MY TESTIMONY // JESUS SAVED ME FROM PROSTITUTION, PORN ADDICTION, & ABUSE

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  • @adotv9736
    @adotv9736 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1651

    Started watching porn when i was 12 back in 2014
    I was caught by my cousin's back in 2015,
    They told me it was not good
    but it was already in my head. I never smoked or drink liquor but i visited a lot of clubs in my neighborhood.
    My addiction was porn , I become shy because of it,
    I couldn't watch someone on the eyes
    Till this year 2024 i went to one gospel crusade
    I felt the power of. God,
    Ive downloaded bible app on my phone, now iam Genesis 8, also I've been watching Askcliff TH-cam channel,
    I learnt they price of sins is death,
    Now iam 2weeks clean,
    Please everyone pray for me if you believe in God .

    • @melodiemuhanzu1548
      @melodiemuhanzu1548 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +58

      God sees you and your desire to do better🫶🏻Trust in him and u will be set free, I am praying for u! Good bless❤️

    • @hundredseok
      @hundredseok 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

      I pray for you and everyone else who reads this to be freed from temptation and a life of sin in Jesus name amen 🙏🏾

    • @adotv9736
      @adotv9736 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @@melodiemuhanzu1548 Amen

    • @adotv9736
      @adotv9736 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@hundredseok Amen

    • @ravenindia313
      @ravenindia313 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      God bless you❤❤❤

  • @dforte6195
    @dforte6195 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +651

    She said… “ The Bible is the only book you read that reads you back.” YUP! That’s a word and I hereby co-sign this lady’s sentiment on the Bible. Amen and AMEN!

    • @amjidhuss1092
      @amjidhuss1092 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB
      God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God

    • @ddmound
      @ddmound 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      None of that BS she say is true about God or the Bible. Since when does God deliver you from your sins unless you come to Him through Christ and confess them? She is confusing the Lord wanting us to fulfill our years.(threescore and ten) SO that was her spiritman telling her to get the f out but she wanted to stay in it. (her own words)
      She says the Bible reads you back. What the hail does that mean? (absolutely nothing or it would have been read her back) All of a sudden she wants to get deep? Yeah rite! She should have rebuked those erections that raped her!
      I know the Heavenly Father and the Lord and the Bible like the back of my hand. The Bible is written by the Inspiration of the Spirit of Eloah (singular for plural Elohiym The Holy Spirit) the Hidden One of Israel. Abba Patyr' calls His Spirit (they are both His) Ruach! (Zech.4:6.)
      They are the Seal (Elohim) and the Cover (Ruach) so that when you reaD THE BIBLE it IS WRITTEN TO NOT MEAN WHAT YOU SAY. bUT MEAN WHAT IT SAYS WHEN IT SAYS "dO nOT". eVERYONE IN THE royAL pRIESTHOOD hOUSEHOLD OF THE lORD KNOWS THIS.
      lOOK FOR YOURSELF - iSA.29:9-16.Il Cor.3:18.) This means you must get the letter (logos) first to believe it. To do this you must go somewhere as a babe to hear it. (rhema)
      If you act upon it (not just talk it) by forsaking your sinful ways, only then will the Lord reveal the Heavenly Father to you after 3 years of walking with him. (Matt.11:27-30.) Abba Patyr' is the Only One that reveal the meaning of the Word.
      This is called the "Voice" (kole in Hebrew) of The Presence (Pawneem') of Eloah. (Gen.17:1.)
      To get here you must have faith (The Spirit) to believe. (The letter) All that is not of faith is sin. Very few ever find it in their lifetime.
      With this comes His Precepts upon Precepts, Line upon Line. You enter into His Rests and understanding. (Isa.28:9-13.) This is when it reveals itself not read you. It becomes a lamp the your feet. Not a reader of souls. Ppl say BS all the time so they can seem spiritual. You get spiritual through the sins of your youth. You will bear them in your old age

  • @kal.m.
    @kal.m. 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1710

    "[the bible] it's the only book that will read you back" Poetry. Absolute art! 39:23

    • @fulltimesuperstar1
      @fulltimesuperstar1 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      I always say this. The bible is soooo poetic. It’s absolutely beautiful.

    • @csmoviles
      @csmoviles 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ❤❤❤❤

    • @AnthonyManzio
      @AnthonyManzio 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@fulltimesuperstar1 None of your video work in getting a women full of packed fraud you tuber all a big waste of time. No monitors bs loads of videos.

    • @Pattysweets1
      @Pattysweets1 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @kekeschronicles2832
      @kekeschronicles2832 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      No because God be CLOCKING me through the Bible 😭

  • @youungstunnaa
    @youungstunnaa หลายเดือนก่อน +210

    I went through this too. The devil used prostitution, love is love, my empathy, and then transgenderism to push me away from my family and into prostitution. I ballooned up to almost 400 pounds, became very addicted to marijuana, and was constantly dissociated.
    In two days it will have been a month since I let go of my ego and asked God sincerely for help to deliver me from marijuana.
    Hallelujah I was SAVED! Christ Our Lord deemed me worthy. He still loved me and saved me, and my family still loved me and welcomed me back after I was groomed to believe they hated me and shunned them.
    There is HOPE! Turn to CHRIST! Only He can save you.

    • @clipaqua8848
      @clipaqua8848 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      that's beautiful! thank you for sharing

    • @GTA_6_Clips
      @GTA_6_Clips หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      the devil doesn't exist, so what you said is not true

    • @annanicoleslefttit
      @annanicoleslefttit หลายเดือนก่อน

      only you can save you! the control and decision to find jesus and his teachings is up to you. dont wait!

    • @GTA_6_Clips
      @GTA_6_Clips หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@annanicoleslefttit jesus was a con-artist, stop spreading nonsense

    • @BNVGNG
      @BNVGNG 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Why is marijuana so bad, it makes me a better person idc I think its something good

  • @sferguson3131
    @sferguson3131 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1653

    Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing the love of Jesus so openly and sincerely . You’re glowing and His love just radiates when you speak about Him. Life is sweeter with Him and your testimony proves that. ❤

    • @aaliyahpollard3933
      @aaliyahpollard3933 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Amen! God is so good🙌🏼❤️😭🙏🏼!

    • @amjidhuss1092
      @amjidhuss1092 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB
      God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God

    • @PamBeesly9545
      @PamBeesly9545 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@amjidhuss1092 Jesus is God in the flesh

    • @amjidhuss1092
      @amjidhuss1092 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Deuteronomy 6:4 ►
      Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one. John 17:3 ►
      Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent. Jesus preached to worship one True God

    • @amjidhuss1092
      @amjidhuss1092 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Deuteronomy 6:4 ►
      Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one. John 17:3 ►
      Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent. Jesus preached to worship one True God

  • @rawrrii1020
    @rawrrii1020 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +315

    “He will leave the other 99 sheep on the hill to go look for the lost sheep”💓♥️ How great and Good is Our God

    • @clipaqua8848
      @clipaqua8848 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      amen!

    • @piashadononfroy1261
      @piashadononfroy1261 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      IM IN TEARS BC YES THAT IS TRUE BUT LET'S FINISH THIS BEAUTIFUL PASSAGE NOT ONLY DOES HE LEAVE THOSE 99 SHEEP TO GO LOOK FOR THE LOST SHEEP❤ HALLELUJAH LORD IM SHOUTING!!!! 💯THE LORD CARRIES THOSE LOST SHEEP TO THE SAFETY OF THE OTHER SHEEP BC THEY CAN NOT WALK ALONE WITHOUT BEING CARRIED AND GUIDED BACK TO THE FLOCK❤IM CRYING TEARS OF JOY BC HOW GRACIOUS CAN A POWERFUL FORCE BE TO NATURE AND THE WHOLE EARTH THATS BC HE HAS THE WHOLE WORLD IN THE PALM OF HIS HAND❤

  • @therealsubaekhyang
    @therealsubaekhyang 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +93

    porn that I had watched even 10 years ago as a child is still in my head after all these years so be careful what you fill your mind with. Jesus saved me in 2021 from my long lasting porn addiction and I'm slowly healing from it. now I really try to avoid watching anything sexual or explicit because I don't want to think about it

  • @PrinceJancelot
    @PrinceJancelot 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +75

    We live in a world full of broken people; anger, malice, envy, jealously, strife, self-centeredness, etc all of these and more can and will affect our character and pull us from being who we were created and designed to be by CHRIST. We must stay in the WORD OF GOD and walk according to HIS plan for our life.

    • @Jennaayy17
      @Jennaayy17 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Amen 🙏🏽❤

    • @kagayakuangel5828
      @kagayakuangel5828 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      it will pull us ***if we're not careful***
      Death and life is in the power of the tongue lol

  • @girl.withluv9003
    @girl.withluv9003 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +788

    Im just 16 and I relate a lot to some parts of your testimony. I don't remember wether I was introduced at a very young age to porn or if I was just curious, but it turned into an addiction to which I'm still fighting today. The more I was exposed to it, the more vile and degrading it became. It changed my perception of intimacy and made me boy crazy to the extent where I would put myself on teen dating apps and omegle.
    Half of my family is christian and the other is atheist, so I thought that maybe God existed but I didn't really care. When I started getting curious about my body, before 10, I felt extremely guilty afterwords, as if I had disappointed an omniscient presence, but I just couldn't stop.
    Later on, I started getting curious about God, and in 2022 I remember feeling convicted to put this one worship song in my bathroom. The emotions I felt were so strong, I was crying non stop and I felt like I had a purpose, that's when my walk with God debuted. Long story short I fell in sin again, harder than before, I would talk to so many boys at once and feel accomplished, I felt wanted and pursued but something was missing, my heart was still felt empty. Every time for some reason my talking stages would cease before I would do something I was going to regret. I fully believe that it was God protecting me, because he knows that deep down in my heart, my v-card is extremely important to me.
    Now, I completely stopped with wasting my time on boys and I'm working on my boy craziness because I'm trying to dedicate my life to Christ, but I'm still battling with my addiction. It's significantly less stronger than before, and I'm really trying but sometimes I just can't resist it. So all of this to say your testimony helped me realize that I'm not alone in this, and that there is hope for me, that He isn't going to leave me to suffer, that if I let him in my heart, I can find the love that I'm craving so much. I never stop to watch testimonies but I'm glad I did for yours. Thank you so much for allowing us to hear your story and know that you've helped not only me but a lot of young girls. Love you MUAH !

    • @RoseWater31
      @RoseWater31 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +81

      I started watching porn when I was 12. Just like everyone else said, the videos became weirder as we start to feel like the “regular” stuff just isn’t enough anymore. I’m 24 now, and it was only almost 2 years ago that I had REAL strength to let go of both porn and masturbation. But it wasn’t out of my own strength. It was because I consistently prayed to God for help to relieve me of this addiction. It was hard, of course,and there were even times when I would backslide a bit and feel extremely disgusting afterwards. Then God revealed scripture to me:
      ”But I say, anyone who even looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart.“
      ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭5‬:‭28‬ ‭NLT‬‬
      To lust over someone is as if you are using their body for own selfish and sexual gains, even if in the case of porn they are literally presenting their bodies for use of sexual immorality. We are using their bodies and therefore we are sinning by watching, and they are winning for allowing us to watch. Matthew 5:28 gives me the strength now to avoid porn, as I think of this verse every single time an ill thought even attempts to cross my mind. God knows our hearts and efforts, so when we give it our all to obey him, he sees the effort and lends his loving hands to help us overcome sin, for Jesus ALWAYS offers a way out of sin!
      ”The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure.“
      ‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭10‬:‭13‬ ‭NLT‬‬
      I pray that God may guide all of us through our struggles to righteousness ❤amen

    • @RoseWater31
      @RoseWater31 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      They are sinning * lol autocorrect

    • @Kwezkat
      @Kwezkat 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      ​@@RoseWater31 Amen❤ it's amazing to see how much God loves His creation, thank you for sharing.

    • @iconicnicki9816
      @iconicnicki9816 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      Same age and in the same situation as you. God keeps putting signs right in front of me but I’m not acting on it. I want to take action but I don’t know where to start. I want to turn my life around

    • @welovenayy7200
      @welovenayy7200 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ⁠@@iconicnicki9816 I’m so proud of you for taking the first step! How can I contact you?😊

  • @JessicaenIngles
    @JessicaenIngles 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    Wow, I teared up when I saw you getting baptized GOD IS SO GOOD! He is so real, he saves, he saved me, and saved you. Glory to God.

  • @gdugan2
    @gdugan2 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +48

    "I'm telling you - Get on the winning team, y'all." Love it. 🙂

  • @BookofJohn3V8
    @BookofJohn3V8 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +596

    Wow...girl, I have almost THE SAME testimony. I'm giving my testimony on May 9th and wow, this helped me vocalize my life. I always thought I was so alone--wow...Jesus made sure I saw this video. I'm almost crying. Btw I just got out of my narcissistic abusive relationship, I'm a single mom now but the Lord saved me. I've never been happier.

    • @BookofJohn3V8
      @BookofJohn3V8 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      The holes in the wall part...oh my gosh, this is God right here. You're not alone. Girl, I bought posters to cover up what he did. Anytime you want to talk, PLEASE reach out to me. You're not alone.

    • @Lani.Cruz7
      @Lani.Cruz7 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      You're a very beautiful person and God does love you❤

    • @mystery17
      @mystery17 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Paise God!

    • @amjidhuss1092
      @amjidhuss1092 หลายเดือนก่อน

      bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB
      God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God

    • @GTA_6_Clips
      @GTA_6_Clips หลายเดือนก่อน

      the lord didn't save you, he doesn't exist, you saved yourself

  • @bogii1047
    @bogii1047 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +56

    i'm not sure who will read this, but i have to admit something, because this video made me realise that i'm not alone with my struggles.
    i struggle with being a lukewarm christian, acting like i do everything for God, then being lazy to even open my Bible and denying Him infront of people. i also have things i feel like i just can't let go of, that includes so much anger towards family members for the wrong they've done to me. i feel like i cannot let go of my anger, i feel like they don't deserve my kindness. i feel ashamed because of the way i think, because deep down i know i'm in the wrong for judging these people.
    you'renot alone with your struggles, and don't give up, and i'll try not to either. we'll meet each other in heaven. God is patient, He'll wait for you! ❤

    • @johnh943
      @johnh943 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      We all do things we regret, and Jesus commands us to forgive. You didn't deserve to be forgiven either by Jesus, but he died for you anyways, it's called Grace. And you can be gracious too! And you'll be free of a great burden😊.

    • @karinaf8326
      @karinaf8326 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I noticed that when I was reading my Bible everyday, it was becoming easier and easier to let go of things that upset me before, like people who wronged me in the past. But just like you, I’m struggling with laziness and the feelings came back. Not to the same degree but they are still in my mind and it’s not fun. I need to be more disciplined to improve my life, so what I started to do is going to boot camp classes very early in the morning and read my Bible as well. Whatever it takes so I can stay in the word of God. Life is harder without him honestly.

  • @KarinaYaz
    @KarinaYaz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +172

    the way the shadows look like angel wings 😇🪽
    Thank you for sharing your testimony!

    • @lovelynsmith9002
      @lovelynsmith9002 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      My God I thought it was just me 🤍

    • @dariosz21
      @dariosz21 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Yoooooo

  • @thek4lqueen
    @thek4lqueen 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

    SISSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE WHAT U HAVE BEEN THROUGHHHHHHHHH GOD BLESS U SIS

  • @nroger01
    @nroger01 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +299

    "Whoever the Son sets free is free indeed" - Lord free me as you freed Abby, Refine me in your fire and give me the mind of Christ. Time for full, honest, productive life.

    • @mack9933
      @mack9933 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Nice comment may God bless you ✝️

    • @Nik.koleee
      @Nik.koleee 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      IN JESUS NAME, AMEN!

    • @yolandajones1794
      @yolandajones1794 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      This is a beautiful testimony. She looks like she never lived that way. Jesus can change anyone. I am so glad I watched this. God is so good, and so patient when we live a sinful lifestyle. She is so blessed to be saved. ❤🙏🏿

    • @Jennaayy17
      @Jennaayy17 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Amen 🙏🏽✝️💕

    • @amjidhuss1092
      @amjidhuss1092 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      bible jesus died for your sins. 1 Timothy 6:16 ICB
      God is the only One who never dies. He lives in light so bright that men cannot go near it. No one has ever seen God, or can see him. May honor and power belong to God forever. Amen. jesus not God. Jesus prophet of one true God

  • @casseophealejarde-khaizen
    @casseophealejarde-khaizen หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I'm from the Philippines also and have the same background as you as a teenager lost girl.
    I am blessed to hear your testimony because it shows the power of Jesus.
    Praise Jesus for setting the captives free. ❤
    Thank you. Next thing you'll see, Jesus will change the way you dress and make up. This was the last thing He uprooted from me because He wanted me to fully surrender. Amen and amen! ❤

  • @Genesisramseyy
    @Genesisramseyy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +327

    Wow I just found your channel and I can relate to the addiction I was exposed to it when I was 5 and I been hyper sexual since , I never met someone who was I could relate to, the fact you are saying this makes me feel not alone it was hard and searches did get worse😭😔and I was sexually assaulted too by a girl too I got confused because of it , this is crazy that I’m sitting here like yessss I feel you ‼️‼️

    • @GamingandfitRN
      @GamingandfitRN 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      Not many speak 🗣️ about and are embarrassed but you and many are brave and strong 💪🏾

    • @saniyasworldoffaith5318
      @saniyasworldoffaith5318 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I can relate so much

    • @darien3656
      @darien3656 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I can relate I was exposed to porn when I was in Pre school.

    • @judyo7
      @judyo7 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Wow! I’m so sorry. I can relate more than you know 😢

  • @gabriellyschemitt6123
    @gabriellyschemitt6123 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    You life story seems like mine, I got baptized in June 10, just one day before you. It was the best decision that I've ever made. Jesus changes life, I'm so happy to hear your testimony. God bless you ❤

  • @Angelikah1
    @Angelikah1 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +157

    Many are called few are chosen - you passed the test and gave your testimony, continue to walk the narrow path! ✝️

  • @shekinahbrownie5698
    @shekinahbrownie5698 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This testimony brought me to tears!! Because this is so similar to me when I was younger, I was led into porn addiction at a young age. I was also sexually assaulted, which implanted habits that I wouldn’t get out of. Im still healing after 15 years, but now Jesus has changed me and now using my past as a weapon. Im so ever more grateful praise the Lord! And God bless you for sharing your vulnerability ❤❤

  • @sarkispoyrazian4245
    @sarkispoyrazian4245 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +210

    As an Armenian, we are born into Christianity. It’s the identity and backbone of our culture! We have been tortured and killed for that belief and yet, it has made us a stronger and resilient people! I can’t imagine a life without Jesus. His strength and warmth is all encompassing. Proud of anyone who accepts the king of kings into their life! Welcome sister. ❤

    • @Ichigitchyyayadada
      @Ichigitchyyayadada 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Not necessarily, you aren't born into Christianity. You grew up in it, you chose Jesus and Jesus is proud of you for choosing the truth. Armenians are raised to know the truth, and they've accepted it. That's why it's the strongest Christian Nation, Amen ☦️

    • @gabbeo21
      @gabbeo21 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Well I know a lot of Armenians and almost all of them are christians by name and not born again christians.

    • @skullamania1
      @skullamania1 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I've been hearing about what's been happening, I pray for you. Please keep the faith and courage, your perseverance in the face of persecution is a light for the other members of the body of Christ! I've heard Hungary is trying to organise help but if there's any way to support please share details

    • @PamBeesly9545
      @PamBeesly9545 หลายเดือนก่อน

      May God bless and keep you safe🫶🏽💕

    • @GTA_6_Clips
      @GTA_6_Clips หลายเดือนก่อน

      that's such a shame, because jesus was a con-man and cult leader, nothing more

  • @sarinairizarry536
    @sarinairizarry536 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +116

    I’m from the Bay. Pimp culture is so real even with just dating someone, it’s wild. I’m new to learning the word and truly being saved by Jesus from years of toxicity with men and this lifestyle❤God bless you thank you

  • @MayaGraves
    @MayaGraves 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    My God!!! This left me in tears😭💗. Thank you Jesus for brining your beautiful daughter home.

  • @YourGirl002
    @YourGirl002 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +86

    Thank you for sharing your story-I'm at a loss for words.
    I am a girl and I was exposed to porn at 4 years old and now I'm 22, people have no idea how deeply this can mark a child's mind.
    Years of addiction, struggle, depression, losing self-confidence, and even wanting to end it all. I'm not out of the woods yet, but your testimony really restores my faith. I go through times when my relationship with God gets better; I quit this crap, I pray every day, exercise, and take care of myself. Then there are low periods when I can barely leave my room, sinking deeper into this mess, driven by guilt and shame. Shame that I can't resist, shame of feeling fake, of being one person on the outside and another within.
    Thank you so much; I'm convinced it was God who led me to your page tonight! May He bless you abundantly and give you strength and support.

    • @NinaJayy
      @NinaJayy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I could say the same thing about myself. However, I'm now in my late 20s. You're still so young, seek the Lord! Don't waste your precious 20s as I regrettably did. I understand you with the depression, lack of self confidence and wanting to not be here, it really is tough. Not so long ago I personally stopped all my meds and just lean on the Lord and his word and his promises to us, for comfort when I'm down. It takes time, so don't push yourself hard or beat yourself up. And I'm not saying stop meds if you are taking any but remember God can heal us, He has healing hands and He says, ask and you shall receive. Find some verses that can lift you back up when you aren't feeling so great. Listen to worship music (try to avoid hillsong, elevation, transformation church...they have sketchy teachings, beliefs and practices) or try sermons from Paul Washer while you clean your room or fold laundry etc. you are never alone ❤ God has you! Leave it in His hands, stay strong sister❤❤☺️

    • @tianna1817
      @tianna1817 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Look into deliverance prayers, rebuke the spirit of shame and command it to go in the name of Jesus

    • @ThruGod233
      @ThruGod233 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Remember you’re not alone, and even when you fail remember Jesus in your corner. The devil carefully engineered all this but the Lord conquers all as he did when he shed his blood for us. I’ve been struggling with porn myself too from since I was 18, masturbation even longer than that and I’m 22 now so I get you. I know you’ve been through a serious hell of feelings, emotions and events. Sometimes you even question the power of God because you simply can’t even stop yourself from doing the thing you hate the most. One moment you can clearly say “I’m
      Never doing this again” next thing you’re 5 seconds away from typing up something you shouldn’t. The mental strain of constantly losing is very painful and the strain of even thinking about never being able to leave this loop due to your experience trying to stop is even more scary and painful trust me ik so well. But there is hope. Jeremiah 29:11. At the end of the day God has good plans for us, everyone’s journey is different but the end goal is one. One pastor I watched said the devil doesn’t care about keeping us addicted, since Jesus will always forgive. He is more focused on keeping us in despair, depression and anxiety because when we have no hope then we won’t have faith and therefore we won’t even seek God. Well I hope this helps you and even myself, remember you can never lose if you never give up on God

    • @colonalklink14
      @colonalklink14 หลายเดือนก่อน

      In order to have everlasting life you absolutely must trust in the person and finished work of Christ alone for salvation ❤️ this means that saving repentance is turning from unbelief to belief.
      You either believe that Jesus paid your sin debt in full or you don't.
      Saving repentance is realizing that you are a sinner deserving of God's just punishment in Hell and turn (repent) from whatever you trusted in before, if indeed you trusted in anything; to trusting in the person and finished work of Christ alone for salvation.
      Simply put Jesus paid for all the sins of all the world at the cross (past, present, and future). That payment is put to your account when you have believed on Christ alone for salvation 💖.
      Literally Jesus is Lord God Almighty clothed in unsinful humanity and He is the author of *eternal life* to all who trust Him alone for salvation.

  • @esthervieira7
    @esthervieira7 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I wasn't expecting such a beautiful testimony. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. I'm a pastor's daughter and I've been a Christian all my life, sometimes we forget how the world is living and how God's love is so good and redeeming. It's so good and redeeming. I just want to encourage you and remind you that when you felt like you had lost everything, God already knew he would use you. I'm so happy for you and that you found Him! Love from brazil.

    • @colonalklink14
      @colonalklink14 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Saving repentance is realizing that you are a sinner deserving of God's just punishment in Hell and turn (repent) from whatever you trusted in before, if indeed you trusted in anything; to trusting in the person and finished work of Christ alone for salvation.

  • @amandajanelouise4198
    @amandajanelouise4198 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +268

    That was really brave of you to share your life and I can tell you genuinely want to help others know that there is a better way. I’m proud of you for being honest. I’ve never heard a story of the other side of the fast life outside of the beauty and money. This was really inspiring ❤

  • @chriskc_c
    @chriskc_c 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    WOW! This video was insane. And you are right! Get on the winning team!!! God is so good. I recently just got saved from my addiction to weed, nicotine, and pornography. I AM SET FREE BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST. Thank you for sharing, this was a very powerful testimony. Stay blessed Abby.

  • @ChildofGod98765
    @ChildofGod98765 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +186

    Lord Jesus hear my prayers. I’m still struggling to take care of my children. Both of my sons are special needs and require so much from me. Lord Jesus I’m overwhelmed as a single mother. Please hear my prayers. I’m constantly struggling to buy groceries and constantly struggling to pay rent and now that I’m home schooling my sons I’m struggling even more. Lord give me strength I can’t do it without you. 💕💝

    • @hahadarrie
      @hahadarrie 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      God bless you. I’m actually a certified and licensed teacher/ special education teacher. I stopped working in the classroom because I had a baby. I’m looking for a family such as yours whose educational needs I’d be happy to support. I’m sure there are vouchers and credits that could help us both financially to make the collaboration work. May God provide both our families with what we need. I’m in Northern Virginia FYI.

    • @lifeaslee3213
      @lifeaslee3213 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Amen ❤️

    • @yanetbirhanu6716
      @yanetbirhanu6716 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      He will help you and give you strength and remember Jesus loves you♥
      prayed for you

    • @dorinefotsa4706
      @dorinefotsa4706 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Amen

    • @blackwoman_015
      @blackwoman_015 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Children are a divine assignment
      The Lord hears every single prayer..He collects every tear
      He will reward you mommy
      He loves you ❤

  • @3333hh
    @3333hh 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    On my journey currently. Thank you for sharing your story. You are very inspiring, I use to think God couldn’t love me or accept me or punish me but now I realize I can do all things through Christ and he gives me grace and no matter what he loves us. I’m learning how unwavering his love is.

    • @PrinceJancelot
      @PrinceJancelot 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      As long as there is breathe on our body, CHRIST won't give up on us. HE wish that none should perish.

  • @ad7287
    @ad7287 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +72

    Amazing story! As a 20 year old guy I am truly inspired by ur story. Keep being strong and growing in ur relationship with God, the struggle isn’t over but u are only getting stronger

  • @Hop858
    @Hop858 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I deeply relate to your story and testimony , and I want to express my heartfelt gratitude for your vulnerability. Your words have not only inspired me but have also provided invaluable support to many other women and teenagers who are experiencing similar challenges. Many individuals feel trapped in cycles they believe have no end or are overwhelmed with guilt over their perceived sins, thinking that God is tired of them. Your testimony offers hope and encouragement to those in need.
    Thank you very much, and with much love.

  • @Jellyfish_94
    @Jellyfish_94 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +61

    I feel like God showed this to me because I’ve been dealing with something similar that I’ve been trying to break free from. Thank you for this ❤ I grew up in a Christian household but got exposed to porn because of my father who was an alcoholic at the time. He used to put inappropriate posters up which is how I first got exposed to it then I came across it one day on tv during the after hours times. I was around the same age that you got exposed to it and began to be curious just like you and ended up becoming addicted to it growing up and still am dealing with that addiction. It has messed me up in different ways but I am getting better at not watching it as much but still am struggling to break free from it. This is my first time actually admitting it to someone after all these years….I’ve always felt ashamed so I have just kept it to myself.

    • @danilaroche1156
      @danilaroche1156 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The devil wants us steeped in shame so we can't be free. Jesus doesn't condemn us if we look to Him. I was never a sex worker but i pondered it. I grew up with alcoholic, abusive parents. Years, decades of abuse. I was hooked on porn and promiscuity. Jesus healed my hurt and taught me self love.

    • @diriamendes6428
      @diriamendes6428 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      James 5:16: “Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working”.
      The word tells us that confessing our sins (not just to God) but to one another (seekers and followers of christ) is a step to healing. It helps to hold ourselves accountable and breaks the enemy’s hold on us through the shame that we carry over our mistakes or fleshly strongholds. Shame is such a huge manipulation tool used by Satan and his minions and it keeps away from the grace of God by making us feel so low and unworthy (been there) - But the Bible tells us that all shame was taken away by Jesus in the cross (Isaiah 53:5)🤍🤍 The enemy is a liar and you are so deserving of the Love of God - the lord bless you and keep you, may he free you from all that you are dealing and healing from in Jesus name.
      Your admission is the key to your healing, pray over it, fast over all things and earnestly and truly seek to distance your mind by filling it with the presence and grace of God. 🤍🤍

  • @AtxChica47
    @AtxChica47 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Good for you girl! You’re an inspiration and perfect model to all the lost souls wandering in the Bay Area. I see it every. single. day.
    The concept of being a kind human is essentially extinct in this region. It’s saddening and exhausting! BUT with the strength of God by our side, we can grab each one of their hands and show them the way to a life full of peace and true fulfillment!!
    Be kind to yourself….this will be a journey. Storms are sure to come and go. I assure you though, it will all be sooo worth it in the end. ✝️
    On behalf of every lost soul in our hood and myself, THANK YOU for being so brave! You are truly a gem. 💎
    God Bless you Sis 😇❤️

  • @AmyTalksOfficial
    @AmyTalksOfficial 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +142

    im getting anxiety just listening. I wanted to impress a dude I liked so much, so i was doing the "sugar baby" thing. I wanted him to be so proud and amazed at how good I was at getting dates & money. Praise God it was short lived for me. He would feed me the same lines, "you can just hang out w them and make bank" etc. Also, I live in the bay too. The meeting up w tech dudes is too real. Praise God for healing

  • @nicolegrayson5301
    @nicolegrayson5301 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing your testimony! This was right in time for me ! I’m backslider but I’m once again starting over my celibacy journey etc ! I went church last Sunday he filled me agian wit the Holy Ghost and tongues letting me know he has not forgotten me nor is he mad at me ! Our god is forgiving god ! Hallelujah!!

  • @karlagomez-ui5ey
    @karlagomez-ui5ey 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +156

    Girrrll you had me in tears 😭😭😭 thank you so much for sharing!!!!!very powerful testimony 🙏 🥹

    • @hildaamponsah1739
      @hildaamponsah1739 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Omd exactly me rn 😭. I've never cried watching a testimony but this one touched me so much, esp during the baptism

  • @vanessapineda6869
    @vanessapineda6869 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Seeing you get baptized and hearing your final words had me in tears. Thank you for your vulnerability, this popped up on my feed for a reason!

  • @TomiwaRodia
    @TomiwaRodia 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +62

    You are so incredibly strong and brave for sharing your story! ❤Although I'm not christian, it's beautiful to witness you give your life to God. It just serves as proof that as long as we're still living, we have a chance to turn a new leaf in our lives no matter how far we may have strayed. Wishing you more healing, love and success on your journey 🫶🏾

    • @Ichigitchyyayadada
      @Ichigitchyyayadada 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      This is oddly wholesome, much love ☦️💗☪️

  • @shrinkinghourglass
    @shrinkinghourglass วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for being so vulnerable with your testimony, there is so much that resonated with me. I'll be giving my testimony tomorrow and your courage has bolstered me. "Get on the winning team, y'all" Praise Jesus 💖

  • @Sincerely_Jacki
    @Sincerely_Jacki 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    Just wow! I am literally going through a spiritual warfare. I have been so rebellious to religion. I have always been a believer in GOD and a higher source but still consisted on doing things my way. Today I had a break down, had a long conversation with GOD, then decided to start cleaning up my space. I turned on a gospel playlist for a bit and decided to take a break…turned off the playlist and then your beautiful face popped up. Thank you for your transparency. I can relate on a few things you’ve gone through. I’m so glad I clicked play. Inspired is the least of what I feel right now. I’m so happy you’ve overcame and decided to share your story. ❤

    • @danilaroche1156
      @danilaroche1156 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Even Jesus rebuked the Pharisees. He didn't like religion. Get born again. Call and receive Christ into your heart.

  • @katieseles5290
    @katieseles5290 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I don't even have words to express just how grateful I am to you for having the courage to be so vulnerable & share your story. It gives me chills how eerily similar our testimonies are. I thank god for saving us and showing us how much more was meant for us. God bless you & your healing journey! ♥

  • @rosediaz8093
    @rosediaz8093 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    Abby you appeared on my recommendation page 🥺! So so proud of you 🤍 May God continue to bless you and guide you in his path. You’ve even inspired me to rekindle my relationship with God, thank you for bringing this to your platform and keep inspiring our generation!

  • @MattSantos
    @MattSantos 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Powerful testimony. Our walk with Jesus isn’t an overnight type of thing, it’s a journey. Thank God for His infinite grace.

  • @naomigtx
    @naomigtx 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

    Wow Abby! What a crazy life.
    I started reading the bible in August 2023 (currently on week 36) and I already feel like its my greatest accomplishment. You aren't lying when you said the tea is in there. After reading about David, I was rushing to my coworker to talk about it like we personally were there. Lol
    Im definitely glad to hear you speak of Jesus. Thank you for sharing so much. I'll say some prayers for you girl! ❤

  • @deserieverdugo8908
    @deserieverdugo8908 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    i cried for you girl the best decision ive ever made im so happy you decided to take this path as well may good bless you my sweet soul you deserve to be loved and know what real love is ❤️❤️

  • @Rhonda_Maldonado_61824
    @Rhonda_Maldonado_61824 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Thank you for sharing your beautiful testimony. I was just baptized on April 28, 2024 & I was ashamed of my past as well. I didn't even want the pastor to tell the congregation what I had been delivered from, but I decided that it was essential to share because it's only when we see what we have been delivered from that we can truly understand his Grace mercy and power. And yes, the Word is alive with power! The Bible is such a blessing to us from Him.

  • @DStrawberry77
    @DStrawberry77 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I could have said this same testimony word for word, this was my life. I’ve been saved since 2017 and stopped the sex work completely in 2019. Thank you for being vulnerable!! I’ll be keeping you lifted in prayer sis! Praise God that He has made you a new woman

  • @DaughterOfTheKingdom16
    @DaughterOfTheKingdom16 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +49

    21:25 the glow you have with Jesus and the Holy Spirit is so different you look amazing. I struggled with addiction for years and now im clean and sober and on fire for Jesus. The glow just hits differently when you have peace of mind and the Joy of God 🙏🏾🩵

  • @user-mz3ii2cr2u
    @user-mz3ii2cr2u 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Praise God I escaped an abusive situation as well years ago I had to humble myself and move back home until I got myself together . It’s horrible when you come from religious home and have to return like the prodigal son but God is good he will restore us😊

  • @bryreb
    @bryreb 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

    My sister in Christ! I know your story and your testimony, no matter how many times i hear it, i still get the chills and tears appear to my eyes. I am beyond proud of you and super thankful to have you in my life. You continue to inspire me and you will inspire others to know our father God. UGH AMEN 🥹🙏🏼🫶🏼

  • @saracoleman2042
    @saracoleman2042 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for sharing your beautiful testimony! 🤍 I got teary-eyed hearing you speak at your baptism…I’ve done things in my past that I’ve repented of but every so often the enemy likes to remind me of those things. I have to take a moment and remember that God has forgiven me of those sins and that I’m no longer that person I was back then. I’m so incredibly grateful for the love & forgiveness of Christ 🙏🏼

  • @angelcolburn8130
    @angelcolburn8130 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

    What a testimony! The way your voice broke when you were getting baptized, I got so emotional ❤ thank you for being so brave in sharing this

  • @user-yi9zh3zt6o
    @user-yi9zh3zt6o 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I felt so lost and I was searching and searching for God, I felt so condemned by the devil for backsliding into sin. Your testimony led me to pray and ask God for forgiveness, we are never too far from the grace and love and kindness of God. I feel set free and crying tears of peace and happiness. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @danielaansuh8788
    @danielaansuh8788 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    I have never been moved to tears by a testimony before, but I could relate to the basics and the gist of yours. I want to commend you for sharing your story and let you know that God will bless you beyond measure. The devil might have thought he had you, but God knew that you were one of His best for the Kingdom. You are beautiful, blessed and intelligent, and I am grateful that you shared your experience. You probably have no idea how much this has helped many women. God bless you.
    I would like to sow into your ministry.

  • @singathazwane8868
    @singathazwane8868 หลายเดือนก่อน

    "We were created to depend on God, we misplaced our dependence on other things partying, relationships, money, career, success are all just counterfeit" so powerful 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

  • @melycervantes4487
    @melycervantes4487 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +67

    Hey girl, I’m brand new to your channel but I wanted to say thank you for sharing this. This was a reminder for me that God is still working and that I need to get closer to him. This helped me and I know this will help others as well. God bless you girly love it all the recent videos, keep it up 💞💞

  • @MpiloZwane.
    @MpiloZwane. 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you so much for sharing this Abby❤️Struggling with addiction and idolatry and it’s so comforting to know that God sees me and He’s going to protect me through all of it❤️

  • @semitriawilliams8551
    @semitriawilliams8551 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    This is so powerful, Abby! Thank you for sharing your testimony. You are inspiring so many with your honesty, living in your truth, and being a reflection of God’s work.

  • @jazmynanderson
    @jazmynanderson 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Wow what a testimony! No matter how many times we avoid and run back to what we know, God always is there waiting for us. So happy for you

  • @sifonaakpabio
    @sifonaakpabio 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    ABBY, I followed you for your lifestyle content but this is so brave of you to open up about your faith and struggles. I’m a Christian myself I’ve found it hard to be consistent on my walk with Christ because of my traumatic past and this just reassured me in so many ways that things can and WILL get better.

  • @FrankiBee
    @FrankiBee 29 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Ugh, I'm so sorry that you went through all that. My stomach was turning as you talked about those horrible things that happened to you. It definitely triggered me. But I am so happy that you found God! 🙌🏻 God bless u always and forever 💖

  • @Soul_Jornal
    @Soul_Jornal 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I just need to leave it here how much your strength is appreciated and honorable. Much courage is necessary to be sharing this type of experiences and content online. You are so strong and loved, I wish it was possible to share my feelings with you. ❤❤

  • @annanicoleslefttit
    @annanicoleslefttit หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    thank you for this, i'm so happy god guided you to make this video. ive never been religious but god is showing himself to me everywhere, i dont know why this was on my feed but i clicked it because you looked so approachable. the way you say your story so confident and shameless is so inspiring. i really really really needed to hear this. people can tell you whats right or wrong your whole life but sometimes it takes someone like you to get through to you. you got through to me and im sure many more. thank you angel

  • @emmaariane8050
    @emmaariane8050 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    This had me in tears! You are so brave and so strong for sharing ❤ Your testimony goes to show how powerful He truly is and how much He loves us!

  • @AnthonyLeroyG
    @AnthonyLeroyG 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Hii Abby !! ✝️💜Anthony from SJV here. I miss you, I love you. Proud of you. And I hear you, sis. I can feel God through your words. You’ve helped me just now. & you made me tear up , but also smile when you speak of Jesus’ goodness. Ooo you made me cryy like a baby when you got baptized
    I’m always here if you need a God-fearing friend . See you soon, I pray 🤲 🙏 ☮️

  • @bandteesnboots
    @bandteesnboots 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Girl - I am so happy that you found your way out of that part of your life. Thank you so much for sharing your story! I was really confused and probably literally, the sheep on the outskirts of the flock for a long while. Jesus calls us back ❤
    Also, thank you. I just recently found your channel and I must say, not a lot of people of Faith come into my feed (I hope this changes my algorithm, because I can’t take nonsense anymore!). You are well spoken, motivating, intelligent, beautiful and grounded from what I’ve seen so far, and I am thankful for your videos and I wish you peace, love and blessings from Texas ❤

  • @newid10
    @newid10 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    What you described about immigrant parents not knowing how to communicate and not show love via words of affirmation etc is so spot on. My African parents were the same

  • @thaomelon
    @thaomelon 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Brought me to tears. Hallelujah, our God is so good and merciful!

  • @bonefiedrealdeal3640
    @bonefiedrealdeal3640 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The grace of God is unmeasurable. I've watched so many testimonies in the last few months, and I can't believe it's not talked about more. It's helped me change my life. I don't use social media, so I hope everyone is sharing these videos. It will save so many people.

  • @xcoolmate04
    @xcoolmate04 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Shed a tear bc you just opened up,love & light mama ✨

  • @tee3393
    @tee3393 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing your testimony about overcoming your past. It blessed my soul. May he continue to keep you, bless you and protect you!

  • @lowtoxxivette
    @lowtoxxivette 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Queeeen 💕💫 wow! I came across your channel because of your flawless makeup videos. I had no idea about your past however, Glory to God!! Praise Jesus for his grace & his love 🙏🏽 Watching this video makes me tear up. I’m going through a tough season right now & this is a reminder that God is near if we only reach out to him. God Bless you queeen 💘

  • @saratellez6635
    @saratellez6635 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I wept with your testimony!!! It is so amazing to see how God loves us and doesn’t care about our sins. I’m so happy you found true love, you’re an inspiration to everyone, and you’re going to change the lives of many people
    God bless you !!!

  • @migerdiaz1359
    @migerdiaz1359 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    Thanks for sharing your testimony. Your a role model to other females dealing with the same situation and you being vulnerable will change n help others in similar situations. God bless you 🙏🏽

  • @jenmcdonough
    @jenmcdonough 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I have a huge heart for God - I've also been through hell and back! Thank you for sharing your heart you have touched mine! I am inspired and also know God is moving in my life! God has put my life back together....I am a recovering drug addict alcoholic!

  • @mirandamack5756
    @mirandamack5756 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    We are so happy you’re here to share your story, thank you God for protecting Abby. You are His child ❤

  • @bignbuff2k
    @bignbuff2k 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It’s amazing how all I can see in her is Jesus. I would’ve never thought she had a past like that. I love the way Jesus light shines through her. Thanks for being brave and sharing your testimony.

  • @oonlg8959
    @oonlg8959 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    ABBY!!! You've been through so much and I'm so sorryy😢😢😢but your Father in Heaven said "my daughter shall live" now look at you glowing and serving the Lord😭😭this is literally my first time seeing you ever, I found out about you through this testimony yet I'm so happy to know that we're sisters in Christ🥹🥹Jesus bless you abundantly!! I'll keep you and your loved ones in my prayers🙏🏾 love you!!

  • @Dudin4tor
    @Dudin4tor 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am amazed at the grace you show in this video. You mentioned your first boyfriend was a hurt person from a broken family *before* you mention he was verbally abusive and cheated on you. You explain his flaws and don't forget his humanity.
    I suppose you'll say the grace comes from above you, but I am still amazed. When you say you forgive everyone who hurt you, I believe every word. May God bring them to repentence.
    I am so glad God healed and saved you, and I pray He will save many more people facing the same harm you did. God bless.

  • @_zeestar
    @_zeestar 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Girl! Your testimony has me in tears because of how much I can relate. Thank you so much for sharing this and God bless you. Praying your relationship with Christ strengthens daily 🙏🏾 ❤

  • @NaNancy-cs4xw
    @NaNancy-cs4xw หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You are real and honest for telling this to show us how God can guide us. May He keeps you on the right path in the future ! And protect you from the bad people

  • @johanna6208
    @johanna6208 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    this made me emotional 🥲 such an intense testimony

  • @yosmarytafolla3820
    @yosmarytafolla3820 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Fellow ND sis here so happy Jesus has called you home. The love He gives is unconditional loved every single part of this testimony.❤

  • @Freddynotsoready
    @Freddynotsoready 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Amen!!!!!!! Truly beautiful inside and out!!!! God’s Grace and patience is so amazing !!!!!

  • @ZeliaWelia
    @ZeliaWelia หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am in tears 😭 Abby you touched my heart so deeply, and I can’t even imagine everything you went through. I can hear the Holy Spirit speaking through you, what a testimony! Thank you for using your gifts for good, you have impacted my heart and strengthened my faith in so many ways, this is an incredible powerful message, I know you are helping so many people by sharing it. Thank you🥺💕 May God continue protecting and blessing you and anyone who is reading this. Thank you for coming back home to Jesus, Much love🙏🏽✨

  • @kairoswave
    @kairoswave 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    This is great, I normally bash women that are in that type of work (strippa, OF, 304 stuff) but with all honesty this is a great testimony, you have the power to help transform many women that are in the wrong path and you can bring them to light.
    Much success and love.

    • @PamBeesly9545
      @PamBeesly9545 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.

    • @ginachong2547
      @ginachong2547 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      You don’t have the authority to bash others as you are a sinner as well. You have the right to judge righteously in order to pick someone up but you do not have the right to judge to bring someone down.

    • @kairoswave
      @kairoswave 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@ginachong2547 i can bash anyone i want chin chong , i commented that 3 months ago. Why you getting triggered over it? Its mostly women who give them selves destructive advice with the whole “live your best life” so tone it down. You should be glad for the girl in the video isnt catching random pickles anymore.

  • @MsTadellLeeAnn
    @MsTadellLeeAnn หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was getting so much anxiety watching this, I l have a similar story & just give you so much props to being so open & sharing your story. I am a very open person & this gives me the confidence to share my testimony with no fear . Thank you love. You’re so strong & beautiful.

  • @evabrazil13
    @evabrazil13 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This brought me to tears! Thank you for sharing your story. You have such a beautiful soul and presence. God bless you!!🤍

  • @ShaeDaily
    @ShaeDaily หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The Bay is so scary! I left for college but I’m back home now as an adult I’m glad I’m older here because like I said it’s scary. I’m happy you’re healed ❤❤❤

  • @thenajjaiman
    @thenajjaiman 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    beautiful testimony, I’m in tears 🥹🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

  • @TaylorK-qw1dp
    @TaylorK-qw1dp 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The whole beginning of your story … U IS ME AND ME IS U 🗣🗣🗣🗣 thank GOD we found JESUS! I love this so much thank you!!!! 💕💕💕

  • @ash-nw8uy
    @ash-nw8uy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    girl i’m so so happy for you☹️🩷 may God keep blessing you in everything that you do.

  • @anniereyes4649
    @anniereyes4649 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You are so absolutely strong and brave. Holy Spirit was definitely with you while recording this video. You have no idea how many people you have inspired including me to share their testimony. God bless you sister.❤

  • @dianaalvizo5755
    @dianaalvizo5755 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    oooo girl the part where we was putting money on books , talk about ghettttoooo fr 😭🤣 Glory be to God sister !! 🙏🏽✝️💕

  • @carolinewanjeri7204
    @carolinewanjeri7204 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just shed tears watching you! I’m proud of you…I gave my life to Jesus last week and I don’t regret. God bless you and praying you heal from the trauma of abuse🙏🏻 Jesus loves you girl

  • @bunnybear9883
    @bunnybear9883 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This was so powerful Abby. I definitely felt things as you were sharing your testimony. Thank you so much for sharing. I’m so grateful the Lord came back into your life and saved you ❤️

  • @Shayy.0
    @Shayy.0 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I know you don't know me but sister. I am so happy u are still alive and that God never gave up on you! U went through so much ❤️❤️ u are so strong. I am happy that u gave your life to Jesus Christ ❤❤ may God bless you and keep protecting you! Thank you for sharing this!!! Wish you the BEST!

  • @realdeals-n-thrills
    @realdeals-n-thrills 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    This brought me to tears. God is so good!

  • @queenkreviews1999
    @queenkreviews1999 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    OMG I CRIED SO MANY TIMES WATCHING YOUR TESTIMONY!!! You are so strong for telling your story. I’m so proud of you for forgetting out of the lifestyle and coming to Jesus. I’m in the bay and I’ve been praying for godly friends. If you’re still out here we should link up in Jesus name lol🤞🏽🩵