DYING TO PROPOSE

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  • @snowwhite2709
    @snowwhite2709 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    I'm sure if Emily knew how years later people are watching and appreciating that she filmed her journey, she'd be so amazed and proud. She was such a special person and a light in a dark situation.

  • @Cougar1212
    @Cougar1212 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Of all 267 episodes, this was one of the hardest to watch again.

  • @m.baysdan9159
    @m.baysdan9159 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I'm in tears!!! Damn.. I fucking hate cancer. Lost my mother, stepfather, and father to it. Rest easy Emily.. Peace!!!✌

  • @caitismum1965
    @caitismum1965 6 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    I came back to this vlog entry, after hearing about the terribly sad passing of Em, knowing that this was one of the happiest days of her life after proposing to Aisha.
    Aish, go forward in life knowing you will always have an angel on your shoulder x x x

  • @peeweetoms
    @peeweetoms 6 ปีที่แล้ว +382

    You two are the bestest! My misses was like Dan the videos up! so awesome :) so happy for you :) let me know if you wanna meet up soon and do a vlog, much love, again so pleased for you :)

    • @justhannahbanana7381
      @justhannahbanana7381 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      PeeWeeToms Yassss! I pray yall get to meet. 👍😊

    • @serinat2181
      @serinat2181 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      PeeWeeToms Aww bless

    • @goodgood9955
      @goodgood9955 6 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Been watching Emily and PeeWee AND now i find u both know each other and are here on the comments. U guys make me think about who i am.

    • @montanajayne4264
      @montanajayne4264 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      PeeWeeToms hey fancy seeing you over here!!!

    • @sprinklefriend
      @sprinklefriend 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Collab! Watch you both!

  • @stolv3771
    @stolv3771 6 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    6:30 the reason people were being so loving, Emily, is because you were so incredibly lovable. Rest easy in that Love, you beautiful soul

  • @manilowmeltsme
    @manilowmeltsme 6 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Found myself Rewatching this video tonight. You have gone and I'm so sad Rewatching this again. It's so unfair. You both deserved a lifetime together. Rest in peace, Emily.

  • @traciprovins3221
    @traciprovins3221 6 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    Aisha: “Cancer takes a lot of things but it won’t take this.” 🙌🏻💜🙌🏻💜 Love you both to pieces. You guys are so lucky to have each other and in the end it’s about the people you spent your time with. Because like she said we all leave with nothing. CONGRATULATIONS. It was romantic because it was so special ❤️❤️❤️

  • @lanecrescent4161
    @lanecrescent4161 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Oh God this made me cry buckets. Its soooo fucken unfair. They are an awesome couple, why can't they just live their lives and be happy?

  • @BellasLife97
    @BellasLife97 6 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Emily, though a lot of subscribers may have ended up here through this channel being about a cancer journey but I can 100% garauntee you people who stuck around are here for you, your personality and your entertaining (yet sometimes emotional yet also educational) channel. We all care about you.... (and Aisha ofcourse)
    Also keep doing your impersonations of her... they’re 10/10

    • @aplainjaneproduction8285
      @aplainjaneproduction8285 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Agreed, she had such an AMAZING personality, was so inspiring and motivational even with her circumstances. Watch these videos, people, Emily will teach you to truly live life and be grateful for every single thing.

  • @judyrutherford5721
    @judyrutherford5721 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    You Miss Emily Hayward are a beautiful gift to this world! Congratulations to you both. 😘

  • @ashleydailey7844
    @ashleydailey7844 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Why do such great people have to go through such shit when such shitty people out there don't

  • @carriedebehnke6209
    @carriedebehnke6209 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    So beautiful. Love truly is eternal. I lost the love of my life 25 years ago, and I still feel him with me every day. Congratulations!

  • @wordswritteninred7171
    @wordswritteninred7171 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Aisha, I just had to watch this one again today. I hope I can find the words to express what I am feeling and thinking. You are such a beautiful soul. I am so happy that you two found each other. You could have ran from the start. You knew, and you chose love! That says so much about you. And it also reveals so much abput Emily. A beautiful soul of course, falls in love with a beautiful soul. And the love matters more than all the pain and disappointments that "life" brings. I have been blessed by your lobe. Watching through a video. Seeing the love you have for each other. My thpughts, prayers are with you. My heart aches for you. Thank you for sharing your kindness with all of us.

  • @kimbruess4581
    @kimbruess4581 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    She was captivating, as another youtuber said. I’m in aus and have never met her, yet felt deeply for her, and feel heartbroken for her family, friends, and Aisha. I need to see others who are mourning her loss.

  • @justhannahbanana7381
    @justhannahbanana7381 6 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    🎉Omg!! 😭 CONGRATS!!!!!! 👰👰💕🎉 The ring is beautiful and it's not rushing when you really love someone. Can't wait for the wedding!

  • @the7thwreck
    @the7thwreck 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is one of the literal BEST VIDEOS I've seen EVER on youtube.
    I'm tearing up its so beautiful! The connection you two have is beyond this world. There's supernatural things going on! Absolutely amazing. x

  • @clairecarey8004
    @clairecarey8004 6 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Emily that's just such a beautiful proposal boy did I smile a lot. You have such a beautiful soul and you will be together living life and building precious memories that will never ever die. You will be deeply embedded in so many people's hearts forever xxx

  • @chellbie
    @chellbie 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Wow what Aisha says life is a race against time, couldn’t be more true 😭😭 tears tears tears I don’t think I’ve ever felt so much emotion ( laughing, crying) from watching a youtuber. We will never forget you Emily. And can I say you’ve got the love candi staton is one of my fave songs ever.

  • @sineadhennessy9450
    @sineadhennessy9450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It makes me feel like you’re still here Emily watching these vlogs. You were so full of life, love and laughter. RIP sweet girl. Aisha love and peace x

  • @mayaluna11
    @mayaluna11 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Two matching trainers framed against the ocean, then that knee slowly bending down. It was genuinely romantic & a privilege to witness. Don't sweat the tears Emily, they're as necessary in life as the laughs. Today in Atlanta: I shed tears of gratitude for the love. Congratulations lovelies 💜💜💜💜💜

  • @lisaendress724
    @lisaendress724 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    You don't leave this world with nothing. You leave it with all the love you have for your loved ones and all the love given to you from your loved ones! ❤ so sorry you guys didn't have a lot more time! 💔😢

  • @jacquettabanana
    @jacquettabanana 6 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Aisha, you were the absolute best thing Emily could have ever wanted and more in her life, you two were each others world & now she is watching over you like the absolute boss of an angel she is 💚 it's unbelievable how much you two touch my heart & forever will 💚

  • @newlife8610
    @newlife8610 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Been missing Emily a lot. I have never met her but through all her videos I feel like I knew her. RIP Emily!!!!

  • @jademassey2976
    @jademassey2976 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    We’re not just being nice because ur dying it’s because ur a beautiful person inside and out and ur willpower and determination is amazing love u girl xx

  • @freddiefoofoo
    @freddiefoofoo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    RIP Emily. You are such an inspiration and lovely woman. You will be so missed xxx

  • @misaoce3423
    @misaoce3423 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Stunning ring for an amazing woman. You both are precious, congratulations!

  • @Crissy24ful
    @Crissy24ful 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awe this is beautiful. I'm glad em lived her life to the fullest

  • @ElaineSharon358
    @ElaineSharon358 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Congrats you two are the best! Happy tears!!! You did a good job picking out the ring, it is gorgeous. God is watching over you both!

  • @laurafitz3868
    @laurafitz3868 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    What a perfect couple ❤💙💜 Congratulations and just remember some people live until 100 and never find their true love.....thats somthing you have most definitely achieved already Xxx

  • @christinamccarthy6326
    @christinamccarthy6326 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Aww shes right everything in life is precious make the most of it and treasure your loved ones

  • @MissRobeyn
    @MissRobeyn 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This made me cry, sweet dreams Emily xxx

  • @desiderata333
    @desiderata333 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This was soooo BEAUTIFUL! I love you both! What a stunning ring. Heartfelt congratulations. I’m so emotional right now. Big hugs! 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @annatalkowska887
    @annatalkowska887 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    you dont even know how watching your videos is helping me to get through just some s...life..love you guys , lots of love

  • @lisadeee1343
    @lisadeee1343 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I cried, ugly bawling my eyes out crying 😭
    What beautiful memories you will always have Aisha! Stunning ladies and so perfect together 💜
    Love is love 💖

  • @suziqoozy
    @suziqoozy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️❤️❤️ soooo happy! I adore you both! Congratulations! Xxxx

  • @donnafrance9608
    @donnafrance9608 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Congratulations so happy for y'all. Live it up 🎉🎉🎉

  • @ety4572
    @ety4572 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m speechless with joy for you both!!

  • @kimbo500
    @kimbo500 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Congrats you two!! So So happy for you! It is a good lesson for us to hear Emily, cherish everything NOW!!! Thanks, and best wishes!! :)

  • @llChantellell
    @llChantellell 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I've only just discovered you both, I'm now going through all the videos crying 😭

  • @HaruthaiKnight
    @HaruthaiKnight 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I laughed and cried with you guys so much everybody thought I’d gone crazy. I’m madly happy for both of you! You remind me to always celebrate life and do not let time go to waste. Thank you! 💞

  • @isabellaryan8418
    @isabellaryan8418 6 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Cancer aside, the both of you are just meant to be together. It's not until the tough times that you find out how and who people truly are. I'm happy so happy for you guys. You deserve all that life has to offer. Please take it from me, I've been in a 27 year emotionally and mentally abusive to the point now that I'm sick. Life is precious...Life is beautiful. Enjoy everyday, every moment♡ Much love and blessings to the both of you.

  • @hannahhayward1813
    @hannahhayward1813 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So many congratulations! You have no idea how many tears I have shed watching this, happy ones; heartbroken ones and tears of admiration...you are just amazing. This is an amazing journey that you have been on- you have fought so so hard and continue to. From seeing you at school, to seeing you on here...you’re the same cheeky lass that you always have been- with a love for life and a pure heart and soul. It breaks my heart that you have to go through this. We all love you Emily! You’re one special human bean! Xxxxxxxxxxxx

  • @ronanwalsh7024
    @ronanwalsh7024 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Oh Emily sweetheart of course all your male friends got emotional... you can see through the vlogs how much they loved you!..... they had to have been gutted by your prognosis and overjoyed by your good news in equal measure. . Your loss at such a young age will have had a profound effect on on all your friends.

  • @jar1717x
    @jar1717x 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cried with the proposal bit! It was so touching!!! ❤️

  • @oceantide8084
    @oceantide8084 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve watched these videos so many times and each time my heart breaks. You both were soulmates and cancer took you away 😢.

  • @melissafluck8318
    @melissafluck8318 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I honest wish more people could be like you two were. Even through all the treatments, you both stayed positive. I will continue to admire what you two had! So sad cancer won, when will they find a cure?

  • @IsabellsNannyRuby
    @IsabellsNannyRuby 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    First of all congratulations' I found your Channel because my sister was given the same diagnosis as you this week' even though you are much younger and that makes me sick' your videos has help me understand what she is going through' so I'm truly grateful to you'

  • @Bethechange197
    @Bethechange197 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is THE most beautiful and amazing video ever. You are both so adorable together. CONGRATULATIONS!!!

  • @KariTSays
    @KariTSays 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so very sweet!! I’m so sorry for all you both are going through, lie is so unfair. You are an inspiration and only wish miracles and lots of forever moments! You don’t realize how much you have done for others! Much love to you both

  • @PeachyOutlook
    @PeachyOutlook 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Congratulations to you both

  • @andysturton278
    @andysturton278 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i dont think ive ever seen two people made for each other more than you two. XX

  • @daffodil614
    @daffodil614 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You two are beautiful together! 😍 I love seeing your love and dedication to each other. 😘 Soooo exciting!!!❤

  • @wisewillow5731
    @wisewillow5731 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    The irony of “life and death”, everything is on overdrive.. thank you for sharing your most intimate of moments... your experience will help so many struggling to know what to expect when going through the emotion journey of cancer combined with love and hope and life in general...♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @sarag2809
    @sarag2809 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Congratulations Emily! To you and Aisha!💝

  • @flowerpower4065
    @flowerpower4065 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    And OM gosh the ring is so lovely, you ladies are so beautiful and I’m so touched by your videos, my heart feels for you both and sending you much love ❤️

  • @Paperinparadise
    @Paperinparadise 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so glad I found your channel the other day. You are so inspirational and positive dealing with such a heavy situation. It’s so special the relationship you two have. I don’t hear you talk about your family and how they are dealing with this it seems it’s just the two of you dealing with it. The ring is beautiful and I wish you so much joy and I pray you beat the situation you are in. But for all you have already been through and continue to deal with your attitude is literally the best I have ever seen. Big hugs

  • @melaniebaumgarten3557
    @melaniebaumgarten3557 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Emily you are truly the most inspirational person I know! Thank you for teaching me so much. You two are beautiful together! Congrats!!!! So happy for you both!!!💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  • @Katie2sWeightLoss
    @Katie2sWeightLoss 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm so happy for you two! Congratulations!! I know it must be so overwhelming. I am sending you lots of love and support!! 😘❤️❤️❤️❤️👍

  • @amandamiller6387
    @amandamiller6387 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have to tell you, ive NEVER seen a couple so MEANT for each other and the awesome strength you have as a couple and for another is just more proof of that! Emily, you are an absolute inspiration! Im not well myself and have been completely TERRIFIED of death and can only hope and pray that i will have that strength soon! Thank you Emily!!!
    Amanda, from the States...

  • @user-rc1my2xc3s
    @user-rc1my2xc3s 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    There are many many people who have beaten the odds and stuck the middle finger to their prognosis and I believe you can be one of them 💕💕 You are a shining light full of laughter and positivity and you are such a beautiful couple and I hope you have an amazing wedding 😊

  • @09makena
    @09makena 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You can teach so many people to appreciate life more. We all are dying like you say. But, most don't get the chance to fully be thankful for it all like you have. You are truly loved and have people to love back. I can only hope one day I can have what you have and go out with so much love.

  • @LizG27
    @LizG27 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congratulations you two! Your love makes me so happy and I’m so happy you’re engaged! My heart is full for you two. 💕

  • @billmonthy
    @billmonthy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just stumbled upon you two the other day! We are all terminal, and we should live like we are terminal. I lost my 14 yr old to a catastrophic seizure 6 years ago. I have been cancer free for 4 years! I believe in you... You are young and strong and loved. You can bet this.

  • @reyacastle6456
    @reyacastle6456 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Big, huge congratulations to you guys! This video made me so happy!!!!

  • @leslievanduzee9282
    @leslievanduzee9282 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Awwww, so beautiful and so heartbreaking. The ring is stunning!!!

  • @wisewillow5731
    @wisewillow5731 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg so so so happy that you have done this congratulations, you gorgeous people! 💕💕

  • @miaombak655
    @miaombak655 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That proposal was SOOO romantic and real. Congratulations to you both. 2 very incredible and beautiful ladies. You have such an awesome spirit Emily and you are inspiring us all in so many ways to live that much more. None of us knows our time and like many I'm also praying that you will have the gift of more time. Sending love and beautiful thoughts your way. xx

  • @vickyrogers3690
    @vickyrogers3690 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That made me cry!! Congratulations Emily and Aisha!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @kendrabrainard6238
    @kendrabrainard6238 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love you Emily! I know it sounds weird to hear a stranger say that but I’ve watched you for so long and i feel like I know you. Thank you for sharing your life with us. You’re such a beauty and I’m thankful you were put on this earth!!!

  • @dianelinch6280
    @dianelinch6280 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congratulations to you both! I just can't imagine... you are truly an inspiration.

  • @SheBendsNotBreaks
    @SheBendsNotBreaks 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Congratulations! That's a beautiful ring ❤

  • @xmirri28x
    @xmirri28x 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Came to watch your cancer story, stayed because of your clearly wonderful personality and outlook on life and your gorgeous relationship, congratulations on your engagement!!

  • @jamiemarie4894
    @jamiemarie4894 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Made me cry. The look of happiness on Aisha’s face! ❤️❤️

  • @2mu0mm
    @2mu0mm 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was so incredible. So happy for you both.

  • @KETOQUEENINC
    @KETOQUEENINC 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for these videos. Its nice to experience real love through you.

  • @stifabe
    @stifabe 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re such an inspiration, both of you! ❤️

  • @dn351
    @dn351 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Congrats on your engagement! Smashing it!

  • @traceysimkins3504
    @traceysimkins3504 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Was so incredible to see your announcement on fb sat night xxx

  • @0.0mviews98
    @0.0mviews98 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Rip Em💕your love will last forever💕

  • @emmashaw7858
    @emmashaw7858 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congratulations! I was literally in tears watching this. You are both amazing. xxx

  • @danielleantony9971
    @danielleantony9971 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my lord that was so raw n true love rite there! My heart burst with love 💖 congratulations u guys x

  • @cindyhorst3555
    @cindyhorst3555 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    So happy for you! Never have I seen such a perfect example of true love 😍

  • @ham44hdgirl69
    @ham44hdgirl69 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congrats and so sorry for your sadness too. I have cancer and it sucks x

  • @princeof00
    @princeof00 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What a light she brought into the world... So glad I found you Emily.

  • @georginataylor4617
    @georginataylor4617 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This made me cry. Congratulations to you guys. You are so right for each other. 💗💗

  • @kimberlyrichardson3746
    @kimberlyrichardson3746 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    BIG CONGRATS to you both!!! I love you ladies!!! XoXo

  • @denisehaley1211
    @denisehaley1211 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your an inspiration please don't cry girl stay strong your positivity is overwhelming and your a beautiful couple

  • @sm5288
    @sm5288 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Utterly heartbreaking 💔 Emily you courageous soul. Rest in peace.

  • @peggyw172
    @peggyw172 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Such a sweet proposal! I love how she didn't film their faces so they could keep that just to themselves. Much love to Aisha's as she moves forward in her life. Take care. Peace.

  • @ophiuchusoversoul1785
    @ophiuchusoversoul1785 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    WOW, well done on the ring Emily, almost as beautiful as you two are!! Loved this one, congratulations to you two!

  • @mikkihester
    @mikkihester 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Been waiting for this !!!!! Congratulations girls!!!! I'm so happy for you both!!!!!

  • @jessiekava3741
    @jessiekava3741 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Lately I’ve discovered and watched all of these vlogs and I can’t believe how beautiful you two are 😭 that positivity is a light in this dark world. Aisha, I hope you’re doing okay now

  • @cammeronwall5841
    @cammeronwall5841 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congrats!!! Congrats!!!! Amazing!!!! Love to you both!

  • @emusedone
    @emusedone 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh my gosh oh dear oh wonderful oh bless your hearts!!!!!! Congrats to both! Pure true love right there I tell you 💜 Just amazing the mad love you have for each other. Congrats!!!!!!!!

  • @standup2982
    @standup2982 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Huge congratulations from me too!!! Wonderful news, peace and happiness and lots of love to you both 💖 xx

  • @julespowell4896
    @julespowell4896 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ive been coming back to re watch lots of Emily's Vlogs recently and this one made me cry more. Anyone new who watches.... Emily Hayward was the loveliest.. funniest kindest sweetest girl. she was so strong.. She fought and fought and she really did live her life to the end. Life is so f unfair. She had her whole life to live and she was f robbed. She loved her chanel and she was so appreciative. I honestly believe she would have had millions of followers by now. Her fitness was inspirational and her positivity was contagious. She was a ray of sunshine. the light at the end of a crap day she would always make you laugh. I want to ad. Aisha was amazing. It is so heartbreaking as her and Emily truly loved each other. Also Emily had amazing friends who loved her as well as her family. I wanted to write a few words. Em if you are looking down know your youtube family think about you and we all love and miss you.

  • @lunis471
    @lunis471 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Came here tonight as you guys popped up for some reason. Emily we miss you so so much. I love watching your vlog it was just so inspiring. What a woman ypu were. So upbeat all that strenght and insight. An old soul xxxx

  • @texpa1
    @texpa1 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just came across your channel and subscribed. When I saw this video I cried! It was so sweet. I have already fallen in love with you two. You are so real and open! I am praying for you. Keep up the positive vibes and life your life to the fullest!!

  • @Pantherking916
    @Pantherking916 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The ring is beautiful, you 2 are beautiful and your lives together is beautiful because love never dies