOW some of these issues I just don’t struggle with anymore and that’s encouraging 🤩
Very interesting perspective. Thanks for sharing this. :)
Aw thanks! 😄✨💕 this feels so long ago
why did this video randomly pop up on my suggestions after 5 years lol
Good question. The real question is why is my voice so dang high? Geeze it's been a long time..
It's also hilarious because I can hear my real voice peeking through and then me quickly masking it with shy fawning and trying to be sweet and approachable X'D poor bb
You aré beautiful!!❤
No u
❤
U are
No, she is not, chill out.
no u :)
In all seriousness I was kinda a mess in this video lol but when I was a teen and thought this I was actually really pretty (looking back lol) but I thought I should be stick skinny and didn't like my body changing and growing boobages
She's not, you are
@@ImBatuAhhh don't argue with your dad
So TH-cam decided to put this up in my recommendation after 5 years😕
Sad face because you don't wanna see me 😛or sad because the algorithm sucks? This is a really old video lol I have lots newer ones of me adjusting (sort of) to socioty 😛
@@TheEpicPlace sad face because I can relate to it right now😕