Thanks girl! Some people might relate to this so I just wanted to add that I don't like attention for the sake of it but I love getting attention for being my most authentic self. Especially when I can be really weird and silly. I also have Jupiter my chart ruler conjunct my SN
I just wanted to add a different take here: I have south node in Leo and north node in Aquarius. I do not relate to my north node at all and the thing that rewards me the most is fully embodying my south node. When I tried to adopt my Aquarian/ north node qualities my life was a mess, now that I have slipped on my comfortable South Node in Leo, I am finally flourishing with my business really taking off, making more money, being happier! I think this is a huge misconception in the Astro community that the north node is where we find fulfilment, not so for me. Thanks for this interesting video I appreciate it 🥰💕🌸
Thank you for sharing your experience. Can I ask what you did to embrace your south node? And do you know where it is in your chart or if you have planets conjunct?
For me it's a combination. I was an actor in my past life and I'm an actor in this life except this time I'm also a producer (in my last life I was a producer but Ted Kennedy scammed me). In my early life I always wanted someone else to handle the business side and my life was a mess but since I took on the producer role myself I've been able to focus my narratives on psycho-social issues. So I've mixed the Leo and Aquarius by focusing on stories for the community instead of what I personally would enjoy doing (Horror movies).
Yes!!! I want to help humanity and innovate soooo much sometimes too much and I need to do one thing at a time and I end up doing 5 things all at once. I love this, thank you for bringing it to the light 😘
I have this intuitive fear of looking too good. Im worried about getting distracted or others taking away from my spiritual focus. Its kind of subconscious. I won't wear makeup that looks too pretty or show too much sexuality in my presence. I do but the feeling is that I'm headed in the wrong direction if i do.
Same here! I’ve always been that way! Feeling like I can’t show off too much at once, I think it’s going away as I’m getting older and starting to care less
Why do you think I look like I do in my videos? I'm obsessed with hobo chic because I don't wanna use my looks to influence people. I want to look like a scruffy hobo so that I attract people who are interested I what I'm saying. Whenever I'd "clean my look up" then people would focus on that. I also did my past life regression and I was Gloria Swanson -- the first silent film star.
I am both a performer (singer-songwriter) and a teacher and mental health advocate. I think I feel the happiest when I combine my south and north node. There’s creativity, contribution, attention… I started to feel great after giving on being the center of attention though, it really messed with me.
I am a violinist who has performed in orchestras on stage (often as first chair) for the past 50 years with the greatest stars on the planet. Always in the background as a support for the show. However, I am also a certified meditation teacher combining beautiful music with guided meditation inspired by the wonders of nature including nature sounds. Instead of trying to make money at this, I have found that donating my services brings a sense of satisfaction when I see the peace and transformation in the groups I am presenting to. It is really something different! Thank you for helping me to understand this!❤
I remember telling my siblings but I wanted to be a humanitarian waaaay before i knew North and South nodes existed. So I guess that part of my soul remembered something.
Crazy on my birthday Feb 5th I went to Guatemala for a permaculture intensive program and it is my goal to obtain land and start permaculture/ holistic retreat 🥺
Some of them have a tendency to stifle the self-expression of others, or to prioritize their point of view/ego/need to look good/desires over the comfort and wellbeing of others, or over the objective truth.... and since the nodes are karmic, they increasingly feel that their self-expression is stifled as the decades go by. They often feel misunderstood/not appreciated, not seen, not taken seriously, or like they missed out on something in life. I've been treated horribly by some of them, and it's interesting to see how life has gone for many of them over the decades. On the surface though, their lives look great (or they make sure their lives/self *looks* great).
I have this node and I do have the leo star quality that i can lean on but with Aquarius, I found it more rewarding to cultivate friendship over fans and interestingly enough I want to pursue permaculture and live off the grid.
Thank you so very much! I have been trying to understand for so long now. Leo is mostly in my 12th house but it's also my rising at 27°.. as well as my south node... so it's confusing, in so many words lol.. I'm a pisces sun and aquarius moon too so, I just so much want to understand it well 😅 and the way you explained it as not being something to avoid but to use more wisely, as an aquarius would.. that makes me deeply happy.. 🙏 I appreciate your time so much 💜✨
Lmao I DEFINITELY have that problem I have this unexplainable like, feeling of expected privilege even though I’ve never really had much privilege in life haha 😂 (respectfully of course as an amateur am I have mannnny privileges but you know what I mean 😆)
These are my placements and I do feel the weight of my South Node in Leo and I embrace it because I’m currently an actress and I love what I do. I find blockages in my self confidence sometimes which surprises people. I want to continue to embrace what i feel is my purpose by being a performer but how can I pursue my dream while satisfying the North Node in Aquarius? Thank you so much
South node in Leo I do not want attention I would rather help others. When I was a very small child I did like the attention and more Leo ♌️ Sun like. I have 29 Leo Ascendant.
I have a problem with attention. I got way too much and I felt weird about it because the majority of it was from men. Sexual energy I have plenty of and really can't stand it.
I do not want to be famous or known at all but certainly I have dignity like every human and I learned from these tumultuous years that I should come first like everyone puts himself or herself first I am not the damn lamb. Definitely I do not believe in Christ consciousness. This is not my conviction and will never be. Group work is great but I will not sacrifice my dignity for others. NEVER and certainly I will not entertain anybody
I used to feel like that when I thought it was about joining a group or working in a group. It's not. It's about taking your Leo Star Power and focusing it on a cause. That's why I'm developing Star-Marine (see playlist for draft epsiodes). Star Marine is about these 3 angles who incarnated on earth in order to balance the forces of dark and light. They are the most powerful beings in this dimension, but their Star Powers are directed toward guiding humans to learn that evil can only affect them if they choose to let it affect them. They don't "save" anyone like superheroes, they just lead the horse to water. It's an allegory for the balance our placement elicits from within us. Aquarius doesn't want you to strip your identity to please the group, it certainly doesn't want you to martyr yourself either. Aquarius wants you to give others that same confidence and strong sense of self that you displayed in your comment. Take that attitude you have and give it to others. If you're at work and you see someone struggling with confidence, maybe they're too afraid to tell the boss where to get off, by watching you do it, they're learning.
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Wow this is so cool - I’m already shocking people!
Thanks girl! Some people might relate to this so I just wanted to add that I don't like attention for the sake of it but I love getting attention for being my most authentic self. Especially when I can be really weird and silly. I also have Jupiter my chart ruler conjunct my SN
Yes I love that point about authenticity.
I just wanted to add a different take here: I have south node in Leo and north node in Aquarius. I do not relate to my north node at all and the thing that rewards me the most is fully embodying my south node. When I tried to adopt my Aquarian/ north node qualities my life was a mess, now that I have slipped on my comfortable South Node in Leo, I am finally flourishing with my business really taking off, making more money, being happier! I think this is a huge misconception in the Astro community that the north node is where we find fulfilment, not so for me. Thanks for this interesting video I appreciate it 🥰💕🌸
Thank you for sharing your experience. Can I ask what you did to embrace your south node? And do you know where it is in your chart or if you have planets conjunct?
For me it's a combination. I was an actor in my past life and I'm an actor in this life except this time I'm also a producer (in my last life I was a producer but Ted Kennedy scammed me). In my early life I always wanted someone else to handle the business side and my life was a mess but since I took on the producer role myself I've been able to focus my narratives on psycho-social issues. So I've mixed the Leo and Aquarius by focusing on stories for the community instead of what I personally would enjoy doing (Horror movies).
I say all of that to say that perhaps your business success is the path that is leading you to humanitarianism.
OMG you helped me understand why i want to change the world and make the world a better place, i have BIG PLANS!
So glad this helped!
Yes!!! I want to help humanity and innovate soooo much sometimes too much and I need to do one thing at a time and I end up doing 5 things all at once. I love this, thank you for bringing it to the light 😘
Yes!! Slow growth is good growth.
I have this intuitive fear of looking too good. Im worried about getting distracted or others taking away from my spiritual focus. Its kind of subconscious. I won't wear makeup that looks too pretty or show too much sexuality in my presence. I do but the feeling is that I'm headed in the wrong direction if i do.
Same here! I’ve always been that way! Feeling like I can’t show off too much at once, I think it’s going away as I’m getting older and starting to care less
Me too! ❤
Why do you think I look like I do in my videos? I'm obsessed with hobo chic because I don't wanna use my looks to influence people. I want to look like a scruffy hobo so that I attract people who are interested I what I'm saying. Whenever I'd "clean my look up" then people would focus on that. I also did my past life regression and I was Gloria Swanson -- the first silent film star.
Holy sh**, I have the same issue. I try and am promoted to do so by my reiki teacher, but I just can't. Ugh. Aq NN here.
Wow...I couldn't find the words to express the same thing about myself....very subconsciously....makes sense now.
I am both a performer (singer-songwriter) and a teacher and mental health advocate. I think I feel the happiest when I combine my south and north node. There’s creativity, contribution, attention… I started to feel great after giving on being the center of attention though, it really messed with me.
yes to the combination!
I am a violinist who has performed in orchestras on stage (often as first chair) for the past 50 years with the greatest stars on the planet. Always in the background as a support for the show. However, I am also a certified meditation teacher combining beautiful music with guided meditation inspired by the wonders of nature including nature sounds. Instead of trying to make money at this, I have found that donating my services brings a sense of satisfaction when I see the peace and transformation in the groups I am presenting to. It is really something different! Thank you for helping me to understand this!❤
These are my nodes and it often does feel like I was an actress in a past life. I do best when the attention isn’t fully on me. This seemed spot on!
You have put this in a perspective I haven't come across yet - and it's literally mind blowing. Thank you so much!
I remember telling my siblings but I wanted to be a humanitarian waaaay before i knew North and South nodes existed. So I guess that part of my soul remembered something.
You have the most soothing voice!!! I must watch all your videos!!!
Thank you!
Agreed. I am an hsp and when I get overstimulated, she helps chill me out
Thank you so much - you talk in such a clear and gentle way ❤
Crazy on my birthday Feb 5th I went to Guatemala for a permaculture intensive program and it is my goal to obtain land and start permaculture/ holistic retreat 🥺
That sounds so cool!
Some of them have a tendency to stifle the self-expression of others, or to prioritize their point of view/ego/need to look good/desires over the comfort and wellbeing of others, or over the objective truth.... and since the nodes are karmic, they increasingly feel that their self-expression is stifled as the decades go by. They often feel misunderstood/not appreciated, not seen, not taken seriously, or like they missed out on something in life. I've been treated horribly by some of them, and it's interesting to see how life has gone for many of them over the decades. On the surface though, their lives look great (or they make sure their lives/self *looks* great).
I have this node and I do have the leo star quality that i can lean on but with Aquarius, I found it more rewarding to cultivate friendship over fans and interestingly enough I want to pursue permaculture and live off the grid.
Very cool!
I have Stellium of Saturn, Uranus and Neptune in Capricorn along with Midheaven also in Capricorn. North Node Aquarius
I have Uranus, saturn, Neptune and ascendant in Capricorn. North node Aquarius. I’m guessing we’re born around the same year lol
Thank you so very much! I have been trying to understand for so long now. Leo is mostly in my 12th house but it's also my rising at 27°.. as well as my south node... so it's confusing, in so many words lol.. I'm a pisces sun and aquarius moon too so, I just so much want to understand it well 😅 and the way you explained it as not being something to avoid but to use more wisely, as an aquarius would.. that makes me deeply happy.. 🙏 I appreciate your time so much 💜✨
Lmao I DEFINITELY have that problem I have this unexplainable like, feeling of expected privilege even though I’ve never really had much privilege in life haha 😂 (respectfully of course as an amateur am I have mannnny privileges but you know what I mean 😆)
Thank you Cassandra ❤️
❤️❤️❤️
These are my placements and I do feel the weight of my South Node in Leo and I embrace it because I’m currently an actress and I love what I do. I find blockages in my self confidence sometimes which surprises people. I want to continue to embrace what i feel is my purpose by being a performer but how can I pursue my dream while satisfying the North Node in Aquarius? Thank you so much
very interesting!!
Thank you
I'm a sun leo. My north is Aquarius and south Leo. I feel this is a bit conflicting. :( any advice.
I did hypnotisw and I saw my past life,
I didnt know about astrology at that time
later on I was shocked
Thank you!
My south node in Leo is conjunct Pallas Athena ❤
My North node is aquarius, I find difficult to follow as my sun moon sign is leo.
Great reading. Thanks.
Thank you.
South node in Leo I do not want attention I would rather help others. When I was a very small child I did like the attention and more Leo ♌️ Sun like. I have 29 Leo Ascendant.
Thanks for sharing!
"Move towards humanitarian causes, and technological advancement" How do I do that? I'm 32 already and have done fuck all with my life.
That's just Leo talking 😂😂You've probably done more than you realize.
Yup … thanks .
I want to understand how this north node plays out as a Sagi. Or does the Sun Sign not influence node positions. TY for the insight 🏹
I listened to my Chiron in Aries then my south node Leo…. Confused!
Lol ive always said i was royal in my past life 😅
What about mars conjuction south north 2house...in leo.?
I am completely strange and abnormal 😂😂
I have a problem with attention. I got way too much and I felt weird about it because the majority of it was from men. Sexual energy I have plenty of and really can't stand it.
I do not want to be famous or known at all but certainly I have dignity like every human and I learned from these tumultuous years that I should come first like everyone puts himself or herself first I am not the damn lamb. Definitely I do not believe in Christ consciousness. This is not my conviction and will never be. Group work is great but I will not sacrifice my dignity for others. NEVER and certainly I will not entertain anybody
I used to feel like that when I thought it was about joining a group or working in a group. It's not. It's about taking your Leo Star Power and focusing it on a cause. That's why I'm developing Star-Marine (see playlist for draft epsiodes). Star Marine is about these 3 angles who incarnated on earth in order to balance the forces of dark and light. They are the most powerful beings in this dimension, but their Star Powers are directed toward guiding humans to learn that evil can only affect them if they choose to let it affect them. They don't "save" anyone like superheroes, they just lead the horse to water. It's an allegory for the balance our placement elicits from within us. Aquarius doesn't want you to strip your identity to please the group, it certainly doesn't want you to martyr yourself either. Aquarius wants you to give others that same confidence and strong sense of self that you displayed in your comment. Take that attitude you have and give it to others. If you're at work and you see someone struggling with confidence, maybe they're too afraid to tell the boss where to get off, by watching you do it, they're learning.
What if it’s in the 1st house ? 😫
I have a video on the North Node through the housese you can watch.
what about south node in leo 1st house?
I have a video on the nodes in the houses you can watch.
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