thank you for the pod! I had a tremendous pull towards full time stay at home mom and I left my fancy career as a biostatistician at big pharma. the decision to leave was not rational but i never met a feeling so strong and true. it was really exhausting because it was 24/7 but it awesome hard. one night 3 out of the 4 kids and I had a stomach flu with my husband out of town. at 3 am my daughter threw up over her bunk bed after just cleaning up child number 3 and 4. cleaning up the chunks off the carpet i just laughed out loud. i fell asleep on the bathroom floor that night after being sick myself. again, not at all rational but it was a life memory i look back fondly probably since i was in full acceptance and in full love and integrity. the times my mind wanted to tell a story 'you should be doing more' i was unhappy. when i was fully present---even during a tantrum---labeling, 'wow that is loud.' and allowing it all for that moment, just like my own feelings---i felt peaceful. that chapter i knew what delicious 'hard' felt like. now, kids grown, and i am working for our family hvac business in the accounting department i know what off-track hard feels like. my soul is a dried up raisin i yearn and am literally excited for my next next... but dont know what's next tho. playing the game, what feels warmer...
You just explained to me why I fell off my bike today... Part of me felt that a bike was a bad idea, and the other part of me wanted to entertain the first one and convince it that it would be fun as always. Fortunately, I was wearing a bicycle helmet...🙈 I decide to keep a tender eye on my Zealot. Thank you!
Hello amazing ladies! I find super interesting this subject. The body speaks its own language… it is time to learn it and be able to have a dialogue …. between me and the body in which I inhabit ! I also wanted to share with you what a wise tool is dozing… how much I need or I can afford something in present moment .. I would love to hear from you on this topic! Stay cool and happy ❤
Same, I have slight nerve Damage in my hand from guitar, cause I pushed too far, missing my exit. I literally was seeing the signs but didn't connect the dots.
thank you for the pod! I had a tremendous pull towards full time stay at home mom and I left my fancy career as a biostatistician at big pharma. the decision to leave was not rational but i never met a feeling so strong and true. it was really exhausting because it was 24/7 but it awesome hard. one night 3 out of the 4 kids and I had a stomach flu with my husband out of town. at 3 am my daughter threw up over her bunk bed after just cleaning up child number 3 and 4. cleaning up the chunks off the carpet i just laughed out loud. i fell asleep on the bathroom floor that night after being sick myself. again, not at all rational but it was a life memory i look back fondly probably since i was in full acceptance and in full love and integrity. the times my mind wanted to tell a story 'you should be doing more' i was unhappy. when i was fully present---even during a tantrum---labeling, 'wow that is loud.' and allowing it all for that moment, just like my own feelings---i felt peaceful. that chapter i knew what delicious 'hard' felt like. now, kids grown, and i am working for our family hvac business in the accounting department i know what off-track hard feels like. my soul is a dried up raisin i yearn and am literally excited for my next next... but dont know what's next tho. playing the game, what feels warmer...
Such a fantastic point about 'this works for me now so it must continue forever' so well put!
Aloha! Thank you ❤
I moved back to the city this week how are you adjusting Nature's been such a comfort to me the past 20 years
You just explained to me why I fell off my bike today... Part of me felt that a bike was a bad idea, and the other part of me wanted to entertain the first one and convince it that it would be fun as always. Fortunately, I was wearing a bicycle helmet...🙈 I decide to keep a tender eye on my Zealot. Thank you!
The Bonnie Rate song story clicked in something else I have been working with over this past year. Made it feel less intense and absorbable.
Hello amazing ladies! I find super interesting this subject. The body speaks its own language… it is time to learn it and be able to have a dialogue …. between me and the body in which I inhabit !
I also wanted to share with you what a wise tool is dozing… how much I need or I can afford something in present moment .. I would love to hear from you on this topic! Stay cool and happy ❤
Same, I have slight nerve Damage in my hand from guitar, cause I pushed too far, missing my exit. I literally was seeing the signs but didn't connect the dots.