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  • @alextheaxolotl3031
    @alextheaxolotl3031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7439

    Hannah, don’t ever apologise for feeling. It is really brave of you to react to this, let alone post this, with the trauma you have surrounding this

    • @hazelfilene964
      @hazelfilene964 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      I kept telling Hannah in my phone to stop watching because I could tell that she was hurting from it. ❤️

    • @iuliamariapaval
      @iuliamariapaval 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      I lost my dad when i wad 8 so 10 years ago due to his alcohol addiction. I am so sorry Hannah had to go through that. And to everyone that has ever or will have to feel this kind of pain..
      I am proud of Hannah for deciding to post this and to talk about a topic that is often times not talked about enough. Hannah you have a special place in my heart ❤️

    • @westerfrost3701
      @westerfrost3701 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hazel Filene That’s awful! I’m so sorry.

    • @DiamondMindDuh
      @DiamondMindDuh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ain’t that right

    • @mysterisstudios
      @mysterisstudios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hannah Montana

  • @carolinekelly2199
    @carolinekelly2199 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2376

    the fact that she had the bravery to react to this after loosing her sister is such a powerful thing, she didn’t have to do this video but she did and it’s beautiful♥️

    • @alayikamartinez2133
      @alayikamartinez2133 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Yes it shows how strong she is.

    • @marsisia
      @marsisia 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Oh my goodness I feel so bad! I never knew she lost her sis.. i need to find her video on that

    • @katchu5628
      @katchu5628 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@marsisia she explained it in this video

  • @liudmylaberezovska1574
    @liudmylaberezovska1574 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2983

    The fact that some people have been so insensitive to Demi Lovato's struggle with drug use is mind-blowing to me. People don't even realize how serious it is and they think it's so easy to walk away or quit

    • @gemmacook1753
      @gemmacook1753 3 ปีที่แล้ว +90

      It's the awful mentality that drug addiction is a choice and therefore they deserve it type thing and its disgusting.

    • @jadeinman3081
      @jadeinman3081 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      It's sad that people are cruel to people with any form of addiction. It all stems from the same chemical in our brain. Anyone who gets addicted to drugs, food, sex, anything.. It's hard and people need support to get through these things. It's so sad.

    • @Kokichi702backup
      @Kokichi702backup 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Don’t I know I was a heroin addict for 7yrs I’ve been 7yrs clean. The hardest thing I’ve ever done. I lost my brother to an overdose on Christmas Eve 3yrs ago and it’s still so fresh. And I think it will always be ppl don’t know unless you have lived it.

    • @nicolenelson1361
      @nicolenelson1361 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      We addicts will always be labeled addicts even if we're sober. And alot of us do t get clean because having to go through withdrawal is painful and scary and the hardest part is the mental aspect you might be fine in a couple weeks to a month physically but mentally that can last a couple years, and that's why alot of us relapse. And if any of those people that judge is on the daily did any ounce of research they would know that MOST addicts had some sort of trauma in their life and when we do the drugs we don't get to feel those feelings it's like an escape away from reality. And Demi is right we are gambling with our soul! I've been sober a few years now and I thank God everyday but for the ones that feel like they can't get out and it gets to the point of an overdose....I just wish I could cure everyone.

    • @bonkey12
      @bonkey12 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@nicolenelson1361 Once you get sober, if people call you an ex addict then its time to throw them out your life. You wont be labeled as an addict always because some people like me have enough understanding to know how hard it is going through it and even after it. i work with it everyday, never an addict myself just thought i should mention that because i dont know first hand what its like but i work with clients everyday who have been through it. Be strong and keep pushing. i cant say this in the office but i can say it on the internet. fuck what every one else thinks, if you are proud of yourself then fuck what other people think.

  • @emelieljungdahl1772
    @emelieljungdahl1772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3060

    Don't say sorry. You are so strong and we all know that this is hard. Posting this was so brave!

  • @h2ogurl1234
    @h2ogurl1234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2174

    the outfit she's wearing in the video is the outfit she wore the night of the overdose.
    it's absolutely incredible to me that she did this video.
    thank you for sharing your reactions to this video even though I know it was incredibly hard for you.

    • @jas4876
      @jas4876 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Omg ur right!

    • @AlyReital00125
      @AlyReital00125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      I didn't know that was the outfit she was wearing. That must of been triggering for her. I'm glad she made this video (Demi and Hannah)

    • @jaywolfe3613
      @jaywolfe3613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@AlyReital00125 they remade the outfit, it's not 100% the same if I recall from the bts

    • @jk4271
      @jk4271 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      And the same hair. Ofc it's a wig, but still.

    • @tiffprendergast
      @tiffprendergast 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jk4271 she looked better with long hair

  • @tylerhackner9731
    @tylerhackner9731 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2705

    Demi has so much courage recreating the worst night of her life. I’m very proud of her. Also Hannah. don’t ever apologize for sharing your story. You’re an amazing person. Your sister was incredibly talented. Going through that pain must be so difficult.

    • @Ariel-wk6om
      @Ariel-wk6om 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Yess i love her

  • @kenztalbs7874
    @kenztalbs7874 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1901

    I hope Demi can see this one day and see how much she really has touched people’s lives!

    • @jamescurfman3284
      @jamescurfman3284 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      SAME!

    • @itchiiy
      @itchiiy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yes! 😭❤️

    • @tayloradams9911
      @tayloradams9911 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Demi has actually changed their pronouns to they/them

    • @omar-yj7er
      @omar-yj7er 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      this video is before they came out so its not their fault!!

    • @medeaworbs6970
      @medeaworbs6970 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ... they. How much thech touched people's lives

  • @jadeinebonfoey2289
    @jadeinebonfoey2289 3 ปีที่แล้ว +584

    The fact that demi's emotional breakdown during this video was REAL made the song hit 1000000000 times hard than it already did

  • @foreignx862
    @foreignx862 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2607

    My heart hurt when you mentioned the tragic story of your sister, don't you ever apologise for that. May her soul rest in peace, she was so incredibly talented too

    • @noraamethyst9051
      @noraamethyst9051 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Demi goes by they and them and mine too tbh

    • @pickle3829
      @pickle3829 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@noraamethyst9051 you realize that they weren’t talking about Demi so I don’t know why you said that

    • @guslulou8428
      @guslulou8428 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@noraamethyst9051 who cares? What’s that got to do with anything?

    • @endlessknowledge9350
      @endlessknowledge9350 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I cry every time I watch this.. I'm currently dealing with this with my boyfriend so it really hits home.. I'm so sorry for your loss!!!! Thank you for sharing your story it helps in ways you wouldn't believe ❤

    • @bonkey12
      @bonkey12 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@noraamethyst9051 This post had nothing to do with demi. Pronouns are the least of the worries here. Read the room. Hannah talking about how must this song hits and this what came to mind for you? you are truly a troubled person.

  • @sonnytaylor5668
    @sonnytaylor5668 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2192

    Hannah, you are brave for opening up to us about Amelia. I cannot imagine the pain you must have felt but I know she would be so proud of you and your accomplishments. She is in my thoughts today, as are you. Thank you for being vulnerable with us. 💕

    • @mysterisstudios
      @mysterisstudios 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      -Montana XD

    • @bleehh
      @bleehh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@mysterisstudios seriously?!

    • @mysterisstudios
      @mysterisstudios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@bleehh yes , the story of demi and Hannah is sad and so , im watching demi’s dancing with the devil and its sad and hard ,

  • @MurdaMeg
    @MurdaMeg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1061

    4 years clean in August and I LOVE this song. It’s hurts in the best way possible.
    Amelias song at the end was beautiful
    RIP Angel 💕

    • @rocknroll20024
      @rocknroll20024 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Congratulations stay strong I’m proud of you

    • @namaramohn8711
      @namaramohn8711 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      We won´t forget her

    • @ginabean8424
      @ginabean8424 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Many blessings blessings n your journey! May you stay strong in the continued fight ❤️

    • @MurdaMeg
      @MurdaMeg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@ginabean8424 thank you so much! 🙏🏻Your comment is more encouraging than you know! 💕
      I literally just moved halfway across the country yesterday and I’ve been stressed just in general. 😅 So your comment means so much. Thank you for taking the time to respond to me. 🥰

    • @alexandriatrenier7366
      @alexandriatrenier7366 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Congrats

  • @madisonm1811
    @madisonm1811 2 ปีที่แล้ว +116

    I honestly don’t know how Demi put themself through filming this video. Gosh it must have been so tough.
    Also never ever ever apologize for having an emotional response, especially when it comes to such heavy topics like this.
    I lost my sister in 2016 to a blood clot & it still hits me like a truck sometimes. Trauma never leaves us, we just learn to live with it.

  • @PlantBasedBride
    @PlantBasedBride 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5176

    Oh god I was sobbing watching you react to this, Hannah. I can’t imagine how hard it was for you to react to this video. Sending so much love your way ❤️❤️❤️

    • @mysterisstudios
      @mysterisstudios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      - Montana

    • @bunnylacy2097
      @bunnylacy2097 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Super MartinYT was that necessary right now??

    • @averyjocelyn2202
      @averyjocelyn2202 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@mysterisstudios I understand your humor, but grow up. This video is serious. Not the video dude.

    • @emily_487
      @emily_487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I just wanna be educated so quickly, would someone please explain this to me?

    • @emily_487
      @emily_487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The humor of @super MartinYT btw

  • @iuliamariapaval
    @iuliamariapaval 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1865

    HANNAH is THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ❤️❤️❤️

    • @rubycladdaugh
      @rubycladdaugh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      That was my exact thought too!

    • @andyy2851
      @andyy2851 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Literally, she is amazing

    • @mysterisstudios
      @mysterisstudios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hannah- Montana xD

    • @MsCupcakeloveer
      @MsCupcakeloveer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeees, I wish I had a friend like hers.

  • @asia.bonnie
    @asia.bonnie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +599

    how can people dislike this video? she's showing a side of her that's vulnerable and emotional. I'm not a crier, but I cried with Ms. Hannah because I know what it's like to lose someone close to you. And the fact she continued to talk about Demi's vocals while she was in pain shows she loves what she does.

  • @mkla
    @mkla 3 ปีที่แล้ว +413

    amelia was extremely talented. you sound like her, hannah. she’s passing on through your voice. love you and your bravery.

    • @AmandaSmith-zr8mn
      @AmandaSmith-zr8mn 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      The song gave me total “pieces of you” by jewel vibes. So beautiful

  • @CEverettOhland93
    @CEverettOhland93 3 ปีที่แล้ว +882

    Hannah, thank you for your vulnerability. I’m so sorry for your loss, and it was incredibly brave of you to post this reaction. I love Demi, and I love your videos. You should never have to apologize for expressing your authentic emotions. Thank you.

  • @bjsecosky
    @bjsecosky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1268

    Most raw and real reaction of this music video I've seen.. I never talk about my personal life, but last year I was married and he got me on drugs and I actually died and overdosed and died they barely brought me back to life I've been clean ever since on my own and divorced let me add that. I'm sorry for your loss your reaction really got me right in the gut today.. I always love your reactions and you had the best reaction to dancing with the devil that I've seen. This song actually brought my mom to tears..

    • @aloeleaf
      @aloeleaf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Im so glad youre still here

    • @humorpam1
      @humorpam1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I am glad you are still with us! God bless you and congratulations on your recovery!!

    • @aprilsutton7658
      @aprilsutton7658 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Glad u r alive. Ur strong and beautiful

    • @bjsecosky
      @bjsecosky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@aprilsutton7658 thank you so much it really means alot.. everyday is a step in the right direction for me finally..

    • @bjsecosky
      @bjsecosky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@humorpam1 Thank you and I really appreciate that it gets better daily not everyday is easy but it definitely has gotten a lot easier

  • @kategranger9353
    @kategranger9353 3 ปีที่แล้ว +279

    What *monsters* disliked this??? It’s raw emotion and vocals reacted by an amazing, kind person who isn’t afraid of her past and feelings. Don’t *ever* apologize for having feelings. Think of us as friends and family. It’s ok!

  • @liv.carberry9513
    @liv.carberry9513 3 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    Don’t say sorry, I couldn’t even imagine losing a sibling. I’m so sorry about your sister ;(. She sounds amazing at the end.

  • @spreest9537
    @spreest9537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +449

    Amelia was a wonderfully talented woman whom I will keep in my thoughts. Wherever she may be, I know that she is proud of you.

    • @nishantsati1664
      @nishantsati1664 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amelia??

    • @istanvocals1699
      @istanvocals1699 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@nishantsati1664 you didn't finished the vid have you

  • @lindsaycutter2834
    @lindsaycutter2834 3 ปีที่แล้ว +616

    Hannah I am so sorry for recommending this, I had no idea about your sister and that was very inconsiderate of me. You don’t need to apologize for grieving or being triggered by this kind of video. Thank you for sharing your experience, love you!

  • @inflamedlight7931
    @inflamedlight7931 3 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    Never ever apologize for feelings so raw. Amelia is and forever will be with you, she’s definitely proud of who you’ve become. You are so, so brave.

  • @annaliggins1581
    @annaliggins1581 3 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    I haven’t experienced anyone in my personal life who has had a drug overdose but Dancing with the devil still brought tears to my eyes. I’ve been a fan of Demi since camp rock also. I love that she told her story. She’s an amazing artist. There’s no reason to be sorry

  • @glex9414
    @glex9414 3 ปีที่แล้ว +494

    For people who didn’t catch it: The reason she was holding the phone is because she took a picture (you can find it) of her in that outfit the night of her overdose.
    * person in the comments said it’s also her calling her dealer. Yes. Both are true.

    • @imjustsuperiorrr
      @imjustsuperiorrr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      no she was actually calling her dealer in that one lil scene

    • @glex9414
      @glex9414 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@imjustsuperiorrr they can both be true, what I said was because you can find the photo she physically took that night. Therefore what I’m saying is true and what you are saying is true

    • @sunn1kkw
      @sunn1kkw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      no no it was actually her recreating the moment when she called her drug dealer

    • @glex9414
      @glex9414 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sunn1kkw ye ye ye they can both be true, what I said was because you can find the photo she physically took that night. Therefore what I’m saying is true and what you are saying is true 🤪😜

    • @stephanieann6622
      @stephanieann6622 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@glex9414 I get what you're saying, they might not. She did mention Idk where I saw it but that is where it depicts her calling her disgusting rapist dealer.

  • @IAmNotNicolex
    @IAmNotNicolex 3 ปีที่แล้ว +484

    Hannah, please don’t EVER apologize for connecting so strongly and emotionally. Don’t ever apologize for just feeling. Don’t apologize because the video took a turn you didn’t expect. This video in its own is powerful. Thank you for sharing it. Thank you for letting us connect with you. You are so loved and appreciated. Sending you so many hugs! I’ll be thinking of Amelia. You are light.

  • @feliciamaria1797
    @feliciamaria1797 2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    The song by Amelia was so precious, I loved hearing her voice

  • @torresluvr24
    @torresluvr24 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Your sister was amazingly talented. Thank you for including one of her songs. It was beautiful to listen to 💚

  • @dylanwalsh9219
    @dylanwalsh9219 3 ปีที่แล้ว +522

    Hearing u talk about your sister broke my heart I lost my dad to his issues with alcohol its great to hear you talk about things that aren't that pretty didnt finish the video writing this comment and I'm crying

  • @BurnItUpp2009
    @BurnItUpp2009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    The fact that the details of the night Demi almost died are so painstakingly detailed in the music video just shows how strong Demi is. I cannot even imagine acting out the worst night of your life. She is incredible and a survivor. The lyrics are heartbreaking. Thinking of you and your sister Amelia always, Hannah. Amelia had an incredible voice. Sending you so much love ❤️❤️

  • @britsbooksandbeauty6109
    @britsbooksandbeauty6109 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    My mother was a drug addict. I just lost her last June. I know how hard this type of content can be. Thank you for sharing with us

  • @ravn340
    @ravn340 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I could tell immediately by that reaction that you'd lost someone, I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️ I lost my own sister in 2018 (not to drugs but terminal illness)

  • @skyallen902
    @skyallen902 3 ปีที่แล้ว +402

    Hannah you have nothing to apologize for! I’m so sorry for your loss, Amelia sounds like a beautiful person. Thank you for sharing her music and your story.
    This song is really powerful and the video is so haunting and devastating to watch. Demi’s voice sounds the best she’s ever sounded and her live performances to date are just as good as the recording

  • @pauliiiii
    @pauliiiii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    Dear Hannah, I was crying with you. I'm sending you all my love.
    Edit: and then the song came and I was sobbing yet again.

    • @saintpauli13
      @saintpauli13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I appreciate that you didn't tell Hannah not to apologize and instead shared that you saw her pain and care deeply. Thank you. Also, you may be the only other person I've seen in comments that has, or at least goes by, the same name spelled the same way as me!

  • @bearkub
    @bearkub 3 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    The fact that she had to live through those memories, even going so far as to wear the same clothes from that day.
    also #RestInPeaceAmelia

    • @onedisneylover1936
      @onedisneylover1936 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah it's painful to watch what happend to them😢 Also yes #RestInPeaceAmelia

  • @vinylnerd1544
    @vinylnerd1544 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I teared up listening to Sober for the first time. My mum died two years ago, of alcoholic liver disease... never apologise for your experience.

  • @Johanna-nr6wq
    @Johanna-nr6wq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +274

    My daughters name is Amelia, she was born micropreemie at 24 weeks in 2019 and today she's a happy, healthy little toddler. The name carries a lot of strength in my book. Just thought that was interesting. I'm so sorry for your loss, Hannah. Thank you for your bravery

    • @sarahhudson2165
      @sarahhudson2165 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Did you name her after Amelia from Amelia Shepard from Private Practice and Greys Anatomy. just asking

    • @Johanna-nr6wq
      @Johanna-nr6wq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sarahhudson2165 No but I've been asked that many times LOL my bf picked out her name, it was just a happy coincidence :)

    • @sarahhudson2165
      @sarahhudson2165 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Johanna-nr6wq Yeah I guess so

  • @socksandpi1264
    @socksandpi1264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +520

    I'm sorry about the loss of your sister, truly. Never apologize for vulnerability and emotion, it makes us human. I can only imagine the pain you're going through while reacting to this song. Your sister sounds lovely.
    When my mom died (four years ago today), I stopped taking my epilepsy meds and drank myself into a coma and very nearly died. A few months ago, my sister was telling me how she was afraid she'd have to make funeral arrangements for me shortly after mom's, and that broke me. I've never been so horrified and sorry, and this song nails those feelings. Sister was so angry and hurt, I can't imagine the pain my family must've gone through at that time, because of me. Haven't touched alcohol since.

    • @zarahshabs7936
      @zarahshabs7936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ^^^ on point
      sending you love!!

    • @peekstheplatypus
      @peekstheplatypus 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Omg Im so sorry
      I really hope you are doing okay now❤️

    • @alexandriatrenier7366
      @alexandriatrenier7366 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Damn. I hope you are doing better.

    • @socksandpi1264
      @socksandpi1264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@alexandriatrenier7366 I'm much better. Haven't drank since then, got help for my depression and anxiety, and in therapy. I have a very active part of my almost two-year old niece's life.

  • @stephloggins5240
    @stephloggins5240 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Hannah, this react was beautiful and raw. Learning that your sister lost her battle with addiction, broke my heart. My step-dad battled with addiction as well, we were lucky that he won his battle before he passed, cancer. I will cherish those few years always. The song you included at the end, it was absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing a part of someone you cherish with us.

  • @bertinski614
    @bertinski614 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Your sister’s voice was so beautiful. Thank you for sharing her story, I can’t imagine how painful it was.

  • @_saiyuno
    @_saiyuno 3 ปีที่แล้ว +382

    i lost my mom last year to an overdose, i feel your pain and i hope you know that you're never alone in your grief. thank you for posting this and sharing your emotions, you're incredible.

    • @tininhaklein
      @tininhaklein 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I'm so sorry for your loss and i can't even start to imagine your pain, but if you need a friend, im here for u :)

    • @nicholasronald384
      @nicholasronald384 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      *hug

    • @alisonsecrets8950
      @alisonsecrets8950 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m so sorry for your loss

  • @namelesscrow2069
    @namelesscrow2069 3 ปีที่แล้ว +219

    I'm sorry to hear about what happened with your sister. She is very talented. I like the quality of her voice, it's real soothing. It's okay, we don't mind how the video turned out. It's real, it's raw, and it's _your_ reaction, which is what we came here for. We still love and support everything that you've done and all that you're doing. *_gives virtual hug_*

  • @charleybristoe5477
    @charleybristoe5477 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Her song is making me cryyy as soon as I heard her voice I broke😭. Stay strong lovely youve got this

  • @nicolemoon1658
    @nicolemoon1658 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The part where that show Demi’s “survivor” tattoo always gets me ❤️🥲

  • @manuelagaviria5542
    @manuelagaviria5542 3 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Demi's documentary Dancing with the Devil is really good and explains the entire overdose story! It is really emotional!

  • @dylaneastwood
    @dylaneastwood 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    I truly believe this is why Demi makes music, to make us think and feel deeply, she shares her pain to help us heal🖤

  • @emilylaurel8301
    @emilylaurel8301 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    My sister-in-law lost one of her brothers to drug OD... I can't even begin to imagine the pain she feels let alone the pain you feel Hannah. I'm so sorry you went through that. I send you so much love and support through this.

  • @lordinaa2790
    @lordinaa2790 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I know I’m really late, but you don’t know how much this video has helped me. I have never dealt with anyone I know or love die from overdose or even overdosing in general, but as soon as you started to crying my eyes just started bawling out tears. What really hit close to home, is the sexual abuse part. I was only 8, and I’m still a very young teen. It took me years to actually realize that what happened to me was not ok. It never really affected me whenever I thought about it or talked to a close friend about it, until I saw this video. I was crying and crying and I still don’t know if I’ll ever be ready to come out about it, but this video has really comforted me. Part of me still feels like it was my fault, but I was only a little child who didn’t deserve it. I know you probably won’t see this, but you’ve replied to some of my comments before 😊. I’m genuinely so sorry for your loss and I just know your beautiful and talented sister is looking over you and pushing you to be your best :).

  • @muffin9372
    @muffin9372 3 ปีที่แล้ว +221

    I wanted to say thank you for the tw at the beginning, and the helplines at the end, not enough people do that. I also want you to know that we're here for you and we support you, no matter what ❤️

  • @noemi.romanelli
    @noemi.romanelli 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    The way Hannah cares abt ppl omg!! She's so kind 🥺🥰

  • @chloeadams713
    @chloeadams713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I am really close with my sister, and I cannot imagine going through losing her. Never apologise for your emotions and that affecting you. I can't imagine life without my sister, and I totally can't imagine being strong enough to do what you did in this video if I lost my sister.
    When I watched frozen and it was the part where she's locked in her room and her sister is singing to come out and hang out with her I was inconsolable. That was just me thinking of being unable to be around her, I can't imagine how bad it would be if I lost her for real, in any sense of that word.
    Youre amazing, you're strong!
    Demi writes some seriously hard hitting lyrics, she gets me so hard with Sober, I hadn't heard this one before this video.
    Keep doing what you do!

  • @tatianagranger2427
    @tatianagranger2427 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank u for posing and finishing this. I lost my brother to suicide and addiction. I have cried so much through this. Demi can not only sing well but she puts her heart and soul in the line! Thanks for sharing ur prospective. Gosh bless u and ur family.

  • @isabellayodice3777
    @isabellayodice3777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    Don’t EVER apologize for your and your family’s trauma. My sister almost died from overdoses multiple times in a similar way and I hurt seeing this video too, I can’t imagine the depth of it you feel. I’m here for you always! 💙💙💙

  • @terhisomersalo8588
    @terhisomersalo8588 3 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    Emotions are a big part of being a human. They show that the person cares and has a heart and that is something the world needs so much more. You being able to get through the video reacting to Demis music video is impressive.

  • @ashleyfayne1638
    @ashleyfayne1638 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I'm 3 years clean in May and this video and song and her whole experience hits my right where it hurts. I feel your pain of losing your sister to addiction. I lost my aunt who was more like my mom back in 2009 from the same thing. If you watch Demis TH-cam series about this time period of her life, there are a bunch of details in the music video that she talked about. Which to me makes it that much more powerful. I'm sorry about your sister. May she be resting in peace 🙏

  • @mackenziequinn7633
    @mackenziequinn7633 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Hannah, I know this is the first time I’ve reached out. Let me tell you. My step sister was addicted to drugs for years. She ran from my parents for years. I’m so sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I had managed to keep it together until the end when you played her song... that’s so precious and it made me cry. Thank you for opening up. Thank you for you. I’m so sorry, I’m sure Amelia was an amazing sister... love you ❤️

  • @savannahgrace111
    @savannahgrace111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    This song! Her storytelling in both the song and the music video is so good. Tears every time! Also thank you for sharing about your sister. ODs are a serious, serious thing that people don't address enough. RIP Amelia ❤️

  • @wepimpchimpin7799
    @wepimpchimpin7799 3 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Hey Hannah, since you so bravely shared with us about your sister, i would also like to speak and share about my mother a bit as well as myself so a bit of a trigger warning for self harm, sexual assault, drug use, abuse, and under aged drinking.
    She is still alive but i haven't seen her since i was 5 because she abandoned me for the fast drug life, im 15 now. When i was younger, veeery very little, my mom had a big problem with drugs, she even used while she was pregnant with me, its how she met my dad because of them at a coke party. And when i was younger she would be very violent with my dad over it, a 5 foot 5 little woman hitting a 6 foot 1 buff man because of a little baggie. One day while i was 2 she took me from my dad, while he was at work in the middle of the day, and for three years while she was with me, we lived in Washington state, house to house until she found a boyfriend. She would do drugs with him, in front of me, she would have her friends over to do them while I had to sit in a corner of the room and be quiet while the adults had their fun. She became violent towards me, so did her boyfriend, his friend were "awful" to me, to put it lightly. And one day, after 3 years of house to house, on and off with her boyfriend, shelter after shelter, school after school, everything, she dumped me at my aunts place before i even got to turn 6. All for the fast lane life of drug, parties, sex, and alcohol. My dad finally found me three days after my 7 birthday. Even then when he got divorced to his new wife (because the school found out she was hitting me and told her, she flipped on my dad and then broke it off)he became an alcoholic and abusive. He died of a stroke when i was 13. And after years of cycles of abuse, sexual assault, growing up around drugs, suffering through a year of under aged drinking myself to blackouts, and self harm im only just now getting the help i need and trying to teach myself that everything that happened to me isn't my fault. I am sure Hannah, so sure, that your sister was absolutely amazing, talented, beautiful, smart, and that she would be so so so very proud of you and who you are right now in this moment. When you lose someone, its hard, but its ok to feel and its ok to share what you are dealing with, because thats human and thats healthy. You will grow and heal and your sister will be watching you, and she will be so very proud of you for who you are and who you will become in the future. If you ever need a break, we will understand because we are here for you, we will listen if you need to talk. We are your family too, and we all love you like family. You are very brave for sharing, you are very brave for making this video, and you are so so so incredibly brave for posting it. We hear you, we love you, we are proud of you, and i hope your sister is as well, im sure she is. Loooooots of love my dear, my comment is always here for you and anyone else if they need to share their stories or just talk things out.
    -Mori Darling🖤✨

    • @wepimpchimpin7799
      @wepimpchimpin7799 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Marian Chloe GEWAN im getting there, thank you ❤

    • @Dash120z
      @Dash120z 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      oh my god I can't even fathom how much pain you've had to deal in your life, I hope you're safe now.

    • @zozoeliza
      @zozoeliza 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      youre so strong, wow, i hope you’re doing better now. sending you love ❤️

    • @postjamsc
      @postjamsc 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sending love! please get better ❤️ just want you to know your amazing and perfect the way you are 👍🏽❤️

  • @sharroncaputo1024
    @sharroncaputo1024 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Don't ever apologize for being a loving caring human. As a home visiting nurse, I worked with addicts for a long time. So many lost but so many saved.

  • @Eddie-in5dx
    @Eddie-in5dx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    There were so many times where I wanted to give her hug through the screen🤧

  • @hilarymol6607
    @hilarymol6607 3 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    Oh man, Hannah. I'm so sorry you lost your sister for any reason, but when it's something that's truly out of your control it's even harder to walk through it. Thank you for posting this for everybody else who needs to see the video, see your reaction, hear your story, and witness how you're affected. You don't have to apologize for anything you ever feel. Ever. It's what defines us as human beings. Being capable of that much emotion means you're capable of huuuuuuge love for friends, family, and even strangers. Thank you. We love you.

  • @fanofauburn11
    @fanofauburn11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    My brother is a recovering drug addict. From one sibling of an addict to another, you’re so so strong. My brother is 2.5 years sober. His addiction impacted me in so many ways. I’m so sorry for your loss. Addiction is so hard for us siblings to watch. Sending you love

  • @sarahroddey2937
    @sarahroddey2937 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is probably my favorite music video of all time, the way Demi can sing their story in such a raw way while still sounding incredible, they are such an inspiration and I am in aw at your courage to react to this video and this song and to keep pushing through it, thank you.

  • @MagicSilver1000
    @MagicSilver1000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I'm sorry for your loss. Never apologise for feeling emotions especially when songs hit home for you. Your sister was incredibly talented 😘

  • @BrianODowd1
    @BrianODowd1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Wow Hannah this was so powerful. Thank you for sharing about your sister with us. I'm literally in tears because I can't bear the thought of losing one of my siblings, and to something so difficult as addiction. Amelia's voice and writing is stunning. I'm so glad her music lives on. Keep looking up, sis.

  • @miyfio4886
    @miyfio4886 3 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    I’m excited for this reaction and demi has a lot of courage recreating that night😭 and hearing you talk abt your sister made it even more emotional I’m sorry abt that but you also have a lot of courage talking about that even if it was hard for you😔

  • @LoriFalce
    @LoriFalce 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Thank you for sharing your sister's music, and for sharing your loss.

  • @dearbhlarichardson
    @dearbhlarichardson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Amelia's song and voice are beautiful. It's so special that you can share her talent with all of us. Thinking of Amelia, you and your family today. 🧡

  • @Bianca-ij9zo
    @Bianca-ij9zo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Amelia is on my mind today. She had a lovely voice. She would be so proud of you! Takes a lot of courage to make this video for us. Thank you.

  • @amandawitscheber9078
    @amandawitscheber9078 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I deeply apologize for you loss, Hannah. Thank you for having the strength and courage to creat and post this video because, as you said, it’s important.

  • @gelato922
    @gelato922 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Sending hugs to you, Hannah! ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ reacting to this even though you have a past trauma regarding the theme of this music is soooo brave.

  • @Rahjenaimar
    @Rahjenaimar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Damn. This is what I call being brave.
    If i ever loose my sister, I won't be able to survive, not without her. You were able to survive, to go forward, and on top of that to make a video about a song talking of an overdose, to keep composed and to post it even though you were incredibly vulnerable.
    You have my upmost respect.

  • @iCarly06
    @iCarly06 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    NO BC I WANT TO HUG YOU SO BAD RN😭 WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH HANNAH! DON'T EVER APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR FEELINGS! Amelia's song and voice is incredibly beautiful!

  • @xxaleksi
    @xxaleksi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    it's okay to cry and take breaks in situations that hit hard like this especially if it is personal
    i am always here if you need to talk

  • @terenasimons5247
    @terenasimons5247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    So sorry for your loss of your sister, you did a beautiful authentic reaction, so it's all good. Love the bluesy style of this song, builds the story, her vocals are insane of course and good on Demi for being so raw about her struggles.

  • @ya_girl_morgan_
    @ya_girl_morgan_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I broke down when I saw the “survivor” tattoo. This song is so powerful! I am so sorry about your sister, too, Hannah.

  • @ChelseaRFord
    @ChelseaRFord 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Thank you for sharing a small piece of Amelia with us. Her voice was beautiful. I can't imagine losing one of my sisters. My heart goes out to you, and up to Amelia

  • @elisemw5
    @elisemw5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Hannah, I think you are so strong to power through this reaction and to offer help to those who might be in the same situation. This shows how much of a caring and considerate person you are. I have seen you as a teacher and even a third parental figure in my life and to see you stay so strong really resonates with me. Stay strong, hun ❤️

  • @willkroon3372
    @willkroon3372 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Oof, this video hit me hard. My sister also dealt with self harm and an eating disorder like demi and luckily she got through it and she’s still out there fighting but this video just made me realize once again that it could have ended so very differently.
    I’m so sorry to hear about the loss of your sister. You are so incredibly strong. You could’ve chosen not to react to this video at all or not to post the video but because you know how important it was for the message of video to reach as many people as possible you persevered and i think that’s so incredibly powerful of you.

  • @Aly_Luna
    @Aly_Luna 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I appreciate that you continued and posted this with everything you've been through. This was your 1st video I found and I love it...
    This song (and the documentary) were super powerful/hard to watch from the start... but I came back to this song after finding out that my cousin recently passed from fentayl laced heroin... last year, I lost my 2nd cousin to addiction and almost lost my baby sister (she's in recovery). After all of that, the song hits differently and is almost too much to watch.
    You are so strong, being able to power through. You did a beautiful job imo! 💗

  • @oceanacross1923
    @oceanacross1923 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    I'm glad you pushed yourself to post this video because as you said it matters. Stories like these can help others. Music and videos like these remind me why it matters that you're aware of these issues. Crossing paths with someone suffering from addiction is heartbreaking, so I'm sending love.

  • @kalebjernigan2394
    @kalebjernigan2394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    Thank you for sharing with us! We love and support you Hannah! I’m truly sorry for your loss, and thank you for reacting to this important song! Love you Hannah!❤️

  • @gracewatson163
    @gracewatson163 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I didn't expect to cry today, either, but loss never really goes away. It gets better over time, but you never know what will or will not bring it back. I cannot thank you enough for being so vulnerable and honest with us. "I'm sorry" isn't enough, but, genuinely, thank you for sharing this with us, Hannah. Thank you, especially, for sharing her gift with us at the end. Much love ❤️

  • @thanatos3505
    @thanatos3505 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    As a recovering addict this song really spoke to me when I first heard it, I have to say that I've never wanted to give a stranger a hug more than when you had that moment when the meaning really hit you. Thank you for continuing with the video even with the pain you were dealing with. The addict part of my brain just really wants to thanl you for your rawness and honesty about your sister. Sending love and light to you and to Demi (they/them now that they came out) and sending love to Amelia 🤍

  • @Urbasicmexicangurl
    @Urbasicmexicangurl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Hi Hannah if your seeing this, don’t apologize for feeling this way. We all go through painful experiences and times...I’m so sorry for your sister. I loss my grandma this year due to COVID...and I was also getting emotional reacting to this video. But all I just want to say is that if anyone see’s this comment, just remember to be with your loved ones and to remember that it is okay to feel this way if your going through a rough time.

  • @salamoneszter4602
    @salamoneszter4602 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    That was a powerful reaction video. Thank you for opening up, you might not realise it but it means so much to many of us. This song hit hard for me, too, but ICU was a lot harder to listen to. That song is just too much at times. Don't ever apologise for feeling and showing your feelings, that's an incredible strength that unfortunately few people have. Lots of love and I'm sorry for your loss.💞💕

  • @fluffybadness
    @fluffybadness 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have fallen down the TH-cam rabbit hole and watched at least a dozen of your reaction videos this morning - This one has by far been my favorite but it's because you show just how much music can impact us and let us see the raw emotions that the song/video evoked for you. Never, ever apologize for your feelings or emotions - especially when they're feelings surrounding something so personal for you. Thank you for sharing a piece of Amelia's story and her beautiful song, and thank you for trusting your fan base enough to post this. Sending you so much love.

  • @wjjam4416
    @wjjam4416 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been subscribed to you for maybe 3 days, and I've binge watched all of your videos before landing on this one - you are SUCH a light. This video was really beautiful, my mum is thankfully sober but she struggled with addiction a lot, and I've seen it hurt a lot of people. Your sister IS so proud of you! You're doing incredible, amazing things and you have a wonderful soul. Wishing you much peace

  • @jaydeross-brown5854
    @jaydeross-brown5854 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Don’t apologise for grieving. Griefs a process and everyone deals with it differently there’s no time limit on grief

  • @itsabeautifuldaytosavelive3893
    @itsabeautifuldaytosavelive3893 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Hannah, never apologize for how you feel. Always remember we are all here for you. The fact that you still posted this video, even after all the trauma you have felt with, just proves once again that you are a queen 👑

  • @ryancramey
    @ryancramey 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    People watch you because of your authenticity and shine. Keep being you. Your sisters’s song is gorgeous. I’m happy you have her music to remember her. ❤ and you have almost 950k subscribers as of my comment :)

  • @carolinemunch7099
    @carolinemunch7099 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Aww you literally made me cry so bad in the end!! Your sister had such an amazing voice and talent. I’m so happy that you didn’t stop singing after what happened. Love and support from Denmark to you!❤️

  • @CookieMunstaaa
    @CookieMunstaaa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I lost my dad to addiction in 2007 and its still a lump in my throat...i could almost feel what he felt watching and listening to this song. She absolutely nailed it!!!

  • @N1c0l3.D
    @N1c0l3.D 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Demi is amazing. It shows that just because it looks like someone has everything, doesn't mean they actually do. Everyone is human no matter what and everyone has struggles and its ok. This is powerful and means a lot to so many. Thank you Hannah and so sorry about your sister. I know she's with God looking down proud of you and everyone she loves. Much love and God bless everyone. 🙏💛

  • @lucybarnacles6189
    @lucybarnacles6189 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You described this perfectly when you said it was ‘haunting’ - it’s hauntingly beautiful. I got shivers all the way through watching it for the first time and I must have watched it about 10 times in a row because I just found it that amazing and powerful!

  • @sierrahsharp8518
    @sierrahsharp8518 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had struggled with drugs and drinking and stopped for my daughter but I had a friend who didnt and ODed right before this song came out. And when I first heard it i absolutely SOBBED.

  • @katkakneiflova3309
    @katkakneiflova3309 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Oh wow...I haven't cried this much for a really long time. Please do not apologize for your feelings, ever. We all love you and we will never forget Amelia.

  • @edt1
    @edt1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I'm sorry for your loss. 🙏Thank you for this reaction! 🖤

  • @jamesingham7066
    @jamesingham7066 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Firstly, your channels are my go-to for an encouraging, nurturing, and supportive environment. This space you have created is rare, and I appreciate the commitment you give it!
    I was not expecting this today, and I cannot put into words what this means to me (and I am sure other people) that you found it within yourself to finish this video and share your pain. I appreciate that these are only words, but I am sending you all my love from Australia ❤️
    Thank you, Hannah

  • @skittlies2012
    @skittlies2012 ปีที่แล้ว

    I started watching this video last year like a week after you posted it and couldn’t finish because it hit me the way it hit you… too close to home for the moment I was in. Im so sad I didn’t stick through it until today. Your sister has such a beautiful voice, reminded me a lot of the person who does the “isn’t it ironic song”. I am more sorry than I can express with words that you had to experience what you did and that your sister was taken from you. I hope that each day gets better for you and that there will be some healing for you as well💖 I didn’t lose my brother, but I came close enough that I’d never want anyone to feel the way I did finding him the way I did. I am almost certain she’d be proud of who you are and what you’re doing and continuing to do on your channnel. Blessings💖