00:01 habits- tove lo 4:30 another love - tom odell 9:30 i've never felt so alone - labrinth 10:42 to build a home - the cinematic orchestra 18:18 je te laisserai des mots - patrick watson 21:44 the wisp sings - winter aid
I feel like shit, i feel sadder and sadder everyday and i miss when i used to cry it all out and then feel better, but now i just have this big sadness inside me and it hurts so much but i can't do anything about it, im scared it won't stop hurting, im scared i won't be able to cry anymore cuz there's no tears left..
This kinda hits hard … I’m at the stage of my life where I’m really struggling. Never felt more alone no more tears to offer and scared for the future. But I’m still gonna keep going
I must say this is amazing for someone like me who has nobody to talk to except pets they're my councillors,having friends who ignore u,parents who don't listen or understand and to have headphones and playlists like this are my best buddies to ty this is absolutely fantastic keep up the great work!!
pov: your 2nd night of listening to your playlist of songs as you feel like your sinking into your bed because of how numb you feel, you almost feel like your the only one on earth. As you slowly drift off you hear your mother talking no good about you to her new boyfriend, treating him as if he has been in out family since you and your brothers birth. She was treating him the way you have dreamt of being treated for years. You eventually zone out staring at your blank wall thinking about what your family would be like if you weren't there, as you slowly fall onto your side you feel a tear slowly run down your face. You couldn't express in any way how you felt so you stayed quite.. as hours go past like seconds you look down to the to your device seeing that the time is 4am but you had no reaction you zone out staring at the time once again. you eventually give up trying to keep your eyes open so just take your last blink of the 'night'.
I can relate, really sorry if this is happening to you too, you have all my support (event hought I know it probably doesn't mean anything to you) you are loved
thats really horrible to hear im sorry you feel like this stay strong your doing great im proud of you! this probably doesnt mean much as i am a stranger to you but im here for you always
i thought these are the kind of playlist thta get thousands of likes, CLEARLY THIS IS UNDERATED CONGRATS TO THE PERSON WHO MADE THIS YOU HAVE NOW EARNED MY RESPECT :D
to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
It's okay to cry It's okay to not feel well But it's not okay to give up Please remember to not give up I know it's really hard for you I know how you feel but please don't give up one you will be happy and confident live your life don't listen to people sont give up I'm here for you I know I don't know you but I love you I'm here for you I'm proud of you . Don't give up let's be happy together ❤
@UCPUIYaoH6HH76IgMcEy6S9Q look up if there are any organizations near you where you can go to therapy and don’t have to tell your parents, this exists in my city but i live in France so thats different :/ the best thing would be to tell her though, if that’s really a problem rely on your friends, family, and the world we’re here for you :)
@@misscirce3125 I actually don´t speak english but i wanna tell you that you are a really good person how deserve everething good of this world. lovely
well, this brings me a lot of memories, I love it but I aslo hate it, because it makes me cry, I’m crying bcs of happiness and then bcs of sadness, life is hard but we have to keep going, this big world is waiting for everyone here
My bestfriend left due to covid back in seventh grade. We're in grade nine now and I haven't seen her at school at all. She keeps telling me that she'll come back but ac couple days later, she makes up an excuse and doesn't return. I miss her and all I want to do is hug her and see her everyday. She treats it like a joke but its not. She's playing with my feelings and I get disappointed everytime. I share a locker with her and I decorated it and everything. She told that she was coming back for sure in a couple of days. today she told me that she wasn't ready. I was going to make her a basket for our locker filled with our favourite snacks and drinks. Everytime she gets my hopes up. Im beginning to get tired waiting for her. But I love her...
my 6 years best friend left me with this other fake friend i had. they were talking about how they didn't want to be my friend anymore and i was the only one not going to a football competition. they were talking behind my back on how i didn't come to the competition and one of my fake friends texted me. she said: oh yeah btw me and ***** were talking abt how we didnt want to be your friend anymore so LOL BYE. so yh imma block u now. i was crying the whole day and thought about them. now they come up to me and say ''im sorry. SIKE HAHAHA''. i couldnt believe how they treated me. on monday, when i went to school, i had no one to talk to, play with or anything. i was alone sitting on the bench while everyone else was laughing and smiling. i hated them so badly. and to this day, they beg me to be their friend. thank you so much ** and ***** how you just simply ditched me. especially ***** how you were my first best friend. i shared my feelings with both of them. i hope you 2 are happy. thank you for reading this
they clearly don’t deserve you and you certainly didn’t deserve what they did to you! i’m sorry you had to go through this, you’ll meet so many people in your life, some will disappoint you but some will always stay by your side, support you and love you, you’ll find them, they’ll come to you i promise
E felicidade sempre BiGi 💯😘💕✨🙏💚💜 eu Luza 🌈🍀 atodos o família 🕊️ omel 😷 Kkk um ungido pai céu só ele der 😂mil 💯 miiiimBiGi on Cante uuuu lllllll aaaáaau pai pôde em vôo 🌧️tá chove muito agora 🙌ok iiiii.
I have mixed feelings about the song "je te laisserai des mots" by Patrick Watson. For me, it feels like I meet the love of my life or it's a heartbreaking song. I have it in both my playlists...
So a few days ago I was stressing about an activity a teacher randomly gave us in the weekend so I went to her class at break (I don't eat in school so it's fine.) and went up to her tried to ask her about it. She said that she couldn't hear me, she said that my father told her that I speak loudly at home so I can speak loudly at school, tears started pouring from my eyes. I am not sure why. I have been like this since I was eight, I was bullied and had what I feel was depression, I was screamed at by my mother for crying and ended up holding it in until the emotions burst out (This has been happening a lot recently). I have had stress since I was six but it has become an issue since the age of eleven. I have been disappointed in myself and had these unrealistic expectations. I am on the verge of suicide but something is stopping me. My father has suggested therapy at school once but hasn't brought it up again, it feels hopeless and I really want help I'm just so scared, I am scared of what my parents would say if I asked them for help, what a therapist would think if I talked to one. I have put on this mask of a fake person who is fine, hiding myself from people in public and sometimes in my own home like right now and I am just so tired of it but I can't do anything. Every time I try I just can't, I can't ask for help, I can't say that I am not fine, I can't show my pain, afraid of what others will think. I know that even if others look at me and are proud of me or envious of me I will alway feel like a disappointment, a waste of space. I feel that getting rid of myself would be a quick way out of it but getting rid of myself will just make others unhappy so hiding my pain is all that I can do.
i dont know how to explain what i feel its just numb i can cry or laugh or smile but no emotion just numbness not one bit of emotion runs through me anymore its kinda like im a statue or a robot i just exist with no purpose or goal or anything i am just there sometimes i wonder how my mum would get on without me here shes depressed she has said that many times but is it because of me? she said she would kill herself once her dog dies am i not important? do i not make her day better atleast one bit when i rant about my friends and things i like? does she not care about me? if she is willing to say those things and how her life is awful infront of me at the age of 13 am i just there to listen to her worries? i dont really know anymore i just know im a burden who sleeps all day eats if I don't feel sick from it and lives i heard from many of my friends it will get better but im nearly 14 with nothing im not excited about anything anymore i over think everything i'm just a cry baby i sometimes wonder what it would be like to live in a different life where im happy with loads of friends and things i love and adore without seeming obsessive over people because im scared they will hurt or leave me i wanna get help i wanna scream cry whatever it takes to get help but a barrier is stopping me i can see my hopes dream success and happiness on the other side but im trapped in this see through box that i cant break no matter what i feel stuck honestly I don't think i will make it till I'm 16 i knew that when i was 12 i just have to wait till its finally my day to leave.
to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year.
00:01 habits- tove lo
4:30 another love - tom odell
9:30 i've never felt so alone - labrinth
10:42 to build a home - the cinematic orchestra
18:18 je te laisserai des mots - patrick watson
21:44 the wisp sings - winter aid
Thank you
I’ve been looking for 18:18 tysm!!!!
this is so good it made me cry. Don't you hate it when you feel like you have to cry but then when you listen to sad songs you can't anymore?
Sometimes..
Are- are you okay? :'3
im always here if you wanna talk
@Dreamy Cloud same
@Dreamy Cloud Nah when i lissen to sad songs o cant cry idk why
I feel like shit, i feel sadder and sadder everyday and i miss when i used to cry it all out and then feel better, but now i just have this big sadness inside me and it hurts so much but i can't do anything about it, im scared it won't stop hurting, im scared i won't be able to cry anymore cuz there's no tears left..
Crying at this song every single day…
I can't stop listening to it
This kinda hits hard … I’m at the stage of my life where I’m really struggling. Never felt more alone no more tears to offer and scared for the future. But I’m still gonna keep going
as you said keep going. wonderful memories and people await you! and happy new year
I must say this is amazing for someone like me who has nobody to talk to except pets they're my councillors,having friends who ignore u,parents who don't listen or understand and to have headphones and playlists like this are my best buddies to ty this is absolutely fantastic keep up the great work!!
pov: your 2nd night of listening to your playlist of songs as you feel like your sinking into your bed because of how numb you feel, you almost feel like your the only one on earth. As you slowly drift off you hear your mother talking no good about you to her new boyfriend, treating him as if he has been in out family since you and your brothers birth. She was treating him the way you have dreamt of being treated for years. You eventually zone out staring at your blank wall thinking about what your family would be like if you weren't there, as you slowly fall onto your side you feel a tear slowly run down your face. You couldn't express in any way how you felt so you stayed quite.. as hours go past like seconds you look down to the to your device seeing that the time is 4am but you had no reaction you zone out staring at the time once again. you eventually give up trying to keep your eyes open so just take your last blink of the 'night'.
I can relate, really sorry if this is happening to you too, you have all my support (event hought I know it probably doesn't mean anything to you) you are loved
omgg
@@flaviepipier7497 you don't know how much that means to me
thats really horrible to hear im sorry you feel like this stay strong your doing great im proud of you! this probably doesnt mean much as i am a stranger to you but im here for you always
@@n.i.c.o.t.i.n.e2232 it doesn't mean nothing it means a lot to have someone tell me I am doing great. The world needs more people like you
No matter how much I try to make people happy, I end up hurting them. It's never my intention.
i thought these are the kind of playlist thta get thousands of likes, CLEARLY THIS IS UNDERATED CONGRATS TO THE PERSON WHO MADE THIS YOU HAVE NOW EARNED MY RESPECT :D
that’s really sweet thank you for the support ❤️
Awww thank you so much!
to the person reading this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
thanks u rly a lot, thank u
Thnk u 🦋
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thank you so much this made my cry person on the internet
It's okay to cry
It's okay to not feel well
But it's not okay to give up
Please remember to not give up I know it's really hard for you I know how you feel but please don't give up one you will be happy and confident live your life don't listen to people sont give up I'm here for you I know I don't know you but I love you I'm here for you I'm proud of you .
Don't give up let's be happy together ❤
ik this isn't a recent playlist, but i adore it
🖤Another Love🖤
i'm can´t stop crying omfg
love the songs mate it brought back my past of this year and 2020
God….. i love this so much! Thanks!
ur welcome :)
i’m sorry for the ads:/ it’s bc of the songs i don’t own
When you feel like a caged animal just waiting to die because inside you know, no one can save you...
i’m here to help
i love this thank you
❤️
hi
i like this minimalist style
Yes yes yes yes yes ... I was looking for this
The fact that I can't cry anymore hurts
I used to let out my sadness with crying but now I can't
Thanks :) I need to cry every once and a while. this helped me with a lot of my thoughts.
i hope you feel better now, always here if you need to talk you can reach out
@@misscirce3125 tysm
@UCPUIYaoH6HH76IgMcEy6S9Q look up if there are any organizations near you where you can go to therapy and don’t have to tell your parents, this exists in my city but i live in France so thats different :/ the best thing would be to tell her though, if that’s really a problem rely on your friends, family, and the world we’re here for you :)
@@misscirce3125 I actually don´t speak english but i wanna tell you that you are a really good person how deserve everething good of this world. lovely
@@andreaa1572 ❤️❤️❤️ thank you
I love listening to this kind of music🎤🎼🎹🎶
You ever get that feeling that u need/ want to cry but can’t feel anything anymore so u feel that u can’t or have nothing to cry about or for anymore?
Wow, I love the thumbnail so much, the two skeletons look so cute together, it gives me butterflies, because I have a crush at the moment
Thankyou for the dark screen omg so much better
staring at my reflection while crying to this playlists
lol ikr
best selection, thanks 🐗💨
Thank you so much for this❤
❤️
well, this brings me a lot of memories, I love it but I aslo hate it, because it makes me cry, I’m crying bcs of happiness and then bcs of sadness, life is hard but we have to keep going, this big world is waiting for everyone here
this is best playlist ive ever herd 😭
oh tysm
My bestfriend left due to covid back in seventh grade. We're in grade nine now and I haven't seen her at school at all. She keeps telling me that she'll come back but ac couple days later, she makes up an excuse and doesn't return. I miss her and all I want to do is hug her and see her everyday. She treats it like a joke but its not. She's playing with my feelings and I get disappointed everytime. I share a locker with her and I decorated it and everything. She told that she was coming back for sure in a couple of days. today she told me that she wasn't ready. I was going to make her a basket for our locker filled with our favourite snacks and drinks. Everytime she gets my hopes up. Im beginning to get tired waiting for her. But I love her...
a vibe----
Still here
played it from the backwards so its getting happier and happier
smart
Tips:have headphones and listen to this when you gonna sleep!❤️
you see your reflection in the black screen...
doesn’t it make it more sad
@@misscirce3125 it does, thats the point
lets see whose listening to this masterpiece in 2022
ngl, this is the best study (backgorund) music! thanks:)
glad you enjoyed it!!
i love you who made this.
i love you too
this playlist was made on my birthday now that was an awesome but sad day
My therapys
Ah soo good thank u
my 6 years best friend left me with this other fake friend i had. they were talking about how they didn't want to be my friend anymore and i was the only one not going to a football competition. they were talking behind my back on how i didn't come to the competition and one of my fake friends texted me. she said: oh yeah btw me and ***** were talking abt how we didnt want to be your friend anymore so LOL BYE. so yh imma block u now. i was crying the whole day and thought about them. now they come up to me and say ''im sorry. SIKE HAHAHA''. i couldnt believe how they treated me. on monday, when i went to school, i had no one to talk to, play with or anything. i was alone sitting on the bench while everyone else was laughing and smiling. i hated them so badly. and to this day, they beg me to be their friend.
thank you so much ** and ***** how you just simply ditched me. especially ***** how you were my first best friend.
i shared my feelings with both of them.
i hope you 2 are happy.
thank you for reading this
they clearly don’t deserve you and you certainly didn’t deserve what they did to you! i’m sorry you had to go through this, you’ll meet so many people in your life, some will disappoint you but some will always stay by your side, support you and love you, you’ll find them, they’ll come to you i promise
loveit. i smell underated tho..
tysm:))))
@@misscirce3125 youre welcome ^^
Love it ❤️😫
E felicidade sempre BiGi 💯😘💕✨🙏💚💜 eu Luza 🌈🍀 atodos o família 🕊️ omel 😷 Kkk um ungido pai céu só ele der 😂mil 💯 miiiimBiGi on Cante uuuu lllllll aaaáaau pai pôde em vôo 🌧️tá chove muito agora 🙌ok iiiii.
Great music, I'll be the one to spread your music to more people 💋 👍💯
thank you so much :)
another love gives off bambi vibes
I want to scream but i can‘t…
when i heard labirith i literally started crying
Amazing✨🥰
❤️❤️
Właśnie tego szukałam. Polecam!!
my fav playlist
I have mixed feelings about the song "je te laisserai des mots" by Patrick Watson. For me, it feels like I meet the love of my life or it's a heartbreaking song. I have it in both my playlists...
So a few days ago I was stressing about an activity a teacher randomly gave us in the weekend so I went to her class at break (I don't eat in school so it's fine.) and went up to her tried to ask her about it. She said that she couldn't hear me, she said that my father told her that I speak loudly at home so I can speak loudly at school, tears started pouring from my eyes. I am not sure why. I have been like this since I was eight, I was bullied and had what I feel was depression, I was screamed at by my mother for crying and ended up holding it in until the emotions burst out (This has been happening a lot recently). I have had stress since I was six but it has become an issue since the age of eleven. I have been disappointed in myself and had these unrealistic expectations. I am on the verge of suicide but something is stopping me. My father has suggested therapy at school once but hasn't brought it up again, it feels hopeless and I really want help I'm just so scared, I am scared of what my parents would say if I asked them for help, what a therapist would think if I talked to one. I have put on this mask of a fake person who is fine, hiding myself from people in public and sometimes in my own home like right now and I am just so tired of it but I can't do anything. Every time I try I just can't, I can't ask for help, I can't say that I am not fine, I can't show my pain, afraid of what others will think. I know that even if others look at me and are proud of me or envious of me I will alway feel like a disappointment, a waste of space. I feel that getting rid of myself would be a quick way out of it but getting rid of myself will just make others unhappy so hiding my pain is all that I can do.
I dont know... When i listen these songs, i hear inspiration, calm, love, romance, but i never hear sadness. I felt calm, not depressed.
18:22 es la mejor parde te juro q llore
i feel useless. i need someone to talk. i have no one for now. :(
you have me, give me your insta, twitter, whatever so we can talk :)
I feel the same
@João Silva i dont know its complicated ehhh
пишу фанфик под эту музыку, кайф просто
when u realize no one like u
i like you
I understand the lyrics now :/
I am not okay :(
@João Silva thanks omg
I think so thanks for asking hbu?
that´s cool :3
@João Silva
yes my best friend he is always there for me but sometimes i have the feeling that i am too annoying :/ And you?
@João Silva true
Estás letras e iiii tô e nacedo 😂 siguriiii mim 🇧🇷o Acre e Luza onnn 🕊️ segure e dedos meus😂👄💅 BiGi 😜ok iiiiiiiiiiiaru suba agora 🕊️a glória .😘🍀🙏
Are you ok
@@twilightwolfpiano lmaoooo
Iwanttodie:(
stay with me
I just need someone to talk with
i’m here
q dor
i dont know how to explain what i feel its just numb i can cry or laugh or smile but no emotion just numbness not one bit of emotion runs through me anymore its kinda like im a statue or a robot i just exist with no purpose or goal or anything i am just there sometimes i wonder how my mum would get on without me here shes depressed she has said that many times but is it because of me? she said she would kill herself once her dog dies am i not important? do i not make her day better atleast one bit when i rant about my friends and things i like? does she not care about me? if she is willing to say those things and how her life is awful infront of me at the age of 13 am i just there to listen to her worries? i dont really know anymore i just know im a burden who sleeps all day eats if I don't feel sick from it and lives i heard from many of my friends it will get better but im nearly 14 with nothing im not excited about anything anymore i over think everything i'm just a cry baby i sometimes wonder what it would be like to live in a different life where im happy with loads of friends and things i love and adore without seeming obsessive over people because im scared they will hurt or leave me i wanna get help i wanna scream cry whatever it takes to get help but a barrier is stopping me i can see my hopes dream success and happiness on the other side but im trapped in this see through box that i cant break no matter what i feel stuck honestly I don't think i will make it till I'm 16 i knew that when i was 12 i just have to wait till its finally my day to leave.
to the person reading this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and a great year.