The devil would always try to make you kill your self because he knew God would take YOU and make you who you are today .. This is beautiful. God bless🤍
@@Cieloalvee1 For our fight is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, and against spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Ephesians 6:12
Such a beautiful testimony. You have such a light in your eyes because of the Holy Spirit. Honestly our testimonies are very similar. I was saved and baptized in 2012 after doing three hits of acid and ending up in a mental hospital. God saved me from staying in that crazy acid trip yet I still went back to the world 😢 It wasn’t until this February I got back on my Christ walk. Ever since I’ve been fully submitted to the Lord just this year alone I’m almost finished reading the whole Bible (267 days in), I moved out of my rat infested apartment, my husband and I got married, He got baptized, I haven’t been obsessing over being a content creator, I threw my doll collection out, my promiscuous clothing and shoes got tossed 🚮 I threw away expensive makeup 🚮🚮 Thousands of dollars in the trash but anything can go if it becomes an idol. I also stopped wearing wigs and have been getting my real hair done. The biggest blessing is my husband, kids and myself just moved in to our new home after we stayed with my mother in law for like 7 months 😭🙌🏾 God is so good and He truly is faithful 🩷
Awww it is so awesome to see how God has worked in your life! May he continue to be with you. May he guide you in his ways. May your heart always be with him. ❤🙏🏾
Congratulations and thank you for sharing. Glory to Jesus. I've been feeling conviction about wearing wigs/makeup as well. Do you have any advice? Thank you
I FEEL LIKE GOD WANTED ME TO SEE THIS I CRIED AT THE END AND AFTER I FELT GOD'S PRESENCE AND I KNEW I NEEDED TO GET CLOSE TO JESUS MAY GOD BLESS Y'ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY 🙏
Praise Jesus!!! He has open arms for you ! ”All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.“ John 6:37 KJV You should read the book of John ❤
as a 17-year-old girl I really relate to you, the lust, the p0rn, the stealing, the suicide the drinking the fighting with family. It's all just so awful, I'm trying to strengthen my relationship with Jesus, learning about the lord, and all he's done for us, I've cut out the stealing and drinking, and I'm going to cut out all the sin in my life, and put him first. Amen
The most life changing thing that I realized is no one is making me sin. It's a choice and its completely in my hands. While that can be scary, its also the only thing that made me cut all sin out of my life. All it takes is one decision!! The feeling and reward of living with God without guilt is the most freeing thing any person can ever experience on earth. In timothy, it talks about how there are utensils made of clay and utensils made of gold. I decided I'm going to be a tool God can use, but I can't do that without cutting sin out of my life for good.
i honestly cried watching this because we have such similar stories. right now i’m 14 and i already have so much going on. i always fight with my mom physically and verbally, i argue with most of my family, i feel empty most of the time, i’ve had a few attempts, self harm, lust etc. and watching this made me want to get closer with god. i’ve downloaded the bible app recently and i try to read a few pages everyday, and try to stay committed because i really want to be healed.
God loves you so much, stay committed read your word and I promise you you will see the ways He changes you like. I pray you truly get to experience the goodness of God. There is more to life than what you are going through right now❤️i promise❤️dont give up
Remember God really loves you, and I pray that you’ll continue to grow in your relationship with God💗 I’m 16, and a verse that’s really helped me when seeking the Lord is Matthew 7:7 - “Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you.” You can do this, trust in the Lord 💗🫶
I grew up Christian but I also grew up very traumatized and never in my 22 years of living have I heard a testimony that I could relate so much to ever in my life. I want to get closer with God but feel so much shame but your words have reminded that God loves me no matter what, that even I’m broken he’ll fix me, if I’m dirty he’ll wash me, if I don’t have anything to offer him he will still want me. God is sooo Good, you are doing the lords work with spreading his gospel through your testimony, thank you and God bless you and Everyone reading this!
Jesus loves y'all Repent Repent of ur sins Jesus is coming back soon he doesn't want you to perish not forcing you romans 10 9 John 3 16 Jesus says come to me all who are weary heavy laden and I will give you rest Do not let your adornment be merely outward-arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel- rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God. What profit a man if he gains the whole world but loses his own soul or what shall he give in exchange for his soul?
im very young, not even out of highschool, and im struggling with the same sin you mentioned. pornography, sexual sin, deceitfulness and lies, i know what im doing is wrong bwcause i know the word of God but i feel extremely stuck, ill turn to God one day and the next im back in sin, your testimony truly touched me snd gave me a sense of hope i thank God in advance for what he’s going to do in my life
I just said a prayer for you. Keep reading His word, pray without ceasing - as He asks. Give it ALL to Him. He will take it and make it into something so beautiful. Trust in Him! HUGS to you
You dont clean yourself before you shower. You go in the shower, and the shower cleans YOU! same with Jesus, you dont need to fix yourself to go to Jesus; You go to Jesus then HE fixes YOU!!! come as you are🩷🩷
Lately I have felt a shift in my life. Ever since I was a child, I have had an addiction for lust and I've felt so disgusted by it and I would always relapse and throughout my life, I have been so lukewarm. Recently, I have seen many people turning to Christ which inspired me to do the same because I grew up in a religious family and I want to do better and I want to do things that are able to please the Lord.
@@cutieusagii I'm a weirdo? Well I'm not sorry for expressing my love for wanting to build a relationship with God. He has done many miracles for me before and I'm going to dedicate my life to him. I never judged you for being atheist (mainly because I don't care) so don't judge me for Christian
@@BigAiK I've heard that this helps a lot! This is my second day so it's not really gonna be easy for me to just jump out of my habits immediately but I'll definitely get there
me and my friends in like 2019 loved u, I watched ur TH-cam and ur TikToks. When u first we’re saved by Jesus I still followed u but I was lukewarm and summer 2023 Jesus saved me 💕
Congratulations my beautiful sister, may the Lord continue to bless you! Im glad ill be able to see you in heaven one day! Just remember Faith to Faith, Jesus gave His all so thats why we should give our all to Jesus every single day, and He sacrificed Himself for us so we sacrifice ourself to Him by saying no to our flesh daily! I encourage you to fast because that helps alot, but baby steps like from the time you wake up to 12 perhaps
@@Bclle128hey sister I am suffering a lot I watched videos of Muslims like Ali dawah and other channels like Mohammed hijab. And I can't understand why is Jesus god and he eat and sleep like us..
You wanting to get baptized when you were young was your way of accepting the Holy Spirit. Then the Holy Spirit continued to be inside you because you felt conviction even though you were choosing to still continue to live in the world. By God’s love and His almighty grip on you, you are here today. Welcome home sister! I love you and thank you for your testimony 🩷🙏🏾
I am speechless. This testimony was godsent. I just turned 15 and this was very relatable. Very relatable and I'm surprised that many other young girls relate to this. Now I know that I am not alone. Thank you very much. Thank God for it. Thank sir, Jehovah and Jesus, His son.
I’ve watched you all those years in admiration (i wasnt saved either) not knowing what you were going through… its crazy how we hide so much behind a screen. But it shows that no matter who we fool we cant fool God!!! You are new, sanctified, made holy and now your are His!!!!
I have such a similar story. Everything you said I was like dang so did I. I did that too, I said that too. I’m 32 and I’m finding god. Still new to everything. But I went to church this past Sunday and cried with my mom and told her I forgive her. God is great! May he continue to bless you! ❤🙏🏼
🤗 I felt a lil out of place ik age doesn't matter but I'm 34 and still not sure what I'm doing in life. I seek Him ask for guidance and hope He hasn't given up on me🙏🏾
After you been in the dark for so long there is just something about the light of Gods presence. God can take addicts and teach them how we worship. ☀️✨🔥
Very relatable, porn, self harm, no present father or too abusive when present, bullying at school. Many attempts just before 15 including many pills. Told no one. Just went to sleep while my heart was going crazy. Bad relationship with my mom. i started abusing alcohol and addicted to raves and festivals at just 13. Im in my 20s and only now have found God. My Savior. 🙏🏻💜
Im turning 23 this month , our testimonies are so similar it’s crazy. It’s comforting knowing I’m not the only one, it’s been hard not having anyone to relate who also is a believer and my age. God is healing me and blessing me with your testimony. I used to watch you growing up and seeing us both grow in the faith is inspiring 💌 keep it up!!
I went through almost the same as you. I was verbally abused at home by my stepdad and I argued with my mum. Went to school to be bullied all day. I was never happy. Suicidal thoughts started running through my head. Nothing or no one helped. I moved out to live alone. After a few months my mum’s and I relationship started to get better. But we still argued a LOT. I never had friends. I never went to parties/clubs/concerts none of that. I’m still virgin today at 18. After I found God my whole life flipped for the better. More stuff happened to me but I don’t wanna say everything. I’m just happy you and me found Jesus when we did. I wish for more teens and all humans to find Jesus. God really does love us all 💕✝️
I used to follow you, I was never a fan or a constant watcher but sometimes you showed up on my fy page, when I saw that you accepted Jesus Christ I was sooo happy for u like I've known you irl and you were my best friend for years lol😂 I'm so happy for you and I'm so excited to see more of your journey! your testimony is really strong, GOD IS GOOD🫶🙏
I’m about to turn 20 years in 5 months. Your story touched me so much because we have similar story, because I found porn at the age of 7 years old, started doing new age witchcraft when I was 14. Was very depressed and suicidal when I was 11 years till now. I dropped out of last year. I cut off all my friends. I was going crazy. But God save me, and now I’m starting to grow my relationship and start to trust him. Glory Be to God❤️
I found porn when i was 7 too Im 14 now and even though i am not involved in witchcraft i still strugglr with pornagraphy, lust, laziness and etc Its especially bad because i know my reality is not fit for these 'coping' mechanism and sinfulness and i know i will lose a lot of my life to this if i dont fix it here, and now
@@godimprovesme hey. I understand your stress I was once in your place. The thing that I will advice you to do is get on your knees and ask the Lord to forgive you and ask him to straighten you that you may stand against everything temptation of pornography. Pray that God Straighten you, purify you, break everything strong holds of pornography, close all doors that has been open by pornography, and renew your mind. Don’t stress yourself the Lord will remove you out of that situation. God Bless.
i was crying through this whole video,,, especially the end. beautiful testimony i can relate in many ways… 💗 God bless you,, and i am so proud of you making it through. THANK YOU JESUS !!!!!!
girlll i remember your old videos years ago with your bright hair colors!! it’s so beautiful the way that God has changed your life for the better. i love that you found Jesus and that you have a relationship with Him now. i am so so proud of you and i am sending you so much love.
Idk why, but hearing that someone dealt with that same depth and level of perversion...gosh its such a shameful place to be...but it was somehow comforting to hesr that i wasnt the only one :( and that truly its this spirit that takes you farther then you ever thought youd go, especially at such a young age...Glad to have been delivered from that. Your testimony is filled with hope, and your life will blossom for thr glory of God, and he has more joy and bright plans for you. ❤❤
yes sister i dealt with so much shame, and that’s what satan does. but the cross takes all shame, sin, guilt etc. we are a new creation in Christ and the old has passed away. walk in your freedom sister 💕 God bless you 🤍
this blessed my life so much, I’m 13 and was saved a couple months ago. What’s upsetting is I struggle with most likely 80% of what you mentioned maybe just in the last year. This really spoke to me that there is hope. Thank you for being someone I can look up to as I grow my faith in the lord. I pray that you continue and grow in abundance of faith. Amen
Glory to God sister. He loves you so much. Remember it’s a journey, have grace for yourself and let Him lead you. 🤍 it’s a blessing to find the Lord at a young age! God bless you 🤍
I battled and still is battling a lot of the same demons! But yah will deliver me through it all! Thank you for sharing your testimony and encouraging others to cry out to him! Bless you
there’s a appointed time for your deliverance sister. 💕 God sees you, and I got a lot of deliverance since then and one thing i can say is to keep seeking Jesus. He is faithful and will deliver you. I’m believing for you 🤍
I watched your whole testimony on the way from mom house to my dad house I paused for a little bit I was unpacking but now it’s 12:28pm I have school in a couple hours but your testimony i can relate a lot with the homosexual at a young age and pornography as well and feeling worthless because of the devil i just want to let you know that your testimony really helped me as well as others ❤
I’m 16 years now and when heard what you watch 🌽 at a young age it kinda reminded me of my past and my presents. I am kinda dealing with sexual perversion. I didn’t even know it was demons I am fighting. I did kinda think It was maybe from the marine world. But I am grateful for what you shared. I have also dealt with child hood trauma. I just to play house with cousins and my moms friend children and when I think about it. When I remember I cry and I am angry at myself for allowing because me now would have done everything to protect younger me. I do thank God I am still a virgin but I did mastur bated and I have ungodly sexual desires. I was lukewarming with God. So thank you a lot 🙏🏾
Your testimony has touched me. I feel the purity and love in your spirit now and how passionate you are talking about God. I too had a similar past stealing out my mom's purse, lying, being exposed to porn at a young age which made me hypersexual and with a perverted spirit, and crying so much. I was personally touched by God at 19 and my mom was praying and praying for me for a change in my life cus she was fed up with my behaviors. Since then I pray everyday, I'm now 21, some days are harder than others, but I know my purpose and everyday have an underlying feeling of purpose, love, growth, and knowing that everything is gonna be ok. We truly serve an almighty God and the fact that we get stronger through God everyday is my motivation to keep going and make satan mad 😊 Thank u for your beautiful testimony
I have a very similar story. from atheist to New Age to God. From on drugs completely lost, awful relationship with my family, failing out of high school, He restored everything and I even graduated university with His help. I never felt compassion for people, now I do every day. He can do the impossible!
As a 24yr old young man I truly and deeply appreciate this message for real GOD really be trying to help us I also battled with things similar myself so much shame guilt etc… draining my soul literally but sometimes we let the devil in and mess things up in our lives because the lack of wisdom and knowledge of GOD I pray you keep going and spread the message Shalom sis 🤲🏾🙏🏾♾️🩵 MAY YAH bless you thank you for this seriously
Look for yourself, and you will find in the long run only hatred, loneliness, despair, rage, ruin and decay. But look for Christ and you will find Him and in Him everything else thrown in. 💌
This whole testimony really touched me as I’m young myself trying to start my own personal relationship with God. I repented today and now know that God will be following me and guiding me in my journey God bless!
I have no words. I’ve been dealing with those same sins you were when I was maybe younger than you were. I feel so seen. Thank you for sharing this testimony. God is so good
Wow ruby this is beautiful I used to watch u when split dye was popular and to see how much u grown and what u really was going through is absolutely amazing. I lost both my older brother within a year n half and now I’m the only child. This touched my heart and gave me hope. Thank you
What a blessing to find you and to subscribe! You are a shining light through the Lord for the kingdom. God ever bless and keep you in the name of Jesus!!
Thank you for sharing your testimony ❤️ I followed you somewhere in there along the way for your “old” content. I too have literally been *there* and done *that* (minus musicaly & going viral) and am now seeking the way and the truth through Jesus. It’s beyond words how blessed this feels, from the edm scene to Christ! It’s been a rollercoaster girl but I’m holding on too! ❤️❤️❤️
Love you rubee. I’ve watched you since I was middle school, you’re inspiring! You and I are making this new walk with God together. Thank you for posting this💗
you don’t understand how much this video has opened my eyes. i immediately got emotional and started crying to God. he is so good, he has saved me from the worst parts of my life and has brought so many blessings into my life. thank you for sharing your testimony, absolutely beautiful 🤎
this was amazing, it literally made me cry. i really resonated with some of the stuff you went through and i’m happy to hear that it’s possible to get through it. i hope you are blessed through ur testimony
this definitely touched my heart Rubee. i have tears in my eyes. ive been subscribing/following you ever since you started. you were such an inspiration to me back then just because of your physical appearence but youre an even bigger inspiration to me now considering all youve been through. i only found God this year and it has not been easy on this walk. but to see my favourite social media influencer share her testimony was definitely a sign that im not alone and that God loves me. this is a blessing. you are a blessing Rubee! i love you sm. thank you for sharing this beautiful testimony. Jesus loves you all! have a blessed day
So happy to see you doing well Ruby 🩷 I know your testimony is going to be so eye opening for many! I pray that everyone that comes across this video will be touched by God’s love and know his grace and seek him. God keep blessing you! 🫶🏼🥰
Thank you for sharing this 🙏 It’s crazy how some of us desire looking like others or living a different life. But we don’t know the struggles that come with them.
this was so beautiful. i remember seeing u on social media and looking up to u , i had no idea you were going through all of this. thank u for sharing your testimony. i’m going through some conflict and confusion and have been seeking God for some time now. i know things are going to be okay no matter what happens. God bless u and ur journey!❤️
Amen!!!!!! This is going to touch so many people. I found your page shortly after filming my own testimony video a couple weeks ago, and was literally going through the same spiritual warfare, self doubt, shame, etc. Sis this is important work for the Kingdom, so the enemy is going to try anything he can to make you doubt your purpose and your new walk. But we prevail in the name of Jesus 💕 The Lord is going to work through you in ways you never could have imagined, and He will give back to you all that was lost + more. I'm excited to have found you and am looking forward to watching you bloom in Christ. Much love x
I watched this video before church this morning and the whole time I was at church I was thanking God for your testimony. I relate so much to so many parts of your testimony and I was thanking God that he put it on your heart to share, to let me and so many others know that we’re not alone in the dirtiness of our past. Thank you for your obedience in sharing, I’m so happy to have you in the body of Christ!
Thank you sharing. grateful to be past that dark time in my life & to be closer to god. glad I was led to this video! just to be reminded that I wasn’t the only one going through such a dark time.
Rubee, this is the first time I've watched any of your videos. This video came up on my recommendations. Praise the Lord that you are saved! I look forward to meeting you in eternity with God ❤. I've been seeing more and more people coming to Jesus and its such an encouragement to my spirit.
Hey i’ve never seen your videos until now when this one popped up on my feed. and I am in absolute shock to find out your testimony aligns almost exactly with my own. God knew I needed to watch this so I can be brave enough to share my own. thank you for obeying Him and God bless you 💜
Thank you so much for sharing this video girl. It truly spoke to me and made me feel very seen and heard. I pray that you continue this walk and hope one day to be committed to letting go of my past and truly stepping in this walk with you. Thank you again, I’ll probably re watch this again because of how it made my heart feel❤️
Thank God He brought you out & is using you as a vessel now. This really touched me in many different ways. I’m struggling with a lot right now myself, but seeing this lets me know God will never leave me nor forsake me. Keep sharing your testimony to others & spreading the love of Jesus.
hey sister, this really inspired me to share my own testimony and heart for jesus and what he did in my life, thank you for being transparent and showing humility and grace of what you’ve been through. may god continue to work in your life. amennn ❤
I’m so happy for you and your beautiful journey!! I followed you for a while and it was lovely to see how you’ve blossomed into who you are now! I too have been creating a life in Christ and am beyond happy to see others doing the same💗
I love how God really does work for his people. It’s insane to me because I can relate to you in almost everything from the family, to the baby part, the blowing up on TikTok n more and in a couple of months he changed me for the better. Praise Yah!!
this is such a beautiful video, idk why i just felt the need to comment. i’m 16 and relate to so much you said in this video. i want to open my heart to god and this feels like the beginning of my journey! i used to be a fan of yours way back and watched you in middle school seeing how much you changed has made me so happy. bless you and your heart thank you for sharing your journey and encouraging me to start my own.❤️
Thank you for this testimony. Some parts of yours actually reminded me of mine. I really needed this right now. The Lord is so good and He had such great plans for you, I’m so glad they all got fulfilled by His power. Thank the Lord and by His grace! We love you! Thank you
This was beautiful!! I’ve had a lot of very similar life experiences and ties to the world I’ve been trying to get out from underneath. You reminded me that GOD IS FAITHFUL and have given me hope that I can do so it through example. I have no doubt the lord led me to your page.Tears… thank you
Please keep sharing your testimony and your story. I’ve never related to a testimony as much as I have with yours and it’s very inspiring and I can only imagine how many other people are positively impacted and inspired by hearing someone as beautiful as you to have gone through so much and find God through that💕
thank you for being so obedient! i didn’t feel like watching this video at first .I was about to scroll but i relate to you in so many ways.I feel like our story’s are so so alike and i actually feel understood for once. THANK YOU JESUS. God bless you girl!
God bless you!!! I’m so happy to see you’re doing better!! His is not done with you at all. Keep blessing people with your testimony no matter how hard it is!
Amen sister. Thank you for telling your testimony. I felt so sad throughout the video watching you like that in the pictures/videos while you spoke about all the trauma that you went through but I felt so relieved knowing there was a GREAT ending to all that. absolutely beautiful to watch ❤️ you’re truly glorifying the Lord. I love you sister, praise the Lord. Hallelujah
wow rubee such a BEAUTIFUL testimony im not even done im 30 minutes in but this is so beautiful im so sorry for everything you went through but god had a plan for you and im happy to see he brought you through all of that , i can see the light shining in you , you are a beautiful soul ypur glowing girl ,!! i love you my sister in christ 🥹✝️🤍🤍🤍
The devil would always try to make you kill your self because he knew God would take YOU and make you who you are today .. This is beautiful. God bless🤍
AMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!! PRAISES TO THE MOST HIGH JESUS!!!
Quit blaming the devil
amen❤️🩹
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@@Cieloalvee1 For our fight is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, and against spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Ephesians 6:12
Such a beautiful testimony. You have such a light in your eyes because of the Holy Spirit. Honestly our testimonies are very similar. I was saved and baptized in 2012 after doing three hits of acid and ending up in a mental hospital. God saved me from staying in that crazy acid trip yet I still went back to the world 😢 It wasn’t until this February I got back on my Christ walk. Ever since I’ve been fully submitted to the Lord just this year alone I’m almost finished reading the whole Bible (267 days in), I moved out of my rat infested apartment, my husband and I got married, He got baptized, I haven’t been obsessing over being a content creator, I threw my doll collection out, my promiscuous clothing and shoes got tossed 🚮 I threw away expensive makeup 🚮🚮 Thousands of dollars in the trash but anything can go if it becomes an idol. I also stopped wearing wigs and have been getting my real hair done. The biggest blessing is my husband, kids and myself just moved in to our new home after we stayed with my mother in law for like 7 months 😭🙌🏾 God is so good and He truly is faithful 🩷
Awww it is so awesome to see how God has worked in your life! May he continue to be with you. May he guide you in his ways. May your heart always be with him. ❤🙏🏾
Congratulations and thank you for sharing. Glory to Jesus. I've been feeling conviction about wearing wigs/makeup as well. Do you have any advice? Thank you
My God does not fail
God bless u & help u 🪷🧡☦️❣️✝️
Hallelujah!! He is so so good to us! 😭🙏🏾💓
I FEEL LIKE GOD WANTED ME TO SEE THIS I CRIED AT THE END AND AFTER I FELT GOD'S PRESENCE AND I KNEW I NEEDED TO GET CLOSE TO JESUS
MAY GOD BLESS Y'ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY 🙏
Amen!❤ The same this side! God is Good, All the time!!!!
Praise Jesus!!! He has open arms for you !
”All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.“
John 6:37 KJV
You should read the book of John ❤
Praise God
Praying for you
me too
as a 17-year-old girl I really relate to you, the lust, the p0rn, the stealing, the suicide the drinking the fighting with family. It's all just so awful, I'm trying to strengthen my relationship with Jesus, learning about the lord, and all he's done for us, I've cut out the stealing and drinking, and I'm going to cut out all the sin in my life, and put him first. Amen
some advice for you sister, don't say "I'm going to cut all sin in my life" replace that "I'm" with "Jesus"!!!!
The most life changing thing that I realized is no one is making me sin. It's a choice and its completely in my hands. While that can be scary, its also the only thing that made me cut all sin out of my life. All it takes is one decision!! The feeling and reward of living with God without guilt is the most freeing thing any person can ever experience on earth. In timothy, it talks about how there are utensils made of clay and utensils made of gold. I decided I'm going to be a tool God can use, but I can't do that without cutting sin out of my life for good.
i honestly cried watching this because we have such similar stories. right now i’m 14 and i already have so much going on. i always fight with my mom physically and verbally, i argue with most of my family, i feel empty most of the time, i’ve had a few attempts, self harm, lust etc. and watching this made me want to get closer with god. i’ve downloaded the bible app recently and i try to read a few pages everyday, and try to stay committed because i really want to be healed.
pls pls pls just focus on him listen to bible podcasts sermons everything you will find him and find peace in him
Jesus loves you and he’s always with you 💯🙏 stay prayed up
God loves you so much, stay committed read your word and I promise you you will see the ways He changes you like. I pray you truly get to experience the goodness of God. There is more to life than what you are going through right now❤️i promise❤️dont give up
Remember God really loves you, and I pray that you’ll continue to grow in your relationship with God💗 I’m 16, and a verse that’s really helped me when seeking the Lord is Matthew 7:7 - “Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you.”
You can do this, trust in the Lord 💗🫶
I went through that.. it gets better with God. It takes time but He the only one that heals and makes you look at life differently
Blessings ❤
I grew up Christian but I also grew up very traumatized and never in my 22 years of living have I heard a testimony that I could relate so much to ever in my life. I want to get closer with God but feel so much shame but your words have reminded that God loves me no matter what, that even I’m broken he’ll fix me, if I’m dirty he’ll wash me, if I don’t have anything to offer him he will still want me. God is sooo Good, you are doing the lords work with spreading his gospel through your testimony, thank you and God bless you and Everyone reading this!
Read the Bible, it really helps!❤
Jesus loves y'all Repent Repent of ur sins Jesus is coming back soon he doesn't want you to perish not forcing you romans 10 9 John 3 16 Jesus says come to me all who are weary heavy laden and I will give you rest Do not let your adornment be merely outward-arranging the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel- rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God. What profit a man if he gains the whole world but loses his own soul or what shall he give in exchange for his soul?
I felt dirty too. It’s really a bad feeling. God cleans us though when we truly are sorry
im very young, not even out of highschool, and im struggling with the same sin you mentioned. pornography, sexual sin, deceitfulness and lies,
i know what im doing is wrong bwcause i know the word of God but i feel extremely stuck,
ill turn to God one day and the next im back in sin,
your testimony truly touched me snd gave me a sense of hope
i thank God in advance for what he’s going to do in my life
I just said a prayer for you. Keep reading His word, pray without ceasing - as He asks. Give it ALL to Him. He will take it and make it into something so beautiful. Trust in Him! HUGS to you
Who the son sets free is free indeed!! I will pray for you!! God bless you🫶🏾
i will pray for you sister, we all are struggling but through Christ theres a way out
You dont clean yourself before you shower.
You go in the shower, and the shower cleans YOU!
same with Jesus, you dont need to fix yourself to go to Jesus;
You go to Jesus then HE fixes YOU!!! come as you are🩷🩷
Ameeeeeeen@@keronJI
Lately I have felt a shift in my life. Ever since I was a child, I have had an addiction for lust and I've felt so disgusted by it and I would always relapse and throughout my life, I have been so lukewarm. Recently, I have seen many people turning to Christ which inspired me to do the same because I grew up in a religious family and I want to do better and I want to do things that are able to please the Lord.
That sounds so much like me❤ Thank you
What’s helping me is reading the Bible and praying,
@@cutieusagii I'm a weirdo? Well I'm not sorry for expressing my love for wanting to build a relationship with God. He has done many miracles for me before and I'm going to dedicate my life to him. I never judged you for being atheist (mainly because I don't care) so don't judge me for Christian
@@BigAiK I've heard that this helps a lot! This is my second day so it's not really gonna be easy for me to just jump out of my habits immediately but I'll definitely get there
@@cutieusagii Im gonna pray for you for 3 months. After those three months I’ll find you. Glory to the Lord. In Jesus name.
me and my friends in like 2019 loved u, I watched ur TH-cam and ur TikToks. When u first we’re saved by Jesus I still followed u but I was lukewarm and summer 2023 Jesus saved me 💕
Congratulations my beautiful sister, may the Lord continue to bless you! Im glad ill be able to see you in heaven one day! Just remember Faith to Faith, Jesus gave His all so thats why we should give our all to Jesus every single day, and He sacrificed Himself for us so we sacrifice ourself to Him by saying no to our flesh daily! I encourage you to fast because that helps alot, but baby steps like from the time you wake up to 12 perhaps
@@Bclle128hey sister I am suffering a lot I watched videos of Muslims like Ali dawah and other channels like Mohammed hijab.
And I can't understand why is Jesus god and he eat and sleep like us..
I’m so glad ✝️❤️
Amennnnn❤
@@user-vy3hz2xg6f read the Bible and ask the Lord to reveal himself to you. Jesus is God
You wanting to get baptized when you were young was your way of accepting the Holy Spirit. Then the Holy Spirit continued to be inside you because you felt conviction even though you were choosing to still continue to live in the world. By God’s love and His almighty grip on you, you are here today. Welcome home sister! I love you and thank you for your testimony 🩷🙏🏾
Yes it's a blessing she's home 🐛🦋
I am speechless. This testimony was godsent. I just turned 15 and this was very relatable. Very relatable and I'm surprised that many other young girls relate to this. Now I know that I am not alone. Thank you very much. Thank God for it. Thank sir, Jehovah and Jesus, His son.
I’ve watched you all those years in admiration (i wasnt saved either) not knowing what you were going through… its crazy how we hide so much behind a screen. But it shows that no matter who we fool we cant fool God!!! You are new, sanctified, made holy and now your are His!!!!
amen! 💙
This is beautiful!! I love to see even just a glimpse of Gods hand in others lives ❤
Exactly❤
I have such a similar story. Everything you said I was like dang so did I. I did that too, I said that too. I’m 32 and I’m finding god. Still new to everything. But I went to church this past Sunday and cried with my mom and told her I forgive her. God is great! May he continue to bless you! ❤🙏🏼
Glory to God! I pray He continues to guide you and lead you sister. God bless you 🤍🤍🤍
🤗 I felt a lil out of place ik age doesn't matter but I'm 34 and still not sure what I'm doing in life. I seek Him ask for guidance and hope He hasn't given up on me🙏🏾
@@Ashley-og9tiHe'll never give up on you (2 Peter 3:9)
After you been in the dark for so long there is just something about the light of Gods presence. God can take addicts and teach them how we worship. ☀️✨🔥
Amen
@@patheticmoursel5643 ❤️🔥💯
Very relatable, porn, self harm, no present father or too abusive when present, bullying at school. Many attempts just before 15 including many pills. Told no one. Just went to sleep while my heart was going crazy. Bad relationship with my mom. i started abusing alcohol and addicted to raves and festivals at just 13. Im in my 20s and only now have found God. My Savior. 🙏🏻💜
im so prouddd😔
This girl has been through the unimaginable. God saved her through that. This is so beautiful 💓✝️
It's all Glory to God ❤
Im turning 23 this month , our testimonies are so similar it’s crazy. It’s comforting knowing I’m not the only one, it’s been hard not having anyone to relate who also is a believer and my age. God is healing me and blessing me with your testimony. I used to watch you growing up and seeing us both grow in the faith is inspiring 💌 keep it up!!
I went through almost the same as you. I was verbally abused at home by my stepdad and I argued with my mum. Went to school to be bullied all day. I was never happy. Suicidal thoughts started running through my head. Nothing or no one helped. I moved out to live alone. After a few months my mum’s and I relationship started to get better. But we still argued a LOT. I never had friends. I never went to parties/clubs/concerts none of that. I’m still virgin today at 18. After I found God my whole life flipped for the better. More stuff happened to me but I don’t wanna say everything. I’m just happy you and me found Jesus when we did. I wish for more teens and all humans to find Jesus. God really does love us all 💕✝️
I used to follow you, I was never a fan or a constant watcher but sometimes you showed up on my fy page, when I saw that you accepted Jesus Christ I was sooo happy for u like I've known you irl and you were my best friend for years lol😂
I'm so happy for you and I'm so excited to see more of your journey!
your testimony is really strong, GOD IS GOOD🫶🙏
I’m about to turn 20 years in 5 months. Your story touched me so much because we have similar story, because I found porn at the age of 7 years old, started doing new age witchcraft when I was 14. Was very depressed and suicidal when I was 11 years till now. I dropped out of last year. I cut off all my friends. I was going crazy. But God save me, and now I’m starting to grow my relationship and start to trust him. Glory Be to God❤️
I found porn when i was 7 too
Im 14 now and even though i am not involved in witchcraft i still strugglr with pornagraphy, lust, laziness and etc
Its especially bad because i know my reality is not fit for these 'coping' mechanism and sinfulness and i know i will lose a lot of my life to this if i dont fix it here, and now
@@godimprovesme hey. I understand your stress I was once in your place. The thing that I will advice you to do is get on your knees and ask the Lord to forgive you and ask him to straighten you that you may stand against everything temptation of pornography.
Pray that God Straighten you, purify you, break everything strong holds of pornography, close all doors that has been open by pornography, and renew your mind. Don’t stress yourself the Lord will remove you out of that situation. God Bless.
i was crying through this whole video,,, especially the end. beautiful testimony i can relate in many ways… 💗 God bless you,, and i am so proud of you making it through. THANK YOU JESUS !!!!!!
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girlll i remember your old videos years ago with your bright hair colors!! it’s so beautiful the way that God has changed your life for the better. i love that you found Jesus and that you have a relationship with Him now. i am so so proud of you and i am sending you so much love.
thank you sister 🥹 that means so much. sending love back 🤍🤍
U were always gorg, but I definitely see a glow in you now! God bless always 🩷
Idk why, but hearing that someone dealt with that same depth and level of perversion...gosh its such a shameful place to be...but it was somehow comforting to hesr that i wasnt the only one :( and that truly its this spirit that takes you farther then you ever thought youd go, especially at such a young age...Glad to have been delivered from that.
Your testimony is filled with hope, and your life will blossom for thr glory of God, and he has more joy and bright plans for you. ❤❤
yes sister i dealt with so much shame, and that’s what satan does. but the cross takes all shame, sin, guilt etc. we are a new creation in Christ and the old has passed away. walk in your freedom sister 💕 God bless you 🤍
@@rubeelana Amen 💗🌷🥺
this blessed my life so much, I’m 13 and was saved a couple months ago. What’s upsetting is I struggle with most likely 80% of what you mentioned maybe just in the last year. This really spoke to me that there is hope. Thank you for being someone I can look up to as I grow my faith in the lord. I pray that you continue and grow in abundance of faith. Amen
Glory to God sister. He loves you so much. Remember it’s a journey, have grace for yourself and let Him lead you. 🤍 it’s a blessing to find the Lord at a young age! God bless you 🤍
@@rubeelana 🤍🤍🤍
I battled and still is battling a lot of the same demons! But yah will deliver me through it all! Thank you for sharing your testimony and encouraging others to cry out to him! Bless you
there’s a appointed time for your deliverance sister. 💕 God sees you, and I got a lot of deliverance since then and one thing i can say is to keep seeking Jesus. He is faithful and will deliver you. I’m believing for you 🤍
It took me 28 years to find Jesus and I can not thank him enough that he gave me time to find him ❤
God will always love you no matter what ❤❤❤God bless you
I watched your whole testimony on the way from mom house to my dad house I paused for a little bit I was unpacking but now it’s 12:28pm I have school in a couple hours but your testimony i can relate a lot with the homosexual at a young age and pornography as well and feeling worthless because of the devil i just want to let you know that your testimony really helped me as well as others ❤
I’m 16 years now and when heard what you watch 🌽 at a young age it kinda reminded me of my past and my presents. I am kinda dealing with sexual perversion. I didn’t even know it was demons I am fighting. I did kinda think It was maybe from the marine world. But I am grateful for what you shared. I have also dealt with child hood trauma. I just to play house with cousins and my moms friend children and when I think about it. When I remember I cry and I am angry at myself for allowing because me now would have done everything to protect younger me. I do thank God I am still a virgin but I did mastur bated and I have ungodly sexual desires. I was lukewarming with God. So thank you a lot 🙏🏾
Your testimony has touched me. I feel the purity and love in your spirit now and how passionate you are talking about God. I too had a similar past stealing out my mom's purse, lying, being exposed to porn at a young age which made me hypersexual and with a perverted spirit, and crying so much. I was personally touched by God at 19 and my mom was praying and praying for me for a change in my life cus she was fed up with my behaviors. Since then I pray everyday, I'm now 21, some days are harder than others, but I know my purpose and everyday have an underlying feeling of purpose, love, growth, and knowing that everything is gonna be ok. We truly serve an almighty God and the fact that we get stronger through God everyday is my motivation to keep going and make satan mad 😊 Thank u for your beautiful testimony
Just when the devil thought he bagged you.
Urgh, Jesus loved us even at our filthiest, such wonderful love!
Thank you for obeying and sharing sis🤍
May the Lord continue to guide you into truth and built firmly on the strong foundation of Christ away from strange voices. 🔥🔥🔥🔥
I have a very similar story. from atheist to New Age to God. From on drugs completely lost, awful relationship with my family, failing out of high school, He restored everything and I even graduated university with His help. I never felt compassion for people, now I do every day. He can do the impossible!
As a 24yr old young man I truly and deeply appreciate this message for real GOD really be trying to help us I also battled with things similar myself so much shame guilt etc… draining my soul literally but sometimes we let the devil in and mess things up in our lives because the lack of wisdom and knowledge of GOD I pray you keep going and spread the message Shalom sis 🤲🏾🙏🏾♾️🩵 MAY YAH bless you thank you for this seriously
Look for yourself, and you will find in the long run only hatred, loneliness, despair, rage, ruin and decay. But look for Christ and you will find Him and in Him everything else thrown in. 💌
This whole testimony really touched me as I’m young myself trying to start my own personal relationship with God. I repented today and now know that God will be following me and guiding me in my journey God bless!
Congratulations sister, i hope youre doing well right now, keep serving God no matter how hard it is!
this was honestly a BEAUTIFUL testimony. i am so proud of you Rubee. You’ve come a long way sister, and i will continue to pray for you 🩵.
Thank you for sharing :) love the call at the end, “Try God out on your own”
I have no words. I’ve been dealing with those same sins you were when I was maybe younger than you were. I feel so seen. Thank you for sharing this testimony. God is so good
Hallelujah so beautiful!!! Thank you for sharing sis 💞 May God use your testimony to bring many others to Him!
Thank you so much for sharing 🥺 this truly touched me and so many others. Glory to God!
Amen. So proud of you and praise God for bring you out on top.
Wow ruby this is beautiful I used to watch u when split dye was popular and to see how much u grown and what u really was going through is absolutely amazing. I lost both my older brother within a year n half and now I’m the only child. This touched my heart and gave me hope. Thank you
this brought me to tears, i’m so so happy for you love
Amen !! God is soo good, i’m so happy for you Rubee 🥹💗💗🌟
What a blessing to find you and to subscribe! You are a shining light through the Lord for the kingdom. God ever bless and keep you in the name of Jesus!!
I am so blessed by this 💗 May God continue to shower his love upon you!
Thank you for sharing your testimony ❤️ I followed you somewhere in there along the way for your “old” content. I too have literally been *there* and done *that* (minus musicaly & going viral) and am now seeking the way and the truth through Jesus. It’s beyond words how blessed this feels, from the edm scene to Christ! It’s been a rollercoaster girl but I’m holding on too! ❤️❤️❤️
This is so beautiful and I’m so grateful you shared your testimony!! I relate in so many ways and may God use you mightily for his kingdom🤍
Hallelujah! Praise the LORD! God Bless you for this word and beautiful testimony! God worked miracles in your life AMEN!
All glory to God! Love you Rubee. Proud of you. ❤
Love you rubee. I’ve watched you since I was middle school, you’re inspiring! You and I are making this new walk with God together. Thank you for posting this💗
Amen! Thank you so much for your testimony, it made me cry tears of joy! May God continue to bless you on your journey, Rubee.
I’m so proud of you❤ your aura is so much lighter God will see us all through our hard times!
You're so brave, you have a crown waiting for you in heaven for such boldness and courage to say your story. WOw praise God
you don’t understand how much this video has opened my eyes. i immediately got emotional and started crying to God. he is so good, he has saved me from the worst parts of my life and has brought so many blessings into my life. thank you for sharing your testimony, absolutely beautiful 🤎
Wow that was such a beautiful testimony! Thank you for being transparent and telling your truth! God bless you sis!!! This blessed and touched me!
Chills baby! All praise to God. Thank you for sharing your testimony 🤍
He is so so good! Mannnnn! I almost cried listening to your testimony. It’s absolutely beautiful.🙏🏽 May God continue to bless you!♥️
this was amazing, it literally made me cry. i really resonated with some of the stuff you went through and i’m happy to hear that it’s possible to get through it. i hope you are blessed through ur testimony
The courage you have to have to do this is amazing, I really admire it I wish I had courage like this!💪✝️
What an amazing testimony! 💜🙏✨💕 God is so good! You are glowing my sister in Christ! Thanks for sharing 🤗✨
Thank you for sharing! My Jesus continue to use you ✨💕
this definitely touched my heart Rubee. i have tears in my eyes. ive been subscribing/following you ever since you started. you were such an inspiration to me back then just because of your physical appearence but youre an even bigger inspiration to me now considering all youve been through. i only found God this year and it has not been easy on this walk. but to see my favourite social media influencer share her testimony was definitely a sign that im not alone and that God loves me. this is a blessing. you are a blessing Rubee! i love you sm. thank you for sharing this beautiful testimony. Jesus loves you all! have a blessed day
So happy to see you doing well Ruby 🩷 I know your testimony is going to be so eye opening for many! I pray that everyone that comes across this video will be touched by God’s love and know his grace and seek him. God keep blessing you! 🫶🏼🥰
I was meant to see this ❤
ur soul is so beautiful alot of ppl needed to hear this God bless yuu
Thank you for sharing this 🙏
It’s crazy how some of us desire looking like others or living a different life. But we don’t know the struggles that come with them.
I’m so glad that you made it through. You are so so so lucky to be here. I love you! It’s such a miracle😢❤
this was so beautiful. i remember seeing u on social media and looking up to u , i had no idea you were going through all of this. thank u for sharing your testimony. i’m going through some conflict and confusion and have been seeking God for some time now. i know things are going to be okay no matter what happens. God bless u and ur journey!❤️
Amen!!!!!! This is going to touch so many people. I found your page shortly after filming my own testimony video a couple weeks ago, and was literally going through the same spiritual warfare, self doubt, shame, etc. Sis this is important work for the Kingdom, so the enemy is going to try anything he can to make you doubt your purpose and your new walk. But we prevail in the name of Jesus 💕 The Lord is going to work through you in ways you never could have imagined, and He will give back to you all that was lost + more. I'm excited to have found you and am looking forward to watching you bloom in Christ. Much love x
I watched this video before church this morning and the whole time I was at church I was thanking God for your testimony. I relate so much to so many parts of your testimony and I was thanking God that he put it on your heart to share, to let me and so many others know that we’re not alone in the dirtiness of our past. Thank you for your obedience in sharing, I’m so happy to have you in the body of Christ!
Thank you sharing. grateful to be past that dark time in my life & to be closer to god. glad I was led to this video! just to be reminded that I wasn’t the only one going through such a dark time.
Your testimony is so beautiful and gave me so much hope!!!
Rubee, this is the first time I've watched any of your videos. This video came up on my recommendations. Praise the Lord that you are saved! I look forward to meeting you in eternity with God ❤. I've been seeing more and more people coming to Jesus and its such an encouragement to my spirit.
Hey i’ve never seen your videos until now when this one popped up on my feed. and I am in absolute shock to find out your testimony aligns almost exactly with my own. God knew I needed to watch this so I can be brave enough to share my own. thank you for obeying Him and God bless you 💜
Thank you so much for sharing this video girl. It truly spoke to me and made me feel very seen and heard. I pray that you continue this walk and hope one day to be committed to letting go of my past and truly stepping in this walk with you. Thank you again, I’ll probably re watch this again because of how it made my heart feel❤️
Amen!! MAY THE KING OF KINGS GUIDE YOU ON YOUR JOURNEY!! ❤❤
Thank God He brought you out & is using you as a vessel now. This really touched me in many different ways. I’m struggling with a lot right now myself, but seeing this lets me know God will never leave me nor forsake me. Keep sharing your testimony to others & spreading the love of Jesus.
You are beautiful inside and out and I’m so proud of you for everything you have accomplished 💗
Sis this is a beautiful testimony! All praise to The Most High for your transformation in Christ!🤲🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾
hey sister, this really inspired me to share my own testimony and heart for jesus and what he did in my life, thank you for being transparent and showing humility and grace of what you’ve been through. may god continue to work in your life. amennn ❤
I’m so happy for you and your beautiful journey!! I followed you for a while and it was lovely to see how you’ve blossomed into who you are now! I too have been creating a life in Christ and am beyond happy to see others doing the same💗
I love how God really does work for his people. It’s insane to me because I can relate to you in almost everything from the family, to the baby part, the blowing up on TikTok n more and in a couple of months he changed me for the better. Praise Yah!!
This is a beautiful beautiful testimony!!!! I’m so glad God has gotten though it all!!!!!
this is such a beautiful video, idk why i just felt the need to comment. i’m 16 and relate to so much you said in this video. i want to open my heart to god and this feels like the beginning of my journey! i used to be a fan of yours way back and watched you in middle school seeing how much you changed has made me so happy. bless you and your heart thank you for sharing your journey and encouraging me to start my own.❤️
I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU CONGRATULATIONS!
Thank you for this testimony. Some parts of yours actually reminded me of mine. I really needed this right now. The Lord is so good and He had such great plans for you, I’m so glad they all got fulfilled by His power. Thank the Lord and by His grace! We love you! Thank you
You’re so beautiful sister. Keep preaching. God bless you. ❤️
This was beautiful!! I’ve had a lot of very similar life experiences and ties to the world I’ve been trying to get out from underneath. You reminded me that GOD IS FAITHFUL and have given me hope that I can do so it through example. I have no doubt the lord led me to your page.Tears… thank you
Girl you made me cry 😭, THANK YOU JESUS 🙏🏾
this is such a powerful testimony, all glory to God for he saves and renews!
Please keep sharing your testimony and your story. I’ve never related to a testimony as much as I have with yours and it’s very inspiring and I can only imagine how many other people are positively impacted and inspired by hearing someone as beautiful as you to have gone through so much and find God through that💕
thank you for being so obedient! i didn’t feel like watching this video at first .I was about to scroll but i relate to you in so many ways.I feel like our story’s are so so alike and i actually feel understood for once. THANK YOU JESUS. God bless you girl!
God bless you!!! I’m so happy to see you’re doing better!! His is not done with you at all. Keep blessing people with your testimony no matter how hard it is!
Amen sister. Thank you for telling your testimony. I felt so sad throughout the video watching you like that in the pictures/videos while you spoke about all the trauma that you went through but I felt so relieved knowing there was a GREAT ending to all that. absolutely beautiful to watch ❤️ you’re truly glorifying the Lord. I love you sister, praise the Lord. Hallelujah
wow rubee such a BEAUTIFUL testimony im not even done im 30 minutes in but this is so beautiful im so sorry for everything you went through but god had a plan for you and im happy to see he brought you through all of that , i can see the light shining in you , you are a beautiful soul ypur glowing girl ,!! i love you my sister in christ 🥹✝️🤍🤍🤍
Dudeee, we have similar testimonies. Powerful testimony. Thank you so much for sharing. God bless you sister ❤❤
A beautiful testimony. All Glory be to Jesus❤️✝️!
Beautiful ! Powerful testimony wow ! Praise God ! Thank you Jesus🙏🏾🙏🏾
Amen🙌🏽 your testimony is amazing, very touching! thank you for sharing. All glory to GOD🙌🏽