(DEAR EVAN HANSEN ANIMATIC) SO BIG/SO SMALL
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 28 ส.ค. 2024
- some how the amount of frames in my each subsequent animatic increase ~ 50 frames LMAO
i hope i managed to tell the story well in this animatic, this song made me tear up at school hahah
look forward to more videos coming soon!
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song: • "So Big / So Small" fr...
Thank you guys for such a warm response to this video. I'm grateful it touched many of you, and reading all the positive comments make me so happy.
I drew this as the Evan before Heidi sung this to him, hoping to understand and become the Evan at the conclusion of the song.
I guess we are all Evans.
pistachiosoda its beautiful (QvQ)
Yeah, I relate to him so much! I'm crying
pistachiosoda I hope you see this comment; this video really hits home to me because my parents divorced when I was 5 and my dad lives an 8 hour plane ride away. Anyway I love the animation if you respond it would be amazing but I know you can't respond to everyone so it's fine if you don't.
Did Evan leave her?
I'm so sorry for the late reply.. I'm glad it touched you C: Hang in there bud
"Is there another truck coming to our driveway?... A truck that will take Mommy away..."
Jiraporn Phuttisen
The moment my heart broke
Once You JimIN You Can't JimOUT
That was the moment: my heart broke into pieces
Once You JimIN You Can't JimOUT You hear that? .... *that was my heart shattering*
I'm.. I'm not crying.. You are...
THAT PART ALWAYS GETS ME
If I was acting and singing in DEH they'd fire me because I wouldn't be able to finish any song without crying
same here!
Sofia Rivera Did you mean anything, any song or any thing I’d sing?
That's hardly a detriment, I'm sure the characters are supposed to be crying during the sad songs.
Unless your crying is so vocal that it affects your singing, in which case... I pity you.
You could just play it off as really good acting 😉😂
They would probablysay you're hired lmao
Moral of the song: Trucks are evil
Yes they are.
The kagepro fandom agrees (heat haze days lol)
Do ambulances count??
@ Hipster Madara I WAS THINKING THAT AAAH
You make me laugh lol, thanks
I... I gotta call my mum...
Call her again
And again
And tell her how much you love her
and call her again
And visit her
Anybody Have A Map: Parenting? I don't know her.
So Big/So Small: Parenting? I know her.
in Anybody Have A Map, it is so clear that she is trying her very best, she just doesn't know what to do.
actually now that i think about it, in Anybody Have A Map, it shows you the parallels! Parenting alone, and not knowing what to do. and parenting with a partner, and still not knowing what to do. Its giving us a chance to grasp just how hard it is to understand your child. That no matter how close or how devoted you are to your child, you still won't know what to do sometimes.
@@paperkid9677 its... its a joke....
Gene Hubbard I know him
That can’t be
It that little guy that spoke to me
More like: Parenting? I AM her
Me: Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry,
"Your Mom isn't going anywhere."
Me: SOBS UNRESTRAINEDLY
I'm gonna get this song.
SAME THAT VERSE B Ro KE ME
TAT
*TAT*
*CRI*
Mee
I WOULD LIKE TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THE WRITER OF DEAR EVAN HANSEN CAME TO SPEAK AT HIS OLD HIGH SCHOOL (MY CURRENT SCHOOL) AND HE WAS TALKING ABOUT THE PROCESS OF PUTTING SONGS INTO HIS WORK AND HE SHOWED THIS ANIMATIC IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL. I FELT LIKE YOU MIGHT WANT TO KNOW THAT
WHAT!!! REALLY??
YES!!! HE HAD SOME PEOPLE READ THE ORIGINAL SCENE BEFORE IT WAS PUT IN SONG FORM, THE HE SAID "and this is what it looks like when it's done" AND HE SHOWED THIS VIDEO
OH MY GOD???? IM... HONORED....
pistachiosoda HOLY SHIT PISTACHIOSODA YOU MADE IT TO THE ORIGINAL CREATOR AND WERE SO PROUD
WHY ARE WE SHOUTING!?!?!
I saw a uhaul truck after I watched this and I cried
This comment actually made me laugh and cry at the same time TT XD
UHAUL trucks are evil. They mean the owner of the tattoo shop is moving in.
The iorny is at max levels
I saw one 1 day later, and sobbed. My mom thought I was insane
Crap I'm moving out of college tomorrow and there's gonna be U-Hauls probably oh n
WHAT ARE THESE SALTY LIQUIDS FALLING OUT MY EYES
The ocean wanted to listen to the music and chose you as a carrier for the chosen droplets
@@kelseywu3723 lol but 😢
First time? *insert that meme*
On my birthday my mom took me to see DEH on Broadway. When this song came on and she listened to it she grabbed my hand. I will never forget the look on her face. It was one of the few times i've seen her cry in my life.
😭
Our mom's are tough cookies, alright!
^'v'^
Omg I'd wish my mom understands english bc' this musical shows everything I wanna tell her ;-; ...and likes the musicals xd
What I mean: *WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO DRAW OLDER EVAN CRYING, AND THEN GOING TO LITTLE EVAN BAWLING HIS EYES OUT?! AND WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO DRAW THIS PIECE OF ART THAT DOESN`T EVEN HAVE 100,000 VIEWS YET?! AND JUST LOOK AT THOSE GHIBLI TEARS, LOOK. AT. THEM!!*
What I`m saying: I wish I could draw!
Jesus Christ that's powerful. As a child coming from a divorced home life that whole song coupled with the beautiful animation this hit home for me. The song really shows how much a divorce can hurt. For me this song just touches on every single part of a divorced household ranging from how the kid doesn't understand to how the mom knows she will fall short. And all that stuff is hard to stomach but this animatic brings along a sort of Beauty. Thank you for making this 😭❤️
Honest Rebellion 20 Ikr I also come from a divorced house hold and...I just can relate so much...and also like Evan I had only a few friends...hell I even needed a counsellor to help make friends... I was awkward lonely child...I never really got along with others and that lead me to a life of fandoms and internet...but I made some school friends and we hang out and comfort each other when feeling down...I felt like the world was against me
Well said both of you! This video shows the flashbacks amazingly! I feel like being a kid of divorce gets tougher as you get older and realize how fucking messy it really is.
not to be rude but this is a legit question. when you were little did your parents divorce actually make you sad? cause everyone in my family gets a divorce so it didnt effect me when my parents did. but some people are really hurt by it and i want to know why? not trying to be insensitive or anything
gros well it really depends on the family and the situation, my parents got divorced when I was really little so I don't remember my dad that much. While I am sad some days because I miss him, other days I don't even think of him. But with you if it's the norm than it's easy to see why you might not be as badly as affected
I feel so bad for all of you
as a person who is very dependent on their mom this made me bawl due to the one lyric "is there gonna be another truck that is gonna take mommy away" this is by far the best animation I've seen for this song.
Christa Patterson
Agreed
When kid Evan asks if another truck is coming to take mommy away, my eyes immediately well up in tears
Hannah Huang yea T3T
Christa Patterson I relate to this comment so much
Christa Patterson same
SAAAAME
I lost my mom on Mothers Day a few years back (overdose...) so it gets me everytime- and the little head bob Evan does right before- OH LORD I CAN'T--
wow, okay... This is the first animatic that actually brought me to tears... It's just... This really is close to home... My dad left my mom when I was way smaller than Evan, and my mom was struggling with depression while taking care of a 4-year-old, and just like Evan's mom, she... She tried. A lot. We don't talk much now, not like we used to, but... This animatic left so nostalgic about that days of my mom being my whole word and the gap between us. The expressions was just amazing and i'm still sobbing, omg...
Michelle Finholdt I am so sorry for what you had to go through. I cried too but not because of something that happened to me. I love kids and it hurts knowing that they have to go through stuff like this especially after wittnising my best friend and how it affected her when her parents divorced.
*gives hug*
Wow, I know how is it. Or something like that, because my parents divorced when I was just 1 years old. I have two older brothers and és were so young when my dad is left us. Yeah I see him every second weekend and i'm used to it, but this isn't mean that I like it or it's good to me. Because it isn't. This is why I cryed on this video. (Sry for the bad English, it isn't my main language, but I hope you can understand this )
I know this comment was forever ago, but call your mom and tell her you love her.
I am so sorry for you. When I read this comment I actually cried.
fun fact: this song in the musical is where heidi is asking evan how he actually broke his arm. but he replied by saying "you'd hate me" i'd like to think this is a song about how she finally understood what he meant by that, realizing that he tried to commit suicide and this is her message as to how she loves him no matter what and wouldn't leave him like his father did.
now go get a tissue box
When u distract yourself by reading the comments so u don’t cry......
AND IT DOESNT WORK.!!!!!!!
melanie pineda IKRRR AUGHHHH EHHH
TRUUU
MY EYES ARE JUST SWEATING OK!
I just saw this comment while I was scrolling when the song was playing *starts sobbing*
Worked just fine for me- I mean... I WASN'T ABOUT TO CRY!! YOU KNOW NOTHING!! Heheh...
Try Not to Cry Challenge: impossible version
oh my god this fucked me uuuuuuupppppppp. This song always manages to turn me into a baby and it did the same here. The line "a truck that will take mommy away" always breaks me down because Evan is just a tiny kid at that point and all he has to worry about is chicken nuggets not being dinosaur shaped and girl with cooties and he just doesn't understand what's going on. his dad is just leaving and he doesn't know why and he thinks his mom is gonna leave him too and holy shit it kills me
IM NOT EVEN 2 MINUTES AND BUT LITTLE EVAN BREAKS MY HEART
Two minutes? I started sobbing at 0:35, and by 0:40 I was crying SO badly. The goodbyes had me crying too and 1:35 is just shattering.. I don't know how people could _not_ cry at this
And shall we talk about Evan breaking in tears at 2:52 ? TT^TT
THE FACE EVAN MADE AT 'is there another truck coming to our driveway' I SOBBED AND AM NOW *S H O O K E T H*
god every time you make an animatic it just shakes me to my core.
dammit nOW I HAVE TO GET INTO THIS MUSICAL TOO....... SHIT
literally me, her channel is what got me into dear evan hanson but I found her cuz I like the heathers, if u wanna dive right in listen to waving through a window, I literally listen to it on repeat.
2:50-3:10
I will have you know I have never. EVER. Cried to an animatic. But the way you did this, it's amazing. I've subscribed because I'm shocked that i actually hiccuped, and started crying. Great work! I hope to see more great videos from you!
I have never ever ever ever cried from an animatic either but the meaning and emotions just hit me right in the tear ducts I couldn't hold back the tears!
Hamilton is the musical that makes me cried most.
DEH is the musical that makes me cried the fastest and probably the most painfully
BTW that hic is what tips me off since I'm a messy cryer/crybaby myself
I cried about 3 times listening to hamilton. 2 more for Laurens interlude and Dear Theodosia reprise.
I'm crying actual tears, you really captured all the emotion in this song :')
Versalatte I’m with you on that one 😢😭
I felt feelings in this
When it get's to the part were Evan asked if there was another truck that was going to take her away, I always cry. Because I grew up with my dad, hoping to any god out there that he wouldn't choose something else over me like my mother did... It never fails to make me cry, and what you did was perfect for this song. Showing all the emotion , its true.
Thank you.
Sugawara Koushi Suga-san!!!!!
My parents divorced around 3-3,5 years ago. I can't get through this video without crying. Especially the "Your mom isn't going anywhere, your mom is staying right here, " since, just like him, I live with my mom. Dear pistachiosoda, thank you for this animatic. It's wonderful.
I HAVENT EVEN SEEN THIS AND IM SOBBING
X'DD
i started crying when little evan sat behind the wheel of the truck and didnt stop till it was over and now my face is all wet >:(
0:38 EVAN LOOKS SO PURE AND HAPPY I CANT THIS IS AMAZING
"And I knew there would be moments that I'd miss.
And I knew there would be space I couldn't fill.
And I knew I'd come up short a million different ways and I did, and I do, and I will."
This was a punch to the gut.
This is so amazing TTATT I'M CRYING THIS IS GREAT I LOVE IT YOUR ART IS SO BEAUTIFUL AHHH
As did I! It is an amazing animation and really touches the heart
I love ur channel too! But i agree. :) XD
this song really hits home for me, as my father moved out recently and has gone to live with this woman she'd been cheating on my mom for 2 years with... that part where it said there's not another truck and you'll always have your mom really.... i needed to hear it. beautiful artwork.
YOUR ART JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER AND BETTER THE EXPRESSIONS AND THE BACKROUNDS UGHHH
thats so sweet ;u; thank you!!
pistachiosoda np!!
Smol Sound You are a comment god.
Miya the Geekster I know right
*Smol Sound* We meet again.
brought me to tears, your storytelling is phenomonal
same
Man just wow...
I have never cried due to an animatic before and it hurts, a lot.
It hurts a lot more because I also remember the day my dad left. He showed up after being gone for awhile (like a couple of weeks) left a note for my mom then left again. I remember I was just like 'Yay dad's back!' and I followed him and saw when he put down the note and part of me knew (I had seen my parents fight before) and I just didn't want to see the words on the note. So I followed him to the door. He was teary eyed pulled me in close kissed my head hugged for awhile and said something like 'I'll be back' or 'see you later' and left. I remember my mom getting home and she saw and read the note and kinda just rushed to the restroom.....
I just remembered so clearly because of this animatic...
This animatic makes me really appreciate my mother and also be happy that I still see my dad but just wow. I never could've imagined this would come when I clicked on this.
So seriously thank you, (sounds sarcastic but its not I swear) otherwise I would've forgotten that...
That's a big praise! I'm glad this helped you ;w;
How's your family?
IT WAS MY CHOICE TO WATCH ANOTHER SO BIG SO SMALL ANIMATIC THIS WASNT THE RIGHT CHOICE IM STARTING TO SOB
oh my god the sob i had to hold back while watching this.....absolutely beautiful!!! emotional and one of the best songs of the musical. the story telling you do is wonderful.
Now, for real. This may be the second video I saw that was able to bring me into tears, and almost sobbing.
Your drawings are beautiful, really proffesional I must say, and you show the characters emotions so well, it's wonderful!
The song, sad by itself, was much sadder, since you showed it in a perfect way, and the viewer got attached to the story, and the characters, it was painful to see when they cried. Congratulations, you have made a piece of art.
yes I know this is cheesy but I actually started crying to this. i can't relate at all but it really has me in tears. well done for making me feel sad
Zac Varg the fact that it made you cry despite your inability to personally relate to the characters speaks volumes about how well made this was. I didn’t have parents who left like this and yet I broke down over this song and perfectly made animatic and not just any sad media can do that like. Shit i cant see they these tears
This made me cry more than listening to the last song of Hamilton . This was beautifully made. Nice animatic
oh my gosh im crying again 😂😂😂
you art just gets better every time i see it tbh 😭
THANK YOU... ;___;
it sucks, ya know..........
how i cant like this more than once
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Honestly this was the first animatic I actually cried at, it all felt so realistic and captured how it really was when I went to see it. Wonderful job
awwww
growing up my grandma WAS my mother. it was just me and her like evan and heidi. now that im in college this song just feels so different. i miss being her little girl. i miss being able to cry in her arms. now i just cry alone
coming from an only child who is being raised by a single mother this song has reached my soul so fast. It’s so beautiful and the constant worry that fills the mothers mind is that she will come out short in how she won’t be at every game or every concerts because she has to work harder now to pull the two of them through
im shaking so hard right now. i feel so bad for evan and his mother. oh how much of a good mother she is. her emotional singing is honestly making me hold back sobs as it's almost 1am. thank you. this is the first animation ive almost choked not wanting to let out whimpers. this got me good. so thank you 💞
little evan? m,ore like killing me wouldbeeasier
there are legitimate tears in my eyes, i cried into the soup i was eating, oh dear
I was doing okay until he came on-screen at 0:35.. when he turned smiling so brightly at 0:40 I definitely lost it, his genuine joy killed me. My crying has only worsened through the song because it's so emotional and beautiful
I CRY EVERYTIME I WATCH/LISTEN TO THIS YOU DID SUCH A GOOD JOB YOUR ART IS BEAUTIFUL AND IT CAPTURED THE SONG AND EMOTION PERFECTLY
I just finished seeing DEH yesterday and I cried so much during this beautiful song, and now I'm emotionally incapable of going through this song without tears... THANK YOU FIR SUCH AN AMAZING ANIMATIC JOB
I never knew how well I could fake a smile or hold back tears until I was watching this in the same room as my parents
Poor little Evan didn't understand it was a bad thing his Dad left at first. The song without animation itself is sad, now I scrolled to this. It's perfect!
I know the animatic were 2 years now but it didn’t failed to make me cry everytime. Each time i watched this, i remember how painful and how much tears my mom had when my dad left. But she eventually came so far from that because she know she have to stay strong for us, for me and for my sisters. So thank you for making this beautiful animatic of this beautiful musical.
First DEH song I've ever listened too
I don't remember cutting onions...
The first one I listened to was Sincerely, Me
Oh boy, was the full musical a shock
I haven't cried at a single dear Evan Hansen animatic until thus one congratulations on making me a waterfall. Seriously though this is so well done and beutiful thank you for animating this!♡♡♡
CAN U HEAR ME CRYING
Oh great. The only song that made me break down sobbing and snotting in DEH. Thanks. No don't worry, I'm fine. *waterfall of tears*
This is one of the most underrated songs in Dear Evan Hansen, and one of my personal favorites. Depending on my mood, I may cry listening to it... unless I'm watching this animatic. I consistently cry about halfway through watching this.
These " dear Even Hansen " things all ways get me crying by the end 😭
It's mostly because I can relat to most many of these songs... well not this one because I'm still young but some parts I can relate to and i sort of feel for this one because I'm adopted and i still remeber when my mom said that at had to leave with daddy and ihad to stay here for just a bit longer ( the adoption centre ) a year later I get adopted... I'm 14 now... I still remeber her her tears falling in me while she left...
Beautiful animatic tho! 😅
could someone tell me how the animatic was? I couldn't see it between all my tears :') (this was amazing, I finally understand the meaning of this song, thank you.)
THIS LITERALLY MADE ME CRY
THIS IS BY FAR ONE OF MY MOST FAVORITE ANIMATICS OF THIS SONG AND I APPLAUDE YOU FOR MAKING ME SOB IN THE MIDDLE OF CHURCH
Seeing baby Evan hearing this and watching Evan cry made me so upset I was sobbing when She remembered Evan asking if there was another truck in the driveway I was like "Well shit there goes my day"
Seeing it with the drawings actually made me flat out cry which was something that the normal song couldn't do
Amazing animatic
I have never cried listening to this song before, even though it hits a little close to home, but god dammit you did it. Congrats
This is my first listen to So Big So Small, and my first time crying uncontrollably at a single line and an animatic.
Said line was,
“A truck that will take mommy away?”
Whoever you are, dear animator, you are amazing
The cuteness at 0:52
UHM. HOLY HELL? U BROUGHT ME TO TEARS.That moment where Evan sat in the truck brought me to tears. UR ARTWORK HAS BROUGHT ME CLOSER TO MY MOM.
I have a playlist of things that help me feel a bit better when I’m sad and this touched me so much that I added it. I usually only put things there if it makes me feel like there’s someone out there who’s there for me. Yes I do know that it’s stupid that I have a playlist like that but don’t judge me okay? I really need a little bit of extra happiness
The biggest character development is Evan wearing a hoodie
PLS, THIS COMMENT
I've watched this video a few different times now, and I can't help tearing up EVERY TIME.
IT HURTS.
HEIDI TRIES //SO HARD// AND I'M IN PAIN.
I love this animatic. I got tears-eyed, I'm not going to deny it. What I love most about what this song and this animatic portrays is that beautiful, perfect, love that a mother has for her child. The sort of love where, on your worst day, you can go to your mom and curl up on her lap and cry and just feel like you're three years old again as your mother gently holds you and comforts you and tells you everything will be alright, no matter how bad things seem. It shows a mother's heart and strength as she tries her best to fill in the gaps, sometimes not even wholly knowing what it is she's doing or what she's trying to do or why she's doing and giving it her best shot anyway because she would do anything for her child. And what I love most about it is that physical sense of comfort and kindness that a mother shows. How she'll just hold you while you cry and comfort you, how she'll be strong for her child even when she doesn't know what to do, and how she's the kindest person anyone could ever know. I've never had to deal with a divorce like the Hansens did, but this song and this animatic get me tears-eyed every time because Heidi's words and portrayal remind me of my own mother, whom I love dearly. To all the mothers out there, thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you do, you incredible, incredible people.
Beautiful! So much feelies that im actually crying. You earned a new sub!
The "truck that takes mommy away" part always gets me no matter how meny times I listen, god what a beautiful song
Not to mention the show all together god dam
This reaaally hit home, since I'm pretty sure my mom felt like this too when my parents divorced, however, the video was so well done that it actually brought me to tears, and I don't like crying a lot. Great job
You could tell how much work you put into this and it's beautiful I love it and the first time I saw this I cried so hard
I watched it at least five times and still cry... especially at little Evan 😭😭
My friends : It's ugly!!
Who cares about the animations!!
The story matters...
I'm crying so hard but it's still on repeat.
IM NOT CRYING YOURE CRYING
1:39 broke me 😭
This is so beautiful, I can't with the tears
This never fails to make me cry. Love it so much.
Y’know, my heart didn’t need the extra emotional damage DX
(Joking aside, this was beautiful and deeply touching. Wonderful job.)
My parents divorced when I was eight. This song captured all the emotions so well I broke down in tears. The video is also well drawn. So heartwarming💗
Imnotcryingyourecrying-
I’ve never cried so much. Great job, I think I ran out of tears.
Every time I need a good cry, I just come to this animatic, something about the voice of the music and the expressions of the characters just gets to me EVERY time so yeah, just wanted to send my thanks to you for crafting this
When I was reading the book, and this sentence came: "Is there another truck coming to our driveway... A truck that will take mommy away..."
I was crying, and when I remember the song, I cried so much more ; w;) I'm very emotional with books, bro...
I was like, im not gonna cry I'm not gonna cry ...
" is there gonna a be another truck in our driveway.... to take mommy away "
And I lost it.
I have watched this three times with a few minute breaks inbetween and I cried every time. How you draw expressions is what I dream of doing and you've inspired me to draw people again ;v; Thank you so much for this
This little kid at my church, he’s in the first grade, he has two moms because they’re lesbian, one of the moms cheated with a guy, the other one is like connor, overdosed on drugs and took her own life, the boy was the one who found the body. But at church he was running around and playing happily, proves how hard his home life was. He hadn’t fully processed the death of his mother, he is now living with his friends temporarily and he’s very happy, I feel terrible.
And the pure shock was the worse.. it was incredibly heartbreaking, he started breaking down because how this happened was my mom works with his grade, and their lesson was about a sad time. So she asked everyone if something sad had recently happened to them. The little boy raised his hand and said his mother died. Yesterday.
😔✊🏻🙌🙏 Rest In Peace gorgeous
This song makes me cry hard already, and the animatic just added more to that ahaha😂 (no literally I'm sobbing)you captured the emotions BEAUTIFULLY and honestly I can just say that it makes this song much more sentimental and powerful than it already was. Absolutely gorgeous😭😭💜
This is the first Dear Evan Hansen animatic that has made me cry. Well done, your really really good at this 😭
i couldn't pay attention to this video bc i was crying
I just saw the movie.
This one animatic has more emotion in it than the entire thing.
0:33 - 0:52 breaks my heart
this made me cry.
point blank.
my family went through the same thing (except i have three siblings) and i remember and my mom is telling me nowadays about those days where it was too much, and the days where it wasn't enough. and how she wished she could have been there and how i resented that she wasn't there. god this song just makes me so emotional, and how you did the animatic, is so beautiful. so yeah. thank you for this.
I’m going to show this for a school project about grief since the teacher said we needed a video to show and not just the song, so thank you for the animatic :D!
wow, i'm honored! thank you!
i hardly ever cry at movies, musicals, books, whatever... but tears came gushing and i had to pause the video to collect myself when he said "a truck that will take mommy away"
I hardly ever cry too
oh no i cried... this deserves more views!!!!
im not crying
somebodies just cutting onions thats all
so beautiful and touching to have this in my life ;w;
*drowns in tears*
You won’t cry this time…
“Now it’s just me…and my little guy”
WAAAAA!