I dont like to be seen, i am pretty introverted but have a deep love for humans and all things. I am extremely sensitive. I want harmony ans balance in my life and in my relationships at all times. Yet i feel this deep desire to bring something to deep, profound and impactful to the collective and yet i dont know how to bring that into reality since i spend so much time alone and dont have the confidence to start anything. I have many ideas but dont take steps forward usually. I feel like i have an important role here on earth and i constantly am having an internal battle on stepping into my power or not being perceived. I feel like i am special in the sense that i know i have a good heart and i feel like i (and everyone else) deserves a good life. However, i often feel like maybe i am not meant to have those things in this life. I feel often drained and confused and hurt and depressed. Yet apart of me feels like im wasting my light. I have SOOOO much love in my for others and i have always been told i shine wherever i go but i am do not like the spot light or seek it out in anyway. I also have a leo sun and in vedic my mars in also in leo, i also have a scorpio rising and virgo midheaven and SN leo. I feel like maybe im supposed to bring the good and healthy aspects of my leo energy and contribute that to the collective. But i just dont know how. And i am constantly having an internal battle and i worry about my ego. I often pray to have as many deaths (ego) as i need to in order to shed those parts of me so i can actually align with the truest imprint of why i came here. I know theres a fire in me, there is something big or at least impactful in some capacity within me to contribute to the collective and i often feel like my life has been a waste and i will never be fully loved and seen for who i am, as well. Which makes me sad. In partnership, love keeps me going. I feel like something is unlocked in me where i have this burst of energy to give so much to everyone and to make a difference. But i find im often alone and struggling. Im getting older and i just want to live my purpose and also enjoy this life. Thank you for the video! Xoxoxo
My Aquarius North Node is in my third House, Gemini, I'm a Gemini Sun too, Sagittarius rising, Scorpio Moon and I have no clue how I'm supposed to be more humanitarian, I hate people.
I have Aquarius NN in 3rd as well with Libra sun, Taurus moon, Sag rising and I also hate people/groups/organizations lol so it looks like I’m gonna be coming back to learn this lesson 😂
Same! Scorpio Asc (late degree) Sag Sun (1st house) and 3rd house NN Aquarius . Large groups of people Nope! Dont like it. I agree with the first comment of acting confused appears less threatening to others.🤦🏽♀️ I really liked this video. Any vid on NN Aquarius makes me think of rolling up my sleeves and having to get really down and dirty😅 I do naturally motivate so many ppl. I like that. May it all become easier for us 🫶🏼🌟✨💫🤍🕊️
North Node in Aquarius is huge for me and I really want to understand it more fully and thoroughly! Thank you for this input, it definitely left me with but gave my things to think about! 💞🙌🏻
My boyfriend is south node leo and leo rising. He is very dramatic and passionate when he talks about anything. He is pretty comfortable being outspoken and dominating conversations. He seems subconsciously egotistical. Other people pick up on it more than he does.
Yess I have this placement. The solution I’ve found, is thought control. This placement it’s easy for every thought 💭 that pops up is selfish based. What can I gain from this? How will this benefit me? And this thinking Is applied to everything. So trying to transform from self-based thinking to selfless, community or group based thinking can be challenging, unless you have other placements that make this more possible, like other Aquarius or 11th house placements that make you more caring for others
I have Aquarius in my 4th house, I’m looking to get a job in tech and work remote to stay home with my family and still pursue my passion in writing and drawing. But eventually I’d like to move my family to another country. Sun and mercury - 9th house lol
😂😭yes it is hard! I have my North Node in Aquarius in my 7th House, plus I got Mars and Venus also in this House. My 1st House in Leo. Good video 👍🏼🙏🏽🤓
Depends on the rest of your chart! Are you struggling with balance? Do you swing extremes? Im guessing you find it relatively easy to be detached and innovative but you may feel unsatisfied. Lets book a reading! www.makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
It definitely could be! I have a brother who has ASC Leo SN and he struggles a lot (he is also young) but nothing that can't be worked through! You got this! Just stay aligned and don't rush the growth process
I’m also a Leo rising and I can tell you right now to be kind and have a grace with yourself. Do kind things for yourself. I know how generous you are, and you have to start being that generous with yourself. ❤️
I dont like to be seen, i am pretty introverted but have a deep love for humans and all things. I am extremely sensitive. I want harmony ans balance in my life and in my relationships at all times. Yet i feel this deep desire to bring something to deep, profound and impactful to the collective and yet i dont know how to bring that into reality since i spend so much time alone and dont have the confidence to start anything. I have many ideas but dont take steps forward usually. I feel like i have an important role here on earth and i constantly am having an internal battle on stepping into my power or not being perceived. I feel like i am special in the sense that i know i have a good heart and i feel like i (and everyone else) deserves a good life. However, i often feel like maybe i am not meant to have those things in this life. I feel often drained and confused and hurt and depressed. Yet apart of me feels like im wasting my light. I have SOOOO much love in my for others and i have always been told i shine wherever i go but i am do not like the spot light or seek it out in anyway.
I also have a leo sun and in vedic my mars in also in leo, i also have a scorpio rising and virgo midheaven and SN leo. I feel like maybe im supposed to bring the good and healthy aspects of my leo energy and contribute that to the collective. But i just dont know how. And i am constantly having an internal battle and i worry about my ego. I often pray to have as many deaths (ego) as i need to in order to shed those parts of me so i can actually align with the truest imprint of why i came here. I know theres a fire in me, there is something big or at least impactful in some capacity within me to contribute to the collective and i often feel like my life has been a waste and i will never be fully loved and seen for who i am, as well. Which makes me sad. In partnership, love keeps me going. I feel like something is unlocked in me where i have this burst of energy to give so much to everyone and to make a difference. But i find im often alone and struggling. Im getting older and i just want to live my purpose and also enjoy this life. Thank you for the video! Xoxoxo
My Aquarius North Node is in my third House, Gemini, I'm a Gemini Sun too, Sagittarius rising, Scorpio Moon and I have no clue how I'm supposed to be more humanitarian, I hate people.
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Haha. I understand how you feel. People can be annoying, especially in large masses.
are you sure of Sag rising ? I am Scorpio rising and I feel the same , though I am Aquarius stellium , but still don't like majority of people )
I have Aquarius NN in 3rd as well with Libra sun, Taurus moon, Sag rising and I also hate people/groups/organizations lol so it looks like I’m gonna be coming back to learn this lesson 😂
Same! Scorpio Asc (late degree) Sag Sun (1st house) and 3rd house NN Aquarius .
Large groups of people Nope! Dont like it. I agree with the first comment of acting confused appears less threatening to others.🤦🏽♀️
I really liked this video. Any vid on NN Aquarius makes me think of rolling up my sleeves and having to get really down and dirty😅 I do naturally motivate so many ppl.
I like that. May it all become easier for us 🫶🏼🌟✨💫🤍🕊️
North Node in Aquarius is huge for me and I really want to understand it more fully and thoroughly! Thank you for this input, it definitely left me with but gave my things to think about! 💞🙌🏻
Glad you found the video insightful! Check out the house your aquarius nn is in too!
I have this combination, but I don't really feel I have a big ego, I often think I am not good enough...
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The ego loves to indulge in "I'm not good enough". Know this one from personal experience.
@@rach4422 umm, this is a new perspective for me, never thought from this point, and paradoxically makes sense, thanks for sharing!
@Jessica-tz3wb my pleasure, yeah it's a weird one - the ego wants to protect you. It believes it's all of who you are.
My boyfriend is south node leo and leo rising. He is very dramatic and passionate when he talks about anything. He is pretty comfortable being outspoken and dominating conversations. He seems subconsciously egotistical. Other people pick up on it more than he does.
I'm that way as well (same signs)
This describes me 🥹🫣
Yes. Living with a controlling narc. I'm so tired stepping on eggshells.
Yess I have this placement. The solution I’ve found, is thought control. This placement it’s easy for every thought 💭 that pops up is selfish based. What can I gain from this? How will this benefit me? And this thinking Is applied to everything. So trying to transform from self-based thinking to selfless, community or group based thinking can be challenging, unless you have other placements that make this more possible, like other Aquarius or 11th house placements that make you more caring for others
Thank you magics! All the best for your channel and please keep posting abd shinning your light
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I have Aquarius in my 4th house, I’m looking to get a job in tech and work remote to stay home with my family and still pursue my passion in writing and drawing. But eventually I’d like to move my family to another country. Sun and mercury - 9th house lol
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😂😭yes it is hard! I have my North Node in Aquarius in my 7th House, plus I got Mars and Venus also in this House. My 1st House in Leo. Good video 👍🏼🙏🏽🤓
Glad you liked it!
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9:00 so you're saying I should be act more naive? I can do that. I'll act more confused. That seems to be less threatening to people.
But I was Gloria Swanson in my past life. I can't pretend I'm not a star.
Thank you so much! 😇
You're so welcome! 😊
North node in Aquarius in 11th house. I have no planets in my 5th house. What should I work on or be aware of?
Depends on the rest of your chart! Are you struggling with balance? Do you swing extremes? Im guessing you find it relatively easy to be detached and innovative but you may feel unsatisfied. Lets book a reading! www.makingmindfulnessfun.com/product/coaching-isabelle
I'm Sun & AC in LEO,... plus Northnode Aquarius 8th house .... that actually IS tough right?
It definitely could be! I have a brother who has ASC Leo SN and he struggles a lot (he is also young) but nothing that can't be worked through! You got this! Just stay aligned and don't rush the growth process
I’m also a Leo rising and I can tell you right now to be kind and have a grace with yourself. Do kind things for yourself. I know how generous you are, and you have to start being that generous with yourself. ❤️
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It’s hard to bring my south into the north.
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those muscles... 🤤
you just said north node in leo lol