After 20 days, here’s my new video (finally)! Thank you for your patience and continuous support :) I hope you enjoy this vlog! ALSO, feel free to follow my Instagram for exclusive content!: instagram.com/mymatchalatte77 -Haru from My Matcha Latte
You’re really brave for being able to voice out your innermost thoughts. I’ve mentioned this in a comment some time ago but I’m also in a similar position to you so I definitely understand what you’re going through right now. I still live with my family and have been struggling with depression for the past 2-3 years. At times I do feel like I’m slowly becoming somewhat of a burden and it also seems like I’m being left behind by others who are the same age as me. To a degree, it feels like I’m in a bit of limbo now where I’m just not quite too sure of what to do next. As stressful and worrying as it can be at times, I think it’s important for people like you and me to remember that everyone moves at their own time. Do continue to stay positive because at the end of the day by just making these videos for us, you’re already ahead of a lot of people and you should be really proud of yourself for that :) Thanks for the great content and know that we will always be supportive of your journey.
Thank you for giving me Superthanks and a kind comment:) You’re such a sweet person☺️ You gave me courage to keep going on even further TH-cam and I hope you and I can both find happiness in small things in our daily lives☺️ Love from Japan🇯🇵
i once asked someone what to do about feeling so behind and they also said everyone moves at their own time. that only helped me partially. what really helped me is rejecting all the pressure and shame that i have learned through media, family and society (most of which had it harder socially but a lot easier economically in many places). bc even though i think i can’t do nothing, i know that i can do things and that i can be great at things if i put my heart in it. it’s just that i regard certain things i like as worthless bc i was taught to do so. even just being alive. as if that’s not a colossal task sometimes. but over the last few years i’ve gotten so tired of feeling ashamed, embarrassed and guilty abt how i live and how i’m able to do things that i just don’t wanna feel that way anymore. it’s getting harder to live everywhere bc everyone is so damn greedy. so why should i feel ashamed when the greedy ppl that are making it harder for everyone should feel ashamed. everyone deserves a good life and i’m over feeling bad for wanting that when all i did was not winning the birth lottery. so we have to be more compassionate with ourselves bc we didn’tchoose this. but we also need to be more strict with ourselves. both at the sane time. yes we all have obstacles in our way and we always deserve patience and respect no matter how difficult it is but we also need to hold ourselves responsible when we continue bad habits and bad coping mechanisms like repeating shame, pressure and self deprecation that we learned over and over in our heads. yes other ppl taught us these things and we shouldn’t have to deal with them but it’s our responsibility to break the cycle and say stop even if we don’t think we have the right to do so. we have to stand up against ourself and advocate for ourself before we can stand up against other ppl or the world. also another tip what helped me a lot was watching tiktoks/reels abt maturing emotionally and learning to respect yourself (from women bc with men it’s usually abt crypto currencies or something else they wanna sell u). good look all i wish u the best
I find it funny when I’m employed and still being unhappy while some people struggle to find work. I always dream of a retired life, and sometimes I think it made me unable to stay present and appreciate all the things I have. Thank you for making these videos!
Same. Lifetime of bullying left me with professionally diagnosed DID and gender dysphoria. I worked for 6 months but now am unemployed again and constantly feel like i should have been so much more. 15:57 please stay alive, your content means so much to me.
I am so sorry for what you have experienced and for serious health conditions you have. I also worked for six months (it's the longest I've employed) in the past but I just couldn't keep working because of my health. Thank you so much for your kind words, I'm sure we'll be able to find happiness in our lives!
Hey there… hope you’re doing ok. I also have been unemployed before for 4 years and a stay home mom. I just started my career again this year at 37. Whatever you do, or whatever you want to achieve in life, you will get there ❤.. just keep going. I love ur videos. I own an iphone SE 2020 too.
I don’t often comment on videos here, but your channel has been inspiring me lately. It gives me good vibes to watch your videos, and I’m sure that lots of people think the same. Do not give up, cheers from U.K. 🇬🇧
Those little doodles you've been drawing on your book if you can draw them digitally or convert them into digital art you can make simple minimalist wallpapers and maybe sell them. That's a thought I had when I saw the art.
Really proud of you for coping up with such positive attitude❤ i am sure your channel gonna be a hit soon and youtube will become the main source of income - i am not even exaggerating - I love the vibes your videos bring and I am so happy whenever i watch your vlogs , feels calming and like watching a close friend ❤
i watch ur video today.. i was absent at work because the people and the work itself is draining and working hours is more than 10 hours a day. Im really thinking of quitting and look for a new job.. lets keep going and i hope you keep ur life positive as always.. rooting for you❤🎉 Btw i love your drawings and ur very talented❤
First, I'm so sorry you've been having hard time at work...I really hope you can find a new job that's not harmful to you. And thank you for your kind words :) Stay tuned for more content!
I love every new video, this one is great! You have inspired me in different ways, to journal more, finally pick up and start learning Japanese and appreciating the little/simple things more. Me myself I have an older iPhone (xr) and find comfort in how you value and use these old phones, too. Your content is top notch! I am rooting for you.
Had no idea about your situation, I'm sorry. But your videos are great and I enjoy watching them each time. I have very similar thoughts about life that you do and I'm even older with no accomplishments, so just know that you aren't alone. But like others say, each person goes through this journey of life differently, so try not to compare yourself to others. That's what I try to remind myself anyway, even though it's so hard not to. Keep making these awesome videos about this awesome phone!
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with me and for encouraging me with your kind words😊 You should be proud of yourself (sorry if this sounded like I'm looking down on you, I do not mean that at all) for trying to remind yourself these mindsets. I should believe in myself more embrace living at my own pace! Stay tuned for more content :)
Your videos are very comforting and I just wanted to say thank you so much. They help me to relax whenever I’m feeling anxious and worried about life. I look very much forward to the next video and I wish you the best all the way from Los Angeles 👋😁.
It pleased my hears hearing you play the piano! And my life advice to you "if you have the will to keeping moving forward, you'll look back in the past with a smile"
I just finished catching up on watching your videos and I'm really amazed on how you maximized the usage of your phones. I've been trying to practice writing on my phone, but right now still doing hybrid because I still crave or have the urge writing on paper or notebook... hopefully I can go digital 100% in the future 😊 btw, you inspire me with your drawings ❤
Thank you for your kind comment :) I used to journal on paper notebooks for a long time, so I do understand that feeling you can get only with physical notebooks you know...! I actually still use a physical bullet journal daily to organizing my schedule and keep track of my habits! And thank you for liking my drawings😊 I'll show more in my future vlogs so stay tuned!
I'm a youtube addict I just scrolling and got stuck by this video. After watching, it feel so soothing and those drawing are damn cute 😊 All I want to say I love your simplicity, your drawing, everything about you. You are a fighter and so talented 😍 Love from india ❤❤❤
I’m not a person who leaves comments on videos but I’ve gotta say this is the first video I’ve seen of your content and I can relate with what you’re talking about. You’re not alone, I personally feel every now and then as worthless but as you said, that’s life and we have to have each others backs. Thank you for opening your heart with us. Amazing what TH-cam can do for us to connect with people all across the world. I think you’re from Japan for what I could see in your video. I’m from Mexico, my name is Omar. Nice to meet you btw.
Don’t ever feel bad or worthless about yourself or the way you are, we are all unique and and have our own struggles. I really enjoy your videos and especially this one, I think i like long videos. Keep up the great content❤
I do so love your videos as I find them very relaxing and full of good content. I used to have an iPhone 8 but have had the se3 now for 2 years and I love its size and ease of use. Thank you for sharing it is very much appreciated.
Great video thanks for sharing! Looking forward to your next one. I love your day in the life episodes. Keep up the piano playing you sound amazing. Take care 😀
Hi Haru, I hope you're doing well. I watched the entire video without skipping a second and I loved all of it. I wanted to say that you putting the effort to keep delivering high quality content even in your current mental state shows how strong you are and I'm sure all of your viewers are thankful for it. Please don't take this as criticism but as most of your subscribers and viewers agree, what matters the most to us is your wellbeing. You can take things slowly, please don't feel like you need to deliver us content all the time. We can wait. If there is no Haru, there's no My Matcha Latte. Loves from the other side of the world. Take good care of yourself, you deserve it
You're such a sweet person to encourage me with your kind words like that...Thank you so much!😊 Like you said, I will always prioritize my wellbeing, but I promise I will never give up making videos like this even it might take a lot of time. Thank you for your support and patience, stay tuned for more!
Hello, great video as usual. I hope you are well and you can achieve what you set out to do. Don't stress too much, you have your whole life for it. As always, waiting for your videos. A big greeting from Colombia. 🇨🇴
This video is amazing! Also your day was really cozy! I loved how you opened your deep thoughts to us,I am so happy that we mean so much for you! You’ll be alright🧡 Keep it up like this🧡😊
Thank you for your kind words and for commenting as always! :) You're an important member of my community and I really appreciate you being here:) Stay tuned for more!😊
omg I love your drawings, i just reached the end of your video, and didn't realise at all you were feeling that way from your videos. And I agree with another commenter, it is really brave of you to share your feelings and thoughts with us about your personal situation. I can relate in a way, because I am approaching my late 20s and am not living a life that is considered independent for someone who is my age
Thank you for your kind comment:) I’m glad you liked my drawings! To live is not easy and I feel you a lot as we’re in similar situations. I hope we both can find happiness, even small ones, in our daily lives 😊
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. Your videos show you have such a wealth of knowledge and artistic ability, just a very thoughtful and creative person. Definitely don't listen to that lying voice that says you are worthless; so many of us also struggle with that voice too. It is always wrong. I laughed at your thoughts on Akira, because I too have many times wondered "I don't get it, everybody seems to love this (movie, or book, anime, etc) but I don't?" And hair donation? That is pretty cool!!
Thank you so much for such a kind comment :) You're right, I shouldn't say I'm worthless or anything like that to harm myself and I need to believe in myself more! :) I'm glad you agreed with me on AKIRA haha it was just not my cup of tea😂
I loved your videos. I too am using an Iphone SE 2020 since it's all I have :> ur my inspo!! I didn't know you have such condtion but it gets better I promise!! please keep doing these videos,!
Hello Ms Haru, Ive been watching for sometime, your video is really show that minimalist and aesthetic side imo! Ive been struggling with mental health issue and it took long until I am better, wish you keep going and never stop believing for better days yet to come 🎉🤍💙your diagnose remind one of my friend and lemme send virtual hug🫂 you ve done well thankyou for keep going!!🎉
I'm so impressed with you 😊. you are such a multi talented pretty girly. keep shining 🌟 as always you are doing a good job in that piano 🎹 part. keep improving. take care ❤. God bless you
I love your content. It's inspiring and makes me feel happy and serene. Maybe you don't have a usual job, but God put you here to be inspiration for a lot of people. I have Anxiety and Panic attacks since 2019, I have to leave my stressful job and start new. Right now I'm better, doing therapy and takings meds.. but I have the same concerns as you sometimes. But, when I look into my life I see all of us are in different situations doing different things and our work is maybe unusual.. but it gives others something beautiful. Thank you for being a great worker for my heart and soul. Let's keep going on and living and loving.
You're such a sweet person to leave a kind comment like this🧡 I really appreciate you providing me different and important perspectives on life and your words is saving me a lot... I'm sorry for your mental health struggles and I feel you a lot. But like you said, I'm sure we can figure things out in our own unique ways and have a beautiful life!
im using the iphone se 2020 too, life may be tough, keep doing your best a day at a time for the ones you love. Dont self doubt, just take it day by day. Just before the day ends, tell yourself "i did my best today huh?"
Really great video 🙌🏻 SE 2020 is totally worth it till this day and age. I'm using an S10, gets the work done. It's just that I like the aesthetics of old phones. Also! 99 WPM, 99% accuracy is really amazing not gonna lie. I was at 92-95WPM. I recently got at 103 WPM, 94% accuracy. It's really fun to see someone using monkeytype :D
Thank you for your kind comment! I'm glad you agree with me on the aesthetics of old phone models :) 103 wpm is awesome! It just seems like I can't get to over 100 no matter how I try😥but I'll keep practicing! Monkeytype is such an amazing typing practice website and I hope both of us can keep improving!
this video is the reason why i want to buy an iphone se. it looks retro and aesthetic. i think im gonna choose the 2022 version. or should i pick an iphone 12 mini?
Thank you for your comment :) I totally agree with you, iPhone SE series are such nostalgic and cute models. I'd get the SE 2022 because it's two-year newer than the 12 mini, so it'll get longer iOS support in the long run!
Right now, I don't have a plan to get a new phone because my iPhone SE 2020, which is my main phone, is still working just fine! But I'd say my next phone will be iPhone SE 2022!
iOS is 18.1! I’m not sure about the battery health because I had my battery replaced at a local electronic store last year and iPhone doesn’t recognize any unofficial parts :( Thank you for your comment:)
"Hi, even though we don't speak the same language, I know that music is a universal language. I'm sharing some of my favorite songs with you. Greetings from Peru!" The Drums - Lets go surfing The Black Keys - Tighten up Amy Winehouse - He can only hold her The Beatles - And your bird can sing Belle and Sebastian - Another sunny day
Thank you for sharing some songs with me!😊 I visited Peru in 2018 back in when I was in college and I loved it so much!! I went to Chimbote, Cusco, Lima, and Ollantaytambo. I want to go back someday!
I AM ALSO IN MY LATE 21S AND I AM STILL working hard but i cannot enjoy my life completely all the presure of responsibillities are so much that i have to work hard but its fine by the way love from INDIA hope you should get well soon
Really loved this video! It kinda hit different when you started to sharing your personal life situation you are dealing with. I wish all the best to your journey to success and don't worry, we all are with you 😇💟 By the way i want to ask you something (I'm just curious, please don't be offended)😅, I've seen many people from japan(on yt) eat their food with chopsticks and spoon together. And you had your fried rice using spoon, then couldn't your have had your fruits using spoon as well? Why use chopsticks that time! 😅 Btw a super random question but im genuinely curious about it! 😅 So... do you like a transparent phone case or solid colour silicon case? I have a very rugged silicon case but i feel like i really need to have a transparent case! 😭 i am confuseddd ahhh!
Thank you so much for your kind comment as always and for asking me questions! :) As for chopsticks, it's NOT common to use chopsticks and spoon together, but I know some people use fork and spoon when eating spaghetti! And I didn't even think about why I used spoon AND chopsticks in the video until you asked me because it's such a natural habit to me (and probably for most Japanese people) to use chopsticks for a lot of things! lol Chopsticks are basically our go-to cutlery and we use spoon only for food like rice, soup/soupy food, and desserts like ice cream and pudding! Some people, including myself, use chopsticks to eat potato chips to avoid our fingers to become sticky!😂
Answering your phone case question, I've been liking a transparent one this part couple of months because I really love seeing the original color of the back of my phone! But I used use colored silicon cases in the past too, so my iPhone 8 has a colored case as you can see in the video. Only the cons about the transparent ones that they get yellowy/dirty pretty fast!
@@mymatchalatte77 potato chips using chopsticks sounds pretty extreme level of skills to a non chopsticks user! 🤩 Ah i forgot to mention that i loved your concept of keeping a note of watched animes! I thought it was only me doing that! 😅 I have been keeping a physical journal of my animes since 2020(started watching animes in covid)... well, MY REASON to keep track is that i dont wanna forget that how i felt just after completing a new show for the first time, I also tend to write a little review, because some shows really taught something valuable about life. I used to keep track of them in a physical journal at first, but very recently shifted to my notes app(i got busy and lazy! Lol) Well i would love to know your reason of keeping track of watched animes and have u ever tried any dedicated playform like 'myanimelist' ?
You’ll know how convenient it is to use chopsticks for sticky snack once you master them! haha I started to keep a note of what anime series I watched physically only recently, but I’ve been keeping my “watched list” digitally on the Notes app and Google Docs. I only jot down the names of anime that I finished and the date finished watching. That’s cool you leave your reviews too! I think that’s such an important way to remember how you liked some series. I might start doing that! I currently have 47 completed anime series and 14 anime movies/OVAs on my list. I also started using Myanimelist for the first time in years recently! It’s a convenient website to organize and share our anime history for sure :)
Yes! But I had my battery replaced at a local electronic store last year, so the battery itself is only one year old although the phone is over three years old!
Your vlog is better than usual! For the first time you reveal yourself a little more, you showed us your eyes and a part of your heart 🙃. Your drawings from your imagination are really beautiful, personally I almost never draw from my imagination so I am really impressed you could almost make canvases and paint them. I realize that you have a ton of hobbies! Making videos, playing the piano, drawing, etc...! I am a young adult with an autistic disability, I was taken out of school at the age of 12, since then I have no diploma or anything. I understand you very well, knowing that I have had several episodes of depression in life. I have understanding and loving parents who support me in the choice I made to do training to (try) to become an illustrator. I have been through a lot despite my young age but what kept me going was not myself. Jesus, the Son of God is the one who lives in my heart in joy and in suffering. I know that the idea of God must probably be abstract for you, but I'm talking to you about it anyway. You may believe that all the suffering you have suffered is because of God, maybe you hate him. But he loves you, without you even needing to believe it: it's the truth. He died out of Love for you on a cross, so that you could live and go through the suffering and joys of your life with him. He loves you because you are a Daughter of God, you are his child, he loves you unconditionally, he wants to heal you, bring you peace in all circumstances and a purpose in your life despite the illness. You just have to truly accept him in your life. The devil will always want to keep you away from him, and especially not make you think about your life after your death by distracting you in every possible way. God has not taken away the suffering from my life but I am not alone when I suffer, he consoles me, supports me, helps me. I pray to the Lord that one of these words touches you and can answer one of your questions in the torments that you may experience. Be blessed my sister, I love you and I congratulate you for all that you have endured so far. Attached is a small donation. 🫶
Wow, thank you SO SO MUCH for giving me superthanks! You're such a kind and generous person. Life is not easy, but I'm sure we'll be able to find happiness and joy. Your words and the donation mean a lot to me. Again, thank you very much :)
Thanks for commenting! I had my battery replaced at a local electronic store last year and iPhones don’t recognize any unofficial parts, so there’s no way to know:( But if I had to guess, it’s probably around 85-90%
After 20 days, here’s my new video (finally)! Thank you for your patience and continuous support :) I hope you enjoy this vlog! ALSO, feel free to follow my Instagram for exclusive content!: instagram.com/mymatchalatte77
-Haru from My Matcha Latte
You’re really brave for being able to voice out your innermost thoughts. I’ve mentioned this in a comment some time ago but I’m also in a similar position to you so I definitely understand what you’re going through right now. I still live with my family and have been struggling with depression for the past 2-3 years. At times I do feel like I’m slowly becoming somewhat of a burden and it also seems like I’m being left behind by others who are the same age as me. To a degree, it feels like I’m in a bit of limbo now where I’m just not quite too sure of what to do next. As stressful and worrying as it can be at times, I think it’s important for people like you and me to remember that everyone moves at their own time. Do continue to stay positive because at the end of the day by just making these videos for us, you’re already ahead of a lot of people and you should be really proud of yourself for that :) Thanks for the great content and know that we will always be supportive of your journey.
Thank you for giving me Superthanks and a kind comment:) You’re such a sweet person☺️
You gave me courage to keep going on even further TH-cam and I hope you and I can both find happiness in small things in our daily lives☺️ Love from Japan🇯🇵
i once asked someone what to do about feeling so behind and they also said everyone moves at their own time. that only helped me partially. what really helped me is rejecting all the pressure and shame that i have learned through media, family and society (most of which had it harder socially but a lot easier economically in many places). bc even though i think i can’t do nothing, i know that i can do things and that i can be great at things if i put my heart in it. it’s just that i regard certain things i like as worthless bc i was taught to do so. even just being alive. as if that’s not a colossal task sometimes. but over the last few years i’ve gotten so tired of feeling ashamed, embarrassed and guilty abt how i live and how i’m able to do things that i just don’t wanna feel that way anymore. it’s getting harder to live everywhere bc everyone is so damn greedy. so why should i feel ashamed when the greedy ppl that are making it harder for everyone should feel ashamed. everyone deserves a good life and i’m over feeling bad for wanting that when all i did was not winning the birth lottery. so we have to be more compassionate with ourselves bc we didn’tchoose this. but we also need to be more strict with ourselves. both at the sane time. yes we all have obstacles in our way and we always deserve patience and respect no matter how difficult it is but we also need to hold ourselves responsible when we continue bad habits and bad coping mechanisms like repeating shame, pressure and self deprecation that we learned over and over in our heads. yes other ppl taught us these things and we shouldn’t have to deal with them but it’s our responsibility to break the cycle and say stop even if we don’t think we have the right to do so. we have to stand up against ourself and advocate for ourself before we can stand up against other ppl or the world. also another tip what helped me a lot was watching tiktoks/reels abt maturing emotionally and learning to respect yourself (from women bc with men it’s usually abt crypto currencies or something else they wanna sell u). good look all i wish u the best
Same and with smoking habit I think I am killing my self
I find it funny when I’m employed and still being unhappy while some people struggle to find work. I always dream of a retired life, and sometimes I think it made me unable to stay present and appreciate all the things I have. Thank you for making these videos!
Thank YOU for your kind comment and for your support!:)
Same. Lifetime of bullying left me with professionally diagnosed DID and gender dysphoria. I worked for 6 months but now am unemployed again and constantly feel like i should have been so much more. 15:57 please stay alive, your content means so much to me.
I am so sorry for what you have experienced and for serious health conditions you have. I also worked for six months (it's the longest I've employed) in the past but I just couldn't keep working because of my health. Thank you so much for your kind words, I'm sure we'll be able to find happiness in our lives!
That riverbank angle is cinema gold. 15:05
A gentle reminder that we don't always have to be remarkable-we simply have to be. Just be.
Thank you for your kind comment :)
Hey there… hope you’re doing ok. I also have been unemployed before for 4 years and a stay home mom. I just started my career again this year at 37. Whatever you do, or whatever you want to achieve in life, you will get there ❤.. just keep going. I love ur videos. I own an iphone SE 2020 too.
Thank you for your sharing about yourself and for your kind words😊🧡
And yay, we’re team SE 2020! :)
I don’t often comment on videos here, but your channel has been inspiring me lately. It gives me good vibes to watch your videos, and I’m sure that lots of people think the same. Do not give up, cheers from U.K. 🇬🇧
Thank you for watching my videos! I'm so glad you like them :) Love from Japan!
I wish i had an SE , always loved the old school iphones
I do love older iPhone models, too! They are nostalgic :)
Those little doodles you've been drawing on your book if you can draw them digitally or convert them into digital art you can make simple minimalist wallpapers and maybe sell them. That's a thought I had when I saw the art.
That sounds like a great idea! I’ll consider thank you:)
Really proud of you for coping up with such positive attitude❤ i am sure your channel gonna be a hit soon and youtube will become the main source of income - i am not even exaggerating - I love the vibes your videos bring and I am so happy whenever i watch your vlogs , feels calming and like watching a close friend ❤
Thank you for your kind words, it really means a lot to me:)
i watch ur video today.. i was absent at work because the people and the work itself is draining and working hours is more than 10 hours a day. Im really thinking of quitting and look for a new job.. lets keep going and i hope you keep ur life positive as always.. rooting for you❤🎉
Btw i love your drawings and ur very talented❤
First, I'm so sorry you've been having hard time at work...I really hope you can find a new job that's not harmful to you. And thank you for your kind words :) Stay tuned for more content!
I love every new video, this one is great! You have inspired me in different ways, to journal more, finally pick up and start learning Japanese and appreciating the little/simple things more. Me myself I have an older iPhone (xr) and find comfort in how you value and use these old phones, too. Your content is top notch! I am rooting for you.
Thank you for your kind words:) iPhone XR is another cute one for sure! Good luck learning Japanese😊🇯🇵
Had no idea about your situation, I'm sorry. But your videos are great and I enjoy watching them each time. I have very similar thoughts about life that you do and I'm even older with no accomplishments, so just know that you aren't alone. But like others say, each person goes through this journey of life differently, so try not to compare yourself to others. That's what I try to remind myself anyway, even though it's so hard not to. Keep making these awesome videos about this awesome phone!
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with me and for encouraging me with your kind words😊 You should be proud of yourself (sorry if this sounded like I'm looking down on you, I do not mean that at all) for trying to remind yourself these mindsets. I should believe in myself more embrace living at my own pace! Stay tuned for more content :)
Your videos are very comforting and I just wanted to say thank you so much. They help me to relax whenever I’m feeling anxious and worried about life. I look very much forward to the next video and I wish you the best all the way from Los Angeles 👋😁.
Thank you for your kind words :) I'm glad my content helps you in some way! Love from Japan!
Same here I will also be buying iphone se 2 on November
It kinda feel nostalgic
Congrats on getting the SE 2! It really is a nostalgic and cute model:)
It pleased my hears hearing you play the piano! And my life advice to you "if you have the will to keeping moving forward, you'll look back in the past with a smile"
Thank you for such kind words :) I'm glad you liked my piano playing and thank you for the advice, it's such a encouraging quote!
A cozy video after such an exhausting day
Thank you! :)
I just finished catching up on watching your videos and I'm really amazed on how you maximized the usage of your phones. I've been trying to practice writing on my phone, but right now still doing hybrid because I still crave or have the urge writing on paper or notebook... hopefully I can go digital 100% in the future 😊 btw, you inspire me with your drawings ❤
Thank you for your kind comment :)
I used to journal on paper notebooks for a long time, so I do understand that feeling you can get only with physical notebooks you know...!
I actually still use a physical bullet journal daily to organizing my schedule and keep track of my habits!
And thank you for liking my drawings😊 I'll show more in my future vlogs so stay tuned!
I love that you take the time to keep filming and uploading videos for us ❤ thank you.
Thank you for watching 😊🧡
15:28 It's happening everywhere in the world. You are living better than most people in the world trust me
Yes, I'm aware I'm blessed with all the help I get and with the fact that I'm alive safely now!
I always watch your video it's very asthetic and u make my day with a good mood before heading to my bed😇😇😇😇😇
Thank you for your kind comment :)
Always enjoy your videos, such beautiful piano playing, I find your videos very calming and relaxing to watch and make me feel very happy.
Thank you for your kind words:)! I’m glad you liked my piano performance! Stay tuned for more!
I'm a youtube addict I just scrolling and got stuck by this video. After watching, it feel so soothing and those drawing are damn cute 😊 All I want to say I love your simplicity, your drawing, everything about you. You are a fighter and so talented 😍
Love from india ❤❤❤
Thank you for your kind words :) I really appreciate you watching my videos! Love from Japan!
I’m not a person who leaves comments on videos but I’ve gotta say this is the first video I’ve seen of your content and I can relate with what you’re talking about. You’re not alone, I personally feel every now and then as worthless but as you said, that’s life and we have to have each others backs.
Thank you for opening your heart with us. Amazing what TH-cam can do for us to connect with people all across the world. I think you’re from Japan for what I could see in your video. I’m from Mexico, my name is Omar. Nice to meet you btw.
Thank you so much for your kind comment, Omar! You're such a sweet person:)
Don’t ever feel bad or worthless about yourself or the way you are, we are all unique and and have our own struggles. I really enjoy your videos and especially this one, I think i like long videos. Keep up the great content❤
Thank you for your kind words :) You're such a sweet person! I'm glad you liked my videos and stay tuned for more!
im also buying iPhone Se2020 soon on my bday!!
on december cuz i love old iPhones style
Congrats! I love old iPhone models too:)
same here, iphone SE all the way woohoo
thank you for this video! it’s so cozy and relaxing :) i feel so calm now after watching it 😌
Thank YOU for watching and for your kind words :)
I do so love your videos as I find them very relaxing and full of good content. I used to have an iPhone 8 but have had the se3 now for 2 years and I love its size and ease of use. Thank you for sharing it is very much appreciated.
Thank you for watching and for your kind words! I actually used iPhone 8 to film and edit this video and it still really is a great model!
Just keep doing what you love sis.We all rooting for you!Love the scenery and great video as always ❤
Thank you for such kind words as always :) I really appreciate you being in my community😊
Great video thanks for sharing! Looking forward to your next one. I love your day in the life episodes. Keep up the piano playing you sound amazing. Take care 😀
Thank you for your kind comment :) I’m so glad you liked my piano performance! Stay tuned for more content:)
Hi Haru, I hope you're doing well. I watched the entire video without skipping a second and I loved all of it. I wanted to say that you putting the effort to keep delivering high quality content even in your current mental state shows how strong you are and I'm sure all of your viewers are thankful for it. Please don't take this as criticism but as most of your subscribers and viewers agree, what matters the most to us is your wellbeing. You can take things slowly, please don't feel like you need to deliver us content all the time. We can wait. If there is no Haru, there's no My Matcha Latte. Loves from the other side of the world. Take good care of yourself, you deserve it
You're such a sweet person to encourage me with your kind words like that...Thank you so much!😊
Like you said, I will always prioritize my wellbeing, but I promise I will never give up making videos like this even it might take a lot of time. Thank you for your support and patience, stay tuned for more!
This video was very relaxing and enjoyable to watch! Your battery is very good, did you get an upgraded battery replacement?
Thank you! I had my battery replaced at a local electronic store last year and although it’s not an Apple-certified one, it’s working great!
Hello, great video as usual. I hope you are well and you can achieve what you set out to do. Don't stress too much, you have your whole life for it. As always, waiting for your videos. A big greeting from Colombia. 🇨🇴
Thank you for your kind words:) Love from Japan!🇯🇵
Your art is absolutely beautiful! Haven’t seen anything quite like it before. 💜
Thank you so much!😊
I love these videos. Thank you for what you do!
Thank YOU for watching and commenting :)
Nice video. I also use iPhone SE 2020 since 2022. Very compact
Yay, team SE 2020! It really is a great model!
Much love from Armenia. Keep going, we watch each of your videos
Thank you! Love from Japan😊🧡
This video is amazing!
Also your day was really cozy!
I loved how you opened your deep thoughts to us,I am so happy that we mean so much for you!
You’ll be alright🧡
Keep it up like this🧡😊
Thank you for your kind words and for commenting as always! :) You're an important member of my community and I really appreciate you being here:) Stay tuned for more!😊
@ I love how you always have to reply to our comments in a really kind way!
I'm always tuned😉🧡
Every single comment is important to me so I want to express my gratitude by replying😊 Thank you for commenting:)
@ that's so sweet🧡😊
omg I love your drawings,
i just reached the end of your video, and didn't realise at all you were feeling that way from your videos. And I agree with another commenter, it is really brave of you to share your feelings and thoughts with us about your personal situation. I can relate in a way, because I am approaching my late 20s and am not living a life that is considered independent for someone who is my age
Thank you for your kind comment:) I’m glad you liked my drawings!
To live is not easy and I feel you a lot as we’re in similar situations. I hope we both can find happiness, even small ones, in our daily lives 😊
even while eating your posture is SOO GOOD 💗
Haha thank you!
Keep making like this … i really loved all ua videos with “the day with ua iphone”
👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻❤
Thank you! I'm glad you like my videos :)
Trust me you are the best content creator in my subscription list, please never stop making these gems❤ for us.
Thank you so much for your kind comment :) Stay tuned for more content like this!
Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. Your videos show you have such a wealth of knowledge and artistic ability, just a very thoughtful and creative person. Definitely don't listen to that lying voice that says you are worthless; so many of us also struggle with that voice too. It is always wrong. I laughed at your thoughts on Akira, because I too have many times wondered "I don't get it, everybody seems to love this (movie, or book, anime, etc) but I don't?" And hair donation? That is pretty cool!!
Thank you so much for such a kind comment :) You're right, I shouldn't say I'm worthless or anything like that to harm myself and I need to believe in myself more! :)
I'm glad you agreed with me on AKIRA haha it was just not my cup of tea😂
Loved this vlog! I especially enjoyed your music. Thank you ❤
Thank you so much 😊🧡
do not give up, i love watching your videos 😊
Thank you so much! :)
I loved your videos. I too am using an Iphone SE 2020 since it's all I have :> ur my inspo!! I didn't know you have such condtion but it gets better I promise!! please keep doing these videos,!
Thank you for your kind words :) I won't give up, I will keep making videos!
So peaceful. Love it
Thank you :)
Hey, thanks for speaking that up i feel the same about me, but hey as said that's life right.
Love form India🇮🇳
Thank you for your kind comment :) Love from Japan!🧡
Hello Ms Haru, Ive been watching for sometime, your video is really show that minimalist and aesthetic side imo! Ive been struggling with mental health issue and it took long until I am better, wish you keep going and never stop believing for better days yet to come 🎉🤍💙your diagnose remind one of my friend and lemme send virtual hug🫂 you ve done well thankyou for keep going!!🎉
Thank you for such kind words!😊 You encouraged me to make more content :)
Just keep do what you doing, :D we are here to support you!
Thank you so much! :)
I'm so impressed with you 😊. you are such a multi talented pretty girly. keep shining 🌟 as always you are doing a good job in that piano 🎹 part. keep improving. take care ❤. God bless you
Thank you so much for your kind words! I'm glad you liked my piano performance :) Stay tuned for more!
Nice to meet you ! (I'm a new subscriber). I really like your videos, so calming and inspiring. You really have good taste in music !
Nice to e-meet you too! Thank you for your kind words and for subscribing :)
Such an amazing video as always✨ Please take good care of yourself and surround yourself with positivity😊
Thank you for your kindness:)🧡
Wow this makes me love my se 2020 more nice and cozy video 🎉❤
Thank you :) Team SE 2020!!
Finally a new vid! ❤😊 I'm so excited to watch it!
Finally, right! haha Thank you for watching as always :)
such a warming video love this after hectic day
Thank you!😊
I dunno why..but i think im in love with the life u live there , ... I wish i was there with u...🙂🙂
Love from india..🙌🙌
Thank you :) Love from Japan!
Acutally planning to buy this phone just for apple music haha! Nice and comfy video c:
That's a good idea and thank you for watching! :)
Hey, love your videos keep us updated ❤
Thank you for watching! Stay tuned for more :)
I love your content. It's inspiring and makes me feel happy and serene.
Maybe you don't have a usual job, but God put you here to be inspiration for a lot of people.
I have Anxiety and Panic attacks since 2019, I have to leave my stressful job and start new. Right now I'm better, doing therapy and takings meds.. but I have the same concerns as you sometimes.
But, when I look into my life I see all of us are in different situations doing different things and our work is maybe unusual.. but it gives others something beautiful.
Thank you for being a great worker for my heart and soul. Let's keep going on and living and loving.
You're such a sweet person to leave a kind comment like this🧡 I really appreciate you providing me different and important perspectives on life and your words is saving me a lot...
I'm sorry for your mental health struggles and I feel you a lot. But like you said, I'm sure we can figure things out in our own unique ways and have a beautiful life!
Eagerly waiting for your Video. Your video give me comfort 🥰.
Thank you for your kind words!😊
im using the iphone se 2020 too, life may be tough, keep doing your best a day at a time for the ones you love. Dont self doubt, just take it day by day. Just before the day ends, tell yourself "i did my best today huh?"
Thank you for your kind comment☺️🧡
I love watching your videos so much. 💖💖
Thank you so much :)
Amazing video!👏❤️ Your videos are very inspiring!❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much! :)
@ No problem!❤️
Really great video 🙌🏻 SE 2020 is totally worth it till this day and age. I'm using an S10, gets the work done. It's just that I like the aesthetics of old phones.
Also! 99 WPM, 99% accuracy is really amazing not gonna lie. I was at 92-95WPM.
I recently got at 103 WPM, 94% accuracy. It's really fun to see someone using monkeytype :D
Thank you for your kind comment! I'm glad you agree with me on the aesthetics of old phone models :)
103 wpm is awesome! It just seems like I can't get to over 100 no matter how I try😥but I'll keep practicing! Monkeytype is such an amazing typing practice website and I hope both of us can keep improving!
Really liked the video, it was very calming ^-^
Thank you:) I’m glad you liked it!
I love everything in this video!!! 💚💚💚
Thank you!😊
Nice video! Sending you lots of positive vibes!!
Thank you so much!!😊
this video is the reason why i want to buy an iphone se. it looks retro and aesthetic. i think im gonna choose the 2022 version. or should i pick an iphone 12 mini?
Thank you for your comment :) I totally agree with you, iPhone SE series are such nostalgic and cute models.
I'd get the SE 2022 because it's two-year newer than the 12 mini, so it'll get longer iOS support in the long run!
Nice Vlog again. Really satisfying 🎉.
Thank you so much! :)
That’s a really cute video ❤ n I like that how u shared your stuff ❤ ik it’s sad but u can do this , keep trying senpai❤
Thank you for your kind words! Stay tuned for more :)
1:10 Bungo Stray Dogs! Nostalgic
I’m so happy you noticed it:) I’m a big Bungou Stray Dogs fan, especially Akutagawa and Atsushi!😊
A follower from Brazil 💚
Thank you for subscribing! Obrigada :)
welcome back 😊😊😊😊😊😊
Thank you!!😊 I'm back now!
glad to watch this video
Thank you! :)
I wish you the best!
Thank you so much! :)
Thoughts getting an new iPhone? Or any other Android phone which can match your specifications
Right now, I don't have a plan to get a new phone because my iPhone SE 2020, which is my main phone, is still working just fine! But I'd say my next phone will be iPhone SE 2022!
@mymatchalatte77 Ah great then
Wait walking back home ? At 14:49 ? When you've just left home XD
I know the song title was the absolute opposite of what I was doing lol
May I know what ios are you on? and what is your battery health. Thanks 😊 love your videos.
iOS is 18.1! I’m not sure about the battery health because I had my battery replaced at a local electronic store last year and iPhone doesn’t recognize any unofficial parts :(
Thank you for your comment:)
Ur drawings are so pretty💕
Thank you so much 😀
"Hi, even though we don't speak the same language, I know that music is a universal language. I'm sharing some of my favorite songs with you. Greetings from Peru!"
The Drums - Lets go surfing
The Black Keys - Tighten up
Amy Winehouse - He can only hold her
The Beatles - And your bird can sing
Belle and Sebastian - Another sunny day
Thank you for sharing some songs with me!😊 I visited Peru in 2018 back in when I was in college and I loved it so much!! I went to Chimbote, Cusco, Lima, and Ollantaytambo. I want to go back someday!
I AM ALSO IN MY LATE 21S AND I AM STILL working hard but i cannot enjoy my life completely all the presure of responsibillities are so much that i have to work hard but its fine by the way love from INDIA hope you should get well soon
I understand what you say. It's hard to be an adult...Take care of yourself and sending love from Japan!
Really loved this video! It kinda hit different when you started to sharing your personal life situation you are dealing with. I wish all the best to your journey to success and don't worry, we all are with you 😇💟
By the way i want to ask you something (I'm just curious, please don't be offended)😅, I've seen many people from japan(on yt) eat their food with chopsticks and spoon together. And you had your fried rice using spoon, then couldn't your have had your fruits using spoon as well? Why use chopsticks that time! 😅
Btw a super random question but im genuinely curious about it! 😅 So... do you like a transparent phone case or solid colour silicon case? I have a very rugged silicon case but i feel like i really need to have a transparent case! 😭 i am confuseddd ahhh!
Thank you so much for your kind comment as always and for asking me questions! :)
As for chopsticks, it's NOT common to use chopsticks and spoon together, but I know some people use fork and spoon when eating spaghetti!
And I didn't even think about why I used spoon AND chopsticks in the video until you asked me because it's such a natural habit to me (and probably for most Japanese people) to use chopsticks for a lot of things! lol
Chopsticks are basically our go-to cutlery and we use spoon only for food like rice, soup/soupy food, and desserts like ice cream and pudding!
Some people, including myself, use chopsticks to eat potato chips to avoid our fingers to become sticky!😂
Answering your phone case question, I've been liking a transparent one this part couple of months because I really love seeing the original color of the back of my phone!
But I used use colored silicon cases in the past too, so my iPhone 8 has a colored case as you can see in the video. Only the cons about the transparent ones that they get yellowy/dirty pretty fast!
@@mymatchalatte77 potato chips using chopsticks sounds pretty extreme level of skills to a non chopsticks user! 🤩
Ah i forgot to mention that i loved your concept of keeping a note of watched animes! I thought it was only me doing that! 😅 I have been keeping a physical journal of my animes since 2020(started watching animes in covid)... well, MY REASON to keep track is that i dont wanna forget that how i felt just after completing a new show for the first time, I also tend to write a little review, because some shows really taught something valuable about life.
I used to keep track of them in a physical journal at first, but very recently shifted to my notes app(i got busy and lazy! Lol)
Well i would love to know your reason of keeping track of watched animes and have u ever tried any dedicated playform like 'myanimelist' ?
You’ll know how convenient it is to use chopsticks for sticky snack once you master them! haha
I started to keep a note of what anime series I watched physically only recently, but I’ve been keeping my “watched list” digitally on the Notes app and Google Docs. I only jot down the names of anime that I finished and the date finished watching.
That’s cool you leave your reviews too! I think that’s such an important way to remember how you liked some series. I might start doing that!
I currently have 47 completed anime series and 14 anime movies/OVAs on my list.
I also started using Myanimelist for the first time in years recently! It’s a convenient website to organize and share our anime history for sure :)
@@mymatchalatte77 THANK YOU very much for sharing your experiences and opinions! Take care!
And a big thanks for the video 😇🎐
So to sum it up, is it good? The battery
Yes! But I had my battery replaced at a local electronic store last year, so the battery itself is only one year old although the phone is over three years old!
Your vlog is better than usual! For the first time you reveal yourself a little more, you showed us your eyes and a part of your heart 🙃. Your drawings from your imagination are really beautiful, personally I almost never draw from my imagination so I am really impressed you could almost make canvases and paint them. I realize that you have a ton of hobbies! Making videos, playing the piano, drawing, etc...! I am a young adult with an autistic disability, I was taken out of school at the age of 12, since then I have no diploma or anything. I understand you very well, knowing that I have had several episodes of depression in life. I have understanding and loving parents who support me in the choice I made to do training to (try) to become an illustrator. I have been through a lot despite my young age but what kept me going was not myself. Jesus, the Son of God is the one who lives in my heart in joy and in suffering. I know that the idea of God must probably be abstract for you, but I'm talking to you about it anyway. You may believe that all the suffering you have suffered is because of God, maybe you hate him. But he loves you, without you even needing to believe it: it's the truth. He died out of Love for you on a cross, so that you could live and go through the suffering and joys of your life with him. He loves you because you are a Daughter of God, you are his child, he loves you unconditionally, he wants to heal you, bring you peace in all circumstances and a purpose in your life despite the illness. You just have to truly accept him in your life. The devil will always want to keep you away from him, and especially not make you think about your life after your death by distracting you in every possible way. God has not taken away the suffering from my life but I am not alone when I suffer, he consoles me, supports me, helps me. I pray to the Lord that one of these words touches you and can answer one of your questions in the torments that you may experience. Be blessed my sister, I love you and I congratulate you for all that you have endured so far. Attached is a small donation. 🫶
Wow, thank you SO SO MUCH for giving me superthanks! You're such a kind and generous person. Life is not easy, but I'm sure we'll be able to find happiness and joy. Your words and the donation mean a lot to me. Again, thank you very much :)
@mymatchalatte77 Be blessed 🫰❤️🔥
I'm proud of you
Thank you so much!😊
thank you🥰
Thank YOU for watching and for commenting!
Yayyyyy new video ❤
Finally! haha
@@mymatchalatte77 it's amazing ❤
Hi! 👋👋👋 What’s your battery health? Just curious. I have a SE 2020 as well and it is a struggle.
Thanks for commenting! I had my battery replaced at a local electronic store last year and iPhones don’t recognize any unofficial parts, so there’s no way to know:(
But if I had to guess, it’s probably around 85-90%
Nice cute aesthetic video ❤lots of love 💖 💖💖💖.
Thank you :) Love from Japan😊
Cmon folks let’s make her channel reach 1M ❤
Thank you!😊🧡 My dream!
We love you ❤
Love from Japan.🧡😊
Lovely drawings 😊
Thank you so much! :)
sorry to ask, what condition do you have? and what did you used to record the video?
I have bipolar disorder and I’m on medication and therapy right now.
I used my old iPhone 8 to film the 90% of the video and SE 2020 for the 10%!
@@mymatchalatte77 wish you the best! thank you for answer!
Question- why you don’t shoot in 4k60
I wish I could, but I used my old iPhone 8 to film and edit, so I thought it won't be able to handle large video sizes when editing so...:(
I still love my mini 13. I will use it as long as I could! But the battery is not great, but plans to get new battery replace at Apple.
Mini phones doesn’t have much battery anyway , buy a MagSafe powerbank (not from apple cuz that’s 100 usd for 1.8k mah)
I have a regular power bank for now, so I might consider getting MagSafe when my current one breaks!
It’s good to use what you love for as long as you can!😊
I have a question for you
Why do you still use the ios 15
This phone has iOS 18!
Same iphone!
Yay! Team SE 2020 :)
Did you use colour grading on ur video ?
Just the intro part! The rest of the video is not color graded
I loooove your videos❤❤❤
Thank you so much! :)