Wow, 2,100 views. I've never reached this many on a release day ever, thank you. If this gets to anyone who hasn't heard of me; hey, I’m Kai, I'm an independent artist, and I'm over 10 years sober. My creative work is me reaching back into the dark to grab whoever may be reaching up from it. If that's you, imagine my music and my art as my grip on your hand, and imagine whatever inspiration you might derive from it as you seeing and feeling the light and heat from the sun pushing through the surface of your shadow as you rise from it. Let's make it out of the mud. I made this video something like a puzzle box. It is meant to be engaged with. I wrote, directed, filmed and edited it myself - and I wrote, performed and produced the song. Thanks for giving me a shot. Gonna keep at it.
Hi Kai, long time soundcloud fan here. You honestly deserve what is about to come, you WILL grow faster than you will ever think possible - I and many others are manifesting this. You have saved lives keep up and help expose the WEF please in some of your songs
Man, thanks for diving in - and thanks to Ren as well. I have a bunch of other songs, too, for whenever you might have the time and interest. Bunch of new songs in the works as well.
Love ren but somehow I came across this on my on and it's dope It's so cool that ren is out here promoting others art. Ha sidenote, just went to ren's channel and he called it dope too
Never heard of you till Ren recommended so I’m going to now explore your music…🫂 for your sobriety and persistence, it’s a hard journey. Daughter of a 30+ year recovering alcoholic dad who I’m beyond proud of. This is an amazing piece of music, and I wish you success and hugs n love from Scotland 🪽🤍🫂🏴
Grateful Ren linked this today 🙏 There is often a link between music and current conversations in my life, sometimes inner and sometimes outer. Today is the latter and got to share this with an incredibly important friend of mine! Thank you for your music Kai 🫶
@@KaiStraw my imagination is exploding. What a beautiful scene.. hopefully a science fiction epic opus. . Or a little folk ditty . . about two aliens. Ok. I'll stop. However or whatever you two create will be delicious. Love from a caravan in a field.
I really appreciate it, Vicky, thank you! And thanks to Ren for sending everyone over. I have a bunch of other songs out there so if you ever have some free time, all that's ready for you. 'Euphoria', 'Freedom' and 'Mr. Rocket Shoes' are a few that people who like this one have also been into.
Funnily enough, one of your tracks, Freedom, kept popping up in a Ren Spotify playlist a while ago. Since then, Ren has shared links to a couple of your tracks. Love the layers in sound to your music 🔥🔥
This is incredible artistry and pain on show. You got a sub from me. I'll be watching your reach grow. Congrats on 10+ years sober ! Mught want to give Dirt Miller a listen Kai. Ren sent us and you are incredible!
Kai, when this song came out it burrowed its way into my brain. I have a constant battle with life and motivation to even get up in the morning. The moment i herd this....I changed. To see this in a video form blew my mind like no drug. Sometimes i want to quit, but your music keeps me going and striving for a better me. Thank you for all the emotion you pour into each song you give us. We feel you brother, and you help us keep going!
Holy hell, this video is amazing. Simultaneously heartbreaking and heartwarming. I've loved the song for a while, but damn does this video really make it shine.
Hey kai, i just started listening to your music last week. Man, idk how ive never came across your beautifully written music. Youre lyrics are so fvkn powerful brother. The way you shape a songs tune and cadence. The stories you've told through 🎶. Its absolutely amazing music. Ive had one sad fvkn year brother. Ive lost so many people this year, not just acquaintances, good people in my life. And it broke me and i drank and i made everything even worse and lost someone who i thought would stick by my side through everything like i had done with her. Coming out of everything and realizing that i might have been with a narcissist. Didcards n break-ups for years and i didnt know that is considered abuse and i didnt have to put up with it. Me begging her to come to my grand fathers funeral for support a month after our break-up as i was desperately trying to keep my life together. 4 great friends gone, 2 grand fathers and a girlfriend of 6 years just gone and i didnt think id make it out and a friend of mine, someone ive known for 20+ years started seeing each other. She introduced me to katastro and i rabbit holed all the way to your music. Trying to find meaning and comfort in songs and songs, letting me know that im not alone in this feeling. Idk if what me and my friend have will last, but idk, its like at my absolute lowest, i felt the universe actively trying to save me before i did something dmb. I still see my ex in everything, i miss her? Or trauma bonded? 🤷♂️ idk. All i know is im not treading water rn, im not even floating, i feel like im swimming towards my goals. I just wanted to say thank you man. My long a** comment lol. You helped me so much this year ty ty ty ty 🙏 im a very small artist who paints, and im trying to make something of it. I feel like this year the universe moved everything and destroyed a lot to build something better for me. I hope one day i can bring to people what you bring, hope,character, faith, and amazing art that heals peoples souls. Again thank you 🤍
I've been listening since 2020! I know this song came out a little while back, but the spin you put on it with this video made it brand new. Your work should be in museums. It is some of the most beautiful art I have ever heard and seen. Please keep making music! It makes the world a better place for those that experience it.
Wow... The voice, the lyrics, the production on the music and the video.. Utterly blown away by this and the originality of it, only thing better than finding a new great song on yt is to see a tonne of other songs by the same artist that I can just deep dive Just awesome ♥
Yeh, we love our Ren. If he suggests someone we check them out. You can expect many more of us. The song and visuals are amazing. I’m gonna check out your other material. Did you know of Ren before this? He believes a rising tide lifts all ships. His tide has been advancing quickly as of late. 😉❤️✌️
i always felt connected to this song anyway and it's grown to be one of my favourites of yours. maybe it's because of how my past few days have been or because it's simply this song or maybe both, but i can't begin to describe how i felt watching this. incredible how well a story can be told in just a few minutes. thank you for your music and thank you for speaking of your experiences through it.
Feliz por saber que possuem mais brasileiros como eu que estão amando as músicas dele 👊 - Happy to know that there are more Brazilians like me who are loving his songs 👊
Was listening to a Ren song & idk how but ended up here. Heard that first Wobble & went, wait what, & restarted. Super eclectic. Sick bars. Poignant poetry. Reading the comments I guess Ren lead me here too. Clicked on Hole Hearted & then the subscribe button. Dude's going places
Another Renegade here. This is amazing, very creative! Congrats on 10 years. Like Ren, you’re using your music to help people and spread hope; what could be better as human beings. Subbed and will be checking out your catalog. Much love 💜💜
Me being the horror fanatic that I am this just popped onto my feed and I got dragged in by the picture. the fact that you did all that yourself is insane to me! I love horror but I also love it when its a metaphor for addiction because that is the true horror most people face on a daily basis. congrats on the 10 years sober! looking forward to whatever else you create! 💗
Looks like I'm one of the few who weren't sent here by Ren! Just the TH-cam algorithm throwing out a very cool suggestion for a change. Of course there's a good chance that I'll see Ren recommending this after a bit more scrolling!
Ren is always spot on in his recommendations. Very well executed on all aspects. The recording is crisp and very well edited. Video is marking. Congratulations!
That was amazing, truly my eyes were glued and heart was racing the whole song. I aspire to be someone like you who has made their past propel them forward rather than be anchored to it. Your songs and work shows the passion you have put into this and I can't express how happy hearing your work makes me, its like it scratched an itch I didn't know I had, keep up the hard work, ill be here for it =D
Been a Ren fan. Now a Kai Straw fan... That was a fantastic journey, quite riveting audio and visuals! I applaud your honesty and commitment. May you keep the strength it takes to stay sober and have the courage to reach out if in need.
Listening to this song feels like you're in my head! I've been clean from heroin and cocaine for two and a half years. I'm going through a lot right now dealing with anxiety, depression, CPTSD and I've just been diagnosed with autism. I also lost my mobility due to back issues last year. At times like this, I would usually have a major relapse but I'm in therapy trying to learn new coping skills. It's really hard and at times I feel like I'm struggling to hold on to sobriety but I keep going. Music has been helping me massively. Knowing your backstory and hearing your music tell me that I will be ok helps me more than you will ever know. Thank you Kai, thank you for giving me a place to find solace. I hope you know how many people find strength in your music ❤
@ Self proclaimed biggest fan. Ever since discovering you I’ve been doin the most to introduce as many people as possible to you. Some love, some don’t but they all know the name.
I didn't think this song could hit me any harder but here we are ❤️ it's a good day when you drop any of your art Kai and holy damn is this one no exception. Keep going
Absolutely captivated by this video. The song has always been dear to me but to see it in action is truly marvelous. Thank you for sharing your creativity with the world. I can't wait to see what colour you paint the world next
Been listening to you for years man! Seeing your growth in music has been a treat. Keep on making music, time is the only variable for you blowing up BIG 💯
What a powerful song. Really incredible...... ❤❤❤❤❤. Addiction is the true devil in our world. God bless all those trying to find and maintain sobriety. For those still lost, it's never too late. I hate when I hear people say they're a lost cause. I will always keep you in my prayers and heart. It's NEVER too late....... 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Just realized you're the one who did Pinocchio Soliloquy !! Love your music man. Pinocchio, Sushi, and Soul is Lemonade have all made it onto my Spotify wrapped in previous years ❤
Like lots of others...Ren sent me. Listened to this track, and 5 or 6 others, read your bio on your website and subscribed here. Sounds like you're killing it - living the way you want, conquering the things you need to conquer and sharing some wicked music with the world. Nice! Will explore a little more, add a few tracks to the playlist and keep my eyes open for new music.
Wow, 2,100 views. I've never reached this many on a release day ever, thank you. If this gets to anyone who hasn't heard of me; hey, I’m Kai, I'm an independent artist, and I'm over 10 years sober. My creative work is me reaching back into the dark to grab whoever may be reaching up from it. If that's you, imagine my music and my art as my grip on your hand, and imagine whatever inspiration you might derive from it as you seeing and feeling the light and heat from the sun pushing through the surface of your shadow as you rise from it. Let's make it out of the mud. I made this video something like a puzzle box. It is meant to be engaged with. I wrote, directed, filmed and edited it myself - and I wrote, performed and produced the song. Thanks for giving me a shot. Gonna keep at it.
Totally see the Spencer resemblance
That video is a journey. Nice work dude
@@BAHLINNNN Thanks, man.
Hi Kai, long time soundcloud fan here. You honestly deserve what is about to come, you WILL grow faster than you will ever think possible - I and many others are manifesting this. You have saved lives keep up and help expose the WEF please in some of your songs
Day 3 over 3.333 views! Cheers
RenMakesMusic sent us. Thank you Ren Gill.
Huge thanks to you, Ren and everyone else diving in because of him. I sincerely appreciate it. Buncha new music on the way.
Ren sent me here. Maybe yall should colab Liked and subscribed
@@KaiStrawHad heard of you, but not heard you until Ren shouted you out. CoIor me impressed
@KaiStraw hey I feel like I already heard this song, was it on spotify already? Is this the video release? (Very cool by the way)
Real sht I had Ren on and this just popped up and damn am I glad it did 😅
I came because of Ren. I am subbed because of you . Much Love .
Man, thanks for diving in - and thanks to Ren as well. I have a bunch of other songs, too, for whenever you might have the time and interest. Bunch of new songs in the works as well.
@@KaiStrawI’m in❤️😊
Love ren but somehow I came across this on my on and it's dope
It's so cool that ren is out here promoting others art.
Ha sidenote, just went to ren's channel and he called it dope too
This.
Same here!
I came because of Ren. I'm subbing because this is straight fire!
Ah, amazing, thank you.
Snap!!!
Dude. Everytime I listen to this song, it brings me chills. Jesus this song has so much fucking emotion to it.
Phenomenal... as anticipated! You my friend, are a gift to be cherished. Thank you, Kai
We appreciate you dearly!
Wow, man, thank you. And I appreciate you, too!
It's impossible to listen to this track just the once. No matter how many times you come back to it. ❤
Never heard of you till Ren recommended so I’m going to now explore your music…🫂 for your sobriety and persistence, it’s a hard journey. Daughter of a 30+ year recovering alcoholic dad who I’m beyond proud of. This is an amazing piece of music, and I wish you success and hugs n love from Scotland 🪽🤍🫂🏴
Thank you, hugs back to you, and I'm beyond proud of your dad as well.
@@KaiStraw thank you 🤍
Here because Ren shared, and can I just say, wow. 👏
Thank you!
Grateful Ren linked this today 🙏 There is often a link between music and current conversations in my life, sometimes inner and sometimes outer. Today is the latter and got to share this with an incredibly important friend of mine! Thank you for your music Kai 🫶
Ah, so cool, glad my stuff could be a part of that conversation. Thanks for diving in, and thanks to Ren for sending you my way.
Definitely going to explore the rest of your creations my good sir!
Wow! Amazing artistry!
Congrats for those 10 years! 🎉
With love from me and...Ren ❤
Thank you! ❤
I love when Ren puts us on to new artists!! You're awesome!! ❤
New to you Kai has been around
Some of the visual effects, like with the blindfold and the apple changing color, were amazing. It was a very beautiful video for an amazing song.
Thanks!
Like others, Ren sent me here. Awesome work brother, i have tears in my eyes. Thank you 😊
I really appreciate it, brother, thank you. I had tears in my eyes when I edited some of this. Glad that emotion made it to you on the other side.
Chills. Haha thanks again @@KaiStraw
Ren sent me. I am so glad this is brilliant!
Thank you!
Kai-Ren.. a collaboration ?! An upcoming space opera we never knew we needed.
We've actually talked about it so we'll see, we'll see.
@@KaiStraw my imagination is exploding.
What a beautiful scene.. hopefully a science fiction epic opus. . Or a little folk ditty . . about two aliens.
Ok. I'll stop.
However or whatever you two create will be delicious.
Love from a caravan in a field.
Yes!!!
Ty ren !!
WOW kai
Thank you!
Ren shouted you out, said this was dope. Boy was he right, friggin loved it!
Yep - Ren made me do it 🤣 but glad he did! ❤️
Haha I'm glad he did, too, thanks for diving in.
Haha - will definitely be checking out more of your work. Loved the video too!
This is some seriously high quality production! Dope af!
Thank you!
Here because of Ren ❤
I'll have to thank him! Thanks for diving in.
@@KaiStrawHe had shared a song by Asaf Avidan, who thanked him afterwards. RenEffect! Renegades blindly trust Ren's music shares.
Same here
@@Rachelorten No...not blindly...but if he's right, he's right 😂 ..👍🤝🙋♀️
What an incredible video and song. Well done Kai!
Thanks to Ren for sending me your way..😊👍
I really appreciate it, Vicky, thank you! And thanks to Ren for sending everyone over. I have a bunch of other songs out there so if you ever have some free time, all that's ready for you. 'Euphoria', 'Freedom' and 'Mr. Rocket Shoes' are a few that people who like this one have also been into.
I’ll definitely be checking out more of your work Kai. Kind of you, and unexpected of you to reply. Take care.
Funnily enough, one of your tracks, Freedom, kept popping up in a Ren Spotify playlist a while ago.
Since then, Ren has shared links to a couple of your tracks.
Love the layers in sound to your music 🔥🔥
Thanks Ren this is 🔥🔥🎶🎵🤌👏🙏💪🐝🍀
Glad you're feelin' it, thank you! And thanks to Ren for sending you my way, too.
who is Ren, that British singer?
Wow this is high quality ! You Sir are definitely a talented artist, glad Ren's linked that, your work has darkly brightened my day ❤
Captivating video and song! Loved it....... Ren recommended i take a look.
Ren building people up! Great song, subbed.
Thank you! Many more songs on the way.
Ren put me on
Thanks for giving me a shot, and huge thanks to Ren as well.
This is incredible artistry and pain on show. You got a sub from me. I'll be watching your reach grow. Congrats on 10+ years sober !
Mught want to give Dirt Miller a listen Kai.
Ren sent us and you are incredible!
I'll have to give Dirt Miller a listen and thank you! Many more songs on the way.
Kai, when this song came out it burrowed its way into my brain. I have a constant battle with life and motivation to even get up in the morning. The moment i herd this....I changed. To see this in a video form blew my mind like no drug. Sometimes i want to quit, but your music keeps me going and striving for a better me. Thank you for all the emotion you pour into each song you give us. We feel you brother, and you help us keep going!
Ah, man, amazing. Your light will keep growing, brother. Thanks for sharing all this with me.
Holy hell, this video is amazing. Simultaneously heartbreaking and heartwarming. I've loved the song for a while, but damn does this video really make it shine.
Ah, man, I really appreciate this, thank you.
Ren sent me....awesome job! 🫡💪🇺🇲🔥 Subbed😍
Whoa. That was different.
What a wild ride. I'm adding this to some playlists and I'm watching this again.
Makes me happy to hear that, man. I wanted to make something that engaged with you the more you engaged with it.
Hey kai, i just started listening to your music last week. Man, idk how ive never came across your beautifully written music. Youre lyrics are so fvkn powerful brother. The way you shape a songs tune and cadence. The stories you've told through 🎶. Its absolutely amazing music. Ive had one sad fvkn year brother. Ive lost so many people this year, not just acquaintances, good people in my life. And it broke me and i drank and i made everything even worse and lost someone who i thought would stick by my side through everything like i had done with her. Coming out of everything and realizing that i might have been with a narcissist. Didcards n break-ups for years and i didnt know that is considered abuse and i didnt have to put up with it. Me begging her to come to my grand fathers funeral for support a month after our break-up as i was desperately trying to keep my life together. 4 great friends gone, 2 grand fathers and a girlfriend of 6 years just gone and i didnt think id make it out and a friend of mine, someone ive known for 20+ years started seeing each other. She introduced me to katastro and i rabbit holed all the way to your music. Trying to find meaning and comfort in songs and songs, letting me know that im not alone in this feeling. Idk if what me and my friend have will last, but idk, its like at my absolute lowest, i felt the universe actively trying to save me before i did something dmb. I still see my ex in everything, i miss her? Or trauma bonded? 🤷♂️ idk. All i know is im not treading water rn, im not even floating, i feel like im swimming towards my goals. I just wanted to say thank you man. My long a** comment lol. You helped me so much this year ty ty ty ty 🙏 im a very small artist who paints, and im trying to make something of it. I feel like this year the universe moved everything and destroyed a lot to build something better for me. I hope one day i can bring to people what you bring, hope,character, faith, and amazing art that heals peoples souls.
Again thank you 🤍
Brillant ;welcome with the Renegades...
This music video is wild!! What a way to start this weekend
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Ren sent me here so I knew it would be something great and special and indeed it is! Going to listen to more of your stuff and subscribe now 🖤
I was not ready for this level of quality
Haha thank you.
I've been listening since 2020! I know this song came out a little while back, but the spin you put on it with this video made it brand new. Your work should be in museums. It is some of the most beautiful art I have ever heard and seen. Please keep making music! It makes the world a better place for those that experience it.
Totally agree. Love this track
That bass sound hits haaarrrrdddd!!! Love it. The whole song and video is amazing man, nice one.
I appreciate it, brother, thank you!
Wow... The voice, the lyrics, the production on the music and the video.. Utterly blown away by this and the originality of it, only thing better than finding a new great song on yt is to see a tonne of other songs by the same artist that I can just deep dive
Just awesome ♥
Wow, great work! Ren sure knows good music! I will continue to watch this space!
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Thank you! ❤
Ren introduced me
The concept of the video is mind-blowing! Glad to see its streaming to the public now! ☠️💕
🏴☠️🏴☠️🏴☠️
While I love Ren, I didnt see his recommendation, youtube algorithm recommended this and I am very glad. This is sooo good, gl in future projects Kai
"How many more 'I'm OK's do i got" is so real 🥺❤️
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Yeh, we love our Ren. If he suggests someone we check them out. You can expect many more of us. The song and visuals are amazing. I’m gonna check out your other material. Did you know of Ren before this? He believes a rising tide lifts all ships. His tide has been advancing quickly as of late. 😉❤️✌️
Ren showed me you but this is one of my top songs I'm so glad you made a music video
Glad Ren sent you my way, and honored to have been a top song. Thanks for diving in.
Hi Kai, yes life throws challenges at me and I see the light that envelops them, thanks to you, thank you❤
great video🔥 Merci
There’s always a light, Eveline. Glad you’re seein’ it. ❤️
Obsessed with this... both the music and the cinematography - just astonishingly good.
Wow, thank you. I’m excited to start production on another video sometime soon. Love filmmaking.
i always felt connected to this song anyway and it's grown to be one of my favourites of yours. maybe it's because of how my past few days have been or because it's simply this song or maybe both, but i can't begin to describe how i felt watching this. incredible how well a story can be told in just a few minutes. thank you for your music and thank you for speaking of your experiences through it.
Ah, thanks so much.
brazil love !!! thanks, very nice music!!!
Thank you!
Feliz por saber que possuem mais brasileiros como eu que estão amando as músicas dele 👊 - Happy to know that there are more Brazilians like me who are loving his songs 👊
@@doglasvr muito foda esse trabalho!!!
Was listening to a Ren song & idk how but ended up here. Heard that first Wobble & went, wait what, & restarted. Super eclectic. Sick bars. Poignant poetry. Reading the comments I guess Ren lead me here too. Clicked on Hole Hearted & then the subscribe button. Dude's going places
So creative (just like Ren). Thanks. Enjoyed it. 👍
I have to say I had to listen the first couple times with my eyes closed. Thanks so much for your viewpoint!
Frightfully amazing. I couldn't take my eyes off
of the screen. Now I will listen again, this time without my eyes.
Thank you!
This is excellent.
Edit: The more I watch this the more incredible it becomes.
Another Renegade here. This is amazing, very creative! Congrats on 10 years. Like Ren, you’re using your music to help people and spread hope; what could be better as human beings. Subbed and will be checking out your catalog. Much love 💜💜
Here because of Ren 😀 Great song 👍🏻
Thank you! And thanks to Ren for sending you my way.
This song is just incredible. As is the video. Very unique. This should have a million views.
Wow, man, thank you. I really appreciate this.
Amazing, subbed for more. Thanks Ren!
This is absolutely phenomenal. Amazing music, and the cinematic experience 😍. Well done holy shit❤
Glad you didn't disappear while on your trip! Dope video
Haha still at it. New music on the way, too.
Me being the horror fanatic that I am this just popped onto my feed and I got dragged in by the picture. the fact that you did all that yourself is insane to me! I love horror but I also love it when its a metaphor for addiction because that is the true horror most people face on a daily basis. congrats on the 10 years sober! looking forward to whatever else you create! 💗
Hi Kai you were introduced to me by Ren, I'm glad he did it, absolutely fantastic song, don't let me start with video, fire❤🔥
Nobody sent me here but a TH-cam rabbit hole for new music and this is an absolute banger. Love it. Beyond earned that like and subscribe.
Thanks, brother! Many more songs on the way.
Followed a recommendation from Ren and as always he's right, love the song as the visuals are 👌🏻👏🏻
Thank you!
This brings all the tools out of the toolbox! Masterpiece!
‘Preciate it! Really loved scoring the new intro / outro music.
Looks like I'm one of the few who weren't sent here by Ren!
Just the TH-cam algorithm throwing out a very cool suggestion for a change.
Of course there's a good chance that I'll see Ren recommending this after a bit more scrolling!
Ah, so cool, glad the algorithm sent you my way. Thanks for giving me a shot.
For a small and independent artist, your production value is so extremely high. 😮 Well done!
This is A M A Z I N G! The lyrics are mind-blowing, but the video is sooo powerful! 🤯 Just superb! ❤
Thank you!
Kai hits me in my feels everytime! ❤
Ren is always spot on in his recommendations. Very well executed on all aspects. The recording is crisp and very well edited. Video is marking. Congratulations!
jesus, this imagery is mad!
i love this
That was amazing, truly my eyes were glued and heart was racing the whole song. I aspire to be someone like you who has made their past propel them forward rather than be anchored to it. Your songs and work shows the passion you have put into this and I can't express how happy hearing your work makes me, its like it scratched an itch I didn't know I had, keep up the hard work, ill be here for it =D
ANIMA! - Blood
Ren also sent me, and I'm honestly glad bc this is a bop.
Thank you! And thanks to Ren as well.
Been a Ren fan. Now a Kai Straw fan... That was a fantastic journey, quite riveting audio and visuals! I applaud your honesty and commitment. May you keep the strength it takes to stay sober and have the courage to reach out if in need.
I came coz Ren. And I gotta say. Wow! 🎤🔥 Also the video is soo creative it's really something. U made a fan out of me. ✌️🖤
Bro straight up. I just learned about you and I'm going through all your tracks. You're really good and I love it so much. Thank you
I appreciate it, man! I've got a bunch of songs out there and new songs on the way, too.
This is absolutely amazing, video and song. Thanks for letting me hear your music. 💜
Listening to this song feels like you're in my head! I've been clean from heroin and cocaine for two and a half years. I'm going through a lot right now dealing with anxiety, depression, CPTSD and I've just been diagnosed with autism. I also lost my mobility due to back issues last year. At times like this, I would usually have a major relapse but I'm in therapy trying to learn new coping skills. It's really hard and at times I feel like I'm struggling to hold on to sobriety but I keep going.
Music has been helping me massively. Knowing your backstory and hearing your music tell me that I will be ok helps me more than you will ever know. Thank you Kai, thank you for giving me a place to find solace. I hope you know how many people find strength in your music ❤
Been a fan for 2yrs all because of a girls Bumble profile. I’m so glad the world is finally hearing you and being blessed with your unique style
Dude, I matched with a girl on Bumble who had me on her profile - and then she unmatched me haha. Glad you're feelin' the music, man.
@ Self proclaimed biggest fan. Ever since discovering you I’ve been doin the most to introduce as many people as possible to you. Some love, some don’t but they all know the name.
I didn't think this song could hit me any harder but here we are ❤️ it's a good day when you drop any of your art Kai and holy damn is this one no exception. Keep going
Thank you, and will do! ❤️
10/10 I can't wait to watch and listen again.
one of my favs, glad its finally got a visual. The production is sick - so unique 💚💚
Thank you!
Absolutely captivated by this video. The song has always been dear to me but to see it in action is truly marvelous. Thank you for sharing your creativity with the world.
I can't wait to see what colour you paint the world next
Thanks for being here watching and listening, means the world to me. I've got more on the way.
@@KaiStraw I can't express how much your music resonates through my home. Would love to see you visit Australia !
This was great. Super impressed you did all of that yourself. Glad to see you upload again. I got worried when you didn't upload for a month.
Thank you! And I've decided to take as much time as I need on everything I make, so that's where I've been. New music on the way, too.
Ren sent me and I'm glad he did. New Sub.
Been listening to you for years man! Seeing your growth in music has been a treat. Keep on making music, time is the only variable for you blowing up BIG 💯
‘Preciate you supporting me all this time! Gonna keep at it, for sure.
Ren pointed me in your direction. Very interesting and creative. Enjoyed it. Keep it going fella.
Came here from Ren. Fire recognise fire 🔥!
Renegade here, love ya music!!
I was expecting Death Metal from the preview but this is awesome too. 🔥🖤
Thank you!
What a powerful song. Really incredible...... ❤❤❤❤❤. Addiction is the true devil in our world. God bless all those trying to find and maintain sobriety. For those still lost, it's never too late. I hate when I hear people say they're a lost cause. I will always keep you in my prayers and heart. It's NEVER too late....... 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
"It is never too late," is one of the exact themes I'm pushing in this song, and this video. Thanks for the comment. ❤️
@@KaiStraw You're very welcome. Keep pushing it, so many need our help and yes our understanding and forgiveness too. Thank you..... ❤️❤️❤️
Just realized you're the one who did Pinocchio Soliloquy !! Love your music man. Pinocchio, Sushi, and Soul is Lemonade have all made it onto my Spotify wrapped in previous years ❤
Yeah, that's me! And awesome you've liked songs across such a wide spread of my different sounds / styles. Thanks for listening. ❤
Like lots of others...Ren sent me. Listened to this track, and 5 or 6 others, read your bio on your website and subscribed here. Sounds like you're killing it - living the way you want, conquering the things you need to conquer and sharing some wicked music with the world. Nice! Will explore a little more, add a few tracks to the playlist and keep my eyes open for new music.
Here because of the algorithm and I'm digging this song!! Subbed!
Thanks, Katrina!
This is so good
Thank you!
Ren sent me here too !! Banging track 👋🙏
Thank you!
Literally cannot wait till you do live shows, come to Atlanta!!!!!
Not doing shows at the moment but I am creating new music as I stay in different cities. May swing by Atlanta and see what inspiration strikes!
Wow... just wow. This hit hard in the best way! Thank you!
Thanks for watching!