It hurts. | Lofi HipHop Mix |
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01:47 Zaxy - love can damage your health
02:50 sexy pigeon - But, You're gone.
04:50 sexy pigeon - Codeine
06:44 rós. - keshi - like i need u [lo-fi remix]
08:56 sam d. - dont.leave
10:29 cursedearvy.jpeg - no i'm not for you
12:39 cursedearvy.jpeg x linsy - i'm fine, i'm fine, i'm fine
14:43 towerz - there's no need (ft. sosi)
18:08 BVG - i thought you were different
20:37 cursedearvy.jpeg - song for you (feat. ~flynn x sleepylari)
23:02 BVG x Ayh Okay - our last songs together
25:02 BVG x Ayh Okay - our last songs together
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It hurts. | Lofi HipHop Mix |
#Lofi #Sad #Vocals
"My silence is just another word for my pain." ~Unknown
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Ми ніколи не мовчимо, наше тіло може сказати про нас багато( поза, постава, очі). Просто поглянувши на обличчя ми складаємо перше враження ~ за 4 секунди...а скільки залишається в темряві...навіть наша тінь говорить, але ми її не чуємо, а точніше не бачимо.
"We are never silent, our body can say a lot about us ( posture, eyes). Just looking at the face, we make a first impression ~ in 4 seconds ... and how much remains in the dark ... even our shadow speaks, but we do not hear it, or rather do not see..." (с) Me with google translate
That conversation at the beginning... i swear ive heard it before, is this a re upload?
Inspiring
@@nema151 I think it's a clip from a movie put in the song that he put to the playlist
@@nema151 it's from Netflix's bojack horseman. The titular character is a lonely pos because of his own doing.
I need someone to talk to, somebody who won't judge me, won't pity me and would support me, understand me and love me for me, while not being a burden.
That someone doesn't exist, listening to this numbs the pain of feeling alone, even being surrounded by family and friends who care, the loneliness eats away at my heart.
Thank you.
Hey I'm sure you'll find this person, you're not alone you know there are plenty of people who can help you and who will surely love you as you are, I know it's complicated, difficult to live and you can feel like you're not legitimate to complain but know that I support you even if I don't know you I'm sure you deserve a lot of love so courage you're amazing don't forget (sorry if my English is bad I do my best X) )
Don’t worry, while all the people who look down at you. You are going to look up and rise... and someone is going hug you so tight that all of your broken pieces with stick together so keep looking up(*´꒳`*)
You deserve to be happy and don't ever let anyone make you think otherwise.
I need one too, maybe we can be each other’s...
thanks for using my song :)
hiya! I love ur stuff
you're a legend. thanks for all your music.
Haiyaa that some good stuff
♡♡
Been listening to you for over a year now, good stuff bro
as long as you're alive it isn't too late.
The bojack horseman reference.. Oh man. That show gives me feels
Man i felt that
As you grow older and colder you see that everyone loves you....but no one likes you....
i loved the serie
Our thoughts hurt us....more than reality（ ; ; ）
Thoughts are what makes me be capable of continuing every day.
It can go either way tbh.
Facts
🥀 sometimes hurting one's self mentally is what one is used to
@@Khosmik yeah or else people will notice your scars and ask questions if you hurt yourself physically
cheering people up, though im sad myself. What a sad horrible cruel but beautiful world we live in.
Agreed
"If love is just a word why does it hurt so much if its not there..." -Gaara
Love isn’t just a word tho?it’s an emotion and human nature is based on emotion which is why we get or I get so broken that’s why it’s called heartbroken 💔 sorry I’ve been reminiscing about this quote a lot,it’s the truth tho why it’s hurts when we realize love isn’t their tho 😅(@none of your business) and it’s 4:00 in the morning sorry ☹️
The beauty of humanity is when a depressed and sad person hates seeing other people they way they are sad and depressed.
Fr
Because we don't want to see them sad, just us
@@tuna4277 i feel this completely, and if i could take on their sadness, i would
true words, my best friend is depressed and sad to and it hurts more then every thing other on this planet
That intro hit me right in the feels. Sometimes we have to sit down and reflect on things.. our life choices.. our future.
"Being alone is like being dead. You have no one to go to and no one to talk to" ~ Unknown
I just thought this earlier today ... I'm a ghost in the flesh
the comfort zone is where dreams go to die.
Goodnight
@@Rain-zv6kp goodnight bud.
You're very right. But it's soo good in the comfort zone 😅. Okay. I'll get out of it when I'll wake up tomorrow. It's gonna be a new day and definitely a new start this time.
That is why we are told to step *out* of our comfort zone, so that one day, we can make our dreams come true. Don't give up hun.
Wise words L
"𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌."
That’s where pain and self hate kicks in. There are so many things I wanna change that have happened in the past.
You can always go back, but soon you'll realise that no else is there but you.. everyone moved on.
we all need somebody near us, its human nature but sometimes it's hard to find somebody who cares and loves us, who cries and hugs us when we're feeling down. Sometimes life gets so harsh that it feels as if it's laughing at us struggle. i ask myself why do i do this whats the point? we're all gonna die anyways, why does it have to be so hard.
same here i ask myself why me? why does it has to be me that suffering here alone?
"You know what the worst part about unconditional love is?... it's the fact that it's Unconditional. No matter what happens, you love them. Even if it kills you to love them."
why is my heart so heavy?
Because you can actually feel something. It’s better to feel too much than not feeling anything at all.
Because your mind is carrying and taking on so much that it’s weighing down your heart.
You have to pour it out first if you ever want any relief. So, go ahead. Spill.
@@cosmicjuls7197
Maybe some people would rather feel nothing then feel constant heart ache
Emotional numbing is a defence mechanism. It does shut down negative feelings. However, it will also block your positive feelings.
To get over whatever is breaking you, you have to feel and process those negative emotions.
It’s part of the healing process.
Sometimes you think you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found.
Alright I've got no one to tell and I just need to let this out, no one needs to read this, haha:
I want to love someone so fucking deeply we practically _m e l t_ into each other. I want to love them so deeply that when we're by each other we're always touching. Even if we're just standing. And when one of us strays away, we instinctively grab hands.
I want to laugh even when we're pissed at each other. I want to laugh till we can't breathe and our sides feel like they've been punched and bruised. I want to have pillow fights. I wanna make soup when they're sick, and tea when they wanna just watch tv. I want to make them breakfast in bed. I want to run my fingers through their hair (or just massage their scalp, if they have no hair haha), and if they want me to do it until they fall asleep, I will!
I want to sleep on their chest and be held and listen to their breathing, their heartbeat. I want to wrap my arms around them and hold them so tightly, I practically _hug_ the love into them.
I want to do cheesy shit like picnics in the backyard, and cocoa on the roof in winter, and tell corny love jokes and make their face flush so red, it's practically on fire. I wanna dye our hair in the sink and stain our hands the colour of our hair and pretend we're sickly lil creatures.
I want to be able to be the person they go to and ugly weep into my shoulder while I rub gentle circles on their back, kissing their forehead, being someone who is safe, someone who is always there even when I'm not. I want to tell them repeatedly that I love them and that they're always free to express themselves however they like around me.
I want to be so unbelievably in love with someone that the thought of being without them is almost nonexistent. I want to prune and wrinkle with someone.
I want to love someone who can finally teach me that I can love myself just like I love them. And make me fall even more madly in love with them for that reason alone. I want this to be so fucking _mutual_ that we blend, we mix, we are one in the other. Yet, being so beautifully different.
Of course, I could've put more into detail what I want from them in the relationship as well, but...all I'd want is _them._ Every single ugly, dumb, and imperfect aspect. I want all of them. Everything. If you're struggling, I want to be your number one to cheer you on. I wanna be the one to wave a flag of victory for you. Because whatever I'd do, it'd all be for you.
Anyways, it's 4:00A and I'm sleep deprived but damn I wanna split this heart in half and just fuckin SHARE IT WITH SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE LOVED TOO. Friend or not.
X.x.X.🔪🖤🥀
I never thought someone could put my thoughts so perfectly into words.
I'm an aromantic person (I think).
I've never felt a strong emotion towards another person. Especially love.
I know what love is and I know what it feels like. I love my family and my dog. It's that feeling of caring, you don't want harm to come to the ones you love, you cherish them, that's the best I can describe it.
But these are like familial bonds, not really a 'romantic' attraction towards another person.
I've never felt that attraction towards another person and I've always struggled to form relationships.
It didn't help that my emotions are either all or nothing. It's very erratic if I don't force myself to numb my emotions. Just as an example, I could be playing a game, something bad happens I get super angry; my blood boils, and I feel like I'd end everything. Then something good could happen immediately after with which I'm immediately cooled off and super happy. It's like a switch, and it's weird.
Thus I've always kept a lid on my emotions and always played a character instead.
It's gotten so bad that even now when I have that lid removed, I struggle to feel emotions at times.
I could be really happy and laughing, but my laughs become forced as I become aware of it and the happy emotion i was previously feeling just suddenly isn't there anymore. The smile on my face would suddenly feel heavy and I can feel my muscles just holding the smile up as I force it. In the end, I just let it go and drop the smile bringing my expression to a blank, normal one.
Anyways, I don't know where I was going with this. Your comment just kind of reminded me of how I think being truly in love would feel like.
Instead all I have is a yearning for things, an empty feeling of a void in my chest that also feels heavy at the same time.
I hope one day I'll meet someone that can paint the color of love on my dull emotional canvas.
I hope one day I'll mutually love someone as deeply as you describe.
@@Andicus I relate a lot to your description of rapidly changing moods. Especially with the laughing thing. Whenever I’m laughing super intensely or am intensely sad, it feels to me like I am faking it. I usually laugh intensely when I’m super stressed and am about to cry/have a breakdown. I heard it’s a coping mechanism or something, but I resonate a lot with the shifting moods and the numb feeling. I too struggle with being my authentic self in public. For me, it’s because of anxiety, my beliefs about humanity and self-image.
wanna be in love with me?
@@celestea6817 You're a minor, so no. But you'll find someone, I'm sure of it. Just keep looking!
This is the best mix you've put out by far, appreciate the hard work
hello from Russia, know that we also listen to you👋
Sometimes the very ones you reach out to could be the ones that add more heartache and grief to your life than they take away. I used to be the one trying to keep ppl together and wanting to be around others but as I got older I realized that you just gotta let ppl sort life out for themselves. I keep to myself now and I feel so much better. Your inner peace should be the first thing that matters most above all else. You can’t always be the one to patch things up. You can’t always get ppl to see your point of view. You can’t make anyone love you or hate you anymore than they already do. You’re not put on this earth to win anyone’s approval. Don’t make yourself miserable trying to make them happy. Instead live your life in a way that makes you the most happy. Screw ppl’s opinions and be happy for you.
I have no words to describe how true this is! I wish everyone reached this level of wisdom🖤🖤
Tired: Listening to music
Fun: Listening to music
Sad: Listening to music
The music is great
It's both beautiful and sad that someone would rather suffer alone than have someone feel the same Pain they do
ذكريات الحزن اقدر اسميها كان فيني وقتها اكتئاب شديد لدرجة 💔
I can't get enough of the soothing beats and chill vibes in lofi tracks. They're like a musical escape from the daily grind.
Thx i have been waiting for a good new mix and i also feel really lucky to have someone in my life that fits me perfectly and that is able to calm me down and cheer me up and someone who can finally see through my thick wall of lies that cover up my real feelings and someone who i can love without getting hurt and someone who can numb my pain and someone who actully is a great person but she has problems of her own but it is my mission to help the person who has made my overall state of living better. I mean after almost 2 years of being single because your afraid of getting hurt you really see how much you really needed someone to love and someone to love you.
It doesn't matter to me if anyone reads this i just had to say it thx to anyone who took the time to read this and i hope you have someone to love.
Yesss! Thank you so much! 💕 perfect
They say tragedy is just comedy no one has laughed at yet, i guess that's why they'll never see me laughing...
The pain you left me....
These bruises and scars,
They tell a story only i will ever know.
The burns your lies gave me push me too far,
Now, at the edge, nothing left but the drop now.
I look back, the past; a distant landmark i barely remember passing,
The beat drops harder than my heart as you let me go.
I know that you said your life wasn't lasting,
but why did you have to go?
All i can think about is your smile.
I close my eyes and its all i see.
I open them, but the heart wrenching void remains.
My heart, beguiled, begins to breath, and as I take one last look back,
nothing but words and my bloodstains.
I personally think the worst feeling is when someone says they’ll be there for you but then they abandon you and you’re left not trusting anyone who says”I’ll always be here”
i’ve been listening to this on and off for 2 years whenever i need to
first song and it immediately hits
I like her so much, it feels like love. We spent all day every day together. Now shes found another soul to glide through this existence with. I fought for it for a while, but the efforts push her away. All i want is for her happiness, so ill fade out. I hope she smiles a lot in her life.
gotta say Yugen is one of the only few channels that mixes actually great music that isnt seen by as much people, avoiding songs that just keep repeating in other playlists like copy and paste
there is at least from my point of view a lot of work put into organizing all these special songs together and even just finding some of them
so far from every playlist i listened to, only these are feeling special
“I’m sad.”
-Me
Someone needs a hug
"I'm feeling a bit off today, too much guilt mom, too much. I don't know why I feel more sad, I just do,"
"Why do you feel that way?"
"I don't know."
"Well you must,"
"I really don't know"
I read the start of this as the five finger death punch song and that was trippy
Me too my councillor
Like idk why it's getting worse and worse but it is and I need it to stop
What an awesome playlist and picture! The songs are so beautiful. Yes, love can hurt. 💘
No matter how sad and depressed i am in this life i will always love everyone. I was born with this gift and curse of powerful enpathy. surrounded by love ones that could not truly love... too much people pleasing has wrecked me horribly. its a miracle im still here...... the eternal struggles of loving myself full of aguish.....blessed with knowing so much truth but im still sad. Giving so much for others yet nothing for me :(
i know I'm not the best person on this planet, but why is it that no can see just how lonely or sad I am, do they not care or am I just to good at hiding it now... these are things I think about daily. I use music as an escape from the reality that is my life, I don't wanna hurt anyone so I am not able to give up yet, as long as I can bring joy and happiness to others I think things will get better. The problem is that by making others happy it shows me that i have nothing and no one to do that for me. - Dawson
p.s - I hope you start to feel better soon before the bad things happen.
goodbye and enjoy the rest of the day/night.
This is just some rambling you don't have to read this:
I find it amazing how... in just a single year - so much can change. How one person can mean so much to you - you didn't know them yesterday, you were minding your own business really, but then you find them today or rather they find YOU, and they're like a light. They blind you and suddenly that light, you demand to see more and more of it, like you just can't get enough. Suddenly a week has passed, and that light means everything to you, you have to keep it safe. You just... you come to love it. Another week passes, and now you're sharing your own light with this other person. And its so strange how two weeks ago you didn't even know this person existed. A part of you is telling you to be careful, to not get too comfortable. If you let your guard down, you might get hurt, as much as you've come to love this light - just .. don't let your guard down yet. -
Another week passes... you start thinking... well maybe I can be safe with this person...
Another week passes.... and your heart is feeling vulnerable...
Suddenly, in a hot searing moment, you have made so many prominent memories with this person now... you look at this person next to you in your arms and you just ... are swollen with love. You love them.
And you let your guard down.
It's like... the act of finally relaxing around this strange light changes it, the act of confessing your love to this light... letting it know that it's become your world... it just changes everything.
It looks at you one day, and calls you pathetic. It laughs at you. The light isn't white anymore, its a deep red and it hurts. The light explodes into tiny glass shards that go straight into your heart, into your soul.
Everything hurts.
Everything hurts so bad...
You wake up and the pain is there.
You close your eyes with the pain rocking you to sleep.
Your new lullabies become strange sobs of 'why?'
"what did i do wrong?"
Suddenly you wake up and half a year has passed. You didn't wake up because you wanted to... but rather, because in your pain you had this kind of epiphany. "I need this light again..." Your heart hurts so much that it has come to this pain induced conclusion that you need this light again. You need it. You HAVE to have it. It's the only way to save yourself, to get this pain away. A last calling of help from your heart. Because at this point, your dreams are the only thing that you can enjoy without pain, and that's only due to the fact that when you dream... you dream of that light again.
You gather yourself up in your arms, and you find that light again. It loved you once... maybe you just did something wrong. That had to of been the reason.
The light takes you in again. It's like a bright blue when you get it now, not a bright white. A blue that's relaxed, but always watching. It makes your shadow shake.
You're smiling again now though. The pain? What pain? .... it's a distant memory now. You can't even bring yourself to IMAGINE the pain you used to feel. You don't want to. You don't want to out of fear that you'll remind yourself of how bad it felt, but also because you don't want to accidentally give it a reason to come back.
But that light.... it's not going to stay. You see it how it just gradually gets dimmer.
And one day it's just gone.
And you're left just standing there... unsure where to go. The pain isn't there exactly, you're in a sort of ... confused state. "Where did it go?" "What do I do now?" "Do I wait here?"
The world becomes sort of greyscaled, and you feel numb. "I knew it..." "It was going to happen sooner or later..." "I miss him."
And now a year is gone. Dedicated to this light that you were so sure meant everything... Last year wasn't like this... How could someone come into your life so easily? How could someone ruin and taint the days you used to look forward to? Why is love... so destructive in what it touches? It takes something happy - and breaks it down. It teases the ones who find it, then in a second, it's gone and leaves that person in withdrawals...
Love Hurts.... It just hurts.
"I miss him."
"I feel dead and earth feels like my own personal hell"
That conversation at the start hurts so much man, I know I'm a good person. I try my best, I really do but everyone just leaves.
For a long time I have been trying to find my happiness but at this point I'm used to being empty I don't think I can cope with happiness anymore
6 yrs of what ever this is 🥀
8 yrs I'm still coasting along with whatever this is
I like how this got published right when I was about to take a sip of milk coffee. Thanks for this.
the intro hits the core of my life
I keep coming back to this one. It hits so good. I think that opening quote is from Bojack? I don't know, don't watch the show myself. But what a solid cinderblock of a vibe to drop on someone to start things off. Uff. My favourite, Yūgen.
i just want someone to tell me it'll be alright and give me a hug...but i guess i'll have to stick to doing that to others instead...
*long virtual hug*
It will be alright (Cos every little thing is gonna be alright Bob Marley)
this is very melancholic and sad.
It's not my attitude
I just love to be silent.
Thinking about my past and my future.
Well ..i hear it every night. Great work..i am glad i clicked
LOVE the new graphics Yugen! Super duper 😍 So beautiful!! ❤💖
Lost...
The air felt ruthless
The colours are becoming restless
The cold night shivers
The moonlight shimmers
Lost in my path
Wisdom has been caught
What to do, where to go
Things that i have sew, shattered to a few
Lost in the darkness
Strayed to the farthest
Losing life the fastest
Oh, typical me at its finest...
Found
You will shine the brightest when your soul finally find rest in the arms of the one you love.
his monologue kind of made history its a very recognizable scene years after it aired
I love this mix and the picture hit me ❤️😪
Thankyou so much for having my song here 🥰😍
I'm not completely in despair right now, but I know this day without sadness won't last. It never lasts
very nice mix
Absolutely beautiful playlist.
I just want a friend.
Just want people in my life
Its my dream
I’m here for you:) there are so many people who want you in their life.
Hey , you a game Dev ? I am too.
Which game engine do you use ?
@@rythmrythm5623 i was using unity, but i was cant use more. İm in Turkey(country) and computers is so expensive in here. and my computer is not good for unity.
Hii
@@Mockingbird-sg8vv Hi! do you have instagram, or discord?
this is amazing, i just discovered your chanel and i already am in love.
Man ive been listening to this songs of yugen videos and im feelin loved dreams and other fourtune memories that ive been lost at the past and i loved it....loved thos musics.thakyou brah.please domore.
A child of about 5 saw a bleeding cut on my arm and started crying for me. I was startled because either no one cares or they enjoy my pain. I never realized how numb I've grown to be until that.
i love that wallpaper!!!!
Such a great mix
"I'm falling in love just because you're beautiful, "
That's a little messed up if you think about it
It depends on how you think of beauty... someone can be beautiful to you... but not because of just their looks. But their being and personally and their true self can be what is beautiful to you.... as they say "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
@@NekoWolf29 Touche. I like that
If it’s just physical beauty the ye
I tell myself as long as I'm alive I'm winning. I'm in one of the darkest moments in my life. This crucifix is heavy, who gonna help me carry mine?
Hey if you ever need anyone to talk to , I'm here . I feel you and you got this , keep your head up I believe good will come to you .
you mean cross not crucifix but yes i understand your pain
My Mind: What if I am just an imagination
of some poor guy in a coma?
My Soul: I would want him to wake up
to end this meaningless existence...
My Heart: Please wake up.
Life is a bullier he give you thing to love to make you suffer when take it . Men know they already die they just choose how they gonna die . Im gonna be the best opponent of life cruelty by being happy but im know he gonna got me when im die im just dont make the thing easier for this fucking dude . Dont give up fight to die.
I don't know why, but I imagined that in the middle of a fight for the boy's freedom, a shooting star fell near them, but this was different, at the end of the battle with the boy's victory, a lot of particles fell around him and the boy by weakness falls to the ground kneeling and it is there when a figure of a white and luminous girl appears behind him :v
Great mix, still listen to this regularly... Love it! :D
Tell me, please Diane... Tell me that I'm good...
no u sold my game to the highest bidder in league and got me demoted
@@legionthezed5887 League made you hate yourself too?
@@legionthezed5887 HEY MONEY IS MONEY MAN, DON'T HATE ME JUST CUZ I'M CHASING THAT BAG
i knew this was gonna be my future playlist when keshi came in
Ah. Too good.
thank you so much for including one of my songs
Потрясающе
О, вот я и нашла русского)
@@chahos5393 Да, тут есть русские и что🧐
Wow execelente canción saludos desde MÉXICO 🇲🇽🇲🇽🇲🇽🇲🇽
I hate how much I think about her. I hate how I can't stop thinking about her. I hate how when I thought I was happy, I was actually really sad. I hate how lonely I feel. I hate that I still felt lonely when she was with me. I hate me. I hate her for meeting me. And I hate how quickly I fell for her.
Saw the image and had to listen... we’re not having the best of days :,)
This is more melancholy then pain
This is the most beautiful mix I’ve ever heard 🥀
Great mix, as always. ty for all the work u have done
That's the Music I need~
I play this When I doing my homework ❤️✋
Heavy is the shoulders that are the pillars for others. Ocean deep are the emotions and words one cannot explain. Sometimes LIVING for others is the only reason we remain, even when your own heart has shattered like glass, or your dreams vanishing like smoke in a room full of mirrors. But with time, you recover from your scars. A stronger you, all diamonds have their flaws. Make them a part of your strength.
Yoooooo finely Someone used it actually sounds awesome
beat is perfect. not to complicatedd like others do sometimes no cap 💰
I love cats.
I know it’s an unpopular opinion, but my cat has helped me a lot in the past years.
When ever someone asks me why Id cut I always answer the same thing: “just because”. I say this because I know if I told them really why they’d never understand. So I just told them a simple answer with no questions.
But really I want to tell them:
The pain in my wrists is the only thing keeping me sane. The scars on my arms are the only thing reminding me how pathetic I am, the scars I see don’t lie to me like people. They show me in mirrors the pain I cause myself. They show me the result of me trying to ease the numbness, the sadness that will over come me if I stop. The show me what easing numbness looks like. I hated it, when ever I saw those scars they just reminded me of how many times I was so sick of life. I could count each one a recall the reason for each. I can’t stop anymore. This is the only thing that keeps my tears at bay. But it’s not working anymore. And when that happens the scars get deeper, the pain spikes, the blood puddles grow, and my bottle of emotions starts breaking. So when you ask my why I do it. It’s because the pain is more overwhelming then the feeling of emotions, that cloud my head everyday. I still hate them, the scars I meant. They taunt and tease me of how weak I am, how easy it is to break me. I couldn’t take even that much so I cut to ease the emotions, but now it’s not working like it used too. Now it just hurts. And I don’t know what to do, because just like before; they’ll stare at my now noticable scars, as they grow each day, em each night. And when my family asks me how’s I get those, I simple say cat scratch’s. And I’ve never been more thankful for a cat.
I have one word for my feeling : pain, I am in big pain
❤nice music fire
Awesome 💙
heros get remberd but legends never die
I'm only happy when I'm flying
meaning deep for me
bojack 🖤 perfect timing
Heaven is in the mind.
late to the party but I always loved your mixes thank you
Thanks for listening
@ great thumbnail as well
love
Nice
Classic!
Peace, Pain, and Chaos
It’s 1:26 am at naligaw ako dito kanina para pakinggan ang kantang sa kanya ko mismo nalaman at patuloy kong papakinggan kahit pa ito mismo ang nagdudulot ng mas malalim na sakit. He was my classmate and nasa iisang grupo kami ng magkakaibigan, no one knows our business haha like dirty one. From the very start sinabi namin sa isa’t isa na bawal ma-fall at panandalian lang ang ginagawa namin. Sa una okay, chill. Lumipas ng ilang linggo mabilis lang. Pero ang bilis ko ring natalo dahil nahuhulog na ako kahit mali ang nararamdaman ko. Pero hindi ko sinasabi sa kanya kasi wala ring magbabago hanggang sa ngumingiti na ako kapag kausap siya at yun ang pinakamasakit na nagawa ko sa sarili ko. Ang hayaang mahulog sa taong iba ang gusto. At kanina lang tinanong ko siya kung gusto niya yung isa sa bestfriend ko na barkada niya rin kasi nasa iisang circle of friends kami and he said “yes” a fvcking yes haha napatitig na lang ako pero mas okay na ito kaysa tumagal. Tumatawag siya siguro gusto niya magpaliwanag at para tapusin kaso ayokong marinig niya pa akong naiyak kasi wala. Hahaha gusto kong matulog para sana makaiwas sa sakit kaso siya lang naiisip ko potangina
- Sisa
Que hermosa música la primera :'D