moving into my new nyc apartment

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  • @sophieharms1842
    @sophieharms1842 ปีที่แล้ว +872

    I love when your mom said “it’s okay you can cry don’t hold it in” wow that healed so much inside me lol

    • @mayachanell1
      @mayachanell1 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      right 💀 my mom would’ve been like “oh lord. what are you crying for”

    • @sophieharms1842
      @sophieharms1842 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@mayachanell1 my mom would’ve just turned into an npc

    • @JerseyGasMan420
      @JerseyGasMan420 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      As someone who was constantly told “I’ll give you something to cry about”, I feel you on that lmaoooo 🥲

    • @amiah.a
      @amiah.a ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The Mom we all need ♥️

    • @ivexoxo
      @ivexoxo ปีที่แล้ว

      lol

  • @111bb_
    @111bb_ ปีที่แล้ว +505

    Why did i start crying too🥹🥹🥹 I’m soooo proud of u steven! U deserve it all

    • @ManifestOptimism
      @ManifestOptimism ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same!!! 😢😊 So very proud of him!!

    • @AmirTaha12
      @AmirTaha12 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The way I just cried with him saying bye to his mother. I canNOT

    • @TonisWorld07
      @TonisWorld07 ปีที่แล้ว

      me too and its the fist video I sub too he is so sweet....love this channel already

  • @ashlycantu1252
    @ashlycantu1252 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    Thank you so much for showing your vulnerability. This transition is not easy at all. Sending you support and love. Congratulations on your move and next step in life 🤍

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere ปีที่แล้ว

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      The searching is in no need to be done in English languages, what ever language you speak, it`s matters not, what matters is to end up being in the knowledge of truth.
      The needed searching material from which many pridefully keep far from searching.

  • @smamsasmasmsmasmasmasamsas
    @smamsasmasmsmasmasmasamsas ปีที่แล้ว +243

    congratulations steven!! even from a long-time viewers perspective its so obvious how hard youve worked to get here and this is where you are meant to be. so proud

  • @kidduhbree
    @kidduhbree ปีที่แล้ว +207

    i am literally crying so much seeing you and your mom was so sweet 🥲

  • @Ploofisinthepudding
    @Ploofisinthepudding ปีที่แล้ว +89

    Congrats! And the part with your dad moving the fridge while you had an emotional moment with your mom made me laugh so hard for some reason 😂😅

    • @kayleeb6301
      @kayleeb6301 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      LMAO it was just classic dad shit

  • @gabya.2788
    @gabya.2788 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    sitting here crying w steven every time he cried in this video>>>>>>>>>

    • @shauripol
      @shauripol ปีที่แล้ว

      fully me rn sobbing too

  • @johncedarleaf224
    @johncedarleaf224 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    You were crying, I was crying! You’re a beautiful person Steven. It’s so good to see the relationship you have with your family.

  • @HopeSavannahh
    @HopeSavannahh ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I literally started sobbing on the floor when you went crying to your dog I legitimately could not breathe. But this will be a new journey for you! And we are all so happy for you💗

  • @Romy_Kemland
    @Romy_Kemland ปีที่แล้ว +51

    wow i didnt expect this video to make me so emotional, i started bawling my eyes out the second you started crying. its such an overwhelming process but it will alll be worth it in the end, keep ur head up

  • @baseballfan21100
    @baseballfan21100 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    A new chapter in your life!!! Your fans are ready for it and excited for you!!

  • @kyndragilmore8802
    @kyndragilmore8802 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I really appreciate you showing the emotional aspects of leaving home. A lot of people don’t talk about it, but those feelings are so strong because it feels like you’re entering a new phase in life. You got this tho ❤

  • @koozy159
    @koozy159 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I’m SO proud of you Steven! I’ve been following you since early 2020 and seeing you graduate college and find yourself and finally move out on your own is so inspiring and I couldn’t be more proud of u!!! Feels like we’re growing up together ❤

  • @velveyrouge
    @velveyrouge ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This was beautiful - your videos really do have a very cinematic feel to them and you get some very raw and intense shots and the way you complement it with shots of the city or different items is really powerful. Very talented!!

  • @nanalele117
    @nanalele117 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "who else is gonna listen to me" instantly made me cry so hard

  • @nicolettedoves
    @nicolettedoves ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm 3 minutes in and moving out emotions ARE SO REAL. Steven I feel you. Maybe it also means how blessed we are by having family and home that actually feels like home. So we feel emotional stepping out of it permanently. Oh, adulting.

    • @nicolettedoves
      @nicolettedoves ปีที่แล้ว

      edit: I sobbed multiple times during the video. this was too relatable. You got this Steven!

  • @ajirotkivx
    @ajirotkivx ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I was eating my soup in peace when I clicked on this video and now I'm eating my soup and BAWLING my eyes out! Your place looks cozy and has such an amazing vibe 🥹
    I'm so happy for you, Steven, enjoy this new and exciting chapter!

  • @emilybalcerak7861
    @emilybalcerak7861 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm a newer viewer and binging vids, and jfc between this and your new job vid, I relate so much. It's really refreshing to see someone on TH-cam not conveniently cut out the harder emotions and pretend life changes are easy and painless.

  • @KeevanNorton
    @KeevanNorton 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    congratulations on this huge success and step forward, first of all. second of all thank you to you and your mum, not only for you being vulnerable like this but for her saying “it’s okay to cry, don’t keep it in” that had me SOBBING. you should be super proud of yourself

  • @xoch1717
    @xoch1717 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    did not expect to start crying halfway through this video... you’re really lucky to have good parents

  • @bribri8042
    @bribri8042 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    What big, beautiful adventures await for you. This is such a beautiful moment, Steven. Take it all in, and remember all the hard work you’ve put into your own self, your schooling, career. I’m so excited and happy for you! Listen to plenty of podcasts- it’s great background noise, and helps make an empty space feel less empty 🤍 Blessings!!!

  • @reginacerna7220
    @reginacerna7220 ปีที่แล้ว

    omg steven im so so happy fro you i remember ur college videos and everything its insane how far youve come!

  • @Taker822
    @Taker822 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My eyes are hurting from crying, my mother could never be as nice as yours 🫶🏻🥲✨

  • @elisazouza
    @elisazouza ปีที่แล้ว +1

    yesssss!!!! ♥️♥️♥️ *manifests this* prouddddd!!! I found you from your stay at home tiktoks so that gives me hope

  • @paulaleal9385
    @paulaleal9385 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I LOVE this!! I feel like youre my bestie, even months later im so happy for you omg

  • @alexacornelius6704
    @alexacornelius6704 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your dad pushing the fridge during your moment with your mom had me dead 😂. Love you, so proud🫶🏼

  • @madelinebeatlesgirl
    @madelinebeatlesgirl ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This was so emotionally vulnerable and touching! Sharing these intimate moments with your family couldn’t have been easy, just like moving out. I am always a MESS every time I’ve moved back to college. It’s gotten easier every year but I’m about to graduate and move to Florida to start a career at Disney and this made my big emotions feel okay. Thank you

  • @elisazouza
    @elisazouza ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You should put some music posters in some frames in your room ❤ your flat looks absolutely beautiful!!! For some reason this is incredibly comforting for me knowing that watching you move is inspiring me to keep going!!!

  • @luna_intheclouds
    @luna_intheclouds ปีที่แล้ว

    omg why did i start crying. the relationship with your mom is so precious.

  • @criss11225
    @criss11225 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i'd never think i'd see steven move but im so happy for you ! good luck on this new chapter !

  • @agusrodriguezz
    @agusrodriguezz ปีที่แล้ว

    you made me cry steven 😭 your sister when you were hugging your mom was everything

  • @Romy_Kemland
    @Romy_Kemland ปีที่แล้ว +6

    this is such an exiting new era, so proud of you!!

  • @tennismonkey09
    @tennismonkey09 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lmao his sister “ew! Wait I can’t even look at this it’s making me like emotional”💀💀💀
    AND Steven’s dad adjusting the fridge while he’s breaking down. Very dad move 😂 ugh so good

  • @maxnicewitit1167
    @maxnicewitit1167 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i liked this one a lot Steven! Keep it up! Keep up those laughs for me!

  • @amoebaeg
    @amoebaeg ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i literally moved April 1st too and i felt all of this even tho i’ll still be with my family and i’m 16 but yunno😢

  • @nawaf3927
    @nawaf3927 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you made me cry omg i cried so hard today ilysm

  • @_x_prometheus_x_1507
    @_x_prometheus_x_1507 ปีที่แล้ว

    Seeing you here, especially after the summer you had and how you were goin through it for a while there after your Cali trip, its stunning. I'm so happy for you steven 💛

  • @ameliachoi-freeman5508
    @ameliachoi-freeman5508 ปีที่แล้ว

    The scene with you and your mama hugging made me cry. What a gift you two have to have each other.

  • @nickdaurio
    @nickdaurio ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can’t believe it!! I’ve been watching since you posted your first video I’m so proud of you, last summer you were terrified to go home from la and terrified to get a job, now you’re thriving. This just proves that things get better. I love watching you succeed it makes me so happy you deserve it you’re such a hard worker. I also thought I’d never see you cry on camera and showing your vulnerability just proves that you’re growing and becoming more comfortable with yourself, and I truly admire that. I love you Steven I can’t wait to see what this new chapter brings!! Congratulations!

  • @HannaPritchett
    @HannaPritchett ปีที่แล้ว

    I am the same with my mom! She’s my best friend! I cried my eyes out when I moved out, and I still cry when I leave a long visit.

  • @renafordham2053
    @renafordham2053 ปีที่แล้ว

    Go ahead and cry Steven! We support you and I pray for you. I'm 20 and I'm already crying thinking about graduating and moving out. Growing up sucks, you've got it.

  • @bellafiguraa
    @bellafiguraa ปีที่แล้ว

    no because i’m literally sobbing watching this omg

  • @crystalmaghoney4925
    @crystalmaghoney4925 ปีที่แล้ว

    CRYING WITH YOU RIGHT NOW. i usually see people move away and be really happy or calm about it but im just like you and so emotional having to say goodbye. you’re doing amazing. I cant wait to see more vids of your journey.

  • @MonsoonWinds6
    @MonsoonWinds6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I think this may be one of my favourite vlogs on TH-cam. Because of your editing style, music scoring, and literal character development, I feel like I’ve been watching a tv series and this is the season finale. Beautiful work ✨

  • @MykeB200
    @MykeB200 ปีที่แล้ว

    So happy for you. Moving is amazing for new beginnings but it’s also bitter sweet and I’m happy to see it all. When I moved to Florida from Ny I cried my self to sleep the first 5 nights, didn’t eat.

  • @dudagoulart940
    @dudagoulart940 ปีที่แล้ว

    oh my god i’m soooooo happy for you steven!!!!!!!!! also your mom is so so so sweet and your relationship makes me very happy like i can’t explain it just so sweet 🥹🥹🥹

  • @andivinely
    @andivinely ปีที่แล้ว +2

    the end of an era but the beginning of a very exciting one!!!

  • @xoxojadenicole
    @xoxojadenicole ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My mom dad and I have been binge watching your videos the past few weeks.. needless to say my mom and I were crying with you omg ♥️♥️ Wishing you all the best so proud of you and thank you for all the laughs always

  • @lolwut8882
    @lolwut8882 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    yayyy! always makes my day better when you upload! congratulations on moving out, here’s to new chapters🫶

  • @Hello_itsready
    @Hello_itsready ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so happy for you Steven! It’s such a bittersweet feeling moving in alone for first time but it’s an amazing stepping stone to finding out more about yourself, this will be amazing for you!!! Sending luv 🫶🏽

  • @LaurenBrodauf
    @LaurenBrodauf ปีที่แล้ว

    stevennn im so proud of you; i just went through the exact same emotions a few months ago moving out from home. it's such a scary step and as someone who was attached to my mom at the HIP, it was so hard to let go of that goodbye hug. i indeed cried w you :,)

  • @kosherkushh
    @kosherkushh ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We are so proud of you steven!!! I’ve been watching you since late covid and seeing you grow has made me so happy.

  • @tylermadison
    @tylermadison ปีที่แล้ว

    Steven you showing your vulnerability with your mom is something I can relate to I graduated last June and now this summer I’m moving into a dorm and I cry just thinking about it I’m so emotional to leave home but we both got this !!♥️🫶🏾

  • @the_religion4
    @the_religion4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    this is so sweet thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this experience with us

  • @mmmichelle4327
    @mmmichelle4327 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    WHY U MAKING ME CRY ON A MONDAY

  • @pheeuh
    @pheeuh ปีที่แล้ว

    I appreciate you for sharing a vulnerable moment of your life with us. as much as you make me laugh until I can’t breathe, this video showed me a different side of you. i’m so happy for you and your new journey, and i am so excited what is to come. it’s so tough moving away from a place that was your safe space and familiar, but I know you will make a home out of your new living space in no time. ❤

  • @dthegenius
    @dthegenius ปีที่แล้ว

    Steven omgosh, yesss I wish you tons of love and good memories. Live it up baby, it’s a new chapter! you are a gift DONT be afraid to open up

  • @kendallmoraless
    @kendallmoraless ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re so lucky to have a home that makes you sad to leave. I ran. Holding you close babe! Thank you for sharing your love and heart ❤

  • @avawilliams6169
    @avawilliams6169 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so excited for what’s to come Steven!! I literally cried my eyes out when I saw u crying when u were leaving ur dog and saying goodbye to your parents, it was so emotional yet this new chapter of your life is going to be amazing! Ilysm ❤️

  • @chloeadams1191
    @chloeadams1191 ปีที่แล้ว

    you and your mom crying and hugging while your dad is in the back messing with the fridge is perfect

  • @polishedbycolette
    @polishedbycolette ปีที่แล้ว

    thanks for sharing this video and your vulnerability. first time I'm seeing your channel now and just subscribed. I also just moved to nyc by myself, I'm so proud of us for doing this. as someone with shitty family I fully sobbed watching your and your parents, I'm so happy they were there to support you during this

  • @_lexsan
    @_lexsan ปีที่แล้ว

    Love your tears and your realness. More of those 🤍🤍 and your mom is a sweetheart you’re so lucky!

  • @damondominique
    @damondominique ปีที่แล้ว +1

    that was fckng adorable ❤

  • @rykb02
    @rykb02 ปีที่แล้ว

    this was so emotional! thank you for trusting us enough to share your vulnerable moments. congratulations steven, you deserve this, im beyond happy for you 🩷🩷

  • @beckyperson6389
    @beckyperson6389 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why was I crying with you OMG. Remembering when my daughter just moved across the country to LA. Hardest thing ever for me as a Mom.

  • @Briana.Iglesias
    @Briana.Iglesias ปีที่แล้ว

    Moving is so difficult! Physically and emotionally- I soooo get it. I just moved out of state from Long Island. Thank you for sharing with us 🥺 I’ve been a silent watcher but this is so exciting to see! You SHOULD be super proud!! I love watching every week ❤️

  • @alexisdeleon5620
    @alexisdeleon5620 ปีที่แล้ว

    Leaving home is so indescribable because it feels so wrong at first. But, I will say the moment with your parents was so bittersweet. I remember when I moved into my first apartment and just being in denial, I would be living there. You got this, Steven!

  • @dinacokovic995
    @dinacokovic995 ปีที่แล้ว

    Steven I started sobbing with you because I knew the day that u would have to leave ur dog would pain u and I was right there with u crying as well. my mom is also my best friend so I was sobbing with u when u were hugging her! try to call ur mom every day and speak to her on the phone. Im so proud of u, u feel like a friend to me. I also live in New York so lets be besties purrrr

  • @Jamiin13
    @Jamiin13 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I cried the whole time with you! So excited for your new journey and content, definitely soak in the moment, you did it!!

  • @MaryJane-py4dg
    @MaryJane-py4dg ปีที่แล้ว

    the way i cried this entire video with you, and with your mom. I get it too. I love mine; she is my world and more. youre going to slayy steven! so very proud.

  • @asiangsus
    @asiangsus ปีที่แล้ว

    you saying goodbye to your dog made me cry and then ur mom came in with the "promise me-" I WAS BAWLINGGGG

  • @ivypetty2471
    @ivypetty2471 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so happy for you and hope you are adjusting well in the new place. Your mom is so precious!

  • @MegaRbailey
    @MegaRbailey ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so lovely all the best to you and don’t worry crying is the best to let it out and you can have your family over at anytime

  • @sophia-ti5od
    @sophia-ti5od ปีที่แล้ว

    wow this made me cry sm. knowing that i’m going to be a senior next year and i’ll be going away to college soon, this hits hard.

  • @maggielittle2706
    @maggielittle2706 ปีที่แล้ว

    this literally made me cry 🥲 i bawled my eyes out when i moved away so i totally relate. the apartment is so cute n cant wait for the new content 🫶💗

  • @deborahlundy6892
    @deborahlundy6892 ปีที่แล้ว

    You made me want to cry. Enjoy your apartment you are going to love living alone it will take a while to get use to it. But nice you don’t have to answer to anyone but yourself.

  • @dia2812
    @dia2812 ปีที่แล้ว

    5:20 i was SOBBING until this- why is the collective crying and then random moving of the fridge in the background GEEK

  • @jada5794
    @jada5794 ปีที่แล้ว

    Even though I started bawling I just have to say how appreciative I was to see you be so real and vulnerable about this situation. I’m a third year college student and I cry every time I move back for another school year. Being on your own is different and scary, but also beautiful so good luck to you babe

  • @hdawg987
    @hdawg987 ปีที่แล้ว

    i literally started crying 😢 i just moved from florida to illinois and it was super emotional for me too. best of luck steven, we’re all so proud of you ❤

  • @gizexm
    @gizexm ปีที่แล้ว

    i cant believe i also cried with you. starting a new chapter is never easy but im proud of you! you have so many great things ahead ily steven!!!

  • @angelicanavarro4832
    @angelicanavarro4832 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cried right along with you! I moved all the way across the country away from my mom who is my best friend. Saying goodbye to her and my baby siblings was the hardest thing I've ever done. Its been a year as of April 1st!

  • @defaultsim8662
    @defaultsim8662 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so much confirmation for me because I am also moving out and also to New York! Proud of us!

  • @zebramilktea
    @zebramilktea ปีที่แล้ว

    Stop it!!! I’m crying! 😭 and your dad standing waiting for his turn to hug: 🧍🏻and your sister saying “ew”. Lol. All the feels 🥲

  • @jellycatroxy
    @jellycatroxy ปีที่แล้ว

    also not your dad fixing the fridge while you and your mom are having a heart to heart lolll 5:16

  • @iamsamuelsantos
    @iamsamuelsantos ปีที่แล้ว

    I just moved out at the ripe age of 26 and the week before I moved out I started bawling crying. Knowing that you’re not gonna see your parents everyday anymore is so hard :(

  • @gabriellabejarano7758
    @gabriellabejarano7758 ปีที่แล้ว

    Literally crying with u 😭seeing u and ur mom was so sweet

  • @xo.cceline
    @xo.cceline ปีที่แล้ว

    Sobbing when you hugged penny. Love you Steven!🥹💕

  • @edenrivas8642
    @edenrivas8642 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for being so vulnerable and strong through this. I’m going through a lot right now so to be able to cry with you is helping a lot. Love you 💕

  • @windyland8023
    @windyland8023 ปีที่แล้ว

    sobbing. this is such a weird/ exciting transitional time in life and you captured it so well. cant wait to see whats to come

  • @i.a5924
    @i.a5924 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for showing all of that, I find it hard to even fathom moving out so I look forward to see how you process

  • @kerritay23
    @kerritay23 ปีที่แล้ว

    Aw, you made me cry. There’s so much more good to come for you

  • @bradleestop
    @bradleestop ปีที่แล้ว

    Don’t ever be sorry about your emotions Steven. We’re all so proud of you for this huge step, and even though it was heartbreaking to see you cry, it’s all for the best! I can’t wait to see all of your adventures!!

  • @JamellyLuvzSpot
    @JamellyLuvzSpot ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for sharing that. I totally felt seen and I understood exactly what you felt as I recently moved out. It gets better. Congratulations!!! 🎉

  • @hugocastro3014
    @hugocastro3014 ปีที่แล้ว

    congratulations, Steven!!!!!! i’m so happy for you. new place, new things to do. so inspiring!!! i have 22, and after the college, i feel that i’m stuck. because i’m unemployed, livin w my mom it’s kinda “WTF I’M DOING WITH MY LIFE” but… yeah. enjoy this new moment!!!!!!! wishing so love & light for you. ❤

  • @amberlydlc
    @amberlydlc ปีที่แล้ว

    stop i was crying with u🥲 been here since u were in college, so proud of you steven❤️

  • @Brounshugavision
    @Brounshugavision ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel like one of Steven’s oldest subscribers and I cried like I was moving. If you didn’t get hit in the feels then your a serial killer who doesn’t deserve this channel. Congratulations on moving to the next level🎉👶🏽🧑🏽‍🎓🧑🏽‍💼❓

  • @madisons.9306
    @madisons.9306 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cried with you Steven! My mom is also my best friend and I felt all the same feels when I moved out. Just know you got this 💕 You should feel so proud of yourself! Congrats on your awesome new place.

  • @nicolegatto
    @nicolegatto ปีที่แล้ว

    congrats steven! i’ve been a fan of yours since early 2020 and i have watched you grow, find yourself, find your way and you honestly feel like one of my best friends at this point. you are such a light in this world and you always know how to make me laugh. you are such a special, beautiful soul that the world desperately needs more of. this is such a bittersweet moment, but i know so many amazing things lie ahead for you in the future and i can’t wait to watch you experience all of the love and joy you deserve! wishing you all the best always, so happy for you and so endlessly proud of you. cheers to a new, beautiful life ahead of you! so much love for you🤍

  • @lararamos7180
    @lararamos7180 ปีที่แล้ว

    I rely on Steven’s dry humor to get my emotionally constipated self going in the morning so to find myself crying this hard at the beginning of the video ruined my entire day. That was beautiful, Steven, everything’s gonna be just fine. ❤

  • @TheKart52
    @TheKart52 ปีที่แล้ว

    This legit made me cry. Thank you so sharing. So proud of you!!