The fact that this song is about an anime and not about a real older sibling who left home to find their happiness, leaving their younger siblings to survive their parents, absolutely astounds me.
Good writing should feel based in reality- at least, as far as the emotional components go. Horikoshi definitely put in his research. I'm just really, really hoping it's not from a personal friend who's struggled similarly.
This song and the artist remind me of Madi Buckley and her brother Evan (Buck) Buckley from the show 9.1.1... this comment just clarified that but the roles were reversed... older sister madi left home to be a nurse leaving younger Evan to serving the strict parents so... yeee I love it
Oh my god, I listened to this before reading the description and thought "This would be a really good song for a Dabi animatic" I checked the desc after I read your comment to find out it was really inspired by him. How cool :)
been bawling with this on repeat back at spotify bc if u change it to ‘You left me alone in a house not a home’ and suddenly its the anthem for little siblings left in an abusive household by their older siblings who finally turned 18 and ran for freedom.. and the older sibling comes back for them only for the younger sibling to have already been traumatized beyond repair.. how bittersweet
Very strong feels from this song as I'm the older sibling preparing my home for my little brother who is turning 18 in a month and he'll finally get out. He may have the same cracks I have but that's ok as we will paint them with gold.
I'm 17 and went to live with my dad and left my two siblings 6 and 10 and I try to pull them away as often as I can but I can't speak to my mother without getting super angry. And I don't want them to take that and run.
I love that for people that are into My Hero they get feels But also people that aren't still get feels Some of the best fan songs are the ones that can have meaning without the context of the original material
Yeah!!! Like Im not a bnha fan but im a fan of the days union And despite not knowing the character this is about I can put it with a character from my own fandom And THATS the fan songs that are really the best They can stand with any fandom And they can stand alone The character i put this with is realistic day,who left his one and only friend in a union that did not care about him It hurt him so bad to turn from everything he had ever known And he wishes every day it was different as he watched the union crumble and fall to war But he knew he had to leave Because his friend refused to. I also put this with nick cult who left little 12 year old jack in an emotionally abusive household because nick just couldn’t stand being there anymore And it hurt to leave But he had to
“There is Little of me let that could care about dousing the wildfire” this hits so hard. For me, it’s knowing your actions are incorrect, and yet continuing to go on. You know you need to stop to control the situation, fix things, but instead you continue on, because there is nothing stopping you. You lose the part of you that cares, and push through it.
I love your interpretation of it. Mine was always it's about not trying to manage your parent's reactions or pacifying them anymore. When you're just so done with their abusive behavior that you don't even even care. You've realized they don't want to change and you can't stop them from behaving that way so why even try anymore?
Ah, I feel the same way about how you lose a part of you that cares, it's because it's all you ever knew you dont know how to stop because these incorrect actions were always on you, as you grew you did these actions to others because you always grew up with it you don't know how to stop when no one ever stopped hurting you, anyway that's how i feel about it or what i mean what i been threw.
With me it was very much, you ruined me before I was born. You made me to serve and fix you. You made me to handle your problems and you stole my childhood, my innocence, my happiness, and my freedom, before I even had it. I didn't deserve how you ruined me and I can't ever heal from it, if I can't heal from and move past your wrongdoings, then neither can you.
"Brother did you know? You could just strike a match, Hear him scream my name one last time" is the most heartbreaking for me, its that concept where a parent says all of their kids names before getting the right one, and its so human and mundane, but then you add in that his other kid has been disowned, and in this scenario shoto is only striking the match to get his father to confront his brother's existence.
this song is in perfect timing with the rest of dabi backstory in chapter 350. I'm listening to this on loop to recover from that emotional rollercoster.
i love how this song perfectly explain the feeling of leaving a younger sibling in an abusive/toxic household and having to get past the guilt that comes along with it.
Growing up in an abusive house, the oldest of three who was forced out at seventeen, this hits severely close to home. My sister was the favorite, my brother and me were targeted most. And when I tell you, I did all I could to keep that attention on me, keep them with the least amount of trauma possible, I did. He's sixteen now. He's smart. He's flourishing. He's headstrong. He smiles, so much more than he did almost three years ago. I'm home, I don't have the same relationship with him as I used to. But that man is gone from our lives. If mom had never left that man, I had full intention to give them both an escape when I could. This hits so hard, being what we went through. And I had a period where I was so lost and confused, where I hated everyone more than anything. Yeah. I have gone through therapy. But the "I left you alone in a house not a home." made me share. I'm happy that he smiles now.
Thank you for sharing, and I'm really glad to hear you're both doing better now. I've never been in a similar, but I've always done what I could to translate and mediate for my younger brother when he and my parents spark off each other, so your thoughts really resonated with me. I wish you both the best!
I feel this, except I'm the youngest of four. My eldest brother got me out permanently when I was 10 (it was clear to everybody I was the most hated), but stayed behind for my other brother and sister. He suffered abuse so bad he took his life as a result recently, and "I left you alone in a house, not a home" makes me cry every single time.
Not me but my best friend in the world left the moment they were able so they could start trying to save up for a way out for the younger siblings and it eats at them all the time that they left. I have to remind them they wouldn’t be alive to help the siblings if they stayed (was suicidal at the time bc the situation) and we’ve been saving for a house we hope to have by next year and then save a bit more and go for custody. They’ve been out of the house for two years and it will prob be 4 by the time everything is in place but getting them out at 10 and 14 is better than them having stayed and died or being stuck for an extra 12 years possibly longer.
I’m the middle of three, I was forced to leave at the height of my step father’s abuse when I was younger and my little brother blamed me for it. When I came back, I had gone through hell at my bio father’s house and we got into a lot of “who had it worse” arguments but in reality we were both alone and scared in those situations. He’s seventeen now, step dad is gone from our lives forever. Also my older brother was similarly forced out at 16 by our step dad. We all fought alone for so long, but it only brought us closer as siblings.
This is absolutely gut-wrenching. I've heard other dabi songs, and almost all of them are loud, violent, and angry. Not that that doesn't fit with his character, but the feel I got from the song made it seem like it was Touya singing instead; a betrayed, heartbroken young man who has let go of the few scraps of his old self that remain, and has made peace with the fact that things can never go back to how they used to be. Overall, this is gorgeous. I don't know what else to say.
im actually sobbing rihgt now. like not kidding SOBBING. the electric guitar is gorgeous, the chorus is so magical. Madds you completely outdid yourself this time and I'm incredibly proud of you and everyone who worked with you on this song. I wish nothing but the absolute best for you and congrats on the song drop.
I've never watched/read My Hero Academia, this just came up in my recommended and I'm so glad it did. This song is incredible!!! It made me really want to try and write a story around it which has never happened to me before
As an older sibling who left their younger brothers in a broken, mentally abusive home, in order to take care of myself, but now I come back to the home, and the place is a disaster, this song hits home.
I am taking an ASL (American Sign Language) class and for our end of the year project, I have to chose a song to sign to. I chose this song! The guitar is so pretty, the singing is beautiful, and the LYRICS are AMAZING! It gets me in my feels every single time. I already knew most of the signs needed to follow along to this song as well, and I am coming close to being able to sign it fluently! Yay! Beautiful song. I saved it on Spotify as soon as I saw this video XD
@@sleepkae 5 words (to limit spoilers) Dabi and More Backstory and Future. (If you want to know more probably just search up Dabi current manga chapters and you should be able to see what is going on)
Goodness… you’ve truly captured the spirit of Dabi’s character that I feel like few people can grasp. Here, he’s just… telling Shoto a tale. He is angry, yes, but he’s just too far gone to care anymore. I wish I could like this more than once
Seeing as most songs based around Dabi and his childhood are angry, shaming his father for what he did to him, but this one is more of an apology, to the todoroki children, to his mother, and to himself, I find it very comforting to see the sentimental, human side of dabi for once.
I've had this on repeat on spotify anytime I work. For me this hits deeply, as an older brother that was forced to leave a younger brother in an abusive home life, I relate way too much to the line, "I left you alone in a house, not a home." My little brother is no longer in that house luckily. I love your music. Thank you for giving this side of Dabi a chance to speak.
I have similar feelings rn, my little brother and my younger sisters live with my mother, and I hope that she gets better, but my Mom's a reck that can't even clean the table half the time. It's been almost 15 years, but she has finally been reported and marked down as a disfunctional parent and she tries, I think. I stopped talking to her, but from my siblings, I hear that my sisters are fine and my little brother isn't. It hurts so much
This song bitch slapped me with my own trauma. Youngest of seven children, the sheltered bandaid baby who was raised to do all the emotional labor and taught that the only way someone will love me is if I can give them something. Plus I'm the younger of two daughters and the other died when I was one and she was ten to cancer. My siblings are all 8-18 years older and despite having the same parents are complete strangers to me. I haven't spoken to any of them in almost four years and my life is completely unaffected aside from the occasional breakdown over this realization. The day I realized I didn't have brothers, just strangers that share genes, I grieved the family I thought had but never did.
Aw fuck. That line "I could care less if it hurts you anymore," shit I felt that. Plus all the references to fire and burns, I have severe pyromania, general mania, bipolar depression, and cptsd, and I got diagnosed for all of that after i had a breakdown a few years back that resulted in me trying to burn my hometown down. I regretted setting the initial fire and tried to put it out after I called someone, I'm very lucky the burns I got on my hands and arms didn't scar. Fuckin shit this song cuts deeper and deeper the more I listen. I should NOT relate this much to Dabi.
GODDAMMIT THE BURN WITH HELLFIRE LINE JUST SCREAMS "ABUSIVE RELIGIOUS HOUSEHOLD" AND MY DAD WAS A MORMON BISHOP IN RURAL TEXAS. IM A BISEXUAL, HELENIC PAGAN, CHAOS AND DEATH WITCH. FUCK!!!!! STOP. BEING. THIS.
Oh brother of mine. It's been a long, long time Since I've seen my fave in your eyes Oh brother, I've returned To my burn scars at birth Charcoal and iron Brought me back And I left you alone In a house, and not a home And I watched the burning grow As my hair filled with gray From the ashes that fell The mountains I knew so well Burned with hellfire in the Blue light of midnight Brother, I watched the sky burn And all I learned was smoke fills the lungs Like a disease Brother, I see you burn like me The Singes on our skin like a brand Brother,I confess there is a little of me left That could care about dousing the wildlfire And I left u alone In a house, not a home And I watch the burning grow As my hair filled with gray From the ashes that fell The mountains I knew so well Burned with hellfire in the blue light of midnight brother, I watched the sky Burn And all I learned was smoke Fills the lungs like a disease Brother, did you know you could just strike a match hear him scream my name One last time Brother, I am home in the fires of our youth I could care less if it hurts you anymore And I left you alone , in a house, not a home And I watch the burning grow As my hair filled with gray From the ashes that fell The mountains I knew so well Burned with hellfire in the blue light of midnight Brother, I watch the sky burn And all I learned was smoke fills the lungs Like a disease Did I spend a long time doing this yes was it worth it also yes now I can send it to my friends because idk I'm bored I could send the song instead of the lyrics but it's funner to do both
You couldn't pick a better release date, "Brother" + chapter 350 leaks just broke me. I'm now a sobbing pile wrapped in blankets. Honestly, the coordination is unimaginable, do you have Horikoshi on the speed dial?
This song fits with my childhood so much. I’m the middle child of 3, I was the only one to graduate. I moved out at 13 to my aunts. My sisters stayed with my mother, my older is in prison, and my twin a young mother, though I wouldn’t trade my nephew for the world. I left home for me, for my mental health, but I left them behind in a toxic home. I have a brighter future but I’m sad to see what’s happened to them. I often think of what things could’ve been if they too had left.
I’m a older brother, I was taken into states care. Because my parents were caught, i’m not going to elaborate but my younger sibling introduced me to my hero academia. In fact I can guarantee that they are probably watching this video at some point in time, this is my message to them…I’m sorry that I left you alone kiddo, but I’m proud of you for resisting the control of them. I’ve heard that you’re just like how I was at that age and i’m happy about that because that means you’re a fighter and that you are going to make this world your stomping ground’s. I have guilt for leaving you in that environment but what I don’t have guilt about is all the times you’ve seen me retaliate because you’ve learned the family was wrong, the cycle was broken once and we can break it again.
There is something so heart breaking about this song. Like Dabi is confessing how he wronged his brother and warning him to not go down this path while at the same time being unable to stop himself from losing himself to it
This song makes me feel free. In my interpretation, it's like telling someone to get out of an abusive relationship that costs a lot to do so but who already knows the consequences and the loss of himself.But even so, he keeps moving forward knowing that nothing will be the same and that everything is fine.And that blue flames will always burn as that person chooses themselves no matter how hard it is to leave someone behind
I was never in any type of abusive home, the way others relate but I relate to this because my story is a little different. Growing up, I had an older brother exactly four but this one in particular was the best brother i could ever ask for, until as i grew up i noticed he started changing. That was when I found out when he was younger he took the wrong path in life, making bad decisions. That now had a heavy effect in who he was then and who he would be in the future, along with whom he surrounded himself with. The one brother I loved so much, that I looked up to all the time, that showed nothing but compassion, care, and love towards me suddenly showed hatred, and resentment towards me especially in the way he talked to me...And this started after a year of trying to get into contact with him, along with no birthday wishes from him either. I cried nights wishing he'd come back...wishing he'd change, wishing for him to go back to the talkative and kind brother I once knew but...now ive learned that i can't wait on an outcome, especially from someone who has chose to live the way they are. I miss him, but I'll infact let him live the life he chose to live. Thank you for reading my story ❤️
There’s something so nostalgic about this song, even though it’s not even a year old, it feels like I’ve heard it before, maybe in another lifetime. It sounds like the pain of someone I’ve never met but have known my whole life.
I love the part where it says “I left you alone in a house not a home” Its relatable for me after things just got so bad and since my brother was old enough to move out he did and when he came back I wasn’t the same and he knew it.
I know this is about MHA/BNHA, but I can’t help but think about Jason Todd with this song, and how his suffering didn’t seem to teach Batman anything in his eyes. Not that leaving people like Joker alive caused more harm than good, not that bringing children into battle was wrong, nothing. I know this is intended to be Toya telling Shoto about his suffering, and how Endeavor had abused them, but I just can’t stop thinking about the Red Hood telling his fellow Robins about how one impulsive decision ruined his life and tainted how he viewed the man he once idolized.
this is one of the best songs i've heard in a long time, but honestly, that happens whenever i hear your music!! those higher notes near the end gave me chills and the song all around was just so good ^^
Honestly, I’ve never watched MHA, I hardly know the plot, but this song is so beautiful idc if I’ve seen the song or not, your voice just tickles that part of my brain that trigger serotonin
i may not watch My Hero Academia but this song can be interpreted in so many ways, it’s so human and the vocals are so beautiful. you did an amazing job with this song
I saw this song on tiktok and even though I know it’s a fan song, it’s hits close too home from me because I left my brother in broken home and now I’ll be going back for the first time in 4 years too watch my sister graduate and will be seeing him.
I am not a My Hero fan and never plan on watching it, however I discovered this song yesterday and it is GORGEOUS. It hits very hard, coming from an eldest siblings.
Just got back from watching the reveal episode, I felt so much anguish when Toya says that he is proud of Shoto for coming so far and for being so nice, yet is still attempting to kill him in order to hurt endeavour. Shoto has been traumatised his entire childhood, so why does he have to suffer on the battlefield when it's all endeavor's fault? Endeavor may have change but it doesn't change the fact the fact that he still married for power, sent their mother to the hospital, completely neglected his children, abused and tortured Shoto, and didn't stop after Toya passed away. . They will never get their childhood back. I hope dabi does make endeavour suffer but not like this it hurts too much:(
Oh hermano mío ha pasado mucho tiempo Desde que he visto mi cara en tus ojos Oh hermano, he regresado A mis cicatrices de quemaduras de nacimiento El carbón y el hierro me trajeron de vuelta Y te dejé solo En una casa, no un hogar Y vi crecer la quema Mientras mi cabello se llenaba de canas De las cenizas que cayeron Las montañas que conocía tan bien Quemado con Hellfire en la luz azul de la medianoche Hermano, vi arder el cielo Y todo lo que aprendí fue El humo llena los pulmones como una enfermedad hermano ya veo te quemas como yo El canta en nuestra piel como una marca hermano, lo confieso Queda poco de mi A eso podría importarle apagar el incendio forestal Y te dejé solo En una casa, no un hogar Y vi crecer la quema Mientras mi cabello se llenaba de canas De las cenizas que cayeron Las montañas que conocía tan bien Quemado con Hellfire en la luz azul de la medianoche Hermano vi arder el cielo Y todo lo que aprendí fue El humo llena los pulmones como una enfermedad hermano sabias Podrías simplemente encender un fósforo Escúchalo gritar mi nombre por última vez hermano estoy en casa En los fuegos de nuestra juventud No podría importarme menos si te duele más Y te dejé solo En una casa, no un hogar Y vi crecer la quema Mientras mi cabello se llenaba de canas De las cenizas que caen Las montañas que conocía tan bien Quemado con Hellfire en la luz azul de la medianoche Hermano vi arder el cielo Y todo lo que aprendí fue El humo llena los pulmones como una enfermedad
I know this song is based off of an anime, but as the eldest sibling that was in an abusive household, the older sibling guilt I have felt all these years for not being able to shield my younger sibling from witnessing all the abuse weighs heavily on me. Although I haven't left my younger sibling behind, I still almost did and the chorus hits close to home. We're in a better place now and everything is peaceful so I'm glad
My sister absolutely loves this song, I don’t really associate it with MHA because I don’t watch anime much, but I think it’s a really beautiful song. This has been me and my sisters song forever since she showed me it, and I can’t listen without crying
i love this song so much. i know that its based on a character from mha but I've put it in my black brother playlist because this reminds me so much of Sirius and Regulus' relationship. its amazing
"And there is little of me left that could care about dousing the wildfire" It's been 5 years since I've talked to my father. 6 since I've been in that house. The one I grew up in. He has no one left in his life. "I left you alone in a house and not a home". I feel guilty for that, but I also know he did this to himself. He's the one that abused me. I told him if he just apologized I'd be willing to forgive. But he won't change. "Mey hair filled with gray " the memories still cover me like ash, and full my lungs.
This song is fighting tooth and nail to turn me into a Dabi Kinnie, cuz I left three siblings with my mother who abused us all, but mostly me since I was the eldest who "ruined her life" and should have been "more grateful she was pro-life". Part of healing is recognizing that you can't save everyone, but saving yourself is up to you.
Fuck... I have no clue how many times I've heard this already, and it makes me tear up EVERY single time. Thank you so much for this masterpiece of a song! Dabi has always been one of my favourites so this song and the latest chapter is making me ugly cry!
2:32 "...You did?" "I did" Regulus smiled sadly, bitterly "the poison filled my lungs and I remember thinking of your proud smile like when I first learned to ride a broom." "Regulus-" "I heard kreacher calling out my name one last time. How I wished you cared like him. A house elf hesitated to leave me while my own brother didn't." A burning hot dagger buried itself on Sirius Black's heart seeing his little brother he loved so dearly....yet left him alone, cry silently while smiling. "I'm sorry. I left you alone in a house...not a home. I'm sorry Regulus."
Dabi feels so personal to me as a character because of my upbringing. I was a lot like him, grown up as the first that was molded by my father to always be the best golden child. His pain he ironed and poured into me, and it left me so broken. And I did everything in me to make sure he always focused on me and not my siblings, but with all the hurt and trauma he left me, I couldn't even interact with them normally, I'd snap and have a mental breakdown at the littlest things that reminded me of him. I'm glad to say I'm getting better. I've left for myself, but I will come back to take them from that hell.
I can't tell you how often I listen to this, as a older sibling who left younger siblings in an abusive situation and now wach them be hurt because of it. I listen to this every time I try and get them out every time I have to face my abuser hoping it'll do anything to save them in the long run but knowing she will hurt them the moment she gets home This song has helped so much I've screamed it, I've signed it, I've cried at each lyric, thank you for this song
bro, I'm crying. this hits so hard. I havent read the manga or seen the obvious spoilers, but this has so much emotion behind the words and just the pure way Madds sings it. Excellent job 😭👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
Sure the cover made me know it was dabi but even if I didn’t see it I would if known it was dabi singing to shoto because of how well the lyrics explained these two. Some of the parts were deep asf. You’re a lyrical genius 😭😭 *sorry for my English
as somebody who kins dabi and had a not so great childhood, im crying my eyes out. this song is absolutely amazing. its so relatable, and i love the way it goes from calm to a bit sped up then calm again. it gives how you really get into the music. i wish i didnt relate to this song as much as i do, but its just so relatable. thank you so much for this absolute masterpiece.
The fact that this fucking delectable tragically somber song came from a anime fandom is just….wow. This is just so good. I adore it, its everything it needs to be and more. Love this song so much, it’s so damn underrated.
This song. It just hits really hard. It's a beautiful song that tells just a little touch of a story, just enough to be an absolutely amazing standalone song, without any context from the inspiration story. I can't quite express just how much I love this song
This song reminds me of my brother who unfortunately passed when he was a baby today is his birthday and I haven’t heard it for awhile but it popped up in a random mix today it was definitely a sign rest in peace big bother ❤
came across this song on Spotify randomly and hearing 0:42 this line I thought wow this song fit dabi so much and when I heard hellfire I thought oh!! It is written for dabi !!!! I was like this is the best dabi song everrrrr
I found this song as a Spotify suggestion and knew nothing about it... but INSTANTLY went "OMG ITS DABI" and I have listened to it on repeat for DAYS. I love this song so much!!
I wish you the best of luck. Something like that takes a lot of bravery, and I honor you for that. I wish I would've had that courage when I first escaped my situation.
this song hits home for us older brothers that left our younger siblings in an abusive household,, ik it's a fan song but i legitimately cry when I hear it
Although the song seems to be made for Dabi from MHA, I can't help but picture the relationship of Azula & Zuko from Avatar in it. Fits perfectly with the tone, blue flames & a declining mental health themes
Made me cry so hard bcos this is me and my younger brother. My mom took me and our older bro and left our lil brother to our father (who is neglectful and just exposes him to all his addiction) and yrs later i came back, taking him w/ me and he was crying coz he didnt want to go. Coz he wanted to stay w/ papa and just.. i cried and repeatedly said sorry and "that i shouldve known" that we just left him to somebody who doesnt even show any love and just.. God i still feel horrible to this day coz he was soo young and i can still see the irreparable damage that had done to him. He had no one whilst i was lucky enough to have my mother and brother
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The fact that this song is about an anime and not about a real older sibling who left home to find their happiness, leaving their younger siblings to survive their parents, absolutely astounds me.
Good writing should feel based in reality- at least, as far as the emotional components go. Horikoshi definitely put in his research. I'm just really, really hoping it's not from a personal friend who's struggled similarly.
@@emilylee9568usually stuff like that is inspiration...so...
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This song and the artist remind me of Madi Buckley and her brother Evan (Buck) Buckley from the show 9.1.1... this comment just clarified that but the roles were reversed... older sister madi left home to be a nurse leaving younger Evan to serving the strict parents so... yeee I love it
THis hits when you consider this a song to the inner teenager or child you left behind to survive.
Ow
Ouchhh
Don’t do this to me 🥲
SOBBING RN OVER THIS
ouch, why do you have to hurt me like this
Most Dabi songs are angry and filled with hate. This one is much more human. I’m in love with it
I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH
Oh my god, I listened to this before reading the description and thought "This would be a really good song for a Dabi animatic" I checked the desc after I read your comment to find out it was really inspired by him. How cool :)
ya I know right
Ikr it's amazing :>
What dabi songs?
been bawling with this on repeat back at spotify bc if u change it to ‘You left me alone in a house not a home’ and suddenly its the anthem for little siblings left in an abusive household by their older siblings who finally turned 18 and ran for freedom.. and the older sibling comes back for them only for the younger sibling to have already been traumatized beyond repair.. how bittersweet
I'm just seeing this comment and you're not wrong about it. It does hit different.
Very strong feels from this song as I'm the older sibling preparing my home for my little brother who is turning 18 in a month and he'll finally get out. He may have the same cracks I have but that's ok as we will paint them with gold.
@@screeching2181I wish you two a great life.
I'm 17 and went to live with my dad and left my two siblings 6 and 10 and I try to pull them away as often as I can but I can't speak to my mother without getting super angry. And I don't want them to take that and run.
And now I'm in pain
I love that for people that are into My Hero they get feels
But also people that aren't still get feels
Some of the best fan songs are the ones that can have meaning without the context of the original material
Yeah!!! Like
Im not a bnha fan but im a fan of the days union
And despite not knowing the character this is about
I can put it with a character from my own fandom
And THATS the fan songs that are really the best
They can stand with any fandom
And they can stand alone
The character i put this with is realistic day,who left his one and only friend in a union that did not care about him
It hurt him so bad to turn from everything he had ever known
And he wishes every day it was different as he watched the union crumble and fall to war
But he knew he had to leave
Because his friend refused to.
I also put this with nick cult who left little 12 year old jack in an emotionally abusive household because nick just couldn’t stand being there anymore
And it hurt to leave
But he had to
can confirm, idk anything about bnha but god this song hits
i didnt even know it was for my hero. love the show but didnt know til now!
I Left the mha fandom years ago but this song means so much to me for other reasons
I used to be a fan until the fandom drove me mad like I no longer associate with it but I understand why people like it
“There is Little of me let that could care about dousing the wildfire” this hits so hard. For me, it’s knowing your actions are incorrect, and yet continuing to go on. You know you need to stop to control the situation, fix things, but instead you continue on, because there is nothing stopping you. You lose the part of you that cares, and push through it.
I love your interpretation of it. Mine was always it's about not trying to manage your parent's reactions or pacifying them anymore. When you're just so done with their abusive behavior that you don't even even care. You've realized they don't want to change and you can't stop them from behaving that way so why even try anymore?
Ah, I feel the same way about how you lose a part of you that cares, it's because it's all you ever knew you dont know how to stop because these incorrect actions were always on you, as you grew you did these actions to others because you always grew up with it you don't know how to stop when no one ever stopped hurting you, anyway that's how i feel about it or what i mean what i been threw.
With me it was very much, you ruined me before I was born. You made me to serve and fix you. You made me to handle your problems and you stole my childhood, my innocence, my happiness, and my freedom, before I even had it. I didn't deserve how you ruined me and I can't ever heal from it, if I can't heal from and move past your wrongdoings, then neither can you.
The fact that I NOW realised this is a Dabi song singing to Shoto has left me speechless... I've been listening to this song for years LMAO
"Brother did you know? You could just strike a match, Hear him scream my name one last time" is the most heartbreaking for me, its that concept where a parent says all of their kids names before getting the right one, and its so human and mundane, but then you add in that his other kid has been disowned, and in this scenario shoto is only striking the match to get his father to confront his brother's existence.
Holy shit dude did you have to make it so much sadder
He wasn't disowned though.
@@universalpower419 It doesn't matter, he was basically treated that way when being passed aside like he was.
this song is in perfect timing with the rest of dabi backstory in chapter 350. I'm listening to this on loop to recover from that emotional rollercoster.
We are suffering right.
i did the same thing, pretty sure i cried the whole day when i read chapter 350 and listened to this on loop
What’s the title?
@@hanygonzalez7476 Boku No Hero Academia Manga
i agree
this song is fit for dabi/touya
There’s something nostalgic about this song and I can’t place my finger on why
It kinda reminds me of hey brother maybe that's it?
@@LiveLavLove7607 I think you’re right
It gives me American Author or Mumford and Sons vibes
@@savannahcheesebox1353 SAME!!
@@savannahcheesebox1353 Definetly Mumford and Sons!
i love how this song perfectly explain the feeling of leaving a younger sibling in an abusive/toxic household and having to get past the guilt that comes along with it.
100%
Growing up in an abusive house, the oldest of three who was forced out at seventeen, this hits severely close to home.
My sister was the favorite, my brother and me were targeted most. And when I tell you, I did all I could to keep that attention on me, keep them with the least amount of trauma possible, I did. He's sixteen now. He's smart. He's flourishing. He's headstrong. He smiles, so much more than he did almost three years ago.
I'm home, I don't have the same relationship with him as I used to. But that man is gone from our lives.
If mom had never left that man, I had full intention to give them both an escape when I could.
This hits so hard, being what we went through. And I had a period where I was so lost and confused, where I hated everyone more than anything.
Yeah. I have gone through therapy. But the "I left you alone in a house not a home." made me share.
I'm happy that he smiles now.
Thank you for sharing, and I'm really glad to hear you're both doing better now. I've never been in a similar, but I've always done what I could to translate and mediate for my younger brother when he and my parents spark off each other, so your thoughts really resonated with me. I wish you both the best!
I feel this, except I'm the youngest of four. My eldest brother got me out permanently when I was 10 (it was clear to everybody I was the most hated), but stayed behind for my other brother and sister. He suffered abuse so bad he took his life as a result recently, and "I left you alone in a house, not a home" makes me cry every single time.
@@jennanichols2945I'm so sorry for your loss and I hope you and your other siblings are doing OK
Not me but my best friend in the world left the moment they were able so they could start trying to save up for a way out for the younger siblings and it eats at them all the time that they left. I have to remind them they wouldn’t be alive to help the siblings if they stayed (was suicidal at the time bc the situation) and we’ve been saving for a house we hope to have by next year and then save a bit more and go for custody. They’ve been out of the house for two years and it will prob be 4 by the time everything is in place but getting them out at 10 and 14 is better than them having stayed and died or being stuck for an extra 12 years possibly longer.
I’m the middle of three, I was forced to leave at the height of my step father’s abuse when I was younger and my little brother blamed me for it. When I came back, I had gone through hell at my bio father’s house and we got into a lot of “who had it worse” arguments but in reality we were both alone and scared in those situations.
He’s seventeen now, step dad is gone from our lives forever.
Also my older brother was similarly forced out at 16 by our step dad.
We all fought alone for so long, but it only brought us closer as siblings.
I really can't wait for this one; I saw the one-minute version on TikTok and fell head over heels for it. This is going to be amazing!!
I AM ALREADY OBSESSED
I listened to it for about 3 seconds on my cup and fell head over heals for it Man it’s so good!
Same
This is absolutely gut-wrenching. I've heard other dabi songs, and almost all of them are loud, violent, and angry. Not that that doesn't fit with his character, but the feel I got from the song made it seem like it was Touya singing instead; a betrayed, heartbroken young man who has let go of the few scraps of his old self that remain, and has made peace with the fact that things can never go back to how they used to be.
Overall, this is gorgeous. I don't know what else to say.
Blue flames by Gio Navas is another softer Dabi song
literally- btw, check out cross my heart, the reimagined version(fabvl)
Being the first daughter who has a younger brother in an abusive household
This really hit hard
This
Exactly!
im actually sobbing rihgt now. like not kidding SOBBING. the electric guitar is gorgeous, the chorus is so magical. Madds you completely outdid yourself this time and I'm incredibly proud of you and everyone who worked with you on this song. I wish nothing but the absolute best for you and congrats on the song drop.
I AM ALREADY SINGING ALONG
I'm crying myself 😭😭😭😭😭
😊@@firefly.vae23
I've never watched/read My Hero Academia, this just came up in my recommended and I'm so glad it did. This song is incredible!!! It made me really want to try and write a story around it which has never happened to me before
It's a really good anime.
I mean I hate the anime but I love this song so it really from all ends doesn't matter lol
@@somepunk3841 damn why tho what did the anime ever do to you?
As an older sibling who left their younger brothers in a broken, mentally abusive home, in order to take care of myself, but now I come back to the home, and the place is a disaster, this song hits home.
As an older sibling, I feel this resonate in my soul. I want to ball up and cry and hug all my younger siblings..
Keep on making amazing songs❤️❤️
This song was made for a anime Chracter?
@Monokuma
Yes it was made for Dabi I believe
I am taking an ASL (American Sign Language) class and for our end of the year project, I have to chose a song to sign to. I chose this song! The guitar is so pretty, the singing is beautiful, and the LYRICS are AMAZING! It gets me in my feels every single time. I already knew most of the signs needed to follow along to this song as well, and I am coming close to being able to sign it fluently! Yay! Beautiful song. I saved it on Spotify as soon as I saw this video XD
This sounds like mine though I'm not in asl 2 yet so I have to wait till next year.
WISH YOU LUCK 🙌🏻✨🤍
I really hope you did well
After seeing the manga leaks for this week, I simply cannot listen to this without sobbing.
RIGHT IT HURTS SO MUCH MORE NOW
Wait what happened? :()
@@sleepkae 5 words (to limit spoilers) Dabi and More Backstory and Future.
(If you want to know more probably just search up Dabi current manga chapters and you should be able to see what is going on)
Goodness… you’ve truly captured the spirit of Dabi’s character that I feel like few people can grasp. Here, he’s just… telling Shoto a tale. He is angry, yes, but he’s just too far gone to care anymore. I wish I could like this more than once
I remember hearing a short part of this song on tiktok a long while ago, I was so excited to see it was getting a full version
I AM OBSESSED
Seeing as most songs based around Dabi and his childhood are angry, shaming his father for what he did to him, but this one is more of an apology, to the todoroki children, to his mother, and to himself, I find it very comforting to see the sentimental, human side of dabi for once.
I've had this on repeat on spotify anytime I work. For me this hits deeply, as an older brother that was forced to leave a younger brother in an abusive home life, I relate way too much to the line, "I left you alone in a house, not a home." My little brother is no longer in that house luckily. I love your music. Thank you for giving this side of Dabi a chance to speak.
I have similar feelings rn, my little brother and my younger sisters live with my mother, and I hope that she gets better, but my Mom's a reck that can't even clean the table half the time. It's been almost 15 years, but she has finally been reported and marked down as a disfunctional parent and she tries, I think.
I stopped talking to her, but from my siblings, I hear that my sisters are fine and my little brother isn't. It hurts so much
I've had the 1 minute version from tiktok on repeat all day waiting for this to drop. The full version did not disappoint :)
THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! OMG I CANT WAIT FOR THE ALBUM I AM FREAKING OUT, THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!!
I NEED THE ALBUM
This song bitch slapped me with my own trauma. Youngest of seven children, the sheltered bandaid baby who was raised to do all the emotional labor and taught that the only way someone will love me is if I can give them something. Plus I'm the younger of two daughters and the other died when I was one and she was ten to cancer. My siblings are all 8-18 years older and despite having the same parents are complete strangers to me. I haven't spoken to any of them in almost four years and my life is completely unaffected aside from the occasional breakdown over this realization.
The day I realized I didn't have brothers, just strangers that share genes, I grieved the family I thought had but never did.
Aw fuck. That line "I could care less if it hurts you anymore," shit I felt that. Plus all the references to fire and burns, I have severe pyromania, general mania, bipolar depression, and cptsd, and I got diagnosed for all of that after i had a breakdown a few years back that resulted in me trying to burn my hometown down. I regretted setting the initial fire and tried to put it out after I called someone, I'm very lucky the burns I got on my hands and arms didn't scar. Fuckin shit this song cuts deeper and deeper the more I listen. I should NOT relate this much to Dabi.
GODDAMMIT THE BURN WITH HELLFIRE LINE JUST SCREAMS "ABUSIVE RELIGIOUS HOUSEHOLD" AND MY DAD WAS A MORMON BISHOP IN RURAL TEXAS. IM A BISEXUAL, HELENIC PAGAN, CHAOS AND DEATH WITCH. FUCK!!!!! STOP. BEING. THIS.
Oh brother of mine.
It's been a long, long time
Since I've seen my fave in your eyes
Oh brother, I've returned
To my burn scars at birth
Charcoal and iron
Brought me back
And I left you alone
In a house, and not a home
And I watched the burning grow
As my hair filled with gray
From the ashes that fell
The mountains I knew so well
Burned with hellfire in the
Blue light of midnight
Brother, I watched the sky burn
And all I learned was smoke fills the lungs
Like a disease
Brother, I see you burn like me
The Singes on our skin like a brand
Brother,I confess there is a little of me left
That could care about dousing the wildlfire
And I left u alone
In a house, not a home
And I watch the burning grow
As my hair filled with gray
From the ashes that fell
The mountains I knew so well
Burned with hellfire in the blue light of midnight
brother, I watched the sky
Burn
And all I learned was smoke
Fills the lungs like a disease
Brother, did you know you could just strike a match hear him scream my name
One last time
Brother, I am home in the fires of our youth
I could care less if it hurts you anymore
And I left you alone , in a house, not a home
And I watch the burning grow
As my hair filled with gray
From the ashes that fell
The mountains I knew so well
Burned with hellfire in the blue light of midnight
Brother, I watch the sky burn
And all I learned was smoke fills the lungs
Like a disease
Did I spend a long time doing this yes was it worth it also yes now I can send it to my friends because idk I'm bored I could send the song instead of the lyrics but it's funner to do both
Also ik there in the bio but it's funner to do it myself lol
You couldn't pick a better release date, "Brother" + chapter 350 leaks just broke me. I'm now a sobbing pile wrapped in blankets. Honestly, the coordination is unimaginable, do you have Horikoshi on the speed dial?
Chills! I’m literally crying, I’m obsessed!! This is so good!!!! I will be listening to this for the rest of my life
I AM STIMMING AMD SINGING ALONG ALREADY
@@cookiecrunch7193 SAME! I’m still screaming, this is incredible!!
@@Jadyn_Anime ITS LITERALLY MIDNIGHT AND I NEED SLEEP BUT I AM WILDLY OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG NOW!!!
SAME
This song fits with my childhood so much. I’m the middle child of 3, I was the only one to graduate. I moved out at 13 to my aunts. My sisters stayed with my mother, my older is in prison, and my twin a young mother, though I wouldn’t trade my nephew for the world. I left home for me, for my mental health, but I left them behind in a toxic home. I have a brighter future but I’m sad to see what’s happened to them. I often think of what things could’ve been if they too had left.
I’m not a fan of MHA but when I heard of this in TT, I didn’t realised it was a fan song. This is the BEST FAN SONG I’VE HEARD.
As an older sibling this feels like the perfect song to sob to at 2 in the morning
I just learned that this is for dabi and now I’m understanding why I relate to him so much
I’m a older brother, I was taken into states care. Because my parents were caught, i’m not going to elaborate but my younger sibling introduced me to my hero academia. In fact I can guarantee that they are probably watching this video at some point in time, this is my message to them…I’m sorry that I left you alone kiddo, but I’m proud of you for resisting the control of them. I’ve heard that you’re just like how I was at that age and i’m happy about that because that means you’re a fighter and that you are going to make this world your stomping ground’s. I have guilt for leaving you in that environment but what I don’t have guilt about is all the times you’ve seen me retaliate because you’ve learned the family was wrong, the cycle was broken once and we can break it again.
There is something so heart breaking about this song. Like Dabi is confessing how he wronged his brother and warning him to not go down this path while at the same time being unable to stop himself from losing himself to it
This song makes me feel free. In my interpretation, it's like telling someone to get out of an abusive relationship that costs a lot to do so but who already knows the consequences and the loss of himself.But even so, he keeps moving forward knowing that nothing will be the same and that everything is fine.And that blue flames will always burn as that person chooses themselves no matter how hard it is to leave someone behind
I was never in any type of abusive home, the way others relate
but I relate to this because my story is a little different.
Growing up, I had an older brother exactly four but this one in particular was the best brother i could ever ask for, until as i grew up i noticed he started changing. That was when I found out when he was younger he took the wrong path in life, making bad decisions. That now had a heavy effect in who he was then and who he would be in the future, along with whom he surrounded himself with. The one brother I loved so much, that I looked up to all the time, that showed nothing but compassion, care, and love towards me suddenly showed hatred, and resentment towards me especially in the way he talked to me...And this started after a year of trying to get into contact with him, along with no birthday wishes from him either. I cried nights wishing he'd come back...wishing he'd change, wishing for him to go back to the talkative and kind brother I once knew but...now ive learned that i can't wait on an outcome, especially from someone who has chose to live the way they are.
I miss him, but I'll infact let him live the life he chose to live.
Thank you for reading my story ❤️
Man, I remember when the first clip of this came out over a year ago, shortly after the reveal, and with 350 leaks, it only hits that much harder
There’s something so nostalgic about this song, even though it’s not even a year old, it feels like I’ve heard it before, maybe in another lifetime. It sounds like the pain of someone I’ve never met but have known my whole life.
we got, "the red means I love you"
and now this! I can't wait to see whats next! maybe a shiggy inspired one! :D
She made one for Shiggy! It's called Child of Ashes, it's up on her channel.
@@mento_mori_ma6398THAT'S A SHIGGY SONG??????????
Been counting down the days and I'm absolutely in love with this song!!
IT SO CATCHY
Im sobbing at the fact that this also fits the Black brothers from harry potter but i love this song!!
I love the part where it says “I left you alone in a house not a home” Its relatable for me after things just got so bad and since my brother was old enough to move out he did and when he came back I wasn’t the same and he knew it.
Miss Buckley. . .did you and Hirokoshi-San secretly communicate? This song hits so much in the pain feels. It's amazing!
I own this.pain😢😂i am the big sis
This song reminds me of Sirius and Regulus Black in so many different ways and I love this song so much
Same I was hoping to find a comment like this
As the youngest of the family with depression and two brothers 10 years older than me, this hits really hard.
I know this is about MHA/BNHA, but I can’t help but think about Jason Todd with this song, and how his suffering didn’t seem to teach Batman anything in his eyes. Not that leaving people like Joker alive caused more harm than good, not that bringing children into battle was wrong, nothing.
I know this is intended to be Toya telling Shoto about his suffering, and how Endeavor had abused them, but I just can’t stop thinking about the Red Hood telling his fellow Robins about how one impulsive decision ruined his life and tainted how he viewed the man he once idolized.
Oh my god I was just thinking the same thing
this is one of the best songs i've heard in a long time, but honestly, that happens whenever i hear your music!! those higher notes near the end gave me chills and the song all around was just so good ^^
Honestly, I’ve never watched MHA, I hardly know the plot, but this song is so beautiful idc if I’ve seen the song or not, your voice just tickles that part of my brain that trigger serotonin
Honestly, if you are just interested in the story line that this is protaining to, I'm so sorry, cause this is like a side plot
@@Copper_Coins that is the biggest tragedy I've ever heard of
@@Saturn_Drawz genuinely though, I hate how all the best story lines are for side characters that we only get to see once every 5 episodes
i’m so glad you decided to put out a full version of this song! it’s so incredible and powerful, i can’t wait for the album
I just learned this is about Dabi…that makes so much more since and made me cry more😭
i may not watch My Hero Academia but this song can be interpreted in so many ways, it’s so human and the vocals are so beautiful. you did an amazing job with this song
I saw this song on tiktok and even though I know it’s a fan song, it’s hits close too home from me because I left my brother in broken home and now I’ll be going back for the first time in 4 years too watch my sister graduate and will be seeing him.
As an only child, I have no brother to feel akin to about leaving behind.
But I left little me behind in a house, not a home. All to survive.
I am not a My Hero fan and never plan on watching it, however I discovered this song yesterday and it is GORGEOUS. It hits very hard, coming from an eldest siblings.
Lost my brother when i was very young, and living an abusive household..this song sings in my soul. Thank you
Just got back from watching the reveal episode, I felt so much anguish when Toya says that he is proud of Shoto for coming so far and for being so nice, yet is still attempting to kill him in order to hurt endeavour. Shoto has been traumatised his entire childhood, so why does he have to suffer on the battlefield when it's all endeavor's fault? Endeavor may have change but it doesn't change the fact the fact that he still married for power, sent their mother to the hospital, completely neglected his children, abused and tortured Shoto, and didn't stop after Toya passed away. . They will never get their childhood back. I hope dabi does make endeavour suffer but not like this it hurts too much:(
Oh hermano mío
ha pasado mucho tiempo
Desde que he visto mi cara en tus ojos
Oh hermano, he regresado
A mis cicatrices de quemaduras de nacimiento
El carbón y el hierro me trajeron de vuelta
Y te dejé solo
En una casa, no un hogar
Y vi crecer la quema
Mientras mi cabello se llenaba de canas
De las cenizas que cayeron
Las montañas que conocía tan bien
Quemado con Hellfire en la luz azul de la medianoche
Hermano, vi arder el cielo
Y todo lo que aprendí fue
El humo llena los pulmones como una enfermedad
hermano ya veo
te quemas como yo
El canta en nuestra piel como una marca
hermano, lo confieso
Queda poco de mi
A eso podría importarle apagar el incendio forestal
Y te dejé solo
En una casa, no un hogar
Y vi crecer la quema
Mientras mi cabello se llenaba de canas
De las cenizas que cayeron
Las montañas que conocía tan bien
Quemado con Hellfire en la luz azul de la medianoche
Hermano vi arder el cielo
Y todo lo que aprendí fue
El humo llena los pulmones como una enfermedad
hermano sabias
Podrías simplemente encender un fósforo
Escúchalo gritar mi nombre por última vez
hermano estoy en casa
En los fuegos de nuestra juventud
No podría importarme menos si te duele más
Y te dejé solo
En una casa, no un hogar
Y vi crecer la quema
Mientras mi cabello se llenaba de canas
De las cenizas que caen
Las montañas que conocía tan bien
Quemado con Hellfire en la luz azul de la medianoche
Hermano vi arder el cielo
Y todo lo que aprendí fue
El humo llena los pulmones como una enfermedad
I know this song is based off of an anime, but as the eldest sibling that was in an abusive household, the older sibling guilt I have felt all these years for not being able to shield my younger sibling from witnessing all the abuse weighs heavily on me. Although I haven't left my younger sibling behind, I still almost did and the chorus hits close to home. We're in a better place now and everything is peaceful so I'm glad
My sister absolutely loves this song, I don’t really associate it with MHA because I don’t watch anime much, but I think it’s a really beautiful song. This has been me and my sisters song forever since she showed me it, and I can’t listen without crying
Great now it’s time to cry in my car as I project onto 2D characters
Me to me too it’s ok!!!!
Fuckin same. Lmao
Sobbing to this on repeat because in a years time I’m leaving my brother behind. I don’t want him to feel abandoned or shunned.
i love this song so much. i know that its based on a character from mha but I've put it in my black brother playlist because this reminds me so much of Sirius and Regulus' relationship. its amazing
Istg "I left you in a house but not a home" hits everytime 🥲
"And there is little of me left that could care about dousing the wildfire"
It's been 5 years since I've talked to my father. 6 since I've been in that house. The one I grew up in. He has no one left in his life. "I left you alone in a house and not a home". I feel guilty for that, but I also know he did this to himself. He's the one that abused me.
I told him if he just apologized I'd be willing to forgive. But he won't change.
"Mey hair filled with gray " the memories still cover me like ash, and full my lungs.
This song is fighting tooth and nail to turn me into a Dabi Kinnie, cuz I left three siblings with my mother who abused us all, but mostly me since I was the eldest who "ruined her life" and should have been "more grateful she was pro-life".
Part of healing is recognizing that you can't save everyone, but saving yourself is up to you.
This is going on repeat. I love this.
BRUH MY MOM IS ABOUT TO GET REAL SICK OF ME
@@cookiecrunch7193 Same
Never knew I could like a song about a mha villain so much-
“And I left you alone, in a house, not a home.”
Damn.
Fuck... I have no clue how many times I've heard this already, and it makes me tear up EVERY single time. Thank you so much for this masterpiece of a song! Dabi has always been one of my favourites so this song and the latest chapter is making me ugly cry!
2:32
"...You did?"
"I did" Regulus smiled sadly, bitterly "the poison filled my lungs and I remember thinking of your proud smile like when I first learned to ride a broom."
"Regulus-"
"I heard kreacher calling out my name one last time. How I wished you cared like him. A house elf hesitated to leave me while my own brother didn't."
A burning hot dagger buried itself on Sirius Black's heart seeing his little brother he loved so dearly....yet left him alone, cry silently while smiling.
"I'm sorry. I left you alone in a house...not a home. I'm sorry Regulus."
Dabi feels so personal to me as a character because of my upbringing. I was a lot like him, grown up as the first that was molded by my father to always be the best golden child. His pain he ironed and poured into me, and it left me so broken. And I did everything in me to make sure he always focused on me and not my siblings, but with all the hurt and trauma he left me, I couldn't even interact with them normally, I'd snap and have a mental breakdown at the littlest things that reminded me of him. I'm glad to say I'm getting better. I've left for myself, but I will come back to take them from that hell.
I LOVE IT SO MUCH, CONGRATS ON THE RELEASE MADDS!
ITS SO AMAZING
As the brother who got left behind....this hits hard. My brother is starting to admit that our parents suck & it's like we're burning together now. 🥺
I can't tell you how often I listen to this, as a older sibling who left younger siblings in an abusive situation and now wach them be hurt because of it.
I listen to this every time I try and get them out every time I have to face my abuser hoping it'll do anything to save them in the long run but knowing she will hurt them the moment she gets home
This song has helped so much I've screamed it, I've signed it, I've cried at each lyric, thank you for this song
Songs like this are why i love fanfics and AUs more than canon, which i stopped following months ago
this is breathtaking. You embodied Toyua so well, it as if he is speaking through you.
Proud to say that I was there when the first time tok draft of this came out, and proud to say that I'm still here now. Whoooooooooo!
I really wish I found her page sooner but I am so glad I found it recently
I come back to this song once in a while and it still hurts everytime I listen to it.
bro, I'm crying. this hits so hard. I havent read the manga or seen the obvious spoilers, but this has so much emotion behind the words and just the pure way Madds sings it. Excellent job 😭👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
Sure the cover made me know it was dabi but even if I didn’t see it I would if known it was dabi singing to shoto because of how well the lyrics explained these two. Some of the parts were deep asf. You’re a lyrical genius 😭😭
*sorry for my English
Daaamn that last chorus hits *different*. Goosebumps. I never would have guessed its a fan song
as somebody who kins dabi and had a not so great childhood, im crying my eyes out. this song is absolutely amazing. its so relatable, and i love the way it goes from calm to a bit sped up then calm again. it gives how you really get into the music. i wish i didnt relate to this song as much as i do, but its just so relatable. thank you so much for this absolute masterpiece.
The fact that this fucking delectable tragically somber song came from a anime fandom is just….wow.
This is just so good. I adore it, its everything it needs to be and more.
Love this song so much, it’s so damn underrated.
This song. It just hits really hard. It's a beautiful song that tells just a little touch of a story, just enough to be an absolutely amazing standalone song, without any context from the inspiration story. I can't quite express just how much I love this song
This song reminds me of my brother who unfortunately passed when he was a baby today is his birthday and I haven’t heard it for awhile but it popped up in a random mix today it was definitely a sign rest in peace big bother ❤
THE LAST VERSE! Omg...I'm literally crying
I don’t even go to this fandom but I can tell how much depth this character has and potential they have
came across this song on Spotify randomly and hearing 0:42 this line I thought wow this song fit dabi so much and when I heard hellfire I thought oh!! It is written for dabi !!!! I was like this is the best dabi song everrrrr
Chills literal chills. This was amazing!!
Same!!!!!
ABSOLUTELY PERFECT!! You did an amazing job ♡♡
RIGHT ITS BEAUTIFUL
I’m so excited omg I’m in England and I’ve set and alarm to wake up for the premier
The alarm was so worth it I’m now crying over fictional characters
@@crow_2221 ITS OK ME TOO!!!!
@@cookiecrunch7193 AYYYYY
@@crow_2221 ITS SO GOOOD!!!!!
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omfg that guitar solo just iches my brain so good i just cant explain.
Gonna be listening to this on repeat for a while!
AHHHH SAME I LOVE IT I AM ALREADY SINGING ALONG
Same!
I found this song as a Spotify suggestion and knew nothing about it... but INSTANTLY went "OMG ITS DABI" and I have listened to it on repeat for DAYS. I love this song so much!!
This is the song that finally made me decide I'm going to ask to keep my little sister. I can't leave her there.
I wish you the best of luck. Something like that takes a lot of bravery, and I honor you for that. I wish I would've had that courage when I first escaped my situation.
this song hits home for us older brothers that left our younger siblings in an abusive household,, ik it's a fan song but i legitimately cry when I hear it
Although the song seems to be made for Dabi from MHA, I can't help but picture the relationship of Azula & Zuko from Avatar in it. Fits perfectly with the tone, blue flames & a declining mental health themes
I FINALLY FOUND THE COMMENT I WAS LOOKING FORRRR
Made me cry so hard bcos this is me and my younger brother. My mom took me and our older bro and left our lil brother to our father (who is neglectful and just exposes him to all his addiction) and yrs later i came back, taking him w/ me and he was crying coz he didnt want to go. Coz he wanted to stay w/ papa and just.. i cried and repeatedly said sorry and "that i shouldve known" that we just left him to somebody who doesnt even show any love and just.. God i still feel horrible to this day coz he was soo young and i can still see the irreparable damage that had done to him. He had no one whilst i was lucky enough to have my mother and brother